0:00:20 > 0:00:23If the Home Office get one hint that this isn't
0:00:23 > 0:00:25a real relationship, we could be looking at jail time.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27- There are so many questions. - Learn them.
0:00:27 > 0:00:29You knew your pals were fiddling with wee boys
0:00:29 > 0:00:31and you didn't tell anybody?!
0:00:31 > 0:00:33Do you have any idea what my life has been like?
0:00:33 > 0:00:35He can stay till he's better, but that's it.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38Who cares about Patrick, eh? He's a bad boy. He deserves it.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41When you were in care, did something bad happen to you?
0:00:41 > 0:00:44I've had it with people round here telling me what to think, what to do.
0:00:44 > 0:00:47- You didn't care when I was young, you don't care now. - Oh, just get out!
0:01:39 > 0:01:40KEYS JANGLE AND DOOR OPENS
0:01:47 > 0:01:50- So you keeping me here, or what?- Up you get.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57HE EXHALES
0:02:07 > 0:02:10- Everything all right? - Aye, fine.
0:02:10 > 0:02:11You've had us worried sick.
0:02:11 > 0:02:14Just check and sign.
0:02:16 > 0:02:19Let's go.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21We were worried something had happened.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24My ma's been climbing the walls. I didn't know what to say to her.
0:02:24 > 0:02:26Wait, you didn't tell her anything, did you?
0:02:26 > 0:02:28No, it's not my place to tell her.
0:02:28 > 0:02:31- Right, because I don't want anybody else to know.- I know.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37They said they found you lying unconscious on the street with drugs on you.
0:02:37 > 0:02:41- I was just letting off a bit of steam.- The copper said that they were really worried about you
0:02:41 > 0:02:45- and had to phone the doctor.- Right, well, I'm all right now, aren't I? - Aye, right you are.
0:02:45 > 0:02:48Look, what are you trying to dae to yourself, man?
0:02:53 > 0:02:57- Do you know where this is? - Well, aye, but...
0:02:57 > 0:03:01- Can you take me there?- What for? - Oh, forget it. I'll go myself.
0:03:01 > 0:03:04HE EXHALES
0:03:08 > 0:03:09What did you get me for Christmas?
0:03:09 > 0:03:13Socks. Does it have to be socks?
0:03:13 > 0:03:15- It's easier to remember. - But it is so not me.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17I mean, when would I ever buy anybody socks?
0:03:17 > 0:03:18Right, so what do you want it to be?
0:03:18 > 0:03:22I'd buy you aftershave, maybe something classy.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25A moisturiser with added vitamins
0:03:25 > 0:03:29and, I don't know, maybe kelp.
0:03:29 > 0:03:32- Kelp?- Yeah, it's a seaweed.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Seaweed to put on your face?
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Forget it.
0:03:39 > 0:03:41Do you have a classy aftershave?
0:03:42 > 0:03:47- What does that matter? - Everything matters, every detail.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Well, if you mean the stuff that they keep locked up
0:03:49 > 0:03:52in glass cabinets, no, I'm always too scared to ask for it.
0:03:54 > 0:03:59We have less than eight hours before we have to go and get interrogated.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02Cassie, it's only the Home Office, it's not MI5.
0:04:02 > 0:04:04Oh, my God, you so don't get this.
0:04:04 > 0:04:06One tiny slip up could kill me, do you understand?
0:04:06 > 0:04:07I could be sent home.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Do you not think that's a bit of an over-reaction?
0:04:09 > 0:04:12And you could go to court, maybe even have a jail sentence.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14Maybe they'll send me to Guantanamo Bay, eh?
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Please, listen carefully.
0:04:17 > 0:04:22I need you to go have a good look around
0:04:22 > 0:04:24for a serious head,
0:04:24 > 0:04:29and then I need you to put it on right away.
0:04:31 > 0:04:33You really don't make it easy
0:04:33 > 0:04:35for people to like you, do you know that?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41SNORING
0:04:48 > 0:04:51It was only supposed to be a couple of nights, not a couple of weeks.
0:04:51 > 0:04:53Well, you couldn't have him sleeping in that car.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56But he's treating this place like a doss house.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58I'm already fed up cleaning behind him.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00It's like having another teenager.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02SNORING
0:05:02 > 0:05:04Well, Drew seems to like it, though.
0:05:04 > 0:05:08He's all starry-eyed with his rock star trick. Smarmy git.
0:05:08 > 0:05:11If he's like Elvis, it's the one that works down the chip shop.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Oh, it's good for Drew, having his dad about, though, isn't it?
0:05:16 > 0:05:19Oh, aye, he's such a fantastic role model.
0:05:21 > 0:05:24Right, you!
0:05:24 > 0:05:25- What?- Up!
0:05:25 > 0:05:29Ah, morning, darling. Milk and three sugars, eh?
0:05:29 > 0:05:32And would you like the full breakfast or the continental?
0:05:34 > 0:05:36Oh.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40Ambushed. What have I done?
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Nothing - literally nothing.
0:05:43 > 0:05:45Except lie about here like a stuffed panda.
0:05:45 > 0:05:47- I thought you were looking for a flat.- I am. It's just...
0:05:47 > 0:05:50Well, truth is, I'm a bit short on the readies front.
0:05:50 > 0:05:53- And that's my problem how?- It's not easy getting around
0:05:53 > 0:05:56- without cash for petrol. - Tell you what, take my bank card
0:05:56 > 0:05:59and you can go rent one of those stretch limos.
0:05:59 > 0:06:03- I'm serious, I'm skint. - So am I! And I don't care.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05Get yourself a move on and find somewhere else,
0:06:05 > 0:06:07before you end up on a park bench.
0:06:09 > 0:06:12So it's the day of reckoning, then.
0:06:12 > 0:06:14How do you mean?
0:06:14 > 0:06:17For your boyfriend Walter Mitty.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20You told me his medical results were supposed to be in today.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22I've marked it on my calendar.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24You mean you've been keeping tabs on him?
0:06:24 > 0:06:27A clean bill of health and he's out that door.
0:06:28 > 0:06:32Oh, and you just can't wait for that, can you?
0:06:32 > 0:06:35I think I've been more than fair letting him stay this long.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38You know, anyone would think you were enjoying yourself.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41The man is still recuperating.
0:06:41 > 0:06:45If we throw him out on the street again it could cause another attack.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48I'm just letting you know,
0:06:48 > 0:06:51so you can pass the good news on to your pal.
0:06:51 > 0:06:54Oh, I see.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57Well, I am afraid I won't be responsible for
0:06:57 > 0:06:59your lack of compassion, Molly.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02You can do your own dirty work.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17Are you going to tell me why we're here?
0:07:21 > 0:07:24Look, mate, I cannae just sit here all day.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26Look, it's fine. Like I said, I can do it myself.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29If you'd just talk to me! I don't even know what I'm doing here.
