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0:00:00 > 0:00:01- Dad!
0:00:01 > 0:00:03- I didn't know...
0:00:03 > 0:00:06- I didn't know...- - That's rather obvious. Sophie.
0:00:06 > 0:00:08- Hiya.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11- I left her on her own, Dafydd...
0:00:13 > 0:00:16- ..when she needed me most.
0:00:18 > 0:00:20- I wasn't there for her.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- Subtitles
0:00:43 > 0:00:45- # Sleep tight, little child
0:00:50 > 0:00:53- # While stars fall
0:00:56 > 0:00:59- # Close your eyes, little child #
0:01:00 > 0:01:01- Hello!
0:01:01 > 0:01:05- Can you hear the kettle boiling - from the end of the street?
0:01:05 > 0:01:08- Years of practice. Alright?
0:01:10 > 0:01:11- Have you had breakfast?
0:01:11 > 0:01:14- Have you had breakfast?- - I wasn't hungry.
0:01:15 > 0:01:16- Look.
0:01:17 > 0:01:21- Today won't be easy for anyone. - Try to eat something.
0:01:21 > 0:01:22- I don't want anything.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- I don't want anything.- - He might want something later.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- He has to eat before the funeral.
0:01:28 > 0:01:29- He has to eat before the funeral.- - I'm not going.
0:01:32 > 0:01:33- Eh?
0:01:33 > 0:01:35- I'm not going to the funeral.
0:01:35 > 0:01:37- I'm not going to the funeral.- - You have to!
0:01:37 > 0:01:39- I'm not going.
0:01:45 > 0:01:46- What's wrong?
0:01:46 > 0:01:47- Are you on your own?
0:01:47 > 0:01:50- Are you on your own?- - Very funny.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- Have you heard from Alwena?
0:01:52 > 0:01:56- She's started, but there are - a lot of weekend shifts.
0:01:56 > 0:01:59- She's sad - that she can't attend the funeral...
0:01:59 > 0:02:02- ..especially as it's private.
0:02:02 > 0:02:04- ..especially as it's private.- - It would be packed otherwise.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06- That's Alwyn for you.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08- He doesn't want a fuss.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- I'd want to hide forever.
0:02:11 > 0:02:12- The poor man.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15- How is your eulogy coming along?
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- It isn't an easy task.
0:02:17 > 0:02:18- No.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- It's easy to find good things - to say about Nel.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- The problem - is knowing what to leave out.
0:02:25 > 0:02:29- We'll close the shop - for a few hours, unfortunately...
0:02:30 > 0:02:32- ..not that I'm...
0:02:32 > 0:02:34- ..not that I'm...- - I've made arrangements.
0:02:35 > 0:02:37- David's taking charge again.
0:02:38 > 0:02:40- Is that wise?
0:02:40 > 0:02:43- It's better - than closing on a Saturday.
0:02:49 > 0:02:50- Alright?
0:02:50 > 0:02:52- Anything interesting?
0:02:52 > 0:02:54- Anything interesting?- - Bills and the usual junk.
0:02:55 > 0:02:58- Who's bringing Adam? - You or Cathryn?
0:02:59 > 0:03:03- I'm on the invitation, - but I don't know if Adam is coming.
0:03:03 > 0:03:04- Oh?
0:03:05 > 0:03:09- Kylie and Britney have shared - Nel's round since last week.
0:03:10 > 0:03:12- Fair play to you.
0:03:12 > 0:03:16- There are loads of cards and flowers - for Nel by the library.
0:03:16 > 0:03:18- We all thought the world of her.
0:03:18 > 0:03:19- We all thought the world of her.- - Yes.
0:03:21 > 0:03:24- Bless!
0:03:24 > 0:03:26- Bless!- - What's this about Adam not coming?
0:03:27 > 0:03:32- I'm worried he blames himself for - arguing with Nel the day she died.
0:03:32 > 0:03:33- Oh, no.
0:03:33 > 0:03:34- Oh, no.- - Yes.
0:03:36 > 0:03:36- Ta-ra.
0:03:36 > 0:03:37- Ta-ra.- - Ta-ra.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41- And he's afraid of seeing Alwyn, - afraid what he might say.
0:03:42 > 0:03:44- He'll regret it.
0:03:44 > 0:03:46- He'll regret it.- - I know, but what can you do?
0:03:53 > 0:03:54- What are you doing?
0:03:55 > 0:04:00- I can hear Nel telling me not to put - the butter knife in the jam...
0:04:00 > 0:04:02- ..or the jam will get mouldy.
0:04:02 > 0:04:05- Everything had to be just so!
