0:00:04 > 0:00:11This film contains strong language.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21'Flying.'
0:00:25 > 0:00:27'Flying.'
0:00:27 > 0:00:31'You're beautiful, are you? Yes, you are.
0:00:31 > 0:00:33'Ssh, ssh, ssh.
0:00:33 > 0:00:37- 'That's my boy. - Is that a smile? Is it?'
0:00:37 > 0:00:39SHE LAUGHS
0:00:41 > 0:00:43'You're the most precious thing in all the world.'
0:01:20 > 0:01:23- Found it on the beach, Morecambe Bay. - Did you?- Yeah.
0:01:24 > 0:01:26Went there one year as a family.
0:01:26 > 0:01:30- How long have you had it? - Since I was five.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32It's amazing.
0:01:34 > 0:01:36You're joking.
0:01:36 > 0:01:38My lancelet.
0:01:38 > 0:01:41They do a beautiful dance, fertility dance.
0:01:41 > 0:01:43And they have babies.
0:02:01 > 0:02:05Here you go. I was told to keep it warm, so...
0:02:05 > 0:02:09Well, we should have the results in a couple of weeks.
0:02:09 > 0:02:11Brilliant.
0:02:17 > 0:02:21FIDDLE MUSIC
0:03:04 > 0:03:06Hi.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11All right?
0:03:11 > 0:03:14- Sorry, my husband's not here, he's...- At the builders', eh?
0:03:14 > 0:03:18Are you one of his students?
0:03:18 > 0:03:20HE LAUGHS
0:03:34 > 0:03:37- Picked a right looker. - Oh, you're Nick.
0:03:37 > 0:03:40- So I exist.- Yeah, no, of course.
0:03:40 > 0:03:42I just wasn't expecting you. I'm Dawn.
0:03:43 > 0:03:46- Just thought I'd drop by. - I'll let him know.
0:03:48 > 0:03:53- Here, let's make it a surprise. - Oh, no, I think I should...
0:03:53 > 0:03:56- Go on, then.- Thanks.
0:04:00 > 0:04:03NICK CLUCKS LIKE A CHICKEN
0:04:03 > 0:04:07ANSWER PHONE MESSAGE BEEPS
0:04:07 > 0:04:08No, he's gone into a class.
0:04:08 > 0:04:11Do you want to...? Bring your stuff in, come in.
0:04:28 > 0:04:31- SHE LAUGHS - It's a bit of a bombsite. - I'll feel right at home.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35I'll take up my things, shall I?
0:04:38 > 0:04:41We had no idea you were coming.
0:04:44 > 0:04:47We're not really set up for guests yet.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09Oh, don't bring her too close to the hen hutch.
0:05:09 > 0:05:12She's not trained yet. She's a reject dog.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15- She was abandoned by her owners. - Reject?
0:05:17 > 0:05:19You want to put some tar in there.
0:05:21 > 0:05:23CAR DOOR CLOSES
0:05:24 > 0:05:26Hi.
0:05:31 > 0:05:34Bloody fucking hell.
0:05:49 > 0:05:52- Been on the sun beds, then? - I tried to call.
0:05:53 > 0:05:57- How the fuck did you know I'd be here?- Dog returns to its shit.
0:06:00 > 0:06:02He's not very refined.
0:06:05 > 0:06:07So, what do you think?
0:06:09 > 0:06:15- It's lovely. Yeah, it's lovely. - It'll be beautiful.- Beautiful, yeah.
0:06:19 > 0:06:20Gone AWOL then?
0:06:33 > 0:06:35SHE SIGHS
0:06:51 > 0:06:54This was from our family.
0:06:58 > 0:06:59Listen.
0:07:06 > 0:07:11MUSIC BOX TINKLES
0:07:27 > 0:07:31It must be hard out there. You must miss home.
0:07:40 > 0:07:44- Oh, fuck those glasses. - I know they're here somewhere.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46We haven't really had the time...
0:07:48 > 0:07:50Shame I was away.
0:07:50 > 0:07:53- No, it was kind of low key.- Yeah? - It was only a registry office.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55How did he behave?
0:07:55 > 0:07:58He wasn't found shagging one of my bridesmaids in the toilet, were you?
0:07:58 > 0:08:01Get back to the chopping, Mrs.
0:08:01 > 0:08:04She's changed you. You gone all posh.
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- Marriage is a constant process of negotiation.- Yeah.
0:08:07 > 0:08:09IN COCKNEY ACCENT: We sing in our chains.
0:08:09 > 0:08:12NICK LAUGHS
0:08:12 > 0:08:16- How's Sam?- Grand, she's grand.
0:08:16 > 0:08:20- And the kid?- Dylan?
0:08:20 > 0:08:22Yeah, he's a bundle of fun.
0:08:24 > 0:08:25Not mine, by previous.
0:08:25 > 0:08:30- Oh, God, how do they put up with all the coming and going?- They don't.
0:08:35 > 0:08:38- Thank you.- Thank you.
0:08:39 > 0:08:43- Well. Cheers.- Cheers. - It's lovely to have you.
0:08:45 > 0:08:49- So, you didn't buy the farm, then? - Nah, it's a wreck.
0:09:09 > 0:09:15MUSIC BOX TINKLES
0:09:27 > 0:09:29HEAVY BREATHING
0:09:29 > 0:09:30Tell me.
0:09:30 > 0:09:33Your brother's a joker.
0:09:33 > 0:09:35Why haven't we seen him?
0:09:35 > 0:09:38- He's been in the army.- And?
0:09:42 > 0:09:46- He pushed our mum down the stairs when he was a teenager.- Oh, my God.
0:09:48 > 0:09:49Why?
0:09:51 > 0:09:54Well, she could be a bit...
0:09:54 > 0:09:55bit verbal.
0:09:56 > 0:09:58Still.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03I burnt my mum with curling tongs when I was 16.
0:10:06 > 0:10:08That wasn't entirely an accident.
0:10:08 > 0:10:11She took me to a psychiatrist.
0:10:13 > 0:10:16Yeah, well...our mum ended up in the hospital.
0:10:30 > 0:10:32DISTANT VOICE ECHOES: Not very refined...
0:10:37 > 0:10:43VOICE CONTINUES: He's not very refined.
