0:00:02 > 0:00:04This programme contains strong language.
0:00:04 > 0:00:08Ireland's North Coast. A World Heritage landscape.
0:00:09 > 0:00:12Five minutes away, as the crow flies,
0:00:12 > 0:00:15another world, altogether.
0:00:19 > 0:00:21Fuckin' shit!
0:00:21 > 0:00:24Ballysally estate on the edge of Coleraine.
0:00:25 > 0:00:30The toughest of places to be in the teeth of an economic storm.
0:00:30 > 0:00:33Just at breaking point, more or less.
0:00:33 > 0:00:37It has twice the national average of people on unemployment benefit.
0:00:37 > 0:00:42Because it wouldn't pay you to go out and work.
0:00:42 > 0:00:45Some who want to work, can't find a job.
0:00:45 > 0:00:47Because there's so much unemployment,
0:00:47 > 0:00:50there's many people in for every job.
0:00:50 > 0:00:55It's not just our housing estate. All housing estates is the same.
0:00:55 > 0:00:59Those who do work, can still feel blocked at every turn.
0:01:00 > 0:01:03It all adds up. You just can't live
0:01:03 > 0:01:06on what they're saying you should be able to live on.
0:01:06 > 0:01:11But despite the poverty, the hardship, and the Ballyscally nickname,
0:01:11 > 0:01:13this estate is far from broken.
0:01:15 > 0:01:18- Try and see me cock, too! - No, no, we don't want to see it.
0:01:19 > 0:01:22We've followed the ups...
0:01:22 > 0:01:26# For the times they are a changin'. #
0:01:26 > 0:01:29Pleased to inform you that you've been shortlisted...
0:01:29 > 0:01:32- Oh my God!- ..for an interview.
0:01:32 > 0:01:33..the downs...
0:01:33 > 0:01:37Them people would be stupid if they let you go.
0:01:37 > 0:01:38..and the ups...
0:01:38 > 0:01:41This is my play area.
0:01:41 > 0:01:45..of people in what could be the hardest year of their lives.
0:01:45 > 0:01:48This is the story
0:01:48 > 0:01:50of a year on the estate.
0:01:59 > 0:02:01DOGS BARKING
0:02:02 > 0:02:04CHILDREN'S VOICES CLAMOUR
0:02:07 > 0:02:10I'll get you a cup of coffee, anyway.
0:02:10 > 0:02:13Single mum, Louise, is Ballysally, born and bred.
0:02:13 > 0:02:20Only has about two, I only let him have about two.
0:02:20 > 0:02:22Don't you?
0:02:24 > 0:02:28What are you putting in, now? Milk!
0:02:28 > 0:02:29- Milk.- Milk.
0:02:29 > 0:02:33Three-year-old Ryan is the youngest of her five kids.
0:02:33 > 0:02:36They just get up, and if they're up, fair enough,
0:02:36 > 0:02:38if not, I get them up.
0:02:38 > 0:02:42Get them their breakfast, dressed, and all
0:02:42 > 0:02:44they go on up to school theirself.
0:02:44 > 0:02:48Everyone except Jordan is at school.
0:02:48 > 0:02:51This is my play area.
0:02:51 > 0:02:55This is where I play, up here, because I don't really like people
0:02:55 > 0:02:58touching my stuff, you know.
0:02:59 > 0:03:01Whoa!
0:03:01 > 0:03:06It is his 11th birthday today and he didn't fancy it.
0:03:06 > 0:03:09Jordan, he had hid
0:03:09 > 0:03:13below his pillows, in his bedroom.
0:03:13 > 0:03:17And wouldn't go, wouldn't get ready for school, he wouldn't go.
0:03:17 > 0:03:20But because of this birthday and that, I give in to him today.
0:03:20 > 0:03:22That right?
0:03:25 > 0:03:28I tell him, "You have to go to school to get your education
0:03:28 > 0:03:31"and to get a good job and earn money."
0:03:31 > 0:03:34On the dole, you don't get nothing, it's hard enough, look at me,
0:03:34 > 0:03:38trying to struggle on the dole with five of them, keeping them,
0:03:38 > 0:03:41feeding them, clothing them and whatever. It is hard.
0:03:47 > 0:03:48No, son, it'd be harder.
0:03:48 > 0:03:51You need a good education to get a job, son.
0:03:53 > 0:03:56You can't stay on the dole.
