0:00:02 > 0:00:05- # The look of love... # - Have you got everything?- Yes.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07OK, good.
0:00:07 > 0:00:08Come here, come here.
0:00:08 > 0:00:10Oh! You got a kiss.
0:00:10 > 0:00:12Oh!
0:00:12 > 0:00:17# A look your heart can't disguise... #
0:00:20 > 0:00:21Miss you.
0:00:21 > 0:00:23Group hug. I'll miss you, too.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- Love you. - Love you.
0:00:25 > 0:00:27Shall we wave, then?
0:00:27 > 0:00:28Bye-bye.
0:00:28 > 0:00:31Bye, Becs. Bye, Lex. See you soon.
0:00:31 > 0:00:34- Love you.- See you soon.
0:00:34 > 0:00:37Quick, quick, before he goes.
0:00:37 > 0:00:39Is he waving? Can you see?
0:00:39 > 0:00:41- Can you see?- Yeah.
0:00:41 > 0:00:44- Bye.- Bye. - Bye-bye, bye.- Bye.- Bye.
0:00:44 > 0:00:46# I can hardly wait to hold you... #
0:00:46 > 0:00:48- Is he waving? - Mmm-hmm.
0:00:48 > 0:00:50- Oh, there we go, we got a wave. - Yeah.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52# How long I have waited... #
0:00:52 > 0:00:53Bye!
0:00:53 > 0:00:58# Waited just to love you Now that I have found you... #
0:00:58 > 0:01:01We could have a little friend here, as well,
0:01:01 > 0:01:03for the fireman. What do you think?
0:01:03 > 0:01:06- Maybe it's the fireman's dog. - Yeah.
0:01:06 > 0:01:08The snake looks like he's about to eat the grasshopper.
0:01:08 > 0:01:12PHONE RINGS Doesn't he?
0:01:14 > 0:01:19- Hello?- 'Hello, this is Grove Street Surgery.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- 'Is that Mrs Turner speaking?'- Yes.
0:01:22 > 0:01:24'Can I speak to Mr Turner, please?'
0:01:24 > 0:01:28No, I'm afraid he's away at the moment. Can I take a message?
0:01:28 > 0:01:32'Your husband wanted to know the results of a blood test we did.'
0:01:32 > 0:01:34Sorry, where are you calling from?
0:01:34 > 0:01:38'Calling from Grove Street Surgery. A Mr Turner asked us to call.'
0:01:38 > 0:01:43'It's about the results of the test that we did on your son, Freddie.'
0:01:45 > 0:01:46Who?
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Lex, have you seen my glasses?
0:02:08 > 0:02:11- Um...- Has Becca been wearing them again, or..?
0:02:11 > 0:02:13- They're probably in your coat pocket. - No, I've looked.
0:02:15 > 0:02:19Looked in every... Yeah, well done.
0:02:19 > 0:02:21Every time, you do that.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- What's the matter? - Nothing.
0:02:29 > 0:02:31- Are you all right? - Yeah, I'm fine.
0:02:31 > 0:02:34- I've just got a bit of a headache, that's all.- Oh.- I'm fine.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36All right, well, take a pill.
0:02:36 > 0:02:39- OK.- I'm off.- When are you back?
0:02:39 > 0:02:41- Thursday. - Cool.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48Love you.
0:02:48 > 0:02:49Love you, too.
0:02:49 > 0:02:51See you Thursday.
0:02:51 > 0:02:52Yep.
0:02:55 > 0:02:56Bye, Lexie.
0:02:56 > 0:02:57Bye.
0:05:19 > 0:05:21'You have one new message.'
0:05:23 > 0:05:27'Hi, darling, it's me. I'm here, everything's all right.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30'I'm just calling to... to hear your voice, really.
0:05:30 > 0:05:32'If you get this...in the next hour or so, give us a call.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35'Otherwise I'd better go to bed cos I've got a big day tomorrow.
0:05:35 > 0:05:38'But, er, if not, I'll call you tomorrow morning.
