0:00:04 > 0:00:09Ballysally, home to nearly 3,000 people.
0:00:11 > 0:00:15How they cope in a raging recession
0:00:15 > 0:00:18is the story of a year on The Estate.
0:00:28 > 0:00:35This programme contains strong language and scenes which some viewers may find upsetting
0:00:49 > 0:00:5423-year-old Kyle is coping with an unusual intruder.
0:00:54 > 0:00:56You can't blame it on nothing.
0:00:56 > 0:01:01Unless the fucking foreign tobacco's doing something to me, I don't know.
0:01:02 > 0:01:06He and 16-year-old Annie are convinced his bedroom is haunted.
0:01:08 > 0:01:11I told my da about it and he says, "Ach, your arse."
0:01:11 > 0:01:13I says, "It's caught on video."
0:01:13 > 0:01:15If you'd had seen it with your eye,
0:01:15 > 0:01:18and told somebody, "Aye, they can see whatever you want."
0:01:18 > 0:01:21But it's caught on video. There's proof!
0:01:21 > 0:01:25I never really wanted to believe it until I seen the footage.
0:01:25 > 0:01:29People are going to be thinking I'm a bloody looper.
0:01:30 > 0:01:32She went to bed first.
0:01:32 > 0:01:35She was out cold in a couple of minutes.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38Then I came into bed and I tossed and turned for a minute.
0:01:38 > 0:01:40After about five or ten minutes,
0:01:40 > 0:01:42these wee orbs started floating about the room.
0:01:42 > 0:01:44There.
0:01:44 > 0:01:46It started there.
0:01:46 > 0:01:48Look, going up there.
0:01:48 > 0:01:52It'll come down here and come up the curtain in a minute.
0:01:52 > 0:01:55It's going there and up there.
0:01:55 > 0:01:59I like having sex with an audience so it'll make no difference to me!
0:02:01 > 0:02:05It would be off-putting for me. I can't believe you said that.
0:02:05 > 0:02:09It's kind of off-putting the dog being in the room when you're at it!
0:02:09 > 0:02:11I thought you said you like an audience.
0:02:11 > 0:02:13The dog's a different story.
0:02:13 > 0:02:17Beats watching Jeremy Kyle at half one on ITV2.
0:02:19 > 0:02:23Need something to do. Something with a bit of excitement.
0:02:39 > 0:02:42Can you open that? That's a good girl, Lauren.
0:02:42 > 0:02:46Jimmy and Denise, at last, have a potential buyer who wants to view their house.
0:02:46 > 0:02:49They need to be smart about the room they have to offer.
0:02:52 > 0:02:54The things you do.
0:02:54 > 0:02:57They're doing all they can to make the house more attractive.
0:02:57 > 0:03:00- You're not getting rid of that! - It's just going in the car.
0:03:00 > 0:03:02Hiding stuff!
0:03:05 > 0:03:09We've so much junk in this house, we're hiding it in my car!
0:03:11 > 0:03:16Try and make the house look a bit neater and make the rooms look bigger.
0:03:16 > 0:03:19A mad dash at the last hurdle.
0:03:19 > 0:03:23So, I think a couple more boxes and that will be it. Sorted.
0:03:23 > 0:03:27Dylan, stay off that grass. It's all wet.
0:03:27 > 0:03:30We'd kind of written off the rest of this year.
0:03:30 > 0:03:32We'd written it off, saying,
0:03:32 > 0:03:37"We'll redecorate, do a few odds and ends and be ready for next spring."
0:03:39 > 0:03:42Catriona, you wouldn't mind moving that bit of wood?
0:03:42 > 0:03:44We've got a viewer coming to look at the house.
0:03:44 > 0:03:47- You want me to move it?- Just throw that down out of the way.- Aye.
0:03:47 > 0:03:52- You know the way some people are. - It's all going to the skip, you see.
0:03:52 > 0:03:55I'm not counting my chickens. I'm just glad someone's...
