0:00:02 > 0:00:04- Former flatmates.- We lost touch. - Happy New Year!
0:00:05 > 0:00:09You've no idea how long I've wanted to do that.
0:00:09 > 0:00:11We're getting divorced.
0:00:11 > 0:00:12It's an adventure, a new chapter.
0:00:12 > 0:00:16- We don't need men to make us happy. Those days are over.- Are they?
0:00:16 > 0:00:19Doesn't it ever get to you, the way he goes with other girls?
0:00:19 > 0:00:22What we share isn't about some outdated, bourgeois concept
0:00:22 > 0:00:24of romantic love. It's about personal choice.
0:00:24 > 0:00:26Is that why you don't go with other people too?
0:00:26 > 0:00:29Show your abhorrence for American aggression in Vietnam!
0:00:29 > 0:00:31They can't stop all of us,
0:00:31 > 0:00:34not if we can stick together.
0:00:34 > 0:00:36I hoped, after all this time, she'd have stopped blaming me
0:00:36 > 0:00:39- for what happened between you. - Victor?
0:00:39 > 0:00:40It's me I can't forgive.
0:01:22 > 0:01:28This programme contains some strong language.
0:01:50 > 0:01:51Bloody hell.
0:01:53 > 0:01:55How long is it, for God's sake?
0:01:55 > 0:01:58Too long. Too damn long.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00Hello, Alan.
0:02:03 > 0:02:07- Still doing the tache thing then? - It's starting to grow on me.
0:02:07 > 0:02:09The others?
0:02:09 > 0:02:10Oh. En route.
0:02:15 > 0:02:17- Coffee?- Cheers.
0:02:22 > 0:02:24He's done all right, hasn't he?
0:02:24 > 0:02:27Honorary degrees, CBE.
0:02:27 > 0:02:30He invited me to a celebratory party after the Palace.
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- I was out of the country. - He remarried.
0:02:33 > 0:02:35Orla wrote me.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38- Right.- And you?
0:02:38 > 0:02:41- Has there been anyone one since...? - Oh.
0:02:43 > 0:02:45I've rather lost the knack of all that.
0:02:47 > 0:02:52- I'll just, err, get back to my cleaning.- Right.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01(She just keeps picking at the same scab.)
0:03:01 > 0:03:03(Do you blame her?)
0:03:28 > 0:03:30What was it? Do they know?
0:03:30 > 0:03:32Heart failure.
0:03:34 > 0:03:37It was a fortnight before they found the body.
0:03:37 > 0:03:39Oh.
0:03:39 > 0:03:40God.
0:03:51 > 0:03:54Alan's back from America, Lilly. He just phoned.
0:03:54 > 0:03:59I'm doing a big, welcome back dinner. All the gang, under the same roof.
0:03:59 > 0:04:03- Have you not got classes tonight? - No, but I've got a staff meeting
0:04:03 > 0:04:05Can you not skip it this once?
0:04:06 > 0:04:07Go on, then.
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Great. Can you pick up some beers on the way back?
0:04:09 > 0:04:11I'll do Victor, you call Jay.
0:04:11 > 0:04:14- How about I call Victor, you do Jay? - OK.
0:04:14 > 0:04:18- I take it Jack will be there? - All of us will.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22It's been too long since we've seen you, Victor. Way too long.
0:04:25 > 0:04:27I'll see what I can do.
0:04:33 > 0:04:36Hey, it's me. Alan's back from America.
0:04:36 > 0:04:38I'm going to do a dinner for us all.
0:04:38 > 0:04:42- When?- Tonight. - I'm on-call tonight, Orla.
0:04:42 > 0:04:45Please, Jay. For Alan, if not for me. Come on.
0:04:45 > 0:04:49- I'll see if I can swap shifts. - Thank you. See you later.- Right, bye.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52PAGER BEEPS
0:05:20 > 0:05:23- You like to live dangerously, don't you?- And you don't?
0:05:36 > 0:05:40Because the political levy funds our lobby campaigns in Whitehall.
0:05:40 > 0:05:44If half your shop stewards cop out of paying it, great example to members, isn't it?
0:05:44 > 0:05:46PHONE RINGS
0:05:46 > 0:05:47Yep.
0:05:49 > 0:05:53Economic and Social Affairs, Jack Walsh?
0:05:53 > 0:05:56Listen to me, Jack. Your grandfather has had a stroke.
0:05:56 > 0:06:00Or a series of strokes, to be more accurate.
0:06:00 > 0:06:03Assuming you can find time in your busy schedule,
0:06:03 > 0:06:08a visit might be in order. And sooner rather than later, please.
0:06:08 > 0:06:10PHONE GOES DEAD
0:06:16 > 0:06:19- 'It was the Miners' Movement president...'- I need your help, Charlie!
0:06:19 > 0:06:23- '..who referred the General Council's plan back'- Say again!
0:06:23 > 0:06:25You said you'd help with dinner, Charlie.
0:06:29 > 0:06:32They're not shrunk yet. Five more minutes, OK?
0:06:32 > 0:06:36'Last year saw the highest number of strikes since 1926.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39'Fears of further industrial unrest escalated today,
0:06:39 > 0:06:43'when Arthur Scargill announced that the NUM and other major unions
0:06:43 > 0:06:46'have voted for a national strike on May 1st,
0:06:46 > 0:06:49'in defiance of the government's pay restraint policy.'
0:06:55 > 0:06:58The first year, I was with Texas Instruments,
0:06:58 > 0:07:01working on a computer device for cash registers.
0:07:01 > 0:07:06And then, in the last two years, I was with the R and D,
0:07:06 > 0:07:10working with electronic microprocessing units.
