0:00:21 > 0:00:25I need to change, and I can't do that if we're together.
0:00:25 > 0:00:29She's a counsellor. Will, there's no shame in it.
0:00:29 > 0:00:31Michael was involved in a fight.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33By the time the medics got there, it was too late.
0:00:33 > 0:00:35I've just lost my dad.
0:00:35 > 0:00:36I know you have.
0:00:36 > 0:00:40You need to concentrate on the baby, you've been in a car crash.
0:00:40 > 0:00:43I'm never, ever going to see him again.
0:00:45 > 0:00:46And it's all her fault.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00'Promise me...that you'll be out in time for my graduation.'
0:01:03 > 0:01:06Promise me that...
0:01:06 > 0:01:10the day I get married, you'll walk me down the aisle.
0:01:11 > 0:01:14Dad... Promise me that...
0:01:14 > 0:01:18that when I have kids, you'll be the best granddad, ever.
0:01:18 > 0:01:19I can't promise anything.
0:01:23 > 0:01:24It's all right...
0:01:24 > 0:01:26SHE SOBS
0:01:26 > 0:01:27It's going to be all right.
0:01:32 > 0:01:36Leyla and me slept together two weeks ago, while you were in here,
0:01:36 > 0:01:39and it had nothing to do with you and everything to do with me.
0:01:42 > 0:01:45You stay away from her! You hear me?
0:01:49 > 0:01:50'You're pathetic.'
0:02:05 > 0:02:07Can't believe how much you've grown.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09You must be taller than your dad was.
0:02:12 > 0:02:13Can't wait for tomorrow to be over.
0:02:13 > 0:02:16He'd be so proud of you, looking all grown-up.
0:02:16 > 0:02:18He'd be more impressed if I was doing his eulogy.
0:02:20 > 0:02:24We've been through that. It's just too much pressure, Conor.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Tomorrow's going to be tough enough as it is.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28That could be Mum.
0:02:31 > 0:02:33Do you think this will be OK?
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Yeah, you look perfect.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- I feel dead self-conscious. - No, it's fine.
0:02:40 > 0:02:42Sorry to interrupt...
0:02:42 > 0:02:46Just returning Michael's stuff from the prison.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48If you wouldn't mind signing...
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Thanks. I'll see myself out.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07Want me to...
0:03:22 > 0:03:27- His watch. I'll have it. - It's probably a bit too big for you just now.
0:03:27 > 0:03:28Don't care.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33He had those with him right from the start of the trial.
0:03:43 > 0:03:44It's for Nicole.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49- What should we do?- Give her it.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52I'd only just told Michael she was pregnant.
0:03:52 > 0:03:54He's bound to have a go.
0:03:54 > 0:03:57She's got a right to see it.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03Just leave it for now, yeah? Let her get through the funeral first.
0:04:13 > 0:04:15I thought you were meant to be at work?
0:04:15 > 0:04:17What, and miss the cat fight?
0:04:17 > 0:04:20Please don't joke, Zinnie.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21Sorry.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Michael never had a good word to say about Chloe.
0:04:25 > 0:04:28Well, just wait and meet her.
0:04:29 > 0:04:33Who knows, she might be a completely different person these days.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36She's convinced I stole Michael from her.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38She dumped her kids on you and she scarpered.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41I think by all rights, she should be on her knees in gratitude.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44Plus, Conor's told her about Gabriel.
0:04:47 > 0:04:48None of her business.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52This is going to be hard enough...
0:04:52 > 0:04:55You're not going to be on your own.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57We'll all be with you, whatever happens.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15'Hello, Gabriel.'
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Chloe...
0:05:20 > 0:05:22You've not changed a bit.
0:05:23 > 0:05:27Good. Can you show me where they live?
0:05:27 > 0:05:29Yep, it's just along the street.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32How ARE the kids?
0:05:32 > 0:05:35Shocked, devastated...
0:05:36 > 0:05:37You can imagine.
0:05:39 > 0:05:40Come on, this way.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- You must be Leyla. - Hi... Chloe.
0:05:58 > 0:05:59Nice to meet you.
0:06:02 > 0:06:04How was the flight?
0:06:04 > 0:06:06Yeah, it was OK.
0:06:07 > 0:06:11Makes such a huge difference when you don't have to go cattle class.
0:06:11 > 0:06:12Yeah, I'm sure.
0:06:18 > 0:06:19So sorry.
0:06:22 > 0:06:23It's such a tragic waste.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28Is...everything in hand for the funeral?
0:06:28 > 0:06:30Yes, everything's sorted.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32I sent a wreath to the church.
0:06:32 > 0:06:36- Thank you, that's really kind of you.- The kids will appreciate that.
0:06:38 > 0:06:39Where are they?
0:06:39 > 0:06:42Oh... They're just over the road at the cafe, getting some dishes.
0:06:42 > 0:06:44I'll give Nic a call.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46It's all right... I'll go and find them.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52Do you mind if I go and freshen up?
0:06:52 > 0:06:56- Yeah, of course. The bathroom's at the top of the stairs.- Thanks.
0:07:01 > 0:07:03You can always come and visit.
0:07:03 > 0:07:05What, with a baby and no money in the bank?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07What is it with you? Are you jealous, or something?
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Sorry if I'm not jumping for joy,
0:07:09 > 0:07:12but my dad's dead and my wee brother's about to move to the other side of the world!
0:07:12 > 0:07:14I just want to see my mum! What's wrong with that?!
0:07:14 > 0:07:17You'll never even see her! She'll always be at work.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Hey, what's all this?
0:07:19 > 0:07:23- Nothing.- You two better cheer up, quick. Your mum's here.
0:07:26 > 0:07:28How is she?
0:07:28 > 0:07:30- All right, I think. - Really?
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Well, she seems... I don't know...
0:07:32 > 0:07:33calmer.
0:07:36 > 0:07:37Nicole?
0:07:42 > 0:07:43Just be yourself.
0:07:54 > 0:07:58Oh! Oh, it's so good to see you!
0:08:00 > 0:08:02It's brilliant you're here.
0:08:02 > 0:08:03Hi, Mum.
0:08:03 > 0:08:06Aw, Nicole...
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Oh!
