0:00:02 > 0:00:05After the drugs charge, he lost his candidacy.
0:00:05 > 0:00:07- What do you want us to do? - Help us detox him.
0:00:07 > 0:00:11It's like a light's gone out. The only pregnancy I'll ever have.
0:00:11 > 0:00:14I told myself hit-and-run sex is where it's at.
0:00:14 > 0:00:17No ties or trauma. Maybe it's just another place to hide.
0:00:17 > 0:00:21Some kind of fire safe, look. I can't find a key for it.
0:00:21 > 0:00:25- Do we know what's in it?- Must be important. Else why have a safe?
0:00:25 > 0:00:28- Jack! Stop it!- I just want out!
0:00:29 > 0:00:31I'm pregnant.
0:00:31 > 0:00:32Our mercy mission with Jack.
0:00:32 > 0:00:35Oh no, not Jack. Does Victor know?
0:00:35 > 0:00:38- If I tell Victor, I'll lose him. - Tell him it's someone else's.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41- Someone you work with? - It could still be yours.
0:00:41 > 0:00:45- There's no way of knowing until... - Until we see what colour it is?
0:00:45 > 0:00:48- Is this it for us, Victor? - Tell me, does it make it easier?
0:00:48 > 0:00:50Punishing me rather of yourself?
0:00:50 > 0:00:51If so, knock yourself out.
0:00:57 > 0:01:00This programme contains some strong language
0:01:53 > 0:01:54Skip or...?
0:01:54 > 0:01:56Charity.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58I've dibs on that.
0:01:58 > 0:02:00We can scan it - make copies.
0:02:01 > 0:02:02Good plan.
0:02:02 > 0:02:06What do you want done with these?
0:02:08 > 0:02:09Sally Army, I guess.
0:02:28 > 0:02:29Lilly said...
0:02:31 > 0:02:34..that your marriage didn't work out.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36I'm really sorry to hear that.
0:02:39 > 0:02:41My heart wasn't in it.
0:02:41 > 0:02:43She knew it.
0:03:15 > 0:03:17'So much for quitting.'
0:03:17 > 0:03:20'January first, I said.'
0:03:20 > 0:03:21'Yeah.'
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Put that to music, I'll hum it.
0:03:32 > 0:03:35PHONE RINGS
0:03:35 > 0:03:37Hello, Alan Harper.
0:03:38 > 0:03:40Hello, pet. How are you?
0:03:41 > 0:03:43Orla.
0:03:45 > 0:03:48Right, well, I'll square it with Lil and get back to you.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52No, I will today, don't worry.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55OK. All right, then. Ta-ra.
0:03:56 > 0:04:00The get-together before the flat's sold is this weekend.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Will Charlotte be there?
0:04:02 > 0:04:03Yeah.
0:04:03 > 0:04:04And Victor.
0:04:06 > 0:04:07You're up for it, aren't you?
0:04:07 > 0:04:09Seeing everyone?
0:04:09 > 0:04:11Why not? Oi.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13Oi!
0:04:13 > 0:04:15One scratch on that,
0:04:15 > 0:04:17I'll hunt you down! Go on.
0:04:20 > 0:04:21Something's different.
0:04:21 > 0:04:23Mmm.
0:04:23 > 0:04:26The scar from the bomb, I had it seen to.
0:04:28 > 0:04:30Plastic surgery?
0:04:31 > 0:04:35And you used to blather how your looks were a curse, not a blessing.
0:04:39 > 0:04:41We need to talk about something, Mum.
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Dad?
0:04:43 > 0:04:44A word?
0:04:51 > 0:04:55You know they brought in that thing about buying council houses?
0:04:55 > 0:04:59How you said you'd be six foot under before that day ever dawned for you?
0:05:05 > 0:05:06That day is here.
0:05:07 > 0:05:11I rang a local estate agent, got a few valuations out of them.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17It's too much. We can't.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20No, no, look. We made a packet selling our own place
0:05:20 > 0:05:23and Lilly's business has taken off like a bloody Exocet.
0:05:23 > 0:05:26I've got a few irons in the fire, as it were, so...
0:05:26 > 0:05:30you know, "bosh bosh," as Mr Enfield would say.
0:05:30 > 0:05:34It's not like we've got children to share it with, is it?
0:05:47 > 0:05:49Appreciated. Thank you.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53- Hey, come here.- Thank you.
0:06:03 > 0:06:05It's bollocks what they say, isn't it?
0:06:05 > 0:06:07"Money can't buy you happiness."
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Woo!
0:06:16 > 0:06:19'Here west was meeting east in one huge whoop of joy.'
0:06:19 > 0:06:23CHEERING, APPLAUSE
0:06:23 > 0:06:25More narration here.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28"Few commentators predicted such seismic change
0:06:28 > 0:06:31"would spread through Europe." And dig out the Thatcher piece
0:06:31 > 0:06:35- on how a single Germany will distort the power balance. - PHONE RINGS
0:06:35 > 0:06:36Charlotte Pugh?
