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team. In this interview he talks candidly about his kidney condition, | :00:00. | :00:00. | |
a troubled youth involving domestic violence and the 1995 Rugby World | :00:00. | :00:34. | |
Cup which made his name. My guest today is Rugby union's first global | :00:35. | :00:41. | |
superstar, 6.5 in feet tall, able to run 100 metres in little more than | :00:42. | :00:45. | |
ten seconds. The game had never seen such an awesome combination of speed | :00:46. | :00:49. | |
and power. Recently, a life-threatening kidney disorder | :00:50. | :00:53. | |
forced onto dialysis. A man once feared for terrorising the best | :00:54. | :00:57. | |
defences in rugby is now waiting for a transplant. On top of that, he has | :00:58. | :01:01. | |
released an autobiography which describes a troubled youth involving | :01:02. | :01:10. | |
gangs and domestic violence. Jonah Lomu, welcome to extra time. The | :01:11. | :01:17. | |
question has to be how are you? You are looking well. I am not too bad. | :01:18. | :01:24. | |
Wish I was playing. This kidney disorder, it is described as | :01:25. | :01:26. | |
nephrotic syndrome, you must have done so much research, what is it? | :01:27. | :01:34. | |
It is a disorder of the kidney, it leaks protein. It does not retain | :01:35. | :01:38. | |
protein and your body does not get it. That is where it starts. Then it | :01:39. | :01:45. | |
will suddenly cause your kidneys to fail. The waste products in your | :01:46. | :01:54. | |
body do not get removed. The effect in terms of your routine are what, | :01:55. | :02:02. | |
exactly? My daily routine now is that I do everything is normal, I | :02:03. | :02:07. | |
can still train, it is just that I cannot run at full speed and so | :02:08. | :02:13. | |
forth. I use dialysis at night, while I am asleep. It doesn't | :02:14. | :02:18. | |
interfere during the day. You look fine at the moment. But, there were | :02:19. | :02:24. | |
times over the last number of years, ten years, there have been times | :02:25. | :02:29. | |
when you have been extremely distressed with this, haven't you? | :02:30. | :02:33. | |
You? Your weight ballooned, you were practically immobile. I had to | :02:34. | :02:41. | |
control a lot of things that could not be controlled, like the weight, | :02:42. | :02:46. | |
retaining fluid and so forth. A lot of people would talk about me being | :02:47. | :02:53. | |
lazy, it was because I just couldn't do it, medically. How did you feel | :02:54. | :02:59. | |
about those criticisms? I didn't worry about it, I knew what was | :03:00. | :03:04. | |
wrong but I did not want to excuse it. Dialysis must be painfully | :03:05. | :03:11. | |
debilitating for anyone, to be tied to a machine, but for you, a | :03:12. | :03:16. | |
world-class athlete, it must be worse? In a lot of ways, it is. It | :03:17. | :03:23. | |
is a medical breakthrough though for kidney patients. If we did not have | :03:24. | :03:30. | |
dialysis, life could be shorter and your life is being prolonged. I am | :03:31. | :03:37. | |
quite thankful in that way. What were the deepest, darkest moments | :03:38. | :03:42. | |
when you were really suffering? For me, in general, it would be at the | :03:43. | :03:47. | |
World Cup in 2003 and watching it from the sideline. From half way up | :03:48. | :03:56. | |
my cards, to the rest of my body, it is the best it can be, it is just | :03:57. | :04:00. | |
that my feet would not do what I needed. On top of the physical | :04:01. | :04:05. | |
effects, there are clearly debilitating mental effects. To me | :04:06. | :04:11. | |
and to a lot of people, the best way to describe it is you think of the | :04:12. | :04:18. | |
hardest thing you can do and the things that you do every day, | :04:19. | :04:23. | |
without any knowledge and you neglect, just getting up in the | :04:24. | :04:26. | |
morning and walking to the fridge to get a drink, I couldn't do that. It | :04:27. | :04:34. | |
wasn't just physical, it was mental as well. It played with you. I was a | :04:35. | :04:40. | |
guy who could run down the field and run into players and who could run | :04:41. | :04:45. | |
down the field and run into players and trying to walk to the fridge and | :04:46. | :04:50. | |