0:05:38 > 0:05:40'All right? I miss you.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43'Give Becca a kiss from me, and I...I love you.
0:05:43 > 0:05:49'I love you so much. Miss you. Talk to you tomorrow. Bye.'
0:06:04 > 0:06:06And we are going to do a tiny bit
0:06:06 > 0:06:10um...of maths and English.
0:06:10 > 0:06:16Only with counting and letters.
0:06:17 > 0:06:20And there's a dressing-up box for playing a game.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28DOOR OPENS
0:06:28 > 0:06:29Hi.
0:06:29 > 0:06:30Hiya.
0:06:30 > 0:06:33- Where've you been, nursery?- Yeah.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36- How's Becca? - Fine. What are you doing back?
0:06:39 > 0:06:42They cancelled my last presentation, so...I took an early plane.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46I wasn't expecting you back.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Well, lucky me!
0:06:54 > 0:06:55Is everything all right?
0:06:57 > 0:06:58What's wrong?
0:06:58 > 0:07:00Nothing.
0:07:00 > 0:07:02Everything all right?
0:07:02 > 0:07:03Yeah, why?
0:07:52 > 0:07:54What? What's wrong?
0:07:57 > 0:07:58Do you want a glass of wine?
0:08:00 > 0:08:01Now?
0:08:01 > 0:08:02Yeah.
0:08:02 > 0:08:04Yeah.
0:08:04 > 0:08:05- OK.- OK.
0:08:16 > 0:08:17SHE EXHALES
0:09:33 > 0:09:37Have you ever been in counselling before, Jane?
0:09:37 > 0:09:38No.
0:09:40 > 0:09:44So, what would be great in this first session is just to find out
0:09:44 > 0:09:49a little bit more about you, and, er...what's brought you here.
0:09:50 > 0:09:53Whether it's a particular relationship in your life
0:09:53 > 0:09:54that's brought you here.
0:09:55 > 0:09:57Just some background
0:09:57 > 0:10:01and then we can explore the details a little further down the line.
0:10:03 > 0:10:04Um...
0:10:07 > 0:10:09It's hard to know where to start, really.
0:10:10 > 0:10:12Are you in a relationship now?
0:10:14 > 0:10:16Yeah.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20Can you tell me a little bit more about that relationship?
0:10:23 > 0:10:24Um...
0:10:29 > 0:10:31Well... SHE CLEARS THROAT
0:10:32 > 0:10:35We're, um...
0:10:35 > 0:10:36I thought we were really...
0:10:38 > 0:10:40I thought we were really happy.
0:10:42 > 0:10:44I thought, um...
0:10:44 > 0:10:47BABY COOS IN ANOTHER ROOM
0:10:48 > 0:10:51NOISES NEXT DOOR
0:10:51 > 0:10:52We've got a...
0:10:52 > 0:10:53DOOR CLOSES NEXT DOOR
0:10:53 > 0:10:55..a good relationship, um...
0:10:57 > 0:10:58Has something changed?
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- MAN NEXT DOOR:- Where's George?
0:11:00 > 0:11:01Where's George?
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- KNOCK ON DOOR - Er, sorry, darling,
0:11:04 > 0:11:06I'm just popping out for about half an hour with Freddie.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09- Thanks, Philip.- I'll see you in a bit. Bye. Love you.
0:11:09 > 0:11:10Sorry.
0:11:14 > 0:11:18So you were saying you have a good relationship.
0:11:18 > 0:11:19FRONT DOOR CLOSES
0:11:21 > 0:11:23Who was that?
0:11:23 > 0:11:24It's, um...my partner.
0:11:28 > 0:11:29Sorry.
0:11:34 > 0:11:35Are you OK?
0:11:37 > 0:11:38SHUDDERING BREATHS
0:11:45 > 0:11:47There are some tissues on the table if you need them.
0:12:36 > 0:12:37Oh!
0:12:38 > 0:12:39Hello.
0:12:39 > 0:12:41Hello.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47What are you doing sitting on top of the stairs?
