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0:00:08 > 0:00:10- My name is Catrin Cooper.
0:00:10 > 0:00:14- I'm 32 years old - and I have been beaten.
0:00:16 > 0:00:19- On average in England and Wales...
0:00:20 > 0:00:24- ..two women are killed by their - partner or ex-partner every week.
0:00:26 > 0:00:29- Tonight, we follow Catrin - as she meets others...
0:00:29 > 0:00:32- ..who have been - in violent relationships.
0:00:33 > 0:00:37- I'm 26, I'm gay - and I have been beaten.
0:00:40 > 0:00:46- With domestic abuse prosecutions - in Britain at an all-time high...
0:00:46 > 0:00:49- ..we hear the story - of a Caernarfon mother...
0:00:49 > 0:00:52- ..who was injured so badly - by her husband...
0:00:52 > 0:00:54- ..that her speech remains impaired.
0:00:55 > 0:00:56- My name is Fiona.
0:00:56 > 0:01:00- I have six lovely children - and my husband almost killed me.
0:01:10 > 0:01:15- Just after 10.00am on a Sunday - morning in London last month...
0:01:15 > 0:01:18- ..over 200 supporters - of the charity Refuge...
0:01:19 > 0:01:22- ..set off on a 10k sponsored walk - across the city.
0:01:24 > 0:01:27- It's a beautiful day today, - in the sunshine...
0:01:31 > 0:01:34- The aim was to raise awareness - of domestic abuse.
0:01:35 > 0:01:38- Domestic abuse - can mean the abuse of a partner...
0:01:39 > 0:01:42- ..a family member - or someone close...
0:01:42 > 0:01:48- ..and can be physical, emotional, - psychological, sexual or financial.
0:01:51 > 0:01:54- This is Catrin Cooper's - second such walk.
0:01:54 > 0:01:57- Two years ago, she told police...
0:01:57 > 0:02:00- ..that she had been beaten - while she lived in London.
0:02:06 > 0:02:09- Only talking to other people - on social media...
0:02:10 > 0:02:14- ..gave her the strength - to do something about her situation.
0:02:17 > 0:02:20- I found other people - on the Internet and social media.
0:02:21 > 0:02:24- That did a lot to help me - understand what happened...
0:02:24 > 0:02:26- ..and how I felt at the time.
0:02:26 > 0:02:30- I definitely now feel - like giving something back...
0:02:30 > 0:02:33- ..and to also be - a part of this community.
0:02:42 > 0:02:45- Her relationship with the man ended - when he moved abroad.
0:02:46 > 0:02:48- Catrin moved back home - to Anglesey...
0:02:49 > 0:02:52- ..because she couldn't cope - with staying in London.
0:02:54 > 0:02:56- I was a mess.
0:02:56 > 0:02:58- I spent a period of six months...
0:03:00 > 0:03:03- ..trying to deal with it by myself.
0:03:03 > 0:03:06- I don't recommend that to anyone.
0:03:06 > 0:03:10- It was the most difficult time - I've ever experienced.
0:03:12 > 0:03:17- But to be fair, it was a tough time - for everyone around me as well.
0:03:19 > 0:03:23- She couldn't leave her house - because she didn't feel safe.
0:03:23 > 0:03:27- Even going to the beach at the end - of the garden was too much for her.
0:03:28 > 0:03:30- She was under medical supervision...
0:03:31 > 0:03:35- ..and was diagnosed with PTSD, - post traumatic stress disorder.
0:03:35 > 0:03:37- A lot of bad dreams.
0:03:38 > 0:03:39- Panic attacks...
0:03:39 > 0:03:43- ..which mostly happened to me - during the night.
0:03:44 > 0:03:48- During the day, the most tiring - thing was the flashbacks.
0:03:50 > 0:03:52- It was just like...
0:03:52 > 0:03:56- ..you'd hear something - or someone would say something...
0:03:56 > 0:03:58- ..and it brought the memories back.
0:03:59 > 0:04:02- I could swear - that I was seeing it all over again.
0:04:05 > 0:04:08- The police got a warrant - against the man...
0:04:09 > 0:04:12- ..but couldn't arrest him - because he had moved abroad.
0:04:12 > 0:04:16- Catrin is still pressing - to get him to stand trial.
0:04:18 > 0:04:22- Over the past two years, - there have been times...
