Duncan Goodhew

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:00:00. > :00:26.The 100 metres breast wreck final in Moscow four years later. How did he

:00:27. > :00:32.achieve his transformation and why did he decide to go to Moscow, given

:00:33. > :00:37.the boycott urged by the British government? And with the buildup to

:00:38. > :01:06.the Rio games, is it about the individual or the team?

:01:07. > :01:15.Duncan Goodhew, welcome to Extra Time. You are first in the Montreal

:01:16. > :01:25.Olympics in 1976 and then Moscow in 1980. The last few minutes before

:01:26. > :01:31.the race are spent in the call room. How different were your two

:01:32. > :01:34.experiences? In the first one, I had never swum for Great Britain before,

:01:35. > :01:42.except for the semifinals and finals. I got into a classroom on

:01:43. > :01:49.the side of the pool, double glazed 1-way glass. Nobody else could see

:01:50. > :01:56.in. A television monitor on either rent, you could clearly see what was

:01:57. > :02:04.going on, gold medals being won and lost. It was an intimidating

:02:05. > :02:11.experience? Yes, it was. Here I was, nobody from nowhere, standing there

:02:12. > :02:17.with seven gods of my sport. You won the heat, didn't you? Yes they did,

:02:18. > :02:25.I broke the record. I was going well. I think the problem is, as you

:02:26. > :02:30.step up to the plate at the Olympic Games, it feels strange, different.

:02:31. > :02:40.Walking into that room, I certainly felt threatened, like a lamb to the

:02:41. > :02:44.slaughter. As the doors shut, you are kind of hermetically sealed

:02:45. > :02:49.wards I suddenly didn't feel very well, there is a self talk cycle

:02:50. > :02:53.that drags you down. There is a lovely quote here, I felt like

:02:54. > :02:59.someone had pulled the plug out of the room and I had gone down the

:03:00. > :03:03.plug hole. That was it. It is quite shocking because I think as a young

:03:04. > :03:08.athlete coming through, you feel invincible. You just get to a point

:03:09. > :03:16.where you think you can do anything. What happened in the lead up to that

:03:17. > :03:23.games is, I started saying, who, me? I am vulnerable, I will spill slid

:03:24. > :03:26.down my tie. Whiny, of all the billions of people on the planet,

:03:27. > :03:31.why should I be the best in the world? Bay at two really had

:03:32. > :03:36.westerns to answer. You had the answer to those in Montreal? Not

:03:37. > :03:47.even the beginning of an answer, just a desperation to do well. You

:03:48. > :03:50.can see it with athletes, they can't cope any more with the pressure.

:03:51. > :03:56.They just slow down. That's exactly what I did. In a sense you knew you

:03:57. > :04:01.were beaten before you left the courtroom Wegelius, I was just

:04:02. > :04:06.desperate. When I hit the water, I swam a few strokes before anybody

:04:07. > :04:10.came up. By the end of the race, bolts were falling off me. I was

:04:11. > :04:18.exhausted. And yet, four years later, you knew you had effectively

:04:19. > :04:23.won the race in the call room? That is an enormous contrasts. What

:04:24. > :04:29.happened in four years to change your psychological approach? So much

:04:30. > :04:35.more is known about coaching now and you look at how the British coast

:04:36. > :04:43.deals with it... I had to find my own way at the time. My coach said,

:04:44. > :04:47.don't think so much. All I did at first was try to do it physically,

:04:48. > :04:53.lifting heavier weights, working harder than everybody else.

:04:54. > :04:58.Eventually I came out with working hardest on the worst day. If you

:04:59. > :05:02.have one minute every four years and somebody else has picked it for you,

:05:03. > :05:10.then you don't have time to have a bad day, let alone a minute or an

:05:11. > :05:14.hour while. That was the focus. I went to the World Championships in

:05:15. > :05:20.1978, two years after that first experience. I lost by just the

:05:21. > :05:25.smallest margin and got fourth place. I basically lost a whole

:05:26. > :05:32.bunch of races where I came second and third. It was by less than a

:05:33. > :05:38.second, all of them put together. At that point, why Amy had become, it

:05:39. > :05:45.could be me? I just realised it was in the head, not the body. I started

:05:46. > :05:49.not only training my hardest on my worst days, but I started

:05:50. > :05:54.visualising the race, the perfect race. I started emotion lies in what

:05:55. > :06:02.it would feel like to swim that race. Eventually the best bit I got

:06:03. > :06:07.was sitting on the side watching myself win the race. In effect, I

:06:08. > :06:12.was preparing myself for not being surprised when it happened. Actually

:06:13. > :06:23.accepting it. And then when it did happen, it was massive. There was a

:06:24. > :06:26.bit of a tautology with you in the call room, you are reading a book? I

:06:27. > :06:31.was working on different techniques, I try different things building up

:06:32. > :06:38.to a competition. Eventually I decided just to keep my own space. I

:06:39. > :06:42.walked in, you can imagine, it is very intense. Everybody is staring

:06:43. > :06:48.each other down. I tried that and it didn't work for me. I took myself

:06:49. > :06:54.off and I sat in the corner of this little box room made of glass with

:06:55. > :06:58.the seven fast as people in the world standing there. As I sat in

:06:59. > :07:04.the corner on the floor, I could see them glance at me going, what's

:07:05. > :07:10.wrong with him? Has he fallen to pieces? I took out a Wilbur Smith

:07:11. > :07:18.book and I had the good sense to check it was the right way around.

