0:00:05 > 0:00:15This film contains some strong language.
0:01:47 > 0:01:49Becca?
0:01:49 > 0:01:50Becca?
0:01:50 > 0:01:54Oh... Hey, Peg.
0:01:54 > 0:01:56It looks so nice back here.
0:01:56 > 0:01:58Well, I'm just, you know, trying to get things back into shape.
0:01:58 > 0:02:01Listen, I don't know if you and Howie are free tonight,
0:02:01 > 0:02:03we're having a few people over for dinner.
0:02:03 > 0:02:04Oh, that's very sweet of you.
0:02:04 > 0:02:06I know it's really short notice.
0:02:06 > 0:02:08Actually, we have plans.
0:02:08 > 0:02:09Oh. Oh, well.
0:02:09 > 0:02:13But, uh, another time though. I haven't talked to Pete in ages.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17Well, you haven't missed much. He's still the same SOB he always was.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20Oh, God. I'm so sorry.
0:02:21 > 0:02:23- It's OK. - I am so sorry.
0:02:23 > 0:02:24No, it's fine.
0:02:24 > 0:02:25These stupid feet.
0:02:27 > 0:02:28Well, have a great dinner, Peg.
0:02:30 > 0:02:32- We'll do it next time. - Absolutely.
0:02:34 > 0:02:36Say hi to Howie for me.
0:02:36 > 0:02:38I sure will.
0:02:38 > 0:02:39Goodbye
0:02:39 > 0:02:40Bye-bye.
0:03:02 > 0:03:04Mmm! Smells good in there.
0:03:04 > 0:03:06If Peg asks, we went out tonight.
0:03:09 > 0:03:11Where'd we go?
0:03:11 > 0:03:12We saw the Stoppard play.
0:03:12 > 0:03:13Really?
0:03:13 > 0:03:15Did we enjoy it?
0:03:15 > 0:03:16Very much.
0:03:18 > 0:03:20She asked us to dinner again.
0:03:22 > 0:03:24She's just being nice.
0:03:24 > 0:03:26You're more than welcome to go over there.
0:03:33 > 0:03:36And abandon your risotto?
0:03:36 > 0:03:37Careful, Howie. The pan's hot.
0:03:46 > 0:03:49- Hey...- Hey. I'm going to hop in the shower.
0:03:49 > 0:03:52Uh-huh. About 20 minutes.
0:03:57 > 0:03:59CLOCK TICKS
0:04:00 > 0:04:02PHONE RINGS
0:04:13 > 0:04:14Hello?
0:04:18 > 0:04:19What time is it?
0:04:22 > 0:04:24What's going on?
0:04:38 > 0:04:40You have nothing to say?
0:04:41 > 0:04:43Thank you?
0:04:43 > 0:04:45You were in a bar fight.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47It wasn't a bar fight.
0:04:47 > 0:04:50You were in a bar. Fighting.
0:04:50 > 0:04:52It wasn't a fight. Some drunk girl was screaming in my face,
0:04:52 > 0:04:54so I hit her and that was the end of it.
0:04:54 > 0:04:56Well, who was she?
0:04:56 > 0:04:58I don't know.
0:04:58 > 0:05:00People don't scream at you for no reason.
0:05:00 > 0:05:02Sure they do, you should get out more.
0:05:04 > 0:05:06God, Izzy, it's so Jerry Springer.
0:05:06 > 0:05:09What's that supposed to mean? You think I'm trashy?
0:05:09 > 0:05:11You can't keep doing this. You're not a kid any more.
0:05:11 > 0:05:13I didn't know there was a cut-off date.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16Well, there is. For acting like a jackass, there's a cut-off date...
0:05:17 > 0:05:18I want to stop worrying about you.
0:05:19 > 0:05:22Hey, don't worry about me. She was the one on the floor.
0:05:25 > 0:05:26Can I stay with you tonight?
0:05:32 > 0:05:34CHATTER AND LAUGHTER
0:05:52 > 0:05:54'Danny, let me tell you a secret.
0:05:54 > 0:05:57'When you go back down, why don't you give Mom a big kiss? Ready?
0:05:57 > 0:05:59'One, two, three.
0:05:59 > 0:06:01'Oh! That was high!
0:06:01 > 0:06:03'Woo!
0:06:03 > 0:06:05'Danny, look at me when you come back.'
0:06:05 > 0:06:07'He's getting used to it.
0:06:07 > 0:06:09- 'Do you want any cake?- Yeah! - Oh, do we have cake today?
0:06:09 > 0:06:11- 'Yeah.- Oh, we do?'
0:06:13 > 0:06:16'Oh, my gosh. And you really want some?'
0:06:40 > 0:06:41Well, if it isn't Ma Barker.
0:06:41 > 0:06:44I'm sure that would be very funny if I knew who that was.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46Rick and I are going to play squash. I have my cell if you need me.
0:06:46 > 0:06:50Squash. You go play squash, Howie.
0:06:50 > 0:06:52- You don't even know what squash is. - I don't care what squash is.
0:06:52 > 0:06:54PHONE RINGS
0:06:54 > 0:06:56Hello?
0:06:59 > 0:07:00Yeah! Yeah.
0:07:02 > 0:07:04I thought she was going to kill me!
0:07:04 > 0:07:06Yeah, I know. I think Auggie must have told her.
0:07:06 > 0:07:09Hey, I have got to go. Bye.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Mmm. Thank you, Becca.
0:07:15 > 0:07:17I know what this stuff is now.
0:07:17 > 0:07:21- Ooh, I like the way it cracks. - Of course you do.
0:07:22 > 0:07:23So you did know that woman?
0:07:23 > 0:07:26Oh, my God! Why are you listening to my phone conversations?
0:07:26 > 0:07:29You're sleeping with the girl's boyfriend.
0:07:29 > 0:07:30It's been over between them.
0:07:30 > 0:07:32They're just living together because of the rent.
0:07:32 > 0:07:35- Then why did she accost you? - Because she's a lunatic!
0:07:39 > 0:07:41And Auggie must have told her that I'm pregnant.
0:07:44 > 0:07:45You are not.
0:07:45 > 0:07:49You're going to love him. He's a really great guy. He's a musician!
0:07:49 > 0:07:51That's terrific.
0:07:51 > 0:07:53He works. He gets work as a musician.
0:07:55 > 0:07:56How long have you known?
0:07:56 > 0:07:59- A few weeks. - Did you tell Mom?
0:08:00 > 0:08:03Oh, come on. You told Mom before me?
0:08:03 > 0:08:06- I had to.- Why didn't you tell me? - Why do you think?
0:08:11 > 0:08:13I'm sorry, Becca.
0:08:13 > 0:08:15- I know the timing really sucks. - Hey, what can ya do?
0:08:16 > 0:08:18I'm just glad you finally told me.
0:08:41 > 0:08:45Debbie's been driving me crazy with these kitchen renovations.
0:08:45 > 0:08:48The counter-top negotiations alone...
0:08:48 > 0:08:49I told you not to marry an agent.
0:08:51 > 0:08:53She still hasn't called, you know.
0:08:55 > 0:08:56No, I know.
0:08:58 > 0:09:00I don't mean to be a pest about it, but...
0:09:00 > 0:09:03I just know Becca would love to hear from her.
0:09:03 > 0:09:08I know. I tell her, Howie. I do. But she's still...
0:09:10 > 0:09:12I don't know freaked out, I guess.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15It's been eight months.
0:09:15 > 0:09:17I know. I'll talk to her.
0:09:17 > 0:09:19Thank you.
0:09:19 > 0:09:22Hey, how are the kids?
0:09:22 > 0:09:28They're good. Emily's doing ballet. Robby is in tee-ball.
0:09:28 > 0:09:30Wow. Tee-ball.
0:09:35 > 0:09:39Have you guys talked at all about having another?
0:09:41 > 0:09:43No.
0:09:46 > 0:09:48It's a little soon.
0:09:50 > 0:09:51Just be open-minded.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53I'm here, aren't I?
0:10:02 > 0:10:04How's it going?
0:10:04 > 0:10:05Good.
0:10:05 > 0:10:07- Yeah, good. Hanging in there. - You sure?
0:10:07 > 0:10:11- Yeah. Hey.- Hi.
0:10:11 > 0:10:15Yeah, we, um... We just... We found out
0:10:15 > 0:10:18that Becca's sister is pregnant. So...
0:10:18 > 0:10:20- Howie.- What?
0:10:20 > 0:10:24That can be hard, I remember when my cousin got pregnant...
0:10:24 > 0:10:26Yeah, it's not really a big deal.
0:10:28 > 0:10:29OK.
0:10:29 > 0:10:32If you want to talk about it though, you know the group's here, so...
0:10:32 > 0:10:36Yeah, I don't think so. "Hey, everybody, fresh meat."
