0:00:03 > 0:00:05The Stevie that I knew, the Stevie I trusted,
0:00:05 > 0:00:06that Stevie was clocking up overtime,
0:00:06 > 0:00:08she was using police vehicles after hours,
0:00:08 > 0:00:11withdrawing substantial amounts of cash.
0:00:11 > 0:00:12What was she up to?
0:00:12 > 0:00:14She gave me ?10,000 that night...
0:00:14 > 0:00:15to look after her younger brother.
0:00:15 > 0:00:17She was investigating something.
0:00:17 > 0:00:19I don't care you're looking at me.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21I care that, while you are, you're missing someone else.
0:00:21 > 0:00:22Do you see ghosts? Not ghosts.
0:00:22 > 0:00:24I don't believe in ghosts.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26Then what do you see?
0:00:26 > 0:00:27Manifests.
0:00:28 > 0:00:30The person that I thought told me everything,
0:00:30 > 0:00:33I can't trust her any more, so why should I trust you?
0:00:33 > 0:00:35Because I'm alive and she's dead.
0:00:37 > 0:00:38So?
0:00:38 > 0:00:39I had a second phone.
0:00:39 > 0:00:41Four numbers.
0:00:41 > 0:00:43A takeaway, Cristal Kebabs,
0:00:43 > 0:00:45called 19 times in seven weeks.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47This woman, she used to come in here.
0:00:47 > 0:00:49She used to always order...
0:00:49 > 0:00:5122, 48.
0:00:51 > 0:00:53FROM PHONE: Hi, this is Haider at Cristal Kebabs...
0:00:53 > 0:00:55I pulled up some more footage,
0:00:55 > 0:01:00anything that was near Cristal Kebabs, over a nine-week period.
0:01:00 > 0:01:01GUNSHOT
0:01:01 > 0:01:03It's the same car.
0:01:05 > 0:01:07She never told you? She never said?
0:01:07 > 0:01:08I missed it.
0:01:08 > 0:01:09I found them at her flat.
0:01:09 > 0:01:12I'm wondering, maybe they belong to who did this.
0:01:14 > 0:01:17You didn't think you were the only one, did you?
0:01:17 > 0:01:19'Hi, this is Haider at Cristal Kebabs.'
0:01:36 > 0:01:38Is everything in a pound shop a pound?
0:01:40 > 0:01:42You can get a bucket for a pound.
0:01:49 > 0:01:51What kind of bucket can you get for a pound?
0:02:04 > 0:02:05Is that him?
0:02:09 > 0:02:11No, I don't think so.
0:02:15 > 0:02:16Let's go in.
0:02:20 > 0:02:21Now.
0:02:31 > 0:02:32Are you talking to yourself, General?
0:02:36 > 0:02:39Police. Stay calm. Nobody's being arrested.
0:02:39 > 0:02:43We just want to ask a few questions about a possible employee - Haider?
0:02:43 > 0:02:44There's no Haider here.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51Would you mind putting that down please, sir?
0:02:55 > 0:02:58Finish up here and let's question them further at the station.
0:02:58 > 0:02:59Name?
0:03:00 > 0:03:01Khaalid Mahmoud.
0:03:06 > 0:03:08These your kids?
0:03:08 > 0:03:10Ten, eight,
0:03:10 > 0:03:12seven, five, two.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13Respect.
0:03:15 > 0:03:18OK, Khaalid, we'll do the rest down at the station,
0:03:18 > 0:03:19check your paperwork.
0:03:23 > 0:03:26LIGHTS BUZZ
0:03:48 > 0:03:50Haider.
0:03:59 > 0:04:01What did you expect?
0:04:01 > 0:04:03You thought she'd wait around for you?
0:04:10 > 0:04:11She got lonely.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14Love finds where it falls.
0:04:14 > 0:04:15I would have known.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Huh? I would have known if Stevie was...
0:04:18 > 0:04:20Stevie? Very nice.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22Very pleasant lady.
0:04:24 > 0:04:2622, 48 -
0:04:26 > 0:04:28extra chilli.
0:04:28 > 0:04:29River?
0:04:31 > 0:04:33We talk, she laughs,
0:04:33 > 0:04:35we talk some more.
0:04:35 > 0:04:36Easy.
0:04:36 > 0:04:39You know the difference between me and you, River?
0:04:39 > 0:04:41When she was lonely,
0:04:41 > 0:04:42I didn't turn away.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47Whoa, shit!
0:04:47 > 0:04:49What are you doing?! HORNS BLARE
0:04:49 > 0:04:50Very kind lady.
0:04:50 > 0:04:55I touched her in places you've never had the courage to go before.
0:04:55 > 0:04:56The Pinot comes out,
0:04:56 > 0:04:58the tongue gets loose.
0:04:58 > 0:05:01But what did she do so bad it made me shoot her?
0:05:01 > 0:05:04HE GROANS River!
0:05:13 > 0:05:15Come on.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17We need to get back.
0:05:30 > 0:05:31Haider?
0:05:31 > 0:05:33He worked for you.
0:05:33 > 0:05:34Haider?
0:05:34 > 0:05:36No. No Haider.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42'Hi, this is Haider at Cristal Kebabs.
0:05:42 > 0:05:46'Your order's ready if you'd like to pick it up. 22, 48.'
0:05:49 > 0:05:51So, who is this Haider?
0:05:53 > 0:05:54No idea.
0:05:54 > 0:05:56How many did you bring in?
0:05:56 > 0:05:57Three.
0:05:57 > 0:05:59We're talking to them now,
0:05:59 > 0:06:00but he's not there.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Only one of them is black, but he's lighter skinned.
0:06:03 > 0:06:06And he has shorter hair, and his hairline is higher.
0:06:06 > 0:06:07We haven't got him.
0:06:09 > 0:06:11Two of them have full paperwork.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13We're checking it now.
0:06:13 > 0:06:15The third one, immigration status is pending.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17He's clearly anxious.
0:06:17 > 0:06:18We haven't got him.
0:06:18 > 0:06:21Ira's questioning them further now, taking swabs.
0:06:21 > 0:06:22Well, working on the assumption
0:06:22 > 0:06:25that she was having a relationship with this man,
0:06:25 > 0:06:26there's a high probability...
