0:00:05 > 0:00:12This programme contains some strong language and some scenes of a sexual nature.
0:00:50 > 0:00:55Someone said that death might end a life,
0:00:55 > 0:00:59but for the survivor, the relationship struggles on,
0:00:59 > 0:01:02seeking resolution it may never find.
0:01:03 > 0:01:06I suppose we should have guessed that
0:01:06 > 0:01:09the death of one of us would bring us back together,
0:01:09 > 0:01:12but none of us are under any illusion that time heals.
0:01:16 > 0:01:18Ms Pugh?
0:01:18 > 0:01:22Ewan Fleming, Gibson and Parks, Solicitors.
0:01:49 > 0:01:52It was they who raised the alarm. The police broke down the door,
0:01:52 > 0:01:55bit of a make do and mend job, I'm afraid.
0:02:02 > 0:02:05Once the post-mortem confirmed death as natural causes,
0:02:05 > 0:02:08the police got in a company to disinfect the place.
0:02:08 > 0:02:11As executor of the will, you'll need to settle the charge from the estate.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18The chemicals, when they sanitised it.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24Under the terms of the will, you and the other legatees
0:02:24 > 0:02:27can dispose of any personal items as you choose.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Are they coming today, too?
0:02:28 > 0:02:31Mmm.
0:02:31 > 0:02:35Is it right you all lived together?
0:02:35 > 0:02:37"Former flatmates", it says in the will.
0:02:38 > 0:02:41We lost touch...over the years.
0:02:43 > 0:02:47When probate is complete, the flat will be sold,
0:02:47 > 0:02:49all debts discharged,
0:02:49 > 0:02:53after which, the estate will be divided between you and the others.
0:02:56 > 0:02:59Drop them off at your convenience.
0:03:05 > 0:03:07How long was it, before they found the...
0:03:07 > 0:03:09Two weeks.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Joy of city life, eh(?)
0:04:13 > 0:04:15I'll get back to you as soon as possible.
0:04:15 > 0:04:18Thanks, bye.
0:04:18 > 0:04:19Next six!
0:04:23 > 0:04:27The old man bought the lease. Cheaper than shelling out on rent,
0:04:27 > 0:04:29which makes me a landlord.
0:04:29 > 0:04:31As a paid-up member of the "all property is theft" club,
0:04:31 > 0:04:33the joke is on me.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35A shared one, three guineas a week,
0:04:35 > 0:04:37needs decorating and shit, like the others.
0:04:37 > 0:04:41The other single, fiver a week. And the double is across the hall.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52Which one are you again?
0:04:52 > 0:04:54Charlotte Pugh.
0:04:55 > 0:04:57So, Charlotte Pugh...
0:04:58 > 0:05:01..do you like what you see?
0:05:01 > 0:05:03I like.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12I'm not about to lay a load of crap
0:05:12 > 0:05:15about cleaning rotas on you,
0:05:15 > 0:05:19just set out a kind of modus operandi about living here.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25We have a chance to challenge the status quo,
0:05:25 > 0:05:29prove there's an alternative socio-economic model to live by
0:05:29 > 0:05:30other than the nuclear bloody family,
0:05:30 > 0:05:37- by sharing our labour, our energy, our resources.- Like a commune?
0:05:37 > 0:05:38Works for them in China.
0:05:40 > 0:05:43Didn't they abolish landlords in China? Execute them?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- Your name?- Harper. Alan. Alan.
0:05:49 > 0:05:51That's OK, thanks.
0:05:52 > 0:05:56OK, see what I'm trying to say, Alan, is,
0:05:56 > 0:05:58what's the point in social mobility
0:05:58 > 0:06:02if we just carry the same tired old values around with us, you know?
0:06:02 > 0:06:08So what we do is we construct a model of living based on equality,
0:06:08 > 0:06:10based on the welfare of the group,
0:06:10 > 0:06:13rather than the selfish needs of the individual.
0:06:13 > 0:06:17Up to, and including, sex.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27Aren't all relationships just another form of ownership?
0:06:27 > 0:06:28What is he on about?
0:06:28 > 0:06:32Eliminate the exclusivity of couples, you eliminate jealousy
0:06:32 > 0:06:37and all the corrosive shit which goes with it, so we make a rule.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40No sleeping with the same person, flatmates included,
0:06:40 > 0:06:43on more than three consecutive nights.
0:06:43 > 0:06:45What sort of godless set up are you running here?
0:06:45 > 0:06:48I want no part of it, frankly.
0:06:52 > 0:06:55Better out than in, as they say. Let's take a vote.