0:11:00 > 0:11:03DISTANT VOICE ECHOES: Lovely. Not very refined.
0:11:03 > 0:11:06FOOTSTEPS. DOOR OPENS
0:11:09 > 0:11:11THUMP
0:11:11 > 0:11:12David.
0:11:16 > 0:11:19MURMURS: Beautiful...
0:11:22 > 0:11:26HE YAWNS
0:11:41 > 0:11:46- You hungry?- MUTTERING: I'm starving, I'm hungry.- Yeah?
0:11:48 > 0:11:52- Eggs. Orange, I think. Something. - All right, then.
0:11:55 > 0:11:58You want to take that back to bed, yeah?
0:11:58 > 0:12:01NICK YAWNS
0:12:15 > 0:12:17DAVID SIGHS
0:12:18 > 0:12:22THEY SNIGGER QUIETLY
0:12:29 > 0:12:32Ssh!
0:12:42 > 0:12:44DAWN MOANS
0:12:46 > 0:12:51DEEP BREATHING
0:13:11 > 0:13:13I want a baby.
0:13:15 > 0:13:17Patience.
0:13:28 > 0:13:29What's this all about?
0:13:29 > 0:13:32DAVID LAUGHS You buggered it in your sleep.
0:13:32 > 0:13:34You were sleep walking.
0:13:34 > 0:13:36Oh, shit.
0:13:37 > 0:13:40- Shit, I haven't done that for a while.- What, bugger a lettuce?
0:13:42 > 0:13:45- Oh, thanks.- Maybe it's because you're able to relax.
0:13:45 > 0:13:47- Maybe, do feel relaxed. - Yeah, don't relax too much.
0:13:50 > 0:13:54When we were li'l, David and his mates made me a little obstacle course.
0:13:54 > 0:13:59How'd you know? You were asleep. Dawn, what you have to do, is talk really quietly...
0:13:59 > 0:14:00So I slept-walked into the pond.
0:14:05 > 0:14:07Have some breakfast.
0:14:08 > 0:14:11I'm all right for the minute, thanks.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25MUSIC: "Fur Elise" by Beethoven
0:14:25 > 0:14:27BANGING
0:14:28 > 0:14:30SHE FALTERS
0:14:34 > 0:14:36PLAYS MELANCHOLY TUNE
0:14:48 > 0:14:52DRILLING
0:14:52 > 0:14:54I don't know whether we should have got the chrome...
0:14:54 > 0:14:57DRILLING Careful...
0:14:57 > 0:14:59Which one's mine?
0:14:59 > 0:15:02ZAPPING. DAVID CHOKES AND GASPS
0:15:02 > 0:15:04David! Oh, my God! David!
0:15:04 > 0:15:05HE LAUGHS
0:15:05 > 0:15:11You...I can't believe you did that! It's not funny, it's not funny...
0:15:12 > 0:15:17SOMBRE PIANO MUSIC
0:15:51 > 0:15:53So how long is it since you've been back home?
0:15:54 > 0:15:57About six years since I've been back in these parts.
0:16:01 > 0:16:03How come you and David haven't been in touch?
0:16:04 > 0:16:08David was making his way in London. And he got kind of lost, didn't he?
0:16:16 > 0:16:19WIND WHISTLES
0:16:19 > 0:16:22AEROPLANE FLIES OVER
0:16:22 > 0:16:25Oh, I love that sound. Gaz, fuckin' hell.
0:16:25 > 0:16:27- Hello, mate.- Ah, mate.
0:16:28 > 0:16:30- Back from the dead, eh?- I'm going to fuckin' sort you out, mate.
0:16:30 > 0:16:32I'm bigger now.
0:16:32 > 0:16:34Watch out for this one, Dawn.
0:16:36 > 0:16:39So you're grafting for Sharon's dad, now?
0:16:39 > 0:16:42Married her. He's dead. Thank Christ.
0:16:46 > 0:16:48Don't tell her I told you that, eh, Dawn?
0:16:50 > 0:16:53- Do you want one, Nick? - No, I'm good, thanks.
0:16:53 > 0:16:55Thank you.
0:16:57 > 0:16:58Here you go.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00- Ta.- Thanks. All right, Miss...?
0:17:02 > 0:17:07- Want a sweet?- Ahh... - Ah, what? It's not bad.
0:17:07 > 0:17:10I'll tell you about being bad.
0:17:10 > 0:17:14Number two, the Hastings, Cathy Hasting hung herself.
0:17:14 > 0:17:16Nobody found her for a week,
0:17:16 > 0:17:18cos nobody gave a fuck about Cathy Hasting.
0:17:19 > 0:17:22Number three, the Hastings. Jackie Grace beat his wife for 20 years.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25But he wasn't a bad bloke cos he did have the football
0:17:25 > 0:17:27scores on the radio when he was driving the buses.
0:17:29 > 0:17:32Oh, God, the old forge! Now that's come up in the world.
0:17:32 > 0:17:35That used to have all cobwebby windows
0:17:35 > 0:17:37and have like a horse's hoof, right down there.
0:17:39 > 0:17:41He was having sex with his daughter.
0:17:41 > 0:17:44He was. Everybody knew about it.
0:17:45 > 0:17:48Homely. Ha-ha.
0:17:48 > 0:17:50Homely.
0:17:50 > 0:17:54She had three kids and she drowned herself and two of them in the quarry pond.
0:17:54 > 0:17:56Dunno what happened to the other poor little sod.
0:18:04 > 0:18:07I met an evil spirit in this churchyard when I was seven.
0:18:07 > 0:18:11- You did not.- I did. Made me what I am.
0:18:11 > 0:18:13That and the army.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19- That'll ward them off, the spirits. - Thanks.
0:18:21 > 0:18:25- Sweets for the sweet. Go on.- Have a good day.
0:18:31 > 0:18:32PIANO PLAYS
0:18:32 > 0:18:35We all know the first line, OK?
0:18:35 > 0:18:38So when I count one-two-three, I want you all to come in together.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41I want the front line and the back line to come in together, OK? So...
0:18:41 > 0:18:43PIANO DROWNS OUT SPEECH
0:18:45 > 0:18:47'Tell me.'
0:18:55 > 0:18:57He's so full-on, he's funny.
