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-You must be proud of this.

-I'm hugely proud of it.

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You know, it's a massive team effort.

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The second Invictus Games coming up,

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a lot of ex-military personnel taking part,

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it's very clear when I see you with the military guys

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that there's a very special bond there.

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I've always viewed myself as Captain Wales first, Prince Harry second.

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I spent ten years in the Army, wearing the same uniform

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as these guys, as far as they're concerned, I'm one of them.

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You share something, you share something very unique.

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Some people come to the end of their service,

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-like, you got to choose that you were actually moving on...

-Yes.

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..and so you had some time to prepare, but not everybody does.

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They get sort of ripped from that service and

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that's incredibly difficult for them to come to terms with, isn't it?

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It is really difficult to be cut down literally in your prime.

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Now you're being told you can't serve your country, you can't

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do the career that you love, and you can't be with your mates.

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Where does that leave anybody?

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You are an individual that has chosen to serve your country,

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that to me makes you worthy of being part of

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something as amazing as the Invictus Games.

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Invictus is... It's an opportunity for me to give something back.

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This is the story of five ex-soldiers.

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Each one has lost something.

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For some that may be a limb,

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for others it's their peace of mind or self-worth.

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It's affected all of us, the whole family.

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But what they haven't lost is their fighting spirit.

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I want to win, I want to win gold.

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Now their fight is for a place at this year's Games in Orlando.

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The road will be tough, with highs...

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and lows...

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Oh, it's still fresh in my eyes.

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..as they push themselves to the limit...

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If you really want this, you've got to work hard!

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..to prove they have what it takes to represent their country

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at the Invictus Games.

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-TV COMMENTATOR:

-'Now, entering the square, the British Armed Forces!'

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This was a laugh.

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It's been well over a year since the last Invictus Games

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and Prince Harry is meeting up with some of the champions of 2014.

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Look at you in rig! I didn't know you own a uniform.

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Don't try and drag me into it.

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-What is that in your head?

-What a hat!

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THEY ALL LAUGH

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This is where it all started,

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this was one of the most amazing things ever,

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but it was too small and it needed to be taken to a bigger stage.

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And from my perspective it was important to get

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the rest of the world watching people's lives being changed

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through sport, literally there in front of you.

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-PRESENTER:

-'In London today for the first Invictus Games,

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'the brainchild, of course, of Prince Harry.'

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'Yes, and some of the competitors have actually lost limbs...'

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That's a nice touch.

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This was one of the points where

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we started to get a feeling of how enormous this was going to be.

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I was like, "Whoa, this is pretty serious now."

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-Then you did it on Buckingham Palace as well.

-Buckingham Palace as well.

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-Just to really rub it in.

-Did you call that favour in?

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-That was a favour called in.

-THEY ALL LAUGH

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-TV COMMENTATOR:

-'All eyes are on captain Dave Henson in this one.'

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-Dave looking very serious there, actually.

-I'm a serious man.

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You used to be.

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STARTING GUN FIRES

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No, I don't think I was nervous at this point.

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Yeah, I knew I had this.

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'Look at how he's going here.

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'Smooth as you like,

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'and that's a great win. He's going to just hang onto this...'

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"Get off me!"

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So rank.

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THEY ALL LAUGH

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-That was a good little one, that.

-What, the old classic...

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Finish together, all get a gold.

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-COMMENTATOR:

-'And the three of them have decided that

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'they will come across the line together here.'

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You were in the middle, right? That was us both pulling you then.

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-Were you even peddling at this point?

-No.

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I mean, going back to you, Vicey, you specifically asked me

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-to design a competition/award specifically for mouth darts.

-Yes.

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And even then... even then you failed.

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You came third out of three.

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Every day was, like, upping, upping, upping, upping.

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-By the time we got to the closing concert, I was an emotional...

-Yeah.

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-It was a very sandy environment.

-Yes.

-Sandy!

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From the front to the back,

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one, two, three... Go!

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CHEERING

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Welcome to the stage, Team Great Britain!

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CHEERING

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That was ridiculous.

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This was another reason why we pushed for it in London that year,

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in 2014, because we just knew that if anybody was going to catapult

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this onto the international stage, it would be the British public.

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And the British public came out and gave it everything.

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Now the trials are coming up,

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it's already starting to explode again like it did last time.

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I'm really excited to see what kind of magic we get from this one now.

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I think Orlando is going to be huge.

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Even the medal winners of 2014

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will have to earn their place on this year's team.

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At the upcoming UK trials they'll be joined by over 100 new faces.

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It'll be three days of intense competition...

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..covering ten sports,

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with just 100 places up for grabs.

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CHEERING

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Without you guys here, our friends and our family,

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we'd be in pieces at home.

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With your support, we're here in front of you today,

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kicking the arse out of life!

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-Thank you!

-CHEERING

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Chris was just 20 years old when his life changed for ever.

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ALARM BEEPS

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I woke up that day and I knew something was going to happen,

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but I was there to do the job so we had to go out and do it.

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I stepped in the wrong place at the wrong time,

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won the lottery that nobody wants to win.

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Chris was serving in Afghanistan with the Royal Scots Dragoon Guards

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when, out on a routine patrol,

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he stepped on an explosive device.

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'I felt I was in the air for a while

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'and landed in the crater where the device was buried.

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'Took out both my legs on impact.'

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Good girl.

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'My memories are crystal clear.

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'I remember getting dragged out of the crater that I was in.

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'I remember I tried to self tourniquet.

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'It was all bloody, like bones was hanging out.'

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'I remember waking up in hospital,

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'my mam was in bits, my sister was in bits.

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'So my dad, like, he didn't shed a tear as such,

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but I knew, the look on his face, that it was bad.

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At first the reaction was, "Why? Why my family?"

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But then you're seeing some of the states that other soldiers were in

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and you were just so thankful.

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Nine days later I was 21.

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Just knowing that I was a 21-year-old lad

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who'd just been blown up, lost his legs, I thought that was it.

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I was like, "What's the point living?" sort of thing.

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And that was when I started drinking loads.

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I was told by people, "You need to curb it, you need to stop it."

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"What? Don't be stupid, I'm 21. I'm just being a 21-year-old."

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I wasn't getting the physio or the rehab that I needed

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because I was too hungover to go to those sessions.

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It was when Chris got involved with a charity that introduces

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injured soldiers to scuba-diving

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that he started to get his life back on track.

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I'm like, "Hang on a minute, I've just been blown up,

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"I've just lost both my legs, and you want

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"to take me out scuba-diving?" I went, "Are you mad?"

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I went in, the pain stopped.

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My head stopped just bothering me,

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my feet weren't tickling,

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I was swimming along with, like, fully able-bodied people.

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I got out the water, I was in tears,

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it just changed my life.

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Yes, it dawned on me that I'm not dead until I'm dead,

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and that is it.

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Just getting you warm, mate, just getting you warm.

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Wait! That was off.

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Hole in your racket, mate.

