0:00:21 > 0:00:24- I'm pregnant.- You serious?
0:00:27 > 0:00:28This is amazing.
0:00:28 > 0:00:32I want to do this. They can send all the carers and physical therapists
0:00:32 > 0:00:35and whoever else, but I want to be here, with you,
0:00:35 > 0:00:37for everything, OK?
0:00:37 > 0:00:39I give you something out the goodness of my heart
0:00:39 > 0:00:41and you sell it to one of my punter? Have you got a death wish?
0:00:41 > 0:00:43You ken what I do to wee bams like you.
0:00:43 > 0:00:45It was a one-off, Davey.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47You're going to deal? You deal for me.
0:00:48 > 0:00:51Even if she does go through with this pregnancy,
0:00:51 > 0:00:53I'm going to make sure that you're not around
0:00:53 > 0:00:54to muck up the rest of her life.
0:00:58 > 0:00:59Stella, he wants me out
0:00:59 > 0:01:03and you've got your new family to worry about now, anyway.
0:01:03 > 0:01:04Don't be stupid, you're my family.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28MUSIC: "Rabbit In Your Headlights" by Unkle
0:02:06 > 0:02:08You been sick again?
0:02:10 > 0:02:13Aye. It used to be a cup of tea first thing in the morning.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15Now it's spewing. Nice.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18I feel rotten that you're going through all this.
0:02:18 > 0:02:22If there's anything else I can do to help, just tell me, eh?
0:02:22 > 0:02:24- New Stevie.- Aye.
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Does that include changing dirty nappies?
0:02:27 > 0:02:30You'd better believe it. Want some tea?
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- No, I'll maybe get some dry toast in a bit.- OK.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36I'd better get to the pub and get sorted for opening up,
0:02:36 > 0:02:38then I'll pick you up.
0:02:38 > 0:02:39- OK.- I cannae wait.
0:02:41 > 0:02:44- You're like a wean.- Aye! A wean that's going to see his wean.
0:02:44 > 0:02:45Your face, man!
0:02:47 > 0:02:50Weans, man, that's all you talk about?
0:02:50 > 0:02:53Sorry if I'm boring you. It's just I've got my scan today.
0:02:53 > 0:02:55- Already?- Aye, it's early.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59Are you gonnae get one of they wee photos to take home?
0:02:59 > 0:03:02- Mm-hm! First baby photie. - Aye! Say cheese!
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Sorry! Sorry, wean.
0:03:09 > 0:03:12Ho! Where you going?
0:03:12 > 0:03:14- Get off my case.- Where you going?
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- I've got things to do.- Like what? - Like meeting my sponsor.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20Oh, is that right? How come it's this early?
0:03:20 > 0:03:23- I don't know! I don't make the times, right?- Ho, come here.
0:03:27 > 0:03:29We're going to need to fix your room up soon.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32- How come?- For the wean.
0:03:32 > 0:03:34Did Stella agree to that?
0:03:34 > 0:03:37No, I'm telling you. We're going to need it soon, you hear me?
0:03:37 > 0:03:41- I'm not deaf.- I mean it. - See you later.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00Sorry. My sister's boyfriend's life lessons.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03Nothing worse than a reformed junkie, eh?
0:04:03 > 0:04:05He's an absolute knob. What is it you wanted?
0:04:05 > 0:04:08I need you to pick up some gear for me.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Davey, I'm trying to stay off it. Look, I said to my sister...
0:04:11 > 0:04:15Who's asking you to get back on it? You want money, right?
0:04:15 > 0:04:19- Aye.- And you don't want to live with the sister and the saintly minder.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21Minder? He wants me out the flat.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24Well, this is the way to set yourself up with your own pad.
0:04:24 > 0:04:26I pay my gophers well. Easy money.
0:04:30 > 0:04:33- OK, I'll do it this time... - We'll talk about that later.
0:04:34 > 0:04:36Here's the address.
0:04:36 > 0:04:41I'll phone them now, tell them you're on your way.
0:04:41 > 0:04:42How come you're not doing this?
0:04:42 > 0:04:44Look, just call me when you're done, right?
0:04:54 > 0:04:58Look, Madonna! It's the sleeping giant!
0:04:58 > 0:05:00Oh, no!
0:05:00 > 0:05:02It's your Uncle Bob!
0:05:02 > 0:05:06What's that, hen? Why's he sleeping there?
0:05:06 > 0:05:08Oh, I don't know. You'll have to ask him.
0:05:08 > 0:05:12Come on, hen, I'll get you some breakfast.
0:05:12 > 0:05:14Then I'll take you up to the school.
0:05:14 > 0:05:17I'm trying to sleep. Gonnae keep it down?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Can you keep this up?
0:05:19 > 0:05:21That's the third time this week
0:05:21 > 0:05:23you've spent the night on that couch.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Go to your bed like normal folk!
0:05:27 > 0:05:30Krispies, darlin'? Yeah.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Lazarus!
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Look, I'm exhausted when I come in from my work. I can't help it.
0:05:36 > 0:05:37Morning.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Did you sleep well, sweetheart?
0:05:43 > 0:05:47- It's fun having your old granny baby-sitting, isn't it, hen?- Yeah!
0:05:49 > 0:05:52Tattie! Could you have a word with Lobey Dosser there?
0:05:52 > 0:05:56- It's a waste of time. - I don't need a stereo ear-bashing!
0:05:56 > 0:05:58No, it's a boot up the backside you're needing!
0:05:58 > 0:06:00Maw! For goodness' sake!
0:06:00 > 0:06:04Come on, hen, let's take your cereal through to the living room
0:06:04 > 0:06:07and I can watch the news.
0:06:07 > 0:06:08Good girl!
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- Do you have to be so rude? - Aye, well, no wonder.
0:06:15 > 0:06:20I know. It's so unreasonable, people eating and talking
0:06:20 > 0:06:24- while you're trying to sleep(!) What's wrong with them?- Don't start.
0:06:24 > 0:06:26Oh, look, Madonna!
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Would you look at the state of that couch?
0:06:29 > 0:06:33Do you think the magic fairy'll come and clean up the giant's mess?