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Yes, that we'll get a match from DNA on that toothbrush and razor
0:06:29 > 0:06:31with DNA from the blue Mondeo.
0:06:31 > 0:06:33We can cross check that with their swabs.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42We have four, maybe five images.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43There must be more.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45Other cameras, a wider radius.
0:06:48 > 0:06:50Well, we can try but...
0:06:54 > 0:06:56'Hi, this is Haider at Cristal Kebabs.
0:06:56 > 0:06:59'Your order's ready if you'd like to pick it up. 22, 48.'
0:07:01 > 0:07:04So, Khaalid, there were two messages from Cristal's,
0:07:04 > 0:07:07both of them from Haider, yet nobody seems to recall him.
0:07:11 > 0:07:13You're from...?
0:07:13 > 0:07:14Somalia, originally.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17You've been here...?
0:07:18 > 0:07:20Four years.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22People come and go where you work?
0:07:22 > 0:07:25Take a good look at the photo.
0:07:25 > 0:07:27Is this Haider?
0:07:27 > 0:07:29I don't know this man.
0:07:29 > 0:07:30You may have forgotten him.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32Not seen him for a few weeks.
0:07:32 > 0:07:33No.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35No. Haider? No.
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Sorry, man. Sorry.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Any headway on the other number found on Stevie's second phone?
0:07:43 > 0:07:45The pay as you go number?
0:07:45 > 0:07:47We've located where it was bought -
0:07:47 > 0:07:50a phone shop near Lincoln's Inn.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52KNOCK ON DOOR Paid for in cash.
0:07:52 > 0:07:53I'm getting nothing.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55See nothing, hear nothing, say nothing.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59Forensics are ready downstairs.
0:07:59 > 0:08:00I'll get them.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02We make an appeal - it makes sense.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Release the pictures.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06I'll talk to press and PR.
0:08:06 > 0:08:07This is crazy.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09That raid will already have alerted him.
0:08:09 > 0:08:11This will make him run faster.
0:08:11 > 0:08:13Slug this out somewhere else.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23You all right?
0:08:25 > 0:08:26Why?
0:08:27 > 0:08:30Did I see you at the theatre yesterday?
0:08:30 > 0:08:32No.
0:08:41 > 0:08:43You got home then? Yeah.
0:08:43 > 0:08:47You didn't stay for the second half. No, I...
0:08:47 > 0:08:48No.
0:08:48 > 0:08:49You seem...
0:08:49 > 0:08:51New lead.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54We've got a good new lead on Stevie.
0:08:54 > 0:08:55Right.
0:08:56 > 0:08:58A possible relationship...
0:09:00 > 0:09:02..so we're about to put out an appeal.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Well, if it helps...
0:09:04 > 0:09:07No, it won't help.
0:09:07 > 0:09:09What will happen is that people will look at it
0:09:09 > 0:09:10and they'll wonder "Is that...?"
0:09:10 > 0:09:12"Could that be...?"
0:09:12 > 0:09:13or, "Where was he at...?"
0:09:13 > 0:09:15And nine times out of ten,
0:09:15 > 0:09:18when they finally make that call
0:09:18 > 0:09:21and admit their fear that their husband, or son,
0:09:21 > 0:09:23or lover is capable of murder...
0:09:25 > 0:09:27Nine times out of ten, they're wrong.
0:09:27 > 0:09:30They're wrong and they will put down that phone,
0:09:30 > 0:09:33and smile at the one they love, and...
0:09:33 > 0:09:35no-one will be the wiser...
0:09:37 > 0:09:41..because the person to fear the most
0:09:41 > 0:09:43is the one to whom you gave all your trust.
0:09:53 > 0:09:56I'm losing her.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58She's changing.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00You need to see me, today.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09INAUDIBLE CHATTER
0:10:15 > 0:10:17It's not that you're losing me.
0:10:17 > 0:10:18I haven't gone anywhere.
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Razor and toothbrush...
0:10:36 > 0:10:38are a match to DNA found in the car.
0:10:41 > 0:10:42It's him.
0:10:44 > 0:10:46He over brushes his teeth.
0:10:46 > 0:10:47Triple blade.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50Gillette. Not cheap. Perhaps she bought it for him.
0:10:53 > 0:10:55He doesn't rinse properly.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56Huh?
0:10:56 > 0:10:57It blunts quicker.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01They denied all knowledge of him?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03There's no formal employment records at Cristal Kebabs.
0:11:03 > 0:11:05Most of it's cash in hand work.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07In fact, we're making assumptions he even worked there. He did.
0:11:07 > 0:11:10You don't know that. Haider on the message
0:11:10 > 0:11:12could be a completely different person
0:11:12 > 0:11:14from the man embracing Stevie on the CCTV.
0:11:14 > 0:11:16Why would she give the number of her second phone
0:11:16 > 0:11:18to just anyone at a Kebab shop?
0:11:18 > 0:11:19She knew him.
0:11:23 > 0:11:26FROM TV: Police have released images of a man
0:11:26 > 0:11:30in connection with the murder of DS Jackie Stevenson in October.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33If anyone has seen or recognises this man,
0:11:33 > 0:11:36they should call the investigation line
0:11:36 > 0:11:39on 08081 570 570.
0:11:40 > 0:11:45PRAYER BEADS RATTLE
0:11:56 > 0:11:58Hey!
0:11:58 > 0:12:00Do you remember holding her in your arms?
0:12:00 > 0:12:04The slip of her blood through your fingers?
0:12:04 > 0:12:06I did that.
0:12:06 > 0:12:10I watched you as you left the restaurant.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Talking together, arguing.
0:12:12 > 0:12:14If only you hadn't let her go.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15Let her cross that road.
0:12:17 > 0:12:20Do you know how hard it is to kill someone?
0:12:20 > 0:12:23Jimmy doesn't know what he's talking about.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26I wish I'd shot her in the face instead.
0:12:26 > 0:12:28HE GASPS
0:12:39 > 0:12:40The public should be advised
0:12:40 > 0:12:43that we're taking this lead very seriously.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45It could be an innocent encounter,
0:12:45 > 0:12:49so we'd like to talk to this man, or anyone who knows him, quickly,
0:12:49 > 0:12:50and rule him out as a suspect.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52We also want to hear from anyone
0:12:52 > 0:12:54who recognises the blue Ford Mondeo
0:12:54 > 0:12:56involved in the incident.