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I'm not breathing hard, don't worry.

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Just as well I'm not wearing a pulse alarm.

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You know, you come out to just play a fun game...

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-CHRIS LAUGHS

-Competitiveness, mate.

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-You've got to win.

-You've GOT to win.

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Are you feeling that again now that you're going for the team?

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Competition is fierce and I'll do my damnedest to get on the squad.

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I want to win, I want to win gold.

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Incoming!

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Dropped it in the corner.

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You've got that little smug little grin you've got as well, yeah!

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You've also represented your country in the Warrior Games, haven't you?

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Yeah, I done the Warrior Games last year

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and just getting a taste for that, I was like, "I want more of this,"

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and then it just kept me on the straight and narrow.

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At the American Warrior Games, Chris competed

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in volleyball, basketball and rugby.

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He plans to enter multiple sports again,

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at this year's Invictus trials.

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Right, let's go.

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Medic!

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Oh-oh!

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-Aargh!

-Yes!

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-Yeah, that's where I look really nice.

-Nice camera angle!

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No power.

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-Had you fixed this yet?

-Fixed?

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The whole head so far out of the water thing?

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It's the waves!

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Friends Jen and Nerys are also competing at the upcoming trials.

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Nerys is going for wheelchair basketball

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and Jen, wheelchair racing.

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-It was amazing, wasn't it?

-It was, yeah, my heart is in my race chair.

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That's where I love to be.

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Although both were medics in the British Army,

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it was after injury that their paths crossed,

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when they took part in the Arch To Arc challenge.

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-NEWSREADER:

-'24 wounded,

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'injured and sick military personnel and veterans

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'are taking part in what has been called the hardest triathlon

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'anywhere in the world.'

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'This is some effort, they've just finished nearly 90 miles

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'from Marble Arch to Dover,

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'and are currently swimming the English Channel.'

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Jen has limited use of her legs

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and Nerys is paralysed from the chest down,

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but this didn't stop them becoming the first-ever women's team

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to complete the 300 mile race.

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It was. This must have been the jellyfish swim.

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Evil little things.

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I started singing to them, until I realised that when I sung to them

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that one got in my mouth and stung the inside of my lip.

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I was like, "No more singing."

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I was just like, "I'm not letting floppy bits of jelly

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"stopping me from getting to France."

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I was like, "Get out of my way!"

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-Loving the hills.

-Awesome.

-Loving the hills.

-Yeah.

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What is it about military people that they have to go off

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and beast themselves, and even if they lose limbs,

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they take it even more extreme?

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I think it's about proving to yourself, "Right,

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"I was the meanest," you know, "I was the meanest guy around,

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"I was superfit, now look at me, I'm now stuck in a wheelchair.

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"What can I do to prove to myself and prove to everybody else

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"that I'm still the person that I used to be?"

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So it's about redefining yourself.

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CHEERING

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Being part of the Arch To Arc,

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just...it gave me confidence that I didn't actually know was in me.

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CHEERING

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It was just amazing.

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I think for the first time I didn't feel like a disabled athlete.

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Major Jen Warren dedicated her career to saving the lives

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of those serving their country on the front line.

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I loved being in the Army, I loved the challenges

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and the sort of unpredictability,

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and, you know, I still miss that.

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I went out to Afghanistan in '06/'07

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as a general duties doctor.

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It was amazing because it was great to kind of feel that you were

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doing something to help the lads that were out there.

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It's crazy to think I went through that experience unscathed,

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and then have an accident where you just...

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kind of taken out by a kid.

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Jen was on holiday after returning from Afghanistan,

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when a group of skiers ran into her.

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She was left with a badly broken leg, in need of a bone graft.

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Complications led to severe nerve damage,

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leaving Jen with limited use of her legs,

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and chronic pain for the rest of her life.

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All of a sudden, you know, I couldn't do my job in the Army

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and I just...I felt really useless.

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It took me a long time to come to terms with what had happened,

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but I've never been someone to walk away from anything.

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Sadly Jen's medical career in the Army was over,

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but she was determined to continue her training

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as an anaesthetist in the NHS.

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With my chair, people assume that I'm a lost patient or, you know,

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if I try and log-on one of the computers people will be like,

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"Oh, what are you doing?"

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And it's like, "My work!"

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When I first started going into work I would find it quite difficult

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talking to patients because it would remind me

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of how I felt in that situation, but I genuinely believe that

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I'm a better doctor because of what happened to me.

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-Right, where's your shoesies? Can you find your shoesies?

-Yeah!

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'I don't think anyone finds being a parent easy.'

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Come on, sausage, this way.

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'For me it's quite hard.'

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You've been a good girl, haven't you?

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'I've got challenges that are different, but'

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they're not necessarily bigger or harder, they're just different.

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We're going over a bump, are you ready?

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-Bump, bump!

-Bump.

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Yeah, let's go to the park.

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'People say, "Oh, I'll just pop to the shops," or "I'll just pop out here," '

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and that's what I hate, I can't pop anywhere.

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'When I try and walk places I find it incredibly difficult,

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'I'm very slow.'

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We're so late.

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Yeah, we're often late, aren't we?

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'I'm literally limited to sort of five to ten metres.'

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You try and live your life where you can walk five to ten metres,

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without getting tired.

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-Whee!

-THEY LAUGH

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'It's quite scary having a toddler that can walk and I don't want

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'to put her in danger, you know, taking her to a play park and having

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'her fall off something because I wasn't there to catch her.'

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Right, you must, must hold on.

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Be very careful.

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I was just frightened, really, it took quite a lot of confidence.

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-Just frightened.

-I was frightened. Yes, Mummy was frightened.

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Whoosh! Are you holding on?

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'I look at her legs and I feel quite jealous.'

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It's funny cos, you know, she's a toddler, I shouldn't...

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I shouldn't have those feelings, but I do.

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Push, push, push.

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Jen is in training for the wheelchair racing event

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at the UK Invictus trials.

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Sport is what started getting me out of the anger

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and frustration of my life.

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You can tap into that anger, channel it,

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you know, beating the wheels.

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I don't think about my injury, I don't think about anything

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when I'm in this thing, other than, "Oh, my God, can I stop?"

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It really just helped me change the way I view things

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and see things as more positive.

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-PRESENTER:

-'The President and First Lady were treated to

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'a royal visit at the White House.'

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'Prince Harry is here to help kick off the run-up

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'to the 2016 Invictus Games.'

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APPLAUSE

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-TANNOY:

-'The First Lady, Michelle Obama!'

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There's no official medals table in the Invictus Games,

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but the UK finished top of it last time.

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'His Royal Highness, Prince Harry!'

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This year the Americans are looking to make the most

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of their home advantage.

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How's everybody doing?

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All right, ladies, Prince Harry is here,

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-don't act like you don't notice.

-LAUGHTER

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Come on, come on!

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This is truly an amazing, wonderful event,

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full of fierce competition,

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incredible athleticism,

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and truly inspiring stories.