0:04:22 > 0:04:25- ..when she has questioned - her reason to live.
0:04:27 > 0:04:29- There were days - when I told my family...
0:04:30 > 0:04:32- ..that I didn't want - to be here any more.
0:04:33 > 0:04:35- Now that I'm better...
0:04:37 > 0:04:39- ..there's a lot of guilt about that.
0:04:40 > 0:04:42- I feel so guilty.
0:04:43 > 0:04:44- That's the worst thing.
0:04:45 > 0:04:47- That's the worst thing for me.
0:04:47 > 0:04:52- That any person I love - had to hear me say...
0:04:53 > 0:04:55- ..that I didn't want to.
0:05:00 > 0:05:04- Fiona Parry lives - across the water in Caernarfon.
0:05:06 > 0:05:10- In September 2015, while walking - her children to school...
0:05:11 > 0:05:13- ..her husband almost killed her.
0:05:13 > 0:05:16- They had been married - for 16 years...
0:05:16 > 0:05:20- ..but the relationship - had been fiery from the start.
0:05:21 > 0:05:26- Before I married him, - he burnt my face with a poker.
0:05:27 > 0:05:29- At a wedding, - I lied to my whole family...
0:05:29 > 0:05:33- ..telling them that a lighter - had blown up in my face.
0:05:33 > 0:05:36- But he had put the poker - in the fire and burnt me.
0:05:37 > 0:05:42- He wanted to mark me, to scar me, - so that no-one else would have me...
0:05:42 > 0:05:44- ..because he said I was too pretty.
0:05:46 > 0:05:49- Under pressure from her husband...
0:05:49 > 0:05:52- ..Fiona severed ties - with family and friends.
0:05:52 > 0:05:55- Their marriage remained violent...
0:05:55 > 0:05:58- ..but she says - she stayed with him...
0:05:58 > 0:06:01- ..because he had - so much control over her.
0:06:02 > 0:06:06- I try to tell people - that whatever he did to me...
0:06:07 > 0:06:11- ..he could get around me, - soft-soap me, every time.
0:06:11 > 0:06:13- "I'll change, I'll change."
0:06:13 > 0:06:15- He was like that every time.
0:06:15 > 0:06:18- Because I had no family - to support me...
0:06:18 > 0:06:22- ..he knew that I'd go back to him, - take pity on him.
0:06:22 > 0:06:24- And that's what I've always done.
0:06:25 > 0:06:28- Fiona Parry has six children.
0:06:28 > 0:06:33- Her eldest son from her first - marriage recalls hearing the abuse.
0:06:35 > 0:06:37- Even though he sent us upstairs...
0:06:38 > 0:06:42- ..I could still hear Mam shouting.
0:06:44 > 0:06:46- Begging him to stop, in a way.
0:06:49 > 0:06:53- Iwan and his sister Sarah moved - to their aunt's when he was seven.
0:06:54 > 0:06:57- He only visited his mother - when his stepfather was out.
0:07:01 > 0:07:04- For years, I blamed Mam, - but now I know you can't do that.
0:07:05 > 0:07:06- It wasn't her fault.
0:07:06 > 0:07:08- She was trying to protect us.
0:07:09 > 0:07:11- She never did anything wrong to him.
0:07:12 > 0:07:13- She'd never provoke him...
0:07:14 > 0:07:17- ..to deserve to be beaten.
0:07:17 > 0:07:18- She never would have.
0:07:18 > 0:07:20- That's the worst thing about it.
0:07:21 > 0:07:23- Getting hit - when she didn't deserve it.
0:07:25 > 0:07:30- The four youngest children still - lived with Fiona and her husband...
0:07:30 > 0:07:34- ..but they all spent - several nights in a refuge...
0:07:34 > 0:07:36- ..when violence flared up at home.
0:07:38 > 0:07:40- She just wanted to keep him happy.
0:07:40 > 0:07:42- That's why she didn't leave him.
0:07:42 > 0:07:44- She was afraid of what he'd do...
0:07:45 > 0:07:48- ..not just to her - but to the children as well.
0:07:48 > 0:07:49- There was no...
0:07:50 > 0:07:54- Once he went, there was no control - over what he could do.
0:07:54 > 0:07:57- It was like a switch in his head.
0:08:00 > 0:08:01- He just...
0:08:01 > 0:08:04- One minute, - he was perfectly fine, then...