0:19:04 > 0:19:05You tell me.
0:19:07 > 0:19:11One of my students is cutting herself.
0:19:11 > 0:19:12How do you know?
0:19:12 > 0:19:14She told me.
0:19:15 > 0:19:18Such a shame, she's a bright kid.
0:19:19 > 0:19:22You have to report it.
0:19:22 > 0:19:25I don't want to get her in to trouble. With her family, I mean.
0:19:27 > 0:19:29- You have to tell someone, David, it's the law.- Yeah...
0:19:30 > 0:19:33Social services, bit of a mixed bag.
0:19:35 > 0:19:37She trusts me.
0:19:52 > 0:19:56EERIE HUMMING SONG
0:20:01 > 0:20:04- I can't believe he hasn't brought you here.- We did pass by, once.
0:20:04 > 0:20:09- When did David leave? - When he was 17. God, it's a wreck.
0:20:09 > 0:20:13- So which one was yours? - Ours was round the front.
0:20:15 > 0:20:17CHILDREN PLAY IN BACKGROUND
0:20:17 > 0:20:21It's like somewhere I've dreamt about.
0:20:21 > 0:20:23I've dreamt about it, all right.
0:20:23 > 0:20:25Watch out.
0:20:25 > 0:20:30I left some tobacco just...here.
0:20:30 > 0:20:33DAWN LAUGHS
0:20:33 > 0:20:36- Oh, my God, it's been here since I was 15.- Oh, you can tell.- Mm.
0:20:40 > 0:20:44So, what was it like? You and David down on the farm?
0:20:44 > 0:20:46Mixed bag.
0:20:50 > 0:20:55My grandpa, he had these big shire horses, they were fucking huge!
0:20:55 > 0:20:56But really gentle.
0:21:03 > 0:21:05Yeah.
0:21:05 > 0:21:09Thanks for, um, for looking after us.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11I appreciate it. It's blinding.
0:21:11 > 0:21:13No worries.
0:21:18 > 0:21:20FIDDLE MUSIC
0:21:23 > 0:21:26It's Nick. Um, Dalton.
0:21:27 > 0:21:29I'm not blind.
0:21:34 > 0:21:37You gave me a gold star for geography. Remember?
0:21:37 > 0:21:40FOOTSTEPS
0:21:40 > 0:21:44- Hello, stranger!- Whoa. Fancy that.
0:21:44 > 0:21:48- How you doin'?- Yeah. Hey, Dawn.- Hi.
0:21:48 > 0:21:50- You OK?- Yeah.- Hi, Miss Hedges.
0:21:52 > 0:21:54So, you won any medals yet?
0:21:54 > 0:21:58- Yeah, the Purple Heart.- Oh. I've just got to...
0:22:04 > 0:22:06They spit in the food.
0:22:06 > 0:22:07I'm sure they don't.
0:22:07 > 0:22:09You'll see.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13So how were they? When you were teaching them?
0:22:13 > 0:22:16- LOUDLY:- The Johnson boys?
0:22:16 > 0:22:19Phlegmy brats.
0:22:19 > 0:22:21Poor little chaps.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27Sometimes you can't help them even if you want to.
0:22:29 > 0:22:32Their father beat them.
0:22:32 > 0:22:35Thwack-thwack. Diddly-dack.
0:22:35 > 0:22:37Not that you could see anything.
0:22:40 > 0:22:43David never told me.
0:22:44 > 0:22:48Where is he? I like clever boys.
0:22:52 > 0:22:55Hey, whatcha doin'?
0:22:55 > 0:22:58THEY BANTER INAUDIBLY
0:23:01 > 0:23:05EERIE PIANO AND HUMMING
0:23:08 > 0:23:11SPEECH DROWED OUT BY MUSIC
0:23:14 > 0:23:18- But you have been torturing her. - What? She used to torture us.
0:23:18 > 0:23:20Ah, the poor old biddy, she hasn't got any kids to look after her.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22Oh, that's what kids are for.
0:23:22 > 0:23:24Remember Mr Dixon?
0:23:24 > 0:23:27He used to beat the crap out of us. Well, the lads, that is.
0:23:27 > 0:23:31- Out of you, you mean.- Yeah, cos I took the rap for Davy.- Ah, come on.
0:23:31 > 0:23:33What did he do?
0:23:33 > 0:23:36He was always the one there. When everyone else turned round,
0:23:36 > 0:23:39it was always him standing there going, "What? It wasn't me! It wasn't me, I didn't do it."
0:23:39 > 0:23:41Till they sent you away.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46He had a spell in Borstal.
0:23:47 > 0:23:50- Ten years ago, Dawn. - Well, give or take.
0:23:50 > 0:23:54Far from the prying eyes of the State.
0:23:54 > 0:23:56Banging his head against the wall.
0:23:56 > 0:23:59Yeah, well, they like looking after troubled kids.
0:23:59 > 0:24:01It's why I joined the fuckin' army.
0:24:03 > 0:24:05THEY LAUGH NERVOUSLY
0:24:09 > 0:24:13Here, remember that time you...held my head in the water trough.
0:24:13 > 0:24:14DAVID LAUGHS
0:24:14 > 0:24:15- Until I almost choked.- Oh, no.
0:24:15 > 0:24:18Yeah.
0:24:18 > 0:24:21- Where was David?- I dunno. Elsewhere.
0:24:21 > 0:24:24You nicked my girlfriend.
0:24:24 > 0:24:27I nicked your girlfriend? I was 13, how could I nick your girlfriend?
0:24:27 > 0:24:31- You looked at her. - I looked at her? Fuckin' hell.
0:24:31 > 0:24:32He taught me all I know.
0:24:32 > 0:24:38...Dancing round my handbag, and some little scrawny, little scruffy...
0:24:38 > 0:24:42- Me.- ..Fella, comes up to me, i.e. you, Nick,
0:24:42 > 0:24:45starts giving it the big in', comin' on.
0:24:45 > 0:24:50And then Mr Trustworthy here, older lad, comes up and saves me,
0:24:50 > 0:24:51i.e. Gary.
0:24:51 > 0:24:53LAUGHTER
0:24:53 > 0:24:57- You know they forced me to do that? - You Johnson boys. 'Ard men...
