0:00:20 > 0:00:23- I don't want you at all.- No?
0:00:23 > 0:00:25We're having an affair, Alex.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28- Just what are you hiding? - Hiding?
0:00:28 > 0:00:30Well, obviously you're hiding something,
0:00:30 > 0:00:32all these stories that you're spinning us.
0:00:32 > 0:00:34Kel, stay out of my business all right?
0:00:34 > 0:00:37I have just saved you from being bitten by a snake.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39I don't want you to do something you're not ready to.
0:00:39 > 0:00:42- Are you sure? - Something on your mind, Patrick?
0:00:42 > 0:00:45Just the time I spent in care. It never leaves you.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47I wish I could just erase everything up here.
0:00:49 > 0:00:52I cannot believe he won an Oscar for that.
0:00:52 > 0:00:55Are you serious? That was amazing.
0:00:55 > 0:00:56It was relentlessly grim.
0:00:56 > 0:01:00Just scenes of endless torture and torment.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03Says the woman who runs a spin class.
0:01:04 > 0:01:08Just cos you can't handle it.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11Speaking of spin class, I have got an early start tomorrow.
0:01:13 > 0:01:16Should probably be getting to bed. But...
0:01:18 > 0:01:20..I don't really don't feel like sleeping just yet.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27Do you think that's something you could maybe help me with?
0:01:30 > 0:01:32I've got an early start in the morning n'all,
0:01:32 > 0:01:34so I should really get going.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36No, you're not going anywhere.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43TV PLAYS
0:01:43 > 0:01:44PHONE BEEPS
0:01:56 > 0:01:58Right. 13 down.
0:02:00 > 0:02:07Bonfire dog confused by sun on its back.
0:02:07 > 0:02:10What's a bonfire dog when it's at home?
0:02:10 > 0:02:12I think that could be an anagram.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14I think you're right.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Bird of...
0:02:16 > 0:02:21Brief god on... No.
0:02:21 > 0:02:26- Are you pair listening to yourselves?- Shush!- I'll shush you.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28- Bird...- Brain.
0:02:28 > 0:02:32Ford... For... Foreboding! Got it.
0:02:32 > 0:02:34Sounds ominous.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36PHONE BEEPS
0:02:36 > 0:02:37Well done, clever clogs.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42How in the name of the wee man did you get foreboding from that clue?
0:02:42 > 0:02:43What was that again?
0:02:45 > 0:02:47DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES
0:02:49 > 0:02:55I'm so sorry I'm so late. I don't know where the night went.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57Have you been at work this whole time?
0:02:57 > 0:03:00It's my own fault for neglecting the paperwork for so long.
0:03:00 > 0:03:04I could do with this bloody audit like a hole in the head.
0:03:04 > 0:03:07Well, hopefully once it's over you won't need to have all these
0:03:07 > 0:03:09- late nights.- God, I hope so.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Oh, thanks. Cheers.
0:03:12 > 0:03:15So, you're not going be late tomorrow night, are you?
0:03:15 > 0:03:18Well, there's talk of a meeting at the council.
0:03:18 > 0:03:22The new councillor for the ward wants to meet GPs in his area.
0:03:22 > 0:03:23Do you have to go to that?
0:03:23 > 0:03:26I hope not, but if it does happen,
0:03:26 > 0:03:30we can arrange for something later in the week.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32Right, so you haven't forgotten, then?
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Have we met? When have I ever forgotten an anniversary?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- That's your department. - Ah, not this time.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40I got your receptionist to block out a couple of hours for you
0:03:40 > 0:03:43in the morning, to lie in after all your late nights.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44That's sweet.
0:03:44 > 0:03:48And I want us to do something special tomorrow night.
0:03:48 > 0:03:52The last couple of anniversaries have been overshadowed by my...
0:03:52 > 0:03:53transgression.
0:03:53 > 0:03:57But we're in a better place now. I want us to enjoy it.
0:03:57 > 0:03:58I want to make it up to you.
0:03:58 > 0:04:01That's not necessary. You've done your time.
0:04:01 > 0:04:05OK, now, who are you and what have you done with my wife?
0:04:05 > 0:04:09I'm just saying you've worked hard to put things right.
0:04:09 > 0:04:12And it hasn't gone unnoticed. The self-flagellation can cease.
0:04:23 > 0:04:25Were you having a shower?
0:04:25 > 0:04:28I just thought it would help me sleep.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- What's wrong?- Nothing. I just wanted to be clean, that's all.
0:04:31 > 0:04:35- I make you feel dirty? - It's not about you.
0:04:35 > 0:04:38How is it not about me? God, it's mortifying.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42It's like you're trying to clean me off your skin or something.
0:04:42 > 0:04:46That's not what's happening here. Can we drop this, please?
0:04:46 > 0:04:47I want to go to sleep.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50Are you sure you don't want to steam clean the sheets first?
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Don't make fun of me.
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Then don't act like this isn't a big deal.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58Did you do this last time?
0:05:00 > 0:05:04I wanted to be clean. A lot of guys shower after...
0:05:04 > 0:05:06Well, you would know.
0:05:06 > 0:05:07HE SIGHS
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Is that what this is about?
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Part of you is disgusted by being with a woman?
0:05:15 > 0:05:18Maybe that's why it feels like you're not really into it
0:05:18 > 0:05:20when we're in bed?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23And now you're leaving. Perfect. Why doesn't that surprise me?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- We need to talk about this, Patrick. - No, we don't.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28DOOR SLAMS
0:05:46 > 0:05:49# Happy birthday to you... #
0:05:49 > 0:05:50Oh!
0:05:50 > 0:05:52# Happy birthday to you
0:05:52 > 0:05:56# Happy birthday dear Patrick
0:05:56 > 0:05:58# Happy birthday to you. #
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Happy birthday, darling.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Happy birthday, mate. Wee thing to drown your sorrows.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06How does it feel? The big Three-Oh, eh?
0:06:06 > 0:06:10- Feels old.- Oh, away you go. You're still a wean.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12You didn't need to go to all this bother.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Don't be daft, it's your 30th.
0:06:14 > 0:06:18Sit down, have some cake before you go to your work.
0:06:18 > 0:06:20- Nah, I need to go.- Surely you'll have some cake.
0:06:20 > 0:06:24- The weans have been dead excited. - I need to go and see Angel.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27- Oh, you've got time for Angel but not for us?- It's not like that.
0:06:27 > 0:06:30- But we've gone to all this trouble. - I didn't ask for it, did I?
0:06:30 > 0:06:31All right, easy.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35I need to go.
0:06:36 > 0:06:38What's got into him?
0:06:41 > 0:06:43Wow, this looks amazing.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Only the best for you. Talking of which...