0:06:33 > 0:06:36- It is a mess, Bob.- Are you gonnae just give us peace, the lot of you?!
0:06:43 > 0:06:49- Look, there's the heartbeat. See it? - Aye, I can. It's amazing, man.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Look at that!
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Look at that wee thing.
0:06:55 > 0:06:56- Look at you.- What?
0:06:59 > 0:07:02She's got your nose, do you not think so?
0:07:02 > 0:07:05What are you even talking about? It's a tadpole!
0:07:05 > 0:07:09How do you know it's a she, anyway?
0:07:09 > 0:07:11Might be a wee Stevie that's in there.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13She's far too beautiful for that.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- Back in a sec.- Thank you.
0:07:22 > 0:07:25We can find out the sex, you know? If you want.
0:07:27 > 0:07:28I'd rather wait.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31Yeah, me too.
0:07:46 > 0:07:47What time do you start?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- It's my day off.- Can you clean the kitchen, then, please?
0:07:51 > 0:07:53It's not fair to leave it to Molly.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Gonnae let me have my breakfast in peace?
0:07:55 > 0:07:59And this couch business, do you want to sleep there from now on?
0:07:59 > 0:08:02- Look, I told you, I just nodded off. - It's more than that.
0:08:02 > 0:08:07Don't make it more than it is. It's just tiredness.
0:08:07 > 0:08:12And how long will it last, this tiredness? Does it have limits?
0:08:12 > 0:08:14- I don't know!- Because I have.
0:08:15 > 0:08:19- Look, Tattie, not now, eh? - That's all you ever say!
0:08:21 > 0:08:25About your overeating, your weight, your tiredness,
0:08:25 > 0:08:26your constant bad temper.
0:08:26 > 0:08:30Not now, not now! Well, when, Bob? When?
0:08:30 > 0:08:33You really know how to make a guy feel good about himself, don't you?
0:08:33 > 0:08:36You have to face up to some things, and soon.
0:08:36 > 0:08:38Right, come on, then, let's do it now, eh?
0:08:38 > 0:08:43Let's sit down and thrash out a plan of action, will we?
0:08:43 > 0:08:46- I have to go to work. - See? It's never that simple, is it?
0:09:16 > 0:09:18So, nothing's wrong?
0:09:18 > 0:09:21No, no. Sandra was just looking for a second opinion.
0:09:21 > 0:09:25- On what?- Your baby's fractionally on the small side for ten weeks.
0:09:25 > 0:09:29- Right.- But it's not uncommon, and the heartbeat looks strong.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32What about all this spotting I've been having?
0:09:32 > 0:09:35It's why your doctor wanted you to have an early scan, as you know.
0:09:35 > 0:09:38Try not to worry about it unless the occurrences increase.
0:09:38 > 0:09:41Apart from it being a bit on the wee side, everything's all right?
0:09:41 > 0:09:44I'd say so, yes. I don't think there's cause for concern.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48See? We're good.
0:09:48 > 0:09:50We're good.
0:10:45 > 0:10:46How did you get on?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54- Davey...- Your phone's off.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57- Is it? Sorry.- Why's it off? And you were meant to phone me.
0:10:59 > 0:11:02Look, Davey, I got mugged, right. All the dope's gone.
0:11:02 > 0:11:03- Liar.- No, I swear!
0:11:05 > 0:11:08- Where've you stashed it?- I don't have it. You've got to believe me!
0:11:19 > 0:11:21Are you OK? Here, let me help me you.
0:11:21 > 0:11:24Let's get you back into the bedroom and on that oxygen.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26I'm on my way to the loo.
0:11:26 > 0:11:27OK, let's go.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30Will, I might be a stupid old man...
0:11:30 > 0:11:33Dad, you're not a stupid old man. Stubborn, certainly.
0:11:33 > 0:11:38But I would like to go to the loo on my own while I still can, please?
0:11:38 > 0:11:40OK. Fair enough.
0:11:52 > 0:11:56But I won't go anywhere until you stop your mother hen routine.
0:12:02 > 0:12:05Well, whatever happened, it makes no difference either way.
0:12:05 > 0:12:08- What do you mean?- If you're lying, you go and get me...- I'm not lying!
0:12:08 > 0:12:10And if you're not lying, you still do that. You get me?
0:12:13 > 0:12:15How am I supposed to do that?
0:12:15 > 0:12:17Get on the streets, find out who knife boy was.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19- It'll not be hard. - That guy was a psycho!
0:12:19 > 0:12:21You don't have a choice. Get my stuff back!
0:12:21 > 0:12:24It's just mental. I cannae get my head round that,
0:12:24 > 0:12:27how they can see a wee person so soon.
0:12:27 > 0:12:28Let me see the photo again.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- No, I'm not getting it out in the middle of the street!- Ah!
0:12:31 > 0:12:34I'm going to be a da. I don't care who knows.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37- I'll tell the whole world!- Stevie! - Right, fine, I'll calm down.
0:12:37 > 0:12:40- No, it's not that.- What, then?
0:12:42 > 0:12:43I know it sounds stupid,
0:12:43 > 0:12:45but I keep thinking about how this is going to affect Bob.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51It doesn't sound stupid, but this is something between me and you.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55Aye, but I can't but help but feel guilty about going through
0:12:55 > 0:12:58all that IVF with him and then this happens.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Well, don't. This is our life.
0:13:00 > 0:13:05- I know...- Do you know what your trouble is? You're too nice.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Can we just keep it to ourselves...
0:13:07 > 0:13:09until I figure out how I'm going to deal with this?
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- Do we have to?- For one day, at least.
0:13:12 > 0:13:13HE TUTS
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Fine.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17But do you know something?
0:13:17 > 0:13:18- No. What?- See this?
0:13:20 > 0:13:23This is the best thing that's ever happened to me, ever.
0:13:29 > 0:13:31- See you later.- See you later.
0:13:39 > 0:13:41HE WHISTLES
0:13:49 > 0:13:51Another coffee, Raymond?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53No, thank you. I don't want to end up like you.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55What?
0:13:55 > 0:13:58- A jack-in-the-box on speed. - This is a natural high.
0:13:58 > 0:14:02I'm too old to remember them. What's causing it, anyway?