0:06:36 > 0:06:37'Hello, Miss Pugh.'
0:06:37 > 0:06:39Hello.
0:06:39 > 0:06:43Listen. Orla called. The farewell do for the flat is this weekend.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46We'll need to sort childcare for Emma.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48'Why don't we take her with us?'
0:06:48 > 0:06:51'We haven't seen anyone since the move up north.'
0:06:51 > 0:06:53She can finally meet everyone.
0:06:53 > 0:06:54'She'll be bored silly.'
0:06:54 > 0:06:57She can stay with a friend. I'll make some calls. See you later.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09GENERAL CHATTER
0:07:18 > 0:07:20I'll get back to you.
0:07:25 > 0:07:26Any joy?
0:07:26 > 0:07:31Oh, I'm the man of the moment. They're bloody queuing up.
0:07:31 > 0:07:32What have we got?
0:07:32 > 0:07:34A no from Denis Healey.
0:07:34 > 0:07:38And Roy Hattersley says he has no vacancies for an SDP refugee.
0:07:39 > 0:07:41Unforgiving bloody bunch.
0:07:41 > 0:07:45You want me to try Gordon Brown? See if he's an opening?
0:07:45 > 0:07:46I'd as soon have root canal.
0:07:46 > 0:07:49You've got a visitor.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53She said you were expecting her.
0:08:00 > 0:08:02Copies of the bills you were after.
0:08:02 > 0:08:05Rates, utilities, and the tenancy agreement.
0:08:07 > 0:08:10You are coming this weekend, Jack? It's important we're all there.
0:08:10 > 0:08:12Do the others know yet?
0:08:12 > 0:08:15- I said it's a get-together to say goodbye to the flat.- And Jay?
0:08:15 > 0:08:17The same.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19If he won't listen to you, why would he to us?
0:08:19 > 0:08:22Because we're the closest thing to a family he's got.
0:08:22 > 0:08:24If enough of us say the same thing, he has to listen.
0:08:24 > 0:08:26He won't thank you for ambushing him.
0:08:26 > 0:08:28I'll not sit by and do nothing
0:08:28 > 0:08:31while he does a kamikaze on his entire life!
0:08:31 > 0:08:34Jack!
0:08:34 > 0:08:35I'll let you get on.
0:08:37 > 0:08:40Will you and he look for somewhere together or...?
0:08:40 > 0:08:43If he's still speaking to me after the weekend.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45Things as they are now...
0:08:47 > 0:08:49I had no choice but to sell, Orla.
0:08:49 > 0:08:51I have to move on.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00'I no longer believe it possible
0:09:00 > 0:09:03'to resolve that conflict from within this Government.
0:09:03 > 0:09:05'That is why I have resigned.'
0:09:05 > 0:09:06KNOCK AT THE DOOR
0:09:06 > 0:09:07'In doing so...'
0:09:07 > 0:09:10Do you have any washing that needs doing?
0:09:10 > 0:09:11Oh, yeah.
0:09:11 > 0:09:13One second.
0:09:13 > 0:09:14Off out tonight?
0:09:14 > 0:09:18- Yeah.- ..'the conflict of loyalties with which I have myself wrestled
0:09:18 > 0:09:22- 'for perhaps too long.' - Thank you very much.- Thanks.
0:09:22 > 0:09:23Not too late, Jay.
0:09:23 > 0:09:27They're getting here before lunch tomorrow, remember.
0:09:35 > 0:09:36Oi.
0:09:38 > 0:09:40Sleeping beauty.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42LAUGHTER
0:09:42 > 0:09:44Stop it!
0:10:00 > 0:10:04LAUGHTER CONTINUES
0:10:06 > 0:10:07Oh, God!
0:10:08 > 0:10:10It's heavy.
0:10:14 > 0:10:16PHONE RINGS
0:10:17 > 0:10:19Hello?
0:10:19 > 0:10:20Ah.
0:10:22 > 0:10:23We're all here,
0:10:23 > 0:10:25except for you. See you then.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29Stuck in traffic.
0:10:40 > 0:10:42'What's with the facial hair, Alan?'
0:10:42 > 0:10:44'He's going through a Tom Selleck phase.'
0:10:44 > 0:10:47'Who says it was a phase?'
0:10:47 > 0:10:49Cheers, everyone!
0:10:49 > 0:10:51ALL: Cheers!
0:10:51 > 0:10:53Is Victor not joining us, Charlie?
0:10:53 > 0:10:56He's dropping Emma off at her cousins in Clapham.
0:10:56 > 0:10:59Pity. I was looking forward to meeting her finally.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Seven years now, Charlie?
0:11:01 > 0:11:03Eight, surely.
0:11:05 > 0:11:07Orla told me about your mother.
0:11:09 > 0:11:12How it was you who found her.
