0:02:32 > 0:02:34Where's Harris?
0:02:41 > 0:02:43(GULLS CRY)
0:02:50 > 0:02:52WOMAN: Mom.
0:02:57 > 0:02:58Mom.
0:03:05 > 0:03:06Mom.
0:03:10 > 0:03:11Hello?
0:03:16 > 0:03:18Hi, Mom.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20She keeps saying, "Where's Harris?"
0:03:21 > 0:03:23Who's Harris, Mom?
0:03:24 > 0:03:28Harris was my first mistake.
0:03:30 > 0:03:33Do you remember your first mistake, honey?
0:03:33 > 0:03:35Shh.
0:03:35 > 0:03:38Mom, you were dreaming, that's all.
0:03:38 > 0:03:43Your first mistake is like your first kiss. You never forget it.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46Shh. Just rest now, OK?
0:03:46 > 0:03:48You've never told us about somebody named Harris.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51I guess I wanted it to be a surprise.
0:03:51 > 0:03:53You used to like surprises.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56Is he an old boyfriend of yours?
0:03:57 > 0:03:59Mine and Buddy's.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02Buddy loved him too.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08Harris and I killed Buddy.
0:04:08 > 0:04:10Mom, what are you talking about?
0:04:10 > 0:04:13Nina, she didn't murder anyone.
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Mom, look at me. Look at me. Try to focus.
0:04:46 > 0:04:48Buddy!
0:04:48 > 0:04:50- Hey, beautiful. - Hey.
0:04:50 > 0:04:51Mwah.
0:04:52 > 0:04:56I've been on a bus for seven hours. I'm not even remotely beautiful.
0:04:56 > 0:04:58But you're never anything but.
0:05:02 > 0:05:04It's up to you to stop the wedding, you know?
0:05:06 > 0:05:07Me?
0:05:08 > 0:05:09You're Lila's last hope.
0:05:13 > 0:05:15I'm not anyone's last hope.
0:05:15 > 0:05:17Shh.
0:05:17 > 0:05:18Everything's OK.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21Honey, you're such a good mother.
0:05:23 > 0:05:25I wasn't much of one myself.
0:05:25 > 0:05:29No, you've been a very good mother, sweetheart.
0:05:29 > 0:05:30Oh...
0:05:30 > 0:05:32Come on, Mom.
0:05:32 > 0:05:34I'm nobody's sweetheart.
0:05:37 > 0:05:40It was a mistake to name that star after me.
0:05:53 > 0:05:55(CAR HORN BEEPS)
0:06:09 > 0:06:12- (WOMAN LAUGHS) - Hi, sweetheart.
0:06:16 > 0:06:18Honey, are you OK?
0:06:18 > 0:06:20Course I am.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22My wedding.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24Come on, I'll show you to your room.
0:06:34 > 0:06:37I wasn't expecting anything quite so grand.
0:06:37 > 0:06:40It's just a very old dream my family can't seem to wake up from.
0:06:40 > 0:06:42I don't really look very Newport, do I?
0:06:42 > 0:06:44No, you look wonderful.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Where did you get this blouse? - Oh...
0:06:46 > 0:06:49You always find the most unusual things.
0:06:49 > 0:06:50Come on.
0:07:04 > 0:07:06- Great dress. - Oh!
0:07:06 > 0:07:08Bride of Dracula.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10It's probably better if they're more afraid of me than I am of them.
0:07:10 > 0:07:13Oh, no, my family is not scared of vampires.
0:07:13 > 0:07:16They don't have enough blood to be of interest.
0:07:17 > 0:07:19Come on, I'll show you round.
0:07:25 > 0:07:28(BIRD CRIES)
0:07:38 > 0:07:39(DOGS BARK)
0:07:49 > 0:07:51BUDDY: Trouble is, I need a first sentence.
0:07:51 > 0:07:54I can't believe that other guy got "Call me Ishmael" before you did.
0:07:54 > 0:07:56(LAUGHS) I know, it's my luck, right?
0:07:56 > 0:07:58But what do you think about this?
0:07:58 > 0:08:00"It was the best of times, it was the worst of times."
0:08:01 > 0:08:03- No good. No. - Yeah, no, I'll keep at it.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- So your family owns this cliff too? - Mm-hm.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09Known locally as the 'Plunge'.
0:08:10 > 0:08:13I fully intend to amount to something despite my advantages.
0:08:15 > 0:08:17Hey, look.
0:08:17 > 0:08:19Come on. I want you to meet somebody.
0:08:22 > 0:08:23Harris!
0:08:26 > 0:08:27Buddy.
0:08:27 > 0:08:29Buddy. Come here.
0:08:31 > 0:08:33Hey, the 'Fish' is a wreck. Who's been taking care of it?
0:08:33 > 0:08:35Nobody probably.
0:08:35 > 0:08:38Ann, this is my big brother, Harris Arden.
0:08:38 > 0:08:42Dr Harris Arden. The only one around here who actually has a job.
0:08:42 > 0:08:44I'm not his brother. I'm one of the servants.
0:08:44 > 0:08:45Oh.
0:08:45 > 0:08:47Ha. I'm Ann Grant.
0:08:47 > 0:08:50Prone to inappropriate apparel.
0:08:50 > 0:08:53If the family's not gonna take decent care of the 'Fish',
0:08:53 > 0:08:55they should sell her to someone who will.
0:08:55 > 0:08:57What's wrong with it?
0:08:57 > 0:08:59Mould, barnacles, the planks are leaking.
0:08:59 > 0:09:01Can we still take her out?
0:09:01 > 0:09:02Sure.
0:09:02 > 0:09:04Hey, Ann, you wanna come for a sail?
0:09:04 > 0:09:08Oh, I think I have bridesmaid things to do.
0:09:12 > 0:09:14Watch the sail.
0:09:20 > 0:09:22Pippin Fitzgerald. I didn't even know that he was coming.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25Uh, nine's good.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29- Ann, darling. - Hi, Mrs W.
0:09:29 > 0:09:32Oh, lovely to see you.
0:09:32 > 0:09:34Oh, Ann, dear,
0:09:34 > 0:09:38it seems that half the people I have seated together at this reception
0:09:38 > 0:09:40are either mortal enemies,
0:09:40 > 0:09:42have had disastrous affairs,
0:09:42 > 0:09:44or both.
0:09:45 > 0:09:48I hear you're gonna honour us with a song at the reception.
0:09:48 > 0:09:52Oh, I don't think anyone's all that likely to feel honoured.
0:09:52 > 0:09:56Have you made your selection? There's some lovely Schubert songs.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58That's not really the kind of thing that I do.
0:09:58 > 0:10:01I can get through 'Time After Time' without going flat.
0:10:04 > 0:10:05Hmm.
0:10:05 > 0:10:09So, what are we gonna do?
0:10:09 > 0:10:12Oh, why don't we move Ellie and Joe Mortimer
0:10:12 > 0:10:15to table four with the Fairfields?
0:10:15 > 0:10:17No?
0:10:17 > 0:10:20The tennis thing... summer before last?
0:10:20 > 0:10:22Oh, my Lord.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25At least one of us has powers of retention. (CHUCKLES)
0:10:25 > 0:10:27Ann, did Buddy take you down to the beach?
0:10:27 > 0:10:28Oh, yes. I met Harris.
0:10:31 > 0:10:34What are we gonna do with those Mortimers?
0:10:34 > 0:10:36Oh, um...
0:10:37 > 0:10:40Here's a card from somebody named Peach.
0:10:40 > 0:10:44Peach Howze Lamont. You know who that is?
0:10:44 > 0:10:45Sounds like a stripper.
0:10:45 > 0:10:47I don't think Mom knew any strippers.
0:10:47 > 0:10:50It's hard to say who Mom knew, isn't it?
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Well, what's with this fixation of yours, anyway?
0:10:52 > 0:10:54What fixation?
0:10:54 > 0:10:59Well, she mentions a couple of names and suddenly you're Nancy Drew.
0:10:59 > 0:11:01Well, she keeps going on about people we've never heard of.
0:11:01 > 0:11:03She says Harris was her only love
0:11:03 > 0:11:05and then she tells us she and Harris killed somebody.
0:11:06 > 0:11:10She's not exactly in her right mind, in case you haven't noticed.
0:11:10 > 0:11:12I have a feeling, that's all.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19Who was supposed to speak to Lila about green?
0:11:21 > 0:11:22Hi, Ann.
0:11:22 > 0:11:24It's nice to see you.
0:11:24 > 0:11:26I'm sorry, I'm having a dress crisis.
0:11:26 > 0:11:28- Oh. - It looks better on Ann.
0:11:28 > 0:11:32Oh, Ann, darling. Wherever did you get those shoes?
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Oh, I don't know.
0:11:34 > 0:11:35The Village somewhere.
0:11:35 > 0:11:37You got them in a village?
0:11:37 > 0:11:40Oh, no, Greenwich Village. In New York City.
0:11:40 > 0:11:42Ah.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47Champagne's gonna be beautiful with your hair.
0:11:47 > 0:11:48Thank you, Peach.
0:11:48 > 0:11:50- This is gonna be fun. (LAUGHS) - (LAUGHS)
0:11:50 > 0:11:52(LAUGHS) I can't wait.
0:12:13 > 0:12:15(SINGS) # What good are words
0:12:15 > 0:12:17# I say to you? #
0:12:19 > 0:12:21You're on, baby.
0:12:21 > 0:12:24I don't wanna go on. I wanna go back.
0:12:25 > 0:12:27Sorry. No can do.
0:12:27 > 0:12:29I've made a mistake.
0:12:29 > 0:12:31Mistakes are beautiful, baby.
0:12:31 > 0:12:33Mistakes are part of the fun.
0:12:35 > 0:12:38But I'm wearing the wrong dress.
0:12:38 > 0:12:41I can't go for a sail in this.
0:12:49 > 0:12:53I just think Mom's trying to tell us something.
0:12:53 > 0:12:55I think Mom needs to be left in peace at this point.
0:12:55 > 0:12:57Well, when I'm on my deathbed
0:12:57 > 0:13:00I hereby give you permission to ask me a question or two about my life.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03Nina, if you won't give Mom a break, how about giving me one?
0:13:03 > 0:13:06This is probably not the best time for us to have a fight.
0:13:06 > 0:13:08We don't need to have a fight, but really,
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I'm not gonna let you torture Mom anymore.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13- Not at this point. - Excuse me?
0:13:13 > 0:13:15Torture her anymore?
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Sorry, bad choice of words.
0:13:17 > 0:13:20So I torture Mom and you make her happy
0:13:20 > 0:13:23by getting the husband and the kids and the big-ass house?
0:13:23 > 0:13:27Nina, don't ask me to apologise for my life again, OK?
0:13:27 > 0:13:29(DOOR OPENS, VOICES CHATTER)
0:13:29 > 0:13:31Hey, look. Here comes your life now.
0:13:31 > 0:13:33Ethan won't stop looking at me.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36Hey, Luc, why did the monkey fall out of the tree?
0:13:36 > 0:13:38- Why? - Because it was dead.
0:13:38 > 0:13:40Come on, kids. Let's go up and say hello to grandma.
0:13:40 > 0:13:43- Is she dead? - No, honey. She's resting is all.
0:13:43 > 0:13:46She'll be so happy to see you. Come on, let's go.
0:13:57 > 0:13:59You see? She's sleeping, that's all.
