0:00:01 > 0:00:01Well, he asked me to give them to her. You should have ignored him.
0:00:22 > 0:00:23Dad's gone now.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25And having Brian here today would just complicate things.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27This is Rosie.
0:00:27 > 0:00:28And the other one?
0:00:28 > 0:00:31She's named after.... after my sister.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32Rosie and Kirsty.
0:00:32 > 0:00:35MOBILE BEEPS What is it?
0:00:36 > 0:00:39Looks like I'm opening a gym.
0:00:39 > 0:00:41I hate to ask, but is it all right if I stay?
0:00:41 > 0:00:43Of course you can stay.
0:00:43 > 0:00:44Where is Stevie?
0:00:44 > 0:00:46He's going to come back for us. You sure?
0:00:50 > 0:00:53Stella is all over the place,
0:00:53 > 0:00:56I thought she was going to take Stuart to school in her pyjamas.
0:00:56 > 0:00:58Gina texted to say she doesn't have to be here,
0:00:58 > 0:01:01but I think the whole family should be here to hear Dad's will.
0:01:04 > 0:01:06Brian?
0:01:06 > 0:01:08What are you doing here?
0:01:10 > 0:01:14Sorry! It's lovely to see you, it's just...
0:01:14 > 0:01:16a bit unexpected.
0:01:16 > 0:01:21Your father specifically asked that Brian come to the reading.
0:01:21 > 0:01:24But not Gina?
0:01:24 > 0:01:29Yes. I phoned Gina last night and explained. Explained what?
0:01:29 > 0:01:32That it wasn't necessary for her to be here.
0:01:33 > 0:01:36Right, I'm going to make some coffee so,
0:01:36 > 0:01:38then I suggest we get started.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47BABY CRIES Right, sit at peace! Come on.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Where is it?
0:01:49 > 0:01:51This is a pure nightmare.
0:01:51 > 0:01:53Right! Come on. Enough!
0:01:53 > 0:01:58MOBILE RINGS
0:02:05 > 0:02:06(Stevie?)
0:02:06 > 0:02:08THUD
0:02:08 > 0:02:10BABY CRIES Hope!
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Give us a break, man, honestly!
0:02:18 > 0:02:21Right. Come on, you.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24So...
0:02:26 > 0:02:31..in here are all Malcolm's military memorabilia.
0:02:31 > 0:02:38His medals, his certificates, his photos and his diaries.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Thank you. But he shouldn't have left me any money.
0:02:42 > 0:02:46Oh, he left all his grandchildren a little money.
0:02:47 > 0:02:51My dad mentioned your wife and the twins.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59He struggled to remember so much these last years.
0:03:00 > 0:03:07Brian sent your dad a Christmas card before he deteriorated.
0:03:08 > 0:03:11But Malcolm never fails to surprise.
0:03:13 > 0:03:18He wants us to scatter his ashes at the doocot.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21The doocot?
0:03:21 > 0:03:26Yes, he wrote that he spent some of his happiest times there
0:03:26 > 0:03:29with each of you when you were children.
0:03:29 > 0:03:34So he wants us be there when the birds are coming home.
0:03:36 > 0:03:39His favourite time of day.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52You got a posh breakfast? Yes!
0:03:54 > 0:03:58Have I walked into a parallel universe?
0:03:58 > 0:04:01Not bad, eh? Is it not a school day?
0:04:01 > 0:04:04Aye, but we can't have a perfect day if they're not there.
0:04:04 > 0:04:08You do know this is Jenny's day and not yours? Aye.
0:04:08 > 0:04:12But I'm going to make sure that this is going to be a perfect day.
0:04:12 > 0:04:13We owe it to her.
0:04:13 > 0:04:17Today, Jenny McLean, for the first time, gets to be a big kid.
0:04:17 > 0:04:18DOOR CLOSES
0:04:18 > 0:04:20She's coming! She's coming! Come on!
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Hurry! Come on!
0:04:27 > 0:04:30Mum, someone's broken in and cleaned the bathroom!
0:04:32 > 0:04:34ALL: Happy Birthday!
0:04:34 > 0:04:37Happy Birthday, darling! Dad! What are you doing here?
0:04:37 > 0:04:39I thought we were meeting for lunch together.
0:04:39 > 0:04:43And breakfast and tea. And, yeah, I'm here all day.
0:04:43 > 0:04:48And why aren't you two at school? Food poisoning. Both ends.
0:04:48 > 0:04:51Who did all the cleaning? We did.
0:04:51 > 0:04:55From now on we'll do it every...18 years!
0:04:55 > 0:04:56KNOCK ON DOOR
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Right. One, two, three, go!
0:04:58 > 0:05:00ALL: Conga! Conga! Conga!
0:05:00 > 0:05:02DOORBELL RINGS
0:05:02 > 0:05:04ALL: Conga! Conga! Conga!
0:05:08 > 0:05:13What do you want? Just a word. Can I come in?
0:05:13 > 0:05:16No. It's Jenny's birthday. Oh, right, aye.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21Well, my dad asked me to bring this round.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23It's because you never got back about the one
0:05:23 > 0:05:24that was sent two months ago.
0:05:24 > 0:05:28Or the one that I put through the door a month ago. I never got them.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31The For Sale sign's going up today. No! It can't!
0:05:31 > 0:05:34If the kids find out, it will ruin Jenny's birthday!
0:05:34 > 0:05:38All right. I'll tell the agent to hang off then. Aye, you do that.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41I can't believe you're making us homeless on her 18th!
0:05:41 > 0:05:43Jenny loves it here. It'll break her heart.
0:05:43 > 0:05:44It's got nothing to do with me. It's my dad.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47He can't do this! We've got rights!
0:05:47 > 0:05:50I'm sorry, but all the legal stuff's done.
0:05:50 > 0:05:52A surveyor will be round later today.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00You coming in? We've started. You better have left me a croissant.
0:06:06 > 0:06:08Look at that for a handsome fella.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11I think...
0:06:11 > 0:06:13You obviously meant a lot to my dad,
0:06:13 > 0:06:18for him to ask you to scatter his ashes with me, and not Gina. Yeah.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27It's just strange he never mentioned that you'd...sent a card.
0:06:29 > 0:06:34What made you contact him and not anybody else?
0:06:34 > 0:06:35Like you or Dad?
0:06:35 > 0:06:38Ruth had already contacted Brian.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43So was it Ruth that told you that my dad was ill?
0:06:43 > 0:06:50Sorry. I need to check in with work. Oh, no. We'll see you later on?
