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-It really is fate.

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-I wasn't looking for a cave.

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-I've been here for...

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-..I don't know, a year.

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-Isn't that right, Apollo.

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-Aron Elias from Porthmadog is known

-for being the lead singer...

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-..of one of Wales' most influential

-hip-hop bands, Pep Le Pew.

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-For almost two years, Aron has been

-living in Granada in southern Spain.

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-Granada is known for

-its Arabian palace, the Alhambra...

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-..and is home

-to the flamenco tradition.

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-Welcome to Ochr 1 with Aron Elias.

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-One Dalmatian.

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-The cat has been meowing for days.

-It's been eating the same as me.

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-I asked for some cat food

-but they gave me dog food.

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-Anyway, cats will eat anything.

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-I'm worried for the cat.

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-A year ago, in another cave,

-I had been doing a gig.

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-I played every Sunday.

-I was the house guitarist.

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-I found a cat's body

-without its head.

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-A dog had bitten it off.

-It wasn't a nice sight.

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-I'm worried for my cat

-so I'm teaching it how to fight.

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-I scrap with the cat

-to toughen it up.

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-A Boy Named Sue.

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-Like Johnny Cash's song.

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-The father called his son Sue.

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-Sue becomes hard as nails.

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-He finds his father

-and says, "Hi, my name is Sue".

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-"Hello, how are you?"

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-They have a big fight.

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-You know the song.

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-He explains it in the end

-by saying...

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-.."Son, listen, this life is tough.

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-"You have to be tough

-in this world...

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-"..and I have to tell you that

-was the hardest slap I've ever had.

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-"If I hadn't named you Sue, you

-wouldn't be half the man you are."

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-Or something like that.

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-In a cat context, obviously.

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-Sacromonte Caves near Granada

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-A lot of people come here

-to look for a cave.

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-I didn't come here

-looking for a cave.

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-A cave? Why on earth

-would I want to live in a cave?

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-It just happened one Christmas...

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-..after I had been refused

-an Arts Council grant.

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-I don't give a shit.

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-I had no money.

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-It's not my cave. I'm not a caveman!

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-That's where I live at the moment.

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-These sandals cost 2 euros

-and are good for nothing.

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-There's a hell of a mess here.

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-Pep Le Pew were Aron Elias, Dyl Mei,

-Ed Holden and Dave Thomas.

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-What was the highlight?

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-Pep Le Pew, well...

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-..I was spoilt.

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-We pissed everybody off.

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-We were like

-the new kids on the block.

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-We were an ordinary group of lads.

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-I've found Pep Le Pew here.

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-They're eager to carry on drinking

-and socialising.

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-I'm going to be quick.

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-How are you, Aron?

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-How are you, Aron?

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-Not bad.

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-Are you enjoying Miri Madog?

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-Are you enjoying Miri Madog?

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-Yes, I'm keeping it level.

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-I'm not going overboard.

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-We're pissed off

-our names aren't on the T-shirts.

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-We're underground.

-It's cooler to be underrated.

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-I was in my first band at 14.

-It was heavy metal.

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-We played in Nant Gwynant

-at a friend's party in a cowshed.

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-There was a rave after.

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-The drummer had great rhythm.

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-Osian, Dyl Mei's brother,

-was on the bass. He couldn't play.

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-He'd drank too much

-and he was on the floor.

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-The drummer was on amphetamines.

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-He was just playing on his own.

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-I was just playing on my own too.

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-It was hopeless.

-That was the first band.

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-After the rock phase,

-I shaved my hair.

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-Then it was techno.

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-But I still really felt that

-I wanted to continue with music.

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-What I like is, I'm a bass junky.

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-So I learned bass.

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-I hitchhiked with a guy

-called John to Glastonbury.

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-I saw Roni Size and Reprazent

-with the double bass.

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-They mixed electronic elements with

-a drummer, double bass, a rapper...

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-..a girl singing and synths

-with Roni Size on the decks.

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-I thought when I was 17,

-"That's what I want to do."

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-I want to do that.

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-I was a bassist and a guitarist

-and a frontman.

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-We had a drummer, Dave.

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-I had the idea of asking Dyl.

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-Dave said, "Ask Dyl?

-Bloody hell, yes, of course!"

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-Then, "Dyl, fancy doing...

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-"Like Roni. You can be Roni Size."

