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This programme contains some strong language. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:07 | |
GENTLE MUSIC PLAYS | 0:00:14 | 0:00:16 | |
BOTTLES RATTLE | 0:00:30 | 0:00:32 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 0:00:34 | 0:00:36 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 0:00:40 | 0:00:42 | |
GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES | 0:00:44 | 0:00:46 | |
WATER RUNS | 0:00:54 | 0:00:56 | |
GLASS CLATTERS | 0:01:01 | 0:01:03 | |
GAS HISSES | 0:01:07 | 0:01:09 | |
CLATTERING, GAS STOPS HISSING | 0:01:17 | 0:01:19 | |
GENTLE MUSIC | 0:01:29 | 0:01:31 | |
COINS JINGLE | 0:01:43 | 0:01:45 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 0:01:51 | 0:01:53 | |
GAS HISSES | 0:02:05 | 0:02:07 | |
GENTLE MUSIC | 0:02:16 | 0:02:18 | |
CLANG! | 0:02:35 | 0:02:37 | |
I brought three with me today. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:45 | |
Oh, hi. Can I help you? | 0:02:43 | 0:02:45 | |
Will you buy them? | 0:02:45 | 0:02:49 | |
That's how we make a living. | 0:02:46 | 0:02:49 | |
Except now my father's just died. | 0:02:50 | 0:02:53 | |
I don't think it's affected my brother and me as much as you might fear. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:58 | |
OK, well, let's, uh... | 0:03:00 | 0:03:02 | |
Well, this one's supposed to be pretty good. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:10 | |
It's ideal if you're into polar stuff and tundra and that stuff. | 0:03:10 | 0:03:14 | |
That was one of my father's specialities. | 0:03:14 | 0:03:16 | |
What's that? Ju- Julia Wilson Green. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:21 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:03:19 | 0:03:21 | |
Is that you? > | 0:03:20 | 0:03:21 | |
No. | 0:03:21 | 0:03:25 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:03:23 | 0:03:25 | |
Excuse me. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:03:27 | 0:03:30 | |
Hello, North Books. Harbour speaking. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:33 | |
I'll just take The Man Who Would Be King. | 0:03:39 | 0:03:43 | |
GENTLE MUSIC | 0:03:47 | 0:03:49 | |
KEYS JANGLE | 0:03:58 | 0:04:00 | |
GENTLE MUSIC CONTINUES | 0:04:06 | 0:04:08 | |
THUD! | 0:04:11 | 0:04:12 | |
GLASS SMASHES | 0:04:13 | 0:04:15 | |
GAS HISSES | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
(GRUNTS) | 0:04:19 | 0:04:21 | |
Wilbur! Wake up, Wilbur! Oh, Jesus Christ. | 0:04:22 | 0:04:26 | |
Breathe, Wilbur! Breathe. | 0:04:29 | 0:04:32 | |
GROANS | 0:04:32 | 0:04:37 | |
WATER RUNS | 0:04:34 | 0:04:37 | |
MAN: Essen, Arnhem, Hanover, Hamburg. | 0:04:37 | 0:04:41 | |
And, of course, back again. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:43 | |
Lay-by after lay-by. Maybe a porn magazine. | 0:04:43 | 0:04:48 | |
Mars bar if there's a tailback. Snowballs - never really caught on south of the border. | 0:04:48 | 0:04:53 | |
Or the Continent, for that matter. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:56 | |
I don't know why. I... I thought they were delicious. | 0:04:56 | 0:05:00 | |
But, little by little, my life just shrunk. > | 0:05:00 | 0:05:05 | |
No-one to miss me, anyway. I wouldn't even miss myself. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:11 | |
Don't say that, Wayne. > | 0:05:09 | 0:05:11 | |
I'm sure many of us here have grown really fond of Wayne over these last few weeks, haven't we? | 0:05:11 | 0:05:17 | |
SILENCE | 0:05:17 | 0:05:21 | |
HE SIGHS LOUDLY | 0:05:21 | 0:05:22 | |
Is it lunchtime? | 0:05:22 | 0:05:25 | |
Lunchtime is one o'clock, Wilbur. Carry on, Wayne. | 0:05:25 | 0:05:29 | |
Shouldn't he, Horst? Horst? | 0:05:29 | 0:05:31 | |
What? | 0:05:31 | 0:05:33 | |
You know the rest. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:34 | |
-Yes, and we don't want to hear more. -No, of course not. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:37 | |
So, Wilbur... > | 0:05:37 | 0:05:40 | |
Yes, Horst. | 0:05:39 | 0:05:40 | |
...pills this time, huh? | 0:05:40 | 0:05:42 | |
And gas. | 0:05:41 | 0:05:42 | |
-Oh my God. It could have killed you. -That was the general idea. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:45 | |
BELL TINKLES | 0:05:45 | 0:05:47 | |
Am I the only one starving in here? | 0:05:47 | 0:05:50 | |
BELL TINKLES | 0:05:50 | 0:05:56 | |
Yes. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:56 | |
BELL TINKLES | 0:05:54 | 0:05:56 | |
Wilbur, wouldn't you like to share anything at all? | 0:05:56 | 0:06:00 | |
You've got a hair sticking out your nostril. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:10 | |
Would, um...? | 0:06:11 | 0:06:14 | |
Would anyone like to, uh, say anything to Wilbur? | 0:06:14 | 0:06:18 | |
Um, I'm sure we've all grown very very fond of Wilbur over the past few weeks, haven't we? | 0:06:18 | 0:06:24 | |
Wayne. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:25 | |
BELL TINKLES | 0:06:25 | 0:06:29 | |
Um... | 0:06:27 | 0:06:29 | |
I don't mind him. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:32 | |
That's nice, Wayne. Ruby. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:32 | |
BELL TINKLES | 0:06:32 | 0:06:38 | |
You're one problem, Wayne - you're a crybaby. | 0:06:35 | 0:06:38 | |
But what is really life-threatening around here is you, Wilbur. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:42 | |
You're wasting our time, sponging off the system. | 0:06:42 | 0:06:45 | |
That gas thing was insane. | 0:06:45 | 0:06:48 | |
You put the lives of everyone in your building at risk. | 0:06:48 | 0:06:51 | |
As some of us here know pretty well, right, Claire? | 0:06:51 | 0:06:55 | |
I told you - no-one got hurt. | 0:06:55 | 0:06:59 | |
It's quite right, Claire. | 0:06:57 | 0:06:59 | |
Why don't you just die | 0:06:57 | 0:06:59 | |
and let someone else take your place? | 0:06:59 | 0:07:02 | |
Ooh. Thank you, Ruby. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
Um, Wilbur, what do you think would happen, | 0:07:04 | 0:07:08 | |
in a broad, um, sociological sense, | 0:07:08 | 0:07:12 | |
if we all went around killing ourselves? | 0:07:12 | 0:07:16 | |
There'd be no more group. | 0:07:19 | 0:07:21 | |
You know, it gets more and more humiliating every time I survive. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:30 | |
Why did you crash in on me like that? | 0:07:30 | 0:07:33 | |
-How do you always stick your nose in? -You phoned! | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
And you haven't let me finish what I was saying. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:40 | |
Harbour! Harbour, look, I know we can't stop your brother, | 0:07:40 | 0:07:44 | |
but we don't feel he should be living on his own. | 0:07:44 | 0:07:47 | |
Is there any way you could move in with him for awhile? | 0:07:47 | 0:07:52 | |
No way is he staying at my place. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:52 | |
Wilbur, from a purely professional point of view, you need all the support you can get right now. | 0:07:53 | 0:07:58 | |
I know this isn't strictly by the book, but you could stay with me. | 0:07:58 | 0:08:02 | |
I've got a light, spacious one-bedroom flat | 0:08:02 | 0:08:06 | |
just 15 minutes stroll from the underground. | 0:08:06 | 0:08:10 | |
I mean, I could make a fuss of you, and I do live practically 100% organically. | 0:08:10 | 0:08:13 | |
I've got a solarium above my bed. | 0:08:13 | 0:08:15 | |
We're expected at a funeral. Nutter. | 0:08:15 | 0:08:20 | |
Moira, you do perform miracles here. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:20 | |
Is this where mother is buried? | 0:08:32 | 0:08:35 | |
No, she's over there. | 0:08:35 | 0:08:38 | |
Over there? | 0:08:38 | 0:08:39 | |
Father wanted her to be able to see the shop. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:45 | |
Now if she leant forwards a little... | 0:08:45 | 0:08:48 | |
She leant forwards a little? But while she was dead and buried? | 0:08:52 | 0:08:57 | |
Well, he wasn't feeling too well at the time. | 0:08:57 | 0:09:00 | |
Just lay those down. | 0:09:00 | 0:09:02 | |
-So now they're lying together. -It looks like a molehill. Come on! | 0:09:04 | 0:09:09 | |
Not with the flowers. Anyway, you don't get molehills that big. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:15 | |
At least not in Scotland. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
Still, it's a bit of a shame that he's dead, isn't it? | 0:09:17 | 0:09:21 | |
He was crap towards end. | 0:09:19 | 0:09:21 | |
Now, you'd really treated him nicely, you did. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:26 | |
He hated me. | 0:09:24 | 0:09:26 | |
He was a happy as a penguin for weeks after you came by. | 0:09:26 | 0:09:29 | |
Otherwise he wouldn't have given you the bookshop, would he? | 0:09:29 | 0:09:33 | |
He didn't give me it. | 0:09:32 | 0:09:33 | |
Sure he did. Sure as naught - it was Dad's last request. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:36 | |
He didn't make a last request. He just sat there dribbling. | 0:09:36 | 0:09:41 | |
I think you got it wrong. | 0:09:41 | 0:09:43 | |
Why does it say Harbour in the will, then? | 0:09:43 | 0:09:48 | |
He must have mixed our names up. | 0:09:45 | 0:09:48 | |
I'm sure he wanted you to have it. He said so several times. | 0:09:48 | 0:09:53 | |
He couldn't talk! | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
I could tell by his eyes. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:56 | |
Hey. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:11 | |
You warm enough? | 0:10:14 | 0:10:17 | |
MURMURS | 0:10:15 | 0:10:17 | |
Hi, Alice. Sorry you had to deal with this one. | 0:10:18 | 0:10:22 | |
I've just got the coffee cups left. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:24 | |
-There are more bin liners in the store cupboard. -Uh-huh. | 0:10:24 | 0:10:27 | |
Oh, Alice. | 0:10:27 | 0:10:29 | |
