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0:00:01 > 0:00:04- A year ago, we met Jude Cisse...
0:00:04 > 0:00:08- ..an Anglesey girl - who married a football star...
0:00:08 > 0:00:11- ..and embraced the high life.
0:00:14 > 0:00:16- From Anfield to Stade de France...
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- ..Djibril Cisse - has been a colourful character...
0:00:20 > 0:00:22- ..on and off the pitch.
0:00:23 > 0:00:25- He has an aura - and an attractive persona.
0:00:25 > 0:00:28- We've gained exclusive access...
0:00:28 > 0:00:32- ..to her luxurious home - near Manchester...
0:00:32 > 0:00:35- ..and got to know - Jude and her family.
0:00:35 > 0:00:37- What, sir?
0:00:37 > 0:00:40- The joys of having boys.
0:00:40 > 0:00:45- After the break-up of her - marriage, change is on the horizon.
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- It was a fairy-tale - without the fairy-tale ending.
0:00:50 > 0:00:52- I've lost my best friend.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56- But there's also joy - as we're invited...
0:00:57 > 0:01:01- ..to celebrate a landmark birthday - for the WAG from Anglesey.
0:01:12 > 0:01:15- Llanddwyn beach, the lovers' beach.
0:01:15 > 0:01:19- Don't get too wet because - we don't have a change of clothes.
0:01:19 > 0:01:24- Jude and her sons have returned - to Anglesey for a short break.
0:01:25 > 0:01:28- I've been coming here - since I was a child.
0:01:29 > 0:01:31- I've fond memories of this place.
0:01:31 > 0:01:33- Is it alive?
0:01:33 > 0:01:35- Is it alive?- - Give me this foot.
0:01:35 > 0:01:41- When I come here, I completely - switch off from my problems or work.
0:01:41 > 0:01:44- It's our time together.
0:01:48 > 0:01:51- Since we've been filming - with Jude...
0:01:51 > 0:01:56- ..she and Djibril - have been drifting further apart.
0:01:57 > 0:02:03- Today she breaks the shocking news - that her life as a WAG is over.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09- When I saw you last time, - we were filing for divorce...
0:02:09 > 0:02:14- ..and now it's come through, - so we're officially divorced.
0:02:14 > 0:02:18- As a child growing up, - I wanted to get married.
0:02:19 > 0:02:22- I wanted children - and I wanted a family of my own.
0:02:22 > 0:02:25- But when something happened...
0:02:25 > 0:02:27- ..it really hurt me.
0:02:27 > 0:02:32- For once, Jude was unwilling - to reveal the details.
0:02:32 > 0:02:36- It's very, very slippery - on your plastic wellies.
0:02:36 > 0:02:40- Not many people know - what actually happened.
0:02:41 > 0:02:46- I don't think I'm ready - to discuss what I found out.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- Help me up!
0:02:49 > 0:02:51- I'm trying! I'm falling!
0:02:52 > 0:02:54- The children - are the most important thing.
0:02:55 > 0:02:59- I'm trying to explain to them gently - that Dad's gone.
0:03:02 > 0:03:05- Daddy's home - is in France and our home is here.
0:03:09 > 0:03:14- It's a sad time because - there's a lot of memories there.
0:03:14 > 0:03:17- I've got three beautiful children.
0:03:17 > 0:03:19- I'm glad of the time I had with him.
0:03:19 > 0:03:21- I'm holding the sky.
0:03:21 > 0:03:23- I'm holding the sky.- - Yeah, hold the clouds!
0:03:23 > 0:03:25- Prince, I can't see your face!
0:03:25 > 0:03:28- Let's go hunting for crabs.
0:03:28 > 0:03:33- I've been through a lot of pain. - It's not a recent thing either.
0:03:33 > 0:03:37- And I tried. - I tried for my children.
0:03:37 > 0:03:41- I tried my best - to stay for as long as I could...
0:03:41 > 0:03:45- ..but there came a time - when I couldn't do it any more.
0:03:45 > 0:03:50- I wanted to start living my life, - just me and them.
0:04:02 > 0:04:06- Though Djibril is absent, football - is still a big part of Jude's life.
0:04:06 > 0:04:10- The boys are following - in their father's footsteps.
0:04:12 > 0:04:15- Cassius has signed - with Crewe academy...
0:04:15 > 0:04:18- ..and is training four times a week.
0:04:18 > 0:04:21- It's a massive commitment - - he comes to Crewe...
0:04:22 > 0:04:26- ..Tuesdays, Wednesdays, Thursdays, - and an optional Friday.
0:04:26 > 0:04:28- He plays every Sunday.
