0:00:22 > 0:00:23Dan!
0:00:23 > 0:00:24How are you, Tattie?
0:00:26 > 0:00:28- Dr Dan...- He's back?
0:00:28 > 0:00:31He's the new locum at the surgery.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34Fines, bills, final demands,
0:00:34 > 0:00:35they're not gonnae just go away.
0:00:35 > 0:00:38I've had to be careful since me and Jimmy split up.
0:00:38 > 0:00:40- Everything's under control now, I promise you.- Aye?!
0:00:40 > 0:00:44No matter what happens, no matter what you decide to do,
0:00:44 > 0:00:45I'll always love you.
0:01:15 > 0:01:16HELICOPTER FLIES OVER
0:01:18 > 0:01:21MUFFLED GUNSHOTS AND SCREAMS
0:02:26 > 0:02:28MUSIC PLAYS ON RADIO
0:02:29 > 0:02:32Cal, look at the mess you're making.
0:02:34 > 0:02:37Right, you. Come on, get changed, uniform.
0:02:37 > 0:02:39I'll sort her.
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Right...
0:02:40 > 0:02:42Come on, missus.
0:02:56 > 0:03:00Hey, I need you to do a shift with Grace today.
0:03:00 > 0:03:04- Is Nic not up yet? - No, not yet. So can you?
0:03:04 > 0:03:06- Can I what?- Have Grace later?
0:03:06 > 0:03:08- Won't Nic be here? - Yes, but I've got to get to work
0:03:08 > 0:03:10and you know she won't cope all day on her own.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12TELEPHONE BEEPS
0:03:12 > 0:03:13So when can I expect you?
0:03:13 > 0:03:17Look, I've got stuff to do in the flat,
0:03:17 > 0:03:21then I'm going to have my hands full with Mandy Kennedy all afternoon.
0:03:21 > 0:03:22You need to have a word with her.
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- She says "Jump", you say "How high?" - It's work, Leyla.
0:03:28 > 0:03:31- Gabriel!- I'll be back when I'm back. OK?
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Callum's forgotten his trading cards.
0:03:52 > 0:03:56Seems like he's setting up the biggest deal the playground's ever seen. Are you all right?
0:03:56 > 0:03:59Me? Aye, fine. Painkillers.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01Toothache.
0:04:01 > 0:04:03Loneliest pain in the world. That's what they say, isn't it?
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Here you go.- Thanks.
0:04:14 > 0:04:15DOOR CLOSES
0:04:17 > 0:04:18Sorry I missed your call.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22It'd be great to see you, I'm just not sure what's happening with my shifts yet.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25Give us a call, we'll put a date in, OK? I'll talk to you soon.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27Thanks very much, mate.
0:04:27 > 0:04:28Hey, bolt, ya rocket. Get your own.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31It's really good of you letting me stay at the flat.
0:04:31 > 0:04:32Are you OK over at the Brodies'?
0:04:32 > 0:04:35It's no bother. Listen, sorry about the state of the place.
0:04:35 > 0:04:39The builders, well, they must be having trouble finding somewhere to tie up their horses.
0:04:39 > 0:04:42Either that or they're rustling cattle somewhere in East Kilbride
0:04:42 > 0:04:45instead of actually getting the job done, you know what I mean?
0:04:45 > 0:04:48Well, compared to what I'm used to it's like the Savoy. Hey, you.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53Morning, Dan. Gabriel. Are you working today?
0:04:53 > 0:04:55Sure am.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56Can't promise you any amputations,
0:04:56 > 0:04:59but I reckon we can line up some ear syringing for you.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02- I can't wait.- And don't work too hard.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05I've got a few folks rounded up for a couple of drinks
0:05:05 > 0:05:10- in the Tall Ship tonight.- Tattie, I'm only here for six weeks, don't go getting the bunting out just yet.
0:05:10 > 0:05:13- I'll be gone just as you're getting sick of seeing me.- I wouldn't worry about it, Dan.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15They're just using you as an excuse for a good bevy.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17You know what that lot are like.
0:05:17 > 0:05:19Oh, well, I better not let them down then, eh?
0:05:19 > 0:05:21- See you later.- Let's get to work.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26You all right, darling? We better get a shift on.
0:05:26 > 0:05:28Usual Scarlett, eh, coo's tail?
0:05:28 > 0:05:30Oh, you and Raymond got time for a couple of croissants
0:05:30 > 0:05:32and some cappuccino in the morning?
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- Oh, aye, sure.- Aye, try and get this lot out in time.
0:05:35 > 0:05:37I'll go and get her coat.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40"Essence of camomile, to reduce the stresses
0:05:40 > 0:05:41"and strains of everyday living."
0:05:41 > 0:05:44- Give me them, you. - Who gave you them? A witch doctor?
0:05:44 > 0:05:47They're homeopathic, actually. I thought I'd give them a try.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Right, darling, away and get your shoes on.
0:05:52 > 0:05:54Scarlett, are you all right?
0:05:54 > 0:05:58Aye, I'm fine, Jimmy. It's just everyday life.
0:05:58 > 0:06:01It's a wonder I'm not downing a bottle of vodka a day.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06Leyla, do you mind getting that in the post for me today, please?
0:06:06 > 0:06:07Sure, no bother.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13I'm sorry about earlier.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15I didn't mean to put you on the spot.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17No, it's OK.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19It's going to take a bit of getting used to.
0:06:19 > 0:06:22- People being civilised.- Guess there wasn't much partying over there?
0:06:22 > 0:06:27No. But we did laugh. A lot.
0:06:27 > 0:06:29Must have been tough at times.
0:06:29 > 0:06:31It was tough all the time.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33You pray for a dreamless sleep
0:06:33 > 0:06:35cos it's the only rest you're going to get.
0:06:35 > 0:06:38I hope you sleep better now.
0:06:38 > 0:06:41No, I do. Thanks, Tatiana.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55I sometimes feel like just packing a bag and going.
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Shall we?
0:07:02 > 0:07:05What, are you serious?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07Come on. Don't be ridiculous.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09Don't forget who you're married to.
0:07:09 > 0:07:10Oh!
0:07:10 > 0:07:13I know exactly who I'm married to.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16That's why I can have you in my bed and look him straight in the eye an hour later.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20And not betray a moment of us. Of you.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26We'll be OK, Gabriel.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34TELEPHONE RINGS
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Leave it.
0:07:38 > 0:07:39I better get it.
0:07:43 > 0:07:45Leyla?
0:07:45 > 0:07:46No, I know I did.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49But I just...I need to finish this job first...