0:07:12 > 0:07:14- Memory chips.- Oh.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16It's a bit Sci-Fi for me, mate.
0:07:16 > 0:07:18Well, one day, the future will rise up
0:07:18 > 0:07:20and bite you in your Luddite arse, Jack.
0:07:20 > 0:07:22I just pray I'm there to see it.
0:07:23 > 0:07:26So, is this you back for good or...?
0:07:26 > 0:07:29Well, General Electrics are recruiting system engineers here, so...
0:07:29 > 0:07:31You know.
0:07:33 > 0:07:35Is Lilly not joining us?
0:07:35 > 0:07:37Oh, Lilly'll get here when she gets here.
0:07:37 > 0:07:40Her head's a bit off in the clouds sometimes.
0:07:40 > 0:07:43Or she had a better offer.
0:07:46 > 0:07:50- Cheers.- Cheers.- Cheers. - Nice to see you all.
0:07:50 > 0:07:52Welcome home, Alan.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55So, what news?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58Orla landed that internship at the Tavistock.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Family therapy, working with kids mainly.
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Good for you. And how's academia?
0:08:03 > 0:08:04Has its moments,
0:08:04 > 0:08:07if and when anyone can be bothered to show up to any of my lectures.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Students today, eh?
0:08:09 > 0:08:11And, er, Lilly?
0:08:11 > 0:08:16Still on her quest for the Holy Grail of Enlightenment, as are we all.
0:08:16 > 0:08:18Most weekends she treks around galleries
0:08:18 > 0:08:21with her painting portfolio. No-one's taken her on yet.
0:08:21 > 0:08:24She just gets work when she can take it.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27Then there's Doctor Kildare, over there, getting us drunk as skunks
0:08:27 > 0:08:30on his birthday to make his grand announcement.
0:08:30 > 0:08:31Oh, aye? Tell me.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35The queer thing.
0:08:44 > 0:08:49Yeah, well, I suppose somebody had to be the last to know.
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- His family haven't a clue. - Or at work.
0:08:53 > 0:08:55You had no inkling?
0:08:55 > 0:08:56He covered his tracks well.
0:09:02 > 0:09:06Oh, there is more news. Charlotte only got herself arrested.
0:09:06 > 0:09:0930 million viewers watched her
0:09:09 > 0:09:12and her Women's Libbers getting chucked in Black Marias
0:09:12 > 0:09:14at the Miss World thing. "We are not beautiful!
0:09:14 > 0:09:19"We are not ugly! We are angry!"
0:09:19 > 0:09:22HE LAUGHS
0:09:22 > 0:09:24Yeah, you see, Jack's thing about direct action
0:09:24 > 0:09:27only applies to the class system, isn't that right?
0:09:27 > 0:09:30Equal rights ranks a poor second.
0:09:32 > 0:09:33It was worth a night in Holloway
0:09:33 > 0:09:36to get people talking about discrimination for once.
0:09:36 > 0:09:38It's not all hair-shirt with her, mate.
0:09:38 > 0:09:42She still shaves under her arms. I can personally vouch for that.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52Excuse me.
0:10:00 > 0:10:02When was it he moved out?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04Just after finals, when you left for the States.
0:10:04 > 0:10:07Said he needed his own space.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39DOOR SLAMS
0:10:39 > 0:10:41I moved down to Victor's room,
0:10:41 > 0:10:43to give Lilly a bit of space for her art.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48- Alan.- Hey.- Hey.
0:10:48 > 0:10:49I'm so sorry.
0:10:49 > 0:10:51So good to see you.
0:10:51 > 0:10:55Ah, erm. There was another bomb, took me ages to get back.
0:10:55 > 0:11:00- A bomb?- Hmm. Tubes, buses, they all grind to a halt when it happens.
0:11:00 > 0:11:04- Hey!- What's going on?- More bombs.
0:11:04 > 0:11:09'Four car bombs placed around London, one outside the Old Bailey,
0:11:09 > 0:11:10'a second in Whitehall exploded.
0:11:10 > 0:11:14'Killing one and wounding more than 150.'
0:11:14 > 0:11:16- How do you live with all this? - No choice.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19The old Blitz spirit is alive and well in Blighty.
0:11:19 > 0:11:21'Security forces warn that the IRA
0:11:21 > 0:11:24- 'is becoming increasingly sophisticated...' - Glad you came back, eh?
0:11:24 > 0:11:26'..in their campaign of violence on the mainland.'
0:11:26 > 0:11:29'And warned the public to be vigilant.'
0:11:41 > 0:11:43Bed down in my room, if you want.
0:11:43 > 0:11:47- I'm due back at the hospital, only got cover for a few hours.- I'm fine.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52I was going to write to tell you.
0:11:52 > 0:11:56I just thought...I just thought it better you hear it in person.
0:11:58 > 0:12:00The others don't have a problem with it.
0:12:00 > 0:12:04Well, they didn't share a room with you for three years, did they?
0:12:07 > 0:12:10If you weren't so ashamed of it, why'd you keep it a secret for so long?
0:12:10 > 0:12:13Hmm?
0:12:14 > 0:12:18We used to lie in bed and talk about girls, for Christ's sake.
0:12:19 > 0:12:22You talked, I listened.
0:12:31 > 0:12:34I heard you, you know, at night.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Wanking.
0:12:42 > 0:12:43Ah.
0:12:45 > 0:12:46I thought it was natural.
0:12:48 > 0:12:50I hope to God it wasn't about me.
0:12:51 > 0:12:54Don't flatter yourself.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06HE SIGHS
0:13:28 > 0:13:30For fuck's sake.