0:03:55 > 0:04:00Well, if she turns up! I'm just glad somebody's coming to see the house.
0:04:00 > 0:04:02It's been so long!
0:04:14 > 0:04:17Hello, Jim. How are you today?
0:04:17 > 0:04:22All right, well, I'm out here now so come on down whenever you're ready.
0:04:22 > 0:04:25That'll do. See you in a minute, bye.
0:04:29 > 0:04:33Alcohol support worker Emma is taking Jim for a daytrip to the beach.
0:04:33 > 0:04:37He says he's all right. Sounds a bit tired, I think.
0:04:37 > 0:04:40Apart from that, he sounds all right. He's sober.
0:04:40 > 0:04:41That's the main thing.
0:04:45 > 0:04:46Good morning to you all.
0:04:49 > 0:04:51I was thinking, since it was a nice day,
0:04:51 > 0:04:53we could go to Portstewart or something.
0:04:53 > 0:04:57- That's what I was thinking myself. - Stay outside instead of sitting in.
0:04:57 > 0:05:01But Jim's cheeriness masks a darker mood.
0:05:01 > 0:05:04He's on the verge of an alcoholic meltdown.
0:05:04 > 0:05:07I had to take a diazepam this morning.
0:05:07 > 0:05:09Did you take one last night?
0:05:09 > 0:05:13Aye, it done no good, Emma. My head was spinning like a top.
0:05:13 > 0:05:17I think we're going to make another appointment, Jim.
0:05:17 > 0:05:20It's maybe not the tablets, do you know what I mean?
0:05:20 > 0:05:23It's a bloody nervous breakdown that's been going on
0:05:23 > 0:05:25for fucking years.
0:05:25 > 0:05:28I'm on the edge here and I don't give a shit really.
0:05:28 > 0:05:32- You're all right...- I'm not all right, Emma!- You will be OK.
0:05:32 > 0:05:35I've a Stanley knife in the house.
0:05:37 > 0:05:39I'll cut my jugular to fuck.
0:05:39 > 0:05:44There's no point in letting this build up. It's away. It's no more.
0:05:44 > 0:05:47Things are good at the minute. OK, we have a wee blip at the minute,
0:05:47 > 0:05:48but we'll get through.
0:05:48 > 0:05:51We'll sort it out the way we've had everything else sorted out.
0:05:51 > 0:05:53I'm doing so fucking well.
0:05:53 > 0:05:58- I'm not giving up on you yet, Jim. - What else must I do?
0:05:58 > 0:06:03We're in Portstewart, we're going to get an ice cream and that's all I want you to think about, OK?
0:06:03 > 0:06:06- We'll take today as it comes, all right?- Yeah.
0:06:15 > 0:06:20I'm going to put the water heater on for 10 or 15 minutes.
0:06:20 > 0:06:23Kyle is a changed man.
0:06:23 > 0:06:27I tried to have a drink on Saturday night after fishing, but...
0:06:27 > 0:06:29I don't know what it is now.
0:06:29 > 0:06:33Every time I drink, I drink about one glass.
0:06:33 > 0:06:36He found me.
0:06:36 > 0:06:39His relationship with Annie is going from strength to strength.
0:06:39 > 0:06:45I've always wanted to settle down and I think I'm at the age now...
0:06:45 > 0:06:47so it's about time I did.
0:06:47 > 0:06:51And he's doing his best to shake off his playboy reputation.
0:06:51 > 0:06:55There's part of me misses what I used to be.
0:06:55 > 0:07:00Where I could go out five nights drinking, do whatever I want,
0:07:00 > 0:07:02and then have no worries about it in the morning.
0:07:02 > 0:07:05I've already told him if he wants to do that he can,
0:07:05 > 0:07:08I'm not stopping him, but I'll not be here.
0:07:08 > 0:07:10I would say I've a bit of a reputation.
0:07:10 > 0:07:14I've went with some fat middens in my life I'm definitely not proud of.
0:07:14 > 0:07:16That many, I can't even flipping mind.