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We could not be more proud of all of you.

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And now it is my pleasure to introduce our guest of honour,

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and I guess I should also apologise to him in advance

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for all the gold medals that America will win in Orlando.

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CHEERING

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Hello, everyone.

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The Invictus Games seeks to change perceptions

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of physical and mental injury.

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One thing we have to talk about more is breaking down these barriers

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around so-called invisible injuries, like post-traumatic stress,

0:19:020:19:07

just as we have for physical injuries like the loss of a limb.

0:19:070:19:10

This fear of coming forward as a result of the stigma which surrounds

0:19:100:19:14

mental health is one of the greatest challenges that veterans face today.

0:19:140:19:18

This is your brain, Tom?

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Yeah, I was surprised there was one on there, to be honest, but...

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there is one on there.

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'Tom served with the RAF for 26 years.

0:19:270:19:30

'He was diagnosed

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'with post-traumatic stress disorder in 2011.'

0:19:320:19:35

Can we see on there where Tom's brain has been affected by PTSD?

0:19:350:19:40

Yeah, around this area here is the amygdala, and that's a fuse box,

0:19:400:19:44

that's where the facts, sensations and emotions

0:19:440:19:48

get put together into a short-term memory,

0:19:480:19:51

and then normally all that goes into one place in the brain,

0:19:510:19:55

which is the memory bank, as it were.

0:19:550:19:57

What happens with PTSD is that the fuse box blows,

0:19:570:20:00

it doesn't work properly,

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and your mind doesn't do any filing in memory.

0:20:020:20:04

Later on, the rule is that the mind will try to file,

0:20:040:20:07

so that's why you get intrusive memories, you get nightmares

0:20:070:20:10

and flashbacks, which initially at least are replays, actual replays

0:20:100:20:13

of what happened, and that's what PTSD is, it's like a stuck record.

0:20:130:20:16

So, when an episode happens, you actually get clear visual...

0:20:160:20:20

The images do, they drop in, it's like a...

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literally like a photograph dropping in.

0:20:230:20:25

And it's intense, it affects your body, you tense up,

0:20:250:20:28

it's sweats, um, and you're shaking, it's like a fear reaction.

0:20:280:20:33

Then you come out of it and you're absolutely devastated.

0:20:330:20:37

Tom's job during his tour in Afghanistan

0:20:370:20:40

was to repatriate British soldiers killed in action.

0:20:400:20:44

At the time, you cope with it, because you're doing a job.

0:20:470:20:50

and it's such an important role that you do your best.

0:20:500:20:54

Being in that military environment, which was, you know,

0:20:560:20:58

a tough environment to be in, you didn't show any emotion...

0:20:580:21:01

..and so, I became emotionally numb.

0:21:030:21:06

But when Tom returned home, these experiences caught up with him.

0:21:060:21:10

He started suffering flashbacks.

0:21:140:21:17

Seeing repatriations on TV would cause an emotional reaction.

0:21:200:21:24

Maybe it might be music I might hear that reminded me

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of being back in, you know, Iraq or Afghanistan.

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It's a bit like a lightning strike, you know, you never know

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when they're going to happen.

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And just the isolation that you go through.

0:21:380:21:40

I couldn't have love, I couldn't have happiness,

0:21:400:21:43

all these normal emotions that you have.

0:21:430:21:45

And that's the really scary bit.

0:21:450:21:48

Tom's distinguished career included tours in the Falklands, Iraq

0:21:500:21:56

and Afghanistan. He was awarded an MBE for his exemplary service.

0:21:560:22:00

I'd been very sporty as a child and also then

0:22:020:22:05

joining the military, I had done a number of sports.

0:22:050:22:07

I've run the London Marathon, I used to do some boxing.

0:22:070:22:10

And all of a sudden, I stopped.

0:22:100:22:13

Tom's condition worsened as he started suffering seizures

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triggered by his PTSD.

0:22:160:22:19

I had the diagnosis, put onto strong medication,

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and it did nothing, it did absolutely nothing.

0:22:230:22:27

It was probably two to three years that I was, you know,

0:22:270:22:29

really not functioning, I was just existing.

0:22:290:22:32

But now, Tom has set his sights on a place in this year's UK team.

0:22:340:22:38

At the upcoming trials, he'll be trying out for shot put,

0:22:430:22:45

discus and rowing.

0:22:450:22:48

And the long road back to fitness begins in Tom's outdoor gym.

0:22:500:22:55

The Invictus Games is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

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So I'm determined to get myself fitter and stronger

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so that I can be the best that I can on the day.

0:23:030:23:06

One method Tom uses to process images related to his PTSD

0:23:170:23:21

is art therapy.

0:23:210:23:23

-Doing the first one is the key, I think.

-Yeah.

0:23:290:23:31

That's what helped me, I think, was getting that first painting down.

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It was like opening a door in the brain, you know,

0:23:340:23:37

-it was like a key...

-Yeah.

-..opening the door,

0:23:370:23:39

then all of a sudden, it's just...

0:23:390:23:41

You know, it was five, then I did ten

0:23:410:23:43

and then 15 and 20, you know,

0:23:430:23:45

then 30 and 40, and I think it's about 70 canvases I've done so far.

0:23:450:23:49

-HE CHUCKLES

-Yeah.

0:23:490:23:51

Tom's been painting for two years now.

0:23:510:23:54

But for air trooper Chris Jones, today is his first time.

0:23:540:23:58

I expect you're going to tell me that you haven't done art

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since you were six?

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-No, 16.

-16?

-Yeah.

0:24:030:24:05

That means you're an expert, then.

0:24:050:24:08

Not according to the F that I got, no!

0:24:080:24:11

You can just paint something straight out of your mind,

0:24:110:24:14

just paint straight onto the canvas.

0:24:140:24:16

-I wouldn't paint out of MY mind!

-No?

0:24:160:24:18

Chris left the Army in 1998.

0:24:210:24:24

He is one of the many veterans who suffers from both physical

0:24:240:24:28

and psychological scars.

0:24:280:24:30

The initial injury was caused whilst I was on a training exercise.

0:24:330:24:37

I broke my left foot and tore the Achilles tendon.

0:24:370:24:41

And that, compounded by the other injuries that

0:24:440:24:46

I sustained subsequently, has left me

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with having somewhere between 40% and 50% reduced mobility in my legs.

0:24:490:24:54

For me, the physical injuries, you just accept them, you know

0:24:550:24:59

what your limitations are and aren't and you just crack on.

0:24:590:25:02

But when this isn't working properly, you don't know

0:25:020:25:04

where you're going to be, one minute from the next.

0:25:040:25:07

I absolutely loved being a soldier,

0:25:090:25:11

it was all I'd ever wanted to do since I was a tiny little chap.

0:25:110:25:14

Once I was a soldier and I was serving, I couldn't get enough.

0:25:140:25:18

The military spend a lot of time and money

0:25:200:25:23

training you to be a soldier and stop being a civilian.

