0:00:21 > 0:00:22Get off him! Stop it!
0:00:23 > 0:00:24Get off her!
0:00:24 > 0:00:26Stella.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29I'm sorry to tell you your partner has lost the baby.
0:00:29 > 0:00:34James McAllister, you have been found guilty of the crime of rape.
0:00:34 > 0:00:38You will be remanded in custody, pending sentencing.
0:00:38 > 0:00:42Disappear. Cos if that dealer doesn't kill you, I will.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44What I want more than anything is for me and you
0:00:44 > 0:00:47to have a baby together and for my brother to clean himself up.
0:01:26 > 0:01:29You watching me sleeping?
0:01:29 > 0:01:30That's a bit creepy.
0:01:39 > 0:01:41Right.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43You get your shower. I'll put the tea on.
0:01:49 > 0:01:50Come here.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55What? I thought you were in a hurry to get to work.
0:01:55 > 0:01:56I'm the boss.
0:02:12 > 0:02:14Stevie.
0:02:14 > 0:02:16Should you not be at the Oyster? I thought you were running late.
0:02:16 > 0:02:20- We need to talk about this. - What?
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Och. It's no big deal.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24Well, it's not the first time, is it?
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Used to be we couldn't keep our hands off each other.
0:02:27 > 0:02:29Are you just after me for sex, aye?
0:02:31 > 0:02:34What is it? Is it me? Do I not turn you on any more?
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Are you kidding? Of course you do.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38You're proper tidy.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41Well, I'm just saying that if there's a problem...
0:02:41 > 0:02:43Stella, there's no problem.
0:02:44 > 0:02:48- Hey, but... We want to get pregnant, don't we?- Mm-hm.
0:02:50 > 0:02:52That's not the reason, is it?
0:02:52 > 0:02:55Come on - of course no'.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58OK, then maybe we should go and see a doctor.
0:02:58 > 0:03:00I work late and get home knackered, all right?
0:03:00 > 0:03:02You're up at the crack of a sparrow's fart.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04No wonder we're not at it all the time.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10Come here. Listen, don't worry about me. All right?
0:03:10 > 0:03:14All's well and...hey, fully functioning, all right?
0:03:17 > 0:03:20I just know how much having a baby means to you.
0:03:23 > 0:03:27OK, right, I need to go, but we're talking about this tonight, OK?
0:03:27 > 0:03:28All right.
0:03:38 > 0:03:41Stella, hold on.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Look, I think you're right.
0:03:43 > 0:03:45I am worried about you getting pregnant again.
0:03:47 > 0:03:49Because of what happened the last time?
0:03:51 > 0:03:56I'm just worried that you want to get pregnant for my sake.
0:03:56 > 0:03:58You don't think I want another baby?
0:03:58 > 0:04:00I just think it's too soon for you.
0:04:00 > 0:04:04- I mean, it feels like you're rushing into it before... - You don't think I'm ready?
0:04:07 > 0:04:10I know we've not spoken about it much.
0:04:10 > 0:04:12About the miscarriage.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15But that doesn't mean I've not thought about it.
0:04:15 > 0:04:19It made me realise how much we wanted that baby.
0:04:19 > 0:04:21And it's sad.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25But I don't want to wake up every morning feeling sad.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27I want something to look forward to.
0:04:29 > 0:04:32OK? I just don't want it to all be about the baby that we lost.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35I want us to be a family.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39There's no reason that I'd miscarry again.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41I don't want to hurt you.
0:04:41 > 0:04:44You willnae, I promise.
0:04:44 > 0:04:46Look, I've been checked. I'm perfectly healthy.
0:04:47 > 0:04:49I want this.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51And what about here?
0:04:51 > 0:04:54How would you cope with the workload when you're pregnant?
0:04:54 > 0:04:57I'm no' the first lassie to have a family and run a business.
0:04:59 > 0:05:02It's dead nice that you're worried about me.
0:05:02 > 0:05:05I'll look after myself, I promise.
0:05:05 > 0:05:07Anyway, I'm not even pregnant yet.
0:05:07 > 0:05:10And I'm not going to be, the rate we're going.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16How about I finish early tonight and we spend some time together?
0:05:16 > 0:05:18The two of us.
0:05:18 > 0:05:19Wi' a chippy.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21Right, wi' a chippy, aye.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23- See you later.- See you later.
0:06:08 > 0:06:11That's what I like to see. Service with a smile.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17Zinnie...
0:06:18 > 0:06:20I wanted to say...
0:06:20 > 0:06:23- I'm so sorry for what happened. - Sorry?
0:06:23 > 0:06:25You're sorry?
0:06:25 > 0:06:28If there's anything I can do... Um...
0:06:28 > 0:06:30- If I'd known...- It wouldn't have made any difference.
0:06:30 > 0:06:34You'd have taken Jamie's side, so don't pretend you wouldn't.
0:06:34 > 0:06:35He made a terrible mistake.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37A mistake?
0:06:37 > 0:06:41You call what he did to me a mistake?
0:06:41 > 0:06:45Your brother raped me. So you can keep your apologies.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58- Kettle's just boiled.- Right.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02- I thought you were going to get some milk.- Well, I didn't.
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Why not?
0:07:03 > 0:07:05Am I still on trial or something?
0:07:05 > 0:07:08Sorry, I was just asking.
0:07:10 > 0:07:12Is everything all right?
0:07:12 > 0:07:14Yeah, it's peachy.
0:07:14 > 0:07:15Heaven's sake.
0:07:15 > 0:07:19- Look, just leave it. I'll clear this up.- Look, I am not incapable. - No-one said you were...
0:07:19 > 0:07:23Just sit down, I'll finish it...
0:07:23 > 0:07:25That's what happens when you make a fuss.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28I don't need you treating me like an invalid or something.
0:07:28 > 0:07:30Zinnie...
0:07:30 > 0:07:34I know you've been through a really difficult time...
0:07:34 > 0:07:36I think you've been incredibly brave.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41I want to help you through this, we both do.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45Why are you still so angry with me?
0:07:46 > 0:07:48Maybe it's because you judged me.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57You need to sort this out!
0:07:57 > 0:08:02- She asked for some space. That's what I'm giving her.- Space! Oh, in the name of the wee man.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04- In my day, you just got on with it. - Give it a rest, will you, Maw?
0:08:04 > 0:08:08No, I will not. Do you want to lose her?
0:08:08 > 0:08:10Of course I don't. That's why I'm doing what she asked.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13Well, show some gumption.
0:08:25 > 0:08:28Jeezo! Don't sneak up on a guy like that.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31Aye, because I'm that well known for being light on my feet.