0:07:16 > 0:07:20I was 13 when I lost my virginity.
0:07:20 > 0:07:23Everybody was talking about it so it happened.
0:07:25 > 0:07:29It wasn't the best experience like, but sure the first one never is.
0:07:30 > 0:07:33It's not as if you can Google how to do it!
0:07:33 > 0:07:36I guarantee in my lifetime I've probably spent
0:07:36 > 0:07:38about flippin' £50 on pregnancy tests.
0:07:38 > 0:07:42I never covered up as well so it was half my own fault.
0:07:42 > 0:07:45- That'll be our baby for a while. - Yeah, that'll be our baby for..
0:07:45 > 0:07:47She's our baby.
0:07:47 > 0:07:48..until we're ready.
0:07:50 > 0:07:55I could do with a job before I have another baby.
0:07:55 > 0:07:58WATER RUNNING Here. Come here.
0:07:58 > 0:08:00Come here! Where are you going?
0:08:00 > 0:08:02In the bath, you stinky shit!
0:08:11 > 0:08:16I would have got rum and raisin but I was scared it would make me sick!
0:08:16 > 0:08:21That would be a sad loss. I never even thought of that!
0:08:21 > 0:08:24Emma has managed to calm Jim down.
0:08:24 > 0:08:27You definitely have settled a good bit.
0:08:27 > 0:08:30- Had you nothing to eat this morning? - Not a thing, no.
0:08:30 > 0:08:33I think you just needed to get out and clear your head.
0:08:33 > 0:08:35That's it, yes.
0:08:35 > 0:08:39- Just everything comes out in one go. - Before I'd have been reaching for the bottle.
0:08:39 > 0:08:42That's the thing. That shows how much stronger you are.
0:08:44 > 0:08:48Yeah. There's light at the end of the tunnel.
0:08:48 > 0:08:51If I keep the way I'm going, that's it, like.
0:08:51 > 0:08:54As far as I'm concerned, if I get a year over me,
0:08:54 > 0:08:56the battle's beat.
0:08:56 > 0:09:01Cos I've always been so close to a year and then I've had a drink.
0:09:23 > 0:09:2715-year-old Kelly Ann's mind is made up.
0:09:27 > 0:09:29She doesn't want kids anytime soon.
0:09:29 > 0:09:31They're just so much work.
0:09:31 > 0:09:37I'm just lazy, couldn't be arsed to get up and feed them.
0:09:37 > 0:09:39I just wouldn't be bothered.
0:09:39 > 0:09:43I'd be shouting at my ma to do it all cos she's already done it, so she can do it.
0:09:43 > 0:09:45I just wouldn't be bothered.
0:09:45 > 0:09:50She's been using precautions and mum Louise has just found out.
0:09:51 > 0:09:54I didn't say to her. She found the condoms in my bag
0:09:54 > 0:09:55and that's how she knew.
0:09:55 > 0:09:58Like, I never actually said to her but whenever she'd said to me
0:09:58 > 0:10:01I didn't deny it or anything, so I didn't.
0:10:01 > 0:10:03But I think that's the best way to be.
0:10:03 > 0:10:07You're better off telling the truth than keeping it from them.
0:10:07 > 0:10:11I mean, that's the way I was whenever I started smoking as well.
0:10:11 > 0:10:12I mean, I just told her.
0:10:12 > 0:10:16In a way, I am glad she has come and said about it, like,
0:10:16 > 0:10:18because me ma never told me nothing like that.
0:10:20 > 0:10:27But...at the same time, she's too young to be doing things like that.
0:10:27 > 0:10:30I dread to think what she was doing at my age.
0:10:30 > 0:10:33I wasn't doing anything because your grandad would've killed me!
0:10:33 > 0:10:38She shouldn't be doing it. She should be thinking of her career.
0:10:38 > 0:10:41Kelly Ann's booked a doctor's appointment to get advice
0:10:41 > 0:10:44about her contraceptive options.