You've missed a little bit here. | 0:10:30 | 0:10:35 | |
Where? | 0:10:32 | 0:10:35 | |
Just... Just here. | 0:10:33 | 0:10:35 | |
Oh. | 0:10:35 | 0:10:37 | |
CLATTERING | 0:10:42 | 0:10:48 | |
I was thinking about roasting a duck tomorrow. | 0:10:44 | 0:10:48 | |
-Were you? -Remember the way Mother used to do it? | 0:10:50 | 0:10:55 | |
No. > | 0:10:55 | 0:10:57 | |
How she used to cut the orange slices so she could twist them | 0:10:58 | 0:11:02 | |
and zigzag them all the way across the duck's back. | 0:11:02 | 0:11:06 | |
-GAS HISSES -Remember? -Not really. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:11 | |
I'll just remove this, eh? | 0:11:16 | 0:11:18 | |
Well, what if it fell - into the water? | 0:11:21 | 0:11:26 | |
You need a toaster for that. | 0:11:24 | 0:11:26 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 0:11:30 | 0:11:32 | |
Now Father's gone, you can't help thinking about Mother, can you? | 0:11:32 | 0:11:39 | |
Yes, I can. | 0:11:37 | 0:11:39 | |
I don't remember any of those things like you do. | 0:11:39 | 0:11:44 | |
It's all those suicides. | 0:11:41 | 0:11:44 | |
Most people have some memories from when they were little. | 0:11:44 | 0:11:49 | |
And you were nearly 5 when she died. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:51 | |
-Do you want to borrow a pair of pyjamas? -No. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:55 | |
A good pair of pyjamas is a nice thing to have. | 0:11:55 | 0:11:59 | |
A lot of people appreciate that. | 0:11:59 | 0:12:03 | |
It was a no, Harbour. | 0:12:01 | 0:12:03 | |
We're broke. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:08 | |
Father didn't leave anything - just the books. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:13 | |
And this. Thanks(!) | 0:12:17 | 0:12:19 | |
-Shouldn't we just close down, then? -Well, it's up to you. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
If you think we should close down, we'll close down. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:28 | |
That's what we'll do, then. | 0:12:28 | 0:12:30 | |
DOOR SQUEAKS SHUT | 0:12:31 | 0:12:32 | |
Mary. | 0:12:35 | 0:12:37 | |
Were there any books? | 0:12:40 | 0:12:42 | |
One - in the operating theatre. You've saved nearly £4000 now. | 0:12:42 | 0:12:46 | |
Can we go to the Chinese restaurant, then? | 0:12:46 | 0:12:49 | |
No, we can't afford it. We have to save it for a rainy day. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:54 | |
Nothing bad will ever happen to us. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:56 | |
But if something does happen to me, you'll have to get by. | 0:12:56 | 0:13:01 | |
You should see the people at the hospital and the terrible accidents. I found an ear on the floor again. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:07 | |
Can I read it before you sell it? | 0:13:14 | 0:13:18 | |
No, I want to take it to the shop today. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:18 | |
I think you'll miss the shop if we close down. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
Father and I really got it sorted in the last few weeks. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:30 | |
< WILBUR MUNCHES | 0:13:30 | 0:13:33 | |
One morning... | 0:13:31 | 0:13:33 | |
-..he even took my hand. -I'm going back to bed. -You've got to go to work. | 0:13:35 | 0:13:40 | |
I must have been sacked by now. | 0:13:40 | 0:13:43 | |
No, it's OK. I phoned them yesterday. | 0:13:41 | 0:13:43 | |
They said just turn up. You're going on an outing. | 0:13:43 | 0:13:47 | |
THUD! | 0:13:47 | 0:13:48 | |
-What's the white one called? -I don't know. They're all white. -Yes, but that one. | 0:13:48 | 0:13:54 | |
-It's a snow beast. -It looks more like weasel. | 0:13:54 | 0:13:57 | |
-Maybe so, but it's a snow beast, all right? -Snow beast. | 0:13:57 | 0:14:01 | |
When we catch the bus, can I hold you hand? | 0:14:01 | 0:14:04 | |
-Fuck off! -All right. -Nancy boy. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:09 | |
Snow beasts do not think twice before they attack. | 0:14:09 | 0:14:12 | |
They can kill a fully grown man in seconds. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:14 | |
That may be possible, but one time Wilbur killed two at once. | 0:14:14 | 0:14:19 | |
And some day, one day, the whole lot just commit suicide. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:23 | |
But why? | 0:14:22 | 0:14:23 | |
Nobody knows. Just go out into the water and drown. They probably don't even know why. Isn't it sad? | 0:14:23 | 0:14:29 | |
BOYS: Yes. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:33 | |
When you crouch, people can see your knickers. | 0:14:29 | 0:14:33 | |
Thanks(!) | 0:14:33 | 0:14:35 | |
Do it again so we can see. | 0:14:36 | 0:14:41 | |
No. Now we're going to the savannah. Come along! | 0:14:37 | 0:14:41 | |
Will you do it when we get there? | 0:14:41 | 0:14:47 | |
No, I don't think so. Perhaps. Oh, all right, then. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:47 | |
They're mad about you. I reckon it must be your masculine approach. | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
You coming? | 0:14:52 | 0:14:56 | |
I'll be right there. | 0:14:54 | 0:14:56 | |
SOMBRE MUSIC | 0:15:02 | 0:15:04 | |
Hello. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:20 | |
Hello again. | 0:15:19 | 0:15:20 | |
-Hello. -I'm sorry about the other day. -Do you still want to buy them? -Yeah, yeah, of course. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:28 | |
That was kind to lock up the shop. | 0:15:28 | 0:15:30 | |
I was scared it had been silly of me and you couldn't get back in. | 0:15:30 | 0:15:33 | |
Oh, no. Don't worry about it. My brother smashed a window. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:36 | |
-Smashed a window? -I'd broken his door, so we had to get the builders in anyway. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:41 | |
-Oh. -I did a deal with a very nice glazier - Menzies. Drives a Saab. | 0:15:41 | 0:15:46 | |
I think that's chewing gum. | 0:15:48 | 0:15:50 | |
Just in your hair. | 0:15:50 | 0:15:53 | |
Maybe when I fell asleep on the bus. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:58 | |
Shall I get rid of it? | 0:15:58 | 0:16:00 | |
It's not very considerate of people leaving chewing gum on bus seats. | 0:16:01 | 0:16:06 | |
I was a bit tired, that's all. | 0:16:04 | 0:16:06 | |
Keep nodding off too. | 0:16:06 | 0:16:08 | |
But it's not such a bad thing. | 0:16:09 | 0:16:12 | |
Don't you have a pair of scissors? | 0:16:12 | 0:16:14 | |
No. We don't dare have anything sharp around. I've got a wee brother. | 0:16:14 | 0:16:20 | |
Wilbur? | 0:16:22 | 0:16:24 | |
TENSE MUSIC | 0:16:31 | 0:16:33 | |
Wilbur? | 0:16:39 | 0:16:41 | |
Wilbur? | 0:16:51 | 0:16:54 | |
Now that Dad's dead, can we get rid of the smoked ham? | 0:16:54 | 0:16:57 | |
Oh, we just bought it. It's brand new. | 0:16:57 | 0:17:01 | |
-Couldn't you sleep? -I'll have a nap at the nursery later. | 0:17:04 | 0:17:08 | |
You mustn't forget that roast duck. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
A girl in the nursery asked me to go to her place for supper. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:16 | |
You could take the duck with you. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:16 | |
If you don't mind, Harbour, I'd rather not hear any more about that duck. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:21 | |
Aye, right, mustn't talk everything to death now. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:25 | |
We've had a nice girl in the shop a couple of times lately. | 0:17:25 | 0:17:28 | |
I think she used to come when Father had it. | 0:17:28 | 0:17:31 | |
The last time, she had chewing gum in her hair. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:36 | |
Sounds delicious (!) | 0:17:34 | 0:17:36 | |
I've got some pretty good books from her too. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
After all, business can't come to a complete standstill. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:43 | |
It was, uh, Robert Perry's autobiography, Wuppertal by Night, and, um, | 0:17:43 | 0:17:46 | |
Rock Hudson - the Dream Continues, I think. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:49 | |
Sounds like the kind of girl who knows what she wants. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:54 | |
She might be right up your street. | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
Her hair was really soft. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:56 | |
Why don't you grab her? | 0:17:56 | 0:18:01 | |
You can't just grab them. | 0:17:58 | 0:18:01 | |
Of course you can. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
Just gaze into their eyes, and they come walking straight over to you. | 0:18:01 | 0:18:04 | |
Is that all you do? | 0:18:06 | 0:18:09 | |
Mm. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:09 | |
Would you mind the shop for an hour? I've got to go out. | 0:18:11 | 0:18:16 | |
< Where are you going? | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
DOOR OPENS | 0:19:19 | 0:19:21 | |
We're closed. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:27 | |
What's become of the Kipling shelf? | 0:19:27 | 0:19:31 | |
We're in the middle of tidying up. | 0:19:29 | 0:19:31 | |
It's for my niece. | 0:19:30 | 0:19:31 | |
She likes Kipling. | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:19:33 | 0:19:36 | |
CAR ALARM WAILS | 0:19:34 | 0:19:36 | |
Now, there's nothing on him, but this one's about pickling. | 0:19:41 | 0:19:45 | |
-Look, do you want it or not? -Isn't your brother here? | 0:19:49 | 0:19:53 | |
He knows nothing about preserves either. Now beat it. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:55 | |
-Will you fuck off? -Two quid. | 0:19:56 | 0:19:59 | |
DOOR OPENS > | 0:20:03 | 0:20:05 | |
DOOR CLOSES > | 0:20:05 | 0:20:07 | |
HE SIGHS | 0:20:12 | 0:20:15 | |