0:08:31 > 0:08:35- So what's up? - I'm worried about Tattie.
0:08:35 > 0:08:36Why?
0:08:36 > 0:08:38I think I might be losing her.
0:08:43 > 0:08:44Cheers, pal.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51- I don't even know what she even seen in me.- Don't be daft.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54Come on - look at her and look at me.
0:08:54 > 0:08:56She married you.
0:08:56 > 0:08:59Aye, cos she was...pregnant with some other guy's wean.
0:08:59 > 0:09:02She was looking for a father for Christina.
0:09:02 > 0:09:05Do you no' think, if she was looking for a sugar daddy, she wouldn't have
0:09:05 > 0:09:07picked a skint musician who still stayed at his maw's?
0:09:08 > 0:09:09She picked you.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Aye, I know.
0:09:14 > 0:09:17Ach, I'm just feeling a wee bit lost, you know?
0:09:18 > 0:09:21I'm no' used to dealing with stuff like this.
0:09:22 > 0:09:24And I don't want to lose her...
0:09:24 > 0:09:27So...
0:09:27 > 0:09:29If it's space she's wanting, I'll just give her it.
0:09:30 > 0:09:35We're kind of living separate lives anyway,
0:09:35 > 0:09:37and your gran seems to think that isn't helping.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40What do you think?
0:09:41 > 0:09:45After Deek died, I thought I wanted space.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47I shut Stella out.
0:09:49 > 0:09:53Now I wish I'd realised sooner that...it was her I needed.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57I wish I'd fought harder, you know?
0:10:01 > 0:10:04- So...?- So maybe my gran's right.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Aye, I think you need to do something.
0:10:07 > 0:10:09Let her know that you still care about her.
0:10:09 > 0:10:11Don't let her shut you out, all right?
0:10:19 > 0:10:22- ON PHONE:- 'PPI court case...'
0:10:22 > 0:10:23PHONE BLEEPS
0:10:23 > 0:10:25'Message deleted.' PHONE BLEEPS
0:10:25 > 0:10:29'Hi, Dan. This is George from Peace Doctors.
0:10:29 > 0:10:33'We need you to confirm you're available to resume your contract.
0:10:33 > 0:10:36'I really need to know today, if you could get back to me.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38'So...call me back.'
0:10:38 > 0:10:39PHONE BLEEPS
0:10:47 > 0:10:48Leyla not in yet?
0:10:48 > 0:10:50She's not due till this afternoon.
0:10:55 > 0:10:57- Tatiana?- Yes, Dr Hunter?
0:11:00 > 0:11:01I owe you an apology.
0:11:04 > 0:11:07That day with Joe... I'm not proud of the way I behaved.
0:11:08 > 0:11:09It's fine, really.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12No, it's not. What I said to you, it was unkind.
0:11:12 > 0:11:14I didn't mean it.
0:11:16 > 0:11:18It was hard seeing Joe like that.
0:11:19 > 0:11:22But, er...I shouldn't have taken it out on you.
0:11:22 > 0:11:23It's all right.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26So, friends again?
0:11:29 > 0:11:31And you're OK?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34When Joe was here I got the impression
0:11:34 > 0:11:37something had happened in Somalia.
0:11:37 > 0:11:38What did he say?
0:11:38 > 0:11:44Nothing. But I know you - and I know when something's on your mind.
0:11:44 > 0:11:48We used to be able to confide in each other.
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Need some help here.
0:11:54 > 0:11:57Come on, Stuart.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58I'd just picked him up from Eileen's.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01We were coming down the road and he fell, and I...
0:12:01 > 0:12:02I can't seem to get it to stop bleeding.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04Do we need to go to A&E or what?
0:12:04 > 0:12:06It's quite a clean cut.
0:12:06 > 0:12:08I think he fell on some glass.
0:12:08 > 0:12:10He's going to need a few stitches.
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Hey. You've been a very brave boy,
0:12:13 > 0:12:17and you're very lucky you've got Dr Hunter looking after you.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19Eileen's going to love this.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22- Come on, wee man, let's get you fixed up.- OK?
0:12:22 > 0:12:24Thanks, Dan. I appreciate this.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58- Mark!- Hiya.
0:12:58 > 0:13:01I thought I wasn't going to see you for another week.
0:13:01 > 0:13:03Yeah, I got a job, so they said I could go early.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06They thought that I was well ready.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08Sorry just for showing up like this.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11No, it's brilliant. In you come.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20So where's the job?
0:13:20 > 0:13:21Cromarty.
0:13:21 > 0:13:25What? What do you want to go there for?
0:13:25 > 0:13:28It's a good job. Good people.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31So I'm going up to Inverness tonight to stay in a hostel,
0:13:31 > 0:13:33and then I'll be travelling down to Cromarty tomorrow.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36But I couldn't leave, not without seeing you.
0:13:36 > 0:13:38Aye, damn right!
0:13:38 > 0:13:40And what about you? Big boss lady.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43- You really in charge of this whole place?- Mm-hm.
0:13:43 > 0:13:47And the guy who owns it, does he let you run it how you want?
0:13:47 > 0:13:49Pretty much, aye.
0:13:50 > 0:13:55Anyway, how are you doing? Honestly.
0:13:55 > 0:13:57Good.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59Terrified, but...
0:14:01 > 0:14:03Look, I'm determined I'm going to do it this time, Stella.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08See that time you came to visit me in rehab,
0:14:08 > 0:14:10did you tell Stevie?
0:14:10 > 0:14:13Aye, of course I did.
0:14:13 > 0:14:14And how did he react?
0:14:14 > 0:14:17He was OK.
0:14:17 > 0:14:20I've written him a letter.
0:14:20 > 0:14:21Just...
0:14:23 > 0:14:24I want to apologise.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27And thank him for saving me. You know?
0:14:27 > 0:14:30Helping me see what I was doing to myself.
0:14:30 > 0:14:32Gonnae give it to him?
0:14:36 > 0:14:38Why don't you just give it to him yourself?
0:14:40 > 0:14:42How no'?
0:14:42 > 0:14:43I can't.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45Mark, we've moved on.
0:14:45 > 0:14:47It was a horrible time, but we got over it.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50I just want him to know that I've changed.
0:14:50 > 0:14:53And...it's all thanks to him.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57So, what can I do for you?
0:14:57 > 0:15:00You have to do something about Alex McAllister.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01What's happened?
0:15:01 > 0:15:03I want a restraining order.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04Right, have a seat.
0:15:05 > 0:15:09I'm not having it. I can't even go to a shop without him cornering me.