:07:19. > :07:24.And then I actually did read, it was right in the middle of a good yarn

:07:25. > :07:29.at the time. Over the top of the page I could see all of my

:07:30. > :07:33.competitors looking at me, too often. It was almost like a little

:07:34. > :07:39.comic book bubble. You could see them going... He is sitting on the

:07:40. > :07:46.floor, he's reading a book. Doesn't he know what's going on? At that

:07:47. > :07:52.point I knew that all I had to do was tie up my swimsuit and I had won

:07:53. > :07:58.the race. But even then I tried to screw it up. When I came to breed at

:07:59. > :08:07.about 25 metres from the end, I had had an injury so there was a lot

:08:08. > :08:10.going on. As libraries, the monkey on the shoulder started talking to

:08:11. > :08:16.me and said, if you don't do something right now, you are not

:08:17. > :08:22.going to win. All the training, all the preparation came through. It is

:08:23. > :08:30.something that is absolutely unbelievable. I said to myself, that

:08:31. > :08:34.is absurd. At 25 metres to go, all the training click together and I

:08:35. > :08:39.said what I needed to say to myself. And I touched the end, grabbed the

:08:40. > :08:44.blocks and I knew my life would always be different. They say when

:08:45. > :08:51.you drown, your whole life goes before your eyes. In that case, it

:08:52. > :08:56.was drowning in my own emotions. All of the people that work with me, all

:08:57. > :09:02.of my peers who had helped me as well, it was all there in that

:09:03. > :09:07.moment. As I touched the end, I thought I had held it for minutes.

:09:08. > :09:12.We watched the replay is, it is a couple of points of a second. It was

:09:13. > :09:16.almost like time had slowed down. To the medal ceremony, no union jack

:09:17. > :09:20.because the British Prime Minister at the time, Margaret Thatcher, had

:09:21. > :09:28.urged to you and fellow competitors not to go as part of a boycott of

:09:29. > :09:35.the Russian invasion of Afghanistan. Did you have any misgivings? It was

:09:36. > :09:42.tough. My stepfather was an air Vice Marshal and a war hero, he told me

:09:43. > :09:48.shouldn't go. A family row? Yes, in fact, my mother went and my

:09:49. > :09:54.stepfather didn't go. It was a very difficult situation, the press were

:09:55. > :10:02.very... It was a huge story as you can imagine. Each one of us searched

:10:03. > :10:10.within ourselves as to whether or not should go. I remember sitting

:10:11. > :10:18.down with an ex- swimmer and a manager of mind. We talked about it

:10:19. > :10:26.and he said, look, if an ogre was playing a structure virus violin,

:10:27. > :10:30.which he destroyed? The Olympic Games are so special that you

:10:31. > :10:36.shouldn't destroy it because of that. I was looking around at

:10:37. > :10:48.Britain at the time, we were doing nothing else, just the athletes were

:10:49. > :10:54.being asked to boycott the games. You will appreciate certain sporting

:10:55. > :11:03.boycotts, such as South Africa, have worked? -- Stratovarius. How much of

:11:04. > :11:07.that change would have happened... What I would say on the reverse is

:11:08. > :11:12.that there were only two things being discussed with Russia at the

:11:13. > :11:16.time, which was sports results and the weather. It seemed a bad time to

:11:17. > :11:21.stop talking about sports results. When you went to rush it was obvious

:11:22. > :11:28.that it was like a cultural atom bomb going off in Moscow. The change

:11:29. > :11:37.during the time we were there was incredible. I personally would like

:11:38. > :11:41.to feel that it's better change. Yours in the presence of other

:11:42. > :11:45.athletes was the force of good. Exactly. I think if you look at

:11:46. > :11:52.depriving people, that is usually not the way to do things. It is the

:11:53. > :11:57.cultural exchange, sport is such a massive cultural exchange. The way I

:11:58. > :12:04.see the Olympics is, we all under one roof, the world is speaking the

:12:05. > :12:09.common language of sport. You can't hide behind that. Do you subscribe

:12:10. > :12:15.to the view that sport and politics don't and should never mix? It