0:07:49 > 0:07:52Then, I'll give Nicole a wee break...
0:07:52 > 0:07:54Yeah, I will.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56Right, OK.
0:07:58 > 0:07:59Bye.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01What are you playing at?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03Duty calls?
0:08:09 > 0:08:14You know, there was a time when all Leyla would have wanted was to look after a little one.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16But with you there too, though?
0:08:16 > 0:08:17Well, aye.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21Hey...
0:08:25 > 0:08:29..but I've got you now though, haven't I?
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Better not keep her ladyship waiting.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44So we're not having leaving drinks for me going to Manchester
0:08:44 > 0:08:46for three weeks, but we're having a party for Dan?
0:08:46 > 0:08:48You were the one who didn't want to do it.
0:08:48 > 0:08:52Well, it would have been a bit hypocritical, wouldn't it? Seeing as you're not going to miss me.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- Not tonight, eh?- Oh, yeah.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57Happy families.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02Of course I'm going to miss you.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04We're having problems, Bob,
0:09:04 > 0:09:07but it doesn't mean you're not the same man I fell in love with.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13So let's behave like grown-ups, OK?
0:09:16 > 0:09:19Oh! Here he is. What can I get you?
0:09:19 > 0:09:21Tonic water, please, Stevie.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24You not been shot then?
0:09:25 > 0:09:27No, not yet. You?
0:09:30 > 0:09:32Here you go!
0:09:32 > 0:09:34No, no, no. I'll get this.
0:09:34 > 0:09:35Cheers.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42THEY CHEER
0:09:46 > 0:09:48So we had to set the hospital up at night-time
0:09:48 > 0:09:50to avoid the border militia.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51We had to work in complete silence.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53There was six of us doing all-nighters,
0:09:53 > 0:09:55and we couldn't even talk.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58- You'd better not volunteer then, eh, Molly?- Wheesht, you!
0:09:58 > 0:10:01We could have done with you out there, Molly.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03Once we were up and running, it was chaos.
0:10:03 > 0:10:06The guards would steal the drugs to sell on in the city.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08We only had a few lockable cabinets
0:10:08 > 0:10:10so we took to hiding all the medicine in paint tins.
0:10:10 > 0:10:13- Jimmy did that. - What are you talking about?
0:10:13 > 0:10:15He used to stick his pieces in the glove compartment
0:10:15 > 0:10:18so as Lenny wouldn't nick his chocolate biscuits.
0:10:18 > 0:10:20THEY LAUGH
0:10:20 > 0:10:23I haven't missed the incisive local banter.
0:10:23 > 0:10:24It's a laugh a month.
0:10:24 > 0:10:29Right, here, come on, a toast to our own local hero, Dr Dan.
0:10:29 > 0:10:31ALL: Dr Dan!
0:10:32 > 0:10:33I'm proud of you, Dan.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35And I can still be proud of you?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- Yeah, you can.- That's brilliant, Leyla.
0:10:37 > 0:10:40After everything you've been through. I don't know how you've done it.
0:10:40 > 0:10:43I just kept reminding myself of what I used to be like.
0:10:43 > 0:10:46I'm just going to head. I've done my bit.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52Have another. It's your last night.
0:10:52 > 0:10:54Aye, it is.
0:10:54 > 0:10:57Might as well have another flat half lager to celebrate, eh?
0:10:57 > 0:11:03So, there was this one night when we were quiet.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06There was a few of us playing cards in the triage tent
0:11:06 > 0:11:11and we heard this sound, this moaning sound from outside.
0:11:11 > 0:11:13We just stopped and listened.
0:11:13 > 0:11:18There was this guttural, eerie gargle.
0:11:18 > 0:11:21It was coming closer and closer
0:11:21 > 0:11:26and then, we looked up and we saw this hand at the opening of the tent.
0:11:28 > 0:11:31And this guy walks in, drenched in blood.
0:11:32 > 0:11:36His clothes were red, his skin, his hair.
0:11:38 > 0:11:41It was just his eyes...just wide and staring.
0:11:42 > 0:11:46It was like a...just like a horror film.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51Pool of blood forming at his feet.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55I've never seen anything like it in my life.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02Joe?
0:12:02 > 0:12:03Danny boy.
0:12:19 > 0:12:24Stevie, dust off your finest single malt. Joe Dearnon's here.
0:12:26 > 0:12:29So this is the guy that put the corpse back together.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31- He survived?- He did.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34I was telling them about the time Mosi Okoro staggered into our tent.
0:12:34 > 0:12:37Mosi? Poor guy, he looked like a rag doll by the time
0:12:37 > 0:12:40we finished with him - held together by stitches.
0:12:40 > 0:12:41Some gaffer tape and a few safety pins.
0:12:41 > 0:12:44Then Dan here who spotted something we had all missed.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47After we'd sewn your man back together, Dan thinks, "If he had lost as much blood
0:12:47 > 0:12:50"as he was covered in, he would barely be alive, never mind walking."
0:12:50 > 0:12:54- I figured it must have been someone else's blood.- Dan just gets up and legs it out of the tent.
0:12:54 > 0:12:5720 minutes later, he staggers in holding what's left of Kofi Okoro.
0:12:57 > 0:13:00- Mosi's brother.- Did he make it?
0:13:00 > 0:13:03His life hung by the thinnest of threads.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05But he made it.
0:13:05 > 0:13:06That's some story.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10Look at the lot of you. That was one of the happy endings.
0:13:10 > 0:13:12THEY LAUGH
0:13:12 > 0:13:14- Let me get a round in. - No, no, here. I'll get them.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18No, no. Come on, "Try to be friendly with the locals." Isn't that one of Robertson's rules?
0:13:18 > 0:13:21This guy Professor Robertson ran the training programme in Mogadishu.
0:13:21 > 0:13:23- Old school in the extreme, wasn't he?- And then some.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26He used to make us go on ward rounds.
0:13:26 > 0:13:28There was one time we stopped at this guy
0:13:28 > 0:13:30who was sat in a chair next to the bed.
0:13:30 > 0:13:34He said to him, "Do you mind if we examine you as part of these young doctors' training?"
0:13:34 > 0:13:36And then, this guy's like, "Of course, sir, yes, sir."
0:13:36 > 0:13:40And Robertson pulls the curtain and says, "OK, we are just going to check your prostate."
0:13:40 > 0:13:42So this poor guy drops his trousers
0:13:42 > 0:13:45and one by one, we all lined up and had a wee feel.
0:13:45 > 0:13:48When it was done, Robertson says, "Thank you, that's very helpful
0:13:48 > 0:13:50"and I must say you have a very healthy prostate."