0:04:30 > 0:04:34- Mondays and Wednesdays, - Prince Kobe goes to Liverpool.
0:04:34 > 0:04:39- He plays here on Friday nights - and for Liverpool on Saturdays.
0:04:40 > 0:04:43- He also plays for the local team - when I can manage it.
0:04:43 > 0:04:46- They're teaching them - to dodge the defence...
0:04:47 > 0:04:49- ..if someone's running towards them.
0:04:54 > 0:04:59- They're tough on the kids. - I like that. It's very disciplined.
0:04:59 > 0:05:03- I don't have that male figure - at home to go, "Right...!"
0:05:04 > 0:05:07- I think they take notice, - don't they?
0:05:08 > 0:05:12- If you recognize their talent, - you have to push them...
0:05:12 > 0:05:14- ..in the right direction...
0:05:15 > 0:05:17- ..but they have to enjoy it too.
0:05:17 > 0:05:22- Of course I want him - to be successful. He's my son.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24- You know, they're my children.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28- I'm sure - every parent wants the same.
0:05:28 > 0:05:29- Are you a pushy mum?
0:05:29 > 0:05:30- Are you a pushy mum?- - No.
0:05:36 > 0:05:40- Over recent months, Jude - has regularly returned to Anglesey.
0:05:40 > 0:05:46- Today, at a local hotel, she - catches up with school friend Susan.
0:05:47 > 0:05:51- I'm happy to move on from that - and start again.
0:05:51 > 0:05:56- That's why I've come home often - because I've had time to reflect...
0:05:56 > 0:06:00- ..and relax - with my family and the children.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02- What's it like being single?
0:06:03 > 0:06:05- It's really weird...
0:06:05 > 0:06:09- ..because at first, - I thought, 'Whoa!'
0:06:10 > 0:06:13- When I go out, - I still get a lot of attention.
0:06:13 > 0:06:16- They're queuing up, aren't they! - Standard!
0:06:17 > 0:06:21- I've warmed to it now, - so I'm getting used to it.
0:06:21 > 0:06:23- When I go out...
0:06:23 > 0:06:25- ..I'm friendlier.
0:06:25 > 0:06:27- I'm having fun at the moment.
0:06:28 > 0:06:29- Have you met someone?
0:06:29 > 0:06:31- Have you met someone?- - No.
0:06:32 > 0:06:34- Don't lie.
0:06:34 > 0:06:36- No, I haven't.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39- I obviously - meet different people...
0:06:40 > 0:06:44- ..and I've exchanged phone numbers.
0:06:44 > 0:06:47- I've had one or two texts...
0:06:47 > 0:06:51- ..but I don't know where to start, - to be honest.
0:06:51 > 0:06:53- But it's funny....
0:06:53 > 0:06:55- But it's funny....- - Where's he from?
0:06:55 > 0:06:59- Don't ask! I haven't... Um, well...
0:06:59 > 0:07:01- He lives in London.
0:07:01 > 0:07:05- We've just said hello, really.
0:07:05 > 0:07:07- Take it slowly this time.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09- Take it slowly this time.- - I will. It's just a bit of fun.
0:07:09 > 0:07:12- You can move on now, can't you?
0:07:12 > 0:07:13- Hopefully.
0:07:13 > 0:07:15- Hopefully.- - It's all over now.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17- Yes, it is.
0:07:24 > 0:07:29- Welcome to - Winter Wonderland, Manchester.
0:07:29 > 0:07:32- As she faces the first Christmas - without Djibril...
0:07:33 > 0:07:37- ..Jude has brought the boys - to a VIP night in Manchester.
0:07:37 > 0:07:41- She's enlisted the help - of her mother Christine too.
0:07:45 > 0:07:47- Hi! How are you?
0:07:48 > 0:07:51- The wives and children - of football stars are here too...
0:07:51 > 0:07:54- ..along with a few familiar faces.
0:07:59 > 0:08:02- The children like it and - it's only open to VIPs tonight...
0:08:03 > 0:08:07- ..so there are fewer people here - and you don't have to queue.
0:08:07 > 0:08:13- But a VIP night means Jude and the - children must please the paparazzi.
0:08:15 > 0:08:18- I always tell them - to smile for the photographers...
0:08:19 > 0:08:21- ..before going inside.
0:08:22 > 0:08:25- They're used to it now - because they've grown up with it.
0:08:26 > 0:08:29- I'm not going to say no - since it's all free.
0:08:30 > 0:08:34- We've had lots of practice - and I always tell them to smile.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42- Cassius, - Prince Kobe and Marley Jackson...
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- ..are having - the time of their lives.