GROANS, GAGS | 0:20:15 | 0:20:17 | |
MOANS | 0:20:20 | 0:20:22 | |
WAILS, GRUNTS | 0:20:31 | 0:20:34 | |
THUD! | 0:20:41 | 0:20:43 | |
WILBUR PANTS | 0:20:46 | 0:20:48 | |
GROANS | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
Come on. Up here. Up here. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
That's it. That's it. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:01 | |
GRUNTS | 0:21:01 | 0:21:03 | |
GRUNTS | 0:21:05 | 0:21:07 | |
He hasn't bothered anyone in the group directly. Have you, Wilbur? | 0:21:11 | 0:21:14 | |
That's irrelevant. | 0:21:13 | 0:21:14 | |
Ruby and Claire have drawn up a petition. | 0:21:14 | 0:21:17 | |
He's not to come here again. | 0:21:17 | 0:21:20 | |
There are private clinics if you think he's within reach of therapy. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:23 | |
It can't be from our father. He often whistled at breakfast. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
Do you have anything to add, Wilbur? | 0:21:26 | 0:21:30 | |
Does Horst mean sausage in German? | 0:21:31 | 0:21:35 | |
No. But you're close. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
PEOPLE CHATTER | 0:21:40 | 0:21:43 | |
Nice collar, Wilbur. | 0:21:45 | 0:21:47 | |
Hello. | 0:22:02 | 0:22:04 | |
Have you read all these books? | 0:22:05 | 0:22:09 | |
Some of them. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
Not that one, though. Is it any good? | 0:22:09 | 0:22:14 | |
It's too scary for me. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:14 | |
-And the words are really long. > -Do you want me to find you another? -We're closed! | 0:22:14 | 0:22:18 | |
I thought she was one of yours from the nursery. | 0:22:18 | 0:22:22 | |
I don't have anyone like that. | 0:22:19 | 0:22:22 | |
Where are your parents? | 0:22:23 | 0:22:26 | |
My mum's asleep. | 0:22:25 | 0:22:26 | |
And my dad doesn't exist. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:30 | |
Mum. | 0:22:36 | 0:22:38 | |
I'm sorry. I just wanted to sit down. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:42 | |
Don't get up. Sit down. It's fine. Fine. Sit down. It's OK. | 0:22:42 | 0:22:46 | |
Wilbur, this is Alice. You know, the one I told you about. | 0:22:46 | 0:22:48 | |
Uh, Alice, this is my wee brother. | 0:22:48 | 0:22:51 | |
Oh, but, of course, you've already met. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:55 | |
Yes. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:55 | |
I didn't know you had a little girl. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:58 | |
Would you like to stay for supper? | 0:22:59 | 0:23:01 | |
We have a roast duck going spare, now that Wilbur can only eat soup. | 0:23:01 | 0:23:08 | |
Oh no. I'm late for work! | 0:23:04 | 0:23:08 | |
What a shame. Roast duck's really good. | 0:23:08 | 0:23:11 | |
Yeah. No, Mary. Come on. | 0:23:09 | 0:23:11 | |
No, we have to go. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:17 | |
I can give you a lift, if that's OK. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:17 | |
What the fuck are you on about? | 0:23:14 | 0:23:17 | |
What would you give them a lift in? Idiot! | 0:23:17 | 0:23:19 | |
Oh, Wilbur's kind of right. See, uh, we don't have a car. | 0:23:19 | 0:23:25 | |
Oh, we'll just walk. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:26 | |
PANTING | 0:23:32 | 0:23:34 | |
Sorry. Fell asleep again. | 0:23:34 | 0:23:39 | |
That's all right. Just hurry up and get changed, OK? | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
Here ya are. | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
Yes, I've just got to get changed. Sorry. I had to help someone. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:49 | |
I tell you what, Alice, just go home and get some sleep. | 0:23:49 | 0:23:54 | |
You needn't bother coming back. | 0:23:55 | 0:23:57 | |
-But it's my job. -No! It's no good. | 0:23:58 | 0:24:02 | |
You're late. You can't go round with a kid - it was different when she was a baby. | 0:24:02 | 0:24:08 | |
I mean, it's not as if you're actually a good cleaner, is it? Pack your stuff and get out. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:12 | |
Mum. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:20 | |
Hm? | 0:24:19 | 0:24:20 | |
It's odd that that old bookseller was so disgusting | 0:24:20 | 0:24:26 | |
when he had two sons like them. | 0:24:26 | 0:24:27 | |
I can't go there without books. | 0:24:28 | 0:24:34 | |
The one in the collar is a bit of a nutcase. | 0:24:31 | 0:24:34 | |
But the older one is worth getting to know. | 0:24:34 | 0:24:37 | |
Hm. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:39 | |
You could sell the telephone books. | 0:24:52 | 0:24:57 | |
No. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:57 | |
Hi. | 0:25:08 | 0:25:10 | |
Can I help you? | 0:25:11 | 0:25:13 | |
Oh. That's Czechoslovakia. | 0:25:14 | 0:25:17 | |
I haven't got any books with me. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:20 | |
I'll come down. | 0:25:18 | 0:25:20 | |
Now, if there's anything you want to borrow, then... | 0:25:20 | 0:25:24 | |
I won't be getting any more, either, cos they sacked me. | 0:25:24 | 0:25:28 | |
And the books were ones I found at the hospital. | 0:25:28 | 0:25:31 | |
That was a nasty place to work, anyway. | 0:25:31 | 0:25:36 | |
Yeah. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:36 | |
-Maybe you should find yourself a husband. -Mm. | 0:25:55 | 0:25:58 | |
Yeah. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:02 | |
-It's beautiful. -Oh, thank you. Look at that! | 0:26:28 | 0:26:33 | |
Isn't it lovely? | 0:26:33 | 0:26:34 | |
This is a wedding present for you, Mary. | 0:26:36 | 0:26:38 | |
-Do you remember when you were a wee boy, you used to go missing? -No. | 0:26:40 | 0:26:45 | |
I remember once we found you behind some boxes, and the last time, it was two days before you reappeared. | 0:26:45 | 0:26:49 | |
-Where was Mother? -She was dead, I think. | 0:26:49 | 0:26:53 | |
Father couldn't make me go to school. | 0:26:53 | 0:26:55 | |
I sat there clutching that wee brown jacket you had. | 0:26:55 | 0:26:59 | |
-Yeah, it was really nice and warm, but still very light. -It's a pencil case. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:03 | |
It's got lots of little things in it - all different kinds of stuff. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:08 | |
Your presents are waiting at home. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:13 | |
What have you got us? | 0:27:11 | 0:27:13 | |
Go on. Tell them. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:13 | |
No. No. They're at home, and they're waiting for ya on your bed. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:16 | |
Look, it's a penguin! | 0:27:16 | 0:27:19 | |
This can be Wilbur. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:23 | |
She isn't used to getting presents. | 0:27:25 | 0:27:27 | |
-It was really nice of you to ask me. -It was Harbour. | 0:27:29 | 0:27:32 | |
He asked if there was anyone from work who I'd like to invite. | 0:27:32 | 0:27:37 | |
He seems lovely. | 0:27:35 | 0:27:37 | |
I could take Mary for you, if you'd fancy having a night to yourselves. | 0:27:38 | 0:27:43 | |
Wilbur's a nursery nurse. | 0:27:43 | 0:27:47 | |
Oh. Does he live with you? | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
No. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:49 | |
He's been evicted by the Housing Association | 0:27:51 | 0:27:55 | |
because he was careless with his gas. | 0:27:55 | 0:27:57 | |
He's just staying until he finds another flat. | 0:27:57 | 0:27:59 | |
-Well, in that case, I could just bring him along as well. -Wilbur? | 0:27:59 | 0:28:05 | |
Yeah. He seems like the sort who just being with puts you in a really good mood. | 0:28:05 | 0:28:11 | |
Yeah? Yeah. | 0:28:11 | 0:28:13 | |
But he's not exactly talkative. | 0:28:13 | 0:28:19 | |
No, but I like that. It's sexy. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:19 | |
You think Wilbur's sexy? | 0:28:19 | 0:28:24 | |
< Oh, you bet he's sexy. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:24 | |
He is drop-dead gorgeous. | 0:28:24 | 0:28:27 | |
CHEERING | 0:28:30 | 0:28:32 | |
Mrs North, I want to dance with you. | 0:28:34 | 0:28:36 | |
-I want to dance with you. -Me, Harbour. Me. | 0:28:36 | 0:28:40 | |
OK, come on! Whoo! | 0:28:40 | 0:28:42 | |
So, um, just what is waiting on the bed for them when they get back? | 0:28:45 | 0:28:50 | |
Shh, shh, shh. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
New duvets. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:52 | |
New pillows. Three of each. | 0:28:52 | 0:28:54 | |
Made of this special down. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:57 | |
I can't remember what brand it was. | 0:28:58 | 0:29:02 | |
Duck? | 0:29:00 | 0:29:02 | |
CHEERING | 0:29:06 | 0:29:10 | |
Goodbye, Alice! | 0:29:08 | 0:29:10 | |
Bye! | 0:29:10 | 0:29:12 | |
-Goodnight, Mrs North. -Goodnight, Mr North. | 0:29:12 | 0:29:15 | |
See you, Soph. Have a great evening. Thanks a lot. | 0:29:16 | 0:29:20 | |
-I'll get it, brother. See you later. -Thanks a lot, mate. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:25 | |
OK, do you have any kids? | 0:29:41 | 0:29:43 | |
-No. I haven't. -Good. | 0:29:43 | 0:29:46 | |
A boyfriend? | 0:29:50 | 0:29:52 | |
Do you have a boyfriend? | 0:29:52 | 0:29:56 | |
Oh, I don't know. | 0:29:54 | 0:29:56 | |
Maybe. | 0:29:56 | 0:29:58 | |
Hey. What was that? | 0:30:04 | 0:30:07 | |
-Well, I just thought I saw some cream on it. -You just licked my ear. | 0:30:07 | 0:30:11 | |
Yeah, I just licked your ear. | 0:30:11 | 0:30:13 | |
I would have brought a dog if I wanted my ear licked. | 0:30:13 | 0:30:17 | |
Get a grip of yourself. Freak! | 0:30:17 | 0:30:19 | |
Can I have the bill, please? | 0:30:31 | 0:30:33 | |
DOOR OPENS > | 0:30:43 | 0:30:45 | |
THUD! | 0:30:49 | 0:30:51 | |