0:13:50 > 0:13:53So the poor guy pulls his drawers up.
0:13:53 > 0:13:56Then Robertson says, "And what exactly is it you're in for?"
0:13:56 > 0:13:59And the guy just turns to him and says, "I'm visiting my brother."
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Right, that's us.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23Bob, I've still got this.
0:14:26 > 0:14:27That's OK, I'll just finish it.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31No. It's OK. Just...
0:14:31 > 0:14:33you stay.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- There you go, Dan.- Cheers, Stevie.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Cheers, pal.
0:14:52 > 0:14:54He's quite a character.
0:14:54 > 0:14:55Joe? He is that.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Must have been good to have a friend like that.
0:14:59 > 0:15:01When you're so far from home.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03It was.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05I used to think of you.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07Me?
0:15:07 > 0:15:10What it must have been like for you when you first came over here.
0:15:10 > 0:15:14Not knowing the language and the customs...
0:15:14 > 0:15:16It was hard at first.
0:15:17 > 0:15:22Everything was so familiar, but it also seemed so different.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25I did miss home a lot when I first came.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28I know, I used to watch you staring out the window in a dwam.
0:15:28 > 0:15:31LOUD LAUGHTER
0:15:31 > 0:15:32But you're settled now.
0:15:34 > 0:15:37Yeah, it's good here.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39And Bob?
0:15:40 > 0:15:43You know. Ups and downs, I guess.
0:15:44 > 0:15:46You OK?
0:15:46 > 0:15:50Yeah, I'm OK. Just sometimes...
0:15:50 > 0:15:53home feels so, so far away.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56I know what you mean.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01You all right?
0:16:03 > 0:16:04Cheers.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09What are you doing here, Joe?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Got your message so I thought I'd come visit.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13How did you find me?
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Why? Are you hiding from me?
0:16:15 > 0:16:19No. I just, I didn't tell anyone I was coming back here.
0:16:19 > 0:16:20I took a chance.
0:16:21 > 0:16:24Look, I've got another posting back to Somalia.
0:16:24 > 0:16:27Leaving in a few days, so I thought I'd swing by and say adios.
0:16:27 > 0:16:30But hey, if you're not OK with it, I'll go.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33Don't be daft, look, you know...
0:16:34 > 0:16:36It's good to see you.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38Yeah, you too, man.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42JOE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:16:42 > 0:16:45Would it be all right if I crashed for a couple of nights?
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Joe, look, I'm staying at a mate's place,
0:16:48 > 0:16:50he's having some building work done.
0:16:50 > 0:16:52On your own?
0:16:52 > 0:16:54Yes, but the place is a mess.
0:16:54 > 0:16:55A corner's all I need.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59I'm sure I can find you a corner.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14Good night, boys.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Thanks for tonight.
0:17:16 > 0:17:19Any time, Dr Hunter. Any time.
0:17:19 > 0:17:20Safe home.
0:17:20 > 0:17:21TELEPHONE BEEPS
0:17:25 > 0:17:28- One for the road?- I think we should head.- Nah, I'm fine.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31Oh, come on. Here, Gabriel, did Dan tell you about our last road trip?
0:17:31 > 0:17:32- Joe, let's go.- What road trip?
0:17:32 > 0:17:34- Danny here stole a truck... - Joe, now!
0:17:34 > 0:17:36OK, OK, you're the boss.
0:17:36 > 0:17:39- Good to meet you, Gabriel. - You too, son.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- See you.- Ta-ra.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58- You want a cup of tea?- Sure.
0:18:00 > 0:18:02- Were you born in a barn?- Yeah.
0:18:12 > 0:18:13Dan?
0:18:15 > 0:18:17Dan!
0:18:17 > 0:18:20- The kettle must have blown the fuse. - It feels like home.
0:18:20 > 0:18:23At least we don't need an armed guard at the door.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29She's sweet.
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Who?
0:18:31 > 0:18:35Tatiana. Throwing a party for you.
0:18:35 > 0:18:36Got quite a soft spot for you.
0:18:36 > 0:18:40- She's married.- Never. Who to?
0:18:40 > 0:18:41Big Bob. He was there.
0:18:41 > 0:18:46The big fella? Jeez, he's punching well above his weight.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49He's a heavyweight to start with. Oh, poor girl. When they have sex,
0:18:49 > 0:18:52- it must be like having a wardrobe fall on top...- That's enough, Joe.
0:18:52 > 0:18:53JOE CHUCKLES
0:18:53 > 0:18:54I'm only messing.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58She's a good friend.
0:18:58 > 0:18:59OK, big man.
0:18:59 > 0:19:03- And she's been through a lot, so I don't want you talking about her like that.- I understand.
0:19:03 > 0:19:04I'm sorry.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20It's quiet, eh?
0:19:20 > 0:19:22I find it hard to sleep.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26Me too.
0:19:26 > 0:19:30I wouldn't have told Gabriel about the truck. Not everything, you know that.
0:19:43 > 0:19:46- Back to civvy street then. - Aye, for a while.
0:19:46 > 0:19:48A tie and a scope.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Wasn't that long ago we went to work in shorts
0:19:51 > 0:19:53with a pocketful of adrenaline shots.
0:19:55 > 0:19:57I thought you'd have stayed for Mary's funeral.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02They flew me back as soon as they discharged me. You know that.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Her family looked at me like I was dirt.
0:20:09 > 0:20:10The company man doing his duty.
0:20:12 > 0:20:14She used to say me and her dad would have got on.
0:20:14 > 0:20:18Then, the first time I meet him, he's lowering his daughter's body into a grave.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24I'm sorry.
0:20:28 > 0:20:29I know.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34You been staying over at your folks'?
0:20:34 > 0:20:39For a bit. Then with friends. Bit of a tour.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44But this time next week, boy, I'll be back in the heat.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46I'd better be going.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49Back in my shorts while you'll be scraping the egg off your tie.
0:20:49 > 0:20:51I'll see you.
0:20:51 > 0:20:52Have a good day, Doctor.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02BABY CRIES
0:21:03 > 0:21:05I'm going to pop out for some milk.
0:21:05 > 0:21:07Are you just going to let her cry?
0:21:07 > 0:21:11She's just tired, she'll drop off any minute. Do you want anything?
0:21:15 > 0:21:16DOOR CLOSES
0:21:16 > 0:21:19- Will you just leave her? - She's upset.- She's tired.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21And what would you know, Gabriel?
0:21:21 > 0:21:25You swan around here doling out advice without actually doing anything.