you fall over, that sort of thing, to me that was one of the hardest | :04:51. | :04:55. | |
things. That conjures a desperate picture of you following in your own | :04:56. | :05:01. | |
kitchen. Therefore, there must have been a mental depression, a mood | :05:02. | :05:06. | |
swing element that kicked in here. It was frustrating at first, but I | :05:07. | :05:10. | |
was fortunate that my wife was with me at the time. She has taken me | :05:11. | :05:15. | |
through it. It is quite tough trying to face it and it would be harder, I | :05:16. | :05:20. | |
do not think I could have gotten through it if I did not have her. I | :05:21. | :05:27. | |
have got six stairs and I could not get them on my own. I could not help | :05:28. | :05:32. | |
with groceries, carrying them up the stairs, that is how bad it got. We | :05:33. | :05:39. | |
got second opinions on things about nerve connections in my legs. We a | :05:40. | :05:45. | |
few different things, different treatments and I can walk on my own | :05:46. | :05:49. | |
now and do all the things as as possible. The closest I have got to | :05:50. | :05:55. | |
running is a slight jog. You look well enough now, you are undergoing | :05:56. | :06:01. | |
dialysis still, what are the chances of eventually a successful match, in | :06:02. | :06:06. | |
terms of a transplant? Hopefully, when I get home, I will find out in | :06:07. | :06:12. | |
the next few months whether I have a perfect match in terms of a donor. I | :06:13. | :06:17. | |
was fortunate that I have a great friend who is going through the | :06:18. | :06:21. | |
process and is at the last stage. He faced the possibility that a donor | :06:22. | :06:25. | |
may not be found and the consequences would be what? The | :06:26. | :06:29. | |
consequences would be that you stay on dialysis for a long time. In that | :06:30. | :06:34. | |
sense it is not utterly a life-threatening disease? It is. | :06:35. | :06:41. | |
There are complications you can run into with dialysis. Dialysis clears | :06:42. | :06:45. | |
your blood, but it does not do it as well as the kidney. It gives you | :06:46. | :06:52. | |
about 10%. If you don't get a transplant, your life becomes more | :06:53. | :06:56. | |
concentrated and you become prone to infection. Yes. As I say, you look | :06:57. | :07:03. | |
well. What people do not understand is that you have had the condition | :07:04. | :07:08. | |
for some time. When you burst on the scene in 1995, the big semifinal in | :07:09. | :07:12. | |
Cape Town against them and when you scored four tries, you had been | :07:13. | :07:16. | |
diagnosed with the work you knew something was wrong. I knew then | :07:17. | :07:23. | |
what I had. It is something I kept to myself. Let's talk about that. | :07:24. | :07:30. | |
You burst on the scene, certainly in the UK, it is what you are | :07:31. | :07:35. | |
remembered for most. That feeling, in the semifinal against England | :07:36. | :07:39. | |
when it appeared you were utterly unstoppable, there were England | :07:40. | :07:43. | |
defender is being left in your wake, that must be a fabulous feeling in | :07:44. | :07:48. | |
sport, to be effective the invincible. I do not know about | :07:49. | :07:52. | |
invincible. You were in that much. You were unstoppable. If anything, | :07:53. | :07:59. | |
it was more of a sense of relief for a lot of us as players. The last | :08:00. | :08:06. | |
time New Zealand played England was in 1993 and we lost. I was at school | :08:07. | :08:12. | |
and I sat up to watch it and seeing it on the faces of the guys and I | :08:13. | :08:18. | |
asked them about it and they talked about it, we lost in 1993, we need | :08:19. | :08:27. | |
to correct it. The guys, the feeling I had, was that I was glad the game | :08:28. | :08:32. | |
was done. There was so much pressure and time had been put into it. You | :08:33. | :08:39. | |
were nervous beforehand. So nervous I did not sleep. At all, right | :08:40. | :08:45. | |
through to the game. You are a man already ill, you do not sleep and | :08:46. | :08:48. | |
you have enough energy to trouble the English defence. I stayed awake | :08:49. | :08:57. | |