Here you go. | 0:31:07 | 0:31:09 | |
MURMURS | 0:31:10 | 0:31:12 | |
< WATER RUNS | 0:31:16 | 0:31:18 | |
THUD! | 0:31:19 | 0:31:21 | |
WATER CONTINUES RUNNING | 0:31:26 | 0:31:28 | |
WATER DRIPS | 0:31:40 | 0:31:42 | |
ALICE! CALL AN AMBULANCE! | 0:32:02 | 0:32:04 | |
ALICE! | 0:32:04 | 0:32:06 | |
< Oh God. Oh, Wilbur! | 0:32:06 | 0:32:10 | |
No, no. | 0:32:10 | 0:32:12 | |
Alice, call an ambulance! | 0:32:17 | 0:32:19 | |
HARBOUR SOBS | 0:32:21 | 0:32:23 | |
Oh my God. | 0:32:23 | 0:32:25 | |
They're coming. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:29 | |
Harbour, wrap this around his wrist. | 0:32:33 | 0:32:38 | |
It's too late! | 0:32:34 | 0:32:38 | |
No, no. Harbour. Harbour. | 0:32:35 | 0:32:38 | |
Put this around his wrist. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:40 | |
HARBOUR SOBS | 0:32:42 | 0:32:44 | |
Do it really tightly. Yes. | 0:32:45 | 0:32:47 | |
SOBBING CONTINUES | 0:32:48 | 0:32:50 | |
BIRDS CHIRP | 0:33:01 | 0:33:03 | |
< COUGHING | 0:33:24 | 0:33:26 | |
One day he's going to succeed. | 0:33:37 | 0:33:40 | |
How dare he? | 0:33:40 | 0:33:42 | |
What does the psychologist say? | 0:33:46 | 0:33:49 | |
Seems upset. | 0:33:48 | 0:33:49 | |
Wilbur threw Brussels sprouts at him in the cafeteria. | 0:33:49 | 0:33:54 | |
Well, what did your father used to think? | 0:33:57 | 0:34:02 | |
I tried to make sure he never heard. | 0:34:00 | 0:34:02 | |
Worried him so much every time Wilbur wanted to kill himself. There's a lot of Mother in Wilbur. | 0:34:02 | 0:34:09 | |
What, did...? | 0:34:09 | 0:34:11 | |
Did she kill herself? | 0:34:11 | 0:34:16 | |
No, no. No, it was something congenital. | 0:34:13 | 0:34:16 | |
She spent most of the last two years of her life at the hospital. | 0:34:16 | 0:34:20 | |
Shall we make a start on the atlas shelf? | 0:34:20 | 0:34:25 | |
Did she die there? | 0:34:22 | 0:34:25 | |
No, it was very cold the night she died. It was a really severe frost. | 0:34:27 | 0:34:32 | |
And we'd been to see her at the hospital, and... | 0:34:32 | 0:34:36 | |
Wilbur had just been given a wee sledge, | 0:34:36 | 0:34:40 | |
and he insisted on being pulled the whole way. | 0:34:40 | 0:34:43 | |
I think it's still in the cellar. Mary can have it. | 0:34:43 | 0:34:49 | |
Did she die here, Harbour? | 0:34:46 | 0:34:49 | |
We knew she wasn't allowed to come home while she was in treatment. | 0:34:52 | 0:34:56 | |
But she couldn't help it. | 0:34:56 | 0:34:58 | |
I don't think she could live without Wilbur. | 0:34:58 | 0:35:01 | |
He really was lovable in those days. | 0:35:01 | 0:35:03 | |
So she kept coming to the shop. | 0:35:03 | 0:35:06 | |
Usually father would have to carry her back again. | 0:35:06 | 0:35:09 | |
They kept telling her she wasn't allowed to come home - getting out of bed could kill her. | 0:35:09 | 0:35:14 | |
She was so frail. | 0:35:14 | 0:35:16 | |
I always wondered how neither father nor I heard her knocking that night. | 0:35:21 | 0:35:26 | |
Wilbur was the only one who woke up. | 0:35:28 | 0:35:31 | |
And he went down to the shop. | 0:35:32 | 0:35:35 | |
He saw her knocking on the window. She was just in a hospital nightgown. | 0:35:35 | 0:35:39 | |
And she must have been knocking for ages. | 0:35:39 | 0:35:43 | |
But he wouldn't unlock the door. | 0:35:43 | 0:35:46 | |
He didn't dare let her in, | 0:35:46 | 0:35:48 | |
cos father had said that it would kill her to come home. | 0:35:48 | 0:35:52 | |
All Wilbur did was to climb into my bed. | 0:35:52 | 0:35:56 | |
And I thought that he'd had a nightmare, cos he often did. | 0:35:56 | 0:35:59 | |
And in the morning, when we went out to clear the snow, Wilbur refused to come. | 0:35:59 | 0:36:06 | |
And I found her there. | 0:36:07 | 0:36:09 | |
I think you should ask him if he'll stay here with us. | 0:36:11 | 0:36:15 | |
Thank you. | 0:36:16 | 0:36:18 | |
< Mr Macintyre. Please take a seat. I'll be right back in a moment. | 0:36:22 | 0:36:27 | |
KNOCK ON DOOR | 0:36:27 | 0:36:29 | |
Hi. | 0:36:28 | 0:36:29 | |
I'm meant to remind patients to leave hospital vests and things like that behind when they're discharged. | 0:36:29 | 0:36:36 | |
-No offence. Keep the bandages. They're yours. -Thanks. | 0:36:36 | 0:36:41 | |
I'm really sorry you can't come to the suicide group any more. | 0:36:41 | 0:36:45 | |
Especially now you've actually experienced being dead. | 0:36:45 | 0:36:49 | |
-Nice tie. -Oh, it's vintage. | 0:36:51 | 0:36:54 | |
Is Harbour coming to pick you up? | 0:36:56 | 0:37:00 | |
-No. -Isn't there, um, anything I can do for you? | 0:37:00 | 0:37:04 | |
Yeah. Come over here. | 0:37:05 | 0:37:08 | |
Would you mind licking my ear? | 0:37:11 | 0:37:13 | |
Either? | 0:37:15 | 0:37:18 | |
This one. This one. Come on! | 0:37:16 | 0:37:19 | |
Try again. | 0:37:29 | 0:37:31 | |
Try this one. | 0:37:40 | 0:37:42 | |
Yeah, OK. | 0:37:47 | 0:37:49 | |
You could, um, lick my ear as well, if you like. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:53 | |
All in good time, Moira. | 0:37:53 | 0:37:55 | |
Bye, Wilbur. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:07 | |
Don't say a word. I said I'm sorry. | 0:38:08 | 0:38:10 | |
Wilbur? | 0:38:16 | 0:38:17 | |
I was wondering if we could have a little chat | 0:38:19 | 0:38:22 | |
at some point. | 0:38:22 | 0:38:26 | |
Yeah. | 0:38:24 | 0:38:26 | |
-I do have a question I'd like to ask you. -Yes. -If you've got the time. -Yes, I have. | 0:38:26 | 0:38:30 | |
Are you in any way related to the man they called Horst? | 0:38:32 | 0:38:37 | |
I believe so, yes. Somewhere on my mother's side. Yes. | 0:38:38 | 0:38:43 | |
Yeah? | 0:38:42 | 0:38:43 | |
In that case, I've won 75 quid. | 0:38:43 | 0:38:46 | |
Your liver count's still a bit high but we can do something about that. | 0:38:51 | 0:38:55 | |
Oh, good. | 0:38:53 | 0:38:55 | |
But I'd like to do more tests to identify a suitable medicine. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:57 | |
What's the matter with the one I already take? | 0:38:57 | 0:39:01 | |
Could you sit down a moment? | 0:39:00 | 0:39:01 | |
I'd rather not. Uh, it may be serious, but if so, you'll have to tell me another time. | 0:39:01 | 0:39:07 | |
I'm very busy at the moment. | 0:39:07 | 0:39:10 | |
Hello. Hello, Harbour. | 0:39:08 | 0:39:10 | |
I asked our senior psychologist to pop in, | 0:39:10 | 0:39:13 | |
just to make sure he's kept in the picture. | 0:39:13 | 0:39:16 | |
In the picture? | 0:39:16 | 0:39:17 | |
Well, as to the best way to tell you about this. | 0:39:17 | 0:39:23 | |
Oh, I know Horst perfectly well. My brother wants to kill himself. | 0:39:23 | 0:39:29 | |
Oh. Oh, fine. | 0:39:27 | 0:39:29 | |
Well, I'll let the two of you talk it over together, then. | 0:39:29 | 0:39:32 | |
No, don't worry about it. Not now. Uh... | 0:39:32 | 0:39:36 | |
We've begun renovating the shop - we sell books. Anyway, thanks. Thanks a lot. | 0:39:36 | 0:39:42 | |
Harbour. | 0:39:42 | 0:39:44 | |
So what have you been discussing? | 0:39:45 | 0:39:52 | |
We'd like to keep you in for a few days so we can have you scanned. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:52 | |
I can't accept that. | 0:39:54 | 0:39:58 | |
Well, you can't do it as an outpatient. | 0:39:55 | 0:39:58 | |
No, thanks. I'd rather not. I prefer my own bed. My wife and I have brand new duvets. | 0:39:58 | 0:40:03 | |
Harbour. | 0:40:03 | 0:40:06 | |
Look, I don't have time, I tell ya! | 0:40:04 | 0:40:06 | |
And there is no way I'm gonna be put in hospital! | 0:40:06 | 0:40:10 | |
Wilbur is coming home today. | 0:40:10 | 0:40:12 | |
I want to stay with him and my wife and my daughter, OK?! | 0:40:12 | 0:40:17 | |
It's highly improbable for all of Kipling's books | 0:40:21 | 0:40:26 | |
to be suddenly out of stock. Isn't Harbour ever around? | 0:40:26 | 0:40:29 | |
Yes, but I don't know where he is just now. | 0:40:29 | 0:40:32 | |
You're home. | 0:40:37 | 0:40:39 | |
Do you know if we've got Captain Courageous? | 0:40:39 | 0:40:43 | |
Um... | 0:40:42 | 0:40:43 | |
Don't even try. | 0:40:43 | 0:40:45 | |
That man is just so annoying. | 0:40:48 | 0:40:51 | |
We've got a lot done. | 0:40:52 | 0:40:59 | |
Hm? | 0:40:54 | 0:40:59 | |
Um, we've reached the F's. | 0:40:57 | 0:40:59 | |
MAN: Is Harbour here? > | 0:41:00 | 0:41:04 | |
No, can I help you? > | 0:41:02 | 0:41:04 | |
I've got some books to get rid of. | 0:41:04 | 0:41:09 | |
I'm sorry, but we've got too many ourselves. We only sell now. | 0:41:05 | 0:41:09 | |
-Could your husband have a wee look at them? -My husband? | 0:41:09 | 0:41:12 | |
-Could you have a look at these? -No, not really. | 0:41:12 | 0:41:15 | |
-Uh, no, he's not my husband. -Your boyfriend or whatever. | 0:41:15 | 0:41:17 | |
These are good books. You want to look? | 0:41:17 | 0:41:21 | |
Oh yeah. The Man Brom Bristol and The Man From Bristol II. | 0:41:21 | 0:41:27 | |
Never heard of them. Have you? | 0:41:27 | 0:41:32 | |
It's sci-fi. It's a good ending. | 0:41:29 | 0:41:32 | |
-All right. -£1 each? | 0:41:32 | 0:41:36 | |
CASH REGISTER DINGS | 0:41:39 | 0:41:41 | |
Bye. | 0:41:44 | 0:41:46 | |
It looks great... | 0:41:54 | 0:41:56 | |
..from here. | 0:41:57 | 0:41:59 | |
Great. | 0:41:59 | 0:42:01 | |
CLATTERING > | 0:42:08 | 0:42:10 | |
Don't give her too much. She'll be sick. | 0:42:12 | 0:42:16 | |
She's a child. She must love sugar. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:16 | |
All right, well, you do it, Wilbur. I've never given a party. My hands are shaking. | 0:42:16 | 0:42:21 | |
Oh. Happy birthday. | 0:42:22 | 0:42:25 | |
Happy birthday. | 0:42:27 | 0:42:29 | |
Birthday girl, give me a hug. | 0:42:30 | 0:42:32 | |
See? See what I made? | 0:42:32 | 0:42:37 | |
It's lovely. | 0:42:34 | 0:42:37 | |
There you go. Up here. | 0:42:35 | 0:42:37 | |
Do you think it looks like a burger? | 0:42:37 | 0:42:40 | |
No. | 0:42:38 | 0:42:40 | |
We always had a birthday cake when we were little. I made a posh one for Wilbur's 7th birthday. | 0:42:40 | 0:42:46 | |
