0:00:25 > 0:00:30# When the rain is blowing in your face
0:00:31 > 0:00:36# And the whole world is on your case
0:00:38 > 0:00:42# I can offer you a warm embrace
0:00:44 > 0:00:47# To make you feel my love
0:00:50 > 0:00:55# When the evening shadows and the stars appear
0:00:56 > 0:01:01# And there is no-one there to dry your tears
0:01:03 > 0:01:07# I could hold you for a million years
0:01:08 > 0:01:13# To make you feel my love
0:01:15 > 0:01:20# I know you haven't made your mind up yet... #
0:01:22 > 0:01:24Excuse me?
0:01:24 > 0:01:25Excuse me?
0:01:25 > 0:01:26What is this? Who are you?
0:01:27 > 0:01:29I'm Cassie.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31Dean?
0:01:31 > 0:01:33I'm Cassie, your sister.
0:01:46 > 0:01:50- Look, please don't go.- Look, you don't just turn up like this.
0:01:50 > 0:01:52- I didn't come here to upset you. - Then what do you want?
0:01:54 > 0:01:58- What do you want? - I just need a place to stay.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Dean!
0:02:06 > 0:02:07Dean!
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Dean!
0:02:12 > 0:02:14What...What are you doing? What is this?
0:02:14 > 0:02:15Smell it.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17Smell it!
0:02:20 > 0:02:24We smell the same, Dean. We're the same thing.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25Don't you get it?
0:02:29 > 0:02:32There are channels. OK? Proper avenues.
0:02:35 > 0:02:39So why can't we go back to your place and give it a try?
0:02:54 > 0:02:56HE SIGHS
0:03:27 > 0:03:29You better come in.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35Just be quiet. Everyone's sleeping.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Follow me.
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Be quiet.
0:03:47 > 0:03:50You can have my bed. I'll take the sofa.
0:03:50 > 0:03:53- Thank you. - This is a temporary arrangement.
0:03:53 > 0:03:55OK? Tomorrow, we start...
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Ran into a barbed-wire fence when I was a kid.
0:04:06 > 0:04:08Shit.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Was a bit.
0:04:13 > 0:04:16You stay in here until I come and get you in the morning.
0:04:16 > 0:04:19Can I have a T-shirt?
0:04:44 > 0:04:45How did you find me?
0:04:47 > 0:04:50I found a copy of your, erm...
0:04:50 > 0:04:51adoption certificate.
0:04:53 > 0:04:56I googled your name and your work profile came up.
0:05:02 > 0:05:03Night.
0:05:18 > 0:05:20Good morning!
0:05:23 > 0:05:25Morning.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28What are you doing falling asleep on the sofa?
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Erm...
0:05:34 > 0:05:36I was watching TV last night, fell asleep.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42Oh. Well, I've got breakfast on the table, if you fancy.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10- So go on, then.- Thank you very much.
0:06:10 > 0:06:12Who is she?
0:06:12 > 0:06:14Well, I've just seen her heading into the bathroom,
0:06:14 > 0:06:16so you might as well fess up.
0:06:17 > 0:06:19You brought someone home?
0:06:19 > 0:06:20Yeah.
0:06:20 > 0:06:21Yeah. But she's, erm...
0:06:23 > 0:06:26..she's not my girlfriend.
0:06:26 > 0:06:27OK.
0:06:30 > 0:06:31She's my sister.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36I think.
0:06:43 > 0:06:44Cassie.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46All right?
0:06:52 > 0:06:54Hi, Cassie.
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Erm, please, come and join us.
0:06:56 > 0:06:58OK.
0:07:00 > 0:07:03Can I get you some breakfast?
0:07:03 > 0:07:04Tea, please.
0:07:04 > 0:07:07- Thank you. - This is a turn-up for the books!
0:07:07 > 0:07:10Erm...how did you meet up?
0:07:11 > 0:07:13Er...
0:07:14 > 0:07:16Cassie found me yesterday after work.
0:07:18 > 0:07:21So you, erm, you came up from Southend?
0:07:23 > 0:07:24Yeah.
0:07:24 > 0:07:27That's where you were brought up?
0:07:27 > 0:07:28Born and raised.
0:07:29 > 0:07:31That must have been nice.