0:12:47 > 0:12:49Nothing.
0:12:55 > 0:12:56What's wrong?
0:12:58 > 0:12:59I'm fine.
0:12:59 > 0:13:01You all right?
0:13:01 > 0:13:02Yeah.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08I just don't know who you are sometimes.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27..And in hindsight, I think...
0:14:29 > 0:14:31..that must be when he started seeing her again.
0:14:33 > 0:14:34Again?
0:14:35 > 0:14:38Yeah, he was with her before.
0:14:40 > 0:14:44He was with her before... you got together?
0:14:45 > 0:14:48Yeah, actually, he, um... he left her for me.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53And...
0:14:55 > 0:14:58..you think they're still in the relationship now?
0:14:58 > 0:14:59Yeah.
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Pretty sure they are, yeah.
0:15:05 > 0:15:07How...
0:15:07 > 0:15:08How do you feel about her?
0:15:11 > 0:15:13How do I feel about her?
0:15:16 > 0:15:17Er...
0:15:20 > 0:15:22SHE CLEARS THROAT
0:15:27 > 0:15:29Sorry, can I use your bathroom?
0:15:30 > 0:15:33Yes, er...upstairs. First on the left.
0:15:33 > 0:15:34Thank you.
0:16:40 > 0:16:42What are you doing?! Get out!
0:16:42 > 0:16:44Get out of this room!
0:16:44 > 0:16:45Sorry, I...
0:16:45 > 0:16:47What are you doing in here?
0:16:47 > 0:16:48I just wanted to have a look at him.
0:16:48 > 0:16:50- Get out!- Sorry.
0:16:55 > 0:16:58- What were you doing?- I was just looking. I thought I heard him cry.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00What do you mean looking? Did you touch him?
0:17:01 > 0:17:03I think we should end this session now.
0:17:03 > 0:17:04Yeah.
0:17:06 > 0:17:07Now.
0:17:07 > 0:17:09Thank you.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11Thank you for your help.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17SHE SCREAMS: Why? Why? Tell me now!
0:17:17 > 0:17:19- Tell me the truth. - All right, sh.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22You can't, though, can you, eh? You can't!
0:17:22 > 0:17:25- All right, all right... - You can't fucking tell me the truth!
0:17:28 > 0:17:29Oh, my god!
0:17:33 > 0:17:34Listen...
0:17:34 > 0:17:36I fucking hate you!
0:17:36 > 0:17:37All right, all right...
0:17:52 > 0:17:54Listen, listen, listen a bit.
0:17:54 > 0:17:58All I can say is, it isn't...it isn't what you...
0:17:58 > 0:18:01it isn't what you think it is.
0:18:01 > 0:18:03It isn't what you think it is.
0:18:03 > 0:18:04How can it not be what I think it is?
0:18:04 > 0:18:07I know, but it isn't, it isn't, it isn't.
0:18:07 > 0:18:08It isn't what you think it is.
0:18:13 > 0:18:14It's not...
0:18:15 > 0:18:17It's not about you. It's not...
0:18:17 > 0:18:20It isn't about you or you not being, or me not...
0:18:20 > 0:18:23It's not about me not loving you, or me not...
0:18:23 > 0:18:25wanting to be with you, it really isn't.
0:18:27 > 0:18:29Well, what is it about, then?
0:18:29 > 0:18:31What is it about, then?!
0:18:31 > 0:18:34I... I don't know. I don't know. It's not... It wasn't...
0:18:37 > 0:18:39All I know is that I do love you.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Don't come near me. Don't come near me.
0:18:41 > 0:18:43All right, I'm not going to.
0:18:55 > 0:18:57Oh, God, I can't, I just can't...
0:18:57 > 0:19:00The last... The last thing that I ever, ever want to do is hurt you.
0:19:00 > 0:19:02That's the last...
0:19:02 > 0:19:04thing that I ever, ever, ever, want to do.
0:19:04 > 0:19:06You're the last person that I would ever want to hurt.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09You and Becca are the last... The things that I do love...