It was so huge, you could hardly see over it. We had those tall pink drinks with straws, Wilbur. | 0:42:46 | 0:42:51 | |
That wasn't us. That was a Mickey Rooney film. | 0:42:51 | 0:42:54 | |
Drink your coffee, Mary. We have to go. | 0:42:54 | 0:42:56 | |
-How can we be sure all the children will come? -What? | 0:42:56 | 0:43:00 | |
How can we be sure the children will come? | 0:43:00 | 0:43:04 | |
Well, we can't be. Maybe they won't. | 0:43:02 | 0:43:04 | |
No, they'll come. | 0:43:04 | 0:43:06 | |
Oh no. We forgot to buy whipped cream. | 0:43:06 | 0:43:09 | |
I knew there was something. I knew it! | 0:43:09 | 0:43:12 | |
THUD! | 0:43:23 | 0:43:27 | |
HE INHALES SHARPLY | 0:43:24 | 0:43:27 | |
THUD! | 0:43:28 | 0:43:30 | |
(GASPS) | 0:43:34 | 0:43:36 | |
Are you OK, sir? | 0:43:37 | 0:43:39 | |
Are you OK? Hey, Mr North. | 0:43:39 | 0:43:42 | |
Happy birthday. | 0:43:42 | 0:43:44 | |
Happy birthday, Mary. | 0:43:44 | 0:43:47 | |
Hi. Happy birthday. By the way, you have a stain on your blouse. | 0:43:47 | 0:43:53 | |
Where's Harbour? | 0:43:54 | 0:43:57 | |
I don't know. He's on his way. | 0:43:55 | 0:43:57 | |
Hi. Happy birthday, Mary. | 0:43:57 | 0:43:59 | |
What is it? | 0:44:02 | 0:44:06 | |
Doesn't Fatima look lovely? | 0:44:02 | 0:44:06 | |
Yes, really lovely. | 0:44:06 | 0:44:07 | |
You got a stain on your blouse. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:13 | |
Yes, I know. | 0:44:09 | 0:44:13 | |
Happy birthday. | 0:44:11 | 0:44:13 | |
Happy birthday. | 0:44:13 | 0:44:14 | |
There's over 100 kilos of gold in her dress. | 0:44:14 | 0:44:20 | |
100g. | 0:44:18 | 0:44:20 | |
It was my grandmother's. Her name was Fatima too. | 0:44:20 | 0:44:24 | |
Look at the embroidery. 24 carat gold. | 0:44:24 | 0:44:28 | |
< COUGHING | 0:44:30 | 0:44:33 | |
Has something happened to Wilbur? | 0:44:33 | 0:44:38 | |
No, no, no. Here you go. | 0:44:35 | 0:44:38 | |
Where's the cream? | 0:44:38 | 0:44:45 | |
There weren't any more clean coffee cups. But this juice, this is good. | 0:44:40 | 0:44:45 | |
Is there any cream anywhere? | 0:45:00 | 0:45:02 | |
My wife needs some for whipping. Our little girl's nine today. | 0:45:02 | 0:45:07 | |
All the children from school will be wanting whipped cream on the cake. They appreciate whipped cream. | 0:45:09 | 0:45:16 | |
Listen, why don't we go down to my office? | 0:45:18 | 0:45:21 | |
I think I've got a bottle of bourbon somewhere. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:23 | |
Do you think alcohol's a good idea if my liver count's so high? | 0:45:23 | 0:45:30 | |
It won't make any difference. | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
If he doesn't come home now, you'll have to ask them to leave. | 0:45:35 | 0:45:38 | |
I don't know what to say to them, Wilbur. We've never done this. | 0:45:39 | 0:45:45 | |
And that tall girl, she keeps staring at my tights in a weird way. But they were the only ones I had. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:49 | |
They're very nice. | 0:45:54 | 0:45:56 | |
There you go. | 0:46:00 | 0:46:02 | |
She's just jealous. | 0:46:02 | 0:46:08 | |
The children are much bigger than I... | 0:46:04 | 0:46:08 | |
Listen, listen... | 0:46:06 | 0:46:08 | |
I've been to somewhere between 300 and 400 kiddies' birthday parties, | 0:46:10 | 0:46:15 | |
and they're all identical. Children are always happy, someone always chucks up, | 0:46:15 | 0:46:20 | |
but they're always OK in the end. | 0:46:20 | 0:46:23 | |
Listen, I can see why you wouldn't want to stay here, | 0:46:26 | 0:46:30 | |
but it is the wisest option. | 0:46:30 | 0:46:32 | |
I should've drunk more of this stuff. | 0:46:32 | 0:46:36 | |
Have you ever been to Tennessee? | 0:46:37 | 0:46:43 | |
Actually, yes. I went to a jazz festival. | 0:46:39 | 0:46:43 | |
Do you like jazz? | 0:46:43 | 0:46:47 | |
No. Not any more. | 0:46:45 | 0:46:47 | |
I used to. I used to play the trombone. | 0:46:48 | 0:46:52 | |
Will you let them admit you? Please? | 0:46:55 | 0:46:59 | |
You don't play any more? | 0:46:59 | 0:47:02 | |
Nope. | 0:47:02 | 0:47:04 | |
My dad wasn't in favour. | 0:47:04 | 0:47:06 | |
He wanted me to get a decent job. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:08 | |
Yes. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:10 | |
He must be proud of you. | 0:47:10 | 0:47:13 | |
He committed suicide. | 0:47:13 | 0:47:15 | |
Was he ill? | 0:47:15 | 0:47:17 | |
He also had my dog put down. | 0:47:18 | 0:47:21 | |
He made an appointment at the vet's. | 0:47:21 | 0:47:24 | |
If only my dog had been ill, I would have been able to understand it. | 0:47:24 | 0:47:29 | |
He thought I spent too much time with it, | 0:47:29 | 0:47:32 | |
because it was always lying there, listening, when I played trombone. | 0:47:32 | 0:47:37 | |
What, was his ears all, like, pointing up? | 0:47:38 | 0:47:43 | |
Exactly. Yeah. | 0:47:41 | 0:47:43 | |
Do you expect me to die? | 0:47:51 | 0:47:53 | |
It's hard to tell. | 0:47:57 | 0:47:58 | |
That's why we want to start treatment right away. | 0:47:58 | 0:48:03 | |
That was a wrong thing to do, just having your dog put down like that. | 0:48:15 | 0:48:20 | |
Yeah. | 0:48:19 | 0:48:20 | |
I know a lot of dogs appreciate a good jazz album before they go to sleep. | 0:48:20 | 0:48:24 | |
Yeah. | 0:48:24 | 0:48:26 | |
CHILDREN GIGGLE, CHATTER | 0:48:26 | 0:48:29 | |
Go on, Wilbur. Please stand on your head. | 0:48:31 | 0:48:34 | |
You must be joking. > | 0:48:33 | 0:48:34 | |
What, do you not like children or something? | 0:48:34 | 0:48:37 | |
No, I don't. | 0:48:36 | 0:48:37 | |
What about Mary? | 0:48:37 | 0:48:39 | |
Mary doesn't count. | 0:48:39 | 0:48:43 | |
Please, Wilbur, will you stand on your head? | 0:48:40 | 0:48:43 | |
OK. | 0:48:47 | 0:48:48 | |
Here goes. | 0:48:48 | 0:48:50 | |
Wow! | 0:49:01 | 0:49:02 | |
CHILDREN EXCLAIM | 0:49:02 | 0:49:05 | |
CHILDREN APPLAUD | 0:49:05 | 0:49:07 | |
Well, what the hell happened to you? | 0:49:20 | 0:49:21 | |
Alice, I've got the cream. Don't worry. | 0:49:23 | 0:49:26 | |
Don't you want a plate? | 0:49:29 | 0:49:34 | |
Uh-uh. | 0:49:30 | 0:49:34 | |
Do you not like children as well? | 0:49:31 | 0:49:34 | |
Sure I do. | 0:49:34 | 0:49:36 | |
Will you stand on your head for us, then? | 0:49:36 | 0:49:41 | |
You bet I will. | 0:49:39 | 0:49:41 | |
Now hold that for me. | 0:49:41 | 0:49:43 | |
-HE RETCHES, CHILDREN EXCLAIM -Ugh! That's minging! | 0:49:49 | 0:49:53 | |
Alice, what the hell have you put in the cake? | 0:49:53 | 0:49:55 | |
Children, don't eat the cake. Don't eat Alice's cake. | 0:49:55 | 0:49:59 | |
Now, we'll scrape that off... I'm sorry. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:02 | |
That's the last time you make a cake, Alice. | 0:50:02 | 0:50:06 | |
That was the best birthday party they've ever been to. | 0:50:06 | 0:50:12 | |
Was it? | 0:50:11 | 0:50:12 | |
Lena says she's gonna make her dad puke up all over the place at her birthday party too. | 0:50:13 | 0:50:20 | |
Go to sleep. | 0:50:20 | 0:50:23 | |
Don't be angry with Harbour, please. | 0:50:26 | 0:50:28 | |
I won't. | 0:50:29 | 0:50:31 | |
Goodnight. | 0:50:32 | 0:50:34 | |
HARBOUR SNORES | 0:50:51 | 0:50:53 | |
It wasn't too bright, was it? | 0:51:01 | 0:51:03 | |
Well, he had no idea what he was doing. | 0:51:03 | 0:51:08 | |
Yeah, that's because he's not used to drinking alcohol. | 0:51:08 | 0:51:13 | |
Maybe he won't remember anything in the morning. | 0:51:13 | 0:51:17 | |
It's a bit rough on Mary, though. | 0:51:18 | 0:51:21 | |
It could have been worse. He was only trying to stand on his head. | 0:51:21 | 0:51:25 | |
This one's still a bit dirty. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:27 | |
Is it? | 0:51:27 | 0:51:30 | |
I didn't like the cake either. | 0:51:41 | 0:51:44 | |
Sorry. Sorry. | 0:51:58 | 0:52:00 | |
I'm sorry. Alice, it was nothing. I'm sorry! | 0:52:01 | 0:52:04 | |
Did I seem very drunk? | 0:52:07 | 0:52:09 | |
No. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:13 | |
No harm was done. | 0:52:13 | 0:52:16 | |
I still think I should phone all the parents. | 0:52:16 | 0:52:19 | |
It will only make matters worse. | 0:52:20 | 0:52:25 | |
I'm so sorry. | 0:52:22 | 0:52:25 | |
You are a fucking moron. | 0:52:23 | 0:52:25 | |
Wilbur. | 0:52:25 | 0:52:27 | |
You know, when you were dead, what was it like? | 0:52:30 | 0:52:34 | |
Harbour, you're hungover. You're not gonna die. | 0:52:34 | 0:52:38 | |
Yeah, of course I'm not. I know that. But what was it like? | 0:52:38 | 0:52:42 | |
How do you mean? | 0:52:42 | 0:52:48 | |
Is there anything there? Is there some kind of huge white light? | 0:52:44 | 0:52:48 | |
It's as dull as dishwater. There's nothing. | 0:52:48 | 0:52:51 | |
Just blackness and utter silence. | 0:52:51 | 0:52:54 | |
It's a bit like being in Wales. | 0:52:54 | 0:52:56 | |
I see. | 0:52:59 | 0:53:01 | |
< WATER RUNS | 0:53:32 | 0:53:34 | |
Where's Mary and Harbour? | 0:53:37 | 0:53:39 | |
They've gone to Fatima's to help wash her dress. | 0:53:39 | 0:53:43 | |
Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. | 0:53:43 | 0:53:46 | |
Yeah, so am I. | 0:53:46 | 0:53:51 | |
I don't know what happened. | 0:53:49 | 0:53:51 | |
It's a very stupid thing to do. | 0:53:51 | 0:53:55 | |
Yeah. | 0:53:53 | 0:53:55 | |
We've never given a birthday party before. | 0:53:55 | 0:53:58 | |
No. | 0:53:58 | 0:54:01 | |
You know, I've been thinking about this all day. | 0:54:01 | 0:54:05 | |
Maybe I should get a girlfriend. | 0:54:09 | 0:54:11 | |
Yeah, that might be best. | 0:54:12 | 0:54:18 | |
Well, that depends on who the fuck it is, of course. | 0:54:14 | 0:54:18 | |
Is that cos it was then? | 0:54:42 | 0:54:44 | |
Well, there were fewer cars. | 0:54:44 | 0:54:47 | |
And the shop is still the same. | 0:54:47 | 0:54:52 | |
Yeah, almost. Ever since I can remember. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:52 | |
Even that old horrible disgusting doormat. | 0:54:52 | 0:54:55 | |
Is that as old as you and Wilbur? | 0:54:55 | 0:54:57 | |
