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0:00:10 > 0:00:12- I lead a normal life.
0:00:15 > 0:00:18- I work for the county council, - in a nine to five job.
0:00:19 > 0:00:23- But at night, when everyone else - is watching TV, I go out.
0:00:24 > 0:00:28- Nature is the only world - that won't lie to you.
0:00:32 > 0:00:33- GUNSHOT
0:00:36 > 0:00:38- I don't enjoy killing.
0:00:38 > 0:00:42- But it gives me satisfaction - to put meat on the table.
0:00:45 > 0:00:49- It's satisfying not having - to depend on anyone else.
0:01:04 > 0:01:09- How self-sufficient are you, - when it comes to food?
0:01:10 > 0:01:12- Can you compete with Carwyn Jones?
0:01:12 > 0:01:15- He has set himself a challenge.
0:01:15 > 0:01:19- He isn't buying meat or fish - for a year.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- He'll hunt for meat - and fish for fish.
0:01:22 > 0:01:25- He's called it - the Land and Sea Challenge.
0:01:25 > 0:01:30- Good morning, Carwyn. How will - you go about doing this challenge?
0:01:30 > 0:01:35- I'll be out as much as I can, - before and after work, and weekends.
0:01:36 > 0:01:39- I don't live in a country mansion.
0:01:39 > 0:01:44- I live in Caernarfon in a - two-up, two-down terraced house.
0:01:44 > 0:01:47- I have no garden - for growing vegetables.
0:01:47 > 0:01:50- I want to prove you don't have - to go far to do it.
0:01:51 > 0:01:52- You need knowledge...
0:01:53 > 0:01:56- ..and respect to do it - in a sustainable way.
0:02:15 > 0:02:18- I was in a band, Genod Droog.
0:02:18 > 0:02:21- I was a DJ before that...
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- ..calling myself Kim De Bills.
0:02:26 > 0:02:29- Lads get obsessed by things...
0:02:29 > 0:02:32- ..girls, drugs, gambling...
0:02:32 > 0:02:35- ..alcohol, music.
0:02:36 > 0:02:41- But I've never been so obsessed - than I am now, with this lifestyle.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49- I'm taking it a step further...
0:02:52 > 0:02:57- ..by living in the wild - for five days and five nights...
0:02:57 > 0:03:01- ..with only a gun, knife, - flour and Gwen, my dog.
0:03:08 > 0:03:13- I'm going back to the area - where I was brought up, Porthmadog.
0:03:13 > 0:03:18- I'll start on the coast and - work my way up Afon Glaslyn...
0:03:18 > 0:03:21- ..and end on top of Moel Ddu...
0:03:22 > 0:03:25- ..if I'm still alive.
0:03:44 > 0:03:48- Monday
0:03:49 > 0:03:51- Gwen, heel.
0:03:51 > 0:03:55- I'm looking for cockles.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59- I don't want to miss them.
0:04:03 > 0:04:06- Disappointing. - Someone has already been here.
0:04:07 > 0:04:11- Visitors come, whole families, - and take the lot.
0:04:11 > 0:04:13- Come here, Gwen.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18- Here we are.
0:04:18 > 0:04:20- These are mussels.
0:04:21 > 0:04:24- There's a saying - about Porthmadog folk...
0:04:24 > 0:04:28- ..that they're - "whores, thieves and mussel eaters."
0:04:28 > 0:04:30- I need more of these.
0:04:32 > 0:04:36- I'm only taking what I need. - I want to come back another time.
0:04:38 > 0:04:41- Winkles are fiddly to eat.
0:04:41 > 0:04:45- They're great. - I'll gather a few of these.
0:04:52 > 0:04:56- Cockles. You don't get cockles - this big in Caernarfon.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04- Come on, Gwen.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- I've seen limpets.
0:05:08 > 0:05:13- There's a special method - of getting to limpets.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15- I need a stone.
0:05:16 > 0:05:21- I'll get a few for tonight, - to make myself a decent meal.
0:05:24 > 0:05:27- I'm worried that these will go off.