0:08:08 > 0:08:11Look at you... you're a gorgeous, young woman.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15What's up?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18We just had a bit of a disagreement.
0:08:19 > 0:08:23Come on, you can't fight - not at a time like this.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28I'm sorry, Conor. I never meant to upset you.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31That's better. Right...
0:08:31 > 0:08:32Presents!
0:08:32 > 0:08:34It's just a few wee things from duty free.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Aftershave...for my handsome boy...
0:08:38 > 0:08:40That's kind.
0:08:41 > 0:08:42Perfume for Nicole...
0:08:42 > 0:08:44Thanks.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46And a bottle of something for Gabriel.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48It was Dad's favourite.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Sorry, I hadn't a clue what to buy you.
0:08:53 > 0:08:54No, of course not...
0:08:54 > 0:08:57Can I get you a coffee or something?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Oh, I'd kill for something stronger.
0:09:04 > 0:09:08- All right, Dad?- Cheese toastie when you're ready, pet.
0:09:10 > 0:09:13I found this dementia leaflet by the bin.
0:09:13 > 0:09:16Yeah, Miriam left them.
0:09:16 > 0:09:18- Coffee please, Gina. - Won't be a sec.
0:09:18 > 0:09:20The local support group meets tomorrow.
0:09:20 > 0:09:23Keep your voice down. We don't want Dad knowing.
0:09:23 > 0:09:26I may be losing my marbles but I'm no' deaf.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29Take no notice, Dad. We don't need groups.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31Don't be daft.
0:09:31 > 0:09:34Soon I won't have a clue what's going on...
0:09:34 > 0:09:36and you lot better be prepared.
0:09:36 > 0:09:39- Isn't that right, Will? - I guess so.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42It's my job to look out for them.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43They're very lucky to have you.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46They'll need somebody else when I can't be here.
0:09:46 > 0:09:49Well, we're a long way off from that, aren't we?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52You and your sister go there and take whatever help's on offer.
0:09:59 > 0:10:01I see you've referred yourself here.
0:10:03 > 0:10:05A colleague said it might help.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08I know it's tough having to pour your heart out to a complete stranger,
0:10:08 > 0:10:11but these sessions are completely confidential.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16I have to deal with a lot of difficult stuff at work, so...
0:10:16 > 0:10:18What sort of support do you get?
0:10:18 > 0:10:21I just tend to pick myself up and get on with it.
0:10:21 > 0:10:24So how do you offload?
0:10:24 > 0:10:25Gym, pub.
0:10:25 > 0:10:26Does that work?
0:10:26 > 0:10:28Yeah, usually.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29So why not now?
0:10:33 > 0:10:35I see you're in a civil partnership.
0:10:41 > 0:10:44Yeah, we... we separated a few weeks ago.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Do you want to salvage your relationship?
0:10:52 > 0:10:53More than anything.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55So what's standing in your way?
0:10:57 > 0:10:59Does your partner find your work difficult?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04Robbie's a sensitive guy. He worries.
0:11:06 > 0:11:07Do you argue about it?
0:11:12 > 0:11:15I've...lashed out quite a few times.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Every time I promise it won't happen again, but then...
0:11:23 > 0:11:25I can't do this on my own any more, you know.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33KNOCK ON DOOR
0:11:33 > 0:11:37- Hello.- Hey. What are you doing up here?
0:11:38 > 0:11:41Conor's showing off his music collection.
0:11:41 > 0:11:43I've heard it all before.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46I'm sure she wants to catch up with you, too.
0:11:46 > 0:11:49She's hardly remembered my birthday since she's been away.
0:11:49 > 0:11:53Must be tough for you, seeing her again.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57If she really cared, she wouldn't have went in the first place.
0:11:59 > 0:12:02Listen, she never had that easy a time of it with your dad.
0:12:03 > 0:12:04Can I sit?
0:12:08 > 0:12:11Well, then, why not move to a different part of Glasgow?
0:12:11 > 0:12:13Why move thousands of miles away?
0:12:14 > 0:12:16I'd never leave my baby.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19Listen, I've got something for you...
0:12:19 > 0:12:23It was in your dad's belongings. I've not opened it.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26I know I should've given it to you straightaway...
0:12:26 > 0:12:27I didn't want to see you upset.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31Why would he write? I was on my way to see him.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34Maybe he felt there was things he couldn't say in a visiting room.
0:12:37 > 0:12:39What if he was angry?
0:12:40 > 0:12:42You want me to read it for you?
0:12:47 > 0:12:48I'll leave you to it.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09School, was, erm... I was constantly getting into fights.
0:13:10 > 0:13:11What about at home?
0:13:13 > 0:13:17I didn't dare put a foot wrong. Dad ran a tight ship.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20Were you afraid of him?
0:13:20 > 0:13:23I'm sorry if this is painful.
0:13:23 > 0:13:27Sometimes it helps to see if certain behaviours are linked to childhood.
0:13:27 > 0:13:30My dad was far from perfect but he did his best.
0:13:30 > 0:13:31I'm sure he did.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37I need to get back to work.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40We still have some time left, but if you'd like to leave it there...
0:13:40 > 0:13:41I would.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45You have to be comfortable with your counsellor, Will.
0:13:46 > 0:13:49I can refer you to someone else, if you like.
0:13:49 > 0:13:50There's no need, thanks.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11Thought you might need some contraband.
0:14:11 > 0:14:13- Cheers. - How are you feeling?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16It's going to take some time.
0:14:16 > 0:14:20The doctors say you're making good progress. Psychiatrists, too.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23When did your mum die?
0:14:28 > 0:14:30I wasn't much older than you.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Do you ever worry...
0:14:32 > 0:14:35what she might think if she could see you now?
0:14:38 > 0:14:39Why do you ask?
0:14:39 > 0:14:41Mum would think I was a coward.
0:14:41 > 0:14:45- She would not.- She'd be ashamed of me for trying to end it all.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47She'd say I was bottling it.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50She'd understand. She loved you.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53She loved my dad, too, but he didn't deserve her.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59When I go to court, I want to tell them what he was like.
0:15:01 > 0:15:02Are you sure?
0:15:03 > 0:15:06It would be like sticking up for my mum.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08I'd be telling her side of things, wouldn't I?
0:15:11 > 0:15:13You'd make her really proud.