0:19:09 > 0:19:10I do love most in the world.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14I know it sounds... I know it sounds...
0:19:16 > 0:19:17..strange.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20But...
0:19:20 > 0:19:22I thought I was...
0:19:22 > 0:19:23I thought I was actually...
0:19:25 > 0:19:28I thought I was actually doing something to...
0:19:31 > 0:19:33..that would make everybody...
0:19:34 > 0:19:38..happier in a...in a... I know that sounds very...
0:19:38 > 0:19:39very odd.
0:19:42 > 0:19:44I'm just so...so sorry.
0:20:03 > 0:20:04MUFFLED SOB
0:20:07 > 0:20:09HE SOBS OPENLY
0:20:31 > 0:20:32Hi.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38Er...
0:20:39 > 0:20:42I think it's probably best that I get this out straightaway.
0:20:42 > 0:20:46I am very angry at this, er, situation.
0:20:46 > 0:20:51I'm very angry with Phil, of course, and I'm very angry, er...
0:20:53 > 0:20:55I know this isn't professional,
0:20:55 > 0:20:59but I'm very angry that you came into my house
0:20:59 > 0:21:03and into my life and pretended to be someone that you are not.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08How did you think that could help?
0:21:15 > 0:21:17I don't care.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21Do you love him?
0:21:23 > 0:21:24Of course I do.
0:21:28 > 0:21:29Do you love him?
0:21:29 > 0:21:32Yes. I do.
0:21:32 > 0:21:33I'm married to him.
0:21:36 > 0:21:38So what do we do now?
0:21:44 > 0:21:47Well, have you talked to Phil? Have you asked him what he wants?
0:21:53 > 0:21:55I don't think he knows what he wants.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07This sort of worked when we didn't know about each other.
0:22:14 > 0:22:16We could carry on.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18We could carry on just like it is now.
0:22:23 > 0:22:25Is that such a crazy idea?
0:22:29 > 0:22:32Maybe this could...still work.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36Maybe somehow we could make it work.
0:22:53 > 0:22:55He's here.
0:23:04 > 0:23:06It's absolutely horrible out.
0:23:12 > 0:23:14Hi.
0:23:16 > 0:23:17Hi.
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Well, shall we talk it through?
0:23:28 > 0:23:30Yeah, yes.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33What...so what did you two, um...
0:23:33 > 0:23:35What did you two discuss?
0:23:36 > 0:23:38Well, we, um...
0:23:41 > 0:23:43..we wondered if there was...
0:23:44 > 0:23:46..some way of making this work.
0:24:09 > 0:24:11Is that right?
0:24:24 > 0:24:26This is bullshit.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28CHAIR CLATTERS
0:24:28 > 0:24:30Lexie?
0:24:30 > 0:24:31Lex?
0:24:32 > 0:24:37# The look of love
0:24:37 > 0:24:41# Is in your eyes
0:24:42 > 0:24:50# The look your heart can't disguise
0:24:52 > 0:24:58# The look of love
0:24:58 > 0:25:06# Is saying so much more Than just words could ever say
0:25:08 > 0:25:16# And what my heart has heard Well, it takes my breath away
0:25:16 > 0:25:21# I can hardly wait to hold you Feel my arms around you... #
0:25:27 > 0:25:31# When a man loves a woman... #
0:25:34 > 0:25:37Good to see you, brother.
0:25:37 > 0:25:39Anthony's back.
0:25:39 > 0:25:41- What?- He's back, babe.
0:25:41 > 0:25:44- Bro, I'm nervous, man. - Just take it easy on her, yeah?
0:25:44 > 0:25:48- It's been a long time. - You know how much she means to me.
0:25:48 > 0:25:53Bro, I love this girl, man. I just want it to be proper.
0:25:53 > 0:25:55I'm sick of the lying, the secrets and all that.
0:25:55 > 0:25:59Haven't I always had your back? Huh?
0:25:59 > 0:26:01I've always been there for you, bro.
0:26:01 > 0:26:05I'm not going nowhere until I find this guy.