0:06:55 > 0:07:00All those in favour of the godless set up, as outlined?
0:07:05 > 0:07:07OK.
0:07:07 > 0:07:08Great.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Message received.
0:07:13 > 0:07:14Over and out.
0:07:24 > 0:07:26I'll let you know. Send up the next lot, will you?
0:07:33 > 0:07:38'Since his stroke, the silent vigil for Churchill's recovery continues
0:07:38 > 0:07:40'as the whole country prays for him
0:07:40 > 0:07:42'in this, his darkest hour.
0:07:43 > 0:07:47'His defiant vow, "We shall never surrender"
0:07:47 > 0:07:49'has never been more apt.'
0:07:49 > 0:07:51Amen to that, eh?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58The girl who owns the flat you saw,
0:07:58 > 0:08:00is she at your college, too?
0:08:01 > 0:08:03What does it matter?
0:08:03 > 0:08:05If I was one of the chosen few I'd have heard by now.
0:08:07 > 0:08:12Susan Reynolds from Girl Guides. She has a flat in Marble Arch.
0:08:12 > 0:08:14Her mother says she's looking for someone to share with.
0:08:14 > 0:08:15She's an air hostess now.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18She'll be away half the time. You'd have the place to yourself.
0:08:18 > 0:08:20Where's the fun in that, eh?
0:08:20 > 0:08:23The point is to be near college for her studies, isn't it?
0:08:23 > 0:08:26- Doesn't preclude her having a bit of fun, does it?- I didn't say it did.
0:08:29 > 0:08:31Leave space for the crumble.
0:08:32 > 0:08:35Mum's OK about this, isn't she?
0:08:35 > 0:08:37If I do move out?
0:08:37 > 0:08:38Nothing stays the same.
0:08:38 > 0:08:41She has to face that, like the rest of us.
0:08:41 > 0:08:44We only have one life, after all.
0:08:44 > 0:08:46HER PARENTS ARGUE
0:09:01 > 0:09:04MUSIC: "My Generation" by The Who
0:09:06 > 0:09:10# People try to put us down Talking 'bout my generation. #
0:09:10 > 0:09:11- Hello.- Hello.
0:09:11 > 0:09:16# Just because we get around Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:16 > 0:09:21# Things they do look awful c-c-cold Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:21 > 0:09:25# I hope I die before I get old Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:25 > 0:09:27# This is my generation
0:09:27 > 0:09:31# This is my generation, baby
0:09:31 > 0:09:35# Why don't you all f-fade away Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:35 > 0:09:40# Don't try to dig what we all say Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:40 > 0:09:43# I'm not trying to cause a big s-s-sensation
0:09:43 > 0:09:45# Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:45 > 0:09:48# I'm just talking 'bout my g-g-g-generation
0:09:48 > 0:09:50# Talking 'bout my generation
0:09:50 > 0:09:52# This is my generation
0:09:52 > 0:09:55# This is my generation, baby... #
0:09:59 > 0:10:02'First US combat troupes deployed in Vietnam have...'
0:10:02 > 0:10:06'All day long there's been a sort of pilgrimage to Sir Winston's house.
0:10:06 > 0:10:09'Families have come in from the country, young couples...'
0:10:11 > 0:10:15No, sorry, no, north, the signal comes from Alexandra Palace.
0:10:15 > 0:10:17Damned thing isn't thickening.
0:10:17 > 0:10:19That's it.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25Everyone, this is Lilly. Lilly, everyone.
0:10:25 > 0:10:29- Hiya.- Lilly's studying painting at... Where was it?
0:10:29 > 0:10:31Hornsey College of Art.
0:10:31 > 0:10:36- I'm Jay.- Hi. - Hi, I'm Charlotte.- Hi.
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Come and get it.
0:10:39 > 0:10:43You know what, I've just clocked it! I've just clocked it!
0:10:45 > 0:10:48I've just clocked why he's chosen us.
0:10:48 > 0:10:52Jack, why he's chosen us, in particular.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56We're his guinea pigs!
0:10:56 > 0:10:59- His what?- Exactly.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01His socio-economic mix.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06Think about it,
0:11:06 > 0:11:09he's got the class thing covered, hasn't he?
0:11:09 > 0:11:12Race, you know, and you.
0:11:12 > 0:11:15He's got the professions covered -
0:11:15 > 0:11:17computing, medicine, English, law,
0:11:17 > 0:11:20art and...
0:11:20 > 0:11:21Psychology.
0:11:21 > 0:11:25Yeah, and that. So he's hand-picked every one of us,
0:11:25 > 0:11:29to conduct his social experiment.