the whole night, sat up in the morning and looked out the window | :08:58. | :09:00. | |
and watched the England and New Zealand supporters walking and I | :09:01. | :09:06. | |
guess that is when the location hit me and that is where I got my second | :09:07. | :09:12. | |
wind and energy from. The location hit Will Carling, the captain at the | :09:13. | :09:16. | |
time, and he said you were a freak. That is not a kind thing to say, but | :09:17. | :09:22. | |
we know what he meant. I have tremendous respect for him as a | :09:23. | :09:26. | |
player. I do not hold grudges when it comes to things like that. It was | :09:27. | :09:32. | |
meant as a condiment. I think it was. It was just one of those games | :09:33. | :09:36. | |
where everything went my way and everything just completely went our | :09:37. | :09:43. | |
way. Brian Moore said the only way we might start you is with an | :09:44. | :09:47. | |
elephant gun. Slightly insulting, but it is just a measure of the | :09:48. | :09:52. | |
power you had at your disposal. I am just very fortunate to be blessed | :09:53. | :09:57. | |
with a lot of strength and speed. Let's skip on. There have been | :09:58. | :10:01. | |
highlights and low lights in the intervening time since then. You | :10:02. | :10:07. | |
think about 2002 when you were quite poorly and there were people inside | :10:08. | :10:12. | |
the New Zealand camp, the former coach John Mitchell, who were | :10:13. | :10:15. | |
getting impatient with you. He said, frankly I am sick of waiting for | :10:16. | :10:19. | |
Jonah to shoot some form. He must have been aware of how ill you work? | :10:20. | :10:28. | |
I didn't tell him anything about it. Nothing not? They knew I was sick | :10:29. | :10:32. | |
but they did not know the extent. I did not want it to be a reason. I am | :10:33. | :10:39. | |
a person... It would have explained everything. It would have, but I did | :10:40. | :10:46. | |
not want sympathy. Perhaps realism would have been in order? Maybe, but | :10:47. | :10:52. | |
it is how I deal with things. I keep it to myself. Let me take you back | :10:53. | :11:00. | |
to 1975. You went to live with relatives. Why was that? I guess the | :11:01. | :11:11. | |
family wanted me to know where my roots were. I was taking back their | :11:12. | :11:17. | |
and I was very fortunate to be brought up amongst family. You were | :11:18. | :11:21. | |
happy in Tonga but you did not want to go back to Auckland. At the time | :11:22. | :11:28. | |
I was brought up by my mum APPLAUSE Older sister, she did not have any | :11:29. | :11:32. | |
kids. Giving me to her to bring up, I knew | :11:33. | :11:38. | |
her as my mum, I did not know her as my auntie. At the time they decided | :11:39. | :11:48. | |
to operate me and send me back to New Zealand, it was a shell-shocked. | :11:49. | :11:54. | |
You had two brothers in a way, but you did not really have a father. He | :11:55. | :12:00. | |
had a poor relationship with him. The toughest part about that was | :12:01. | :12:05. | |
that me and him had never seen eye. Just run up. I did not want to be | :12:06. | :12:11. | |
any place, so I did everything to any place, so I did everything to | :12:12. | :12:17. | |
rebel. I kept getting trouble. You are talking about your teenage | :12:18. | :12:22. | |
years? Just as a young person. If you're in a place you are not happy | :12:23. | :12:27. | |
with, you do the opposite of what you are expected of. Me trying to | :12:28. | :12:32. | |
say I wanted to go back to Tonga, it would stem into my father trying to | :12:33. | :12:37. | |
discipline me and on. At a young age. It just stemmed from there and | :12:38. | :12:42. | |
it grew from there. You really mean he beat you. Yes. Regularly? Yes. He | :12:43. | :12:57. | |
used a wooden stick. Eventually, you had him back. Eventually, I did. | :12:58. | :13:03. | |
That was brewing from a young age. My father was a very heavy drinker | :13:04. | :13:09. | |
and he was quite violent in a lot of ways towards me, the kids and also | :13:10. | :13:15. | |
to my mother. Look at you now, when you were a young teenager, aged 13, | :13:16. | :13:21. | |
you were well over six foot, you were 15 stone or so. He was still a | :13:22. | :13:27. | |
