0:00:02 > 0:00:06This programme contains some strong language.
0:00:13 > 0:00:17- RADIO:- BBC Radio News. The headlines this morning.
0:00:17 > 0:00:20The United Nations Secretary, Senor Prez de Cullar, has admitted
0:00:20 > 0:00:26that military action is the only action left if Saddam Hussein is to be removed from Kuwait.
0:00:27 > 0:00:30- NARRATOR:- I don't think he ever forgave me for what happened.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33I don't see how he could.
0:00:34 > 0:00:38I realise now that we were always going to be different.
0:00:38 > 0:00:41He lived in the hope of making things better.
0:00:42 > 0:00:44I lived for myself.
0:01:20 > 0:01:22CHURCH BELL RINGS
0:01:47 > 0:01:52- You're a long way from the action, Mr Winterman.- Yes.
0:01:54 > 0:01:59And this is not a professional visit.
0:02:00 > 0:02:03No, Father. It's personal.
0:02:04 > 0:02:07- You do realise he's taken a vow of silence.- Yes.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11I can grant a dispensation.
0:02:13 > 0:02:15But it is not to be given lightly.
0:02:15 > 0:02:19- You're not family, are you?- No.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24But I have known him for quite some time.
0:02:26 > 0:02:28BELL RINGS
0:02:40 > 0:02:43You'll find your friend in here. Try not to be too long.
0:02:55 > 0:02:57Hello, Eddie.
0:03:03 > 0:03:05I was just passing. I thought I'd...
0:03:05 > 0:03:06..you know...
0:03:17 > 0:03:18TRAIN WHISTLE
0:04:26 > 0:04:28You a new boy?
0:04:28 > 0:04:31Take your trunk and join the line over there.
0:04:46 > 0:04:49- Good evening. - BOYS:- Good evening, sir.
0:05:06 > 0:05:08- Welcome, Mr and Mrs...- Dawson.
0:05:08 > 0:05:13I'm Mrs Dawson, this is Dr Dawson and this is our son Eddie.
0:05:13 > 0:05:18- I think it should be Edward, dear. - No, he's ALWAYS been Eddie.
0:05:18 > 0:05:21It doesn't matter. Here he will be known as Dawson
0:05:24 > 0:05:27Our friendship was sealed on that first awful day.
0:05:27 > 0:05:32And though I soon had others, I always thought of Dawson as my best friend.
0:05:32 > 0:05:36But a friend somehow too precious for everyday use.
0:05:38 > 0:05:42In our second summer at the school, Eddie's father died.
0:05:43 > 0:05:48At the time, none of us were aware that Dr Dawson committed suicide.
0:05:48 > 0:05:54I'm sure it was this mortal sin that gave the monks their early hold over Eddie.
0:05:54 > 0:05:58- I take it you'll be able to afford the new fee.- I should be able to.
0:05:58 > 0:06:02- Sally will have to go to the local school but... - Your son should come first.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06Yes. I'm so glad you can keep him on.
0:06:06 > 0:06:09The school became his home and the monks became his family.
0:06:11 > 0:06:14Come on, keep going. Move it.
0:06:14 > 0:06:18Come on, keep going! Don't flag now!
0:06:18 > 0:06:21That's right. Come on, Winterman. What's the matter with you?
0:06:26 > 0:06:29Left, right, left, right, left, right...
0:06:30 > 0:06:35Bloody ridiculous. We almost got incinerated last week over some island in the Caribbean
0:06:35 > 0:06:39and here we are playing at soldiers as if nothing happened.
0:06:39 > 0:06:41Eyes up, left!
0:06:43 > 0:06:44Bloody ridiculous.
0:06:46 > 0:06:48Eyes up!
0:06:49 > 0:06:55Dawson, Eddie. Sir House's turn to take high mass on Sunday.
0:06:55 > 0:06:59Can you arrange some servers? And impress upon them that this is not a lark.
0:06:59 > 0:07:02I do not want us to look as foolish as St Aidan's did last Sunday.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04Clear? Good.
0:07:07 > 0:07:09JAZZY FRENCH LOVE SONG
0:08:09 > 0:08:11ORGAN PLAYS
0:08:20 > 0:08:22THEY SING A HYMN
0:09:06 > 0:09:10And it is with this spiritual dimension in mind
0:09:10 > 0:09:16that many young men think of a vocation to the priesthood or to a monastery such as this one.
0:09:17 > 0:09:25It is sad nowadays how many young men should feel that the priesthood is not a place for them.
0:09:26 > 0:09:29You are all doubly blessed.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33You have both a circum education and the one true faith.
0:09:35 > 0:09:40These blessings bring with them responsibility.
0:09:40 > 0:09:43You must exercise this responsibility well.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46God has given you a gift.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Do not squander it.
0:09:50 > 0:09:52Stand.
0:09:54 > 0:09:56SAYS LATIN PRAYER
0:09:59 > 0:10:02'Eddie loved to serve at the altar on Sundays,
0:10:04 > 0:10:07'and we could all see how the monks treated indifferently.
0:10:07 > 0:10:11'They trusted him and gave him responsibility over the juniors.'
0:10:16 > 0:10:18Winterman, are you awake?
0:10:18 > 0:10:19No.
0:10:22 > 0:10:25I'm worried that, if I go to sleep, I'll get a vocation,
0:10:25 > 0:10:27end up stuck here for the rest of my life.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30Surely it's something to welcome rather than fear.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32I'm damn sure I don't want to find out.
0:10:32 > 0:10:36You must be mad if you think...
0:10:33 > 0:10:36KNOCKING SOUND
0:10:45 > 0:10:49Furness , did you lamp-post Steele's bed?
0:10:49 > 0:10:50Yes.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52Why?
0:10:52 > 0:10:55Well, because he's fat and he's smelly.
0:10:55 > 0:10:56MUFFLED GIGGLING
0:10:58 > 0:11:00Dawson! Dawson! Quickly, Dawson!
0:11:00 > 0:11:03It's Furness - he can't swim!
0:11:12 > 0:11:14COUGHING AND SPLUTTERING
0:11:42 > 0:11:46Everyone's in, sir.
0:11:44 > 0:11:46Thank you, Dawson.
0:11:49 > 0:11:51Something the matter?
0:11:52 > 0:11:54Have you got a moment, sir?
0:12:02 > 0:12:05How long have you had these feelings for this boy?
0:12:05 > 0:12:07I don't know, sir.
0:12:07 > 0:12:12Eddie, there are some things you may not quite understand.
0:12:12 > 0:12:16This friendship for Furness, it is not, cannot be, a good thing.
0:12:16 > 0:12:17Do you understand?
0:12:18 > 0:12:19Yes, sir.
0:12:20 > 0:12:24Feelings such as these are often a by-product of growing up.
0:12:24 > 0:12:27That's not to say they are not wrong.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30This is a serious matter, Eddie, and it must be nipped in the bud.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Six strokes of the cane, I think, will sort you out.
0:12:33 > 0:12:36Understand, don't you, Eddie?
0:12:43 > 0:12:45Surely this vocation thing will pass.
0:12:45 > 0:12:47You've got to get out into the real world,
0:12:47 > 0:12:50outside this valley, give yourself some experience.
0:12:50 > 0:12:53There are plenty of ways to help people outside.
0:12:53 > 0:12:56Surely the best way to serve others is to serve God.
0:12:56 > 0:13:00'I could never understand how my friend's affection for Ferness
0:13:00 > 0:13:04'led him to believe that he was destined to serve God.
0:13:05 > 0:13:09'But it was no surprise to me that, when I fled the valley,
0:13:09 > 0:13:12'Dawson stayed on.'
0:13:19 > 0:13:25Most Reverend Father, Holy Mother Church asks you to ordain this man,
0:13:25 > 0:13:29our brother, for service as a priest.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30In the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit...
0:14:36 > 0:14:38I'm so proud, Eddie.
0:14:38 > 0:14:40You really ought to call me John now, Mother.
0:14:40 > 0:14:43You know I'll never get used to that, dear.
0:14:43 > 0:14:45So, what's the form here, then?
0:14:45 > 0:14:47Normally I'd be expecting to kiss the bride.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Thanks for coming, Bobby. You remember my mother?
0:14:50 > 0:14:51And this is my sister, Sally.
0:14:51 > 0:14:53- Hello.- Hello.
0:14:53 > 0:14:55Bobby's been rather successful, Mother.
0:14:55 > 0:14:57I'm only a journalist, Eddie.
0:14:57 > 0:15:01Journalist! That does sound exciting. Just think, Eddie.
0:15:05 > 0:15:08Sorry I have to rush away.
0:15:08 > 0:15:12You're always in my prayers, Bobby. I hope you don't mind.
0:15:12 > 0:15:17God! I mean good Lord, no. They seem to be working.
0:15:19 > 0:15:22Well, goodbye.
0:15:22 > 0:15:24Goodbye, Father John.
0:15:30 > 0:15:35'I've been to numerous weddings, though never my own.
0:15:35 > 0:15:39'And I have yet to see a bright look as happy as Dawson did that day.
0:15:41 > 0:15:44'As I drove away, I was convinced that my friend
0:15:44 > 0:15:47'had truly found his home.'
0:15:47 > 0:15:54'Man was utterly corrupt, utterly fallen, could only perpetually sin.
0:15:57 > 0:16:00BELL RINGS
0:16:00 > 0:16:02OK, gentlemen.
0:16:22 > 0:16:25You're free now, aren't you, John?
0:16:24 > 0:16:25Yes.
0:16:26 > 0:16:30Tell me, John, are you happy teaching?
0:16:30 > 0:16:34Father Abbot, I am disappointed.
0:16:34 > 0:16:38I only seem to be helping the sons of the rich.