:12:16. > :12:22.doesn't work that way. People want to use sport for social good, for

:12:23. > :12:28.social change. They want to use putting the Olympics in different

:12:29. > :12:32.cities around the world to accelerate the change around the

:12:33. > :12:38.world. You look at where the Olympics have corner of the years,

:12:39. > :12:43.places like Athens. You can't uncouple them, nor should you. I

:12:44. > :12:50.think you'd have to focus on what good comes out of it. Brings is

:12:51. > :12:53.up-to-date, and dealing with modern Russia and the doping positives

:12:54. > :12:58.which have been very much part of the rear Olympics. The world anti-

:12:59. > :13:03.doping agency delivered three key findings in their investigations

:13:04. > :13:09.with specific reference to the Winter Olympics of 2014. In summary,

:13:10. > :13:17.positive tests were either disappeared or swapped with clean

:13:18. > :13:21.ones. The whole process was conducted and overseen by Russia's

:13:22. > :13:28.Minister of sport and other key bodies. How do you react to that? It

:13:29. > :13:32.is unbelievable to me that we are seeing what happened in my

:13:33. > :13:36.generation, is all the East Germans and the Russians et cetera cheating,

:13:37. > :13:46.it seems like nothing has changed. That is really quite worrying. It is

:13:47. > :13:49.worrying for where Russia is at the moment, because you could say it is

:13:50. > :13:54.morally corrupt. You are feeding young people... In effect how long

:13:55. > :13:59.they will live, the health of their future. It might affect their

:14:00. > :14:04.children. And you look at a state-sponsored... It's moral

:14:05. > :14:14.bankruptcy, really, in terms of a nation. We have seen it in China as

:14:15. > :14:18.well. It is outrageous. The question is, what is to be done about it?

:14:19. > :14:22.There is a key philosophical question around it. The IOC

:14:23. > :14:28.president said we have to take decisions based on fact, which it

:14:29. > :14:30.seems we have now, and to find the right balance between a collective

:14:31. > :14:38.responsibility and individual justice. In the lead up to Rio,

:14:39. > :14:39.there may be more twists and turns. Where do you stand on that

:14:40. > :14:52.particular dilemma? If it is just an individual, it is

:14:53. > :14:57.very clear that either they have taken it or they haven't. The ban is

:14:58. > :15:03.not long enough it should be more Draconian in my opinion. When it

:15:04. > :15:09.comes to a state, it is more difficult. Maybe someone has not

:15:10. > :15:15.cheated so is it the individual or the state? But when you have a state

:15:16. > :15:22.like Russia, it is organised, it is state sponsored and I suspect, am

:15:23. > :15:29.starting to lean towards, you have to ban them. I suspect there will be

:15:30. > :15:35.legal ramifications for that and if I was in that position to make that

:15:36. > :15:41.decision - thank God I am not - I would be going for ramifications

:15:42. > :15:50.when we have legal claims against us. Vladimir Putin saying this is

:15:51. > :15:56.unjust and unfair. If some of your family committed a crime would it be

:15:57. > :16:02.fair to implicate the whole family, would it be fair? It is a huge

:16:03. > :16:07.dilemma and one that will rumble on for a long time. I think, when you

:16:08. > :16:15.have state-sponsored cheating, then you have to set the whole team out

:16:16. > :16:21.and say, no, it is not right, not least because how can you prove who

:16:22. > :16:24.has and who has not the cause it is all covered up in the first place so

:16:25. > :16:30.you cannot reach into the country and prove one way or the other. Part

:16:31. > :16:36.of the Russian complain is they have been singled out are flailing. There

:16:37. > :16:42.is evidence of drug cheating systematic drug cheating in other

:16:43. > :16:47.countries. You suspect there is a little bit of politics in all of

:16:48. > :16:58.this? I hope not but you can never know. Russia is a western country,

:16:59. > :17:02.it should be setting a moral tone... What do you mean by a Western

:17:03. > :17:11.country? It is a major economy in the world, part of it is in Europe

:17:12. > :17:16.and... Obviously one would expect a higher code of conduct in that

:17:17. > :17:21.country than some of the countries that are more developing and have

:17:22. > :17:31.found corruption problems. Let's bring it now closer to home. Adam

:17:32. > :17:35.peaty, a swimmer, he said, if I win Olympic goal and people look at me

:17:36. > :17:41.as a cheap it is hugely disrespectful. You do not want it

:17:42. > :17:46.for thinking you are a cheap simply because you are fast. You can

:17:47. > :17:51.sympathise with that. You have to assume everyone is innocent until

:17:52. > :17:57.proven guilty and sometimes in this world, nowadays, people have

:17:58. > :18:02.forgotten that. What I would say to Adam is, if somebody has stood take

:18:03. > :18:08.drugs or has coaches that believe you need drugs in order to beat you,

:18:09. > :18:15.then psychologically you are flawed and you have lost before you have

:18:16. > :18:23.even started. I think you can beat drugs cheats. I had it in my day,

:18:24. > :18:32.you know, East Germans and Russians... Were you deprived of the

:18:33. > :18:42.medals? Is certainly not the one I won! LAUGHTER. I do not think so.