0:15:16 > 0:15:19Where have you been? Mum wants us to show her round.
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Sorry, I had to get out.
0:15:28 > 0:15:30Dad wrote me this.
0:15:32 > 0:15:34It was in with his stuff.
0:15:34 > 0:15:35Do you want to read it?
0:15:37 > 0:15:38What does it say?
0:15:42 > 0:15:44It's about us both.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49He says that...
0:15:49 > 0:15:52there's no feeling like the love you have for your kids...
0:15:55 > 0:15:57And then he said that before,
0:15:57 > 0:15:59he would have been upset about the baby, but...
0:16:00 > 0:16:03..being in prison has made him realise what's really important.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09We never got a chance to say stuff...
0:16:12 > 0:16:14..face-to-face.
0:16:14 > 0:16:15I know.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20Let's forget about all this bad stuff for now,
0:16:20 > 0:16:21and go and spend some time with Mum.
0:16:23 > 0:16:25Have you told her about the baby?
0:16:26 > 0:16:28Not yet, but I will.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Everything's going to be OK.
0:16:34 > 0:16:35Listen...
0:16:37 > 0:16:38I was thinking...
0:16:40 > 0:16:42..maybe you should come with me.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47I can't...
0:16:47 > 0:16:51I've got exams to finish, I've got a life here.
0:16:51 > 0:16:53Start a new life.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56Conor, this is the only real home we've ever known.
0:16:57 > 0:17:01In Toronto, we'd all be together. Like a proper family.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03You must want that.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09It's such a shame that Leo can't be here.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Yeah, he's in a war zone over there.
0:17:11 > 0:17:13Can't be easy for him to come and go.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15I thought he was discharged.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17He's in Private Security now.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23It IS weird.
0:17:23 > 0:17:27I mean, the kids aside, I mean... Should we even be going?
0:17:30 > 0:17:34We lived with the best and the worst of Michael.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I think it's important we're there.
0:17:37 > 0:17:41Michael was always so much easier when he'd had a few.
0:17:43 > 0:17:47Yeah... Doctor's face would slip, he might even crack a smile.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Poor guy.
0:17:50 > 0:17:52Can't have been a lot to smile about in prison.
0:17:55 > 0:17:57I never dreamt he'd be capable of...
0:17:57 > 0:17:59doing what he did.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02He was driven to it.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06He picked up an iron bar and sm...
0:18:08 > 0:18:10He always had a bit of a temper.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12He was so frantic with worry for Nicole...
0:18:12 > 0:18:15And distraught about you and Gabriel, I've no doubt.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18He didn't know about it, then.
0:18:19 > 0:18:21It's hardly the point, is it?
0:18:21 > 0:18:22I'm sorry, Leyla,
0:18:22 > 0:18:25but you do really need to take some of the responsibility.
0:18:25 > 0:18:28I'm not the one that travelled thousands of miles
0:18:28 > 0:18:30to get away from my kids.
0:18:30 > 0:18:34I did what I thought was the best thing for them.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37Leaving others to pick up the pieces.
0:18:37 > 0:18:41Those kids cried themselves to sleep for weeks.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43Night after night, I went to them.
0:18:43 > 0:18:46It took months to rebuild their trust.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Well, you've been well compensated...
0:18:49 > 0:18:52The Health Centre, this house...?
0:18:52 > 0:18:56Is that what you think I care about? Michael's money?!
0:18:56 > 0:18:59Well, it can't have been his good looks, or you wouldn't have strayed.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- FRONT DOOR OPENS - 'Mum?'
0:19:01 > 0:19:03You have NO idea.
0:19:05 > 0:19:07Ready for the grand tour?
0:19:07 > 0:19:08Absolutely.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11Lead on!
0:19:21 > 0:19:23What were you and Leyla arguing about?
0:19:23 > 0:19:27Oh... Nothing important. Emotions are running high.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32Nice one!
0:19:32 > 0:19:34I'm pretty sporty now, these days.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36You'll soon be able to try lots of new things...
0:19:36 > 0:19:38ice hockey...snowboarding.
0:19:38 > 0:19:40Cool!
0:19:40 > 0:19:44- Did I mention that my new boyfriend just happens to be a snowboard instructor?- Whoa!
0:19:44 > 0:19:46Free lessons on tap.
0:19:48 > 0:19:49See what you'll be missing?
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I just assumed you were settled here.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55It's OK, I am.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01But if Nicole did come, we'd all be together again.
0:20:02 > 0:20:05Look, I don't have a lot of space, but...
0:20:05 > 0:20:09if you did want to make the move, you'd be more than welcome.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12Why did you go... in the first place?
0:20:12 > 0:20:16- It doesn't matter, any more. - No, it does.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18You both deserve an explanation.
0:20:18 > 0:20:19Were we too difficult?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21No, of course not!
0:20:22 > 0:20:23Look...
0:20:24 > 0:20:27I know I wasn't the best of parents.
0:20:28 > 0:20:31Your dad had to be the disciplinarian and...I don't know,
0:20:31 > 0:20:34maybe that's what made him as tough as he was.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37The truth is, I convinced myself you'd be better off without me.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40I really am sorry if you feel I let you down.
0:20:47 > 0:20:49Come with Conor.
0:20:52 > 0:20:53Seriously?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56I really have missed you.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31Dad spent more time here than he did with us.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33He was working hard to give you a good life.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38I wish I could've done something for him.
0:21:38 > 0:21:42You can follow his example, always do the best you can.
0:21:45 > 0:21:49I wanted to do his eulogy tomorrow, but Leyla, she won't let me.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53Well, we'll see about that.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57Hi.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59- Hey.- How are you doing?
0:21:59 > 0:22:01I sent you a text earlier.
0:22:01 > 0:22:03Sorry, I forgot, my mum's arrived.
0:22:04 > 0:22:06So do I get an introduction?
0:22:08 > 0:22:09Maybe not.
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Will you be OK for tomorrow?
0:22:13 > 0:22:14I'll be glad when it's over.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Listen, I'm here for you, OK? I'll see you later.
0:22:22 > 0:22:23Showing her the sights?
0:22:26 > 0:22:27So how are you doing?
0:22:28 > 0:22:30Good.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32Dad's letter was amazing.