0:11:31 > 0:11:35Well, I'm not sure anybody is quite that cynical.
0:11:35 > 0:11:36Do you want to bet?
0:11:40 > 0:11:43ALL: Cheers.
0:11:47 > 0:11:50KNOCKS ON DOOR
0:11:55 > 0:11:56Jack?
0:12:24 > 0:12:26Grubs up!
0:12:52 > 0:12:55Hold it in, don't exhale.
0:12:57 > 0:13:01It's crap what they say, how it's an escape from reality.
0:13:03 > 0:13:07You know when you get the feeling life is utterly bloody futile?
0:13:09 > 0:13:11You light up, it lifts you up.
0:13:13 > 0:13:14Instead of looking into the abyss,
0:13:14 > 0:13:18you're standing on the edge of the world.
0:13:18 > 0:13:19You're invincible.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Feel anything yet?
0:13:33 > 0:13:34How about this?
0:13:38 > 0:13:41Is that part of your social experiment, too?
0:13:43 > 0:13:46It's about being in the moment.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Seeing where it takes you.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03It's quite a drop. Be careful.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05Oh, I will be.
0:14:17 > 0:14:19INTERCOM BUZZES
0:14:34 > 0:14:36You know the way.
0:14:44 > 0:14:45Lilly.
0:14:45 > 0:14:48God, is it really 20 years? I don't believe it.
0:14:57 > 0:15:00Anyone else here yet?
0:15:00 > 0:15:02Uh, no.
0:15:02 > 0:15:04I'm going to make a start in the kitchen,
0:15:04 > 0:15:07so maybe you could do one of the bedrooms, upstairs?
0:15:07 > 0:15:09Is that where it happened?
0:15:11 > 0:15:12Mmm.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Charlie?
0:15:18 > 0:15:23There's not been a day when I haven't regretted what I did to you.
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Not a day.
0:17:15 > 0:17:19MUSIC: "Downtown" by Petula Clarke
0:17:19 > 0:17:23Bloody hell! Wish we'd never started the damn thing!
0:17:23 > 0:17:25It's supposed to be smooth like a mirror,
0:17:25 > 0:17:27give an illusion of bloody space.
0:17:33 > 0:17:36Right, I'll see you later! Good luck with it!
0:17:36 > 0:17:38- Bye, love.- Bye.
0:17:43 > 0:17:46Where do you reckon it is she goes every evening?
0:17:46 > 0:17:49Library, she says. Maybe it's confession.
0:17:49 > 0:17:52Do you know what her mother told her?
0:17:52 > 0:17:54That periods are called the curse,
0:17:54 > 0:17:57because it's God's curse on us for Eve eating the apple.
0:17:59 > 0:18:01So much for your benign deity.
0:18:01 > 0:18:04You been seeing anyone since coming to London?
0:18:05 > 0:18:06You?
0:18:10 > 0:18:12How about back home?
0:18:12 > 0:18:15Only a few local lads, from school and that, you know.
0:18:15 > 0:18:17No-one special.
0:18:17 > 0:18:19So you didn't...
0:18:19 > 0:18:20Do it with any of them?
0:18:22 > 0:18:23HE SNICKERS
0:18:23 > 0:18:25Go the whole way?
0:18:29 > 0:18:32The first time was my 16th birthday present to myself.
0:18:32 > 0:18:36I couldn't wait to get it out the way, see what the fuss was about.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38You?
0:18:41 > 0:18:44A girl in my class at the high school.
0:18:44 > 0:18:47In the middle of her O-levels, she suddenly drops out of school,
0:18:47 > 0:18:49drops out of sight.
0:18:49 > 0:18:52I had this Saturday job at the local supermarket, on the till.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55There was always this endless queue of women with their kids,
0:18:55 > 0:18:59stretching back as far as the eye could see.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01They all looked so...
0:19:03 > 0:19:05..tired.
0:19:07 > 0:19:10One day, I looked up, she was one of them.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13Pushing a pram.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19There but for the grace of a benign deity...
0:19:19 > 0:19:22Still, all good things are worth waiting for, eh?
0:19:22 > 0:19:27Then again, maybe I'll die chaste and virginal, like Orla.
0:19:28 > 0:19:30It may not be worth the wait, love.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Trust me, it's just not the big deal everyone says it is.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37KNOCK ON DOOR
0:19:38 > 0:19:40HE CLEARS HIS THROAT
0:19:40 > 0:19:42Rent time, girls.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45Oh, hold on, I left my bag downstairs.
0:19:45 > 0:19:46Cheers.