0:07:31 > 0:07:34Is this got something to do with what happened to you?
0:07:37 > 0:07:39Does the guy stay here, is that it?
0:07:39 > 0:07:41That's what I'm trying to find out.
0:07:41 > 0:07:43And then what?
0:07:44 > 0:07:47- Patrick? - I don't know, all right?
0:07:47 > 0:07:50What if we see him, what you going to do?
0:07:50 > 0:07:53- Just leave it...- And let you get yourself in even more bother?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Gonnae stop acting like my social worker?
0:07:55 > 0:07:57How did you find out where he stayed?
0:07:59 > 0:08:00I went back to the care home.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05So that's where you broke into?
0:08:05 > 0:08:09I needed to see Anderson again.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:08:26 > 0:08:28Is that him?
0:08:28 > 0:08:30Is it him?
0:08:30 > 0:08:32HEAVY BREATHING CONTINUES
0:08:32 > 0:08:36- Patrick, are you all right? - Drive.- Patrick, are you...?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Go now!
0:08:43 > 0:08:46Well, your test results show that you're making a good recovery,
0:08:46 > 0:08:50and your blood pressure's down, so keep up the good work.
0:08:50 > 0:08:52Well, that's something, at least.
0:08:54 > 0:08:58It's what we experts call good news.
0:08:58 > 0:08:59And it is, thank you.
0:09:02 > 0:09:03Anything else?
0:09:05 > 0:09:09Oh, I think my present needs go beyond the medical.
0:09:09 > 0:09:12I suppose this is to do with the rumours I've been hearing about.
0:09:12 > 0:09:16Who needs a grapevine when you've got Molly as a cleaner?
0:09:17 > 0:09:20Never takes long for the tongues to start wagging.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25I know what it's like to be a target of their tiny minds.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27But they'll soon get bored with you.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29Marriage problems are...
0:09:29 > 0:09:33If you'll excuse me, just a bit of fleeting gossip. Me?
0:09:34 > 0:09:37Despite my innocence, I'm still the local monster.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41Lock up your children.
0:09:42 > 0:09:46There are people you can speak to.
0:09:46 > 0:09:50Thank you, but there's nothing can be said that can change anything.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Well, choosing isolation won't help.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56It chose me a long time ago.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09I've got some studio work lined up in a couple of weeks.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11What, you mean recording?
0:10:11 > 0:10:14Aye, nothing fancy. Just backing singing, but it's worth a few quid.
0:10:14 > 0:10:17If I can rustle up the funds to actually get there.
0:10:20 > 0:10:21Still, cool nonetheless.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24Aye, but you've got to have money to make money.
0:10:25 > 0:10:28Still I'll figure something out.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33Hang on!
0:10:33 > 0:10:34Prepare for death.
0:10:34 > 0:10:38Oh, damn!
0:10:38 > 0:10:40- You are good. - You're slow.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44Hey, on the tour bus nobody could touch me.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- You were on tour? - Aye, all over Europe.
0:10:46 > 0:10:49I'll tell you about it sometime. I've got some photos somewhere.
0:10:49 > 0:10:52Great days, made me feel like a star.
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Ach, well, I'd better go
0:10:55 > 0:10:58before your mother's hit man tracks me down.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Da, wait a minute.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11- What's this?- It's just some money I had stashed. It'll help you a bit.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- Oh, I wouldn't want to be tapping into your savings.- It's fine.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17Jenny gave me it for a new game, but it's not released yet.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20You can pay me back when you're done with the studio.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22If you're sure.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26You're a star!
0:11:33 > 0:11:35You all right now?
0:11:36 > 0:11:38Patrick?
0:11:39 > 0:11:42I'm fine.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45I don't know what happened, there.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47It's all right.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50It was just...
0:11:51 > 0:11:55Seeing him again after all this time.
0:11:56 > 0:11:57It's only natural.
0:12:00 > 0:12:03I thought I could confront him about what he did to me.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08Make him admit it to my face.
0:12:12 > 0:12:17- And then what?- I don't know, I didn't get that far.
0:12:17 > 0:12:22I mean, what's wrong with me? Why can I not face him?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24It's just the shock of seeing him again.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27How can I still be scared of him after all this time? It was like...
0:12:29 > 0:12:31..I was a kid again.
0:12:32 > 0:12:36You can't handle something like this on your own, mate.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38You need help, folk around you.
0:12:38 > 0:12:40I told you, I don't want anybody else to know.
0:12:40 > 0:12:42- But folk are on your side. - It's just you that knows,
0:12:42 > 0:12:44and I want it to stay that way.
0:12:45 > 0:12:49What about my ma? She's worried sick about you.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51I think you should tell her the truth.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54She's guilty enough about putting me in that home in the first place.
0:12:54 > 0:12:56But she knows something's going on.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58I think she would want to be involved.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01If this gets out, everything changes for me, right?
0:13:03 > 0:13:07The way people think of me, the way people see me.
0:13:09 > 0:13:11Like I'm...
0:13:12 > 0:13:14..infected or something.
0:13:14 > 0:13:16- You've got nothing to be ashamed of. - Have I no?
0:13:16 > 0:13:18None of this is your fault.
0:13:19 > 0:13:22I knew it was wrong.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28I let it happen.
0:13:28 > 0:13:32- There's nothing you could have done. - This stays between you and me.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36I cannae have folk round here knowing.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Fine, whatever.
0:13:54 > 0:13:59It's rather ironic, don't you think, you working in a charity shop.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03What you on about now?!
0:14:03 > 0:14:06Given the way you're treating a sick man.
0:14:06 > 0:14:09Hardly what one would call charitable.
0:14:09 > 0:14:14Sick man! There's probably been nothing wrong with him all along.
0:14:14 > 0:14:18- DOOR SLAMS - What's he after now?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20I asked him to come and give us an update.
0:14:20 > 0:14:22So how did it go?
0:14:22 > 0:14:24Not the best of news, I'm afraid.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25Oh, dear.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28Did they say what was wrong?
0:14:28 > 0:14:33A lot of complicated words, but the upshot is a dicky heart.
0:14:33 > 0:14:35I'm to avoid stresses and strains.
0:14:35 > 0:14:39- Why don't you sit down? - They gave you pills, I suppose?
0:14:39 > 0:14:43- Yes, she gave me a prescription. - What did she put you on?
0:14:43 > 0:14:48It's usually Cortadol they give you for that sort of thing.
0:14:48 > 0:14:52Cortadol, that's the one. I haven't had time to get to the chemist yet.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Don't you think that's a wee bit strange,
0:14:55 > 0:14:59given that I take Cortadol for my arthritis?
0:15:00 > 0:15:03- Well, I'm not exactly sure of... - You're lying.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05No, I think maybe...
0:15:05 > 0:15:08You're lying. Like you always do.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11There's nothing wrong with you, is there?