kinky at that point? Yes, still. He is not that big. Eventually it was | :13:28. | :13:34. | |
no contest. When you hit him back, he stayed hit? I basically picked | :13:35. | :13:40. | |
him up and threw him across the room and whatnot. What was the atmosphere | :13:41. | :13:47. | |
just prior to that so, what precipitated that? I guess my father | :13:48. | :13:57. | |
had come home drunk that night and started ranting and raving at | :13:58. | :14:00. | |
everyone to do things that he wanted and so forth and everyone tried to | :14:01. | :14:05. | |
do it and if it wasn't done enough, you got a slap. By then, my mother | :14:06. | :14:11. | |
had asked a question and he hit and I turned round and picked him up and | :14:12. | :14:17. | |
threw him across the room. You were defending your mother? I was | :14:18. | :14:22. | |
defending everyone. I would rather get beaten than my family. When I | :14:23. | :14:29. | |
had done that he stood up and said you do not belong under my roof and | :14:30. | :14:35. | |
you are no longer my son. I want you to leave, so I left. You must have | :14:36. | :14:41. | |
worried because of the closeness of your relationship with your mother, | :14:42. | :14:44. | |
you must have worried leaving her behind. I did, but I knew she would | :14:45. | :14:49. | |
never leave. That was something I could never face and know why. She | :14:50. | :14:59. | |
is a very loyal person and she gave herself utterly to the relationship | :15:00. | :15:06. | |
and to the kids. If anything, if anyone, changed my life, it was her. | :15:07. | :15:12. | |
If she had not got me out of where I was in terms of going to school, I | :15:13. | :15:15. | |
do not think I would be here talking to you. You can't forget what | :15:16. | :15:22. | |
happened, can you forgive? I can forgive what happened, I just cannot | :15:23. | :15:29. | |
forget it. It is a part of me. I am just very fortunate that my father | :15:30. | :15:33. | |
has changed in a lot of ways with the younger ones. They never saw | :15:34. | :15:38. | |
what happened. Maybe he learned a lesson when you threw him across the | :15:39. | :15:44. | |
room. Maybe. He is a very changed person and he is very forgiving now, | :15:45. | :15:50. | |
he has stopped drinking and he has become a better person. | :15:51. | :15:54. | |
Effectively, you have made your peace with him? No, we have not made | :15:55. | :16:00. | |
our peace, we still disagree on a lot of things. I have always said to | :16:01. | :16:05. | |
everyone that I love my father because he is my father, but that is | :16:06. | :16:13. | |
about where it ends between me and him. The bridge that we have burnt | :16:14. | :16:19. | |
between each other, I think it is long gone. If we sat in a room and | :16:20. | :16:27. | |
talk, there is no worry about that. Has he tried to make an approach to | :16:28. | :16:34. | |
you? No. That is where the make has not happened, we are both proud and | :16:35. | :16:42. | |
stubborn. The one thing that we both have in common in terms of how we | :16:43. | :16:51. | |
could bond is that we both love the same person and that is my mother. I | :16:52. | :16:55. | |
love my mother and he loves his wife. She still loves him, despite | :16:56. | :17:01. | |
what happened? Despite what happened. To me, that is hard to | :17:02. | :17:09. | |
understand, but she cannot help the way she feels. You will know there | :17:10. | :17:15. | |
has been criticism about your decision to go public, but these | :17:16. | :17:18. | |
should be private matters, what is your reaction? I think that is | :17:19. | :17:25. | |
nonsense really. They say you are trying to make money out of it, | :17:26. | :17:29. | |
effectively. When we launched the book in New Zealand, all the | :17:30. | :17:32. | |
proceeds from the launch of the book, none of that came to me, it | :17:33. | :17:37. | |
all went to charity. I do not know where they are getting that from. | :17:38. | :17:44. | |
Also, then sent it should be private, I reckon things like that | :17:45. | :17:49. | |
should be told because if you are willing to tell it, tell it the way | :17:50. | :17:55. | |
it is and tell the whole story. I knew it would be controversial in | :17:56. | :17:58. | |