0:16:38 > 0:16:43Our order have always been servants to the community.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46Try not to think of us as serving one particular class.
0:16:46 > 0:16:49Our job is to try and turn out young men who will lead
0:16:49 > 0:16:53good Christian lives. We're not a missionary order, John.
0:16:53 > 0:16:56If that's what you want you should have been a Jesuit.
0:16:56 > 0:16:59Well, it won't come to that, Father(!)
0:16:59 > 0:17:01A sense of humour will always keep you afloat.
0:17:02 > 0:17:06The problem is you're too young for a parish proper.
0:17:07 > 0:17:12However, Father Bonaventura's not well, the village needs a priest.
0:17:12 > 0:17:14I think you might be just the man.
0:17:14 > 0:17:18Christ isn't asking us to go from wealth to poverty
0:17:18 > 0:17:20to gain entry into his kingdom.
0:17:20 > 0:17:25All that he asks is that we are aware of the sufferings of our fellow humans.
0:17:25 > 0:17:29That we do not pass them by without thought or sympathy.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32But that, like the Samaritan in today's gospel,
0:17:32 > 0:17:37we must instead look into our hearts and acknowledge our responsibilities.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43Let us stand and profess our faith.
0:17:46 > 0:17:51ALL: We believe in one God, the father of the Almighty...
0:17:51 > 0:17:53- Goodbye.- Bye.
0:17:53 > 0:17:54I would be most grateful, Father.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- It's very kind, Lady Toynton but... - I won't bite, Father,
0:17:57 > 0:18:01and I promise you'll be back in the monastery in time for your office.
0:18:01 > 0:18:02At 3 o'clock, then.
0:18:03 > 0:18:05It is important, Father.
0:18:12 > 0:18:14- Father?- Hello.
0:18:14 > 0:18:18- Um, I want you to do my daughter. - I'm sorry?
0:18:18 > 0:18:21- Baptise her.- Oh, yes, of course.
0:18:21 > 0:18:24If you'd like to come inside, we can arrange a time.
0:18:24 > 0:18:28- It's Mrs...?- Mollie. My name's Mollie.
0:18:28 > 0:18:29Mollie.
0:18:36 > 0:18:38HE COUGHS
0:18:38 > 0:18:41Sugar, or honey for your throat?
0:18:41 > 0:18:44Excuse me. Sugar. One, please.
0:18:48 > 0:18:50That's a Kirkham boy.
0:18:50 > 0:18:52I should think so.
0:18:53 > 0:18:54Come now, Father,
0:18:54 > 0:18:58you know there's always been a certain amount of 'loi du seigneur'.
0:18:59 > 0:19:01My husband was at Kirkham.
0:19:03 > 0:19:05Just before he died...
0:19:05 > 0:19:08Charlie shrugged off all his reserve.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13What I'm about to tell you, Father,
0:19:13 > 0:19:16should remain as secret as a confessional.
0:19:16 > 0:19:18- More so, in fact.- Yes.
0:19:18 > 0:19:20Yes, of course.
0:19:23 > 0:19:28When Charlie was in the sixth form, he had a tumble, a roll in the hay,
0:19:28 > 0:19:32whatever euphemism you prefer, with a kitchen maid.
0:19:32 > 0:19:34The result was a baby boy.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36I see.
0:19:36 > 0:19:39- What happened to the boy? - I've no idea.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42But, believe me, I see my husband's face
0:19:42 > 0:19:46in every 40-year-old man on the estate and in church.
0:19:47 > 0:19:49You see, we never had a child.
0:19:52 > 0:19:5720 minutes with a kitchen maid gave him what 30 years with me could not.
0:19:58 > 0:19:59Oh, I am sorry.
0:20:00 > 0:20:04Which brings us to the reason I asked you here, Father Dawson.
0:20:04 > 0:20:08Mollie Jolliffe. Have you spoken to Father Bonaventure about her?
0:20:08 > 0:20:09No, not yet.
0:20:09 > 0:20:12You see, Mollie's daughter's illegitimate.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15Father Bonaventure feels he cannot baptise her.
0:20:16 > 0:20:18I'm not sure that I agree.
0:20:18 > 0:20:22The abbot might say that Mollie's situation is best left to social services.
0:20:22 > 0:20:27- I have a spiritual responsibility, Lady Toynton.- Some would say you have no responsibility, Father.
0:20:27 > 0:20:30- Who is the father of the child? - No-one really knows.
0:20:30 > 0:20:34Fred Jolliffe disappeared the moment she became pregnant.
0:20:34 > 0:20:37Then surely she needs the help of the Church more than anyone?
0:20:37 > 0:20:38Leave well alone, Father.
0:20:38 > 0:20:43You might find yourself sitting next to the father of that child tonight.
0:20:55 > 0:20:56BOY WHIMPERS
0:20:56 > 0:20:59Shut up!
0:20:59 > 0:21:00Hey!
0:21:00 > 0:21:02What's going on here?
0:21:04 > 0:21:07- Hands in his pockets, Sir. - I was getting my hanky out, Sir.
0:21:07 > 0:21:10- That's what they all say, Sir. - I don't care what they all say.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13I saw you kick this boy, and it was vicious and spiteful.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15What house are you in?
0:21:16 > 0:21:19- What house are you in? - St Peter's, sir.
0:21:19 > 0:21:22Right, I want you two to report to Father Timothy.
0:21:22 > 0:21:26We'll let him decide whether this boy is to be kicked, shall we?
0:21:29 > 0:21:33MONASTIC SINGING
0:22:01 > 0:22:04I will not tolerate this. Go to the common room now.
0:22:04 > 0:22:08The head of house is to give you six strokes each.
0:22:11 > 0:22:15- Thank you, Timothy.- You should not have interfered, John.
0:22:15 > 0:22:17It wasn't a question of interfering.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20There seemed a real danger of injury to the boy.
0:22:20 > 0:22:24John, every time I rule in favour of a first-year boy
0:22:24 > 0:22:28over a sixth former, the entire discipline system in this house is put under strain.
0:22:28 > 0:22:30You above all people should know that.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33That boy was being beaten for no reason.
0:22:33 > 0:22:36My dear John, we are training boys for the real world,
0:22:36 > 0:22:38not some Utopia.
0:22:38 > 0:22:40Putting up with a little injustice
0:22:40 > 0:22:42is one of the most important lessons we can teach them.
0:22:56 > 0:22:59WHIP CRACKS
0:23:29 > 0:23:32BUGLE SOUNDS
0:23:36 > 0:23:39Mollie Jolliffe is not our affair, John.
0:23:39 > 0:23:43We can't just baptise children born out of wedlock willy-nilly.
0:23:43 > 0:23:46But surely we have a responsibility to all our parishioners?
0:23:46 > 0:23:49Of course we have. But we can't condone living in sin.
0:23:49 > 0:23:53- So we're damning the child?- It is not a question of damnation, John.
0:23:53 > 0:23:560h, excellent, they seem to have picked up a line.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00Let the matter be, John.
0:24:00 > 0:24:04- Is that understood? - Yes, Father.- Good.
0:24:21 > 0:24:27Mary Jolliffe, I baptise you in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy spirit.
0:24:30 > 0:24:32God, the father of our Lord Jesus Christ,
0:24:32 > 0:24:34has freed you from sin,
0:24:34 > 0:24:38giving you a new birth by water and Holy spirit,
0:24:38 > 0:24:41as Christ was anointed priest, prophet and king.
0:24:41 > 0:24:45So may you live always as a member of his body,
0:24:45 > 0:24:47sharing everlasting life.
0:24:47 > 0:24:49Amen.
0:25:07 > 0:25:10THUNDER CRASHES
0:25:25 > 0:25:28The life of Oliver Plunkett, chapter the third, continued.
0:25:28 > 0:25:32The new Bishop of Armagh, the Catholic Primate of Ireland,
0:25:32 > 0:25:35found himself forced to go underground in his new bishopric.
0:25:35 > 0:25:40This cloak and dagger lifestyle did not entirely suit Oliver Plunkett,
0:25:40 > 0:25:44but he adapted his best into it...
0:25:54 > 0:25:58INDISTINCT SPEECH
0:26:06 > 0:26:08BABY CRIES
0:26:08 > 0:26:11Ssh, ssh.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Mollie?
0:26:17 > 0:26:19Mollie, here's the...
0:26:19 > 0:26:20food.
0:26:31 > 0:26:33I'll just leave it here.
0:26:35 > 0:26:37I, um...
0:26:39 > 0:26:41I have to go.
0:26:51 > 0:26:54MONASTIC CHANTING
0:27:17 > 0:27:19Molly.
0:27:24 > 0:27:27You should not have gone behind my back, John.
0:27:32 > 0:27:34It seems to me that your personal aims and zeal
0:27:34 > 0:27:37extend beyond the boundaries of monastic life.
0:27:37 > 0:27:40Father Abbot, I was only doing what my conscience dictated.
0:27:40 > 0:27:42Your conscience is dictated by stubborn pride.
0:27:42 > 0:27:46Pride has no place in our community, let alone in our school environment.
0:27:46 > 0:27:49I only wanted to help Molly and her child.
0:27:49 > 0:27:52Have you any idea of the damage you've done to Kirkham's reputation?
0:27:52 > 0:27:54- No!- >
0:27:54 > 0:27:58You're still young, John. I don't want this to blight your career.
0:27:58 > 0:28:02Until such time as you're ready to live under the rule again,
0:28:02 > 0:28:07I'm arranging for you to join the secular clergy at Westminster.
0:28:12 > 0:28:15My baby! My baby!
0:28:15 > 0:28:17Molly!
0:28:17 > 0:28:18Where are you taking her?
0:28:18 > 0:28:21Somewhere they're both properly cared for.