0:15:11 > 0:15:13Is there?!
0:15:17 > 0:15:20I want you out of my flat now.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25I'm sorry, Liz.
0:15:31 > 0:15:33Oh... I'm glad you're safe,
0:15:33 > 0:15:35I really thought something bad had happened to you.
0:15:35 > 0:15:38- Well, I'm all right now. - I'm glad to hear it.
0:15:38 > 0:15:43It's just...they telt me you'd...broke in somewhere.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46Aye, I had...
0:15:46 > 0:15:48I just had nowhere to kip.
0:15:48 > 0:15:50So I was...
0:15:50 > 0:15:53just looking for somewhere to put my heid down.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55You broke in somewhere just for that?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57Er, aye.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00Patrick, I know when you're lying to me.
0:16:00 > 0:16:02- I'm no'.- Was it somebody's house?
0:16:02 > 0:16:03- No...- Did you rob somebody?
0:16:03 > 0:16:04It wasn't like that.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Look, I just... I had to sort things out, all right?
0:16:07 > 0:16:10That's how you sort things out, you rob somebody?
0:16:10 > 0:16:11He never robbed anybody.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Why you always have to think the worst of me?
0:16:13 > 0:16:16You really need to ask, after everything you've put me through?
0:16:16 > 0:16:18Aye, it's funny how bad I turned out,
0:16:18 > 0:16:20considering I had such a happy childhood(!)
0:16:20 > 0:16:23- Aw, now we're getting to it. - You're the one accusing me of being a liar.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25Runnin' aff, getting arrested and all that -
0:16:25 > 0:16:26you're just getting back at me!
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Why is it always about you?!
0:16:28 > 0:16:30After everything we've done for you, Patrick.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33We took you in, gave you a family, we got you back on your feet,
0:16:33 > 0:16:35and still you lash out at us like this?
0:16:35 > 0:16:37I've had it.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- What do you mean? - I'm sick to death of it, Patrick.
0:16:39 > 0:16:44Away and sort yersel' out and don't come back until you do.
0:16:44 > 0:16:47- What, so you're throwing me out? - That's exactly what I'm saying.
0:16:47 > 0:16:49- Ma...- No, no, Bob, it's fine.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Do you want to know where I went? Do you want to know where I broke into?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- Patrick, come on, man... - I went back to the care home.
0:16:58 > 0:17:01He went back to the care home? Why did he do that?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03- He'll have to tell you, Ma.- Bubba!
0:17:06 > 0:17:08Patrick...! Wait.
0:17:08 > 0:17:10- She didnae mean what she said. - She meant what she said.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13She's just wound up. Talk to her when she's calmed down a bit.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15I don't even know why I bothered coming back here.
0:17:15 > 0:17:18- You don't mean that. - There's nothing here for me.
0:17:18 > 0:17:21Look. If she knew the truth, it'd be different, she'd want to help.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22You reckon?
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I'm broken, mate, there's something no' right up there.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Maybe I've always been like that.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32Maybe that's why she got rid of me, I don't know.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34I'm not going to stand by and watch you chuck your life away.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I'm not going to do anything stupid, all right?
0:17:36 > 0:17:38So what ARE you going to do?
0:17:41 > 0:17:42I'm going to go. Right?
0:17:42 > 0:17:45I need to speak to Angel. She doesn't even know I'm here.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48- And then you'll come back to mine? - Aye!
0:17:55 > 0:17:57VIDEO GAME NOISES
0:17:57 > 0:17:59- CAITLIN:- Where's Pete?
0:17:59 > 0:18:01He's out.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04He's maybe away hunting for a flat.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07You don't think I was a bit harsh earlier on?
0:18:07 > 0:18:09You, harsh(?) It's no' in your nature.
0:18:09 > 0:18:12I was thinking about what you said.
0:18:12 > 0:18:13Since Pete got back,
0:18:13 > 0:18:16it's like he's really trying. Especially with Drew.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18Aye.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20Well, in some ways...
0:18:22 > 0:18:24Drew, I'm sorry.
0:18:24 > 0:18:26What is it, what's happened?
0:18:26 > 0:18:28He gave Pete some money.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30He what?!
0:18:30 > 0:18:32I knew there was something up. Is this true?
0:18:32 > 0:18:34It's my money, I can dae what I want.
0:18:34 > 0:18:36How much?
0:18:36 > 0:18:3850 quid.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41- He took 50 quid off you? - It was my decision!
0:18:41 > 0:18:44And it never dawned on you that you were just being stupid?
0:18:44 > 0:18:46He's got a singing job coming up.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48A singing job?
0:18:48 > 0:18:50Right(!) I've no' heard that one in a while.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10All right?
0:19:10 > 0:19:11Hey.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17- You OK?- I'm fine.
0:19:20 > 0:19:22Sorry, I should have texted.
0:19:24 > 0:19:25You've been gone two weeks.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30What do you want, Patrick?
0:19:30 > 0:19:31Er, I...
0:19:33 > 0:19:34..came to pick up my wages.
0:19:37 > 0:19:38Wages...
0:19:40 > 0:19:42I didn't...
0:19:42 > 0:19:43get them before I left.
0:19:45 > 0:19:48And that's...it? That's why you're here?
0:19:48 > 0:19:50I really need the money.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55Right.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56- Right. Your money. - NOTES RUSTLE
0:19:56 > 0:19:58Here, take it.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09- There you are. When was the last time you had something to eat?- Whit?
0:20:09 > 0:20:11Eat. Scran.
0:20:11 > 0:20:12I'm no' hungry.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Well, I am, so you can watch me. Come on.
0:20:29 > 0:20:31Hound Dog.
0:20:31 > 0:20:32Sorry?
0:20:32 > 0:20:34How d'you rate its chances?
0:20:34 > 0:20:36Oh, I see. No, don't know the first thing about horses.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38What a name, though, eh?
0:20:38 > 0:20:40It's almost like fate. Don't you think?
0:20:40 > 0:20:44That's not very scientific, is it? Aren't you supposed to study form and stuff like that?
0:20:44 > 0:20:46If I've learned anything in this life,
0:20:46 > 0:20:48it's that horses are like women.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50You can love them -
0:20:50 > 0:20:52but you can't predict what they're going to do next.
0:20:53 > 0:20:55You know... sometimes I think
0:20:55 > 0:20:58you've time-travelled in from the Middle Ages.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01- What?- You can't talk about women like that.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03- Like what? - Comparing them to horses.
0:21:03 > 0:21:06Oh. So you can predict the ladies now then, eh?
0:21:06 > 0:21:07Hardly.
0:21:07 > 0:21:09How's the single life going, buddy?
0:21:09 > 0:21:12I think you'll find that's my business.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19Oh... Here he is. Busy flat-hunting(!)
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Hey - Human Rights Act.
