Donna Morgan

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0:00:01 > 0:00:06- In 1989, a series of films - were shown on S4C...

0:00:07 > 0:00:10- ..portraying Wales - through the eyes of five children.

0:00:11 > 0:00:13- We had so many opportunities - as children.

0:00:14 > 0:00:18- We enjoyed socializing. - I'm still the same!

0:00:20 > 0:00:23- The children - have now flown the nest.

0:00:23 > 0:00:28- For the first time in many years, - they get to watch their film again.

0:00:29 > 0:00:31- The village looks the same.

0:00:31 > 0:00:34- The old factories have gone, - the people are different.

0:00:35 > 0:00:38- The houses and streets are still - here. The atmosphere's the same.

0:00:40 > 0:00:44- Have the dreams faded - now they're 40-year-old adults?

0:00:45 > 0:00:49- It hasn't turned out the way - I thought. That's what life is like.

0:00:50 > 0:00:55- This is the story of the children - of Fy Nghymru I. Where did they go?

0:01:16 > 0:01:20- The '80s. A decade - of revolution across the world.

0:01:20 > 0:01:25- In Wales, this was the decade of the - start of S4C, the miners' strike...

0:01:25 > 0:01:26- ..and Thatcher.

0:01:27 > 0:01:30- The decade of big hair, huge phones - and the Web.

0:01:31 > 0:01:37- But what was it like to be a child - in Wales in 1989?

0:01:45 > 0:01:47- My name is Donna Morgan.

0:01:47 > 0:01:51- I love attending Brownies - once a week...

0:01:51 > 0:01:53- ..at the church hall in Llanbadarn.

0:01:54 > 0:01:56- When I was chosen for the film...

0:01:56 > 0:02:01- ..I was so excited I told everyone, - though Mam was more excited than me!

0:02:02 > 0:02:08- Donna was one of the five children - filmed for Fy Nghymru I.

0:02:09 > 0:02:11- I remember feeling special.

0:02:11 > 0:02:15- There was an article in the - newspaper about what was happening.

0:02:16 > 0:02:18- Everyone was asking me about it.

0:02:18 > 0:02:22- I felt very lucky - to have been chosen.

0:02:23 > 0:02:26- We learn a lot of things - in the Brownies.

0:02:26 > 0:02:29- How to help people - and make pretty things.

0:02:29 > 0:02:35- You can give people a lot - of pleasure by making pretty things.

0:02:36 > 0:02:40- Donna was chosen because - her upbringing was different...

0:02:40 > 0:02:42- ..to other Aberystwyth children.

0:02:42 > 0:02:44- Go and show the old people.

0:02:45 > 0:02:48- Our family is a very large family.

0:02:48 > 0:02:50- Eleven in total.

0:02:50 > 0:02:54- That's because I live - in an old people's home.

0:02:55 > 0:02:57- It's called Havelock Villa.

0:02:57 > 0:02:59- We're one big happy family.

0:03:00 > 0:03:04- It's hard to describe what it was - like living in an old people's home.

0:03:05 > 0:03:08- It was so different - to my friends' lives.

0:03:08 > 0:03:12- When I was very young, - I'd help out with the elderly.

0:03:12 > 0:03:15- From a very young age.

0:03:17 > 0:03:21- Every day, my sisters and I - had jobs to do in the house...

0:03:21 > 0:03:22- ..to help Mam and Dad.

0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Here's a drink of water for you.

0:03:25 > 0:03:27- Here's a drink of water for you.- - Thank you, Donna.

0:03:27 > 0:03:29- When my friends were out, - I was at home.

0:03:30 > 0:03:35- When my friends went on holiday - in the summer, I was at home.

0:03:35 > 0:03:40- But I never complained - I didn't - know any different. I was happy.

0:03:40 > 0:03:44- Looking after the elderly - is a full-time job for Mam and Dad.

0:03:44 > 0:03:45- That's it, up we go.

0:03:46 > 0:03:47- There you are.

0:03:48 > 0:03:50- Donna is one of three sisters.

0:03:50 > 0:03:56- One of them, Anita, still lives - near the old home in Aberystwyth.

0:03:57 > 0:04:00- Aberystwyth - is a nice place to live...