0:14:01 > 0:14:04But she'll be dead soon.
0:14:04 > 0:14:07Well, she's had a good, long life
0:14:07 > 0:14:09and she loves you two more than anything.
0:14:12 > 0:14:14Can I touch her hand?
0:14:14 > 0:14:16Of course you can. Just be very gentle.
0:14:24 > 0:14:26(GASPS)
0:14:27 > 0:14:29What? Is it time to go on?
0:14:29 > 0:14:31No, it's nothing, Mom.
0:14:31 > 0:14:33Oh, where's my dress?
0:14:33 > 0:14:36Shh. Just go back to sleep now. OK?
0:14:40 > 0:14:42When you were little,
0:14:42 > 0:14:46you used to cry whenever I put that dress on.
0:14:46 > 0:14:47Do you remember?
0:14:47 > 0:14:50It meant you were going out.
0:14:50 > 0:14:52I never went very far, though, did I?
0:14:57 > 0:14:59I never went for that sail.
0:15:01 > 0:15:03I should have.
0:15:03 > 0:15:05Oh, I should have gone for that sail.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16(GULLS CRY)
0:16:05 > 0:16:08(JAZZ MUSIC PLAYS)
0:16:12 > 0:16:15(SONG) # I've got the world on a string
0:16:15 > 0:16:18# I'm sitting on a rainbow
0:16:18 > 0:16:21# Got that string around my finger... #
0:16:21 > 0:16:23It's a little early, isn't it?
0:16:24 > 0:16:27(LAUGHS) This is Newport. It starts at noon.
0:16:27 > 0:16:29- Want one? - No, thank you.
0:16:30 > 0:16:33# I've got a song that I sing
0:16:33 > 0:16:36# And I can make the rainbow
0:16:36 > 0:16:39# Any time I move my finger... #
0:16:39 > 0:16:41- Who's Harris? - Harris.
0:16:41 > 0:16:44Harris is our old housekeeper's son.
0:16:44 > 0:16:46You're joking.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49OK, this is not our family's summer cottage.
0:16:49 > 0:16:50This is our family's summer mansion
0:16:50 > 0:16:53and, yeah, Harris is our old housekeeper's son.
0:16:55 > 0:16:57In the summers when we used to come up here,
0:16:57 > 0:17:00Harris and his mother lived in an apartment off the kitchen.
0:17:00 > 0:17:02Really?
0:17:02 > 0:17:04OK,
0:17:04 > 0:17:06it's time to shut up and dance.
0:17:06 > 0:17:08# I've got the world on a string
0:17:08 > 0:17:11# I'm sitting on a rainbow
0:17:11 > 0:17:15# I've got that string around my finger
0:17:15 > 0:17:16# Oh, look at me
0:17:16 > 0:17:20# Can't you see I'm in love... #
0:17:20 > 0:17:22(BOTH LAUGH)
0:17:28 > 0:17:31(LAUGHS)
0:17:31 > 0:17:34All right, if fist-fights break out during the reception,
0:17:34 > 0:17:37it won't be because no-one worried about the seating arrangements.
0:17:37 > 0:17:38Great.
0:17:40 > 0:17:43You will turn down that a little bit, won't you, dear?
0:17:43 > 0:17:44Is your suit pressed for this evening?
0:17:44 > 0:17:46Mm-hm.
0:17:46 > 0:17:48And you need a haircut.
0:17:48 > 0:17:51# I'd be a crazy so and so
0:17:52 > 0:17:56# If I should ever let it go
0:17:57 > 0:18:01# I've got the world on a string
0:18:01 > 0:18:03# I'm sitting on a rainbow
0:18:03 > 0:18:08# I got that string around my finger
0:18:08 > 0:18:10# Oh, what a world, what a life
0:18:12 > 0:18:16# Oh, what a world, what a life
0:18:16 > 0:18:19- # What a world, what a life - (SINGS) # What a world, what a life
0:18:19 > 0:18:23- # Cos I'm in love - # I'm in love. #
0:18:23 > 0:18:26# Mmm, I'm in love. #
0:18:29 > 0:18:30(ANN LAUGHS)
0:18:32 > 0:18:35We'll just feed them and get them to bed and I'll be back later, OK?
0:18:35 > 0:18:37Mommy, Ethan's farting! He's farting!
0:18:37 > 0:18:39- Argh! - Chloe, sit down, baby.
0:18:39 > 0:18:41'Bye.
0:18:44 > 0:18:49- Ooh. (SIGHS) - Sobering, isn't it? (LAUGHS)
0:18:51 > 0:18:53Did you say something a while ago about wanting one?
0:18:54 > 0:18:58Well, after a bottle of champagne, as I recall.
0:18:58 > 0:19:00And in answer to a question from you, as I recall.
0:19:02 > 0:19:04Yeah, I mean it.
0:19:06 > 0:19:08Darling. (SIGHS)
0:19:08 > 0:19:11Can we discuss this sometime when my mother isn't dying?
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Yeah, sorry.
0:19:14 > 0:19:17Just seems like...
0:19:17 > 0:19:18..maybe...
0:19:20 > 0:19:22..maybe this is a good time to talk about some new life.
0:19:24 > 0:19:26Mmm, I know.
0:19:29 > 0:19:31Listen, what if I didn't... I didn't want to?
0:19:33 > 0:19:34I don't mean just for now.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36I mean...
0:19:37 > 0:19:38..ever.
0:19:42 > 0:19:47Oh, honey, it's time to shut up and dance.
0:19:48 > 0:19:50(KNOCK AT DOOR)
0:19:54 > 0:19:56- How's she doing? - Hmm, I don't know.
0:19:56 > 0:19:58Not so good.
0:20:00 > 0:20:02We just want to keep her out of pain now.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04As much as we can.
0:20:04 > 0:20:06She keeps saying strange things.
0:20:06 > 0:20:08They do sometimes in end stage.
0:20:08 > 0:20:11Medication can make 'em very dreamy.
0:20:11 > 0:20:15She's been talking about...oh...
0:20:15 > 0:20:16..people from her past, I guess,
0:20:16 > 0:20:19people my sister and I have never heard of.
0:20:19 > 0:20:21They might be real people
0:20:21 > 0:20:22and they might not be.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26You never really know.
0:20:38 > 0:20:40So, Mom...
0:20:40 > 0:20:43..is this all just a dream you're having?
0:20:51 > 0:20:53Hello, Harris. How are you?
0:20:53 > 0:20:55Hello, Mrs Wittenborn.
0:20:58 > 0:21:01Seriously, Lila is making a big mistake, don't you think?
0:21:03 > 0:21:05- It's a little hard to say. - Oh!
0:21:05 > 0:21:10All right, what do you like best about Karl?
0:21:12 > 0:21:14- Um...er... - Come on.
0:21:14 > 0:21:16Yeah? Mmm? Go on.
0:21:16 > 0:21:17Yeah, Karl's...
0:21:19 > 0:21:21..tall. (LAUGHS)
0:21:23 > 0:21:26But, you know, Buddy, if this is what Lila wants...
0:21:26 > 0:21:29No, no, no, this is what Lila thinks that she's supposed to want.
0:21:29 > 0:21:33- There's a difference. - Well, maybe not, for Lila.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37You know, I think...
0:21:38 > 0:21:40I think that she should marry Harris.
0:21:43 > 0:21:45Do you?
0:21:45 > 0:21:46He's the one she's really in love with,
0:21:46 > 0:21:49has been, like, ever since we were kids, you know?
0:21:51 > 0:21:52Is Harris in love with her?
0:21:52 > 0:21:56Oh, everyone's in love with Lila. I'm in love with Lila. Aren't you?
0:21:56 > 0:21:58- She's one of my best friends. - Right.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02So talk to her.
0:22:02 > 0:22:05Huh? Heh?
0:22:05 > 0:22:07I wanna sit the next one out.
0:22:07 > 0:22:08- What? No. - Yeah.
0:22:08 > 0:22:10- I'm on fire here. - My point exactly.
0:22:13 > 0:22:15- KARL: Hi, Ann. - Hi.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20Sis, you know, you got the looks AND the brains.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23(CHUCKLES) I mean, probably the talent too.
0:22:23 > 0:22:24I don't mind. I'm just mentioning it.
0:22:24 > 0:22:26Buddy, why don't you sit down?
0:22:28 > 0:22:31Plenty of virtues are left for the little brother.
0:22:31 > 0:22:34You know, stalwart, cheerful, good in emergencies.
0:22:34 > 0:22:36Oh, Karl, man.
0:22:36 > 0:22:38You... You're so tall.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Thanks.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Oh, yeah.
0:22:50 > 0:22:53Ann, did Lila tell you
0:22:53 > 0:22:56that Harris was the first guy that she ever kissed?
0:23:01 > 0:23:03I was 15.
0:23:03 > 0:23:05I guess I had a thing for older men then.
0:23:05 > 0:23:09And Harris has the shrapnel from Korea right here.
0:23:09 > 0:23:11Wrong place at the wrong time.
0:23:11 > 0:23:13I'm not a hero or anything like that.
0:23:13 > 0:23:15Course you're a hero.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17So, Buddy tells me you're a singer.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19Well, I sing.
0:23:19 > 0:23:20- I try to sing. - No, she's great, she's great.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22She's gonna sing in Carnegie Hall one day.
0:23:22 > 0:23:27I'll be glad if I can pay my light bill one day.
0:23:27 > 0:23:29As I recall, I lured you down to the beach.
0:23:29 > 0:23:31You'd got into your father's Scotch.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33Well, I had to.
0:23:33 > 0:23:35I mean, I was leaving for school the next day.
0:23:35 > 0:23:38- Drunken abandon was my last hope. - You passed out.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41Oh, well, all right, it's time for a full confession.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46When you wouldn't kiss me back, I pretended to pass out.
0:23:46 > 0:23:47Oh.
0:23:47 > 0:23:49It was the only thing I could think of to do.
0:23:49 > 0:23:53Well, you were very convincing.
0:23:53 > 0:23:55And you carried me back up to the house.
0:23:55 > 0:23:58And... (SIGHS)
0:23:58 > 0:24:00..I'm not gonna humiliate myself any further
0:24:00 > 0:24:02by telling you how deeply I believed
0:24:02 > 0:24:04that I was Catherine and you were Heathcliff.
0:24:05 > 0:24:06Harris is a doctor of medicine.
0:24:06 > 0:24:08- He told me that. - Yeah. In Shel...
0:24:08 > 0:24:10Shelburne Falls, Massachusetts.
0:24:10 > 0:24:12Yeah. Which is where he grew up.
0:24:12 > 0:24:15He went back to practise medicine among his own people.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18- That's very impressive. - Only to Buddy.
0:24:19 > 0:24:23Harris, would you consider dancing with the bride-to-be?
0:24:23 > 0:24:25My pleasure.
0:24:27 > 0:24:28Ann, Buddy, come on. Let's dance.
0:24:28 > 0:24:30I think I'm gonna sit this one out.
0:24:44 > 0:24:47Harris served in Korea, came back here to practise medicine
0:24:47 > 0:24:51in this dying little mill town where he grew up
0:24:51 > 0:24:53like some goddamn knight or something.
0:24:57 > 0:24:58He's Lila's only love
0:24:58 > 0:25:01and she is about to wreck her goddamn life.
0:25:01 > 0:25:03That's enough.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Never seems like enough.