0:08:04 > 0:08:07- If he wanted to do something, - he wouldn't stop.
0:08:08 > 0:08:11- This is Sylvan Maurice Parry...
0:08:11 > 0:08:15- ..Fiona's husband - and an 18 stone weightlifter.
0:08:17 > 0:08:20- Fiona stayed with him - through everything.
0:08:20 > 0:08:22- She even took him back...
0:08:22 > 0:08:26- ..after he was jailed - for three years for attacking her.
0:08:28 > 0:08:31- But on 3 September last year, - he went a step further...
0:08:31 > 0:08:34- ..while they walked - their children to school.
0:08:34 > 0:08:39- He hit Fiona to the ground, - then kicked and stamped on her head.
0:08:39 > 0:08:43- He told Sarah, "If I were you, - I'd pick up the kids from school.
0:08:43 > 0:08:45- "I've killed your mother."
0:08:45 > 0:08:47- Sarah ran out - in her pyjama shorts...
0:08:47 > 0:08:50- ..and Maurice went over - to his mother's house.
0:08:53 > 0:08:58- She was flown by air ambulance - to a specialist unit in Stoke...
0:08:58 > 0:09:01- ..where she spent four weeks - in a coma.
0:09:01 > 0:09:06- The injuries to her brain mean that - she has no memory of the attack.
0:09:06 > 0:09:08- But three of her children...
0:09:08 > 0:09:12- ..then aged one, four and eight, - witnessed the beating.
0:09:14 > 0:09:15- He was an animal.
0:09:15 > 0:09:16- Vile.
0:09:16 > 0:09:21- He was the most monstrous, - vile scumbag in the world.
0:09:21 > 0:09:22- Do you know what?
0:09:23 > 0:09:27- If he had a heart, he wouldn't - have done what he did to me...
0:09:27 > 0:09:29- ..what he did to his children.
0:09:29 > 0:09:33- Beating their mother, - killing her in front of them.
0:09:33 > 0:09:36- If he wanted to do it, - why not do it in the house?
0:09:37 > 0:09:39- No, he had to do it - in front of his kids.
0:09:39 > 0:09:41- Kids he was supposed to love.
0:09:41 > 0:09:44- I won't say any more about him.
0:09:44 > 0:09:45- He was scum.
0:09:46 > 0:09:47- I wish he was dead.
0:09:51 > 0:09:57- In part two, Catrin meets a gay man - who was beaten by his partner.
0:09:59 > 0:10:03- I sat on the ledge of that bridge...
0:10:06 > 0:10:08- ..and I was ready to jump...
0:10:09 > 0:10:11- ..because I'd had enough of him.
0:10:13 > 0:10:18- She also comes face to face with - a man who abused his wife for years.
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0:10:33 > 0:10:35- Catrin Cooper is on a tour...
0:10:35 > 0:10:39- ..to raise awareness - about the effects of domestic abuse.
0:10:40 > 0:10:46- She says she suffered PTSD after - being beaten and emotionally abused.
0:10:46 > 0:10:48- She now wants to help others.
0:10:50 > 0:10:52- Many people contacted her...
0:10:52 > 0:10:55- ..after she wrote about - her experiences on social media.
0:10:56 > 0:10:58- Today, she is meeting one of them.
0:11:02 > 0:11:05- He isn't ready to show his face...
0:11:05 > 0:11:09- ..but like 700,000 other men - in England and Wales...
0:11:09 > 0:11:13- ..he says he was beaten - by his partner.
0:11:15 > 0:11:17- How was it at the beginning?
0:11:17 > 0:11:21- Everything was fine - during the honeymoon period.
0:11:22 > 0:11:25- We had been on holiday - with each other.
0:11:26 > 0:11:31- Two years into the relationship, - he cheated on me.
0:11:31 > 0:11:33- It went downhill from then on.
0:11:35 > 0:11:39- He says his former partner wanted to - control every aspect of his life...
0:11:39 > 0:11:42- ..who his friends were - and what he did.
0:11:42 > 0:11:45- He also took his wages - to control his finances.
0:11:45 > 0:11:48- Over time, he then became violent.
0:11:49 > 0:11:53- We were on holiday when he - first hit me, giving me a black eye.
0:11:54 > 0:11:58- When I got back, people asked me - what happened but I just lied.
0:11:58 > 0:12:01- I told them - I'd walked into something.