0:10:36 > 0:10:38Becca, be nice.
0:10:38 > 0:10:39Doesn't she remind of you of Lydia?
0:10:39 > 0:10:42There was this woman in our group a couple years ago.
0:10:42 > 0:10:45It was four. Four years ago.
0:10:45 > 0:10:48Well, it doesn't really matter WHEN she was here,
0:10:48 > 0:10:51my point is that she reminds me of Lydia.
0:10:51 > 0:10:54She really wasn't into the support-group model - at first.
0:10:54 > 0:10:56How long have you been in group?
0:10:56 > 0:10:58It'll be eight years in June.
0:11:01 > 0:11:06Oh, I didn't...I didn't realise it was that long.
0:11:06 > 0:11:09Yeah, we're the veterans. You know for us,
0:11:09 > 0:11:11it's a good way to touch base.
0:11:11 > 0:11:14Everyone's on a different schedule...
0:11:14 > 0:11:17Of course, of course.
0:11:20 > 0:11:24She, uh, she visits me sometimes in dreams.
0:11:24 > 0:11:29And she tells me it's OK. And she's with God.
0:11:30 > 0:11:33And we have some good days.
0:11:33 > 0:11:39Then you think that if you have enough good days
0:11:39 > 0:11:44it might actually get better. But then...
0:11:44 > 0:11:45it was her anniversary last week.
0:11:45 > 0:11:47A year last Tuesday.
0:11:49 > 0:11:52And it just starts all over again.
0:11:52 > 0:11:55We just have to remind each other
0:11:55 > 0:11:59that...it was just part of God's plan.
0:12:02 > 0:12:04And we can't know why.
0:12:06 > 0:12:07Only God can know why.
0:12:10 > 0:12:15God had to take her. He needed another angel.
0:12:15 > 0:12:16He needed another angel.
0:12:16 > 0:12:18Why didn't he just make one?
0:12:18 > 0:12:23Another angel. I mean, he's God after all.
0:12:23 > 0:12:26Why didn't he just make another angel?
0:12:38 > 0:12:40Just putting it out there.
0:12:44 > 0:12:46(I'd like to go.)
0:12:48 > 0:12:50I think we're going to go.
0:12:50 > 0:12:52(Is that all right?)
0:12:58 > 0:13:00Excuse us.
0:13:02 > 0:13:05They're talking, it's their time, and you have to respect that.
0:13:05 > 0:13:08- Come on.- I mean, you sit there for weeks and you don't say a word.
0:13:08 > 0:13:11I'm sorry. I can't stand the God freaks. You know that.
0:13:11 > 0:13:13But they're not all like that. Kevin and Gabby aren't.
0:13:13 > 0:13:16No. Kevin and Gabby are professional wallowers.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18I mean, come on? Eight years, Howie.
0:13:18 > 0:13:21Eight. If that's what you want to become, then...
0:13:21 > 0:13:24- Look, if you want to take a break... - No, not a break, I'm done.
0:13:24 > 0:13:26I know the Izzy stuff got under your skin.
0:13:26 > 0:13:31Please, don't do that. One semester of Psychology 15 years ago,
0:13:31 > 0:13:33and suddenly you can analyse...
0:13:33 > 0:13:37- Well, Jesus, Becca.- I don't like the group. I gave it a try,
0:13:37 > 0:13:41- and it's not for me. - OK. It's not for you.
0:13:41 > 0:13:43Thank you.
0:13:46 > 0:13:48Do you mind if we not eat here?
0:13:48 > 0:13:51Nothing's really jumping out at me.
0:15:00 > 0:15:01BUZZER RINGS
0:15:10 > 0:15:13DOG BARKS
0:15:13 > 0:15:18Taz! Stop! Come here and eat! Come on!
0:15:20 > 0:15:21Sorry. He's not really dangerous.
0:15:21 > 0:15:24Hey, eat. Just kind of dumb.
0:15:24 > 0:15:26No, I know. He's my dog.
0:15:26 > 0:15:29Oh, you...you're Becca!
0:15:29 > 0:15:33Of course! I should've recognised you. I'm Auggie.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36- Oh. Hi, Auggie.- Hi.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39Oh, my God, why didn't you tell me you were coming over?
0:15:39 > 0:15:42I would've picked up the house.
0:15:42 > 0:15:43That's Auggie.
0:15:43 > 0:15:45Yeah, we met. Is Izzy here?
0:15:45 > 0:15:48Oh, yeah, she's here. She got fired from Applebee's.
0:15:50 > 0:15:54I was planning on taking it all down to Goodwill,
0:15:54 > 0:15:55but now, I'm glad I didn't.
0:15:55 > 0:15:58Look at all these shirts, and the sweaters.
0:15:58 > 0:16:01I don't know, Bec. They're in baby clothes for so long
0:16:01 > 0:16:03before he could even fit into that stuff.
0:16:03 > 0:16:05It comes up very quickly. You'll see.
0:16:05 > 0:16:07You're going to be happy I saved them.
0:16:07 > 0:16:09Is he living here?
0:16:09 > 0:16:11He has to. His girlfriend kicked him out.
0:16:11 > 0:16:13Ex-girlfriend!
0:16:13 > 0:16:15- She knows what I meant. - Did you see this one?
0:16:15 > 0:16:20Cute. Look at that! But what if it's a girl?
0:16:20 > 0:16:22I don't know, then I'll give them to someone else.
0:16:22 > 0:16:24You're going to thank me.
0:16:24 > 0:16:26A couple years' worth of clothes here.
0:16:26 > 0:16:27Think of the money you'll save.
0:16:27 > 0:16:28It's not about the money.
0:16:28 > 0:16:32Well, it should be. You need to start thinking about that.
0:16:32 > 0:16:38Especially if the dad's a musician. It costs a lot to raise a child.
0:16:38 > 0:16:42It'd be weird, Becca. If it's a boy.
0:16:42 > 0:16:45To see him running around in Danny's clothes.
0:16:45 > 0:16:46I would feel weird about it.
0:16:52 > 0:16:53Yeah...
0:16:55 > 0:16:58..I'm sorry. Of course it'd be weird.
0:16:58 > 0:17:00It was a nice offer.
0:17:00 > 0:17:03You're going to get a lot of clothes - Christmas, birthdays.
0:17:03 > 0:17:05You won't have to worry about that.
0:17:05 > 0:17:08It's probably a girl anyway. I'm a little psychic about these things.
0:17:08 > 0:17:13Remember I said Sheila was having a girl? And Karen?
0:17:13 > 0:17:14I think there's a girl in there.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17I hope there is. I mean, I want a girl.
0:17:17 > 0:17:21I want it to be healthy obviously, but I hope it's a girl.
0:17:21 > 0:17:22Me too.
0:17:22 > 0:17:25You want some coffee cake, honey? I got some coffee cake in here.
0:17:25 > 0:17:30I'm going to take off. I promised Howie that I'd pick up some dinner.
0:17:30 > 0:17:31Mmm, looks good though.
0:17:36 > 0:17:38Here. Eat some cake.
0:18:38 > 0:18:41CAR HORN HONKS
0:19:40 > 0:19:43When did Rick ever beat me in squash?
0:19:43 > 0:19:44Did he mention Debbie at all?
0:19:46 > 0:19:49You can call her, you know. Get the reports directly.
0:19:49 > 0:19:52I don't want to call her. She should call me.
0:19:54 > 0:19:55I would have been there for her
0:19:55 > 0:19:58if anything had ever happened to Robby or Em.
0:20:02 > 0:20:04I wouldn't have vanished the way she did.
0:20:07 > 0:20:09I wouldn't.
0:20:10 > 0:20:12Howie?
0:20:13 > 0:20:15You know what I mean?
0:20:25 > 0:20:26Yeah.
0:20:32 > 0:20:34MUSIC PLAYS
0:20:46 > 0:20:47Howie.
0:20:53 > 0:20:59Turn around. Come on, you need to relax.
0:21:13 > 0:21:15You're shoulders are all knotted up.
0:21:15 > 0:21:18Yeah, well...
0:21:19 > 0:21:25Forget about Debbie, and whatever else is bothering you.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Oh, I know what this is. Dimming the lights.
0:21:32 > 0:21:39You're trying to seduce me. Plying me with liquor.
0:21:39 > 0:21:41It worked in college.
0:21:47 > 0:21:49That's enough. That's enough.
0:21:52 > 0:21:53Where are you going?
0:21:53 > 0:21:57I'm feeling kind of antsy tonight. I'm sorry. It was a weird day...
0:22:00 > 0:22:02- Right. - What, now you're going to pout?
0:22:03 > 0:22:06- Well it's been eight months. - But who's keeping track?
0:22:06 > 0:22:08I am. I'm keeping track.
0:22:08 > 0:22:12I'm just not ready yet, Howie. I'm...
