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:00:00. > :00:00.Power to the people, but do protests really make a difference?

:00:00. > :00:08.As the Scottish child abuse inquiry begins,

:00:09. > :00:12.we speak to a survivor from a top private school.

:00:13. > :00:40.And the Flying Scotsman - Graeme Obree's with us live.

:00:41. > :00:47.Hello and welcome to Timeline. There's a lot of Brexit and Scottish

:00:48. > :00:56.budget news. But no-one grabbed more head lines than President Trump.

:00:57. > :01:00.Thank you for all your feedback through the week.

:01:01. > :01:04.We don't see you on the telly for ages, and now you're

:01:05. > :01:14.It's lovely to meet you. I'm Shereen.

:01:15. > :01:18.I'm a genuine fan. Bobby filled out the nomination form

:01:19. > :01:24.to nominate you as one of Scotland's community heroes. According to this,

:01:25. > :01:29.you have served your community to exceptional standard, you are an

:01:30. > :01:33.unsung hero... What was that like? Great fun.

:01:34. > :01:36.I think you got into Charles Kennedy!

:01:37. > :01:39.First tonight - Donald Trump is all over our news feeds,

:01:40. > :01:41.and social media proved vital in motivating 1.8 million people

:01:42. > :01:44.in the UK to sign a petition calling for the President's official state

:01:45. > :01:50.It also mobilised people all over Scotland to get out on the streets.

:01:51. > :01:57.The United States is all the poorer for having him as a President. I

:01:58. > :01:59.feel sorry for those people there. I'm glad that I've living in

:02:00. > :02:12.Scotland and not in the United States at the moment. Why are you

:02:13. > :02:16.wasting your time? My two sisters are in America, they relocated

:02:17. > :02:21.there, now he wants to deport them. He is persecuting my family, that's

:02:22. > :02:27.the main thing. Second, he's persecuting Muslims. Third, he's

:02:28. > :02:29.persecuting human beings! Those are the scenes this week,

:02:30. > :02:34.Here in the studio is equality activist Samina Ansari,

:02:35. > :02:49.and in London is Tom Slater from Spiked Online.

:02:50. > :02:51.Samina, how did you feel watching these protests

:02:52. > :03:05.I was quite in awe. I thought it was phenomenal that people wanted to

:03:06. > :03:07.stand shoulder to shoulder in some dart against the situation, against

:03:08. > :03:10.How did you feel watching these protests

:03:11. > :03:24.We are getting involved in protests. Certainly from myself, if we look at

:03:25. > :03:29.history, there has been protest, whether it has been fro Rosa Parks,

:03:30. > :03:33.whether it has been from other people, where people have takening

:03:34. > :03:38.to the streets and from that, there has been a change in policy. The

:03:39. > :03:43.Iraq war, there was 1 million people out protesting, it did not stop the

:03:44. > :03:47.war? You're right but it changed the course of politics. In terms of the

:03:48. > :03:51.credibility of the leaders, the parties in power, it changed that.

:03:52. > :03:55.It encouraged people to be interested in politics. It didn't

:03:56. > :03:59.stop the war but it did change the landscape.

:04:00. > :04:02.Tom Slater, she has a point? Definitely, one of the most

:04:03. > :04:08.heartening things post the election of Donald Trump, is the fact it

:04:09. > :04:12.brought people out en masse, to reinvigorate people. Protest can

:04:13. > :04:18.make a difference and affect change but in relation to these protests

:04:19. > :04:22.there must be a clear cut demand and assessment of what is going on. What

:04:23. > :04:29.is troubling me looking at the protests is that there is a lack of

:04:30. > :04:34.clarity and a tendency of sometimes it being hysterical. There is a joke

:04:35. > :04:38.that ends with the reference to the Nazis, it seems that every argument

:04:39. > :04:44.with regards to Donald Trump starts with rhetoric. There is an element

:04:45. > :04:48.where we are clouding the issue and peddle an opposing politics of fear,

:04:49. > :04:55.rather than taking up his arguments. So it is heartening to see the

:04:56. > :04:59.protests but we would like to see clear cut arguments about the

:05:00. > :05:03.change. Samina Ansari, do you think it is becoming hysterical? I think

:05:04. > :05:10.that the guest has a point in terms of there must be an ask in terms of

:05:11. > :05:15.of the protest. So the protests is raising awareness. So they have that

:05:16. > :05:20.place but in terms of the petitions, that you touched upon, 1.8 million

:05:21. > :05:25.people signed that, and in terms of that ask to stop the visit so. There

:05:26. > :05:30.is a place in terms of protest and asking but I don't see hysteria in

:05:31. > :05:35.terms of the protests. They have been peaceful.