0:06:49 > 0:06:50Oh...
0:06:52 > 0:06:56- That's beautiful. Thank you. - So are you.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00- Um, your present's over there on the couch.- Oh.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Ah...
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Is this what I think it is? - You haven't even opened it yet.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12I don't have to. I have a go on one of these every time I go into town.
0:07:12 > 0:07:17- I've been coveting this for months. - I know.- Thank you.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19But you hate games consoles.
0:07:19 > 0:07:21You said they were a death knell for romance.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23I thought it was about time I caved in.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26Right, seriously, what have you done with my wife?
0:07:26 > 0:07:28Just don't come crying to me when you drop dead of a thrombosis
0:07:28 > 0:07:31after playing that thing for three days straight.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32PHONE BEEPS
0:07:38 > 0:07:42- Right, shall we eat?- Yeah. Dig in.
0:07:57 > 0:08:00- Oh, so you're not dead, then? - What?
0:08:00 > 0:08:03I sent you a message last night. But you didn't send one back.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06- I thought you sent it by mistake. - Well, I didn't.
0:08:06 > 0:08:10- Why are you here? - Because school's finished.- So?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12And I've got a problem I need your help with.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15What's the problem?
0:08:15 > 0:08:18Well, there's this guy I like, but I'm not sure if he likes me,
0:08:18 > 0:08:20so I need your help to find out.
0:08:20 > 0:08:23- Right. Who is it? - Are you serious?
0:08:24 > 0:08:27You're adorable. Do you like coffee?
0:08:40 > 0:08:41HE GASPS
0:08:44 > 0:08:49- You all right?- Who? Me? Oh, yes. Just a little breathless.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- Do you want to sit down?- No, no.
0:08:52 > 0:08:56- My inhaler should do the trick in a moment.- You sure you're OK?
0:08:56 > 0:09:01Well, I'm not sure about that, but I'm not about to drop dead on you.
0:09:01 > 0:09:05- Glad to hear it.- Actually, I've been meaning to ask you a favour.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08The doctor recommended that I try to do some keep fit
0:09:08 > 0:09:11to improve my cardiovascular health.
0:09:11 > 0:09:14But ever since the heart attack, I feel a bit apprehensive.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17I don't want to overdo it and I was wondering if you might
0:09:17 > 0:09:20- be able to advise me?- Aye, sure. No problem.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23I worked with a couple of guys your age when I was in the jail,
0:09:23 > 0:09:26doing my training. And then one of them had a heart thing,
0:09:26 > 0:09:29- so I'm sure I can help you. - You've trained prisoners?
0:09:29 > 0:09:33No, well, yeah, it was when I was doing my studying.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35I was inside.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39Ah, so it was one of those prisoner rehabilitation programmes, was it?
0:09:39 > 0:09:44Aye. It doesn't bother you, that I was in jail?
0:09:44 > 0:09:48Who am I to judge the mistakes you've made in the past?
0:09:48 > 0:09:50We've all done things we regret.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Well, I appreciate it. Not a lot of people see it that way.
0:09:53 > 0:09:57You're a good man, Patrick. That's all I need to know.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01Oh, you'll have to excuse me.
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- Ah, there you are.- I'll take the post if you like, Molly.
0:10:12 > 0:10:16- No, I can manage.- Listen, I think I've got three across.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18It's been preying on my mind since I got up this morning.
0:10:18 > 0:10:23I'm not entirely 100% confident, but it's looking pretty good...
0:10:23 > 0:10:26Alasdair, are you listening?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Molly, I can explain.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29I think you'd better.
0:10:32 > 0:10:34Oh, my goodness.
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- Peace offering.- I didn't think you were going to show.
0:10:37 > 0:10:39Well, I wouldn't have left you short-handed.
0:10:39 > 0:10:43Well, as long as your professional commitments are taken care of.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48Come on, babe. I'm trying to apologise here.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52Oh, you want to explain yourself? Why change the habit of a lifetime?
0:10:52 > 0:10:55I shouldn't have walked out the way I did. I'm sorry.
0:10:55 > 0:11:00I was up all night worrying about you...worrying about us.
0:11:00 > 0:11:04You don't need to. We're fine.
0:11:04 > 0:11:08We're not fine. If we were, last night wouldn't have happened.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14Is it me? Is there something wrong with me?
0:11:14 > 0:11:17What? No.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21It's like an...OCD thing.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28But why hide it from me? Do you not trust me?
0:11:28 > 0:11:31I do trust you. It's just...
0:11:33 > 0:11:34DOOR OPENS
0:11:34 > 0:11:36Hi.
0:11:36 > 0:11:40I didn't want you thinking your boyfriend's a headcase.
0:11:41 > 0:11:46Honestly, it's not worth worrying about.
0:11:46 > 0:11:50And it's got nothing to do with how I feel about you.
0:11:50 > 0:11:53I want you to be able to talk to me about these things.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57We're a couple. I want to help.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00And...
0:12:00 > 0:12:03if we don't trust each other, we don't have a future.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08I want this to work.
0:12:08 > 0:12:09So do I.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13I'm sorry I said what I said. It was below the belt.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15It was just shock, that's all.
0:12:18 > 0:12:20So, I'm forgiven?
0:12:22 > 0:12:25Just no more secrets, OK?
0:12:25 > 0:12:27No more secrets.
0:12:32 > 0:12:38And maybe next time I can just come into the shower with you?
0:12:46 > 0:12:48She's been doing this sort of thing for years.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50No matter where I go or what I do, she tracks me down.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52And then she sends these libellous letters, makes these
0:12:52 > 0:12:57anonymous crank phone calls, to my friends, employers, landlords.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59It never stops.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01It's not a crank phone call if it's true.
0:13:01 > 0:13:04It's not true. I wasn't involved.
0:13:04 > 0:13:08So why does she keep persecuting you, then?
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Because there's no smoke without fire.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12Molly, please. Let him speak.
0:13:13 > 0:13:18I worked at a boarding school in the '80s. Boys were...
0:13:19 > 0:13:20..interfered with.
0:13:22 > 0:13:26One of them came forward and there was an investigation.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28The abuse was systemic.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34Six of my colleagues were charged, but I was exonerated.
0:13:34 > 0:13:38So you were investigated and cleared?
0:13:38 > 0:13:40We were all arrested, all the teachers.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43I was questioned but there was no case to answer.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47Well, this woman clearly thinks the polis got it wrong.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Her son was one of the survivors.
0:13:50 > 0:13:55He was 12 or 13 at the time, I think.
0:13:55 > 0:14:00She's angry, understandably. She wants justice for her son.
0:14:02 > 0:14:03But she got it.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07Those responsible were imprisoned.