0:22:13 > 0:22:16I'm sorry if you think that's abnormal.
0:22:16 > 0:22:18I don't. I don't think it's abnormal at all, but...
0:22:18 > 0:22:20So what's the problem?
0:22:20 > 0:22:21We need to at least head in that direction,
0:22:21 > 0:22:23which might feel strange at first, but...
0:22:23 > 0:22:25- But you want to have sex. - Well, don't say it like that.
0:22:25 > 0:22:27You're trying to rope me into having sex!
0:22:27 > 0:22:29I am not. I wasn't roping you into sex...
0:22:29 > 0:22:31- Al Green isn't roping? - No.- Al Green?
0:22:31 > 0:22:35I thought it was nice. That's all. I was trying to make things nice.
0:22:35 > 0:22:42You can't. You just can't, I'm sorry. Things aren't "nice" any more.
0:22:49 > 0:22:51'Will you hold him for a second?
0:22:51 > 0:22:54- 'Just hold him, just hold him like that.- Dad, quit it! Quit it.
0:22:54 > 0:22:57'Cos Taz wants to go on the tyre.
0:22:57 > 0:23:01'OK, you ready? I'm going to let you go. Ready?
0:23:01 > 0:23:07- 'Yes.- Here goes. There! Whoa! Keep your feet up.
0:23:07 > 0:23:10- 'Danny, look at me on the way back. - Keep your feet up, Danny.'
0:23:32 > 0:23:34Oh. Hey.
0:23:38 > 0:23:41If you're not going to go to group, I think you should see someone.
0:23:44 > 0:23:46Uh-huh.
0:23:52 > 0:23:54Any plans for the day?
0:23:54 > 0:23:56You're looking at 'em.
0:23:58 > 0:24:00- Well, I'll see you tonight. - Yup.
0:25:06 > 0:25:09I'm here to see Scott Bader in the Events Department.
0:25:11 > 0:25:13I don't have a Bader listed.
0:25:13 > 0:25:15Oh. Well, that's weird.
0:25:18 > 0:25:20Kate Finn. What about Kate?
0:25:20 > 0:25:22I have a Robert Finn in Dec Arts?
0:25:24 > 0:25:28If you have an appointment, I can just call up there. Who are you?
0:25:29 > 0:25:32Um...I'm just...I didn't have an appointment actually.
0:25:34 > 0:25:35I'm just an old friend. I used to work here.
0:25:35 > 0:25:36Becca?
0:25:39 > 0:25:40Gary?
0:25:40 > 0:25:42Hey. What are you doing here?
0:25:42 > 0:25:44Um...I had some errands in the city
0:25:44 > 0:25:47and thought I'd pop in and say hello.
0:25:47 > 0:25:49But apparently nobody works here any more.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52Oh, yeah, Scott went over to Christie's back in March.
0:25:52 > 0:25:54The traitor.
0:25:54 > 0:25:57Well, good to see you're still doing the coffee runs at least.
0:25:57 > 0:26:00Oh, no, I don't usually. Um, I'm in Scott's old job.
0:26:03 > 0:26:05Hey, how's the family?
0:26:05 > 0:26:10You know what, Gary? I know how busy it gets up there,
0:26:10 > 0:26:13- so I'm going to let you get back to it.- Yeah, that hasn't changed.
0:26:13 > 0:26:15- It was great to see you though. - You too!
0:27:05 > 0:27:07There are fines you know.
0:27:07 > 0:27:08No, I know.
0:27:08 > 0:27:11The book's quite overdue. We've sent out several notices.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13Yeah, that's why I'm here.
0:27:13 > 0:27:14Seven dollars.
0:27:19 > 0:27:20Thank you.
0:27:34 > 0:27:35Can I help you?
0:27:36 > 0:27:40Uh, yes, actually. Would it be possible for me to check this out?
0:27:41 > 0:27:43Certainly.
0:27:50 > 0:27:52"'I will become a fish in a trout stream
0:27:52 > 0:27:54"'and I will swim away from you.'" Look, he's...
0:27:55 > 0:27:57He's in the water.
0:27:57 > 0:28:01Yes, he is. "'If you become a fish in the trout stream,'
0:28:01 > 0:28:05"said his mother, 'I will become a fisherman and I will fish for you.'"
0:28:05 > 0:28:06Sorry.
0:28:10 > 0:28:12- Hey.- Hey.
0:28:12 > 0:28:16I just scored Yankee tickets off Rowan. Tonight. You interested?
0:28:18 > 0:28:19I can't. I have group.
0:28:19 > 0:28:23You can't skip one night? They're behind home plate.
0:28:25 > 0:28:26Another time.
0:28:26 > 0:28:29If there is one.
0:28:33 > 0:28:34Going stag tonight?
0:28:34 > 0:28:36Uh, yeah.
0:28:36 > 0:28:41Becca's going to...take a little break. From the group.
0:28:43 > 0:28:44I'm going to get a coffee.
0:28:48 > 0:28:50Want to sit?
0:28:50 > 0:28:51Yeah.
0:28:53 > 0:28:55PHONE RINGS
0:28:57 > 0:28:59- Hello? - Hey, Mom, it's me.
0:28:59 > 0:29:00What's wrong?
0:29:00 > 0:29:04Nothing. I was thinking about making Izzy's birthday cake.
0:29:04 > 0:29:05Would that be all right?
0:29:05 > 0:29:07Oh, honey, you don't need to do all that.
0:29:07 > 0:29:10I was just going to grab her one of those Carvel things.
0:29:10 > 0:29:11She likes those.
0:29:11 > 0:29:15I don't mind. It'll give me something to do.
0:29:15 > 0:29:16OK, then.
0:29:17 > 0:29:19No group tonight?
0:29:19 > 0:29:22Howie's there. It's too much God talk for me.
0:29:26 > 0:29:27What?
0:29:27 > 0:29:31Nothing. It's just...some people find that comforting.
0:29:31 > 0:29:33Yeah, well, it pisses me off.
0:29:33 > 0:29:36You know, Becca, when your brother died,
0:29:36 > 0:29:37I found the church very helpful.
0:29:37 > 0:29:41I know you did, but that's you, not me.
0:29:41 > 0:29:43And Danny...isn't Arthur.
0:29:43 > 0:29:47You know, brought you to church every Sunday...
0:29:47 > 0:29:52Let's not start this again, OK, Mom? I was just calling about the cake.
0:29:52 > 0:29:56You're not right about everything, you know. What if there is a god?
0:29:56 > 0:29:59Then I'd say he's a sadistic prick.
0:29:59 > 0:30:00All right, Becca. That's enough!
0:30:00 > 0:30:03"Worship me and I'll treat you like shit."
0:30:05 > 0:30:07No wonder you like him, he sounds just like Dad.
0:30:13 > 0:30:14I'm sorry.
0:30:17 > 0:30:19You're going to do the cake then?
0:30:20 > 0:30:21Yeah.
0:30:24 > 0:30:25Right, I'll see you tomorrow.
0:30:29 > 0:30:32Who has a birthday party at a bowling alley anyway?
0:30:32 > 0:30:34Izzy thinks she's still 14.
0:30:34 > 0:30:36If you're not up to this we don't have to go.
0:30:36 > 0:30:39No, it's just a party. I'm fine.
0:30:45 > 0:30:47I really wish you'd take that thing out of here.
0:30:49 > 0:30:53- You're hardly in this car, what's the difference?- It's weird.
0:30:56 > 0:30:57What if we give it another try?
0:30:59 > 0:31:00- Another baby?- What?
0:31:02 > 0:31:03Well, we're not getting any younger.
0:31:03 > 0:31:05Is that what the sex thing was about the other night?
0:31:05 > 0:31:07- No. - You trying to get me pregnant?
0:31:07 > 0:31:12Becca, no, of course not. I know it's scary, but maybe it might...
0:31:14 > 0:31:15..help us get us back on track.
0:31:15 > 0:31:18- "On track"? - What, we can't talk about it?
0:31:20 > 0:31:22I think we should sell the house.
0:31:22 > 0:31:24I've been thinking about it, and since we're on the topic...
0:31:24 > 0:31:26What do you mean, how were we on the topic?
0:31:26 > 0:31:27I've talked to a realtor
0:31:27 > 0:31:31and she thinks we can pull together an open house pretty quickly...
0:31:31 > 0:31:33Why would you talked to a realtor without telling me?
0:31:33 > 0:31:36I'm telling you now.
0:31:36 > 0:31:39You want to get us back on track, I think it'd help if we moved.
0:31:39 > 0:31:40We love that house.
0:31:40 > 0:31:43He's everywhere, Howie. I can see his fingerprints on the door jambs...
0:31:43 > 0:31:44I like seeing his fingerprints.
0:31:44 > 0:31:47That's because you don't have to sit and stare at them all day.
0:31:47 > 0:31:49You get to go to work. You get to escape!