:05:36. > :05:39.They have been peaceful, with regards to what Tom was say being

:05:40. > :05:46.the Nazi reference is that hysterical, does it defeat the

:05:47. > :05:53.purpose? What I did see, especially on social media, in reference to

:05:54. > :06:00.Donald Trump's family, or his appearance, I don't like that

:06:01. > :06:03.mocking of features but in terms of other movements and sentiment around

:06:04. > :06:08.it, I agree with it. Tom, do you think it is having

:06:09. > :06:12.impact, the protests and the petition here, across the pond at

:06:13. > :06:18.all? I worry in some respects that the impact of the protests are

:06:19. > :06:22.counterpart. We have heard of raising awareness but who are we

:06:23. > :06:30.raising awareness or arguing with? It is fair to say you can attribute

:06:31. > :06:34.a section of the Trump to being this understandable reaction to the way

:06:35. > :06:39.in which the lib rails and the left have spoken of Donald Trump over the

:06:40. > :06:45.years. So treating concern over immigration is suspect, and then the

:06:46. > :06:51.hysterical tendency to shout down people that they disagree with that.

:06:52. > :06:56.And the that is a swinging of a blunt response. There is a concern

:06:57. > :07:00.of playing into the caricature of the extreme liberal in that respect.

:07:01. > :07:06.We are entrenching his vote, rather than challenging it. Unless we

:07:07. > :07:11.believe that all of the million of people that voted for Trump are

:07:12. > :07:15.abrant fascists, there must be something that they are concerned

:07:16. > :07:20.about that we don't fully understand, and that is clouded out

:07:21. > :07:25.in the protests at the moment. Samina Ansari, is there a point that

:07:26. > :07:29.both sides must find a way of communicating with each other? There

:07:30. > :07:36.is that element. But people are standing up against the rhetoric

:07:37. > :07:42.coming out, the misogyny, the Islam phobic, the homophobic, they have

:07:43. > :07:45.found a way to do that, whilst there should be communication fro both

:07:46. > :07:50.parties, it is being done peacefully.

:07:51. > :07:53.And I wonder if the presence of the President on social media is

:07:54. > :07:57.amifying the noise with all of the tweeting that the President is

:07:58. > :08:02.doing? I'm sure that there is an element to that. But I would like to

:08:03. > :08:08.see clear cut arguments in relation to taking up on these things and the

:08:09. > :08:15.focus on his tone, vulgarness, the fact he is willing to say offensive

:08:16. > :08:20.things at the Tron drop of a hat on Twitter at 3.00am, is clouding the

:08:21. > :08:25.issue. The striking of calls for Theresa May not to normalise Trump

:08:26. > :08:31.and not to treat him as a state leader, we are in danger of

:08:32. > :08:38.whitewashing Trump or those that went after him. We need clear cut

:08:39. > :08:49.arguments, rather than treating him as a singular hit figure.

:08:50. > :08:54.Thank you very much. It is interesting what you are saying

:08:55. > :08:58.about the language that is being used, the language by Donald Trump

:08:59. > :09:01.Here's rhetoric expert and political scientist,

:09:02. > :09:12.Thank you very much. Donald Trump breaks with the generic

:09:13. > :09:18.expectations of political speaking. Rhetoric is the name given to the

:09:19. > :09:21.ancient art of persuasion. We must persuade a majority of people...

:09:22. > :09:26.Trying to convince people to see the world in a certain way, to support

:09:27. > :09:31.your cause. I believe in the United Kingdom. I believe in the union.

:09:32. > :09:35.By appealing to their emotions. The people of Scotland are speaking.

:09:36. > :09:39.Persuading people by something of your own character. I will stay true

:09:40. > :09:44.to my word. As well as persuading people by

:09:45. > :09:48.logical argument There will be no deal.