0:22:32 > 0:22:34Really?
0:22:34 > 0:22:36He was totally cool about the baby.
0:22:36 > 0:22:39He even said he thinks it'll be the making of me.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40Great.
0:22:41 > 0:22:45And then he just...said how he felt about me and Conor.
0:22:45 > 0:22:46Right.
0:22:48 > 0:22:51There wasn't anything about you... or Leyla. Sorry.
0:22:51 > 0:22:53Nah... No bother.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02Michael did well for himself.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06Yeah, with Leyla's support.
0:23:06 > 0:23:08What, answering the phone?
0:23:08 > 0:23:12You've no idea what Leyla had to put up with for your kids.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Frankly, if she can be taken in by the likes of you,
0:23:14 > 0:23:15they're better off out of it.
0:23:17 > 0:23:21Wait a second, it was Nicole who pushed Michael and Leyla to breaking point.
0:23:21 > 0:23:25Well, both she and Conor can't wait to get away.
0:23:25 > 0:23:26What do you mean, "both"?
0:23:26 > 0:23:29You've got a free run at it now, Gabriel.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Once she's sorted, Nicole's going to join Conor and me in Toronto.
0:23:32 > 0:23:33What?
0:23:33 > 0:23:36She can look after him while I'm at work.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38Well, what about the baby?
0:23:38 > 0:23:42Well, I take it Nicole's not told you her good news?
0:23:42 > 0:23:43Oh, no...
0:23:43 > 0:23:47I shouldn't have said anything. Nicole'll want to tell you herself.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49She's in no rush, clearly.
0:23:49 > 0:23:52Maybe it's your turn to step up, and this time,
0:23:52 > 0:23:56give her what she really needs - be a proper mum.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Hey...
0:24:09 > 0:24:12Nic, I ironed your dress for tomorrow. It was looking a bit creased.
0:24:12 > 0:24:14Thanks. You didn't have to.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17I thought you guys were heading out for dinner.
0:24:17 > 0:24:20Yeah, come on, or we'll lose the table.
0:24:20 > 0:24:22Go on, Nicole. Tell her the good news.
0:24:22 > 0:24:25There's no rush for that.
0:24:25 > 0:24:26Mum's asked me to go to Canada.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Haven't you?
0:24:30 > 0:24:34Yeah...just to see how things go.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36I'll pay for her fare, and she can come when she's ready.
0:24:36 > 0:24:39Yep, you can have the whole place to yourself, mate.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41There IS a god.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42This is all a bit sudden, Nic.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45Are you sure you've thought it through?
0:24:45 > 0:24:47Yeah, course I have.
0:24:49 > 0:24:52I see you've moved on to the hard stuff.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55What's it to you?!
0:24:55 > 0:24:56Mum...
0:24:56 > 0:25:00No, I'm sorry, I'm not taking any more grief from her today.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04I've only ever done my very best for all of you.
0:25:04 > 0:25:08Like stopping my son from saying goodbye to his dad?
0:25:08 > 0:25:09What?
0:25:09 > 0:25:12If Conor wants to deliver the eulogy, he can.
0:25:12 > 0:25:16You might want to put on a big show but I will not put him
0:25:16 > 0:25:18under extra pressure at his dad's funeral.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20Who do you think you are?!
0:25:21 > 0:25:25I looked after him for years before you strolled in!
0:25:25 > 0:25:29I might have had my faults... but I'm no drunk.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34I don't know what little fantasy's playing up there
0:25:34 > 0:25:38in amongst your...highlights, but I promise you,
0:25:38 > 0:25:41you won't last two minutes playing the mum now.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44Where were you, if you're such a loving and devoted mum?
0:25:44 > 0:25:48Where were you all the times they needed you?
0:25:48 > 0:25:50When their dad was sent to prison?
0:25:52 > 0:25:53I'm here now.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15What do you want, Gabriel?
0:26:15 > 0:26:17I asked him to come round.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19He's worried sick.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22Last time he seen you like that, you nearly choked to death.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32What, you think I'm not gutted that Nicole's leaving?
0:26:32 > 0:26:36Gutted? I don't know about you, but I'm celebrating!
0:26:37 > 0:26:41I don't buy it. You've got to be worried.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43They'll be fending for themselves out there.
0:26:43 > 0:26:44Not my problem. Not any more.
0:26:47 > 0:26:49You're just hiding behind that glass.
0:26:51 > 0:26:52Think what you like.
0:26:54 > 0:26:57Come on, what use is Chloe going to be with a baby?
0:26:59 > 0:27:01About as much use as you.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03Kids need 24/7 care, Gabriel.
0:27:03 > 0:27:06You can't just skip back to your bachelor pad when you've had enough.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08That's right, do what you always do.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12I hate to remind you, but it's Michael's funeral tomorrow.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17Do you really want to be looking at his coffin, steaming drunk?
0:27:18 > 0:27:23I have had more than my fill of Brodie men telling me what to do.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26I wanted to make a go of things.
0:27:26 > 0:27:28It was you that didn't have the guts.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32I was responsible for three kids.
0:27:33 > 0:27:34How could I rely on you, Gabriel?
0:27:34 > 0:27:36You're barely responsible for yourself!
0:27:36 > 0:27:37You didn't give me a chance!
0:27:37 > 0:27:39What would have been the point?!
0:27:41 > 0:27:43You'll never be half the man that Michael was.
0:28:03 > 0:28:04Pint, please.
0:28:06 > 0:28:07What time's it kicking off tomorrow?
0:28:07 > 0:28:0910:30 at the church.
0:28:09 > 0:28:10I'll be there.
0:28:10 > 0:28:13It must have been strange seeing Michael's stuff again.
0:28:13 > 0:28:14Yep.
0:28:16 > 0:28:20I've still got my mum's last diary. There's nothing in it, really.
0:28:20 > 0:28:23Just doctor's appointments and shopping lists...
0:28:23 > 0:28:24but it was hers.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29You know he'd written a letter to Nicole?
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Seeing his writing again...
0:28:31 > 0:28:33it was like he was still here.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37What's the last thing you said to your mum?
0:28:41 > 0:28:44Close to the end, I didn't know what to say.
0:28:44 > 0:28:46I was pretty useless, really.