0:05:28 > 0:05:31- They should attach themselves - to this stone.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35- The stone makes them feel safe - before I cook them.
0:05:36 > 0:05:38- It's a bit ironic, really.
0:05:38 > 0:05:41- It's a good way - of keeping them fresh.
0:05:47 > 0:05:49- I want to demonstrate...
0:05:50 > 0:05:54- ..that you can live like this - even in a town or city.
0:05:56 > 0:05:58- It isn't impossible.
0:05:58 > 0:06:03- You can pick fruit, nuts and - mushrooms in your local park.
0:06:04 > 0:06:07- Go and look for things. - Come on, Gwen.
0:06:15 > 0:06:17- These are very fashionable.
0:06:18 > 0:06:22- Pennyworts are popular - with posh London chefs.
0:06:24 > 0:06:27- The young ones are lovely. - I eat them raw.
0:06:30 > 0:06:32- A pine tree.
0:06:33 > 0:06:35- I didn't bring teabags.
0:06:35 > 0:06:39- These are full of Vitamin C - and don't taste too bad.
0:06:42 > 0:06:45- I'm glad I found sea beet.
0:06:45 > 0:06:48- It's like spinach - but retains its flavour better.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50- That's it.
0:06:55 > 0:07:00- Cei Ballast is where I'm - sleeping tonight. It's an island.
0:07:01 > 0:07:04- We can only get there - when the tide is out.
0:07:05 > 0:07:09- Once the tide is in, - we'll be stuck there.
0:07:11 > 0:07:12- Scary.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45- It's a man-made island.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49- It was formed by sailing ships - depositing their ballast.
0:07:50 > 0:07:54- A bloke lived here. He unloaded - the ballast off the ships.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56- It's quite historical to Port.
0:08:08 > 0:08:10- I have an hour before the sun sets.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13- I haven't started a fire yet.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15- I haven't put up my shelter.
0:08:17 > 0:08:18- I haven't eaten.
0:08:18 > 0:08:21- It isn't a good start.
0:08:38 > 0:08:43- I have some fungi. I was going to - make a fire with two pieces of wood.
0:08:43 > 0:08:48- But I want to make a fire...
0:08:49 > 0:08:52- ..with the flint - I found on the beach.
0:09:31 > 0:09:33- It's gone out. Bastard.
0:09:34 > 0:09:39- I had an ember, but it went out. - I'll give it another go.
0:09:40 > 0:09:42- Patience.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45- That's it... damn.
0:09:52 > 0:09:54- It doesn't look good.
0:10:23 > 0:10:25- Never surrender.
0:10:34 > 0:10:35- Were you worried?
0:10:35 > 0:10:37- Were you worried?- - Not at all.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44- You have to be determined.
0:10:48 > 0:10:53- I'm happy with the star fire. - It's low maintenance.
0:10:53 > 0:10:58- I can add wood, and push them in. - It's ideal for cooking.
0:10:58 > 0:11:00- I'll leave that.
0:11:01 > 0:11:04- Shelter. - More firewood and something to eat.
0:11:09 > 0:11:11- The clock is ticking.
0:11:11 > 0:11:16- These are the ponchos. - That's the hood.
0:11:17 > 0:11:19- That's where the arms poke out.
0:11:19 > 0:11:25- I'll peg it into - the ground with twigs.
0:11:25 > 0:11:27- And voila.
0:11:27 > 0:11:30- Eleven quid. Bargain.
0:11:32 > 0:11:36- I'm making some sort of loaf - with sea beet.
0:11:37 > 0:11:42- Flour. - It's an ancient way of making bread.
0:11:43 > 0:11:46- It's brilliant - because everything goes in.
0:11:47 > 0:11:51- I'll be cooking - whatever I find on my journey.
0:12:00 > 0:12:04- Remember these bad boys, - the limpets? You hear them cook.
0:12:04 > 0:12:08- They're either cooking or - screaming for help. I don't know.
0:12:11 > 0:12:13- That's it. Fit for a king.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- Bannock loaf with sea beet.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27- I'm happy. I've had the calories.