0:06:50 > 0:06:54Yes, of course. See you later.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00Listen, I'm going to be here all afternoon,
0:07:00 > 0:07:03so if you feel like popping in before the doocots...
0:07:03 > 0:07:06Or you can phone me and we can meet up somewhere.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09OK, Liz. Thanks for everything. You're welcome, dear.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Well done!
0:07:16 > 0:07:19You successfully drove him away with your incessant prying.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21What's going on?
0:07:21 > 0:07:23Do you really want to know about Brian?
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Read these. What?
0:07:28 > 0:07:32Letters from him to Malcolm.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35But I warn you, they're not easy reading.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Brian wrote to my dad?
0:07:37 > 0:07:41For years. Your father never lost contact with him.
0:07:58 > 0:08:02Stevie!
0:08:04 > 0:08:05Stevie!
0:08:05 > 0:08:07BABY CRIES Stevie, wait!
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Stevie!
0:08:17 > 0:08:20Sorry, I...
0:08:21 > 0:08:22Stella!
0:08:41 > 0:08:43She just left her in the middle of the road.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45What do you think you're doing?
0:08:45 > 0:08:47What? Me? What were you doing leaving her herself?
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I could see her! Oh, brilliant!
0:08:49 > 0:08:51So you could watch as some nutter
0:08:51 > 0:08:53puts her into his motor and drives away?
0:08:53 > 0:08:55Or a motor comes off the road and smacks into her? All right, Bubba.
0:08:55 > 0:08:58Right, you've done your good deed for the day. You can go now.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59So, why was she left herself?
0:08:59 > 0:09:02I don't explain myself to you, Bob. You're not her dad.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Aye, she hasn't got one, has she? Aye, she does.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08But he's not here, is he? Right, you've both said your bit.
0:09:08 > 0:09:12Are you all right, darlin'? I'm fine.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Because it's not easy being a single parent with a baby...
0:09:14 > 0:09:15I'm not a single parent!
0:09:15 > 0:09:17As soon as Stevie can, he's going to come back, OK?
0:09:17 > 0:09:20Look, I'm sure Stevie's desperate to get back to you.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23It's just, darlin', we're worried about you the now
0:09:23 > 0:09:24and we just want to help.
0:09:24 > 0:09:25I'm fine.
0:09:25 > 0:09:28We're both fine.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39The lassie's on the edge, Bubba, you don't need to push her.
0:09:41 > 0:09:43I can't believe this!
0:09:43 > 0:09:47Am I the only person in this family that knows nothing about my son?
0:09:47 > 0:09:52Your father wasn't happy about keeping Brian a secret from you,
0:09:52 > 0:09:54but it's just how it had to be.
0:09:54 > 0:09:55To protect Brian.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57From his own mother?
0:09:57 > 0:10:00From any kind of upset or stress.
0:10:00 > 0:10:04I mean, the boy was extremely vulnerable.
0:10:04 > 0:10:06You're not even embarrassed?
0:10:06 > 0:10:13No, because the deception was the only way to ensure Brian's trust
0:10:13 > 0:10:15and continued contact.
0:10:15 > 0:10:18Now, his medical team stressed the importance
0:10:18 > 0:10:20of long-term emotional support.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24That was my job, and Raymond's job!
0:10:26 > 0:10:29Yes... Yes, it was.
0:10:31 > 0:10:35But Brian nominated Malcolm as his named person.
0:10:35 > 0:10:39And neither of you ever thought to mention this to me or Raymond?
0:10:42 > 0:10:46Well, at least the lying was on medical advice.
0:10:46 > 0:10:50We never lied. You just... We never told you.
0:10:52 > 0:10:56And I promised your father that I would look after Brian.
0:10:59 > 0:11:00He has no-one else.
0:11:12 > 0:11:17Eileen, when I lost my son...
0:11:17 > 0:11:22all I could think of was that I should have tried harder.
0:11:24 > 0:11:30Now, you've lost your father, but your son is back.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Don't lose him again.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55Where's your Tenancy Agreement?
0:11:55 > 0:11:59I didn't understand it. Why don't they write them in plain English?
0:11:59 > 0:12:01You need to get legal advice. Today.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03I need to be with my girl on her birthday.
0:12:03 > 0:12:08I'm here. Jenny'll get her outing, a slap-up lunch and her party.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10You do what you need to. She's coming!
0:12:14 > 0:12:17So, where are we going? I told you, it's a secret.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19I'll be ten minutes.
0:12:19 > 0:12:23What are you up to? That's another secret.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Eileen! Wait up!
0:12:37 > 0:12:39I was just coming to see you there.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Sorry, I'm really busy right now.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44You know all about housing rules and things... I need your help.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47Caitlin, I can't help you. Eh?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49I just need a bit of advice
0:12:49 > 0:12:51because Alan Lindsay has put the house on the market.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54I know. I can't give you any advice. Why not?
0:12:54 > 0:12:56Because I'm a prospective buyer.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58But it's not even on the market yet!
0:12:58 > 0:13:01The estate agent called me. He knows I'm looking for local properties.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04So you're not looking to live in it yourself?
0:13:04 > 0:13:07The plan is to renovate and re-let, or sell it on.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I thought you knew. You can't just chuck us out on the street.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13Nobody's going to chuck you out on the street.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16There'll be a notice period. You'll be treated fairly.
0:13:16 > 0:13:19Check your Tenancy Agreement. It'll be explained in that.
0:13:32 > 0:13:33What's wrong with those?
0:13:33 > 0:13:35They have to be in ascending calorific value.
0:13:35 > 0:13:38Right. Of course. Silly me. Where are the leaflets?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41Nutritional leaflets are there.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43User guides at every machine.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47Fitness plans in the changing area. Sir!
0:13:47 > 0:13:50It's all done. Relax! Chill! Today has to be perfect.
0:13:50 > 0:13:52And here's me thinking you were winging it.
0:13:52 > 0:13:53Lighten up.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Don't scare the punters off before they come in the door.
0:13:56 > 0:13:58Give them a smile. Display the T and A!
0:13:58 > 0:14:00It's showbiz! This isn't a joke.
0:14:00 > 0:14:02I have put everything I have into this place.
0:14:02 > 0:14:04And it's going to be great.
0:14:07 > 0:14:09Yes, it is. If it's done my way.
0:14:14 > 0:14:17Hi, everyone! Welcome to Train Dirty - Live Clean.
0:14:17 > 0:14:22Grab yourself a drink. We've got some protein bars.