0:28:21 > 0:28:24If you take them to social services, she'll never see that child again.
0:28:24 > 0:28:27Get your hands off me!
0:28:27 > 0:28:32They're coming home with me. You have a good heart, Father John.
0:28:32 > 0:28:36Make sure your head gets a say sometimes, too.
0:29:15 > 0:29:19I came up here the first time.
0:29:20 > 0:29:22When you lost your faith?
0:29:23 > 0:29:26Came up the hill with it
0:29:26 > 0:29:29and down the hill without it.
0:29:43 > 0:29:47And let us always keep in mind Pope John's reiteration
0:29:47 > 0:29:49of Christ's message.
0:29:49 > 0:29:53It is no longer enough that we keep the poor in our prayers
0:29:53 > 0:29:55or in the recesses of our consciences.
0:29:55 > 0:29:59As Catholics and as Christians, we must actively join the debate
0:29:59 > 0:30:01started by Pope John
0:30:01 > 0:30:05and discuss how social equality can best be promoted.
0:30:17 > 0:30:20Don't worry, I won't tell, promise.
0:30:20 > 0:30:23- Don't suppose you're Catholic any more, are you?- No.
0:30:23 > 0:30:28All that abstention was becoming rather difficult.
0:30:28 > 0:30:31How about you? Do you still have the same ambitions you had at school?
0:30:31 > 0:30:34- What were they? - You wanted to help people.
0:30:34 > 0:30:37Yes. It's rather more complicated than I thought it would be.
0:30:37 > 0:30:39I'm preaching to the converted.
0:30:39 > 0:30:42So many of the people who really need help are not even Catholic.
0:30:42 > 0:30:45How about preaching to these unconverted then?
0:30:45 > 0:30:48- What, on a park corner? - No, through a newspaper.
0:30:48 > 0:30:52- The Catholic Herald? - I think that's the converted again.
0:30:52 > 0:30:57- I was hoping that you might write a series of articles for us.- Me?
0:30:57 > 0:30:59I've never written anything.
0:30:59 > 0:31:02If you can write a sermon, you can write an article.
0:31:02 > 0:31:05A lot of people are interested in religion and they need solace,
0:31:05 > 0:31:07guidance even.
0:31:07 > 0:31:10Once a fortnight or so, you might save a thousand souls.
0:31:10 > 0:31:12One would be enough.
0:31:12 > 0:31:15Exactly.
0:31:15 > 0:31:17- I'd have to get permission. - Would that be a problem?
0:31:17 > 0:31:20No.
0:31:26 > 0:31:31- I'm sorry, your Grace, I didn't mean to sound ungrateful.- Well?
0:31:31 > 0:31:34It's just that I had hoped for a parish
0:31:34 > 0:31:36in a slightly more deprived area.
0:31:36 > 0:31:40I'm well aware of your zeal. Your abbot sent glowing reports of it.
0:31:42 > 0:31:47The truth is, Cheyne Walk urgently needs a young parish priest,
0:31:47 > 0:31:50someone with your vigour.
0:31:50 > 0:31:52Now, the work here would not be of a charitable kind
0:31:52 > 0:31:56as in poorer areas, but the people here, too, need guidance.
0:31:56 > 0:31:57Yes, your Grace.
0:31:57 > 0:32:00Remember how difficult it is for a rich man to enter
0:32:00 > 0:32:03the gates of heaven.
0:32:03 > 0:32:08To a certain extent, the poor are blessed anyway in that respect.
0:32:09 > 0:32:13Walk before you run, Father John.
0:32:15 > 0:32:20About these articles. You're not going to rock the boat, are you?
0:32:53 > 0:32:55Can I help you at all?
0:32:55 > 0:32:58I'm Father John, Father John Dawson.
0:32:58 > 0:33:03Good God! You're not, are you? You're so young.
0:33:05 > 0:33:09Well, you'd better follow me. And don't drag your cases on my floor.
0:33:09 > 0:33:11Oh, do you like corned beef?
0:33:23 > 0:33:26You look fine, Father.
0:33:26 > 0:33:30Of course, most of your congregation are either blind or deaf
0:33:30 > 0:33:32so they won't care how you look or what you say.
0:33:32 > 0:33:34Still...
0:33:34 > 0:33:37He broke the bread, gave it to his disciples
0:33:37 > 0:33:41and said, "Take this, all of you, and eat it.
0:33:41 > 0:33:44"This is my body which will be given up for you."
0:33:50 > 0:33:53The body of Christ.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57The body of Christ.
0:34:07 > 0:34:09Bloody hell, I've forgotten the words.
0:34:09 > 0:34:12It's been two weeks since my last confession.
0:34:12 > 0:34:15I haven't been to confession since Easter.
0:34:15 > 0:34:18Say two, no, three decades of the rosary for now.
0:34:18 > 0:34:22The last priest was so traditional, you know, confess thy sins.
0:34:22 > 0:34:25Two to three decades of the rosary.
0:34:25 > 0:34:29# Take me in and forget
0:34:29 > 0:34:32# Hold me...
0:34:35 > 0:34:37I absolve you from your sins in the name of the Father,
0:34:37 > 0:34:41the Son of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Go in peace.
0:34:41 > 0:34:42Thank you, Father.
0:34:42 > 0:34:45- Father, I wonder if I could ask your advice.- Certainly.
0:34:45 > 0:34:50- It is not about my sins. It is to do with my daughter.- Yes.
0:34:50 > 0:34:55I just wonder if you could talk to her, perhaps come to the house.
0:34:55 > 0:34:59- I'm not sure that I...- I would be very grateful, Father.- Well, I...
0:35:02 > 0:35:05Thank you. We'll expect you for tea on Thursday.
0:35:08 > 0:35:11I do selfish things.
0:35:10 > 0:35:11Mummy, can we go now?
0:35:11 > 0:35:13Not now, darling. Mummy's busy.
0:35:13 > 0:35:16I do things I shouldn't.
0:35:16 > 0:35:19I am married, not happily.
0:35:20 > 0:35:24I am unfaithful. But I don't think my husband's ever been faithful to me.
0:35:24 > 0:35:26But you have children?
0:35:26 > 0:35:28The reason we married, I'm afraid.
0:35:31 > 0:35:33So, when you do these selfish things,
0:35:33 > 0:35:37- you're not hurting your husband? - No.
0:35:37 > 0:35:40- But you are hurting yourself? - Yes.
0:35:40 > 0:35:42Very English, isn't it?
0:35:42 > 0:35:44Very Catholic.
0:35:46 > 0:35:49I'd better go, Father. I've taken up too much of your time.
0:36:21 > 0:36:24Father John Dawson, to see Mrs Carter.
0:36:27 > 0:36:30Really, I have despaired since the nuns expelled her.
0:36:31 > 0:36:34- Boarding can be so confusing at that age.- Yes, I know.
0:36:34 > 0:36:38I'd really like it if she could have some Catholic influence in her life
0:36:38 > 0:36:41that is not to do with me.
0:36:41 > 0:36:44And you're very different. From other priests, I mean.
0:36:44 > 0:36:47- I could certainly try and talk to her.- Are you sure you have the time?
0:36:47 > 0:36:51I feel so guilty taking you away from the slums but after all,
0:36:51 > 0:36:54we have souls to be saved, too.
0:36:54 > 0:36:56Absolutely.
0:36:56 > 0:37:00Theresa thinks I am so stupid, so old.
0:37:00 > 0:37:03But I feel she would respect you and your views.
0:37:03 > 0:37:06Your article was very stirring.
0:37:06 > 0:37:09I try to provoke discussion, Mrs Carter.
0:37:09 > 0:37:12Rich people and heaven.
0:37:12 > 0:37:16But of course, you're not referring to people like me. Theresa, dear, is that you?
0:37:19 > 0:37:22- I can't stay long. - Theresa, this is Father Dawson.
0:37:23 > 0:37:27- Honestly, Mum, I don't need it. - Now, darling, you promised.
0:37:27 > 0:37:30Father Dawson has very kindly given us his time.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32It's not kindness, it's my job really.
0:37:32 > 0:37:34But we know how busy you are.
0:37:34 > 0:37:37Well, I won't take up too much of your time.
0:37:39 > 0:37:41Can I go now?
0:37:55 > 0:37:57Hi.
0:37:58 > 0:38:02Come on then. You never answered my question.
0:38:02 > 0:38:04Oh, yes, sex.
0:38:04 > 0:38:05Well, do you miss it?
0:38:05 > 0:38:09You can't miss something you've never had.
0:38:09 > 0:38:12But don't you even wonder what it would be like?
0:38:12 > 0:38:15Most of the boys I know can't manage without it.
0:38:15 > 0:38:18Yes, I imagine that that's the line they'd take.
0:38:25 > 0:38:29I'm not a virgin, you know? It's not some dirty thing.
0:38:29 > 0:38:33If you love someone, then you sleep with them. It's taken for granted.
0:38:33 > 0:38:35Not in my line of work it isn't.
0:38:35 > 0:38:38You haven't moved since the Reformation, have you?
0:38:38 > 0:38:41It's the '70s now. No one gives a shit about religion any more.
0:38:41 > 0:38:46What I mean is it would go against my conscience not to sleep with a boy if I loved him.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48If you love him, perhaps there isn't a problem.
0:38:48 > 0:38:50You don't see it, do you?
0:38:50 > 0:38:52It's the people who are repressed about sex
0:38:52 > 0:38:55who cause the most trouble. Like my mother.
0:38:55 > 0:38:59- Why her?- She's hardly slept with Dad since I was conceived.
0:38:59 > 0:39:02Do you know, she even used to get out of bed after sex
0:39:02 > 0:39:04to say her prayers. It's true.
