Episode 3

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0:00:02 > 0:00:04Families can be driven apart for all manner of reasons.

0:00:04 > 0:00:07I had no information at all about where my mum went.

0:00:07 > 0:00:10And when you do lose touch with your loved ones...

0:00:10 > 0:00:12You don't know who you are, where you've come from?

0:00:12 > 0:00:15..finding them can take a lifetime...

0:00:15 > 0:00:19I might have a brother still living here.

0:00:19 > 0:00:23..especially when they could be anywhere, at home or abroad.

0:00:23 > 0:00:26And that's where the Family Finders come in.

0:00:26 > 0:00:28From international organisations...

0:00:28 > 0:00:32Hi, it's the Salvation Army family tracing service.

0:00:32 > 0:00:35..to genealogy detective agencies...

0:00:35 > 0:00:37For them to say it has changed their life,

0:00:37 > 0:00:40it makes coming to work, you know, really, really special.

0:00:40 > 0:00:42..and dedicated one-man bands.

0:00:42 > 0:00:46It's a matter of how much effort do you really want to put into it,

0:00:46 > 0:00:48how badly you want to solve the problem.

0:00:48 > 0:00:52They hunt through history, to bring families back together again.

0:00:52 > 0:00:55Finding new family is wonderful.

0:00:55 > 0:00:59In this series, we follow the work of the Family Finders.

0:00:59 > 0:01:04Suddenly, you get that one spark of breakthrough and there they are.

0:01:04 > 0:01:08Learning the tricks they use to track missing relatives

0:01:08 > 0:01:09through time...

0:01:09 > 0:01:12I didn't think I'd ever find sisters, but I have.

0:01:13 > 0:01:17..and meeting the people whose lives they change along the way.

0:01:17 > 0:01:20I've been waiting to meet John my whole life.

0:01:20 > 0:01:23Since we've met, I feel part of a family again.

0:01:24 > 0:01:26You've just completed my life for me.

0:01:31 > 0:01:35There are a wealth of organisations all over the UK that can help

0:01:35 > 0:01:37reunite estranged families.

0:01:38 > 0:01:41But not everyone decides to go with the experts.

0:01:41 > 0:01:44Plenty of people become family finders themselves.

0:01:47 > 0:01:50Today, we meet two sisters who are determined to uncover

0:01:50 > 0:01:53the mystery of their mother's family and find out

0:01:53 > 0:01:56if they have any long-lost relatives.

0:01:56 > 0:02:00We had mum's birth certificate and two photographs

0:02:00 > 0:02:02and that was all we had.

0:02:02 > 0:02:03It was always a mystery.

0:02:05 > 0:02:08And Allan, who turned detective himself, to unearth some

0:02:08 > 0:02:11family secrets which have lain hidden for over 80 years.

0:02:13 > 0:02:15If I've got to search till the end of my life,

0:02:15 > 0:02:19I'll search till the end of my life, because somewhere out there,

0:02:19 > 0:02:21I've got a brother walking round.

0:02:21 > 0:02:25MUSIC PLAYS

0:02:25 > 0:02:2876-year-old Wendy Cope was born in Surrey into a Britain

0:02:28 > 0:02:29on the cusp of war.

0:02:31 > 0:02:35Her sister, Nicky, came along just after the war ended.

0:02:35 > 0:02:38Brought up by their parents, Pauline and William,

0:02:38 > 0:02:41the sisters felt part of a close-knit family.

0:02:41 > 0:02:45Best mum and dad in the world, I think. Everyone says that, but...

0:02:45 > 0:02:47- They do.- Yeah.

0:02:47 > 0:02:51But their mother, Pauline, had had a different experience.

0:02:51 > 0:02:55She had never known her real parents and was brought up by a kindly local

0:02:55 > 0:02:58lady, Mrs Humphries, who was known in the community

0:02:58 > 0:02:59for taking children in.

0:02:59 > 0:03:00She was so special.

0:03:00 > 0:03:05Everybody came to her for help and all sorts of things.

0:03:05 > 0:03:08Pauline was one of a number of children looked after

0:03:08 > 0:03:11by Mrs Humphries, who was unable to have a family of her own.

0:03:13 > 0:03:18Mum, she took on very young. Mum was only two. She never was adopted.

0:03:19 > 0:03:22She just looked after her forever.

0:03:22 > 0:03:25The question of who Pauline's birth parents were

0:03:25 > 0:03:28was always shrouded in mystery.

0:03:28 > 0:03:33As we got older, we got curious and we used to say to mum,

0:03:33 > 0:03:34"Can't you remember anything?"

0:03:34 > 0:03:38"No," she used to say, "I don't know, I just don't know."

0:03:38 > 0:03:41Although memories were hazy, there was one intriguing

0:03:41 > 0:03:46nugget of information which had been passed down the generations.

0:03:46 > 0:03:53Well, there was a family story. Mum, we knew, I knew, that mum had

0:03:53 > 0:03:58a family on the stage. Vaudeville, sort of, artistes.

0:04:00 > 0:04:03In the 19th and early 20th centuries, music halls and

0:04:03 > 0:04:08variety theatre were the main forms of entertainment for the masses.

0:04:08 > 0:04:11MUSIC PLAYS

0:04:11 > 0:04:15While the dream of fame and fortune came true for a lucky few,

0:04:15 > 0:04:19most music hall performers faced a life of hard work and were

0:04:19 > 0:04:21constantly on the road or performing,

0:04:21 > 0:04:23which left little time for family.

0:04:26 > 0:04:29And if Wendy and Nicola's grandparents were vaudeville

0:04:29 > 0:04:32artists, as the family always believed, in the 1920s,

0:04:32 > 0:04:36life would have got even tougher, as the theatres had to compete

0:04:36 > 0:04:39with the rising popularity of cinema and radio.

0:04:44 > 0:04:48This wasn't the only clues sisters Wendy and Nicky had to go on.

0:04:48 > 0:04:51Their mother used to recount an early childhood memory that

0:04:51 > 0:04:54left a lasting impression on her daughters.

0:04:54 > 0:04:56Mum can remember looking out the window

0:04:56 > 0:05:01and seeing this really posh car and a lady getting out in a fur coat

0:05:01 > 0:05:03and she had a little boy with her.

0:05:03 > 0:05:07Mum never did know what was said or what happened

0:05:07 > 0:05:11and Mum always assumed that was her real mother.

0:05:11 > 0:05:14As far as they know, that fleeting glimpse of the woman

0:05:14 > 0:05:17in the posh car was the first and the last time that their mum

0:05:17 > 0:05:21would ever see her real mother, their grandmother.

0:05:21 > 0:05:26Mum never wanted to know. She was happy. She was well looked after.

0:05:26 > 0:05:29She didn't want to change things.

0:05:30 > 0:05:32Following the death of their mum last year,

0:05:32 > 0:05:36the sisters decided to try to unearth the secrets of the past

0:05:36 > 0:05:38and find out more about their ancestry.

0:05:39 > 0:05:42It was interesting because they were on the stage and you think,

0:05:42 > 0:05:48"Well, what sort of a life was it? And is Mum like them?"