0:28:46 > 0:28:49I always thought me and Michael would make things up.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51But every time I started to write...
0:28:52 > 0:28:54I mean, what could I say?
0:28:54 > 0:28:58Then I convinced myself that as soon as he got out of jail,
0:28:58 > 0:29:00things would be different.
0:29:00 > 0:29:02Old wounds would have healed.
0:29:09 > 0:29:10Be right back.
0:29:24 > 0:29:26Hi Dad, it's me...
0:29:26 > 0:29:28sorry it's late.
0:29:28 > 0:29:30Just wanted to see how you were...
0:29:30 > 0:29:31and, um...
0:29:31 > 0:29:33I wouldn't mind a chat.
0:29:33 > 0:29:35Give us a call when you can.
0:29:35 > 0:29:37OK, bye.
0:30:31 > 0:30:34I'm just getting the food ready for later.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36Everything's done. It looks great.
0:30:40 > 0:30:43I can't go. I...I can't stand there in front of everybody.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47You've not got a choice.
0:30:56 > 0:30:59Look, Leyla, do you think that's a good idea?
0:31:13 > 0:31:17I don't think I can take any more of Chloe. Not today.
0:31:17 > 0:31:18Look, just ignore her.
0:31:18 > 0:31:22By the end of the day, she'll be gone for good.
0:31:22 > 0:31:23Look, we better go.
0:31:23 > 0:31:26We've only got a limited slot at the church.
0:31:26 > 0:31:27Before you go...
0:31:31 > 0:31:33I'm sorry about what happened last night.
0:31:33 > 0:31:35Just forget about that now.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37No.
0:31:37 > 0:31:39I said some unforgiveable things...
0:31:40 > 0:31:42I don't want to lose you, Gabriel.
0:31:46 > 0:31:49I don't want to lose Conor and Nic...
0:31:49 > 0:31:52Let's just get through this...
0:31:52 > 0:31:53all right?
0:32:00 > 0:32:04'Mum! Come on, everyone's waiting!'
0:32:14 > 0:32:17Aren't we meant to be there for half past?
0:32:17 > 0:32:21Any more of your mouth, and I'll put you on the next plane myself.
0:32:21 > 0:32:23Leyla's got enough on her plate.
0:32:23 > 0:32:24- What have- I- done?
0:33:00 > 0:33:01Right.
0:33:01 > 0:33:04Zinnie, you can join me and Adeeb in the second car.
0:33:04 > 0:33:07Nicole, we'll go in the first car with Mum.
0:33:07 > 0:33:11Hang on a second, Leyla's meant to be in the first car.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13I'm going with Mum, whatever.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15I am the mother of Michael's children.
0:33:15 > 0:33:19For once, Chloe, spare a thought for the rest of us, will you?
0:33:36 > 0:33:41Great news about Petey. The Fiscal's revised the charge back to murder.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44You did well to get him on board.
0:33:44 > 0:33:48Well, he wants to do right by his mum. Brave lad.
0:33:48 > 0:33:51D'you think he'll be fit enough for a court appearance?
0:33:51 > 0:33:53I think it'll give him something to aim for.
0:33:53 > 0:33:56You seem pretty sorted about it, considering.
0:33:56 > 0:33:58Well, I went to see that counsellor you recommended.
0:33:58 > 0:34:00Good for you.
0:34:00 > 0:34:03Seriously, too many coppers do the macho thing,
0:34:03 > 0:34:04pretending they can cope.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Takes guts to open up.
0:34:06 > 0:34:09Yeah, before you know it, I'll have the DCI on a yoga mat.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12- THEY LAUGH - The counsellor's good but she's not a miracle worker.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56I can't do this, Gabriel.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58Come on, I'm with you.
0:35:00 > 0:35:05You loved Michael, and so did I. We're here for him.
0:35:05 > 0:35:06Come on.
0:35:15 > 0:35:17HYMN: The Lord's My Shepherd I'll Not Want
0:35:17 > 0:35:18CONGREGATION SINGS
0:35:18 > 0:35:25# Goodness and mercy all my life
0:35:25 > 0:35:31# Shall surely follow me
0:35:31 > 0:35:40# And in God's house for evermore
0:35:40 > 0:35:48# My dwelling place shall be. #
0:35:53 > 0:35:57Michael touched a lot of lives. He was a wonderful doctor...
0:35:58 > 0:35:59..a good man.
0:36:01 > 0:36:04I'm not much for public speaking, not like Michael was, anyway.
0:36:07 > 0:36:08So I'm cheating.
0:36:11 > 0:36:14You know, Michael did better than me and my brother Leo in everything.
0:36:14 > 0:36:21As you can imagine... Michael always had to be the best.
0:36:23 > 0:36:28When we were wee boys growing up, we used to go to my grandparents' house in Cromarty.
0:36:28 > 0:36:34My granddad, he would set up these wee challenges for us, and this
0:36:34 > 0:36:39particular time, it was who could pick the most apples off the tree.
0:36:39 > 0:36:41So Michael was up like a rocket.
0:36:41 > 0:36:45Leo, well, he was younger than me, so he had no chance.
0:36:45 > 0:36:48HE SNIFFS Excuse me.
0:36:48 > 0:36:51And there was no way that I was letting Michael beat me,
0:36:51 > 0:36:56so the two of us are climbing higher and higher, scrambling for apples,
0:36:56 > 0:37:02until eventually, well, I got stuck, and I panicked.
0:37:02 > 0:37:04Leo was laughing his head off at me,
0:37:04 > 0:37:06but not Michael.
0:37:08 > 0:37:11Michael could see that I was really, really scared.
0:37:11 > 0:37:16He could've easily beaten the two of us, but he didn't.
0:37:16 > 0:37:18He put his neck on the line, and he helped me down,
0:37:18 > 0:37:20bit by bit.
0:37:21 > 0:37:24Michael was never the easiest to get on with.
0:37:24 > 0:37:30He set himself, and others, sometimes impossible standards.
0:37:31 > 0:37:36But at the heart, at the very core...
0:37:37 > 0:37:39..he was a good man...
0:37:41 > 0:37:44..and the best brother anyone could ask for.
0:37:58 > 0:38:02Everyone here knows why my dad was in prison,
0:38:02 > 0:38:05and you're all entitled to your opinion on that.