0:19:50 > 0:19:52Thank you.
0:19:53 > 0:19:57Thing about your benign deity...
0:19:57 > 0:19:59It works in mysterious ways.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02Thanks.
0:20:10 > 0:20:14MUSIC: "Needle In A Haystack" Dusty Springfield
0:20:14 > 0:20:16BELL RINGS
0:20:17 > 0:20:20Derivative, vacuous, pointless.
0:20:20 > 0:20:23You want to paint by numbers, go do it in someone else's class,
0:20:23 > 0:20:25better yet, go work it out in a gym.
0:20:25 > 0:20:28Is that what you call "constructive criticism"?
0:20:30 > 0:20:32If it's any comfort, I'd not put myself out
0:20:32 > 0:20:35unless I thought you had something going for you, would I?
0:20:43 > 0:20:46Please, God, say you're not falling for that crap.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49This is the one place a woman can take her clothes off
0:20:49 > 0:20:50and become invisible.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55Sitting there all day, you see things, hear things.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01You won't be the first notch on his belt, dear...
0:21:02 > 0:21:04..or the last.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25Could be your heating element...
0:21:26 > 0:21:29..or the capacitor and, if it is, I'm wasting my time.
0:21:32 > 0:21:34Here she is!
0:21:34 > 0:21:36Mum, Dad.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39We came down to pay our respects to Mr Churchill.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Near on 300 people there were. Some had stood there all night.
0:21:42 > 0:21:44That's unusual.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48He'll pull through yet. He's nowt if he's not a fighter.
0:21:48 > 0:21:52This is Victor, he's on a law scholarship from Jamaica.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53Sorry.
0:21:57 > 0:21:58Excuse me.
0:22:01 > 0:22:05- You never said you were sharing with a...- With lads.
0:22:06 > 0:22:08We need to talk, love. Is there somewhere we can...
0:22:08 > 0:22:13No, no, look, I've got things I need to do upstairs.
0:22:13 > 0:22:16So I'll... It was very nice meeting you both.
0:22:23 > 0:22:27Don't jump down our throats. Just hear us out.
0:22:27 > 0:22:31It's your Aunt Helen. She's, erm, she's broke her hip.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36She needs somebody to help her out in the shop.
0:22:36 > 0:22:41And she says if you, if you come back, she'll train you up
0:22:41 > 0:22:46and when the time comes, she'll sign the lease over to you.
0:22:47 > 0:22:52It's the only drapery in Heaton - guaranteed custom, regular clients.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57Set you up for life, a place like that.
0:23:01 > 0:23:04If I did that secretarial course
0:23:04 > 0:23:08you said I could go to art college, that were the deal.
0:23:08 > 0:23:11You can still do your art and such on Sundays, can't you?
0:23:11 > 0:23:14There's no future in it, love.
0:23:14 > 0:23:18It's never going to put food on the table, is it?
0:23:18 > 0:23:20It's not for the likes of us.
0:23:22 > 0:23:26When the novelty of it wears off, and it will, you'll wake up,
0:23:26 > 0:23:31see the world as it is, not as you wish it to be.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33It may be too late. You'll have burnt your boats.
0:23:33 > 0:23:36Bridges.
0:23:36 > 0:23:38It's burning bridges.
0:23:40 > 0:23:42And they're mine to burn.
0:24:05 > 0:24:10When I was at school, my mam and dad used to go on at us,
0:24:10 > 0:24:14"You've opportunities we never had.
0:24:14 > 0:24:17"Work hard, get your exams, get ahead."
0:24:17 > 0:24:22It was all fine while I was doing my degree up in Newcastle,
0:24:22 > 0:24:26but when I moved down here for me post grad,
0:24:26 > 0:24:28it was a whole different tune.
0:24:30 > 0:24:34"Newcastle wasn't good enough for me anymore.
0:24:35 > 0:24:39"Now that I lived down here, I was above them all."
0:24:40 > 0:24:43They thought I was leaving them all behind.
0:24:46 > 0:24:47They were right.
0:24:53 > 0:24:59'In the four hours since the last bulletin
0:24:59 > 0:25:03'there has been no further deterioration.'
0:25:03 > 0:25:05'It was about an hour and a half ago that Lord Moran,
0:25:05 > 0:25:08'Sir Winston's personal physician came out...'
0:25:08 > 0:25:11CHANNEL SWITCHING STATIC
0:25:14 > 0:25:18'..and the essay, The Personal Is Political, do you think that means
0:25:18 > 0:25:23liberation for women lies in our personal experience?'