0:08:52 > 0:08:55- Jude also has time - to catch up with old friends.
0:08:58 > 0:09:02- She's the wife of Vincent Kompany - who plays for Man City.
0:09:05 > 0:09:09- The wife of Wes Brown, - who plays for Sunderland.
0:09:09 > 0:09:14- She stars in The Real Housewives - of Cheshire television show.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15- We all know one another.
0:09:16 > 0:09:19- Even the boys are excited - to see one of their heroes.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22- Kolo Toure of Liverpool.
0:09:22 > 0:09:26- He was at Liverpool, now he's - with Crewe. He's still at Liverpool.
0:09:26 > 0:09:28- I support Liverpool.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30- Liverpool?
0:09:37 > 0:09:40- The highlight - is meeting Father Christmas.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- Their letters - have already been sent.
0:09:44 > 0:09:49- I think he wants an Xbox One. What - do you want from Father Christmas?
0:09:49 > 0:09:52- Do you think he might give you - an Xbox One today?
0:09:53 > 0:09:54- He might give me an iPhone 6.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56- He might give me an iPhone 6.- - Have you been good?
0:09:58 > 0:10:00- Oh, wow! Hello.
0:10:05 > 0:10:08- Djibril won't be with them - on Christmas Day...
0:10:09 > 0:10:12- ..but Jude - is determined to make it a fun day.
0:10:12 > 0:10:17- We're at Nain's house for Christmas. - All my family will be there.
0:10:17 > 0:10:20- It'll take my mind off everything.
0:10:28 > 0:10:33- Before leaving the fair, - she shares another secret with us.
0:10:33 > 0:10:35- Things have happened recently.
0:10:37 > 0:10:42- I might as well tell you. - Dad is having another baby now.
0:10:44 > 0:10:45- Yes.
0:10:48 > 0:10:53- In Part 2, Jude reflects - on 10 years of marriage.
0:10:53 > 0:10:57- He did love me - and I still love him, to be honest.
0:10:57 > 0:11:03- Jude is also looking ahead - to a rather special birthday party.
0:11:03 > 0:11:07- This dress is a possibility - but I'm not completely sure.
0:11:07 > 0:11:09- I've another four to try on.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14- And we get to share her big night.
0:11:14 > 0:11:17- I'm looking forward - to seeing what else is out there.
0:11:18 > 0:11:20- I want to do much more with my life.
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0:11:32 > 0:11:36- Manchester, and Jude is shopping - with her friend Claire...
0:11:37 > 0:11:38- ..Thierry Henry's ex-wife.
0:11:39 > 0:11:43- It's Jude's 40th birthday - at the end of the month.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47- She needs a new outfit - for the party.
0:11:47 > 0:11:52- I'm trying on clothes for my party.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55- We're discussing what to wear.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58- I don't really know what I want.
0:12:01 > 0:12:03- She's come to her friend's studio.
0:12:03 > 0:12:08- She designs clothes for the stars of - Hollyoaks, TOWIE and Coronation St.
0:12:09 > 0:12:13- This is a perfect length. Anything - longer and I wouldn't like it.
0:12:14 > 0:12:19- This dress - is definitely a possibility.
0:12:19 > 0:12:23- I'm not completely sure. - I have another four to try on.
0:12:23 > 0:12:25- I'll carry on.
0:12:28 > 0:12:32- We've decided this is more suitable - for Ladies' Day at the races...
0:12:32 > 0:12:35- ..than a party frock, I think.
0:12:35 > 0:12:40- It's a more casual but smart look.
0:12:42 > 0:12:44- I like this, if it was taken in.
0:12:45 > 0:12:48- I like the back. - I'm not sure. I may go for this.
0:12:48 > 0:12:51- I may not go - for the one they suggest...
0:12:51 > 0:12:55- ..because I tend to go - with my own gut instinct.
0:12:58 > 0:13:00- That hurts, putting it on.
0:13:03 > 0:13:05- Oh, God, her face says it all.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09- I like the dress - but not for a party.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- It's not quite what I'm looking for.
0:13:12 > 0:13:16- Will Jude order one of the dresses? - Who knows?
0:13:16 > 0:13:21- It's important to have - a plan A and a plan B.
0:13:21 > 0:13:25- In this instance, - I have a plan, A, B and C.
0:13:25 > 0:13:29- God knows - what I'm going to turn up in.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32- But you'll have to wait and see.
0:13:32 > 0:13:35- The idea - is to buy three different dresses...
0:13:35 > 0:13:39- ..and decide - which one to wear on the night.
0:13:54 > 0:13:57- Now Jude and Djibril are divorced...
0:13:57 > 0:14:01- ..it's just her and the boys - at their Manchester home...