0:05:49 > 0:05:54- Mum was very dramatic. - And so was Nicky.- I was dramatic.

0:05:55 > 0:05:58But with so little information, Wendy and Nicky

0:05:58 > 0:06:00didn't know where to start.

0:06:00 > 0:06:02We had Mum's birth certificate

0:06:02 > 0:06:05and the other thing I had were two photographs.

0:06:06 > 0:06:07And that was all we had.

0:06:09 > 0:06:13It was always a mystery, yes, always a mystery.

0:06:13 > 0:06:16And it stayed that way until a friend of theirs

0:06:16 > 0:06:19set up her own family-finding business.

0:06:19 > 0:06:22I said, "If she really wants a challenge,

0:06:22 > 0:06:24"give her this to try."

0:06:25 > 0:06:30Their friend, genealogist, Kirsten English, took on the case.

0:06:30 > 0:06:32She started with their mother's birth certificate

0:06:32 > 0:06:35and made an interesting discovery.

0:06:35 > 0:06:38When I actually started looking at the birth certificate,

0:06:38 > 0:06:41the first alarm bell was the address of birth.

0:06:41 > 0:06:44In those days, it was still normal to be born at home, but this address

0:06:44 > 0:06:49was actually the street address of Lambeth Infirmary in London

0:06:49 > 0:06:52and if children were born in a hospital in those days,

0:06:52 > 0:06:56it was sometimes an indication that there was some embarrassment

0:06:56 > 0:06:57in the family.

0:07:01 > 0:07:04When embarking on trying to find a family member,

0:07:04 > 0:07:07looking at birth certificates is one of the best places to start.

0:07:09 > 0:07:12You can search for birth, marriage and death certificates online.

0:07:12 > 0:07:17These indexes stretch back to 1837, up to the present day,

0:07:17 > 0:07:19and can be accessed for free.

0:07:19 > 0:07:22New information is being released all the time.

0:07:22 > 0:07:25New datasets, new directories,

0:07:25 > 0:07:28so you may not find something this week, but in six months' time,

0:07:28 > 0:07:31go back to the same website, you might find more information.

0:07:32 > 0:07:35If you're still struggling to come up with any leads, there's

0:07:35 > 0:07:39a wealth of genealogy research tools and websites at your fingertips.

0:07:39 > 0:07:42But if what you're trying to find isn't always immediately

0:07:42 > 0:07:44obvious, don't lose heart.

0:07:44 > 0:07:46So, if you're really stuck, you can

0:07:46 > 0:07:49also think about looking at the names of people in the family.

0:07:49 > 0:07:52Sometimes, you might find that, for instance, a man called

0:07:52 > 0:07:55John William was always known as William in the family,

0:07:55 > 0:07:57because his father was John and his grandfather was John,

0:07:57 > 0:07:59so sometimes people are known by their middle names.

0:07:59 > 0:08:02Sometimes, they're known by nicknames

0:08:02 > 0:08:05and by searching on those, you may find a record of the person

0:08:05 > 0:08:08somewhere else and that might help you solve the problem.

0:08:10 > 0:08:13For Wendy and Nicky, it was the birth certificate that set them

0:08:13 > 0:08:16thinking about who their grandmother really was.

0:08:16 > 0:08:18It listed their mother's parents as Sidney

0:08:18 > 0:08:22and Lily Landsdowne, yet the name, Lily Landsdowne,

0:08:22 > 0:08:25didn't appear anywhere else on any official records.

0:08:25 > 0:08:28This lady's maiden name wasn't the correct name,

0:08:28 > 0:08:31so it was starting then to look quite tricky.

0:08:31 > 0:08:36So, Kirsten decided to turn her focus to the paternal line.

0:08:36 > 0:08:39So, the other name on the birth certificate was Sidney Landsdowne,

0:08:39 > 0:08:40so now it was time to look at him.

0:08:40 > 0:08:45I had to go through several census records before I found him.

0:08:45 > 0:08:47But in the end, I found Sidney Landsdowne

0:08:47 > 0:08:51and it stated that he was a musical artist, so that's when I knew

0:08:51 > 0:08:52I had the right man.

0:08:54 > 0:08:58It was the breakthrough in the case that Kirsten had been waiting for.

0:08:58 > 0:09:02And with no other leads, she began to investigate further into the

0:09:02 > 0:09:06past of grandfather Sidney in the hope of turning up more information.

0:09:08 > 0:09:11The census record also confirmed that he was born in London,

0:09:11 > 0:09:16so then because I had his birth, I managed to find his parents and then

0:09:16 > 0:09:19because I had his father's name, I was able to find his marriage.

0:09:19 > 0:09:22Kirsten was hoping the marriage records would match

0:09:22 > 0:09:26the names on the birth certificate, but they didn't.

0:09:26 > 0:09:29Instead, another name came into the picture.

0:09:30 > 0:09:32We've got Sidney G Landsdowne marrying someone by the maiden

0:09:32 > 0:09:37name of Linwood in Lambeth. They married in 1926.

0:09:37 > 0:09:39We were then able to search if they had any children

0:09:39 > 0:09:41and let's see what we get.

0:09:43 > 0:09:47George K Landsdowne, born in 1927, in Edmonton.

0:09:49 > 0:09:52So, four years after Wendy and Nicola's mum Pauline was born,

0:09:52 > 0:09:57her father, Sidney, had married a little lady called Louisa Linwood.

0:09:57 > 0:10:00They'd had a son who had gone on to have children of his own.

0:10:00 > 0:10:03This discovery meant Wendy and Nicky had cousins

0:10:03 > 0:10:07they hadn't known existed, so they decided to try and make contact.

0:10:07 > 0:10:10It's quite difficult to write, because I thought, well,

0:10:10 > 0:10:13they might think I've gone mad or they don't want, you know,

0:10:13 > 0:10:15they're not interested.

0:10:16 > 0:10:22Later, with the letter sent, all Wendy could do now was wait.

0:10:22 > 0:10:24And I thought, "Oh, gosh, he's written back already."

0:10:30 > 0:10:34Allan Skeggs grew up in Bradford in the 1950s with his mother,

0:10:34 > 0:10:39Doris, father, Walter, and older sisters Barbara and Christine.

0:10:39 > 0:10:42My mum was the housewife, my dad was out at work

0:10:42 > 0:10:45but he always made sure that we were comfortable

0:10:45 > 0:10:48so we always had food on the table, like he said,

0:10:48 > 0:10:51food on the table, clothes on my back and roof over my head.

0:10:51 > 0:10:54Allan had a secure and happy childhood,

0:10:54 > 0:10:56but it was a traditional upbringing.

0:10:56 > 0:10:59His father, like many men of that time,

0:10:59 > 0:11:00wasn't the demonstrative sort.

0:11:02 > 0:11:04We all loved each other

0:11:04 > 0:11:07but my mum showed it more than what my dad showed it.

0:11:07 > 0:11:10If you did summat, he would say, "I'm proud of you,"

0:11:10 > 0:11:15but there were never that love or that hug to say, like, "Well done."