0:25:23 > 0:25:26'It means we'll only realise our potential
0:25:26 > 0:25:29'if we transform our relationships with men.
0:25:29 > 0:25:32'The contraceptive pill has given us the freedom
0:25:32 > 0:25:35'to explore sexual intimacy, without fear of pregnancy.
0:25:35 > 0:25:39'But so long as it's only available to married women, the rest of us,
0:25:39 > 0:25:41'the majority of us, are denied that freedom.
0:25:41 > 0:25:46'And if our sexuality is stifled, so is our potential.'
0:27:29 > 0:27:31Orla?
0:27:32 > 0:27:34'I started off in the hotel kitchen,'
0:27:34 > 0:27:37dishwasher and dogsbody.
0:27:37 > 0:27:41Now I've graduated to the heady heights of chambermaid.
0:27:41 > 0:27:44You have a grant, don't you, like the rest of us?
0:27:44 > 0:27:45Most of it goes back home.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48You have to eat too, Orla. They can't expect you to just...
0:27:48 > 0:27:49They don't expect it.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51I choose to do it.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54In Belfast, if you're a Catholic...
0:27:57 > 0:28:00Six years my father's been without work.
0:28:00 > 0:28:04My mum holds down two cleaning jobs
0:28:04 > 0:28:07and it's not enough, with four wee ones to feed.
0:28:09 > 0:28:12Don't be worrying about me, I'll get by.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15How? Slinking around eating our scraps?
0:28:15 > 0:28:19I don't want the others knowing, Jay.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21I embarrass them enough as it is.
0:28:26 > 0:28:28I don't always feel I belong here.
0:28:35 > 0:28:39Don't give away too much of yourself, Orla.
0:28:39 > 0:28:42There'll be nothing left for the rest of us.
0:28:47 > 0:28:49- Night.- Night.
0:29:06 > 0:29:08- Morning.- Morning.
0:29:08 > 0:29:11That tea dead?
0:29:11 > 0:29:15Any chance someone can cover my shift cooking tonight?
0:29:15 > 0:29:19- I'm late on an assignment. - I can, if it helps.
0:29:19 > 0:29:21You're a saint, Victor, so you are.
0:29:24 > 0:29:25All right.
0:29:28 > 0:29:31- Are you done?- Yes, thank you.
0:29:31 > 0:29:34You don't have to do that, Victor.
0:29:36 > 0:29:37Wait on us.
0:29:37 > 0:29:39Just doing me share.
0:29:40 > 0:29:43Have you heard? Did you hear?
0:29:43 > 0:29:45'It's said that Sir Winston died.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47Churchill's died...
0:29:47 > 0:29:49'..shortly after 8.00 this morning.
0:29:49 > 0:29:54'Parliament will meet tomorrow to authorise a state funeral,
0:29:54 > 0:29:57'the first held for a commoner in this country.'
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Some commoner, with his title and his country pile.
0:29:59 > 0:30:03'For a generation, he led his people through the darkness of war.
0:30:03 > 0:30:06'He was an inspiration, rallying them to victory...'
0:30:06 > 0:30:08God, what bollocks!
0:30:08 > 0:30:11Show a bit of bloody respect.
0:30:11 > 0:30:14What do you want? A chorus of Rule Britannia?
0:30:14 > 0:30:17We'd be in a damn sorry state without him.
0:30:17 > 0:30:20Tell that to people in the East End and Coventry.
0:30:20 > 0:30:22When the Germans invaded Belgium,
0:30:22 > 0:30:24did he order them to bomb the Panzers? No, no.
0:30:24 > 0:30:27He sent them to bomb innocent civilian German cities
0:30:27 > 0:30:31and he calls Coventry in "The Blitz war crimes".
0:30:31 > 0:30:34Call that heroism, if you want. Me, I call it hypocrisy.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36You know what they say, takes one to know one.
0:30:36 > 0:30:39# There'll always be an England
0:30:39 > 0:30:43# While there's a country lane
0:30:43 > 0:30:45# Wherever there's a cottage small
0:30:45 > 0:30:47HE INCREASES RADIO VOLUME
0:30:47 > 0:30:49# Beside a field of grain!
0:30:49 > 0:30:52# There'll always be an England
0:30:52 > 0:30:55# While there's a busy street!
0:30:55 > 0:30:59# Wherever there's a turning wheel
0:30:59 > 0:31:01# And a million marching feet
0:31:01 > 0:31:03# There'll always be an England
0:31:03 > 0:31:07# And England shall be free!
0:31:07 > 0:31:10# If England means as much to you
0:31:10 > 0:31:13# As England means to me! #
0:31:16 > 0:31:17HE LAUGHS
0:31:17 > 0:31:19- Do you know what, Jack?- What?