0:21:21 > 0:21:23I'm entitled to a coffee break.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25When you're no' stealing food from the mouths of weans.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28- Or the money for their savings. - He knows he'll get it back.
0:21:28 > 0:21:30And there was me thinking, "Aw, in't that lovely?
0:21:30 > 0:21:33"Watching them together, like a father and a son."
0:21:33 > 0:21:35And all the time you're working him from the back!
0:21:35 > 0:21:37He gave it to me. It was his decision.
0:21:37 > 0:21:40I know how you work with your smarmy ways, remember?
0:21:40 > 0:21:43- He'll get it back. - Right now. Give it here.
0:21:44 > 0:21:46I don't have it.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47What you done with it?
0:21:47 > 0:21:49Stuck it in the bookies' pocket, I suppose?
0:21:49 > 0:21:51I told you. I needed it for petrol.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53I knew as soon as I saw you something like this would happen.
0:21:53 > 0:21:55Well, there's your stuff.
0:21:55 > 0:21:58You can take your chances on the street from now on.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06I think maybe you could teach me a thing or two.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07Me?
0:22:07 > 0:22:09You seem to have handled your situation better than I have.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Oh... Wouldn't say that.
0:22:11 > 0:22:12At least you've got a place.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15Me, I'm...officially homeless.
0:22:16 > 0:22:19I don't suppose you know anyone that's got a spare room...
0:22:19 > 0:22:20No. Sorry.
0:22:27 > 0:22:29What's my favourite food?
0:22:32 > 0:22:36Chinese. Especially prawns.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38My mother's name.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Andrina.
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Andrea. It's Andrea.
0:22:46 > 0:22:47My first pet.
0:22:47 > 0:22:52And can you TRY answering with some enthusiasm?
0:22:52 > 0:22:54You're supposed to be a newlywed,
0:22:54 > 0:22:56filled with the joys of married bliss.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58Right... I'm sorry, but can you stop doing that?
0:22:58 > 0:23:00What?
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Picking away at me like I've got fleas.
0:23:02 > 0:23:05Well, it wouldn't surprise me, with your grooming regime.
0:23:05 > 0:23:07Aw, I'm sorry I don't have a "grooming regime".
0:23:07 > 0:23:09I'm sorry that I'm no' full of "married bliss",
0:23:09 > 0:23:12I'm no' your perfect man, I'm just me.
0:23:13 > 0:23:16Right...
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Well, that was honest.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19I cannae be what you make me.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21I've got to try and be myself, otherwise they'll just
0:23:21 > 0:23:25- see straight through it. - You're nervous. Oh...!
0:23:25 > 0:23:28Just stick to the plan and learn all the answers to all the questions on the list I gave you.
0:23:28 > 0:23:31- You just don't get it, do you?- What?
0:23:31 > 0:23:32It's OK to be nervous. I'm nervous -
0:23:32 > 0:23:35especially with you falling to pieces like this.
0:23:35 > 0:23:37See, there you go again. Putting me down -
0:23:37 > 0:23:40no matter what I do, it's never good enough, is it?
0:23:40 > 0:23:42What do you want, an award for effort(?)
0:23:42 > 0:23:45That's...
0:23:45 > 0:23:46HE SIGHS
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Your first pet was a dog called Toto -
0:23:49 > 0:23:51and I don't blame him for running away.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58There you go.
0:23:58 > 0:24:02I was...sorry to hear about Stella leaving.
0:24:02 > 0:24:05Aye. No' sorry enough, but.
0:24:05 > 0:24:09You don't need to be like that. I know how much having a wee ready-made family meant to you.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Ellie... Can we no' dae this the now, eh?
0:24:11 > 0:24:13Whatever. Just being polite.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Eat.
0:24:21 > 0:24:22Look, think about it.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25Going round there, getting in the guy's face -
0:24:25 > 0:24:27what's that going to achieve, eh?
0:24:27 > 0:24:29I just thought if I could get him to admit it, then...
0:24:30 > 0:24:31..all this would go away.
0:24:31 > 0:24:35And what? He's just going to apologise?
0:24:35 > 0:24:37Look, I can't...sleep.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39I can't stop thinking,
0:24:39 > 0:24:40remembering.
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Memories on a loop...
0:24:48 > 0:24:50I can still feel all of it.
0:24:54 > 0:24:57The only way it gets better is when...I'm out my face.
0:24:58 > 0:25:01And what happens when that stops working, eh?
0:25:01 > 0:25:05When you get used to the drink, and the drugs,
0:25:05 > 0:25:07and then you end up having to take too much?
0:25:07 > 0:25:09I know what I'm doing.
0:25:09 > 0:25:10You were unconscious, mate.
0:25:10 > 0:25:14- Even the coppers were worried about you. They had you on a watch. - I was fine.
0:25:14 > 0:25:16They didnae think so.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18That's why you need to talk to somebody
0:25:18 > 0:25:20before this really gets out of hand.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23Are you all right?
0:25:23 > 0:25:24- HE BREATHES FITFULLY - Patrick!
0:25:24 > 0:25:26HE GASPS
0:25:32 > 0:25:34You cannae go on like this, mate.
0:25:36 > 0:25:37I'll be all right.
0:25:40 > 0:25:42You need to go and see a doctor or something.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43I'll be fine.
0:25:45 > 0:25:49It's just...talking about all of that.
0:25:51 > 0:25:53Look...
0:25:53 > 0:25:56Why don't you come to mine? Get a shower and a proper kip.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59I told you...
0:25:59 > 0:26:00I cannae sleep.
0:26:02 > 0:26:03Whatever.
0:26:03 > 0:26:06I'm no' leaving you like this. Come on.
0:26:12 > 0:26:13There you are.
0:26:15 > 0:26:17Oh, dear,
0:26:17 > 0:26:19So tell me -
0:26:19 > 0:26:21when exactly is the world going to come to an end?
0:26:21 > 0:26:24- I'm not in the mood, Cass. - SHE SNIFFS
0:26:24 > 0:26:25Ohh...
0:26:25 > 0:26:27Oh, that bad, huh?
0:26:27 > 0:26:30The gym said you were having a time-out.
0:26:30 > 0:26:31What happened?
0:26:31 > 0:26:33Patrick came back.
0:26:33 > 0:26:35And...?
0:26:35 > 0:26:38Nothing.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41He just asked for his wages.
0:26:42 > 0:26:45I hate to part with money myself, but...
0:26:45 > 0:26:48- I don't usually end up like this. - It's not funny.
0:26:48 > 0:26:51I can see that, I apologise.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52I just...
0:26:54 > 0:26:55I thought we'd stand a chance
0:26:55 > 0:26:58if he could just pull himself together.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00All I can say is good riddance.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03He's done nothing but cause you pain - who needs that?
0:27:03 > 0:27:07There's something going on with him, I just... I can't reach him.
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Tell me about it.