0:11:15 > 0:11:19As a young boy, Allan didn't share his father's tough exterior.

0:11:20 > 0:11:24I was probably one of the softest kids that ever walked the earth.

0:11:24 > 0:11:27My dad, one day, turned round to me and said,

0:11:27 > 0:11:29"Come on, we're going down to rec."

0:11:29 > 0:11:31And the rec was just a field down by where we lived

0:11:31 > 0:11:34and he told me to look after myself.

0:11:34 > 0:11:37He told me to put my fists up. He went, "That's all you need."

0:11:37 > 0:11:40He said, "You never use these unless you've got to."

0:11:40 > 0:11:43This life lesson would prove invaluable to Allan in young

0:11:43 > 0:11:46- adulthood.- I joined the Army at 18.

0:11:46 > 0:11:49Saturday afternoon, three o'clock, walked across the road,

0:11:49 > 0:11:50went in and joined the Army.

0:11:50 > 0:11:53Allan was deployed to Northern Ireland at the height

0:11:53 > 0:11:54of The Troubles.

0:11:54 > 0:11:59The night before I went to Ireland, we had a beer in the pub

0:11:59 > 0:12:02and the first time ever, he gave me a hug.

0:12:02 > 0:12:06Out of all my life, that's probably only one of the few occasions

0:12:06 > 0:12:10that I've ever seen my dad be emotional.

0:12:10 > 0:12:14At the time, Allan put this rare display of affection

0:12:14 > 0:12:17down to the fact that his father was all too familiar with

0:12:17 > 0:12:20the brutal realities of the battlefield.

0:12:20 > 0:12:23He told us that his family had all been killed in the war.

0:12:23 > 0:12:26Growing up as kids, we never even thought about questioning

0:12:26 > 0:12:28things like that.

0:12:28 > 0:12:32But as an adult, Allan became ever more curious about his father's side

0:12:32 > 0:12:37of the family and a couple of years ago decided to do some digging.

0:12:37 > 0:12:39My initial motivation was to find my grandparents

0:12:39 > 0:12:44and find their burial places so that I could go pay my respects.

0:12:45 > 0:12:49Little did he know he was about to stumble across a family

0:12:49 > 0:12:54secret which had lain untouched for the best part of 80 years.

0:12:54 > 0:12:56Once I started getting into dad's side,

0:12:56 > 0:12:59it was like a Miss Marple's mystery.

0:12:59 > 0:13:03The first clue came when he searched for his grandmother's death record.

0:13:03 > 0:13:05What I noticed on it, is that it said that she had died

0:13:05 > 0:13:11in 1962 in Lewisham, which didn't correspond with what my dad

0:13:11 > 0:13:14had always told us as kids growing up.

0:13:14 > 0:13:18I thought to myself, well, if my dad has hidden that for so many years,

0:13:18 > 0:13:20what else has he hidden underneath it?

0:13:21 > 0:13:25Next, Allan obtained copies of his father's marriage records

0:13:25 > 0:13:27and quickly, the plot thickens.

0:13:27 > 0:13:29I noticed that he was married twice

0:13:29 > 0:13:33but when I looked again closer, I noticed it were to my mum.

0:13:33 > 0:13:39He married her in 1952 and then 1956.

0:13:39 > 0:13:42Older relatives were able to give Allan some

0:13:42 > 0:13:45explanation about this strange discovery.

0:13:45 > 0:13:50Because the first marriage in 1952 wasn't a legal marriage,

0:13:50 > 0:13:53because he was still married to somebody else.

0:13:53 > 0:13:57It was just a complete shock, because he has already kept

0:13:57 > 0:14:01quiet about his family and he's kept quiet about this now,

0:14:01 > 0:14:05so now I had to go deeper into it, to find things.

0:14:05 > 0:14:09To find out more about who his father had been married to, Allan

0:14:09 > 0:14:13tapped into ancestry forums online but he didn't have much to go on,

0:14:13 > 0:14:17just his father's name, Walter Skeggs.

0:14:17 > 0:14:22And that Walter Skeggs had married a Wood.

0:14:22 > 0:14:24Allan's father had been married before which,

0:14:24 > 0:14:27until now, had been kept a secret.

0:14:27 > 0:14:31With the surname, Wood, Allan was able to work out a little more

0:14:31 > 0:14:33about his dad's first wife.

0:14:33 > 0:14:37Went onto the computer and I put Skeggs and Wood in,

0:14:37 > 0:14:43and it came up, the Wood came up, as Doris Irene.

0:14:46 > 0:14:49Allan's father had once been married to another woman who,

0:14:49 > 0:14:54coincidentally, was also called Doris, the same name as Allan's mum.

0:14:54 > 0:14:59The next stage was to look and go, did they have any children?

0:14:59 > 0:15:01If the couple had had children,

0:15:01 > 0:15:04Allan would have other siblings he never knew existed.

0:15:04 > 0:15:07Because of the date they got married, I thought,

0:15:07 > 0:15:11within two or three years if they've got any children,

0:15:11 > 0:15:14they're going to have them then, because dad is going to go to war.

0:15:14 > 0:15:20So I basically put a three-year span and it came up with two names.

0:15:20 > 0:15:22One of them, Brian and one of them, David.

0:15:24 > 0:15:27The unfortunate thing with Brian, who was born in 1940,

0:15:27 > 0:15:31is that he died when he was one-year-old and he died in 1941.

0:15:31 > 0:15:36But as far as Allan could tell, the other child, David, survived.

0:15:36 > 0:15:42I was just ecstatic about it, because it was going...

0:15:42 > 0:15:46I might have a brother that's still living here.

0:15:46 > 0:15:50I had David's name, his date of birth,

0:15:50 > 0:15:53so now with them details, I could start my search to find him.

0:15:55 > 0:15:59I started to basically contact all the David Skeggs'

0:15:59 > 0:16:05which I knew had Wood as a mother and Skeggs as a father.

0:16:05 > 0:16:11So, in that way, I had an elimination process, basically.

0:16:11 > 0:16:15But none of them turned out to be the David he was looking for.

0:16:15 > 0:16:20I always had that preparation really underneath to say, you know,

0:16:20 > 0:16:23I might not find him but I'm not going to give up.

0:16:23 > 0:16:26If I've got to search till the end of my life,

0:16:26 > 0:16:29I'll search till the end of my life, because somewhere out there,

0:16:29 > 0:16:31I've got a brother walking round.

0:16:33 > 0:16:35Allan was running out of options,

0:16:35 > 0:16:38so began to search through business records and it was here

0:16:38 > 0:16:43he found a David Skeggs who he thought might just be the one.

0:16:43 > 0:16:47I was more apprehensive with this one, because I'd had

0:16:47 > 0:16:51so much bad luck calling the other ones and I thought,

0:16:51 > 0:16:53well, am I going to hit another brick wall?

0:16:53 > 0:16:56After trawling through all the possible David's,

0:16:56 > 0:16:59could Allan have finally found the right man?

0:16:59 > 0:17:02This voice at the other end went, "Is that Allan?"