0:25:230:25:28

To then go from being a soldier to a civilian...

0:25:280:25:33

-HE SNAPS HIS FINGERS

-..in a single day,

0:25:330:25:37

that pride was just wiped away, it was gone.

0:25:370:25:40

But at the same time, you feel like you're still that, you know,

0:25:420:25:46

supremely fit, phenomenally capable, highly trained individual.

0:25:460:25:50

You get that clash in your head,

0:25:500:25:53

it's a very difficult thing to live with.

0:25:530:25:55

-TOM:

-And that's your first time you've painted...?

0:25:550:25:58

Yeah, it's the first time.

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-I've surprised myself.

-Yeah.

0:26:000:26:01

-You know, to capture, you know, the way the waves fall in and...

-Yeah.

0:26:010:26:05

..then the colours, is stunning.

0:26:050:26:07

This was the first painting I did.

0:26:090:26:12

So, that was me on tour.

0:26:120:26:14

Doing the re-pats.

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It was a very humble experience, so, you know, to have to do that job.

0:26:150:26:20

-Yeah.

-You know...

0:26:200:26:23

-You all right, mate?

-TEARFULLY:

-Yeah, good.

0:26:270:26:29

-TEARFULLY:

-Yeah.

0:26:390:26:40

HE EXHALES

0:26:430:26:45

Still can set my emotions... You all right? Oh, dear.

0:26:490:26:53

That's what it's all about, brother.

0:26:530:26:55

Oh, it's still fresh, still fresh in the eyes.

0:26:590:27:02

You know what I mean?

0:27:020:27:04

Yeah, it's the first one, and like I say, from that,

0:27:070:27:10

-I just kept going and going.

-Yeah.

0:27:100:27:11

So, for you, doing your first one, you know, doing a wave,

0:27:110:27:14

that's a wave of emotion that's here, innit, you know?

0:27:140:27:17

SEABIRDS CALL

0:27:170:27:19

WAVES CRASH

0:27:200:27:21

It was my only sanctuary.

0:27:280:27:30

Because I knew that I could go out there and there weren't going

0:27:300:27:34

to be that many people that would come out there with me.

0:27:340:27:37

That became a safe place.

0:27:370:27:39

Chris started surf kayaking after being discharged from the Army.

0:27:440:27:48

Psychologically, I was not in a good place at all.

0:27:480:27:52

And being able to go out on the water,

0:27:530:27:55

it was like clearing my mind out and giving me my sanity back.

0:27:550:27:59

And giving me the strength to carry on dealing with what

0:28:010:28:04

I was having to deal with every day.

0:28:040:28:07

But when his condition deteriorated,

0:28:070:28:10

it became too dangerous for Chris to continue.

0:28:100:28:13

When I had to give that up, I went into quite a bleak place,

0:28:160:28:21

and I struggled a lot.

0:28:210:28:23

There's no question that both the physical

0:28:240:28:27

and mental injuries haven't affected just me,

0:28:270:28:31

there's been a big impact on my wife and my son as well.

0:28:310:28:35

It's affected all of us, the whole family.

0:28:350:28:38

EXCITED SHOUTING

0:28:400:28:42

Chris's passion for kayaking was something that he shared

0:28:430:28:46

with his son Max.

0:28:460:28:48

SHOUTING AND LAUGHTER

0:28:480:28:50

-MAX:

-I do miss it.

0:28:520:28:54

Something that brought us close together as a father and son.

0:28:540:28:57

In 2009, Chris was diagnosed with a long-term neurological condition.

0:28:590:29:04

His last sea kayaking trip with Max nearly cost them their lives.

0:29:040:29:09

My brain did exactly what they'd told me it would do,

0:29:100:29:13

it got overloaded and so it just started shutting down...

0:29:130:29:16

..to the point where I wasn't actually able

0:29:170:29:19

to even hold the paddle.

0:29:190:29:21

My arms were completely cramping,

0:29:210:29:23

it was like somebody had gaffer-taped my arms to my chest.

0:29:230:29:26

I'd dropped my paddle, that was gone,

0:29:260:29:29

I was probably about that close to blinking out.

0:29:290:29:33

It was just a case of trying to keep my balance enough for the boat

0:29:330:29:37

to gently drift onto this beach.

0:29:370:29:40

It was just pure luck that there happened to be

0:29:410:29:43

a couple on the beach who were able to come down,

0:29:430:29:46

because poor old Max, bless him, wouldn't have been able

0:29:460:29:48

to do anything, I think he was only ten at the time,

0:29:480:29:51

he wouldn't have been able

0:29:510:29:52

to actually do anything himself to help me.

0:29:520:29:54

I think it only really hit me, precisely what was going on,

0:29:560:29:59

once the coastguard arrived,

0:29:590:30:00

and that's when I went, "OK, this is serious."

0:30:000:30:02

If my dad wasn't the man he is,

0:30:040:30:06

then I don't think we'd have got the happy ending we did.

0:30:060:30:08

And I'd hope that if he gets to the Invictus Games,

0:30:100:30:13

he can really show everyone what I see in him as my dad.

0:30:130:30:18

'When I first met Chris,

0:30:240:30:25

he was much more mobile than he is these days.'

0:30:250:30:29

They've spread out! Where's he gone?

0:30:290:30:32

'We used to do so much together.'

0:30:320:30:34

It's been really hard. We've missed our days out. Family time.

0:30:350:30:41

Sport is a way to go out and

0:30:460:30:48

do something together, to share,

0:30:480:30:50

and that's really, really

0:30:500:30:52

good for you and it's good for your psychology as well.

0:30:520:30:57

And without having that and without being able to go out

0:30:570:31:00

and do those things, it's quite a dark place to be.

0:31:000:31:03

I miss him.

0:31:050:31:06

Chris has swapped his kayak for a hand bike,

0:31:090:31:12

which he'll be racing at the UK team trials.

0:31:120:31:15

I do think he has something to prove to himself,

0:31:160:31:18

because his career was cut short.

0:31:180:31:21

Invictus is like achieving something,

0:31:210:31:24

that he can still do something awesome, really.

0:31:240:31:29

CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

0:31:310:31:34

-COMMENTATOR:

-'The noise level here in the Copper Box,

0:31:340:31:38

'well, it is positively visceral!

0:31:380:31:40

'Breakthrough, breakthrough!'

0:31:440:31:47

I've watched the basketball final, I don't know how many times.

0:31:470:31:50

Well into double digits.

0:31:500:31:52

The first time I watched it,

0:31:560:31:58

I felt overwhelmed - just the stunning play.

0:31:580:32:02

It made me want to put in the hours, so that I could be there

0:32:020:32:05

and be part of that.

0:32:050:32:07

'..as they get ever closer to having the gold medal hang

0:32:070:32:11

'proudly from their necks...'

0:32:110:32:13

Nerys only picked up a basketball a year ago,

0:32:160:32:20

but now she spends every spare minute on the court.

0:32:200:32:23

Yes! Ohhh!