0:31:49 > 0:31:51- I don't want to move! - And I don't want another baby!
0:31:51 > 0:31:53- CAR HORN BEEPS - Jesus!
0:31:53 > 0:31:54SCREECHING TYRES
0:31:58 > 0:31:59What are you doing?
0:31:59 > 0:32:03What do you think I'm doing? I'm checking the cake. It's fine.
0:32:07 > 0:32:09Are you kidding? The Kennedys?
0:32:09 > 0:32:13With the assassinations...the lobotomy...?!
0:32:13 > 0:32:18Yeah, but that's not a curse though. That's just bad luck.
0:32:18 > 0:32:20The plane crashes?
0:32:20 > 0:32:22Too much money, that's their curse.
0:32:22 > 0:32:26If those Kennedys lived like normal people
0:32:26 > 0:32:28most of them would still be alive.
0:32:28 > 0:32:29I think it's sad.
0:32:29 > 0:32:33All those good-looking people falling out of the sky like that.
0:32:33 > 0:32:35It's a friggin' waste.
0:32:35 > 0:32:37- Didn't I say no wine? - She brought it herself.
0:32:37 > 0:32:41Isn't this nice? Sitting around talking politics?
0:32:41 > 0:32:45- I never do this. It's a nice change. - Let's do gifts.
0:32:45 > 0:32:47Yes! Pass 'em!
0:32:47 > 0:32:50OK. It's heavy.
0:32:50 > 0:32:54It's so pretty. I hate to ruin it, but I will.
0:32:57 > 0:32:59It's a bathroom set.
0:32:59 > 0:33:00Aw!
0:33:00 > 0:33:02It's more of a practical gift...
0:33:02 > 0:33:04Is this your way of telling me
0:33:04 > 0:33:06you don't like my Three Stooges shower curtain?
0:33:08 > 0:33:11- I didn't know what to get you. - Seriously, this is great.
0:33:11 > 0:33:14- Say thank you.- Thank you, Becca. Thank you, Howie.
0:33:14 > 0:33:16Don't thank me, Becca picked it out.
0:33:16 > 0:33:18OK, now me.
0:33:21 > 0:33:23I know it's a little early but...
0:33:23 > 0:33:26Oh, my God! So sweet.
0:33:26 > 0:33:29Thank you, Momma.
0:33:32 > 0:33:35I thought we weren't doing baby stuff for...for the birthday.
0:33:35 > 0:33:37I thought we'd wait for the shower.
0:33:37 > 0:33:41No, honey, it's not baby stuff, it's mommy stuff.
0:33:41 > 0:33:43This is perfect, Bec. I needed a bathroom set.
0:33:43 > 0:33:46Yeah, but you need baby stuff more.
0:33:46 > 0:33:47We can take it back.
0:33:47 > 0:33:50That's right, we should. I'll get you a basket of Mustela lotions.
0:33:50 > 0:33:52They prevent stretch marks...
0:33:52 > 0:33:54Becca, let go. You can get me the lotion another time.
0:33:54 > 0:33:57You can get me the lotion another time!
0:33:57 > 0:33:59- CRASHING - Oh!
0:33:59 > 0:34:01It's OK, it's all right.
0:34:02 > 0:34:04Thank you. Thank you, Becca.
0:34:09 > 0:34:10Here.
0:34:18 > 0:34:20Oh, I just remembered what I was going to say
0:34:20 > 0:34:21about Aristotle Onassis!
0:34:21 > 0:34:25It was about the son who died in the plane crash!
0:34:25 > 0:34:26- You ready to go?- Yeah.
0:34:26 > 0:34:29You should've stopped me from going off on that Kennedy stuff,
0:34:29 > 0:34:34because my point was about Onassis and how he put up a reward
0:34:34 > 0:34:36to anyone who could prove
0:34:36 > 0:34:38that someone had sabotaged his son's plane.
0:34:38 > 0:34:41He was so desperate to blame somebody.
0:34:41 > 0:34:42Did you read this?
0:34:45 > 0:34:48He needed a reason for losing his son.
0:34:48 > 0:34:50Mom, why are you telling this story?
0:34:50 > 0:34:51I'm just talking. I can't talk?
0:34:51 > 0:34:53You never just talk.
0:34:53 > 0:34:56Thank you guys for coming to my party. Becca, the cake was so good.
0:34:56 > 0:34:58You forget what I went through when your brother died.
0:34:58 > 0:35:01You think I don't know anything, but I do, Becca!
0:35:01 > 0:35:02Like who to blame?
0:35:02 > 0:35:05You guys, this is my birthday party.
0:35:05 > 0:35:09I'm not talking about blame, I'm talking about comfort.
0:35:09 > 0:35:11- Oh, comfort(!) - Where are you getting it?
0:35:11 > 0:35:14- Comfort? I'm not. - Well, I think you should.
0:35:14 > 0:35:16OK. I'll get right on that then. See what I can dig up on eBay.
0:35:16 > 0:35:18I'm just trying to help you, Becca!
0:35:18 > 0:35:22I wish someone had given me a little advice when Arthur died.
0:35:22 > 0:35:23You know what I wish?
0:35:23 > 0:35:26I wish you would stop comparing Danny to Arthur!
0:35:26 > 0:35:29Danny was a four-year-old boy who chased his dog into the street!
0:35:29 > 0:35:32Arthur was a 30-year-old heroin addict who OD'd!
0:35:32 > 0:35:36Frankly, I resent how you keep lumping them together, Mom!
0:35:36 > 0:35:38He was still my son!
0:35:49 > 0:35:52We're going to go. I hope you enjoy the bathroom set.
0:35:52 > 0:35:53I'm going to.
0:36:04 > 0:36:06When Arthur died, I was just as upset as she was,
0:36:06 > 0:36:09but I didn't take it out on other people.
0:36:10 > 0:36:12What about Mrs Bailey?
0:36:13 > 0:36:16Nobody's talking about Mrs Bailey!
0:36:44 > 0:36:46Hey, did you call that guy about the roof?
0:36:46 > 0:36:48I couldn't find the number.
0:36:49 > 0:36:53It's in my phone. It's on the mantel.
0:36:55 > 0:36:57What's his name?
0:36:59 > 0:37:01It's not under his name.
0:37:02 > 0:37:05Then how am I supposed to call him if I...?
0:37:05 > 0:37:06It's under "Roof Guy".
0:37:06 > 0:37:08Oh, "Roof Guy".
0:37:09 > 0:37:11Well, what was I supposed to put it under?
0:37:12 > 0:37:14I don't know how to use this thing.
0:37:17 > 0:37:18It doesn't...
0:37:18 > 0:37:22OK, now scroll down.
0:37:22 > 0:37:24- Now what?- Scroll down with your finger.- You do it.
0:37:28 > 0:37:30Roof Guy.
0:37:30 > 0:37:32- Thank you.- You're welcome.
0:37:49 > 0:37:50Are you waiting for me?
0:37:50 > 0:37:53Oh. Yeah.
0:37:53 > 0:37:58Yeah, I'm sorry, I thought you took the bus.
0:37:58 > 0:38:00I do.
0:38:00 > 0:38:01But not today?
0:38:01 > 0:38:03Not today, I skipped school.
0:38:05 > 0:38:07Well, you shouldn't be playing hooky, young man.
0:38:12 > 0:38:14Why are you waiting for me?
0:38:16 > 0:38:18I thought we could talk?
0:38:19 > 0:38:21About what?
0:38:25 > 0:38:27Is this OK?
0:38:28 > 0:38:29Yeah. It's fine.
0:38:31 > 0:38:32It's not too weird?
0:38:32 > 0:38:36Um, no. I mean...
0:38:38 > 0:38:42No, I know. It's...it's weird for me too.
0:38:46 > 0:38:48Don't you like school?
0:38:48 > 0:38:50I like it all right.
0:38:50 > 0:38:53OK. I just thought, you seem to not be going so...
0:38:53 > 0:38:56I've been accepted to college already, so...
0:38:56 > 0:38:58Oh. Not a big deal then.
0:38:58 > 0:39:02No, it is a big deal, but...only if my mother finds out.
0:39:04 > 0:39:06She said she'd confiscate my phone if I did it again.
0:39:06 > 0:39:09Not that I use my phone anyway.
0:39:09 > 0:39:12- Where are you headed? - Connecticut College.
0:39:12 > 0:39:16Oh, right. That's a good school. And not far.
0:39:16 > 0:39:20I bet you parents are pleased that you're going to be close by.
0:39:20 > 0:39:23It's just my mom, but, yeah, she's pretty happy about it.
0:39:23 > 0:39:26She keeps saying she's going to apply to the grad programme
0:39:26 > 0:39:28so she can keep an eye on me while I'm up there.
0:39:28 > 0:39:29She's just joking though.