0:14:03 > 0:14:06Well, it's... I really shouldn't say. It's...
0:14:06 > 0:14:07A secret, OK.
0:14:09 > 0:14:13- Well, just for a wee while, anyway, then I can...- Fair do's.
0:14:15 > 0:14:17- But if you promise to... - Oh, for Christ's sake, son.
0:14:17 > 0:14:18Spill the beans, would you?!
0:14:21 > 0:14:23- Stella's pregnant.- To who?
0:14:25 > 0:14:28- The postman, who do you think? - Sorry. Congratulations, son.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31Aw! It's great, innit?
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- Aye, it is. - I tell you I'm ready for this.
0:14:34 > 0:14:37Good. But remember - it's a life sentence.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40I know. That's what I'm looking forward to.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43- Something good that lasts. - Absolutely.
0:14:44 > 0:14:48- But, mind, keep it to yourself. - Dad's the word.- Sounds good.
0:14:48 > 0:14:51So, when's she due, anyway?
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- Uh, sometime in July. - Oh, a summer baby.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56What?
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Stella's pregnant?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03Aye. Aye, she is.
0:15:12 > 0:15:14HE SIGHS AND TUTS
0:15:22 > 0:15:24You just had to rub my nose in it, didn't you?
0:15:27 > 0:15:28Who told you?
0:15:28 > 0:15:31Oh, Stevie and Raymond were having a nice wee chat in the pub
0:15:31 > 0:15:33and muggins here just happened to be passing.
0:15:35 > 0:15:36I didn't want you to find out like that.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39I was gonnae tell you, but I just haven't had the chance.
0:15:39 > 0:15:43What? Am I supposed to be pleased for you or something?
0:15:43 > 0:15:46- I thought I owed to you. - Owed it to me?
0:15:46 > 0:15:48- To tell you myself.- Oh, aye!
0:15:49 > 0:15:53- Stick it to wee Boab, eh? - That's not fair.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56That really hurts me that you think that I would do that to you.
0:15:56 > 0:15:59You dumped me for another guy, then he gets you up the duff.
0:15:59 > 0:16:02Yet you've still got the cheek to not be happy with my reaction?
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- What planet are you on? - I didn't mean to hurt you.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07Stella, save it! You make me sick, do you know that?
0:16:11 > 0:16:12DOOR SLAMS
0:16:34 > 0:16:36Look who's come back for more, eh?!
0:16:36 > 0:16:40THEY SHOUT
0:16:59 > 0:17:03- So, you've seen Bob, then? - Why are you doing this to him?
0:17:04 > 0:17:07- I'm not trying to do anything. - You've destroyed him.
0:17:09 > 0:17:12- I'm really sorry, Scarlett. - If you and Stevie wanted a wean...
0:17:12 > 0:17:15- It just happened. - You should've left Shieldinch,
0:17:15 > 0:17:16let the wee man get on with his own life.
0:17:16 > 0:17:18This isn't the way I wanted it to be.
0:17:20 > 0:17:23I wish with all my heart he'd never met you, Stella.
0:17:23 > 0:17:25You've got no idea of a mother's pain.
0:17:27 > 0:17:28I hope you're proud of yourself.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52- I think you owe your wife an apology.- Oh, do you?
0:17:55 > 0:17:56Some folk might think that
0:17:56 > 0:17:59I shouldn't come between a man and his wife.
0:17:59 > 0:18:03- And they'd be right. - But some things need to be said.
0:18:03 > 0:18:06Molly speaks out. Shock, horror(!)
0:18:06 > 0:18:08Don't you dare take that tone to me!
0:18:08 > 0:18:13- Look, Mum, going to give us a break?!- Do you know what you need?
0:18:13 > 0:18:16- No, but I'm sure you're gonnae tell me.- A wean!
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- What?- You heard me.
0:18:18 > 0:18:20I think it's about high time that you and Tattie tried again
0:18:20 > 0:18:24and it's no' going to happen with you camped out on that couch, is it?
0:18:24 > 0:18:30- Maw...- Listen, let's face it - you are not getting on.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32So you need to grow up
0:18:32 > 0:18:36and think of a way of getting the two of you together again.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38And a wee wean might just be the answer.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40We've got Christina.
0:18:40 > 0:18:43Look, Bob, I know that you're fond of the lassie...
0:18:43 > 0:18:45Maw, just give me a break, will you?
0:18:45 > 0:18:48All right, all right. I've said my piece.
0:18:48 > 0:18:52- Aye, you have.- Aye. And no doubt I'll be ignored, as usual.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04MOBILE PHONE VIBRATES
0:19:25 > 0:19:28- Wait till I get a hold of him. - Why not just let it go?
0:19:28 > 0:19:31It's bad enough that he talks to you like that,
0:19:31 > 0:19:34but then he runs and tells his mammy!
0:19:34 > 0:19:36What did I think he was going to be like?
0:19:38 > 0:19:42- Sake, man...- Come on, I'm taking you home.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44No, just you get back to work. I'll go home myself.
0:19:44 > 0:19:46I can take ten minutes.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47I'll be fine.
0:19:48 > 0:19:53Do you know, maybe this is a good thing in a funny kind of way.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56Well, it doesn't feel good to me.
0:19:56 > 0:20:00No, what I mean is, you and me with a wee family
0:20:00 > 0:20:04right here in Shieldinch, no matter what the O'Haras say.
0:20:07 > 0:20:10I'm sure you're probably right,
0:20:10 > 0:20:13I'm just gonnae need to be strong about it another day.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30Thanks, nurse, for all your help.
0:20:30 > 0:20:34Pleasure, and call me Tattie. Everyone else does.
0:20:35 > 0:20:38OK, but I'd prefer Tatiana. Do you mind?
0:20:38 > 0:20:40Of course not.
0:20:40 > 0:20:42It's such a beautiful name.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45Don't you object to the Weegies turning it into a potato?
0:20:46 > 0:20:48They could have called me worse.
0:21:05 > 0:21:11OK, breathe deeply, that's it. That's it.
0:21:18 > 0:21:19Thank you.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21Take some more if you need.
0:21:22 > 0:21:24I'm fine.