0:03:56 > 0:04:01Then again there is no jobs out there for anybody, really.
0:04:16 > 0:04:18Drink's a bastard, Philip.
0:04:20 > 0:04:22Martin's a chronic alcoholic.
0:04:22 > 0:04:27He drinks up to six litres of cider a day, every day.
0:04:27 > 0:04:31Sometimes I think about going away on a wee holiday,
0:04:31 > 0:04:33you know, just for a couple of days.
0:04:35 > 0:04:40No, I mean, fuckin' Rathlin Island, Blackpool or Portrush
0:04:40 > 0:04:45or anything, just anything, to get away for a couple of days. A bit of space.
0:04:45 > 0:04:49You don't really see people out drinking in their gardens, or,
0:04:49 > 0:04:51they keep to themselves a wee bit more.
0:04:51 > 0:04:54I think it's a lot to do with probably pride and that,
0:04:54 > 0:04:57and maybe they don't want to come out and just be known,
0:04:57 > 0:05:00like in any estate, I suppose.
0:05:00 > 0:05:03Emma is an alcohol support worker
0:05:03 > 0:05:06and she's on her way to see Martin.
0:05:06 > 0:05:10I am not just specifically looking to reduce their alcohol.
0:05:10 > 0:05:12Yes, if reduce their alcohol, that's good.
0:05:12 > 0:05:15Yes, if we help with their living conditions, that's good.
0:05:15 > 0:05:18You've so many options you can cover, you know,
0:05:18 > 0:05:22and it's about supporting people that haven't had that support before.
0:05:22 > 0:05:24That's a great thing and that's why it works,
0:05:24 > 0:05:27because they don't feel they're doing everything on their own.
0:05:27 > 0:05:30He's got a friend up here that he thinks, maybe,
0:05:30 > 0:05:34could do with some help, so that'll, potentially, be a new client.
0:05:41 > 0:05:45Hello! I'm Emma. Nice to meet you, Philip.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Emma, I'm getting a mountain bike. - Where you getting that from?
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- Have a look at it, first. - I says, "Is it hot?"- Uh-huh.
0:06:00 > 0:06:01DOORBELL RINGS
0:06:01 > 0:06:05- Who's that? The boy about the bike. I met him up the street.- OK.
0:06:14 > 0:06:16Martin's alcoholism makes him unfit for work.
0:06:16 > 0:06:20He gets nearly £200 a week benefits.
0:06:20 > 0:06:22That includes his rent,
0:06:22 > 0:06:26and a disability living allowance to help with his alcoholism.
0:06:33 > 0:06:37I love it. That'll keep me fit.
0:06:38 > 0:06:40Oh!
0:06:44 > 0:06:46It's suits. It's your colours.
0:06:46 > 0:06:49- Jeepers, it is brand-new looking. - It does look new, hey.
0:06:49 > 0:06:51Job done.
0:06:53 > 0:06:55Just stay sober, that's what I tell you.
0:06:56 > 0:07:00Need to make sure he isn't done for being drunk in charge of a bicycle.
0:07:11 > 0:07:15Hopefully that bike that he got'll help him, to kind of,
0:07:15 > 0:07:18take his mind off, because if he's going about on it
0:07:18 > 0:07:21he'll not be wanting to drink as much, it'll clear his head.
0:07:21 > 0:07:26He can get on the bike and go away, instead of going down and getting, you know, a drink.
0:07:26 > 0:07:29I'm going to get a padlock. I'm not stupid.
0:07:31 > 0:07:35Would you give my head peace? You've been on my case all fuckin' morning.
0:07:35 > 0:07:38You see, you're dotin'. You're not any smarter than me.
0:07:38 > 0:07:41You're 20 years older than me and you're dotin'.
0:07:41 > 0:07:44Look at you. You're not even organised.
0:07:44 > 0:07:46I have only been here under a year
0:07:46 > 0:07:50and I came in here with just a candle in the middle of that floor.
0:07:53 > 0:07:55Ach, shut up!
0:08:02 > 0:08:06Nearly 3,000 people live on the estate,
0:08:06 > 0:08:09but the amenities are poor.
0:08:15 > 0:08:19To go with two community centres there's just one shop and a cafe.
0:08:25 > 0:08:30Upstairs from the cafe, Louise is learning how to decorate.