0:07:32 > 0:07:34Not really. Bit of a dump, actually.
0:07:34 > 0:07:36Well, it's got a beach.
0:07:36 > 0:07:38Beirut has a beach.
0:07:43 > 0:07:46And that was with your parents, was it?
0:07:47 > 0:07:48That's right.
0:07:48 > 0:07:50You know we, er...
0:07:50 > 0:07:51You know we've met them?
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Oh!
0:07:55 > 0:07:58What were their names again?
0:07:58 > 0:07:59Shaun and Becky Skinner.
0:08:04 > 0:08:06Yeah, that's right.
0:08:06 > 0:08:08Yeah, she had fantastic dreadlocks, your mum.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13No. My mum had blonde hair.
0:08:14 > 0:08:16My dad had dreads.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22"Had"?
0:08:39 > 0:08:41Right.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52Well, it's very nice to meet you, Cassie.
0:08:52 > 0:08:54Sorry, it's just...
0:08:54 > 0:08:55it's a bit of a shock.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00Sorry.
0:09:04 > 0:09:05Tell me.
0:09:05 > 0:09:07SHE SOBS
0:09:07 > 0:09:09I'm sorry.
0:09:11 > 0:09:12Well, what...
0:09:12 > 0:09:14I'm sorry!
0:09:15 > 0:09:16What happened?
0:09:19 > 0:09:20Mum and Dad died.
0:09:31 > 0:09:32I didn't come here...
0:09:36 > 0:09:39..to tell you this. I came here to start afresh.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47How?
0:09:47 > 0:09:48When?
0:09:51 > 0:09:52Car accident.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56Look, she's his sister.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58We still don't know that for a fact.
0:09:58 > 0:10:00She's his sister.
0:10:00 > 0:10:03So, what, we're just going to fling our doors open to her, are we?
0:10:03 > 0:10:06What does it matter? She's here now.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08You know what she's come from. You know.
0:10:08 > 0:10:12- You know what her parents are like. - Come on, come on!
0:10:12 > 0:10:13That was a long time ago.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16It doesn't matter. They're fine.
0:10:16 > 0:10:18I think that's foolish.
0:10:18 > 0:10:21I mean, their youth was the least of their problems, Nigel.
0:10:21 > 0:10:25Jesus Christ, if all we are is the sum of our parents,
0:10:25 > 0:10:27I would hate to think what that makes Alex!
0:10:29 > 0:10:31Look, come on.
0:10:31 > 0:10:33All I'm saying is give her a chance, yeah?
0:10:37 > 0:10:39What do you want from me?
0:10:42 > 0:10:44I just want my brother.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49I just want...
0:10:50 > 0:10:55..a real brother, someone that I can look up to.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Why now?
0:11:02 > 0:11:06I'm 18, and the hostel want to move me on.
0:11:09 > 0:11:10It's just...
0:11:12 > 0:11:16..something inside of me, it's been missing.
0:11:20 > 0:11:22You're a part of me. I'm a part of you.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19- Hey.- You all right? - How are you doing?
0:12:21 > 0:12:22I'm good. You?
0:12:22 > 0:12:27Yeah, no, good, thanks. This is, erm...this is my room.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29- Nice room.- Welcome. Thank you.
0:12:30 > 0:12:32Are you enjoying yourself?
0:12:34 > 0:12:38I think so. Still early days, I suppose.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41You seem to be settling in OK, which is good.
0:12:42 > 0:12:45Have, erm... Have a seat. Sit down.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51Sit down.
0:12:51 > 0:12:53Sit down, come on.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01You know, I'm...
0:13:01 > 0:13:03with Dad on this one.
0:13:03 > 0:13:06You're welcome to stay as...
0:13:06 > 0:13:07as long as you like.
0:13:07 > 0:13:09Thank you.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12You know, all...all being well.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16Cos that's the catch of being a guest, isn't it? You have to...
0:13:16 > 0:13:18play by the house rules.
0:13:19 > 0:13:20And what are those?
0:13:22 > 0:13:24Well, why don't... why don't we find out?
0:13:35 > 0:13:38Hey, what's going on?
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Don't know.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41Well, she looked upset.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44Well... I don't know. It's nothing to do with me.