0:17:08 > 0:17:11In Surrey, Wendy Cope and her sister Nicky have been

0:17:11 > 0:17:15trying to trace their maternal grandmother Lily Landsdowne.

0:17:15 > 0:17:18They enlisted the help of a family finder,

0:17:18 > 0:17:22Kirsten English, who could find no trace of Lily in historical records.

0:17:23 > 0:17:26This lady's maiden name wasn't the correct name

0:17:26 > 0:17:29so it was starting, then, to look quite tricky.

0:17:29 > 0:17:33Drawing a blank, Kirsten then switched her search

0:17:33 > 0:17:35to their grandfather, Sidney Landsdowne,

0:17:35 > 0:17:38who it turned out had gone on to have a second child

0:17:38 > 0:17:41who would be Wendy and Nicky's uncle.

0:17:44 > 0:17:49Armed with this information, Kirsten was able to track down his daughter,

0:17:49 > 0:17:53Helen - Wendy and Nicky's cousin.

0:17:53 > 0:17:57We had a letter come through the door and when I read it,

0:17:57 > 0:18:02it got me quite excited, actually, because it just said,

0:18:02 > 0:18:05I hope you don't mind me contacting you, erm, we've been researching

0:18:05 > 0:18:10our family and actually, I think we have a shared grandfather.

0:18:10 > 0:18:12I got excited by it, actually. I was surprised.

0:18:12 > 0:18:18Suddenly, we've got this whole new strain of family, which was

0:18:18 > 0:18:20really exciting.

0:18:20 > 0:18:26I wrote that letter and then I had a reply from Helen and I was

0:18:26 > 0:18:30quite excited and I thought, "Oh, gosh, she's written back already."

0:18:30 > 0:18:32But there was more to come.

0:18:32 > 0:18:37Helen was able to shed some light on the mysterious Lily Landsdowne.

0:18:37 > 0:18:40We knew that my grandmother's stage name was Lily Landsdowne

0:18:40 > 0:18:42and I have a fantastic photograph.

0:18:42 > 0:18:46I didn't want to state categorically we definitely had the same

0:18:46 > 0:18:49grandmother, because I could well have been wrong.

0:18:51 > 0:18:54Helen believed that Lily Landsdowne could be

0:18:54 > 0:18:56the stage name of Louisa Linwood.

0:18:56 > 0:19:00If she was right, Helen, Wendy and Nicky would share not only

0:19:00 > 0:19:04a grandfather but also the same grandmother, too.

0:19:05 > 0:19:10I remember e-mailing her and she was a little unsure to begin with.

0:19:10 > 0:19:15But final confirmation came when the cousins swapped photographs.

0:19:15 > 0:19:19In fact, there was handwriting on a photograph that she had

0:19:19 > 0:19:23and a photograph that I have and the handwriting is the same.

0:19:23 > 0:19:27We could see that this "love, Lily" was exactly the same writing

0:19:27 > 0:19:32- and so that was how we knew... - That it was.- ..that this was Louisa.

0:19:34 > 0:19:36- With the many names.- Yes.

0:19:38 > 0:19:40The riddle was solved.

0:19:40 > 0:19:44Louisa Linwood and Lily Landsdowne were the same person.

0:19:44 > 0:19:47Louisa had used her stage name, Lily, on Wendy and Nicky's mother's

0:19:47 > 0:19:51birth certificate and this is what had caused so much confusion.

0:19:52 > 0:19:55And thanks to the message written all those years ago,

0:19:55 > 0:19:58the family had been able to piece their history together.

0:19:58 > 0:20:01- She's beautiful, isn't she?- Yeah.

0:20:01 > 0:20:04Strange, though, she had straight hair, like Mum's, didn't she?

0:20:04 > 0:20:06- Yeah, definitely. - Well, like mine, as well.- Yeah.

0:20:06 > 0:20:10Louise's son - Helen's father, Kenneth -

0:20:10 > 0:20:13was the uncle the sisters never knew they had.

0:20:13 > 0:20:14Although, before he died,

0:20:14 > 0:20:18Kenneth had mentioned their mother, Pauline, to his family.

0:20:19 > 0:20:21He told us he had an older sister,

0:20:21 > 0:20:23he didn't say anything about the circumstances.

0:20:23 > 0:20:27I actually wonder if he knew anything about the circumstances.

0:20:27 > 0:20:31It could have been that he wasn't told anything.

0:20:31 > 0:20:35But why Louisa, AKA Lily, had left her first child,

0:20:35 > 0:20:38Wendy and Nicola's mother, Pauline,

0:20:38 > 0:20:42to be brought up by someone else remains a mystery.

0:20:42 > 0:20:44One thing Helen remembers are the family tales

0:20:44 > 0:20:47of her grandmother's theatrical past.

0:20:47 > 0:20:51She used to perform, um, I think mainly in London, on the stage,

0:20:51 > 0:20:55um, with my grandfather.

0:20:55 > 0:20:58And there's an awful lot there that tells you all about

0:20:58 > 0:21:00all the things that they were in.

0:21:00 > 0:21:02- So that's quite a good one. - Happy days.

0:21:02 > 0:21:05Yeah, and that's with them both in that one.

0:21:05 > 0:21:09- Sid and Lily, they were...- Yeah. - She looks as though...

0:21:09 > 0:21:11- She was the star there.- Yeah.

0:21:11 > 0:21:14But Helen's own memories of Louisa are more recent.

0:21:14 > 0:21:17I do have very fond memories of my grandmother.

0:21:17 > 0:21:20I didn't know her as well as I'd have liked.

0:21:20 > 0:21:24She had quite advanced Parkinson's,

0:21:24 > 0:21:25so she was housebound.

0:21:25 > 0:21:29So all of our visits were based around the home.

0:21:29 > 0:21:34She was... She was just very sweet and my dad loved her very much.

0:21:38 > 0:21:40Today, the three cousins are meeting up.

0:21:40 > 0:21:43I'm really looking forward to it, I'm excited!

0:21:43 > 0:21:47- I bet you are!- I think we'll have to crack the old champagne open!

0:21:47 > 0:21:48Yeah, it's very, very exciting.

0:21:48 > 0:21:50We've got a small family,

0:21:50 > 0:21:53and suddenly we've got family on my father's side

0:21:53 > 0:21:55which we've never had before.

0:21:55 > 0:21:58In honour of their family heritage,

0:21:58 > 0:21:59the ladies are meeting in

0:21:59 > 0:22:02the theatrical heartland of Covent Garden.

0:22:02 > 0:22:04It's a long time since we've been up here together.

0:22:04 > 0:22:06I tell you what, I haven't been up here since I was 18.

0:22:06 > 0:22:10- Lovely atmosphere, though, isn't it? - It is, isn't it, actually? Yeah.

0:22:10 > 0:22:13We couldn't have had a better place, really.

0:22:14 > 0:22:18The thing that I'm looking forward to most today is

0:22:18 > 0:22:21to talk about what she's been doing with her life,

0:22:21 > 0:22:25what we've been doing, and just, you know, getting a bond.

0:22:31 > 0:22:35- Excited now. - Yeah, it is, isn't it, eh?