0:14:22 > 0:14:25CHATTERING
0:14:26 > 0:14:30CHATTERING
0:14:37 > 0:14:40I've brought over some posters for the Open Mic night.
0:14:40 > 0:14:41Oh, brilliant.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Coffee to take away, please, mate.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55You coming along, Stella? It should be good.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59I can't think of anything worse than sitting listening
0:14:59 > 0:15:01to a bunch of losers trying to be funny.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03OK, well, I won't set you aside a ticket, then.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06This is just one big joke to you, isn't it?
0:15:06 > 0:15:08It's just a few hours in the evening, something a bit different.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11Some people would love this place and would look after it properly.
0:15:11 > 0:15:13But you just think you're big time,
0:15:13 > 0:15:15you've got no idea what you're doing.
0:15:15 > 0:15:16I worked dead hard when I was here,
0:15:16 > 0:15:19I now need to watch you screw it all up.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28What was that about?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36It says it clearly.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39"..on a monthly basis until terminated by either party
0:15:39 > 0:15:41"giving no less than two months written notice."
0:15:41 > 0:15:44I'm seeing Citizen's Advice tomorrow. Why not today?
0:15:44 > 0:15:46JENNY: Mum?
0:15:48 > 0:15:52That's why! Come on. We're going to be late.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Ah, good day, ladies.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Are either of you partaking of the special introduction
0:15:58 > 0:16:00to the new fitness centre?
0:16:00 > 0:16:02Tuition on the machines, free juice and health snacks,
0:16:02 > 0:16:04a free health check.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07There's no chance we're stepping over that slapper's door.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Absolutely not! After she broke up my Kelly-Marie's marriage?
0:16:09 > 0:16:12In the good old days, she'd have been run out of the street!
0:16:12 > 0:16:15And now she's bandying herself about as if nothing happened.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17She's got no shame. Aye, I know.
0:16:20 > 0:16:24He seems a quite a nice quiet lad. He was at the funeral.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27Aye, it's the quiet ones you've got to watch, especially him.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30Did Liz not tell you? Oh, he was a wild one.
0:16:30 > 0:16:31Most young boys are.
0:16:31 > 0:16:33Aye, most young boys don't kidnap their step-sister
0:16:33 > 0:16:35and kill their granny but, do they?
0:16:35 > 0:16:39Oh, dear. Well, if you'll excuse me, Molly.
0:16:39 > 0:16:41Did you say there was free food?
0:17:47 > 0:17:50SCREAMING
0:17:51 > 0:17:54SCREAMING
0:17:54 > 0:17:57CAR HORN BEEPS
0:18:02 > 0:18:06Brian! There you are! I was hoping I'd find you.
0:18:06 > 0:18:10Are you OK? I'm fine. I'm just going for a walk. Good.
0:18:10 > 0:18:11I'll come along with you.
0:18:13 > 0:18:16It's a better day today, isn't it?
0:18:21 > 0:18:23'I was terrified the first time.
0:18:23 > 0:18:27'Lying there as they attached the wires to my chest.
0:18:27 > 0:18:30'They put me to sleep, but I woke up really woozy and confused
0:18:30 > 0:18:32'and my jaw was aching.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34'I don't care if it hurts.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36'I couldn't carry on like I was.
0:18:37 > 0:18:41'The doctors say it's working, I've started to feel a bit better.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45'I'm sorry I couldn't see you the other day,
0:18:45 > 0:18:48'but I was trying this new drug, and it made me sick.'
0:18:55 > 0:18:58Your mother's not as hard as she makes out.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02It must have broken her heart.
0:19:02 > 0:19:05I didn't know she had a heart to break.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11She never knew what you went through, you know.
0:19:11 > 0:19:15And that's why grandpa wanted her to have your letters.
0:19:15 > 0:19:16They were private!
0:19:16 > 0:19:21Well, he asked me to give them to her. You should have ignored him.
0:19:21 > 0:19:26Come on, now. I wouldn't do that. That was his wish.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29So she'll read all the things that I didn't want her to know?
0:19:29 > 0:19:33Well, he thought your mother should know how strong you'd been,
0:19:33 > 0:19:35and what you'd achieved.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37Oh, he was so proud of you.
0:19:38 > 0:19:42Now, I mean, I know she's hurt you...
0:19:44 > 0:19:46..and you've hurt her...
0:19:47 > 0:19:52..but carrying that burden, it's not right for either of you.
0:19:55 > 0:19:59Malcolm's right, you know, love is what life is about.
0:20:01 > 0:20:04He always thought the best of everyone.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06But he was no fool.
0:20:07 > 0:20:11And it's time that both of you take responsibility,
0:20:11 > 0:20:13meet each other halfway.
0:20:15 > 0:20:20Come on, now. It's the least both of you can do
0:20:20 > 0:20:23for a man that you both loved.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Hm?
0:20:28 > 0:20:31SHOUTING
0:20:31 > 0:20:33THEY SHOUT: Conga! Conga! Conga!
0:20:34 > 0:20:36It's been a good morning, then?
0:20:36 > 0:20:37The best ever!
0:20:37 > 0:20:40We've been feeding the meerkats at the safari park!
0:20:40 > 0:20:42So, is it a coke and burgers and all round, then?
0:20:42 > 0:20:43Yeah. Guys, have a seat.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Where are you going?
0:20:49 > 0:20:52Eh, none of your business. I'm the boss of today, remember.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53Oh, yeah.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Is that...?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57You wouldn't believe the lengths we're having to go
0:20:57 > 0:20:58to keep this one in the dark.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01Well, you're doing great. I haven't had a clue about anything.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03For the first time in your life.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10CHATTERING
0:21:13 > 0:21:15It's not this house! They've got it all wrong.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17Do I need to call the police?
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Eileen! You must be the surveyor.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24The estate agent said you were out.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27It's fine. I'm happy to show you round.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38Be with you in a sec.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Right, they've drunk all the vegetables,
0:21:39 > 0:21:41and I've run out of jokes.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43So, should I book them in for an induction tomorrow?
0:21:43 > 0:21:46The whole point is for this to be a drop-in Open Day.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49Just see who has experience. If they do, push them through.
0:21:49 > 0:21:51I'll keep an eye on them. OK? All right.
0:21:51 > 0:21:54Guys, has anybody got previous gym experience? I've got experience.
0:21:54 > 0:21:56Do you want to go through?
0:21:58 > 0:22:01You need cross-generational disciplines
0:22:01 > 0:22:02such as t'ai chi and Kendo.
0:22:02 > 0:22:04I've practised both for years.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Recommended for physical and mental perfection.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09So why did it not work for you?