0:13:47 > 0:13:49What did you do?
0:13:49 > 0:13:52I didn't do anything. Why should I have done something?
0:13:52 > 0:13:54Because I know you.
0:13:54 > 0:13:56- So?- This is what you do.
0:13:56 > 0:13:59You always have to make it about you. You switch things.
0:13:59 > 0:14:00Just tell me.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04All right.
0:14:04 > 0:14:05She...
0:14:07 > 0:14:08She hit on me.
0:14:08 > 0:14:10HE SCOFFS
0:14:10 > 0:14:12No, it's true. She did.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14She came in and hit on me and I rejected her.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21Why are you lying?
0:14:21 > 0:14:24I'm not lying. She came in here and sat down.
0:14:24 > 0:14:27We chatted, got to know each other, and...
0:14:27 > 0:14:29and then she threw herself at me.
0:14:29 > 0:14:31Why are you trying to defend her?
0:14:31 > 0:14:34You've...you've barely known her a day. She could be anyone.
0:14:35 > 0:14:37Why are you so sure?
0:14:41 > 0:14:42You're an idiot.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Which is the one that you're least comfortable with?
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Erm... English, probably.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58It's just a lot of writing and so much to do in so little time.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01MUM: You should be confident. You've done lots of work.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03How many weeks is it now that you've got?
0:15:03 > 0:15:05Er... I've got about, I think it's... What, till I get my grades?
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Let's think positive. We're confident, and...
0:15:08 > 0:15:13Nigel, I think he's doing it for the money, not for...
0:15:13 > 0:15:14What, for the gaming?
0:15:14 > 0:15:18Yeah. You said you were feeling good about it, though, didn't you?
0:16:59 > 0:17:01QUIET CHATTER
0:17:14 > 0:17:16DOOR OPENS
0:17:17 > 0:17:19Hi, Mum.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28You OK?
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Yep.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35Your dad says I've not been...
0:17:35 > 0:17:37as welcoming as I could have been.
0:17:38 > 0:17:39How?
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- She...- I've tried to be welcoming.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45You...you have. You have.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48She's here. She's staying.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51I mean, how much more welcoming can you be?
0:17:51 > 0:17:53Well, I've found it...
0:17:56 > 0:17:57..tricky.
0:17:57 > 0:17:59I've found...
0:18:02 > 0:18:05It's probably irrational, but I've found it...hard.
0:18:07 > 0:18:12I don't want you to worry, Mum. It's a good thing this happening, this.
0:18:12 > 0:18:17I just want it to be a good thing for all of us, you know?
0:18:17 > 0:18:19I don't want it to destabilise what we have.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38I love you, sweetheart.
0:18:38 > 0:18:40I love you, too, Mum.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48I still worry about Cassie, though.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50There's lots we don't know about her.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54What do you mean?
0:18:57 > 0:18:59I don't know.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31HE SIGHS TEARFULLY
0:20:00 > 0:20:02HE SNIFFS TEARFULLY
0:20:14 > 0:20:16What's up?
0:20:19 > 0:20:21Yeah... Yeah, I'm fine.
0:20:23 > 0:20:26So, I was thinking, maybe we could...
0:20:26 > 0:20:29pick up the rest of your stuff from the hostel tomorrow.
0:20:31 > 0:20:32The hostel?
0:20:32 > 0:20:36Yeah, so I can give them a call, let them know to expect us.
0:20:37 > 0:20:40- Let's talk about this tomorrow. - I'd rather talk about it now.
0:20:41 > 0:20:43Why?
0:20:46 > 0:20:48Because it doesn't exist.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50Does it, Cassie?
0:20:50 > 0:20:54What road did my parents die on?
0:20:55 > 0:20:57It was the motorway.
0:20:57 > 0:20:58What car were they driving?
0:21:02 > 0:21:06- I don't remember. - Because it didn't happen, Cassie.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08Because they're not dead!
0:21:09 > 0:21:11It's... It's not what you think.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13Why? Tell me.
0:21:15 > 0:21:17I didn't want to live there any more, and I thought...
0:21:17 > 0:21:19if you knew they were alive, then...
0:21:19 > 0:21:21We'd send you back? It's a free country, Cassie,
0:21:21 > 0:21:23you can go wherever you want.