the Tonga community and so forth, but to me it is irrelevant what they | :17:59. | :18:02. | |
think, it is what I wanted to write and what I believe is true and I | :18:03. | :18:08. | |
stand by it. It is no surprise that given all this difficulty at home, | :18:09. | :18:12. | |
the domestic violence, that you should start running with the gangs | :18:13. | :18:18. | |
in Auckland. You had a pretty unruly youth. What did you get up to? I got | :18:19. | :18:24. | |
into fights and so forth. I guess you are trying to find, I guess when | :18:25. | :18:30. | |
people travel down that road it is trying to feel the need to belong to | :18:31. | :18:35. | |
something. He felt he had been disowned by half of your family. | :18:36. | :18:42. | |
When you are my size and guys want you in the group because of your | :18:43. | :18:47. | |
size it is a different story. With the strong sense of moral outrage | :18:48. | :18:51. | |
you saw when your father attacked your mother, surely it is | :18:52. | :18:55. | |
incompatible with the things you were doing. You were in gangs who | :18:56. | :18:58. | |
were beating up people in the streets, completely unprovoked. It | :18:59. | :19:04. | |
is odd. It was very odd. That was one thing I couldn't understand. You | :19:05. | :19:11. | |
did it nevertheless? I never really did it. I watched a lot of people do | :19:12. | :19:19. | |
it and I never really... The only time I got into fights was when | :19:20. | :19:25. | |
somebody tried to hurt me and I had to protect myself. You were stabbed? | :19:26. | :19:33. | |
It was a case of mistaken identity. They had an argument with someone | :19:34. | :19:36. | |
the night before and they tried to stab me in the leg. In South | :19:37. | :19:43. | |
Auckland, the Polynesians look pretty similar. This can be a | :19:44. | :19:48. | |
vicious downward spiral, but it was the intervention of a schoolmaster | :19:49. | :19:57. | |
which brought you about. I was fortunate to run into a deputy | :19:58. | :20:03. | |
principal who saw me playing basketball, I was 14 years of age, | :20:04. | :20:11. | |
and I was slam dunking. He wanted me to play for the school. He pulled me | :20:12. | :20:19. | |
across and asked what my name was. I said Jonah Lomu search. He said he | :20:20. | :20:25. | |
would like me to trial for the first 15. Had he ever played rugby? No. It | :20:26. | :20:34. | |
all stemmed from there. You wouldn't be sitting here talking about a | :20:35. | :20:37. | |
career in international rugby if that hadn't happened. No. We are | :20:38. | :20:44. | |
drawn to the future. You continue your treatment, do you think you | :20:45. | :20:49. | |
have a chance of putting on the all Black jersey again? I do. You are | :20:50. | :20:54. | |
not just convincing yourself to maintain your morale? No. I do not | :20:55. | :21:01. | |
need that to boost my morale because it is good. If anything, it is more | :21:02. | :21:09. | |
that I know I can do it. I just have got to make sure I get everything to | :21:10. | :21:14. | |
fall into place in the way I wanted and the way I believe it could, | :21:15. | :21:20. | |
there is no reason why not. I have travelled down every single avenue. | :21:21. | :21:26. | |
In 1997I sat down in the DoctorAPPLAUSE | :21:27. | :21:28. | |
Office and I was told I had to do treatment for ten months and I | :21:29. | :21:34. | |
wouldn't play rugby again. To me, it is mind over matter. When | :21:35. | :21:43. | |
did you last play rugby? 2003. It is getting on for a year ago. You say | :21:44. | :21:49. | |
ER keeping fit, but you have to break into the super 12 and then the | :21:50. | :21:53. | |
international side and it is a young man's game. I don't know about a | :21:54. | :22:02. | |
young man's game. Set yourself a target. When will you be back in the | :22:03. | :22:08. | |
team? My long-term goal in terms of having the transplant first and then | :22:09. | :22:15. | |
my long-term goal is 2007. 2007. Three years from now. You will still | :22:16. | :22:18. | |
have the energy and treatment and ungritted played the game? To tell | :22:19. | :22:23. | |
the truth, I would not be thinking about it if I was not that | :22:24. | :22:28. | |
determined. Jonah Lomu, we wish you all the | :22:29. | :22:30. |