0:21:25 > 0:21:27Come on, I had her yesterday afternoon.
0:21:27 > 0:21:31Yeah, for like ten minutes. Grace needs routine, some stability.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34She's got stability. What she needs is her mother.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37- Yeah, well, her mother doesn't want her.- Oh, wait a minute.
0:21:37 > 0:21:41Well, why else would she be talking about having her adopted, Gabriel?
0:21:41 > 0:21:43Because she doesn't think she's good enough.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Not because she doesn't want her.
0:21:45 > 0:21:46TELEPHONE BEEPS
0:21:50 > 0:21:52I'd better get going.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53Great.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01DOOR CLOSES
0:22:01 > 0:22:02I'm coming, sweetheart.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21I've made you breakfast.
0:22:39 > 0:22:40Bob?
0:22:44 > 0:22:45DOOR CLOSES
0:22:52 > 0:22:55I hope you know what you're doing, madam.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58That's a big heart to break.
0:23:09 > 0:23:12You could have at least said goodbye. But no.
0:23:12 > 0:23:15You wanted to leave me feeling like I'd got it all wrong, didn't you?
0:23:15 > 0:23:19It's pathetic, Bob. A cheap shot, that's what it was.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Yeah, of course you do.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29I'll speak to you later, OK?
0:23:29 > 0:23:32Right... Yes...
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Bye then. Bye.
0:23:38 > 0:23:39Hey, Tatiana. You OK?
0:23:42 > 0:23:45If you need to talk, just let me know.
0:23:46 > 0:23:48I'm fine.
0:23:48 > 0:23:51I know you're fine. You're always fine, aren't you?
0:23:51 > 0:23:54But if you ever get tired of being fine, then you just let me know.
0:23:59 > 0:24:00- Cheers.- Ta.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18Busy, eh?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20Aye, rushed off my feet.
0:24:23 > 0:24:25I'll just be with you in a wee second, all right?
0:24:27 > 0:24:29Right, what can I get you?
0:24:29 > 0:24:31Just a coffee to take away.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36So, Stella, I was thinking...
0:24:36 > 0:24:39maybe I could pop in here and do a couple of shifts.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Just to help out.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42Sorry?
0:24:42 > 0:24:44Part-time.
0:24:45 > 0:24:47We're not really looking for anybody the now.
0:24:47 > 0:24:50Oh, it could actually suit us both, I'm not wanting full-time.
0:24:50 > 0:24:53What with the weans and everything.
0:24:53 > 0:24:55Well, see, if we were looking for somebody,
0:24:55 > 0:24:57Alex is dead strict about who he takes on.
0:24:57 > 0:24:59You'd need a CV and everything.
0:24:59 > 0:25:01For part-time? Cash in hand?
0:25:01 > 0:25:04- Thought you were the manager in here?- I am.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Is it not up to you?
0:25:06 > 0:25:07I wish it was.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08Fine.
0:25:10 > 0:25:12You'd need at least two references from your previous employers.
0:25:12 > 0:25:14Where am I supposed to get a reference from?
0:25:14 > 0:25:16I don't know, I'm just saying.
0:25:16 > 0:25:19- Oh, I know what you're saying, Stella.- Scarlett...
0:25:19 > 0:25:21Just when I'd forgot how unskilled, how unqualified,
0:25:21 > 0:25:25how unemployable I am, you go and remind me. Cheers.
0:25:25 > 0:25:29Reference? What reference do you need to take a bacon roll from here to there?
0:25:29 > 0:25:31- Here. Have that on the house. - Oh, don't you dare.
0:25:31 > 0:25:33Keep the change.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43- I've definitely got an appointment. - Uh-huh, that's you booked in.
0:25:43 > 0:25:47Would you mind writing that down for her?
0:25:47 > 0:25:50Molly. You been here for some of his famous bedside manner?
0:25:50 > 0:25:52It's good to have him back.
0:25:52 > 0:25:55Right, you. Lunch. My shout.
0:25:55 > 0:25:57- Yeah?- Yeah. You fit?
0:26:00 > 0:26:01Sure.
0:26:01 > 0:26:04So you're booked in for ten on Thursday morning, Molly.
0:26:04 > 0:26:07It is my varicose veins, Doctor, I know you've seen them
0:26:07 > 0:26:11a thousand times, but they're really giving me gyp these days.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13OK. Well, we'll have a look on Thursday then.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15Uh-huh.
0:26:16 > 0:26:19Ooh, thank you, young man!
0:26:22 > 0:26:25I'd forgotten how thrilling general practice is.
0:26:25 > 0:26:26Let's go.
0:26:26 > 0:26:28Tattie, aren't you going to break for lunch now?
0:26:28 > 0:26:31I'll have mine later. Have fun.
0:26:31 > 0:26:32OK.
0:26:32 > 0:26:35- I'm just going to grab my coat. - All right.
0:26:41 > 0:26:43What are you doing here?
0:26:47 > 0:26:49I got as far as Central Station,
0:26:49 > 0:26:52then I just kept thinking about what you said last night.
0:26:52 > 0:26:55About how I'm still the guy you fell in love with.
0:26:57 > 0:27:00I also said we had issues to deal with.
0:27:01 > 0:27:03I know. That's why I've come back.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07I was so proud of you.
0:27:07 > 0:27:11Going for it, trying to change your life, following your passion.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13So you'd rather I was gone?
0:27:13 > 0:27:15Bob, that's not what I'm saying!
0:27:15 > 0:27:17I'm all over the place with this, Tattie.
0:27:17 > 0:27:20I can't think about anything else until we get this sorted out.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22I thought this was a chance for you.
0:27:22 > 0:27:25Something you always wanted?
0:27:27 > 0:27:31Look, I phoned and cancelled the course now. I can't go back.
0:27:32 > 0:27:36I'm sure that won't be the last time I hear that.
0:27:36 > 0:27:37What's that supposed to mean?
0:27:37 > 0:27:39There's always an excuse, Bob.
0:27:41 > 0:27:42It's never you, is it?
0:27:45 > 0:27:48I need to get back to work.
0:27:48 > 0:27:49Well, can we have lunch?
0:27:50 > 0:27:53I...
0:27:53 > 0:27:54I took an early one.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59I'll just see you back at the house then.
0:28:06 > 0:28:09Six weeks of varicose veins and kids with saucepans stuck on their head?
0:28:09 > 0:28:13- You'll be glad to get on a plane, eh?- There's more to GP life than that.
0:28:13 > 0:28:16Of course. I'm forgetting them all hacking up phlegm over your shirt,
0:28:16 > 0:28:18and the junkies breaking in every night.
