My Summer of Love

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0:00:10 > 0:00:17This film contains strong language and some scenes of a sexual nature.

0:00:23 > 0:00:26MUSIC: "Lovely Head" by Goldfrapp

0:01:49 > 0:01:51BIRD CALLS

0:01:52 > 0:01:54RUSTLING

0:02:14 > 0:02:16Are you all right?

0:02:19 > 0:02:21Did you crash or something?

0:02:21 > 0:02:23No, I was just resting.

0:02:26 > 0:02:28What's your name?

0:02:29 > 0:02:31Mona.

0:02:35 > 0:02:37You don't look like a Mona.

0:02:37 > 0:02:39It's not my real name -

0:02:39 > 0:02:41it's cos of me brother.

0:02:41 > 0:02:45I were always complaining as a kid so he started calling me Mona.

0:02:45 > 0:02:47My real name is Lisa.

0:02:48 > 0:02:51Mona Lisa. Get it?

0:02:52 > 0:02:53Yeah, I've studied the original.

0:02:59 > 0:03:01I'm Tamsin.

0:03:03 > 0:03:05I like your bike.

0:03:05 > 0:03:10Yeah? It's a Honda. I got it off some gypos at the maggot farm.

0:03:11 > 0:03:16- It doesn't appear to have an engine. - It were only a tenner.

0:03:16 > 0:03:19What's the point of a bike without an engine?

0:03:19 > 0:03:22I'm getting one next week.

0:03:22 > 0:03:23OK.

0:03:30 > 0:03:33This is where I live.

0:03:34 > 0:03:35I've never seen you here before.

0:03:35 > 0:03:38That's cos I'm only here on school holidays.

0:03:40 > 0:03:42Do you go to boarding school?

0:03:42 > 0:03:45Yeah, but I've just been suspended.

0:03:45 > 0:03:49Apparently, I'm a bad influence on people.

0:03:52 > 0:03:56- Do you want to come in? - No, I've got to go.

0:03:56 > 0:03:58OK, well, drop by if you're bored.

0:03:58 > 0:04:01You're invited and I'm here all summer, you know.

0:04:40 > 0:04:42What are you doing?

0:04:46 > 0:04:48Have faith in me, eh?

0:04:48 > 0:04:52You are a bastard. That's all you are.

0:04:52 > 0:04:55And I want this place back the way it was.

0:04:55 > 0:04:57It can't be.

0:05:16 > 0:05:19I looked at the pub and I thought, "What have I been doing?

0:05:19 > 0:05:21"Thank you, Lord, I now see what I can do."

0:05:21 > 0:05:25I won't run this as a pub. I'll run this as a spiritual centre

0:05:25 > 0:05:28so the people can come here and learn about Jesus Christ.

0:05:28 > 0:05:31APPLAUSE

0:05:31 > 0:05:35Because we're going to claim this valley back in the name of Lord Jesus Christ.

0:05:35 > 0:05:38People need spiritual fulfilment.

0:05:38 > 0:05:41They need to know that the Lord is there for them.

0:05:41 > 0:05:44They need a makeover. They need to know that you're there, Lord.

0:05:44 > 0:05:46Will you help me do this?

0:05:46 > 0:05:49- AUDIENCE:- YES! - How great is the Lord?

0:05:49 > 0:05:52We're gonna bring love to this valley.

0:05:52 > 0:05:55We're gonna bring the name of Jesus Christ to the lost people of this valley.

0:05:55 > 0:06:00We're going to let them know that he is there for them. Thank you.

0:06:01 > 0:06:03God bless you.

0:06:03 > 0:06:07The precious name of Jesus has brought us this vision from you.

0:06:07 > 0:06:12We lift this pub up to you. We thank you, God, that you've taken it from the enemy.

0:06:12 > 0:06:15THEY CONTINUE PRAYING

0:06:19 > 0:06:22THEY PRAY

0:06:37 > 0:06:39A COMMOTION BREAKS OUT

0:06:42 > 0:06:43Hallelujah!

0:06:44 > 0:06:48- Blessed is the Lord Jesus... - That's right.

0:06:48 > 0:06:51- Pray to him with passion.- Oh, yes. - More passion.

0:06:51 > 0:06:54- Just give him the strength, Lord. - Jesus...

0:06:57 > 0:07:00DISTANT HYMN SINGING

0:07:18 > 0:07:20PANTING

0:07:23 > 0:07:25FAINT BANGING

0:07:34 > 0:07:36CLICKING LIGHTER

0:07:48 > 0:07:50Let's go out somewhere now.

0:07:50 > 0:07:53Somewhere nice like a club or something.

0:07:53 > 0:07:55Look, I've have had enough of this.

0:07:55 > 0:07:57It's over between me and you now.

0:07:59 > 0:08:01What?

0:08:01 > 0:08:03It were good fun, it's finished.

0:08:03 > 0:08:05Get in the car. I'll take you home.

0:08:08 > 0:08:10You could've told me that before!

0:08:10 > 0:08:15- Oh, yeah, like I'm gonna! Get in the car.- No, I fucking will not!- Suit yourself.

0:08:15 > 0:08:16You are a pig!

0:08:53 > 0:08:55ENGINE STARTS

0:09:13 > 0:09:14Hello.