0:24:57 > 0:24:59Argh!
0:25:01 > 0:25:04Yeah, well that's all over now.
0:25:04 > 0:25:06Marriage is just so restful, isn't it, Dawn?
0:25:06 > 0:25:09You don't have to choose anymore.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13I don't know.
0:25:13 > 0:25:16Yeah, if you didn't laugh, you'd cry, eh?
0:25:17 > 0:25:21Miss Hedges told me about your dad. That he beat you.
0:25:22 > 0:25:26Who's that, Dad? Least he didn't fuck us up the arse, eh?
0:25:27 > 0:25:31- He's too much.- Yeah, well, you wanted him to stay.- Did I?
0:25:32 > 0:25:35- Why didn't you tell me? - Cos... Not here, Dawn.
0:25:35 > 0:25:38All right, Pete, can I have one more gin and tonic, please?
0:25:40 > 0:25:41GIGGLING
0:25:41 > 0:25:43Oh, God!
0:25:44 > 0:25:47Can you come in?
0:25:47 > 0:25:49TOILET FLUSHES
0:25:50 > 0:25:52- What are you doing? - Come on!- You come on.
0:25:52 > 0:25:56No, I can't cos Gary will go mad.
0:25:56 > 0:25:57Oh, my God.
0:25:59 > 0:26:01Blimey, love.
0:26:02 > 0:26:04Hey.
0:26:07 > 0:26:10Thanks. Be careful, don't rip it.
0:26:11 > 0:26:13Wahey!
0:26:13 > 0:26:15WOLF-WHISTLE
0:26:18 > 0:26:21You know this, Davey boy? She does.
0:26:23 > 0:26:25Come on, guys, get out of the way.
0:26:25 > 0:26:27APPLAUSE
0:26:27 > 0:26:31# Must go and I must bide
0:26:31 > 0:26:35# Well come ye back
0:26:35 > 0:26:38# When summer's in the meadow.
0:26:38 > 0:26:40Shocking!
0:26:42 > 0:26:45THEY LAUGH
0:26:47 > 0:26:52# I'll be here in sunshine or in shadow. #
0:26:52 > 0:26:54Go 'ome!
0:26:54 > 0:26:55# Oh, Danny Boy
0:26:55 > 0:26:57# Oh, Davy Boy. #
0:26:59 > 0:27:02GUITAR STRUMS
0:27:03 > 0:27:05Wahey!
0:27:05 > 0:27:07Painful.
0:27:29 > 0:27:32- Dave, I think there's somebody in there.- Hm?
0:27:32 > 0:27:35Think there's somebody in there.
0:27:35 > 0:27:38- There is, Dave, look! - All right, all right.
0:27:38 > 0:27:40Dave, there's somebody in here!
0:27:40 > 0:27:44There's somebody in there, Dave, look! Come out! Come out!
0:27:45 > 0:27:46Nick.
0:27:49 > 0:27:51It's like when my mate Aaron was in there.
0:27:51 > 0:27:55- When he got out the tank he was all on fire, Dave. He was burning.- Nick.
0:27:55 > 0:27:58I pulled away but I tried to save him, and I was like, where's the fire brigade?
0:27:58 > 0:28:02Where are they? I say. But there was nobody there!
0:28:03 > 0:28:07I pulled him down and jumped on top of him. Like that.
0:28:07 > 0:28:09Burned right through, I couldn't save him.
0:28:09 > 0:28:11- It's all right, Nick.- Look!
0:28:11 > 0:28:14Look at me, look at me. It's all right.
0:28:14 > 0:28:15It's all right, look at me.
0:28:15 > 0:28:19NICK PANTS
0:28:50 > 0:28:52Don't.
0:28:52 > 0:28:54Don't.
0:29:01 > 0:29:03Is he all right?
0:29:03 > 0:29:05Poor Nick.
0:29:17 > 0:29:20Why didn't you tell me about your dad?
0:29:20 > 0:29:25Because I don't want to think about it. Because...
0:29:25 > 0:29:28Because he was full of hate. Self-hate.
0:29:30 > 0:29:32Because I hate him.
0:29:36 > 0:29:39Why did we come here?
0:29:40 > 0:29:43Because I want to do some good in the place that my dad was a tosser.
0:29:44 > 0:29:48- Do you really like the countryside? - You're the one with the chickens.
0:29:51 > 0:29:53- David.- I love you.
0:29:53 > 0:29:57Why has he come back?
0:29:57 > 0:30:00I used to hold him.
0:30:00 > 0:30:02That's all. I mean, you saw.
0:30:02 > 0:30:04Hold me like that.
0:30:21 > 0:30:25RAIN FALLS
0:30:33 > 0:30:35He needs help.
0:30:36 > 0:30:38Can't help Nick.
0:30:38 > 0:30:41Can't save him.
0:30:41 > 0:30:42FOOTSTEPS
0:30:45 > 0:30:48PHONE RINGS
0:30:53 > 0:30:55Hello?
0:31:00 > 0:31:02Nick?
0:31:04 > 0:31:07Have you thought about talking to someone?
0:31:07 > 0:31:09You know, about your experiences.
0:31:11 > 0:31:13We think you need professional help.
0:31:15 > 0:31:17We?
0:31:17 > 0:31:20There's no shame in going off on one, you know. I could talk to someone.
0:31:21 > 0:31:23We all need help.
0:31:23 > 0:31:25Yeah, you may do.
0:31:32 > 0:31:34- And you. - NICK LAUGHS
0:31:43 > 0:31:48CHILD READING: I opened the door and I was suddenly in a ruined city.
0:31:48 > 0:31:51It looks as it...as it was bombed.
0:31:51 > 0:31:55The ground was hot ash with dead body scattered everywhere.
0:31:55 > 0:31:56OK, have a look at it.
0:31:56 > 0:31:59If it's one body, it's just the body without the S.
0:31:59 > 0:32:03And then if it's plural, we put I-E-S in there and that makes that bodies.
0:32:03 > 0:32:06But that's brilliant, you've done that really well. Do you want to read on from there?
0:32:06 > 0:32:11The buildings were all smashed to pieces... SPEECH FADES
0:32:28 > 0:32:30So, what you know about professional help?
0:32:34 > 0:32:39I was mugged in London. David weighed in, that's how we met.