0:14:08 > 0:14:12She's been hounding me for 30 years.
0:14:12 > 0:14:19She chased me out of my home, she cost me several jobs,
0:14:19 > 0:14:20numerous friends.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22HE SNIFFLES
0:14:22 > 0:14:26Look, it's OK, just calm down.
0:14:26 > 0:14:29This can't be doing your health any good.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Is it any wonder I have a heart condition?
0:14:32 > 0:14:35Why don't you take a wee wander? Clear your head.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37You can't work in this state.
0:14:37 > 0:14:39No, no. I can't abandon my post.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43No, it's fine. It's best that you leave US to it.
0:14:44 > 0:14:49Of course. Yes... You need time to process all this.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04Shouldn't one of us go with him?
0:15:04 > 0:15:08No, no, leave him. We need to get hold of the facts.
0:15:09 > 0:15:11He said this woman liked to send
0:15:11 > 0:15:13nuisance phone calls to his workplace.
0:15:14 > 0:15:18If that's the case, we can expect a call.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25PHONE RINGS
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- Hello. - Looking good, Dr Jandhu.
0:15:33 > 0:15:35Good morning.
0:15:35 > 0:15:37Happy anniversary.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- Stop it. - I hope he got you something nice.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44- He did, actually.- What?
0:15:44 > 0:15:47That's none of your business.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49Well, as long as it was something as beautiful
0:15:49 > 0:15:51and sophisticated as you.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53SHE CHUCKLES
0:15:53 > 0:15:56Smooth. When did you think up that line?
0:15:56 > 0:16:01On my way here this morning. So, am I seeing you tonight?
0:16:01 > 0:16:04I can't. He's cooking me dinner.
0:16:04 > 0:16:06Tell him you're working late.
0:16:06 > 0:16:10I can't. It's bad enough we're cuckolding the man.
0:16:11 > 0:16:16The least I can do is show him the courtesy of marking the anniversary.
0:16:16 > 0:16:18You'd have more fun with me.
0:16:19 > 0:16:21I know that.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24What about this afternoon? You got any time?
0:16:24 > 0:16:26You can't do without me for one day?
0:16:26 > 0:16:30What can I say, I've got it bad.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Well, I might have a window after lunch.
0:16:34 > 0:16:36I could make a house call.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39- I'll see you then. - I'll call you when I'm on my way.
0:16:42 > 0:16:43DOOR OPENS
0:16:47 > 0:16:50- Hi.- Hi.- So, what are your plans? - For what?
0:16:50 > 0:16:54- For tonight.- Tonight?- Look, if the pair of you want to do your own
0:16:54 > 0:16:58thing, that's fine by me, but surely we can have him for an hour?
0:16:58 > 0:17:01I honestly have no idea what you're talking about.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Don't come it with me, hen.
0:17:03 > 0:17:06- You must be throwing him a wee party at least.- For what?
0:17:06 > 0:17:12- For his birthday. - Whose birthday? Patrick's?
0:17:12 > 0:17:16- No, Jimmy's(!)- When?- Today.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21All right, maybe you've not made any plans.
0:17:21 > 0:17:25Don't worry about it. Listen, I'll sort something round at mine
0:17:25 > 0:17:30for tonight. And I'll let you know, all right?
0:17:37 > 0:17:40Why did you think I sent you that message by mistake?
0:17:40 > 0:17:44We've never really spoke before. Thought it must be a mistake.
0:17:44 > 0:17:47It never crossed your mind that I meant to send it to you?
0:17:47 > 0:17:48DOOR OPENS
0:17:48 > 0:17:51We don't need your money. I'll find a way to pay it.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53I said I wanted to help out a bit more, and I meant it.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Let me do this.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01You not going to introduce us?
0:18:01 > 0:18:03Eh, aye. This is Jules.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05Jules, this is my...
0:18:05 > 0:18:07- This is my...- Mum.
0:18:07 > 0:18:09Nice to meet you, Mrs McLean.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12You and all, hen. And it's Miss, not Mrs.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14And call me Caitlin.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16And you must be Drew's dad?
0:18:16 > 0:18:20No. This is... My... Gary.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23- Hi, Gary.- Hi.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26You never told me you had a girlfriend.
0:18:26 > 0:18:28Never tells me anything.
0:18:28 > 0:18:31He still hasn't figured out that this is our first date.
0:18:31 > 0:18:34Boys are terrible like that. Especially this one.
0:18:34 > 0:18:38Why don't you take Jules over to the Oyster and buy her some lunch.
0:18:38 > 0:18:42- Cheers.- It was a pleasure to meet you both.- You too, hen.
0:18:47 > 0:18:50So you just forgot to mention it was your birthday?
0:18:50 > 0:18:52I thought you knew.
0:18:52 > 0:18:56What? I knew, and I just didn't mention it this morning?
0:18:56 > 0:18:58You were mad with me.
0:18:58 > 0:19:01I wasn't mad, I was hurt.
0:19:01 > 0:19:03Now? Yeah, now I'm mad.
0:19:04 > 0:19:07- I'm sorry.- You haven't mentioned your birthday. Not once.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11- Not even hinted. - I don't like talking about it.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Why can't you be honest with me?
0:19:15 > 0:19:18One minute, you're loved-up, the next, you can barely look at me.
0:19:18 > 0:19:21You never tell me how you're feeling and then when you do,
0:19:21 > 0:19:24it's the bare minimum. And half of that's lies.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26That's not true.
0:19:26 > 0:19:29Everything is on your terms. I'm sick of it.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34This is supposed to be a partnership,
0:19:34 > 0:19:38and right now I feel like I'm the only one doing anything.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40I've had enough.
0:19:40 > 0:19:42This morning we promised no more secrets.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44Then I find out it's your birthday!
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Why do you keep shutting me out?
0:19:48 > 0:19:52Right, OK, the reason I didn't mention about my birthday is
0:19:52 > 0:19:54because I hate my birthday.
0:19:54 > 0:19:58There would always be care homes or it'd be foster families
0:19:58 > 0:19:59I couldn't stand.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02It was never a good day.
0:20:05 > 0:20:06And that's it.
0:20:08 > 0:20:10That's the truth. I promise.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12Is it?
0:20:15 > 0:20:18- Two shots, extra hot.- Cheers.
0:20:18 > 0:20:21- Like a good woman.- Sorry? - Hot and strong.
0:20:21 > 0:20:27- Right.- Like my wife. Talk about punching above my weight.
0:20:27 > 0:20:29- Have you seen her? - I have, aye.
0:20:29 > 0:20:32Can you believe I've managed to hang on to her for 23 years?
0:20:32 > 0:20:36- Wow.- It's our anniversary today. - Is it?