0:09:16 > 0:09:20- Is Tamsin in? - Yeah, she's in her room, as usual.

0:09:20 > 0:09:22Have fun.

0:09:31 > 0:09:33A SOLO CELLO PLAYS "THE SWAN"

0:11:14 > 0:11:17That was "The Swan" by Saint-Saens.

0:11:21 > 0:11:23I live above The Swan.

0:11:24 > 0:11:26The pub.

0:11:26 > 0:11:28You live in a pub?

0:11:28 > 0:11:33Yeah, but it's not like a pub any more - it's more like a temple.

0:11:33 > 0:11:35Me brother, he found God.

0:11:35 > 0:11:38Or God found him. He's been born again.

0:11:38 > 0:11:42And the pub now is more like not so much like a place to drink as a place to pray.

0:11:42 > 0:11:47Anyway, they were having born-again bingo or something, so I thought I'd bob off.

0:11:52 > 0:11:55So it's just you and your brother in your pub?

0:11:55 > 0:11:57Just me, me brother and God.

0:11:58 > 0:12:01Is he completely mad?

0:12:01 > 0:12:02Yeah.

0:12:02 > 0:12:05What happened to him?

0:12:07 > 0:12:10He went inside and he came out funny.

0:12:10 > 0:12:12He went to prison?

0:12:12 > 0:12:14Yeah.

0:12:14 > 0:12:15What for?

0:12:16 > 0:12:18Robbery, burglary...

0:12:19 > 0:12:22..fighting people.

0:12:23 > 0:12:25What about your parents?

0:12:25 > 0:12:27I don't know me dad

0:12:27 > 0:12:29and me mam's dead.

0:12:31 > 0:12:34What did she died of?

0:12:35 > 0:12:37Cancer.

0:12:42 > 0:12:45My sister died of anorexia.

0:12:49 > 0:12:51Oh, no.

0:12:53 > 0:12:55That's her there.

0:13:06 > 0:13:08That's Sadie.

0:13:12 > 0:13:14She's really beautiful.

0:13:15 > 0:13:17Yeah, she was.

0:13:20 > 0:13:23Do you think I look like her?

0:13:23 > 0:13:24Yeah.

0:13:34 > 0:13:36Have you read Nietzsche?

0:13:36 > 0:13:37- Who?- Nietzsche.

0:13:37 > 0:13:39This great philosopher.

0:13:39 > 0:13:46He believed that, you know, there are some people that are put on this planet who are made to succeed

0:13:46 > 0:13:51or just made to blossom, and it doesn't matter how many lesser mortals get fucked over -

0:13:51 > 0:13:54it doesn't matter as long as they succeed.

0:13:54 > 0:13:56You know, like Shakespeare and Wagner.

0:13:58 > 0:14:02And your brother, all that crap. I mean, Nietzsche would string him up.

0:14:02 > 0:14:04All that stuff about God.

0:14:04 > 0:14:05God's dead.

0:14:07 > 0:14:10God's dead. This is what's real. This here.

0:14:11 > 0:14:16- Here and now.- Yeah, you should read him. I think you'd like him.

0:14:24 > 0:14:26Or Freud, you know.

0:14:30 > 0:14:33So, what are you gonna do with your life?

0:14:35 > 0:14:37I'm gonna be a lawyer.

0:14:42 > 0:14:45I'm gonna get a job in an abattoir.

0:14:45 > 0:14:47Work really hard.

0:14:49 > 0:14:52Get a boyfriend who's, like, a bastard.

0:14:54 > 0:14:59And churning out all these kids, right, with mental problems,

0:15:00 > 0:15:03and then I'm gonna wait for the menopause.

0:15:08 > 0:15:10Or cancer.

0:16:43 > 0:16:46PRAYING

0:17:03 > 0:17:05God is dead.

0:17:11 > 0:17:13Night, brother.

0:17:19 > 0:17:21OK.

0:17:22 > 0:17:23I'll just go and...

0:17:35 > 0:17:37What were all that about, Mona?

0:17:38 > 0:17:43I don't know. It's just you and your friends down there. You crack me up.

0:17:43 > 0:17:46I'm sorry. You just make me laugh,

0:17:46 > 0:17:49especially with you being the ringleader.

0:17:49 > 0:17:52I mean, you.

0:17:52 > 0:17:54Why are you always trying to hurt me?

0:17:57 > 0:18:00Because I think you're a fucking fake, that's why.

0:18:12 > 0:18:14What is wrong with you?

0:18:17 > 0:18:20I just miss me brother.

0:18:20 > 0:18:21I'm here.

0:18:23 > 0:18:26That ain't you.

0:18:28 > 0:18:29It isn't.

0:18:29 > 0:18:33Mona, this is me. This is the real me.

0:18:37 > 0:18:39I want the old Phil.

0:18:40 > 0:18:43Well, that old Phil, he didn't make me very happy.

0:18:45 > 0:18:47He made me happy.

0:18:49 > 0:18:51I loved my brother.

0:18:54 > 0:18:56He used to be real.

0:18:59 > 0:19:01I haven't got any family!

0:19:02 > 0:19:04Me home's changed.

0:19:07 > 0:19:09No-one fancies me.