0:12:56 > 0:12:58OK, let's do this.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Key questions have already been boarded,
0:13:00 > 0:13:03but we need names and addresses of both the caller
0:13:03 > 0:13:05AND prospective suspects.
0:13:05 > 0:13:07Be discerning.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Ranters and panters will call back.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37Morning. Morning, Sir.
0:13:37 > 0:13:39Blue Mondeo? Over there.
0:14:14 > 0:14:16STEVIE: They've already stripped and searched it.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24You're jealous. I'm not jealous.
0:14:24 > 0:14:25This isn't jealousy.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28I'm just trying to find out the truth.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31I'm trying to find out who did this to you.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33WHO YOU ARE!
0:14:33 > 0:14:35Is it so surprising
0:14:35 > 0:14:37that I might have had a boyfriend?
0:14:37 > 0:14:38You have your arms around him.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41You're smiling and you have your arms around him.
0:14:41 > 0:14:42Didn't you ever wonder?
0:14:42 > 0:14:44You didn't tell, I didn't ask.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46You weren't ever curious?
0:14:47 > 0:14:48The thought that...
0:14:50 > 0:14:51The thought that someone...
0:14:54 > 0:14:56And that he then...
0:14:59 > 0:15:03That he could be the person that did this to you.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04If it was sex you wanted...
0:15:04 > 0:15:07Then what?
0:15:07 > 0:15:10And then you would have given it to me?
0:15:10 > 0:15:13If that had been true, then we would have...
0:15:13 > 0:15:14We would have had...
0:15:15 > 0:15:17We're born alone, we die alone.
0:15:17 > 0:15:18You all say that...
0:15:18 > 0:15:20but there's more to that quote, you know.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25I couldn't take my clothes off with the lights on.
0:15:25 > 0:15:28How was I ever going to take my clothes off for a man?
0:15:28 > 0:15:30For just any man?
0:15:31 > 0:15:34Sex is an itch you just scratch,
0:15:34 > 0:15:35but love...
0:15:36 > 0:15:39..that's the itch so far down your back,
0:15:39 > 0:15:41you can't ever reach it with your own hand.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58INAUDIBLE CHATTER
0:15:58 > 0:16:01What makes you think he was there that night?
0:16:01 > 0:16:02Yeah. Sorry, can I get a name again?
0:16:02 > 0:16:05If he's bed bound, it makes it a bit difficult for him to get out.
0:16:05 > 0:16:06No.
0:16:06 > 0:16:09No, don't do that.
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Well, have you asked him?
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Well, if you think he's got a girlf...
0:16:13 > 0:16:15Oh, he has got a girlfriend.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17What makes you think he was there that night?
0:16:19 > 0:16:22Yeah. Sorry, can I get a name again?
0:16:22 > 0:16:24Yeah.
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Nice, nice.
0:16:25 > 0:16:26Loons and goons.
0:16:28 > 0:16:31Are you enjoying pissing all over my budget as well?
0:16:31 > 0:16:33You got anything?
0:16:33 > 0:16:35Thames Path. Two days before.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38A couple of sightings around the Isle of Dogs one week before that -
0:16:38 > 0:16:40always on his own.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42Four more with Stevie.
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Various meetings, various places.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46Normally in his car.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49And this, with Stevie, four weeks before she died.
0:16:49 > 0:16:52Boss, Michael Bennigan, Bennigan Cars.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53Will only talk to River.
0:17:13 > 0:17:15Oh, didn't have your direct line.
0:17:17 > 0:17:18It's good to see you.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I was hoping to avoid a state visit.
0:17:26 > 0:17:30That's the problem with this country, it still bows down to its monarchy.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32How's Frankie doing?
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Oh, he's quiet, yeah. Quiet.
0:17:35 > 0:17:36Missing his sister.
0:17:37 > 0:17:39Jimmy's not come in today.
0:17:39 > 0:17:42I called round, but his mammy said he's not even got out of bed.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46I know him,
0:17:46 > 0:17:48the man on your appeal.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51He came in, about a month before we lost Stevie,
0:17:51 > 0:17:53looking for a job.
0:17:53 > 0:17:54I didn't make the link.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01There's no dignity in ageing.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03I've got two little hearing aids,
0:18:03 > 0:18:05cost me a thousand quid each.
0:18:05 > 0:18:07I've got a prostate that my doctor sees
0:18:07 > 0:18:09as a money making venture and...
0:18:10 > 0:18:11Wait. Oh, yeah.
0:18:14 > 0:18:17"Haider Jamal."
0:18:17 > 0:18:19Yeah, he was from somewhere in Africa.
0:18:19 > 0:18:20Where was it? Erm...
0:18:21 > 0:18:23Somalia.
0:18:23 > 0:18:25Khaalid Mahmoud,
0:18:25 > 0:18:27dishwasher from Cristal's,
0:18:27 > 0:18:28he's from Somalia too.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30That's it, yeah. That's it, yeah.
0:18:30 > 0:18:32Cristal's? I don't think I know it...
0:18:32 > 0:18:34Kebab shop, near the Bethnal Green Road.
0:18:34 > 0:18:37Ah, well, no more takeaways. My cholesterol is sky-high.
0:18:37 > 0:18:40No, his paperwork is obviously false.
0:18:40 > 0:18:41You can see it pretty quick.
0:18:41 > 0:18:44They come in here with their fake IDs and their licences,
0:18:44 > 0:18:46and I send them away just as quick.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48Can I take this?
0:18:48 > 0:18:49Yeah, sure.
0:18:51 > 0:18:53Most of the drivers have their own cars, y'know.
0:18:53 > 0:18:54I never saw his car myself,
0:18:54 > 0:18:57but I'm told it was a piece of shit.
0:18:57 > 0:18:59My engineers said that it was...
0:18:59 > 0:19:01Well, it stank of kebabs.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06And when I offered to lease him an alternative vehicle,
0:19:06 > 0:19:07he didn't like the terms.