:18:43. > :18:47.The eastern Russia and East Germans seem to have used them for the women

:18:48. > :18:53.swimmers which seemed to have been proven now. They were undetectable

:18:54. > :19:04.and they won. It is not a moral judgement. No. You know, Sharron

:19:05. > :19:10.Davies, for instance, she was really handicapped by what happened back

:19:11. > :19:15.then and, interestingly, when it was all proven that she was beaten by

:19:16. > :19:21.somebody taking drugs she said I do not want their medals because, in

:19:22. > :19:26.their case, they were given it. They did not have a choice stop one of

:19:27. > :19:32.the interesting thing as this unfolds is how much the athletes

:19:33. > :19:37.actually knew about what was going on and what they were and were not

:19:38. > :19:45.being given. Will you ever tempted to take drugs? And I do not wish it

:19:46. > :19:51.to be a disrespectful question. It was not in me. It is not something I

:19:52. > :19:56.would have ever thought about. To me, sport is such a fuel thing and

:19:57. > :20:03.you do a best time on your rain merits and that is what gave me a

:20:04. > :20:08.charge in my career. I was born dyslexic, things are not going well,

:20:09. > :20:15.it was self-improvement. It is not really self-improvement if you are

:20:16. > :20:21.taking drugs. At any championship, would you feel comfortable now about

:20:22. > :20:27.entering a race and feeling the race was clean, whether they were

:20:28. > :20:34.Russians in it or not? It is a while ago but what was really interesting

:20:35. > :20:39.is use all, with China, they came out of nowhere and started breaking

:20:40. > :20:43.world records and then they came up again and were caught a second time

:20:44. > :20:52.and disappeared. At the time we had a few drug cheats caught. Either the

:20:53. > :20:59.drugs in China and the few cheats that were caught had very much there

:21:00. > :21:06.to drugs than anybody else or else the sport was clean. Clearly we have

:21:07. > :21:10.had some drug infringements but they have been relatively small and it is

:21:11. > :21:21.shocking when you find a nation like Russia has committed, devious

:21:22. > :21:25.systematic cheating. The settling has been controversial- the ten

:21:26. > :21:30.o'clock starts and three o'clock finishing, all determined by

:21:31. > :21:36.American television, how do you feel about that? I always remember

:21:37. > :21:42.interviewing Michael Phelps when he was first coming out and he said, my

:21:43. > :21:49.goal is to make swimming as big as baseball or football. I do not know

:21:50. > :21:55.if he has done that but he managed to change the schedule where it was

:21:56. > :22:02.played on American television. It is the same for everybody. So it isn't

:22:03. > :22:07.even field. The performances themselves will not be at the

:22:08. > :22:14.Olympic standards. Fewer records. Are we going to see a substandard

:22:15. > :22:22.swimming event at the games? I doubt it. You could argue the point but

:22:23. > :22:27.what has happened in swimming across the field has really changed. We

:22:28. > :22:34.have Mel Marshall and Adam peaty, fantastic. James, and other new

:22:35. > :22:40.generations of coaches. But they seem to be springing up in different

:22:41. > :22:48.countries. Japan is doing the most extraordinary revival in swimming.

:22:49. > :22:53.It is very exciting but it may make winning gold medals more difficult.

:22:54. > :23:00.Returning to you, always destined to be a swimmer. Your father installed

:23:01. > :23:08.a swimming pool, and there was only one way to go. I was never going to

:23:09. > :23:14.win Wimbledon. Swimming has been the most fantastic sport. A good day to

:23:15. > :23:20.me is one swim a day, a great day is to swim is a day. It is something

:23:21. > :23:28.beyond something you do to compete. It is a really wonderful sport where

:23:29. > :23:35.you dive into the water and Flex the ceiling rather than crash the floor.

:23:36. > :23:45.Diving into an outdoor swimming pool with the Sun on the water, it is

:23:46. > :23:52.brilliant. I love it still so I very fortunate. You mentioned your

:23:53. > :24:00.dyslexia. It has produced an entirely different adult? Yes, it

:24:01. > :24:04.was a process of change for me. It has been just wonderful. Not only

:24:05. > :24:09.has it given me as sport but a business life where I have

:24:10. > :24:17.businesses working in sport, really breaking the mould is. It has been

:24:18. > :24:21.ever so exciting. Duncan Goodhew, it has been a pleasure talking to you.

:24:22. > :24:23.Thank you. Very nice.