0:19:09 > 0:19:11SHE SOBS

0:19:15 > 0:19:17Oh, Jesus, watch over this child.

0:19:17 > 0:19:20- Oh, no!- Watch over her...

0:19:20 > 0:19:21Fuck off!

0:19:22 > 0:19:25SHE SOBS

0:19:25 > 0:19:27Fuck off!

0:20:10 > 0:20:12I'm looking for Mona. Is she here?

0:20:12 > 0:20:14Aye, she is. She's in there.

0:20:14 > 0:20:16Thanks.

0:20:16 > 0:20:18Could you just wait here?

0:20:20 > 0:20:22On your left-hand side.

0:20:24 > 0:20:26COMPRESSED AIR

0:20:42 > 0:20:43What's he making?

0:20:43 > 0:20:45A cross.

0:20:45 > 0:20:49He's putting it up at the top of the hill to cleanse the valley of evil.

0:20:49 > 0:20:52TAMSIN GIGGLES

0:20:54 > 0:20:56Now these are nice.

0:20:57 > 0:20:58Thanks.

0:20:58 > 0:21:03They were me mam's... when this used to be The Swan.

0:21:09 > 0:21:12- Are you done?- Yeah.

0:21:12 > 0:21:15- I've got a cab waiting outside. - What for?- Cos we're going.- Where?

0:21:15 > 0:21:17You'll see.

0:21:17 > 0:21:19OK.

0:21:20 > 0:21:22ASIAN MUSIC PLAYS

0:21:53 > 0:21:55What do you think of this place?

0:21:55 > 0:21:57It's funny.

0:21:58 > 0:22:02It's like Lego. It's all sort of pretence.

0:22:02 > 0:22:05And that one there... You see that house there?

0:22:05 > 0:22:06Yeah.

0:22:07 > 0:22:10And the posh Jag parked outside?

0:22:13 > 0:22:15It's my dad's car.

0:22:15 > 0:22:18And he comes here quite a lot, I think,

0:22:18 > 0:22:24cos this is where his girlfriend lives and...his secretary. Nice.

0:22:30 > 0:22:33He's in there now. It must mean he's in there now with his car there.

0:22:37 > 0:22:39And he'll be fucking her now.

0:22:43 > 0:22:46He'll have her bent over the cooker fucking her up her arse.

0:22:49 > 0:22:55Oh, man, you should to see her - she's just a dog, she's a fucking whore!

0:22:55 > 0:22:59She's all sort of blonde hair and big tits and these high heels

0:22:59 > 0:23:02and she's got no fucking brains, she's got nothing.

0:23:02 > 0:23:04SHE SOBS

0:23:13 > 0:23:16ALARM BLARES

0:23:23 > 0:23:25MUSIC: "La Foule" by Edith Piaf

0:23:40 > 0:23:42This is Edith Piaf.

0:23:44 > 0:23:46I just adore her.

0:23:50 > 0:23:53She was this marvellous Parisian woman.

0:23:53 > 0:23:56She had such a wonderfully tragic life.

0:24:07 > 0:24:09And she was married three times

0:24:09 > 0:24:13and each husband died in mysterious circumstances.

0:24:18 > 0:24:23And the last one was a boxing champion and she killed him with a fork.

0:24:28 > 0:24:30She didn't even go to prison.

0:24:30 > 0:24:34Because in France, crimes of passion are forgiven.

0:25:49 > 0:25:53So my mother is off touring with some dodgy theatre company pretending to be an actress

0:25:53 > 0:25:58and my father's busy with his secretary so I'm practically an orphan.

0:26:01 > 0:26:03This is the main guest bedroom.

0:26:03 > 0:26:08It's all mouldy and full of dust because we never even have any guests. ..Excuse me.

0:26:08 > 0:26:11This is my loon mother's rehearsal room.

0:26:14 > 0:26:16This is my favourite bathroom.

0:26:18 > 0:26:21- This is Sadie's room.- Oh.

0:26:24 > 0:26:27It's actually turned into a bit of a shrine

0:26:27 > 0:26:32because when she died, my mother wanted to keep everything exactly as it was.

0:26:32 > 0:26:34So you don't go in?

0:26:37 > 0:26:42All in all, the whole house is really creepy so you're going to stay with me.

0:26:44 > 0:26:46Come on.

0:26:59 > 0:27:03If you hear any strange noises in the night, don't panic -

0:27:03 > 0:27:08it's just the furniture creaking cos it's an old house.

0:27:11 > 0:27:14- Goodnight.- Night.

0:27:33 > 0:27:35Wake up, wake up.

0:27:37 > 0:27:39Morning.

0:27:39 > 0:27:41Morning.

0:27:41 > 0:27:44I didn't know what you wanted so I just got you everything.

0:27:47 > 0:27:49What are your plans for today?

0:27:53 > 0:27:56Manicure, pedicure, full body wax.

0:27:58 > 0:28:01Clean the car, walk the dog.

0:28:03 > 0:28:07- What about you? - I'm gonna buy you an engine.

0:28:23 > 0:28:25Vroom-vroom!

0:28:34 > 0:28:37BOTH: Whoo!

0:29:14 > 0:29:16This is me favourite rock.

0:29:25 > 0:29:26Ooh!

0:29:43 > 0:29:46It's like a strange cathedral.

