0:00:34 > 0:00:38WHIRRING OF HELICOPTER BLADES
0:00:41 > 0:00:43TRANSLATED FROM ITALIAN:
0:04:17 > 0:04:19CAR HORN BLARES
0:06:23 > 0:06:25TRANSLATED FROM ITALIAN:
0:07:13 > 0:07:15CHILD'S VOICE:
0:07:19 > 0:07:22SHE CONTINUES COUNTING
0:07:37 > 0:07:39RINGING TONE
0:08:10 > 0:08:12MAN ON PHONE:
0:09:07 > 0:09:10LIFT BELL RINGS, DOORS OPEN
0:09:35 > 0:09:37EXPLOSION
0:10:33 > 0:10:36DOOR IS UNLOCKED
0:12:03 > 0:12:05TRANSLATED FROM ITALIAN:
0:12:06 > 0:12:09My name is Philippa Paccard.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15I'm English.
0:12:16 > 0:12:19I have the right to testify in my native language.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26Philippa Paccard.
0:13:28 > 0:13:3023rd of May 1971.
0:13:33 > 0:13:35Bristol.
0:13:35 > 0:13:37I teach... I'm a teacher.
0:13:40 > 0:13:41Um...
0:13:42 > 0:13:45..I don't know.
0:13:49 > 0:13:53I was in the process of, um... I was getting divorced.
0:13:53 > 0:13:57It was over a year ago, my husband died during the proceedings.
0:13:58 > 0:14:00HE TRANSLATES WHAT SHE SAID
0:14:02 > 0:14:06No, he died before.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33IN ITALIAN:
0:15:12 > 0:15:15Um...
0:15:23 > 0:15:25No, um...
0:15:39 > 0:15:41SHE SOBS
0:16:04 > 0:16:07Was it only four p-people who died?
0:16:12 > 0:16:15HE TRANSLATES WHAT SHE SAID
0:16:15 > 0:16:17No, no, no...
0:16:17 > 0:16:22I just mean the office... The man in the office... I put the bomb in his office. I...
0:16:30 > 0:16:32Nobody.
0:16:36 > 0:16:38I...
0:16:38 > 0:16:40I don't...
0:16:40 > 0:16:43I don't have a husband.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46He's dead.
0:16:50 > 0:16:53He overdosed. Look...
0:16:53 > 0:16:55you know all this.
0:16:55 > 0:16:59I've been calling, I've been writing...
0:16:59 > 0:17:03I've been trying to get your attention for years.
0:17:04 > 0:17:07Here. The carabinieri.
0:17:10 > 0:17:13I wanted to talk to them, I wanted...
0:17:13 > 0:17:18to tell them about the...the man who controls the drug scene.
0:17:18 > 0:17:24I knew him. He studied with my husband. Because of him, children die every week.
0:17:38 > 0:17:41He's not dead!
0:17:51 > 0:17:53PHILIPPA MOANS
0:19:03 > 0:19:05SHE MOANS
0:19:31 > 0:19:33Where am I?
0:19:35 > 0:19:37IN ENGLISH:
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Who are you?
0:20:01 > 0:20:05Oh...! I'm sorry...
0:20:05 > 0:20:07I'm sorry!
0:20:15 > 0:20:17No, please... No, please...!
0:22:05 > 0:22:07CLOCK CLICKS
0:22:46 > 0:22:48KNOCK ON DOOR
0:23:46 > 0:23:48Vendice was a friend of my husband's.
0:23:48 > 0:23:49They were students.
0:23:49 > 0:23:50He was like all of them,
0:23:50 > 0:23:54but then he started to get the drugs and sell them to other people,
0:23:54 > 0:23:57and then he had a business and now he's got this industry.
0:23:58 > 0:24:01He still gave my husband a discount.
0:24:01 > 0:24:05He even gives the kids in my school a discount.
0:24:05 > 0:24:07FILIPPO TRANSLATES
0:24:07 > 0:24:09Probably gives the carabinieri a discount.
0:24:14 > 0:24:18I have taught 13-year-old children who have already been in rehab.
0:24:18 > 0:24:22- There have been deaths in the school. - FILIPPO TRANSLATES
0:24:22 > 0:24:26This is what I have been writing and writing and writing and writing to you about.
0:24:26 > 0:24:28Forget the business, the computers...
0:24:42 > 0:24:47I have copies of those letters in my apartment.
0:24:47 > 0:24:51Now, initially I sent them by mail, but then I just brought them in myself.
0:24:51 > 0:24:54I have receipts. They have been stamped by the carabinieri.
0:27:09 > 0:27:11- Yes.- Si.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14- Yes.- Si.
0:27:38 > 0:27:39No.
0:27:39 > 0:27:41No, no, that's not right.