0:13:48 > 0:13:51Is this it for us?
0:13:51 > 0:13:53A quick screw after lights out, now and again.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57We don't always do it with the lights out.
0:14:04 > 0:14:08We made a deal from the start, this wouldn't be exclusive or...
0:14:08 > 0:14:10No-one can accuse of you of welching on the deal, Jack.
0:14:10 > 0:14:12You've followed it to the letter.
0:14:15 > 0:14:19All I get in return is the edited version of you.
0:14:21 > 0:14:23It's not enough.
0:14:25 > 0:14:27Not anymore.
0:14:30 > 0:14:34And I don't want to hang around to see someone else get the real thing.
0:14:34 > 0:14:39What if there is no real thing? You know, the cupboard's bare.
0:14:42 > 0:14:43What you see is all there is.
0:14:46 > 0:14:48That's your get-out-of-jail card, is it?
0:14:53 > 0:14:55I can handle being the butt of a few jokes.
0:14:57 > 0:14:59- But I'll be damned if I let you turn me into one.- Charlie.
0:14:59 > 0:15:02Charlie, Charlie, Charlie.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08You are the only thing that makes life bearable.
0:15:11 > 0:15:14Don't you know that yet?
0:15:17 > 0:15:18The only thing.
0:15:26 > 0:15:28What was that?
0:15:31 > 0:15:34You do this every time. Ha-ha.
0:15:37 > 0:15:39Don't be angry with me,
0:15:39 > 0:15:41when you have no reason to be angry with me.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55# Small Jean Genie snuck off to the city
0:15:55 > 0:15:59# Strung out on lasers And slash back blazers
0:15:59 > 0:16:03# Ate all your razors While pulling the waiters
0:16:03 > 0:16:07# Talking 'bout Monroe And walking on Snow White
0:16:07 > 0:16:09# New York's a go-go... #
0:16:09 > 0:16:11Be it ever so humble.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Jack?
0:16:14 > 0:16:16# Woo-hoo
0:16:18 > 0:16:20# Get back home
0:16:20 > 0:16:24# The Jean Genie lives on his back
0:16:24 > 0:16:28# The Jean Genie loves chimney stacks
0:16:28 > 0:16:31# He's outrageous, he screams and he balls
0:16:31 > 0:16:36# Jean Genie, let yourself go Oh. #
0:16:47 > 0:16:49We've never had much to say to each other, have we?
0:16:51 > 0:16:53Bit late to start now.
0:17:01 > 0:17:03Remember that falling out I had with Dad
0:17:03 > 0:17:05over rejecting the place at Balliol?
0:17:07 > 0:17:10You kept saying, "Give him time".
0:17:12 > 0:17:15I was never sure if that meant give him time to become the person
0:17:15 > 0:17:17he's destined to be.
0:17:17 > 0:17:20Or give him enough time and he'll hang himself.
0:17:26 > 0:17:28Then again, maybe the two are synonymous.
0:17:53 > 0:17:57Sorry we never got to know each other better.
0:18:04 > 0:18:05Bye, Grandad.
0:18:20 > 0:18:22DOOR OPENS
0:18:34 > 0:18:37So, how is life at the TUC?
0:18:39 > 0:18:41Still fighting the unequal fight?
0:18:44 > 0:18:46I need to ask you something.
0:18:46 > 0:18:50Though, I can pretty much predict the answer.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54I need another sub this month.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58If you're in debt, Jack,
0:18:58 > 0:19:01it's because you've developed expensive habits.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04You can hardly expect me to subsidise them.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Yup, pretty much as predicted.
0:19:12 > 0:19:13Jack, wait.
0:19:15 > 0:19:17Erm.
0:19:17 > 0:19:20There is maybe something.
0:19:22 > 0:19:27These meetings that Wilson's been having with the TUC
0:19:27 > 0:19:28and Jack Jones...
0:19:30 > 0:19:33..I assume you have the inside track on all of that?
0:19:36 > 0:19:39You see, there's a problem with Heath.
0:19:39 > 0:19:41He's a technocrat.
0:19:43 > 0:19:45He thinks that if he runs the country like a corporation,
0:19:45 > 0:19:48he can pull us out of the mess we're in.
0:19:48 > 0:19:54The endless strikes, flying pickets, sewage in the street, power cuts.
0:19:54 > 0:19:59And, of course, all this has wounded him, perhaps even fatally.
0:19:59 > 0:20:02So, now, he's crammed his cabinet
0:20:02 > 0:20:07full of other grammar school acolytes like Walker, Thatcher.
0:20:07 > 0:20:11They're the reason why I was squeezed out of the cabinet.
0:20:11 > 0:20:15They're the New Order now, the Barbarians at the gate.
0:20:15 > 0:20:21You see, the one thing that Ted absolutely abhors is a surprise.
0:20:24 > 0:20:27So, a word in his ear about what the unions are cooking up next
0:20:27 > 0:20:31could be my, err, entry card into Downing Street.
0:20:36 > 0:20:38You're serious.
0:20:41 > 0:20:44You want me to be your mole.
0:20:45 > 0:20:48Wow. Oh, that's good.
0:20:48 > 0:20:50That's the best yet.
0:20:50 > 0:20:52HE LAUGHS
0:20:53 > 0:20:54Man.
0:20:58 > 0:21:00This is bloody classic!
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Sorry, sorry.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06Here's a thought for you.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08When the old man up there pops his clogs,
0:21:08 > 0:21:12you'll have to resign as an MP, won't you?
0:21:12 > 0:21:15Then, it's goodbye Westminster, let alone Downing Street.