0:11:15 > 0:11:16So,
0:11:16 > 0:11:20now the SDP's folded, what's next? Throw your lot in with Labour again?
0:11:20 > 0:11:22There'll be snowploughs in Hell
0:11:22 > 0:11:24before Kinnock lets us lot back in the fold.
0:11:24 > 0:11:28He blames us for his humiliation at the polls. By splitting the vote
0:11:28 > 0:11:29we let Thatcher back in.
0:11:29 > 0:11:31What exactly does a Special Adviser do?
0:11:31 > 0:11:34They're the ghosts in the political machine, Jay.
0:11:34 > 0:11:36The power behind the throne.
0:11:36 > 0:11:39Or the fall guy when things go down the pan.
0:11:39 > 0:11:42Charlotte, how's life in the North?
0:11:42 > 0:11:45Still keeping coal in t'bath, are they?
0:11:45 > 0:11:47They have to keep it somewhere.
0:11:47 > 0:11:49We're still waiting on our invite.
0:11:49 > 0:11:50Join the club.
0:11:50 > 0:11:52Oh, give the poor bitch a break.
0:11:53 > 0:11:57Oh, I caught your credit on the box again the other night.
0:11:59 > 0:12:01Felt absurdly...
0:12:01 > 0:12:02proud of you, actually.
0:12:04 > 0:12:07And motherhood?
0:12:07 > 0:12:08How's that been?
0:12:08 > 0:12:10Best thing that's ever happened to me.
0:12:10 > 0:12:12Bar none.
0:12:14 > 0:12:15And you?
0:12:15 > 0:12:18What's with you on the home front?
0:12:18 > 0:12:22- Well, as it happens...- What's with Heseltine's leadership bid, Jack?
0:12:22 > 0:12:23Think Maggie will survive it?
0:12:23 > 0:12:26If she can survive the debacle of the Poll Tax,
0:12:26 > 0:12:29she can survive Tarzan doing his worst, I'm sure.
0:12:29 > 0:12:32- No, I think she'll manage. - Oh, here he is!
0:12:32 > 0:12:34Come on. Good girl.
0:12:34 > 0:12:36Sorry, sorry we're late.
0:12:36 > 0:12:38Why did you not take her to Clapham?
0:12:38 > 0:12:42- Their youngest had chicken pox. - ORLA: This must be Emma.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44Yes, and this is Lilly, Alan's wife.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47- This is Jay the doctor.- Hello, Emma.
0:12:47 > 0:12:51And this is Jack, he used to share a house with Mummy and Daddy too.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55- Jesus, Jay!- I'm on it, I'm on it.
0:12:57 > 0:12:59I'm fine, I'm fine.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03It's all right, darling, it's only a nose bleed.
0:13:04 > 0:13:06Shall we get you some crisps?
0:13:06 > 0:13:09Just this once though. What would you like?
0:13:12 > 0:13:15Rrrr!
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Rrryeow!
0:13:17 > 0:13:19EMMA GIGGLES
0:13:19 > 0:13:22He's really bought into it. Fatherhood.
0:13:22 > 0:13:25She made us complete.
0:13:25 > 0:13:27Is that why you didn't have any more?
0:13:27 > 0:13:31Victor says it's like his colour is invisible to her.
0:13:31 > 0:13:35If we had our own, she'd always be reminded she's not his.
0:13:36 > 0:13:39I tell myself deceiving him is a necessary lie.
0:13:39 > 0:13:42For the greater good.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46So you didn't move to Manchester to hide her from everyone?
0:13:47 > 0:13:51Your so-called best friend cuts you out of her life for years.
0:13:51 > 0:13:53What did you expect, a red carpet?
0:13:54 > 0:13:56I had no choice.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00If I'd stayed in London, stayed in touch,
0:14:00 > 0:14:03I would have made you complicit in the lie.
0:14:04 > 0:14:06Or reminded you of it.
0:14:19 > 0:14:21JACK: When do we do the deed?
0:14:21 > 0:14:24When we get back to the flat.
0:14:25 > 0:14:28Make it sooner rather than later.
0:14:28 > 0:14:31My father's had another turn.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34I have to pop up and see him tonight.
0:14:34 > 0:14:35Had enough.
0:14:35 > 0:14:38- Orla.- Oh, my go?
0:14:39 > 0:14:40A stitch.
0:14:45 > 0:14:50Karl Marx came here when he was cranking up his theory of Communism.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52Must be turning in his bloody grave,
0:14:52 > 0:14:55seeing the whole edifice come crashing down.
0:14:55 > 0:14:56Still, he got summat right.
0:14:56 > 0:14:59If Communism is about owning the means of production,
0:14:59 > 0:15:02the Information Super Highway is where it's at.
0:15:02 > 0:15:05- (ECHOES, FADING)- You can forget your industrial revolution, Jack.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08This is the electronic revolution. A global game changer.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12I'm talking about entire nations electronically connected.