0:27:58 > 0:28:00Whose signature is this?
0:28:00 > 0:28:01Michele firma.
0:28:06 > 0:28:07You signed this?
0:28:37 > 0:28:39Nobody helped me.
0:28:55 > 0:28:58I found it in my apartment after my husband died.
0:29:00 > 0:29:03Suppose...someone... Or he...
0:29:05 > 0:29:07FILIPPO TRANSLATES
0:29:08 > 0:29:11Were there really two children?
0:29:21 > 0:29:23ALARM RINGS
0:29:46 > 0:29:48ALARM STOPS RINGING
0:30:33 > 0:30:35DOOR IS SHUT
0:31:36 > 0:31:39'I spoke with my brother.
0:31:40 > 0:31:44'He's 11 years old and he's one of your pupils.
0:31:44 > 0:31:48'He told me that he likes you the most of all the teachers.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51'He told me that you are a good person.
0:31:51 > 0:31:54'I believe that.
0:31:56 > 0:31:58'That's why I want to help you.
0:31:58 > 0:32:01'If you agree, please record that you agree
0:32:01 > 0:32:05'and leave the tape under the table in the interrogation room.
0:32:05 > 0:32:08'There is a small shelf under the table top.'
0:32:12 > 0:32:14INDISTINCT SPEECH
0:32:21 > 0:32:23INDISTINCT SPEECH
0:32:38 > 0:32:40'I'm the one who translates for you.
0:32:40 > 0:32:43'I was there when the doctor treated you.
0:32:44 > 0:32:46'You squeezed my fingers tightly.'
0:34:57 > 0:34:59'I agree.'
0:35:10 > 0:35:15Thursday, around 10 o'clock, you'll have a stomach ache.
0:35:15 > 0:35:19You'll got to the bathroom and return after seven minutes.
0:35:20 > 0:35:24If you find what I left for you there, signal to me.
0:35:25 > 0:35:28'Then around 11 o'clock, you'll feel ill again.
0:35:28 > 0:35:31'You'll return to the bathroom.
0:35:31 > 0:35:34'You'll hear the telephone ringing in the hallway,
0:35:34 > 0:35:38'then it will stop ringing because the guard will have picked up the receiver.
0:35:38 > 0:35:41'That's when you leave the bathroom.
0:35:41 > 0:35:44'You'll get into the elevator and go down to the garage.
0:35:44 > 0:35:48'From there, you go up half a flight of stairs.
0:35:48 > 0:35:54'You will leave the building through a small door that opens onto the rear courtyaerd.
0:35:54 > 0:35:59'Then you will go down a path that leads around the enclosure into the street.
0:35:59 > 0:36:04'Throw your sweater into the rubbish bin and head straight for the train station.
0:36:06 > 0:36:08'I'll drive there in a car in the evening
0:36:08 > 0:36:11'and pick you up at the rear entrance.'
0:36:14 > 0:36:17And then we'll think of what to do next...
0:36:20 > 0:36:22..because I believe there will be something...
0:36:26 > 0:36:28'..and that it will be beautiful.'
0:36:32 > 0:36:34HE SWITCHES THE TAPE OFF
0:38:07 > 0:38:09DOOR IS UNLOCKED
0:38:12 > 0:38:14DOOR IS LOCKED AGAIN
0:38:59 > 0:39:00I found a bag...
0:39:02 > 0:39:08..a note and a key in the toilet.
0:39:49 > 0:39:51FILIPPO TRANSLATES
0:39:51 > 0:39:59In the bag was a syringe and the test results from a HIV clinic.
0:39:59 > 0:40:05- FILIPPO TRANSLATES - The note had just three words.
0:40:11 > 0:40:14The key opened the door to the school glasshouse.
0:40:14 > 0:40:21One of my pupils, Carla - she'd been hanging there for three days.
0:40:24 > 0:40:26"Throw me out with the trash."
0:40:26 > 0:40:28Her parents had to read that.
0:40:30 > 0:40:32The carabinieri came...
0:40:34 > 0:40:36..said there was nothing for them to do...
0:40:38 > 0:40:44..so last Tuesday I went to her funeral in the morning...
0:40:45 > 0:40:51..and in the afternoon I went to Vendice's office...
0:40:57 > 0:40:58..with the bomb.
0:41:14 > 0:41:16SHE GROANS
0:41:54 > 0:41:56HE DIALS
0:41:58 > 0:42:00PHONE RINGS
0:42:10 > 0:42:12PHONE RINGS
0:42:22 > 0:42:24RINGING CONTINUES
0:42:34 > 0:42:35RINGING CONTINUES
0:45:47 > 0:45:49Why did you change the plan?
0:45:53 > 0:45:56My father always said that, at the right moment,
0:45:56 > 0:46:00you have to do what nobody expects.