0:28:18 > 0:28:22As opposed to stapling some poor guy's guts back into his abdomen, and hoping for the best?
0:28:22 > 0:28:26- And making a difference. - We make a difference no matter where we are, as soon as we take that oath.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29Come on, Dan. You can't compare it. We're saving lives out there.
0:28:29 > 0:28:33Early detection, correct treatment. Banging on consultants' doors?
0:28:33 > 0:28:35We save lives here too.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37And how long can you live like that?
0:28:37 > 0:28:38It's what we do.
0:28:40 > 0:28:42It's what I do.
0:28:42 > 0:28:44You seem to have left your balls over there.
0:28:47 > 0:28:50I hear Peace Doctors are pulling out of Somalia.
0:28:50 > 0:28:52Apparently, it's too dangerous even for them.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54I'm not going back with Peace Doctors.
0:28:56 > 0:28:59- What? Who are you working for then? - The rebels.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00They need medics.
0:29:02 > 0:29:05A journalist I met is embedded with them. He's sorting it out.
0:29:05 > 0:29:07So it's not an NGO or a charity?
0:29:07 > 0:29:09Front line this time.
0:29:12 > 0:29:14I thought we were on the front line?
0:29:15 > 0:29:19Come with me. We work well together. We're a good team.
0:29:21 > 0:29:23- We were a good team.- Were?
0:29:23 > 0:29:25Dan... Don't tell me you'd rather be back here groping your nurse
0:29:25 > 0:29:28in the stationery cupboard than doing any real living?
0:29:28 > 0:29:32That's not real life. You can't live like that for ever. Real life is what you left behind when you signed up
0:29:32 > 0:29:36- and stepped on that plane.- You and me both, Dan.- Hardly.- Really?
0:29:36 > 0:29:39Look how far you had to run, your tail between your legs
0:29:39 > 0:29:41because you couldn't cope with it. With real life.
0:29:44 > 0:29:48We can leave in two days. The AK47 alarm call.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50We're good at it.
0:29:50 > 0:29:52We're just doctors, Joe. We're not special.
0:29:52 > 0:29:56It's a production line out there and we're just workers.
0:29:56 > 0:29:59Oh, Danny boy. They all think you're a hero.
0:30:02 > 0:30:05Don't worry, mate. I won't disavow them.
0:30:08 > 0:30:11I can't talk about this. I need to get back.
0:30:11 > 0:30:13Busy, busy, busy, busy.
0:30:25 > 0:30:28TELEPHONE RINGS
0:30:32 > 0:30:34SHE PUTS THE PHONE DOWN
0:30:36 > 0:30:38TELEPHONE RINGS AGAIN
0:30:47 > 0:30:48Hello?
0:30:49 > 0:30:52Aye, I know that.
0:30:52 > 0:30:56I was just in the process of sorting out this month's payment...
0:30:57 > 0:31:00No. No, interest only.
0:31:00 > 0:31:03No, listen, Haudit, I told Daudit this yesterday.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05You go and ask him.
0:31:06 > 0:31:09Aye, well, you do that and call me back.
0:31:23 > 0:31:24Hi!
0:31:24 > 0:31:26Can you take me into town?
0:31:26 > 0:31:29Well... Everything all right?
0:31:29 > 0:31:31You didn't reply to my text last night.
0:31:31 > 0:31:35I'm sorry, but wee Gracie, she wouldn't settle.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37Thought you were in the pub?
0:31:40 > 0:31:43It's all getting a bit too real for you, isn't it?
0:31:51 > 0:31:52No.
0:32:02 > 0:32:05I'm sorry. Things are a bit full-on at the moment for me at home.
0:32:11 > 0:32:13HE SIGHS
0:32:13 > 0:32:15So what happens now then?
0:32:16 > 0:32:19You know I've got commitments. Family.
0:32:21 > 0:32:24It's all right for you - a credit card and a suitcase,
0:32:24 > 0:32:25that's all you need.
0:32:26 > 0:32:29I'm sorry. I didn't mean that.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34Look, I just need you to stay strong for me.
0:32:35 > 0:32:36Let me deal with Billy.
0:32:37 > 0:32:40- And how are you going to do that? - Who knows?
0:32:40 > 0:32:42But I'll think of something.
0:32:48 > 0:32:49TELEPHONE BEEPS
0:33:08 > 0:33:10Right. Come on.
0:33:28 > 0:33:33I asked in the cafe for the nearest they had to a single malt.
0:33:33 > 0:33:36Extra hot double espresso with your name on it, sir.
0:33:36 > 0:33:38I'll be back as soon as I can.
0:33:38 > 0:33:41I'm late for my house call so I've rescheduled my three o'clock.
0:33:41 > 0:33:43- You need a lift? - Oh, thanks. I'll be fine.
0:33:43 > 0:33:48I've got... Mmm. Really? That would be great.
0:33:48 > 0:33:50Happy to help. That's OK, Dan?
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Yeah, sure.
0:33:56 > 0:33:58Enjoy.
0:33:58 > 0:34:01Have a biscuit with it. Go on, knock yourself out.
0:34:15 > 0:34:17Put that back in, Madonna.
0:34:17 > 0:34:20That's just stuff for the bin and the charity shop.
0:34:20 > 0:34:23We can maybe give the old toys to some other wee lassie?
0:34:28 > 0:34:29My dress.
0:34:31 > 0:34:34Aw, darling, that's too small for you now.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36No.
0:34:36 > 0:34:37Eh...
0:34:37 > 0:34:40Maybe we should give it to another wee girl, now that it doesn't
0:34:40 > 0:34:45- fit you any more.- It's mine. I don't want another wee girl to have it.
0:34:45 > 0:34:47I'm a wee girl.
0:34:49 > 0:34:52I know. You're a wee girl.
0:34:54 > 0:34:56I keep forgetting - you're just a wee girl.
0:34:58 > 0:35:01Right, will we keep it?
0:35:04 > 0:35:06OK, go and hang it up in your room.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18It's a thankless task sometimes.
0:35:18 > 0:35:20It was very good of you to wait for me.
0:35:20 > 0:35:22I need to keep occupied.
0:35:22 > 0:35:24Dan seems to have settled back, hasn't he?
0:35:24 > 0:35:26Mmm.
0:35:27 > 0:35:29What?
0:35:29 > 0:35:32- Do you know why I'm here? - Well...to see Dan?
0:35:33 > 0:35:34To take him.
0:35:38 > 0:35:42We planned to head to Somalia this week. Back to work.