0:15:12 > 0:15:17Very exciting. I've come up with this consortium with some others.
0:15:17 > 0:15:21We're looking for venture capital. A chance to come in at ground level.
0:15:21 > 0:15:23Jack?
0:15:23 > 0:15:25Jack?
0:15:25 > 0:15:27Ah, sorry...
0:15:28 > 0:15:30The Information, what is it?
0:15:32 > 0:15:34On Saturday morning
0:15:34 > 0:15:38I had ballet class and Mummy and I went shopping.
0:15:38 > 0:15:39Two "p"s in shopping.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59'The contest for the leadership of the Conservative Party
0:15:59 > 0:16:03'has become increasingly bitter as we edge closer to tomorrow's vote.
0:16:03 > 0:16:07- 'Mrs Thatcher said Mr Heseltine has jeopardised...'- Dig in, guys.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Bloody hell, Orla. Have you made enough?
0:16:09 > 0:16:12She still cooks for an army, though it's only two of us here.
0:16:12 > 0:16:15You get through it, don't you? Cheers, everyone.
0:16:15 > 0:16:17- Cheers.- Chin-chin.
0:16:18 > 0:16:21- You've still got a gin on the go. - I'm multi-tasking.
0:16:22 > 0:16:29Truth be told, I've got you all here under false pretences.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32You want to tell them what's been going on with you, Jay?
0:16:33 > 0:16:36You say I'm overreacting, fine.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39Let's see what people think when they find out what you're doing.
0:16:47 > 0:16:50I...I'm afraid you've had a wasted trip, guys.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53Tonight's floor show is cancelled. Indefinitely.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55JACK: He's HIV.
0:16:57 > 0:17:00He was diagnosed six months ago.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03You're in on this as well, are you, Jack?
0:17:06 > 0:17:09It's under control.
0:17:09 > 0:17:11I'm on AZT. I'm doing fine.
0:17:11 > 0:17:12Except for the side effects.
0:17:12 > 0:17:16- Is that what the nosebleed was about?- And there's more.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21He hasn't said anything to anyone at work about it.
0:17:21 > 0:17:23Are you allowed to do that?
0:17:23 > 0:17:26Operate when you've got AIDS?
0:17:26 > 0:17:28HIV is not AIDS.
0:17:28 > 0:17:31- But it's the virus that leads to it. - Not in every case it's not.
0:17:34 > 0:17:37You can't catch it from a handshake! Even Princess Di gets that.
0:17:37 > 0:17:41- What if you have a nosebleed while operating?- Or cut yourself?
0:17:41 > 0:17:45- I've never cut myself in an operation! Not once! - Before you operate on a child
0:17:45 > 0:17:47you make sure the parents have the relevant information
0:17:47 > 0:17:49so they can make an informed decision?
0:17:49 > 0:17:51Don't they have the right to know?
0:17:51 > 0:17:54A surgeon can go home, hit the bottle, do a line of coke.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56That affects his performance.
0:17:56 > 0:17:58Patients don't know about that, do they?
0:18:01 > 0:18:04There is not one recorded case of HIV being transmitted by a doctor.
0:18:04 > 0:18:06How about off the record?
0:18:06 > 0:18:09You can still practice medicine. There's radiography, research...
0:18:09 > 0:18:11I'm a surgeon!
0:18:11 > 0:18:13It's what I do.
0:18:13 > 0:18:15It's what I am!
0:18:15 > 0:18:18Jesus, why do none of you bloody get that?
0:18:55 > 0:18:56Someone should go and talk to him.
0:18:56 > 0:18:58Let him cool off awhile.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00Someone has to tell him what it would do to him,
0:19:00 > 0:19:03living with a lie like that year after year.
0:19:03 > 0:19:06LILLY LAUGHS
0:19:06 > 0:19:10I'm sorry, that's just so rich coming from you.
0:19:11 > 0:19:12Oh, come on.
0:19:14 > 0:19:15Glass houses and stones.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18I mean, I am to blame too.
0:19:18 > 0:19:23I said to her, when she told me about Jack and the baby,
0:19:23 > 0:19:26I said she should tell you it was someone else's,
0:19:26 > 0:19:27a one-night stand.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33She said... What was it you said, Charlotte?
0:19:36 > 0:19:40"What kind of a person would that make me?"
0:19:43 > 0:19:46Someone who wants it all ways, apparently.
0:19:46 > 0:19:47Lilly!
0:19:54 > 0:19:56Hey,
0:19:56 > 0:19:58I was in the dark too.
0:20:39 > 0:20:40Finally.
0:20:44 > 0:20:46For Pete's bloody sake! Jack, how are you?
0:20:48 > 0:20:50There he is! Tardy bugger.
0:20:51 > 0:20:52Lilly.
0:21:01 > 0:21:03Bit of a grisly job, eh?