0:31:19 > 0:31:26I have never, never met anyone so full of pre-digested crap
0:31:26 > 0:31:27as you are.
0:31:43 > 0:31:45Victor, give it a bloody rest!
0:31:50 > 0:31:52Slavery is over, haven't you heard?
0:32:14 > 0:32:19You are a truly unique human being, Jack. One of a kind.
0:32:57 > 0:32:59KNOCK ON DOOR
0:33:01 > 0:33:04Victor?
0:33:05 > 0:33:08He's right, I'm full of crap.
0:33:10 > 0:33:12It's like Malcolm X said, man...
0:33:16 > 0:33:19.."No-one will give you equality, you have to take it."
0:34:18 > 0:34:22I'm sorry, I lost the plot.
0:34:25 > 0:34:27Am I proud of it? No.
0:34:28 > 0:34:30Will it happen again?
0:34:32 > 0:34:33Almost certainly.
0:34:36 > 0:34:40What's the thing in The Third Man, Harry Lime says,
0:34:41 > 0:34:46"If one of those dots stopped moving for ever, what would you feel?"
0:34:48 > 0:34:52If you feel nothing, what does that say about you, about your humanity?
0:34:54 > 0:34:58Or is all altruism just self-serving bullshit?
0:35:02 > 0:35:05It's because you feel, you get so angry.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09That's the proof of it, surely.
0:35:41 > 0:35:44Married how long?
0:35:44 > 0:35:45Six months.
0:35:46 > 0:35:51And your husband agrees to you taking oral contraception?
0:35:53 > 0:35:55It's my decision, not his.
0:36:01 > 0:36:04You wouldn't credit how many girls come here
0:36:04 > 0:36:06wearing a curtain ring from Woolworths,
0:36:06 > 0:36:09hoping to get the contraceptive pill.
0:36:10 > 0:36:13They must think I'm a bloody halfwit.
0:37:17 > 0:37:21MUSIC: "King Of The Road" by Roger Miller
0:37:33 > 0:37:37We need to talk about your mother, Charlotte.
0:37:40 > 0:37:42She's...
0:37:42 > 0:37:45She's suffering.
0:37:45 > 0:37:48It's the change. She's just not coping with it.
0:37:48 > 0:37:50She seems fine when we talk on the phone.
0:37:50 > 0:37:54She doesn't want to be a burden, you know how she is.
0:37:54 > 0:37:57It's the empty nest thing.
0:37:57 > 0:37:59Keeps saying her life is over.
0:37:59 > 0:38:04I've got so much going on at work. I'm home all hours and...
0:38:04 > 0:38:09So...I thought, perhaps, if you could come home,
0:38:09 > 0:38:13just for a couple months, until she's through it.
0:38:13 > 0:38:16Why me? Why can't Adam or Peter move back?
0:38:16 > 0:38:18Your brothers have their careers to think of, don't they?
0:38:18 > 0:38:21You can commute, like you did your first term, can't you?
0:38:21 > 0:38:23It wasn't so bad, was it?
0:38:23 > 0:38:25I'll lose my room at the flat.
0:38:25 > 0:38:28You can get another room later, once we've sorted your mother out.
0:38:28 > 0:38:30If I thought I could meet her needs, then I would.
0:38:30 > 0:38:33But I can't, not in this.
0:38:36 > 0:38:39If you think that's easy to admit, think again.
0:39:02 > 0:39:04Will you be going home at all this year?
0:39:04 > 0:39:09Well, erm, my scholarship barely pays for my fees and my maintenance,
0:39:09 > 0:39:11so sadly, no.
0:39:13 > 0:39:18You know all Jack's talk about poverty and inequality...
0:39:19 > 0:39:22He knows nothing of them.
0:39:22 > 0:39:25They are theoretical to him.
0:39:25 > 0:39:31It's all just a way of him parading his radical credentials.
0:39:42 > 0:39:45Dad!
0:40:44 > 0:40:46It's 6.00 somewhere in the world.
0:40:48 > 0:40:50Can you stay the night?
0:40:50 > 0:40:53I've a lecture first thing.
0:40:53 > 0:40:55Dad will be sorry to miss you.
0:40:55 > 0:40:58He's home late, some panic at work.
0:41:00 > 0:41:03This is a nice surprise.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05Out of the blue.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12I saw Daddy in London the other day, actually.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16He was with someone.
0:41:16 > 0:41:17From work?
0:41:18 > 0:41:20Who knows?