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-"You can be Roni Size."

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-And then, you know,

-there were three of us.

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-I liked Busta Rhymes.

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-"Wah, do wah!"

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-Or ODB.

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-Yes, I liked them.

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-Everybody thought I was nuts.

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-Well, I am!

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-We started Pep Le Pew and then it

-was like its own little machine.

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-It was like an animal or a dragon

-with a life of its own.

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-I lost my... I'm a rebel.

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-"You're a Welsh hip-hop band."

-No, we're not.

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-I don't like to be labelled.

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-We live in a world of labels.

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-You're this, you're this.

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-I lost heart.

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-I got lost in the...

-I was the frontman, the face.

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-The frontman has to be confident.

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-A master of ceremony.

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-If not, if you're meek and say...

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-.."Alright?

-I'm going to play a song"...

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-..a thousand people

-would tear you to shreds.

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-Boof!

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-What fucked me up

-was I got lost in the character.

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-I was Aron Pep Le Pew.

-Ra-da-da-da-da!

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-That wasn't really me.

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-I'm quite quiet really.

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-I'm acting like me now

-in front of the camera.

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-I had a nervous breakdown

-when it finished.

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-It's really messy.

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-Hey!

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-HE SPEAKS SPANISH

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-I was telling the dog

-that I'd got him some food...

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-..but that he doesn't know

-what 'dog' means.

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-It's really messy here!

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-I'm just going to feed the cat.

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-Mess.

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-That'll do for the cat.

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-Fucking yuck!

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-Yuck!

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-What the fuck is this?

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-Fucking eat that, you noisy thing.

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-A bloke, a gypsy, told me...

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-..there are many rules.

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-These caves

-are for penniless people.

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-Compared to some people...

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-There are people who have no money.

-Nothing at all.

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-Sometimes, because of work I've done

-in the past, or something...

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-..I sometimes have about 50.

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-Sometimes.

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-But there's the very poor too.

-They have nothing.

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-It's a choice.

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-I could choose to try and get a flat

-and a proper job.

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-But I like it.

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-I appreciate things more.

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-I do exercises.

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-I don't watch too much...

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-I don't watch TV.

-There's no electricity.

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-I have a cooker. It's disgusting.

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-It hasn't been here for long.

-It's disgusting.

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-I don't want my family to see it.

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-It's cool here in the summer...

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-..and it's warmer

-than the houses in winter.

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-It's underground.

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-But there's a colony of insects

-here.

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-That's a good practice

-for doing meditation.

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-Practising guitar - trying to play

-a song, I don't know...

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-..a classical song

-such as by Agustin Barrios...

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-..with about seven insects

-attacking you.

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-Trying to carry on playing

-without doing this.

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-It tests your patience.

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-I hope there are no cameras here...

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-..because I'm like this!

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-One evening,

-I was waving a stick about.

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-Doing all this.

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-There's a power...

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-..something magnetic here.

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-There must be because people

-from all cultures have come here.

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-We're close

-but we all have our quirks.

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-It's like a community.

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-We're all from different places.

-One love.

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-Hey!

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-He's self-sufficient.

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-He's grown all this.

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-Plants, vegetables.

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-Sergio is the real thing.

-He's what I'm aiming to be.

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-He's created this.

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-A lot of people

-have been coming here.

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-Lots of artists.

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-Lots of poets.

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-Everyone here can play guitar.

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-Ibrahim.

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-One evening, around a year

-and a half to two years ago...

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-..we met while having a jam

-with the lads.

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-He had this instrument.

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-It looked like a kora.

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-I heard it and thought, "Wow!"

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-Jimi Hendrix blues

-in minor pentatonic!

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-It looks like a fruit

-crossed with a harp.

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-From Mali. The blues.

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-It's the blues I fell in love with

-first, musically.

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-My brother

-gave me a Muddy Waters tape.

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-Muddy Waters and Johnny Winter.

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-Howling Wolf.

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-I idolized these African-Americans.

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-Then I came here

-and met a guy from Mali, Africa...

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-..playing the blues,

-but the original blues.

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-I love listening

-to different languages.

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-Hearing the sound.

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-Even though I don't understand

-what he's saying...

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-..I do.

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-You do. You can feel it.

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-I didn't understand what the song

-was about until he smiled.

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-I learned a lot from him too.