0:21:25 > 0:21:28It's farcical, really.
0:21:28 > 0:21:31I need oxygen, and I'm not strong enough to get it.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33A sick joke.
0:21:35 > 0:21:40I know it's cruel. You feel your movement is getting worse?
0:21:45 > 0:21:49My whole situation is becoming...
0:21:54 > 0:21:57intolerable, simply intolerable, Tatiana.
0:22:00 > 0:22:04Perhaps it's time to be thinking of additional care?
0:22:06 > 0:22:08I suppose it would take the burden off Will.
0:22:08 > 0:22:12I feel for him, I really do.
0:22:12 > 0:22:18He shouldn't have my illness putting his life on hold.
0:22:18 > 0:22:20I'm sure he doesn't see it like that.
0:22:20 > 0:22:21And do you know why?
0:22:23 > 0:22:27Because I brainwashed him as a child
0:22:27 > 0:22:30about duty and responsibility.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33And now he doesn't know how to escape it.
0:22:33 > 0:22:34Maybe he doesn't want to.
0:22:38 > 0:22:41I'm boring you to death. I apologise.
0:22:41 > 0:22:43No, you need to talk, Mr Cooper.
0:22:44 > 0:22:47Thank you, and please, call me Edward.
0:22:48 > 0:22:55All right...Edward. Anyway, I'm the one that you'll get bored with.
0:22:55 > 0:22:57I'll be calling to check on you every day now.
0:22:58 > 0:23:00I'll look forward to it.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02And take some more oxygen, please.
0:23:02 > 0:23:04I will.
0:23:07 > 0:23:08I'll see you soon.
0:23:22 > 0:23:23How is he?
0:23:23 > 0:23:26He's fine, but I've told him to use the oxygen more.
0:23:26 > 0:23:28That's good. He'll listen to you.
0:23:28 > 0:23:31His mobility is becoming a problem. Do you think a physio would help?
0:23:31 > 0:23:36Of course. I have some contacts here in my book.
0:23:36 > 0:23:39- By the way, I've found a motor neurone support group.- No.
0:23:39 > 0:23:41I think it's important for you to talk to other carers...
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Robbie, totally depressing.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46No! The opposite! Tell him!
0:23:46 > 0:23:48It's for Will to decide, really.
0:23:48 > 0:23:50Well, I tried.
0:23:50 > 0:23:53Here are some names of physios.
0:23:53 > 0:23:54Thank you, Tattie.
0:23:58 > 0:24:02MOBILE PHONE VIBRATES
0:24:20 > 0:24:22- Hello?- 'You blanking me?'
0:24:22 > 0:24:26No, Davey! I've been at that street all day. I went down to find him
0:24:26 > 0:24:29but he wasn't there, I'm gonnae go back down later.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30'Liar.'
0:24:30 > 0:24:33Look, I swear, I couldnae find him.
0:24:33 > 0:24:34DOORBELL BUZZES
0:24:34 > 0:24:37Two seconds, Davey, there's somebody at the door.
0:24:40 > 0:24:43- Liar!- All right!
0:24:43 > 0:24:46I found him, but he'd done it all or sold it, I don't know...
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Not my problem. That was a grand's worth and you better replace it.
0:24:48 > 0:24:50How am I gonnae do that?
0:24:50 > 0:24:53Listen, ya muppet, I've got somebody on my back about this.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55- I thought this was your gig. - I've got a backer.
0:24:55 > 0:24:57A serious player, and I'm not taking the rap for this.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59He'll be getting your name.
0:25:09 > 0:25:12What's going on? Get off him! Stop it!
0:25:12 > 0:25:15SCUFFLE AND SHOUTS UPSTAIRS
0:25:22 > 0:25:26Stella! Are you OK? Talk to me.
0:25:26 > 0:25:28Stella?
0:25:30 > 0:25:31Call an ambulance.
0:25:31 > 0:25:37I'll do it myself! You, go and get Stevie. Go!
0:25:40 > 0:25:42I need an ambulance, please.
0:25:42 > 0:25:43What the hell happened?
0:25:43 > 0:25:45I don't know, I just found her lying on the floor.
0:25:45 > 0:25:47What? You left her on her own?
0:25:47 > 0:25:49No, Tattie's with her, we called an ambulance.
0:26:03 > 0:26:08Come on. What the hell's taking so long?
0:26:08 > 0:26:09Come on, sit down.
0:26:13 > 0:26:16- How is she?- There's still an element of bleeding right now and...
0:26:16 > 0:26:20Stop that, then. Surely there's something you can give her.
0:26:20 > 0:26:22At this stage of a pregnancy, options are limited,
0:26:22 > 0:26:25but we're doing our best to stabilise your partner.
0:26:25 > 0:26:26Is she going to lose the baby?
0:26:30 > 0:26:33I would have to say that at this point in time,
0:26:33 > 0:26:36the viability of the pregnancy is in the balance.
0:26:36 > 0:26:38The next few hours will be critical.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Can I see her?
0:26:41 > 0:26:46- Not just yet. We'll keep you informed how she's doing.- Thank you.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Come on, Stevie. Let's get a cup of something from the machine.
0:26:50 > 0:26:53- Where the hell's Mark? - I don't know... I thought he...
0:26:53 > 0:26:57- He was supposed to be here. Does he not care what happens to his sister? - I'm sure he's on his way.
0:26:57 > 0:26:59But he was the one that told me about Stella,
0:26:59 > 0:27:02- and now he's done the off. - Come on, let's get that coffee.
0:27:17 > 0:27:19It's been such a long time since I played.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21You'd never know.
0:27:21 > 0:27:23Less of the sarcasm, please.
0:27:27 > 0:27:29Useless! Bloody useless fingers!
0:27:29 > 0:27:31It's all right, Dad, I'll fix it.
0:27:31 > 0:27:34No, wrong square. The knight was in front of that pawn.
0:27:34 > 0:27:38Oh, so it was. Mr Photographic Memory.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Comes in useful.
0:27:40 > 0:27:43Dad, why don't you call out the moves, and I'll do them.
0:27:43 > 0:27:45In case this game lasts all day?
0:27:45 > 0:27:46No, just so you can relax.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52OK, bishop to queen's bishop three.