0:21:04 > 0:21:06You could say that.
0:21:06 > 0:21:08And she was alone when it happened.
0:21:09 > 0:21:12Two weeks before they found her.
0:21:12 > 0:21:13Maybe...
0:21:13 > 0:21:15Jack should take a look at the safe.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20She had a fire safe and we can't find the keys.
0:21:20 > 0:21:21I'll be there.
0:21:45 > 0:21:47I'll make a start on the bathroom.
0:22:29 > 0:22:33We could take it to a locksmith, let them have a go at it?
0:22:33 > 0:22:37Best not let it out of our sight until we know what's in it.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40I'll get a locksmith to come here.
0:22:45 > 0:22:49We need to talk about her ashes,
0:22:49 > 0:22:50what to do with them.
0:22:50 > 0:22:51Nothing in the will?
0:22:51 > 0:22:53No.
0:22:57 > 0:22:59I'll sort it.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24IT WHIRRS
0:23:51 > 0:23:55HE SOBS
0:24:32 > 0:24:36It was while we were doing the detox for him.
0:24:36 > 0:24:38He was hurting.
0:24:38 > 0:24:40A pity shag.
0:24:46 > 0:24:48Before she was born,
0:24:48 > 0:24:51- when we were waiting to see... - What colour she was?
0:24:51 > 0:24:53I'd made up my mind...
0:24:55 > 0:24:59..if it turned out she was his, I'd tell you the truth.
0:24:59 > 0:25:00Even if it meant losing you.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11But then you held her...
0:25:13 > 0:25:16And it wasn't just about what I'd lose any more.
0:25:16 > 0:25:18So you did it for her.
0:25:20 > 0:25:24Well, then you're in the clear, Charlie.
0:25:28 > 0:25:32I won't pretend that the thought never crossed my mind.
0:25:33 > 0:25:38I dismissed it, on the grounds you were incapable of such deception.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42You know when a witness lies in court, they're held in contempt.
0:25:44 > 0:25:48I never understood what that meant until just now.
0:25:50 > 0:25:53I can't actually look at you right now.
0:25:56 > 0:26:00I beg you, I'm begging you, Victor. Forgive me, please try.
0:26:00 > 0:26:01Please.
0:27:19 > 0:27:21I must be off, Orla.
0:27:23 > 0:27:24Tell Charlie I'll...
0:27:26 > 0:27:28I'll be in touch.
0:27:28 > 0:27:30Sure.
0:27:30 > 0:27:32You go, Jack.
0:27:32 > 0:27:36Leave someone else to pick up the pieces after you as usual.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40A trick I never quite mastered.
0:27:53 > 0:27:57MARGARET THATCHER: 'Good evening, good evening, gentleman.'
0:27:57 > 0:28:02'I'm naturally pleased I got more than half the parliamentary party,
0:28:02 > 0:28:05'and disappointed it's not quite enough to win on the first ballot
0:28:05 > 0:28:08'so I confirm that it is my intention
0:28:08 > 0:28:11'to let my name go forward for the second ballot.'
0:28:20 > 0:28:21Did he come back yet?
0:28:22 > 0:28:24Victor?
0:28:25 > 0:28:29How anyone comes back from something like that, God only knows.
0:28:29 > 0:28:32I thought you'd given up on all things godly.
0:28:32 > 0:28:33Oh,
0:28:33 > 0:28:38I've occasion to call on Him now and then.
0:28:38 > 0:28:40Say one for me while you're at it.
0:28:40 > 0:28:41I always do.
0:28:45 > 0:28:47OK.
0:28:47 > 0:28:48You win.
0:28:49 > 0:28:51I'll tell them.
0:28:52 > 0:28:53It's the right thing, Jay.
0:28:53 > 0:28:57- One day you'll... - You've struck oil, Orla.
0:28:57 > 0:28:59No need to keep drilling.
0:29:01 > 0:29:04So on a scale of one to ten, how mad are you at me?
0:29:06 > 0:29:08Off the bloody scale.
0:29:16 > 0:29:18"This too shall pass."
0:29:40 > 0:29:41Is he here?
0:29:56 > 0:29:58Mystery solved.
0:30:00 > 0:30:01The move up north,
0:30:01 > 0:30:04dropping out of sight all this time?
0:30:05 > 0:30:06I get it now.
0:30:14 > 0:30:18What exactly do you want me to do about this, Charlie?
0:30:18 > 0:30:19Step up,
0:30:19 > 0:30:21do the father thing?
0:30:22 > 0:30:24Or step back?
0:30:29 > 0:30:32I mean, she already has a father, I get that too.
0:30:34 > 0:30:37- I don't want to complicate things any...- Jack?
0:30:37 > 0:30:41The car's round the corner. I couldn't find the damn house.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47This is Alicia.
0:30:47 > 0:30:48And James.
0:30:50 > 0:30:51- Charlotte.- Hi.