:09:49. > :09:53.Part of Trump's appeal, is that he does not speak in the same way as

:09:54. > :09:58.normal politicians. What the hell is going on? At the speech in which

:09:59. > :10:03.Donald Trump is talking about his time in Scotland, just around the

:10:04. > :10:07.period of the Brexit referendum... I went to Scotland, it was right after

:10:08. > :10:11.the vote, which, by the way, I hate to say but they asked me what do you

:10:12. > :10:14.think, I said I think it was going to pass.

:10:15. > :10:20.It is really not like a political speech. But then handicap and Obama

:10:21. > :10:25.called it totally wrong. On the one hand that is as he is

:10:26. > :10:30.speaking in a very off the cuff way. There was so many press it looked

:10:31. > :10:36.like the Academy Awards you have never seen.

:10:37. > :10:39.And how it shows itself in his conversational style of speaking, he

:10:40. > :10:45.meanders, he does not follow a point. They wanted me to hold a

:10:46. > :10:50.club, no, no, I don't want that picture.

:10:51. > :10:53.He is stilling a story... I own 100 of it and I don't have a mortgage on

:10:54. > :10:58.the prompt He is speaking more from the

:10:59. > :11:04.entertainment side. They showed me hitting a shot. But wait a minute,

:11:05. > :11:11.they had me playing. Then all of the reporters said... I swear to God, I

:11:12. > :11:17.didn't play. I didn't play. It reaffirms that the media are

:11:18. > :11:21.lying. That they can't trust you. It's totally dishonest, folks.

:11:22. > :11:29.What you try to do is establish a connection. Donald Trump does, a

:11:30. > :11:33.lot, is to use the word "you" I am with you, I will fight for you and I

:11:34. > :11:38.will win for you. Usually, we may think that is a bad

:11:39. > :11:42.idea from the point of view from rhetoric, not building a distance

:11:43. > :11:46.between you and the audience. When Mexico sends its people, they are

:11:47. > :11:51.not sending its best, they're not sending you.

:11:52. > :11:55.The way that Donald Trump does it is he links the I, the you and the we.

:11:56. > :11:58.We are going to make our country great again.

:11:59. > :12:04.He presents himself as the man who's going to do things for you. I will

:12:05. > :12:08.build a great, great wall... Jooishgs You're going to get tired

:12:09. > :12:11.of winning, you're going to win so much. Boy, did we do well.

:12:12. > :12:15.Well, you've been getting in touch on social media.

:12:16. > :12:17.Yes, we asked you if protests make any difference.

:12:18. > :12:19.James from Glasgow says, "It's an illusion to convince us

:12:20. > :12:22.of how lucky we are to live in a "free society".

:12:23. > :12:32.User, kitchernperson says, "Is changing policy all

:12:33. > :12:35.How about rallying supporters of a cause to share strength

:12:36. > :12:46.Peter from Perth thinks, "They can make a difference

:12:47. > :12:48.if the politicians fear they will not be elected again."

:12:49. > :12:50.Paul asks, "How many protestors are housing refugees?

:12:51. > :13:07.This week the Scottish Child Abuse Inquiry begun,

:13:08. > :13:08.16 months after getting the go-ahead.

:13:09. > :13:10.It comes after years of campaigning from survivors.

:13:11. > :13:14.More than 60 institutions will be investigated,

:13:15. > :13:17.including six of Scotland's top private schools,

:13:18. > :13:19.faith-based organisations and other care providers.

:13:20. > :13:21.Public hearings begin at the end of May.

:13:22. > :13:23.And the inquiry is fully independent of government,

:13:24. > :13:33.One survivor, John Findlay, who was abused at Aberlour House,

:13:34. > :13:36.Gordonstoun's former prep school in Moray,

:13:37. > :13:43.told Jackie O'Brien his story and how he feels about the inquiry.

:13:44. > :13:49.John Findlay is approaching 40 but he's seeking justice for an incident

:13:50. > :13:56.that happened almost three decades ago. After being administered

:13:57. > :14:00.painkillers for a rugby injury, the 12-year-old schoolboy was sexually

:14:01. > :14:04.assaulted by a teacher in a dormitory at Aberlour House. It is

:14:05. > :14:10.Gordonstoun's junior boarding school, run separately and in

:14:11. > :14:12.different premises from the prestigious public school at the

:14:13. > :14:17.time. He gave me, what I can only presume

:14:18. > :14:22.was an early version of a date rape sort of drug.