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-They celebrate life.

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-The gitanos too with flamenco.

-Celebrating life. Vamos!

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-Ibrahim with Malian music.

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-Come on!

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-I felt I'd had a shot of adrenalin!

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-Boof!

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-HE SPEAKS SPANISH

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-She's a lifesaver.

-She's made me coffee.

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-She's like the mother figure here.

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-You don't fall out with her.

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-She makes tea.

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-The mint plants

-grow wild around here.

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-You pick it and break it up.

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-Granada is a very cultural city.

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-People come here to study

-from all over the world.

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-People like me

-without financial support...

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-..so we come here to study.

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-I go to the library, Centro de

-Documentacion Musical de Andalucia.

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-This is like my office

-when I'm learning a song.

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-It's the hub...

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-..for all the scores

-of Andalucia's traditional music.

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-Centro de Documentacion Musical

-de Andalucia.

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-Let's go in.

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-They've been great.

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-They've given me a card despite

-my not having a formal address.

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-I was very lucky to get a card...

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-..because you normally need to give

-a phone number and a house number.

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-I have neither.

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-It's great. The banks

-have no idea where to find me.

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-They are so good to me.

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-I don't have electricity

-in the cave so I come here.

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-I'm charging things up.

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-If I need a score...

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-..by Chopin or Angel Barrios...

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-..I get to borrow it here.

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-I learn slowly

-by listening here in the mornings.

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-I try to memorize it by

-listening to it over and over again.

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-Then I go back and read it

-and try to remember it in my mind.

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-Putting my OCD to good use.

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-Making my obsession a positive.

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-I learn better by listening

-than by reading a score.

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-I'm a little illiterate musically.

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-It's a lot of work.

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-I've been learning

-Clair de Lune for five years.

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-I still haven't cracked it.

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-I tried to play it

-on Radio Cymru. Embarrassing.

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-This is chromatic.

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-It's on bass.

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-I'm trying to work it out for

-a guitar. It should be possible.

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-It's a lot of work.

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-There's this film called The Pianist

-or Piano Player about a man...

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-..having a nervous breakdown

-after learning a Tchaikovsky piece!

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-It's a true story about this

-character that learns a huge piece.

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-He has a breakdown after

-performing it and getting applauded.

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-He had a fit

-and ended up in hospital.

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-It looks a bit like Bethesda.

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-Snowdonia.

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-What's great...

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-..is one minute you're in a city...

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-..and the next minute

-the nearest thing to silence.

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-There is no silence.

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-I can hear a flute.

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-Where's the best place?

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-I've always been interested.

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-I did karate when I was a kid.

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-I've researched meditation.

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-Zen from Japan.

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-Tai chi from China.

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-People think it's hippy-dippy.

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-Every atom of the body

-requires oxygen.

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-There's a scientific way

-of explaining meditation.

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-It's about moving in time

-with your breathing.

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-Meditation

-is about clearing the mind.

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-Look at these clouds.

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-The clouds are like your worries.

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-"Facebook.

-What will I eat tomorrow?"

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-"I've got a bill to pay,

-blah, blah."

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-"I'm in love."

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-"Everything's a shambles."

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-Just let all those things pass

-like a cloud in the sky.

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-That's the aim with meditation.

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-I've always had

-a wall of thoughts in my mind.

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-When I had a nervous breakdown...

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-..I was following it,

-not letting it pass.

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-"My life is crap

-and I've fucked it up."

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-I followed that cloud...

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-..and all I thought about

-that day...

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-..stayed in the same tone or chord.

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-That's me explaining

-the bad thoughts in music terms.

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-That's my way of explaining it.

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-I'm good at speaking about it

-but not at countering it.

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-I've been interested in mindfulness

-and mental health...

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-..all my life.

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-There was illness in my family

-and I had to learn about it.

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-From my experience...

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-..of seeing the effects of

-pharmaceutical drugs on people...

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-..I've concluded they don't work...

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-..they just brush

-the problems under a mat, or bed.

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-The problems increase

-and there are after-effects.

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-They make people worse.

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-In my opinion,

-it shouldn't be seen as an illness.

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-It's normal after losing a child

-or being in an accident...

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-..to feel sad or depressed

-and be unable to concentrate.

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-They call it psychosis because

-you focus so much on the problems.

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-The trauma.

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-It's not madness

-to have these feelings...