0:30:53 > 0:30:55I don't feel I'm in me own town.

0:30:55 > 0:30:56What do you mean?

0:30:56 > 0:31:01It don't feel the same - I quite like it from here...with you.

0:31:09 > 0:31:11Which one do you want?

0:31:13 > 0:31:14That one.

0:31:16 > 0:31:18- Which one?- Guess.

0:31:53 > 0:31:55SAMBA MUSIC PLAYS

0:32:02 > 0:32:05MUSIC DROWNS OUT THEIR VOICES

0:32:06 > 0:32:08- It's gorgeous.- Like it?

0:32:11 > 0:32:14- Do you like this one?- Yeah.

0:32:16 > 0:32:19- It's a bit dotty. - I love all them colours.

0:32:24 > 0:32:27Oh! Wow!

0:32:27 > 0:32:31- You can have that. I don't wear it any more.- Honest.

0:32:47 > 0:32:49God, you're quite beautiful.

0:33:06 > 0:33:08It was Sadie's dress.

0:33:22 > 0:33:25I felt so useless.

0:33:26 > 0:33:33You know, it was my one sister, my beautiful sister, she started to turn into this monster.

0:33:33 > 0:33:37These bones on her body, they started to jut out -

0:33:37 > 0:33:41it was like someone had stuck daggers under her skin.

0:33:42 > 0:33:48And then she started... growing hair all over her body,

0:33:48 > 0:33:50it was like fur, like a werewolf.

0:33:50 > 0:33:54Then she stopped smiling. She couldn't smiling any more

0:33:54 > 0:33:57because she was throwing up all the time,

0:33:57 > 0:34:01and the vomit acid made her teeth go all yellow

0:34:01 > 0:34:04and she just stopped smiling she stopped living.

0:34:05 > 0:34:10I miss her so much. I miss her so much.

0:34:11 > 0:34:13Let it out.

0:34:23 > 0:34:24Don't cry.

0:34:24 > 0:34:26I mean, cry.

0:34:33 > 0:34:35Shh.

0:35:31 > 0:35:33A SOLO CELLO PLAYS "THE SWAN"

0:36:47 > 0:36:49PANTING

0:37:18 > 0:37:19NOISES FROM DOWN STAIRS

0:37:22 > 0:37:25KNOCK AT DOOR

0:37:50 > 0:37:52Who is it?

0:37:52 > 0:37:54I think it's your brother.

0:37:54 > 0:37:55Fuck.

0:37:57 > 0:37:59How does he know you're here?

0:37:59 > 0:38:01I told him.

0:38:32 > 0:38:34Do you fuck a lot?

0:38:37 > 0:38:39I get me kicks.

0:38:47 > 0:38:48What does that mean?

0:38:54 > 0:38:56There's a guy...

0:38:58 > 0:39:01..I'm going around with.

0:39:05 > 0:39:07What's he like?

0:39:07 > 0:39:09Um...

0:39:09 > 0:39:11Well, um...

0:39:13 > 0:39:16He's like a man-man, you know.

0:39:16 > 0:39:18Not like a boy...

0:39:18 > 0:39:21like boys at school.

0:39:21 > 0:39:26He were like a man. Dead strong and with a car. We used to go driving.

0:39:26 > 0:39:29He used to take me in places and he were a singer.

0:39:29 > 0:39:32He had dead mad eyes, you know, like that.

0:39:33 > 0:39:35Pshht!

0:39:38 > 0:39:40- Do you wanna know?- Yeah.

0:39:40 > 0:39:42How'd he shag you?

0:39:42 > 0:39:44What do you mean?

0:39:44 > 0:39:46How would he do it?

0:39:46 > 0:39:47Horribly?

0:39:49 > 0:39:51No.

0:39:51 > 0:39:53Just normal. I mean...

0:39:53 > 0:39:55I don't know.

0:39:55 > 0:39:57Show me.

0:40:02 > 0:40:03Do you wanna see?

0:40:03 > 0:40:05Do you?

0:40:05 > 0:40:08- Do you wanna be shagged by Ricky? - Yes.

0:40:08 > 0:40:13- Do you?- Yes.- Are you ready?- Yes. - Serious?- Yes.- Not joking. - Not joking.- OK.- Go.

0:40:14 > 0:40:16OK, Mona, let me show you.

0:40:16 > 0:40:18Ooh, Mona!

0:40:18 > 0:40:20MONA GRUNTS

0:40:20 > 0:40:22Oh! You're so tiny!

0:40:22 > 0:40:23Oh, yes! Now turn around!

0:40:23 > 0:40:25Go on.

0:40:25 > 0:40:27Oh, I love this!

0:40:27 > 0:40:30Oh, yeah!

0:40:31 > 0:40:33Oh, you're so pretty, Melanie.

0:40:33 > 0:40:35Oh, you're gorgeous.

0:40:35 > 0:40:36Ooh! Ooh! Ooh!

0:40:36 > 0:40:37Ooh!

0:40:37 > 0:40:40Ah!

0:40:40 > 0:40:42- MONA LAUGHS - I've come.

0:40:42 > 0:40:44Give me me fags.

0:40:44 > 0:40:46- And that's it?- I've got to be off.

0:40:48 > 0:40:49Is that it?