0:25:06 > 0:25:08It's enough. Trust me.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14(PIANO MUSIC PLAYS)
0:25:18 > 0:25:21(INAUDIBLE CONVERSATION)
0:25:36 > 0:25:38She keeps talking about somebody named Harris.
0:25:38 > 0:25:42He might have been the love of her life or he might just be a fantasy.
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Now, at the very end, that's who she's talking about.
0:25:44 > 0:25:47- Nina. - Mm-hm?
0:25:47 > 0:25:48You seem to be...
0:25:50 > 0:25:53..er, OK,
0:25:53 > 0:25:54the love of my life.
0:25:58 > 0:26:00I don't know why, you're a mess, but I, er...
0:26:02 > 0:26:04..I seem to love you.
0:26:06 > 0:26:08Luc, that's so sweet.
0:26:10 > 0:26:12'Sweet'.
0:26:12 > 0:26:14I didn't mean it like that.
0:26:16 > 0:26:18I love you too.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22I just...I still need some more time.
0:26:24 > 0:26:26You know, I...
0:26:28 > 0:26:30..er...
0:26:32 > 0:26:34..I can't do this much longer.
0:26:36 > 0:26:41You know, I can't be hanging around your mother's deathbed
0:26:41 > 0:26:44wondering if I should even be here or not, I...
0:26:45 > 0:26:47There's something I have to tell you.
0:26:59 > 0:27:02I have to tell you
0:27:02 > 0:27:04this may be it.
0:27:06 > 0:27:08I mean, this may just be me.
0:27:08 > 0:27:12All unsure and confused and...
0:27:13 > 0:27:15..messed up.
0:27:15 > 0:27:19So if you're hanging in,
0:27:19 > 0:27:23waiting for me to metamorphose into the woman you want,
0:27:23 > 0:27:26I've gotta tell you you might be waiting a long, long time.
0:27:51 > 0:27:54(SNIFFLING)
0:27:56 > 0:27:57Lila, is that you?
0:27:59 > 0:28:01I'm fine, Ann.
0:28:01 > 0:28:03Open the door, OK?
0:28:09 > 0:28:11Honey!
0:28:11 > 0:28:12What is it?
0:28:12 > 0:28:14Nothing.
0:28:14 > 0:28:16It's nothing.
0:28:16 > 0:28:17It can't be nothing.
0:28:20 > 0:28:22Just jitters.
0:28:23 > 0:28:26Lila, are you sure you want to go through with this?
0:28:36 > 0:28:40So Karl announces quite proudly that when he grows up
0:28:40 > 0:28:43he's not going to marry Mom after all.
0:28:44 > 0:28:47He's going to marry Jean Harlow.
0:28:49 > 0:28:54Well, he's done a lot better than Jean Harlow, in my humble opinion.
0:28:55 > 0:28:56Welcome to the family, Lila.
0:28:56 > 0:28:58Thank you.
0:28:58 > 0:29:00I hope you know what you're getting yourself into.
0:29:00 > 0:29:02Hear, hear, hear.
0:29:05 > 0:29:06(CLEARS THROAT)
0:29:06 > 0:29:09- Well, as the very proud father... - BUDDY: Hey, sis. Hey, sis. Sis!
0:29:09 > 0:29:11You know what you've got, sis?
0:29:13 > 0:29:16You have got a talent for love.
0:29:18 > 0:29:21You're like the love genius.
0:29:23 > 0:29:26And there's too many statues of generals and politicians
0:29:26 > 0:29:29and there's not enough statues of someone like you.
0:29:29 > 0:29:31You know?
0:29:32 > 0:29:35But... (CHUCKLES)
0:29:35 > 0:29:37..in this world, in this world,
0:29:37 > 0:29:41there's so much of what looks like love
0:29:41 > 0:29:43and sounds like love
0:29:43 > 0:29:45and it calls itself love...
0:29:47 > 0:29:49..but it isn't.
0:29:52 > 0:29:54It's just...people
0:29:54 > 0:29:57saying and doing what they think
0:29:57 > 0:30:00that they ought to say and do.
0:30:04 > 0:30:06And you...
0:30:17 > 0:30:19You're the greatest.
0:30:21 > 0:30:23(WHISPERS) You're the greatest.
0:30:28 > 0:30:30So here's to love.
0:30:31 > 0:30:33And here's to you.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45MR WITTENBORN: Buddy, how about if we put you to bed?
0:30:45 > 0:30:47- The party's not over, is it? - Come on, son.
0:30:47 > 0:30:50We were just gonna go for a little walk, weren't we? Buddy and me.
0:30:50 > 0:30:54A walk would be just exhilarating right about now.
0:31:04 > 0:31:07Lila listens to reason. We've got to talk her out of it.
0:31:07 > 0:31:09I guess we would be the ones.
0:31:09 > 0:31:12- (CHUCKLES) - Yeah. Come here.
0:31:12 > 0:31:15- Oh. Oh! - Buddy. Buddy!
0:31:15 > 0:31:16Let's sit you down.
0:31:16 > 0:31:18Yeah, maybe that's a good idea.
0:31:20 > 0:31:21- No. No, no, no, no, no. - Ooh!
0:31:21 > 0:31:24(HARRIS AND ANN LAUGH)
0:31:25 > 0:31:27You beauties.
0:31:29 > 0:31:32(SIGHS) Buddy.
0:31:32 > 0:31:34(LAUGHS)
0:31:36 > 0:31:39Why do I feel like he's been this way since he was about 10?
0:31:39 > 0:31:42He didn't actually start drinking till he was 12.
0:31:42 > 0:31:44(LAUGHS)
0:31:44 > 0:31:45Oh...
0:31:46 > 0:31:49He's a total disaster, really.
0:31:49 > 0:31:51(SIGHS)
0:31:51 > 0:31:54And yet I seem to love him.
0:31:54 > 0:31:55Yeah, I love him too.
0:32:09 > 0:32:12OK, he's all tucked in.
0:32:14 > 0:32:17You've been doing this a long time, haven't you?
0:32:17 > 0:32:21Before he settled down, he showed me the star he picked out for you.
0:32:21 > 0:32:23Oh, that.
0:32:23 > 0:32:25It's a nice little star.
0:32:25 > 0:32:27It is. It's very nice.
0:32:27 > 0:32:29It's one of the Seven Sisters.
0:32:30 > 0:32:33Oh, see? There she is.
0:32:33 > 0:32:34Right there.
0:32:36 > 0:32:37This isn't too personal, is it?
0:32:37 > 0:32:39No. No, not really.
0:32:40 > 0:32:43I met Buddy in college and within three weeks
0:32:43 > 0:32:45he'd picked me out a star,
0:32:45 > 0:32:49he'd declared my flower to be the peony,
0:32:49 > 0:32:51my bird to be the swift,
0:32:51 > 0:32:53my tree to be the sycamore.
0:32:53 > 0:32:56The list goes on.
0:32:56 > 0:32:59- He was in love with you. - No.
0:32:59 > 0:33:02No, he was my best friend's little brother.
0:33:04 > 0:33:06But as we would walk around campus,
0:33:06 > 0:33:08and he'd go on about how the swift was my bird,
0:33:08 > 0:33:10the onyx was my stone,
0:33:10 > 0:33:13I finally asked him why he kept doing that
0:33:13 > 0:33:15and...
0:33:15 > 0:33:17..do you know what he said?
0:33:18 > 0:33:21He said he did it so that I would remember him
0:33:21 > 0:33:26whenever I saw peonies and swifts and sycamores and all that.
0:33:28 > 0:33:32As if he just thought he would disappear one day.
0:33:34 > 0:33:36Isn't that sad?
0:33:41 > 0:33:44See that star over there?
0:33:44 > 0:33:45Where?
0:33:45 > 0:33:48The medium-sized.
0:33:48 > 0:33:51Right there, the one...near Orion.
0:33:54 > 0:33:56Yes.
0:33:57 > 0:33:59Hey.
0:34:01 > 0:34:03That's our star.
0:34:03 > 0:34:07It's the one we were looking at when you were a beautiful young girl
0:34:07 > 0:34:09and you were kissed by some strange older guy
0:34:09 > 0:34:11who had no right to kiss you,
0:34:11 > 0:34:14and after the weekend, you never saw him again.
0:34:18 > 0:34:19I'm supposed to slap you, you know?
0:34:19 > 0:34:22Go ahead. You should.
0:34:57 > 0:34:59You have such hopes
0:34:59 > 0:35:02but you wear the wrong clothes, you say the wrong things.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04Before you know it, you can't tell
0:35:04 > 0:35:06what was your life and what were your mistakes
0:35:06 > 0:35:09and you start to feel like you're made of wrongness.
0:35:09 > 0:35:13What if there were no such thing as a mistake?
0:35:13 > 0:35:16You wouldn't say that if you'd met my husbands.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18I have met them.
0:35:21 > 0:35:22Oh.
0:35:22 > 0:35:24Well, you wouldn't say that if...
0:35:26 > 0:35:28..if you'd seen me in a maxiskirt.
0:35:28 > 0:35:30I have seen you in a maxiskirt.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42Who are you?
0:35:43 > 0:35:45I'm the night nurse.
0:35:45 > 0:35:47Well, you dress rather strangely...
0:35:48 > 0:35:51..for a nurse,
0:35:51 > 0:35:53if you don't mind my saying so.
0:35:53 > 0:35:55I don't mind in the slightest.
0:36:04 > 0:36:08But you're a real nurse? I mean, have you had training?
0:36:08 > 0:36:11Oh, my, yes.
0:36:11 > 0:36:13I can do just about anything you need me to.
0:36:17 > 0:36:20Can you tell me where my life went?
0:36:22 > 0:36:24I can tell you that your star is Alcyone...
0:36:26 > 0:36:29..your stone is the amethyst,
0:36:29 > 0:36:32your bird is the thrush.
0:36:34 > 0:36:36No.
0:36:36 > 0:36:39My bird is the swift.
0:36:40 > 0:36:42I'm afraid that's not accurate.
0:36:45 > 0:36:48Uh-huh.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56Really?
0:36:56 > 0:36:59Yes, really.
0:37:24 > 0:37:26(KNOCK AT DOOR)
0:37:26 > 0:37:27Come in.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31You're up.
0:37:33 > 0:37:34It's my wedding day.
0:37:34 > 0:37:38- It's perfect outside. - Isn't it?
0:37:41 > 0:37:43- Hey. - (SOBS)
0:37:43 > 0:37:44Oh, honey.
0:37:48 > 0:37:49There, there.
0:37:52 > 0:37:54La, la, la.
0:37:58 > 0:38:01(SIGHS AND LAUGHS)
0:38:03 > 0:38:07Lila, do you really, REALLY want to marry Karl?
0:38:08 > 0:38:10Mm-hm.
0:38:10 > 0:38:12- (SOBS) - Honey.
0:38:15 > 0:38:17OK, I'm...I'm just gonna say it.
0:38:19 > 0:38:21I don't think that you're in love with Karl.
0:38:23 > 0:38:24I think you're in love with Harris.
0:38:28 > 0:38:30That's ridiculous.
0:38:30 > 0:38:31Is it?
0:38:31 > 0:38:33I'm not in love with Harris
0:38:33 > 0:38:36and Harris is not in love with me.
0:38:36 > 0:38:38Are you sure?
0:38:38 > 0:38:41Yes.
0:38:41 > 0:38:43Do you want to know how I know?
0:38:43 > 0:38:44Yeah.