0:39:32 > 0:39:34She's not really looking forward to it cos I'm the only one at home now,
0:39:34 > 0:39:37but I told her I'd come back on the weekends if I could.
0:39:40 > 0:39:41That'll be nice.
0:39:48 > 0:39:50So...
0:39:52 > 0:39:53I'm sorry.
0:39:55 > 0:39:59Oh, I know, you...
0:39:59 > 0:40:00you don't have to...
0:40:00 > 0:40:03- I know that doesn't help. - No, it does. It really does, but...
0:40:03 > 0:40:06- And I know I should've tried to get in touch.- It's fine.
0:40:08 > 0:40:11I just really wish I had driven down a different block that day.
0:40:13 > 0:40:15I know.
0:40:21 > 0:40:22You know, I should maybe go.
0:40:24 > 0:40:25It's all right.
0:40:25 > 0:40:29No, I got... My mom's going to start to wonder where I'm at.
0:40:29 > 0:40:32It's OK. You really don't have to...
0:40:35 > 0:40:37Could we do this again sometime?
0:40:40 > 0:40:41Sure.
0:40:42 > 0:40:44OK.
0:40:59 > 0:41:01DISTANT MUSIC PLAYS
0:41:15 > 0:41:18# Don't give up on us, baby
0:41:18 > 0:41:21# We're still worth one... #
0:41:21 > 0:41:24- Oh, Jesus Christ.- Hey, Gabby.
0:41:24 > 0:41:26I can't believe you just saw me do that.
0:41:26 > 0:41:30I didn't mean to sneak up on you. I thought something was wrong.
0:41:30 > 0:41:33But obviously everything... smells fine.
0:41:33 > 0:41:35You can smell it, huh?
0:41:35 > 0:41:37God...
0:41:39 > 0:41:43- Everyone in there is going to know. - Nah.- I swear I never do this.
0:41:43 > 0:41:45Where's Kevin?
0:41:45 > 0:41:47He's not coming to group.
0:41:47 > 0:41:50And I blame your wife, by the way.
0:41:50 > 0:41:52I think she put the idea in his head.
0:41:52 > 0:41:55Well, he didn't seem to really like group all that much.
0:41:55 > 0:41:57He's got me so upset.
0:41:57 > 0:42:00I mean, look at me. I'm...I'm...
0:42:02 > 0:42:04I am smoking pot in a parking lot.
0:42:04 > 0:42:07It's like I'm in high school. I'm ridiculous.
0:42:07 > 0:42:09You got any more?
0:42:12 > 0:42:16Yeah! Come on in, partner!
0:42:18 > 0:42:20Well, if today is rage day...
0:42:23 > 0:42:27..most of you know that I am a little more comfortable with rage,
0:42:27 > 0:42:30talking about rage.
0:42:30 > 0:42:33I deal with rage every single day.
0:42:33 > 0:42:39And I listen to guys at work, going on and on about...
0:42:41 > 0:42:43..paving their driveways
0:42:43 > 0:42:48or whatever, just the most stupid nonsense. They don't know.
0:42:49 > 0:42:53They haven't had their lives ripped apart yet.
0:42:53 > 0:42:58- They're not in the club. - Exactly. Meanwhile, I'm like,
0:42:58 > 0:43:02"Hey, guys, my daughter died of leukaemia!"
0:43:02 > 0:43:06THEY SNIGGER LOUDLY
0:43:06 > 0:43:08I'm sorry, I need some water.
0:43:15 > 0:43:19You're one of those bad kids my mother warned me about.
0:43:19 > 0:43:22Yes, I am corrupting you.
0:43:22 > 0:43:24Don't worry, I won't tell Becca.
0:43:24 > 0:43:26I'd appreciate that.
0:43:27 > 0:43:29- Goodnight. - Goodnight.
0:43:39 > 0:43:41Becca?
0:43:42 > 0:43:43Becca?! What'd you do here?
0:43:43 > 0:43:44What?
0:43:44 > 0:43:47Goddamn it, what did you do to my phone?
0:43:47 > 0:43:50Jesus, Howie. I thought something had hap...
0:43:50 > 0:43:53This morning. When you used it. What did you do to my phone?
0:43:53 > 0:43:57- Nothing. I just got the number for the roof guy.- For Christ's sake!
0:43:57 > 0:44:00- What, you told me to call him. - You deleted Danny's video.
0:44:01 > 0:44:04No. No, I didn't. No. I just... you were right there.
0:44:04 > 0:44:05I just got the number.
0:44:05 > 0:44:07Yeah, and you kept pressing the screen.
0:44:07 > 0:44:10Because I couldn't figure out how to use your phone.
0:44:10 > 0:44:12- I checked already. It's gone.- We have 100 videos of him, Howie.
0:44:12 > 0:44:14That's not the point, Becca.
0:44:14 > 0:44:16Then you should've put it on your computer.
0:44:16 > 0:44:17Right, it's my fault.
0:44:17 > 0:44:19I didn't say that.
0:44:19 > 0:44:22- I said, it's gone!- Jesus, Howie! I didn't do it on purpose!
0:44:22 > 0:44:24Are you sure?
0:44:24 > 0:44:27What does that mean? You think I deliberately deleted his video?
0:44:27 > 0:44:29I don't know.
0:44:29 > 0:44:30You don't know?
0:44:30 > 0:44:32It's like you're trying to get rid of him.
0:44:32 > 0:44:35I'm sorry, but that's how it feels. Every day, it's something new.
0:44:35 > 0:44:39- Really?- Yeah. It's like you're trying to get rid of any evidence he was ever here.
0:44:40 > 0:44:42You took the paintings off the fridge.
0:44:42 > 0:44:45To save them. They are in a box downstairs.
0:44:45 > 0:44:47- His clothes? - We don't need all that stuff.
0:44:47 > 0:44:49You wanting to sell the house.
0:44:49 > 0:44:51You sending Taz to your mother's.
0:44:51 > 0:44:53There was a lot going on. The dog got under foot.
0:44:53 > 0:44:55Right. And he was a reminder.
0:44:55 > 0:44:57Yes, he is a reminder, and I wanted one less reminder around here!
0:44:57 > 0:44:59- And since you never wanted the dog. - Oh, for God's sake!
0:44:59 > 0:45:02Well, if I hadn't bought the dog, Danny would still alive!
0:45:02 > 0:45:06If I hadn't run in to get the phone, if I had latched that gate!
0:45:06 > 0:45:07I left the gate unlatched!
0:45:07 > 0:45:10I'm not playing this game again, Howie! I'm not!
0:45:10 > 0:45:12It's no-one's fault!
0:45:12 > 0:45:15Not even the dog's! Dogs chase squirrels, boys chase dogs!
0:45:15 > 0:45:18- I know that.- He loved that dog! And you got rid of it!
0:45:18 > 0:45:20Just like I'm getting rid of the video, huh?
0:45:20 > 0:45:23It's not about the video! It's not just the video!
0:45:23 > 0:45:27It's about Taz, and the paintings, and his clothes and everything!
0:45:27 > 0:45:29There's no pictures of him around!
0:45:29 > 0:45:31There's not fingerprints, there's nothing!
0:45:31 > 0:45:35Goddamn it! You have to stop erasing him! You have to stop it!
0:45:35 > 0:45:39Do you really think I don't see him every second of every day?!
0:45:41 > 0:45:45The video was an accident, Howie. And believe me,
0:45:45 > 0:45:48I will beat myself up about it for ever, I'm sure.
0:45:48 > 0:45:51- Just like everything else I could've prevented. - That's not what I want, Becca.
0:45:51 > 0:45:52No?! Because it feels like it is!
0:45:52 > 0:45:55It feels like maybe I don't feel badly enough for you!
0:45:55 > 0:45:57Maybe I'm not feeling enough!
0:45:57 > 0:45:59What do you want from me?!
0:46:03 > 0:46:05Something's got to change.
0:46:06 > 0:46:09Because this...I can't do this... like this any more.
0:46:09 > 0:46:11It's...
0:46:13 > 0:46:16It's too hard. It's too hard.
0:46:20 > 0:46:24And I want that dog back. Your mother's making him fat.
0:46:24 > 0:46:25Howie...
0:46:27 > 0:46:29I miss the dog. I'm sorry,
0:46:29 > 0:46:32but I miss him. I want him back.
0:47:01 > 0:47:03You really made these?
0:47:03 > 0:47:04I did.
0:47:06 > 0:47:07That's good.
0:47:09 > 0:47:11Still warm.
0:47:11 > 0:47:12I'm glad you like them.
0:47:20 > 0:47:24I've been reading that book. The parallel universe book?
0:47:24 > 0:47:28Yeah? Did you like it?
0:47:28 > 0:47:32Yeah, it's interesting. I don't know if I buy it.
0:47:32 > 0:47:36The whole alternate reality thing...