0:22:09 > 0:22:15Oh, yoga. Pi-lates.
0:22:15 > 0:22:21Oh, what for the love of the wee man is Beach Bod Bootcamp?
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Nice kit. This isn't one of those impersonal, "cram 'em in" gyms.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27I want my clients to get the best -
0:22:27 > 0:22:29dedicated instruction and facilities.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32So, where do you want to start?
0:22:33 > 0:22:36I might have a look at the free weights, to be honest.
0:22:36 > 0:22:37Only if you know what you're doing.
0:22:37 > 0:22:40I've got a REPs Level 3 in Personal Training
0:22:40 > 0:22:42and Fitness Instructing, I'll have you know.
0:22:42 > 0:22:45Really? Where did you train? A wee place down in Shotts.
0:22:46 > 0:22:49Well done, you.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51Looks like you're needed elsewhere.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56It's not only a wonderful defensive technique,
0:22:56 > 0:22:58but it releases the chakras as well.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00There's an operation for that now.
0:23:05 > 0:23:08HE GROANS
0:23:08 > 0:23:10Whoa, whoa!
0:23:12 > 0:23:14You're OK.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17No, no, not yet. You're in shock.
0:23:17 > 0:23:22Just relax. Put it this way, you've got a classy bird fussing over you.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26Make the most of it, while you can, right?
0:23:28 > 0:23:31'I have to accept what I am, what I've done.
0:23:32 > 0:23:35'Understand my illness and move on.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38'I accept that I was sick when I drove that car,
0:23:38 > 0:23:40'and when I killed Grandma Moira.
0:23:40 > 0:23:43'But it doesn't help. It's hard to live with that.'
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Hiya. How was the will reading?
0:23:50 > 0:23:52Enlightening.
0:23:55 > 0:24:00My son, my grandchildren, my dad and Liz.
0:24:01 > 0:24:04A lovely family picture.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08Right.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12Apparently I was such a bad mother,
0:24:12 > 0:24:15that my father kept in touch with my son behind my back.
0:24:15 > 0:24:17Legally became his named person.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22Whatever he thought,
0:24:22 > 0:24:25I'm sure that it wasn't that you were a bad mother.
0:24:25 > 0:24:28Then why leave me all Brian's letters if not to pile on the guilt?
0:24:30 > 0:24:33There's not a word about what Raymond and I went through.
0:24:33 > 0:24:36My dad had no idea how bad it was for us.
0:24:37 > 0:24:41I mean, the only time Brian spoke to us, was to lie. But he wasn't well.
0:24:41 > 0:24:43So you agree? You think we were crap parents.
0:24:43 > 0:24:45No, that's not what I'm saying.
0:24:45 > 0:24:48You think it's hard now? You wait till Hope grows up.
0:24:49 > 0:24:53Sorry. Stella, this officer wants to speak to you.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Hi, are you Stella Walker?
0:24:58 > 0:25:01I'm really sorry. Thanks again for being so patient.
0:25:08 > 0:25:11You saved my life as well as his.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14I thought this wasn't meant to be a "cram them in" gym?
0:25:15 > 0:25:18I took my eye off the ball, I know. He could have been badly hurt.
0:25:18 > 0:25:21Aye, dead or in a wheelchair for the rest of his life.
0:25:21 > 0:25:24Did you even check him? That was my fault.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26He told me he knew what he was doing.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28No, it's her fault. It's her gym.
0:25:28 > 0:25:30It doesn't matter what they say, you check them.
0:25:30 > 0:25:33You let me loose, him, how many others?
0:25:33 > 0:25:37All right. I messed up. It won't happen again.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39No-one does weights without my instruction.
0:25:39 > 0:25:42How you going to do that when it's just you? I'll sort it.
0:25:42 > 0:25:45You better. Because one phone call and this place gets shut down.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57What do they mean the body fits Stevie's description?
0:25:57 > 0:25:58How do you not know it's him?
0:25:58 > 0:26:01He didn't have any driving licence or anything on him.
0:26:01 > 0:26:03So they need somebody to identify him.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06Yeah, well, I can't do that.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08It's all right. I'll come with you.
0:26:09 > 0:26:14I'll do it. I've done it before. You never forget.
0:26:16 > 0:26:20Can you and Ellie look after Stuart and Hope?
0:26:20 > 0:26:21Aye, of course.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24Stella? Is that all right?
0:26:26 > 0:26:28She's in her cot.
0:26:31 > 0:26:34I'll go and pick Stuart up as well.
0:26:34 > 0:26:36I'll phone the school.
0:26:36 > 0:26:39Then I'll drive you to the mortuary.
0:26:47 > 0:26:52CHATTERING
0:26:57 > 0:26:59You don't have to do this.
0:26:59 > 0:27:03I need to see him for myself.
0:27:03 > 0:27:05You've been put through enough.
0:27:10 > 0:27:13Why do they need to prepare him?
0:27:13 > 0:27:17They'll clean him, look after him.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23I think he phoned this morning, and I couldn't answer.
0:27:23 > 0:27:25What if he needed me?
0:27:25 > 0:27:28If it had been Stevie, he would have left you a message.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30How did he end up here, Eileen?
0:27:30 > 0:27:32They don't know.
0:27:32 > 0:27:35Most likely some kind of accident. But what if it wasn't?
0:27:35 > 0:27:38What if he needed me and I never answered... No!
0:27:38 > 0:27:40What do I say to Hope when she asks what happened to her daddy?
0:27:40 > 0:27:43Stella... How do I explain to her that her daddy
0:27:43 > 0:27:44didn't want to see her grow up? Stella!
0:27:44 > 0:27:47He never contacted us, Eileen, not once. Not once.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49He didn't even want anything to do with us.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52He never phoned and asked how Hope was.
0:27:52 > 0:27:53For all he knows we could be dead!
0:27:57 > 0:27:59We're ready.
0:28:05 > 0:28:07You'll come with me? Yeah.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
0:28:51 > 0:28:53Busy?
0:28:53 > 0:28:56Yeah. Everyone's trying to work off your evil doughnuts and burgers.
0:29:03 > 0:29:05I want to say I'm sorry.
0:29:05 > 0:29:08It was that wee boy you nearly killed you should be apologising to.
0:29:08 > 0:29:10I have. I never thought that many people
0:29:10 > 0:29:13were going to turn up on day one.
0:29:13 > 0:29:15It's great but... Aye, for your bank balance.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19I want to thank you.