0:27:09 > 0:27:10I'm having trouble with Angus too -
0:27:10 > 0:27:14- suddenly he's like this rebel without a cause.- Really.
0:27:14 > 0:27:16Is he normally prone to teenage tantrums?
0:27:16 > 0:27:17He like, just walked out on me.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20I don't think this is really on the same scale, Cass.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22Point taken,
0:27:22 > 0:27:24I'm being selfish again, I'm sorry.
0:27:24 > 0:27:25As you were saying.
0:27:26 > 0:27:29I just don't want him to do anything stupid.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31I thought you were over him. Who cares?
0:27:31 > 0:27:34I don't want to see him getting hurt.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37Do you usually end all your relationships like this?
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Aww...!
0:27:40 > 0:27:42Give it time.
0:27:42 > 0:27:45Patrick will come around if he knows what's good for him.
0:27:45 > 0:27:49Not that you're...wrapped up in him or anything.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51ANGEL SIGHS
0:27:51 > 0:27:52Ohh...
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Shouldn't you be at work?
0:28:00 > 0:28:02Things are quiet the now.
0:28:03 > 0:28:05Who you texting?
0:28:07 > 0:28:08Er, Angel.
0:28:22 > 0:28:24Thought you were working.
0:28:25 > 0:28:28Er, couldn't face any more - Serge can handle it.
0:28:28 > 0:28:30Let me know if I'm interrupting.
0:28:30 > 0:28:31What's to interrupt?
0:28:31 > 0:28:35Your blues. Some guys like to be alone with them.
0:28:35 > 0:28:38- Feeling sorry for themselves, you mean?- And are you?
0:28:38 > 0:28:39Feeling sorry for yourself?
0:28:40 > 0:28:42What's it to you?
0:28:42 > 0:28:46There's a chance that I've been there. Many, many times, bro.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50Voice of experience, is it?
0:28:50 > 0:28:52I know this much. It hurts like hell.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54And it's not going to get any better.
0:28:54 > 0:28:56Not for a long time.
0:28:56 > 0:28:57Maybe never.
0:28:57 > 0:28:59Thanks, mate, that's really cheered me up.
0:28:59 > 0:29:03Might as well be realistic about it.
0:29:03 > 0:29:06- You! A realist? - I know, unbelievable, right?
0:29:06 > 0:29:09I just thought it might help to know that
0:29:09 > 0:29:12what you're feeling isn't unique.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14I'll leave you to it.
0:29:16 > 0:29:19It's OK. I don't mind if you join me.
0:29:21 > 0:29:25Well... You can't drown your sorrows with a half pint.
0:29:25 > 0:29:27What you having?
0:29:30 > 0:29:34Found this. It's a helpline. Look, there's a phone number.
0:29:34 > 0:29:35No, I couldn't talk to them.
0:29:37 > 0:29:40Mate, look, they could talk you through everything.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43I said no.
0:29:43 > 0:29:45They're dealing with folk like you every day.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50What you doing? Right, I said no!
0:29:52 > 0:29:55I cannae do it, all right?
0:29:55 > 0:29:58- It's all right.- I cannae have anybody else finding out.
0:29:59 > 0:30:02It's all right, mate, I'm sorry.
0:30:02 > 0:30:05I know you're trying to help me, but...
0:30:07 > 0:30:10I'm going to go and put my head down for a wee bit, do you mind?
0:30:10 > 0:30:12No bother. On you go.
0:30:33 > 0:30:34Er, a bottle of beer, mate.
0:30:34 > 0:30:38- Have you not got this Home Office thing this afternoon?- I do, aye.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40Will you not need a clear head for the questions?
0:30:40 > 0:30:41I'll be fine by then.
0:30:43 > 0:30:46- Ya beauty!- Hound Dog?
0:30:46 > 0:30:47THEY LAUGH
0:30:47 > 0:30:49Elvis is looking after me!
0:30:49 > 0:30:52- What's the occasion?- Freedom!
0:30:52 > 0:30:54- Freedom from what?- Women.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56And his horse just came in 8-1.
0:30:56 > 0:30:58- Nice one.- Come and join us.
0:30:58 > 0:31:01Er, no, you're all right, I'm just in for a quickie.
0:31:01 > 0:31:03- There's no speed limit round here. - Come on, sit.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05- What you having? - You're all right, pal.
0:31:05 > 0:31:07Come on, I insist,
0:31:07 > 0:31:10and you can teach us the finer points of being young and free.
0:31:10 > 0:31:13Although, technically, he's married.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15Oh-ho!
0:31:16 > 0:31:17A pint, then.
0:31:33 > 0:31:36Patrick, I wonder if I might just have a moment of your time?
0:32:06 > 0:32:07Patrick!
0:32:09 > 0:32:11Patrick! You need to see this.
0:32:13 > 0:32:14Patrick!
0:32:28 > 0:32:31I've had to shut up the shop.
0:32:31 > 0:32:32What's the matter?
0:32:32 > 0:32:34I don't know, Jimmy.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37- I've got a terrible feeling. - About what?
0:32:37 > 0:32:40What's that?
0:32:40 > 0:32:42It's a letter from Patrick
0:32:42 > 0:32:46he sent me from the home, you know, when he was 12.
0:32:46 > 0:32:47You shouldn't be looking at that.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50What's brought this on?
0:32:51 > 0:32:53He went back there, Jimmy.
0:32:54 > 0:32:57- To the care home? What for? - That's what I'm saying.
0:32:57 > 0:33:00Why would he do that after all this time?
0:33:00 > 0:33:04He's maybe just got himself in a state or something, I don't know.
0:33:04 > 0:33:05Or maybe we don't know the whole story.
0:33:05 > 0:33:08- About what?- What if something bad happened to him when he was there,
0:33:08 > 0:33:10something terrible?
0:33:11 > 0:33:13What difference would it have made?
0:33:13 > 0:33:16- There was nothing you could do. - It makes all the difference, Jimmy!
0:33:16 > 0:33:19When I finally read this letter,
0:33:19 > 0:33:23I thought it was just some wee guy missing his mammy.
0:33:27 > 0:33:29What if it was a cry for help?
0:33:30 > 0:33:35Right, this one, this one. What's her favourite animal?
0:33:35 > 0:33:37Annie likes tigers.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39Raptor. When she looks in the mirror.
0:33:39 > 0:33:43You're actually doing this for real? You're actually being interviewed?
0:33:43 > 0:33:46- Later on the day, aye.- And you're sitting here sinking pints?
0:33:46 > 0:33:49Aye, show her who's boss, that's the game.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51It's not like that. I just needed some time to myself.
0:33:51 > 0:33:54I once went in search for myself.
0:33:54 > 0:33:56There I was,
0:33:56 > 0:33:57in the bookies!
0:33:58 > 0:34:01I still want her to pass the interview, though.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03She's actually...all right.