0:15:09 > 0:15:10What, he threatened you?
0:15:12 > 0:15:15Right, look, I need to know exactly what he said, what he did.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17Well...
0:15:17 > 0:15:20he said he wanted to apologise.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24I need him to keep his distance.
0:15:24 > 0:15:27Has he approached you at any other time since the trial ended?
0:15:29 > 0:15:32So you're here today on the basis of this one occasion?
0:15:34 > 0:15:36And let me get this straight -
0:15:36 > 0:15:39all he said was that he wanted to apologise?
0:15:39 > 0:15:41SHE SIGHS
0:15:41 > 0:15:43You realise there's nothing I can do here.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Can you not warn him off?
0:15:45 > 0:15:46He hasn't broken any laws.
0:15:46 > 0:15:50And from what you've said, he hasn't harassed you in any way.
0:15:50 > 0:15:52How can he think that by saying sorry
0:15:52 > 0:15:55it's going to make what Jamie did OK?
0:15:55 > 0:15:57I'm sure that wasn't his intention.
0:15:57 > 0:15:58So you're not going to do anything?
0:15:58 > 0:16:00There's nothing I can do.
0:16:02 > 0:16:04Zinnie.
0:16:06 > 0:16:10You are a strong young woman.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13You're going to be fine.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34HE DIALS ON PHONE
0:16:41 > 0:16:42George?
0:16:42 > 0:16:43Hi, it's Dan.
0:16:45 > 0:16:48Yeah, I'm sorry I haven't got back to you.
0:16:48 > 0:16:51I just needed a bit of time to sort some things out here.
0:16:52 > 0:16:56Yeah. No, no, it's still my intention to come back.
0:16:59 > 0:17:03To be honest, I'd hoped you might change your mind.
0:17:03 > 0:17:04I'm sorry.
0:17:04 > 0:17:06Well, we'll miss you, Dan.
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Likewise.
0:17:15 > 0:17:17What was that about?
0:17:17 > 0:17:20Dan's decided to go back to Peace Doctors.
0:17:20 > 0:17:22It's a shame. I thought he might stay.
0:17:30 > 0:17:31- All right, doll.- Hiya.
0:17:31 > 0:17:34Guess who turned up today.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36Mark.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38He's looking pure amazing, man.
0:17:38 > 0:17:40He's just out of rehab.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44Stevie, I really want you to see him.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Are you off your head? No chance.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50- Wait a wee minute... - It's no' happening.
0:17:50 > 0:17:53- Just listen to me. - No! He nearly destroyed us.
0:17:53 > 0:17:55Look, go visit him,
0:17:55 > 0:17:57do what you want, but I'm taking nothing to do with him.
0:17:57 > 0:18:00- Why are you being like this? - He's an addict.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03He brought a dealer into our house when you were pregnant.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05I've told you a thousand times. It wasn't his fault I lost the wean.
0:18:05 > 0:18:08Whatever. He's had enough chances from me.
0:18:08 > 0:18:11He's going away tonight anyway.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14All I'm asking for is five minutes.
0:18:14 > 0:18:16I really think it would help him.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18And why should I help him?
0:18:19 > 0:18:21For me?
0:18:24 > 0:18:25DOOR OPENS
0:18:29 > 0:18:31Right.
0:18:31 > 0:18:33- He's looking great, isn't he?- Mm-hmm.
0:18:33 > 0:18:35Don't look so bad yourself.
0:18:36 > 0:18:39I'm not staying long. I'm heading up north tonight.
0:18:39 > 0:18:43- Got a job on a farm. - That's good news.
0:18:43 > 0:18:44About your job.
0:18:46 > 0:18:49Sorry just to turn up like this. I wanted to say goodbye to Stella.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52You don't need to go straightaway, do you?
0:18:52 > 0:18:54It depends on buses.
0:18:54 > 0:18:57Right, why don't you stay and have dinner with us?
0:18:58 > 0:19:00It's up to Stevie.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02No, he'd like that. Wouldn't you?
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Look, mate. I'd really like a chance to talk to you.
0:19:08 > 0:19:10You know, about what happened.
0:19:10 > 0:19:11Right, fine.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32Zinnie...?
0:19:34 > 0:19:37Look, I got a call from the DCI.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Look...
0:19:49 > 0:19:52Why didn't you tell me about Alex this morning?
0:19:52 > 0:19:55According to the DCI, it's a fuss over nothing.
0:19:55 > 0:20:00Besides, I don't know what he thought ringing you would achieve.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04You were obviously upset enough to go and see him.
0:20:06 > 0:20:09Look, he seems to think that...
0:20:11 > 0:20:14..you might benefit from talking to a counsellor.
0:20:16 > 0:20:17I don't see why.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20Talking to someone's not going to change anything.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23No, maybe not.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27But it might help you come to terms with it.
0:20:27 > 0:20:30I think that's up to me, don't you?
0:20:30 > 0:20:35Look, I'm not going to mope. First step - get a job...
0:20:35 > 0:20:39Zinnie, you don't have to be in such a rush.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41No, I want to get back to normality.
0:20:45 > 0:20:50Look, if you won't talk to a counsellor,
0:20:50 > 0:20:52I want you to feel that you can talk to me.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55Yeah, of course.
0:20:56 > 0:20:59- Zinnie...- Look, I'm fine. OK?
0:21:05 > 0:21:07I'm getting on with things.
0:21:17 > 0:21:19What? Am I no' doing this right or something?
0:21:19 > 0:21:22No, no, it's perfect.
0:21:24 > 0:21:27I'm no' going to mess up this time, Stella, I mean it.
0:21:27 > 0:21:30I know.
0:21:30 > 0:21:32In rehab, they told me it would help
0:21:32 > 0:21:36if I spoke to people that I'd upset or hurt.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38They were right.
0:21:45 > 0:21:49I really wish you didn't need to go so soon.
0:21:49 > 0:21:52Stevie'll be relieved to see the back of me.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54Don't be daft. He's glad to see you.
0:21:55 > 0:21:57He'll come round.
0:21:59 > 0:22:02I just...I really want to get on with him, Stel.
0:22:02 > 0:22:03You know that, don't you?
0:22:09 > 0:22:11Tattie, is that you?
0:22:14 > 0:22:17Right, gorgeous.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19What are you doing?
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Can a guy not give his wife a hug?
0:22:25 > 0:22:28Look, I just want you to know,
0:22:28 > 0:22:31you can talk to me if there's a problem with anything.
0:22:31 > 0:22:33What do you mean?
0:22:33 > 0:22:36Come on, Tattie, what's wrong?