0:30:53 > 0:30:54Ready?
0:30:57 > 0:30:59Go to Daddy.
0:30:59 > 0:31:00Good boy.
0:31:02 > 0:31:06God knows, we wouldn't want to complicate anything.
0:31:41 > 0:31:43Come on, Alan.
0:31:43 > 0:31:47If you were in Victor's place, you'd want to know the truth.
0:31:47 > 0:31:50Bloody hellfire, Lilly!
0:31:50 > 0:31:53Have you have any idea of the damage you've done?
0:31:53 > 0:31:55What possessed you to say such a thing?
0:31:55 > 0:31:57Alan, just take me home.
0:31:57 > 0:31:59Oh, no, you're staying,
0:31:59 > 0:32:01you face the music.
0:32:01 > 0:32:04Something made you say that, Lilly.
0:32:04 > 0:32:06It wasn't just the booze talking.
0:32:10 > 0:32:12All yours.
0:32:25 > 0:32:28The day after we met that time in the pub,
0:32:28 > 0:32:30I rang, remember?
0:32:31 > 0:32:34I told you I couldn't bring myself to tell him.
0:32:37 > 0:32:40If you felt it was so reprehensible,
0:32:40 > 0:32:42why not say something then?
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Or were you just biding your time?
0:32:52 > 0:32:55For fuck's sake, say something!
0:33:02 > 0:33:04I'm not the only one with a secret, am I?
0:33:06 > 0:33:10Alan doesn't know about Jack and the abortion, does he?
0:33:12 > 0:33:15That's the reason you can't have children.
0:33:17 > 0:33:19As you reap, love.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Are you all right?
0:33:41 > 0:33:44Victor will come round.
0:33:44 > 0:33:48There's no way he'd want to lose you. Either of you.
0:33:51 > 0:33:53In his place, could you come round?
0:33:57 > 0:33:59I'd like to think so.
0:34:06 > 0:34:07Alan?
0:34:18 > 0:34:20She doesn't deserve you.
0:34:47 > 0:34:50Can we go home now, please?
0:34:58 > 0:34:59Come on.
0:35:34 > 0:35:39I'm looking for a minister who is dull, totally loyal,
0:35:39 > 0:35:42and above all, someone who'll stand by me...
0:35:42 > 0:35:46Owen's apparatchiks claim it was their relentless piss-take of him
0:35:46 > 0:35:48which put us on the scrap heap.
0:35:48 > 0:35:52Thatcher seemed to ride the same beast without too much trouble.
0:35:52 > 0:35:54She's bullet proof, isn't she?
0:35:54 > 0:35:56Bed-time reading?
0:36:06 > 0:36:08Did you do all this?
0:36:08 > 0:36:10Your mother.
0:36:10 > 0:36:14She was...boring the doctor with it just now.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19Anyone who sets foot inside the house gets it.
0:36:19 > 0:36:22Your handwriting, Dad.
0:36:22 > 0:36:24Well, I helped round the edges.
0:36:34 > 0:36:38"Vote for us and break the mould of British politics."
0:36:38 > 0:36:41"Challenge the tribal factions in Westminster."
0:36:41 > 0:36:46Came quite close there for a while.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49It's the First Past the Post thing which did for you.
0:36:49 > 0:36:50And the timing.
0:36:50 > 0:36:53Which in my case sucked. As ever.
0:36:53 > 0:36:57It's not too late to follow the others, join the Liberal Alliance.
0:36:57 > 0:37:00It was a revolution I wanted to be part of,
0:37:00 > 0:37:05not some hybrid coalition born out of political necessity.
0:37:05 > 0:37:07When the Gang of Four started,
0:37:07 > 0:37:11they toyed with the name "The New Labour Party," did you know that?
0:37:11 > 0:37:13They should have gone with it,
0:37:13 > 0:37:18if only to show the red card to Labour. "Modernise or die."
0:37:18 > 0:37:22Maybe Labour will have its own velvet revolution.
0:37:23 > 0:37:25That's a sort of legacy.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32Perhaps it's a generation thing.
0:37:32 > 0:37:36There's just no causes worth fighting for now.
0:37:36 > 0:37:38Your lot did all that for us, didn't you?
0:37:38 > 0:37:40That's a convenient excuse.
0:37:44 > 0:37:46Oh, Jack...
0:37:50 > 0:37:53I think I've worked out what it was all about.
0:37:53 > 0:37:59All those years of your sacrificing yourself on the altar of rebellion.
0:37:59 > 0:38:02It wasn't about fighting me, was it?
0:38:02 > 0:38:06It was about fighting all of this, waiting for you.
0:38:06 > 0:38:08And you were right.
0:38:08 > 0:38:11Success isn't the same as succession.
0:38:31 > 0:38:36BIRDS FLUTTER AND CHIRP
0:38:40 > 0:38:41Mum?
0:38:43 > 0:38:44Mum!