0:32:39 > 0:32:42- I had some counselling after that.- Oh.
0:32:43 > 0:32:46- Well, he likes a barney. - Really?- Hm-hm.
0:32:46 > 0:32:49I've never seen him fight except that one time.
0:32:55 > 0:32:57What was it like? Really?
0:32:59 > 0:33:02Better than sex.
0:33:03 > 0:33:05Um...
0:33:07 > 0:33:10It's...um...
0:33:12 > 0:33:16It's like there's one of me, out there, fighting,
0:33:16 > 0:33:19and one of me here, um...
0:33:19 > 0:33:24and I can't quite...um... make the two...
0:33:24 > 0:33:25um...
0:33:28 > 0:33:29I know.
0:33:36 > 0:33:40I can't have a record, see, that's the trouble.
0:33:43 > 0:33:46- She's getting better. - Yeah, I put some tar on her.
0:33:49 > 0:33:51CHORAL SINGING
0:33:51 > 0:33:54# If ye loves me
0:33:54 > 0:34:00# Keep my commandments
0:34:00 > 0:34:07# And I will pray the father... #
0:34:07 > 0:34:12OK, can we just do guys? Guys, from the beginning, actually, just on your own, first of all.
0:34:12 > 0:34:15# If he.. # And a...
0:34:15 > 0:34:20# If ye loves me
0:34:20 > 0:34:25# Keep my commandments. #
0:34:25 > 0:34:29Basses, can we just refine tone? It's a bit agricultural. # Oo-ooh...#
0:34:29 > 0:34:34PIANO MUSIC DROWNS OUT SINGING
0:34:50 > 0:34:52Dawn. All right?
0:34:52 > 0:34:55- Yeah.- You walking?- Yeah.
0:35:02 > 0:35:04So, how are you finding it?
0:35:04 > 0:35:06Well, it's a big old church.
0:35:07 > 0:35:09- It's beautiful.- It is.
0:35:09 > 0:35:12- Those angels are famous. - Really?- Yeah.
0:35:15 > 0:35:20- Churches make me feel sad, somehow. - Yeah?- Hmm.- Why?
0:35:39 > 0:35:45PIANO MUSIC AND HUMMING
0:36:05 > 0:36:07ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC
0:36:07 > 0:36:11- ...Run away and gave me a stool... - Little boy. Shitting yourself. Crying...
0:36:11 > 0:36:12THUMP
0:36:12 > 0:36:16Wait for me to come and save you, do you remember?!
0:36:17 > 0:36:18Not going to do it anymore...
0:36:18 > 0:36:21You frightened me earlier.
0:36:23 > 0:36:24Sorry.
0:36:27 > 0:36:30Gets to me sometimes.
0:36:37 > 0:36:39I hardly know you, do I?
0:36:44 > 0:36:47- We're trying for a baby.- Nice.
0:36:47 > 0:36:50Yeah, well, it's taking a sweet time.
0:36:50 > 0:36:51Nick one.
0:36:51 > 0:36:53- LAUGHING:- I'll do it for you.
0:36:56 > 0:36:59- I was stolen. Well, adopted.- Really?
0:37:02 > 0:37:04It all worked out well, as far as I can see.
0:37:06 > 0:37:08They're dead now. They were older.
0:37:10 > 0:37:13I miss them. Like you never really...
0:37:23 > 0:37:27He got shot up, by mistake.
0:37:27 > 0:37:29In the dark.
0:37:29 > 0:37:31Couldn't see.
0:37:33 > 0:37:34- Ha!- David!
0:37:34 > 0:37:37How'd you know we were here?
0:37:37 > 0:37:39Dog returns to its shit.
0:37:39 > 0:37:41I should have called you, I'm sorry, he just...turned up.
0:37:41 > 0:37:44- You seen enough?- It's a wreck, innit?
0:38:05 > 0:38:07WIND WHISTLES
0:38:07 > 0:38:10CREEPY MUSIC
0:38:21 > 0:38:22MAN'S VOICE MURMURS
0:38:22 > 0:38:25BABY CRYING
0:38:33 > 0:38:35NICK CRIES
0:38:35 > 0:38:38Nick, Nick. Nick! It's a dream, it's all right.
0:38:38 > 0:38:39NICK CRIES OUT
0:38:39 > 0:38:43- It's all right, it's all right.- Nick.
0:38:44 > 0:38:46- It's all right, Nick.- Ah!
0:38:58 > 0:39:01DOG BARKS
0:39:19 > 0:39:22DOG BARKS AND SQUEALS
0:39:22 > 0:39:24DAVID SHOUTS OUT
0:39:24 > 0:39:26- What's happened?- Christ!
0:39:28 > 0:39:31It was wide open. He must have left it open in his sleep.
0:39:34 > 0:39:35You did that.
0:39:38 > 0:39:40Why would I open the hen hatch?
0:39:40 > 0:39:43You know, this is just like when you killed your rabbit.
0:39:43 > 0:39:47You left the hutch open in the middle of the night, let the dogs out all in his sleep, when he was a kid.
0:39:47 > 0:39:50You did that! You opened the hutch door and you blamed it on me.
0:39:50 > 0:39:52- You killed her.- You bed-wetter.
0:39:55 > 0:39:57- You little shit!- Stop it!
0:40:00 > 0:40:02Dawn.
0:40:03 > 0:40:05Dawn. Dawn!
0:40:05 > 0:40:06DOOR SLAMS
0:40:06 > 0:40:08Dawn!
0:40:08 > 0:40:10KNOCKS ON DOOR
0:40:10 > 0:40:12Dawn!!
0:40:46 > 0:40:48You Johnson boys.
0:40:48 > 0:40:53- Come on, Judy. > - DOG BARKS
0:40:53 > 0:40:55Bring them here.
0:40:58 > 0:41:00Thank you.
0:41:10 > 0:41:12Shall we get rid of him?
0:41:13 > 0:41:17- Where to? - He's got mates. What about his ex?
0:41:27 > 0:41:29David...
0:41:31 > 0:41:33..did you let the dog into the hen hutch?
0:41:35 > 0:41:36Sorry.
0:41:41 > 0:41:43I was only joking.
0:41:52 > 0:41:54And so, can you stand, please?