0:22:36 > 0:22:38Look, I told you...
0:22:39 > 0:22:41I just need a bit of space!
0:22:41 > 0:22:44Where are you going? You've only just got back in.
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Tattie!
0:22:47 > 0:22:49DOOR SLAMS
0:22:49 > 0:22:51Hi. Come in.
0:22:57 > 0:23:00Sorry, I'm living in a building site at the moment.
0:23:00 > 0:23:01So...
0:23:03 > 0:23:04Is it true?
0:23:05 > 0:23:08You're going back to Peace Doctors?
0:23:08 > 0:23:09Yeah.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11Why?
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I have to.
0:23:13 > 0:23:17I know you said, but I didn't know you were really keen on going back.
0:23:17 > 0:23:18Well, I am now.
0:23:19 > 0:23:21Is it to do with Joe?
0:23:23 > 0:23:25What about Ollie?
0:23:25 > 0:23:27I'll see Ollie before I go.
0:23:27 > 0:23:30Coming back here was only ever going to be temporary.
0:23:30 > 0:23:34Besides, you're right. Seeing Joe again made me realise
0:23:34 > 0:23:38that Peace Doctors is unfinished business. I have to go back.
0:23:38 > 0:23:42So you're choosing to save the world over spending time with Ollie?
0:23:42 > 0:23:45That's unfair. It's better for Ollie that I go.
0:23:45 > 0:23:47And how do you work that out?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49Katie's met someone else.
0:23:49 > 0:23:51She reckons that me dropping in and out of his life
0:23:51 > 0:23:54is too difficult for Ollie to cope with.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56And you know what? She's right.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59Ollie likes this guy. And he's there for him.
0:23:59 > 0:24:03I don't think I make particularly good father material.
0:24:03 > 0:24:06Well, if you go, you'll never find out, will you?
0:24:06 > 0:24:08Why are YOU so upset?
0:24:13 > 0:24:14You're my friend.
0:24:16 > 0:24:18I'll miss you.
0:24:21 > 0:24:23Who will I talk to?
0:24:23 > 0:24:25Your husband?
0:24:25 > 0:24:27I'm sorry. I didn't mean...
0:24:27 > 0:24:28Yeah, you did.
0:24:30 > 0:24:31And you're right.
0:24:33 > 0:24:35It should be my husband.
0:24:38 > 0:24:39I just...
0:24:43 > 0:24:45I don't want you to go.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49I like you, Tattie.
0:24:50 > 0:24:55I really like you, but I won't break up a marriage.
0:25:02 > 0:25:03You won't.
0:25:21 > 0:25:25MUSIC AND CHAT
0:25:35 > 0:25:37That's the best one. Look at that.
0:25:37 > 0:25:38- Progressive rock?- Aye.
0:25:47 > 0:25:48Stevie?
0:25:51 > 0:25:53You all right?
0:25:54 > 0:25:56Mm-hmm.
0:25:56 > 0:26:00Come on through and get your dinner, then. We've made pure hunners.
0:26:14 > 0:26:17Well, you can fair put it away for the size of you.
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Hey!
0:26:21 > 0:26:23Where'd you get them from? They're nice.
0:26:23 > 0:26:26I made them. In one of the rehab workshops.
0:26:26 > 0:26:29The supervisor said I had a right talent.
0:26:29 > 0:26:32Could train up to be one of the craft leaders if I wanted to.
0:26:32 > 0:26:33That's all right. Why would you not do that?
0:26:33 > 0:26:35Because I want the job in Cromarty.
0:26:35 > 0:26:39But it's pure ages away. I'm never going to see you.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41Tell him.
0:26:42 > 0:26:44Let the boy do what he wants.
0:26:44 > 0:26:47Do you really want to work on a farm in the middle of nowhere?
0:26:47 > 0:26:51Look, it'll be good to get out of Glasgow for a wee while.
0:26:53 > 0:26:55You want some more?
0:26:55 > 0:26:56No, I'm full.
0:26:56 > 0:27:00Never got family dinners like that when we were wee, did we?
0:27:00 > 0:27:04- No, mind the brown sauce sandwiches? - Aye. If we were lucky!
0:27:07 > 0:27:09Look, here's to Stevie.
0:27:09 > 0:27:12I wouldnae be here if it wasnae for you.
0:27:12 > 0:27:16I just want to say I'm sorry for everything that happened.
0:27:16 > 0:27:17Mark...
0:27:17 > 0:27:19And I don't care what you say.
0:27:19 > 0:27:24I'll always blame myself for what happened with the baby.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27Don't be stupid. It just wasnae meant to be.
0:27:29 > 0:27:31You'd have made great parents.
0:27:31 > 0:27:33Aye, and we will make great parents.
0:27:36 > 0:27:38We're trying again.
0:27:38 > 0:27:41So the next time you see me, I might be eating for two.
0:27:43 > 0:27:44What?
0:27:44 > 0:27:47I know we weren't going to say anything, but Mark's family.
0:27:47 > 0:27:49I think it's great news.
0:27:52 > 0:27:55Look, it's getting on. I'm going to go and get my stuff together.
0:27:55 > 0:27:57Bus leaves for Inverness in an hour.
0:27:57 > 0:27:59- You don't need to go the now, do you?- It's fine.
0:28:05 > 0:28:06What's wrong with you?
0:28:08 > 0:28:10Why did you tell him we're trying for a wean?
0:28:10 > 0:28:13Because we are, and he's my brother.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15It's nothing to do with him.
0:28:15 > 0:28:16He needs this.
0:28:16 > 0:28:19He needs to feel forgiven.
0:28:25 > 0:28:28Don't worry. I'll be out of your hair soon enough.
0:28:28 > 0:28:30It's good seeing you, but. I feel better.
0:28:30 > 0:28:33You've not got a clue, have you?
0:28:33 > 0:28:37You come back here, with your therapy and full of apologies,
0:28:37 > 0:28:40but it's still all about you, isn't it?
0:28:40 > 0:28:44You brought a dealer into this house. Drugs, into this house.
0:28:44 > 0:28:46You got in a fight, and Stella...
0:28:46 > 0:28:49Stella got hurt and lost my wean.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51And you expect me to hold your hand and say everything's all right
0:28:51 > 0:28:54- because you need to move on? - No. I just...
0:28:54 > 0:28:56I told you to disappear.
0:28:56 > 0:28:59Now you're back, trying to worm your way in with Stella.
0:28:59 > 0:29:02- Stevie!- No, it's all right, it's fine.- No. It's not all right!