0:27:53 > 0:27:55No, that's king's bishop three. Other side.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57Jawohl, mein Fuhrer.
0:28:05 > 0:28:08- You sure you want to do that? - Yes.- Certain?
0:28:08 > 0:28:10Stop it.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15Queen to king's bishop seven.
0:28:24 > 0:28:25And, check.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26You sneaky old bugger.
0:28:26 > 0:28:30Sneaky's in the rules. Actually, it's mate in two moves.
0:28:30 > 0:28:32Another one?
0:28:34 > 0:28:35Go on, then. Never say die.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42Will, won't you go to that support group Robbie's suggesting?
0:28:43 > 0:28:46Ah, listening. were you?
0:28:46 > 0:28:48I might be falling apart but I'm not deaf.
0:28:51 > 0:28:54I just think I'm doing all right on my own.
0:28:54 > 0:28:57You are, and I appreciate everything you're doing for me,
0:28:57 > 0:28:59the sacrifices you've already made.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03I'm glad to do it.
0:29:03 > 0:29:07I know, but inevitably, things will get tougher,
0:29:07 > 0:29:11and that's when support could be very helpful to you.
0:29:16 > 0:29:19- Maybe you're right. - You'll give it a go?
0:29:21 > 0:29:22On one condition.
0:29:22 > 0:29:24What's that?
0:29:24 > 0:29:27- Give us a fighting chance. - No chance!
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Hiya.
0:29:39 > 0:29:42There's some stew left on the stove.
0:29:44 > 0:29:49I had something earlier on, I'm all right. Is Tattie in?
0:29:49 > 0:29:51She phoned to say that she'd be late back.
0:29:51 > 0:29:53I don't know why I bother making food.
0:29:55 > 0:30:01Look, I'm gonnae apologise to Tattie later and...and to you.
0:30:01 > 0:30:03I'm sorry.
0:30:04 > 0:30:05Forget it.
0:30:07 > 0:30:10I just don't like to see you and Tattie like this.
0:30:10 > 0:30:13It's not good, Son.
0:30:13 > 0:30:16I think we're both just really missing Christina.
0:30:16 > 0:30:21Look, I have said it once, and I will say it again,
0:30:21 > 0:30:24you cannot go on building your lives around Christina.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26Please don't start goin' on about babies again.
0:30:26 > 0:30:30All right, all right, I know when my opinion's not wanted.
0:30:30 > 0:30:32Ha! Do you?
0:30:32 > 0:30:36Aye. Doesn't stop me giving it, though, does it?
0:30:36 > 0:30:39No, it disnae.
0:30:39 > 0:30:42Right, stew.
0:30:47 > 0:30:49Checkmate.
0:30:49 > 0:30:51All right, a little bit less triumphant would be nice.
0:30:51 > 0:30:54Now, now. Be a good loser.
0:30:54 > 0:30:56I can only imagine what you'd be like if you'd lost.
0:30:56 > 0:31:00You're right, I've never been a good loser. Even less so now.
0:31:02 > 0:31:07I'm so bloody angry at this useless pile of bones packing up on me.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Well, that, I can't imagine.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12Thank you for today, it's been fun.
0:31:12 > 0:31:16Good, that's what I wanted, even if I was the fall guy.
0:31:18 > 0:31:19You don't need to be.
0:31:19 > 0:31:24What, are you going to give me chess lessons, are you?
0:31:24 > 0:31:29I mean, today was fun but the coming month, years, who knows?
0:31:29 > 0:31:33They're not going to be. And why should you be the fall guy?
0:31:33 > 0:31:36My time's up, I'm just treading water now, waiting to drown.
0:31:37 > 0:31:40Dad, you're alive! And you're beating me at chess!
0:31:40 > 0:31:42These are precious days!
0:31:42 > 0:31:45They are, but what we're doing today,
0:31:45 > 0:31:47I won't be capable of that very soon.
0:31:47 > 0:31:51We'll cross that bridge when we come to it.
0:31:51 > 0:31:55It'll be a slow and demoralising decline. I don't want that.
0:31:55 > 0:31:59The sooner you can get back to your career, your life, the better.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01Dad, we've been through this.
0:32:01 > 0:32:04I took a leave of absence so you don't face this alone.
0:32:04 > 0:32:06And if, at some point in the future,
0:32:06 > 0:32:09I told you that I can't face another day on this planet,
0:32:09 > 0:32:11would you help me escape?
0:32:12 > 0:32:14What?
0:32:16 > 0:32:19No, I couldn't.
0:32:19 > 0:32:23OK, OK. I'm sorry I upset you.
0:32:23 > 0:32:26Dad, promise me you wouldn't do anything stupid.
0:32:26 > 0:32:28I can hardly move, so that seems unlikely.
0:32:28 > 0:32:30Dad, promise me.
0:32:30 > 0:32:34There's no need. Everything I said is history already, OK?
0:32:36 > 0:32:38I hope so.
0:32:40 > 0:32:44He's not serious. He's just unhappy and you can't really blame him.
0:32:44 > 0:32:46He is serious.
0:32:48 > 0:32:49He wouldn't have brought that up
0:32:49 > 0:32:51if he wasn't thinking about it carefully.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54- I know what he's like. - What exactly does he mean, though?
0:32:54 > 0:32:57A bit more morphine when he's really bad to help ease him out?
0:32:57 > 0:32:59That's not that unusual, is it?
0:33:01 > 0:33:05That's not what he's talking about.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09He's talking about assisted suicide.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13And you to assist him?
0:33:13 > 0:33:15Well, if not personally,
0:33:15 > 0:33:19at least to arrange the possibility.
0:33:22 > 0:33:24What? Go to that place in Switzerland?
0:33:28 > 0:33:30I don't know...
0:33:30 > 0:33:33I can't even believe we're having this conversation.
0:33:37 > 0:33:40We're actually getting on better than we ever had.
0:33:42 > 0:33:44I was even glad he was trouncing me at chess.
0:33:44 > 0:33:47How would any of us know what we'd do in his situation?
0:33:49 > 0:33:50I know, we can't.
0:33:50 > 0:33:55When I think about it rationally, my reaction's basically selfish.