0:19:09 > 0:19:10I quibbled his paperwork
0:19:10 > 0:19:12and he became aggressive.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13It was a short conversation
0:19:13 > 0:19:15but, still, it stayed with me.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17And then...
0:19:18 > 0:19:20..when I saw the appeal...
0:19:21 > 0:19:24I mean, they... They looked pretty close.
0:19:27 > 0:19:32PRAYER BEADS RATTLE
0:19:36 > 0:19:37Were they...?
0:19:39 > 0:19:42I mean, there was the inference in the appeal.
0:19:48 > 0:19:51In some ways, I'm glad her father never saw this.
0:19:52 > 0:19:55I was with him...when he met Bridie.
0:19:55 > 0:19:56Pub in Kilburn.
0:19:58 > 0:20:01I was set up with her mate.
0:20:01 > 0:20:03And then, when Stevie became a police officer,
0:20:03 > 0:20:04people didn't trust Eric any more.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06They thought he might inform
0:20:06 > 0:20:08and that crushed Eric.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11but, there again, he'd a harder time than me.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13You never saw prison.
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Well, I scrubbed myself up...eventually.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18You know, my girls are all married now.
0:20:18 > 0:20:20All privately educated.
0:20:20 > 0:20:22I've got six grandkids.
0:20:22 > 0:20:24Congratulations.
0:20:25 > 0:20:29You know, you'd think it wouldn't have hit me like this.
0:20:31 > 0:20:33How are you holding up?
0:20:33 > 0:20:34Good.
0:20:34 > 0:20:36Yeah?
0:20:36 > 0:20:37You can't kid a kidder.
0:20:39 > 0:20:41She knew him.
0:20:43 > 0:20:45Oh, Frankie, are you off?
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Tell your mammy I'll drop round later, see how Jimmy is.
0:20:50 > 0:20:54Ah, will you not be smoking all round the front, lads, please?
0:20:54 > 0:20:56Show a bit of respect, now, for the workplace.
0:20:56 > 0:20:58Frankie!
0:21:01 > 0:21:02Did you see the appeal?
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Yeah.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Did you know him?
0:21:07 > 0:21:09Mate, does it matter?
0:21:10 > 0:21:11Does any of this matter now?
0:21:13 > 0:21:15I know the kebab shop.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18We used to go after Weight Watchers.
0:21:18 > 0:21:2022, 48. I can't...
0:21:23 > 0:21:24I can't.
0:21:24 > 0:21:25In my head, she's not gone.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29She's still alive.
0:21:31 > 0:21:35If that was him... If this is him...
0:21:35 > 0:21:37If this was the man who...
0:21:37 > 0:21:40Could you identify him?
0:21:40 > 0:21:41Not really.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43I used to sit in the car
0:21:43 > 0:21:46and she'd go in, and pick 'em up.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47She never told you about him?
0:21:47 > 0:21:49I never even asked.
0:21:50 > 0:21:53I never asked anything about Stevie
0:21:53 > 0:21:55and now she's not here...
0:21:56 > 0:21:57..there's no-one to ask.
0:22:00 > 0:22:03No-one remembers her properly...
0:22:03 > 0:22:04I do.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08I remember.
0:22:12 > 0:22:15Stevie asked me to give you this.
0:22:15 > 0:22:16Take it.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19There's a couple of hundred quid here.
0:22:21 > 0:22:23Daft bird.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24What she do that for?
0:22:42 > 0:22:46Even if they are both from Somalia, what does that prove?
0:22:46 > 0:22:47Nothing.
0:22:54 > 0:22:56Khaalid!
0:22:56 > 0:22:57You, boy,
0:22:57 > 0:23:00I see you chatting to yourself.
0:23:00 > 0:23:02I have to pick up my kids.
0:23:02 > 0:23:03I was 14 when I came to London.
0:23:03 > 0:23:07The first ten minutes I got here, I got mugged on the bus from Victoria.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10I was shaking so much, my mother thought I was excited
0:23:10 > 0:23:11but it was fear
0:23:11 > 0:23:14because I had a torn off page of a porn mag in my wallet
0:23:14 > 0:23:16and I was afraid the police would
0:23:16 > 0:23:17find the mugger, and the page,
0:23:17 > 0:23:19and arrest me.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26I know you're scared to talk to me, Khaalid,
0:23:26 > 0:23:28but I think you know Haider.
0:23:28 > 0:23:29It's Haider I want.
0:23:36 > 0:23:37How did you meet?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49My wife know his wife...
0:23:49 > 0:23:51from kids, before war.
0:23:51 > 0:23:53He has a wife?
0:23:53 > 0:23:55Back home in Mogadishu.
0:23:55 > 0:23:58He come here for a better life for his family.
0:24:00 > 0:24:02He washes up for a few weeks,
0:24:02 > 0:24:04but the owner...
0:24:04 > 0:24:06He didn't like him?
0:24:10 > 0:24:13The owner sees him talking to a police woman.
0:24:13 > 0:24:14Thinks he brings trouble.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18Did you ever get a sense of what they talked about?
0:24:18 > 0:24:20I just thought, "She's a nice lady."
0:24:20 > 0:24:24I just thought, "They laugh, they joke..."
0:24:24 > 0:24:27She helped him out, let him sleep on her sofa for a couple of nights.
0:24:27 > 0:24:29They were in a relationship.
0:24:29 > 0:24:30No, no...
0:24:30 > 0:24:32You seem very sure.
0:24:45 > 0:24:46Maybe we talk to your wife.
0:24:49 > 0:24:51I call, I call.
0:24:51 > 0:24:52We can go straight there.
0:25:07 > 0:25:10HE SPEAKS ARABIC
0:25:14 > 0:25:15This is my wife.
0:25:17 > 0:25:21She understands enough, but she speaks hardly any English.
0:25:21 > 0:25:23We were talking to your husband about Haider.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27We're trying to find him.
0:25:28 > 0:25:29When did you see him last?
0:25:32 > 0:25:34SHE SPEAKS ARABIC
0:25:35 > 0:25:37We haven't seen Haider for weeks now.
0:25:40 > 0:25:43Maybe he got a job somewhere else, different city.
0:26:00 > 0:26:01Thank you.
0:26:07 > 0:26:09Are these yours?