0:12:01 > 0:12:04- He had so much control over me.
0:12:05 > 0:12:09- It was my fault, basically, and - I had to apologise in the morning.
0:12:10 > 0:12:14- Looking back on that period, - he can't understand why he stayed.
0:12:14 > 0:12:17- It felt - like he had been brainwashed.
0:12:18 > 0:12:22- Were you able to talk to anyone at - the time about what was happening?
0:12:22 > 0:12:27- No, I didn't want to appear weak.
0:12:28 > 0:12:30- Being a man, especially...
0:12:31 > 0:12:34- ..you have to have this masculinity.
0:12:36 > 0:12:39- He says he was punched and throttled - regularly over two years.
0:12:40 > 0:12:43- It was always worse - after his partner had been drinking.
0:12:44 > 0:12:47- There is one night in particular - that he remembers.
0:12:49 > 0:12:51- I ran out of the flat.
0:12:51 > 0:12:56- Near the flat, there was a bridge - over a railway track.
0:12:59 > 0:13:03- I sat on the ledge of the bridge...
0:13:06 > 0:13:08- ..and I was ready to jump.
0:13:09 > 0:13:12- I'd had enough of him.
0:13:14 > 0:13:19- He pulled me off the bridge and - started to strangle me on the floor.
0:13:20 > 0:13:22- Then the police arrived.
0:13:23 > 0:13:26- When I was in hospital, - he started to text me.
0:13:27 > 0:13:31- He wanted me to come home - and to move in with him...
0:13:31 > 0:13:33- ..and for some reason, I did.
0:13:33 > 0:13:36- One minute - I was ready to kill myself...
0:13:36 > 0:13:40- ..and the next minute, - I was moving in with him.
0:13:41 > 0:13:44- He had started a career - as a shop manager...
0:13:44 > 0:13:49- ..but he had to leave one job - because his partner told him to.
0:13:50 > 0:13:54- There were so many other nights when - I had packed my bags ready to leave.
0:13:54 > 0:13:59- For some reason, I waited for him - to return to see the packed bags.
0:13:59 > 0:14:02- You expected him to say...
0:14:02 > 0:14:03- ..sorry.
0:14:03 > 0:14:05- He never did. I always said sorry.
0:14:06 > 0:14:11- If it makes you feel better, I said - "thank you" after he hit me once.
0:14:11 > 0:14:15- The thing is, your mind - is just all over the place.
0:14:16 > 0:14:19- You never react - in a normal, sensible way...
0:14:20 > 0:14:23- ..because the situation itself - is so nuts.
0:14:31 > 0:14:34- The relationship ended - after four years.
0:14:34 > 0:14:39- Since then, he has suffered - from regular panic attacks.
0:14:43 > 0:14:47- What advice would you give - to someone in the same situation?
0:14:47 > 0:14:48- Walk away.
0:14:49 > 0:14:52- Tell someone you are close to.
0:14:55 > 0:14:58- The main thing is to walk away, - to get out of it.
0:14:58 > 0:15:01- It's not healthy - to be in that kind of relationship.
0:15:07 > 0:15:09- On average, - police in England and Wales...
0:15:10 > 0:15:14- ..are called to a domestic abuse - incident every 30 seconds.
0:15:15 > 0:15:17- But why do people - beat their partners?
0:15:17 > 0:15:20- One man who was prosecuted - for beating his wife...
0:15:20 > 0:15:22- ..agreed to meet with Catrin.
0:15:22 > 0:15:25- He's been - on an offenders' programme.
0:15:25 > 0:15:29- Because he has children, - he wanted to hide his face.
0:15:29 > 0:15:31- I'm curious to find out...
0:15:31 > 0:15:36- ..what life was like before - this scheme that you've been on.
0:15:38 > 0:15:42- It was extremely volatile...
0:15:42 > 0:15:45- ..to the nth degree all the time.
0:15:45 > 0:15:48- There was no happiness in my life.
0:15:49 > 0:15:52- You know, I've held my wife - up by her neck up to a wall...
0:15:53 > 0:15:55- ..spitting in her face with anger.
0:15:55 > 0:15:59- I've thrown her to the ground - when I've been angry at her.
0:16:01 > 0:16:04- And I'm twice the size of my wife.
0:16:05 > 0:16:08- He has been found guilty - of attacking his wife...
0:16:09 > 0:16:12- ..and of criminal damage - after he smashed up a fence...