0:20:36 > 0:20:38Yeah. I've got big plans for tonight.
0:20:38 > 0:20:42I'm going to surprise her with a slap-up meal. French.
0:20:42 > 0:20:44We went to Paris for our honeymoon,
0:20:44 > 0:20:47- so I thought that would be a nice wee romantic touch.- Nice.
0:20:47 > 0:20:50Yeah. She couldn't enjoy the trip because I got her knocked up.
0:20:50 > 0:20:53So, hopefully, this'll make up for that.
0:20:53 > 0:20:56Well, I'm sure it will. I better go. So, enjoy your night.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Oh, I will.
0:21:00 > 0:21:05So...this is the part where you ask me what I want for lunch.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07The guy will be over to ask you in a minute.
0:21:11 > 0:21:14So, since this is our first date...
0:21:15 > 0:21:19..we should get to know each other. Ask me a question.
0:21:19 > 0:21:23- Like what?- Anything. What do you want to know?
0:21:25 > 0:21:27- What music do you like?- Erm,
0:21:27 > 0:21:32Churches, Lorde, Haim, London Grammar. You?
0:21:33 > 0:21:35Loads.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39You have two sisters, right?
0:21:41 > 0:21:45- You?- Only child. What do your parents do?
0:21:47 > 0:21:51- Stuff.- What kind of stuff? - What do your parents do?
0:21:51 > 0:21:55Mum's a counsellor and Dad's a social worker.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57See, you're getting the hang of it.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59Let's take a selfie of our first date.
0:21:59 > 0:22:03What? So you can show it for proof? Is this some sort of dare?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05- What?- Why are you even here?
0:22:05 > 0:22:07Did one of the boys put you up to this? Was it Kevin?
0:22:07 > 0:22:09You think I'd do actually do something like that?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11I don't know you.
0:22:11 > 0:22:14Is it so hard to believe I'm here because I actually like you?
0:22:14 > 0:22:17You know what? Forget it.
0:22:25 > 0:22:28- She raging then, aye? - This is why I dingy my birthday.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Last year we ended up in a rammy in here,
0:22:31 > 0:22:34- and now this.- Aye. Birthdays and women.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37The more they come and go, the more you want to top yourself.
0:22:37 > 0:22:39Did you sort things out with Ellie?
0:22:41 > 0:22:43No, mate. That's finished.
0:22:43 > 0:22:45Aye? I thought you two were good.
0:22:45 > 0:22:48It just...wasn't working.
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Cos of the Stella thing?
0:22:52 > 0:22:53What Stella thing?
0:22:54 > 0:22:58Stella moving in with you. What did you think I meant?
0:22:58 > 0:23:00Nothing.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Is there more to this?
0:23:06 > 0:23:09You and Stella? What are you playing at, mate?
0:23:09 > 0:23:11It's complicated. Don't say anything.
0:23:11 > 0:23:12I'm staying well out it.
0:23:14 > 0:23:17I should head back to the garage.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I'll see you at my ma's later on, then, aye?
0:23:19 > 0:23:22- You and Angel. - Do I get a choice?
0:23:22 > 0:23:23Nope. Catch you later.
0:23:25 > 0:23:28- Cheers for the birthday drink, by the way.- No bother.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35You all right there, old timer?
0:23:37 > 0:23:38Alasdair.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42Drink?
0:23:42 > 0:23:44I'm sure you've better things to do than keep me company.
0:23:44 > 0:23:47I'm hiding out, so you'd be doing me a favour.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49I'll have a brandy, please. Thank you.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54PHONE RINGS
0:23:59 > 0:24:01Malcolm Hamilton Foundation.
0:24:03 > 0:24:09Oh, no. I'm sorry, we can't accept large pieces of furniture.
0:24:11 > 0:24:12Try one of the others.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16You're welcome. Bye now.
0:24:19 > 0:24:21PHONE RINGS
0:24:21 > 0:24:26Malcolm Hamilton Foundation.
0:24:28 > 0:24:31Yes, we got your letter this morning.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35I'm assuming it was you that sent it.
0:24:38 > 0:24:41Well, I have a few questions for you.
0:24:43 > 0:24:47I think Scarlett and my family think I'm stupid for not wanting to
0:24:47 > 0:24:50do anything for my birthday.
0:24:50 > 0:24:52- They mean well, but... - It's not their fault.
0:24:52 > 0:24:54It's hard to understand
0:24:54 > 0:24:57if you haven't been through something that haunts you.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Sounds like the voice of experience.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03A little too much experience.
0:25:07 > 0:25:11When I was a younger man, older than you, I was caught up in...
0:25:11 > 0:25:16Well, I wasn't caught up in it, I was falsely accused of something,
0:25:16 > 0:25:18and it's hounded me ever since.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20You'll know how that feels, of course.
0:25:20 > 0:25:24Except I wasn't falsely accused. I did what I did.
0:25:24 > 0:25:26But once you've been given that label,
0:25:26 > 0:25:29no matter the inaccuracy or the injustice...
0:25:29 > 0:25:31I mean, as if I would ever do such a thing.
0:25:31 > 0:25:34Interfere with little boys like that.
0:25:34 > 0:25:38If I was guilty of anything, it was of turning a blind eye, but
0:25:38 > 0:25:40I wanted to help those boys.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43I wanted to put a stop to it. But I was powerless.
0:25:43 > 0:25:44My career was destroyed.
0:25:44 > 0:25:50One of the boys reported the abuse, and I was caught up in the furore.
0:25:51 > 0:25:55But I was cleared. No charges were ever levied against me.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57Can you imagine how that feels?
0:25:57 > 0:25:59I need to get back to my work.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02- Is everything all right? - It's just a work thing.
0:26:02 > 0:26:06- I need to go.- Oh, don't let me stop you. Thanks for the drink.
0:26:14 > 0:26:16Patrick. You got a minute?
0:26:18 > 0:26:20- It's this lassie, Jules. - Not the now.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23I think she likes me, but I don't know if it's for real or not.
0:26:23 > 0:26:24I said, "Not the now."
0:26:29 > 0:26:34Have you got any French tops in? You know, the stripy ones?
0:26:34 > 0:26:37- Like Pablo Picasso?- Aye.
0:26:37 > 0:26:43Or Marcel Marceau. I think that's called a Breton stripe.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45That's the one. I couldn't remember the name.
0:26:45 > 0:26:48No, I haven't seen one like that.
0:26:48 > 0:26:50What about a beret?
0:26:50 > 0:26:53Are you going to a fancy dress party?
0:26:53 > 0:26:57- Something like that. - Excuse me.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59What did she say?