0:22:44 > 0:22:46- Hello!- Hello!

0:22:46 > 0:22:48- It's lovely to meet you.- And you!

0:22:50 > 0:22:53- Oh, wow!- Lovely to meet you! - Yeah, absolutely!

0:22:53 > 0:22:55Goodness!

0:22:55 > 0:22:57- I can't believe it.- I know!

0:22:59 > 0:23:01Oh, it's amazing.

0:23:01 > 0:23:05- It's surreal, isn't it? - It is.- It's surreal.

0:23:05 > 0:23:08- Yeah.- I just can't...take it in.

0:23:08 > 0:23:10- I've got some photos for you to see. - We're terrible.

0:23:10 > 0:23:13Have you? Yeah, we've got some as well, haven't we?

0:23:13 > 0:23:15- Some ones that you haven't seen, yeah.- Oh, wonderful!

0:23:15 > 0:23:20And the newly-discovered cousins are eager to do some catching up

0:23:20 > 0:23:22on all the lost years.

0:23:22 > 0:23:24But I'm really struck at how similar you two are.

0:23:24 > 0:23:26- You really look alike, don't you? - Do we?

0:23:26 > 0:23:29- Yes!- Well, people say, don't they?

0:23:29 > 0:23:32- They do say, but you never see it yourself, do you?- No.

0:23:32 > 0:23:36- I can see Mum when I look in a mirror.- Oh, really? How lovely.

0:23:36 > 0:23:38- I'm turning into her.- Really?- Yeah.

0:23:38 > 0:23:41Quickly, conversation turns to their grandmother,

0:23:41 > 0:23:43the elusive Lily Lansdowne,

0:23:43 > 0:23:45who's real name was Louisa Linwood.

0:23:45 > 0:23:46- So, that first one...- Oh, yeah, see,

0:23:46 > 0:23:49now that looks like Mum when she was younger, doesn't it?

0:23:49 > 0:23:51- When she was young.- Yeah. - Does it?- Yeah.

0:23:51 > 0:23:53- The hair.- The hair, because Mum had very straight hair.

0:23:53 > 0:23:54- Yeah.- And the nose.

0:23:54 > 0:23:57- Well, we've all got the nose. - We've all got the nose!

0:23:57 > 0:24:00- But she looks beautiful, doesn't she?- Oh, yes.

0:24:00 > 0:24:04- And then that one.- That's nice. - Yeah.- I like that one.

0:24:04 > 0:24:06- It's nice, isn't it?- It is.

0:24:06 > 0:24:08Although, I wondered if these were headshots for getting work,

0:24:08 > 0:24:10- because the ones you've got...- Yes.

0:24:10 > 0:24:12- ..she seems to be dressed up, doesn't she?- Yes. Yeah.

0:24:12 > 0:24:16And this one... You might find this fascinating. That's her.

0:24:16 > 0:24:18It is fascinating, because she doesn't look...

0:24:18 > 0:24:22- No. She looks quite plain there, doesn't she?- Yeah, she does.

0:24:22 > 0:24:25Yeah. And that's, um, obviously, that's her parents.

0:24:25 > 0:24:27- Imagine having all those children! - I know.

0:24:27 > 0:24:31And I think that is, um...

0:24:31 > 0:24:34- Her mum, is it, her mother?- Yeah. - Her mother, yeah.

0:24:34 > 0:24:35Her mum and dad when they were younger.

0:24:35 > 0:24:39- So, great-great grandparents there. - Yes.- There you go.- They're yours.

0:24:39 > 0:24:41- I know, so this is all your family. - I know!

0:24:41 > 0:24:43- It's fantastic, isn't it? - It is, it's amazing.

0:24:43 > 0:24:46And since Helen was first contacted by Wendy,

0:24:46 > 0:24:49she's made another remarkable discovery

0:24:49 > 0:24:51amongst her own family heirlooms.

0:24:51 > 0:24:54But this, as well, when you look at these cards,

0:24:54 > 0:24:58cos my mum did the family research, and if you look there...

0:24:58 > 0:25:01- She's got...- ..it lists your mum.

0:25:01 > 0:25:05Helen's dad, George Kenneth, and Wendy and Nicola's mother, Pauline,

0:25:05 > 0:25:08are both listed as the children of Louisa Linwood.

0:25:08 > 0:25:11- Oh, yes.- And, you can see, they don't know exactly when...

0:25:11 > 0:25:13- BOTH:- When she was born.

0:25:13 > 0:25:16- I thought, well, there we are. - There we are. It's there.- I know.

0:25:16 > 0:25:19That was how we really knew, wasn't it? That bit of paper.

0:25:19 > 0:25:20- Yeah.- Yeah.

0:25:20 > 0:25:22Now they have found each other,

0:25:22 > 0:25:26the cousins are keen to find out if they share any family traits.

0:25:26 > 0:25:29One of the things I'm really interested in

0:25:29 > 0:25:32is the similarities between my dad and your mum.

0:25:32 > 0:25:37She was quite, um... Well, she was very outgoing, really, wasn't she?

0:25:37 > 0:25:39Mum was, yeah. And she sang all the time.

0:25:39 > 0:25:42- Did she?- Always singing, wasn't she? Yeah.

0:25:42 > 0:25:45- So, did she ever do it...- No. - No, not professionally, no.

0:25:45 > 0:25:49She would just be sitting there and she'd just break into a song.

0:25:49 > 0:25:52- Wow.- So it's there, isn't it? - Yes, I know.

0:25:52 > 0:25:55- We didn't get it.- No, I didn't, either.- You can't sing, either?

0:25:55 > 0:25:58- I can't sing.- We'd have been a dead loss then!

0:25:58 > 0:26:00None of us can sing! Where did that go?

0:26:00 > 0:26:06Your uncle, my dad, he actually sang with the Royal Opera Company chorus.

0:26:06 > 0:26:08- Did he?- Did he?

0:26:08 > 0:26:10We could pop along to the Opera House

0:26:10 > 0:26:12and maybe I could show you that.

0:26:12 > 0:26:15- It's close, isn't it?- Yeah, it's very close here, isn't it?- I know.

0:26:15 > 0:26:17It was very important to him, actually.

0:26:17 > 0:26:19- Yeah, it would be lovely. - He was very proud of it.

0:26:21 > 0:26:24Some of the world's most famous opera singers

0:26:24 > 0:26:26have performed at the Royal Opera House.

0:26:26 > 0:26:31And it was here that Helen's dad - Wendy and Nicky's uncle, Kenneth -

0:26:31 > 0:26:33was on stage in the early 1970s.

0:26:33 > 0:26:35So it turns out their grandfather,

0:26:35 > 0:26:40grandmother and also their uncle were all stage performers.

0:26:41 > 0:26:44- Wow!- Wow, yes. - There we are. The Royal Opera House.

0:26:44 > 0:26:47- It's a pretty spectacular building, isn't it?- It is.

0:26:47 > 0:26:49- Yeah.- Definitely is.

0:26:49 > 0:26:55And even more amazing that my father, your uncle, performed here.