0:04:01 > 0:04:04- ..but it gets very busy here - during the summer.

0:04:04 > 0:04:08- Anita and I enjoy the summer - as well.

0:04:08 > 0:04:12- There are only 18 months between us - so we're very close in age.

0:04:12 > 0:04:14- We're very close as sisters too.

0:04:16 > 0:04:20- I remember going on the back - of a donkey at the seaside...

0:04:21 > 0:04:25- ..and thinking, "Oh, no. - My friends are going to see this!"

0:04:28 > 0:04:31- Donna was a very clever girl.

0:04:31 > 0:04:33- She liked reading.

0:04:34 > 0:04:35- She was good at school.

0:04:35 > 0:04:37- She always tried her best.

0:04:38 > 0:04:39- She was a very happy girl.

0:04:40 > 0:04:43- She had lots of friends - - girls and boys.

0:04:43 > 0:04:46- She got on with everybody.

0:04:47 > 0:04:50- I go to Ysgol Gymraeg Aberystwyth.

0:04:50 > 0:04:54- It's quite a big school - and I'm very happy here.

0:04:54 > 0:04:58- On one special day - before the end of term...

0:04:58 > 0:05:02- ..some of my school friends - go to Havelock Villa...

0:05:03 > 0:05:05- ..and we have - a small party together.

0:05:06 > 0:05:10- # Come everyone this year - to remember the man

0:05:10 > 0:05:14- # Who wrote the Bible - in our language

0:05:14 > 0:05:17- # Wales, let's celebrate

0:05:18 > 0:05:21- # We have to praise him #

0:05:21 > 0:05:25- I enjoyed it. - I used to do it every year.

0:05:25 > 0:05:28- It was a highlight - when my school came to my home...

0:05:28 > 0:05:30- ..and sit in my garden.

0:05:30 > 0:05:33- Mam would give out ice cream - and squash...

0:05:33 > 0:05:37- ..and the old people - would listen to us on the lawn.

0:05:37 > 0:05:40- # As part

0:05:40 > 0:05:44- # Of the celebrations #

0:05:44 > 0:05:49- Living your life around others - and putting other people first...

0:05:49 > 0:05:50- ..isn't a bad thing.

0:05:50 > 0:05:53- I feel I still do that now - in my job.

0:06:01 > 0:06:05- Donna is now almost 40 years old - and works as a Modern Languages...

0:06:06 > 0:06:10- ..and Additional Learning Needs - teacher at Brecon High School.

0:06:10 > 0:06:15- I work with adopted children, - children who live in homes...

0:06:15 > 0:06:19- ..Army children, children whose - English is a second language...

0:06:19 > 0:06:23- ..and dyslexic children - - it's a huge spectrum.

0:06:23 > 0:06:27- Hello. OK? I just want to chat - about that girl.

0:06:27 > 0:06:30- How's she getting on?

0:06:30 > 0:06:32- She's settled in well in Year 11.

0:06:33 > 0:06:38- The job is a very challenging one, - both physically and emotionally.

0:06:38 > 0:06:42- I come home sometimes - and I just want to cry...

0:06:42 > 0:06:45- ..because - of the children's problems.

0:06:45 > 0:06:50- On the whole, - I have great job satisfaction.

0:06:51 > 0:06:55- Young people - face a lot of problems these days.

0:06:56 > 0:07:00- Social media, things like Facebook, - Instagram and Twitter...

0:07:00 > 0:07:01- ..bullying.

0:07:01 > 0:07:07- Misuse of social media - can destroy lives.

0:07:07 > 0:07:09- I've seen it happen.

0:07:09 > 0:07:13- It destroys relationships - between friends and families.

0:07:13 > 0:07:15- It's a shame.

0:07:15 > 0:07:17- Josh, go round.

0:07:17 > 0:07:19- Oliver, in you go.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22- As a single parent - to Joshua and Oliver...

0:07:22 > 0:07:25- ..life outside work - is very busy too.

0:07:25 > 0:07:29- Life in general - is tiring and fast-paced.

0:07:29 > 0:07:32- It's hard - trying to fit everything in.

0:07:32 > 0:07:35- But so far, we're doing fine.

0:07:35 > 0:07:38- Everyone goes - to wherever they want to go.