0:26:14 > 0:26:15Do you have a favourite?
0:26:24 > 0:26:26HE LAUGHS
0:26:29 > 0:26:31The little warrior.
0:26:31 > 0:26:35HE SPEAKS ARABIC
0:26:41 > 0:26:42Do you know his wife?
0:26:47 > 0:26:50Do you have any photos of the family?
0:27:06 > 0:27:08Nice.
0:27:08 > 0:27:10He told you nothing about DS Stevenson?
0:27:10 > 0:27:11No, no.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13He has nothing to do with this.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14He loved his wife.
0:27:14 > 0:27:17Men who loves like Haider, men like that...
0:27:17 > 0:27:18No, not Haider.
0:27:26 > 0:27:27They're scared.
0:27:52 > 0:27:54Eight and a half million people in this city.
0:27:54 > 0:27:5712.5% of the population
0:27:57 > 0:27:59within a few square miles.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01No wonder we can't find him...
0:28:01 > 0:28:03or get any peace.
0:28:03 > 0:28:05One of the great invisibles.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11I can't stand it here any longer.
0:28:13 > 0:28:15They're starting to say I'm losing it in the press.
0:28:17 > 0:28:19It's taken them this long to notice.
0:28:20 > 0:28:23Come on, let's get out of here.
0:28:23 > 0:28:25We can work at mine.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26Ira.
0:28:31 > 0:28:35It's coming.
0:28:35 > 0:28:37Kids? Yeah, already fed.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40Goodnight.
0:28:40 > 0:28:41Goodnight. Night-night.
0:28:49 > 0:28:53Well, we have 419 leads and I'd say...
0:28:53 > 0:28:57At night, she knows he is watching Mr...
0:28:57 > 0:28:59Can't even pronounce that name.
0:28:59 > 0:29:01..through his window
0:29:01 > 0:29:04and he deliberately built his extension
0:29:04 > 0:29:06facing the lady's house.
0:29:06 > 0:29:07Out of the millions in this city,
0:29:07 > 0:29:10we've cornered the magic, nutty percent.
0:29:10 > 0:29:11Grade them, one to five.
0:29:11 > 0:29:13LOUD MUSIC PLAYS
0:29:13 > 0:29:16Joe!
0:29:16 > 0:29:19I told Nina you'd read to her.
0:29:19 > 0:29:20Fourth beer?
0:29:20 > 0:29:22Third, actually.
0:29:22 > 0:29:23Fourth.
0:29:23 > 0:29:25It's my third!
0:29:26 > 0:29:29Joe! Joe, that's enough! Turn it down!
0:29:29 > 0:29:32We're not drinking in the week, apparently.
0:29:32 > 0:29:34Keep it down! MUSIC STOPS
0:29:35 > 0:29:38I lost a colleague a month ago.
0:29:38 > 0:29:40Dropped down dead in the gym.
0:29:40 > 0:29:41What does that tell you?
0:29:41 > 0:29:43Don't go to the gym.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47No. No, no. It tells you that we need to find other careers.
0:29:49 > 0:29:51I am dying from the inside.
0:29:59 > 0:30:00Are you stoned?
0:30:00 > 0:30:03Yeah. Yeah.
0:30:03 > 0:30:05But don't tell Chrissie.
0:30:05 > 0:30:06I think she can guess.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14I hate my life.
0:30:21 > 0:30:23I take satisfaction from the fact that, one day,
0:30:23 > 0:30:25they will have teenagers of their own.
0:30:30 > 0:30:31No, thanks.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33What has happened to you?
0:30:33 > 0:30:34I'm a police officer.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36And I'm a state-authorised judge. Go on.
0:30:36 > 0:30:38No, thanks.
0:30:40 > 0:30:43There was a time when you had some cojones, my friend.
0:30:44 > 0:30:45Life neuters us all.
0:30:48 > 0:30:51PHONE RINGS
0:31:06 > 0:31:07You're getting sloppy. What's that?
0:31:07 > 0:31:09Oh, you arse.
0:31:13 > 0:31:15I've got seven years left...
0:31:16 > 0:31:17..till I retire...
0:31:19 > 0:31:22..a husband in midlife crisis -
0:31:22 > 0:31:23he barely comes home any more,
0:31:23 > 0:31:27four completely ungrateful children
0:31:27 > 0:31:29to get through college,
0:31:29 > 0:31:31university...
0:31:31 > 0:31:32life...
0:31:34 > 0:31:36..and they're the upside.
0:31:36 > 0:31:38THEY LAUGH
0:31:43 > 0:31:45I've lost a friend too, you know.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52I should have realised.
0:31:53 > 0:31:56I should have listened when she said she needed to talk.
0:31:57 > 0:32:01I should have sensed something was wrong.
0:32:01 > 0:32:02I ignored it, River.
0:32:02 > 0:32:03I did, I ignored it...
0:32:05 > 0:32:07..and you did too...
0:32:09 > 0:32:10I'm going to make a move.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12Ah!
0:32:12 > 0:32:15River, do you want to...?
0:32:15 > 0:32:17Sleep on the sofa.
0:32:17 > 0:32:20It's all right. Stay the night. It's already...
0:32:20 > 0:32:22silly o'clock.
0:32:22 > 0:32:25I'm staying. Yeah. Yeah, good.
0:32:25 > 0:32:29Why don't you leave the car and I'll get you a...taxi?
0:32:29 > 0:32:31You can't drive. Thank you. Cheers.
0:32:34 > 0:32:36Stevie.
0:32:38 > 0:32:41I can't remember the name of the band.
0:32:41 > 0:32:42It was something by...
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Oh, God, sieve...
0:32:47 > 0:32:48Sieve?
0:32:48 > 0:32:49SHE LAUGHS
0:32:49 > 0:32:51My head.
0:32:51 > 0:32:52Menopause.
0:32:54 > 0:32:55And you wouldn't sing it
0:32:55 > 0:32:57and, so, she got pissed...
0:32:57 > 0:32:59She got off with Barry from...
0:32:59 > 0:33:00Oh, God. Barry!
0:33:00 > 0:33:02From the Crime Management Team. Yeah.
0:33:02 > 0:33:04Oh, God, yes.