0:21:15 > 0:21:19Not if I renounce the viscountcy.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22You seem to think that my political commitment is opportunistic,
0:21:22 > 0:21:23don't you?
0:21:23 > 0:21:26That it's somehow inferior to yours
0:21:26 > 0:21:28because, of course, you have the monopoly on all things moral,
0:21:28 > 0:21:32don't you? We only exist as your punch bag.
0:21:32 > 0:21:35We're only here to make you feel better about yourself.
0:21:35 > 0:21:37Let me tell you something.
0:21:37 > 0:21:41Delusions of adequacy are a far cry from the real thing, Jack.
0:21:56 > 0:21:59ENGINE STARTS
0:22:00 > 0:22:01Jack?
0:22:03 > 0:22:05Jack!
0:22:44 > 0:22:48CROWD: Heath out! Heath out! Heath out!
0:22:48 > 0:22:51We have shown that, as a Government,
0:22:51 > 0:22:54we are ready to be bold in a good cause.
0:22:55 > 0:22:59I hope the same will be true of both sides...
0:23:11 > 0:23:12'We've already shown in practice
0:23:12 > 0:23:16'that the main aim of our economic policy is when...'
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Knock, knock.
0:23:21 > 0:23:22You all right?
0:23:24 > 0:23:26Just clearing out my room.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29Ah. Oh.
0:23:29 > 0:23:33The job at General Electrics, it looks like I've swung it.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35Eh?
0:23:35 > 0:23:37Cool.
0:23:37 > 0:23:39So, I was wondering if I could stay for a few more days,
0:23:39 > 0:23:41until I find some place to live?
0:23:41 > 0:23:43Ah.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46Yeah, yeah. No problem.
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Good, thank you.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50Erm.
0:23:50 > 0:23:55- Why not rent this room? - Eh?- I can bunk with Jay.
0:23:55 > 0:23:57He's at the hospital half the time, anyway.
0:24:01 > 0:24:03So much for travel broadening the mind, eh.
0:24:03 > 0:24:07It's Jay, man. He's the same guy as ever he was.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Right.
0:24:09 > 0:24:13What shall we say? Seven quid a week?
0:24:14 > 0:24:15Best room in the gaff, fully furnished.
0:24:17 > 0:24:19Yeah, all right. Yeah. Why not?
0:24:19 > 0:24:24- I need, you know, a couple of weeks advance. Cash.- Oh, right. OK.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27Just got a few debts to clear.
0:24:29 > 0:24:33I came back for you, I did, but you'd already left for the sta...
0:24:48 > 0:24:50KNOCKS ON DOOR Charlie?
0:24:52 > 0:24:54Charlie?
0:24:58 > 0:25:02- You know how I get, when the old man winds me up.- Piss off, Jack.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04We're better than this, aren't we?
0:25:09 > 0:25:12If I needed further proof of my total irrelevance to you,
0:25:12 > 0:25:14today was it.
0:25:14 > 0:25:19Whatever this pitiful excuse for a relationship is, it's over.
0:25:38 > 0:25:41Well, sometimes things happen
0:25:41 > 0:25:44that open your eyes up about a person, Charlie.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47You know, I've read about men like Jack.
0:25:47 > 0:25:52How selfish, careless men, like him, make the best breeders.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57It's not even a conscious thing, it's genetics.
0:25:57 > 0:25:59Apparently, they give off some kind of chemical
0:25:59 > 0:26:02that women associate with danger.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04It's why they go for a man in uniform.
0:26:04 > 0:26:06They see him as a protector, a fighter.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08You're like an addict.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Even though you know your addiction will destroy you,
0:26:11 > 0:26:14you just can't say no. He's your fatal flaw.
0:26:17 > 0:26:20Not just because he doesn't value you or cherish you,
0:26:20 > 0:26:22which he doesn't.
0:26:22 > 0:26:24But because you sacrifice the best part of yourself,
0:26:24 > 0:26:27your integrity, your passion, just to be with him.
0:26:29 > 0:26:31And as much as you despise yourself for it,
0:26:31 > 0:26:34I despise him more, for making you feel it.
0:26:43 > 0:26:45Never heard you talk so much.
0:26:45 > 0:26:48Well, maybe, you never listened before.
0:26:49 > 0:26:51Are you listening now?
0:26:51 > 0:26:53It's over this time, Victor.
0:26:55 > 0:26:56Truly.
0:26:56 > 0:26:58Then, you must move out of the flat.
0:27:00 > 0:27:03We can find somewhere together.
0:27:03 > 0:27:07I mean, I can help you to find a place.
0:27:13 > 0:27:15I'll start looking next week.
0:27:20 > 0:27:22When he drove away and left me there,
0:27:23 > 0:27:25I had this...
0:27:26 > 0:27:28..out-of-body thing.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32Like I was looking down on myself.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34Everything you say about me.
0:27:35 > 0:27:37I saw it.
0:27:37 > 0:27:42Not just my hypocrisy, but my pathetic weakness and...
0:27:46 > 0:27:50Trust me, despising myself barely scratches the surface.
0:27:50 > 0:27:52You can't choose who you love, Charlie.
0:27:54 > 0:27:56Only who not to.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11DOORBELL RINGS
0:28:18 > 0:28:20KNOCKING ON DOOR
0:28:22 > 0:28:24OK, OK. All right.
0:28:29 > 0:28:31Connor!
0:28:34 > 0:28:36Somebody downstairs let me in.
0:28:36 > 0:28:38Was beginning to think I had the wrong damn house.
0:28:38 > 0:28:41I don't believe it.
0:28:41 > 0:28:43My brother Connor.
0:28:43 > 0:28:45Jack.
0:28:46 > 0:28:47Go through.