0:41:56 > 0:41:59HE SINGS ARPEGGIO
0:42:01 > 0:42:07# If ye love me
0:42:07 > 0:42:12# Keep my commandments
0:42:12 > 0:42:17# And I will pray the father
0:42:17 > 0:42:20# Pray...
0:42:20 > 0:42:24DISTANT CHORAL SINGING
0:42:34 > 0:42:36GLASS SMASHES
0:42:36 > 0:42:38FOOTSTEPS
0:42:38 > 0:42:42CRASHING
0:42:42 > 0:42:45DAVID SHOUTS: Are you awake now?
0:42:50 > 0:42:52Dave, I'm sorry. Dave. I'm sorry.
0:42:52 > 0:42:53THUMP
0:42:53 > 0:42:56- Dave.- Don't.- Dave.- Don't!
0:42:58 > 0:42:59Get up, get up.
0:42:59 > 0:43:02CRASHING
0:43:02 > 0:43:05You want to, do you? You want to?
0:43:07 > 0:43:10THEY PANT
0:43:23 > 0:43:25I'll pay for that.
0:43:30 > 0:43:34FLY BUZZES
0:43:36 > 0:43:38Why did you leave me in the house?
0:43:53 > 0:43:55Sorry about last night.
0:44:21 > 0:44:25WIND WHISTLES
0:44:31 > 0:44:34That looks good. I'll have a slice of that.
0:44:34 > 0:44:37You made it, you cut it.
0:44:37 > 0:44:40- Ooh. Who wears the trousers in that house?- She does.
0:44:40 > 0:44:41THEY LAUGH
0:44:41 > 0:44:43This one's having this...
0:44:43 > 0:44:46competition, well, they just made those in their house.
0:44:46 > 0:44:49A bit like Robin Hood. And we, um...
0:44:51 > 0:44:56- Hey. Do you think we should go away at the end of term?- Yeah, we could.
0:44:59 > 0:45:01We've got a house in Spain.
0:45:01 > 0:45:03Come there to us.
0:45:03 > 0:45:05- It's an idea.- I'll come to Spain.
0:45:05 > 0:45:07Hmph.
0:45:08 > 0:45:10Yeah, it's a shame you're leaving, Nick.
0:45:12 > 0:45:14We'll have a farewell party on Saturday.
0:45:14 > 0:45:17Haven't got much of a house, but we've got a hell of a barbeque.
0:45:17 > 0:45:20Aw. Going to miss you, Nick.
0:45:23 > 0:45:25Well, when your time's up...
0:45:30 > 0:45:34CREEPY MUSIC
0:45:43 > 0:45:48Yeah, Gary wants another kid. I just feel too young.
0:45:48 > 0:45:49And I love all this.
0:45:49 > 0:45:53You know, having a laugh, and just being able to have a drink.
0:45:53 > 0:45:56You know, cos my mum's not going to be around forever.
0:45:56 > 0:46:01She can handle one, but then having to have two, I...
0:46:01 > 0:46:04- And I don't want my tits sagging to the ground.- Urgh!
0:46:06 > 0:46:09- Nick's the biggest one of them all. - Biggest one of the what?
0:46:09 > 0:46:12- What's that?- Kids. - Oh, yeah?- Yeah, you.
0:46:18 > 0:46:21NICK WHISTLES A TUNE
0:46:57 > 0:47:00QUIET MOANS
0:47:06 > 0:47:10SHE MOANS
0:47:17 > 0:47:22HE MOANS
0:47:23 > 0:47:25Ssh!
0:47:25 > 0:47:28SHE LAUGHS
0:47:33 > 0:47:37HE WHISTLES A TUNE
0:47:41 > 0:47:44When are you going into battle?
0:47:44 > 0:47:46Won't have your flak jacket.
0:47:54 > 0:47:56I wish you were coming to hear me.
0:47:57 > 0:47:59Sod's Law.
0:48:01 > 0:48:03No.
0:48:06 > 0:48:07No.
0:48:07 > 0:48:09SHE LAUGHS
0:48:09 > 0:48:11- What about this one?- No! - Dazzle, Bobby Dazzle.
0:48:11 > 0:48:13No. None of them.
0:48:13 > 0:48:15You're lovely as you are.
0:48:15 > 0:48:20CHORAL SINGING
0:48:20 > 0:48:26# Keep my commandments
0:48:26 > 0:48:34# And I will pray the father
0:48:34 > 0:48:37# I will pray the father
0:48:37 > 0:48:41# And he shall give you
0:48:41 > 0:48:48# Another comforter
0:48:48 > 0:48:53# That he may bide with you...
0:48:56 > 0:49:04# That he may bide with you forever.
0:49:04 > 0:49:12# Even the spirit of truth
0:49:14 > 0:49:20# If ye love me...
0:49:20 > 0:49:28# Even the spirit of truth... #
0:49:28 > 0:49:32APPLAUSE
0:49:39 > 0:49:41Where was Sharon tonight?
0:49:41 > 0:49:44- Not her thing.- Huh.
0:49:44 > 0:49:46- David?- PTA.
0:49:48 > 0:49:51- I'll take this.- Thank you.
0:49:51 > 0:49:54- Oh, sorry.- It's all right. - Thank you.
0:49:56 > 0:49:57OK?
0:50:01 > 0:50:02Cheers, thank you.
0:50:02 > 0:50:04No!
0:50:05 > 0:50:07Stupid, sorry.
0:50:09 > 0:50:12It's all right. Um, thanks for walking me home.
0:50:12 > 0:50:14Dawn?
0:50:34 > 0:50:36- < Get some food, eh? - DOG BARKS
0:50:36 > 0:50:41- I think you need a wash, don't you? - You need a little wash...
0:50:43 > 0:50:47It's a hard thing being a teacher, but I think it's a hell of a lot harder being a pupil.
0:50:55 > 0:50:58It's not a closed book, by any means. In the first instance,
0:50:58 > 0:51:00you need to come back here for a second test,
0:51:00 > 0:51:02to make sure it isn't just a blip.
0:51:02 > 0:51:04It's not a blip.
0:51:04 > 0:51:06I'm sorry?
0:51:06 > 0:51:09It's, er... It's...