0:34:03 > 0:34:05Special, eh?
0:34:05 > 0:34:10- I never said that.- Ah, not as young and free as we thought.
0:34:10 > 0:34:13- Smitten.- Ah! - Hey, I'm still here, aren't I?
0:34:21 > 0:34:22Who's that?
0:34:22 > 0:34:23It's all right.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29- Right, out, now! - What're you doing here?
0:34:29 > 0:34:31Stopping you from doing something stupid.
0:34:31 > 0:34:34- Come on, man, I know he's a dealer! - You keep it down. You get out!
0:34:34 > 0:34:37- You've not gave me my gear yet. - No, he doesn't want it.
0:34:37 > 0:34:40- Just give him his cash back and we'll be on our way.- Get out!
0:34:40 > 0:34:41Get out!
0:34:41 > 0:34:43You cannae go on like this, Patrick.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48- What's your problem? - You don't need that.
0:34:48 > 0:34:51You've got no idea what I need. That would have got me through today.
0:34:51 > 0:34:54- And what about tomorrow? And the next day?- I don't care.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56You've got no idea what it's like for me.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58I'll get it from somebody else.
0:34:58 > 0:35:00Look, Anderson's still working with weans.
0:35:02 > 0:35:03What did you say?
0:35:05 > 0:35:07He's working with homeless weans.
0:35:10 > 0:35:11How...?
0:35:11 > 0:35:14I found it on the internet.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17He's working with weans the same age as what you were.
0:35:22 > 0:35:24This is...
0:35:24 > 0:35:26You need to stop him, mate.
0:35:28 > 0:35:29I cannae.
0:35:30 > 0:35:31You know I cannae.
0:35:31 > 0:35:33We need to find a way.
0:35:34 > 0:35:36This...is too much.
0:35:37 > 0:35:41Look, we'll do it together. Find help.
0:35:41 > 0:35:44Look at what this is doing to you.
0:35:44 > 0:35:46You came back for your family.
0:35:46 > 0:35:48And now you're going to throw all that away. For what?
0:35:48 > 0:35:51Some worthless filth like him?
0:35:51 > 0:35:53You were on your way back to us, Patrick.
0:35:54 > 0:35:56Don't let him stop you.
0:35:59 > 0:36:02I've got one, I've got one! What dress size is she?
0:36:02 > 0:36:05- Annie's an 8. - Ha! She told you that?
0:36:05 > 0:36:09- How the hell am I supposed to know that?- I can tell at a glance.
0:36:10 > 0:36:11What about her, then?
0:36:14 > 0:36:15Size 12.
0:36:15 > 0:36:19Would you mind keeping your sexism to an acceptable level?
0:36:19 > 0:36:22Honestly, let me know when you lot discover fire.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24THEY LAUGH
0:36:24 > 0:36:25Sorry, Robbie.
0:36:27 > 0:36:28Well, this is predictable.
0:36:28 > 0:36:30Uh-oh.
0:36:30 > 0:36:32Oh, dear.
0:36:32 > 0:36:35You'll excuse me if I don't enter into your tedious sitcom.
0:36:35 > 0:36:37Hey, we're putting him through his paces for you.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41Sorry, I forgot to text you.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Are you drinking?
0:36:48 > 0:36:50Mm... Nope.
0:36:50 > 0:36:51That one's not on the list.
0:36:55 > 0:36:59Right. I'm just going to stand over there, OK?
0:37:09 > 0:37:12What is this, your big bid for freedom?
0:37:12 > 0:37:16I'm just unwinding, being myself.
0:37:16 > 0:37:19You'll have plenty of time once I'm gone.
0:37:19 > 0:37:20Where are you going?
0:37:22 > 0:37:25You mess this up for me, I'm out of the country within a week.
0:37:28 > 0:37:31- I didn't think it would be that quick.- Angus!
0:37:32 > 0:37:34This is real.
0:37:34 > 0:37:35I'll be back in New York within a week
0:37:35 > 0:37:38where I'll have to wait to appeal six months.
0:37:40 > 0:37:43And then maybe I'll never get back here, so...
0:37:44 > 0:37:46..we'll maybe never see each other again.
0:37:46 > 0:37:48SHE GULPS
0:37:48 > 0:37:52Anyway, um, if I've been overbearing, I'm sorry,
0:37:52 > 0:37:57it's only because I really wanted this to work. So...
0:38:01 > 0:38:02- HE SIGHS - Hang on.
0:38:07 > 0:38:09Right. Let's go.
0:38:16 > 0:38:20Right. Where to now, my friend?
0:38:20 > 0:38:22- I'm heading home. - Great idea.
0:38:22 > 0:38:25We'll get a carry-out, some cans, some food.
0:38:25 > 0:38:29My treat, all on Hound Dog. Come on.
0:38:29 > 0:38:33Onwards, to freedom.
0:38:35 > 0:38:36So, what now?
0:38:39 > 0:38:41I don't know.
0:38:45 > 0:38:46I don't know what to do.
0:38:49 > 0:38:52There's other ways, proper ways...
0:38:53 > 0:38:55You could phone that place.
0:38:58 > 0:39:01- They'd be on your side. - Aye, to my face.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04But I'd know what they're thinking.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06Nobody would ever blame you.
0:39:06 > 0:39:08I do.
0:39:12 > 0:39:13I blame me.
0:39:17 > 0:39:23I cannae...tell a complete stranger.
0:39:25 > 0:39:27It's just humiliating.
0:39:28 > 0:39:31But this isn't just about you any more, mate.
0:39:36 > 0:39:38Where are you going?
0:39:39 > 0:39:41I just need a bit of time on my own.
0:39:41 > 0:39:46Don't worry, I'm not going back for more.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48Here, take this.
0:39:54 > 0:39:56DOOR SLAMS
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Alasdair!
0:40:03 > 0:40:05Where are you going?
0:40:05 > 0:40:08I'm sorry, Liz. You heard what Molly said.
0:40:08 > 0:40:09I've booked myself a B&B.
0:40:09 > 0:40:14Still, no reason to leave like this, sneaking away.
0:40:14 > 0:40:17I thought it would be for the best. I was going to write.
0:40:17 > 0:40:19It's just not fair.
0:40:19 > 0:40:21Molly was right this morning.
0:40:21 > 0:40:24I should never have lied about my state of health
0:40:24 > 0:40:27for the sake of keeping a roof over my head.
0:40:28 > 0:40:31Staying would only cause you pain, Elizabeth,
0:40:31 > 0:40:33and I won't be responsible for that.
0:40:33 > 0:40:37But I can promise you one thing. You haven't seen the last of me.
0:40:37 > 0:40:38I'll hold you to that.
0:40:38 > 0:40:40I'll be in touch soon, I promise.
0:40:47 > 0:40:49DOOR CLOSES
0:40:50 > 0:40:51Hey-ho.