0:28:56 > 0:28:57Does Mum know you're here?
0:29:01 > 0:29:03What's going on with you, Connor?
0:29:07 > 0:29:10The Provos have got Declan.
0:29:10 > 0:29:11Declan Quinn from school?
0:29:11 > 0:29:14They think he's an informer.
0:29:14 > 0:29:17He joined them after Bloody Sunday.
0:29:17 > 0:29:18We both did.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21You weren't there on that day.
0:29:21 > 0:29:24You didn't need to be there to know it was cold-blooded murder!
0:29:24 > 0:29:27An obscenity! They shot them as they crawled away, Orla!
0:29:27 > 0:29:29Lads younger than me!
0:29:29 > 0:29:31They shot them in the back like dogs in the gutter!
0:29:31 > 0:29:34So you take revenge by killing more innocent people?
0:29:34 > 0:29:36Bombing and maiming them?
0:29:36 > 0:29:39This isn't about revenge, it's about justice!
0:29:39 > 0:29:42Anyway, we don't do any front-line stuff.
0:29:42 > 0:29:45We run errands, shift weapons about.
0:29:45 > 0:29:47Oh, well, then your hands are clean.
0:29:48 > 0:29:50Do the family know?
0:29:52 > 0:29:54They think I'm doing that motorbike courier job.
0:29:57 > 0:29:59Which in a manner of speaking...
0:29:59 > 0:30:02Did he do it? Declan?
0:30:02 > 0:30:04Is he a tout?
0:30:04 > 0:30:08The UDR are hand in glove with the British Army now.
0:30:08 > 0:30:12Last week a bunch of their vigilantes waited outside his house for him.
0:30:13 > 0:30:15They held him for six days,
0:30:15 > 0:30:19tied and hooded to a chair.
0:30:19 > 0:30:22No light, no food, just enough water to keep him alive
0:30:22 > 0:30:24while they tried to beat names out of him.
0:30:24 > 0:30:26He swears he gave them none!
0:30:28 > 0:30:30But the IRA see his release as a reward for collaborating.
0:30:33 > 0:30:37We were in a cafe on The Derby Road yesterday when they came for him.
0:30:38 > 0:30:40It was just a reflex.
0:30:41 > 0:30:43I stepped in.
0:30:43 > 0:30:46There was a scuffle.
0:30:46 > 0:30:48I lost it.
0:30:48 > 0:30:51I lashed out at them and...
0:30:51 > 0:30:53They said I was next.
0:30:53 > 0:30:55If Declan's done nothing, they'll let him go, won't they?
0:30:55 > 0:30:57And if he did name names?
0:30:57 > 0:31:00- That doesn't make you guilty. - By association, it does.
0:31:00 > 0:31:04I need somewhere to stay, until the heat is off.
0:31:04 > 0:31:05Wait, let me...
0:31:05 > 0:31:08So, say you're right and the Provos are after you...
0:31:10 > 0:31:12What about the family?
0:31:12 > 0:31:15Won't they turn the heat on them to find out where you are?
0:31:15 > 0:31:17And if they trace you back here...
0:31:17 > 0:31:20This house is full of people, Connor!
0:31:20 > 0:31:23Sure, they're your family now.
0:31:28 > 0:31:31That's not fair.
0:31:31 > 0:31:34Remember when you were little?
0:31:34 > 0:31:38All those rituals you had to stop the night gremlins from getting you?
0:31:38 > 0:31:41You've always seen shadows where there are none.
0:31:43 > 0:31:47You were just trying to protect a friend.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49They'll get that.
0:31:49 > 0:31:52You were loyal.
0:31:52 > 0:31:54Loyalty is the one thing they do get.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59I'm sorry I bothered you.
0:31:59 > 0:32:01Connor...
0:32:04 > 0:32:06Connor!
0:32:06 > 0:32:09Connor! If you want to stay, of course you...
0:32:10 > 0:32:13HE SLAMS THE DOOR
0:32:17 > 0:32:20RADIO: 'Do you really believe the miners would'ha won...'
0:32:20 > 0:32:21Breakfast!
0:32:21 > 0:32:22'..the dispute last year...'
0:32:22 > 0:32:24It's getting cold now!
0:32:24 > 0:32:26'..if we'd ha been involved in a series of one-day strikes.
0:32:26 > 0:32:28'It was only when we were determined to go the whole 'og,
0:32:28 > 0:32:31'we were all on a we had an overtime ban and for seven weeks.
0:32:31 > 0:32:34'And what did we gain? We gained sweet nothing.
0:32:34 > 0:32:37'Not only were we facing the option of petrol rationing,
0:32:37 > 0:32:40'courtesy of OPEC, quadrupling the price of oil,
0:32:40 > 0:32:45'now, we have the miners and power workers threatening an overtime ban,
0:32:45 > 0:32:48'which means a return to the three-day week and yet more power cuts.'
0:32:52 > 0:32:53DOOR BELL
0:32:53 > 0:32:55Mum?
0:32:56 > 0:32:58Mum!
0:33:00 > 0:33:02I saw the car, Mum! I know you're there!
0:33:34 > 0:33:37Is it today you were coming? I had in mind it was Saturday.
0:33:37 > 0:33:39It is Saturday, Mum.
0:33:44 > 0:33:46What is all this stuff?
0:33:46 > 0:33:50My emergency store. But it collects so much dust in here.
0:33:50 > 0:33:53Your father used to repair everything.
0:33:53 > 0:33:57The vacuum cleaner or toaster broke, he knew how to fix them.
0:33:57 > 0:33:59But to buy so many, Mum.
0:33:59 > 0:34:04If one goes wrong, I won't be caught short, will I?