0:33:55 > 0:33:58It's not. He's your dad and you don't want to lose him.
0:33:58 > 0:34:00That's natural.
0:34:00 > 0:34:03Stop torturing yourself, you're doing the best you can.
0:34:03 > 0:34:04Well, it doesn't feel like it.
0:34:04 > 0:34:06Of course you are!
0:34:06 > 0:34:10This is an impossible situation.
0:34:12 > 0:34:15Let's face it, there's not gonnae be a happy ending,
0:34:15 > 0:34:17but you're at least making your peace with Edward,
0:34:17 > 0:34:20so that will be a good thing to hang on to when he's gone.
0:34:31 > 0:34:32Well?
0:34:33 > 0:34:37I'm sorry to tell you that your partner has lost the baby.
0:34:37 > 0:34:38I'm sorry.
0:34:42 > 0:34:46Oh, Stevie, I'm so sorry.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51- Can I see her now?- Of course.
0:35:01 > 0:35:02PHONE RINGS AT OTHER END
0:35:02 > 0:35:05Come on, come on!
0:35:07 > 0:35:08Tattie, it's Mark.
0:35:09 > 0:35:10How's Stella doing?
0:35:12 > 0:35:16She lost the baby, Mark.
0:35:16 > 0:35:19'Mark? Mark, are you still there?
0:35:19 > 0:35:21'Mark?
0:35:22 > 0:35:23'Mark?'
0:36:23 > 0:36:26Hi.
0:36:26 > 0:36:28Hi.
0:36:41 > 0:36:42I'm sorry.
0:36:45 > 0:36:47No, Stella, don't be daft.
0:36:50 > 0:36:51But I've let you down.
0:36:52 > 0:36:55Come on, Stella, don't say that, you haven't!
0:36:56 > 0:36:59You wanted this baby so badly.
0:37:00 > 0:37:03And so did you, right? So did you.
0:37:06 > 0:37:11I just think I put myself under too much pressure
0:37:11 > 0:37:14and it's affected the baby.
0:37:28 > 0:37:32HE SOBS
0:37:35 > 0:37:37I've still got you.
0:37:47 > 0:37:48I love you.
0:37:50 > 0:37:52I love you too.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32They've gave her some pills, she's sleeping.
0:38:35 > 0:38:36Best thing for her right now.
0:38:39 > 0:38:40She's exhausted.
0:38:43 > 0:38:47Do you know, it was my big mouth that got her in this state.
0:38:47 > 0:38:50Scarlett and Bob gave her a hard time because of me.
0:38:50 > 0:38:51Stevie.
0:38:52 > 0:38:55How they feel was always going to be out of your control.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00She's in there blaming herself.
0:39:02 > 0:39:03I mean...
0:39:03 > 0:39:05I'm the one that should be...
0:39:09 > 0:39:10I'm sorry. I'm fine.
0:39:14 > 0:39:17Mark just called. He was very upset.
0:39:20 > 0:39:22That upset, he couldn't even make it!
0:39:23 > 0:39:25I suppose it's his...
0:39:25 > 0:39:26guilt about what happened.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31Guilt? What are you talking about?
0:39:34 > 0:39:35He didn't tell you?
0:39:37 > 0:39:39Tell me what?
0:39:41 > 0:39:42Oh, Stevie...
0:39:44 > 0:39:46Tattie, what happened?
0:39:49 > 0:39:50Mark!
0:39:52 > 0:39:54Mark!
0:39:56 > 0:39:59WHISPERING TO HIMSELF: Where are you, you wee scumbag?
0:40:53 > 0:40:54I don't know what to say, son.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58It doesn't get much tougher than that.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05You and me in here this morning...
0:41:07 > 0:41:08..seems like a lifetime ago now.
0:41:12 > 0:41:16Anyway, have you seen Stella's brother?
0:41:16 > 0:41:18No. Was he not at the hospital?
0:41:20 > 0:41:21It's a long story.
0:41:23 > 0:41:26That boy, you just don't need the extra grief.
0:41:26 > 0:41:27Tell me about it.
0:41:30 > 0:41:31I need to go.
0:41:31 > 0:41:35Look, if there's anything, you and Stella, anything, you call me, OK?
0:41:35 > 0:41:37I will, thanks, Raymond.
0:41:40 > 0:41:41Still celebrating, aye?
0:41:45 > 0:41:46I'm warning you...
0:41:46 > 0:41:48..if you go near her again, I'm smashin' you.
0:41:48 > 0:41:52Ho, hold on a minute, I'm the fall guy here, no' Stella.
0:41:52 > 0:41:53She lost the wean.
0:41:56 > 0:41:57What?
0:41:57 > 0:42:00Aye, a miscarriage this afternoon.
0:42:00 > 0:42:01I'm really sorry, Stevie.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03I couldnae care less.
0:42:03 > 0:42:06If you and your stupid maw hadnae gave her such a hard time,
0:42:06 > 0:42:07maybe she wouldnae be in this state!
0:42:07 > 0:42:10That's... That's really unfair.
0:42:10 > 0:42:11- Unfair?- Stevie!
0:42:14 > 0:42:17It's all right, Raymond, you're no' worth it.
0:42:28 > 0:42:30Raymond...
0:42:30 > 0:42:33there's nae way I would've wanted that to have happened to Stella.
0:42:33 > 0:42:35I know, son.
0:42:35 > 0:42:38You just happened to be in the firing line
0:42:38 > 0:42:40and he needs someone to blame right now.
0:42:45 > 0:42:49He's gone home to get some clothes for you, but he'll be back soon.
0:42:51 > 0:42:53You should go. You don't need to wait on Stevie.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55I'm fine.
0:42:55 > 0:42:56What about work?
0:42:56 > 0:42:58It's OK, Stella, honestly.
0:43:01 > 0:43:05Tattie, I feel really bad about this.
0:43:05 > 0:43:07You being here.
0:43:07 > 0:43:10It must bring back lots of memories that you'd rather no' have.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12You can't just erase your memories, Stella.
0:43:14 > 0:43:15They are a part of you, for life.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18So don't worry about me.
0:43:20 > 0:43:21I feel like a fraud next to you.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24Why?