0:35:42 > 0:35:44That's not what he said to me.
0:35:44 > 0:35:47Well, I don't know what he's been saying to you.
0:35:47 > 0:35:48Or you to him, for that matter.
0:35:48 > 0:35:50What do you mean?
0:35:51 > 0:35:53We have a job to do.
0:35:53 > 0:35:55I know you care about Dan and I respect that.
0:35:55 > 0:35:57But if you want to support him,
0:35:57 > 0:36:00you're better off keeping your mouth and your legs shut.
0:36:01 > 0:36:05Just remember the vows you took and let Dan get on with his life.
0:36:05 > 0:36:07He didn't come back here for you.
0:36:07 > 0:36:10Of course he didn't. I know that.
0:36:10 > 0:36:13Dan's not interested in someone like me.
0:36:13 > 0:36:15A MARRIED woman.
0:36:15 > 0:36:19We're friends. A married woman is allowed to have them, you know.
0:36:19 > 0:36:21He needs to go back to what he's good at!
0:36:24 > 0:36:28You might think he's OK, but he's got a lot of debts to pay
0:36:28 > 0:36:32and if he doesn't start working them off, they're going to eat him up.
0:36:32 > 0:36:34What debts?
0:36:34 > 0:36:36To his conscience.
0:36:36 > 0:36:39Just let him be. OK?
0:36:40 > 0:36:42Mary.
0:36:42 > 0:36:44Are you listening, Mary?
0:36:49 > 0:36:51I've got to go back to work now.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56Thank you for the lift.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01HE CHUCKLES
0:37:09 > 0:37:11- Bye.- Bye.
0:37:28 > 0:37:30TELEPHONE RINGS
0:37:30 > 0:37:34Ah, Gabriel. You've read my mind.
0:37:41 > 0:37:43What do you want?
0:37:43 > 0:37:45Bar girls not interested in your beer gut
0:37:45 > 0:37:47and your ugly scumbag coupon?
0:37:49 > 0:37:50Billy.
0:37:51 > 0:37:52Mm-hmm.
0:38:30 > 0:38:32KNOCK AT DOOR
0:38:33 > 0:38:34Can I have a word?
0:38:34 > 0:38:35Sure.
0:38:42 > 0:38:45Joe. This afternoon. He was...
0:38:46 > 0:38:49Oh, I don't know.
0:38:49 > 0:38:50I know he's your friend but...
0:38:50 > 0:38:52Go on.
0:38:52 > 0:38:56It's just he kind of lost it with me.
0:38:56 > 0:38:59Telling me I was trying to hold you back.
0:38:59 > 0:39:01To keep you here.
0:39:01 > 0:39:02OK.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06I thought you had six weeks here
0:39:06 > 0:39:09and he said you guys were meant to be leaving this week.
0:39:09 > 0:39:11What else did he say?
0:39:11 > 0:39:15Something about you having a debt to pay?
0:39:15 > 0:39:16A debt?
0:39:16 > 0:39:17On your conscience.
0:39:21 > 0:39:24And there was something about his behaviour.
0:39:24 > 0:39:29He was erratic and he got very angry with me.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31Look, I'll have a word with him.
0:39:31 > 0:39:33- No, please, don't.- Are you sure?
0:39:33 > 0:39:36I just think he...he just doesn't like me.
0:39:36 > 0:39:38That's not true. He...he...
0:39:40 > 0:39:44To be honest with you, he's struggling with being back.
0:39:44 > 0:39:47One other thing that struck me as odd.
0:39:47 > 0:39:50He seemed confused at one point.
0:39:50 > 0:39:53Got my name wrong and called me Mary.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58Mary. She was our nurse, from Somalia.
0:40:00 > 0:40:03You know the cliche of doctors always forgetting nurses' names?
0:40:03 > 0:40:05Well, that's Joe.
0:40:05 > 0:40:09He usually relies on "sweetheart", "darling".
0:40:11 > 0:40:12I can imagine.
0:40:14 > 0:40:16I'll see you.
0:40:23 > 0:40:25DOOR LATCH RATTLES
0:40:26 > 0:40:27Here we go.
0:40:36 > 0:40:39- Och, it's yourself.- All right, mate. - Come on in.
0:40:46 > 0:40:50Very atmospheric, in here with all your candles and all that, eh?
0:40:50 > 0:40:52Well, the irony of living without electricity
0:40:52 > 0:40:53now that I'm back is wearing a bit thin.
0:40:53 > 0:40:57Yep, I'm sure it is. Listen, that's why I'm here.
0:40:57 > 0:41:01The electrician, well, he's promised me first thing in the morning.
0:41:01 > 0:41:03I just need to pop off that bit of skirting.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05Seems it's beyond him, you know?
0:41:09 > 0:41:13So, you looking forward to going back?
0:41:13 > 0:41:14To be honest, I'm not sure that I will.
0:41:14 > 0:41:17Really? I thought you loved it?
0:41:17 > 0:41:20It's amazing. But I've got things going on here.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22Not sure if I can just up and leave again.
0:41:22 > 0:41:25Have you seen wee Ollie yet?
0:41:25 > 0:41:27I saw him when I got back.
0:41:27 > 0:41:31Katy's not too keen on me seeing him until I decide what my plans are.
0:41:31 > 0:41:32Right.
0:41:32 > 0:41:33And being over there,
0:41:33 > 0:41:36it makes you focus on what's important in your life.
0:41:36 > 0:41:38I really missed him.
0:41:40 > 0:41:41I'm sure you did.
0:41:41 > 0:41:44But it was more that I missed not being able to be with him.
0:41:44 > 0:41:47I thought being thousands of miles away would make it easier.
0:41:47 > 0:41:50But it just made me realise how distant we are no matter where I am.
0:41:50 > 0:41:51Come on, you're his dad.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55Right, that's me.
0:41:55 > 0:41:59All he needs to do is run a switch line straight across there,
0:41:59 > 0:42:02and I'll pop that bit of skirting back on, all right?
0:42:02 > 0:42:04TELEPHONE RINGS
0:42:06 > 0:42:07Hello, Dan Hunter.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09(I'll leave you to it.)
0:42:10 > 0:42:12I know Joe, yes.
0:42:15 > 0:42:17Sorry, what's this about?
0:42:20 > 0:42:22No, I understand.
0:42:24 > 0:42:27Why don't you give me your name and your number
0:42:27 > 0:42:29and...if he comes in, I'll get him call you?
0:42:31 > 0:42:33And that was Doctor...?
0:42:35 > 0:42:37OK. Thanks. Bye.