0:39:03 > 0:39:05FLUTTERING GETS LOUDER
0:39:28 > 0:39:29Sweetheart.
0:39:30 > 0:39:32Time to go.
0:39:37 > 0:39:38Come on.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51Can I watch a video?
0:39:51 > 0:39:52Mm-hmm.
0:40:01 > 0:40:03Victor?
0:41:03 > 0:41:04Whose property is it?
0:41:04 > 0:41:06She's deceased.
0:41:06 > 0:41:09Someone's been messing with this.
0:41:09 > 0:41:12That's why we called in the services of a professional.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16I need authorisation before I can touch it.
0:41:16 > 0:41:20I'm the executor of her will. That's all the authorisation you need.
0:41:31 > 0:41:32ID?
0:41:40 > 0:41:42Cup of tea wouldn't go amiss.
0:41:42 > 0:41:44Lapsang if you have it.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52Don't let me keep you.
0:42:03 > 0:42:05DRILL WHIRRS, MUFFLED
0:42:21 > 0:42:24What are we going to do with the computer?
0:42:25 > 0:42:27That's down to Charlotte.
0:42:34 > 0:42:36It's OK, I can manage.
0:42:36 > 0:42:40No, no. Well, many hands, etc, etc.
0:42:40 > 0:42:43So how does one address a viscount?
0:42:46 > 0:42:48Well, in a letter, it's "Dear Lord."
0:42:48 > 0:42:51Paradoxically, on the envelope, it's "Viscount".
0:42:51 > 0:42:54On official documents I'm "The Right Honourable Viscount"
0:42:54 > 0:42:56but verbally I'm just plain "My Lord."
0:42:58 > 0:43:00You'd have a more appropriate mode of address,
0:43:00 > 0:43:04"hypocrite" being in pole position, I'd imagine.
0:43:12 > 0:43:14How's Emma?
0:43:16 > 0:43:18She's in New York.
0:43:18 > 0:43:20Research project, Columbia.
0:43:24 > 0:43:27She and I did meet. I assume she told you that?
0:43:27 > 0:43:29Summer of '05. She'd have been...
0:43:29 > 0:43:3023.
0:43:30 > 0:43:32Yeah.
0:43:33 > 0:43:34I mean...
0:43:34 > 0:43:38Her initiative. She made it very clear from the start.
0:43:38 > 0:43:39Coffee, not lunch or dinner.
0:43:39 > 0:43:42Just the one meeting, not looking for anything ongoing.
0:43:42 > 0:43:45She asked me a load of questions about my family,
0:43:45 > 0:43:47my sons, her half-brothers,
0:43:47 > 0:43:50about how Charlie and I had, um...
0:43:55 > 0:43:57Yeah, well...
0:43:57 > 0:43:59That was it.
0:43:59 > 0:44:01She thanked me for my time, shook my hand and left.
0:44:01 > 0:44:05No recriminations. No reproaches about how I'd failed as a father.
0:44:05 > 0:44:08In fact, a triumph...
0:44:09 > 0:44:11..of nurture over nature.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18Perhaps we both failed her.
0:44:21 > 0:44:22- JAY:- Safe's open, guys!
0:44:28 > 0:44:32She was carrying your picture in her wallet.
0:44:32 > 0:44:36Which is a damn sight more than my kids do with mine.
0:44:51 > 0:44:53So,
0:44:53 > 0:44:56premium bonds,
0:44:56 > 0:44:58bank stuff.
0:44:58 > 0:45:02Oh, title deeds to the flat - copy of.
0:45:02 > 0:45:06When was it she bought the flat. '93 was it?
0:45:06 > 0:45:10No, end of '90. I made a deal with when my first buyer dropped out.
0:45:10 > 0:45:11Oh, my God.
0:45:11 > 0:45:15She had a brother called Conor, didn't she?
0:45:22 > 0:45:23Christ.
0:45:23 > 0:45:26"Dear Orla... " Oh.
0:45:26 > 0:45:28From her mum. Dated 1973.
0:45:30 > 0:45:34"In the circumstances, your father and I do not think it appropriate
0:45:34 > 0:45:39"that you come to your brother's funeral".
0:45:39 > 0:45:43"Conor told us that he came to you for..."
0:45:43 > 0:45:47something... "Sanctuary in London.
0:45:47 > 0:45:49"That you sent him away.
0:45:49 > 0:45:55"That you chose your friends over your flesh and blood."
0:46:03 > 0:46:04Oh, my God.
0:46:05 > 0:46:07Let me see.
0:46:13 > 0:46:17"I just hope they never turn their backs on you when you need them
0:46:17 > 0:46:19"as you did on Conor.
0:46:20 > 0:46:23"As far as your father and I are concerned,
0:46:23 > 0:46:26"they're your family now, Orla.
0:46:28 > 0:46:30"We want no part of you".
0:46:42 > 0:46:45I didn't know he'd ever been to the flat, did you?