0:43:25 > 0:43:27Because you lost a full-term baby.
0:43:29 > 0:43:31I'm just at the start of a pregnancy.
0:43:31 > 0:43:34- It's nothing compared to what you went through.- Don't compare.
0:43:34 > 0:43:36There's no point.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40I've never felt so miserable in my whole life.
0:43:49 > 0:43:50This is grieving, Stella.
0:43:54 > 0:43:55And you need to grieve.
0:43:56 > 0:43:59It's the most important thing I learned from my experience.
0:44:00 > 0:44:05That you and Stevie take the time you need
0:44:05 > 0:44:07to honour the memory of your unborn child.
0:44:39 > 0:44:43I might have known you couldn't stay away fae it, you wee tosser.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47HE CHOKES
0:44:50 > 0:44:51HE COUGHS
0:45:31 > 0:45:32DOOR BUZZES
0:45:40 > 0:45:43Listen, Stevie, son, I was worried about you.
0:45:43 > 0:45:44Raymond, in there!
0:45:48 > 0:45:49What's happened here?
0:45:49 > 0:45:52I don't know. I just came in and I found him like this.
0:45:52 > 0:45:54He's been sick, I think. We need to clear his airways.
0:45:54 > 0:45:55Get him on his side.
0:45:57 > 0:45:58Come on! Come on!
0:45:58 > 0:46:00Don't die on me, ya wee scumbag!
0:46:02 > 0:46:05All right... Right.
0:46:06 > 0:46:07That's good, that's a good sign.
0:46:07 > 0:46:10Just leave him like that till he comes to.
0:46:18 > 0:46:20When did he start using again?
0:46:20 > 0:46:21Don't know and I don't care.
0:46:22 > 0:46:24Stevie, son, the boy needs help.
0:46:24 > 0:46:26He's had all the help he's going to get fae me.
0:46:26 > 0:46:27We need to get him to a hospital.
0:46:27 > 0:46:30No! I don't want Stella to know about this.
0:46:31 > 0:46:34OK, but for Stella's sake,
0:46:34 > 0:46:36we need to at least call a paramedic or something.
0:46:36 > 0:46:39Raymond, you don't understand.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41That lying there got in a fight today with somebody
0:46:41 > 0:46:42and Stella got caught in the middle.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44- Whereabouts?- Here, right here!
0:46:45 > 0:46:48And that probably caused Stella to...
0:46:48 > 0:46:49All right, OK. I hear what you're saying.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52But look at the state of him.
0:46:52 > 0:46:53We need to get him checked out.
0:46:56 > 0:46:57All right, fine.
0:46:59 > 0:47:00Good.
0:47:00 > 0:47:03No. It's all right, I'll phone them.
0:47:03 > 0:47:05HE COUGHS
0:47:05 > 0:47:06He's coming round.
0:47:08 > 0:47:11Right, I'll take it fae here, OK?
0:47:11 > 0:47:12Raymond, seriously, I've got it.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17Look, I'll tell you what you can do. You can go to the hospital,
0:47:17 > 0:47:19get Tattie and bring her home,
0:47:19 > 0:47:22cos she's been there all day.
0:47:22 > 0:47:23Seriously, thanks, Raymond.
0:47:58 > 0:47:59Tattie...
0:48:02 > 0:48:04..I'm sorry about this morning.
0:48:04 > 0:48:06- It's OK.- No, I was...
0:48:06 > 0:48:10It's fine, Bob. I'm too tired, honestly.
0:48:14 > 0:48:15Why were you working so late?
0:48:16 > 0:48:19I was in the hospital with Stella.
0:48:19 > 0:48:20What happened?
0:48:22 > 0:48:23She lost her baby.
0:48:25 > 0:48:26She was pregnant?
0:48:28 > 0:48:29Yes.
0:48:31 > 0:48:34The baby was only new, but she miscarried.
0:48:35 > 0:48:36That's terrible.
0:48:38 > 0:48:43She and Stevie are pretty devastated.
0:48:48 > 0:48:50Well, we know how that feels, eh?
0:48:53 > 0:48:54We do.
0:48:57 > 0:48:59It must have been really hard for you.
0:49:02 > 0:49:04Yeah.
0:49:08 > 0:49:09Do you want a cup of tea?
0:49:12 > 0:49:13No, thanks.
0:49:14 > 0:49:16I got a call from Christina.
0:49:17 > 0:49:19Oh, brilliant, when's she arriving?
0:49:19 > 0:49:21She's not.
0:49:21 > 0:49:22What?
0:49:23 > 0:49:25Her new girlfriend?
0:49:25 > 0:49:28She's going to go to her family for Christmas.
0:49:28 > 0:49:29But why's she not...?
0:49:29 > 0:49:33I don't know. Maybe she's just outgrown us.
0:49:35 > 0:49:37I suppose we'll have to get used to it.
0:49:40 > 0:49:43Christmas will no' be the same without her. It will be like...
0:49:43 > 0:49:44I don't want to think about it.
0:49:48 > 0:49:49Sorry.
0:49:55 > 0:49:57I'm just going to go to bed. You coming?
0:50:04 > 0:50:06I think I'll just...
0:50:07 > 0:50:09..sit here for a while.
0:50:22 > 0:50:23Night, then.
0:50:26 > 0:50:27Good night.
0:50:49 > 0:50:50Just be a moment. Be right back.
0:50:50 > 0:50:51Thank you.
0:50:58 > 0:50:59You back with us, then?
0:51:01 > 0:51:04You found her lying on the floor, did you? You dirty, lying...
0:51:05 > 0:51:07- It was an accident!- Get up!
0:51:08 > 0:51:10Who was the guy earlier? The dealer?
0:51:10 > 0:51:11Who was he?
0:51:11 > 0:51:13- I don't know.- Tell me! Tell me!
0:51:13 > 0:51:14I can't!
0:51:16 > 0:51:18Look, please, Stevie, don't tell Stella I'm using again.
0:51:18 > 0:51:21Thinking about yourself, as usual, aye. She lost the wean!
0:51:21 > 0:51:22Not that you care!
0:51:25 > 0:51:26Look, I know.