0:26:59 > 0:27:01We need to talk to Alasdair.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03- Close up as soon as he's gone. - Right.
0:27:27 > 0:27:30- Stay with me tonight.- I can't.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32I hate the thought of you with him.
0:27:33 > 0:27:35I'm not thrilled about it either, trust me.
0:27:36 > 0:27:38Did you get him a gift?
0:27:38 > 0:27:40A games console.
0:27:40 > 0:27:41What is he, 12?
0:27:43 > 0:27:46- Is that all he's getting? - That's all.
0:28:18 > 0:28:19Patrick?
0:28:22 > 0:28:25There you are. Where've you been all this time?
0:28:25 > 0:28:27I just had to go for a walk to clear my head.
0:28:28 > 0:28:30Because of me?
0:28:32 > 0:28:35I'm sorry. I shouldn't have overreacted.
0:28:38 > 0:28:43So to make up for it, I got you...
0:28:46 > 0:28:48..this.
0:28:50 > 0:28:54SHE HUMS HAPPY BIRTHDAY
0:28:57 > 0:28:58Go on, then. Blow it out.
0:29:02 > 0:29:08She said you knew about it. That you were a witness.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11I didn't know the full extent.
0:29:11 > 0:29:14But you did know. At least in part.
0:29:15 > 0:29:17Why did you lie about it earlier?
0:29:18 > 0:29:21It wasn't a lie. It was...
0:29:21 > 0:29:22an omission.
0:29:22 > 0:29:25That's just a fancy word for a lie.
0:29:25 > 0:29:26I know how this must look,
0:29:26 > 0:29:29but you have to understand I was never charged.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32- I did nothing wrong. - Oh, come on.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34You knew your pals were fiddling with wee boys
0:29:34 > 0:29:36and you didn't tell anybody.
0:29:36 > 0:29:38What was I supposed to do? They threatened me.
0:29:38 > 0:29:41So you protected yourself at the expense of those children!
0:29:41 > 0:29:45Do you have any idea what my life has been like? Do you?
0:29:45 > 0:29:48Don't you dare shout at me like that in my own home.
0:29:48 > 0:29:53I'm sorry, Molly. I just want you to understand my position.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57It's not as cut and dried as you think.
0:29:57 > 0:30:01My entire adult life has been marred by this.
0:30:01 > 0:30:04I was in an impossible position. You must see that.
0:30:05 > 0:30:10You might not have abused the boys, but you abused your position.
0:30:10 > 0:30:14You had a duty of care to those children and you violated that!
0:30:18 > 0:30:20I had to put my son into care.
0:30:22 > 0:30:26If I thought that something like that had happened to him...
0:30:26 > 0:30:27I'd hang for them.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32Please, Liz, tell me you understand.
0:30:32 > 0:30:36I expect judgment from Molly, but you...
0:30:36 > 0:30:38you can see reason, surely?
0:30:40 > 0:30:42I don't know what to think.
0:30:48 > 0:30:50You want me to leave?
0:30:50 > 0:30:52You've lied to us too often.
0:30:52 > 0:30:55I will not have a stranger in my own home.
0:30:55 > 0:30:57So she wins again?
0:30:59 > 0:31:03Her boy was abused. I don't think she'd call herself a winner.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Please, Liz, don't do this.
0:31:13 > 0:31:14It's her home.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18And her mind is made up.
0:31:58 > 0:31:59I wasn't sure you'd come.
0:32:00 > 0:32:03I'm only here for a dare.
0:32:03 > 0:32:05I'm going to take a selfie of us both together and post it online
0:32:05 > 0:32:08so everyone can laugh at you for thinking I'd actually want to
0:32:08 > 0:32:09hang out with you.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12Is that really what you think?
0:32:16 > 0:32:19November the 10th. It was a Tuesday.
0:32:19 > 0:32:22- What was? - When I first noticed you.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25I was looking at the school newsletter
0:32:25 > 0:32:29and there was a photo of the football team.
0:32:30 > 0:32:32I thought you looked cute.
0:32:32 > 0:32:37I looked you up online, followed you, tried to find out what
0:32:37 > 0:32:41you were into so I could work out what to talk to you about.
0:32:41 > 0:32:47It's taken me six months to work up the guts to talk to you.
0:32:47 > 0:32:53So in answer to your stupid question from earlier...
0:32:53 > 0:32:54Why am I here?
0:32:54 > 0:33:00I'm here because I want to go out with you.
0:33:08 > 0:33:11I didn't know if you'd have time to pick one up so I picked this up.
0:33:11 > 0:33:14Course I got one. Can't have a party without a cake.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16Well, now we have two.
0:33:18 > 0:33:20You could at least say thanks.
0:33:20 > 0:33:22- What?- It's fine, Patrick.
0:33:22 > 0:33:24I'm sure Scarlett's is better than mine anyway.
0:33:24 > 0:33:25That's not the point.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29Do you want to get me a drink, babe?
0:33:33 > 0:33:35Someone's not happy about turning 30.
0:33:35 > 0:33:38Right, Molly, I'll tell Scarlett. Thanks for calling.
0:33:38 > 0:33:40That was your ma. She's not going to make it.
0:33:40 > 0:33:43- Something to do with Alasdair. - What is it?- She never said.
0:33:43 > 0:33:46I hope he's not sick again. He seems like a nice old man.
0:33:46 > 0:33:49He's really lovely, always charming at the gym.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51Patrick knows him quite well, don't you, babe?
0:33:52 > 0:33:55- Patrick?- What?
0:33:55 > 0:33:59- Alasdair. You and him are friends, eh?- Wouldn't go that far, no.
0:33:59 > 0:34:02- Apparently he's not well. - That's a shame.
0:34:03 > 0:34:06- Take it easy there, buddy. - Geez peace, Bob?
0:34:07 > 0:34:09What was all that about, with the cake?
0:34:09 > 0:34:13I just think you should think before you open your mouth.
0:34:13 > 0:34:16- What's up with him?- No idea.
0:34:27 > 0:34:33I made you these. In case you get hungry.
0:34:35 > 0:34:36My name was cleared.
0:34:41 > 0:34:43What about your conscience?
0:34:46 > 0:34:50Why you didn't speak up?
0:34:50 > 0:34:52I was afraid I'd lose everything.
0:34:53 > 0:34:55Now, look at me.
0:34:59 > 0:35:03The abusers were in prison. Justice had been done.
0:35:03 > 0:35:06I thought that was an end to it. But it was just the beginning.
0:35:07 > 0:35:12Every time she finds me, I think surely this must be it,
0:35:12 > 0:35:14surely she'll let me be this time.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17But it keeps happening. Over and over again.
0:35:20 > 0:35:25If this is my penance, haven't I paid it by now?