0:40:56 > 0:40:59- Are you in love with him still?- No.

0:41:00 > 0:41:02Were you ever?

0:41:05 > 0:41:07I thought I were.

0:41:07 > 0:41:09Then why did you dump him?

0:41:13 > 0:41:15He dumped me.

0:41:15 > 0:41:17Why?

0:41:20 > 0:41:23- He said he couldn't be bothered any more.- Twat.

0:41:26 > 0:41:28Anyway, he had wife and kid.

0:41:30 > 0:41:33Men like that should be castrated.

0:41:44 > 0:41:46Gosh, aren't you clever.

0:41:49 > 0:41:51We should teach that Ricky a lesson.

0:41:56 > 0:41:59ICE-CREAM VAN MUSIC PLAYS

0:42:15 > 0:42:16That's Ricky.

0:42:16 > 0:42:20You didn't mention he was fat.

0:42:20 > 0:42:22He's not. It's all muscle.

0:42:22 > 0:42:23Yeah, right.

0:42:33 > 0:42:34All right, come on.

0:42:58 > 0:43:00- Hello.- Hi, um...

0:43:00 > 0:43:05God, this is really hard, but this is my friend, Mona,

0:43:05 > 0:43:08and she's just had to have an abortion.

0:43:08 > 0:43:13- So what's that got to do with me? - It was your husband's foetus.

0:43:13 > 0:43:18Basically, he got her completely wasted and took advantage of her.

0:43:18 > 0:43:21She's now clinically depressed, as you can see.

0:43:21 > 0:43:23I mean, she's just catatonic.

0:43:23 > 0:43:25She hasn't said a word since, have you, Mona?

0:43:25 > 0:43:30I mean, it could be... The talk of the town is you're not satisfying him enough at home.

0:43:30 > 0:43:33- We all know when we hit a certain age, everything...- How dare you?

0:43:33 > 0:43:37Maybe you should keep your husband looked up, maybe you should castrate your husband.

0:43:37 > 0:43:41Why don't you two just go and get lost and leave me and my family alone?

0:43:41 > 0:43:44- Not till you fully understand. - Get out of my face!

0:43:44 > 0:43:46- Don't touch me!- Just go!

0:43:46 > 0:43:49Just go! Leave me and my family alone!

0:44:09 > 0:44:11Hi there.

0:44:16 > 0:44:17Mona.

0:44:19 > 0:44:22You'll be there tomorrow, won't you?

0:44:22 > 0:44:26I have no absolutely no intention of coming to your crucifixion.

0:44:29 > 0:44:31Will you be there, please, for me?

0:44:31 > 0:44:33Can I come?

0:44:33 > 0:44:35Yeah.

0:44:37 > 0:44:40I need you there, Mona.

0:45:02 > 0:45:04We're going!

0:45:13 > 0:45:16DISTANT SINGING

0:45:26 > 0:45:28Do you see that?

0:45:29 > 0:45:31THEY SING A HYMN

0:46:32 > 0:46:33Has he got a girlfriend?

0:46:33 > 0:46:36Has he fuck! He's got God - he's too busy with God.

0:46:36 > 0:46:39With God, his life's like one long orgasm.

0:46:39 > 0:46:43From morning to night, the sun never goes down on him.

0:46:43 > 0:46:47If anything goes wrong, we'll slowly bring it down again, OK?

0:46:48 > 0:46:50OK, one, two, three - go.

0:46:57 > 0:46:59Fucking hell.

0:47:01 > 0:47:04CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

0:47:08 > 0:47:11OK, tie it up, lads.

0:47:18 > 0:47:20INAUDIBLE

0:47:26 > 0:47:30If I can be saved, anybody can be saved.

0:47:30 > 0:47:31Anybody can be saved.

0:47:32 > 0:47:35The Lord Jesus started speaking to me -

0:47:35 > 0:47:38he told me to build this cross,

0:47:38 > 0:47:42to claim this valley back in his name, for him.

0:47:45 > 0:47:48Because there's evil at work in this valley.

0:47:48 > 0:47:53There's evil in this valley and it manifests itself in hundreds of ways.

0:47:53 > 0:47:59If one person comes closer to God today through our actions, then that's a victory.

0:47:59 > 0:48:01It's a victory for everybody here.

0:48:02 > 0:48:09We don't pray for riches, we pray for fulfilment in ourselves and in our hearts first and foremost.

0:48:09 > 0:48:12But I have prayed for my sister, who's there now.

0:48:12 > 0:48:14APPLAUSE

0:48:14 > 0:48:19This is the power of prayer cos I've prayed to the Lord for my sister.

0:48:19 > 0:48:24I've prayed that she'd be set free because I know she's in turmoil,

0:48:24 > 0:48:27and it's so hard. I can't just reach out and tell her,

0:48:27 > 0:48:29but I've prayed for her, Lord.

0:48:29 > 0:48:30I pray cos I love her.

0:48:30 > 0:48:34And I know that the Lord is answering my prayers.

0:48:34 > 0:48:36He answers all our prayers.

0:48:36 > 0:48:38APPLAUSE

0:48:44 > 0:48:46Praise be the Lord!

0:49:03 > 0:49:05Praise you, Lord Jesus.