0:38:46 > 0:38:47Because I asked him.
0:38:47 > 0:38:49You did?
0:38:50 > 0:38:54Last night, in the middle of my rehearsal dinner,
0:38:54 > 0:38:56I told him that since I was 15...
0:38:58 > 0:39:01..that I'd turned down every other guy who came along
0:39:01 > 0:39:04who wasn't him,
0:39:04 > 0:39:07who had the bad taste not to be Harris.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12I mean, I more or less offered to sneak out with him
0:39:12 > 0:39:16and do anything and everything that he might want me to do.
0:39:18 > 0:39:22Well, to be perfectly honest, I find that impulse understandable.
0:39:23 > 0:39:26I don't think I could do half of the things that I said I could.
0:39:26 > 0:39:30- (LAUGHS) - I mean, you know, anatomically.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34Honey, what exactly did you say?
0:39:38 > 0:39:40I humiliated myself.
0:39:41 > 0:39:43Completely.
0:39:45 > 0:39:46I mean, do you...
0:39:48 > 0:39:51Do you understand that? Do you know what I'm saying?
0:39:53 > 0:39:55Yes.
0:39:56 > 0:40:01I had to know if there was a chance for me with Harris,
0:40:01 > 0:40:03and I got my answer.
0:40:06 > 0:40:08And now I'm gonna get married.
0:40:09 > 0:40:13OK, maybe it isn't Harris for you.
0:40:14 > 0:40:17But you don't have to marry Karl if you're not sure.
0:40:17 > 0:40:19Send everybody home?
0:40:19 > 0:40:22Tell them that the bride has changed her mind?
0:40:22 > 0:40:24Yes.
0:40:24 > 0:40:27- I'm 24 years old. - So?
0:40:27 > 0:40:30It would kill Karl.
0:40:30 > 0:40:31He'd recover.
0:40:32 > 0:40:35No. No, he wouldn't.
0:40:35 > 0:40:38He's not...he's not the kind of person
0:40:38 > 0:40:40that would recover from something like that.
0:40:40 > 0:40:42(KNOCK AT DOOR)
0:40:42 > 0:40:44MRS WITTENBORN: Lila. Lila, dear, are you up?
0:40:44 > 0:40:46Just a minute, Mother.
0:40:46 > 0:40:48- We've got a lot to do. - I know.
0:40:48 > 0:40:51(FOOTSTEPS RECEDE)
0:40:54 > 0:40:58I need you to be a proper bridesmaid.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00I need you to be very, very nice to Karl.
0:41:02 > 0:41:03Can you do that for me?
0:41:03 > 0:41:08Is that what you really and truly want me to do?
0:41:09 > 0:41:11He's a good man.
0:41:11 > 0:41:13And he'll be a wonderful husband.
0:41:13 > 0:41:15(FOOTSTEPS APPROACH)
0:41:15 > 0:41:17It's time to hit the deck, dear.
0:41:19 > 0:41:23- Good morning, Ann. - ANN: Good morning.
0:41:24 > 0:41:28Everything seems like a good idea at the time.
0:41:28 > 0:41:31One thing led to another and...
0:41:32 > 0:41:35But now when I look back on it all...
0:41:35 > 0:41:37What do you see?
0:41:38 > 0:41:40Waste.
0:41:40 > 0:41:41Failure.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43Only that?
0:41:43 > 0:41:45Oh, pretty much.
0:41:47 > 0:41:50Why don't you think of a time when you were happy?
0:41:50 > 0:41:54Don't patronise me, please.
0:41:54 > 0:41:57Why don't you just close your eyes
0:41:57 > 0:41:59and think of a time when you were happy.
0:42:01 > 0:42:05It's best really if you choose something ordinary.
0:42:07 > 0:42:10An ordinary moment during an ordinary day.
0:42:19 > 0:42:22(GENTLE PIANO MUSIC)
0:42:28 > 0:42:31Mommy, I wanna go home.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33- Oh, honey. - Everybody's a critic.
0:42:33 > 0:42:36No, I'm a terrible mother.
0:42:36 > 0:42:39- (SOBS) - Connie, sweetheart, I'm so sorry.
0:42:39 > 0:42:41Your mommy just can't afford a sitter today and tonight.
0:42:41 > 0:42:43(CONNIE CRIES)
0:42:43 > 0:42:46Hey, you know, I think I should take her home.
0:42:46 > 0:42:48We gotta rehearse, baby.
0:42:48 > 0:42:50(SIGHS)
0:42:50 > 0:42:51Give her to me.
0:42:51 > 0:42:54I've had three. I know what I'm doing.
0:42:54 > 0:42:56- (GRUNTS) - (CHUCKLES)
0:42:56 > 0:42:59Here. Looky here.
0:42:59 > 0:43:00This is a piano
0:43:00 > 0:43:03and you and me are gonna play it,
0:43:03 > 0:43:04and your momma's gonna sing for us.
0:43:04 > 0:43:06Here we go.
0:43:08 > 0:43:11(PLAYS PIANO)
0:43:22 > 0:43:26(SINGS) # Time after time
0:43:26 > 0:43:30# I tell myself that I'm
0:43:30 > 0:43:37# So lucky to be loving you... #
0:43:37 > 0:43:39Look at momma.
0:43:39 > 0:43:46# So lucky to be the one you run to see
0:43:46 > 0:43:48# In the evening
0:43:48 > 0:43:53# When the day is through... #
0:43:54 > 0:43:56What happened to your dress?
0:43:58 > 0:44:00What dress would that be?
0:44:03 > 0:44:06- Hey, Luc. - Hey, Annie.
0:44:06 > 0:44:08How's the band?
0:44:10 > 0:44:14You know, working our way up from dumps to dives.
0:44:16 > 0:44:18Connie, did you like my song?
0:44:20 > 0:44:22I'm Nina, Mom.
0:44:22 > 0:44:23Connie went home for a little while.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26It wasn't right, me dragging you round to clubs like that.
0:44:30 > 0:44:32Are you OK, Mom?
0:44:32 > 0:44:34Are you in much pain?
0:44:34 > 0:44:37We should let her rest a little, I think.
0:44:37 > 0:44:39Yeah, I wanna stay a minute, OK?
0:44:39 > 0:44:40Just me.
0:44:40 > 0:44:43- Don't overtire her. - Yeah. Five minutes.
0:45:02 > 0:45:04Hey, Mom.
0:45:06 > 0:45:09How are you doing?
0:45:09 > 0:45:11Honey, let's not talk about me.
0:45:11 > 0:45:13How are you?
0:45:13 > 0:45:16I'm OK.
0:45:16 > 0:45:18- I'm Nina, right? - Of course you are.
0:45:18 > 0:45:22You look a little peaked, frankly. Let me feel your forehead.
0:45:22 > 0:45:24I'm fine, really.
0:45:24 > 0:45:27- No, you're not fine. - I'm fine enough.
0:45:27 > 0:45:29I'm not the one who's sick.
0:45:29 > 0:45:31You're not the one who's well.
0:45:33 > 0:45:34Can I tell you something?
0:45:34 > 0:45:37Of course.
0:45:37 > 0:45:40I'm pregnant.
0:45:40 > 0:45:42Oh, darling.
0:45:45 > 0:45:46That's wonderful.
0:45:46 > 0:45:50With Luc. Luc's baby.
0:45:50 > 0:45:51Our baby.
0:45:51 > 0:45:53I haven't told him.
0:45:53 > 0:45:56I haven't told anybody.
0:45:56 > 0:46:00And, Mom, I don't know what to do.
0:46:00 > 0:46:03I can't imagine getting rid of it. I don't think I could do that.
0:46:03 > 0:46:07But I can't exactly imagine being with Luc all my life either.
0:46:07 > 0:46:10I mean, we've been together three years
0:46:10 > 0:46:12and I've never felt sure.
0:46:12 > 0:46:15And now I'm two months along.
0:46:17 > 0:46:19I'm afraid having the baby
0:46:19 > 0:46:21would be something I'd regret for the rest of my life
0:46:21 > 0:46:22and I'm afraid not having the baby
0:46:22 > 0:46:25would be something I'd regret for the rest of my life.
0:46:25 > 0:46:27A baby is a wonderful thing.
0:46:31 > 0:46:34You said Harris was your only love.
0:46:34 > 0:46:36That's how I want to feel.
0:46:40 > 0:46:43Harris showed me how much it can be.
0:46:49 > 0:46:50Yeah, go on.
0:46:58 > 0:47:00Will you promise me something?
0:47:00 > 0:47:03Like, tomorrow, after sis marries Dwight D. Eisenhower...
0:47:03 > 0:47:04Stop that.
0:47:04 > 0:47:06..we can drive to New York together,
0:47:06 > 0:47:08just you and I,
0:47:08 > 0:47:10and we'd go on a bender, you know?
0:47:10 > 0:47:12We can hit a million clubs,
0:47:12 > 0:47:15just hang around with criminals and degenerates.
0:47:15 > 0:47:17I sing for criminals and degenerates
0:47:17 > 0:47:19Thursdays through Sundays.
0:47:19 > 0:47:21They lose their fascination.
0:47:21 > 0:47:24Hey, hey. Look. Look.
0:47:26 > 0:47:28Do you think there's a message inside?
0:47:28 > 0:47:30Sure. How can there not be?
0:47:30 > 0:47:33I'll bet you Karl threw a dozen of them in the water last night
0:47:33 > 0:47:35for Lila to find this morning.
0:47:35 > 0:47:38Nah. It's for us. It's for you and me.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40Just you wait.
0:47:40 > 0:47:44There'll be a note in there that says something like,
0:47:44 > 0:47:46"Lila, I'll love you forever."
0:47:46 > 0:47:47(LAUGHS)
0:47:47 > 0:47:49I was thinking more like,
0:47:49 > 0:47:52"Whoever finds this bottle gets to make three wishes."
0:47:52 > 0:47:54So you start thinking of wishes.
0:47:57 > 0:47:58And?
0:48:01 > 0:48:04It's wine.
0:48:04 > 0:48:06It's really old wine.
0:48:06 > 0:48:07Don't drink it.
0:48:07 > 0:48:10Annie, I'm not that far gone.
0:48:10 > 0:48:12Oh, no, I'm sorry.
0:48:12 > 0:48:13No, of course you're not.
0:48:14 > 0:48:16- (YELPS) - Whoo!
0:48:31 > 0:48:33Hi.
0:48:33 > 0:48:34Look what I found.
0:48:34 > 0:48:36Oh, my God.
0:48:37 > 0:48:39The queen-of-the-night dress.
0:48:39 > 0:48:41Do you remember her wearing this?
0:48:41 > 0:48:42Just barely.
0:48:42 > 0:48:44Whenever I think of Mom, I see her in this dress
0:48:44 > 0:48:47going off to work.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49She loved it so much.
0:48:49 > 0:48:50In her masochistic way.
0:48:50 > 0:48:52In a real way.
0:48:52 > 0:48:56Singing at the occasional wedding is not what she had in mind.
0:48:56 > 0:49:00Do you remember when she took us to hear Peggy Lee
0:49:00 > 0:49:01at the Algonquin?
0:49:01 > 0:49:04- Oh, it was awful. - No, it wasn't.
0:49:04 > 0:49:05Mom cried...hard.
0:49:05 > 0:49:07Because she was moved.
0:49:07 > 0:49:10Because she was sitting there with two little girls in party dresses
0:49:10 > 0:49:12and Peggy Lee was the one up there on the stage.