Yeah, I think so. We could get rid of it. | 0:54:57 | 0:55:00 | |
But they're expensive. | 0:55:00 | 0:55:02 | |
Aye, so we'll keep it. | 0:55:02 | 0:55:04 | |
It's not locked. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:08 | |
Ah, Wilbur must be home. | 0:55:06 | 0:55:08 | |
Alice? | 0:55:09 | 0:55:11 | |
Wilbur? | 0:55:17 | 0:55:19 | |
Alice? | 0:55:20 | 0:55:22 | |
Wilbur? | 0:55:23 | 0:55:25 | |
Fatima's mother was calm. It seems the whole family's named Fatima, | 0:55:28 | 0:55:34 | |
except for her younger brother, Bob. | 0:55:34 | 0:55:35 | |
It turns out he goes to Wilbur's nursery. | 0:55:35 | 0:55:37 | |
And the dress is machine washable. | 0:55:37 | 0:55:40 | |
< Hasn't he come home yet? | 0:55:40 | 0:55:43 | |
WATER RUNS | 0:55:43 | 0:55:48 | |
He went out again. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:48 | |
What kind of mood was he in? | 0:55:46 | 0:55:48 | |
Um, a good one, I think. | 0:55:48 | 0:55:50 | |
Arms up. | 0:55:55 | 0:55:57 | |
Shall we make an early night of it? | 0:56:07 | 0:56:10 | |
I think I'd better just go straight to sleep. | 0:56:38 | 0:56:41 | |
After all, I did have a few drinks with one of my friends yesterday. | 0:56:41 | 0:56:44 | |
OK? | 0:56:44 | 0:56:47 | |
Just here. | 0:56:53 | 0:56:58 | |
Hey, why don't you drop by sometime? | 0:56:54 | 0:56:58 | |
Yeah, that would be great. | 0:56:55 | 0:56:58 | |
Hello? | 0:56:59 | 0:57:00 | |
There's somebody here who would like to ask you a question. Um,... | 0:57:00 | 0:57:04 | |
Harbour North, the doctor. | 0:57:04 | 0:57:07 | |
Would you have a look at this medical text book? | 0:57:09 | 0:57:13 | |
Don't look at the illustrations. They're rather macabre. | 0:57:13 | 0:57:16 | |
The book's pretty old. | 0:57:16 | 0:57:18 | |
-But even then, it's not that - 1958 MCMLVIII -Accepted. | 0:57:18 | 0:57:24 | |
Well, there you go. | 0:57:24 | 0:57:27 | |
See, even then, you can see that I'm no more ill | 0:57:28 | 0:57:32 | |
than they were able to cure, even in those days. | 0:57:32 | 0:57:36 | |
This is chronic pancreatitis. This is a completely different disease. | 0:57:53 | 0:57:57 | |
Yeah. | 0:57:57 | 0:57:58 | |
I'm sorry. | 0:58:02 | 0:58:06 | |
It's OK. Uh... | 0:58:04 | 0:58:06 | |
I'll take it back to the bookshop. | 0:58:08 | 0:58:12 | |
Yeah, do that. It's a fine book. | 0:58:10 | 0:58:12 | |
Fine book. | 0:58:12 | 0:58:14 | |
How's your brother reacting to all this? | 0:58:14 | 0:58:18 | |
Oh, he seems...he seems better. | 0:58:16 | 0:58:18 | |
There was this girl at our wedding - Sophie. Sophie there. | 0:58:18 | 0:58:23 | |
She's a really, really nice lass. Very natural. | 0:58:23 | 0:58:28 | |
Yeah, I know Sophie. | 0:58:28 | 0:58:31 | |
Do you want to be admitted? | 0:58:33 | 0:58:36 | |
I have to tell everyone first. | 0:58:34 | 0:58:36 | |
They might find it strange if I just disappear. | 0:58:36 | 0:58:39 | |
Yeah, well, you probably ought to think about breaking the news to them soon. | 0:58:39 | 0:58:43 | |
I think I'll wait until spring. His mood's always a bit brighter then. | 0:58:43 | 0:58:49 | |
You don't have that long. | 0:58:47 | 0:58:49 | |
No, I can see that's a...problem. | 0:58:49 | 0:58:53 | |
Uh, I suppose I'll, uh... | 0:58:58 | 0:59:00 | |
I'll just have to tell them the way it is. | 0:59:02 | 0:59:06 | |
INDISTINCT CHATTER > | 0:59:28 | 0:59:30 | |
I love him. | 0:59:41 | 0:59:43 | |
I've never loved a man before. | 0:59:44 | 0:59:46 | |
I'll never love anyone that way. | 0:59:46 | 0:59:49 | |
I know. | 0:59:51 | 0:59:53 | |
I know you won't. | 0:59:57 | 0:59:59 | |
I'd rather die than hurt him. | 1:00:03 | 1:00:05 | |
You might not think that's much coming from me, you know. Dying, I mean. | 1:00:07 | 1:00:13 | |
But he is my brother. | 1:00:13 | 1:00:16 | |
I don't want to lose either of you. | 1:00:19 | 1:00:22 | |
Maybe I'll find that girlfriend, yeah? | 1:00:31 | 1:00:35 | |
Yeah. | 1:00:36 | 1:00:38 | |
Yeah. | 1:00:40 | 1:00:42 | |
It's a classic. | 1:00:50 | 1:00:52 | |
MAN CHATTERS | 1:00:52 | 1:00:54 | |
I'm off to the nursery. | 1:00:55 | 1:00:59 | |
Don't forget your lunch bag. | 1:00:56 | 1:00:59 | |
Too late. | 1:00:57 | 1:01:00 | |
I know what you're going through. I've got a niece who's retarded. | 1:01:05 | 1:01:10 | |
She can't tell what a strain she is on the rest of us when she's not feeling well. | 1:01:10 | 1:01:14 | |
You had a father to look after too, didn't ya? | 1:01:14 | 1:01:17 | |
Unfortunately, it never bothered him if he was a burden on anyone. | 1:01:17 | 1:01:23 | |
And your mother? Way back then. | 1:01:21 | 1:01:23 | |
Aye, she was in terrible pain towards the end, of course, and... | 1:01:23 | 1:01:28 | |
in those circumstances, you don't always think clearly. | 1:01:28 | 1:01:33 | |
Well, I hadn't ridden a bike for years, but... | 1:01:33 | 1:01:37 | |
well, suddenly I began to realise how beautiful it is on the lake. | 1:01:37 | 1:01:41 | |
Huge, those swans. | 1:01:41 | 1:01:43 | |
Now, I wasn't afraid of them. Not in the slightest. | 1:01:45 | 1:01:49 | |
Hi, Wilbur. Hi. | 1:01:47 | 1:01:49 | |
< Hello. SOME GROUP MEMBERS: Hello. | 1:01:49 | 1:01:51 | |
Don't say hello to him. | 1:01:51 | 1:01:53 | |
What you doing here, anyway? | 1:01:53 | 1:01:55 | |
You've got absolutely no right to be here whatsoever. | 1:01:55 | 1:02:00 | |
OK, I'll, um,... | 1:01:58 | 1:02:00 | |
just see what I can do, all right? | 1:02:00 | 1:02:02 | |
Is that OK, Horst? | 1:02:03 | 1:02:07 | |
By all means. | 1:02:05 | 1:02:07 | |
I think all I need now is the love of a good woman. | 1:02:08 | 1:02:12 | |
You know, just a little one I could take care of or... | 1:02:12 | 1:02:16 | |
or even a bigger one that would take care of me. | 1:02:16 | 1:02:20 | |
Maybe a nurse. | 1:02:20 | 1:02:22 | |
Yeah. That should get the old bus back on the road again. | 1:02:24 | 1:02:29 | |
No metaphors, please. | 1:02:29 | 1:02:31 | |
Sorry. | 1:02:31 | 1:02:33 | |
Something like that? | 1:02:47 | 1:02:51 | |
Mm. | 1:02:49 | 1:02:51 | |
Nearly. | 1:02:51 | 1:02:53 | |
Have another go. | 1:02:53 | 1:02:55 | |
Oh. | 1:03:00 | 1:03:02 | |
SHE SIGHS | 1:03:02 | 1:03:04 | |
-Just try kissing me here. Licking it. -What? | 1:03:04 | 1:03:07 | |
Just licking right here. | 1:03:07 | 1:03:09 | |
Try some of this, Mary. | 1:03:15 | 1:03:17 | |
Oh, whoops! | 1:03:18 | 1:03:20 | |
Or whatever they say in China. | 1:03:20 | 1:03:26 | |
It's one of those words which is the same in every language, like taxi. | 1:03:21 | 1:03:26 | |
Bus. | 1:03:26 | 1:03:30 | |
Bus? | 1:03:27 | 1:03:30 | |
I don't think so. | 1:03:30 | 1:03:32 | |
You sure you don't want any? | 1:03:35 | 1:03:39 | |
No thanks. I only eat unpolished rice. | 1:03:37 | 1:03:39 | |
The nutritional value of white rice is far too low, | 1:03:39 | 1:03:44 | |
and I think we all know that deep down inside. | 1:03:44 | 1:03:47 | |
ORIENTAL MUSIC PLAYS | 1:03:47 | 1:03:49 | |
To hell with it! I might as well tell you who it was. | 1:03:49 | 1:03:53 | |
It was our Danish senior psychologist, Horst. | 1:03:53 | 1:03:57 | |
He was quite affected when I confided that I'd begun seeing Wilbur out of hours. | 1:03:57 | 1:04:04 | |
I could tell very clearly that he felt torn. | 1:04:04 | 1:04:08 | |
He's not the sort of man to wear his heart on his forehead, | 1:04:10 | 1:04:13 | |
but I suppose I've got the professional expertise. | 1:04:13 | 1:04:17 | |
I can see straight through a facade like that. Straight through. | 1:04:17 | 1:04:23 | |
I'm sure you can. | 1:04:21 | 1:04:23 | |
What's more... | 1:04:25 | 1:04:27 | |
I felt it would be dishonest if I didn't tell him quite frankly | 1:04:27 | 1:04:32 | |
that Wilbur possesses a sexuality | 1:04:32 | 1:04:35 | |
that goes far beyond what the layman would call a normal range. | 1:04:35 | 1:04:39 | |
Um, uh, well, how do you mean? | 1:04:39 | 1:04:44 | |
What about? | 1:04:42 | 1:04:44 | |
The, uh, sexuality bit. | 1:04:44 | 1:04:48 | |
Oh, that. | 1:04:48 | 1:04:50 | |
Christ, well... | 1:04:50 | 1:04:53 | |
I mean, we could go on and on. | 1:04:53 | 1:04:56 | |
Wilbur gets to me in places that I had no idea existed, | 1:04:58 | 1:05:03 | |
even as a nurse. | 1:05:03 | 1:05:05 | |
I'm pretty intuitive myself. I'm sure you've sensed that but... | 1:05:05 | 1:05:11 | |
Wilbur is a rhino... | 1:05:11 | 1:05:16 | |
between the sheets. | 1:05:16 | 1:05:17 | |
Excuse my Chinese. | 1:05:17 | 1:05:19 | |
How lovely for you both. | 1:05:21 | 1:05:23 | |
I wouldn't put any more of that in my mouth, if I were you. | 1:05:23 | 1:05:27 | |
They use monosodium glutamate | 1:05:27 | 1:05:29 | |
and there's a lot of indications it's not just allogenic, | 1:05:29 | 1:05:33 | |
but it also weakens your immune defence system. | 1:05:33 | 1:05:35 | |
Are you a cook? | 1:05:35 | 1:05:38 | |
I'm a nurse. | 1:05:36 | 1:05:38 | |
But I am taking courses in what is erroneously referred to as alternative medicine. | 1:05:38 | 1:05:43 | |
Don't we have something on that in the shop? | 1:05:43 | 1:05:46 | |
Uh, I don't know. Do we, Wilbur? | 1:05:46 | 1:05:50 | |
You're asking me? | 1:05:48 | 1:05:50 | |
If you're having traditional treatment, you have to be very wary of that kind of food. | 1:05:50 | 1:05:57 | |
You know, you can help your husband by taking such matters seriously. | 1:05:57 | 1:06:04 | |
What? | 1:06:01 | 1:06:04 | |
You know, living healthily, if he's gonna have chemotherapy. | 1:06:04 | 1:06:07 | |
I'm not saying you should all change your diets, but you could be supportive. | 1:06:07 | 1:06:11 | |
Chemotherapy? | 1:06:11 | 1:06:15 | |
< I know, it's idiotic. | 1:06:13 | 1:06:15 | |
There's no scientifically proven benefits with pancreas cancer. | 1:06:15 | 1:06:19 | |
I mean, you're all taking it really well. | 1:06:19 | 1:06:23 | |
Pancreatic cancer? | 1:06:25 | 1:06:27 | |
All right! Anybody wanting any pudding here tonight? | 1:06:30 | 1:06:33 | |
Um, no. No, not for me. Thank you. | 1:06:33 | 1:06:38 | |
Nor me. | 1:06:38 | 1:06:39 | |