0:49:05 > 0:49:07Thank you, Lord.

0:49:13 > 0:49:14Yes, Lord.

0:49:14 > 0:49:16Yes, Lord.

0:49:18 > 0:49:20Lord Jesus.

0:49:20 > 0:49:24I praise your name. I praise your name, Lord Jesus. Yes, Lord.

0:49:32 > 0:49:35Do you really think that there's darkness in the valley?

0:49:35 > 0:49:38Absolutely. There's darkness everywhere.

0:49:38 > 0:49:39What? Like the Devil?

0:49:39 > 0:49:42Yeah, I know that I was filled with the Devil at one point.

0:49:42 > 0:49:44What were you like?

0:49:44 > 0:49:46I wasn't really a nice guy.

0:49:46 > 0:49:49I'd think nothing of putting a glass in your face,

0:49:49 > 0:49:52punching you on the nose.

0:49:52 > 0:49:54And it's the Devil that did that?

0:49:54 > 0:49:56The Devil drove me, yeah.

0:49:56 > 0:50:01The Devil wants you to do bad things. Then he's got a grip of you.

0:50:01 > 0:50:03It must be interesting to believe in something.

0:50:03 > 0:50:09Yeah, but remember, there's the Devil and there's God,

0:50:09 > 0:50:11and he's far more powerful, anyway.

0:50:31 > 0:50:37- RASPING:- I am the Devil and I have come to kill you.

0:50:37 > 0:50:41I am possessed and I'll show you that you are evil...

0:50:42 > 0:50:47I am laying my hands on you, devil spawn.

0:50:47 > 0:50:53As a child of Jesus, I am ripping his seed from your body!

0:50:53 > 0:50:55The Devil will leave your body!

0:50:55 > 0:50:57Oh!

0:50:57 > 0:50:59SHE MUMBLES AND SPLUTTERS

0:51:07 > 0:51:09Spirit says...anyone else there?

0:51:18 > 0:51:20Did you push that?

0:51:20 > 0:51:22- You pushed it.- I bloody did not.

0:51:25 > 0:51:27Who is it?

0:51:32 > 0:51:33S...

0:51:39 > 0:51:40..A...

0:51:42 > 0:51:44..D...

0:51:44 > 0:51:47"Sad"? Who the fuck's sad?

0:51:50 > 0:51:53..I-E.

0:51:53 > 0:51:55Sadie. I'm not moving it.

0:51:56 > 0:51:58I swear I'm not.

0:52:00 > 0:52:01Sadie, is that you?

0:52:10 > 0:52:12I don't think we should carry on.

0:52:12 > 0:52:14Are you in peace?

0:52:19 > 0:52:20No.

0:52:20 > 0:52:22Why are you not in peace?

0:52:24 > 0:52:26D...

0:52:26 > 0:52:27A...

0:52:29 > 0:52:30..D.

0:52:33 > 0:52:36Do you blame Dad, Sadie? Do you blame Dad?

0:52:42 > 0:52:43Yes.

0:52:45 > 0:52:47It's bollocks.

0:52:49 > 0:52:51No, it's not.

0:52:54 > 0:52:57He didn't love her enough. That's why she died.

0:54:14 > 0:54:16There's still hair on it.

0:54:23 > 0:54:25It's like she's still here.

0:54:53 > 0:54:55Mushrooms?

0:54:59 > 0:55:02We can commune with Sadie.

0:55:13 > 0:55:15Open.

0:55:33 > 0:55:36MUSIC: "Lovely Head" by Goldfrapp

0:57:03 > 0:57:05# When we sway I go weak

0:57:05 > 0:57:09# I can hear the sound of violins

0:57:09 > 0:57:13# Long before it begins... #

0:57:13 > 0:57:15Ricky!

0:57:15 > 0:57:20# Sway me smooth and sway me now... #

0:57:22 > 0:57:24Fuck's sake, Mona!

0:57:28 > 0:57:30FEEDBACK

0:57:31 > 0:57:33Sorry about that.

0:57:33 > 0:57:35AUDIENCE GRUMBLE

0:57:46 > 0:57:48All right, I've got you.

0:57:49 > 0:57:50Thank you, good man.

0:57:54 > 0:57:56AUDIENCE CONTINUE TO REACT

0:57:59 > 0:58:01I love you all!

0:58:01 > 0:58:03Bye!

0:58:04 > 0:58:05Thank you!

0:58:18 > 0:58:24We must never be parted, do you hear me?

0:58:24 > 0:58:28- Yeah.- Are you listening to me? - Yeah.

0:58:35 > 0:58:38We're gonna spent the rest of our lives together.

0:58:41 > 0:58:43I know.

0:58:52 > 0:58:54If you leave me, I'll kill you.

0:58:56 > 0:59:00If you leave me, I'll kill you,

0:59:00 > 0:59:02and then I'll kill myself.

0:59:05 > 0:59:07I love you.

0:59:08 > 0:59:10I love you.

0:59:50 > 0:59:52Tam?

0:59:52 > 0:59:55I found loads of blackcurrants for breakfast.

0:59:55 > 0:59:57I've loads in me pockets, I've only had a couple.

0:59:57 > 1:00:04- I don't care how many blackcurrants you've got - it's not enough for breakfast.- I know.