0:21:23 > 0:21:25Not when you're 14.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34I'm not the only one that's lied.
0:21:36 > 0:21:41They knew about me for years, Dean, and they didn't say anything.
0:21:41 > 0:21:43No, you just hang on a second, please.
0:21:43 > 0:21:46They promised that they'd find you another family, Cassie.
0:21:46 > 0:21:49You left me. You took him and you left me.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53We'd already had Alex by then.
0:21:54 > 0:21:59Mum told me, when I was born they came to the hospital.
0:21:59 > 0:22:01She asked them to take me.
0:22:03 > 0:22:04And you refused.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07They said they would find you another family.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09They just left me, Dean.
0:22:10 > 0:22:12Well, what did you expect us to do?
0:22:12 > 0:22:15Just keep on compensating for your mother's mistakes?
0:22:15 > 0:22:17It wasn't fair on us.
0:22:17 > 0:22:18"Mistakes"?
0:22:18 > 0:22:21Oh, God, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that.
0:22:21 > 0:22:25Just...listen... Listen, we love you, Dean.
0:22:25 > 0:22:26We love you.
0:22:32 > 0:22:33HE SOBS
0:22:41 > 0:22:42Dean!
0:22:44 > 0:22:46Dean!
0:22:48 > 0:22:50Dean!
0:22:53 > 0:22:54Dean!
0:23:05 > 0:23:08Tell me about real life, Cassie.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13About Mum.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17- And Dad.- I'm not going to do this.
0:23:21 > 0:23:23Maybe the truth about your wrists.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29I'm not a total idiot.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33There was no barbed wire, I know that much.
0:23:37 > 0:23:38So, why did you do it?
0:23:41 > 0:23:42To see.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46To see what?
0:23:47 > 0:23:49If it mattered.
0:23:57 > 0:23:59Well, it does.
0:24:01 > 0:24:02It matters to me.
0:24:02 > 0:24:04You matter to me.
0:24:14 > 0:24:16I never meant to lie to you.
0:24:18 > 0:24:20I just did what I thought I had to.
0:24:21 > 0:24:25I just wanted to feel like I belong.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Just like you.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32I'm your sister.
0:24:32 > 0:24:34And I'm here.
0:24:34 > 0:24:36And I don't care what happens...
0:24:36 > 0:24:39I'm not going back to them.
0:24:39 > 0:24:41Not now.
0:24:41 > 0:24:42Not ever.
0:24:44 > 0:24:45Do you understand?
0:24:48 > 0:24:50Dean?
0:24:52 > 0:24:53Yeah.
0:25:02 > 0:25:03Is that all you've got to say?
0:25:08 > 0:25:10So, where shall we go instead?
0:25:10 > 0:25:15# The storms are raging on the rolling sea
0:25:16 > 0:25:20# And on the highway of regret
0:25:22 > 0:25:28# The winds of change are blowing wild and free
0:25:28 > 0:25:33# You ain't seen nothing like me yet
0:25:35 > 0:25:40# I can make you happy, make your dreams come true
0:25:41 > 0:25:46# Nothing that I wouldn't do
0:25:47 > 0:25:52# Go to the ends of the Earth for you
0:25:53 > 0:25:58# To make you feel my love
0:26:00 > 0:26:06# To make you feel my love. #
0:26:10 > 0:26:13# The look of love... #
0:26:13 > 0:26:17'Your husband wanted to know the results of the blood test.'
0:26:17 > 0:26:20- Sorry, where did you say you were calling from?- 'Grove St Surgery.'
0:26:20 > 0:26:23Have you ever been in counselling before, Jane?
0:26:23 > 0:26:26And in hindsight, I think that must have been
0:26:26 > 0:26:28when he started seeing her again.
0:26:28 > 0:26:33- Again? He was with her before you got together?- Oh, yeah.
0:26:33 > 0:26:37- What are you doing back?- Mmm. They cancelled my last presentation.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39So I took an early plane.
0:26:39 > 0:26:41He left her for me.
0:26:41 > 0:26:45How... How do you feel about her?
0:26:45 > 0:26:47Oh!
0:26:47 > 0:26:49I just don't know who you are sometimes.