0:34:04 > 0:34:07Oh, that cupboard needs sorting, if you want to help.
0:34:07 > 0:34:10I must get down the shops before they close. I've a whole list of...
0:34:10 > 0:34:13Spit spot. Quicker we are, the quicker we'll be done.
0:34:25 > 0:34:29She has to go back on the medication, Dad. On the Lithium.
0:34:29 > 0:34:32She won't listen to me.
0:34:32 > 0:34:34She wants to have ECT again.
0:34:34 > 0:34:36She knows the risks. It's her choice.
0:34:36 > 0:34:38It's barbaric.
0:34:38 > 0:34:41- If it snaps her out of her depression...- Until the next time.
0:34:44 > 0:34:46What do your brothers say?
0:34:46 > 0:34:49They've conveniently absented themselves.
0:34:51 > 0:34:53Adam is in Leeds.
0:34:55 > 0:34:58Peter is on the road half the time with his stupid job.
0:35:04 > 0:35:08If I walk back into her life,
0:35:08 > 0:35:10it'll just raise false hopes which...
0:35:10 > 0:35:14which it's just not appropriate. You must see that.
0:35:14 > 0:35:17Maybe she'll turn the corner this time.
0:35:18 > 0:35:21Either way, she's not my responsibility any more.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26It's how it is. I'm sorry.
0:35:33 > 0:35:37Come on Harry, shall we go for a walk? Hold my hand.
0:35:48 > 0:35:50You don't have to do this.
0:35:51 > 0:35:55We can talk to a doctor or care worker again, get them to change your medication.
0:35:55 > 0:35:56This worked last time, didn't it?
0:35:56 > 0:35:58A few months.
0:36:02 > 0:36:05When I'm on the medication, it's like I'm...
0:36:07 > 0:36:08..trapped inside my own brain.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13I see people in the street, in the park...
0:36:15 > 0:36:18Laughing. Happy.
0:36:21 > 0:36:23I can't remember what that feels like.
0:36:26 > 0:36:29What feeling anything is like.
0:36:32 > 0:36:34We are ready for her now.
0:36:52 > 0:36:54Open.
0:36:56 > 0:36:58Bite hard.
0:36:58 > 0:37:01SHE GAGS
0:38:03 > 0:38:05TELEPHONE RINGS
0:38:07 > 0:38:09TELEPHONE RINGS
0:38:13 > 0:38:14Jack Walsh.
0:38:14 > 0:38:16'He's gone.'
0:38:18 > 0:38:20When?
0:38:20 > 0:38:22This morning.
0:38:22 > 0:38:24I had a...
0:38:24 > 0:38:26I had a meeting in town...
0:38:29 > 0:38:31I wasn't with him.
0:38:32 > 0:38:34'Jack, I wasn't with him.'
0:38:37 > 0:38:39I really thought you'd want to know.
0:38:39 > 0:38:42- LINE GOES DEAD - Dad, I...
0:39:38 > 0:39:41It's called The Social Contract.
0:39:41 > 0:39:44It's to be the plank of Wilson's manifesto.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46In return for the TUC agreeing to wage restraint,
0:39:46 > 0:39:48he'll repeal Heath's Industrial Relations Act,
0:39:48 > 0:39:50increase welfare spending
0:39:50 > 0:39:53and expand state control over key industries. It's all in there.
0:39:53 > 0:39:57So, in effect, he's allowing the unions to dictate Government policy?
0:39:59 > 0:40:01Perhaps now Ted will see where
0:40:01 > 0:40:05his tactic of beer and sandwiches with them ends!
0:40:05 > 0:40:08Appeasement is just another word for surrender.
0:40:10 > 0:40:12Thanks, Son.
0:40:19 > 0:40:20I'll pop a cheque in the post!
0:40:23 > 0:40:24DOOR SLAMS
0:41:14 > 0:41:15Knock-knock.
0:41:15 > 0:41:17A nice cup of tea.
0:41:17 > 0:41:20Picasso died today.
0:41:21 > 0:41:22Oh...
0:41:23 > 0:41:25Wasn't he...ancient?
0:41:27 > 0:41:32He said, "Art is a lie which makes us see the truth."
0:41:34 > 0:41:37All these years, I've just avoided facing it.
0:41:40 > 0:41:43This. Painting! I'm ditching it.
0:41:44 > 0:41:46Ah, no, no.
0:41:46 > 0:41:48After all that you went through to do it?
0:41:48 > 0:41:50It's about talent.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52Or lack of.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55- You've got talent, Lilly! You've got bucket loads of talent.- No!
0:41:55 > 0:41:57I have a facility, a skill.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59It's not the bloody same!
0:41:59 > 0:42:02Talent is about...insight, vision.
0:42:05 > 0:42:07This? It's sub Francis Bacon!
0:42:07 > 0:42:09This?
0:42:09 > 0:42:10Warhol!
0:42:12 > 0:42:14Bridget Riley!
0:42:17 > 0:42:20Hockney. Other people's vision! Other people's insight!
0:42:20 > 0:42:22You know, I asked a tutor at art college
0:42:22 > 0:42:25how he would define a great painter,
0:42:25 > 0:42:27and he said, "If you could remove them from the history of art
0:42:27 > 0:42:29"and it go on...unimpeded,
0:42:29 > 0:42:32"then they weren't, by definition, great.
0:42:32 > 0:42:34"They were irrelevant."
0:42:37 > 0:42:40Do you remember last year when I went to India?
0:42:42 > 0:42:44I went to find inspiration!
0:42:46 > 0:42:47All I found was poverty.
0:42:48 > 0:42:51Mine, not theirs!