1:00:04 > 1:00:08I'm fucking freezing. I've bitten to shit. I just wanna go home.

1:00:10 > 1:00:12I'm sick of this place.

1:00:12 > 1:00:14Yeah.

1:00:17 > 1:00:19Yeah, let's go back.

1:00:23 > 1:00:25Luxor.

1:00:27 > 1:00:29It's in Egypt.

1:00:29 > 1:00:31Why would you wanna go there?

1:00:44 > 1:00:47O-M...

1:00:47 > 1:00:49..S-K.

1:00:49 > 1:00:51Omsk.

1:00:53 > 1:00:55It's in Siberia.

1:01:04 > 1:01:06KNOCK AT DOOR

1:01:14 > 1:01:16It's your brother.

1:01:17 > 1:01:19Just ignore him.

1:01:19 > 1:01:21He'll go away.

1:01:22 > 1:01:25He's a very attractive man, your brother.

1:01:32 > 1:01:36I'll seek some spiritual guidance from him.

1:01:36 > 1:01:39Yeah, go on, it'll be funny.

1:01:50 > 1:01:51Hello.

1:01:51 > 1:01:53Oh, hiya.

1:01:53 > 1:01:57- Hi.- Is Mona here with you?

1:01:57 > 1:02:00- No, but she'll be back in a moment.- Right.

1:02:00 > 1:02:05- Why don't you wait here? - Would that be OK?- Yeah.

1:02:05 > 1:02:06Thanks.

1:02:13 > 1:02:17- You can wait in the sitting room.- Thanks

1:02:17 > 1:02:20Actually, there is something I wanted to talk to you about.

1:02:29 > 1:02:32I have a real problem believing in anything.

1:02:35 > 1:02:37Or anyone.

1:02:37 > 1:02:40I can't stop thinking about that day on the hill

1:02:40 > 1:02:44when you made that speech and...

1:02:46 > 1:02:48..and the way you spoke...

1:02:49 > 1:02:52..and everything you said - I just believed you.

1:02:52 > 1:02:55That's because God was speaking through me.

1:02:55 > 1:02:57The Lord is the truth.

1:02:59 > 1:03:03And, um, everything you were saying about the Devil?

1:03:04 > 1:03:06And all the demons?

1:03:06 > 1:03:08You really believed in it.

1:03:08 > 1:03:10Oh, yeah.

1:03:10 > 1:03:12I'm riddled with demons.

1:03:13 > 1:03:15And what did you do?

1:03:15 > 1:03:18I asked Jesus Christ to come into my life.

1:03:18 > 1:03:23I asked him to free me from all the guilt, sin, fear.

1:03:25 > 1:03:28And he came and he washed it away.

1:03:31 > 1:03:33I can do the same for you.

1:03:35 > 1:03:37But he never speaks to me.

1:03:38 > 1:03:41You have to pray to him.

1:03:41 > 1:03:43Ask him...

1:03:43 > 1:03:45to come into your heart...

1:03:47 > 1:03:48..and he will.

1:03:51 > 1:03:53He's a gentle God.

1:03:53 > 1:03:55He's a God of love

1:03:55 > 1:03:57and he knows you.

1:03:57 > 1:04:00He knows every hair on your head.

1:04:02 > 1:04:04I can't feel him.

1:04:07 > 1:04:09I can't feel anything. I just feel empty.

1:04:11 > 1:04:13The Lord can fill you up.

1:04:16 > 1:04:18He's in this room now.

1:04:20 > 1:04:22He wants to be close to you.

1:04:24 > 1:04:28And he wants you to ask him to come into your heart.

1:04:28 > 1:04:32He wants to reach out and touch you.

1:04:40 > 1:04:42He wants you to feel him.

1:04:48 > 1:04:50He wants to come inside you...

1:04:52 > 1:04:54..and overwhelm you with joy.

1:04:56 > 1:04:59I want him to.

1:04:59 > 1:05:01Do not resist him.

1:05:01 > 1:05:03I won't.

1:05:04 > 1:05:07SHE SNIGGERS, THEN LAUGHS

1:05:09 > 1:05:13You're too easy, you fucking fraud.

1:05:13 > 1:05:14Ah!

1:05:45 > 1:05:47Tam! Tam!

1:05:48 > 1:05:49Help!

1:06:01 > 1:06:02Tam!

1:06:25 > 1:06:27- Mona.- What?

1:06:27 > 1:06:29Look at me.

1:06:30 > 1:06:32Come here.

1:06:37 > 1:06:39I'm sorry I got violent, OK?

1:06:39 > 1:06:42- Is that it?- No.

1:06:42 > 1:06:46There is something with that girl going on inside her.

1:06:46 > 1:06:48There's things driving her.

1:06:49 > 1:06:52You saw what happened to me, didn't you?

1:06:52 > 1:06:55I want you to promise me you'll stay away from her.

1:06:56 > 1:06:58I love her.

1:06:58 > 1:07:00She loves me.

1:07:00 > 1:07:05We're going away together forever and we are never coming back.

1:07:39 > 1:07:42- DOOR BANGS - Hey!

1:07:42 > 1:07:43Phil.

1:07:43 > 1:07:45What are you doing?