0:29:02 > 0:29:04What? I'm no' having him
0:29:04 > 0:29:06waltz back in here and think he can make everything all right.
0:29:06 > 0:29:09Aw, sorry, I forgot,
0:29:09 > 0:29:11we need to tiptoe round poor Mark(!)
0:29:11 > 0:29:14Cannae upset Mark. Well, what about us, eh?
0:29:14 > 0:29:18- What about him upsetting you? Reminding you...- This isn't helping!
0:29:18 > 0:29:20I'm done helping him!
0:29:20 > 0:29:23Well, I'm not! So see if you want to act like a bully,
0:29:23 > 0:29:25go find somebody else to scream and shout at.
0:29:30 > 0:29:31'Sake!
0:29:32 > 0:29:35DOOR CLOSES
0:29:35 > 0:29:36MARK SNIFFS
0:29:36 > 0:29:40- I didn't think he'd be so angry. - I know, you'll be all right.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43Right, well, I just better go.
0:29:43 > 0:29:46Eh, no. You're not going anywhere. Look at the state of you.
0:29:46 > 0:29:48I cannae stay, not after that.
0:29:48 > 0:29:51Mark, Stevie isn't the boss of me.
0:29:51 > 0:29:53You need to stay. Even if it's for one night.
0:29:53 > 0:29:56I'm not having you travelling like that.
0:29:56 > 0:29:58Please.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22Graeme, stick another in there, pal, would you?
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Cheers.
0:30:26 > 0:30:27Who was it?
0:30:29 > 0:30:30Oh, hi.
0:30:30 > 0:30:34Hi. I hope you didn't mind me coming round.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36Course not. Have a seat.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39I'm just going to check on Grace.
0:30:46 > 0:30:49I just... I just wondered if you'd seen Tattie.
0:30:49 > 0:30:53Tonight? Well, not since I was at work.
0:30:55 > 0:30:58Is everything all right?
0:30:58 > 0:31:00Look...
0:31:00 > 0:31:03Well, Tattie mentioned you've had a few problems.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05She talks to you?
0:31:05 > 0:31:07She hasn't said much.
0:31:08 > 0:31:10Does she...
0:31:11 > 0:31:13Does she talk to Dr Dan?
0:31:14 > 0:31:16They used to be good friends.
0:31:16 > 0:31:19Not so much now.
0:31:19 > 0:31:21Oh, Bob, you didn't think that...?
0:31:21 > 0:31:25I can assure you, it's totally professional.
0:31:25 > 0:31:28And...anyway, Dan's leaving.
0:31:28 > 0:31:30He's going back to Peace Doctors.
0:31:30 > 0:31:35I've just been working on an advert for a locum.
0:31:35 > 0:31:37There's nothing going on, Bob.
0:31:47 > 0:31:48Tattie?
0:32:10 > 0:32:11Where are you going?
0:32:13 > 0:32:14I have to get back.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17Don't we need to talk about this?
0:32:18 > 0:32:19You're going away.
0:32:23 > 0:32:25Then there's nothing to talk about.
0:32:30 > 0:32:32DOOR CLOSES
0:32:54 > 0:32:55Tattie?
0:32:58 > 0:33:00What are you doing in the dark?
0:33:02 > 0:33:04Waiting for you.
0:33:10 > 0:33:12Where were you?
0:33:12 > 0:33:14Leyla's.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18- All evening?- Uh-huh.
0:33:22 > 0:33:25- I'm going to go to bed. - Tattie, please...
0:33:25 > 0:33:27- I'm tired. - Just give me five minutes, please.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34HE SIGHS
0:33:34 > 0:33:36I know you've asked me for some space,
0:33:36 > 0:33:37and I'm trying to give you it.
0:33:39 > 0:33:42And I know...
0:33:42 > 0:33:45I know I'm not the ideal husband.
0:33:45 > 0:33:52I maybe can't offer you all the things that you want...
0:33:53 > 0:33:55..but we're still pals, are we not?
0:34:23 > 0:34:26You were supposed to clear that order in the hall.
0:34:26 > 0:34:28Lenny, I'm off duty.
0:34:28 > 0:34:31What? You work for me, son, you're never off duty.
0:34:31 > 0:34:34Fine, then, do you want me to go clear your order?
0:34:34 > 0:34:37No, no, wait a minute. You're in no state.
0:34:37 > 0:34:38That stock's valuable.
0:34:40 > 0:34:41Don't push it.
0:34:43 > 0:34:45Hey, sit down.
0:34:46 > 0:34:48- SLURRING:- Give us another one.
0:34:49 > 0:34:51What? You deaf?
0:34:51 > 0:34:52Give us a beer, Graeme, eh?
0:34:54 > 0:34:56HE SIGHS
0:34:57 > 0:34:59What're you getting hammered for?
0:35:00 > 0:35:01Mark's back.
0:35:03 > 0:35:04So, how is he?
0:35:04 > 0:35:07Oh, he's playing the great pretender.
0:35:07 > 0:35:11He's out of rehab, full of apologies and good intentions.
0:35:11 > 0:35:12You don't believe him?
0:35:12 > 0:35:15You kidding? After what he done?
0:35:15 > 0:35:17What if he's cleaned himself up?
0:35:17 > 0:35:21Why do folk think he's a different guy now? Eh?
0:35:21 > 0:35:23A few weeks in rehab doesn't work miracles.
0:35:23 > 0:35:26Well, it can...
0:35:26 > 0:35:28What is it? You on the batter?
0:35:28 > 0:35:30You come in here tomorrow smelling of booze, I'll be
0:35:30 > 0:35:32looking for a new bar manager.
0:35:34 > 0:35:37- You got a death wish? - You think I'm feart of him?
0:35:39 > 0:35:43We're going up the road after this one. Eh, Stevie?
0:35:43 > 0:35:44HE TUTS
0:35:44 > 0:35:46HE SIGHS
0:35:46 > 0:35:49Come on, let's go get a seat.
0:35:54 > 0:35:57Graeme, another one.
0:35:57 > 0:35:59I think you've had enough.
0:35:59 > 0:36:02Listen, I just don't get it.
0:36:02 > 0:36:05If anyone would understand what Mark's gone through, it's you.
0:36:05 > 0:36:08- You've been through it.- Aye, but I never killed anybody's wean.
0:36:10 > 0:36:13Raymond, me and Stella, we were solid.
0:36:13 > 0:36:16We were good. We were great.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19See, the wean, the wean wasn't even planned,
0:36:19 > 0:36:22but it got us closer together, you know what I mean?
0:36:23 > 0:36:27Then he appears and tries to split us up from the start.