0:35:25 > 0:35:26How long must I be punished?
0:35:36 > 0:35:37AJ? Are you at home?
0:35:41 > 0:35:42AJ?
0:35:43 > 0:35:46Bonjour, madame.
0:35:47 > 0:35:52- Bonjour.- Please, allow me to take this. Please, please.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54Why do you sound like Pepe Le Pew?
0:35:54 > 0:35:57I was going for Gerard what's-his-name.
0:35:57 > 0:36:00- Gerard Depardieu?- Mais oui.
0:36:00 > 0:36:03No, most definitely like a pervy French skunk.
0:36:03 > 0:36:04Oh, well, in for a penny.
0:36:04 > 0:36:08Please, madame, take a seat, please.
0:36:08 > 0:36:13- Dinner will be served tout de suite. - I like your beret.
0:36:13 > 0:36:16I was going for a whole French thing, but the charity shop
0:36:16 > 0:36:19didn't have a stripy top, so this is the best I could do.
0:36:19 > 0:36:23But the menu is totally francaise. Voulez-vous un aperitif?
0:36:23 > 0:36:25No, thank you, I'm fine with the wine.
0:36:25 > 0:36:27Tres bien. As you wish, madame.
0:36:29 > 0:36:32Prepare to have your taste buds seduced by the haute cuisine.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39You shouldn't have went to all this trouble.
0:36:43 > 0:36:45It's no trouble.
0:36:45 > 0:36:50I'm lucky to have you and I know I've got a lot of making up to do.
0:36:50 > 0:36:52You deserve to be spoiled.
0:36:56 > 0:36:59Thank you.
0:37:02 > 0:37:03Thanks.
0:37:05 > 0:37:06Are we all invisible?
0:37:08 > 0:37:12- What?- Don't you worry about the rest of us, just you sort yourself out.
0:37:12 > 0:37:14You've got a full glass there.
0:37:14 > 0:37:17That's not the point. You should slow down, Patrick.
0:37:17 > 0:37:20If you're going to force me to be here, I'm going to have a drink.
0:37:20 > 0:37:22I'm not forcing you to be anywhere.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24I just wanted to celebrate your birthday, that's all.
0:37:24 > 0:37:27- Bit late for that, isn't it? - Take it easy, son.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29I'm not your son. And I'm not hers either.
0:37:29 > 0:37:33- Just watch it! - You going to shut me up, old man?
0:37:33 > 0:37:36Eh? You can't even stand up to your own wife.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38- You mind your mouth, you. - Patrick!
0:37:38 > 0:37:41What? You've been banging about me telling the truth.
0:37:41 > 0:37:43Well, that's the truth.
0:37:43 > 0:37:45That's why you sent me away, isn't it?
0:37:45 > 0:37:47Because I wasn't your son.
0:37:47 > 0:37:51Neither's he, but you didn't get rid of him, did you?
0:37:52 > 0:37:54You're not perfect, are you, Bob?
0:37:55 > 0:37:57Shacked up with your ex-missus.
0:37:57 > 0:38:00Playing happy families with somebody else's wean
0:38:00 > 0:38:02cos you cannae have any of your own.
0:38:02 > 0:38:03Wind your neck in, pal.
0:38:03 > 0:38:07What do you think happens to a wean when it all falls apart? Eh?
0:38:09 > 0:38:12None of you think about that, do you?
0:38:16 > 0:38:20It could have been you, you know? In care.
0:38:20 > 0:38:22Had all that stuff...
0:38:28 > 0:38:30It could have been you.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32Come and sit down, have some water.
0:38:32 > 0:38:35I don't want any water. Oops.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38I'm sorry, Scarlett. I'll clean that up.
0:38:38 > 0:38:40Don't worry about it, hen. It's not your doing.
0:38:40 > 0:38:42What are you sucking up to her for?
0:38:42 > 0:38:44She's never going to like you. And Kelly,
0:38:44 > 0:38:48she's just pretending cos she needs a job.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50Why are you being like this? What's wrong with you?
0:38:50 > 0:38:51What's right with me?
0:38:56 > 0:38:58I think we should just go home.
0:38:58 > 0:39:02You wanted me to be honest? I'm being honest. What's the problem?
0:39:02 > 0:39:05Can you not handle it? Can you not handle the real me?
0:39:07 > 0:39:09I'm away for a slash.
0:39:12 > 0:39:15Listen, darlin', why don't you and Callum go through to your room, eh?
0:39:15 > 0:39:16Watch a DVD?
0:39:16 > 0:39:18Kelly, you could maybe set it up before that clown gets back.
0:39:18 > 0:39:21- Come on, let's go. - But I want some more cake.
0:39:21 > 0:39:24I'll bring you some more through later. Come on, let's go
0:39:24 > 0:39:26get the DVD set up first.
0:39:26 > 0:39:27You all right, darlin'?
0:39:40 > 0:39:42- Where will you go? - Another suitcase, another hall.
0:39:42 > 0:39:45Don't give it a second thought. I'll be fine.
0:39:48 > 0:39:52I don't think he has anywhere to go, Molly. He's alone.
0:39:52 > 0:39:55So were the children he turned his back on.
0:39:55 > 0:39:57Who knows what damage he's done.
0:40:08 > 0:40:11Hey! What's going on here? Party's not over yet.
0:40:13 > 0:40:16What are you all so serious for?
0:40:16 > 0:40:18Come on, Jimmy, turn the music up.
0:40:22 > 0:40:25Come on, let's go.
0:40:25 > 0:40:27No, you're the one that was desperate to come here,
0:40:27 > 0:40:30make my family like you.
0:40:30 > 0:40:32Let's go home.
0:40:32 > 0:40:34Come on, dance with me.
0:40:34 > 0:40:35Patrick, stop it.
0:40:35 > 0:40:38What's the problem? Usually can't keep your hands off me.
0:40:38 > 0:40:41Patrick, stop! You're hurting me.
0:40:41 > 0:40:44- Patrick, leave her alone. - Why should I?
0:40:44 > 0:40:48Because you're making a show of yourself, and you're hurting her.
0:40:54 > 0:40:57I'm sorry, are you all right?
0:40:57 > 0:41:01What you being like that for? I'm just seeing if you're all right.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05I'm fine, let's just go.
0:41:05 > 0:41:07Oh, so you don't want me to touch you now?
0:41:07 > 0:41:09That makes a change.
0:41:10 > 0:41:13Do I disgust you? Is that what it is?
0:41:13 > 0:41:15- Come on, mate, take it easy. - Do I make you sick?
0:41:18 > 0:41:21- Look at me. LOOK AT ME!! - Jimmy, get rid of him.