0:51:09 > 0:51:11It's not a blip. Um...
0:51:11 > 0:51:14I had a previous girlfriend who was...
0:51:14 > 0:51:16trying for a baby and, er...
0:51:34 > 0:51:38DAWN WEEPS QUIETLY
0:51:46 > 0:51:48Stop crying.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50SHE SNIFFS
0:51:50 > 0:51:53It's my fault. Stop crying.
0:51:54 > 0:51:57Why didn't you just say?
0:51:57 > 0:52:02You kept pushing it, your little project. I mean, why couldn't we have just waited for a couple of years?
0:52:02 > 0:52:04CAR REVS AND STALLS
0:52:05 > 0:52:08- I was afraid it was me. - Well, it's me. You happy now?
0:52:08 > 0:52:11CAR REVS AND STALLS Christ!!
0:52:11 > 0:52:13I'll cool the gas.
0:52:14 > 0:52:16I'm going to walk home.
0:52:17 > 0:52:20Dawn, please. Please. Don't leave me. I wouldn't be much without you.
0:52:20 > 0:52:21- Get off me!- Ow!
0:52:44 > 0:52:47Hello?
0:52:50 > 0:52:52Nick?
0:53:22 > 0:53:26CAR RUMBLES OUTSIDE
0:53:29 > 0:53:31DOOR SLAMS
0:53:43 > 0:53:45Hello?
0:53:47 > 0:53:49Dawn?
0:53:49 > 0:53:52FOOTSTEPS
0:53:52 > 0:53:53Hello?
0:53:55 > 0:53:57It's Gary.
0:53:57 > 0:54:00FOOTSTEPS GET LOUDER
0:54:16 > 0:54:19PANTING
0:54:22 > 0:54:24GARY MOANS
0:54:32 > 0:54:35HE PANTS
0:55:06 > 0:55:07ZIPS
0:55:08 > 0:55:12FOOTSTEPS LEAD AWAY
0:55:26 > 0:55:30SOMBRE PIANO MUSIC
0:55:58 > 0:56:01FOOTSTEPS APPROACH
0:56:06 > 0:56:08Oh, God.
0:56:08 > 0:56:11I'm so, so sorry.
0:56:17 > 0:56:19FOOTSTEPS
0:56:19 > 0:56:20Oops.
0:56:30 > 0:56:32- I'll take the dog for a walk. - Go on, then.
0:56:32 > 0:56:35Come on, Judy.
0:56:35 > 0:56:37Yeah, thanks for making the bed.
0:56:44 > 0:56:47Less of the chatter, please.
0:56:47 > 0:56:50Right, get into your lines. Thomas, stop talking, please.
0:56:50 > 0:56:53Thank you. Nadia and Sinead, will you please be quiet?!
0:56:53 > 0:56:59You've got to do this in a week and none of you are prepared, OK? You need to start paying attention.
0:57:22 > 0:57:25MUSIC BOX TINKLES
0:57:36 > 0:57:38MUSIC BOX SNAPS SHUT
0:57:48 > 0:57:50David.
0:57:51 > 0:57:53I want to get through this.
0:57:55 > 0:57:57Children aren't everything, they aren't all life.
0:57:57 > 0:57:59They are when you really want a child.
0:58:00 > 0:58:02How do you know what I want?
0:58:05 > 0:58:08It was you who said we should go to the doctor.
0:58:09 > 0:58:13You lied about how long we'd been trying.
0:58:13 > 0:58:14You lied.
0:58:20 > 0:58:22WHISPERS: Oh, God. I'm so ashamed.
0:58:23 > 0:58:25David.
0:58:25 > 0:58:27I love you.
0:58:31 > 0:58:34I want you to be happy.
0:58:45 > 0:58:51DISTANT VOICE MURMURS
0:58:56 > 0:59:00FOOTSTEPS
0:59:01 > 0:59:04DISTANT VOICE MURMURS: Not very refined.
0:59:07 > 0:59:10DOOR SLAMS
0:59:10 > 0:59:11FOOTSTEPS
0:59:11 > 0:59:14- David.- You go.
0:59:15 > 0:59:16I don't want to.
0:59:20 > 0:59:22You go to him.
0:59:43 > 0:59:46WIND WHISPERS
0:59:58 > 0:59:59I'm awake.
0:59:59 > 1:00:01HE LAUGHS
1:00:05 > 1:00:08I was just admiring the...
1:00:18 > 1:00:20Nick.
1:00:55 > 1:00:59- Hi, how are you? - Hello, little one. How are you?
1:00:59 > 1:01:05- Aw, aw, no. Hello.- Lovely dress.
1:01:19 > 1:01:21All right, little one?
1:01:33 > 1:01:35She's sad, that'll all. She can't have kids.
1:01:35 > 1:01:38- What?- Yeah, David told me.
1:01:43 > 1:01:45Oh, Dawn...
1:01:45 > 1:01:47Oh, I'm sorry.
1:01:53 > 1:01:55It's him who can't.
1:02:01 > 1:02:03Come 'ere. I'm sorry. Hey?
1:02:06 > 1:02:08- I'm sorry.- It's all right.
1:02:21 > 1:02:24PHONE RINGS
1:02:25 > 1:02:27Hello?
1:02:29 > 1:02:30I know. It's a Sunday...
1:02:36 > 1:02:39So, you looking forward to going back?
1:02:41 > 1:02:43Say hello to the Taliban.
1:02:45 > 1:02:48Blow up a few more towelheads, eh?
1:02:50 > 1:02:51- Here, catch.- Argh!
1:02:51 > 1:02:54GIRL SCREAMS
1:02:54 > 1:02:59- Oh, God!- She all right? - Come here. Show me. Get some ice.
1:02:59 > 1:03:02- Hey, hey little one.- She all right?
1:03:02 > 1:03:05Yeah, she's fine. Hey? Want some water or something, hey?
1:03:05 > 1:03:08...a hot coal on me, David, just get his fucking mind...
1:03:10 > 1:03:13EERIE MUSIC OBSCURES CONVERSATION
1:03:13 > 1:03:16FLY BUZZES
1:03:35 > 1:03:38- All right, Dawn?- Want some help?
1:03:39 > 1:03:41- Thank you. - Who you going to fuck next, then?