0:47:36 > 0:47:38I don't know.
0:47:38 > 0:47:40But it's interesting.
0:47:40 > 0:47:44Did you have to do it for a school project?
0:47:44 > 0:47:46No. It's research.
0:47:46 > 0:47:49Oh...research.
0:47:58 > 0:47:59It's a comic book.
0:48:02 > 0:48:03Impressive.
0:48:03 > 0:48:05- You did all this?- Yeah.
0:48:06 > 0:48:08Wow. It's amazing.
0:48:09 > 0:48:11What's it about?
0:48:11 > 0:48:13A scientist, I guess. And his son.
0:48:13 > 0:48:17The...father discovers this network of holes
0:48:17 > 0:48:20that leads to other galaxies and...
0:48:20 > 0:48:21Parallel universes.
0:48:21 > 0:48:24Yeah. And...
0:48:24 > 0:48:27Well, the scientist dies. So, the son has to go...
0:48:27 > 0:48:31into this rabbit hole to try and find him.
0:48:31 > 0:48:34But it's not him, because he's dead,
0:48:34 > 0:48:37so it's like another version of him.
0:48:44 > 0:48:47- It's kind of stupid.- No.
0:48:47 > 0:48:49No? OK.
0:48:49 > 0:48:52Not at all. I would love to read it.
0:48:54 > 0:48:56- Yeah, it's, um...- Sorry.
0:48:56 > 0:48:58It's not done yet.
0:48:58 > 0:49:02But when it is done, I will let you read it.
0:49:02 > 0:49:03- OK.- OK.
0:49:10 > 0:49:13I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. I...
0:49:13 > 0:49:16I might've been going too fast...
0:49:18 > 0:49:19..that day.
0:49:21 > 0:49:23I'm not sure, but I might've been.
0:49:23 > 0:49:26So, that's something I've been wanting to tell you.
0:49:28 > 0:49:33It's a 30 zone. And I might've been going 31 or 32.
0:49:34 > 0:49:36I would usually look down to check,
0:49:36 > 0:49:39and if I'm going over, then I'd slow down obviously.
0:49:39 > 0:49:42But...I don't remember checking on your block.
0:49:43 > 0:49:48So, it's possible I was going too fast.
0:49:48 > 0:49:49And...
0:49:53 > 0:49:56..the dog ran out really fast.
0:49:56 > 0:49:58So I swerved.
0:49:59 > 0:50:01I didn't know.
0:50:01 > 0:50:02I didn't know.
0:50:06 > 0:50:08I thought you should know.
0:50:10 > 0:50:12I might've been going a little over the limit and...
0:50:14 > 0:50:16..I can't be positive.
0:50:18 > 0:50:21- It's OK.- OK.
0:50:23 > 0:50:25Well...
0:50:25 > 0:50:26It's OK.
0:50:29 > 0:50:30Thank you.
0:51:01 > 0:51:03I don't want to go in there.
0:51:09 > 0:51:11Yes, yes!
0:51:19 > 0:51:22- Sorry. That was...cool.- Be nice.
0:51:33 > 0:51:35Oh, come on!
0:51:35 > 0:51:38- I'm sorry, you suck. - I'd be doing better,
0:51:38 > 0:51:41but your pot messed up my depth perception.
0:51:44 > 0:51:45All right.
0:51:45 > 0:51:48I'm going to support that one. I'm totally going to support that one.
0:51:48 > 0:51:50Thanks.
0:51:51 > 0:51:53Hey, you know what? I have a confession to make.
0:51:53 > 0:51:57Remember when I said Kevin left group?
0:51:57 > 0:51:59Yes.
0:51:59 > 0:52:01What I meant to say was...
0:52:04 > 0:52:05..he left me.
0:52:08 > 0:52:10He left me.
0:52:14 > 0:52:15Yeah, I...
0:52:17 > 0:52:19..I came home and was gone.
0:52:20 > 0:52:24- God, no note or...? - Oh, no, there was a note.
0:52:24 > 0:52:29Well, not a note so much as a manifesto.
0:52:30 > 0:52:33On all the ways that we were destroying each other.
0:52:36 > 0:52:38Jesus. I'm sorry.
0:52:38 > 0:52:40Well, this is generally how it goes, right?
0:52:42 > 0:52:44It changes you.
0:52:45 > 0:52:46It literally changes people.
0:52:49 > 0:52:52You know, part of me thinks it was inevitable.
0:52:57 > 0:52:58I love my wife.
0:53:01 > 0:53:03Of course you do.
0:53:04 > 0:53:06I love her very much.
0:53:08 > 0:53:10OK.
0:53:12 > 0:53:13BANGING
0:53:27 > 0:53:29I think you're right. We should maybe...
0:53:32 > 0:53:34..look into selling the house.
0:53:35 > 0:53:37It's probably for the best.
0:53:38 > 0:53:39OK.
0:54:02 > 0:54:03Oh, don't do that.
0:54:03 > 0:54:06Quick as a Band-Aid or we'll never get through this. Here.
0:54:11 > 0:54:14- TOY:- 'Hi, kids! Welcome to the Light-Up Alphabet Apple...'
0:54:14 > 0:54:16I don't know how to turn it off.
0:54:16 > 0:54:18Only people without children give gifts like this.
0:54:18 > 0:54:21- 'Goodbye.' - Goodbye.
0:54:21 > 0:54:23'I hope you'll visit again soon.'
0:54:23 > 0:54:25SHE GIGGLES
0:54:26 > 0:54:29- Have you heard from Debbie yet? - No.
0:54:29 > 0:54:31That's too bad.
0:54:31 > 0:54:33Though it can be worse the other way,
0:54:33 > 0:54:36you know, I remember when Arthur died...
0:54:36 > 0:54:38You can say his name.
0:54:38 > 0:54:40- Can I?- Yes.
0:54:40 > 0:54:43I don't know your rules. I don't want to get scolded again.
0:54:43 > 0:54:46You can talk about Arthur. I just don't like the comparisons.
0:54:49 > 0:54:51OK.
0:54:51 > 0:54:52So, how is it worse?
0:54:54 > 0:54:58- You remember Maureen Bailey? - Yes.
0:54:58 > 0:55:01Well... I couldn't get rid of her after your brother passed away.
0:55:01 > 0:55:04- She was always at the house. - Yeah, I remember that.
0:55:04 > 0:55:07Yeah, well, I never had a moment to myself.
0:55:07 > 0:55:10So finally in the middle of coffee one afternoon, I said,
0:55:10 > 0:55:14- "Maureen, why are you always here?" - What'd she say?
0:55:14 > 0:55:17She said, "I want to be there, Nat, I want to share in your grief."
0:55:17 > 0:55:20And so I said "Well, it's not working.
0:55:20 > 0:55:23"You plant your fat ass in that chair every frickin' day."
0:55:23 > 0:55:26- You did not say that! - I did!- Mom!- I said that.
0:55:26 > 0:55:29- You said "fat ass"? - "You suck up all my coffee.
0:55:29 > 0:55:31"And I don't see you leaving with any of this alleged grief
0:55:31 > 0:55:32"you're sharing.
0:55:32 > 0:55:36"In fact the only thing you do take out of here are my cinnamon buns."
0:55:36 > 0:55:38So, I never saw her again, obviously.
0:55:38 > 0:55:42Oh, my God, I can't believe you said that!
0:55:42 > 0:55:43I feel guilty now.
0:55:43 > 0:55:46- You do not.- I do.
0:55:46 > 0:55:48You're right, I don't!
0:55:48 > 0:55:50I don't miss her at all.
0:55:50 > 0:55:52BOTH LAUGH
0:56:03 > 0:56:04DOG BARKS
0:56:07 > 0:56:10OK, moving right along.
0:56:10 > 0:56:12That takes care of Taz.
0:56:14 > 0:56:16Ah, the ol' apple pie trick, eh?
0:56:16 > 0:56:19- Huh?- For the open house.
0:56:19 > 0:56:22Warm baked goods make it feel homier.
0:56:23 > 0:56:26No, I'm just making a pie.
0:56:26 > 0:56:30I thought you were doing it for the open house.
0:56:30 > 0:56:31So...
0:56:31 > 0:56:35- now you're not going to stay? - God, no. No.
0:56:35 > 0:56:38You shouldn't either.
0:56:38 > 0:56:40- You shouldn't.- Come on...
0:56:40 > 0:56:42I'm not going to bother anyone.
0:56:42 > 0:56:44So we have the garbage cans in the back, the sign out front.
0:56:44 > 0:56:47I mowed the lawn. I thought we'd set the sign-in sheet here
0:56:47 > 0:56:50and we could move through the living room.
0:56:50 > 0:56:51That's fine.
0:56:51 > 0:56:53My wife's going to go hide out, but I'll stick around
0:56:53 > 0:56:55if that's OK with you.