0:29:21 > 0:29:23You were fantastic. You spotted something was wrong,
0:29:23 > 0:29:25you were brilliant with the poor boy...
0:29:25 > 0:29:27That's what you should be doing.
0:29:27 > 0:29:29I know.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31I thought I could do it on my own.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34Obviously I was wrong.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38So...
0:29:38 > 0:29:41You're qualified,
0:29:41 > 0:29:44experienced, great with people...
0:29:45 > 0:29:48..you'd make a perfect instructor.
0:29:50 > 0:29:51So are you interested?
0:29:53 > 0:29:54I've got a job.
0:29:54 > 0:29:57At least think about it.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59I don't need to think about it.
0:29:59 > 0:30:01Even if I was interested, you slept with my brother-in-law
0:30:01 > 0:30:04and you wrecked my sister's marriage.
0:30:04 > 0:30:08Alex has nothing to do with the running of the studio.
0:30:08 > 0:30:10I don't want to upset Kel.
0:30:10 > 0:30:12I'm sorry she got hurt, of course I am.
0:30:14 > 0:30:18But Alex meant nothing to me and I meant nothing to Alex.
0:30:18 > 0:30:21You need somebody in there, but it's not going to be me.
0:30:21 > 0:30:23This could be a great job
0:30:23 > 0:30:26and you're just going to let Alex McAllister ruin it for you?
0:30:53 > 0:30:54It wisnae Stevie.
0:30:56 > 0:30:59It wisnae? That's good.
0:30:59 > 0:31:01Oh, aye. It's brilliant.
0:31:03 > 0:31:04I'll leave you to it.
0:31:07 > 0:31:09I'll go and put her down.
0:31:16 > 0:31:19I can look after her for a while and give you a break.
0:31:19 > 0:31:21No, thanks.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23You need to try and take your mind off things.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25I know it's hard... You have no idea!
0:31:25 > 0:31:26Stella, I'm just trying to help.
0:31:26 > 0:31:28I don't need your help.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30Really?
0:31:30 > 0:31:32This is you coping?
0:31:32 > 0:31:35So you think I'm losing it and all, do you? No!
0:31:35 > 0:31:38I think you're under incredible stress.
0:31:38 > 0:31:40Stevie should never have put you through this.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43That's rich coming from you!
0:31:43 > 0:31:45You're the one that put us in this situation, Eileen.
0:31:45 > 0:31:47You're the one that went to the police with the disc
0:31:47 > 0:31:48and forced Stevie to run.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51Stella, I could have been arrested for withholding evidence.
0:31:51 > 0:31:53Stevie should never have lied to the police.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56Well, it never bothered you when he lied for you and Raymond, did it?
0:31:56 > 0:31:58If he never lied, you'd be in the jail the now.
0:31:58 > 0:32:00He lied so that Stuart would have a mum and a dad.
0:32:00 > 0:32:02I did my best to help Stevie.
0:32:02 > 0:32:04You're great at helping folk, aren't you,
0:32:04 > 0:32:06especially when there's something in it for you. Hey!
0:32:06 > 0:32:07Don't you lash out at me.
0:32:07 > 0:32:10You need to face reality and move on.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12Stevie chose to hit that guy,
0:32:12 > 0:32:15and he chose to lie about it and he chose to leave you and Hope.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17She needs to be your priority now.
0:32:17 > 0:32:19You're lecturing me in being a mother?
0:32:19 > 0:32:22Malcolm had to die so that you'd see your own son!
0:32:33 > 0:32:36Listen, I should go. I'll spoil it for you.
0:32:36 > 0:32:40No, no, if you go, you'll spoil it for me, and for Malcolm.
0:32:42 > 0:32:44DOORBELL RINGS
0:32:44 > 0:32:46Goodness.
0:33:00 > 0:33:01Right.
0:33:03 > 0:33:04I'm going to leave you two.
0:33:06 > 0:33:08Please can you clear the air?
0:33:10 > 0:33:14So that we may pay our respects properly
0:33:14 > 0:33:16to a wonderful man!
0:33:26 > 0:33:27How's the job?
0:33:29 > 0:33:32All those letters and that's what you latch on to.
0:33:32 > 0:33:33I lied to you.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36All that guff about how well you're doing.
0:33:36 > 0:33:39Your family and your job. All fantasy.
0:33:39 > 0:33:42You've been separated for over two years, you don't have a job...
0:33:42 > 0:33:45Be happy. It proves everything you've ever thought of me.
0:33:45 > 0:33:48Why do you insist on lying to me?
0:33:48 > 0:33:51Nobody else - not Liz, not my dad, just me!
0:33:51 > 0:33:54Everything is about you. I mean, your self-obsession is incredible.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57Tell me why! Why give you more ammunition?
0:33:57 > 0:34:00Have you any idea what it's like to be such a disappointment?
0:34:00 > 0:34:03To be hated, and to know that you would be much happier
0:34:03 > 0:34:05if it was Kirsty here and I was dead?
0:34:05 > 0:34:07That's not true. That has never been true!
0:34:07 > 0:34:09Really? No!
0:34:10 > 0:34:14You know, Grandad always wanted to tell you.
0:34:14 > 0:34:17I made him promise he would never talk about me to you or Dad
0:34:17 > 0:34:19unless you mentioned me.
0:34:19 > 0:34:20But you never did.
0:34:43 > 0:34:45Hiya.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50Hey, you, you wee wriggler.
0:34:50 > 0:34:53Are you a wriggler? Are you?
0:34:53 > 0:34:55Come for a cuddle? Come on.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58Oh, right.
0:35:10 > 0:35:11Oh!
0:35:11 > 0:35:14BABY GURGLES
0:35:24 > 0:35:25Listen, Eileen, about earlier...
0:35:25 > 0:35:27We both said things we shouldn't have.
0:35:30 > 0:35:32I'm just sick of everybody thinking that Stevie didnae care
0:35:32 > 0:35:34and he just walked away.
0:35:34 > 0:35:36Nobody thinks that.
0:35:36 > 0:35:39You and Hope meant the world to him.
0:35:41 > 0:35:43He just couldnae win, Eileen.
0:35:43 > 0:35:45Do you know what I mean? No matter what he did,
0:35:45 > 0:35:47he was never gonnae see his wee lassie grow up.
0:35:47 > 0:35:49I know.
0:35:49 > 0:35:51I'm sorry.
0:35:52 > 0:35:55I know I shouldnae be taking it out on everybody else.
0:35:55 > 0:35:57Stella, you have got a beautiful child.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00Hope doesn't have Stevie, but she does have you.