0:41:21 > 0:41:23Oh, aye, that's it, just get rid of me again.
0:41:23 > 0:41:25That's how to deal with me, eh?
0:41:25 > 0:41:28Patrick, he's a bad boy, he's too much like his father.
0:41:28 > 0:41:30Get rid of him.
0:41:30 > 0:41:32Well, you are acting like your father right now.
0:41:32 > 0:41:34I'm not having it.
0:41:34 > 0:41:37Oooh, Scarlett's not going to put up with it.
0:41:37 > 0:41:39Too much to handle, am I?
0:41:39 > 0:41:41Why don't you just do what you did the last time and kick me out,
0:41:41 > 0:41:44- you heartless cow? - That's enough.
0:41:44 > 0:41:48Who cares about Patrick? He's a bad boy. He deserves it.
0:41:49 > 0:41:52This is all your fault! All of it!
0:41:56 > 0:42:02There, you wanted honesty, you happy now?
0:42:14 > 0:42:17So, what was the reason behind the French theme?
0:42:17 > 0:42:19Apart from wanting to dress up like a bottle
0:42:19 > 0:42:21of Jean Paul Gaultier aftershave.
0:42:22 > 0:42:25No, I was just thinking about our honeymoon,
0:42:25 > 0:42:27how desperate you'd been to go to Paris.
0:42:27 > 0:42:31And then when I got there, I just spent the whole time throwing up.
0:42:31 > 0:42:34As my mother said, "That's what you get for having a shotgun wedding."
0:42:34 > 0:42:36Well, that's what I was trying to recreate.
0:42:36 > 0:42:40Minus the pregnancy and the vomit, hopefully.
0:42:40 > 0:42:44It got me thinking about those times when we were young and in love.
0:42:44 > 0:42:47Carefree. When you were happy.
0:42:49 > 0:42:51I am happy.
0:42:51 > 0:42:54Are you?
0:42:54 > 0:42:56Yes.
0:43:03 > 0:43:05Infidelity is destructive.
0:43:10 > 0:43:13Cheating on you was the worst mistake I ever made.
0:43:15 > 0:43:20I didn't deserve your forgiveness after that, let alone your love.
0:43:20 > 0:43:22You were forced to leave your home, your friends...
0:43:25 > 0:43:29..and move up here, where all you had was me...
0:43:29 > 0:43:32a husband who'd betrayed you.
0:43:32 > 0:43:33You gave up everything for me.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36- I told you last night...- I think...
0:43:36 > 0:43:39I think we should move back to London.
0:43:39 > 0:43:40Sorry?
0:43:40 > 0:43:43You sacrificed so much for me, for my business.
0:43:43 > 0:43:46Well, that's not happening now.
0:43:46 > 0:43:48There's nothing keeping us here.
0:43:48 > 0:43:52- We've both got our jobs. - I'm sure Alex would get over it...
0:43:56 > 0:43:57..if I left the Oyster.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01I can't leave the health centre.
0:44:01 > 0:44:03We can get you a new job in London.
0:44:03 > 0:44:06It's not just a job. I own the place.
0:44:08 > 0:44:11I've worked hard to establish myself with the patients
0:44:11 > 0:44:12and the authorities.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14I can't walk away from it now.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17Fine. It was just an idea.
0:44:18 > 0:44:24Hey, we're finally happy here. Let's not rock the boat, eh?
0:44:44 > 0:44:47This really is very kind of you.
0:44:47 > 0:44:49Can't leave you out in the cold.
0:44:51 > 0:44:53Take a seat, get comfortable.
0:44:54 > 0:44:57I thought you lived with Scarlett Mullen.
0:44:58 > 0:44:59I do.
0:45:00 > 0:45:03This is my girlfriend's house.
0:45:03 > 0:45:06Angel. She gave me keys.
0:45:06 > 0:45:09Oh, things must be getting serious. Good for you.
0:45:09 > 0:45:13- You must be happy. - We're trying to be.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18Are you sure Angel won't mind my staying?
0:45:18 > 0:45:20She'll be fine.
0:45:20 > 0:45:22I am truly indebted to you both.
0:45:22 > 0:45:25Please assure her I'll find somewhere else to go
0:45:25 > 0:45:27first thing tomorrow.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29Can I get you a drink?
0:45:29 > 0:45:31Just a glass of water, thank you.
0:45:40 > 0:45:43Thanks for letting me check out that band.
0:45:43 > 0:45:45No worries. I'll send you a link to some of their stuff.
0:45:45 > 0:45:49- Then you can just download it when you want.- Cheers.
0:45:50 > 0:45:54My cousin's having a house party Friday night, if you're up for it?
0:45:54 > 0:45:56- Aye, sure.- OK. Cool.
0:45:59 > 0:46:03Right, then. I should go.
0:46:03 > 0:46:06- I'll message you later.- Cool.
0:46:06 > 0:46:10- See you.- Bye.
0:46:10 > 0:46:13- Oh, my actual God. Are you for real? - What?
0:46:21 > 0:46:23You like that?
0:46:25 > 0:46:27Want it to happen again?
0:46:31 > 0:46:32"Will you go out with me, Jules?"
0:46:32 > 0:46:35Yeah, sure, Drew.
0:46:36 > 0:46:38OK, cool. Nice one.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42Now that's out the way...
0:46:53 > 0:46:55- I'll see you tomorrow.- Cool.
0:47:06 > 0:47:09He's never been like that with me before.
0:47:09 > 0:47:11It's just the drink, he doesn't mean it.
0:47:11 > 0:47:14He's too much like his father when he's had a drink in him.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17He's not normally like that, Ma, even on the bevvy.
0:47:17 > 0:47:19Something else is going on.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21He didn't want to come. Maybe I shouldn't have pushed him.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24Ungrateful wee swine. I'll not bother in the future.
0:47:24 > 0:47:27It's not you. He hates his birthday, we shouldn't have made a fuss.
0:47:27 > 0:47:28Oh, so you're blaming me an' all?
0:47:28 > 0:47:30He's been in a strange mood all day.
0:47:30 > 0:47:33He seemed fine when I saw him in the pub.
0:47:33 > 0:47:36He's not himself. Something's been bothering him for weeks.
0:47:39 > 0:47:43He's maybe gone back to the flat. I should check he's OK.
0:47:43 > 0:47:45You stay where you are, doll. I'll go.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47Aye. I'll go and make us some tea.
0:47:47 > 0:47:49I'll give you a hand.
0:47:53 > 0:47:56You all right, hen?
0:47:58 > 0:48:01- You?- You know me. Tough as old boots.
0:48:04 > 0:48:10I thought I'd finally escaped her this time, but she always finds me.