0:16:12 > 0:16:14- ..following an argument.
0:16:14 > 0:16:16- When you and your wife - would argue...
0:16:17 > 0:16:21- ..what was going through your mind?
0:16:22 > 0:16:24- How dare she question me.
0:16:24 > 0:16:29- I've worked all week and all she - does is nag me when I come home.
0:16:29 > 0:16:34- I come in on a Friday, and I can - feel the tension in the house.
0:16:35 > 0:16:38- I just want to go back out - and go on the lash.
0:16:38 > 0:16:41- How did you justify that - to yourself?
0:16:41 > 0:16:43- Now, I'm appalled.
0:16:45 > 0:16:49- The couple separated and he didn't - see his children very often.
0:16:50 > 0:16:55- They were dark times and he jumped - from a bridge in a suicide attempt.
0:16:59 > 0:17:01- After a period in hospital...
0:17:02 > 0:17:06- ..he joined the charity Relate's - Choose 2 Change scheme...
0:17:06 > 0:17:09- ..for domestic abusers.
0:17:09 > 0:17:13- I walked in there just like - the old, arrogant me, thinking...
0:17:14 > 0:17:18- "They can't teach me anything. - I can't learn anything from this."
0:17:19 > 0:17:21- It took Choose 2 Change...
0:17:21 > 0:17:25- ..to make me start - pointing the finger at myself...
0:17:25 > 0:17:27- ..and not at other people.
0:17:27 > 0:17:30- For years, I would blame - everyone else for my actions...
0:17:30 > 0:17:32- ..and not actually look at myself.
0:17:34 > 0:17:36- After being on the scheme - for two years...
0:17:37 > 0:17:40- ..he is back in the family home - with his wife and two children.
0:17:41 > 0:17:43- He hates what the children - have witnessed.
0:17:44 > 0:17:46- A relationship - is not a boxing match.
0:17:46 > 0:17:50- I'd tell anyone who's - in a relationship that I had...
0:17:50 > 0:17:54- ..you need to re-evaluate - what you want out of life.
0:17:54 > 0:17:57- Domestic violence can kill...
0:17:57 > 0:18:01- ..and does kill two women - every single week in the UK.
0:18:02 > 0:18:05- I could have killed my wife - quite easily.
0:18:11 > 0:18:16- In Caernarfon, Fiona Parry - was almost killed by her husband.
0:18:19 > 0:18:24- She says that in some ways, the - attack was a blessing in disguise.
0:18:24 > 0:18:27- What he did to me on that day - made it a terrible day...
0:18:27 > 0:18:30- ..but I'm glad - what he did too in one way...
0:18:30 > 0:18:33- ..or I'd still be - with the ugly pig.
0:18:34 > 0:18:40- Sylvan Maurice Parry was jailed - for life for attempted murder.
0:18:40 > 0:18:44- However, he could be out - in seven and a half years.
0:18:44 > 0:18:46- I'm petrified.
0:18:46 > 0:18:48- I know he'll come looking for me.
0:18:48 > 0:18:51- I've known him for 16 years - and I know.
0:18:52 > 0:18:55- It doesn't matter - that he'll be sixty-odd coming out.
0:18:56 > 0:18:57- I know he will.
0:18:58 > 0:19:03- He will still think that he has a - hold on me for the rest of his life.
0:19:06 > 0:19:11- Following the attack, - Fiona's heart stopped twice...
0:19:11 > 0:19:14- ..and surgeons - had to drill holes in her skull...
0:19:14 > 0:19:16- ..to release the pressure - on her brain.
0:19:17 > 0:19:19- I'm glad I'm here with my kids...
0:19:19 > 0:19:22- ..and they're not putting flowers - on my grave.
0:19:25 > 0:19:28- A year after the attack, - Catrin went to visit Fiona.
0:19:28 > 0:19:29- Hiya.
0:19:29 > 0:19:30- Hiya.- - Thanks for seeing me.
0:19:31 > 0:19:32- Thank you.
0:19:34 > 0:19:36- Having heard about - her horrific experience...
0:19:37 > 0:19:39- ..she was keen to see - how she was coping.
0:19:39 > 0:19:42- How has the past year - been like for you?
0:19:43 > 0:19:49- What I've been through - has been horrible...
0:19:49 > 0:19:53- ..but I've done so well in a year - to get to where I am today.