0:12:28 > 0:12:31- I have a fire, shelter and company.
0:12:32 > 0:12:34- I hope it won't be too cold.
0:12:51 > 0:12:55- I'm looking forward to Saturday, - and see how I'll feel.
0:12:55 > 0:12:59- What effect will eating - so little food have on me?
0:12:59 > 0:13:01- That's going to be the killer.
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0:13:13 > 0:13:16- Tuesday
0:13:16 > 0:13:20- We have followed Afon Glaslyn - a mile or two upstream.
0:13:21 > 0:13:24- It's quite damp and - there are a lot of insects.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29- I'm sacrificing comfort - for nourishment.
0:13:33 > 0:13:37- Moelwyn Bach, Moelwyn Mawr, - Cnicht, Snowdon and Moel Ddu.
0:13:50 > 0:13:53- I'll put these in the river.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57- I bet they're parched - after that hot journey.
0:13:58 > 0:14:01- The water is clean here.
0:14:01 > 0:14:03- I'm sure they'll be OK.
0:14:05 > 0:14:08- I'll purify the river water myself.
0:14:09 > 0:14:11- I need a fire for that.
0:14:12 > 0:14:16- I'll make a billycan.
0:14:19 > 0:14:20- Bastard.
0:14:21 > 0:14:24- You've seen me - make a fire with flints.
0:14:25 > 0:14:29- I'm going to try using wood, - caveman style.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33- I'll make a notch here.
0:14:34 > 0:14:39- Dust from this creates the flame, - not dust from this.
0:14:39 > 0:14:43- I'm opening a channel - for the dust to fall through.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45- That will make the fire.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05- Not quite.
0:15:16 > 0:15:17- Fuck's sake!
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- It snapped again.
0:15:57 > 0:15:59- Halle-fucking-lujah!
0:16:03 > 0:16:08- Right. Sloe berries, blackberries - and pine needles from yesterday.
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- The first cuppa of the journey.
0:16:16 > 0:16:19- Stinging nettles, greater plantain.
0:16:19 > 0:16:23- Seafood salad tonight. Rock 'n roll.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- It fell in my cuppa. Bollocks.
0:16:31 > 0:16:35- I'm thinking of mixing - poor man's pepper with the bannock.
0:16:45 > 0:16:47- WINKLES ARE COOKING
0:16:47 > 0:16:51- WINKLES ARE COOKING- - They scream when they're cooked.
0:16:54 > 0:16:59- That's why I make the effort, - after the fire nearly beat me.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- It's worth it.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25- Modern life gets me down.
0:17:25 > 0:17:27- There are so many rules.
0:17:27 > 0:17:32- When I'm out with my dog, with - my rod or gun, they can't touch me.
0:17:40 > 0:17:45- No-one hassling me, no emails, - text messages or PPI phone calls.
0:17:45 > 0:17:47- People do my head in.
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Good girl. Give.
0:17:54 > 0:17:58- I'm going to take a shot. - I'd be silly not to.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05- A rabbit, I hope. We'll see.
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- I shot a fox many years ago.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25- I pulled the trigger - without thinking.
0:18:26 > 0:18:31- I went up to the fox. I felt sick, - because it was just like a dog.
0:18:32 > 0:18:35- I vowed never to shoot one again.
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- I still regret doing it.
0:18:43 > 0:18:45- GUNSHOT
0:18:59 > 0:19:04- It was shot in the intestines. - I need to clean it as soon as I can.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11- I don't shoot animals for fun. - I need to eat.
0:19:12 > 0:19:15- That's how I've lived - for a whole year.
0:19:31 > 0:19:33- Rabbit on its own isn't great.
0:19:34 > 0:19:37- I need stuff to cook with it.
0:19:37 > 0:19:42- I've taken a life and I want - to show it the utmost respect.
0:19:42 > 0:19:47- I'm going to find more ingredients - to make a meal tomorrow night.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01- Wednesday
0:20:28 > 0:20:30- First time.