0:36:27 > 0:36:28Raymond, don't look at me like that,
0:36:28 > 0:36:31cos I know exactly what he was up to. He's never happier than
0:36:31 > 0:36:34when he's playing happy families with his long-lost sister.
0:36:36 > 0:36:41It was meant to be our happiness, our family, our wean.
0:36:41 > 0:36:45So, no, I've no sympathy for the sleekit wee runt.
0:36:47 > 0:36:53I don't want him in Stella's life, upsetting her, reminding her...
0:36:58 > 0:37:00HE SIGHS
0:37:00 > 0:37:01No problem, mate.
0:37:01 > 0:37:04Aye, I'll be there tomorrow.
0:37:04 > 0:37:07No, I'm staying with my sister tonight. Aye.
0:37:09 > 0:37:10OK, mate.
0:37:10 > 0:37:12No worries. Bye.
0:37:16 > 0:37:18What's Stevie going to say?
0:37:18 > 0:37:20I'll deal with Stevie.
0:37:22 > 0:37:26He's...just a bit overprotective of me.
0:37:26 > 0:37:31Then he goes all macho and stupid, but he'll get over it.
0:37:31 > 0:37:33He just needs a bit of time.
0:37:33 > 0:37:36And then what?
0:37:36 > 0:37:39- He'll love me like a wee brother? - HE SIGHS
0:37:39 > 0:37:41I don't think so.
0:37:41 > 0:37:43He'll come round...
0:37:43 > 0:37:47once he knows you're serious about staying straight.
0:37:47 > 0:37:49If you say so.
0:38:00 > 0:38:04HE VOMITS
0:38:11 > 0:38:13Feeling better?
0:38:17 > 0:38:22Listen, mate. You really need to talk to Stella about this.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24She knows I don't want Mark about.
0:38:24 > 0:38:27No. I mean about the baby.
0:38:27 > 0:38:29She's the one I'm worried about. I'm fine.
0:38:29 > 0:38:31No' from where I'm standing.
0:38:31 > 0:38:33HE GROANS
0:38:36 > 0:38:38Do you know what I don't get?
0:38:38 > 0:38:40Is how she can just forgive him.
0:38:40 > 0:38:44- I don't think she blames him. - And do you know something?
0:38:44 > 0:38:47I wish Mark died that day. What?!
0:38:47 > 0:38:50Don't look at me like that. You killed a guy.
0:38:50 > 0:38:52Keep your voice down, you!
0:38:52 > 0:38:55I used to wonder how you could live with yourself, how you could cope,
0:38:55 > 0:38:58but now I know, cos, see, if Mark died that day,
0:38:58 > 0:38:59I'd have felt relieved.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02You've got some mouth on you when you've had a drink, son.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04I should never have opened the door to you that night.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06Come back to my bit. Sleep this off.
0:39:06 > 0:39:10- Naw. I'm going home. - What about Mark?
0:39:10 > 0:39:13He's on a bus to Cromarty, and I hope it crashes.
0:39:13 > 0:39:15You can't go back to Stella like this.
0:39:15 > 0:39:17HE COUGHS
0:40:18 > 0:40:21I warned you and you still came back.
0:40:23 > 0:40:25Get up!
0:40:25 > 0:40:27I only agreed to see you for Stella's sake.
0:40:27 > 0:40:31Five minutes, she says. Then there's a meal and you're still here?
0:40:31 > 0:40:34- Get off him!- I'm just here for the night! I'll be gone the morra!
0:40:34 > 0:40:37- You're goin' the now! Why's he still here?- Because I made him stay.
0:40:37 > 0:40:40Of course you did. That's what you wanted, wasn't it?
0:40:40 > 0:40:43Then it'll be another night, then another night,
0:40:43 > 0:40:45then a few weeks, then months,
0:40:45 > 0:40:48because that's what you wanted from the start. Nothing's changed!
0:40:48 > 0:40:50Stevie! What is wrong with you?
0:40:50 > 0:40:53That scumbag you call a brother.
0:40:53 > 0:40:54You better stop that right now.
0:40:54 > 0:40:57How? I'm fed up walking on eggshells round him.
0:40:57 > 0:41:00You're drunk, you don't know what you're talking about.
0:41:00 > 0:41:02Aye, I'm drunk, but I know exactly what I'm saying.
0:41:02 > 0:41:05And I'm telling you, I've had enough of him...
0:41:05 > 0:41:08coming into our lives and ruining everything.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11- I'm not listening to this. - He killed our wean.- No, he didnae.
0:41:11 > 0:41:14Look, I know you don't want to believe that,
0:41:14 > 0:41:16but you got pregnant when he was here,
0:41:16 > 0:41:18when he was stressing you out, lying to you,
0:41:18 > 0:41:19stealing off you for his next fix.
0:41:19 > 0:41:22- That had nothing to do with it. - How do you know that?
0:41:22 > 0:41:25Stella, Tattie told me everything that happened,
0:41:25 > 0:41:28so don't you tell me he had nothing to do with that.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31Aw, naw. Look, there he is. Look.
0:41:31 > 0:41:35There he goes with the big puppy-dog eyes. Poor Mark.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37What's the matter, wee man?
0:41:37 > 0:41:41- Has Stella's nasty boyfriend come out with some home truths?- Stop it!
0:41:41 > 0:41:43You should have died that day.
0:41:43 > 0:41:46- Stevie!- He should have.
0:41:46 > 0:41:47You wanted to, didn't you?
0:41:47 > 0:41:49Aye, and you saved him.
0:41:49 > 0:41:54Naw, I didn't. I was going to leave him. I was.
0:41:54 > 0:41:57I saw him lying there, choking on his own sick.
0:41:57 > 0:42:00- I watched him and I did nothing. - Aye, you did.
0:42:00 > 0:42:01I never saved him.
0:42:01 > 0:42:04Raymond rattled the door, so if anybody saved him, he did.
0:42:04 > 0:42:06I wanted him dead, I did.
0:42:06 > 0:42:10I stood there and I got ready to watch him die.
0:42:10 > 0:42:13You don't know what you're talking about.
0:42:13 > 0:42:17What? You don't like it? It's the truth. It hurts? Too bad.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26Get out.
0:42:26 > 0:42:30- What? You're chucking me out? - I said get out!
0:42:36 > 0:42:38HE SHOUTS
0:42:55 > 0:42:57It's OK.
0:42:57 > 0:42:59No, it's not.
0:42:59 > 0:43:00I hate him for this.
0:43:02 > 0:43:04He wasn't wrong about me, but...
0:43:04 > 0:43:06I was a total waster, man.