I don't want any either. | 1:06:40 | 1:06:44 | |
Hang on, it's included in the four-season menu anyway. | 1:06:42 | 1:06:44 | |
Uh, the deep-fried banana sounds good. I'll have that. | 1:06:46 | 1:06:52 | |
< Banana. | 1:06:50 | 1:06:52 | |
Wilbur? | 1:06:52 | 1:06:54 | |
I'll have some of those mandarin things that... | 1:06:54 | 1:06:57 | |
Wee mandarins, aye. | 1:06:57 | 1:07:02 | |
Mandarins. And ice cream for my daughter. | 1:06:59 | 1:07:02 | |
< There'll be ice cream, aye. | 1:07:02 | 1:07:07 | |
I'll have the deep-fried banana too, please. | 1:07:04 | 1:07:07 | |
-A really mushy one. -< Really mushy. | 1:07:07 | 1:07:09 | |
-She'll have hers to go. -< No problem, sir. | 1:07:09 | 1:07:13 | |
WATER RUNS | 1:07:29 | 1:07:32 | |
TV BLARES FROM NEXT ROOM | 1:07:48 | 1:07:51 | |
Mary really feels tired after a day like that, huh? | 1:08:00 | 1:08:02 | |
How dare you? Do you think we're complete idiots? | 1:08:02 | 1:08:07 | |
Of course not. | 1:08:06 | 1:08:07 | |
You just can't do that. | 1:08:07 | 1:08:09 | |
You can't just waltz in here | 1:08:09 | 1:08:11 | |
and not bother to tell us you're terminally ill! | 1:08:11 | 1:08:14 | |
You can't do that, Harbour! What about Mary? You're her father now. | 1:08:14 | 1:08:19 | |
What do you take us for? Didn't you think we might want to help you?! | 1:08:19 | 1:08:23 | |
TV VOLUME INCREASES | 1:08:23 | 1:08:26 | |
Of course it is, you stupid man! Of course it is! | 1:08:26 | 1:08:29 | |
And you know it isn't just up to you. It's up to the both of us. | 1:08:29 | 1:08:33 | |
You have to have treatment! You stupid man! | 1:08:33 | 1:08:37 | |
Shall we watch something else? | 1:08:37 | 1:08:42 | |
No, I'm going to bed. | 1:08:40 | 1:08:42 | |
We're just popping over to the hospital. | 1:08:47 | 1:08:51 | |
Now? | 1:08:50 | 1:08:51 | |
Well, that's a pretty good programme. | 1:08:51 | 1:08:55 | |
Will you look after Mary? | 1:08:53 | 1:08:55 | |
Yeah. | 1:08:55 | 1:08:57 | |
Alice, please, you should go home to Wilbur. | 1:09:06 | 1:09:09 | |
It will be a real mess if he goes and kills himself. | 1:09:09 | 1:09:13 | |
If he's afraid I'm gonna have to go through what Mum went through. | 1:09:13 | 1:09:20 | |
-I'm staying with you. -But it's a men's ward. -Come on. | 1:09:20 | 1:09:26 | |
Come here. | 1:09:35 | 1:09:37 | |
WATER RUNS | 1:09:40 | 1:09:43 | |
-Are you going to have a bath? -Um... | 1:09:50 | 1:09:53 | |
No. | 1:09:55 | 1:09:57 | |
WATER RUNS | 1:10:03 | 1:10:06 | |
Have you read The Blue Flag? | 1:10:07 | 1:10:10 | |
WATER RUNS | 1:10:10 | 1:10:14 | |
HE TURNS OFF TAP | 1:10:16 | 1:10:18 | |
READS: 'And whilst he ran and ran through the heather, | 1:10:22 | 1:10:26 | |
'watched only by a narrow sliver of moon, | 1:10:26 | 1:10:28 | |
'that was when it struck him - | 1:10:28 | 1:10:31 | |
'they are taking his childhood from him.' | 1:10:31 | 1:10:35 | |
SHOUTING COMES FROM OUTSIDE | 1:10:50 | 1:10:53 | |
-BOY: Don't go! -I have to look after my brother. -You go, I'll go. | 1:10:59 | 1:11:03 | |
Take us with you, Wilbur! We're not bloody staying in this nursery without you. | 1:11:03 | 1:11:07 | |
You must leave Wilbur alone. It's not his fault he's got to leave. | 1:11:07 | 1:11:12 | |
Are they sending you to the front? | 1:11:10 | 1:11:12 | |
If only General was looking for an extra helping hand. | 1:11:12 | 1:11:15 | |
Wilbur's brother's in hospital. | 1:11:15 | 1:11:19 | |
Is he gonna have both legs cut off? | 1:11:17 | 1:11:19 | |
It won't be easy with all those phantom pains. | 1:11:19 | 1:11:22 | |
It's often the best who are the first to die. | 1:11:22 | 1:11:25 | |
Wilbur, we're coming to live with you. | 1:11:25 | 1:11:27 | |
-Please leave Wilbur alone, won't you? -Put a sock in it! | 1:11:27 | 1:11:30 | |
Sentimental crap is the last thing Wilbur needs. | 1:11:30 | 1:11:34 | |
-What did you have for breakfast this morning? -Snowballs. Why? | 1:11:34 | 1:11:38 | |
Look, come and see me at the shop when you can read. Now scram! | 1:11:38 | 1:11:42 | |
BOYS GIGGLE | 1:11:42 | 1:11:44 | |
It's gonna be hard to find a replacement who's as lousy with kids as you are. | 1:11:44 | 1:11:49 | |
Goodbye! | 1:11:51 | 1:11:53 | |
They don't make them like you any more. | 1:11:53 | 1:11:56 | |
Hi, Mum. | 1:11:58 | 1:12:00 | |
There's coffee in the pot. | 1:12:03 | 1:12:05 | |
Why you looking like that? | 1:12:12 | 1:12:15 | |
I'm not. | 1:12:13 | 1:12:15 | |
When is Harbour coming home? | 1:12:15 | 1:12:17 | |
-I don't know. -Will he have to go to the surgical ward? | 1:12:20 | 1:12:23 | |
No, not there. He's on medicine. | 1:12:23 | 1:12:27 | |
If he doesn't come home soon, I don't think we'll be able to keep the shop. | 1:12:31 | 1:12:35 | |
There's nothing you can do, Mary. | 1:12:39 | 1:12:41 | |
Is this the rainy day? | 1:12:44 | 1:12:46 | |
Yes, it is. | 1:12:46 | 1:12:52 | |
Is this the worst that could happen? | 1:12:48 | 1:12:52 | |
No. | 1:12:51 | 1:12:52 | |
The worst that could happen would be if you were the one who was ill. | 1:12:52 | 1:12:59 | |
Or Wilbur. | 1:12:57 | 1:12:59 | |
I'd like to spend the money on the shop. | 1:12:59 | 1:13:03 | |
Well, you have got £4,000, but I'm not sure. | 1:13:04 | 1:13:09 | |
< I want to stay here. I don't want to go anywhere else. | 1:13:09 | 1:13:13 | |
If we give the money to Harbour, we can stay here. | 1:13:13 | 1:13:16 | |
-I don't think he'd accept it, Mary. -Harbour's like a father to me. | 1:13:16 | 1:13:19 | |
-Where did you read that? -Somewhere in the bookshop. He's my safe secured haven. | 1:13:19 | 1:13:24 | |
I'm a little shit in the night, and he's my lighthouse. | 1:13:24 | 1:13:29 | |
You're a ship, Mary. I think it was a p. | 1:13:29 | 1:13:32 | |
Maybe. But... | 1:13:32 | 1:13:35 | |
SHE SNIFFS | 1:13:35 | 1:13:38 | |
Are you missing your girlfriend? | 1:14:48 | 1:14:50 | |
I'd be lying if I said I was. | 1:14:53 | 1:14:55 | |
Shouldn't you be getting some sleep? | 1:14:59 | 1:15:04 | |
Yeah. | 1:15:02 | 1:15:04 | |
Can I have a glass of water? | 1:15:09 | 1:15:12 | |
Yeah. | 1:15:12 | 1:15:15 | |
Come on. | 1:15:17 | 1:15:19 | |
Did you ask Harbour if he'd take my money? | 1:15:19 | 1:15:25 | |
Yes. He can't accept it. | 1:15:22 | 1:15:25 | |
-Can I sleep in your room tonight? -Yeah, come on. | 1:15:30 | 1:15:32 | |
Wilbur, can you come too? You can sleep on Harbour's side. | 1:15:32 | 1:15:38 | |
-I'm not going to bed now. -Please, or I won't be able to sleep at all. | 1:15:38 | 1:15:43 | |
OK... I'll be right there. | 1:15:45 | 1:15:48 | |
Harbour, um... can we talk about something? | 1:16:23 | 1:16:28 | |
-Alice, they can't tell. They're doing their best. -No, it's not that. | 1:16:28 | 1:16:33 | |
I mean, that young one said I was responding better to treatment than they'd expected, | 1:16:33 | 1:16:39 | |
but they're not allowed to say much more than that. | 1:16:39 | 1:16:42 | |
-Did Wilbur come to see you yesterday? -Oh, aye. | 1:16:43 | 1:16:47 | |
Aye, with a huge box of chocolates. | 1:16:47 | 1:16:49 | |
They get bigger and bigger each time. | 1:16:49 | 1:16:51 | |
The whole ward has put on weight. | 1:16:51 | 1:16:54 | |
-Let's just sit down a minute. -Yeah. -OK. | 1:16:55 | 1:16:59 | |
HE GROANS SOFTLY | 1:17:04 | 1:17:06 | |
That's better... Things all right at home? | 1:17:08 | 1:17:14 | |
Yeah. | 1:17:14 | 1:17:16 | |
We miss you. | 1:17:16 | 1:17:19 | |
Do you think you could keep a wee bit of an eye on Wilbur? | 1:17:19 | 1:17:23 | |
You have to know him well to tell he's in a state. | 1:17:23 | 1:17:27 | |
He's...he's been acting strange lately. | 1:17:27 | 1:17:31 | |
How are you getting on at home? > | 1:17:31 | 1:17:34 | |
Fine. | 1:17:34 | 1:17:37 | |
-He's read the complete works of Enid Blyton aloud to Mary. -Oh. Poor child! | 1:17:37 | 1:17:43 | |
-Do you promise me you'll keep an eye on him? -Yes. | 1:17:47 | 1:17:52 | |
Hey! Where are you going? | 1:18:09 | 1:18:12 | |
Hey! | 1:18:15 | 1:18:17 | |
You there! | 1:18:17 | 1:18:19 | |
WILBUR YELLS | 1:18:26 | 1:18:28 | |
HE GRUNTS | 1:18:38 | 1:18:40 | |
HE YELLS | 1:18:42 | 1:18:45 | |
HE GASPS | 1:18:55 | 1:18:57 | |
Ruby! | 1:19:06 | 1:19:08 | |
Leave me alone! | 1:19:09 | 1:19:11 | |
RUBY GRUNTS | 1:19:15 | 1:19:16 | |
It's too cold. You'll die. You idiot! | 1:19:18 | 1:19:20 | |
Come on. I'll buy you an ice cream. | 1:19:37 | 1:19:39 | |
VACUUM CLEANER WHIRRS | 1:19:41 | 1:19:43 | |
VACUUM STOPS | 1:19:50 | 1:19:52 | |
-Is it raining? -No. -Have you been in the river? | 1:19:55 | 1:20:00 | |
Yeah. Just one last time. | 1:20:00 | 1:20:03 | |
HE SIGHS | 1:20:11 | 1:20:13 | |
-How's Harbour? -Not as cold as you are. | 1:20:16 | 1:20:20 | |
Good. I'll go and see him tomorrow. | 1:20:20 | 1:20:24 | |
Are you gonna move out if he comes home? | 1:20:26 | 1:20:29 | |
Yeah. | 1:20:29 | 1:20:31 | |
I'm going to bed now. | 1:20:36 | 1:20:38 | |
Are you? | 1:20:43 | 1:20:45 | |
-Goodnight. -Goodnight. | 1:20:58 | 1:21:01 | |
-You're looking quite perky. -I'm doing very nicely. | 1:21:13 | 1:21:18 | |
We got those books sorted, Harbour. | 1:21:19 | 1:21:22 | |
You won't recognise the place when you come home. | 1:21:22 | 1:21:25 | |
You make sure you leave a wee bit of time for yourselves now and then. | 1:21:25 | 1:21:30 | |
-Oh, if you don't mind, I ought to have a wee bit of a nap. -Yeah. -Yeah. | 1:21:39 | 1:21:44 | |
That bloody medicine makes you so tired. | 1:21:44 | 1:21:46 | |
-We'll just come back later. Or I will and Wilbur. -Okey-dokey. | 1:21:46 | 1:21:50 | |
-Right? -I was just sneaking out. | 1:21:50 | 1:21:52 | |
Bye-bye. | 1:21:53 | 1:21:55 | |
-Thanks for coming. -Yeah. | 1:21:55 | 1:21:58 | |
Bye, Wilbur. | 1:22:02 | 1:22:04 | |
Hi. | 1:22:06 | 1:22:08 | |
Did you feel like sharing anything? | 1:22:08 | 1:22:12 | |
-Well, you can have my pudding if you want. -Oh. | 1:22:12 | 1:22:15 | |
No, I don't eat puddings. Goes straight to my buttocks. | 1:22:15 | 1:22:20 | |
Still trying to attract the right man to pop the question. | 1:22:20 | 1:22:24 | |