0:20:37 > 0:20:38- How did you light that so quickly?
0:20:38 > 0:20:41- How did you light that so quickly?- - Because I'm the fucking boss!
0:21:05 > 0:21:10- I haven't had stinging nettle - tea yet. It's one of my favourites.
0:21:10 > 0:21:14- It tastes odd, very green, - if that makes any sense.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18- Hold it tight and it won't sting.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21- If you brush against it, - it will sting.
0:21:23 > 0:21:27- You'd pay a fortune - for these in Holland & Barrett.
0:21:31 > 0:21:33- Blackberries. Breakfast.
0:21:34 > 0:21:36- Chin-chin.
0:21:46 > 0:21:48- This isn't about survival.
0:21:49 > 0:21:54- I'm trying to live comfortably - in nature...
0:21:54 > 0:21:57- ..as people did years ago.
0:21:57 > 0:22:02- We've lost that skill. - People used to do this. They had to.
0:22:03 > 0:22:05- The circumstances were much harder.
0:22:05 > 0:22:08- Where did you learn - butchering skills?
0:22:09 > 0:22:13- I read a lot of books. You can - go online as much as you like.
0:22:14 > 0:22:18- There's a lot of bloody rubbish - on the Web.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23- You can't beat a book.
0:22:24 > 0:22:29- When it comes to fish, - I watched Nain gut fish.
0:22:30 > 0:22:32- That's how I learnt to do that.
0:22:32 > 0:22:36- As for animals and mammals, - I taught myself.
0:22:43 > 0:22:44- Crab apples.
0:22:54 > 0:22:59- I learnt young. Dad took me fishing - for sewin on Afon Glaslyn.
0:23:00 > 0:23:04- It used to pour down with rain - and I'd be soaking.
0:23:04 > 0:23:07- That's the sacrifice I have to make.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13- That was pretty much bang on.
0:23:14 > 0:23:16- That's when I made the link...
0:23:16 > 0:23:21- ..between something living - and food on a plate.
0:23:21 > 0:23:27- I learnt early how to fish, - kill it, and then eat it.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29- It was later with animals...
0:23:30 > 0:23:32- ..when I first had an air rifle.
0:23:34 > 0:23:35- GUNSHOT
0:23:35 > 0:23:37- Something just got shot.
0:23:38 > 0:23:42- I'm quite jealous. - I saw a woodpigeon earlier.
0:23:42 > 0:23:45- I reckon someone shot it...
0:23:45 > 0:23:47- ..a man or a woman.
0:23:52 > 0:23:53- Great!
0:23:54 > 0:23:55- Fucking ideal.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58- I've never caught one of these here.
0:23:59 > 0:24:03- Plaice. When you think - about it, the sea isn't far.
0:24:04 > 0:24:07- I know where this is going. - Back to camp.
0:24:07 > 0:24:09- Fish fingers!
0:24:28 > 0:24:31- Plaice Wellington, bunny kebab...
0:24:31 > 0:24:33- ..and plaice flakes.
0:24:36 > 0:24:37- A1.
0:24:47 > 0:24:48- Happy.
0:24:49 > 0:24:50- Free.
0:24:52 > 0:24:53- At home.
0:24:56 > 0:24:58- Totally relaxed.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02- I'm perfectly happy in the wild.
0:25:02 > 0:25:04- You forget everything.
0:25:06 > 0:25:07- It's your time.
0:25:07 > 0:25:08- It's perfect.
0:25:09 > 0:25:11- I have peace for five days.
0:25:14 > 0:25:15- Do you enjoy your own company?
0:25:15 > 0:25:17- Do you enjoy your own company?- - Yes, I like being on my own.
0:25:18 > 0:25:22- I don't like listening - to people rabbiting on.
0:25:23 > 0:25:26- People finish work at five - and go to the pub.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29- You sit with them - and they talk about work.
0:25:29 > 0:25:34- Christ almighty! I don't understand - that at all. Switch off.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35- Switch off.
0:25:44 > 0:25:46- What don't you like - about modern life?