0:36:02 > 0:36:03Don't make the mistakes I made.
0:36:05 > 0:36:07Yeah, I know, I cannae let her down.
0:36:11 > 0:36:12Listen...
0:36:12 > 0:36:16You've got another chance to make things right with your boy.
0:36:16 > 0:36:17Don't throw it away.
0:36:28 > 0:36:31I'm glad you're both here at last.
0:36:31 > 0:36:35Now, where do you think he'd like to be?
0:36:40 > 0:36:45One of you must have some memory of spending time here with him.
0:36:45 > 0:36:47Of course we do.
0:36:47 > 0:36:50I remember him sitting on those stairs, in the sun,
0:36:50 > 0:36:52eating his sandwiches and his crisps,
0:36:52 > 0:36:54telling me all his old soldier stories.
0:36:56 > 0:36:58Same for me.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01And it was always sunny.
0:37:03 > 0:37:06But it couldn't have been. It's Glasgow.
0:37:11 > 0:37:14Right, then, we better get on with it.
0:38:27 > 0:38:28Goodbye...
0:38:32 > 0:38:33..to a good man.
0:38:40 > 0:38:43All right, Stella, what can I get you?
0:38:43 > 0:38:45I'm all right, Patrick.
0:38:45 > 0:38:46AJ...
0:38:50 > 0:38:53I'm really sorry about earlier on. I was out of order.
0:38:58 > 0:38:59Bad day?
0:38:59 > 0:39:01Aye.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04But that's not your fault.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06Well, it's not yours either.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09I just need to pull myself together.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11Don't put yourself under even more stress.
0:39:11 > 0:39:14You've enough to be going on with, on your own with a baby.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18I know. I'm nae use to Hope like this.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21I just need to sort myself out.
0:39:23 > 0:39:24So...
0:39:26 > 0:39:29I don't know how you're fixed, or if you'd even want me
0:39:29 > 0:39:31after today, but...
0:39:33 > 0:39:37..I kind of need a job, just part-time.
0:39:37 > 0:39:40I'm so sorry, Stella, but there's just nothing at the minute.
0:39:42 > 0:39:44Right, OK, I just thought I'd ask.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46Obviously if any spare hours come up,
0:39:46 > 0:39:48you'll be the first person I call. I promise.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50OK. Sorry.
0:39:55 > 0:39:57See you later. See you, Patrick. Cheers.
0:40:04 > 0:40:07Right, I'm going to head off.
0:40:09 > 0:40:12I'm glad you both came.
0:40:12 > 0:40:13It meant a lot to him.
0:40:15 > 0:40:21You both meant a lot to him. I'll come with you.
0:40:21 > 0:40:23No, it's OK, thank you.
0:40:23 > 0:40:26I'd just want some time alone.
0:40:36 > 0:40:37I'm going to miss him.
0:40:39 > 0:40:41Me too.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48I'm glad he was there for you.
0:40:48 > 0:40:52He was the best person you could have had by your side.
0:40:54 > 0:40:55And you're right.
0:40:57 > 0:41:02Any confrontation and my self-defence barriers are up.
0:41:02 > 0:41:04I'm doing it now.
0:41:08 > 0:41:12I realise that it is not easy for you to be around me
0:41:12 > 0:41:15and I understand why.
0:41:18 > 0:41:19I'm sorry.
0:41:22 > 0:41:24For everything.
0:41:32 > 0:41:35Oh, there you are. All right?
0:41:35 > 0:41:37It's good to see you out. Thanks.
0:41:37 > 0:41:41I hear you were the hero of the day. Aye.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43Somebody should report her. Don't be so mean.
0:41:43 > 0:41:46I'm kidding. Keep your hair on.
0:41:46 > 0:41:49I don't care enough to waste my time stitching up that tart.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52She is sorry you got hurt.
0:41:52 > 0:41:53Aw, that's awfae nice,
0:41:53 > 0:41:56but you can tell her where she can shove her apology.
0:41:56 > 0:42:00It was Alex that married you, no' her. He was the cheat.
0:42:00 > 0:42:04If it wisnae Angel, it would have been somebody else.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06Sounds like you've given this a lot of thought.
0:42:06 > 0:42:09I've been offered a job. It could be great.
0:42:10 > 0:42:12Stella needs the work -
0:42:12 > 0:42:15she could take my job at the Oyster.
0:42:15 > 0:42:16So?
0:42:19 > 0:42:21It's working with Angel at the gym.
0:42:25 > 0:42:26Well, if it helps Stella out...
0:42:29 > 0:42:32Just remember you'll be working for a manipulative scheming cow,
0:42:32 > 0:42:33so you better watch your back.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36Oh, aye, and good luck breaking the news to Ma.
0:42:46 > 0:42:49Do you fancy coming back to the Ship to raise a glass?
0:42:51 > 0:42:52Aye, I'd like that, aye.
0:42:56 > 0:42:58Eileen. Mm.
0:42:58 > 0:42:59Can I have a quick word, please?
0:42:59 > 0:43:02Sorry to interrupt. No, that's no problem.
0:43:05 > 0:43:08I'm no' proud that this is the first real home that my kids have had,
0:43:08 > 0:43:10but it is, and they love it here.
0:43:11 > 0:43:14My Drew's had real problems, scary problems,
0:43:14 > 0:43:17but he's doing really well.
0:43:17 > 0:43:19If we end up in some godforsaken place with
0:43:19 > 0:43:21lowlifes all round us... Caitlin...
0:43:21 > 0:43:24I'm begging you, one mum to another.
0:43:24 > 0:43:28Please let us stay until I find somewhere else around here.
0:43:28 > 0:43:33I'll start looking tomorrow, once Jenny's had her birthday.
0:43:33 > 0:43:37What if I give you six months? Then we can take it from there.
0:43:37 > 0:43:39Are you serious? Six months.
0:43:41 > 0:43:42I will not let you down. Thank you!
0:43:44 > 0:43:46Thanks.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04It's bricks and mortar, that's all.
0:44:04 > 0:44:07None of you had any luck when you stayed there.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09Neither did the Brodies.
0:44:09 > 0:44:11You're well shot of that place.
0:44:11 > 0:44:13But it was my home.
0:44:14 > 0:44:17I thought my dad would come back.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19He's got a phone.
0:44:19 > 0:44:20He's no' emigrated.
0:44:20 > 0:44:23And he's happy. Aye, they all are.
0:44:24 > 0:44:27My dad, Kirsty and my mum.