0:32:240:32:27

'I've put in 12 hours straight on the basketball court

0:32:270:32:30

'a week for the last four months.'

0:32:300:32:32

'I really want this.

0:32:320:32:34

'I've given up family time -

0:32:360:32:38

'I used to have Sunday dinner every Sunday with my family.

0:32:380:32:41

'They don't see me now, cos I've got three hours of basketball training.'

0:32:410:32:44

I spent six years thinking that I wasn't worth anything.

0:32:460:32:50

What turned it around for me was rediscovering sport.

0:32:500:32:54

Growing up, I was always on the more kind of boy-ey kind of sports side.

0:32:590:33:04

Proper geek, nerd, science and maths are my thing,

0:33:040:33:09

hence the medical path that I took.

0:33:090:33:12

My fitness was pretty amazing at that point.

0:33:120:33:15

I'd think nothing of going to the Brecon Beacons

0:33:150:33:18

and running 19 miles with 40 kilos on a weekend,

0:33:180:33:22

so the Army was the choice for me.

0:33:220:33:24

In the Army, I was a combat specialist medic.

0:33:260:33:28

I was last based with the guys down in Portsmouth.

0:33:280:33:33

It was fast paced and I loved that,

0:33:330:33:35

so, yeah, I wouldn't have changed it.

0:33:350:33:38

But it was just four years after joining the Army

0:33:400:33:42

that Nerys's career was cut short.

0:33:420:33:44

As a front-line medic, you know,

0:33:490:33:51

you're really aware that you could get injured, you know,

0:33:510:33:53

or worse, and I think you accept that,

0:33:530:33:56

because it's part of your job and you love what you do.

0:33:560:34:00

But I wasn't expecting my life to get changed by doing

0:34:010:34:04

less than 10mph on the motorbike back here in the UK.

0:34:040:34:07

On the 23rd of October 2008, I got on my motorbike,

0:34:080:34:12

just to pop out and do a couple of things. I was on a straight road.

0:34:120:34:17

A car reversed off a kerb from behind a bus stop

0:34:170:34:20

and took me and the bike under the car.

0:34:200:34:22

SIREN WAILS

0:34:240:34:25

I got crushed.

0:34:330:34:35

Ended up eventually completely paralysed from the chest down.

0:34:350:34:39

I feel like I let the military down, because I didn't get blown up.

0:34:410:34:47

And at that point, there were

0:34:470:34:49

so many people coming back with horrendous injuries, I felt guilty.

0:34:490:34:55

I felt guilty about getting anything from the military,

0:34:550:34:58

so I cut myself off.

0:34:580:35:00

It was a good three years where I just didn't ever leave the house.

0:35:010:35:06

Half the time, I didn't even get up, you know, I just couldn't see any...

0:35:060:35:11

..worth in myself, in even trying.

0:35:120:35:15

When I was in the dark space,

0:35:170:35:18

I just didn't think that I had anything to offer anybody,

0:35:180:35:24

or that anybody would ever want me in any way.

0:35:240:35:28

Nerys hid herself away for three years,

0:35:290:35:32

until she finally accepted help from a charity for injured veterans.

0:35:320:35:36

Before that trip, I questioned whether I could even get on a plane.

0:35:400:35:44

Whenever you're ready.

0:35:440:35:46

-I got your saddle, OK?

-Yeah.

0:35:460:35:48

Right, start out by going right.

0:35:480:35:51

The first ski run, ohh!

0:36:030:36:06

The feeling of achievement -

0:36:060:36:08

that, for me, just was a life-changing point.

0:36:080:36:13

That I could actually be OK,

0:36:140:36:18

for the first time since the accid...accident that I...

0:36:180:36:21

..that I could actually be back to being a, or that I was still,

0:36:260:36:30

a decent person.

0:36:300:36:32

Sport's a magical thing.

0:36:350:36:37

And it was my life before,

0:36:370:36:40

so, you know, why shouldn't it be my life again?

0:36:400:36:43

-Have you got balls?

-Yeah.

0:36:530:36:55

With the UK Invictus trials only a few days away,

0:36:570:37:01

Chris is getting some last-minute practice in.

0:37:010:37:04

-Don't made me look bad!

-Sorry!

0:37:040:37:07

He's playing James Shaw, the reigning GB national champion.

0:37:080:37:13

Ah-ha-ha! Good shot.

0:37:130:37:15

-Ah-ha!

-Who is this guy?!

0:37:190:37:22

Sorry, mate!

0:37:230:37:25

A lot better than I thought you'd be. I mean... No, honestly,

0:37:260:37:29

you obviously haven't been playing long and you still...

0:37:290:37:32

You've got a good forehand crosscourt,

0:37:320:37:34

you kept hitting me with that.

0:37:340:37:35

-Yeah, you're playing well.

-Sweet. Awesome, mate, cheers.

0:37:350:37:38

-Carry on with it.

-Yeah, definitely stick at it.

0:37:380:37:40

For me to go up against him,

0:37:400:37:42

and have him struggling to reach some of my return shots

0:37:420:37:45

from his serve, yeah, man, it's all looking good, fingers crossed.

0:37:450:37:50

I'm off, see you in a bit!

0:37:510:37:53

HE GRUNTS

0:37:570:37:59

I didn't want that to happen!

0:37:590:38:01

Yeah, sweet, that's all right, that's good.

0:38:010:38:03

The trials have finally arrived.

0:38:090:38:12

Over the next three days, more than 200 new

0:38:120:38:15

and returning athletes will fight for just 100 team places.

0:38:150:38:20

MUSIC: She Sells Sanctuary by The Cult

0:38:200:38:24

-NEWSREADER:

-'Former servicemen and women who've been injured on

0:38:250:38:29

'active service came together in Bath today,

0:38:290:38:31

'hoping to be chosen for this year's Invictus Games.'

0:38:310:38:34

'They were watched by Prince Harry, who set up the Games two years ago.'

0:38:370:38:41

There's a hell of a lot of new faces here.

0:38:450:38:47

They know that they've got to fill some big boots.

0:38:470:38:50

The shirts that we haven't washed since 2014, because of the epic

0:38:500:38:54

win that we had, is now being handed over to these guys.

0:38:540:38:57

242 competitors, we're going to select a team of 100.

0:38:580:39:03

Two competitors for every place, so it's going to be tough.

0:39:030:39:06

And of course, we want a team which is going to go and compete well,

0:39:080:39:11

and we'd love to beat the Americans in their own back yard.

0:39:110:39:13

Yeah!

0:39:170:39:19

HE GRUNTS

0:39:240:39:25

Competing at trials in the shot put and discus is Tom.

0:39:270:39:31

But for him,

0:39:310:39:32

just making it here today has been an achievement in itself.

0:39:320:39:36

I was taken into hospital only last week with a number of seizures.

0:39:360:39:40

You know, it's been a tough couple of weeks.

0:39:400:39:43

For a lot of guys, they are not mentally fit.