0:39:04 > 0:39:07Dad told me and when I asked Mum, she admitted it.
0:39:07 > 0:39:12She must be frigid or something. No wonder Dad's got a mistress.
0:39:46 > 0:39:48I'm here to see Father Dawson.
0:39:51 > 0:39:53Mother of God.
0:39:56 > 0:39:58Is there a problem with it?
0:39:58 > 0:40:02No, not from our point of view, I just wanted whether you might want to change it at all?
0:40:02 > 0:40:04No, I believe in what I've written.
0:40:04 > 0:40:06I don't doubt it,
0:40:06 > 0:40:10it's just that I'm not too sure your superiors will see it in quite those terms.
0:40:10 > 0:40:13God, that's Jenny Stanten, isn't it?
0:40:13 > 0:40:15- She one of yours?- Mm-hmm.
0:40:15 > 0:40:17You old dog.
0:40:17 > 0:40:20She's here to discuss her husband's funeral.
0:40:20 > 0:40:23Matthew Stanten's croaked?
0:40:23 > 0:40:26- How?- Car crash.- Bloody hell.
0:40:26 > 0:40:29So, Jenny's single again, is she?
0:40:30 > 0:40:32Christ, sorry.
0:40:32 > 0:40:34Lust in a church, very bad.
0:40:34 > 0:40:36Will you publish, no changes?
0:40:36 > 0:40:38What? Oh, yes.
0:40:38 > 0:40:43- You're sure you know what you're doing?- Absolutely.- OK.
0:40:47 > 0:40:48Bye.
0:40:54 > 0:40:56- Hello!- Hi!
0:40:56 > 0:40:58Didn't think you were coming.
0:40:58 > 0:41:01Everyone, this is Theresa.
0:41:01 > 0:41:02- ALL:- Hi.
0:41:20 > 0:41:22How's your arthritis?
0:41:30 > 0:41:31Where did you find those people?
0:41:31 > 0:41:34I've never seen anyone under 90 in church.
0:41:34 > 0:41:35They're children of parishioners.
0:41:35 > 0:41:37How did you get them to help?
0:41:37 > 0:41:41Most people want to help. They'd rather do that than come to church.
0:41:41 > 0:41:45Anyway, most Catholics are born with guilt. Rich Catholics are even worse.
0:41:45 > 0:41:47God, you're devious!
0:41:52 > 0:41:53Back in a minute.
0:41:56 > 0:41:57Mollie!
0:42:00 > 0:42:03Can be, darling, if that's what you want?
0:42:03 > 0:42:06Oh, I'm sorry, I thought you were someone else.
0:42:06 > 0:42:08I can be anything you want me to be, sweetheart.
0:42:08 > 0:42:11- Oi!- Oh...- What you up to?
0:42:11 > 0:42:15- Sorry, I thought this lady... - You're freakin' out the punters! Piss off!
0:42:15 > 0:42:17I said I'm sorry, I didn't realise...
0:42:17 > 0:42:22If you ain't paying for what you're letchin' at, why don't you just piss off, all right?
0:42:22 > 0:42:26- I didn't mean to interfere. - I don't care what you fucking meant. Piss off!
0:42:26 > 0:42:28Jesus, Baz!
0:42:28 > 0:42:31- He's a priest!- He can be a fucking high priest for all I care.
0:42:31 > 0:42:33CAR HORN BEEPS
0:42:33 > 0:42:37- Sorry.- Oi! Come on, tits, get in the car.
0:42:39 > 0:42:40Let's go.
0:42:45 > 0:42:46Are you all right?
0:42:51 > 0:42:53Let's have a look.
0:42:56 > 0:42:57HE WINCES
0:42:57 > 0:43:00You can't save everyone, you know.
0:43:00 > 0:43:02I know.
0:43:02 > 0:43:04You can't treat everything like a crusade.
0:43:15 > 0:43:17I'd better go.
0:43:17 > 0:43:19I'm sorry, John, I shouldn't have...
0:43:19 > 0:43:22No, don't worry.
0:43:43 > 0:43:45These are doctrinal matters, Father John.
0:43:45 > 0:43:47If you don't agree, you keep it to yourself
0:43:47 > 0:43:49and you keep your mouth shut.
0:43:49 > 0:43:50Is that understood?
0:43:50 > 0:43:55I understand that, Your Eminence, but I have parishioners stuck in unhappy marriages...
0:43:55 > 0:44:00I don't care! This is for the Pope to decide, not some crusading parish priest in Chelsea.
0:44:00 > 0:44:05- What if the Pope is wrong? - As far as your article is concerned, the Pope is never wrong!
0:44:05 > 0:44:08If he were to ask us to dance through the Eucharist,
0:44:08 > 0:44:09we should do it!
0:44:09 > 0:44:10We are not a democracy.
0:44:10 > 0:44:14I have withdrawn permission for your articles,
0:44:14 > 0:44:16and I'm going to send you on a little holiday.
0:44:16 > 0:44:19You're obviously tired and in need of some rest.
0:44:19 > 0:44:23You're also in need of some time to contemplate your future.
0:44:23 > 0:44:26Pack your bags, Father Dawson.
0:44:26 > 0:44:28You leave on Monday.
0:44:34 > 0:44:36PHONE RINGS
0:44:41 > 0:44:43Hello?
0:44:45 > 0:44:48Father, it's that Carter woman again.
0:44:51 > 0:44:54- Hello?- Father?- Yes. - Please, come quickly.
0:44:54 > 0:44:57- My husband has had an attack. - Yes. Yes, of course.
0:44:57 > 0:44:59I'll be right there.
0:45:19 > 0:45:22Oh, Father, thank God you have come!
0:45:23 > 0:45:26Can you hold the mask, Padre?
0:45:30 > 0:45:33I'm still not getting anything. We'll need the adrenalin.
0:45:33 > 0:45:35Father, quickly, please.
0:45:35 > 0:45:37Was he... Is he Catholic?
0:45:37 > 0:45:39Yes. Quickly, please, before he goes!
0:45:45 > 0:45:49Through this holy anointing, may the Lord in his love and mercy
0:45:49 > 0:45:52help you with the grace of the Holy spirit, Amen.
0:45:52 > 0:45:56- May the Lord who frees you from sin...- Let's get him out of here. - ..raise you up, Amen.
0:45:56 > 0:45:59In the name of the Holy spirit who has poured upon you,
0:45:59 > 0:46:02may your home be with God in Zion with Mary, the virgin mother of God,
0:46:02 > 0:46:05with Joseph and all the angels and saints, Amen.
0:46:05 > 0:46:06Thank you, Father.
0:46:21 > 0:46:23SIREN WAILS
0:46:24 > 0:46:26Would you like a brandy?
0:46:46 > 0:46:48He never was Catholic.
0:46:48 > 0:46:51You shouldn't have.
0:46:51 > 0:46:53It helped your mother.
0:46:53 > 0:46:55It's all helping her, isn't it?
0:46:55 > 0:46:58Being nice to me is just a way of helping her?
0:46:58 > 0:47:02Theresa, that isn't true. I couldn't refuse.
0:47:02 > 0:47:03I'm sorry.
0:47:03 > 0:47:06I didn't mean to...
0:47:06 > 0:47:08Will you hold me again?
0:47:44 > 0:47:46Theresa, no.
0:48:29 > 0:48:34'Ladies and gentlemen, the train will shortly be arriving at York.
0:48:34 > 0:48:38'Change here for Malton, Scarborough, Kirkham and Harrogate.
0:48:38 > 0:48:41'The next station is York.'
0:48:50 > 0:48:53I hope you'll stay a bit this time, Eddie.
0:48:55 > 0:49:01- Mother, I can't stay very long. - It's so good to see you again, dear.
0:49:02 > 0:49:05Sally has been so looking forward to it, too.
0:49:09 > 0:49:10Now, go and talk to your sister.
0:49:21 > 0:49:24You must think it's the end of the bloody world up here, eh?
0:49:24 > 0:49:28Well, we don't get any of your glamour industries up in Yorkshire.
0:49:28 > 0:49:30- Leave it, Alan.- No, but I'll tell you summat.
0:49:30 > 0:49:34More work gets done up here than down there, I'll tell you that for nothing.
0:49:34 > 0:49:37Oh, aye, but you wouldn't know owt about that, would you, eh?
0:49:37 > 0:49:38With your posh accent.
0:49:41 > 0:49:43Right.
0:49:43 > 0:49:45Pub.
0:49:45 > 0:49:47Are you coming?
0:49:47 > 0:49:49I'll be down later.
0:49:49 > 0:49:50I want to talk to Eddie.
0:49:50 > 0:49:52Oh, right, fair enough.
0:49:52 > 0:49:55Well, I'll see you later, Father, eh?
0:49:55 > 0:49:56HE BELCHES
0:50:06 > 0:50:08I'm sorry, Eddie.
0:50:08 > 0:50:10He gets a head full of steam.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12Don't worry.
0:50:12 > 0:50:13How are you, Sally?
0:50:15 > 0:50:16It's hard, you know?
0:50:16 > 0:50:18I know.
0:50:19 > 0:50:21You are looking after her, though?
0:50:21 > 0:50:24It's not now that worries me.
0:50:24 > 0:50:26Still...
0:50:28 > 0:50:29Where will they be sending you?
0:50:31 > 0:50:32Holy Island.
0:50:32 > 0:50:35There's a bloody end of the world.
0:50:39 > 0:50:41BELL TOLLS
0:50:45 > 0:50:50We have quite a strict routine. Most of it will be quite familiar.
0:50:50 > 0:50:53St Benedict, without the reforms.
0:50:53 > 0:50:55We sing the opus dei for six hours a day,
0:50:55 > 0:50:57and the rest of the time we do farm work.
0:50:57 > 0:51:00You can join in when and where you want.