0:10:44 > 0:10:48It's what I want to do, so, I think it's for the best as well,
0:10:48 > 0:10:54but cos I am so young, they're like, "Just imagine having a wean at this age."
0:10:54 > 0:10:58It's not...not good.
0:11:17 > 0:11:20You're are really so going to hurt yourself!
0:11:20 > 0:11:26We don't let her do that, but she does it sneakily. Sneaky!
0:11:26 > 0:11:29The house-viewer has been and gone without making an offer.
0:11:29 > 0:11:33But Denise and Jimmy are more determined than ever to sell their house.
0:11:33 > 0:11:38The race is on to get these two rooms done as quick as possible,
0:11:38 > 0:11:40in case we do get lookers.
0:11:44 > 0:11:47They're hoping a fresh coat of paint will make the difference.
0:11:49 > 0:11:53I haven't seen Lauren's room like this before.
0:11:53 > 0:11:55I suppose you don't remember.
0:11:55 > 0:11:57And where the hell is that wee fairy thing?
0:11:59 > 0:12:01What about my room?
0:12:01 > 0:12:04Your room will be getting done next, never you worry.
0:12:04 > 0:12:08Well, what do you think?
0:12:08 > 0:12:12- What happened to my room?! - Are you OK?
0:12:12 > 0:12:17She's wanting this room done inside five minutes.
0:12:17 > 0:12:19We'll wave a magic wand, will we?
0:12:19 > 0:12:24You're too slow at it, Daddy. Dad, when are putting that wallpaper up?
0:12:24 > 0:12:27- I want it all done today. - All done today?- Yeah.
0:12:27 > 0:12:30You won't even get any dinner either.
0:12:30 > 0:12:33Well, how's it going?
0:12:33 > 0:12:37That's all the paper off now.
0:12:37 > 0:12:41Hopefully it will work. Hopefully it will do the trick.
0:12:54 > 0:12:58I better not do that, I've so much hairspray in my hair.
0:12:58 > 0:13:02Kelly Ann is babysitting her youngest brother Ryan...
0:13:03 > 0:13:05Hello!
0:13:05 > 0:13:08..with the help of big sister Sarah.
0:13:08 > 0:13:12I don't like doing dishes. It makes my hands all dry.
0:13:12 > 0:13:14Well, it needs to be done.
0:13:14 > 0:13:18- You're here.- If I wasn't here they would have sat here.
0:13:18 > 0:13:20Mummy would have done them.
0:13:21 > 0:13:22Get away, Kelly Ann!
0:13:24 > 0:13:2717-year-old Sarah lives with her boyfriend.
0:13:27 > 0:13:29He's just given her a promise ring.
0:13:29 > 0:13:32Get away with that ring, Kelly Ann.
0:13:36 > 0:13:40I want to be engaged. I need to find a boyfriend.
0:13:40 > 0:13:42A half-decent one first.
0:13:42 > 0:13:46Sarah, you get on like I go with all the fucking dickheads!
0:13:49 > 0:13:50Shut up!
0:14:07 > 0:14:11Kyle too thinks it's time to make a commitment.
0:14:16 > 0:14:20I'm going to get my girlfriend an engagement ring.
0:14:21 > 0:14:25Well, we've been going long enough. Just getting to the next step.
0:14:25 > 0:14:29I got paid this week and last week so I sort of have money.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34I'll be getting her ring and then later on, I'll be going up
0:14:34 > 0:14:38to order a couple of new fishing rods for myself.
0:14:47 > 0:14:50Aye, dead on. £1,800. No chance.
0:14:52 > 0:14:55Let's hope Argos still have that ring.
0:15:03 > 0:15:06Saved myself a hundred quid there.
0:15:06 > 0:15:08Happy it was down in price too.
0:15:10 > 0:15:13Not only has he saved for the ring.
0:15:13 > 0:15:16He reckons he has a master plan to make Annie say yes.
0:15:16 > 0:15:20Rose petals going from the front door into the bedroom.