0:14:02 > 0:14:05- ..while he's started - a new life in France.
0:14:06 > 0:14:08- I'm coping better now.
0:14:09 > 0:14:13- I think it's harder when - you're in the transition phase.
0:14:15 > 0:14:20- I've lost my best friend - because he spoke to me every day.
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- Six times a day, you know?
0:14:23 > 0:14:27- He told me every day - how much he loved me.
0:14:31 > 0:14:35- It's sad when I look back - because he did love me.
0:14:36 > 0:14:37- And I still love him.
0:14:38 > 0:14:41- But like everyone else does...
0:14:41 > 0:14:43- ..you have to carry on.
0:14:45 > 0:14:49- The last few months - have given her time to reflect.
0:14:49 > 0:14:53- She was keen to share with us - some of the good times she had.
0:14:53 > 0:14:56- It's really strange - because I never look at these.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01- They're kept in a cupboard - in the trophy room.
0:15:01 > 0:15:04- But to tell you the truth, - it's nice today...
0:15:04 > 0:15:08- ..because if you'd asked me - to pull them out a year ago...
0:15:08 > 0:15:10- ..I'm sure I'd be in tears.
0:15:10 > 0:15:14- It's good - to pull them out sometimes...
0:15:14 > 0:15:17- ..to see how far I've come.
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- Jude and Djibril - were a celebrity couple...
0:15:21 > 0:15:23- ..who courted media attention.
0:15:23 > 0:15:27- Look, that's a throwback.
0:15:27 > 0:15:31- That's me in Dubai - when I was four months pregnant.
0:15:31 > 0:15:35- Great body, - even if I do say so myself!
0:15:35 > 0:15:39- I lived in Greece - for two years with the children...
0:15:39 > 0:15:43- ..because he played for - Panathinaikos for two years.
0:15:44 > 0:15:48- I had a lot of fun in Greece.
0:15:48 > 0:15:51- It was really intense - with the paparazzi.
0:15:51 > 0:15:53- They followed us around.
0:15:53 > 0:15:56- He was a real superstar in Greece.
0:15:57 > 0:16:02- As a WAG, Jude also graced the pages - of Hello! and OK!
0:16:02 > 0:16:05- I don't think I like that outfit.
0:16:07 > 0:16:10- Not sure I like myself in that one.
0:16:13 > 0:16:17- But she'd be the first to admit - that she enjoyed the attention.
0:16:17 > 0:16:22- It's nice walking down red carpets - because you feel nice...
0:16:22 > 0:16:24- ..and you're wearing nice clothes.
0:16:25 > 0:16:30- You do make more effort because you - know there are photographers there.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33- Who wouldn't like - having their photograph taken?
0:16:34 > 0:16:36- I've always liked it, - ever since I was young.
0:16:37 > 0:16:40- But she's filled - with mixed emotions.
0:16:41 > 0:16:45- I've had a good life with him.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49- We had a good marriage. - It was great.
0:16:49 > 0:16:51- It was a fairy-tale...
0:16:52 > 0:16:54- ..without a fairy-tale ending.
0:17:02 > 0:17:05- It's been quite a journey for Jude.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08- From Rhostrehwfa - to Frodsham Manor...
0:17:08 > 0:17:11- ..from Judith Littler - to Jude Cisse...
0:17:12 > 0:17:15- ..and from Ysgol Llangefni - to the WAG from Anglesey.
0:17:16 > 0:17:21- What does her mother, the person - who knows her best, think of her?
0:17:22 > 0:17:24- I don't think she's changed at all.
0:17:24 > 0:17:26- They're not here, so I can do it.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- Jude is just Jude, - and that's the way she is.
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- What do you reckon?
0:17:34 > 0:17:39- She's got lots of really good close - friends that she can talk to...
0:17:39 > 0:17:41- ..and gets whatever advice...
0:17:42 > 0:17:45- ..and then puts her face on - and goes out there.
0:17:47 > 0:17:51- What does the future hold, now - that she and Djibril are divorced?
0:17:51 > 0:17:55- I think she's coping very well - being a single mum.
0:17:55 > 0:17:59- It's just one of those things. - You just have to get on with it
0:17:59 > 0:18:02- That's what she does, - she just gets on with it.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05- Go, go. Get it, get it, get it!
0:18:07 > 0:18:10- I'm sure she'll have a great future.
0:18:10 > 0:18:13- I'm sure she'll make sure - she has a great future.
0:18:14 > 0:18:15- For her and for the boys.
0:18:16 > 0:18:18- One, two, three, whoa!
0:18:28 > 0:18:32- Hello! Come in to my dressing room - for the evening.