1:03:47 > 1:03:51- All right, darling? Want some help? - Davy?- Yes, please.
1:03:51 > 1:03:53David. Give us the ball.
1:03:56 > 1:03:59Watch this. Hey, soldier boy.
1:03:59 > 1:04:01Catch!
1:04:03 > 1:04:05He used to pay me to beat you up, you know that? What?
1:04:05 > 1:04:06What you going to do?
1:04:06 > 1:04:08DAWN SQUEALS
1:04:10 > 1:04:12Stop it!
1:04:12 > 1:04:16- Remember when you did this to me, eh?- Get off him!
1:04:16 > 1:04:19- Do you remember when you did this to me?- Stop.
1:04:25 > 1:04:28I fucked your wife.
1:04:30 > 1:04:33- Gary! Gary, please.- Get off me.
1:04:35 > 1:04:38Don't look at me like that, Dawn.
1:04:38 > 1:04:40I'm the sane one.
1:04:40 > 1:04:42He pushed our mum downstairs.
1:04:42 > 1:04:45- Nicky.- Fuck me.
1:04:45 > 1:04:49Our mum, eh? Gave her something to think about.
1:04:50 > 1:04:52David, no!
1:04:53 > 1:04:55David, no! David!
1:05:16 > 1:05:20FOOTSTEPS
1:05:33 > 1:05:35CRASHING
1:05:45 > 1:05:47EXHALES SLOWLY
1:06:06 > 1:06:08CHILDREN SINGING
1:06:08 > 1:06:10# Waters of Babylon
1:06:11 > 1:06:15# We sat and wept
1:06:15 > 1:06:21# And wept for the Zion
1:06:21 > 1:06:25# We remember the... #
1:06:37 > 1:06:39Yeah, sure, we'll be in.
1:06:41 > 1:06:43That's fine. Thank you.
1:06:52 > 1:06:54He's gone AWOL.
1:06:54 > 1:06:57- Did he tell you he was going to run away?- No.
1:06:59 > 1:07:01- Has he been in touch, David?- No.
1:07:04 > 1:07:08He dropped by this summer, but we weren't that close since our parents died.
1:07:11 > 1:07:12Well...
1:07:16 > 1:07:18We think he might have mental health problems.
1:07:23 > 1:07:25DOOR CLOSES
1:07:38 > 1:07:41- Do you think he'll come back? - How should I know?
1:07:47 > 1:07:50- You would tell me?- He'll come to you.
1:07:56 > 1:07:59Why did you lie to me about pushing your mum down the stairs?
1:08:06 > 1:08:08She was hurting him.
1:08:10 > 1:08:12I was protecting him.
1:08:27 > 1:08:32DISTANT VOICES FIGHTING
1:08:35 > 1:08:39MUTTERING AND PANTING
1:09:37 > 1:09:40Missed you. Yeah, I did. I missed you.
1:09:47 > 1:09:51No, don't go, don't go.
1:09:51 > 1:09:54Don't go. Please don't go.
1:09:55 > 1:09:57You're right, I stink.
1:09:58 > 1:10:01I went to London, but I couldn't...hack it.
1:10:04 > 1:10:07Do you want a biscuit?
1:10:07 > 1:10:08Eh?
1:10:09 > 1:10:12Go on. Go on, have one.
1:10:12 > 1:10:14They come from the back of the service station.
1:10:19 > 1:10:21I've let all my mates down.
1:10:25 > 1:10:29Just can't...sleep.
1:10:29 > 1:10:30I just can't.
1:10:34 > 1:10:35How's Davy?
1:10:37 > 1:10:41I have to know... About you two.
1:10:42 > 1:10:45Well, he loves me.
1:10:45 > 1:10:47SHE SNIGGERS
1:10:47 > 1:10:49What?
1:10:54 > 1:10:57Davy looked after me, yeah?
1:10:59 > 1:11:00Cos of Dad.
1:11:03 > 1:11:05But he kind of...
1:11:12 > 1:11:14..owned me.
1:11:17 > 1:11:20That's not love.
1:11:22 > 1:11:25He fucks you. But he loves me.
1:11:25 > 1:11:27He hates you.
1:11:31 > 1:11:34You have to go. I'll bring you money.
1:11:37 > 1:11:39- Where can I go?- If you love him, you'll leave us!
1:11:59 > 1:12:03- Where are you going?- To choir.
1:12:04 > 1:12:05I'll drop you, if you like.
1:12:17 > 1:12:19PIANO MUSIC
1:12:28 > 1:12:31PIANO MUSIC DROWNS OUT SINGING
1:13:01 > 1:13:03Nick?
1:13:44 > 1:13:47SHE CRIES
1:14:04 > 1:14:07HEAVY BREATHING
1:14:28 > 1:14:31Where were you? I was worried about you.
1:14:32 > 1:14:36Where is he? Where is he?
1:14:36 > 1:14:37Dawn?
1:14:38 > 1:14:41SHE WHIMPERS
1:15:00 > 1:15:04She'll need to get plenty of rest, so we'll keep her in for now.
1:15:04 > 1:15:05Thank you.
1:15:14 > 1:15:15SHE MOANS SOFTLY
1:15:15 > 1:15:17Dawn.
1:15:23 > 1:15:25Dawn?
1:15:26 > 1:15:28It's safe. The baby is safe.
1:15:50 > 1:15:51I didn't want to hurt you.
1:15:58 > 1:15:59I want this child.
1:16:03 > 1:16:05I want you to be happy.
1:16:18 > 1:16:20Nick came back.
1:16:20 > 1:16:22I saw him.
1:16:23 > 1:16:25I know.
1:16:26 > 1:16:28I know.
1:16:36 > 1:16:39SOMBRE PIANO MUSIC
1:16:45 > 1:16:48PIANO AND HUMMING VOCALS
1:17:23 > 1:17:25Hello, hello.
1:17:35 > 1:17:39- Have you met little Ben?- Ben, hello.
1:17:39 > 1:17:42Aw, he's lovely.
1:17:42 > 1:17:45You must be proud.
1:17:45 > 1:17:47Yeah.
1:18:00 > 1:18:04SPEECH DROWNED OUT BY PIANO
1:18:32 > 1:18:34DAVID AND BABY LAUGH
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