0:41:33 > 0:41:37I was with someone, too. A boy.
0:41:39 > 0:41:43It's not just girls sharing the flat. It's boys, too.
0:41:46 > 0:41:49And one is your boyfriend?
0:41:49 > 0:41:51No. I just...
0:41:53 > 0:41:55..thought you should know.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59Why the secrecy?
0:41:59 > 0:42:03Or do you think I am so stuck in the dark ages I can't deal with it?
0:42:21 > 0:42:24I used to blame the war for stealing my youth.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26Then your father, for stealing my future.
0:42:26 > 0:42:29I never blamed myself, naturally.
0:42:31 > 0:42:36Someone, somewhere, is out there living the life I should have had,
0:42:36 > 0:42:40because I gave it away to the first man I met.
0:42:57 > 0:43:00DOORBELL BUZZES
0:43:01 > 0:43:03Hello?
0:43:04 > 0:43:05Jack Walsh about?
0:43:06 > 0:43:08Who wants to know?
0:43:08 > 0:43:09His father.
0:43:13 > 0:43:15He's just getting up.
0:43:16 > 0:43:18On my way to the funeral.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20I should have known he'd be dead to the world.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24- Churchill's funeral?- Mmm-hmm.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26Hoping to get there myself later.
0:43:29 > 0:43:33Can I get you a cup of tea?
0:43:33 > 0:43:36If there's a cup free from infection.
0:43:38 > 0:43:415,000 at the rehearsal yesterday.
0:43:43 > 0:43:47More heads of state clogging up Westminster than us bloody MPs.
0:43:49 > 0:43:52Oh...you're an MP?
0:43:52 > 0:43:54For my sins.
0:44:12 > 0:44:15Wilson was sandbagging De Gaulle over dinner last night,
0:44:15 > 0:44:19about producing some Anglo-French supersonic airliner, so he claims.
0:44:21 > 0:44:23Softening him up about the Common Market, more like.
0:44:23 > 0:44:25Best of British with that one.
0:44:25 > 0:44:27Thank God for Gallic obduracy, I say.
0:44:27 > 0:44:29HE LAUGHS
0:44:31 > 0:44:35Ah, good morning. We were just talking about Churchill.
0:44:41 > 0:44:46I assume it's a vain hope you'll come with me to the funeral?
0:44:46 > 0:44:49God, all that xenophobic pomp? My stomach couldn't take it.
0:44:49 > 0:44:52As you've no doubt you will have already observed, Alan,
0:44:52 > 0:44:55my son's respect is reserved for malodorous dictators,
0:44:55 > 0:44:58like Fidel Castro and Ho Chi Minh.
0:45:03 > 0:45:04Pleasure meeting you, sir.
0:45:05 > 0:45:06You, too, son.
0:45:17 > 0:45:22Your mother ran into Mr Bradfield at the bank last week.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25He tells me you're overdrawn again.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27He's no right discussing it with you.
0:45:27 > 0:45:30He's the manager and I am your guarantor. That gives him the right.
0:45:34 > 0:45:36Blame it on the cost of living in London.
0:45:36 > 0:45:38You did choose to forego your place at Balliol.
0:45:38 > 0:45:41Spare me the dreaming spires litany again...
0:45:41 > 0:45:44Balliol would have opened doors for you, just as it did for me.
0:45:44 > 0:45:47Doors which you have voluntarily elected to slam closed.
0:46:04 > 0:46:06Debts are like children,
0:46:06 > 0:46:09begot in pleasure,
0:46:09 > 0:46:11bought forth in pain.
0:46:19 > 0:46:21Courtesy of my son, I seem to have a spare ticket.
0:46:21 > 0:46:24It's a reserved seat at St Paul's, for family and friends,
0:46:24 > 0:46:27if you're interested?
0:46:27 > 0:46:29If you're sure, sir?
0:46:29 > 0:46:34We could grab a bite at my club on the way.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36And it's Edward.
0:46:40 > 0:46:43- Morning.- Morning.
0:47:35 > 0:47:37KNOCK ON DOOR
0:47:37 > 0:47:39DOOR OPENS
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Posh car.
0:47:47 > 0:47:50So what are you, an earl,
0:47:50 > 0:47:52the right honourable someone?
0:47:59 > 0:48:03My father and I, our disappointment in each other is mutual.
0:48:06 > 0:48:07And terminal.
0:48:07 > 0:48:09Join the club.
0:48:15 > 0:48:18Best leave me to my own devices, Charlotte.
0:48:22 > 0:48:25MUSIC: "Here I Go Again" by The Hollies
0:48:39 > 0:48:41Daddy?