0:33:04 > 0:33:05Did she...?
0:33:05 > 0:33:07No. No!
0:33:07 > 0:33:09I drove her home.
0:33:09 > 0:33:11I put her to bed. Oh.
0:33:11 > 0:33:13Oh, Stevie.
0:33:13 > 0:33:15Yeah, I miss her too.
0:33:23 > 0:33:25We're all shattered underneath, really, aren't we?
0:33:44 > 0:33:46She said you'd do that.
0:33:53 > 0:33:55Have you got everything you need for the night?
0:33:58 > 0:33:59Night.
0:34:01 > 0:34:02Night.
0:34:46 > 0:34:47You don't know what to do.
0:34:51 > 0:34:55A question that sometimes drives me hazy...
0:34:58 > 0:35:01..am I, or are the others, crazy?
0:35:02 > 0:35:05Let me tell you, from someone who knows you...
0:35:05 > 0:35:06Knew you...
0:35:08 > 0:35:09You're bananas.
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Barking, barking mad,
0:35:13 > 0:35:15batty, bonkers,
0:35:15 > 0:35:17crackers, crackpot,
0:35:17 > 0:35:19crazy, crazed,
0:35:19 > 0:35:21delirious, demented,
0:35:21 > 0:35:23deranged, distracted, doolally,
0:35:23 > 0:35:26frantic, gonzo, cuckoo.
0:35:26 > 0:35:28You've lost your marbles.
0:35:28 > 0:35:29Non compos mentis.
0:35:29 > 0:35:31Not right in the head.
0:35:31 > 0:35:32Not the full shilling.
0:35:32 > 0:35:34Nutty, nut, nut.
0:35:34 > 0:35:35You -
0:35:35 > 0:35:38off your trolley, your rocker.
0:35:38 > 0:35:39Unsound of mind,
0:35:39 > 0:35:41out of your tree,
0:35:41 > 0:35:42unhinged,
0:35:42 > 0:35:44unstable,
0:35:44 > 0:35:46rabid, raving,
0:35:46 > 0:35:48wacko,
0:35:48 > 0:35:50raving loony tune.
0:35:56 > 0:35:59Find your way through your insanity.
0:36:00 > 0:36:02Find the order in your chaos.
0:36:06 > 0:36:07Otherwise, how will you ever find me?
0:36:29 > 0:36:31You didn't come and see me yesterday.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33It was a long day.
0:36:33 > 0:36:35We worked late into the night.
0:36:38 > 0:36:40You seem restless.
0:36:43 > 0:36:44If she was in a relationship...
0:36:47 > 0:36:49If she was in a relationship with this man...
0:36:51 > 0:36:52That would make you feel...?
0:36:52 > 0:36:54That would make me feel...
0:36:57 > 0:36:59..surprised...
0:37:03 > 0:37:05..because she led me to believe...
0:37:08 > 0:37:09I believed...
0:37:14 > 0:37:14No...
0:37:14 > 0:37:17It's not right, the picture.
0:37:17 > 0:37:19It doesn't look like my grandmother's lake -
0:37:19 > 0:37:20it's too wide.
0:37:20 > 0:37:23I could never have crossed that as a boy.
0:37:23 > 0:37:27I nearly burst my lungs when I swam across it.
0:37:27 > 0:37:28My lungs ached...
0:37:28 > 0:37:29They ached.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31My grandmother said...
0:37:32 > 0:37:34She said that if I crossed the lake...
0:37:40 > 0:37:41I'm not jealous.
0:37:47 > 0:37:48I'm curious...
0:37:49 > 0:37:51..because the last time I saw Stevie...
0:37:53 > 0:37:57..she said that she loved someone.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59I thought that someone was...
0:38:02 > 0:38:04I thought that someone...
0:38:11 > 0:38:15My grandmother, she gave me warm chocolate and bread...
0:38:17 > 0:38:20..and she wrapped me in a towel
0:38:20 > 0:38:22and I sat there, warm and tired...
0:38:23 > 0:38:27I sat there on her knee and she sang to me.
0:38:30 > 0:38:31What did she sing?
0:38:31 > 0:38:33It doesn't translate.
0:38:41 > 0:38:48# Kristallen den fina som solen mand skina. #
0:38:53 > 0:38:54Stevie always...
0:38:54 > 0:38:56She used to get so mad.
0:38:58 > 0:39:00I'd never sing for her.
0:39:06 > 0:39:08Why did you follow me the other night?
0:39:10 > 0:39:11I...
0:39:11 > 0:39:14BELL RINGS
0:39:14 > 0:39:16It's Thursday.
0:39:16 > 0:39:18They always test them on Thursday.
0:39:36 > 0:39:39CREAM: "My grandmother gave me warm chocolate and bread
0:39:39 > 0:39:41"and wrapped me in a towel...
0:39:41 > 0:39:44"and I sat there, warm and tired -
0:39:44 > 0:39:45"and she sang to me."
0:39:47 > 0:39:50Such sentimentality, Inspector.
0:39:51 > 0:39:52Such reinvention, sir.
0:39:53 > 0:39:56Such a blatant disregard of the facts...
0:39:57 > 0:39:59..but the truth is...
0:39:59 > 0:40:02you sat there on her knee, while your mother...
0:40:02 > 0:40:05Your mother just left you.
0:40:06 > 0:40:09You were a burden to your grandmother until the day she died.
0:40:11 > 0:40:13You weren't wanted there.
0:40:13 > 0:40:14What did your grandmother call you?
0:40:14 > 0:40:16Idiot.
0:40:16 > 0:40:17Mutterer.
0:40:17 > 0:40:18Babbler.
0:40:19 > 0:40:23A fairytale you've told yourself to calm you in the dark.
0:40:23 > 0:40:25They're all lies, sir.
0:40:25 > 0:40:29All lies.
0:40:29 > 0:40:30All lies!
0:40:40 > 0:40:42River, we can go back inside now.
0:40:42 > 0:40:43No.
0:40:44 > 0:40:45I don't think...
0:40:47 > 0:40:48I can't carry on today.
0:40:52 > 0:40:55There's a group I run.
0:40:55 > 0:40:56It's a couple of times a week.