0:42:53 > 0:42:56Thinking if I was a Maharishi Groupie,
0:42:56 > 0:43:01the floodgates of creativity would suddenly magically open!
0:43:01 > 0:43:02You can still do it.
0:43:02 > 0:43:06All right, it might not be full time, but you can still do it.
0:43:06 > 0:43:09It was my ticket to ride.
0:43:09 > 0:43:12It's served its purpose now.
0:43:12 > 0:43:13So what will you do?
0:43:13 > 0:43:15You know what they say?
0:43:15 > 0:43:17"If you can't do it, teach it."
0:43:17 > 0:43:19There's nothing wrong with that.
0:43:19 > 0:43:21Just not how I saw it.
0:43:36 > 0:43:38Can I keep this one?
0:43:46 > 0:43:48And for the record, Lilly,
0:43:48 > 0:43:49you're not a failure.
0:44:54 > 0:44:56Do we know what's in it?
0:44:56 > 0:44:58Must be something important. Else, why have a safe?
0:44:58 > 0:45:02None of these is any good Any tools about?
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Oh, hang on.
0:45:06 > 0:45:08Good enough?
0:45:08 > 0:45:09Worth a try.
0:45:10 > 0:45:15There's a tool for every job. And that, my friend, is not it.
0:45:15 > 0:45:18Oh! Bugger!
0:45:18 > 0:45:19You all right?
0:45:19 > 0:45:21- Oh, shit!- Let me see.
0:45:22 > 0:45:23Here.
0:45:25 > 0:45:27Run it under here for a minute.
0:46:09 > 0:46:10You'll live.
0:46:13 > 0:46:15Do you want a... er...
0:46:17 > 0:46:19..painkiller?
0:46:19 > 0:46:21No, no.
0:46:21 > 0:46:22I'm good.
0:46:25 > 0:46:26Thanks.
0:46:38 > 0:46:41My god! I wondered where this had got to.
0:46:41 > 0:46:44Your Blue Period.
0:46:44 > 0:46:47I remember it well.
0:46:47 > 0:46:49I'll put it in the study, above my desk.
0:46:49 > 0:46:50Or better yet, in the dining room.
0:46:50 > 0:46:52Must we?
0:46:52 > 0:46:55We should have kept in touch. How hard would that have been?
0:46:55 > 0:46:57Life gets in the way.
0:46:57 > 0:46:59Handy excuse.
0:46:59 > 0:47:02Don't you think I've enough to beat myself up about without that too?
0:47:02 > 0:47:05I mean... Victor got passed it,
0:47:05 > 0:47:06why can't she?
0:47:08 > 0:47:11He started again, found somebody else.
0:47:11 > 0:47:13Charlie's still stuck in that place.
0:47:14 > 0:47:17Maybe we all are.
0:47:39 > 0:47:41POLICE SIREN WAILING
0:47:43 > 0:47:45Evacuate the area!
0:47:47 > 0:47:48Evacuate the area!
0:48:08 > 0:48:14ALARM BELLS AND SIRENS IN THE DISTANCE
0:48:18 > 0:48:20Sorry!
0:49:00 > 0:49:03Oh, I forgot, they gave me this...
0:49:03 > 0:49:05Oh, no, I'll see to it.
0:49:05 > 0:49:07- I'll just go...- Oh...- No, no, it's...
0:49:07 > 0:49:09In the meantime, I prescribe rest.
0:49:15 > 0:49:17Lilly?
0:49:19 > 0:49:21I know this isn't the time but...
0:49:21 > 0:49:24You're the reason I came back from the States.
0:49:26 > 0:49:29You're all I could think of there. And...
0:49:32 > 0:49:36I know I'm, I'm not creative like you, but...
0:49:36 > 0:49:40it's a scientific fact that opposites attract!
0:49:40 > 0:49:44The north end of one magnet is attracted to the south end of another and, and...
0:49:44 > 0:49:47Conversely like repels, like!
0:49:47 > 0:49:50And it's the same with lightning. The...
0:49:51 > 0:49:54The earth and the clouds...
0:49:54 > 0:49:56they, they carry negative and positive charges
0:49:56 > 0:49:58and when they get too close, they...
0:50:00 > 0:50:02..they discharge an electric energy and...
0:50:06 > 0:50:09That's...
0:50:09 > 0:50:11That's what it was when, when we first met.
0:50:11 > 0:50:13It, it felt like...
0:50:14 > 0:50:18..like being struck by lightning. And...
0:50:18 > 0:50:23I know... I know you don't feel that too or...
0:50:23 > 0:50:25At least I assume you don't.
0:50:25 > 0:50:28But...
0:50:28 > 0:50:32Maybe, you know, given time...
0:50:37 > 0:50:38Forget the lightning crap!
0:50:40 > 0:50:42What I mean to say, what...
0:50:42 > 0:50:44what I mean to say is...
0:50:45 > 0:50:47I'll be a safe harbour.
0:50:47 > 0:50:53I'll never let anything or anyone ever hurt you again. Ever.
0:50:55 > 0:50:57Alan, I'm...
0:50:57 > 0:50:59I'm damaged goods.
0:50:59 > 0:51:02No, don't say that. Don't even think it!
0:51:18 > 0:51:20'If he turns around,
0:51:20 > 0:51:22'it's a sign.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24'I'll say yes.'
0:51:24 > 0:51:26'Don't look back, she'll think you're weak!
0:51:26 > 0:51:28'Do not look back!'
0:52:36 > 0:52:39Some damn reporter got wind of it before I could call you
0:52:39 > 0:52:42and the Chief Whip waded in.