0:39:440:39:48

I think sport naturally plays such an important part to

0:39:480:39:51

the recovery of both mental and physical health.

0:39:510:39:54

Jen's long hours of training are now behind her.

0:39:540:39:58

Today is her chance to prove that she deserves a place on the team.

0:39:580:40:03

It's always difficult.

0:40:030:40:04

You know, you want to put your all into everything,

0:40:040:40:06

and then you suddenly find that there's nothing left

0:40:060:40:09

for your family and your job and things,

0:40:090:40:11

so, erm, juggling everything has always been a bit tricky.

0:40:110:40:14

I've been waiting for this day for 18 months. I really want it.

0:40:140:40:19

Set!

0:40:190:40:20

STARTING GUN FIRES

0:40:210:40:23

Jen wins the 100 metres.

0:40:320:40:35

But to secure her place on the team she'll have to

0:40:350:40:38

impress in the 200 and 400 metres as well.

0:40:380:40:41

Three, two, one, go!

0:40:440:40:47

Trials for the basketball team are well under way.

0:40:480:40:51

Hands up, hands up, hands up!

0:40:510:40:53

The UK won gold in 2014, beating the Americans in an epic final

0:40:530:40:58

at the Copper Box Arena in London.

0:40:580:41:01

Coach Scott is determined to retain the title...

0:41:010:41:04

SHOUTING

0:41:040:41:05

..and Nerys has her sights set on one of the coveted team places.

0:41:070:41:11

There are a lot of people here and a lot of really great players.

0:41:110:41:15

Really looking forward to it, see how it goes.

0:41:150:41:18

-Good luck, I'll let you crack on.

-Nervous. Thank you. Thank you.

0:41:180:41:20

OK, this is the selection

0:41:200:41:24

to become part of the championship holding team.

0:41:240:41:27

I've got 12 slots to fill.

0:41:270:41:29

If you want to be one of those,

0:41:290:41:30

you have to give me absolutely everything.

0:41:300:41:32

You've got to show me that you want it now.

0:41:320:41:34

Don't leave here thinking, "I could have done more."

0:41:340:41:37

OK, let's hit it, let's get to the baseline, we're onto sprints!

0:41:370:41:40

If you really want this, you've got to work hard!

0:41:450:41:47

Nerys is relatively inexperienced, got into the sport quite recently.

0:41:530:41:58

She's hitting it with passion and she's doing it with enthusiasm,

0:41:580:42:01

'but I've only got 12 slots.'

0:42:010:42:03

Let's step it up!

0:42:030:42:05

Catch her up, Nerys, catch her up!

0:42:070:42:09

Let's go, Nerys!

0:42:090:42:11

Get that ball in the hoop!

0:42:110:42:13

Nice!

0:42:150:42:16

MUSIC: How You Like Me Now? by The Heavy

0:42:160:42:18

I really don't know if I've done enough.

0:42:270:42:29

I'm really pleased to still be here at the end of the trials

0:42:290:42:32

in the final 20, but out of that he has 12 places.

0:42:320:42:36

I'm nervous, really nervous.

0:42:370:42:38

It's Day 2 of the trials.

0:42:450:42:48

After a shaky start yesterday because of his illness,

0:42:480:42:51

Tom is focused on his last chance to make the team -

0:42:510:42:54

indoor rowing.

0:42:540:42:56

-Go on, drop it down!

-Unfortunately, yesterday I was a bit unwell,

0:42:560:42:59

so I could be crying at the end of this!

0:42:590:43:02

Let's go!

0:43:020:43:03

We've got ambulance on call, haven't we?!

0:43:030:43:06

This is Tom's first time ever competing in this style of event.

0:43:090:43:13

That's it, Tom.

0:43:130:43:15

Good man, good!

0:43:150:43:16

It's a four-minute performance test.

0:43:160:43:19

Go flat out, as fast as you can, as hard as you can.

0:43:190:43:24

20 seconds! Keep it going, keep it going. All the way, all the way!

0:43:240:43:27

Yeah, well done!

0:43:270:43:29

Nice.

0:43:290:43:30

Tom puts in a heroic effort, but he won't know if it's enough

0:43:300:43:34

until the team is announced.

0:43:340:43:36

Good man, good. You OK?

0:43:370:43:39

TOM BREATHES HEAVILY

0:43:390:43:41

That's it, keep it slow.

0:43:410:43:43

While some people are focusing on their strongest event,

0:43:460:43:49

others are taking a different approach to the competition.

0:43:490:43:52

I'm doing the 100 metres in the wheelchair racing,

0:43:540:43:57

200 metres, 400 metres, and 1,500 metres,

0:43:570:44:00

wheelchair tennis, wheelchair basketball...

0:44:000:44:02

..wheelchair rugby, and a little bit of swimming.

0:44:050:44:08

I'm shattered!

0:44:110:44:12

Character, big character, er,

0:44:190:44:21

lots of laughs, lots of jokes,

0:44:210:44:23

lots of banter. Good for morale.

0:44:230:44:26

Most things would get a giggle out of Chris.

0:44:260:44:28

Chris puts in a strong performance on the tennis court,

0:44:340:44:37

but for him the Invictus Games is about more than just the sport.

0:44:370:44:40

It's just good to see all the boys again.

0:44:400:44:43

You feel kind of healed when you're here

0:44:430:44:45

because you're still having banter, giving the odd little dig,

0:44:450:44:48

stuff like this brings you all back together,

0:44:480:44:50

and then leave after the weekend

0:44:500:44:52

somewhat of a better person than when you came.

0:44:520:44:55

Hi, I'm helping!

0:44:550:44:56

LAUGHTER

0:44:560:44:58

These guys pushing me over, out of my chair, they think that's funny.

0:44:580:45:01

-It is.

-Yeah, just to watch me try and get off the floor.

-Yeah.

0:45:010:45:05

I mean, she throws herself on the floor anyway, why not help her?

0:45:050:45:08

So, it takes me, like, five minutes

0:45:080:45:09

to roll from my front to my back, so I get halfway there

0:45:090:45:12

and they just nudge me back onto my front,

0:45:120:45:14

because that's helping(!)

0:45:140:45:16

LAUGHTER

0:45:170:45:19

On the way home from the Warrior Games in America,

0:45:190:45:22

Chris provided some in-flight entertainment.

0:45:220:45:25

CHRIS GROWLS

0:45:270:45:29

Just shut the thing!

0:45:290:45:30

CHRIS ROARS

0:45:300:45:31

WOMAN SHRIEKS

0:45:310:45:33

LAUGHTER AND CLAPPING

0:45:330:45:35

If you don't look on the bright side of things,

0:45:360:45:38

you're just going to get yourself in a deeper hole so, the saying is,

0:45:380:45:41

"If you're not laughing, you're crying somewhere."

0:45:410:45:44

Everyone's crying somehow but if you laugh it off you can, er,

0:45:440:45:47

you can smile and carry on.