0:25:49 > 0:25:53- Modern life is what I hate - about modern life.
0:25:53 > 0:25:56- It makes people lazy and thick.
0:25:57 > 0:26:01- It makes people depend - on these large corporations.
0:26:01 > 0:26:05- People have forgotten - how to look after themselves.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08- That has always bugged me.
0:26:08 > 0:26:11- At least I know I can, - to some extent...
0:26:11 > 0:26:14- ..look after myself, if necessary.
0:26:15 > 0:26:19- By the end of the week, I hope I'll - have done five days in the wild.
0:26:20 > 0:26:23- If I can do five days, - I can do a month.
0:26:23 > 0:26:27- If I can do a month, I can - do a year, and then keep going.
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0:26:45 > 0:26:46- Heel!
0:26:49 > 0:26:50- Thursday
0:27:18 > 0:27:21- That's Snowdon, all nice and red.
0:27:23 > 0:27:26- That's Moel Ddu, - where we'll finish the journey.
0:27:34 > 0:27:37- They're out there and very jumpy.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51- GUNSHOT
0:27:53 > 0:27:55- Fuck's sake!
0:27:57 > 0:27:59- Game over, I think.
0:28:01 > 0:28:04- We've been making too much noise.
0:28:06 > 0:28:08- Maybe it's the camera.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12- Everyone likes to be in charge.
0:28:12 > 0:28:14- But Mother Nature is in charge.
0:28:15 > 0:28:19- That's why I regard her - as a kind of goddess.
0:28:19 > 0:28:21- She decides what happens.
0:28:21 > 0:28:23- I can't be a control freak.
0:28:23 > 0:28:27- I have to accept - that sometimes, I don't win.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54- Rosehips.
0:28:55 > 0:28:58- Basically, it's itching powder.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03- The seeds are unpleasant - on the skin.
0:29:03 > 0:29:07- We used to put them down each - other's shirts when we were kids.
0:29:08 > 0:29:09- Horrible things.
0:29:15 > 0:29:18- Long ago, people - knew much more than us.
0:29:18 > 0:29:22- A lot of the knowledge - has died with them, sadly.
0:29:23 > 0:29:26- It's one of the reasons - I'm doing this.
0:29:27 > 0:29:29- I'm paranoid we'll lose it all.
0:29:29 > 0:29:32- We've already lost many Welsh names.
0:29:32 > 0:29:35- If you ask professionals - for a Welsh name...
0:29:36 > 0:29:39- ..they translate it - literally and spoil it.
0:29:40 > 0:29:44- Poets should translate names. - They're much more creative.
0:29:44 > 0:29:47- What are the best names you know?
0:29:47 > 0:29:48- "Pupur y tlodion."
0:29:49 > 0:29:51- It's poor man's pepper in English.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54- In Welsh, it doesn't refer to "man".
0:29:55 > 0:29:57- It's the poor.
0:29:58 > 0:30:00- "Bysedd y bwgan," - dead man's fingers.
0:30:01 > 0:30:05- If I asked for the Welsh name, - it'd be a crap literal translation.
0:30:06 > 0:30:09- "Bysedd y bwgan", - ghost's fingers, is better.
0:30:09 > 0:30:11- It's more Welsh, somehow.
0:30:12 > 0:30:14- There was no Welsh word - for bushcraft.
0:30:14 > 0:30:17- I talked to someone on Twitter.
0:30:17 > 0:30:20- We decided, - "Let's call it gwylltgrefft."
0:30:20 > 0:30:24- People hashtagged it. - That's what it is now.
0:30:24 > 0:30:27- I don't care if someone - makes another word.
0:30:27 > 0:30:30- It's "gwylltgrefft" now. Job done.
0:30:33 > 0:30:35- I know I've lost weight.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39- My trousers are falling down.
0:30:53 > 0:30:54- That's better.
0:30:54 > 0:30:57- You won't have - to look at my backside...
0:30:57 > 0:31:00- ..all the way up Moel Ddu tomorrow.