0:46:45 > 0:46:47Someone did.
0:46:49 > 0:46:52I can't remember if it was him.
0:46:52 > 0:46:55She was always on the phone to her family, wasn't she? Remember?
0:46:55 > 0:47:01Then those phone calls and the visits home just...stopped.
0:47:02 > 0:47:06And we never thought to ask why, did we?
0:47:06 > 0:47:08We never gave it a second thought.
0:47:08 > 0:47:10We're not mind-readers.
0:47:10 > 0:47:12She didn't confide in us, did she?
0:47:12 > 0:47:16If the IRA were after him, she'd have thought that put us at risk.
0:47:16 > 0:47:20- Given what happened to him, she was right.- She made the right choice.
0:47:20 > 0:47:23For us or her?
0:47:28 > 0:47:31There's no booze in the place, is there?
0:47:48 > 0:47:49What's next?
0:47:58 > 0:47:59Hang on.
0:47:59 > 0:48:00"To Orla...
0:48:02 > 0:48:06"..From the gang on your retirement,
0:48:06 > 0:48:08"with love and...
0:48:10 > 0:48:11.."respect."
0:48:13 > 0:48:16"November 2010."
0:48:16 > 0:48:18Is there anything to play this on?
0:48:25 > 0:48:27APPLAUSE
0:48:27 > 0:48:30'So, glasses charged, guys?'
0:48:30 > 0:48:34'And this is just a little something from everyone.'
0:48:34 > 0:48:35Oh.
0:48:35 > 0:48:37Oh, my goodness.
0:48:40 > 0:48:44'That's beautiful. I don't know what to say.'
0:48:44 > 0:48:47- 'Speech!- Come on!'
0:48:48 > 0:48:50Um...
0:48:52 > 0:48:55There's a...
0:48:55 > 0:48:57There's a forest in Japan.
0:48:58 > 0:49:01So vast, it's the size of a small ocean.
0:49:01 > 0:49:04And it's so dense
0:49:04 > 0:49:07no compass can work there.
0:49:09 > 0:49:12They call it the Sea of Trees...
0:49:12 > 0:49:16..and for generations people in trouble have gone there
0:49:16 > 0:49:19in...well, in despair
0:49:19 > 0:49:22to end their lives.
0:49:23 > 0:49:24Only...
0:49:24 > 0:49:30sometimes they're uncertain about what they intend doing
0:49:30 > 0:49:34so they leave markers on trees
0:49:34 > 0:49:36in case they change their mind
0:49:36 > 0:49:38and want to find their way home.
0:49:39 > 0:49:43And I think our job as therapists is like that.
0:49:43 > 0:49:45We're like compasses.
0:49:46 > 0:49:51People come to us in despair, and...
0:49:51 > 0:49:56we try and help them find their way through it,
0:49:56 > 0:49:57make peace with the past.
0:49:59 > 0:50:03And so if I succeeded even just once
0:50:03 > 0:50:06in doing that, then, well...
0:50:06 > 0:50:10I really think our job is...
0:50:10 > 0:50:12a job well done.
0:50:14 > 0:50:16So, thank you.
0:50:20 > 0:50:22- To Orla.- To Orla.
0:50:50 > 0:50:52To Orla.
0:50:54 > 0:50:56- Orla.- Orla.
0:50:56 > 0:50:58To Orla.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26She did it for me, you know,
0:51:26 > 0:51:28buying this flat.
0:51:28 > 0:51:31So if I ever got sick...
0:51:33 > 0:51:35..I'd always have a roof over my head.
0:51:39 > 0:51:41Two years later, I met someone.
0:51:43 > 0:51:46Upped sticks to Edinburgh with him...
0:51:48 > 0:51:50..without a backward glance.
0:51:56 > 0:51:58What was it she said?
0:51:59 > 0:52:03"Hindsight is knowing where you've been.
0:52:03 > 0:52:06"Foresight is knowing where you're going".
0:52:06 > 0:52:09"Insight is knowing you've gone too far."
0:52:12 > 0:52:15Maybe that should come under hindsight too.
0:52:25 > 0:52:30Have you had any thoughts about scattering the ashes?
0:54:11 > 0:54:13Just a minute.
0:54:15 > 0:54:17Where's that going?
0:54:17 > 0:54:19It's going in the games room.
0:54:19 > 0:54:21- Oh, yeah? - See if I can improve my aim.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27Let's not leave it so long next time.
0:54:27 > 0:54:28Seconded.
0:54:55 > 0:54:57Soon, yes?
0:55:38 > 0:55:40Charlie?
0:55:41 > 0:55:43I go to Washington tomorrow,
0:55:43 > 0:55:45human rights case.
0:55:45 > 0:55:47I'll be back in a fortnight.
0:55:48 > 0:55:51Maybe we could have lunch sometime?
0:55:56 > 0:55:57My cup runneth over.
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