0:45:470:45:48

It's the final day of trials,

0:45:530:45:55

and Chris Jones is on his way to compete in the track cycling event.

0:45:550:45:59

He's brought his own trusty hand-built bike along with him.

0:46:030:46:08

Cycling was one of the most popular events in the last Invictus Games.

0:46:100:46:14

The large turnout this year means some stiff competition for places -

0:46:140:46:19

and some serious equipment on show.

0:46:190:46:22

Invictus gold medallist Paul Vice knows the wisdom of having

0:46:220:46:26

a good set of wheels.

0:46:260:46:27

When I first started training, I borrowed a bike from Headley Court,

0:46:290:46:32

it was, erm, well, I called it the Scaffold,

0:46:320:46:34

right, cos that's what it was, and it weighed 30 kilos,

0:46:340:46:37

it was an absolute beast.

0:46:370:46:39

And I was way off the pace, I was thinking, "Ohhh!"

0:46:390:46:42

So I took the plunge and did buy a high-performance bike,

0:46:420:46:45

and then the difference is huge.

0:46:450:46:47

If you just rock up on your Sunday morning, you know,

0:46:470:46:49

basket on the front, you're not going to do very well.

0:46:490:46:52

I think the bottom bracket's on its way out,

0:46:520:46:54

it's making a hell of a racket.

0:46:540:46:57

Chris has clocked up over 2,000 off-road kilometres

0:46:570:47:00

on his beloved bike,

0:47:000:47:02

and more than a few dents and bruises.

0:47:020:47:04

But this will be the first time he's used it at a track race.

0:47:070:47:10

..four, three, two, one, go!

0:47:100:47:14

I'm hoping that if I get selected and if I go to Orlando,

0:47:200:47:25

it will allow me to have a sense of peace,

0:47:250:47:29

being able to finish my relationship with the British military

0:47:290:47:34

on a positive note, with things a little calmer in here.

0:47:340:47:40

-BELL RINGS

-Last lap!

0:47:440:47:46

And it's only on the final lap that the leaders pull away from Chris.

0:47:480:47:53

-Amazing effort, Chris, amazing.

-Well done!

0:48:080:48:11

I was doing my damnedest,

0:48:120:48:14

but they lapped me literally just on that last...that final straight,

0:48:140:48:18

so, erm, yeah, it was a shame cos I would have liked to have

0:48:180:48:22

crossed the line on the same lap as them.

0:48:220:48:25

I couldn't have done any more than I did today.

0:48:250:48:28

BELL RINGS

0:48:280:48:29

With the hard graft and trials behind them, each of our

0:48:310:48:34

Invictus hopefuls now just has to write a personal statement...

0:48:340:48:39

..150 words explaining what the Invictus Games means to them.

0:48:420:48:47

The final decision of who will be on the plane to Orlando

0:48:500:48:53

is down to the Selection Committee.

0:48:530:48:56

They'll take into account the performance data from trials

0:48:560:48:59

but also how being selected for the team would benefit each individual.

0:48:590:49:05

It is a big day.

0:49:050:49:06

It's really important to us, as the panel, to do the athletes justice.

0:49:060:49:10

There's performance data,

0:49:100:49:12

which is how they performed in the trials, plus coach input,

0:49:120:49:14

and then there's the really important element of

0:49:140:49:17

their own personal statement,

0:49:170:49:18

and that carries considerable weight in our selection.

0:49:180:49:21

We have Jen Warren, 224.

0:49:230:49:26

Major Warren.

0:49:260:49:27

Her strongest suit is her wheelchair racing.

0:49:290:49:32

In her personal statement she really talks very powerfully

0:49:320:49:36

about not being defined by her disability.

0:49:360:49:40

"Sport enables me to channel my frustration into

0:49:400:49:43

"something more positive.

0:49:430:49:44

"My training has made me physically stronger,

0:49:440:49:47

"enabling me to look after my daughter more independently."

0:49:470:49:51

But Jen's got a lot of competing demands on her time.

0:49:510:49:54

Seems to have a lot on her plate.

0:49:540:49:56

We need to really think very, very hard about whether

0:49:560:49:58

she's being overloaded,

0:49:580:49:59

that might cause this to be a negative

0:49:590:50:01

rather than the positive experience that we want it to be.

0:50:010:50:04

-Who's next?

-Air Trooper Jones.

0:50:040:50:06

He obviously did OK in the cycling.

0:50:080:50:11

Is he the one that didn't have a new bike when he did the trials?

0:50:110:50:14

Yeah, that's right.

0:50:140:50:16

I'm impressed that he managed to survive the day

0:50:160:50:18

and get round the course on that bike, actually.

0:50:180:50:21

But we've got some strong cyclists.

0:50:210:50:23

Tennis.

0:50:240:50:26

Middleton was someone the coach was impressed with.

0:50:260:50:29

He was such a character.

0:50:290:50:31

Never stopped getting stuck into everything that was going on.

0:50:310:50:34

Great athletic ability, he goes off, not only plays well, but he also,

0:50:340:50:38

er, his energy's infectious and he inspires the rest of the team.

0:50:380:50:42

-Wheelchair basketball?

-Competition for the team's tough.

-It is.

0:50:430:50:48

We've now got Pearce to consider.

0:50:480:50:50

-She's come a long way in a couple of years, hasn't she?

-She has.

0:50:500:50:54

She was quite sort of lost, looking for a bit of a focus.

0:50:540:50:58

And fiercely competitive.

0:50:580:51:00

-I wouldn't like to get between Nerys and the ball, that's for sure.

-No.

0:51:000:51:03

But is she good enough?

0:51:030:51:05

She's got some attributes

0:51:050:51:06

which I think will certainly bring a lot to the team.

0:51:060:51:09

But as the coaches always told me, "You can't teach height,"

0:51:090:51:12

and so in terms of being a natural basketball player, erm,

0:51:120:51:15

she's going to struggle from the get-go.

0:51:150:51:18

Can she get up to speed in time?

0:51:180:51:20

OK, so, next up we've got Tom Stimpson.

0:51:220:51:25

He was one of the ones that seeing 2014 has brought him to us.

0:51:270:51:30

In terms of athletic ability, he's in the middle range of performance.

0:51:300:51:34

Definitely some potential for improvement,

0:51:340:51:37

but he's got a lot of work to do.

0:51:370:51:39

D'you want to pop the statement up?

0:51:400:51:43

-Oh, yeah, he's had a difficult year, hasn't he?

-Oh, yeah.

0:51:430:51:46

"I watched the 2014 Invictus Games

0:51:480:51:49

"that gave me the inspiration to go and try new sports.

0:51:490:51:52

"The Invictus Games will build more confidence, strength,

0:51:520:51:55

"and help with body image, coping with PTSD and seizures.

0:51:550:51:58

"But being able to wear a GB Team vest..."

0:51:580:52:00

Whoo!

0:52:010:52:03

Wow...

0:52:080:52:09

"GB Team vest..."