0:44:27 > 0:44:29and there's me - 25 year old,
0:44:29 > 0:44:32no' got a girlfriend, nae job, nae home. Nothing.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37You've got me, mate. MOBILE RINGS
0:44:37 > 0:44:39Rub it in, why don't you?
0:44:43 > 0:44:46Hey Jenny, you look amazing!
0:44:46 > 0:44:48Mum chose it for me.
0:44:48 > 0:44:51Seriously? Thank you, Mum.
0:44:51 > 0:44:52You're welcome, darling.
0:44:57 > 0:44:59ALL: Surprise!
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Oh, 18 years ago.
0:45:04 > 0:45:0720 hours of pushing, sweating, shouting,
0:45:07 > 0:45:10then this one gets the cord wrapped round her head.
0:45:10 > 0:45:12I tell you, it was pure agony.
0:45:12 > 0:45:14I even had to put my fag out!
0:45:14 > 0:45:15Enough! Come here!
0:45:26 > 0:45:29That was the estate agent. What's up?
0:45:30 > 0:45:32I swear my dad's losing it.
0:45:32 > 0:45:35What now?
0:46:03 > 0:46:07So, your clients are to get dedicated instruction
0:46:07 > 0:46:09and the best equipment.
0:46:09 > 0:46:10How's that going to happen?
0:46:11 > 0:46:16First of all, I do whatever it takes to get you to say yes.
0:46:16 > 0:46:19Here's an idea - look after your punters.
0:46:20 > 0:46:23That's going to happen whether you work here or not.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27So do you want to talk about it over a drink?
0:46:29 > 0:46:31OK.
0:46:34 > 0:46:38I can't believe that's what you think, that we hated you.
0:46:38 > 0:46:40I understand why.
0:46:40 > 0:46:43There is no why because it's not true.
0:46:43 > 0:46:44It's never been true.
0:46:44 > 0:46:49Really, we were hurt and confused and guilt-ridden,
0:46:49 > 0:46:52but we never, ever hated you.
0:46:52 > 0:46:54That's what Grandad always said.
0:46:58 > 0:47:01We should have let you know that you could contact us.
0:47:03 > 0:47:05I don't blame you for keeping away.
0:47:05 > 0:47:07I wasn't an easy kid.
0:47:07 > 0:47:09No.
0:47:09 > 0:47:10But you were a kid.
0:47:14 > 0:47:16We should never have given up.
0:47:21 > 0:47:23Neither of us knew about your treatment.
0:47:23 > 0:47:26The doctors never spoke to us.
0:47:26 > 0:47:29That's because I told them not to.
0:47:29 > 0:47:31I was legally an adult, so they couldn't.
0:47:31 > 0:47:34So you'd rather have gone through that on your own
0:47:34 > 0:47:36than have us with you?
0:47:36 > 0:47:38I had Grandad.
0:47:43 > 0:47:46I really wanted you to call me after the funeral.
0:47:48 > 0:47:50I nearly did call you.
0:47:51 > 0:47:53A few times.
0:47:55 > 0:47:58I thought maybe we could get the kids to meet
0:47:58 > 0:48:00at a zoo or something, but...
0:48:01 > 0:48:02..I chickened out.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07I thought I'd wait a month.
0:48:07 > 0:48:10I didn't want to just jump back into your life out of the blue
0:48:10 > 0:48:12after all this time.
0:48:16 > 0:48:17I didn't want to scare you away.
0:48:24 > 0:48:27So, how do I explain to the girls that my brother is their age?
0:48:34 > 0:48:36Is there anything I can do?
0:48:36 > 0:48:38With what?
0:48:39 > 0:48:41I know that my dad's left you a wee bit of money,
0:48:41 > 0:48:44but do you need more financial support?
0:48:44 > 0:48:47Is that to make me feel better or you?
0:48:48 > 0:48:50Both of us.
0:48:54 > 0:48:55Do you want another drink?
0:48:57 > 0:48:58Yeah. Please.
0:49:01 > 0:49:03Thank you.
0:49:04 > 0:49:06For being here.
0:49:07 > 0:49:09It's fine.
0:49:09 > 0:49:11It's nice.
0:49:11 > 0:49:14I don't think we've done this before, just sit and chat.
0:49:15 > 0:49:16No, I don't think we have.
0:49:18 > 0:49:19But we will.
0:49:23 > 0:49:25You make yourself at home. OK.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35Hip, hip... ALL: Hooray!
0:49:35 > 0:49:38Hip, hip... Hooray! Hip, hip... Hooray!
0:49:38 > 0:49:41Right, come on. Make a wish.
0:49:41 > 0:49:42CHEERING
0:49:50 > 0:49:53Bottle of champagne. None of the cheap stuff.
0:49:56 > 0:49:58You've got to tell her.
0:49:58 > 0:50:00I know.
0:50:00 > 0:50:02But I'm no' ruining Jenny's day.
0:50:02 > 0:50:04I'll tell her tomorrow.
0:50:04 > 0:50:06If you don't, somebody else will.
0:50:10 > 0:50:13Stella, are you still looking for work?
0:50:13 > 0:50:16Well, seeing as nothing's came up in the last two hours, aye.
0:50:16 > 0:50:18Good, because I've told AJ I'm leaving.
0:50:18 > 0:50:21I've got a job at the new gym so the Oyster's a man down.
0:50:21 > 0:50:24AJ's going to phone you later. Are you interested?
0:50:24 > 0:50:27Of course I am, aye. Good. Are you joining the party?
0:50:27 > 0:50:30Unfortunately I cannae.
0:50:30 > 0:50:33But thanks for asking. Right, nae worries. Cheers, Patrick.
0:50:39 > 0:50:42Bob, can I have a wee word?
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Aye, of course. Nae bother.
0:50:49 > 0:50:52Hold on. I'll be back in a minute.
0:50:58 > 0:51:00Thanks again. You don't know how much this means to me.
0:51:00 > 0:51:02Mm, I think I do. Right!
0:51:05 > 0:51:08I'm sorry, but you never got the house.
0:51:08 > 0:51:09What?
0:51:11 > 0:51:13You've been outbid.
0:51:13 > 0:51:14But I put in the asking price.
0:51:14 > 0:51:17I know, but somebody put in more.
0:51:17 > 0:51:19They made my dad an offer he couldnae refuse.
0:51:19 > 0:51:21This cannae be happening!
0:51:21 > 0:51:22Don't worry,
0:51:22 > 0:51:25I'm sure the council will sort you out with some accommodation.
0:51:25 > 0:51:27Plenty of room here, eh?