0:07:38 > 0:07:41- They can take part in - their sports and music clubs.

0:07:42 > 0:07:44- I think that mothers carry guilt...

0:07:45 > 0:07:49- ..about working full-time - and having children.

0:07:49 > 0:07:52- I don't think that society - always helps there.

0:07:52 > 0:07:55- I had no choice. - I had to work full-time.

0:07:56 > 0:07:58- Fortunately, I enjoy my job.

0:07:58 > 0:08:03- However, I don't do any schoolwork - at home until the boys are asleep.

0:08:03 > 0:08:08- I like to think that time spent - at home is spent with the children.

0:08:08 > 0:08:11- Shoes, please, Oli. - Do you want to put these on?

0:08:12 > 0:08:17- I realize sometimes - that I have to do a lot myself.

0:08:17 > 0:08:21- Friends talk about grandparents - collecting children...

0:08:21 > 0:08:25- ..or the husband or partner - picking up the children...

0:08:26 > 0:08:28- ..and looking after them - overnight.

0:08:28 > 0:08:32- But I have to do most of that - myself.

0:08:33 > 0:08:39- Having said that, what doesn't - kill you makes you stronger.

0:08:48 > 0:08:52- Donna goes back to Aberystwyth - as often as she can...

0:08:52 > 0:08:55- ..to see her mother Gwen - and the rest of the family.

0:08:56 > 0:08:59- I go back often. - My heart is in Aberystwyth.

0:08:59 > 0:09:03- My roots are in Aberystwyth - despite not living there any more.

0:09:03 > 0:09:06- I can't see myself - returning there to live...

0:09:07 > 0:09:09- ..but there'll always be - a connection.

0:09:09 > 0:09:13- I have great memories - of living in Aberystwyth.

0:09:13 > 0:09:16- I enjoyed growing up in Aberystwyth.

0:09:18 > 0:09:22- Though Anita's my sister, - she's also my best friend.

0:09:22 > 0:09:25- We're always there for each other.

0:09:25 > 0:09:29- Though she's in Aberystwyth, - it doesn't make a difference.

0:09:29 > 0:09:34- I know I can pick up the phone and - she'll be there, and likewise too...

0:09:34 > 0:09:37- ..if there are problems - or it's good news.

0:09:37 > 0:09:41- She's expecting her fourth child - and I was one of the first she told.

0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Another daughter.

0:09:45 > 0:09:49- Though we're friends, - we're a lot more than that.

0:09:49 > 0:09:51- There's an emotional connection.

0:09:52 > 0:09:56- She finishes my sentences and we go - shopping and we buy the same things.

0:09:56 > 0:10:00- We've grown up together and - we've been through a lot together.

0:10:01 > 0:10:04- There's a bond between us - that will never be broken.

0:10:08 > 0:10:13- It's one big happy family here - in Havelock Villa.

0:10:13 > 0:10:16- I feel very fortunate - to be part of it.

0:10:16 > 0:10:20- What happened to the family home?

0:10:20 > 0:10:24- What happened to Donna's - eldest sister? Where did Sian go?

0:10:24 > 0:10:27- I would tell anyone - who gets married...

0:10:27 > 0:10:30- ..to make sure - they take the time to enjoy the day.

0:10:30 > 0:10:32- It goes by so quickly.

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0:10:44 > 0:10:48- Donna Morgan was nine years old - when she was portrayed on film.

0:10:48 > 0:10:52- Thirty years later, - she'll return to her family home...

0:10:53 > 0:10:55- ..to watch that film once more.

0:10:56 > 0:10:58- But what happened to Havelock Villa?

0:10:59 > 0:11:03- What memories will Donna relive - as she watches that film?

0:11:03 > 0:11:04- This is Bill.

0:11:05 > 0:11:07- And this is Mrs Morris.

0:11:07 > 0:11:12- Her upbringing in a care home - had a great influence on Donna.

0:11:12 > 0:11:16- One of the residents received close - attention in the original film.

0:11:17 > 0:11:19- My favourite is Tugela.

0:11:19 > 0:11:21- Tugela Rees.

0:11:21 > 0:11:23- She's a very special person.

0:11:24 > 0:11:25- Thank you, love.

0:11:25 > 0:11:28- I have very fond memories of Tugela.