0:56:55 > 0:56:58Sure. However you want to do it.
0:56:58 > 0:57:00- OK. Perfect.- OK.
0:57:00 > 0:57:02- Bye, baby.- Bye.
0:57:04 > 0:57:05I think that's everything.
0:57:33 > 0:57:36- I know...- Southwestern exposures. Sun all day.
0:57:36 > 0:57:40- Why don't we take a look upstairs? - That's a great idea. I'll show you.- OK.- Follow me.
0:57:40 > 0:57:45- Come on, honey.- It is the largest plot in the neighbourhood.
0:57:45 > 0:57:48We can start with the master bedroom if you want to see.
0:57:48 > 0:57:50Wait. What's in here?
0:57:50 > 0:57:53Oh...well...
0:57:53 > 0:57:56This is... This is...
0:57:56 > 0:57:58This could be a good room for the little guy, obviously.
0:57:58 > 0:58:01How about that, buddy? You like this room?
0:58:01 > 0:58:04- Careful with that. - That's not yours.
0:58:04 > 0:58:06- Thanks. - How old's your son?
0:58:08 > 0:58:10This is your son's room, I assume?
0:58:10 > 0:58:14Um...yeah. It was. It was his room.
0:58:14 > 0:58:15But he died.
0:58:15 > 0:58:17He died...
0:58:17 > 0:58:19It was a car right out front.
0:58:20 > 0:58:22Oh, my God.
0:58:22 > 0:58:23Um...
0:58:23 > 0:58:26- I'm so sorry.- Thank you.
0:58:26 > 0:58:30This must be so difficult for you.
0:58:30 > 0:58:31It's...
0:58:31 > 0:58:34It's pretty weird.
0:58:34 > 0:58:37It's funny because I still...
0:58:37 > 0:58:39I forget he's not here sometimes. Maybe he's just hiding under the bed
0:58:39 > 0:58:42and he's going to pop out like he used to do
0:58:42 > 0:58:44But...
0:58:46 > 0:58:47..I still feel him here.
0:58:53 > 0:58:56- Would you like to see the master bedroom?- Yes.- Yes.
0:58:57 > 0:59:00Yeah, sure, I'll be there.
0:59:02 > 0:59:04- Who was that?- Becca.
0:59:04 > 0:59:05She wants to hang out.
0:59:09 > 0:59:12- This was a good idea.- Nice, right?
0:59:12 > 0:59:14You're starting to show so early.
0:59:14 > 0:59:17I know. I feel like a balloon.
0:59:17 > 0:59:20I swear, once this kid is born I'm going right to the gym.
0:59:20 > 0:59:22While Mom watches the baby.
0:59:23 > 0:59:26What does that mean? "While Mom watches the baby."
0:59:26 > 0:59:28While you're at the gym, Mom can watch the baby.
0:59:28 > 0:59:30She loves that.
0:59:30 > 0:59:33No, Auggie can watch the baby. He works nights, so he'll be home.
0:59:33 > 0:59:34OK. Auggie, then.
0:59:34 > 0:59:38I resent the feeling I get from you that I don't deserve this baby.
0:59:38 > 0:59:41Or I'm not mature enough or smart enough to take care of it.
0:59:41 > 0:59:44I mean, my God, if Mom could do it, how hard could it be?
0:59:52 > 0:59:54- This all right?- Yeah, it's fine.
0:59:54 > 0:59:55LITTLE BOY CHATTERS
0:59:55 > 0:59:58I've just got to pick up a few things and then we can do lunch.
0:59:58 > 1:00:01- OK.- I want strawberry,
1:00:01 > 1:00:04Mommy, please can I have some Fruit Roll-Ups?
1:00:04 > 1:00:08- No, Sammy, you know the answer. - Please?
1:00:08 > 1:00:11- Can I have some, please? - Sammy, no.
1:00:11 > 1:00:14- I want the Fruit Roll-ups. - Not happening.
1:00:14 > 1:00:16- Please, I'll be good. - Stop it...- Please?- No.
1:00:16 > 1:00:19- I promise. - No, I'm not going to get 'em.
1:00:19 > 1:00:20You know what? It's only three bucks,
1:00:20 > 1:00:23why don't you just get him the Roll-Ups?
1:00:23 > 1:00:25Not that it's any of your business,
1:00:25 > 1:00:28but we don't allow candy in our house
1:00:28 > 1:00:31- and my son knows that. - Come on, it's just fruit.
1:00:31 > 1:00:33- Why don't you give him a treat? - Are you a mom?
1:00:35 > 1:00:37Yeah, I didn't think so. Excuse me...
1:00:39 > 1:00:40Go to the car.
1:00:40 > 1:00:43Becca, go to the car.
1:00:43 > 1:00:44It's OK.
1:00:44 > 1:00:48She just lost her son eight months ago and she's not been dealing...
1:00:48 > 1:00:50I don't care.
1:00:50 > 1:00:52..Mommy's OK.
1:01:01 > 1:01:03Hey, hey.
1:01:03 > 1:01:04Hey.
1:01:04 > 1:01:06Fun day out?
1:01:06 > 1:01:08Uh...
1:01:08 > 1:01:09How'd it go here?
1:01:09 > 1:01:12Not so good. Not so good.
1:01:12 > 1:01:17I think we need to, uh...clean out that room.
1:01:18 > 1:01:22- OK.- Maybe make it into a guest room or something.
1:01:22 > 1:01:24Don't get any ideas.
1:01:24 > 1:01:25Ha-ha(!)
1:01:25 > 1:01:28DOG BARKS
1:01:28 > 1:01:30Jesus...
1:01:32 > 1:01:34Hello. Um...
1:01:34 > 1:01:36the door was wide open, so...
1:01:36 > 1:01:39DOG CONTINUES BARKING
1:01:39 > 1:01:41And I knocked, but...
1:01:41 > 1:01:42Taz! Shut up!
1:01:42 > 1:01:46I saw the sign out front, so I thought it'd be OK to...
1:01:46 > 1:01:47- You looking to buy a house?- Howie...
1:01:47 > 1:01:48No.
1:01:50 > 1:01:54No, I just came to give you this.
1:01:54 > 1:01:56I said I'd let you read it when it was done, so...
1:01:59 > 1:02:01What...what is this?
1:02:02 > 1:02:04Thank you.
1:02:06 > 1:02:09We...bumped into each other, in the library.
1:02:11 > 1:02:13And, um...
1:02:13 > 1:02:15and we decided to meet.
1:02:17 > 1:02:19You decided to meet?
1:02:19 > 1:02:22Yeah. A couple of times.
1:02:22 > 1:02:25- OK...- I'm sorry. I didn't realise...- It's...
1:02:25 > 1:02:28Did you meet here?
1:02:28 > 1:02:30No, we met in the park.
1:02:31 > 1:02:33You met in the park...
1:02:36 > 1:02:37Yeah.
1:02:37 > 1:02:38So my wife...
1:02:40 > 1:02:42..agrees to meet you in a public place, and you...
1:02:44 > 1:02:47..and you, what? You apologise?
1:02:47 > 1:02:50- I guess.- You guess?
1:02:50 > 1:02:53OK... OK, OK, you apologise, and, um...
1:02:53 > 1:02:56- Come on, Howie, that's enough. - And then what?- That's enough.
1:02:56 > 1:02:58- Look at me.- Howie, that is enough!
1:02:58 > 1:03:00- What is that? - It's a comic book.
1:03:00 > 1:03:03It's a comic book? A comic book?
1:03:03 > 1:03:05Did she tell you to bring it here?
1:03:05 > 1:03:09- No, she didn't.- No, she didn't, because this is our house!
1:03:09 > 1:03:11And just because there's a sign out front
1:03:11 > 1:03:14- doesn't mean you can pop in. - Howie, all right! All right!
1:03:14 > 1:03:16No, it's not all right!
1:03:16 > 1:03:18You just don't walk into someone's home like that.
1:03:18 > 1:03:20You should show a little fucking respect!
1:03:20 > 1:03:22(OK, I got to go...)
1:03:24 > 1:03:26(You're an asshole.)
1:03:26 > 1:03:29Wait! Jason, wait a minute! I'm sorry.
1:03:29 > 1:03:31I'm an asshole?
1:03:44 > 1:03:46Taz, stop it.
1:03:55 > 1:03:57DOG BARKS
1:03:57 > 1:03:58Taz!
1:03:58 > 1:04:00Taz!
1:04:00 > 1:04:03- Taz, stop it! - DOG YELPS
1:04:05 > 1:04:07Oh, buddy!
1:04:41 > 1:04:42Why didn't you tell me?
1:04:45 > 1:04:48Same reason you don't tell me why you come home reeking of pot.
1:05:28 > 1:05:29Does it ever go away?
1:05:33 > 1:05:34No.