0:15:20 > 0:15:24Have the ring on the dog somewhere.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29And then when she comes in the door she'll see a wee note,
0:15:29 > 0:15:31follow the rose petals into the bedroom.
0:15:33 > 0:15:36When she goes in there'll be the dog and me.
0:15:39 > 0:15:41And I'll propose in the room.
0:15:53 > 0:15:55Recycling.
0:15:57 > 0:16:02Jim is back on the drink and it's turned into a three week binge.
0:16:08 > 0:16:11On a serious bender like this, Emma's unable to help him.
0:16:13 > 0:16:17You just kind of get anxious because there isn't an awful lot I can do.
0:16:17 > 0:16:20At the end of the day, I'm only an Outreach worker.
0:16:20 > 0:16:23The thing with alcohol is you can't be counselled
0:16:23 > 0:16:26while you've alcohol on board, it just wouldn't work.
0:16:26 > 0:16:30Event to get a proper psychiatric assessment isn't going to work
0:16:30 > 0:16:32while the person is drinking alcohol
0:16:32 > 0:16:35because alcohol will change them so much.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38So really, for them to get a true assessment, they need to be sober,
0:16:38 > 0:16:40so there isn't an awful lot those people can do.
0:16:40 > 0:16:44I suppose my job is to get them to that stage and pass them on.
0:16:47 > 0:16:51Ah! Nectar. Nectar of the gods.
0:16:52 > 0:16:57I was doing great. Emma helped me so much, but...
0:17:02 > 0:17:05I shouldn't be drinking, I know that.
0:17:05 > 0:17:09Emma will give me the riot act when she sees me again.
0:17:09 > 0:17:10So...
0:17:10 > 0:17:13And that's what I need.
0:17:13 > 0:17:18Someone to tell me, "Get a grip.
0:17:18 > 0:17:22"You were doing so well, what are you doing now?"
0:17:22 > 0:17:25I'm being an eejit.
0:17:26 > 0:17:27Badness.
0:17:29 > 0:17:30Pure badness.
0:17:32 > 0:17:34It's an uphill struggle.
0:17:37 > 0:17:42It's an uphill struggle but I've done it before, I can do it again.
0:17:43 > 0:17:45You know I can. I know I can.
0:17:47 > 0:17:51Alcohol normally makes me happy
0:17:51 > 0:17:55but I'm drinking for the sake of drinking now, to tell you the truth.
0:17:55 > 0:17:58It's that or kill myself, you know.
0:18:00 > 0:18:03The sober Jim's long gone.
0:18:05 > 0:18:09This is the end of the road Jim.
0:18:11 > 0:18:14This is the end of the road Jim. I've given up.
0:18:28 > 0:18:30What are you trying to do?
0:18:30 > 0:18:32It's the wrong way.
0:18:35 > 0:18:37MUSIC BEGINS
0:18:38 > 0:18:40What are you doing?
0:18:48 > 0:18:51Ben! For God's sake!
0:18:51 > 0:18:54Louise has just found out that she's going to be a granny.
0:18:54 > 0:18:59I was 18 when she was born... No, I wasn't, I was 17.
0:19:02 > 0:19:0617-year-old daughter Sarah is pregnant.
0:19:06 > 0:19:09Just following in my footsteps.
0:19:11 > 0:19:13Making the same mistake as I done.
0:19:13 > 0:19:17So I can't really say much, you know what I mean?
0:19:17 > 0:19:21But sleepless nights and nappies are the last thing Kelly Ann wants.
0:19:21 > 0:19:25Cos I don't want to be lumbered with a wean at 15.
0:19:26 > 0:19:28It's just stupid.
0:19:28 > 0:19:31Kelly Ann, you won't be the only 15-year-old to get pregnant.
0:19:31 > 0:19:34She's been fitted with a contraceptive implant.
0:19:34 > 0:19:38It doesn't stop you from getting STIs or STDs or nothing.