0:49:12 > 0:49:15Just how unhappy do you need Mom to have been?
0:49:16 > 0:49:18Uh, translation, please?
0:49:18 > 0:49:20Let's let it go. We're both exhausted.
0:49:20 > 0:49:23No. Let's not let it go.
0:49:25 > 0:49:27(SIGHS) Great.
0:49:27 > 0:49:30All right, it seems to me that you're counting on Mom
0:49:30 > 0:49:33to have been as unfulfilled as you are and I'm not gonna let you do it.
0:49:33 > 0:49:34How dare you!
0:49:34 > 0:49:37I'm not gonna let you badger her on her deathbed
0:49:37 > 0:49:40about supposed old miseries
0:49:40 > 0:49:42that are probably in fact just fever dreams.
0:49:42 > 0:49:44Who are you to tell me I'm unfulfilled?
0:49:44 > 0:49:46Whatever the hell that means.
0:49:46 > 0:49:48Oh, OK, so you're fulfilled, I'm not.
0:49:48 > 0:49:52The fulfilled one has the career and the husband and the house and garden,
0:49:52 > 0:49:54which just happen to be three towns away from Mom.
0:49:54 > 0:49:56- Mom needed someone close by. - The cleaning women.
0:49:56 > 0:49:59- Variously depressed au pairs. - You don't know how frail she's been.
0:49:59 > 0:50:02Family dinners at least three times a week and no more sex
0:50:02 > 0:50:03because even if you weren't too tired,
0:50:03 > 0:50:05the children will probably hear you.
0:50:05 > 0:50:06Stop this!
0:50:06 > 0:50:07So I hope you'll understand if I tell you
0:50:07 > 0:50:09I don't look at you and say to myself,
0:50:09 > 0:50:11"Hey, that's one fulfilled woman over there."
0:50:11 > 0:50:14- Let's talk about your life then. - OK, let's.
0:50:14 > 0:50:16You've had four different careers.
0:50:16 > 0:50:19Go-go dancing didn't count as a career.
0:50:19 > 0:50:20You were going to be a real dancer.
0:50:20 > 0:50:24Do have any idea how hard it was for me to admit I was not good enough?
0:50:24 > 0:50:26I don't think you really tried. Not really.
0:50:26 > 0:50:29Luc is your umpteenth boyfriend.
0:50:29 > 0:50:32- How many exactly is umpteen? - And you're about to dump him.
0:50:32 > 0:50:34I look at you and I think, "In five years
0:50:34 > 0:50:36"she'll have a different job and another new boyfriend,
0:50:36 > 0:50:38"and five years after that
0:50:38 > 0:50:41- "she'll have another new job and another new boyfriend."- So?
0:50:41 > 0:50:44Nothing gets its hooks into you. You just drift.
0:50:45 > 0:50:48Well, something has.
0:50:52 > 0:50:54I'm pregnant.
0:50:55 > 0:50:57- You are? - Uh-huh.
0:50:59 > 0:51:01Oh.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03Oh, sweetheart.
0:51:03 > 0:51:05(SIGHS)
0:51:05 > 0:51:07Sit down.
0:51:07 > 0:51:09I'm two months gone, I can stand.
0:51:13 > 0:51:15A little slip-up
0:51:15 > 0:51:18can happen to even the most determined 'commit-a-phobe'.
0:51:20 > 0:51:22Come on. Sit down.
0:51:22 > 0:51:24OK.
0:51:24 > 0:51:26I'll sit if it will make you any happier.
0:51:26 > 0:51:27It will.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35You could be a great mother.
0:51:38 > 0:51:40You really love your kids, don't you?
0:51:42 > 0:51:44More than anything.
0:51:46 > 0:51:48Got that.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50That doesn't mean they don't drive me crazy.
0:51:51 > 0:51:53It doesn't mean I don't wonder sometimes
0:51:53 > 0:51:57if...I should be a surfer chick
0:51:57 > 0:51:59with seven stupid boyfriends.
0:52:02 > 0:52:04Got that too.
0:52:35 > 0:52:38Will you not get mad if I say something?
0:52:38 > 0:52:39(SCOFFS)
0:52:40 > 0:52:43I'll do my best.
0:52:43 > 0:52:45If you go on being the bad girl,
0:52:45 > 0:52:46if you insist on
0:52:46 > 0:52:51screwing up everything and everyone that comes your way,
0:52:51 > 0:52:53there's a very real chance you'll end up alone.
0:52:56 > 0:52:58Oh...
0:52:58 > 0:53:01..Nina, I'm sorry.
0:53:02 > 0:53:05See?
0:53:05 > 0:53:07At least I'm not mad.
0:53:52 > 0:53:54(WHIRRING AND GROANING)
0:54:08 > 0:54:10Hello, there.
0:54:10 > 0:54:12What am I doing here?
0:54:12 > 0:54:14- Who are you? - I'm the night nurse.
0:54:14 > 0:54:16Remember?
0:54:17 > 0:54:20Oh, you said you'd met my husband.
0:54:20 > 0:54:22No, I'm afraid I haven't.
0:54:22 > 0:54:25I married Ralph Haverford.
0:54:25 > 0:54:27He was the best man. Isn't that strange?
0:54:27 > 0:54:29Do you think I took it literally?
0:54:29 > 0:54:32That I couldn't say.
0:54:32 > 0:54:35I left him on the sidewalk like a piece of chewing gum.
0:54:35 > 0:54:37Some maid of honour, right?
0:54:38 > 0:54:40Are you feeling better now?
0:54:40 > 0:54:43Then I married Phil, Nina's father.
0:54:43 > 0:54:45He had such nice hair.
0:54:47 > 0:54:49Nice hair is nice.
0:54:51 > 0:54:53Are you married?
0:54:53 > 0:54:54Yes, I am.
0:54:54 > 0:54:56And do you love him in that crazy way?
0:54:58 > 0:55:01We've been married almost 40 years.
0:55:01 > 0:55:04Oh, I've been married 40 years. More than 40.
0:55:04 > 0:55:05To Harris.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08Just haven't seen him the whole time we've been married.
0:55:08 > 0:55:12Well, maybe that's the best way.
0:55:15 > 0:55:18Is there anyone special you'd like me to call?
0:55:47 > 0:55:48Oh, sis.
0:55:53 > 0:55:57- You nervous? - Yeah, a little.
0:55:57 > 0:55:58You look fantastic.
0:55:58 > 0:56:00- Just breathe. - Thank you.
0:56:00 > 0:56:02Yeah, OK.
0:56:03 > 0:56:04All right.
0:56:08 > 0:56:10MAN: Peach.
0:56:19 > 0:56:22Do you think maybe Peach and Pip could be next?
0:56:22 > 0:56:24Pip's a little stuffy.
0:56:24 > 0:56:25Well, Peach likes stuffy.
0:56:25 > 0:56:28Hey, we're on.
0:56:32 > 0:56:34Then there's the question of Buddy for Lizzie.
0:56:34 > 0:56:37Do you really think that everybody from your wedding party
0:56:37 > 0:56:39should just marry everybody else?
0:56:39 > 0:56:43No, but it would be nice if my wedding inspired another one.
0:56:44 > 0:56:46MAN: Ann.
0:57:01 > 0:57:02Are you ready, sweetheart?
0:57:04 > 0:57:07Yes, ready.
0:57:09 > 0:57:12(ORGAN PLAYS 'BRIDAL CHORUS' FROM WAGNER'S 'LOHENGRIN')
0:57:57 > 0:58:00(JAZZ PLAYS, PEOPLE CHATTER)
0:58:11 > 0:58:16We are such stuff as dreams are made on.
0:58:22 > 0:58:24She's made a good choice.
0:58:45 > 0:58:47Are you ready?
0:58:47 > 0:58:48I guess so.
0:59:01 > 0:59:03- I'm gonna sing 'Time After Time'. - OK.
0:59:03 > 0:59:05'Time After Time'.
0:59:07 > 0:59:08Hi, everybody.
0:59:08 > 0:59:10(LAUGHS) Hi. Um...
0:59:13 > 0:59:16When Lila asked me to sing at her wedding,
0:59:16 > 0:59:19I told her that I usually only sing for drunks and tourists.
0:59:19 > 0:59:21MAN: And we're not tourists.
0:59:21 > 0:59:23(ALL LAUGH)
0:59:24 > 0:59:28But she wouldn't take 'no', so...
0:59:28 > 0:59:31Lila, this is for you.
0:59:34 > 0:59:36(PIANO PLAYS GENTLE INTRODUCTION)
0:59:41 > 0:59:44(SINGS) # What good are words
0:59:44 > 0:59:47# I say to you?
0:59:47 > 0:59:52# They can't convey to you
0:59:52 > 0:59:56# What's in my heart
0:59:56 > 1:00:03# If you could hear instead
1:00:03 > 1:00:08# The things I've left
1:00:08 > 1:00:12# Unsaid
1:00:13 > 1:00:17# Time after time
1:00:17 > 1:00:21# I tell myself that I'm
1:00:21 > 1:00:28# So lucky to be loving you
1:00:30 > 1:00:34# So lucky to be
1:00:34 > 1:00:37# The one you run to see
1:00:37 > 1:00:40# In the evening
1:00:40 > 1:00:45# When the day is through
1:01:02 > 1:01:07BOTH: # I only know what I know
1:01:07 > 1:01:11# The passing years will show
1:01:11 > 1:01:16# You kept my love so young
1:01:16 > 1:01:20# So new
1:01:20 > 1:01:24# And time after time
1:01:24 > 1:01:28# You'll hear me say that I'm
1:01:30 > 1:01:34# So lucky to
1:01:34 > 1:01:38# Be loving
1:01:38 > 1:01:45# You. #
1:02:13 > 1:02:15- Where did you go? - I snuck out.
1:02:15 > 1:02:18- I felt like a fool. - No, you were nothing like a fool.
1:02:18 > 1:02:19You were a hero.
1:02:19 > 1:02:22You were the hero. I hit most of the notes.
1:02:22 > 1:02:25No, honestly, I didn't sound that great.
1:02:25 > 1:02:26I don't mind that.
1:02:28 > 1:02:31There was something about being up there just now
1:02:31 > 1:02:32and singing that song for Lila.
1:02:32 > 1:02:35I... (SIGHS)
1:02:35 > 1:02:37I don't know.
1:02:38 > 1:02:40I've always thought of myself as just sort of
1:02:40 > 1:02:42singing into the room, I guess.
1:02:42 > 1:02:43But, I mean, doing it...
1:02:44 > 1:02:46..specifically for her...
1:02:49 > 1:02:50..it was so different.
1:02:52 > 1:02:53You got a gift, kid.
1:02:56 > 1:02:59You know, honestly for the first time right now, I feel like...
1:03:02 > 1:03:03..maybe I do.
1:03:07 > 1:03:09I wanna be good at this, you know?
1:03:09 > 1:03:12Not just...all right,
1:03:12 > 1:03:15but really, really good.
1:03:18 > 1:03:21- I wanna sing on Mars one day. - (LAUGHS)
1:03:21 > 1:03:26You sing on Mars, I'll shut down my practice and fly up to see you.
1:03:27 > 1:03:29Do you think we need another star for this?
1:03:29 > 1:03:31Yeah, I do.
1:03:32 > 1:03:35I think it should be close to the one that you picked out last night.