0:26:55 > 0:26:58And here he is next to the leading lady...

0:26:58 > 0:27:00- Oh, wow!- Yes!- ..on the front of an album, yeah.

0:27:00 > 0:27:05- Cor!- I know, he looks amazing, doesn't he?- He does.- I know.

0:27:05 > 0:27:09- He was very proud of it. - I bet he was.- Yeah, so were we.

0:27:09 > 0:27:14- Here's one of him as an older guy. - Older, but all right, yeah.

0:27:14 > 0:27:16- Lovely face.- Oh, yes.- Bless him. Bless his heart.

0:27:16 > 0:27:18- He does look lovely, doesn't he? - Yeah.

0:27:20 > 0:27:22- Was that his wedding?- Yeah. - I can see Mum there.

0:27:24 > 0:27:26It's the smile, isn't it? Yeah.

0:27:26 > 0:27:28Yeah, I can definitely see that smile there.

0:27:28 > 0:27:32The cousins have led separate lives until now,

0:27:32 > 0:27:35but their strong connection is undeniable.

0:27:35 > 0:27:38It's been really good, and it's odd, because there...

0:27:38 > 0:27:41There hasn't been anything missing in our families.

0:27:41 > 0:27:44Neither of us have felt that there's anything missing,

0:27:44 > 0:27:48but there is something more than just...friendship.

0:27:48 > 0:27:50And I can't really tell you what that is,

0:27:50 > 0:27:53but it's, um, it's something really quite nice.

0:27:53 > 0:27:55We certainly have the same sense of humour.

0:27:55 > 0:27:58It's been really, really good fun.

0:27:58 > 0:27:59I've thoroughly enjoyed it.

0:27:59 > 0:28:03It has been an absolutely fantastic day.

0:28:03 > 0:28:04Helen is just so like us,

0:28:04 > 0:28:08you'd think we would have known each other for years.

0:28:08 > 0:28:10I know we're going to see a lot more of each other

0:28:10 > 0:28:12and become very, very close.

0:28:12 > 0:28:14It's been fantastic.

0:28:14 > 0:28:15We've got an ending now,

0:28:15 > 0:28:18and it is we know some of them who we've come from.

0:28:18 > 0:28:21And I am really pleased that I tried to do this now.

0:28:32 > 0:28:35In Essex, Allan Skeggs remembers a happy childhood,

0:28:35 > 0:28:38growing up with his mother, father and two sisters.

0:28:38 > 0:28:42But a trawl through his family history has uncovered a big secret.

0:28:42 > 0:28:47Now Allan is searching for a half-brother he never knew he had.

0:28:49 > 0:28:52After several cases of mistaken identity,

0:28:52 > 0:28:54Allan found a man called David Skeggs

0:28:54 > 0:28:56and he sent him a letter.

0:28:57 > 0:29:01That weekend, was just... It were probably the longest weekend

0:29:01 > 0:29:02that I've ever had in my life.

0:29:02 > 0:29:0875 miles away, the letter received an uncertain response.

0:29:09 > 0:29:12We sat around the table and we just said,

0:29:12 > 0:29:17"What on earth is this...person on about? He says he's related.

0:29:17 > 0:29:19"Could he be, or possibly?"

0:29:19 > 0:29:23I was just sceptical about a lot of things in my life, and I thought,

0:29:23 > 0:29:26"Well, he's got it wrong, anyway, whatever it is."

0:29:26 > 0:29:28I were pacing up and down. I kept looking at my phone,

0:29:28 > 0:29:30I kept looking at my e-mails,

0:29:30 > 0:29:32just in case there was something there that I'd missed.

0:29:34 > 0:29:37On the Monday, it were my day off from work

0:29:37 > 0:29:40and I were at home, and the phone rang.

0:29:40 > 0:29:41So I answered it,

0:29:41 > 0:29:44and this voice on the other end went,

0:29:44 > 0:29:47"Is that Allan?" I'm like, "Yeah."

0:29:47 > 0:29:49He went, "David?"

0:29:49 > 0:29:51And I went, "Yeah...

0:29:51 > 0:29:53"Yeah, it's me speaking."

0:29:53 > 0:29:55- You know... - LAUGHTER

0:29:56 > 0:29:58And then, um...

0:29:59 > 0:30:03He said, um, "I'm your brother."

0:30:03 > 0:30:07And he went, "So you're my brother?" And I'm like, "Yeah."

0:30:07 > 0:30:10And from then on we just started talking

0:30:10 > 0:30:12like we'd known each other for ages.

0:30:12 > 0:30:16Allan had found the half-brother he never knew he had,

0:30:16 > 0:30:19although David had never known their father.

0:30:19 > 0:30:23What I remember about my father is absolutely zero.

0:30:23 > 0:30:24Nothing at all.

0:30:24 > 0:30:26I was a war baby.

0:30:26 > 0:30:31Within the year I was born, my father had left.

0:30:32 > 0:30:35David and another half-brother were left with their mother, Doris,

0:30:35 > 0:30:40and, as David remembers, Doris met another man soon after.

0:30:41 > 0:30:45She was with a Mr Broomfield until I was up to about five,

0:30:45 > 0:30:46and then she left.

0:30:48 > 0:30:51David was left without a mum or dad to care for him.

0:30:53 > 0:30:55He found himself on the streets of London.

0:30:56 > 0:31:01When I was five and my brother would have then been ten -

0:31:01 > 0:31:03he was five years older than me -

0:31:03 > 0:31:04and, um...

0:31:07 > 0:31:10..we went on the streets for a while.

0:31:10 > 0:31:13I think things were very tight for everybody,

0:31:13 > 0:31:16and we done a lot of fending for ourselves.

0:31:16 > 0:31:19And then we were rounded up, as it were, by the police,

0:31:19 > 0:31:23and they felt we were in need of care and protection,

0:31:23 > 0:31:25so we were put in care.

0:31:27 > 0:31:30David was sent to a children's home on the outskirts of London.

0:31:33 > 0:31:35There were huge numbers of children left as orphans

0:31:35 > 0:31:38in the years immediately after the Second World War,

0:31:38 > 0:31:40and the chaos of post-war Britain

0:31:40 > 0:31:42means that exact figures are hard to come by.

0:31:43 > 0:31:45The post-war period marked a turning point

0:31:45 > 0:31:47in the history of childcare in the UK,

0:31:47 > 0:31:50with the establishment of the first Children's Committee,

0:31:50 > 0:31:54and a realisation that children had to have more rights in care.

0:31:55 > 0:31:58One result of this was that children's officers

0:31:58 > 0:32:01were appointed to help the most vulnerable in society,

0:32:01 > 0:32:04those who didn't have a parent to care for them.

0:32:04 > 0:32:08This, in turn, led to what we now know as Child Social Services.

0:32:09 > 0:32:13This new approach was designed to scoop up children like David,

0:32:13 > 0:32:17who, at five years old, was homeless and living on the streets.

0:32:21 > 0:32:23David went to live in foster care.

0:32:23 > 0:32:27She was a very nice lady, a Yorkshire woman, and she

0:32:27 > 0:32:32had the dreaded task of looking after me for a couple of years.