0:08:30 > 0:08:34- It's a rare break from the kids. - Open up till we get you filled!
0:08:38 > 0:08:40You bitch!
0:08:41 > 0:08:46It's the only laugh I get, coming here, meeting Anna and all.
0:08:46 > 0:08:48Having a laugh, just.
0:08:49 > 0:08:54Louise has never had a job. She had the first of her five kids when she was 17,
0:08:54 > 0:08:57and has lived on benefits ever since.
0:08:58 > 0:09:01You just get Income Support for yourself and you get
0:09:01 > 0:09:05Child Tax Credit for the wains and Child Benefit for the kids.
0:09:05 > 0:09:08So it's about 300 a week,
0:09:08 > 0:09:11but by the time you get your groceries it's over £100
0:09:11 > 0:09:17and then trying to clothe them, you just...
0:09:17 > 0:09:18struggle.
0:09:18 > 0:09:22Louise feels she's stuck in the benefits trap.
0:09:22 > 0:09:25It wouldn't pay me to work.
0:09:25 > 0:09:27By the time you pay out for daycare,
0:09:27 > 0:09:30ones to keep your wains and all for you,
0:09:30 > 0:09:33it wouldn't be worth it.
0:09:33 > 0:09:37RADIO PLAYS
0:09:37 > 0:09:39Stand up.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43Back home, Louise's 17-year-old daughter Sarah is holding the fort.
0:09:43 > 0:09:46- Ryan, who's your mummy? - Louise.- Louise?
0:09:48 > 0:09:51- And who am I?- Sarah.- Sarah.
0:09:51 > 0:09:53Am I your brother or your sister?
0:09:53 > 0:09:57- Brother.- Eh?- Brother. - I'm not your brother.
0:09:57 > 0:10:0115-year-old sister, Kellie-Ann, is showing off her first tattoo.
0:10:01 > 0:10:04I've wanted one for ages and then thought I'll just go get it.
0:10:04 > 0:10:08I was going to get it on my face but that means that
0:10:08 > 0:10:13if you get it on your face you have to wait two weeks
0:10:13 > 0:10:17before it heals so you can wear make-up again,
0:10:17 > 0:10:21so I don't think I'm going to get a tattoo on my face.
0:10:39 > 0:10:45In the mornings, it's just having to get up
0:10:45 > 0:10:47and I just don't like it.
0:10:47 > 0:10:49It's all right whenever I'm there
0:10:49 > 0:10:53but it's just getting up in the mornings.
0:10:53 > 0:10:58By the time I get ready and stuff, it's too late. So it is.
0:11:00 > 0:11:04Kelly-Anne's constant refusal to go to school has brought
0:11:04 > 0:11:08an ultimatum from the education authorities.
0:11:08 > 0:11:11If she doesn't go, her mum could go to jail.
0:11:13 > 0:11:17Just at breaking point, more or less.
0:11:17 > 0:11:21Ready for the mad house.
0:11:23 > 0:11:25God knows where I'll end up.
0:11:25 > 0:11:29Six feet under
0:11:29 > 0:11:32or in fucking jail.
0:11:32 > 0:11:34Or I'll hit her.
0:11:51 > 0:11:54This is the start. I started at half eight this morning.
0:11:54 > 0:11:56PHONE RINGS
0:11:56 > 0:11:58I'm not answering it.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01I'm never going to get out of Ballysally!
0:12:02 > 0:12:06Emma's on her way to meet Martin to help him sort out his benefits.
0:12:06 > 0:12:10I'm the only professional worker they're involved with,
0:12:10 > 0:12:13you have to kinda deal with all those other social issues
0:12:13 > 0:12:15before you can even get to the alcohol.
0:12:15 > 0:12:18It's a bit like peeling back an onion, you know,
0:12:18 > 0:12:22their alcohol issues are in the centre of that, it's an addiction,
0:12:22 > 0:12:27but there are so many other issues surrounding it that are affecting that main issue.
0:12:28 > 0:12:33Martin's just had a back payment of £260,
0:12:33 > 0:12:35and isn't sure how to manage it.
0:12:35 > 0:12:37Right. OK, shh.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41He received a payment today, just to double-check
0:12:41 > 0:12:43when he'll next be getting paid?
0:12:43 > 0:12:46I can pay my fine off easy.
0:12:46 > 0:12:50Right, so it'll go in his bank account the 25th, that's great.