0:48:41 > 0:48:43Someone's birthday?
0:48:43 > 0:48:45House warming.
0:48:45 > 0:48:48Hardly the best taste, today of all days.
0:48:48 > 0:48:51Or that, either.
0:48:59 > 0:49:01When did you start doing that?
0:49:02 > 0:49:05Why are you here, Daddy?
0:49:05 > 0:49:08I was up for the funeral, thought we might get something to eat.
0:49:08 > 0:49:13Oh, is what's-her-name not available, then?
0:49:13 > 0:49:14What?
0:49:14 > 0:49:17The tart in the mini skirt I saw you kissing.
0:49:17 > 0:49:20And don't insult me by telling me it was nothing. I know what I saw.
0:49:20 > 0:49:22Tell me,
0:49:22 > 0:49:24all the work trips over the years,
0:49:24 > 0:49:27all the late nights at the office,
0:49:27 > 0:49:30is she the first? Or the 21st?
0:49:30 > 0:49:31It's not like that.
0:49:31 > 0:49:34What is it like? She was my age, Daddy! Younger, even!
0:49:38 > 0:49:41I'm human, Charlotte. I made a mistake.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44Have some compassion, can't you?
0:49:44 > 0:49:45Compassion?
0:49:45 > 0:49:48Where was yours when you tried to talk me into moving back home,
0:49:48 > 0:49:50so you could shag your way around bloody London?!
0:49:52 > 0:49:54Whatever I've done, I'm still your father.
0:49:54 > 0:49:56I deserve some damn respect!
0:49:56 > 0:49:59Respect! There's a word!
0:50:03 > 0:50:05We'll do this some other time.
0:50:06 > 0:50:11Tell me, Daddy, what do you think?
0:50:11 > 0:50:13Is it too short?
0:50:14 > 0:50:15Too sluttish?
0:50:16 > 0:50:18But I'm your daughter, aren't I?
0:50:18 > 0:50:20Different rules apply.
0:50:20 > 0:50:23From now on, I make my own rules.
0:50:32 > 0:50:35MUSIC: "Hang On Sloopy" by The McCoys
0:50:42 > 0:50:44Fun day?
0:50:44 > 0:50:46Aye.
0:51:40 > 0:51:45MUSIC: "For Your Love" by The Yardbirds
0:52:16 > 0:52:18Happy pill?
0:52:20 > 0:52:23Huge personal sacrifice, but since it's you...
0:53:20 > 0:53:22MUSIC: "You Really Got Me" by The Kinks
0:53:57 > 0:54:00Orla! Orla, please, let me in! Let me in, Orla!
0:54:01 > 0:54:03Orla, open the door.
0:54:05 > 0:54:07You can't tell anyone, Orla!
0:54:09 > 0:54:11Please not a word, promise me.
0:54:15 > 0:54:17It'll finish me if you do.
0:54:32 > 0:54:35MOANING
0:54:36 > 0:54:38Fuck.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45PANTING
0:54:55 > 0:54:57Oh, fuck.
0:55:02 > 0:55:04Oh, fuck me.
0:55:26 > 0:55:28What's the deal on that?
0:55:30 > 0:55:32We'll never get equality in the boardroom
0:55:32 > 0:55:35until we get it in the bedroom, will we?
0:55:42 > 0:55:45You know how long I've waited to meet someone like you?
0:55:47 > 0:55:49I mean, finally...
0:55:49 > 0:55:54Finally, a girl who doesn't confuse a bit of uncomplicated sex
0:55:54 > 0:55:58with the romantic crap about commitment and love.
0:56:00 > 0:56:01I'd like a pound for every time
0:56:01 > 0:56:04I've been sucked into that particular hell.
0:56:11 > 0:56:14Bloody hell, I'm famished, aren't you?
0:56:55 > 0:56:57INTERCOM BUZZES
0:57:15 > 0:57:16Victor!
0:57:47 > 0:57:51- Charlotte? - She's at her folks tonight.
0:57:51 > 0:57:54Doesn't it ever get to you, the way he goes with other girls?
0:57:54 > 0:57:56Live dangerously, it's New Year's Eve!
0:57:56 > 0:57:58ALL: Happy New Year!
0:58:00 > 0:58:02It'll be all right, Orla.
0:58:02 > 0:58:03We'll make it all right.
0:58:03 > 0:58:06Show your abhorrence for American aggression in Vietnam!
0:58:06 > 0:58:08Make a stand, for once.
0:58:08 > 0:58:11CROWD: Ho Chi Minh! Ho Chi Minh!
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