1:03:35 > 1:03:37Uh...
1:03:37 > 1:03:40..there's a nice one just south of it.
1:03:40 > 1:03:42Oh.
1:03:43 > 1:03:46That's rather modest, don't you think?
1:03:46 > 1:03:49Well, there's lots of stars. This is only your second one.
1:04:01 > 1:04:03Hey, there.
1:04:05 > 1:04:08Whoops! I'm interrupting something?
1:04:08 > 1:04:09No, Buddy.
1:04:13 > 1:04:16Tonight it's all about love, right?
1:04:17 > 1:04:20In all its forms and guises. (LAUGHS)
1:04:22 > 1:04:24(SINGS) # Time after time
1:04:24 > 1:04:27# I tell myself that I'm
1:04:27 > 1:04:29# So lucky... #
1:04:33 > 1:04:34Come on, let's dance.
1:04:35 > 1:04:37No, no. All three of us. Come on.
1:04:41 > 1:04:43Hey, I finally had an idea for my novel.
1:04:43 > 1:04:45Shoot.
1:04:45 > 1:04:48Oh, it's about a gangster who's in love with a rich girl.
1:04:48 > 1:04:49Honey, that's 'The Great Gatsby'.
1:04:51 > 1:04:53Damn.
1:04:53 > 1:04:57Well, in my version they'll get married and live happily every after
1:04:57 > 1:04:59and it will be 'The Fun Great Gatsby'.
1:04:59 > 1:05:01- Why not? - Harris, isn't Ann great?
1:05:01 > 1:05:02Yeah, she's OK.
1:05:02 > 1:05:04Cos we've been friends since college.
1:05:04 > 1:05:07Ann and Lila and me.
1:05:07 > 1:05:09And now that Lila's a wife...
1:05:10 > 1:05:13..it's just Ann and me.
1:05:13 > 1:05:16- Oh, Buddy. - Oh, Ann.
1:05:17 > 1:05:19- Hey. - Hey, Buddy, boy.
1:05:19 > 1:05:20- Maybe it's time to go. - Mmm? Oh.
1:05:22 > 1:05:24Oops.
1:05:24 > 1:05:26Terribly sorry, old chap.
1:05:26 > 1:05:28It's the wine. It's the wine.
1:05:28 > 1:05:31- Hey, Buddy. Come back. - No. As you were, as you were.
1:05:31 > 1:05:34It's just a little battle fatigue. I'm off to the front line again.
1:05:37 > 1:05:40He won't remember that in the morning.
1:05:40 > 1:05:41I'm not so sure.
1:05:45 > 1:05:46Ann!
1:05:46 > 1:05:49Ann Grant, maid of honour, at large.
1:05:56 > 1:05:59Now, we don't have to tell you about the birds and the bees, do we?
1:05:59 > 1:06:02Sorry! Bad bridesmaid.
1:06:02 > 1:06:05Lila, you're perfect.
1:06:05 > 1:06:06Carriage awaits.
1:06:14 > 1:06:16Mrs Karl Ross.
1:06:16 > 1:06:18(LAUGHS) Mm-hm.
1:06:19 > 1:06:23Ann, you didn't mention anything...to anyone?
1:06:23 > 1:06:25I mean, about this morning.
1:06:25 > 1:06:27What?
1:06:27 > 1:06:30You know, the bride's brief bout of hysteria.
1:06:30 > 1:06:32- Oh, no, of course not. - Good.
1:06:32 > 1:06:35I don't want people to get the wrong impression.
1:06:38 > 1:06:42Lila, if you want me to, I'll take you out of here right now.
1:06:43 > 1:06:46I will. I'll do all the talking.
1:06:46 > 1:06:48I'll put you in a car and just drive you away.
1:06:48 > 1:06:49- Ann... - I'm serious.
1:06:49 > 1:06:51It's... It's not too late.
1:06:51 > 1:06:54You just say the word and I'll take you away.
1:07:00 > 1:07:02Come visit us in Boston...
1:07:02 > 1:07:04..when we get back.
1:07:04 > 1:07:05You promise?
1:07:07 > 1:07:09Sure.
1:07:09 > 1:07:11- OK. - I promise.
1:07:13 > 1:07:15Well,
1:07:15 > 1:07:17off I go.
1:07:17 > 1:07:19Yeah. Come here.
1:07:24 > 1:07:25ALL: We love you. 'Bye!
1:07:28 > 1:07:30(CAR HORN TOOTS)
1:07:30 > 1:07:32(ALL CALL OUT AND CHEER)
1:07:36 > 1:07:37You know what it's time for now.
1:07:37 > 1:07:39- Oh. - The Plunge.
1:07:39 > 1:07:42- Hey, come on. - I think I'm gonna skip the Plunge.
1:07:42 > 1:07:43You can't. It's a tradition.
1:07:43 > 1:07:45You don't have to jump
1:07:45 > 1:07:47but you have to come cheer for the fools who do.
1:07:47 > 1:07:49I'm one of the fools. You'll cheer for me, won't you?
1:07:49 > 1:07:52- Have you seen Buddy? - Yeah, a while ago. Come on.
1:07:52 > 1:07:54You know, I'm gonna come in a while. You go on ahead.
1:07:54 > 1:07:57- You sure? - 15 minutes, tops.
1:07:57 > 1:07:59- I'll be there. - OK.
1:08:10 > 1:08:12There you are.
1:08:30 > 1:08:33I kissed Harris.
1:08:33 > 1:08:34I know you did.
1:08:34 > 1:08:36The thing is... (CLEARS THROAT)
1:08:36 > 1:08:38..I'm not...that way.
1:08:41 > 1:08:42It wouldn't matter if you were.
1:08:42 > 1:08:44Oh, yeah. Isn't it pretty to think so?
1:08:46 > 1:08:48Hemingway got that line first.
1:08:49 > 1:08:50Buddy, it's all right.
1:08:50 > 1:08:54You know, Lila and I, we've both always had this sort of...
1:08:56 > 1:08:58..crush on Harris.
1:09:00 > 1:09:03You know, Lila's been in love with him pretty much all her life
1:09:03 > 1:09:05but, uh, it wouldn't do for her to...
1:09:07 > 1:09:09..you know, get involved with one of the servants.
1:09:09 > 1:09:10That's ridiculous.
1:09:11 > 1:09:13Not to some people.
1:09:17 > 1:09:18You wanna see something really ridiculous?
1:09:19 > 1:09:20OK.
1:09:27 > 1:09:28What's this?
1:09:29 > 1:09:34It's a note you passed me junior...junior year.
1:09:34 > 1:09:36Introduction to philosophy.
1:09:36 > 1:09:37I can't read it.
1:09:37 > 1:09:40No, it's cos the ink is so faded. It says, um...
1:09:41 > 1:09:46.."Wittgenstein, Schmittgenstein. What's for lunch?"
1:09:46 > 1:09:48That's it?
1:09:48 > 1:09:50Yeah, that's it.
1:09:51 > 1:09:54You... You brought it to the wedding?
1:09:54 > 1:09:55No, no.
1:09:55 > 1:09:59I've had it in my pocket for, let's see...
1:10:00 > 1:10:02..four years now.
1:10:05 > 1:10:07What?
1:10:07 > 1:10:11Yeah, I just jammed it in my pocket that day in class
1:10:11 > 1:10:15and then that night in my dorm room I took it out, put it on my bureau
1:10:15 > 1:10:19with my keys and my loose change
1:10:19 > 1:10:20and everything and, um...
1:10:21 > 1:10:23And then the next morning...
1:10:23 > 1:10:26(LAUGHS) ..for some reason
1:10:26 > 1:10:31I put it back in my pocket with my keys and my loose change and um...
1:10:34 > 1:10:36..I've been carrying it around ever since.
1:10:38 > 1:10:40I don't... I don't understand.
1:10:42 > 1:10:44Yes, you do.
1:10:45 > 1:10:48Buddy, you've had a lot to drink.
1:10:50 > 1:10:53I'm not even sure who to be jealous of. (LAUGHS)
1:10:53 > 1:10:55You're not even gonna remember this in the morning.
1:10:55 > 1:10:58What if you and I
1:10:58 > 1:11:03just sang and laughed together...
1:11:04 > 1:11:06..for the rest of our lives?
1:11:07 > 1:11:08Hmm?
1:11:08 > 1:11:10What if we had a few goofy kids
1:11:10 > 1:11:14who got our jokes and taught us some new songs, huh?
1:11:18 > 1:11:20(LAUGHS) It wouldn't work.
1:11:31 > 1:11:33(CRIES)
1:11:39 > 1:11:41Not for you.
1:11:42 > 1:11:44No, honey.
1:11:45 > 1:11:47Not for me.
1:11:48 > 1:11:50I'm sorry.
1:11:58 > 1:11:59Can I have the note back?
1:12:23 > 1:12:25(SCREAMS AND LAUGHTER)
1:12:25 > 1:12:27WOMAN: Come on, Pip!
1:12:27 > 1:12:29ALL: (CHANTING AND CLAPPING) Pip! Pip! Pip! Pip!
1:12:31 > 1:12:33ALL: Pip! Pip! Pip! Pip!
1:12:33 > 1:12:36(CHEERS AND SCREAMS)
1:12:39 > 1:12:41You're just in time. I'm next. (LAUGHS)
1:12:41 > 1:12:44- Oh, what fools we mortals be. - Oh.
1:12:49 > 1:12:50Oh.
1:12:57 > 1:12:59Ann, hey.
1:12:59 > 1:13:02Hey, Ralph, do you think you could help me keep an eye on Buddy?
1:13:02 > 1:13:05Well, I'd rather help you keep an eye on me.
1:13:08 > 1:13:10Yeah!
1:13:10 > 1:13:12Finally, a girl with some guts.
1:13:15 > 1:13:17ALL: Peach, Peach, Peach! (ALL WHOOP)
1:13:17 > 1:13:18(LAUGHS)
1:13:24 > 1:13:26Whoo-hoo!
1:13:29 > 1:13:30Yeah!
1:13:33 > 1:13:36Hey. Could you help me get Buddy to bed?
1:13:36 > 1:13:38Will you do something for me?
1:13:38 > 1:13:40Forget about Buddy... for five minutes.
1:13:40 > 1:13:42ANN: I would be glad to.
1:13:47 > 1:13:49WOMAN: (CHANTS) Buddy! Buddy!
1:13:54 > 1:13:55Yeah!
1:13:55 > 1:13:57Come on, Buddy. Whoo!
1:14:01 > 1:14:05ALL: Buddy! Buddy! Buddy!
1:14:14 > 1:14:16MAN: Whoo-hoo!
1:14:17 > 1:14:21ALL: Buddy! Buddy! Buddy!
1:14:25 > 1:14:27Buddy!
1:14:32 > 1:14:34- Buddy! - Buddy!
1:14:34 > 1:14:36- Buddy! - Buddy!
1:14:42 > 1:14:43MAN: Move. Move!
1:14:52 > 1:14:54Buddy!
1:14:54 > 1:14:57- I don't see him! - No, nothing!
1:14:57 > 1:14:58Where is he?
1:15:00 > 1:15:01Do you see him?
1:15:01 > 1:15:03No.
1:15:06 > 1:15:09- Buddy! - Please, Buddy, be OK.
1:15:14 > 1:15:16MAN: Buddy!
1:15:17 > 1:15:19(WHISPERS) Please, Buddy, be OK.