0:11:28 > 0:11:32- She was a very special woman, - not only for me but for the family.

0:11:33 > 0:11:36- I'd go and see her every day.

0:11:36 > 0:11:38- I'd always give tea to her first!

0:11:39 > 0:11:41- She used to sit in the corner - by the window.

0:11:42 > 0:11:45- She liked watching - the students pass, the cars pass...

0:11:46 > 0:11:48- ..and people coming to the house.

0:11:49 > 0:11:52- She had a kind word for everyone.

0:11:53 > 0:11:55- Tugela had a daughter.

0:11:56 > 0:12:00- She's now the same age as - her mother was in the original film.

0:12:00 > 0:12:04- This is the first time - that Eiluned Rees has seen the film.

0:12:04 > 0:12:09- It reminds her of the happy time - her mother spent in the home...

0:12:09 > 0:12:11- ..at the end of her life.

0:12:12 > 0:12:13- Mam looks pretty.

0:12:14 > 0:12:15- My favourite is Tugela.

0:12:16 > 0:12:18- It wasn't like an old people's home.

0:12:18 > 0:12:22- I don't think I ever left Havelock - without laughing.

0:12:23 > 0:12:25- She was more like - a part of the family.

0:12:25 > 0:12:29- The children saw her - as some sort of grandmother.

0:12:29 > 0:12:32- Sometimes, - the children would go missing.

0:12:32 > 0:12:36- They'd be in bed with Mam! - They'd creep into bed with her!

0:12:36 > 0:12:41- Having small children she saw every - day and who she saw growing up...

0:12:42 > 0:12:44- ..was a very valuable experience.

0:12:45 > 0:12:47- She had a role in life.

0:12:48 > 0:12:54- The children got her to - listen to them singing or reciting.

0:12:55 > 0:12:56- So she had a role.

0:12:57 > 0:13:02- She wasn't just a person - who was fed or looked after.

0:13:02 > 0:13:05- She had a purpose to her life.

0:13:06 > 0:13:10- She was very fond of the children, - especially Donna and Anita.

0:13:10 > 0:13:13- But there was another sister - in Havelock Villa.

0:13:13 > 0:13:15- During filming...

0:13:15 > 0:13:18- ..there was an opportunity - to record her wedding day.

0:13:19 > 0:13:20- Am I hooked to the top?

0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Am I hooked to the top?- - We need to do your headdress.

0:13:23 > 0:13:25- That button needs to be done.

0:13:25 > 0:13:29- I'll never forget that morning. - We were terribly busy.

0:13:29 > 0:13:34- It was bedlam in our house. - Our cousin had had a car accident.

0:13:34 > 0:13:38- My aunt was going bananas - and my uncle wasn't impressed.

0:13:39 > 0:13:42- My father was hiding - from the TV crew in the toilet.

0:13:42 > 0:13:46- The chaos around her - didn't affect Sian at all.

0:13:46 > 0:13:49- It's something that hasn't changed.

0:13:55 > 0:13:56- Move.

0:13:57 > 0:14:01- I've been helping children - cross the road for almost 16 years.

0:14:03 > 0:14:05- Ta-ra.

0:14:05 > 0:14:07- Are we cold this morning - with no coat?

0:14:08 > 0:14:11- Where's the coat is the question!

0:14:11 > 0:14:15- Stopping the traffic - in Rhydypennau is a dangerous job.

0:14:15 > 0:14:18- Sian's had - many unpleasant experiences.

0:14:18 > 0:14:22- I know about the risk. - A hearse ran over my foot once.

0:14:22 > 0:14:27- I asked the driver if he was touting - for business as the back was empty.

0:14:27 > 0:14:29- One man parked his bike in my bum.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33- The head teacher - had fun with the accident form.

0:14:33 > 0:14:37- Good morning. How's whatshisname? - Is he better?

0:14:38 > 0:14:40- I look like a duck.

0:14:40 > 0:14:43- You'll have more fun - standing at the side of the road...

0:14:44 > 0:14:46- ..not knowing - what's going to happen next...

0:14:47 > 0:14:49- ..than in any office job.

0:14:50 > 0:14:53- I look beautiful? - Thank you, William.

0:14:53 > 0:14:55- Sian and Martin's wedding day...