0:38:05 > 0:38:07But before he...
0:38:07 > 0:38:10passed away, he wrote me a letter,
0:38:10 > 0:38:13and I'd like to read some of it for you,
0:38:13 > 0:38:15to show you what he was really like.
0:38:17 > 0:38:19Sorry if I end up crying my eyes out.
0:38:22 > 0:38:23"My dearest Nicole...
0:38:25 > 0:38:29"..you've had your fair share of scrapes over the years...
0:38:29 > 0:38:31"and we haven't always seen eye to eye.
0:38:33 > 0:38:38"But I promise, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you,
0:38:38 > 0:38:39"Conor and Adeeb...
0:38:41 > 0:38:44"When I think back to you as a wee girl,
0:38:44 > 0:38:48"I'll never forget the drive and determination you had.
0:38:48 > 0:38:51"You walked quicker than all your friends,
0:38:51 > 0:38:53"always first to get to the toys.
0:38:55 > 0:38:56"And even now...
0:38:57 > 0:39:00"..whatever life throws at you,
0:39:00 > 0:39:03"I know that same spirit will see you through.
0:39:06 > 0:39:11"When you last came to visit, I wish I'd told you how proud I was
0:39:11 > 0:39:16"and how much I love you... but as you know,
0:39:16 > 0:39:19"that sort of conversation doesn't come easy to me...
0:39:21 > 0:39:26"I'm truly sorry for all the times I let you down and disappointed you.
0:39:27 > 0:39:33"But always remember, while I may not be sharing your life in person...
0:39:34 > 0:39:39"..wherever I am, we will always be together in spirit."
0:39:52 > 0:39:55HYMN: Abide With Me
0:39:55 > 0:39:57# Abide with me
0:39:57 > 0:40:04# Fast falls the eventide
0:40:04 > 0:40:09# The darkness deepens
0:40:09 > 0:40:13# Lord with me abide
0:40:14 > 0:40:23# When other helpers fail and comforts flee
0:40:23 > 0:40:28# Help of the helpless
0:40:28 > 0:40:33# O abide with me... #
0:40:37 > 0:40:38You done him proud.
0:40:47 > 0:40:48Thanks for coming.
0:40:48 > 0:40:51Let me know if there's anything I can do.
0:41:07 > 0:41:08I'm sorry, pal.
0:41:22 > 0:41:26I better go with Conor. Make sure he packs his passport.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31I want the baby to know him... and Mum.
0:41:32 > 0:41:35Do you really want to rely on her, thousands of miles away from us?
0:41:35 > 0:41:38I think she really wants to make up.
0:41:38 > 0:41:40What about Leyla?
0:41:40 > 0:41:42What about her?
0:41:42 > 0:41:45She's stuck by you through all the tough times.
0:41:45 > 0:41:48Well, then, she'll be glad to get rid of me, won't she?
0:41:51 > 0:41:53She'll miss you.
0:41:55 > 0:41:56So will I.
0:42:19 > 0:42:23- Doing Michael proud, isn't she? - Will you just leave her alone?
0:42:23 > 0:42:26She's as upset as any of the rest of us.
0:42:26 > 0:42:28Well, don't worry.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30Me and Conor will be out of your lives soon enough.
0:42:30 > 0:42:31Where can I get a taxi?
0:42:31 > 0:42:33Down the road.
0:42:42 > 0:42:45Wait a second... What did you mean, you and Conor?
0:42:45 > 0:42:49- I thought you were taking Nicole, as well.- We'll see.
0:42:49 > 0:42:52I love those kids. You'd better not be messing them around.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54You're breaking a family up here.
0:42:54 > 0:42:57Conor begged me to take him.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59He couldn't wait to get away from you.
0:42:59 > 0:43:01What about Nicole?
0:43:04 > 0:43:06I had thought she could look after Conor...
0:43:06 > 0:43:08She's still a teenager herself.
0:43:08 > 0:43:10It doesn't matter now. Not if she's pregnant.
0:43:12 > 0:43:15There's no way I can have a screeching baby in the house.
0:43:15 > 0:43:19I have a very demanding job, I have a new relationship.
0:43:19 > 0:43:22You know, everything Michael said about you was true -
0:43:22 > 0:43:24selfish to the core.
0:43:25 > 0:43:27In my book, it's called survival.
0:43:29 > 0:43:32You do realise Nicole's going to be devastated?
0:43:32 > 0:43:34She'll get over it. She did before.
0:43:34 > 0:43:36Her hormones are all over the place.
0:43:36 > 0:43:39You cannot tell her you've changed your mind.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41She'll soon realise when the ticket doesn't arrive.
0:43:41 > 0:43:43Realise what?
0:43:45 > 0:43:47I told her... you're not going to Toronto.
0:43:47 > 0:43:50- What's it got to do with you? - Once you've finished college,
0:43:50 > 0:43:51you can go for a visit.
0:43:51 > 0:43:54I'm 17, Gabriel. I can do what I like.
0:43:54 > 0:43:56Anyway, you want me to come, don't you?
0:43:57 > 0:43:59Perhaps Gabriel's right...
0:44:05 > 0:44:06..all your friends are here.
0:44:07 > 0:44:09You're settled.
0:44:10 > 0:44:15Where I live, it's very outdoors. Conor will fit in fine,
0:44:15 > 0:44:17but I'd hate for you to be bored.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19The point is, we want you to stay.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29My mother was a book-keeper all her life.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32Numbers were her thing. By the time she went into care,
0:44:32 > 0:44:35she didn't know the price of anything.
0:44:35 > 0:44:37She'd hand her purse over to anyone who'd help.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39Made her so vulnerable.
0:44:39 > 0:44:42Yeah, but you can't stop them, can you?
0:44:42 > 0:44:44If they're still independent and want to go out on their own,
0:44:44 > 0:44:46there's no holding them back.
0:44:46 > 0:44:48That's right, and you can't be with them 24/7.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50You need a reliable support system.
0:44:50 > 0:44:53Especially if, like me, you're on your own.
0:44:53 > 0:44:57We're lucky with our dad, though. We've got the family.
0:44:57 > 0:44:59And everybody round here knows him.