:14:23. > :14:29.Later on, came to my dormitory and abused me. Once I was able to move,

:14:30. > :14:38.afterwards, I confronted him about it. I was convinced by him that

:14:39. > :14:41.actually it was due to, that imagined it.

:14:42. > :14:49.That nothing really happened. That is was because the painkillers were

:14:50. > :14:51.so very strong that he gave me, and please tonight tell anybody, because

:14:52. > :14:54.of course, he would get into trouble.

:14:55. > :15:00.Many years on, how do you feel that incident has shaped your life? Has

:15:01. > :15:07.shaped John Findlay? It's had a dramatic effect upon my life without

:15:08. > :15:11.any shadow of a doubt. I had the headmaster's commendation on the

:15:12. > :15:15.entrance to Gordonstoun. I literally was the star pupil at Aberlour

:15:16. > :15:19.House, however, when I got to Gordonstoun, I no longer wanted to

:15:20. > :15:27.be in the limelight. I wanted to keep my head below the par pet. I

:15:28. > :15:34.was very happy to be very average. My work, my relationships,

:15:35. > :15:41.everything subsequently has been tainted by that experience because I

:15:42. > :15:48.have an ingrained dread that the work, the worst is going to happen.

:15:49. > :15:52.So, what hope do you have that the Scottish child abuse inquiry will

:15:53. > :16:00.start to address the issues of your past? I would love to say that I

:16:01. > :16:08.have hope, however, it's yet another announcement of yet another inquiry,

:16:09. > :16:13.and yet another process. I see, actually, no progression whatsoever

:16:14. > :16:20.with regards to any government or any school providing genuine help

:16:21. > :16:26.for victims of abuse. It's all very well to say, yeah, we're looking

:16:27. > :16:32.into it but, for crying out loud, it's about time that you could just

:16:33. > :16:37.turn around and say, instead of spending however much on enquiries,

:16:38. > :16:43.why not just spend the money on helping the victims of this abuse?

:16:44. > :16:46.Aberlour House is now fully merged with Gordonstoun, which is one of a

:16:47. > :16:53.number of private schools investigated as part of the child

:16:54. > :16:58.abuse inquiry. It says it will in full and supports efforts to address

:16:59. > :17:03.historic abuse. The Scottish governments wants the inquiry to

:17:04. > :17:07.undertake its work in a four-year timescale to address the issues

:17:08. > :17:12.raised by the survivors and it stress it is is one of the few

:17:13. > :17:15.countries that has funding for those affected.

:17:16. > :17:19.You would like to give evidence? I would love to. Without a shadow of a

:17:20. > :17:23.doubt. Some argue it will help Gordonstoun,

:17:24. > :17:30.learn from the mistakes of the past, surely that brings some comfort? It

:17:31. > :17:37.does, certainly binge an element of comfort but resolving what happened

:17:38. > :17:45.in the past is just as important as focussing onnen preventing it in the

:17:46. > :17:54.future. Trusting somebody and being abused by that individual shatter

:17:55. > :17:59.your entire world from the sense that you're framework, your

:18:00. > :18:06.psychological outlook of: This is a person I can trust, rely upon, and

:18:07. > :18:15.this are there for my benefit... And it just evaporates.

:18:16. > :18:21.That evaporation... It never leaves you.

:18:22. > :18:23.You just lose faith in eeverybody. And that is a horrible, horrible way

:18:24. > :18:27.to live. If you've been affected by any

:18:28. > :18:30.of the issues we've been discussing and would like details

:18:31. > :18:31.of organisations offering advice and support

:18:32. > :18:34.you can go online to bbc.co.uk/actionline,

:18:35. > :18:40.or you can call free any time to hear recorded

:18:41. > :18:45.information on 0800 066 066. Now, last week we featured

:18:46. > :18:48.the Banana flats in Leith as part Now they've been awarded

:18:49. > :18:53.Category A listed status, meaning they are as architecturally

:18:54. > :18:56.important as the Forth Road Bridge. We went along to find out what some

:18:57. > :19:16.residents make of it all. I think it is a very good thing that

:19:17. > :19:22.it is listed. It has been a long time coming. My favourite thing

:19:23. > :19:27.about the building? I like the windows looking out on the veranda.