0:12:50 > 0:12:51Is yer man on the ball?
0:12:51 > 0:12:55OK, that's grand, thanks very much. Bye.
0:12:55 > 0:12:58How much have you got at the minute, till we work this out?
0:12:58 > 0:13:00£260.
0:13:00 > 0:13:03What about £60 on the fine?
0:13:03 > 0:13:06That leaves you with £200? Right?
0:13:06 > 0:13:11Take £40 out and that leaves £160. Right, so we pay £60 for the fine.
0:13:11 > 0:13:16But I still need groceries. That's 20 quid.
0:13:16 > 0:13:18There's the 60, that's for the fine.
0:13:18 > 0:13:22- I'll get a wee envelope for you. - What about the dog?
0:13:22 > 0:13:25Do you want to pay a fiver for the dog, too? Or a tenner, or something?
0:13:25 > 0:13:28I'll tell you what I want to do. I want to give you £20.
0:13:28 > 0:13:31That's very, very thoughtful
0:13:31 > 0:13:34- but I can't take that off you. - No, no! Oh, you can!
0:13:34 > 0:13:38- And this here thing... - You can go and buy girly stuff.
0:13:38 > 0:13:42That will get you most things paid off.
0:13:42 > 0:13:45Have a good weekend and I'll see you Monday then. OK?
0:13:45 > 0:13:49'Patience, that's one thing you need in this job.'
0:13:49 > 0:13:51A lot of patience.
0:13:51 > 0:13:55You really do, it can be quite taxing at times.
0:13:55 > 0:13:59I'll always give somebody a chance and not...
0:13:59 > 0:14:04Cos you never know, if you're not in a situation you can never say,
0:14:04 > 0:14:07"Oh, well, I would do it like this or I wouldn't do that,"
0:14:07 > 0:14:12because you really don't. Until you are in a situation you can never
0:14:12 > 0:14:16condemn somebody or talk about the way somebody else is dealing
0:14:16 > 0:14:19with something because you don't know what you would do.
0:14:27 > 0:14:30You know? So...
0:14:30 > 0:14:31One final attempt.
0:14:46 > 0:14:49The estate is mostly made up of council houses.
0:14:51 > 0:14:56Jimmy and Denise are among the minority who own their own home.
0:14:56 > 0:15:00Sometimes he'll say to me, if he's in a hurry,
0:15:00 > 0:15:04any chance of the good fairy coming to make us lunch?
0:15:04 > 0:15:06and sometimes I make it,
0:15:06 > 0:15:08but most times he makes it himself.
0:15:08 > 0:15:11Mummy, where are these going to go?
0:15:11 > 0:15:15I've learned to do it myself.
0:15:15 > 0:15:18Before, Mammy always used to do it for me.
0:15:18 > 0:15:22They both work full-time. Denise is a classroom assistant,
0:15:22 > 0:15:27Jimmy works nights in a warehouse so they don't see much of each other.
0:15:27 > 0:15:32I'd rather he worked through the day and stayed home at night
0:15:32 > 0:15:36- because I've nobody to talk to. - Mummy. Mummy. Mummy.
0:15:36 > 0:15:39- I'm lonely!- You must put one...
0:15:39 > 0:15:42- So I'd rather he had a day job. - Mummy, mummy, mummy.
0:15:42 > 0:15:44It's work, isn't it?
0:15:44 > 0:15:47He's always went to work at night.
0:15:47 > 0:15:49He's always went to work at night.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52At 6:00pm.
0:15:52 > 0:15:55At the end of the day, it gets me money to pay the mortgage,
0:15:55 > 0:16:00hot food in the house, and buy the wains treats.
0:16:00 > 0:16:04A day job would mean Jimmy could spend more time with his family.
0:16:04 > 0:16:10I suppose there are times we'd like to have some quality time
0:16:10 > 0:16:13on our own but...
0:16:16 > 0:16:18You just bounce back at the end of the day.
0:16:18 > 0:16:22- She's OK, Lauren is.- Yeah.
0:16:22 > 0:16:26Their nine-year-old daughter, Lauren, has Spina Bifida,
0:16:26 > 0:16:29so family life revolves around her needs.
0:16:29 > 0:16:32Both Lauren and younger brother, Dylan, miss their dad
0:16:32 > 0:16:37- when he's out at night.- Bye, Dad. - When will you be finished?