0:44:59 > 0:45:02But it's still a worry, I'm sure.
0:45:02 > 0:45:03Absolutely.
0:45:03 > 0:45:06This one time, my Mum went missing.
0:45:06 > 0:45:10I went searching for her high and low - shops, cafes, everywhere.
0:45:10 > 0:45:15She'd taken it upon herself to climb into the loft for the afternoon.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18I never thought to look for her up there.
0:45:18 > 0:45:22That's OK. If we weren't laughing, we'd be crying.
0:45:24 > 0:45:27One time, Dad left Eileen's wee boy on the underground.
0:45:27 > 0:45:31Took us a wee while to find the funny side of that one.
0:45:41 > 0:45:42Custard creams, can't beat them.
0:45:44 > 0:45:46- I shouldn't, really. - Why not?
0:45:46 > 0:45:49I run a cafe. The profits end up on my hips, as it is.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51THEY CHUCKLE
0:45:51 > 0:45:53Listen, I'm sorry about your mum.
0:45:53 > 0:45:55Hope I didn't bang on too much.
0:45:55 > 0:45:59No, not at all. Must be hard...
0:45:59 > 0:46:01Especially on your home life.
0:46:01 > 0:46:03I'm lucky, there's only me to think about.
0:46:07 > 0:46:09It's a lot to cope with, on your own.
0:46:11 > 0:46:13Mum gets good care in the home.
0:46:13 > 0:46:14That's made things a lot easier.
0:46:14 > 0:46:18You've done the right thing, joining us here.
0:46:18 > 0:46:21When the worst happens, you won't be alone.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Ready?
0:46:23 > 0:46:24Right, we off?
0:46:25 > 0:46:28Hope you'll both come back sometime.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30Yeah. We will, definitely.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41I heard Dr Brodie was only 38.
0:46:41 > 0:46:43Yeah, fit and healthy.
0:46:43 > 0:46:44What? Unlike you?
0:46:44 > 0:46:48Stop it, you'll get me being all deep and meaningful.
0:46:50 > 0:46:54Anyway, you better be heading, eh? Kids to save, and all that.
0:46:54 > 0:46:57I guess I could make time for one more.
0:46:57 > 0:46:58Graham...
0:46:58 > 0:47:00Same for me, gin and tonic?
0:47:01 > 0:47:03This is getting to be quite a habit.
0:47:03 > 0:47:07- I don't want you thinking I'm a lush.- Oh, I wouldn't think that.
0:47:07 > 0:47:09- I have to get going after this. - That's fine.
0:47:11 > 0:47:12To absent friends?
0:47:12 > 0:47:13And to meeting new ones...
0:47:19 > 0:47:21Hello, again.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24Hi... What brings you here?
0:47:24 > 0:47:26- Gina's umbrella. - Didn't even know I'd left it!
0:47:26 > 0:47:28How did you know she was here?
0:47:28 > 0:47:31Detective work. Mentioned you were coming to the pub.
0:47:32 > 0:47:34That's really kind of you.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37Oh, I'm sorry - I'm Greg.
0:47:37 > 0:47:39From the support group.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41Oh, good man! Sit down.
0:47:41 > 0:47:42Thanks.
0:47:44 > 0:47:45Malcolm...
0:47:48 > 0:47:50- ..and Liz.- Hi, Liz. - Pleased to meet you.
0:47:51 > 0:47:55Gina, the least you can do is buy this gallant young man a pint.
0:47:55 > 0:47:59- Yeah, of course. Pint? - Lovely, thank you. Thank you.
0:48:03 > 0:48:04There you go.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08This is more like it.
0:48:08 > 0:48:10Really know how to enjoy yourself, don't you?
0:48:10 > 0:48:12Well, I prefer paperwork to people.
0:48:12 > 0:48:14MOBILE PHONE RINGS
0:48:18 > 0:48:20Dad?
0:48:36 > 0:48:38Tea up.
0:48:38 > 0:48:39Cheers.
0:48:41 > 0:48:43- You OK?- Yeah.
0:48:43 > 0:48:45Bust-up with your old man?
0:48:45 > 0:48:46I told him I went to see a counsellor.
0:48:46 > 0:48:49He says it's for girls, poofs and wimps.
0:48:49 > 0:48:52As far as I know, you're at least one of those.
0:48:52 > 0:48:54He'd trade me in, if he could.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56What family's perfect?
0:48:56 > 0:48:57Well, mine certainly isn't.
0:48:57 > 0:49:01What's work got to do with your dad, anyway?
0:49:01 > 0:49:03Well, I didn't just see the counsellor to talk about Petey.
0:49:03 > 0:49:07It ended up being more...personal.
0:49:08 > 0:49:10Seriously, Will. Say no more.
0:49:10 > 0:49:12- It's none of my business. - It's fine, it's fine.
0:49:12 > 0:49:14My relationship's in trouble.
0:49:14 > 0:49:15I just want to sort it out.
0:49:15 > 0:49:17- Smart.- You think?
0:49:17 > 0:49:20I swear, my love life's flat-lined, thanks to the job.
0:49:20 > 0:49:23I should take it off really, but...
0:49:23 > 0:49:25it's part of me.
0:49:25 > 0:49:28It's brilliant you're hanging on in there, fighting for what you want.
0:49:30 > 0:49:32Sod your dad.
0:49:36 > 0:49:39Hey... This one's always liked her sweeties.
0:49:40 > 0:49:44One time, my late wife got the girls baking gingerbread for Christmas.
0:49:45 > 0:49:47This one bit the legs off them!
0:49:49 > 0:49:52I kid you not, every last one was legless!
0:49:52 > 0:49:55D'you mind, Dad? That was actually Eileen!
0:49:55 > 0:49:57It was not. I don't even like gingerbread.
0:49:57 > 0:49:59Aye, because all those legs made you sick!
0:49:59 > 0:50:01She's such a fibber. Same again, everybody?
0:50:01 > 0:50:03No, it's my round. I'll get these.
0:50:03 > 0:50:06That is, if you don't mind me staying.
0:50:06 > 0:50:07Of course we don't.
0:50:07 > 0:50:10- I'll give you a hand.- OK, thanks.
0:50:17 > 0:50:19Eh... You like him, don't you?