0:04:05 > 0:04:09- They argued over the round - and square end of a slice of bread!
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- She hid the brown ones - under her plate.
0:04:12 > 0:04:14- "I didn't put it there, honestly!"
0:04:14 > 0:04:16- "I didn't put it there, honestly!"- - This is the best one.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- Remember how she was in the car?
0:04:18 > 0:04:22- "Dad, Dafydd is looking out - of my window!"
0:04:29 > 0:04:31- Mr Parry is here to see you.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- Let's tidy your room.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38- There you are.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41- Take a seat.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- I'm sorry if I'm interrupting.
0:04:50 > 0:04:53- The thing is, - I had hoped to see you in church.
0:04:55 > 0:04:58- Vince says you're not coming.
0:04:59 > 0:05:00- No.
0:05:01 > 0:05:02- Pity.
0:05:03 > 0:05:04- But there you go.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09- I've come to ask for your help.
0:05:09 > 0:05:10- Help?
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- I'm writing the eulogy for Nel.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18- I don't want to get it wrong.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20- Can you go over it with me?
0:05:21 > 0:05:22- Why me?
0:05:23 > 0:05:26- You were her best friend.
0:05:27 > 0:05:33- You can carry the trays back. - It's only round the corner.
0:05:33 > 0:05:37- Is it a problem - to put everything in the van?
0:05:37 > 0:05:39- Then you can help us clear up.
0:05:40 > 0:05:42- No, there's no problem.
0:05:42 > 0:05:45- Will everything be over by two?
0:05:46 > 0:05:47- Maybe.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51- You should be ashamed of yourself.
0:05:51 > 0:05:52- You should be ashamed of yourself.- - What?
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- You want to go to the auction.
0:05:55 > 0:05:56- You want to go to the auction.- - What auction?
0:05:57 > 0:06:00- He's selling that ridiculous bear.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02- He's selling that ridiculous bear.- - So that I can pay her back.
0:06:04 > 0:06:05- Do you have to be there?
0:06:05 > 0:06:09- No! The auction will go ahead - if he's there or not.
0:06:10 > 0:06:15- How could you put a stuffed bear - above everything, today of all days?
0:06:16 > 0:06:20- Open the van - and make yourself useful.
0:06:21 > 0:06:24- The cross-country races - and athletics.
0:06:26 > 0:06:28- She won many times.
0:06:29 > 0:06:33- Yes, but that wasn't - what mattered to her.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36- What then?
0:06:37 > 0:06:39- She preferred team sports.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41- Football and netball.
0:06:42 > 0:06:43- Yes.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44- You're right.
0:06:50 > 0:06:51- Thanks.
0:06:53 > 0:06:56- It's a pity you won't be there - to listen to me.
0:06:57 > 0:07:00- I'll make sure - they know you contributed.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Everyone will understand.
0:07:10 > 0:07:15- Look at the state of you! - Don't they teach ironing in college?
0:07:16 > 0:07:18- I dodged the ironing module.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- I dodged the ironing module.- - Are you ready? Where's your coat?
0:07:21 > 0:07:22- Inside.
0:07:22 > 0:07:24- Should I change the shirt?
0:07:24 > 0:07:26- Should I change the shirt?- - No, it's fine.
0:07:29 > 0:07:30- They're here.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34- I'll get my coat.
0:07:35 > 0:07:39- If a customer is collecting - a magazine that's on order...
0:07:39 > 0:07:41- Can we go, please?
0:07:41 > 0:07:43- Where was I?
0:07:43 > 0:07:47- If it's a magazine that's on order, - it goes in the blue book.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50- If not, it goes through the till.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53- Then tick by the title - in the red book...
0:07:53 > 0:07:55- ..so that I can order more.
0:07:55 > 0:07:57- I think I understand.
0:07:57 > 0:07:59- I think I understand.- - Of course he understands.
0:08:00 > 0:08:04- If you run out of change, - ask in the cafe, or the salon.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05- Dad!
0:08:05 > 0:08:07- Dad!- - I'll be fine, Mr Parry.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09- Yes, well...
0:08:09 > 0:08:10- Are you coming to the funeral?
0:08:10 > 0:08:12- Are you coming to the funeral?- - Philip is representing us.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15- I'm hopeless with things like this.
0:08:15 > 0:08:19- We're going for sandwiches, - because the cafe is shut.
0:08:19 > 0:08:20- Unfortunately.
0:08:20 > 0:08:21- Unfortunately.- - Let's go.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24- Give our regards to everyone.
0:08:25 > 0:08:27- Hurry, Jac! I'm starving.