0:42:52 > 0:42:54KNOCK AT DOOR
0:43:04 > 0:43:06You should have come down and joined me.
0:43:09 > 0:43:13You weren't staying with your friends, were you? Or your folks.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17You want to tell me where you've been since we got home?
0:43:17 > 0:43:19The pub, mostly.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21I think I'll head back down there now.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24The hospital called about you, Joe.
0:43:30 > 0:43:33Cup of tea, Danny boy?
0:43:33 > 0:43:34I'm in the chair.
0:43:46 > 0:43:47It's no big deal, Dan.
0:43:49 > 0:43:53I spent some time in a psychiatric hospital outside Stirling.
0:43:53 > 0:43:57They put me in an acute unit cos they couldn't diagnose me.
0:43:57 > 0:44:02Three years of kids bleeding on the table and no sleep might be considered a stressful period.
0:44:02 > 0:44:05Do you remember the state of us when they airlifted us after the crash?
0:44:05 > 0:44:08It's no surprise my wiring was a bit haywire.
0:44:11 > 0:44:13I'm so sorry, Joe.
0:44:15 > 0:44:17Well, it's not your fault.
0:44:18 > 0:44:20I should never have taken that truck.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25I was scared.
0:44:26 > 0:44:29I was scared all the time.
0:44:29 > 0:44:32- I didn't know what I was doing. - We were all scared, Dan.
0:44:32 > 0:44:35Not you. You thrived on it.
0:44:37 > 0:44:40- And I looked up to you.- What?
0:44:41 > 0:44:42You had swagger.
0:44:44 > 0:44:47- Swagger?- Nothing fazed you.
0:44:47 > 0:44:49You'd walk out there with bullets flying over your head
0:44:49 > 0:44:52- like it was normal.- Only because I knew you were there.
0:44:52 > 0:44:54You'd never have let me go anywhere if you didn't think I'd be OK.
0:44:58 > 0:45:01I feel calm when you're around, Dan.
0:45:01 > 0:45:04And for all your "charity begins at home" rubbish, you know we did a great job.
0:45:04 > 0:45:09Sure people need you here, but it's like you said, they just need doctors.
0:45:09 > 0:45:11And not all doctors can do what we did.
0:45:14 > 0:45:18They won't take you back, Joe. Not while you're receiving treatment.
0:45:20 > 0:45:23You have told them, haven't you?
0:45:23 > 0:45:25This new lot need anyone they can get.
0:45:25 > 0:45:29And if you're there, it'd be like having my own private doctor by my side. I'll be fine.
0:45:29 > 0:45:30You'll make sure I am.
0:45:36 > 0:45:37You need to tell them, Joe.
0:45:37 > 0:45:38What?
0:45:42 > 0:45:45I'm not going back to Somalia.
0:45:45 > 0:45:47I might not even go back to Peace Doctors.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49No. You're right.
0:45:49 > 0:45:51No... We're better than that.
0:45:53 > 0:45:56Where's my bag?
0:45:56 > 0:45:57Where's my bag?
0:45:59 > 0:46:01I'll go now. It's...
0:46:01 > 0:46:04It's been great to see you, but I should move on.
0:46:04 > 0:46:07I should leave you to get settled here.
0:46:07 > 0:46:11- HE SHOUTS:- Now, Dan, I need to go now!
0:46:11 > 0:46:12Joe, stop!
0:46:15 > 0:46:16You're OK.
0:46:22 > 0:46:23Dan?
0:46:28 > 0:46:30I'm sorry.
0:46:35 > 0:46:38Bit stressed...
0:46:38 > 0:46:39bit stressed with it all.
0:46:39 > 0:46:41JOE CHUCKLES
0:46:44 > 0:46:46More tea, vicar?
0:46:48 > 0:46:50- We need to talk about this. - I need you to go with me, Dan.
0:46:50 > 0:46:52You take care of me.
0:47:40 > 0:47:44I got in a fight. I don't know why.
0:47:45 > 0:47:48In a pub one night.
0:47:48 > 0:47:50They lifted me. Put me in a cell.
0:47:52 > 0:47:56I spent the night slowly banging my head against the wall until the blood came.
0:47:58 > 0:48:01So they took me to a 136 suite, called the psychos,
0:48:01 > 0:48:03the whole shebang, you know?
0:48:08 > 0:48:09They called my dad.
0:48:11 > 0:48:14He told them he would be advised by the doctors.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16He couldn't get there.
0:48:16 > 0:48:17Oh, mate.
0:48:17 > 0:48:19So I...
0:48:19 > 0:48:20I reacted.
0:48:23 > 0:48:25You should have seen the other guy.
0:48:26 > 0:48:29So they sectioned you?
0:48:29 > 0:48:32- And you've absconded? - Listen to you.
0:48:32 > 0:48:35"Absconded." You're not at work.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39I gave myself a second opinion.
0:48:40 > 0:48:42They had me on level-one obs,
0:48:42 > 0:48:44they weren't exactly putting a straitjacket on me.
0:48:44 > 0:48:47I was out with a few in town and I just hopped on a bus.
0:48:47 > 0:48:50- Joe.- Come on.
0:48:50 > 0:48:52A man doesn't come back from that experience
0:48:52 > 0:48:53without a few issues that need sorting out.
0:48:53 > 0:48:55Look at you.
0:48:57 > 0:48:58What about me?
0:48:58 > 0:49:01You've just crawled back under your rock, haven't you?
0:49:01 > 0:49:04And don't you dare tell me there aren't times you're struggling too.
0:49:04 > 0:49:06Am I right?
0:49:14 > 0:49:17I have a few issues to sort out.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20So what? I can deal with it. In my own time.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27Here. Look.
0:49:28 > 0:49:29Remember James?
0:49:31 > 0:49:34God. James.
0:49:34 > 0:49:36Child soldier. Now he wants to study medicine.
0:49:38 > 0:49:40He wants to be like Dr Dan and Dr Joe.
0:49:43 > 0:49:46For all that ham-fisted stitching we did.
0:49:46 > 0:49:49Were we just putting people back together? No, no, no, no.
0:49:49 > 0:49:52It's things like this that matter. This kid.
0:49:55 > 0:49:59Just let me go back and help a few more like him.
0:50:08 > 0:50:10You want some dinner?
0:50:21 > 0:50:22What's going on?
0:50:25 > 0:50:27You need to go back to hospital, Joe.
0:50:34 > 0:50:36Looks like you're throwing me out.
0:50:36 > 0:50:37You need to get better.
0:50:39 > 0:50:40Don't you worry about me.