0:50:20 > 0:50:22He seems very nice.
0:50:22 > 0:50:24Why don't you ask him to go out with you?
0:50:24 > 0:50:26Don't be daft.
0:50:26 > 0:50:28Aw, you could go to the dancing or whatever.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30He's not interested in me.
0:50:30 > 0:50:33Why? You're hot totty!
0:50:33 > 0:50:35Dad!
0:50:35 > 0:50:37That's what the young ones say, nowadays.
0:50:37 > 0:50:39- He wouldnae come all this way if he didnae like...- Shh!
0:50:43 > 0:50:46Greg, I was wondering...
0:50:46 > 0:50:49I mean, feel free to say no...
0:50:49 > 0:50:52It would be great to talk about your mum and things.
0:50:54 > 0:50:57I wondered if you would like to have a bite sometime?
0:50:57 > 0:50:59To eat, I mean. A bite to eat.
0:51:00 > 0:51:01Next Tuesday?
0:51:02 > 0:51:04Perfect, yeah.
0:51:04 > 0:51:06OK. I'll get the other drinks.
0:51:30 > 0:51:33Hi, Jane...it's Will Cooper here.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35I'm sorry for ducking out of the session today.
0:51:35 > 0:51:39I was wondering if I could book another appointment for tomorrow?
0:51:39 > 0:51:41Yeah, with you, please...
0:51:43 > 0:51:44Evening's perfect.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48Great... I'll see you tomorrow.
0:52:05 > 0:52:08I know you're mad with me...
0:52:08 > 0:52:09First the letter, and now this.
0:52:11 > 0:52:15- I was just trying to protect you. - Control me, more like.
0:52:15 > 0:52:18That was my dad all over. But it wasn't you.
0:52:20 > 0:52:22Why are you even covering for her?
0:52:22 > 0:52:25- Covering for who? - My so-called mother.
0:52:25 > 0:52:26She doesn't want me, does she?
0:52:26 > 0:52:29- It's not as simple as that. - Don't lie to me, Gabriel!
0:52:29 > 0:52:33I've had enough lies to last me a lifetime!
0:52:33 > 0:52:35OK, OK, you're right.
0:52:37 > 0:52:39She wasn't too happy about the baby.
0:52:39 > 0:52:40You told her about the baby?
0:52:40 > 0:52:42It was a genuine mistake.
0:52:45 > 0:52:47Did you plan on keeping it a secret?
0:52:54 > 0:52:56She really doesn't care, does she?
0:52:56 > 0:52:59Hey, don't even think about it.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01Seriously, it's her loss.
0:53:01 > 0:53:05She's just going to end up a bitter, old woman with nobody.
0:53:05 > 0:53:07She'll have Conor.
0:53:08 > 0:53:10We'll see how long that lasts.
0:53:10 > 0:53:11We can't let him go.
0:53:13 > 0:53:14He's made his mind up.
0:53:16 > 0:53:17But if it falls flat...
0:53:19 > 0:53:21..he'll always have a home here.
0:53:22 > 0:53:23You both will.
0:53:29 > 0:53:31Even after all the grief we've given you?
0:53:34 > 0:53:35I deserved it.
0:53:36 > 0:53:39I know I can never replace him, Nicole...
0:54:01 > 0:54:03Is the taxi here?
0:54:03 > 0:54:04No idea.
0:54:05 > 0:54:08- You OK, sweetheart?- Don't.
0:54:08 > 0:54:09What?
0:54:09 > 0:54:12I know the truth. I always did, really.
0:54:13 > 0:54:15But Conor's still got faith in you.
0:54:15 > 0:54:17So don't you dare let him down.
0:54:19 > 0:54:23Look, I know you're upset, but I promise you I've only ever tried...
0:54:23 > 0:54:24Save your breath.
0:54:27 > 0:54:31I really do wish you well... with the baby.
0:54:31 > 0:54:34You hurt Conor, and I swear I'll be on the first plane over there
0:54:34 > 0:54:35to bring him home.
0:54:56 > 0:54:58Hey, come here.
0:54:58 > 0:55:00Have an amazing time. Keep in touch, yeah?
0:55:03 > 0:55:04Take care, mate.
0:55:07 > 0:55:08We'll play online, yeah?
0:55:08 > 0:55:10Whatever, I'll still smash you.
0:55:11 > 0:55:13Good luck, wee man.
0:55:14 > 0:55:17Look after Nicole...and the baby.
0:55:17 > 0:55:18You've no worries there.
0:55:22 > 0:55:24- You have it.- You sure?
0:55:24 > 0:55:26- Yeah.- Thanks.
0:55:26 > 0:55:28It suits you better.
0:55:31 > 0:55:33You know you don't have to go, yeah?
0:55:37 > 0:55:39You'd better take good care of him.
0:55:39 > 0:55:40I'll do my best.
0:55:42 > 0:55:45You've been totally brilliant. Cheers for everything.
0:55:51 > 0:55:54Come on, the plane's going to leave without us, at this rate.
0:56:00 > 0:56:02I wish things were different.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06Me too.
0:56:07 > 0:56:11You can always come back if you're homesick.
0:56:11 > 0:56:12I won't be.
0:56:12 > 0:56:15You did brilliantly in the church... for Dad.
0:56:17 > 0:56:20Thanks. Will you come back at some point...to see the baby,
0:56:20 > 0:56:22Uncle Conor?
0:56:22 > 0:56:25Aye, there's no holding me back from that.
0:56:29 > 0:56:31Remember what Dad said...
0:56:31 > 0:56:36no matter where we are, we're together in spirit, right?
0:57:43 > 0:57:46- What are you doing tonight? Are you free?- Yes.
0:57:46 > 0:57:48Do you like opera?
0:57:48 > 0:57:49I like Il Divo...
0:57:49 > 0:57:51So life goes on, does it?
0:57:51 > 0:57:53You can just get on with things,
0:57:53 > 0:57:55and put my dad right to the back of your mind.
0:57:55 > 0:57:58Why is this happening without my knowledge?
0:57:58 > 0:58:01It was Superintendent Cole's orders, sir.
0:58:01 > 0:58:04I've asked the team to assemble for a briefing at 10:15 -
0:58:04 > 0:58:06you're welcome to attend.
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