0:08:29 > 0:08:30- Sorry!
0:09:01 > 0:09:01- .
0:09:05 > 0:09:05- Subtitles
0:09:05 > 0:09:07- Subtitles- - Subtitles
0:09:18 > 0:09:24- # There isn't a mountain too high - for me to climb
0:09:24 > 0:09:27- # I'd dig through Snowdon for you
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- # My love
0:09:29 > 0:09:33- # I'd walk long - and unfamiliar roads
0:09:34 > 0:09:36- # To find you
0:09:38 > 0:09:39- # My love #
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Bye, Janice. Thanks.
0:09:42 > 0:09:43- Ta-ra.
0:09:45 > 0:09:47- Ta-ra, Janice. This is nice.
0:09:48 > 0:09:53- Only the four of us here. - Lowri, me, you and Huw.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58- I don't know how you do it.
0:09:58 > 0:09:59- I don't know how you do it.- - What?
0:09:59 > 0:10:02- Keep it up. - The Huw, Jac, Jac, Huw routine.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07- I wish I was - as gifted a liar as you.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12- You must be so careful...
0:10:12 > 0:10:16- ..so that this girl - doesn't find out you lied to her.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19- I know she's ancient history...
0:10:21 > 0:10:24- ..but if she could - get your NI number...
0:10:25 > 0:10:27- ..the one in the books - in the shop...
0:10:27 > 0:10:32- ..she'd know you're not Jac, - wouldn't she, Huw?
0:10:38 > 0:10:41- # I'll be there as soon
0:10:42 > 0:10:44- # As you call me
0:10:44 > 0:10:46- # I'll hold you tight
0:10:46 > 0:10:49- # I'll be there for you
0:10:50 > 0:10:53- # My love #
0:11:00 > 0:11:03- That was one of her favourite songs.
0:11:04 > 0:11:08- And now I'll call - on Mr Mathew Parry...
0:11:09 > 0:11:13- ..the deputy headmaster, - to pay tribute to Nel.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31- Five, six, zero, one, A.
0:11:32 > 0:11:33- That's it.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36- I'm phoning on behalf of a client.
0:11:37 > 0:11:40- He wanted me to check - you had his correct details.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42- No, he's at work.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48- Of course I've heard - about the Data Protection Act.
0:11:48 > 0:11:51- It's a favour.
0:11:53 > 0:11:54- OK.
0:11:57 > 0:11:58- No, I'll tell him.
0:12:00 > 0:12:02- I understand.
0:12:02 > 0:12:03- Bye.
0:12:05 > 0:12:07- The school...
0:12:08 > 0:12:09- ..the community...
0:12:11 > 0:12:14- ..all our lives will be poorer...
0:12:14 > 0:12:16- ..without Nel.
0:12:21 > 0:12:23- Thank you, Mr Parry.
0:12:25 > 0:12:28- Can I say a word?
0:12:34 > 0:12:36- Of course. Come forward.
0:12:43 > 0:12:45- Nel and I were friends.
0:12:46 > 0:12:49- I've never lost a friend before.
0:12:52 > 0:12:55- I can't believe she isn't here.
0:12:56 > 0:12:59- When I get a text - or my phone rings...
0:13:00 > 0:13:03- ..I still think, - what does she want now?
0:13:05 > 0:13:07- But she's not there.
0:13:08 > 0:13:10- She never will be again.
0:13:12 > 0:13:15- Just being with her was fun.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18- She was always the same.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20- We laughed so much.
0:13:24 > 0:13:27- I don't really know - what I want to say.
0:13:28 > 0:13:30- I'm proud she was my friend.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- And more than anything...
0:13:33 > 0:13:35- ..that I was her friend.
0:13:40 > 0:13:44- Excuse me, Lowri. Can I borrow - your assistant for a minute?
0:13:44 > 0:13:46- Shouldn't you ask him?
0:13:48 > 0:13:52- Do you mind? I need a hand, Jac.
0:13:53 > 0:13:55- I won't be long.
0:14:07 > 0:14:08- Well?
0:14:08 > 0:14:12- Well, it's amazing - what a few phone calls can reveal.
0:14:14 > 0:14:15- Is it?
0:14:15 > 0:14:16- Is it?- - Yes.
0:14:17 > 0:14:18- Do you want help or what?
0:14:18 > 0:14:20- Do you want help or what?- - I'm not the one who needs help...
0:14:21 > 0:14:22- ..Huw.
0:14:23 > 0:14:27- Maybe Dani thinks you're a hero, - but I know what you are.
0:14:27 > 0:14:29- How does this involve Dani?