:19:28. > :19:35.It is a dirty ugly looking building, simple as that. I have lived here

:19:36. > :19:40.for about eight years, I studied architecture, and landscape

:19:41. > :19:53.architecture, so I am quite proud to live in this building. The top flat,

:19:54. > :19:57.so it is a bit like the penthouse of Cables Wynd House. It is a building

:19:58. > :20:09.of character and there are some great characters who live here. A

:20:10. > :20:12.really bad name, it gets. I always thought listed buildings had to be a

:20:13. > :20:21.hundred years old, and this is not 100 years old. That is what I always

:20:22. > :20:25.thought. It is just concrete slabs all put together, that is all. Not a

:20:26. > :20:31.listed building to me, definitely not. We had our anniversary so we

:20:32. > :20:36.went out on the veranda with a bottle of champagne and watch the

:20:37. > :20:40.fireworks. The views are spectacular as well. Fireworks night, there are

:20:41. > :20:46.queues to come into the flats to watch the fireworks. It is a great

:20:47. > :20:49.place. It is amazing the people who come and stop, holiday-makers and

:20:50. > :20:55.that, taking photographs. People are fascinated with it. I'm not. They

:20:56. > :21:03.are fascinated with that. I think they look more like a

:21:04. > :21:06.boomerang! Right, Graeme Obree -

:21:07. > :21:22.here's a man who likes Really, I became famous for building

:21:23. > :21:26.bikes and winning bike races. Most people remember Old Faithful. There

:21:27. > :21:29.was a piece of an old washing machine in there and most people

:21:30. > :21:40.remember that. You cannot get away from that. The washing machine bike!

:21:41. > :21:47.But, you know what, that is what people latch onto. Today is the

:21:48. > :21:58.day... You must break that record, for emotional survival. That outlay

:21:59. > :22:09.is the sense of fear or suffocation. -- that outweighs it.

:22:10. > :22:18.Good job! Pushing 60, there. Cycling legend Graeme Obree is here, and he

:22:19. > :22:27.has brought his bike, even though it doesn't look much like one! We will

:22:28. > :22:28.talk about that in a moment, the bike is called Beastie. But

:22:29. > :22:29.firstly... Tell us about this challenge -

:22:30. > :22:38.what exactly is it, and why It was a great exhibition, a great

:22:39. > :22:43.idea, in the bath, that I had, then I thought, yes, let's use my skills

:22:44. > :22:47.to build, innovation, thinking outside the box, and my physical

:22:48. > :22:52.ability, to do something that will inspire young people. I was talking

:22:53. > :22:55.to kids in primary schools and I thought, let's bring something this

:22:56. > :23:00.century that the kids are young people can look up to. What can you

:23:01. > :23:03.actually do for yourself with the inspiration you have? What was the

:23:04. > :23:09.challenge you set yourself? I knew there was a spot called -- sport

:23:10. > :23:13.called human powered vehicle racing. Everyone knows I got banned for my

:23:14. > :23:19.innovation in the sport, and there is one without rules. Apart from the

:23:20. > :23:23.skin of the bike has to be a safe material like Kevlar, and you wear a

:23:24. > :23:30.helmet, the only rules. All innovation actually is the sport.

:23:31. > :23:33.Tell us about this bike, an extraordinary contraption, it looks

:23:34. > :23:40.like a bolt, but there is bike in there? There is. It is about how

:23:41. > :23:46.fast you can go... -- it looks like a throwback to me. If you watch the

:23:47. > :23:51.programme, when it comes out, you will see the challenge actually

:23:52. > :23:54.underestimates... A series of challenges. It was a year delayed by

:23:55. > :24:05.complications, so much more than I thought it would be. You had to lie

:24:06. > :24:09.in that thing, and we cannot do that here in case it topples over, but it

:24:10. > :24:15.is made out of old parts, a saucepan at one stage? I was keen to use

:24:16. > :24:19.parts that, you know, I scavenged stuff, not just stuff, but there are

:24:20. > :24:28.real materials in there. Any washing machine parts? No, but there was an

:24:29. > :24:32.old pair of rollerblades. If somebody else did not have my name

:24:33. > :24:39.could go and get help and do the same type of thing, it was for that.

:24:40. > :24:43.Graeme, what is it like inside the shell there? It looks uncomfortable.