0:51:00 > 0:51:02- Are you vegetarian?- No.
0:51:02 > 0:51:04You should tell the cook.
0:51:04 > 0:51:06I can't promise steak and chips,
0:51:06 > 0:51:09but we shall do our best to get you some proper food.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11We've made up a cell for you.
0:51:11 > 0:51:14The Archbishop wants you to relax, doesn't he?
0:51:14 > 0:51:15And contemplate.
0:51:15 > 0:51:17Contemplation I can promise.
0:51:17 > 0:51:21Relaxation might be better suited to the south of France.
0:53:12 > 0:53:15HE LAUGHS
0:53:27 > 0:53:29What made you laugh?
0:53:32 > 0:53:37It all seemed so absurd.
0:53:38 > 0:53:40I'd outgrown everything.
0:53:40 > 0:53:43All that nonsense we were taught at Kirkham.
0:53:44 > 0:53:47I just...didn't believe anymore.
0:53:49 > 0:53:53I think that disappointed you more than it did me.
0:53:53 > 0:53:55Yeah. I don't know why, though.
0:53:55 > 0:54:00I just got used to you in your clerical robes, I suppose.
0:54:02 > 0:54:04Doesn't make much sense, does it?
0:54:04 > 0:54:06No.
0:54:06 > 0:54:08Emotions rarely do, though.
0:54:11 > 0:54:14But you're back here now?
0:54:14 > 0:54:15Yes.
0:54:17 > 0:54:18Yes, I am.
0:54:22 > 0:54:24Excuse me, sir.
0:54:24 > 0:54:27A Mr Dawson to see you, sir.
0:54:37 > 0:54:39- So, it's Eddie again, is it?- Yes.
0:54:39 > 0:54:41I feel about 16 again.
0:54:41 > 0:54:44To all intents and purposes, you are.
0:54:44 > 0:54:46What are you going to do?
0:54:46 > 0:54:48I don't know.
0:54:48 > 0:54:51I have very little experience of anything.
0:54:51 > 0:54:54You've done a bit of journalism. Maybe I could help?
0:54:54 > 0:54:56Haven't I lost my novelty value?
0:54:56 > 0:55:01No, I think you've probably just gained, actually.
0:55:01 > 0:55:03Bobby, um...
0:55:03 > 0:55:05there's something I wanted to ask you.
0:55:05 > 0:55:08You're the only person I can ask, really.
0:55:08 > 0:55:10Sex?
0:55:10 > 0:55:11Well...
0:55:11 > 0:55:13Women in general.
0:55:13 > 0:55:15HE LAUGHS
0:55:15 > 0:55:17Well, I can only tell you what works for me.
0:55:17 > 0:55:20Begging's usually quite good!
0:55:20 > 0:55:22If not that, then a drink.
0:55:22 > 0:55:25It makes me bolder and them less fussy.
0:55:26 > 0:55:29And if the worst comes to the worst, I have a secret weapon.
0:55:29 > 0:55:32- Really?- I fire blanks.
0:55:32 > 0:55:34- What do you mean? - I can't father children.
0:55:34 > 0:55:36My sperm don't swim too well.
0:55:36 > 0:55:40Oh, I am sorry. Can't you get something done about it?
0:55:40 > 0:55:43- I give them as much practise as I can.- I didn't mean to pry.
0:55:43 > 0:55:47Don't worry about it. It's a hell of a chat-up line.
0:55:47 > 0:55:50Wilson's about to resign. Finish your drink, call me tomorrow.
0:55:50 > 0:55:54Oh, and Eddie... Get yourself some new clothes. You look like a refugee, mate.
0:56:04 > 0:56:07Come on, just be a second.
0:56:09 > 0:56:10Excuse me?
0:56:11 > 0:56:15I thought it was you! I almost didn't recognise you in your disguise.
0:56:15 > 0:56:17Yes. Yes, sorry.
0:56:17 > 0:56:22Listen, I just wanted to say thank you, and to let you know my troubles are over.
0:56:22 > 0:56:24Oh, yes.
0:56:24 > 0:56:27Good, good. I am glad.
0:56:29 > 0:56:32Look, we're in the phone book. Why don't you give us a call sometime?
0:56:32 > 0:56:33Yes.
0:56:33 > 0:56:35Yes, I'll do that.
0:56:35 > 0:56:37- Bye.- Bye.
0:56:54 > 0:56:58Oh, hello. I'm Eddie Dawson.
0:56:58 > 0:57:02Jenny...the monk's here.
0:57:02 > 0:57:05THEY LAUGH
0:57:05 > 0:57:07- OK, well, what kind of car - have- you got?
0:57:07 > 0:57:10- Mercedes Benz.- I rest my case.
0:57:10 > 0:57:13Look, I was always told that it wasn't the size of the ship,
0:57:13 > 0:57:16but the motion of the ocean.
0:57:16 > 0:57:20- That's a rumour put about by men with tiny penises. - That's nonsense, Cilla.
0:57:20 > 0:57:23- David, help me out here.- BMW?
0:57:23 > 0:57:26I'm the exception that proves the rule. Sorry, Henry.
0:57:26 > 0:57:30And what about you, Eddie? Do you drive?
0:57:30 > 0:57:33- I haven't got a car. - God, you must be hung like a horse!
0:57:33 > 0:57:35THEY LAUGH
0:57:35 > 0:57:37Eddie, what are you going to do now?
0:57:37 > 0:57:39I'm hoping to get into journalism.
0:57:39 > 0:57:41David should be able to help you there.
0:57:41 > 0:57:45An old school friend's got me an interview with a local paper.
0:57:45 > 0:57:49- Really? Where?- Beaconsfield Gazette.- What the hell's that?!
0:57:49 > 0:57:51Where's Beaconsfield, for God's sake?
0:57:51 > 0:57:56- Obviously going to Kirkham doesn't count for much these days. - Why journalism?
0:57:56 > 0:57:59Eddie wrote a couple of articles what he was a priest.
0:57:59 > 0:58:02Oh, yes. Monk Dawson, the turbulent priest.
0:58:02 > 0:58:05Henry, didn't you go to a convent school?
0:58:05 > 0:58:06No, darling, that's for girls.
0:58:06 > 0:58:12- That's my point, Cilla! I mean, it just isn't healthy!- I turned out OK!
0:58:12 > 0:58:14You know, I thought I knew the name.
0:58:14 > 0:58:19- Good column. Shifted a lot of papers.- Look, anyway, I went to the other place.
0:58:19 > 0:58:21David, you can do better than Beaconsfield?
0:58:21 > 0:58:25Eddie, come up and see me. I'll see what I can do.
0:58:25 > 0:58:29I heard something deliciously perverted the other day.
0:58:29 > 0:58:32Harry and Roddy were strolling through Hyde Park...
0:58:32 > 0:58:35What, you can't be in the park having sex?
0:58:35 > 0:58:37INDISTINCT CHAT CONTINUES
0:58:51 > 0:58:53Not too impressed with my friends, are you?
0:58:53 > 0:58:55I'm sorry.
0:58:55 > 0:58:57I don't mean to seem stand-offish.
0:58:57 > 0:59:00Don't worry. You're the only person who made any sense all evening.
0:59:00 > 0:59:02Can I help?
0:59:02 > 0:59:05Good God, no. Nanny'll do it in the morning.
0:59:05 > 0:59:09I'm sure you don't realise how shallow most people can be.
0:59:09 > 0:59:12Well, I have heard their confessions.
0:59:13 > 0:59:15Why do you see those people?
0:59:16 > 0:59:19I've got to see somebody. I'm not a nun.
0:59:19 > 0:59:22Yes, but aren't you in love with anyone?
0:59:22 > 0:59:25It's not as easy as you may think.
0:59:25 > 0:59:29I say, David, something for your gossip column up here.
0:59:30 > 0:59:33RAISED VOICES FROM NEXT ROOM
0:59:35 > 0:59:37- <- Do you understand what I'm saying?
0:59:37 > 0:59:39- <- Any more of that and you're off!
0:59:39 > 0:59:43- Mr Dawson?- Yes?
0:59:50 > 0:59:52Eddie, mate. Come in.
0:59:52 > 0:59:54Sit down, mate.
0:59:58 > 1:00:01Well, our readers aren't too bright.
1:00:01 > 1:00:04They're either thick and inbred like Henry Poll,
1:00:04 > 1:00:08or think they know everything like that stupid mid-Atlantic cow the other night.
1:00:08 > 1:00:12However, they do have money, money and influence.
1:00:14 > 1:00:18See, I see you as giving them a new kind of moral dimension.
1:00:20 > 1:00:22I'd be writing features?
1:00:22 > 1:00:25Yeah, you know, comment on moral issues, religious affairs,
1:00:25 > 1:00:28nothing too frightening.
1:00:28 > 1:00:29Would you change much?
1:00:29 > 1:00:33No, just sub it, take out a few big words here and there.
1:00:33 > 1:00:36That'd be all. So what do you think?
1:00:36 > 1:00:38Sounds fine.
1:00:38 > 1:00:42Good, welcome aboard.
1:00:45 > 1:00:47Hello, Henrietta.
1:00:49 > 1:00:53Mummy said if you wait in the drawing room, she'll be down in a minute.
1:00:53 > 1:00:54Thank you.
1:01:25 > 1:01:26So what about you?
1:01:28 > 1:01:30Have you ever been in love?
1:01:30 > 1:01:31No.
1:01:33 > 1:01:37What? Not even with Theresa Carter?
1:01:37 > 1:01:41No. How did you know about that?
1:01:42 > 1:01:44I know all about that.
1:01:46 > 1:01:50- You look nervous. - I am nervous.
1:01:51 > 1:01:54Would you like something to eat?