0:18:33 > 0:18:37- Jude has booked a room - in the Lowry Hotel in Manchester...
0:18:37 > 0:18:42- ..and is preparing for - a fun night out with her friends...
0:18:42 > 0:18:44- ..to celebrate her 40th birthday.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48- Cheers. Cheers to Claire in there.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50- Cheers, Claire.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52- Cheers, Claire.- - Happy birthday.
0:18:52 > 0:18:54- Happy birthday to me.
0:18:54 > 0:18:59- Her friend Armand is here - to apply her make-up...
0:18:59 > 0:19:01- ..for the party.
0:19:01 > 0:19:04- I don't usually have - a make-up artist...
0:19:04 > 0:19:07- ..because I don't like - wearing lots of make-up...
0:19:07 > 0:19:11- ..but Armand - has volunteered to do it tonight.
0:19:11 > 0:19:16- He has years of experience, - having made up Hollywood stars...
0:19:16 > 0:19:18- ..for the Oscars.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23- The celebrities I've worked with - range from Goldie Hawn...
0:19:23 > 0:19:27- ..to Michelle Keegan, - Barbara Taylor Bradford is another.
0:19:27 > 0:19:30- It's a huge age range as well.
0:19:30 > 0:19:33- And, of course, - the gorgeous Jude Cisse.
0:19:35 > 0:19:39- But which celebrities - will be at her party?
0:19:39 > 0:19:42- My good friends will be there.
0:19:42 > 0:19:45- Carolynne Poole's coming. - Carolynne's coming.
0:19:46 > 0:19:49- She was on the X Factor. - She's a good friend of mine.
0:19:50 > 0:19:53- Charlotte Dawson, - Les Dawson's daughter, is coming.
0:19:54 > 0:19:56- The Cheshire Housewives - are all coming.
0:19:57 > 0:20:02- The stars of The Real Housewives - of Cheshire are coming tonight.
0:20:02 > 0:20:06- A few footballers' wives. - Chantelle Heskey's coming.
0:20:06 > 0:20:10- I've been with Chantelle today. - We went to watch the rugby.
0:20:10 > 0:20:13- James Golding's coming as well.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25- But why in the world...
0:20:26 > 0:20:30- ..did the football WAGS go - and watch Sale Sharks playing rugby?
0:20:31 > 0:20:34- I went there with my friends.
0:20:36 > 0:20:42- We had hospitality, so we went into - a nice box and had food and drinks.
0:20:42 > 0:20:45- It's different from football.
0:20:46 > 0:20:48- I couldn't follow the game.
0:20:48 > 0:20:52- I didn't really know - what was going on.
0:20:52 > 0:20:56- I suppose the difference - is the ball is different...
0:20:56 > 0:20:59- ..and the boys are sexy.
0:21:00 > 0:21:02- Was there anyone in particular...
0:21:02 > 0:21:04- ..you had your eye on?
0:21:04 > 0:21:08- No, not really. - A friend of mine plays rugby.
0:21:09 > 0:21:13- I'm friends with Danny Cipriani, - so I saw him.
0:21:16 > 0:21:18- Nobody special.
0:21:19 > 0:21:21- But he's fit, isn't he?
0:21:37 > 0:21:42- Two hours later and the birthday - party guests are arriving...
0:21:43 > 0:21:45- ..at the Manchester club.
0:21:47 > 0:21:51- After choosing her outfit, - Jude and Claire arrive...
0:21:52 > 0:21:55- ..much to the pleasure - of the paparazzi.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04- Oh, hello!
0:22:04 > 0:22:08- When you throw a party, you always - think, 'Will everyone turn up?'
0:22:09 > 0:22:13- But everyone's turned up - and there are still more to come.
0:22:14 > 0:22:17- But it's going brilliantly.
0:22:17 > 0:22:19- Wait there, I need you.
0:22:19 > 0:22:24- She's Les Dawson's daughter. - She's absolutely bonkers but fun.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27- I'm surrounded by nice people.
0:22:28 > 0:22:31- People I have fun with - and who love me.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37- Our journey with Jude is at an end.
0:22:37 > 0:22:41- Getting a snapshot of her life - has been an eye opener.
0:22:44 > 0:22:49- As she celebrates another milestone, - who knows what the future holds?
0:22:50 > 0:22:53- I'm looking forward - to seeing what else is out there.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56- I've a lot more - I want to do with my life.
0:22:58 > 0:23:02- I have the mind-set - to tell myself...
0:23:02 > 0:23:07- .."OK, you're 40 now, - and life begins at 40."
0:23:07 > 0:23:09- I'm ready for it.
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