0:32:33 > 0:32:34After leaving foster care,

0:32:34 > 0:32:37David wanted to make his own way in the world.

0:32:38 > 0:32:44I left there and ran my own life, which I wasn't very good at doing.

0:32:46 > 0:32:49David mixed with the wrong crowd and ended up in Borstal,

0:32:49 > 0:32:52and later spent a short spell in prison.

0:32:54 > 0:32:57Having a dad I didn't know, which was really quite...

0:32:57 > 0:32:59Would have been handy if I'd have known one,

0:32:59 > 0:33:03cos I do, my heart, I do know, having a dad that looks...

0:33:03 > 0:33:06That would have... was up for me,

0:33:06 > 0:33:09I would have been up for that.

0:33:09 > 0:33:10100%.

0:33:12 > 0:33:14But with no-one else to look out for him,

0:33:14 > 0:33:16David had to rely on himself.

0:33:16 > 0:33:20When I was 28, I was, perhaps, looking at myself in life

0:33:20 > 0:33:23and seeing I weren't really getting anywhere.

0:33:23 > 0:33:25I realised then I'll need to make the changes.

0:33:25 > 0:33:28I started to get substance in my life, really.

0:33:28 > 0:33:31And, later, David met his wife.

0:33:31 > 0:33:37I met Georgina, just a naturally lovely, kind-hearted person.

0:33:37 > 0:33:38Really lovely.

0:33:39 > 0:33:41The flame of my life!

0:33:43 > 0:33:45It was his wife who encouraged David

0:33:45 > 0:33:47to make that all-important call to Allan.

0:33:48 > 0:33:51And not long after they spoke, they met in person.

0:33:52 > 0:33:57I was stood at the door and he pulled up,

0:33:57 > 0:34:00and that were it. He was just full of smiles

0:34:00 > 0:34:03and he were up. He came up the steps

0:34:03 > 0:34:06and he just looked, and it were...

0:34:06 > 0:34:08We just gave the biggest hug, and went,

0:34:08 > 0:34:09"All right, big brother?"

0:34:09 > 0:34:12And he went, "All right, little brother?"

0:34:12 > 0:34:13We had a really good laugh together.

0:34:13 > 0:34:16And that's good. It's a terrific start

0:34:16 > 0:34:20because he's got a good sense of humour and he's a sincere man.

0:34:21 > 0:34:25And it were literally just like we'd known each other years and years.

0:34:25 > 0:34:27What a great start.

0:34:27 > 0:34:31The brothers are making up for the 60 years they've missed,

0:34:31 > 0:34:34and are now slowly building a relationship.

0:34:34 > 0:34:38For David, it's a chance to piece together his own history.

0:34:38 > 0:34:40I've got an interest in my brother,

0:34:40 > 0:34:44because he's going to put flesh on the bones of my dad.

0:34:45 > 0:34:47And I'll only get to know my dad through him.

0:34:47 > 0:34:50I won't... I cannot learn it from no-one else.

0:34:50 > 0:34:54So he is my... He is my link. He's the link to my dad.

0:34:54 > 0:34:59It's only now the men feel ready to talk in depth about their father.

0:34:59 > 0:35:03And today, Allan's invited David to his home in Chingford.

0:35:03 > 0:35:07I've got that old, like, tight stomach.

0:35:07 > 0:35:11It's like that knot there, just waiting.

0:35:11 > 0:35:15It's a lot of excitement and it's a lot of,

0:35:15 > 0:35:19I don't know, it's a lot of memories, as well, which...

0:35:19 > 0:35:24I hope I can put it today, I hope I can put it so he'll understand

0:35:24 > 0:35:26really what Dad were like.

0:35:26 > 0:35:29I think it'll bring us closer.

0:35:30 > 0:35:34It'd be nice to get to the substance of things, really,

0:35:34 > 0:35:37talk about things that move us in our lives

0:35:37 > 0:35:41and how we're going or where we're hoping to,

0:35:41 > 0:35:43so that's quite nice.

0:35:43 > 0:35:45I'm quite looking forward to it.

0:35:48 > 0:35:49Hiya, lad!

0:35:51 > 0:35:53- Good to see you, mate.- Are you good?

0:35:53 > 0:35:56Great, mate, great. Come in, you're soaking.

0:35:56 > 0:36:00And Alan's got the family snaps ready to show David.

0:36:00 > 0:36:02Here's a good one. That's...

0:36:02 > 0:36:04That's me and our Barbara.

0:36:04 > 0:36:07We're about seven-year-old there.

0:36:07 > 0:36:11Do you know what tickles me is at that time, all got these shorts on.

0:36:11 > 0:36:14- All the shorts. - Little short trousers. Anyway.

0:36:14 > 0:36:18Alan's got something special up his sleeve -

0:36:18 > 0:36:20a photo of their father

0:36:20 > 0:36:23that David will be seeing for the very first time.

0:36:23 > 0:36:25- That's Dad.- Unbelievable.

0:36:27 > 0:36:29He looks about seven there.

0:36:30 > 0:36:36- Yeah.- Yeah, so this is my grandma and grandad that we both never knew.

0:36:36 > 0:36:37Yeah.

0:36:37 > 0:36:41Here's when he was a dad. That's a bit of a closer one.

0:36:41 > 0:36:44- Sharp-dressed man. - Yes, he was always impeccable.

0:36:44 > 0:36:48He always made sure that we went out and we went out smart.

0:36:49 > 0:36:52And then, that's another one.

0:36:52 > 0:36:54Lovely, really brilliant.

0:36:54 > 0:36:57In my heart, I'd really love to know him, but you...

0:36:57 > 0:37:00I will get to know him through you.

0:37:00 > 0:37:03- How much of Dad do you remember? - None.- None.- Nothing, at all.

0:37:03 > 0:37:07Because David has no memory of his father

0:37:07 > 0:37:09he wants to learn all he can from Alan.

0:37:10 > 0:37:14- Was it a happy household? - We knew that he loved us,

0:37:14 > 0:37:17but we never, we never got that odd cuddle, because we never...

0:37:17 > 0:37:22He never went and took us down to the park,

0:37:22 > 0:37:25it were a case of, we'll go to speak to my mum first.

0:37:25 > 0:37:27There's not that closeness, then?

0:37:27 > 0:37:30No, there were never, like, an hug.

0:37:30 > 0:37:33The only hug I ever, ever got off him what I can remember

0:37:33 > 0:37:35was that night before I left for Northern Ireland

0:37:35 > 0:37:38and he said to me, "I don't want to lose another son."

0:37:38 > 0:37:42Now, you see, at that stage, because I didn't know any of this,

0:37:42 > 0:37:45so I naturally thought that that

0:37:45 > 0:37:47- he was remembering his mates from the war.- Yes.

0:37:47 > 0:37:51But Alan now believes David could have been the other son

0:37:51 > 0:37:53his father was referring to.

0:37:53 > 0:37:57When I think of a father figure, I want... I want...

0:37:57 > 0:37:59- I want someone to care.- Yeah.