1:01:54 > 1:01:57Erm...that wouldn't help.
1:02:02 > 1:02:03What would help?
1:02:07 > 1:02:12I'm not sure... this is all a bit new to me.
1:02:14 > 1:02:16Would you like to go to the bedroom?
1:02:19 > 1:02:24Jenny...I don't think I can do this.
1:02:26 > 1:02:29You always tell the truth don't you?
1:02:29 > 1:02:31I'm not in a position to lie.
1:03:05 > 1:03:07Ah, Hugh.
1:03:07 > 1:03:10- My dearest, dearest child! - Sweety darling!
1:03:10 > 1:03:15Oh, ho-ho! And this must be Edward? Hugh Stanton.
1:03:15 > 1:03:16Great pleasure!
1:03:16 > 1:03:19Come on, there we go!
1:03:21 > 1:03:23In we go, everybody in!
1:03:29 > 1:03:32You can say what you like about the great schools of this country,
1:03:32 > 1:03:37these days it's rather fashionable to be denigratory about them.
1:03:37 > 1:03:40But chaps, you see, they had to keep warm!
1:03:40 > 1:03:46Oh, yes, in my day nobody cared very much about what went on after lights out.
1:03:46 > 1:03:51A dormitory can be a damn cold place, mine was like a bloody igloo.
1:03:53 > 1:03:55Oh, yes, the port, superb.
1:03:58 > 1:04:02You know, you're the first chap that Jenny's brought down here
1:04:02 > 1:04:03since Matthew died.
1:04:03 > 1:04:06I loved Matthew dearly, you know.
1:04:06 > 1:04:08Brother's son and all that.
1:04:08 > 1:04:12He was a bad 'un, no doubt about it. Oh, yes.
1:04:12 > 1:04:17In my day he'd have been called a blaggard or maybe something even worse.
1:04:17 > 1:04:20I always thought Jenny deserved something better.
1:04:20 > 1:04:25So...you take care of her old boy.
1:04:25 > 1:04:26Yes. yes, I'll.
1:04:29 > 1:04:31Oh-ho! Oh, my dear.
1:04:35 > 1:04:37And how are the little sleeping beauties?
1:04:37 > 1:04:39Sleeping beautifully, Uncle.
1:04:41 > 1:04:44- CHOKES:- Where are my pills? Patterson?
1:04:44 > 1:04:47My pills, man.
1:04:47 > 1:04:49You already took them, sir.
1:04:49 > 1:04:51No, my God help me.
1:04:51 > 1:04:55Regrettably so, sir, regrettably so.
1:04:56 > 1:05:00You know, I sometimes wonder who's master here.
1:05:00 > 1:05:04I'll leave it young Matthew and sack him as soon he inherits.
1:05:56 > 1:05:59After the first time it just got easier and easier.
1:05:59 > 1:06:01Matthew was never faithful to me, I know that.
1:06:01 > 1:06:04I even fell in love a couple of times.
1:06:04 > 1:06:06Why didn't you leave him?
1:06:06 > 1:06:09Money, the children, not sure.
1:06:09 > 1:06:11I was never in love long enough for it to matter.
1:06:11 > 1:06:15So, was it a relief when he died?
1:06:15 > 1:06:20Yes, he was still treating me like a penitant.
1:06:20 > 1:06:21I'm sorry.
1:06:21 > 1:06:24You little rascal!
1:06:29 > 1:06:32One day all of this is going to belong to little Matthew.
1:06:32 > 1:06:34So this would've gone to your husband?
1:06:34 > 1:06:37Yes, it's ironic really.
1:06:37 > 1:06:38Why's that?
1:06:38 > 1:06:41I was seeing someone, I'm not quite sure.
1:06:41 > 1:06:44- So, your son's going to inherit all this?- I know.
1:06:44 > 1:06:47Don't you think...?
1:06:47 > 1:06:50I think people would be happier if things were left as they are.
1:06:50 > 1:06:52You do love me, don't you, Eddie?
1:06:52 > 1:06:54Of course.
1:06:54 > 1:06:55Then say it.
1:06:57 > 1:06:58I love you.
1:07:08 > 1:07:13- You've changed me, Eddie, I'm not like that anymore.- I know.
1:07:19 > 1:07:23'I never realised how much Dawson cared for Jenny.
1:07:23 > 1:07:28'He was in love for the first time, and it seemed that nothing in the world could separate them.'
1:07:37 > 1:07:39ELIZABETHAN MUSIC PLAYS
1:07:39 > 1:07:41GASPS
1:07:43 > 1:07:45LAUGHTER
1:08:03 > 1:08:05Jenny! Come and have a dance.
1:08:06 > 1:08:09Come on, Bobby's got to see you.
1:08:16 > 1:08:19Zillah, I don't believe a word of it.
1:08:19 > 1:08:21- It's true.- Ah!
1:08:22 > 1:08:27Oh, look, the friar has got some holy wine.
1:08:27 > 1:08:29Unholy port, I'm afraid.
1:08:29 > 1:08:32Can't you bless it, make it holy?
1:08:32 > 1:08:35I can say mass, if you like.
1:08:35 > 1:08:37Excellent. Black or white?
1:08:37 > 1:08:40Black, please! I've already been two a white one.
1:08:40 > 1:08:44Black it is then, friar. What do you need?
1:08:44 > 1:08:47Eddie's going to see a black mass. Come on, what do you need.
1:08:47 > 1:08:48Come on, bread.
1:08:48 > 1:08:52Well, we need a naked woman,
1:08:52 > 1:08:57and, er... Preferably a virgin.
1:08:57 > 1:08:59I can't.
1:08:59 > 1:09:01Does not getting any for a while count?
1:09:01 > 1:09:04It has to be a woman, Henry.
1:09:04 > 1:09:06- Is that all you need?- Yeah.
1:09:06 > 1:09:08And then you'll do it?
1:09:08 > 1:09:10Of course not. It's a joke.
1:09:10 > 1:09:11Why? Would it upset you?
1:09:13 > 1:09:14No.
1:09:14 > 1:09:16Then why don't we do it?
1:09:16 > 1:09:19Because we still need a naked woman.
1:09:20 > 1:09:23Well, if that's all you need, Eddie...
1:09:24 > 1:09:27For God's sake, Jenny.
1:09:27 > 1:09:30It was your bloody idea.
1:09:30 > 1:09:32Bobby, don't you want to see me naked?
1:09:32 > 1:09:34I'm here!
1:09:37 > 1:09:39LAUGHTER
1:09:44 > 1:09:46Oh, my God, he's really going to do it.
1:09:46 > 1:09:50Don't do this, Eddie.
1:09:50 > 1:09:52- UNDER HER BREATH:- Jesus!
1:09:55 > 1:09:57Well, our vicar's never done that.
1:09:57 > 1:09:59Is that it?
1:09:59 > 1:10:02Good God!
1:10:02 > 1:10:04BACKGROUND LAUGHTER
1:10:13 > 1:10:16What the fuck were you thinking, Eddie?
1:10:16 > 1:10:17Bobby...
1:10:18 > 1:10:21My only friend. The only one...
1:10:22 > 1:10:25And you won't have me around for much longer.
1:10:25 > 1:10:26What you mean?
1:10:28 > 1:10:30I'm going to Rome. Vatican City correspondent.
1:10:30 > 1:10:33LAUGHTER
1:10:33 > 1:10:34The Vatican?
1:10:35 > 1:10:37Congratulations.
1:10:37 > 1:10:40I thought it was you. Don't you recognise me?
1:10:43 > 1:10:44Theresa.
1:10:46 > 1:10:47Theresa.
1:10:48 > 1:10:50Get out of this, Eddie.
1:10:53 > 1:10:54Come on, let's go.
1:10:54 > 1:10:57Jenny...
1:10:57 > 1:11:00I love you. Let's get married, have children.
1:11:02 > 1:11:05Eddie, you need to do it when we're having this much fun.
1:11:11 > 1:11:13QUIET SOBBING
1:11:17 > 1:11:19I'm sorry, Eddie.
1:11:20 > 1:11:22I'm so sorry.
1:11:42 > 1:11:44It's fine. Yeah.
1:11:46 > 1:11:49Do you have any ideas about other articles?
1:11:49 > 1:11:50A few, yes.
1:11:52 > 1:11:57It's just that there is something I know our readers want to know.
1:12:00 > 1:12:02What's it like?
1:12:03 > 1:12:06You know, what's it like to be celibate?
1:12:06 > 1:12:10And then what's it like, er - how can I put this? -
1:12:10 > 1:12:13discovering the sins of the flesh?
1:12:13 > 1:12:17- Well, I... I... I'm not sure that I...- Come on, Eddie, you know what I mean.
1:12:17 > 1:12:20You're living with Jenny Stanten, for Christ's sake!
1:12:20 > 1:12:24You don't get up a skirt like that when your tool's been doing a Rip Van Winkle.
1:12:24 > 1:12:25What exactly do you want to know, David?
1:12:25 > 1:12:29Our readers want to know what it's like.
1:12:29 > 1:12:30You used to be celibate,
1:12:30 > 1:12:34and now you're living with one of the most desirable women in London.
1:12:34 > 1:12:38I mean, excuse me, but there has to be a difference.
1:12:41 > 1:12:42Well?
1:12:48 > 1:12:50Jenny?
1:12:58 > 1:13:00Jenny?
1:13:28 > 1:13:30PHONE RINGS
1:13:32 > 1:13:34- 'Hello?'- Jenny?
1:13:34 > 1:13:36Eddie?
1:13:36 > 1:13:38- 'Jenny, where are you?' - At the airport.
1:13:38 > 1:13:41- Are you going somewhere?- What?
1:13:41 > 1:13:42Where are you going?