0:31:03 > 0:31:04- Moving house.
0:31:19 > 0:31:20- Oh!
0:31:21 > 0:31:22- Gwen, here!
0:31:23 > 0:31:24- Fuck's sake.
0:31:48 > 0:31:53- Can you see the bend in the river? - We were there this morning.
0:31:54 > 0:31:59- You can see the island over there. - The tide is out. Lovely.
0:31:59 > 0:32:04- The sea came up here long ago, - before Porthmadog was built.
0:32:06 > 0:32:10- I've spent most of my life here. - I'm Port, born and bred.
0:32:10 > 0:32:15- You have the sea and the mountain, - within three miles to each other.
0:32:15 > 0:32:17- Maybe less.
0:32:17 > 0:32:18- Great.
0:32:21 > 0:32:23- You have quite a few tattoos.
0:32:23 > 0:32:25- You have quite a few tattoos.- - Everyone asks about them.
0:32:25 > 0:32:29- The three mast schooner - is a symbol of Porthmadog.
0:32:29 > 0:32:33- "Tir a Mor" is an old - Porthmadog seafaring saying.
0:32:33 > 0:32:37- "Tir a mor a chariad Duw", - land, sea and God's love.
0:32:37 > 0:32:40- The anchor, sea in the blood.
0:32:40 > 0:32:44- The heart and knife, 1926, - was the year Nain was born.
0:32:44 > 0:32:47- We were great friends. - She was a character.
0:32:47 > 0:32:50- She brought me up, - in the early years.
0:32:51 > 0:32:54- Your father was a policeman. - How did that affect you?
0:32:55 > 0:32:56- It didn't matter.
0:32:56 > 0:33:01- He was a bad policemen, like a lot - of Port's policemen at that time.
0:33:01 > 0:33:03- It wasn't a problem at all.
0:33:04 > 0:33:06- You were quite a rebel too.
0:33:06 > 0:33:07- You were quite a rebel too.- - Yes.
0:33:07 > 0:33:09- I've been in a lot of trouble.
0:33:09 > 0:33:14- I've gone off the rails more than - once. But there we are. That's life.
0:33:17 > 0:33:19- Port lads are Port lads.
0:33:20 > 0:33:23- I'm more sensible now, - to some extent.
0:33:29 > 0:33:31- A pint would be nice now.
0:33:38 > 0:33:41- To the trees, - as Robin Hood would say.
0:34:00 > 0:34:03- There's a strong - smell of mushrooms here.
0:34:04 > 0:34:07- I get in the Matrix zone - when I look for mushrooms.
0:34:07 > 0:34:10- You have to see through things.
0:34:10 > 0:34:11- Hold on.
0:34:14 > 0:34:15- I've seen it.
0:34:15 > 0:34:17- A favourite. Fly agaric.
0:34:18 > 0:34:23- I don't want to touch it, or - I'll be flying up Moel Ddu tomorrow.
0:34:23 > 0:34:25- But I'm glad I saw it. Oh!
0:34:26 > 0:34:27- Come on, Gwen.
0:34:27 > 0:34:29- Don't eat that!
0:34:35 > 0:34:36- That spot is OK.
0:34:42 > 0:34:44- It's already getting dark.
0:34:48 > 0:34:49- It's rough here.
0:34:51 > 0:34:52- Hellish rough.
0:34:52 > 0:34:56- Out here, it's going to be - terrible on the ground.
0:34:56 > 0:35:01- I'll have all kinds of creepy - crawlies with me tonight.
0:35:02 > 0:35:03- Food.
0:35:06 > 0:35:08- It feels warm.
0:35:08 > 0:35:08- What is it?
0:35:08 > 0:35:12- What is it?- - The rabbit's leg. Oh, no!
0:35:17 > 0:35:19- It's gone off.
0:35:20 > 0:35:21- Shit.
0:35:25 > 0:35:27- So bannock for supper.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30- Desperate times now.
0:35:31 > 0:35:33- A bannock and goose fat.
0:35:37 > 0:35:38- We-hey!