0:52:150:52:16

Cor, bloody hell, didn't expect that, erm...

0:52:180:52:21

"Being positive and having a smile is important with the team

0:52:240:52:27

"and supporting each other.

0:52:270:52:29

"It would make my wife and children proud.

0:52:290:52:31

"I've struggled feeling..."

0:52:310:52:33

"..feeling a failure."

0:52:360:52:37

Just thought my days of sport were finished, as you would, you know!

0:52:400:52:44

The Selection Committee has made their decision,

0:52:510:52:55

and each competitor has been on tenterhooks waiting for news.

0:52:550:52:59

It's been really difficult waiting,

0:52:590:53:01

and I've learned that I really am not as patient as I thought I was!

0:53:010:53:04

Hoping sometime today they'll put us out of our misery and let us know!

0:53:040:53:08

Nerys, hello, it's David Richmond from Help For Heroes.

0:53:160:53:19

Oh, hello, how are you, sir?

0:53:190:53:21

'We sat on the Selection Committee...'

0:53:210:53:23

..erm, and we considered 228 competitors,

0:53:230:53:28

and, er, I'm absolutely delighted to say, Nerys,

0:53:280:53:31

'that you are one of the selected 100.'

0:53:310:53:34

Thank you very much, sir. That's amazing, absolutely amazing.

0:53:340:53:37

-Oh, brilliant news.

-'Congratulations.'

0:53:370:53:39

PHONE RINGS

0:53:400:53:42

'Jen, it's Martin Colclough.'

0:53:480:53:50

-OK.

-'How are you?'

-Hmm, I'm bricking it.

0:53:500:53:54

I'm not sure how to tell you this but, erm...

0:53:540:53:57

'you are going to Orlando, you've been selected for the team.'

0:53:570:54:00

-SHE SQUEALS

-Yay!

0:54:000:54:03

Thank you!

0:54:030:54:04

Chris has had some good news and wants to share it with his family.

0:54:040:54:09

-You all right, mate?

-Hello!

-Congratulations!

-Thank you.

0:54:090:54:12

-Thank you.

-Well done, son.

-Thank you, Mam.

0:54:120:54:17

-Well done, buddy.

-Cheers, big man!

0:54:190:54:21

CHEERING

0:54:230:54:24

Does anyone want it, then?

0:54:240:54:26

-Give us the bottle!

-Cheers.

0:54:260:54:29

-Thank you.

-Well done, Chris.

-Cheers.

-Let's win some gold.

0:54:290:54:32

He's representing something that he believes in.

0:54:350:54:38

He was lost for two, three years,

0:54:380:54:41

and now he's got something to look forward to all the time,

0:54:410:54:44

something to aim for, so that, you know, that gives him

0:54:440:54:50

a sense of achievement and makes me feel so proud.

0:54:500:54:53

Every son wants to make their parents proud.

0:54:530:54:56

Knowing the fact that my parents are proud of me and they're

0:54:560:54:59

getting their little boy back who they raised in the right way...

0:54:590:55:03

I went down a slippery patch but they've got their little Chris back.

0:55:030:55:06

I'm not going to be happy if I don't come back with a medal,

0:55:070:55:10

but I'm competing, and it's the start of a new story,

0:55:100:55:13

a new chapter in my life, so bring it on.

0:55:130:55:15

Let's do it.

0:55:160:55:17

-NEWSREADER:

-'Prince Harry has named the British team that'll take part

0:55:220:55:26

'in the Invictus Games in Orlando.

0:55:260:55:29

'All the UK athletes came together for the first time today.'

0:55:290:55:32

Prince Harry has invited all the successful athletes

0:55:350:55:38

to Buckingham Palace.

0:55:380:55:40

Each individual has earned the right to wear their country's flag

0:55:400:55:44

on their chest once more.

0:55:440:55:46

Everyone's really excited cos now we can finally reveal that we're

0:55:480:55:51

going to be on the team.

0:55:510:55:52

Hang on, you should be in this.

0:55:520:55:54

D'you want me to take one for you? Go on, get in.

0:55:540:55:56

I've been telling my little girl that we're going to go to Orlando

0:56:000:56:03

in May, and she's like, "Orlando? Plane! Orlando!"

0:56:030:56:07

And it's like, "Yeah, you're going to go on a plane with Daddy!"

0:56:070:56:10

The last two successful athletes to join the celebrations are...

0:56:100:56:14

..Chris...

0:56:150:56:16

..and Tom.

0:56:180:56:19

-You should be proud of yourself.

-Yeah.

0:56:200:56:23

-You are, aren't you?

-I am proud but it...

0:56:230:56:25

it's only recently that you... be able to accept that.

0:56:250:56:28

You know, it's a massive, sort of difficult challenge inside here,

0:56:280:56:31

but once you do accept here and here,

0:56:310:56:33

that helps you in recovery, so I'm proud and it's great to be here.

0:56:330:56:36

I'm pleased to hear it.

0:56:360:56:38

Very happy to be here and glad I made the team.

0:56:380:56:41

Worth all that effort on that scaffold pole of a bike?

0:56:410:56:45

Although I like to think that maybe it got me a bit of a pity vote!

0:56:450:56:48

-When they formed up just now, I wanted to get up and march!

-Did you?

0:56:510:56:54

Yeah, I really did, I thought, "Oh, man, that's great!"

0:56:540:56:57

Given what you've all been through, how good a day is today?

0:56:590:57:02

It's the fact that we're all there

0:57:020:57:04

and we're all building each other up, you know,

0:57:040:57:06

pushing and encouraging each other to move forward in everything.

0:57:060:57:09

Being able to put this on, know what I mean? The shirt, the kit, the...

0:57:090:57:12

You know, we're fighting for the country again.

0:57:120:57:14

DOG BARKS

0:57:150:57:17

LAUGHTER

0:57:170:57:19

Where's your uniform?!

0:57:190:57:20

But no team is complete without a team photo.

0:57:220:57:25

-Hip-hip...

-ALL: Hooray!

0:57:250:57:27

-Hip-hip...

-ALL: Hooray!

0:57:270:57:29

-Hip-hip...

-ALL: Hooray!

0:57:290:57:30

When people are unhappy they use the expression, "What's the point?"

0:57:330:57:36

Because we all need to feel valued,

0:57:360:57:37

we need to feel we have some purpose in life.

0:57:370:57:39

Of course, these guys and girls,

0:57:390:57:41

when they were part of the military, knew what their purpose was.

0:57:410:57:44

They felt truly valued as a team.

0:57:440:57:45

And after serious injury they've had to rediscover that.

0:57:450:57:48

But you can see it in their eyes now, they do feel valued,

0:57:480:57:51

they genuinely feel it.

0:57:510:57:53

Why? Because they're on a mission once more,

0:57:530:57:55

a mission to bring back gold for the UK.

0:57:550:57:58

The Invictus Games, on BBC One, all next week.

0:57:580:58:01

Why not tune in and cheer these people on?

0:58:010:58:03

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