1:13:42 > 1:13:44Rome, darling.
1:13:44 > 1:13:47- I never.... - PHONE BEEPS
1:13:48 > 1:13:50Listen, I've got to go now. I've got to go.
1:13:50 > 1:13:51Oh, God!
1:14:07 > 1:14:09Rome...
1:14:10 > 1:14:14'The pain caused by my affair with Jenny was to run deeper than
1:14:14 > 1:14:16'any of us could have imagined.'
1:14:18 > 1:14:20Did you love her?
1:14:21 > 1:14:22Yes.
1:14:23 > 1:14:26Yes, I'm sure I did.
1:14:29 > 1:14:30Were you happy?
1:14:31 > 1:14:35For a while, yes.
1:14:40 > 1:14:42Did you love her?
1:14:43 > 1:14:44Yes, I did.
1:14:46 > 1:14:48And did it make you happy?
1:14:50 > 1:14:52No.
1:15:12 > 1:15:14Licence.
1:15:22 > 1:15:27I apologise if the way we live shocks you.
1:15:27 > 1:15:31The state of emergency was your Government's decision, not ours.
1:15:32 > 1:15:36What's you role at the newspaper?
1:15:36 > 1:15:39I'm supposed to give it a moral dimension.
1:15:39 > 1:15:43If you print half of what he says I'll be surprised.
1:16:00 > 1:16:01DOG BARKS
1:16:19 > 1:16:21You'll have to excuse my nephew, Mr Dawson.
1:16:23 > 1:16:27You used to be a priest, didn't you?
1:16:27 > 1:16:29- Yes.- What happened?
1:16:29 > 1:16:30I lost my faith.
1:16:30 > 1:16:31That's not what I heard.
1:16:31 > 1:16:35I heard you were too radical and the Church lost you.
1:16:35 > 1:16:37If that's what you heard, why did you ask?
1:16:37 > 1:16:39I like to hear both sides.
1:16:39 > 1:16:42You're a journalist, you ought to understand that.
1:16:42 > 1:16:45There was more to it than my radicalism, Father Moran.
1:16:45 > 1:16:47Was there?
1:16:47 > 1:16:51I'm a bit confused, Mr Dawson. Your articles are like sermons.
1:16:51 > 1:16:54A little more worldly, perhaps, but sermons still.
1:16:54 > 1:16:57You're trying to solve people's problems.
1:16:57 > 1:17:01- And what about you, Father? Are you frustrated at being a priest?- Maybe I am.
1:17:01 > 1:17:05And that's why you speak out? Liberation theology?
1:17:05 > 1:17:08I've no problem with that. If more priests spoke out in politics
1:17:08 > 1:17:12maybe there would be less injustice. The mess in Ireland
1:17:12 > 1:17:14wasn't caused by us, it was caused by you.
1:17:14 > 1:17:18You can't ignore us politically.
1:17:18 > 1:17:21- Do you condone the bombings? - Course he does.- >
1:17:21 > 1:17:23It's the only time you Brits take any notice of us.
1:17:23 > 1:17:27No, no, Fergal, the man's got a point. I'm not condemning and I'm not condoning.
1:17:27 > 1:17:30I speak out when I see injustice.
1:17:30 > 1:17:34To you, the nationalist community is just a big security matter.
1:17:36 > 1:17:40All I ask is for you to talk to us. That's all.
1:17:41 > 1:17:43Are you going to print that?
1:17:43 > 1:17:45Yes.
1:17:45 > 1:17:48- I'll believe that when I see it.- OK.
1:17:48 > 1:17:51Tell me what you want us Brits to hear?
1:17:54 > 1:17:56I hope you find what you want.
1:17:57 > 1:18:00I'm doing what I want.
1:18:00 > 1:18:02I don't think you are.
1:18:02 > 1:18:03Goodbye, Mr Dawson.
1:18:05 > 1:18:06I look forward to your article.
1:18:11 > 1:18:14You come back and see us, Mr Dawson.
1:18:14 > 1:18:18Brits like you are always welcome, so you are.
1:18:20 > 1:18:24- NEWSREADER:- 'Condemnation of Mr Nieve's assassination was almost universal.
1:18:24 > 1:18:27'Only the prison rights campaigner Father Brendan Moran
1:18:27 > 1:18:29'was equivocal on the subject.'
1:18:29 > 1:18:31The election is seen as an irrelevance
1:18:31 > 1:18:33by the Republican community.
1:18:33 > 1:18:39We are actually disenfranchised. We have no say over our own affairs.
1:18:39 > 1:18:42Terrorism is the natural result of this.
1:18:42 > 1:18:45'But do you condone the bombing in London, Father?
1:18:45 > 1:18:48What you must understand is that the community here
1:18:48 > 1:18:53see the situation as war, not just some troubles.
1:18:53 > 1:18:58The British government has got to talk, to listen to us.
1:18:58 > 1:19:01You promised me you'd change nothing, David.
1:19:04 > 1:19:08You're being very naive here, Eddie. I've got a newspaper to run.
1:19:08 > 1:19:11Thousands of people depend on me for their jobs and security.
1:19:11 > 1:19:14A newspaper like ours has to be responsible.
1:19:14 > 1:19:18- Your article wasn't in anyone's best interest. - So you just rewrote it?
1:19:18 > 1:19:20- Would you have changed it?- That's not the point.- It IS the point.
1:19:20 > 1:19:22You had no right to do that.
1:19:22 > 1:19:24I had every right!
1:19:24 > 1:19:25If you were a professional
1:19:25 > 1:19:29instead of some upper-class dilettante playing at this, then you'd understand.
1:19:29 > 1:19:31I am not having this newspaper run for the benefit
1:19:31 > 1:19:34of crackpot ideologies and republican scum.
1:19:34 > 1:19:36Now get out of my office!
1:19:41 > 1:19:43CAT WAILS
1:19:48 > 1:19:52MUFFLED MUSIC AND SHOUTING
1:19:59 > 1:20:03'London was a lonely place for someone like Dawson.
1:20:04 > 1:20:07'By betraying him, Jenny and I had robbed him
1:20:07 > 1:20:10'of two of the people he'd cared for most.
1:20:13 > 1:20:17'It was then that my world began to turn on him.'
1:20:48 > 1:20:51PHONE RINGS
1:20:55 > 1:20:58- ANSWER MACHINE:- 'We can't come to the phone right now
1:20:58 > 1:21:01'so please leave a message after the tone and we'll call you back.'
1:21:01 > 1:21:02Leave it.
1:21:02 > 1:21:06'Eddie, its Bobby. Long time no see and all that.
1:21:06 > 1:21:08'Look, we're having an election-night party,
1:21:08 > 1:21:10'next Thursday, obviously.
1:21:10 > 1:21:14'And we'd like you both to come, so, please, if you can. Bye.
1:21:14 > 1:21:15ANSWER MACHINE BEEPS
1:21:18 > 1:21:20You know, our sex would be a lot better
1:21:20 > 1:21:23if you weren't thinking of someone else.
1:21:30 > 1:21:32SEAGULLS CRY
1:21:34 > 1:21:36So, did you ever love her, Eddie?
1:21:38 > 1:21:39Maybe.
1:21:40 > 1:21:43But for all the wrong reasons.
1:21:43 > 1:21:45So why did you marry her so soon?
1:21:45 > 1:21:46Because I needed her.
1:21:49 > 1:21:53What are you offering the voters in Leeds, Mr Kelly?
1:21:53 > 1:21:54CLAMOUR OF QUESTIONS
1:21:54 > 1:21:57This election gives us a stark choice.
1:21:57 > 1:21:59If this country votes in a Tory government
1:21:59 > 1:22:02we'll be left with rampant capitalism.
1:22:02 > 1:22:06The wealth of this country will be taken away from the people
1:22:06 > 1:22:09and handed over to the Tories' fat-cat friends
1:22:09 > 1:22:12in the city of London. That's all I've got to say.
1:22:12 > 1:22:13CLAMOUR OF QUESTIONS
1:22:15 > 1:22:19'.. the Tories' fat-cat friends in the City of London.
1:22:19 > 1:22:22'Stop, close inverted commas.'
1:22:22 > 1:22:25Mr Kelly is persuasive, charismatic, even. Stop.
1:22:25 > 1:22:28He raises a pertinent question, colon:
1:22:28 > 1:22:31could the election split this country?
1:22:31 > 1:22:35Stop. End there. Got that? OK. See you in London.
1:22:39 > 1:22:42Eddie, I probably won't see you tonight if you're working late,
1:22:42 > 1:22:46- but I'll be at Ben's if you need to get in touch.- Mm.
1:22:47 > 1:22:49Eddie?
1:22:49 > 1:22:51Sorry?
1:22:51 > 1:22:54For God's sake!
1:22:54 > 1:22:57Fucking Allenby!
1:22:59 > 1:23:01What the hell do you think you're doing, David?
1:23:01 > 1:23:04Eddie, mate, there's a meeting going on here.
1:23:04 > 1:23:07- But you've changed the whole thing, David. How could you do that?- Go on.
1:23:09 > 1:23:11Sit down, Eddie.
1:23:14 > 1:23:18I can do what the hell I like.
1:23:18 > 1:23:21You read your contract. We've been through this whole thing before.
1:23:21 > 1:23:25But you've changed the whole slant. You can't just expect me to go out
1:23:25 > 1:23:26and do your dirty work for you.
1:23:26 > 1:23:28No, you're right, I can't.
1:23:28 > 1:23:30In fact, I won't any more.
1:23:30 > 1:23:33I've put up with your moralistic bollocks for too long.
1:23:33 > 1:23:37- Now, you can clear out your desk. - What about the election?
1:23:37 > 1:23:38The election's over for you, mate.