0:51:29 > 0:51:31Mum? What's he talking about?
0:51:31 > 0:51:33Nothing for you to bother about.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35So what accommodation problem?
0:51:35 > 0:51:37I don't know, just some business between him and Eileen.
0:51:37 > 0:51:41Isn't that right? Absolutely. It's all very tedious.
0:51:41 > 0:51:43Let's get you back to your pals.
0:51:43 > 0:51:45Are you having a good time? No.
0:51:45 > 0:51:47I'm having a brilliant time.
0:51:54 > 0:51:56I'm really sorry.
0:51:56 > 0:51:59I would rather burn the place down rather than sell it to him.
0:52:13 > 0:52:15He came in looking for you.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17Now he wants to show me his bedroom.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20He's a wee monkey, kidding on he's sleeping then coming down here.
0:52:20 > 0:52:24Right, come on, you, time to go back to bed.
0:52:24 > 0:52:27He just wanted to see his big brother again, didn't you? Yeah.
0:52:27 > 0:52:29Why don't you take those in there
0:52:29 > 0:52:31and I'll read you a wee bedtime story and back in ten minutes?
0:52:31 > 0:52:35It's past time for stories. Come on, you, say night-night.
0:52:35 > 0:52:37Night, Brian. Night, Stuart.
0:52:43 > 0:52:45I really thought that it was gonnae be Stevie
0:52:45 > 0:52:46when I went into that morgue.
0:52:50 > 0:52:53And when I saw that poor guy lying there, I was just...
0:52:55 > 0:52:57..so happy it wisnae him, but...
0:52:57 > 0:52:59I don't know.
0:53:05 > 0:53:08Do you want to know why I left Hope in the street?
0:53:10 > 0:53:12Because I thought I saw Stevie.
0:53:14 > 0:53:16I thought he'd came back for us.
0:53:18 > 0:53:20SHE SIGHS
0:53:21 > 0:53:24If Stevie could come back, he would.
0:53:26 > 0:53:29I know, Bob, but I cannae keep waiting for him.
0:53:31 > 0:53:32He's gone and it's just me and Hope.
0:53:34 > 0:53:36And every day I ignore that.
0:53:38 > 0:53:41I blame everybody but him because I'm so scared.
0:53:42 > 0:53:45Don't be. You're no' alone.
0:53:45 > 0:53:48Yeah, well, I am, and I should be scared.
0:53:51 > 0:53:54See when you've got cancer, they talk about
0:53:54 > 0:53:57the worst-case scenario, right?
0:53:58 > 0:54:04Well, my worst-case scenario is that Stevie never comes back
0:54:04 > 0:54:06but my cancer does.
0:54:08 > 0:54:11Because that means that me wee lassie is going to be on her own.
0:54:11 > 0:54:13No. Never.
0:54:13 > 0:54:17Well, see if that does happen, and I know it probably never will,
0:54:17 > 0:54:19but see if it does...
0:54:22 > 0:54:24..well...
0:54:24 > 0:54:26I want to ask that you'll be there for Hope.
0:54:29 > 0:54:32I'm sorry, I shouldn't have just landed that on you.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33Stella...
0:54:40 > 0:54:41Of course I'd be there for her.
0:54:43 > 0:54:47I'd love her like she's my own. OK.
0:54:51 > 0:54:55Because if I was to choose a family for my wee lassie,
0:54:55 > 0:54:56then it would be yours.
0:54:58 > 0:54:59It would be you.
0:55:03 > 0:55:06Come here.
0:55:15 > 0:55:19You all right? Yeah, I'm fine. Right, come on. OK.
0:55:31 > 0:55:32Brian!
0:55:32 > 0:55:34Where are you going? I thought...
0:55:34 > 0:55:37Yeah, go on. I'd like to hear what you thought.
0:55:37 > 0:55:39You want to help me?
0:55:39 > 0:55:41Yes, of course I do. Oh, really?
0:55:41 > 0:55:44All this time I thought you were interested in my mental health.
0:55:44 > 0:55:46I thought you were concerned, but you were just checking me out.
0:55:46 > 0:55:48No! I saw that look.
0:55:50 > 0:55:53Up the stairs with Stuart, hand in hand.
0:55:53 > 0:55:55He just wanted to show me his bedroom, and your face,
0:55:55 > 0:55:57it was absolute bloody panic!
0:55:57 > 0:55:59What do you think I am?
0:55:59 > 0:56:02Do you think I'm a risk to a child? I'm sorry.
0:56:02 > 0:56:03I don't want your apology,
0:56:03 > 0:56:06I just I want to know what you thought I was going to do.
0:56:06 > 0:56:09I've had to put up with that look my entire life.
0:56:09 > 0:56:12"He's a registered nutter, lock up your kids!"
0:56:12 > 0:56:14Brian, please, calm down.
0:56:14 > 0:56:17I'm so sorry, but you're being ridiculous.
0:56:17 > 0:56:19Ridiculous? Really?
0:56:21 > 0:56:22You tell me I'm wrong!
0:56:26 > 0:56:29I don't need your help,
0:56:29 > 0:56:31but that wee boy in there,
0:56:31 > 0:56:33please, I'm begging you...
0:56:34 > 0:56:36..don't screw him up.
0:56:37 > 0:56:38He deserves better.
0:56:40 > 0:56:41Brian!
0:56:56 > 0:56:59PEOPLE CHATTER
0:57:23 > 0:57:26I don't mean that he's a failure, I just mean, well,
0:57:26 > 0:57:27this open mic thing, it's...
0:57:27 > 0:57:28Where have you been?
0:57:28 > 0:57:32I'm going to make a success of this and I don't need anybody's help.
0:57:32 > 0:57:35This is what I've always wanted. I know.
0:57:35 > 0:57:37But it has to be right for me too.
0:57:37 > 0:57:40What's going on? Is everything OK? Yeah, I'm just going to have to...
0:57:40 > 0:57:43I just need to go. Wait. Please don't touch me.
0:57:43 > 0:57:44There's nothing going on, we're just pals.
0:57:44 > 0:57:47Pals? Pals don't behave like that with each other.
0:57:47 > 0:57:49You either look forward or you look back.
0:58:14 > 0:58:15Where were you on July 17th?
0:58:15 > 0:58:18You're asking where I was when Lindsay Denton was murdered?
0:58:19 > 0:58:21Steve Arnott's the Caddy, not me.
0:58:21 > 0:58:23He has motive, opportunity, means.
0:58:23 > 0:58:24It doesn't make sense.
0:58:24 > 0:58:26Armed police!