0:19:41 > 0:19:43But it's better than being on nothing.
0:19:44 > 0:19:47Kelly Ann's just a wee bit too young to be pregnant.
0:19:49 > 0:19:51Oh, my God, I'm done.
0:19:51 > 0:19:54I'd make a good mummy.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01But...it's not going to happen yet, is it?
0:20:01 > 0:20:04For another three years.
0:20:04 > 0:20:07Thank God.
0:20:28 > 0:20:32There's something wrong with my head but I don't know what it is.
0:20:32 > 0:20:35It takes a psychiatrist to tell me what it is.
0:20:35 > 0:20:39After his three week binge, Jim is sober, but fragile.
0:20:39 > 0:20:44I'm taking the help. I'm more off the drink than I am on it.
0:20:46 > 0:20:49Even that last binge I had, I didn't drink vodka.
0:20:49 > 0:20:52I drank beer.
0:20:52 > 0:20:55Right enough, I drank too much beer. I went on a three week bender!
0:20:55 > 0:20:57But I didn't drink the vodka.
0:20:57 > 0:21:02But I know the state of mind I'm in at the minute that
0:21:02 > 0:21:05if I did go on a mad bender,
0:21:05 > 0:21:09a mad bender for two or three weeks, fuck knows what I could do.
0:21:12 > 0:21:14There's knives there.
0:21:14 > 0:21:18It doesn't take long to just fucking say, "Fuck it."
0:21:18 > 0:21:22And commit Harakiri.
0:21:22 > 0:21:25No-one worries about anyone anymore.
0:21:25 > 0:21:29I've no worries, the people's no worries.
0:21:29 > 0:21:31Another dead drunk.
0:21:31 > 0:21:34Another statistic.
0:21:38 > 0:21:39Afternoon.
0:21:39 > 0:21:43Emma's convinced Jim to go into rehab.
0:21:44 > 0:21:47I want to start me life anew, clean slate.
0:21:47 > 0:21:52And try to live the second half of my life the way I should have lived
0:21:52 > 0:21:56the first instead of fucking up all the time through drink.
0:21:57 > 0:22:01Hopefully, it will be a big crossroads in breaking it.
0:22:01 > 0:22:04because there's a lot of things going on in Jim's head
0:22:04 > 0:22:07that he's addressed to a certain extent,
0:22:07 > 0:22:12but he needs to completely get to the bottom of and let go of.
0:22:12 > 0:22:18- Oh, aye.- And I think that the only way to that would be an intense treatment programme.
0:22:18 > 0:22:21I am hopeful, very hopeful. Determined.
0:22:21 > 0:22:24More than hopeful, determined.
0:22:24 > 0:22:27Cut the fucking habit out altogether.
0:22:27 > 0:22:30Number one, I'd have more money,
0:22:30 > 0:22:34and a better fucking normal lifestyle, instead of madness.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37I reckon that's the best thing for the drugs and all,
0:22:37 > 0:22:42is to get into fucking Northland and get it all sorted.
0:22:42 > 0:22:44Jim now has to wait for a place at the clinic.
0:22:56 > 0:22:58I put my handbag in there.
0:22:59 > 0:23:02Can we do up and down kerbs, first of all?
0:23:02 > 0:23:06Lauren's about to road test her new wheelchair for the first time.
0:23:06 > 0:23:10Can we do up and down a kerb?
0:23:10 > 0:23:14Dad Jimmy's on hand to catch her... if she falls.
0:23:17 > 0:23:19That's maybe too high. See, like that. Push.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22Push.
0:23:24 > 0:23:28Lauren's mobility is deteriorating because of her Spina Bifida.
0:23:29 > 0:23:34She's starting to drag her wee leg again which is a shame
0:23:34 > 0:23:40cos Lauren might end up stuck in a wheelchair permanent, you know.
0:23:40 > 0:23:44The two of us are proud of her, what she's come through.
0:23:44 > 0:23:49I was going to say a great wee girl but I suppose she's going to
0:23:49 > 0:23:52turn into a young woman soon. We are really proud.