0:46:02 > 0:46:04How did you know about this attic?
0:46:06 > 0:46:09I spent days here when I was a child.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11This was my hiding place.
0:46:11 > 0:46:15My father was the chief of the carabinieri for Turin.
0:46:24 > 0:46:27Do you know why I said I agree?
0:46:29 > 0:46:31Do you know why I want to escape?
0:46:34 > 0:46:37I don't want to escape punishment.
0:46:37 > 0:46:39I've killed four innocent people.
0:46:39 > 0:46:42And I want to answer for that.
0:46:44 > 0:46:46But before I do...
0:46:47 > 0:46:50..I want to kill him.
0:46:53 > 0:46:56That's the only reason I agreed to escape.
0:49:09 > 0:49:13TELEPHONE RINGS
0:51:23 > 0:51:25GUNSHOT
0:51:28 > 0:51:31HE BREATHES HEAVILY
0:52:44 > 0:52:47HE SOBS
0:54:52 > 0:54:55You were sleeping beside me.
0:55:03 > 0:55:05It's there.
0:55:46 > 0:55:49DISTANT SPEECH:
0:56:10 > 0:56:13TAP RUNS
0:57:25 > 0:57:27Who was that?
0:57:28 > 0:57:31They were cleaning women.
0:57:32 > 0:57:35One of them found the body this morning.
0:57:35 > 0:57:39She said she'll remember it for the rest of her life.
0:57:51 > 0:57:52What about you?
0:58:06 > 0:58:09We're going to have to leave this place.
0:58:33 > 0:58:36ITALIAN SHOW ON RADIO
1:00:10 > 1:00:13VAN HORN BEEPS
1:01:24 > 1:01:27MOANING
1:02:57 > 1:02:59Where will we go?
1:03:01 > 1:03:04I'd like you to take me to the place where you grew up.
1:03:18 > 1:03:20I don't even know your name.
1:03:21 > 1:03:23Filippo.
1:03:33 > 1:03:35When were you born?
1:03:37 > 1:03:39May 23rd, 1978.
1:03:42 > 1:03:45At what time? Do you know?
1:03:46 > 1:03:49In the morning at eight o'clock.
1:03:52 > 1:03:57I know exactly what I was doing on May 23rd, 1978.
1:03:58 > 1:04:01I know exactly.
1:04:01 > 1:04:05That was the day of my first Holy Communion.
1:04:06 > 1:04:10I was dressed up like a little bride
1:04:10 > 1:04:16with this white dress and a veil my mother had made me.
1:04:19 > 1:04:23She put the dress on and covered my face with the veil and burst into tears.
1:04:25 > 1:04:27I don't know why.
1:04:57 > 1:05:00It's as if nothing ever happened.
1:05:28 > 1:05:31I've done a lot of damage
1:05:31 > 1:05:36and some really stupid... stupid things.
1:05:37 > 1:05:43I've lied to my mother and to my sister
1:05:43 > 1:05:46many, many, many times.
1:05:47 > 1:05:50I was unfaithful to my husband once.
1:05:51 > 1:05:54And I didn't do everything I could to save him.
1:05:56 > 1:06:00Anyway, maybe it's not possible to do everything.
1:06:02 > 1:06:06Four people died because of me
1:06:06 > 1:06:09and I can't live with that.
1:06:11 > 1:06:13I'll never be able to.
1:06:14 > 1:06:19I shot a defenceless person, which you know.
1:06:24 > 1:06:28But...what you don't know is...
1:06:31 > 1:06:33..I've ceased to believe.
1:06:39 > 1:06:42Ceased to believe in what?
1:06:47 > 1:06:52In sense...in justice...
1:06:55 > 1:06:58..and life.
1:07:12 > 1:07:14I love you.
1:07:27 > 1:07:30No. It's...
1:07:30 > 1:07:32just...
1:07:36 > 1:07:40It's just I want the end to come soon.
1:08:51 > 1:08:53CHEERING
1:11:12 > 1:11:15MAN SINGS AND GUESTS JOIN IN
1:11:33 > 1:11:36CHEERING
1:13:10 > 1:13:12WOMAN:
1:13:34 > 1:13:35BOY:
1:14:23 > 1:14:24WOMAN SINGS IN ITALIAN
1:21:17 > 1:21:19CHILD AND MAN CHAT IN ITALIAN
1:22:45 > 1:22:48The police will come.
1:25:41 > 1:25:44MAN SHOUTS IN ITALIAN
1:25:50 > 1:25:53HELICOPTER FLIES OVERHEAD
1:27:09 > 1:27:10Now?
1:27:11 > 1:27:13Yes.
1:27:13 > 1:27:14Now.
1:27:45 > 1:27:48GUNFIRE
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