0:40:56 > 0:40:58We're meeting tonight.
0:40:58 > 0:40:59Come.
0:41:04 > 0:41:08It's a safe place where people can talk to the voices.
0:41:08 > 0:41:11See them for what they really are.
0:41:11 > 0:41:15You want me to sit there with all the mutterers and babblers?
0:41:17 > 0:41:19Yes.
0:41:33 > 0:41:34Get rid of the can or you'll have to go, sir.
0:41:34 > 0:41:36I'm not going anywhere, boy.
0:41:36 > 0:41:37I'm staying...
0:41:37 > 0:41:39till someone is listening to me.
0:41:39 > 0:41:41He won't leave the can.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43That's fine, he can bring it in.
0:41:48 > 0:41:52We now have a profile for Haider Jamal Abdi,
0:41:52 > 0:41:54originally from Mogadishu.
0:41:54 > 0:41:55Overstayed his visa...
0:41:55 > 0:41:57over nine months ago.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59Married, four children.
0:41:59 > 0:42:00From all accounts, educated.
0:42:00 > 0:42:03Lectured at the university there.
0:42:03 > 0:42:07No criminal record, but he is our strongest suspect,
0:42:07 > 0:42:09so I want you to go back
0:42:09 > 0:42:12through the calls we've had post-appeal.
0:42:12 > 0:42:15I want you to humour every one.
0:42:15 > 0:42:18Every sighting, please.
0:42:18 > 0:42:21We've made a shortlist of five strong leads,
0:42:21 > 0:42:24so it is very possible
0:42:24 > 0:42:26that Haider is our killer
0:42:26 > 0:42:29and these will lead back to him.
0:42:29 > 0:42:31So, come on, let's get going...
0:42:31 > 0:42:32for Stevie.
0:42:40 > 0:42:42Ibuprofen.
0:42:42 > 0:42:44Four.
0:42:44 > 0:42:46THEY LAUGH
0:42:46 > 0:42:49There is a very, very strong chance
0:42:49 > 0:42:50of me overdosing.
0:42:53 > 0:42:55I left Tom still in bed.
0:42:55 > 0:42:57He's due in court in...
0:42:59 > 0:43:00..20 minutes.
0:43:11 > 0:43:12About last night...
0:43:14 > 0:43:15It's fine.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17No, no, it really isn't...
0:43:17 > 0:43:20Why didn't you tell me that she wanted to talk to you?
0:43:23 > 0:43:25She always wanted to talk.
0:43:25 > 0:43:27About what?
0:43:27 > 0:43:29Mainly you...
0:43:29 > 0:43:30if you're really interested.
0:43:33 > 0:43:36I don't know.
0:43:36 > 0:43:37I don't know. You logged in,
0:43:37 > 0:43:39you saw her duty hours,
0:43:39 > 0:43:41and that 10k, that was...
0:43:41 > 0:43:43That was everything she had.
0:43:44 > 0:43:46What was she investigating?
0:43:48 > 0:43:49I don't know.
0:43:51 > 0:43:52SHE EXHALES
0:43:54 > 0:43:56Ira's about to question one of your leads.
0:43:56 > 0:43:58Apparently he's brought his own beer. Do you want to watch?
0:43:58 > 0:44:00SHE LAUGHS
0:44:00 > 0:44:04Mr Lumo, you called the appeal line with some information...
0:44:04 > 0:44:06so I'm listening.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08I speak to the general,
0:44:08 > 0:44:09not to the hired hand.
0:44:09 > 0:44:13Put the can away. That stuff plays havoc with your teeth.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16You keep saying "professor".
0:44:16 > 0:44:18Who's the professor?
0:44:18 > 0:44:19I want to talk to him.
0:44:19 > 0:44:21Who?
0:44:24 > 0:44:26I tell the one who talks to himself
0:44:26 > 0:44:28where the professor is.
0:44:28 > 0:44:31Where did you last see him?
0:44:31 > 0:44:33Where all the professors go to hide.
0:44:35 > 0:44:36River...
0:44:37 > 0:44:39..there's someone to see you.
0:44:44 > 0:44:46So, what can I help you with?
0:44:51 > 0:44:53Do your parents know you're here?
0:44:55 > 0:44:56Shall we call them?
0:44:56 > 0:44:58I'm Tooxow.
0:44:58 > 0:45:00I'm sorry. I'm John.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03"Tooxow."
0:45:03 > 0:45:04Good name.
0:45:04 > 0:45:06How old are you?
0:45:06 > 0:45:07Nine.
0:45:07 > 0:45:08Nine - fine age.
0:45:08 > 0:45:09When I was nine...
0:45:15 > 0:45:18Don't you think your mother would be worried?
0:45:18 > 0:45:19Where is she?
0:45:21 > 0:45:22At home...
0:45:24 > 0:45:26..crying.
0:45:26 > 0:45:27Why is she crying?
0:45:31 > 0:45:34I can't help you if you don't tell me why.
0:45:36 > 0:45:37I'm frightened.
0:45:38 > 0:45:42Last night, someone was trying to push open our door.
0:45:44 > 0:45:45Why?
0:45:48 > 0:45:50Because we're hiding someone.
0:45:50 > 0:45:52Who?
0:45:52 > 0:45:54Haider.
0:46:01 > 0:46:03Listen, my boy will leave his bike where he likes, bitch.
0:46:03 > 0:46:04Who are you calling a bitch?
0:46:04 > 0:46:08You! I'm calling you a bitch!
0:46:08 > 0:46:10Tooxow, don't ever run off like that again.
0:46:10 > 0:46:12Where have you been?
0:46:12 > 0:46:14We thought you'd been taken.
0:46:14 > 0:46:16Where's Haider?
0:46:16 > 0:46:18He's gone. He's gone.
0:46:18 > 0:46:19Where is he now?
0:46:19 > 0:46:21We were worried about Tooxow.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23Haider went to look for him.
0:46:23 > 0:46:25Suddenly, I see him outside running,
0:46:25 > 0:46:27running frightened.
0:46:27 > 0:46:29You have to get him before they do.
0:46:29 > 0:46:30He was helping your friend.
0:46:30 > 0:46:33Now they will kill him too. I need to see his things.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49Where do professors go to hide?