0:41:10 > 0:41:13- Dates, birthdays, wedding, parents' birthdays?- Got them all.
0:41:15 > 0:41:17My favourite children's book?
0:41:19 > 0:41:20The Cat in the Hat.
0:41:24 > 0:41:27- It's OK. - No, you're fine.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38HE SIGHS
0:41:39 > 0:41:41We're going to smash this.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43- DOOR OPENS - Mr Lindsay?
0:41:50 > 0:41:51HE SIGHS
0:42:20 > 0:42:21What do you want?
0:42:21 > 0:42:24To say thanks, really.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26What for?
0:42:26 > 0:42:28For helping me finally to see.
0:42:31 > 0:42:32I don't get you.
0:42:38 > 0:42:43Over the years, I've lost sight of it all, really.
0:42:43 > 0:42:47Oh, I had my excuses, and at the time, they seemed justified.
0:42:47 > 0:42:49But I was wrong.
0:42:53 > 0:42:54I shouldn't have done what I done.
0:42:56 > 0:42:59Maybe not. But, in a way, it woke me up.
0:43:00 > 0:43:05Got me thinking about all those kids I should have helped back then.
0:43:06 > 0:43:07So why didn't you?
0:43:08 > 0:43:11I knew there was something going on, where I worked.
0:43:13 > 0:43:16And I chose not to investigate, to put a stop to it.
0:43:16 > 0:43:19I was scared. I didn't have the courage.
0:43:23 > 0:43:26So you're just running away again?
0:43:26 > 0:43:28No!
0:43:28 > 0:43:30No, not this time.
0:43:31 > 0:43:33I'm going to contact the woman
0:43:33 > 0:43:36who's been hounding me all these years.
0:43:37 > 0:43:42I've always blamed her for everything, but it was my fault.
0:43:42 > 0:43:44So you're going to see her?
0:43:44 > 0:43:47I'm finally going to listen to her.
0:43:47 > 0:43:48I've been scared for too long.
0:43:51 > 0:43:53Sometimes all I have is running away.
0:43:55 > 0:43:57It doesn't lead anywhere.
0:43:57 > 0:44:01Except in circles back to where you started.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04And before you know it, there's a lifetime gone,
0:44:04 > 0:44:06and you're still running.
0:44:10 > 0:44:12Comes a time
0:44:12 > 0:44:19where you have to just stop, turn around and confront the thing.
0:44:19 > 0:44:23Or else you'll end up with nothing but regret.
0:44:30 > 0:44:34MUSIC: A Big Hunk O'Love by Elvis Presley
0:44:34 > 0:44:36# Hey, baby
0:44:36 > 0:44:37# I ain't askin' much of you... #
0:44:37 > 0:44:38Elvis pelvis shuffle!
0:44:38 > 0:44:41# No, no, no, no, baby. #
0:44:41 > 0:44:44Listen, learn some of these moves
0:44:44 > 0:44:46and the ladies will be flocking to your door.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48I thought we didn't need women in our lives.
0:44:49 > 0:44:52Sometimes they're required.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55If you know what I mean.
0:44:56 > 0:44:58THEY SNIGGER
0:44:59 > 0:45:01I know exactly what you mean.
0:45:03 > 0:45:04To the ladies!
0:45:04 > 0:45:06And to us.
0:45:07 > 0:45:09Two bachelor boys on the ran-dan.
0:45:09 > 0:45:14- We're going to have some great times, you and me.- Are we?- Mm!
0:45:14 > 0:45:16We need each other.
0:45:17 > 0:45:18Do we?
0:45:18 > 0:45:19Mm.
0:45:21 > 0:45:23I'll always be here for you, mate.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25Whenever you need me.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27And you'll be the same, right?
0:45:27 > 0:45:30Oh, aye, yes! I will, yes.
0:45:30 > 0:45:32Great.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35I'll go and get my stuff from the car.
0:45:39 > 0:45:41HE LAUGHS
0:45:45 > 0:45:48First proper kiss?
0:45:48 > 0:45:49Erm.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51SHE LAUGHS NERVOUSLY
0:45:51 > 0:45:55That's a bit personal. Erm, but it was on our first date.
0:45:55 > 0:46:00He walked me home, very old-fashioned, and we kissed.
0:46:01 > 0:46:03I walked her home after our first date.
0:46:04 > 0:46:08And I was nervous, like a teenager.
0:46:09 > 0:46:12But I still went for it, like.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18Second time was at a friend's party.
0:46:18 > 0:46:21I know it's going to sound very cliched but...
0:46:23 > 0:46:26..when I saw him, I just knew.
0:46:26 > 0:46:27It was at a friend's party.
0:46:29 > 0:46:31- HE GULPS - She was stunning.
0:46:33 > 0:46:36I couldn't see anyone else in the room.
0:46:37 > 0:46:42MUSIC: Are You Lonesome Tonight by Elvis
0:46:45 > 0:46:47Will I just put these in the room?
0:46:47 > 0:46:49HE SNORTS
0:46:51 > 0:46:53Aye.
0:46:53 > 0:46:56Sure, no problem.
0:47:01 > 0:47:04His favourite holiday destination would be Spain...
0:47:04 > 0:47:06SHE GULPS
0:47:06 > 0:47:09Spain, I think, um.
0:47:10 > 0:47:14We haven't had time for a holiday yet.
0:47:14 > 0:47:16Well, we haven't actually been on a holiday yet
0:47:16 > 0:47:22what with running the business. But I have always fancied New York.
0:47:22 > 0:47:24My mother's name's Andrea.
0:47:24 > 0:47:25Phew...
0:47:25 > 0:47:28Mother-in-laws, I try my best to forget!
0:47:31 > 0:47:32It's, erm...
0:47:36 > 0:47:37Can we come back to that one?
0:47:37 > 0:47:39I was born in New Jersey.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41I'm not sure she's actually said.
0:47:43 > 0:47:45New York, probably.
0:47:45 > 0:47:47I used to play hockey in high school.
0:47:48 > 0:47:51No, no, she's not really the sporty type.
0:47:57 > 0:48:00Just hear me out, please.
0:48:14 > 0:48:18I'm really sorry for how I've treated you.
0:48:20 > 0:48:22Right.
0:48:23 > 0:48:26I know I've been really hard to handle.
0:48:26 > 0:48:27Understatement!
0:48:33 > 0:48:35Look...
0:48:36 > 0:48:39I've been going through something really dark.
0:48:45 > 0:48:48I've been running my whole life.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56I've had enough running.
0:48:58 > 0:49:00Can you tell me about it?
0:49:03 > 0:49:05It's really hard to talk about. HE SOBS
0:49:07 > 0:49:09There is nothing you could say
0:49:09 > 0:49:11that would ever make me feel differently about you.
0:49:19 > 0:49:22Back when I was in the care home...
0:49:26 > 0:49:28..something happened to me.