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-..after something awful's happened.

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-Tai chi or mindfulness.

-There's no right way.

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-Meditation is the best way ahead.

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-I was on Prozac at 18.

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-Fuck! 18!

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-Why?

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-I was growing and it was normal

-for my hormones to be going mad...

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-..with complex emotional events

-going on in my family.

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-It was natural for me

-to be a bit fucked up.

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-Excuse my language!

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-I'm much better.

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-I'm coping much better

-than even a year ago...

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-..since learning how to meditate.

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-Meditation just helps.

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-But not without the spitting.

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-Hello?

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-KNOCKS ON DOOR

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-You've caught me in a crisis.

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-I've got no sensible trousers.

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-How are you?

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-Despite not having a lot of clothes,

-I'm still vain.

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-I still want to look, not good...

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-..I just want to look...

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-I've only got half a mirror here.

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-I don't like my hair

-as it isn't the same colour.

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-I haven't got any clothes.

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-I haven't had a cup of tea yet.

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-I just woke up

-and did bits and bobs.

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-I sat over there

-and stared for a while.

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-That was hours ago.

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-Bandana or no bandana?

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-I'm more worried about what I wear

-than clearing this bloody mess.

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-I have to keep everything

-off the ground because of the mud.

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-Clothes and everything.

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-It's drier now than it was.

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-It's getting hot, isn't it?

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-Just think about cold water.

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-Just things...

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-If you can't get safe water.

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-If it's too hot, the water's hot.

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-It's great to wash in the day.

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-You can wash in the day

-with warm water if it's hot.

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-You can't have

-a glass of cold water, it's warm.

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-He's one of my mates,

-one of my friends.

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-He's my guitar mentor.

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-He plays

-original gypsy flamenco guitar.

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-I fell in love with flamenco,

-the style that Salvador plays.

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-Sabicas.

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-The masters of masters.

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-Salvador is up there.

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-He's influenced a lot of people.

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-I'd always seen Salvador

-around on his own playing.

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-I never went to speak to him

-because I respected him.

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-He manages to fill the square

-by the cathedral...

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-..with an incredible ambience.

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-A musician sees another musician

-on the street and helps him out.

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-A musician won't ask

-another one for money.

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-There's respect

-because we're on the same team.

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-We get hassled by the police...

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-..we go to the same places

-to get papers and do the admin.

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-Usually, you have to have a licence

-for dangerous things like cars.

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-Cars travel at 70mph

-and can kill people.

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-Guns, obviously.

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-Guitars?

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-What's the crack there?

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-The sadness is a part

-of the musician's spirit.

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-Salvador plays with passion.

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-All I have to do is watch him and I

-learn something. I learn by hearing.

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-Salvador is just great.

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-Five wives, not at the same time.

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-He's got children with all of them.

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-He has children

-in Australia, China...

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-I didn't ask

-about the other families.

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-Maestro de maestros.

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-The guy is amazing.

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-It's pure flamenco.

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-It's pure.

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-The history of gypsies...

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-..I've always been very interested

-in their culture and their freedom.

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-I've got a romantic image of gypsies

-from my time living in Wales.

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-They're nomadic, they travel,

-people settle in one place.

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-That carries on

-one generation after another.

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-They're people.

-They're great characters.

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-They're just natural.

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-They've got the soul.

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-They've got that special something.

-It's in their blood.

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-Granada has been

-so, so kind with me.

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-I'm lucky. Incredibly lucky.

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-My brother Dylan

-said I was blessed and cursed.

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-It's a part of the journey.

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-Granada has turned me into

-more of a man.

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-I think if my normal

-was accepted in Wales, I'd return.

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-I am scared of people.

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-I love Wales. I miss my family.

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-There's a lot of pain.

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-I'm running away from myself.

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-The character

-that everyone sees on the outside.

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-Yes, but this is why.

-It's a new beginning.

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-It's a new beginning for me

-to be me...

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-..not the character

-Aron Pep Le Pew...

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-..or the character

-my parents wanted me to be...

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-..or the character my friends

-wanted me to be, or the fool.

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-This is where I've bettered myself.

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-I was confused

-and trying to please everyone else.

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-"What song would you like? OK."

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-Musically,

-I always played for other people.

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-Here, I play what I feel.

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-Wales, I love you,

-but I want to be me now.

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