0:35:39 > 0:35:42- I used a lot of fat. - That's important.
0:35:42 > 0:35:45- They say you shouldn't eat - fat before sleeping.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47- But out in the woods...
0:35:48 > 0:35:50- ..that's what the old woodsmen say.
0:35:50 > 0:35:55- You must eat something - fatty before going to bed.
0:35:56 > 0:35:58- BLOWS
0:36:00 > 0:36:01- Oh!
0:36:06 > 0:36:08- It's a bit panic stations tonight.
0:36:11 > 0:36:12- I think it's ready.
0:36:12 > 0:36:14- It doesn't really matter.
0:36:16 > 0:36:19- That's a very basic bannock.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24- It isn't quite as posh - as last night's supper.
0:36:24 > 0:36:25- It looks spot on.
0:36:31 > 0:36:33- I'm sure there's a fly in it.
0:36:33 > 0:36:34- It doesn't matter.
0:36:37 > 0:36:38- A bit of protein.
0:36:41 > 0:36:43- Has today been difficult?
0:36:43 > 0:36:45- No.
0:36:46 > 0:36:49- My mindset has totally changed.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56- I know I'm in trouble.
0:36:59 > 0:37:01- I have a little of this mix left.
0:37:02 > 0:37:05- There's no food - on Moel Ddu's summit.
0:37:08 > 0:37:10- I have to change my mindset.
0:37:13 > 0:37:17- It's a matter of survival now, - rather than bushcraft.
0:37:18 > 0:37:22- I'll be running - on adrenaline mainly tomorrow.
0:37:28 > 0:37:33- It's become almost fashionable now - to be an extreme survivalist.
0:37:34 > 0:37:38- You fill the attic - with dried food...
0:37:38 > 0:37:42- ..in case of a tidal wave, - or a third world war.
0:37:42 > 0:37:44- If the world did come to an end...
0:37:45 > 0:37:49- ..people would very - suddenly turn into animals...
0:37:50 > 0:37:52- ..and attack each other.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54- Some people say, "I'd go here."
0:37:54 > 0:37:58- But the truth is, there will - be someone else there already.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00- And they might have a gun.
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0:38:56 > 0:38:59- Right, I feel like - a million dollars now.
0:39:00 > 0:39:02- Some breakfast and I'll be fine.
0:39:03 > 0:39:06- I want the small leaves - on this bramble, to make tea.
0:39:07 > 0:39:10- I have a slight sore throat.
0:39:19 > 0:39:21- Blackberries.
0:39:29 > 0:39:31- HISSING
0:39:37 > 0:39:39- That's today's breakfast.
0:39:44 > 0:39:46- Not bad at all.
0:40:12 > 0:40:16- We have a big day ahead, - with a lot of walking.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26- We want to go up there.
0:40:29 > 0:40:32- There's nothing up there, as I said.
0:40:32 > 0:40:36- I might as well forget it. If - I see anything, it'll be a miracle.
0:40:37 > 0:40:40- So I'll hammer on up the mountain.
0:40:57 > 0:41:02- Apart from sheep, the only - edible things here are bilberries.
0:41:03 > 0:41:05- I'll pick a handful and eat them.
0:41:06 > 0:41:08- I'm getting desperate for food now.
0:41:09 > 0:41:14- I have to watch I don't pick - sheep manure. It's quite similar!
0:41:32 > 0:41:34- That's the summit.
0:41:37 > 0:41:40- I've decided to camp here overnight.
0:41:42 > 0:41:46- It'll be worth going - up there to see dawn breaking.
0:41:53 > 0:41:55- That's all the food I have left.
0:41:57 > 0:41:59- Breakfast leftovers.
0:42:01 > 0:42:03- Plantain.
0:42:04 > 0:42:05- Mountain sorrel.
0:42:08 > 0:42:09- Blackberries.
0:42:12 > 0:42:14- It's horribly cold.
0:42:14 > 0:42:16- Everything is wet.
0:42:16 > 0:42:20- I'm not looking forward - to tonight, I must admit...