0:23:52 > 0:23:56It's just great seeing the wee smile on her face.
0:23:56 > 0:23:58She brightens up your day, you know.
0:24:06 > 0:24:11We've always said Lauren is special. So she is.
0:24:11 > 0:24:16I wouldn't change her for the world, you know.
0:24:16 > 0:24:19You're a great wee girl, aren't you?
0:24:22 > 0:24:25- Daddy, can we go to the sweetie shop?- I've no money.
0:24:25 > 0:24:27I have to go to the bank.
0:24:29 > 0:24:34We'll have to raid your piggy bank. Take all the 2ps and 1ps out of it.
0:24:44 > 0:24:49After a week of waiting, there's still no word for Jim about rehab.
0:24:52 > 0:24:56His answer is to hit the bottle... and worse.
0:24:59 > 0:25:04I'd received a phone call from Jim where he had been quite abusive
0:25:04 > 0:25:07and we'd spoken to him
0:25:07 > 0:25:14and decided that he might need to take some time out from the project.
0:25:14 > 0:25:17Not that we would cut him off completely.
0:25:17 > 0:25:20We made him aware that if he did need us we were there.
0:25:20 > 0:25:23It was just to make him aware of his behaviour.
0:25:23 > 0:25:25I rang to explain that to him.
0:25:25 > 0:25:27I wanted to keep it quite informal
0:25:27 > 0:25:30because we didn't want him to feel abandoned.
0:25:32 > 0:25:34I knew she was helping me so well.
0:25:34 > 0:25:38I thought... I've really messed up here
0:25:38 > 0:25:42so I went to the off-licence
0:25:42 > 0:25:49and I got eight tins of Stella Artois and I drunk four of them.
0:25:49 > 0:25:52Like, the four tins of Stella nearly knocked me out, man.
0:25:52 > 0:25:56I got really dizzy because I was on the Antabuse tablets.
0:25:56 > 0:26:01I don't know what time it was. Later. I started phoning and...
0:26:04 > 0:26:10I turned on my phone to find a number of voicemails from Jim.
0:26:10 > 0:26:14Just very abusive and really to the stage
0:26:14 > 0:26:17where he was threatening my life.
0:26:19 > 0:26:25Yes, I threatened to kill her but it's an old '70s expression.
0:26:25 > 0:26:30"I'll rip your head off, I'll fucking kill you."
0:26:30 > 0:26:37I was brought up in bars in the '70s in Londonderry, man.
0:26:37 > 0:26:39Everybody used...
0:26:39 > 0:26:42It was drunken and disorderly in them days,
0:26:42 > 0:26:44but now it's threats to kill.
0:26:47 > 0:26:50It was very, very frightening. As professional as you want to be
0:26:50 > 0:26:54and as professional and prepared as you can be, you can't really
0:26:54 > 0:26:57prepare yourself for something like that.
0:26:57 > 0:27:00This was not something that had been building up over
0:27:00 > 0:27:04a couple of months and I was, like, just waiting for it.
0:27:04 > 0:27:07I wasn't prepared for it at all.
0:27:11 > 0:27:13This is it. This is it.
0:27:13 > 0:27:17No more drink entering this fucking body ever again. No.
0:27:18 > 0:27:22Not when you act like that, kid. Can't be done.
0:27:22 > 0:27:24I deserve everything I get.
0:27:33 > 0:27:36Jim was convicted of threatening to kill Emma.
0:27:36 > 0:27:39He received a six month suspended sentence,
0:27:39 > 0:27:42a fine and a restraining order.
0:27:45 > 0:27:48Next time on the estate...
0:27:49 > 0:27:53Just know it's coming soon and I really can't be bothered.
0:27:53 > 0:27:56I know I have to so... I'm just going to have to.
0:28:05 > 0:28:08I never thought I'd see the day that Kyle went to a church.
0:28:08 > 0:28:10He's proved me wrong.
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