1:15:25 > 1:15:26Somebody lose something?
1:15:27 > 1:15:29MAN: Oh, jeez.
1:15:31 > 1:15:33- WOMAN: He's up here. - (SPITS)
1:15:34 > 1:15:36It's kind of salty.
1:15:37 > 1:15:39- Ow! - You're not a hero.
1:15:39 > 1:15:40You're pathetic.
1:15:40 > 1:15:43- Oh, hey. - Have some guts!
1:15:43 > 1:15:46- Go live your own life. - What, this isn't it?
1:15:46 > 1:15:49Write a first line and then write a second one.
1:15:49 > 1:15:52Kiss men if you want to. Horrify your parents.
1:15:52 > 1:15:54- Annie. - Be a man!
1:15:54 > 1:15:56Just leave me out of it.
1:15:57 > 1:16:00Don't carry around some...
1:16:00 > 1:16:03..some stupid note I wrote you years ago.
1:16:06 > 1:16:08You're not interested in me.
1:16:08 > 1:16:10You just have this idea of me.
1:16:12 > 1:16:13Have the nerve to admit it
1:16:13 > 1:16:15and just...
1:16:16 > 1:16:18..leave me alone.
1:16:28 > 1:16:30Oh, hell. I got the note all wet.
1:16:33 > 1:16:35Ann. Ann.
1:16:35 > 1:16:37- Take me out of here, OK? - OK. Where do you want to go?
1:16:37 > 1:16:39Just somewhere far away from all these people.
1:16:39 > 1:16:41OK, I got it.
1:16:41 > 1:16:43Follow me.
1:16:53 > 1:16:56- Where are we going? - It's a surprise.
1:17:04 > 1:17:07(BREATHLESSLY) Ann, I just...
1:17:07 > 1:17:10I just got one more thing...
1:17:10 > 1:17:13Just one more thing I want to say.
1:17:20 > 1:17:21(PANTS)
1:17:33 > 1:17:36(CAR APPROACHES)
1:17:36 > 1:17:39- (SMASH!) - (TYRES SCREECH)
1:17:58 > 1:18:01Welcome to my hide-out.
1:18:07 > 1:18:10'Gray's Anatomy'?
1:18:10 > 1:18:13I've known I've wanted to be a doctor since I was eight years old.
1:18:16 > 1:18:20You are the most serious man I've ever met.
1:18:20 > 1:18:22I guess I'm not a lot of fun.
1:18:24 > 1:18:27I didn't say you weren't a lot of fun.
1:18:30 > 1:18:33Look, your shirt's wet.
1:19:12 > 1:19:14What's this?
1:19:14 > 1:19:16It's just what's in the air.
1:19:19 > 1:19:22Has it always been like this?
1:19:22 > 1:19:24Oh, yes.
1:19:31 > 1:19:34I don't think I like it.
1:19:34 > 1:19:36Shh.
1:19:46 > 1:19:48- What a night! - Where's Ann?
1:19:48 > 1:19:51- Where's Harris? - (GROUP LAUGHS)
1:19:52 > 1:19:55- WOMAN: I'm in front! - Ohh!
1:19:55 > 1:19:56- Come on! - MAN: Whoo!
1:19:56 > 1:19:58Follow that car!
1:20:10 > 1:20:13(ALL CHATTER HAPPILY)
1:20:18 > 1:20:22- MAN: Now there's a pretty sight. - WOMAN: I'll get him.
1:20:24 > 1:20:27Tell you what, old man, time to call it a night.
1:20:30 > 1:20:31Oh, my goodness.
1:20:31 > 1:20:34- What? - Blood - it's all over.
1:20:34 > 1:20:36Oh, my goodness.
1:20:38 > 1:20:39Jesus.
1:20:40 > 1:20:43- He's breathing. - I'll go call a doctor.
1:20:44 > 1:20:46- Wait, Harris is a doctor. - WOMAN: Where's Harris?
1:20:46 > 1:20:49- (SHOUTS) Harris! - Harris!
1:20:49 > 1:20:51Harris!
1:20:51 > 1:20:53- Harris! - Harris!
1:20:55 > 1:20:57- We gotta get him to a hospital. - We can't move him.
1:20:57 > 1:21:00Hang on, Buddy, just hang on. Everything is gonna be OK.
1:21:00 > 1:21:02He's holding something in his hand.
1:21:02 > 1:21:03What is it, Buddy?
1:21:03 > 1:21:06It's just gunk - wet paper or something.
1:21:06 > 1:21:08Let's go.
1:21:08 > 1:21:10Legs, legs, legs.
1:21:21 > 1:21:24- My God. - (GIGGLES)
1:21:24 > 1:21:26Buddy's right, you know.
1:21:26 > 1:21:29- About what? - About you.
1:21:29 > 1:21:32You're brilliant.
1:21:32 > 1:21:34You're gonna be famous.
1:21:35 > 1:21:39(SIGHS) Hardly anyone gets to be famous.
1:21:44 > 1:21:46You're famous to me.
1:22:17 > 1:22:20Hey, Mom,
1:22:20 > 1:22:22I found your dress.
1:22:23 > 1:22:26It's still as beautiful.
1:22:26 > 1:22:28It's just like I remember it.
1:22:30 > 1:22:35I actually hated you sometimes when you put on that dress.
1:22:35 > 1:22:38And I didn't really understand
1:22:38 > 1:22:41until...
1:22:41 > 1:22:43..I had Ethan and Chloe about...
1:22:44 > 1:22:50..well, how it seems like you break your children's hearts
1:22:50 > 1:22:52no matter what you do.
1:22:58 > 1:23:02Whether you sing in clubs at night or just stay home.
1:23:03 > 1:23:06And you start to wonder
1:23:06 > 1:23:08which mistakes of yours they're gonna forget
1:23:08 > 1:23:12and which ones they'll still be talking about
1:23:12 > 1:23:15for years after you're gone.
1:23:18 > 1:23:20(INHALES SHARPLY)
1:23:25 > 1:23:30I've been meaning to tell you what I've learned
1:23:30 > 1:23:32about how it must have been for you.
1:23:35 > 1:23:38And now I'm afraid I may have waited too long.
1:23:41 > 1:23:44So...
1:23:44 > 1:23:49..do you think you could be your old self again?
1:23:50 > 1:23:54It would mean so much to me.
1:23:54 > 1:23:57I want you back.
1:24:23 > 1:24:26(EXHALES)
1:24:40 > 1:24:43We're in trouble now.
1:24:43 > 1:24:44Maybe we should just keep going.
1:24:44 > 1:24:46Where could we go from here?
1:24:46 > 1:24:50The boat - we could sail to Barbados.
1:24:50 > 1:24:53- I've never been to Barbados. - See? Me neither.
1:24:53 > 1:24:55We should probably stop in and say goodbye to the Wittenborns though,
1:24:55 > 1:24:58since we'll be stealing their boat.
1:25:01 > 1:25:02Had a funny feeling suddenly.
1:25:02 > 1:25:04What?
1:25:05 > 1:25:08I don't wanna go back into that house, I don't. Not for one minute.
1:25:08 > 1:25:11Hey, it's just a formality.
1:25:14 > 1:25:16- Kiss me. - Gladly.
1:25:43 > 1:25:47(WAILING)
1:25:58 > 1:26:01Oh, Buddy.
1:26:01 > 1:26:04(SHRIEKS)
1:26:05 > 1:26:06(SOBS)
1:26:14 > 1:26:18(MRS WITTENBORN SOBS)
1:27:48 > 1:27:50- You'll come back for me then? - MAN: Yes, ma'am.
1:27:52 > 1:27:54Hello.
1:27:54 > 1:27:56Are you Ann's daughters?
1:27:56 > 1:27:59- I'm Nina. - I'm Constance.
1:28:00 > 1:28:03I'm Lila Ross and I'm an old friend of your mother's.
1:28:03 > 1:28:05Hi.
1:28:05 > 1:28:08Um, I got a telephone call from her nurse.
1:28:08 > 1:28:10She said your mother was very, very ill
1:28:10 > 1:28:12so I came right away.
1:28:12 > 1:28:15- I hope it's not inconvenient? - No, not at all. Come in.
1:28:23 > 1:28:25(SIGHS HEAVILY)
1:28:27 > 1:28:29Just in here.
1:28:59 > 1:29:01Ann?
1:29:17 > 1:29:18Are you an angel?
1:29:18 > 1:29:23Because, frankly, I don't want any damn angels in here.
1:29:23 > 1:29:26Oh, hardly.
1:29:26 > 1:29:28It's Lila.
1:29:30 > 1:29:34(GASPS) Oh, my God!
1:29:34 > 1:29:36(LAUGHS) Oh, dear.
1:29:36 > 1:29:38Oh, gosh.
1:29:38 > 1:29:40Oh, it's...
1:29:40 > 1:29:43..been a long, long time.
1:29:43 > 1:29:45Years and years and years.
1:29:45 > 1:29:47Mm-hm.
1:29:50 > 1:29:51Yes.
1:29:56 > 1:30:00(STUTTERS AND SHIVERS)
1:30:02 > 1:30:04Lila...
1:30:04 > 1:30:05(GASPS)
1:30:12 > 1:30:15Terribly hard, being so sick.
1:30:17 > 1:30:21We watched Karl go through it.
1:30:21 > 1:30:23Is... Is Karl...?
1:30:24 > 1:30:26Gone.
1:30:27 > 1:30:29Seven years now.
1:30:29 > 1:30:31Oh.
1:30:33 > 1:30:34Mmm.
1:30:37 > 1:30:39We have three children.
1:30:39 > 1:30:42- Three? I have two - two girls. - I know.
1:30:42 > 1:30:45- Oh, yes. - I saw the girls downstairs.
1:30:45 > 1:30:47They're so lovely.
1:30:49 > 1:30:52Do you still know Harris?
1:30:56 > 1:30:59In a Christmas-card sort of way.
1:30:59 > 1:31:02He met a girl in Shelburne Falls, a nurse.
1:31:02 > 1:31:05Yes, I know.
1:31:08 > 1:31:11- He wrote me a letter. - Mm-hm.
1:31:11 > 1:31:14- Oh. - I know.
1:31:16 > 1:31:19I thought there'd be so many chances.
1:31:21 > 1:31:23There were some.
1:31:25 > 1:31:26But not...
1:31:38 > 1:31:42(SIGHS) No-one ever moved me like...
1:31:45 > 1:31:47Mmm.
1:31:54 > 1:31:55Ohh.
1:31:57 > 1:32:00(GROANS)
1:32:00 > 1:32:01There, there.
1:32:03 > 1:32:06La, la, la.
1:32:10 > 1:32:12Have YOU been happy?
1:32:15 > 1:32:18At times.
1:32:18 > 1:32:20At times I've been very unhappy.
1:32:20 > 1:32:22Mmm.
1:32:22 > 1:32:24Is that it?
1:32:24 > 1:32:28I never expected as much as you did.
1:32:28 > 1:32:32- Oh, I expected so much. - (LAUGHS) Oh, yes, you did.
1:32:34 > 1:32:37And you got so much.
1:32:37 > 1:32:41Two bad marriages and I didn't turn out to be such a great singer.
1:32:43 > 1:32:46You sang at my wedding.
1:32:46 > 1:32:48A century or two ago.
1:32:48 > 1:32:50(LAUGHS) Yes.
1:32:52 > 1:32:54My God, you were wonderful.