0:16:37 > 0:16:43I don't know. Hopefully half one or so. Hopefully anyway.
0:16:43 > 0:16:46- All right.- Give me big hug.
0:16:46 > 0:16:50- What about a kiss?- No! - What do boys do?- Shake hands.
0:16:50 > 0:16:55Are you getting too big for kisses?
0:16:55 > 0:16:57- Me!- Ah!
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- High five!- OK?
0:17:01 > 0:17:04I'll see you later, then.
0:17:08 > 0:17:12Mummy, I think we're missing one.
0:17:14 > 0:17:17- OK?- All right?
0:18:09 > 0:18:12Martin slept rough on the streets for nine years
0:18:12 > 0:18:15and became an alcoholic in the process.
0:18:15 > 0:18:19This flat is a fresh start for him.
0:18:19 > 0:18:22This is our wee house, now.
0:18:22 > 0:18:25Get up there, son, get up.
0:18:25 > 0:18:29That's your seat. That's your seat.
0:18:29 > 0:18:32I worked hard to get the house
0:18:32 > 0:18:35because I was getting sick of getting sick.
0:18:35 > 0:18:40On the street. I'm trying to set up a better environment.
0:18:40 > 0:18:45Everything's good, it's all great because I'm on DLA now.
0:18:45 > 0:18:48The money doesn't matter, it's just the principle of the thing.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55That Disability Living Allowance and a roof over his head
0:18:55 > 0:18:59have made Martin determined to give up the drink.
0:18:59 > 0:19:02I'm going to get rid of the poison.
0:19:02 > 0:19:06If I kept drinking the way I'm drinking, it'd be very hard to pay to live.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09That's why I'm getting ready, I'm getting everything
0:19:09 > 0:19:12I need to keep myself busy before I do it.
0:19:12 > 0:19:14You need something to take your mind off it.
0:19:16 > 0:19:19Just going to be like everybody else, be a person.
0:19:19 > 0:19:23I hope I've got plenty of time in my life to sort out everything.
0:19:45 > 0:19:47Louise is back home.
0:19:47 > 0:19:48You wee bastard!
0:19:48 > 0:19:52And her boys are in fighting form.
0:19:52 > 0:19:54It really does my head in!
0:19:54 > 0:19:57You think they're going to come through the fucking ceiling!
0:20:02 > 0:20:06I do go up and shout and roar at them but it doesn't work!
0:20:06 > 0:20:08They don't listen to her but they listen to me, don't they?
0:20:08 > 0:20:11Aye, they do.
0:20:11 > 0:20:13Get the fuck off the bed!
0:20:13 > 0:20:15Oh!
0:20:15 > 0:20:19Kelly-Ann is still refusing to go to school.
0:20:19 > 0:20:24This is just what I do all day long, I just sit and text.
0:20:24 > 0:20:26There's nothing else to do.
0:20:26 > 0:20:30Apart from go to school, but that's not my thing. So it's not.
0:20:32 > 0:20:36She knows her truancy could land her mum in jail
0:20:36 > 0:20:38but it's not enough to make her go.
0:21:02 > 0:21:04Right.
0:21:10 > 0:21:13That's him eating away there.
0:21:17 > 0:21:20Ah, if I didn't have him I don't know.
0:21:20 > 0:21:23He was the best thing.
0:21:23 > 0:21:26You know, he's good company.
0:21:26 > 0:21:30And he doesn't talk back!
0:21:30 > 0:21:36After some time bracing himself, Martin has given up the drink.
0:21:36 > 0:21:39Bobby, look, look! Bobby.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42Sit! Sit.
0:21:42 > 0:21:43Look.
0:21:46 > 0:21:47Look, Bob.
0:21:55 > 0:22:00I'm very observant. I just like meditating.
0:22:00 > 0:22:02I just sit and meditate.
0:22:04 > 0:22:07Seen that boy up there washing the car yesterday
0:22:07 > 0:22:10and he was washing it for about an hour.
0:22:10 > 0:22:13I thought he was going to take the paint off it.
0:22:13 > 0:22:17These boys here they park their cars exactly the same place every day.
0:22:17 > 0:22:20And them people over there, they never pull their curtains.
0:22:20 > 0:22:23They just keep them the way they are.
0:22:23 > 0:22:28And then their sticker's stuck to the bottom window. With nets on it.