0:49:33 > 0:49:38One of the care workers...
0:49:41 > 0:49:43..he interfered with me.
0:49:46 > 0:49:48Oh, Patrick.
0:49:51 > 0:49:55Christmas, yeah. Um, he got me a lovely dress
0:49:55 > 0:49:57that I had my eye on forever.
0:49:57 > 0:50:02And I got him an expensive aftershave...
0:50:02 > 0:50:04and socks.
0:50:06 > 0:50:10I know, cliched, but he likes them.
0:50:11 > 0:50:15I bought her a dress, cost me a fortune.
0:50:16 > 0:50:20And she got me some aftershave, I'm wearing it now.
0:50:24 > 0:50:27Oh, and socks.
0:50:27 > 0:50:28Classy socks.
0:50:35 > 0:50:38Bob? It's me. Um...
0:50:40 > 0:50:41Can you get me at Scarlett's?
0:50:43 > 0:50:44Cheers.
0:50:49 > 0:50:51DOOR OPENS
0:50:58 > 0:51:00What did she say?
0:51:01 > 0:51:06Well, she said that she sees absolutely no reason why, um...
0:51:06 > 0:51:08SHE LAUGHS ..we wouldn't be successful!
0:51:08 > 0:51:13- Oh, get in!- Oh, God, we did it! Thank you so much.
0:51:16 > 0:51:18- Can I ask you a question? - Shoot.
0:51:22 > 0:51:25How come somebody with your class has to pay for a husband?
0:51:25 > 0:51:27- SHE GIGGLES - I'd be queuing up.
0:51:28 > 0:51:31You don't know me very well, do you?
0:51:31 > 0:51:35Usually when guys really get to know me, they, you know, run.
0:51:35 > 0:51:38- When they find out how bossy you are?- I am not bossy!
0:51:38 > 0:51:40I'm...determined.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44Oh, right, is that what they call it in America?
0:51:44 > 0:51:45Anyway...
0:51:47 > 0:51:48What about you?
0:51:48 > 0:51:50Got the ladies all lining up for you?
0:51:51 > 0:51:55- Maybe I'm just too picky.- Ah, so I should be flattered you picked me?
0:51:56 > 0:51:57That was the dosh.
0:51:59 > 0:52:01It was purely financial.
0:52:13 > 0:52:16That was...nice work.
0:52:17 > 0:52:19Just for show.
0:52:19 > 0:52:21Of course, just for show.
0:52:28 > 0:52:34I was never good at... saying how I felt.
0:52:36 > 0:52:40Even when I was wee, I talked too much
0:52:40 > 0:52:42and it used to get me in trouble all the time.
0:52:42 > 0:52:43I remember.
0:52:44 > 0:52:47"Just gie us peace," that's what you'd say.
0:52:47 > 0:52:51- Patrick, I never meant to... - I know, I know. I'm not blaming.
0:52:54 > 0:52:56There's been enough of that.
0:52:57 > 0:53:03For too long...I've always needed somebody to blame.
0:53:03 > 0:53:06I'm really sorry I was never there for you, Patrick.
0:53:10 > 0:53:12I'd like to say that it's OK, but I can't.
0:53:15 > 0:53:17It was never OK what happened to me.
0:53:24 > 0:53:30I'd be lying there at night and knew what was coming.
0:53:32 > 0:53:34Because he had a routine.
0:53:34 > 0:53:35Oh, Patrick!
0:53:35 > 0:53:38No, I need to say this, right, it has to be said.
0:53:41 > 0:53:43You were never there for me.
0:53:44 > 0:53:46No-one was.
0:53:49 > 0:53:52Just the night...
0:53:52 > 0:53:53and him.
0:53:56 > 0:53:57Not even me.
0:54:00 > 0:54:02It's as if I wasn't even there,
0:54:02 > 0:54:05like I was pretending to be somewhere else
0:54:05 > 0:54:07cos that was the only way I could...
0:54:12 > 0:54:14HE EXHALES
0:54:18 > 0:54:21I kept thinking that you were going to come back for me.
0:54:23 > 0:54:26Every day was going to be the day that I saw you.
0:54:26 > 0:54:29I'd go back and get you now if I could. I wish I could go back now.
0:54:29 > 0:54:32I wanted to put it in a letter, what was happening to me,
0:54:32 > 0:54:34but I was worried that he would read it.
0:54:34 > 0:54:37I thought what I put in, it would have been enough.
0:54:37 > 0:54:40I couldn't bear to open that letter.
0:54:40 > 0:54:42Maybe if I had...
0:54:43 > 0:54:45I can't pretend with this, Scarlett.
0:54:49 > 0:54:50I don't want you to, Patrick.
0:54:50 > 0:54:53There's nothing that can be done about it now.
0:54:53 > 0:54:55HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:54:57 > 0:55:01Maybe this thing just cannae be fixed.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04I can only fix what's happening the now.
0:55:06 > 0:55:07I'm here now.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10We can fix the future.
0:55:10 > 0:55:14Whatever you want me to do, Patrick, I will be standing right beside you.
0:55:16 > 0:55:18This is your family.
0:55:26 > 0:55:30Back when I was in the care home,
0:55:30 > 0:55:32I was always running and hiding.
0:55:35 > 0:55:37And I'm still doing that.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42So are you going to phone that place?
0:55:43 > 0:55:45I need to do something.
0:55:46 > 0:55:48I cannae be running the rest of my life.
0:55:52 > 0:55:55This will need to all come out, in public, all of it.
0:55:55 > 0:55:56I don't care.
0:55:56 > 0:55:58Folk can think what they like.
0:55:58 > 0:56:00We'll fight this thing, together.
0:56:06 > 0:56:07You got that number there?
0:56:23 > 0:56:27I need to speak to somebody.
0:56:32 > 0:56:34My name's Patrick. And...
0:56:36 > 0:56:38..I was in care.
0:56:40 > 0:56:42And I was abused.
0:56:46 > 0:56:48My brother, he offered me a job. What else can I do?
0:56:48 > 0:56:49Follow your dream, man.
0:56:49 > 0:56:51Speak to her. She told me not to say anything.
0:56:51 > 0:56:54Just cos I'm pregnant, you're going to forget everything,
0:56:54 > 0:56:57you're just going to forgive me. Course not! You still hate me.
0:56:57 > 0:56:58If you love her, walk away right now.
0:56:58 > 0:57:00Brodie. He's like a feral dog.
0:57:00 > 0:57:03He doesn't think things through properly before he acts.
0:57:03 > 0:57:04Murdoch!
0:57:04 > 0:57:06- I don't trust him. - Pack your stuff. We're leaving.
0:57:06 > 0:57:07Kelly-Marie, she cannot leave.
0:57:07 > 0:57:10You know who I feel sorry for? That wean that's coming.
0:57:10 > 0:57:11Going to grow up without a da.