0:51:26 > 0:51:30I phoned the hospital, I spoke to Tattie and I do care.
0:51:30 > 0:51:31Here's the bottom line.
0:51:31 > 0:51:35That ambulance is going to take you to hospital tonight.
0:51:35 > 0:51:37- I don't want to go to the hospital...- You're gone!
0:51:37 > 0:51:39You're out of here.
0:51:39 > 0:51:42I've phoned the rehab an' all. You can stay with them.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45Look, how's Stella?
0:51:45 > 0:51:47- Nothing to do with you? - She's my sister!
0:51:47 > 0:51:50You'll never see her again. Do you understand me?
0:51:50 > 0:51:52- Where will I go?- I don't care.
0:51:52 > 0:51:54I owe money, Stevie, they're after me.
0:51:54 > 0:51:56You're no' listening.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58You're no' putting her in danger again.
0:52:00 > 0:52:01Please, Stevie.
0:52:01 > 0:52:04I promise you I won't screw up, honestly.
0:52:04 > 0:52:05You listen to me.
0:52:07 > 0:52:08Disappear...
0:52:10 > 0:52:12..because if that dealer doesn't kill you, I will.
0:52:12 > 0:52:14Stella won't feel that way.
0:52:14 > 0:52:15Maybe she won't.
0:52:15 > 0:52:19But that won't matter, because you won't be in Shieldinch, will you?
0:52:19 > 0:52:21And when you get out of that rehab,
0:52:21 > 0:52:23we won't know where you are, will we?
0:52:26 > 0:52:27DOOR OPENS
0:52:30 > 0:52:33I'll pack a bag. Two minutes, boys.
0:52:42 > 0:52:43How was he?
0:52:43 > 0:52:46The usual. Nothing's ever his fault.
0:52:49 > 0:52:50Did you take it out on him?
0:52:52 > 0:52:53He needed to be told.
0:52:55 > 0:52:57Tattie thought this would happen anyway.
0:52:59 > 0:53:01That's just guessing.
0:53:01 > 0:53:02I think she's right.
0:53:02 > 0:53:03How?
0:53:05 > 0:53:07I never said to you, right...
0:53:09 > 0:53:13..but I started spotting again, quite heavily...
0:53:13 > 0:53:15before all that carry on with Mark.
0:53:18 > 0:53:21That doesnae get him off the hook.
0:53:21 > 0:53:22Well, it was worse than before.
0:53:24 > 0:53:28And getting hit to the floor didn't exactly help either, did it?
0:53:28 > 0:53:30He was trying to protect me.
0:53:30 > 0:53:31Stella...
0:53:33 > 0:53:35..he put you in danger. I'm not going to forget that.
0:53:36 > 0:53:40And, anyway, it's my job to protect you, and I never done that.
0:53:40 > 0:53:41Oh, for God's sake, Stevie.
0:53:41 > 0:53:46Aye. I wanted to take you back to the flat myself.
0:53:46 > 0:53:49If I'd done that, maybe things would've been different.
0:53:49 > 0:53:51You don't know that.
0:53:52 > 0:53:55My whole life, as you know, has been a car crash.
0:53:57 > 0:54:00I thought that this was finally it.
0:54:00 > 0:54:03The thing that would make it a new start.
0:54:05 > 0:54:06Gonnae listen to me?
0:54:08 > 0:54:12See that love I felt for you this morning, I'm not letting that go.
0:54:13 > 0:54:17We are gonnae have a baby, you and me...one day.
0:54:19 > 0:54:20I think so too.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24And next time, I'm going to look after you.
0:54:26 > 0:54:27You do that already.
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Aye, well, I'll do it better.
0:54:32 > 0:54:33You're amazing.
0:54:41 > 0:54:42Stella...
0:54:43 > 0:54:46..I didn't want to say after everything that's happened, but...
0:54:46 > 0:54:48What? HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:54:51 > 0:54:53Mark's using again.
0:54:56 > 0:54:59That's what the fight was all about.
0:54:59 > 0:55:01He wouldn't tell me who that guy was.
0:55:08 > 0:55:09Where is he now?
0:55:11 > 0:55:13I got him into that rehab.
0:55:14 > 0:55:16He's lucky they took him.
0:55:20 > 0:55:21Thank you.
0:55:31 > 0:55:32How many more times?
0:55:34 > 0:55:36I know you've lost all patience for him, right,
0:55:36 > 0:55:40but I cannae just abandon him, I cannae.
0:55:40 > 0:55:42He doesnae deserve you.
0:55:42 > 0:55:45Do you know what I want more than anything...
0:55:45 > 0:55:47is for me and you to have a baby together,
0:55:47 > 0:55:50and for my brother to clean himself up.
0:55:50 > 0:55:53So, please just promise me that you'll help me try and sort him out.
0:55:57 > 0:55:58We'll see...
0:55:58 > 0:55:59Please?
0:56:01 > 0:56:02Right.
0:56:08 > 0:56:09Poor Mark, man.
0:56:11 > 0:56:13He'll be fine, he'll be fine.
0:56:27 > 0:56:29I've made a will.
0:56:29 > 0:56:33There are some realities that have to be faced up to.
0:56:33 > 0:56:36- I'm hoping that they're going to let me see Mark today.- No.
0:56:36 > 0:56:38What is that supposed to mean?
0:56:38 > 0:56:41He might've been the reason why you had the miscarriage.
0:56:41 > 0:56:44- When are you going to tell him? - Maybe never.- Is that fair?
0:56:44 > 0:56:46Is what's happening to me fair?
0:56:46 > 0:56:49We've been friends for a long time. I think you're making a mistake.
0:56:49 > 0:56:51I'll not be eligible for benefits for six months
0:56:51 > 0:56:53if they find out I was sacked.
0:56:53 > 0:56:56If I do this and I get caught then I'll get fired as well.
0:56:56 > 0:56:57Raymond, what am I meant to do?
0:56:57 > 0:57:00Stop thinking about what you've lost
0:57:00 > 0:57:03and start taking care of what you've still actually got.
0:57:03 > 0:57:06I won't have my son looking after me when I'm incapable.
0:57:06 > 0:57:09I won't have him sacrificing his life like I did.
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