1:05:36 > 1:05:38I don't think it does. Not for me, it hasn't.
1:05:38 > 1:05:40And that's going on 11 years.
1:05:43 > 1:05:45It changes, though.
1:05:47 > 1:05:49How?
1:05:51 > 1:05:52I don't know.
1:05:55 > 1:05:57The weight of it, I guess.
1:05:58 > 1:06:01At some point, it becomes bearable.
1:06:01 > 1:06:04It turns into something you can crawl out from under
1:06:04 > 1:06:07and carry around like a brick in your pocket.
1:06:09 > 1:06:11And you even forget it
1:06:11 > 1:06:14for while. But then you reach in for whatever reason, and...
1:06:16 > 1:06:18..there it is.
1:06:18 > 1:06:21"Oh, right. That."
1:06:21 > 1:06:23Which can be awful.
1:06:25 > 1:06:27But not all the time.
1:06:27 > 1:06:29It's kind of...
1:06:31 > 1:06:33..not that you like it, exactly,
1:06:33 > 1:06:36but it's what you've got instead of your son.
1:06:36 > 1:06:39So...you carry it around.
1:06:45 > 1:06:48And, uh...it doesn't go away.
1:06:51 > 1:06:52Which is...
1:06:54 > 1:06:56Which is, what?
1:07:00 > 1:07:03Fine...actually.
1:08:08 > 1:08:11PHONE RINGS
1:08:11 > 1:08:12Hello?
1:08:12 > 1:08:15Hi.
1:08:15 > 1:08:17Hi, it's Howie.
1:08:20 > 1:08:21Howie Corbett. From group?
1:08:24 > 1:08:25Hi, Howie.
1:08:32 > 1:08:34Here you go, buddy.
1:08:36 > 1:08:40- Hey.- Hi. You're going to group?- Yeah.
1:08:40 > 1:08:42- You didn't want to go, did you?- No.
1:09:29 > 1:09:32NUMBER DIALS
1:09:34 > 1:09:36- ANSWERPHONE:- 'Hi, it's Jason. Please leave a message.'
1:10:10 > 1:10:12Did you find the house OK?
1:10:15 > 1:10:17Howie?
1:12:05 > 1:12:06I'm sorry.
1:12:29 > 1:12:31Becca?
1:12:35 > 1:12:36Becca?
1:12:40 > 1:12:42Becca!
1:12:45 > 1:12:46Becca!
1:13:54 > 1:13:56KNOCKS ON WINDOW
1:13:58 > 1:14:01Oh, God!
1:14:03 > 1:14:04Sorry.
1:14:06 > 1:14:08What time is it?
1:14:08 > 1:14:09Almost six.
1:14:10 > 1:14:12And you're just getting home?
1:14:28 > 1:14:30So, how was it?
1:14:30 > 1:14:33It was OK.
1:14:33 > 1:14:35- Well, you look nice. - Thank you.
1:14:37 > 1:14:38Is she your girlfriend?
1:14:39 > 1:14:41Nah, she's just a friend.
1:14:42 > 1:14:45- She's pretty.- Yeah.
1:14:45 > 1:14:46She is pretty.
1:14:48 > 1:14:52I, um, I liked this so much.
1:14:53 > 1:14:55It's... It's beautiful.
1:14:55 > 1:14:58Thank you. Thanks.
1:14:58 > 1:15:01It reminded me of Eurydice and Orpheus.
1:15:01 > 1:15:03- Do you know that myth?- No.
1:15:03 > 1:15:08Oh, Eurydice dies, and Orpheus misses her so much
1:15:08 > 1:15:11that he travels to Hades to retrieve her and,
1:15:11 > 1:15:14well, in the end, it doesn't work out.
1:15:14 > 1:15:16Oh, I should read it.
1:15:18 > 1:15:22So, is the scientist your dad?
1:15:22 > 1:15:24The scientist that the boy's looking for?
1:15:24 > 1:15:25No.
1:15:25 > 1:15:27Is it based on him?
1:15:27 > 1:15:30No. My dad was an English teacher.
1:15:30 > 1:15:32Oh. I was curious about that.
1:15:32 > 1:15:34It's just a story.
1:15:34 > 1:15:37- No, I know. I was just... - Reading into it?
1:15:42 > 1:15:44Do you think they're real?
1:15:44 > 1:15:45Parallel universes?
1:15:49 > 1:15:50I think it's basic science.
1:15:52 > 1:15:57You know, If space is infinite, then everything's possible.
1:15:57 > 1:15:59So, somewhere out there, I'm, what?
1:15:59 > 1:16:01I'm making pancakes?
1:16:01 > 1:16:04- Or I'm at a water park?- Sure. Yeah.
1:16:04 > 1:16:06- Yes?- Yes. Both, whatever.
1:16:08 > 1:16:10I think, you know, it's laws of probability.
1:16:10 > 1:16:12There are tonnes of yous out there,
1:16:12 > 1:16:15and there's tonnes of mes, floating around.
1:16:15 > 1:16:17Yeah.
1:16:17 > 1:16:19And this is just the sad version of us.
1:16:19 > 1:16:21Yeah, I guess.
1:16:21 > 1:16:23But there's other versions,
1:16:23 > 1:16:27and in these other versions, everything goes our way.
1:16:27 > 1:16:29Assuming you believe in science.
1:16:32 > 1:16:34I like that thought.
1:16:34 > 1:16:35It's nice.
1:16:39 > 1:16:41Somewhere out there, I'm having a good time.
1:16:51 > 1:16:53RATTLING
1:17:47 > 1:17:49I thought you'd left.
1:17:52 > 1:17:53No. I didn't leave.
1:18:00 > 1:18:04I was thinking we could invite Rick and Debbie over for a cookout.
1:18:09 > 1:18:11Well, she's never going to call me.
1:18:11 > 1:18:14She thinks I hate her. So...
1:18:14 > 1:18:15I'll let her off the hook.
1:18:19 > 1:18:20A cookout?
1:18:20 > 1:18:23Mmm. It'll be good to see the kids.
1:18:23 > 1:18:26We'll have to get something for Emily, though. It's her birthday.
1:18:26 > 1:18:28She turned four last week.
1:18:28 > 1:18:30Right.
1:18:30 > 1:18:31OK.
1:18:36 > 1:18:39Danny's is coming up.
1:18:39 > 1:18:40I know.
1:18:42 > 1:18:44That's going to be a tough one.
1:18:44 > 1:18:45Yeah.
1:18:49 > 1:18:52So, that kid...Jason.
1:18:55 > 1:18:57Did you tell him we didn't blame him?
1:18:57 > 1:18:59- We don't blame him. - I know, but...
1:19:01 > 1:19:03..did you let him know that?
1:19:03 > 1:19:04Yeah, I guess so.
1:19:04 > 1:19:06That's good.
1:19:07 > 1:19:10- You could talk to him if you want. - I don't want to.
1:19:10 > 1:19:11OK.
1:19:17 > 1:19:19It's so quiet.
1:19:19 > 1:19:22That's because I slipped Taz a couple of Ambien.
1:19:22 > 1:19:24Funny.
1:19:24 > 1:19:26You think I'm joking?
1:19:33 > 1:19:34So, what are we going to do?
1:19:39 > 1:19:41About what?
1:19:41 > 1:19:42I don't know.
1:19:43 > 1:19:45I don't know.
1:19:45 > 1:19:46Just pick something.
1:19:49 > 1:19:51Well...
1:19:55 > 1:19:56We could go to Village Toys.
1:19:58 > 1:20:00Pick up Candy Land for Emily.
1:20:00 > 1:20:02It's probably something she'd like.
1:20:05 > 1:20:07Mmm, Candy Land, yeah.
1:20:12 > 1:20:13And then what?
1:20:15 > 1:20:16Then, we wrap it.
1:20:19 > 1:20:22Mmm.
1:20:22 > 1:20:28'And then we have the cookout...
1:20:32 > 1:20:34'..and they'll come over.
1:20:38 > 1:20:41'And we'll have a couple of other people over
1:20:41 > 1:20:43'so it's not too awkward for anyone.
1:20:45 > 1:20:49'And then, to make them feel comfortable,
1:20:49 > 1:20:54'we'll ask a bunch of questions about what the kids have been up to
1:20:54 > 1:20:59'and we'll pretend we're really interested.
1:20:59 > 1:21:00'And then...
1:21:03 > 1:21:07'And then, we'll wait for someone to bring up Danny
1:21:07 > 1:21:08'while the kids are playing.
1:21:11 > 1:21:13'And maybe that'll go on for a little while.
1:21:16 > 1:21:18'And after that...
1:21:18 > 1:21:19'..they'll go home.'
1:21:24 > 1:21:25'And then what?'
1:21:29 > 1:21:30'I don't know.
1:21:35 > 1:21:37'Something, though.'