0:48:10 > 0:48:14It's relentless. I'll never be free of it. Never.
0:48:14 > 0:48:18No-one understands how traumatic this is.
0:48:18 > 0:48:19Sounds hellish.
0:48:19 > 0:48:22I might as well have been imprisoned with those other men.
0:48:22 > 0:48:30She's taken my liberty, left me ostracised, over and over again.
0:48:30 > 0:48:33But what nobody understands is that I'm the victim here.
0:48:33 > 0:48:40Every time she tells all these lies about my past,
0:48:40 > 0:48:42I have to go through the same thing again.
0:48:42 > 0:48:49The judgment, the losing everything. She's ruined my life.
0:48:50 > 0:48:53- Look at the state of me. - I'll get it.
0:48:53 > 0:48:55Thank you.
0:49:01 > 0:49:05I saved your life a couple of weeks ago.
0:49:06 > 0:49:10See, if I'd known what I know now, I'd have let you die.
0:49:15 > 0:49:20You sit there playing the victim like some doddering old man,
0:49:20 > 0:49:24talking about suffering, but you've got no idea.
0:49:24 > 0:49:27Do you want to know what suffering is? Do you?
0:49:29 > 0:49:33You make me sick. You're disgusting.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35That feeling in your chest like you can't breathe...
0:49:35 > 0:49:38That's what it's like for those boys you turned your back on every day!
0:49:38 > 0:49:40Patrick, what are you doing?
0:49:40 > 0:49:44Those little boys you turned your back on. See this?
0:49:44 > 0:49:48- This is what they look like now. - Patrick, stop this.
0:49:48 > 0:49:52Why should I? He could have done something but he didn't.
0:49:52 > 0:49:54He could have stopped those boys from being abused,
0:49:54 > 0:49:56but he did nothing.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59You bang on about how she ruined your life,
0:49:59 > 0:50:01how you can't get away from her.
0:50:01 > 0:50:04Was she there when you had your first kiss?
0:50:04 > 0:50:07When you first fell in love with somebody?
0:50:07 > 0:50:11Is she there in the back of your mind making it
0:50:11 > 0:50:13impossible for you to have a normal relationship with somebody?
0:50:13 > 0:50:16Is she?
0:50:16 > 0:50:19What are you doing? He needs it.
0:50:19 > 0:50:20You could get the jail for this.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22At least in prison people pay for what they done.
0:50:22 > 0:50:24He needs to pay.
0:50:24 > 0:50:25Give me it.
0:50:28 > 0:50:31Bob, walk away. Just turn your back, leave the room.
0:50:35 > 0:50:38Nobody'll know the truth.
0:50:38 > 0:50:41That's how it works, right, Mr Quinn?
0:50:41 > 0:50:44Patrick, give me the inhaler.
0:50:44 > 0:50:47Whatever this is, it's not worth going back inside.
0:50:49 > 0:50:52Come on, man. Think about what you've got to lose.
0:50:53 > 0:50:57You've got your job, you've got the family, you've got Angel.
0:50:57 > 0:51:00Think about what this would do to her, to all of us.
0:51:01 > 0:51:04You'd spend the rest of your life locked up.
0:51:04 > 0:51:07- This isn't who you are. - You've got no idea who I am.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21You all right?
0:51:25 > 0:51:27You should get back to my gran's.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29I'll take you over the road.
0:51:40 > 0:51:42I can manage from here.
0:51:42 > 0:51:43You sure, aye?
0:51:43 > 0:51:48- Thank you. You've been very kind. - Take it easy.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58Leave them by the sink. I'll wash them later.
0:51:58 > 0:52:00No, I'll get them. You've been slaving away.
0:52:20 > 0:52:22I'm going to hit the hay.
0:52:22 > 0:52:24OK. I'll be through in a minute.
0:52:24 > 0:52:26Take your time. I'll be out like a light.
0:52:39 > 0:52:40Were you...?
0:52:42 > 0:52:46Did something bad happen to you when you were in care?
0:53:07 > 0:53:09PHONE BEEPS
0:53:35 > 0:53:38- Was it Alasdair?- No.- Did he...?
0:53:49 > 0:53:51So what was tonight about?
0:53:55 > 0:54:00He turned a blind eye to stuff in his work, years ago.
0:54:00 > 0:54:02If it wasn't for people like him...
0:54:06 > 0:54:07..things might be different.
0:54:10 > 0:54:13Does anybody else know about what happened to you?
0:54:16 > 0:54:18Some of the other boys.
0:54:18 > 0:54:20Were they victims, too?
0:54:25 > 0:54:28So it wasn't just you? You should go to the police.
0:54:28 > 0:54:31- I'll come with you if you want. - I don't want anybody else to know.
0:54:31 > 0:54:33- But...- I mean it, Bob.
0:54:35 > 0:54:36Promise me you won't tell anybody.
0:54:38 > 0:54:40But you can't just let him get away with it.
0:54:40 > 0:54:43What difference is it going to make?
0:54:45 > 0:54:48It's not going to fix anything.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50He should still get done.
0:54:51 > 0:54:53The polis are all over this stuff.
0:54:53 > 0:54:57They're always talking about historical abuse cases on the news.
0:54:57 > 0:54:59- It's not historical.- What?
0:54:59 > 0:55:04You said historical. It's not historical.
0:55:04 > 0:55:06It never ends.
0:55:12 > 0:55:15Do you want me to stay with you for a while?
0:55:15 > 0:55:16Just want to be on my own.
0:55:16 > 0:55:19What should I say to Angel? She's going to want to see you.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25Just try and stall her for a bit.
0:55:27 > 0:55:31Tell her I'm trying to sleep it off or something.
0:55:33 > 0:55:34Aye.
0:55:35 > 0:55:39I'll take her to see Angus and Cassie.
0:55:39 > 0:55:44- I'll keep her away for as long as I can.- Cheers.
0:55:44 > 0:55:47Just give me a phone if you need anything.
0:56:20 > 0:56:22I warned you, get out of here now.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24This guy is a car crash waiting to happen.
0:56:24 > 0:56:26You do not want to be around for it when it does.
0:56:26 > 0:56:29My head's been bursting with it for 15 year.
0:56:29 > 0:56:32Ah. I've been away too long on that lonely country road.
0:56:32 > 0:56:34What are you doing here?!
0:56:34 > 0:56:35I want to see my son.
0:56:35 > 0:56:39- Get out of here! - Oh, sweetheart, be reasonable.
0:56:39 > 0:56:41Listen, son, maybe you should go with your mum, eh?
0:56:41 > 0:56:44- I hate you.- Got room for another act?- I'm all sorted.
0:56:44 > 0:56:46Why don't we just bring America here?