0:37:59 > 0:38:02And that's what you feel that you've missed out on.

0:38:02 > 0:38:04It must have been so hard for you.

0:38:04 > 0:38:08Alan has shared his childhood and memories of their father

0:38:08 > 0:38:11and now it's David's turn to take his half brother

0:38:11 > 0:38:13for a trip down his memory lane.

0:38:13 > 0:38:18We're going to be going over to the West Norwood area,

0:38:18 > 0:38:20to some...

0:38:20 > 0:38:24Basically, me, I spent, sort of, about three years in these homes

0:38:24 > 0:38:28and it'll just be good to see if the homes are still there,

0:38:28 > 0:38:32and from there, go to the area, Camberwell area,

0:38:32 > 0:38:34where I actually was brought up, as well.

0:38:34 > 0:38:35I'm looking forward to that.

0:38:35 > 0:38:38You'll be able to tell me all about it when we get up there.

0:38:38 > 0:38:39Yeah, I can do that.

0:38:39 > 0:38:43This is David's first time in the area since he was 11 years old

0:38:43 > 0:38:47and, despite a whole lot of change, he's quick to recognise

0:38:47 > 0:38:48old landmarks.

0:38:50 > 0:38:51Elder Road.

0:38:51 > 0:38:54Got it. That is it, that is Elder Road. Yes.

0:38:54 > 0:38:56It's interesting.

0:38:56 > 0:38:59David spent many years of his childhood in care

0:38:59 > 0:39:01and it seems he may have outlived

0:39:01 > 0:39:04at least one of the old children's homes.

0:39:04 > 0:39:06It's been totally redeveloped.

0:39:07 > 0:39:11To help David piece it all together, they've brought along an old photo.

0:39:11 > 0:39:16So, where would this have been, if we're standing here now?

0:39:16 > 0:39:19Well, I think that definitely an entrance down here,

0:39:19 > 0:39:21- where them children are down there.- Yeah.

0:39:21 > 0:39:24And there's an entrance up there but there was ways in,

0:39:24 > 0:39:26but they were governed, you couldn't just,

0:39:26 > 0:39:30like, there was fencing like this all the way around it, everywhere.

0:39:30 > 0:39:33Right, when you were in there, what did...

0:39:33 > 0:39:35Did you get much freedom or...?

0:39:35 > 0:39:37Well, I created my own really.

0:39:37 > 0:39:41I think it's like everything else. You're under the auspices

0:39:41 > 0:39:44of people that are trained to look after kids, they're not...

0:39:44 > 0:39:47- Yeah.- You know. But I mean, I used to leave,

0:39:47 > 0:39:53I used to go and ride out and they'd have to come and find me.

0:39:53 > 0:39:56It turns out that what David and Alan are looking for

0:39:56 > 0:39:58may be just around the corner.

0:39:58 > 0:40:02Now, I bet that is part of the original building.

0:40:02 > 0:40:05Yes, look at this here, look. I've just seen to this here.

0:40:05 > 0:40:08- And the past comes flooding back. - They were big.

0:40:08 > 0:40:11Do you know, like, you have bedroom dormitories.

0:40:11 > 0:40:14I mean, 30 people in a dormitory. I remember the numbers.

0:40:14 > 0:40:15That's a whole lot of flipping...

0:40:15 > 0:40:19And there was dormitory after dormitories in the places.

0:40:19 > 0:40:23And they all spread back inside there. Football fields.

0:40:23 > 0:40:26We haven't touched on it, there was football fields,

0:40:26 > 0:40:28playing fields, talk about memory lane.

0:40:28 > 0:40:30I mean, to re-stir a kid's...

0:40:30 > 0:40:35I mean, I left there when I was about, well, ten, 11.

0:40:35 > 0:40:37It wasn't unhappy for me.

0:40:37 > 0:40:40Everyone is, "Oh, poor kid." I flipping loved it.

0:40:40 > 0:40:44I was with other children, that's good stuff, isn't it?

0:40:44 > 0:40:48That's it, I mean, you look at and you go, you know, it's not a nice...

0:40:49 > 0:40:52..place to be when you haven't got parents.

0:40:52 > 0:40:56- It brings back memories, but not bad memories.- No, nothing bad.

0:40:56 > 0:40:58Nothing bad here, at all.

0:40:58 > 0:41:02But prior to that, I was living in the Camberwell area.

0:41:02 > 0:41:04And...

0:41:04 > 0:41:07I think we'll go see if we can go and stir up

0:41:07 > 0:41:10- a few memories down there, shall we?- Yeah, let's go that way.

0:41:10 > 0:41:13While they are in the area, David wants to show his little brother

0:41:13 > 0:41:16one other old haunt that he remembers fondly.

0:41:18 > 0:41:21And seeing as we're here, we're going to not leave this area

0:41:21 > 0:41:23without having the business -

0:41:23 > 0:41:26and that's the jellied eels and pie and liquor,

0:41:26 > 0:41:29so if you'd like to come with me, I'll show you. Away, we go.

0:41:33 > 0:41:35That is the bee's knees, I tell you.

0:41:35 > 0:41:37This gravy's beautiful.

0:41:37 > 0:41:40Anyway, it's been an exceptional day.

0:41:40 > 0:41:44We just had a trip down memory lane and it's all so refreshing.

0:41:44 > 0:41:47I found it refreshing, as well, to...

0:41:48 > 0:41:51It's new things and new relationships,

0:41:51 > 0:41:53new...

0:41:53 > 0:41:56Everything is new. It's very good. Really enjoyed it.

0:41:56 > 0:41:59I'd say the old man would absolutely have loved this.

0:41:59 > 0:42:02He absolutely would. You wouldn't get him out of here.

0:42:02 > 0:42:03You wouldn't get him out,

0:42:03 > 0:42:06he'd have, like, three or four helpings of that.

0:42:06 > 0:42:09I tell you what, if my dad were here now

0:42:09 > 0:42:11and he'd seen us here,

0:42:11 > 0:42:13he'd, like, I think...

0:42:13 > 0:42:17that'd be probably one of the times that you'd see my dad cry.

0:42:18 > 0:42:21- It was good, wasn't it? - This is the first of many.

0:42:21 > 0:42:22You got me hooked.

0:42:23 > 0:42:27For Alan, today's been a chance to get a glimpse

0:42:27 > 0:42:29of David's tough childhood.

0:42:29 > 0:42:32For David, an opportunity to find out more

0:42:32 > 0:42:34about the father he never knew.

0:42:34 > 0:42:36The past is...

0:42:36 > 0:42:38Not dead any more, it's alive,

0:42:38 > 0:42:40and I think that, um...

0:42:41 > 0:42:46..for me, it's a, kind of, a form of getting to know somebody.

0:42:46 > 0:42:49It's such a good thing, even though they are not with us.

0:42:49 > 0:42:51It's been absolutely brilliant.

0:42:51 > 0:42:58I've learned so much more now about David and the life that he's had.

0:42:58 > 0:43:01He's got me into the pie and mash now, so that's it.

0:43:01 > 0:43:03THEY LAUGH