1:07:48 > 1:07:52- KNOCKING AT DOOR - Phil, don't lock me in!

1:07:54 > 1:07:56Phil, please!

1:07:57 > 1:07:59Oh, Phil...

1:07:59 > 1:08:02HE PANTS

1:08:04 > 1:08:06KNOCKING ON DOOR CONTINUES

1:08:06 > 1:08:09Open the door. Please...

1:08:13 > 1:08:15- Phil?- Don't leave me, Lord.

1:08:33 > 1:08:36MUSIC: "Lovely Head" by Goldfrapp

1:09:39 > 1:09:43Father, we just pray you will help us in our prayers.

1:09:43 > 1:09:45Please lead us and help us, Father.

1:09:45 > 1:09:48Lord, we want to lift Mona before you, Father, God.

1:09:48 > 1:09:51We just pray, Father, that you just reach into her life, Father.

1:09:51 > 1:09:56That you will start to untangle some of that mess, Father, that tangled mess of emotions.

1:09:56 > 1:09:58PRAYING CONTINUES

1:10:04 > 1:10:08..Whether you put words into his heart, into his mouth, Father,

1:10:08 > 1:10:12that he will be able to show the love of Jesus to his sister, Father.

1:10:12 > 1:10:16That through him, she will receive your love and your understanding, Father.

1:10:16 > 1:10:18PRAYING CONTINUES

1:10:18 > 1:10:20You shut up!

1:10:20 > 1:10:22PRAYING CONTINUES

1:10:34 > 1:10:37PRAYING GETS LOUDER

1:10:42 > 1:10:45SEVERAL PEOPLE PRAYING AT ONCE

1:10:50 > 1:10:53- <- You bastards!

1:10:53 > 1:10:55THUMP!

1:11:06 > 1:11:07Oh, Mona...

1:11:10 > 1:11:11Stupid girl...

1:11:13 > 1:11:14Stupid girl.

1:11:14 > 1:11:16Huh? Aren't you?

1:11:16 > 1:11:17Huh?

1:11:17 > 1:11:20You stupid girl.

1:11:23 > 1:11:25Don't do this to me.

1:11:25 > 1:11:27I love you.

1:11:30 > 1:11:33- RASPING: - I am the Antichrist

1:11:33 > 1:11:35and I am...

1:11:43 > 1:11:45Oh-oh...

1:11:49 > 1:11:52SHE SOBS

1:12:07 > 1:12:10HE BREATHES DEEPLY

1:12:15 > 1:12:17- It's OK, man.- It's fucking not!

1:12:17 > 1:12:19Chill. Chill out.

1:12:19 > 1:12:22Come, I'll pray for you.

1:12:22 > 1:12:24- Just fucking go.- Chill out.- Go.

1:12:24 > 1:12:26- Come...- Don't fucking touch me.

1:12:26 > 1:12:28Get out. Get out.

1:12:28 > 1:12:29- Go!- Leave him.

1:12:29 > 1:12:32You're bunch of fakers. Go on, get out!

1:12:32 > 1:12:35Go on. Fuck off! Fucking Bibles.

1:12:35 > 1:12:36Go on.

1:12:37 > 1:12:39GET OUT!

1:12:39 > 1:12:40Fucking move! Move it!

1:12:40 > 1:12:42Get out! Fuck off!

1:12:42 > 1:12:45And take the fucking books wi' you!

1:12:45 > 1:12:47You're all fakers.

1:12:52 > 1:12:53DOOR SLAMS

1:13:45 > 1:13:47Bye.

1:13:58 > 1:14:00DOOR CLOSES

1:14:12 > 1:14:15CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYS

1:14:49 > 1:14:51Tammy?

1:14:55 > 1:14:58What's going on, Tam?

1:14:59 > 1:15:01I'm going back to school.

1:15:18 > 1:15:20Excuse me...

1:15:28 > 1:15:31Can I have my top back, please?

1:15:38 > 1:15:40You're Sadie!

1:15:40 > 1:15:41Yeah.

1:15:43 > 1:15:45Can I have my top, please?

1:15:57 > 1:15:59DOOR SLAMS

1:16:50 > 1:16:53I've got to go back to school, Mona.

1:16:53 > 1:16:55You've always known that.

1:17:01 > 1:17:05Look, I couldn't be myself back there, in front of my mother...

1:17:11 > 1:17:14Anyway, I was just playing a part. I wasn't even me...

1:17:14 > 1:17:16Come on. You know me.

1:17:19 > 1:17:21You know me.

1:17:26 > 1:17:29Don't be upset about Sadie. Sadie was just...

1:17:29 > 1:17:32Sadie was just a bit of poetic licence.

1:17:32 > 1:17:33I mean, I'm a fantasist.

1:17:36 > 1:17:40You can't tell me we haven't had fun!

1:17:43 > 1:17:46I've never met anyone like you.

1:17:51 > 1:17:54Please don't be angry with me.

1:19:21 > 1:19:25What... What the fuck are you doing?

1:19:25 > 1:19:28TAMMY COUGHS AND SPLUTTERS

1:19:29 > 1:19:31You fucking crazy bitch!

1:20:04 > 1:20:08MUSIC: "La Foule" by Edith Piaf

1:21:26 > 1:21:31Subtitles by Red Bee Media