0:50:43 > 0:50:47I'll be on a plane in a day or so and you can just erase it all from your mind.
0:50:47 > 0:50:49Get your feet back under the table here.
0:50:49 > 0:50:51The friendly neighbourhood milksop doctor.
0:50:51 > 0:50:53KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:50:54 > 0:50:57- They're taking you back. - No, no, no, no, no.
0:50:57 > 0:50:59Just tell them I've left. I've gone and haven't come back.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02Please, please, please, please just do this one thing.
0:51:02 > 0:51:05It was hard. You know that. You felt it.
0:51:05 > 0:51:06And I know you still do.
0:51:06 > 0:51:07KNOCKING CONTINUES
0:51:07 > 0:51:09I'm no use to anyone sitting in group therapy
0:51:09 > 0:51:13or making a papier-mache pot with half my brain pumped full of drugs.
0:51:13 > 0:51:14Just tell them I left.
0:51:16 > 0:51:18And you know nothing about any hospital.
0:51:18 > 0:51:20It was me that called them.
0:51:26 > 0:51:27KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:51:27 > 0:51:29- Why would you do that? - This is the police!
0:51:29 > 0:51:31You can't go back out there, Joe.
0:51:31 > 0:51:33- Why?- I need you to open the door, please.
0:51:33 > 0:51:34Why would you do that to me?
0:51:34 > 0:51:36Open up, please!
0:51:36 > 0:51:41I don't understand. Why would you do that?
0:51:41 > 0:51:42I lose everyone!
0:51:42 > 0:51:44HE CRIES
0:51:44 > 0:51:46Dad. Mary.
0:51:46 > 0:51:49And Dan. Dr Dan.
0:52:05 > 0:52:07It's funny...
0:52:10 > 0:52:13I thought Mary and me might get married one day.
0:52:15 > 0:52:17Then there we were, in the church.
0:52:20 > 0:52:22She was in a shroud, not a dress.
0:52:22 > 0:52:24I know, Joe.
0:52:24 > 0:52:28So I need to go back out and save them.
0:52:28 > 0:52:29Everyone I help will be for her.
0:52:29 > 0:52:31KNOCKING AT DOOR
0:52:31 > 0:52:35- Please, please, please.- I need you to open the door.- Don't, please.
0:52:37 > 0:52:41We're a team, OK?
0:52:43 > 0:52:45We're a team and I need you well.
0:53:03 > 0:53:05You'll be right as rain in no time.
0:53:05 > 0:53:09- You think?- I'm sure of it. You've been through a lot.
0:53:10 > 0:53:12We both have.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15It was worth it, though. We did something.
0:53:17 > 0:53:19It makes me want to go up to people.
0:53:19 > 0:53:21To stop them in the street and shake them.
0:53:21 > 0:53:25Tell them what's happening whilst they're complaining about their boss or what's on the telly.
0:53:27 > 0:53:28Can I just say goodbye?
0:53:38 > 0:53:40I want you to have this.
0:53:40 > 0:53:41Don't you want to keep it?
0:53:44 > 0:53:46I want you to put it on your desk.
0:53:46 > 0:53:48So that every day you look at him.
0:53:50 > 0:53:55And each time you do, you can think about how someone like him is dying right now and you're not helping.
0:53:57 > 0:53:59It was good to see you.
0:54:04 > 0:54:06You're a coward. A lily-livered apologist.
0:54:06 > 0:54:09You couldn't hack it as a dad so you ran away.
0:54:11 > 0:54:13It will get you eventually, Danny boy.
0:54:13 > 0:54:16It will eat your brain from the inside out.
0:54:26 > 0:54:27See you around.
0:54:33 > 0:54:34The back courts.
0:54:42 > 0:54:43Joe.
0:55:04 > 0:55:05JOE GRUNTS
0:55:29 > 0:55:30DAN SOBS
0:55:30 > 0:55:31He is unwell?
0:55:34 > 0:55:35Yes.
0:55:37 > 0:55:38You OK?
0:55:45 > 0:55:48I don't know.
0:55:48 > 0:55:49I really don't.
0:55:52 > 0:55:54He's my friend.
0:55:54 > 0:55:58He came to me because he thought I could help him.
0:55:58 > 0:55:59And I betrayed him.
0:55:59 > 0:56:01You know that's not true.
0:56:04 > 0:56:06It changed me.
0:56:07 > 0:56:09Being out there.
0:56:11 > 0:56:13Every day we closed their eyes.
0:56:15 > 0:56:17Ordinary people like you and me.
0:56:20 > 0:56:23Heading off to the market in the morning,
0:56:23 > 0:56:25then dying on our table in the afternoon.
0:56:28 > 0:56:31I can't go back.
0:56:31 > 0:56:33I can't help them.
0:56:35 > 0:56:37Not them.
0:56:37 > 0:56:39Not Joe.
0:56:41 > 0:56:42And not Ollie.
0:56:49 > 0:56:51I thought he'd be proud of me.
0:56:51 > 0:56:53Of course he is.
0:56:53 > 0:56:57For running away to the other side of the world?
0:56:57 > 0:57:01You're an incredible man.
0:57:01 > 0:57:03And an amazing doctor.
0:57:04 > 0:57:10You can't punish yourself for being human. For making mistakes.
0:57:10 > 0:57:11Really?
0:57:11 > 0:57:12Yes.
0:57:21 > 0:57:23You don't need this.
0:57:24 > 0:57:26What are you doing here?
0:57:26 > 0:57:28Sorry?
0:57:28 > 0:57:29I wouldn't bother if I was you.
0:57:31 > 0:57:34You're not going to get your marriage back on track
0:57:34 > 0:57:37- by sitting here holding your boss' hand.- Dan?
0:57:37 > 0:57:39You should go.
0:57:42 > 0:57:43Go.
0:58:04 > 0:58:07It's the mini market, they're having some kind of big PR do out there
0:58:07 > 0:58:09and look who's supporting it.
0:58:09 > 0:58:11Eileen, have you got any idea what kind of people you're
0:58:11 > 0:58:13getting into bed with here?
0:58:13 > 0:58:15Whoa, just wait a wee minute. She did get fired for stealing.
0:58:15 > 0:58:17If Galbraith advises you to step off a cliff,
0:58:17 > 0:58:19you better take a run and jump.
0:58:19 > 0:58:22Yeah, but it's my decision here, it's my life.
0:58:22 > 0:58:25I don't know how much help Leyla's going to be.
0:58:25 > 0:58:27I don't think she even believes me.
0:58:27 > 0:58:30And if I can't convince her, how am I going to convince a jury?