0:43:06 > 0:43:07I wanted to die.
0:43:07 > 0:43:10Gonnae no say that, I can't bear it.
0:43:10 > 0:43:12It's true, but...
0:43:12 > 0:43:14everything he said about me.
0:43:16 > 0:43:19You're my brother...
0:43:19 > 0:43:20and I love you.
0:43:21 > 0:43:23I need you to be OK.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27If I'd known that this was going to happen...
0:43:27 > 0:43:29HE SIGHS
0:43:29 > 0:43:32I will be OK...
0:43:32 > 0:43:35but I'm leaving first thing.
0:43:35 > 0:43:36Stella, I can't stay here.
0:43:38 > 0:43:40We both know that.
0:44:21 > 0:44:24CLOCK TICKS
0:44:41 > 0:44:44ALARM BEEPS
0:44:46 > 0:44:47ALARM OFF
0:44:56 > 0:44:57Right, I'm going to head.
0:44:57 > 0:45:00No, you're no'. You've no' had any breakfast yet.
0:45:00 > 0:45:02I'll pick something up on the way.
0:45:03 > 0:45:06Look, Mark, I don't want what happened last night...
0:45:06 > 0:45:08Look, Stella, I'm no' going to go back on smack
0:45:08 > 0:45:11just because Stevie gave me a piece of his mind.
0:45:13 > 0:45:15I'll never forgive him for last night.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18Stella, don't say that.
0:45:18 > 0:45:20He was going to let you die.
0:45:20 > 0:45:25But I pushed him, right? You didnae see it, but I did.
0:45:26 > 0:45:29You were out your nut half the time.
0:45:29 > 0:45:31But I knew what I was doing.
0:45:31 > 0:45:36I wanted you all to myself and I did whatever I could to squeeze him out.
0:45:38 > 0:45:41Look, Stella, I know you want to make up for when we were kids,
0:45:41 > 0:45:45but you werenae the problem. It was Mum.
0:45:50 > 0:45:51I wish you weren't going so far away.
0:45:54 > 0:45:57Look, you sorted yourself out, made a life for yourself.
0:45:58 > 0:46:00I want to do that.
0:46:03 > 0:46:05Right, I've got a bus to catch.
0:46:16 > 0:46:18HE GROANS AND MUMBLES
0:46:22 > 0:46:24Have you been there all night, aye?
0:46:24 > 0:46:27- STEVIE SIGHS - Looks like it, doesn't it?
0:46:27 > 0:46:29All you had to do was make an effort for a few hours.
0:46:29 > 0:46:32HE SIGHS Right, come on.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42Right, I should be OK from here.
0:46:42 > 0:46:44I can come wi' you to the bus station.
0:46:44 > 0:46:47Hey, you've got that cafe of yours to run, remember?
0:46:47 > 0:46:50Promise me you'll phone me when you get there.
0:46:50 > 0:46:51Of course I will.
0:46:56 > 0:46:58- See you soon.- Bye.
0:46:58 > 0:47:00Mark?
0:47:00 > 0:47:03- What are you doing here?- I need to talk to Mark about last night.
0:47:03 > 0:47:04On you go, you'll miss your bus.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06Wee man, I'm sorry, I was out of order.
0:47:23 > 0:47:26- Stella?- Get away from me. You're heavy mingin'.
0:47:33 > 0:47:36Well, we'll see you later. Bye-bye.
0:47:36 > 0:47:39Right, I'll get these sent off straightaway.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41And that's your next patient.
0:47:41 > 0:47:45- OK.- Oh, did Bob get hold of you OK?
0:47:45 > 0:47:48He came round last night. He was looking for you.
0:47:50 > 0:47:52Yeah, thanks.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56Hey, Tatiana.
0:47:57 > 0:48:00How are you?
0:48:00 > 0:48:02I've got a patient waiting.
0:48:02 > 0:48:05What are you doing after work? I thought maybe we could...
0:48:05 > 0:48:06I can't.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08I just can't.
0:48:09 > 0:48:11Message received.
0:48:18 > 0:48:19Hey!
0:48:19 > 0:48:24Um, so, I was just wondering if you were looking for any staff at all?
0:48:24 > 0:48:25Hmm?
0:48:25 > 0:48:28Only, I could really use a job.
0:48:28 > 0:48:32And it's not as if I don't know how to do it - I'm an old hand.
0:48:32 > 0:48:35It's no' a good time, doll.
0:48:37 > 0:48:41Why is that? Are you frightened I'm going to scare the punters off?
0:48:41 > 0:48:44I won my case, Stevie. I thought you might want to help.
0:48:44 > 0:48:47- Zinnie, you're no' the only one with problems.- I'm just saying.
0:48:47 > 0:48:48I know what you were saying.
0:48:48 > 0:48:51All I'm hearing is another sob story to get a favour.
0:48:53 > 0:48:54Zinnie, wait. I'm sor...
0:48:54 > 0:48:56Do you know what? You can stuff your stupid job.
0:49:00 > 0:49:06Zinnie? Zinnie, hiya! Zinnie, wait!
0:49:06 > 0:49:08What's up?
0:49:08 > 0:49:11Seems no-one wants to employ me. Not with my reputation.
0:49:11 > 0:49:14- Not even Stevie Burns. - Oh, he's one to talk.
0:49:14 > 0:49:17He's not the only one, is he? Everyone's thinking it.
0:49:17 > 0:49:22I saw you yesterday, laughing with Alex and gossiping about me.
0:49:22 > 0:49:25"Zinnie's a tart." Why don't you just say it to my face?
0:49:25 > 0:49:28Do you want to know what I'm thinking?
0:49:28 > 0:49:30I pure admire you
0:49:30 > 0:49:33for going through that trial and making a stand.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35See, I understand that,
0:49:35 > 0:49:40because I went through something similar myself. I'm sorry.
0:49:42 > 0:49:47I just can't...seem to...move on.
0:49:47 > 0:49:50You've got a lot of fight in you. You need to tap into that, Zinnie.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55I don't suppose you've got a job going?
0:49:55 > 0:49:58You're no' ready to come back to work yet, darlin'.
0:49:59 > 0:50:02But, see, when you are...
0:50:02 > 0:50:04there's a job waiting for you.
0:50:04 > 0:50:08Might no' be brain surgery or Harrods, but...
0:50:08 > 0:50:10Thanks, Scarlett.
0:50:18 > 0:50:19DOOR OPENS
0:50:22 > 0:50:24- Zinnie?- Not now, Leyla.
0:50:24 > 0:50:29Please, stop shutting me out. You said I judged you,
0:50:29 > 0:50:32and you're right. Maybe I did.