0:19:53 > 0:19:56- I keep thinking I'm the same - as I was before.
0:19:57 > 0:20:01- I keep thinking about the Fiona - from two years ago...
0:20:01 > 0:20:03- ..who was fantastic.
0:20:03 > 0:20:07- Now I'm on the road to recovery - from a brain injury.
0:20:07 > 0:20:11- I want to be the woman I was before, - but I can't.
0:20:12 > 0:20:15- Did you ever think he was capable - of doing what he did?
0:20:16 > 0:20:17- No.
0:20:17 > 0:20:20- I never thought - he'd do what he did to me.
0:20:23 > 0:20:27- I had been beaten by him - and taken it, whatever.
0:20:28 > 0:20:30- But what he did to me this time - was horrendous.
0:20:30 > 0:20:32- He should never have done it.
0:20:32 > 0:20:37- If he had only just beaten me - like he'd done before.
0:20:37 > 0:20:39- After all, - I didn't deserve it anyway.
0:20:40 > 0:20:43- No-one on this earth - deserves what I went through.
0:20:45 > 0:20:47- She now wants a divorce.
0:20:48 > 0:20:52- But she can't hide from the tattoos - bearing his name on her body...
0:20:54 > 0:20:57- ..something else he insisted upon - over the years.
0:21:00 > 0:21:03- How does it feel to see his name?
0:21:03 > 0:21:04- Disgusting.
0:21:04 > 0:21:06- I have to get rid of them.
0:21:06 > 0:21:09- It makes me angry to see them.
0:21:09 > 0:21:11- His name is just a thing.
0:21:11 > 0:21:15- How many tattoos of his name - do I have?
0:21:15 > 0:21:19- Some of the tattoos bearing his name - don't bother me...
0:21:19 > 0:21:20- ..because I can't see them.
0:21:21 > 0:21:24- I can see some of the others - when I'm doing things.
0:21:25 > 0:21:26- I want to get rid.
0:21:27 > 0:21:28- Disgusting.
0:21:30 > 0:21:33- What do you hope for in the future?
0:21:34 > 0:21:37- First of all, - I want the kids to be OK.
0:21:37 > 0:21:39- I want to get better.
0:21:39 > 0:21:42- Maybe in the future, - I'll be with someone else...
0:21:42 > 0:21:44- ..with a man that respects me.
0:21:45 > 0:21:50- It's about trusting a man - after what I've been through.
0:21:51 > 0:21:53- If that's possible.
0:21:56 > 0:21:57- You will.
0:21:57 > 0:21:59- You're doing really well.
0:22:06 > 0:22:09- I will survive - that's what I say.
0:22:13 > 0:22:18- Domestic abuse affects a quarter - of women and one in six men.
0:22:19 > 0:22:24- Catrin says that the stigma attached - with it still keeps sufferers quiet.
0:22:24 > 0:22:30- When I first came home, I was given - some bad advice from a colleague.
0:22:30 > 0:22:34- They told me to take time out, - but to do it quietly.
0:22:34 > 0:22:37- I remember thinking, - "Why am I doing this quietly?"
0:22:37 > 0:22:41- I didn't have anything to be ashamed - of, I didn't ask for this to happen.
0:22:45 > 0:22:49- Catrin's aim - is to change this perception...
0:22:49 > 0:22:54- ..and to prevent other people - from suffering the same pain.
0:22:56 > 0:22:57- Make sure you tell someone.
0:22:58 > 0:23:02- The more you talk about what's going - on and hear it spoken out loud...
0:23:02 > 0:23:05- ..the more you realise - it's blinking wrong.
0:23:05 > 0:23:09- You can then understand that you - shouldn't be in that situation.
0:23:09 > 0:23:10- No-one should be.
0:23:11 > 0:23:15- My advice would be to speak - with someone, just one person.
0:23:15 > 0:23:17- Just try it.
0:23:19 > 0:23:22- Next week, we're on the road - with the police...
0:23:22 > 0:23:26- ..as they try to reduce the number - of motorcyclists killed on the road.
0:23:26 > 0:23:29- He's reacted - but his friend has carried on.
0:23:30 > 0:23:33- We also hear from those - who have lost loved ones.
0:23:34 > 0:23:39- I don't want any other mother to - go through what we've been through.
0:23:39 > 0:23:40- It was so hard, and still is.
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