0:14:31 > 0:14:32- Don't tell me.
0:14:32 > 0:14:33- You're jealous.
0:14:34 > 0:14:36- That's what's behind - all this hassle.
0:14:37 > 0:14:40- I'll find out - what your dirty secret is.
0:14:43 > 0:14:44- That's enough.
0:14:44 > 0:14:46- I won't tell you again.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47- That's enough.
0:14:48 > 0:14:50- Jac, where are you?
0:14:50 > 0:14:53- Hang on, Vidal.
0:14:54 > 0:14:56- Is any secret worth this fuss?
0:14:56 > 0:14:59- There must be, - and the truth will out.
0:15:03 > 0:15:04- Come on, Jac!
0:15:20 > 0:15:26- Can you take these to Arthur's van - and bring the cakes in?
0:15:28 > 0:15:31- Fair play, I was proud of you.
0:15:31 > 0:15:32- We all were.
0:15:34 > 0:15:36- You have to talk to Alwyn.
0:15:38 > 0:15:41- Don't worry. - You have plenty of time.
0:15:43 > 0:15:44- It's a hard day for us all.
0:15:44 > 0:15:47- It's a hard day for us all.- - You know where we are.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52- This is where you're hiding.
0:15:52 > 0:15:54- This is where you're hiding.- - Yes. It was a nice spread.
0:15:54 > 0:15:56- It was nothing to do with me.
0:15:56 > 0:15:57- I'm just helping out.
0:15:58 > 0:15:59- Have you finished?
0:15:59 > 0:16:00- Yes.
0:16:00 > 0:16:01- Yes.- - Put it there.
0:16:04 > 0:16:07- It's nice to get them to do - as you want right from the off.
0:16:08 > 0:16:10- Would it were that easy!
0:16:10 > 0:16:12- Would it were that easy!- - Have you told her the truth?
0:16:13 > 0:16:14- About what?
0:16:14 > 0:16:20- About what?! I know you have - to be honest about your problem.
0:16:21 > 0:16:22- Oh.
0:16:22 > 0:16:26- I will, when I get the chance - and the time is right.
0:16:26 > 0:16:29- I'm not going to wear - a big sign on my back, am I?
0:16:29 > 0:16:32- I was only asking, - in case I put my foot in it.
0:16:33 > 0:16:34- Again.
0:16:35 > 0:16:37- I thought you'd gone home.
0:16:37 > 0:16:39- I thought you'd gone home.- - No, just getting some fresh air.
0:16:40 > 0:16:41- Hi, Iolo.
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- If I can do anything to help...
0:16:45 > 0:16:46- No, it's OK.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48- I'll see you later.
0:16:50 > 0:16:51- Thanks.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53- You spoke well.
0:16:54 > 0:16:56- I understand you persuaded Adam.
0:16:56 > 0:16:57- I understand you persuaded Adam.- - He'll be glad he did.
0:16:58 > 0:16:59- Yes.
0:16:59 > 0:17:00- Thanks again.
0:17:12 > 0:17:13- A cake, Mr Parry?
0:17:13 > 0:17:14- A cake, Mr Parry?- - No, thanks.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16- Do you want anything, Sian?
0:17:16 > 0:17:19- Do you want anything, Sian?- - No, thanks.
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- There's plenty of food inside.
0:17:22 > 0:17:23- Thanks.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28- It's nice to get some fresh air.
0:17:29 > 0:17:33- You spoke well, Adam. - Nel would be proud of you.
0:17:33 > 0:17:34- Adam?
0:17:35 > 0:17:36- Can I have a word, please?
0:17:50 > 0:17:51- Thanks for coming, Adam.
0:17:56 > 0:18:00- We'd come here - for a new year swim...
0:18:01 > 0:18:05- ..to raise money when Nel - and Dafydd lost their mother.
0:18:10 > 0:18:12- Nel was great when Carys died.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22- She thought the world of you.
0:18:22 > 0:18:23- She thought the world of you.- - I know.
0:18:24 > 0:18:28- She bossed you around - as if you were one of us.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32- That's what you are now, mate.
0:18:33 > 0:18:34- You're one of us.
0:18:37 > 0:18:41- You won't believe - the looks I got on the way.
0:18:46 > 0:18:47- Right.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54- They can't steal her.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58- And she'll never leave us.
0:18:59 > 0:19:00- But today...
0:19:01 > 0:19:02- ..just for today...
0:19:05 > 0:19:06- ..we have to let her go.
0:19:08 > 0:19:12- # The sound of the wave #
0:19:13 > 0:19:14- Love you, Nel.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51- S4C Subtitles by Gwead
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