1:32:56 > 1:32:59You were so beautiful,
1:32:59 > 1:33:02standing up there
1:33:02 > 1:33:06so brave and strong
1:33:06 > 1:33:08and full of hope.
1:33:11 > 1:33:13That was nothing.
1:33:14 > 1:33:16It was something to me.
1:33:22 > 1:33:25- I think about it. - I doubt it.
1:33:25 > 1:33:26Mm-hm.
1:33:26 > 1:33:29I still think about it.
1:33:32 > 1:33:35- Really? - (SIGHS)
1:33:42 > 1:33:45(EXHALES HEAVILY)
1:34:07 > 1:34:09Harris?
1:34:09 > 1:34:11Harris?
1:34:13 > 1:34:15- Ann? - Hi.
1:34:15 > 1:34:17Hi.
1:34:18 > 1:34:20- How are you? - OK.
1:34:20 > 1:34:22I'm...I'm fine.
1:34:22 > 1:34:25I-I can't believe this. Um...
1:34:25 > 1:34:29Um, I'm moving to Los Angeles.
1:34:29 > 1:34:31Oh, we're going back to Shelburne Falls,
1:34:31 > 1:34:36we just came in for the weekend to see my wife's brother.
1:34:40 > 1:34:42That's your son?
1:34:42 > 1:34:44Buddy.
1:34:47 > 1:34:49Three years old.
1:34:50 > 1:34:52Harris...
1:34:52 > 1:34:54- How about if I introduce you? - Oh, no, no.
1:34:54 > 1:34:56I've got a plane to catch.
1:35:00 > 1:35:03- You look great. - So do you.
1:35:05 > 1:35:08- I have a daughter. - Wonderful.
1:35:10 > 1:35:12You still singing?
1:35:12 > 1:35:14Oh, not...not right now.
1:35:15 > 1:35:16Why'd you stop?
1:35:16 > 1:35:18I got married and...
1:35:18 > 1:35:20I married Ralph Haverford.
1:35:20 > 1:35:22Oh.
1:35:22 > 1:35:24..and then I had the baby and...
1:35:24 > 1:35:26You know,
1:35:26 > 1:35:29one thing just sort of... leads to another.
1:35:32 > 1:35:34I have to tell you something.
1:35:39 > 1:35:42I still know which stars are ours.
1:35:52 > 1:35:54Well, um...
1:35:55 > 1:35:58Call me. Call me if you ever get to Los Angeles.
1:35:59 > 1:36:00Yeah, sure.
1:36:00 > 1:36:03If you ever find yourself in Shelburne Falls...
1:36:09 > 1:36:11- Oh. - Oh.
1:36:25 > 1:36:29You offered to rescue me from my own wedding.
1:36:30 > 1:36:33(CHUCKLES) Do you remember that?
1:36:34 > 1:36:36Yeah.
1:36:42 > 1:36:45I'm not entirely sure what I wanted that day.
1:36:45 > 1:36:47(SIGHS)
1:36:47 > 1:36:48I'm not sure what I should've wanted.
1:36:50 > 1:36:54But I have thought about you singing.
1:36:54 > 1:36:57I wish I could sing for you again.
1:37:00 > 1:37:03You can't know
1:37:03 > 1:37:06how much it mattered.
1:37:06 > 1:37:11But don't you think at least one of us should've married Harris?
1:37:14 > 1:37:17I think
1:37:17 > 1:37:19we did what we needed to do.
1:37:27 > 1:37:29Yeah.
1:37:31 > 1:37:32I suppose we did.
1:38:34 > 1:38:36Can I ask you a question?
1:38:36 > 1:38:37Of course.
1:38:39 > 1:38:41Who's Harris?
1:38:44 > 1:38:47Harris was a boy that your mother dated.
1:38:50 > 1:38:51A long, long time ago.
1:38:52 > 1:38:54Was she in love with him?
1:38:55 > 1:38:57We were all in love with Harris.
1:38:59 > 1:39:02What happened to him?
1:39:02 > 1:39:04Uh, he worked with the poor,
1:39:04 > 1:39:08got married, had children,
1:39:08 > 1:39:10became an old man.
1:39:10 > 1:39:14I have to ask. I'm sorry, but, um, I have to know.
1:39:15 > 1:39:18Do you think Mom made
1:39:18 > 1:39:21some terrible sort of mistake back then?
1:39:23 > 1:39:25Harris was just a boy, dear.
1:39:25 > 1:39:28An unusually attractive one, I'll admit, but...
1:39:30 > 1:39:33Your mother had her whole life,
1:39:33 > 1:39:34she had you...
1:39:36 > 1:39:38For all the good it did her.
1:39:38 > 1:39:41Hey, she sang at my wedding.
1:39:43 > 1:39:45She raised two girls.
1:39:46 > 1:39:50We can't know everything she did...
1:39:53 > 1:39:56..but... (CHUCKLES)
1:39:56 > 1:39:58..I can assure you it was a great deal.
1:39:58 > 1:40:00(CAR PULLS UP)
1:40:00 > 1:40:02(HORN BEEPS)
1:40:02 > 1:40:04I guess my cab is here.
1:40:05 > 1:40:08Sorry. She's just been saying strange things.
1:40:08 > 1:40:10Mm-hm.
1:40:10 > 1:40:14We are mysterious creatures, aren't we?
1:40:14 > 1:40:17And at the end,
1:40:17 > 1:40:19so much of it turns out not to matter.
1:40:22 > 1:40:24You really think so?
1:40:24 > 1:40:26Mmm.
1:40:26 > 1:40:28Listen to an old lady.
1:40:46 > 1:40:49- Hi, Mom. - Hello.
1:40:49 > 1:40:50Sweetheart.
1:40:50 > 1:40:53How you feeling?
1:40:53 > 1:40:54I feel wonderful.
1:40:54 > 1:40:58I don't feel sick at all.
1:40:58 > 1:41:00Oh, honey.
1:41:00 > 1:41:03You look a little better too.
1:41:03 > 1:41:07I am a little better, I think. Mmm.
1:41:09 > 1:41:11I'm gonna get up,
1:41:11 > 1:41:13I'm gonna make a big breakfast for everybody.
1:41:13 > 1:41:16No, I think you're being a little too ambitious.
1:41:23 > 1:41:26Will you do something for me?
1:41:26 > 1:41:27Anything.
1:41:30 > 1:41:32Will you try to be happy?
1:41:32 > 1:41:33(CHUCKLES)
1:41:33 > 1:41:35That's a tall order, Mom.
1:41:35 > 1:41:37Mmm. (CHUCKLES)
1:41:37 > 1:41:42I want you to try not to be scared all the time.
1:41:43 > 1:41:44Hmm.
1:41:45 > 1:41:47Because...
1:41:49 > 1:41:53..there's no such thing as a mistake.
1:41:54 > 1:41:56You get nervous, but...
1:41:59 > 1:42:01..you sing anyway.
1:42:07 > 1:42:11I'm just gonna sleep for a minute now, OK?
1:42:12 > 1:42:13OK.
1:42:18 > 1:42:22- Mommy, I want you. - OK, just a second, Connie.
1:42:22 > 1:42:23I want you now!
1:42:23 > 1:42:26- What is it, honey? - I can't get Barbie into her dress.
1:42:26 > 1:42:29Well, she can wait a minute, don't you think?
1:42:29 > 1:42:31- No, she needs you right now. - GIRL: (CRIES) No, Daddy!
1:42:31 > 1:42:33You can't bang on that xylophone thing when I'm working.
1:42:33 > 1:42:35That is so true.
1:42:35 > 1:42:37Here. All yours.
1:42:37 > 1:42:39I'm making dinner. Can you just manage...
1:42:39 > 1:42:41I've got a deadline, OK?
1:42:42 > 1:42:45CONSTANCE: Barbie's going to be late.
1:42:46 > 1:42:49(TEARFULLY) What is she late for, angel?
1:42:49 > 1:42:51Her party.
1:42:51 > 1:42:54And if she's gonna be late she's gonna miss everything.
1:42:58 > 1:43:02(SINGS) # I see the moon and the moon sees me
1:43:02 > 1:43:07# And the moon sees somebody I wanna see
1:43:07 > 1:43:12# God bless the moon and God bless me
1:43:12 > 1:43:19# And God bless the somebody I wanna see
1:43:19 > 1:43:23# And God looked down from up above
1:43:23 > 1:43:27# And he picked you out for me to love
1:43:27 > 1:43:31# He picked you out from all the rest
1:43:31 > 1:43:37# Cos he knew that I loved you the very best
1:43:37 > 1:43:41# I see the moon and the moon sees me
1:43:41 > 1:43:46# And the moon sees somebody I wanna see
1:43:46 > 1:43:52# God bless the moon and God bless me
1:43:52 > 1:43:56# And God bless the somebody I wanna see... #
1:43:56 > 1:43:57Morning.
1:44:02 > 1:44:05- Coffee. - Thanks.
1:44:14 > 1:44:16(SIGHS)
1:44:16 > 1:44:18Guess what.
1:44:19 > 1:44:21What?
1:44:22 > 1:44:24I'm pregnant.
1:44:27 > 1:44:29You're kidding?
1:44:30 > 1:44:32Never more serious.
1:44:33 > 1:44:35Wow.
1:44:37 > 1:44:40Whoa. Um...
1:44:42 > 1:44:44Are you happy?
1:44:44 > 1:44:46(LAUGHS)
1:44:46 > 1:44:49Uh, yeah.
1:44:49 > 1:44:50Are you happy?
1:44:51 > 1:44:53I think so.
1:44:55 > 1:44:56Yeah, I think I am.
1:44:56 > 1:44:59Oh! Uh...
1:44:59 > 1:45:01Sit down... Should you sit down?
1:45:01 > 1:45:04I'm two months along. I'm fine.
1:45:05 > 1:45:07- Oh, my God. - (LAUGHS)
1:45:09 > 1:45:10A baby.
1:45:10 > 1:45:12We're gonna have a baby.
1:45:12 > 1:45:14Which, frankly, scares the hell outta me.
1:45:15 > 1:45:16It'll be great.
1:45:16 > 1:45:18Yeah, I'm sure it will, at times.
1:45:18 > 1:45:23And at times I'm sure I'll be exhausted and angry
1:45:23 > 1:45:25and...
1:45:25 > 1:45:27..think I've made a total mess of my life.
1:45:29 > 1:45:30I'll be there.
1:45:31 > 1:45:34You will, won't you?
1:45:34 > 1:45:38Even if I get confused and strange
1:45:38 > 1:45:40and...horrible?
1:45:41 > 1:45:44Yeah, I'll, uh, do my best.
1:45:46 > 1:45:48I will too.
1:45:52 > 1:45:54Connie...
1:45:55 > 1:45:57..we're gonna have a baby.
1:45:58 > 1:46:00I know. It's great.
1:46:03 > 1:46:05I... I'm... This... (LAUGHS)
1:46:05 > 1:46:07This is...
1:46:07 > 1:46:10Uh, I'm gonna be a father!
1:46:10 > 1:46:11You're gonna be an aunt!
1:46:15 > 1:46:17- (LAUGHS) - Girls?
1:46:19 > 1:46:22I think you should come upstairs.
1:46:25 > 1:46:27I...I'll be right here.
1:46:27 > 1:46:29- You will, won't you? - Yeah, yeah.
1:46:29 > 1:46:31That's good. That's very, very good.