0:14:55 > 0:14:59- ..brought lots of pleasure - to the Havelock Villa residents.

0:14:59 > 0:15:02- We've now been married 30 years.

0:15:02 > 0:15:06- The year we got married - we went to over 40 weddings.

0:15:07 > 0:15:12- Out of those weddings, - four couples are still married.

0:15:13 > 0:15:19- When we got married, - it was my belief, and it still is...

0:15:19 > 0:15:24- ..that if you get married, - you've made a promise.

0:15:25 > 0:15:29- No matter what happens, - you carry on.

0:15:31 > 0:15:37- I remember when I got married - I felt so hopeful for the future.

0:15:38 > 0:15:42- I was happy and ready to go anywhere - with my husband.

0:15:43 > 0:15:46- But things don't always work out.

0:15:46 > 0:15:50- You can't predict what's going - to happen, which is a shame.

0:15:51 > 0:15:53- OK, I need to do your sandwiches.

0:15:54 > 0:15:56- Can you get me a plate, Josh, - please?

0:15:57 > 0:16:02- You marry someone in the hope - of being with that person forever.

0:16:02 > 0:16:06- I think she worked hard - at the marriage.

0:16:07 > 0:16:11- But, sadly, - it didn't work out as she'd hoped.

0:16:12 > 0:16:14- Though we're close...

0:16:14 > 0:16:18- ..for many years, she kept - how unhappy she was to herself.

0:16:18 > 0:16:22- But I think she carried on - because of the children too...

0:16:22 > 0:16:25- ..and that she has an important job.

0:16:26 > 0:16:31- We're also worried what people - will say and think about us.

0:16:31 > 0:16:34- But, in the end, - it was for the best...

0:16:34 > 0:16:38- ..for her and her children - more than anything else.

0:16:38 > 0:16:43- I think the failure of her marriage - was a huge disappointment for Donna.

0:16:44 > 0:16:46- She tried her best, I think...

0:16:46 > 0:16:49- ..but to be honest, - I wasn't that surprised.

0:16:50 > 0:16:55- They wanted different things. - They had different ideas.

0:16:56 > 0:17:00- It's very hard when there - are children in a marriage...

0:17:00 > 0:17:04- ..for both of you to continue - your careers as they were.

0:17:06 > 0:17:10- No-one was willing to give.

0:17:11 > 0:17:14- In every marriage, - one has to give on occasions.

0:17:15 > 0:17:18- Nobody can have their own way - all the time.

0:17:19 > 0:17:22- That's true for everyone, - not just Donna.

0:17:32 > 0:17:36- As the years passed, the - Havelock Villa family got smaller.

0:17:36 > 0:17:38- The home was sold in 2002.

0:17:40 > 0:17:43- The house has now been converted - into offices.

0:17:43 > 0:17:48- Donna has decided to return there - to watch the film once more.

0:17:48 > 0:17:52- I feel nervous. - I haven't been here for 15 years.

0:17:52 > 0:17:55- I don't know what to expect. - I'm quite excited too.

0:17:56 > 0:17:58- It's a house full of memories.

0:17:58 > 0:18:01- Good ones on the whole. - A few bad ones too.

0:18:01 > 0:18:04- I spent my childhood here. - I can't wait to look inside.

0:18:10 > 0:18:11- Wow!

0:18:17 > 0:18:18- It looks totally different.

0:18:20 > 0:18:22- There was a chairlift here.

0:18:23 > 0:18:25- This is totally new.

0:18:27 > 0:18:30- Tugela's chair - would have been in the corner.

0:18:32 > 0:18:35- Dad had a frame - containing lots of pictures.

0:18:35 > 0:18:38- He took a photograph - of the residents...

0:18:38 > 0:18:42- ..and put it, along with the - residents' name and age, in a frame.

0:18:43 > 0:18:48- Seeing this place, - and I know it has another use now...

0:18:48 > 0:18:50- ..but it feels so impersonal.

0:18:51 > 0:18:56- All the characters who lived here - who spent their final years here.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01- It's hard to believe really.

0:19:15 > 0:19:19- Looking after the elderly - is a full-time job for Mam and Dad.

0:19:19 > 0:19:23- They have to make sure the old - people don't have any accidents...