:24:44. > :24:47.Very hard to describe. In the film I speak about it. My shoulders were

:24:48. > :24:54.very squashed in it, no comfort, no room for a bath in there. You are

:24:55. > :25:02.lying face down? Yes, a lid on it, and breathing to Richard. It is

:25:03. > :25:06.terribly claustrophobic -- breathing through a tube. You are in the thing

:25:07. > :25:10.breathing through a tube and you can barely see where you're going. Must

:25:11. > :25:15.have been terrifying. How fast did you go? On the last day, the very

:25:16. > :25:18.last day, the last chance, I actually got a world record on it.

:25:19. > :25:20.You've spoken before about having had mental health problems,

:25:21. > :25:23.and you address this in your film - did doing a challenge

:25:24. > :25:30.It was all part of that journey, wasn't it? Some people might say it

:25:31. > :25:35.is evidenced itself of mental health problems... But actually the whole

:25:36. > :25:39.thing grew legs and became much more of Project, a challenge, than I

:25:40. > :25:46.thought it would be. But, yes, I have. I was keen to come on the

:25:47. > :25:50.programme tonight because I wanted a wee documentary showing about bike

:25:51. > :25:53.building to enthusiasts, but it became one about my life which

:25:54. > :25:56.pulled out all that passed again, so I think it was important, and what

:25:57. > :26:01.is important to say, we all know about the past, but how it is and

:26:02. > :26:07.how it comes to be is through a lot of changes, simple changes are made

:26:08. > :26:13.in my life. You suffered from depression for many years. How are

:26:14. > :26:20.you know? What I did, at some point I said, you know what, I will use my

:26:21. > :26:24.analytical skills, from bike racing, bike design, and I do talks, I speak

:26:25. > :26:30.to people about the good things in the past that brought forward in my

:26:31. > :26:35.thinking techniques and I analyse the situation from that. What

:26:36. > :26:38.happened... Obviously I will use my life experience, from my entire

:26:39. > :26:41.life, to engage with life. The problem was when I engaged with live

:26:42. > :26:48.with that life experience, that was broken. So normally... And I have

:26:49. > :26:51.benefited hugely and am thankful for all the help from cognitive

:26:52. > :26:56.behavioural therapy over many years... But it is like programming

:26:57. > :27:04.a computer to stop it might lead therapy in itself? Yes, and I

:27:05. > :27:08.replaced that with a very simple programme -- like programming a

:27:09. > :27:13.computer. So it is like therapy in itself? So now that is disconnected.

:27:14. > :27:19.I still seek things. I aspire. I do not like the word "Achieved,"

:27:20. > :27:22.because that is afterwards. But it made such a difference. An absolute

:27:23. > :27:29.pleasure to speak to you, so thank you for coming in.

:27:30. > :27:32.And Battle Mountain is on Tuesday night on BBC 2 at 9pm.

:27:33. > :27:35.That's it for this week's Timeline - we'll be back next Thursday.

:27:36. > :27:37.Stay in touch with us on our social media until then -

:27:38. > :27:41.let us know of any stories you want us to be talking about.

:27:42. > :27:43.Until then, we leave you with two Scottish comedy legends.

:27:44. > :27:46.We asked you to send them some questions ahead of Still Game

:27:47. > :27:48.returning to the SSE Hydro on Saturday, and of course...

:27:49. > :27:56.Ford and Greg take it very seriously...

:27:57. > :28:07.LAUGHTER A bit nervous, but looking forward

:28:08. > :28:18.to it. Yes, good nerves. We will tell you exactly what is on it, oh,

:28:19. > :28:27.yeah... So we will! Good question. No! Even know we are getting less

:28:28. > :28:28.make up than we were getting at the beginning. It used to be an hour and

:28:29. > :28:48.a half and now it is about 45 minutes. Gies a chance, man! Why did

:28:49. > :28:51.you even ask that! This will rattle them... Occasionally things do go

:28:52. > :28:56.wrong but the audience, they don't notice it, because he just says my

:28:57. > :28:58.lines... I just walk off, then you know something has gone wrong!

:28:59. > :29:01.LAUGHTER I want to go and break

:29:02. > :29:04.the world land speed record, on a bike that I mainly

:29:05. > :29:09.built myself. The thing that makes me strong

:29:10. > :29:12.is my fear. You must break that record,

:29:13. > :29:17.for emotional survival. Have you launched, Graeme,

:29:18. > :29:19.yet, over? I needed to justify my self-worth,

:29:20. > :29:22.as a human being. Champion cyclist Graeme Obree

:29:23. > :29:27.battles himself and Battle Mountain.