0:50:32 > 0:50:33Of course you did.
0:50:33 > 0:50:38Look, any doubts I had, they went when I read your statement with you,
0:50:38 > 0:50:43saw you stand up there and go through that interrogation.
0:50:43 > 0:50:46It's still all about you, isn't it?
0:50:46 > 0:50:48You know, every day I've got to go out there
0:50:48 > 0:50:52and face people who know the most private things about me.
0:50:52 > 0:50:55I feel like I'm on trial every time someone looks at me.
0:50:55 > 0:50:58And I can't see it ever stopping, because it's going to follow me,
0:50:58 > 0:50:59isn't it? Everywhere.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02- I'm sorry.- You know what?
0:51:02 > 0:51:07I know you mean well. I know you want to be supportive.
0:51:07 > 0:51:11But this is the way it is. Things have changed with you and me.
0:51:11 > 0:51:12- No, sweetheart...- Stop it!
0:51:12 > 0:51:15You gave up the right to mother me when you didn't back me up.
0:51:15 > 0:51:17You've got to understand how hard it was to hear...
0:51:17 > 0:51:21No. Have you forgotten the stuff that you did?
0:51:21 > 0:51:23The drinking? Gabriel?
0:51:23 > 0:51:27Zinnie, we're family.
0:51:27 > 0:51:29You're a hypocrite, Leyla.
0:51:35 > 0:51:37Latte?
0:51:37 > 0:51:38- Ta.- Stella?
0:51:38 > 0:51:41- I'm busy.- We need to talk about this.
0:51:53 > 0:51:54Come on, let's walk.
0:52:01 > 0:52:03I don't know how to begin.
0:52:03 > 0:52:04How about you give me one good reason
0:52:04 > 0:52:07why I shouldn't tell you to pack your bags?
0:52:08 > 0:52:11I've never seen you like that.
0:52:11 > 0:52:12I know.
0:52:14 > 0:52:16Is it true, then?
0:52:18 > 0:52:20You were just going to leave him to die?
0:52:23 > 0:52:25He's my brother, Stevie.
0:52:27 > 0:52:29And even if you dinnae care about him,
0:52:29 > 0:52:30did you no' think how that affected me?
0:52:32 > 0:52:35He tried to come between us, and you couldnae see that.
0:52:35 > 0:52:39So, that makes it OK for you to just let him die?!
0:52:41 > 0:52:44When are you ever going to learn that I can look after myself?
0:52:44 > 0:52:46No' when it comes to your brother.
0:52:48 > 0:52:50Especially when it comes to my brother.
0:52:52 > 0:52:55I don't need you interfering in my life.
0:52:57 > 0:53:01How were you going to live with yourself, eh, or wi' me,
0:53:01 > 0:53:03if he had died?
0:53:06 > 0:53:08Or were you just no' gonnae tell me?
0:53:10 > 0:53:12It doesnae bear thinking about, man.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15I thought he'd killed our wean.
0:53:16 > 0:53:18Our wean...
0:53:22 > 0:53:25When you telt me you were pregnant, I was so happy,
0:53:25 > 0:53:27because it felt so right, you know?
0:53:28 > 0:53:31But then, you wanted me to help him,
0:53:31 > 0:53:34and I knew you thought I could, but I couldnae.
0:53:34 > 0:53:37I tried, I really did. But I just couldnae do it,
0:53:37 > 0:53:40because he was never going to get off the smack.
0:53:40 > 0:53:42I didnae expect you to do that.
0:53:42 > 0:53:44Aye, you did.
0:53:44 > 0:53:46You kept bringing him back
0:53:46 > 0:53:48and saying, "Oh, maybe he'll be different this time."
0:53:48 > 0:53:50But he never was.
0:53:50 > 0:53:52I kept thinking to myself,
0:53:52 > 0:53:55"What is he actually going to have to do to make her realise
0:53:55 > 0:53:56"what he's all about?"
0:53:59 > 0:54:00I had to gie him a chance...
0:54:00 > 0:54:02How many?
0:54:02 > 0:54:05- He's family.- So?
0:54:05 > 0:54:09You gave him chance after chance and he screwed every one of them up.
0:54:09 > 0:54:13And never mind the fact that he might have killed our wean.
0:54:13 > 0:54:17I messed up once with my family and they practically disowned me.
0:54:17 > 0:54:18So, don't talk to me about family,
0:54:18 > 0:54:21because I couldnae give a toss about family.
0:54:21 > 0:54:24They deserted me when I needed them the most.
0:54:27 > 0:54:30When you telt me you were pregnant, I was like,
0:54:30 > 0:54:32"Oh, I'm going to love this wee thing
0:54:32 > 0:54:35"more than anything in the world."
0:54:36 > 0:54:39Mark destroyed it all, and you don't see that.
0:54:42 > 0:54:44Stella, you're all I've got.
0:54:48 > 0:54:50I don't care about anything else.
0:55:00 > 0:55:04Why did you no' tell me before? About your family?
0:55:04 > 0:55:05I want to know.
0:55:06 > 0:55:11Look, my family aren't like yours, right?
0:55:11 > 0:55:13What? A war zone? Who'd want that?
0:55:13 > 0:55:15No, I mean they're different.
0:55:18 > 0:55:22They live in a nice detached house in a nice street.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25The only bad thing about my family is me.
0:55:25 > 0:55:30It's no' as if they can boast about a jailbird junkie son, is it?
0:55:33 > 0:55:36My father walked right by me the other day.
0:55:37 > 0:55:39Why? Did he no' see you?
0:55:39 > 0:55:41Aye, he seen me.
0:55:43 > 0:55:45(Come on.)
0:55:51 > 0:55:54TV ON
0:56:28 > 0:56:30HE SIGHS
0:57:19 > 0:57:21I'm sorry.
0:57:31 > 0:57:33I think maybe we should wait a wee bit...
0:57:36 > 0:57:38..before we try again for a baby.
0:57:50 > 0:57:55Thanks. I didn't think you were going to come.
0:57:55 > 0:57:56Our friendship means a lot to me.
0:57:56 > 0:58:00You come back into my life, make a bad situation worse
0:58:00 > 0:58:04and then you leave again - that's your idea of friendship?
0:58:04 > 0:58:06- I keep coming back to the same decision.- Which is?
0:58:06 > 0:58:09I want to go ahead and give Grace up for adoption.
0:58:09 > 0:58:12Nic, this is for keeps.
0:58:12 > 0:58:14You can't just turn around in a couple of weeks
0:58:14 > 0:58:16and decide you want her back.