0:46:50 > 0:46:52Where's the library?
0:46:52 > 0:46:55Was anyone following him? Leave that. I dunno. Thank you.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56No!
0:47:59 > 0:48:00Haider.
0:48:05 > 0:48:07River, my friend...
0:48:08 > 0:48:10..she told me we'd meet one day.
0:48:28 > 0:48:30Call an ambulance!
0:49:13 > 0:49:15Can you see me yet?
0:49:27 > 0:49:28You can't blame yourself.
0:49:28 > 0:49:30You saw my colour,
0:49:30 > 0:49:33you saw what was there on the surface and you made assumptions.
0:49:33 > 0:49:35Everyone always does.
0:49:35 > 0:49:38We come to this country so filled with hope,
0:49:38 > 0:49:40so grateful for the potential,
0:49:40 > 0:49:42yet still they say,
0:49:42 > 0:49:45"Why do we leave our door blindly open to these people?"
0:49:45 > 0:49:48Bring in our drugs, criminals,
0:49:48 > 0:49:51terrorists while we breed...
0:49:51 > 0:49:52"Breed."
0:49:54 > 0:49:56But you migrated here too.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59You see what people here do not see.
0:49:59 > 0:50:00See the loneliness.
0:50:01 > 0:50:03The isolation.
0:50:03 > 0:50:07What it is like to be so far from your country and family.
0:50:07 > 0:50:09What it is like to try and fit here.
0:50:11 > 0:50:15How hard it is just to be.
0:50:28 > 0:50:30You should get some sleep tonight.
0:50:30 > 0:50:32Yeah.
0:50:34 > 0:50:36Think it's true?
0:50:36 > 0:50:37That Khaalid was right?
0:50:37 > 0:50:40She was helping him? Yeah.
0:50:54 > 0:50:55Can you read Arabic?
0:50:55 > 0:50:57Badly.
0:50:57 > 0:50:58A bit.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03I've written up everything.
0:51:09 > 0:51:10"My dear wife...
0:51:11 > 0:51:15"..please accept my greetings and respect.
0:51:16 > 0:51:18"Please don't worry about me,
0:51:18 > 0:51:20"dear bello, my beautiful.
0:51:23 > 0:51:29"A dear friend once told me, 'We're born alone, we die alone.'
0:51:30 > 0:51:33"It is only through our..."
0:51:33 > 0:51:35PHONE VIBRATES
0:51:37 > 0:51:38Tomorrow.
0:51:38 > 0:51:41This can wait.
0:51:41 > 0:51:44His wife - someone needs to tell her.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45It's already done.
0:51:47 > 0:51:49Whatever Stevie was involved in,
0:51:49 > 0:51:51the one person that could have helped us...
0:51:53 > 0:51:56Whoever silenced them is as scared as hell.
0:51:57 > 0:52:00Where do we go now?
0:52:00 > 0:52:01I don't know.
0:52:02 > 0:52:03I keep getting it so wrong.
0:52:21 > 0:52:23Night. Night.
0:52:44 > 0:52:46'We're born alone, we die alone.
0:52:48 > 0:52:50'Only through love and friendship
0:52:50 > 0:52:54'can we create the illusion for the moments that we're not alone.
0:52:55 > 0:52:58'Please do not worry about me, my dear bello,
0:52:58 > 0:53:00'my beautiful,
0:53:00 > 0:53:02'my love,
0:53:02 > 0:53:03'my beautiful wife.'
0:53:04 > 0:53:07Now, listen to me.
0:53:07 > 0:53:10There are things I never told you.
0:53:10 > 0:53:12There were things I did not spill.
0:53:12 > 0:53:14How can a man...
0:53:14 > 0:53:16A man like myself...
0:53:17 > 0:53:20..how can he spill his heart into his mouth?
0:53:22 > 0:53:23We're not built for this.
0:53:25 > 0:53:27All I do know is...
0:53:27 > 0:53:29when I close my eyes,
0:53:29 > 0:53:31it is you who I see.
0:53:33 > 0:53:34When I go to sleep,
0:53:34 > 0:53:37it is you I feel curled next to me.
0:53:39 > 0:53:41So,
0:53:41 > 0:53:43it is raining today
0:53:43 > 0:53:46and all I can think is...
0:53:46 > 0:53:47I miss you.
0:54:03 > 0:54:05You OK?
0:54:08 > 0:54:09Yeah.
0:54:12 > 0:54:14Tomorrow.
0:54:14 > 0:54:17Start again tomorrow.
0:54:17 > 0:54:19New start. New leads.
0:54:19 > 0:54:20We'll find who did this.
0:54:21 > 0:54:23Otherwise, what are we good for?
0:54:25 > 0:54:27Yeah.
0:54:27 > 0:54:28PHONE BEEPS
0:54:30 > 0:54:32Oh, shit.
0:54:33 > 0:54:34SHE SIGHS
0:54:34 > 0:54:38Tom's not back and it's sodding parents evening AGAIN.
0:54:38 > 0:54:42My bet is he's lurking around the chambers of Lincoln's Inn
0:54:42 > 0:54:44trying to find a bar after hours.
0:54:46 > 0:54:47Oh!
0:55:10 > 0:55:12Hello, Tom. Hmm?
0:55:12 > 0:55:15Oh. HE LAUGHS
0:55:15 > 0:55:17Hey... I'm meeting someone.
0:55:17 > 0:55:18Ah, "someone."
0:55:18 > 0:55:20Oh, at last.
0:55:20 > 0:55:21Please, not a lawyer.
0:55:25 > 0:55:27I'm still paying for last night.
0:55:39 > 0:55:43PHONE DIALS
0:55:43 > 0:55:48PHONE RINGS
0:58:04 > 0:58:08MUSIC: Maybe I'm Amazed by Carleen Anderson
0:58:14 > 0:58:18# Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the time
0:58:21 > 0:58:24# Or maybe I'm afraid of the way I love you. #
0:58:29 > 0:58:31Antony Gormley is the creator
0:58:31 > 0:58:34of one of the most iconic sculptures in Britain.
0:58:34 > 0:58:37We follow him through an extraordinary year,
0:58:37 > 0:58:40and discover the influences that have shaped his life's work.