You'll find someone. | 1:22:24 | 1:22:26 | |
What you have to do, you have to look straight in their eyes, | 1:22:26 | 1:22:30 | |
then, I don't know, they'll do the rest. | 1:22:30 | 1:22:33 | |
-Really? -Yeah, it works sometimes. Give it a whirl. -Thanks. | 1:22:33 | 1:22:38 | |
I don't know. Maybe I've been too focused on my work or something. | 1:22:40 | 1:22:44 | |
They've got to have something to hold on to, you know, to believe in, and I... | 1:22:44 | 1:22:49 | |
I mean, it's different with the seriousness of your condition. | 1:22:49 | 1:22:55 | |
I know the outlook is very bleak. | 1:22:55 | 1:22:57 | |
It must be terrible for you and your family. It's horrific. | 1:22:57 | 1:23:01 | |
It really is horrific. If I was in your position, I don't know if I'd have the bravery to cope. | 1:23:01 | 1:23:07 | |
Do you want a tea cake? | 1:23:10 | 1:23:14 | |
Oh, I'd love one. | 1:23:11 | 1:23:13 | |
-There you go. -Thank you. -It won't go to your buttocks. | 1:23:16 | 1:23:21 | |
Thank you... Mmm! | 1:23:21 | 1:23:24 | |
Maybe it will go to my chest. | 1:23:25 | 1:23:28 | |
DOOR OPENS > | 1:23:29 | 1:23:31 | |
-All right. -He's just sleeping, isn't he? -Yes. | 1:23:31 | 1:23:36 | |
Come over and say hello. | 1:23:36 | 1:23:38 | |
What are all those things for? | 1:23:38 | 1:23:41 | |
They're there to help him get better. | 1:23:41 | 1:23:44 | |
Mary, come over and say hello. Come on. | 1:23:44 | 1:23:47 | |
VENTILATOR PUFFS | 1:23:48 | 1:23:50 | |
-Hello. -Hi. | 1:23:51 | 1:23:54 | |
Harbour, you look like a Hoover. | 1:23:54 | 1:23:57 | |
-You flirting with me? -No. | 1:23:58 | 1:24:01 | |
How's the partner? > | 1:24:04 | 1:24:07 | |
Partner? | 1:24:06 | 1:24:07 | |
If you invest in the shop, that makes you a partner. | 1:24:07 | 1:24:12 | |
In that case, I think we should get a new doormat. | 1:24:13 | 1:24:15 | |
Ah, we'll have to discuss that at the general assembly. | 1:24:17 | 1:24:22 | |
Is he dying? | 1:24:29 | 1:24:31 | |
-Does he know? -Yes. Yes. | 1:24:37 | 1:24:41 | |
Wilbur? | 1:24:41 | 1:24:42 | |
I think he'll come over later, Harbour. | 1:24:44 | 1:24:47 | |
We were discussing at the morning conference whether you could come home for a visit. | 1:24:50 | 1:24:55 | |
Today? | 1:24:55 | 1:24:58 | |
Christmas, maybe. | 1:24:57 | 1:24:58 | |
Nothing much will be going on here anyway. | 1:24:58 | 1:25:03 | |
Would you like to join us? | 1:25:01 | 1:25:03 | |
Oh. | 1:25:03 | 1:25:07 | |
Yeah, my brother loves roast duck. | 1:25:05 | 1:25:07 | |
No, thank you. Uh... | 1:25:07 | 1:25:09 | |
..I'm working. | 1:25:10 | 1:25:12 | |
What time is it? | 1:25:14 | 1:25:15 | |
It's almost 2 o'clock now. | 1:25:16 | 1:25:18 | |
Oh, Sophie will be cleaning your room. | 1:25:18 | 1:25:22 | |
Yes, well, thanks anyway. | 1:25:23 | 1:25:27 | |
HORST SIGHS | 1:25:39 | 1:25:41 | |
I haven't been up here for a very long time. | 1:25:47 | 1:25:50 | |
You're Sophie, aren't you? | 1:25:51 | 1:25:54 | |
You spent some time here as a patient, didn't you? | 1:25:54 | 1:25:57 | |
-Didn't you lose a daughter? -Yeah. | 1:25:57 | 1:26:00 | |
Eight years ago. | 1:26:00 | 1:26:01 | |
-I'd just moved here. -Yeah, your English was even worse then. | 1:26:01 | 1:26:06 | |
We couldn't understand a word you said. Maybe that's why it helped. | 1:26:06 | 1:26:11 | |
"AULD LANG SYNE" PLAYS | 1:26:19 | 1:26:21 | |
-Is that a dead duck? -No, he's hanging in there. He's a fighter. | 1:26:21 | 1:26:27 | |
-Could you get me a cook book? -There aren't any. | 1:26:27 | 1:26:29 | |
There aren't any? We live in a bookshop. | 1:26:29 | 1:26:32 | |
No, there aren't any duck recipes. | 1:26:32 | 1:26:34 | |
-Doesn't it say anything on the wrapping? -No. It doesn't. | 1:26:34 | 1:26:37 | |
-# ...for auld lang syne... # -Did you make this? | 1:26:37 | 1:26:41 | |
No, I think Harbour did. He was more into Christmas decorations. | 1:26:41 | 1:26:45 | |
# ...For the sake of auld lang syne... # | 1:26:45 | 1:26:49 | |
-Shall I show you how to fold one? -No. I tell you what, why don't you go through there | 1:26:49 | 1:26:53 | |
and hang up all that old junk, eh? After you've switched the music off. | 1:26:53 | 1:26:58 | |
BANG! Why does this have to be so fucking revolting?! | 1:27:03 | 1:27:08 | |
Shall I help you? | 1:27:10 | 1:27:12 | |
No, Harbour will be home in half an hour. He can do it. And he can cut up all the oranges. | 1:27:12 | 1:27:17 | |
He knows how to do all that shit. That's the way it is. | 1:27:17 | 1:27:22 | |
I can't even speak properly to Mary, and you know what I can't stand - you know what I can't bear?! | 1:27:22 | 1:27:27 | |
Is the thought that you might sleep together just because it's Christmas tomorrow. | 1:27:27 | 1:27:32 | |
I know it's not on. I know it's not on, but... | 1:27:33 | 1:27:37 | |
that's the way it is. OK? | 1:27:37 | 1:27:40 | |
Do you know if there's a star? | 1:27:49 | 1:27:51 | |
What? Harbour will be back soon. Ask him! | 1:27:51 | 1:27:57 | |
-He knows these things. -Stop it. | 1:27:57 | 1:27:59 | |
HE MURMURS | 1:28:08 | 1:28:10 | |
The star... | 1:28:10 | 1:28:11 | |
Star, star, yeah. | 1:28:11 | 1:28:14 | |
"O COME ALL YE FAITHFUL" PLAYS | 1:28:14 | 1:28:17 | |
Hi, Mary. | 1:28:46 | 1:28:48 | |
Merry Christmas. | 1:28:48 | 1:28:50 | |
Merry Christmas. | 1:28:50 | 1:28:52 | |
Ooh, that should be on the tree. | 1:28:54 | 1:28:57 | |
Wilbur made this. Didn't you, Wilbur? | 1:28:59 | 1:29:03 | |
Yep. | 1:29:03 | 1:29:06 | |
Yeah. | 1:29:06 | 1:29:08 | |
Hi, love. | 1:29:08 | 1:29:10 | |
-You all right? -Yeah, yeah. Hell, yeah. | 1:29:13 | 1:29:16 | |
It's so peaceful here. | 1:29:19 | 1:29:21 | |
-Couldn't find the cookery book, could we? -No. | 1:29:21 | 1:29:24 | |
-Well, you should never do roast duck according to a cookery book. -No? | 1:29:24 | 1:29:30 | |
-Have you bought the oranges? -They're in the fridge. -Let's go. | 1:29:30 | 1:29:36 | |
-Can we open it now? -Yeah. | 1:29:43 | 1:29:46 | |
Wait. | 1:29:47 | 1:29:49 | |
-Do you like the coat? -Yeah, it's so soft. Did you choose it? -No, they did. | 1:30:08 | 1:30:13 | |
I thought you should have had the red coat. Would you rather have had the red coat? | 1:30:13 | 1:30:18 | |
Yeah, I expect so. | 1:30:18 | 1:30:20 | |
-But after all, you can't always have what you most want. -I do. | 1:30:20 | 1:30:26 | |
Are you going to sleep in Wilbur's old room? | 1:30:28 | 1:30:32 | |
No. I have to go home. | 1:30:35 | 1:30:37 | |
-Night, night. -Night. | 1:30:42 | 1:30:45 | |
HE GROANS | 1:30:59 | 1:31:01 | |
-It turned out to be a lovely evening after all, didn't it? -Yeah. | 1:31:04 | 1:31:09 | |
Wilbur seems like a new person. | 1:31:10 | 1:31:12 | |
Maybe he's finally settled in. | 1:31:14 | 1:31:16 | |
I wish Father could have seen it. | 1:31:18 | 1:31:21 | |
Wilbur didn't come by very often during the last days, but... | 1:31:21 | 1:31:26 | |
sometimes Father thought I was him. | 1:31:26 | 1:31:29 | |
He was so fond of Wilbur. | 1:31:30 | 1:31:32 | |
So was mother. | 1:31:33 | 1:31:35 | |
About two days before he died... | 1:31:38 | 1:31:40 | |
he felt a wee bit better, and when I came in that morning... | 1:31:42 | 1:31:47 | |
he suddenly grabbed my hand and he opened his eyes, | 1:31:48 | 1:31:52 | |
and he said, "Wilbur." | 1:31:52 | 1:31:54 | |
So I was Wilbur. | 1:31:56 | 1:31:58 | |
He thought you were Wilbur? | 1:32:01 | 1:32:03 | |
My father always loved Wilbur very much. | 1:32:05 | 1:32:09 | |
I better go outside and wait for that taxi. | 1:32:12 | 1:32:16 | |
I expect he's got a family to go to as well. | 1:32:17 | 1:32:19 | |
It's OK. | 1:32:21 | 1:32:23 | |
I'm sure Wilbur will see me out. | 1:32:24 | 1:32:27 | |
CAR APPROACHES, ENGINE STOPS | 1:32:29 | 1:32:32 | |
-Are you sure you won't stay? -I have to get back for treatment. | 1:32:48 | 1:32:53 | |
That's amazing. I don't feel the cold at all in this. | 1:32:53 | 1:32:57 | |
-You'd never believe it when it was so light. -Yeah. That's what Alice said too. | 1:32:57 | 1:33:01 | |
You are looking after her properly, aren't you? | 1:33:01 | 1:33:05 | |
I don't know. | 1:33:05 | 1:33:08 | |
You must be as nice to her as you possibly can. Promise me that. | 1:33:08 | 1:33:13 | |
-And Mary. -Sure. | 1:33:13 | 1:33:16 | |
-You know Wayne? -Hm? | 1:33:20 | 1:33:23 | |
-Wayne, the long-distance driver from the suicide group? -Wayne, yeah. | 1:33:23 | 1:33:26 | |
Well, he's found himself a girlfriend. | 1:33:26 | 1:33:29 | |
-It's the one with hairy nostrils that you went out with. -How nice. | 1:33:29 | 1:33:34 | |
-It's nice that people can get together when they don't have anyone else. -Yeah. | 1:33:36 | 1:33:43 | |
ENGINE STARTS | 1:34:07 | 1:34:09 | |
-You OK there? -Nae bother. Nae bother. | 1:34:12 | 1:34:15 | |
OK, Wilbur. | 1:34:16 | 1:34:19 | |
All right. | 1:34:17 | 1:34:19 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 1:34:35 | 1:34:37 | |
PILLS RATTLE | 1:35:03 | 1:35:05 | |
HORST CHATTERS | 1:35:28 | 1:35:31 | |
And... A place called... | 1:35:35 | 1:35:38 | |
KNOCK AT DOOR | 1:37:18 | 1:37:20 | |
-Do you want something to help you sleep? -No, thanks. | 1:37:23 | 1:37:28 | |
More water? | 1:37:28 | 1:37:29 | |
If I want some, I'll get it. | 1:37:29 | 1:37:31 | |
Thanks for your help. | 1:37:31 | 1:37:34 | |
-You're all so very kind. -Sleep tight. | 1:37:34 | 1:37:37 | |
-There he is. -Yeah. | 1:38:15 | 1:38:17 | |
-Can he see the shop from here? -Yeah. | 1:38:17 | 1:38:21 | |
-Why isn't there a headstone with "Harbour" on it? -He wouldn't have wanted one. | 1:38:24 | 1:38:29 | |
I'm sure he would have thought it was too much trouble to look after. | 1:38:29 | 1:38:33 | |
Promise you'll never forget him. | 1:38:47 | 1:38:49 | |
No... I won't. | 1:38:49 | 1:38:52 | |
If youse get married, | 1:39:00 | 1:39:02 | |
can we have the wedding in the Chinese restaurant? | 1:39:02 | 1:39:06 | |
Or we could always order takeaway. | 1:39:08 | 1:39:10 | |
Hm. | 1:39:10 | 1:39:12 | |
Come on. Come on. | 1:39:40 | 1:39:42 | |
E-mail [email protected] | 1:41:12 | 1:41:15 |