0:52:42 > 0:52:45- Come on.- What was it, Dad?
0:52:45 > 0:52:47Heath not deliver the goods?
0:52:47 > 0:52:49No plum job on offer in the cabinet after all?
0:52:49 > 0:52:53So you just picked up your ball and left the park.
0:52:53 > 0:52:55It's really not that complicated.
0:52:57 > 0:53:02I merely saw where my responsibility lay, that's all.
0:53:02 > 0:53:03I imagine a stately home
0:53:03 > 0:53:06and a retinue of servants would tip the balance.
0:53:06 > 0:53:08Do you think it was an easy decision?
0:53:08 > 0:53:12After all the hard work I've put into the Party.
0:53:12 > 0:53:13For 15 years!
0:53:16 > 0:53:18There are other people to consider, Jack.
0:53:20 > 0:53:23Think of the sacrifices your mother has made for my career.
0:53:26 > 0:53:30Not to mention the duty I owe to my father.
0:53:30 > 0:53:33What about the duty you owe me?
0:53:35 > 0:53:38I thought we were all square on that?
0:53:38 > 0:53:39Still, if you're running short, I...
0:53:41 > 0:53:45I did it for you!
0:53:45 > 0:53:47For you!
0:53:49 > 0:53:52I think we both know why you did it, Jack.
0:53:55 > 0:53:58And loyalty has nothing to do with it.
0:54:19 > 0:54:21Victor. Drink?
0:54:21 > 0:54:23Please.
0:54:23 > 0:54:28So I've marked up a couple of likely ones for you.
0:54:28 > 0:54:30Flats in your price range.
0:54:30 > 0:54:32Oh, great.
0:54:32 > 0:54:35You mentioned it to any of the others yet?
0:54:35 > 0:54:37Best wait till I've found somewhere.
0:54:52 > 0:54:54How could we miss that?
0:54:54 > 0:54:57Sometimes, we don't see what's right in front of us, do we?
0:55:05 > 0:55:08Oi, Alan! Get us a drink.
0:55:20 > 0:55:21Monsieur.
0:55:26 > 0:55:27Blimey.
0:55:27 > 0:55:30Come back, Leonard Cohen,
0:55:30 > 0:55:32all is forgiven.
0:55:34 > 0:55:35How many has he had?
0:55:35 > 0:55:37What's he had more, like.
0:55:39 > 0:55:42Right, here we go. That's for you, there.
0:55:42 > 0:55:44That's his.
0:55:47 > 0:55:49Just a little change of pace.
0:55:49 > 0:55:51Er... Feel free to join in.
0:55:53 > 0:55:55OK.
0:55:55 > 0:55:58# Now I'm a union man!
0:55:58 > 0:56:01# Amazed at what I am!
0:56:01 > 0:56:04# I say what I think but the company stinks
0:56:04 > 0:56:06# Cos I'm a union man!
0:56:06 > 0:56:09# Oh, you don't get me I'm part of the union!
0:56:09 > 0:56:13# You don't get me I'm part of the union!
0:56:13 > 0:56:15# You don't get me I'm part of the union
0:56:15 > 0:56:18# Till the day I die!
0:56:18 > 0:56:21# Till the day I die
0:56:21 > 0:56:24# Before the union did appear
0:56:24 > 0:56:26# I'd thought my life was half as clear
0:56:26 > 0:56:28# But I've got the power
0:56:28 > 0:56:30# Every hour
0:56:30 > 0:56:32# And every other day of the year. #
0:56:32 > 0:56:33Ooh!
0:56:33 > 0:56:35# Oh, you don't get me I'm part of the union!
0:56:35 > 0:56:38# You don't get me I'm part of the union!
0:56:38 > 0:56:41# You don't get me I'm part of the union
0:56:41 > 0:56:43# Till the day I die!
0:56:43 > 0:56:45# Till the day I die. #
0:56:50 > 0:56:53RADIO: '... and misdemeanours in office.
0:56:53 > 0:56:56'Now to Northern Ireland, where another IRA execution killing
0:56:56 > 0:56:58'has taken place in Belfast.
0:56:58 > 0:57:01'The body was found off the Shanklin Road this morning.
0:57:01 > 0:57:03'He'd been shot in the head.
0:57:03 > 0:57:06'The victim, who is believed to be an IRA informer,
0:57:06 > 0:57:11'has been identified as Connor O'Donnell, aged 24, from Belfast.
0:57:11 > 0:57:13'The IRA claimed responsibility for the killing,
0:57:13 > 0:57:17'stating only that O'Donnell was shot as a British Army informer.
0:57:17 > 0:57:19'It is one of several IRA executions... '
0:57:19 > 0:57:23SHE CRIES
0:57:39 > 0:57:41We're getting hitched.
0:57:41 > 0:57:43Congratulations.
0:57:43 > 0:57:44You're coming with me.
0:57:44 > 0:57:46No, don't bother with... Oh, oh... OK.
0:57:46 > 0:57:48We know nothing about him.
0:57:48 > 0:57:49We know he needs help.
0:57:49 > 0:57:52Come out, come out, wherever you are!
0:57:52 > 0:57:55When Margaret Thatcher walks into Downing Street,
0:57:55 > 0:57:58just remember it's your beloved left who held the door open for her.
0:57:58 > 0:58:01I've applied for selection as the Labour candidate in the by-election.
0:58:01 > 0:58:03I have to make this work.
0:58:03 > 0:58:07The police pulled Victor up on a stop and search. You have to go there, Jack. Put it right.
0:58:07 > 0:58:08If I do, I'm screwed.
0:58:08 > 0:58:10Tell him it was a mistake, he'd do it for you.
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