0:22:30 > 0:22:33I'm dead paranoid whenever I'm coming off it.
0:22:33 > 0:22:38I would worry a lot about everything. I would even worry about
0:22:38 > 0:22:42when was the right time to come off the drink because there's always
0:22:42 > 0:22:46appointments and it takes about three or four days before you're OK.
0:22:48 > 0:22:49Know what I mean?
0:22:49 > 0:22:53Don't get me wrong but the temptation's there.
0:22:53 > 0:22:56Mmm-hmm.
0:23:20 > 0:23:22All right?
0:23:26 > 0:23:29It's been cold in there all night, so it has.
0:23:29 > 0:23:32It was better than the other night.
0:23:32 > 0:23:37Jimmy can clock up to 12 hours a night at the frozen food factory.
0:23:37 > 0:23:40He earns just over the minimum wage.
0:23:40 > 0:23:47After tax I have only about £262 just for a 40 hour week, you know?
0:23:47 > 0:23:50It's better off having a job than nothing, you know,
0:23:50 > 0:23:55cos at the moment there's nothing out there.
0:23:57 > 0:24:02I wasted over ten years of my life on the dole. Never any money.
0:24:02 > 0:24:06King for a day, broke for a fortnight. It was no good.
0:24:06 > 0:24:09My mother came up and got me a kick up the backside, told me
0:24:09 > 0:24:12I was going to be a waster and all.
0:24:12 > 0:24:16If it wasn't for my ma, I could still be lying on the dole,
0:24:16 > 0:24:18wasting my life doing nothing that way.
0:24:37 > 0:24:39Come on.
0:24:39 > 0:24:40DYLAN WHINES Don't.
0:24:40 > 0:24:42- Mum, Mum, Mum, Mum.- Don't. Bed.
0:24:42 > 0:24:45HE HOWLS
0:24:45 > 0:24:48MUM LAUGHS
0:24:51 > 0:24:56Bed now. Do you want me to tell Daddy in the morning?
0:24:56 > 0:24:58How naughty you are.
0:24:58 > 0:25:00You are going to be really for it.
0:25:00 > 0:25:02Right, missus, in you go.
0:25:11 > 0:25:14'He really does hate going out at night.'
0:25:14 > 0:25:17He loves being home here in the evenings
0:25:17 > 0:25:24and it's nice for them too. They love having him home in the evenings.
0:25:26 > 0:25:29I miss him in the evenings, I really do.
0:25:30 > 0:25:34He's been doing this night work now, must be four or five years?
0:25:34 > 0:25:39I still don't like it. I don't like him not being here at night.
0:25:41 > 0:25:45- Strawberry, wasn't it?- Aye.
0:25:45 > 0:25:49'What can we do? He's got a job. He's lucky in that respect.'
0:25:49 > 0:25:51Luckier than a lot.
0:25:51 > 0:25:56That he has a job, that we've both got jobs.
0:25:56 > 0:25:59Kiss. Hug.
0:25:59 > 0:26:02Five fingers skin shake. A kiss and hug.
0:26:02 > 0:26:05- Night, night.- Love you.
0:26:05 > 0:26:09Love you.
0:26:09 > 0:26:12Come into my bedroom and give a hug!
0:26:15 > 0:26:19Here are some more, right.
0:26:19 > 0:26:22He's a real diamond. He really is, he works hard.
0:26:23 > 0:26:28He's so considerate, he says, "You need your sleep, you work."
0:26:28 > 0:26:30So he lies on the sofa every night.
0:26:30 > 0:26:33I put down a pillow and a duvet.
0:26:33 > 0:26:37It's so wrong! It really is.
0:26:58 > 0:27:00Thirty-four, that's everything.
0:27:20 > 0:27:25Just have to keep doing this until something else come up.
0:27:47 > 0:27:50Next time on the estate...
0:27:50 > 0:27:53I want a new house today!
0:27:54 > 0:27:57She's saying there's nothing at all.
0:27:59 > 0:28:01Now the two wains are gone,
0:28:01 > 0:28:04you feel like your whole life's over.
0:28:04 > 0:28:07There's no point in me going to school and getting an education
0:28:07 > 0:28:10if I'm going to come out and have nothing.
0:28:10 > 0:28:14Fucking fags is over-rated,
0:28:14 > 0:28:17at least when you get drunk,
0:28:17 > 0:28:21you can be a bit foolish.
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