0:42:21 > 0:42:23- ..although it is the last night.
0:42:24 > 0:42:26- I'll go to bed early.
0:42:27 > 0:42:29- Right, it's too cold.
0:42:29 > 0:42:33- I'll have these in the tent, - then sleep. Cheerio.
0:42:42 > 0:42:43- The last night.
0:42:48 > 0:42:49- Saturday
0:42:53 > 0:42:54- Oh!
0:42:56 > 0:42:57- Brr!
0:42:57 > 0:42:59- What was the night like?
0:42:59 > 0:43:00- What was the night like?- - Very, very cold.
0:43:00 > 0:43:02- I think we're in a cloud.
0:43:03 > 0:43:06- I had to wake up about 3.00am...
0:43:07 > 0:43:09- ..to put more layers on.
0:43:10 > 0:43:15- I'm more or less wearing everything - I have and I slept in them.
0:43:15 > 0:43:19- Gwen doesn't want to come out - of the tent, it's so cold!
0:43:19 > 0:43:20- Come on!
0:43:22 > 0:43:23- Wimp!
0:43:24 > 0:43:25- Look!
0:43:29 > 0:43:31- Wet. But that's how I feel today.
0:43:37 > 0:43:39- Maybe a bit of that.
0:43:43 > 0:43:45- Onwards and upwards.
0:43:45 > 0:43:46- Forward!
0:44:37 > 0:44:38- Wow.
0:44:42 > 0:44:45- It's more amazing than I expected.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47- You can see everywhere.
0:44:48 > 0:44:50- My heart is pumping.
0:44:55 > 0:44:56- Oh!
0:44:59 > 0:45:01- I feel quite emotional.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03- I said I wasn't an emotional bloke.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05- It's been a slog...
0:45:06 > 0:45:08- ..mentally and physically.
0:45:09 > 0:45:10- I've done it.
0:45:13 > 0:45:17- I've gone a year - without buying meat or fish.
0:45:18 > 0:45:21- I hunted and fished - everything myself.
0:45:22 > 0:45:26- And I survived - five days in the wild.
0:45:32 > 0:45:34- I've sacrificed, for a year.
0:45:34 > 0:45:39- It wasn't a challenge. I sacrificed - something people take for granted.
0:45:41 > 0:45:44- I don't understand - why everyone doesn't do it.
0:45:45 > 0:45:47- It's here, and more or less free.
0:45:48 > 0:45:52- You only need some basic equipment - and a bit of common sense.
0:45:52 > 0:45:54- Anyone can do it.
0:45:56 > 0:45:58- It's all up here, and here.
0:45:58 > 0:46:01- It's all about - pushing yourself and doing it.
0:46:09 > 0:46:12- Do you think you've found yourself?
0:46:13 > 0:46:15- I don't know. What does that mean?
0:46:16 > 0:46:19- I know who I am.
0:46:19 > 0:46:20- Anyway...
0:46:20 > 0:46:22- Anyway...- - Who are you?
0:46:22 > 0:46:24- Carwyn Jones. Carwyn Kim De Bills!
0:46:26 > 0:46:27- Stay.
0:46:29 > 0:46:30- Stay.
0:46:30 > 0:46:32- Good girl.
0:46:32 > 0:46:33- Say her name.
0:46:34 > 0:46:35- Gwen!
0:46:36 > 0:46:37- Good girl.
0:46:38 > 0:46:40- Good girl. Poser!
0:46:43 > 0:46:48- I have a lot of questions to ask - myself now. What am I going to do?
0:46:48 > 0:46:52- It'd be easy to go to a cafe - for a full breakfast...
0:46:54 > 0:46:56- ..and a plate full of crap meat.
0:46:58 > 0:47:00- I don't think I can do it.
0:47:01 > 0:47:02- It's too late.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06- This is my thing...
0:47:06 > 0:47:08- ..and I think it will be.
0:47:11 > 0:47:15- I will have to live - the way I've lived for a year...
0:47:15 > 0:47:18- ..for the rest of my life.
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