0:19:24 > 0:19:26- ..as they move around the house.

0:19:26 > 0:19:32- There aren't family-run homes these - days. They're more of a business.

0:19:32 > 0:19:35- I gather - there's a lot of money to be made.

0:19:36 > 0:19:41- But it was never about the money - for us. It never felt that way.

0:19:41 > 0:19:44- It was - about respecting the elderly...

0:19:44 > 0:19:48- ..and giving them a good life - at the end of their lives.

0:19:50 > 0:19:52- It's a shock to see Dad.

0:19:53 > 0:19:57- I definitely had more than my share - of death when I was young.

0:19:57 > 0:20:03- I remember finding one or two - individuals who had passed away.

0:20:03 > 0:20:08- Though we got used to it, - it was never easy.

0:20:11 > 0:20:15- Dad was a very gentle person. - He was quiet.

0:20:16 > 0:20:17- He was a family man.

0:20:17 > 0:20:22- Everybody liked Dad. Nobody - had a bad word to say about him.

0:20:23 > 0:20:26- Even though I enjoy myself - in the town in summer...

0:20:26 > 0:20:30- ..it's nice to escape the tourists - sometimes...

0:20:30 > 0:20:32- ..and visit Cwm Rheidol.

0:20:32 > 0:20:34- It's so beautiful there.

0:20:34 > 0:20:40- Dad died in 2001 - during my first term as a teacher.

0:20:42 > 0:20:43- I was very close to Dad...

0:20:44 > 0:20:48- ..so it was difficult seeing - the good times I spent with Dad...

0:20:49 > 0:20:51- ..on the bike and in the car.

0:20:52 > 0:20:54- He'd take us everywhere.

0:20:54 > 0:20:58- It was difficult - seeing the old people too...

0:20:58 > 0:21:00- ..and remembering our childhood.

0:21:01 > 0:21:03- I have great memories...

0:21:03 > 0:21:06- ..but, looking back, - there's sadness too.

0:21:06 > 0:21:10- That period of my life is over.

0:21:11 > 0:21:12- That's quite sad.

0:21:26 > 0:21:30- One nice thing - that's happened to Donna recently...

0:21:30 > 0:21:33- ..and put a smile on her face - is meeting Jon.

0:21:34 > 0:21:36- I'm now with my first boyfriend.

0:21:37 > 0:21:40- We were first together - when we were both 14.

0:21:41 > 0:21:45- He said he regretted that - we'd split up in the first place.

0:21:45 > 0:21:49- But I feel strongly that - our experiences in the meantime...

0:21:50 > 0:21:52- ..has moulded us as people...

0:21:52 > 0:21:56- ..and has been an important process - in bringing us to where we are now.

0:21:57 > 0:22:01- We're very happy - happier - than we were when we were 14.

0:22:01 > 0:22:04- You never know - what's going to happen in life.

0:22:04 > 0:22:09- The past can catch up with you, - for better or for worse.

0:22:09 > 0:22:12- In Donna's case, - it's for the better.

0:22:13 > 0:22:15- It's nice to see her happy.

0:22:17 > 0:22:20- I never thought - someone would film us again.

0:22:20 > 0:22:22- Once was enough.

0:22:22 > 0:22:23- Donna was a child.

0:22:24 > 0:22:27- She's now a mother of two.

0:22:28 > 0:22:32- Time's passed so fast - it doesn't bear thinking about.

0:22:33 > 0:22:35- It's gone in the blink of an eye.

0:22:35 > 0:22:40- I suggest everyone does the best - they can with the life they have.

0:22:40 > 0:22:42- You won't get another one.

0:22:43 > 0:22:45- I've told Donna that.

0:22:47 > 0:22:50- There's no point thinking - you can start again.

0:22:51 > 0:22:53- You can't start again.

0:22:56 > 0:23:00- I think little Donna would notice - a big difference in big Donna.

0:23:01 > 0:23:04- As I've got older, - I've matured a lot.

0:23:04 > 0:23:06- That's what life is...

0:23:07 > 0:23:11- ..living through experiences - and coming through the other side.

0:23:12 > 0:23:17- I'm not sure - how little Donna would respond.

0:23:18 > 0:23:20- I'd like to think - she'd be proud of me.

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