1:23:38 > 1:23:41You're fired.
1:23:47 > 1:23:48DOOR SLAMS
1:23:56 > 1:23:58RUNNING WATER
1:24:31 > 1:24:32SHE GURGLES
1:24:35 > 1:24:36SHE CHUCKLES
1:25:10 > 1:25:14SOBBING
1:25:43 > 1:25:44SHE GASPS
1:25:44 > 1:25:47Jesus, Eddie, you scared the life out of me!
1:25:47 > 1:25:50What are you doing here?
1:25:50 > 1:25:51I'm not working tonight.
1:25:51 > 1:25:54You've got yourself fired, haven't you? How could you be so stubborn?
1:25:54 > 1:25:58Great, Eddie, drink yourself out of the problem, why don't you?
1:25:58 > 1:26:01Why don't you ever think about anyone else?
1:26:01 > 1:26:04Why don't you ever think about me? What about us?
1:26:06 > 1:26:10- Why did you even marry me, Eddie? - Because I love you.
1:26:10 > 1:26:14You don't. You never did really, did you? You just took pity on me.
1:26:14 > 1:26:15Theresa...
1:26:17 > 1:26:19..that isn't true.
1:26:19 > 1:26:21I'm going out.
1:26:29 > 1:26:32I can't love you, Eddie.
1:26:32 > 1:26:34Not when you hate yourself.
1:26:47 > 1:26:51- Oh, look who it isn't. - Brother Eddie.
1:26:51 > 1:26:54Wouldn't have thought you've got much to celebrate tonight.
1:27:03 > 1:27:08- Hello, Bobby.- Eddie, glad you could make it.- Hey, how you doing?- Hello.
1:27:08 > 1:27:10Let me get you a drink.
1:27:17 > 1:27:20REGGAE MUSIC PLAYS
1:27:30 > 1:27:33Hi, how are you? Good to see you.
1:27:40 > 1:27:42- Thank you.- Where's Theresa?
1:27:42 > 1:27:45She phoned early to say she wasn't coming.
1:27:47 > 1:27:49- How is she? - Fine, she's...she's fine.
1:27:49 > 1:27:52I thought you were on election duties, old boy?
1:27:52 > 1:27:56- TV:- 'Conservative, 20,317.
1:27:56 > 1:28:00'Mrs Thatcher will be delighted to hear that.'
1:28:00 > 1:28:02PARTY-GOERS: All right!
1:28:10 > 1:28:12- I think she's marvellous.- I agree.
1:28:12 > 1:28:15Of course, 200 years ago, they would've burned her at the stake.
1:28:15 > 1:28:17But I voted for her, of course.
1:28:19 > 1:28:22I give you tomorrow's front page.
1:28:22 > 1:28:23CHEERING
1:28:23 > 1:28:25Well done, David. Good news.
1:28:29 > 1:28:35Phwoar, Jenny's looking tasty tonight. Very...seduceable.
1:28:35 > 1:28:37Wouldn't you agree, Eddie?
1:28:37 > 1:28:41Eddie and I had a little falling out earlier today.
1:28:42 > 1:28:44Excuse me. ..Eddie, wait.
1:28:46 > 1:28:49- What's wrong?- I shouldn't have come tonight, Jenny.
1:28:50 > 1:28:51Come here.
1:28:51 > 1:28:53DISCO MUSIC PLAYS
1:29:03 > 1:29:05You look as unhappy as I feel.
1:29:10 > 1:29:13Eddie, I know you can never forgive me but Bobby is your best friend.
1:29:17 > 1:29:20DISCO MUSIC PLAYS
1:29:24 > 1:29:25Is Bobby happy?
1:29:27 > 1:29:28Ignorance is bliss.
1:29:29 > 1:29:31Oh, God, what a mess.
1:29:42 > 1:29:44Very English.
1:29:46 > 1:29:47Very Catholic.
1:30:08 > 1:30:11No, don't, don't...
1:32:01 > 1:32:03CHEERING
1:32:42 > 1:32:43SHE SOBS
1:32:51 > 1:32:55Eddie. You leaving so soon? The party's just beginning.
1:32:55 > 1:32:56Er... Where's Jenny?
1:33:05 > 1:33:06Come on!
1:33:18 > 1:33:20I'm back.
1:33:20 > 1:33:22It's Father John.
1:33:30 > 1:33:32CHORAL SINGING
1:33:40 > 1:33:45Father John...Dawson.
1:33:50 > 1:33:52Father John Dawson.
1:33:56 > 1:34:03Father John Dawson, Cheyne Walk, Chelsea.
1:34:08 > 1:34:10HE SOBS
1:34:50 > 1:34:51BELL CHIMES
1:35:13 > 1:35:15FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING
1:35:17 > 1:35:21Good God, you can get out of here for a start.
1:35:21 > 1:35:23This is God's house, not a doss house...
1:35:23 > 1:35:26My good Lord, Father.
1:35:26 > 1:35:28- TV:- 'And here comes the new Prime Minister.
1:35:28 > 1:35:32'She's just come directly from her audience with Her Majesty the Queen
1:35:32 > 1:35:34'at Buckingham Palace and is arriving at Number 10 Downing Street.
1:35:34 > 1:35:38'We're going to try and get a word with Mrs Thatcher.'
1:35:38 > 1:35:39Theresa?
1:35:39 > 1:35:42- THATCHER:- 'The words of St Francis of Assisi which I think are really'
1:35:42 > 1:35:44just particularly apt at the moment.
1:35:44 > 1:35:48Where there is discord, may we bring harmony.
1:35:48 > 1:35:50Where there is error, may we bring truth.
1:35:50 > 1:35:53Where there is doubt, may we bring faith.
1:35:53 > 1:35:56Theresa?
1:35:56 > 1:35:58Theresa? Oh, Jesus Christ.
1:35:58 > 1:36:00Theresa?
1:36:00 > 1:36:03Oh, fuck! Oh, shit!
1:36:08 > 1:36:10Come on.
1:36:11 > 1:36:14Theresa! Oh, no, Theresa!
1:36:16 > 1:36:19Oh, Theresa-aa-aa!
1:36:27 > 1:36:31- Does God forgive Theresa, then? - Why shouldn't he?
1:36:32 > 1:36:34It was suicide, wasn't it?
1:36:34 > 1:36:36The sinning was mine.
1:36:37 > 1:36:39If God can forgive me for what I did to Theresa,
1:36:39 > 1:36:42then he must be able to forgive her.
1:36:45 > 1:36:46And what about me?
1:36:48 > 1:36:50I don't want...God's forgiveness.
1:36:50 > 1:36:53I want yours, Eddie.
1:36:53 > 1:36:55You have it. You know you have it.
1:36:57 > 1:37:02I set myself... I set US very high standards, didn't I?
1:37:03 > 1:37:06- Perhaps too high.- I know that now.
1:37:11 > 1:37:16Don't you get frustrated sometimes here, though? I mean...
1:37:16 > 1:37:18you could be doing more on the outside, surely?
1:37:18 > 1:37:21You can't measure my prayers on any outside scale.
1:37:27 > 1:37:29- Eddie...- I've found my God here.
1:37:31 > 1:37:33I don't need anything more.
1:37:35 > 1:37:36BELL CHIMES
1:37:37 > 1:37:38You'd better go.
1:38:10 > 1:38:11How is he?
1:38:13 > 1:38:16A bit thinner, perhaps. But well.
1:38:20 > 1:38:21Is he happy?
1:38:23 > 1:38:25Did you tell him?
1:38:27 > 1:38:30He was calm. Contented.
1:38:34 > 1:38:36I couldn't tell him, Jenny.
1:38:42 > 1:38:44ENGINE STARTS
1:38:47 > 1:38:49'I don't think I'll ever see him again.
1:38:49 > 1:38:53'To him, faith was something bigger than the world.
1:38:53 > 1:38:55'To me, it was just an obstacle.
1:38:56 > 1:38:59'I've thought about Dawson a lot since that day.
1:39:00 > 1:39:04'Perhaps he was ruined by my world. He was always too good for it.'
1:39:08 > 1:39:09MUSIC SOARS
1:39:23 > 1:39:24Mrs Stanten?
1:39:24 > 1:39:26I just wanted to offer my congratulations,
1:39:26 > 1:39:28you must be very proud of Eddie.
1:39:28 > 1:39:29I am. Thank you.
1:39:29 > 1:39:33Of course, there was a time when theology at Oxford meant only one possible career.
1:39:33 > 1:39:35Well, he won't be going down that path.
1:39:35 > 1:39:38Not if I have anything to do with it.
1:39:38 > 1:39:39This is Eddie's godfather, Bobby.
1:39:39 > 1:39:44- Winterman. So you've got over your distaste for returning?- Not entirely.
1:39:44 > 1:39:47Well, if you'll excuse me. Again, my congratulations.
1:39:55 > 1:39:57His father would be very proud.
1:39:59 > 1:40:00Yeah.
1:40:02 > 1:40:03Yes, he would.
1:40:47 > 1:40:51# I'm gonna find a way
1:40:51 > 1:40:54# To achieve
1:40:54 > 1:40:57# A life with no more want
1:40:57 > 1:41:00# And no more need
1:41:02 > 1:41:05# To this great, wide world
1:41:05 > 1:41:09# We can bring compassion
1:41:09 > 1:41:12# With a helping hand
1:41:12 > 1:41:15# Work for love everlasting
1:41:15 > 1:41:18# I've got to find a way
1:41:18 > 1:41:21# To believe
1:41:22 > 1:41:28# Repair a broken heart, a love reprieved
1:41:29 > 1:41:32# Every thought's a thrill
1:41:32 > 1:41:36# I can sense this vision
1:41:36 > 1:41:40# Growing clear with every... #
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