John Berger: The Art of Looking


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The removal of cataracts of the eyes...

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..is comparable with the removal

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of a particular form of forgetfulness.

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Your eyes begin to remember first times...

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..and it is in this sense

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that what they experience after the intervention

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is a kind of visual renaissance.

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The unstartling

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heterogeneousness of the existent

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has marvellously returned...

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..and the two eyes,

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portcullises now removed,

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again and again register surprise.

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Tomorrow, it will be three weeks after the operation.

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And if I try to sum up

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the transformed experience of looking, I'd say it's like

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suddenly finding oneself in a scene painted by Vermeer.

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The surface of everything you're looking at

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is covered with a dew of light.

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Ah...

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Ah, such a...an endless

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storytelling imagination.

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HE LAUGHS

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I had a dream

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in which I was a strange dealer,

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a dealer in looks or appearances.

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I collected and distributed them.

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And in the dream I had just discovered a secret.

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I discovered it on my own, no help.

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The secret

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was to get inside whatever I was looking at,

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get inside it.

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When I woke up from that dream...

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I couldn't remember how it was done...

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and I now no longer know

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how to get inside things.

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I started writing art criticism.

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How old was I? I was...

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25, 26.

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And a great deal of my life up to that moment

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had been involved with drawing and with painting.

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Kokoschka, as both a man and a painter,

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has fascinated me for a long time.

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Somehow, when you consider Picasso,

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it is the spirit of the man, rather than any single work,

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which dominates and is so striking.

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The act of looking, for Giacometti, is a form of prayer,

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a way of grasping or glimpsing the absolute.

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Painting, drawing,

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was something that I thought I knew something about,

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and therefore the only experience I had really was about looking.

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Looking and doing something on paper or in three dimensions

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with what one saw, the interrogation of appearances.

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There I was about 16, 17, maybe 18, I don't know.

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And you were in your...

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-Yes.

-Um...

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And that is...

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-That's at Roche Ballue.

-Roche Ballue.

-I think.

-I think so...

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-I think it's at Roche Ballue.

-I think so, too.

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-But we look good, don't we?

-Very good.

-Both of us.

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Very good.

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Since you were a small kid,

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we used to look at pictures, reproductions together.

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In books, on postcards,

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and then we would chat about them.

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-Exactly.

-Um, so here...

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This is a little collection of pictures

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that could come from our life.

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-Let's go on chatting.

-Exactly.

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Good. You start.

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Do you feel like that, sometimes, in the morning?

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-SHE LAUGHS

-Um...

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Not really.

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Not really, but I...

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I would love to be able to plunge my hand

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in such luxurious hair.

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I wish I could, but no, I don't.

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But do you think that this could be

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the head that fits behind this?

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HE LAUGHS

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-Well, they're both paintings by Courbet...

-Mm-hmm.

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And...the funny thing is that, looking at this one,

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which is called The Origin of the World...

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..you don't think about the woman's face.

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You don't think about the rest of her.

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At the same time, it's not...

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it's not sexually provocative.

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You're just in the face of...

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astounding...

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always surprising reality.

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In that sense, is it like a naturmort?

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Like a naturmort?

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No. It's the opposite of a naturmort.

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I mean, we could call it the naturvivant.

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Huh? SHE LAUGHS

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This is the first of four programmes

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in which I want to question some of

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the assumptions usually made about the tradition of European painting.

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Filming this was a moment of great tension for me,

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because if John was going to screw it up

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there was no way we could repeat it.

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Well, this is where a lot of my old films and all this stuff...

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Including some... Including, I think...

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the original film cans containing the cutting copy of Ways of Seeing.

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There it is. Ways of Seeing.

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Programmes one and two.

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And the old film.

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I think the first idea he had was to use an archetypal European painting

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as a point of departure

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and deconstruct the concept of national heritage -

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what did national heritage mean when we talked about national heritage

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when we really were talking about the private wealth

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of enormous landowners?

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The process of seeing paintings or seeing anything else is

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less spontaneous and natural than we tend to believe.

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A large part of seeing depends upon habit and convention.

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All the paintings of the tradition used the convention of perspective,

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which is unique to European art.

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I remember saying, "Well,

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"John shouldn't we just say 'maybe' or 'perhaps' or something?"

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He said, "No, no, no, no, you've just got to say it.

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"If you say it and somebody disagrees, then they're engaged."

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Now, perspective centres everything on the eye of the beholder,

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just like a beam from a lighthouse,

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only instead of light travelling outwards, appearances travel in,

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and our tradition of art called those appearances "reality".

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We tried a lot of experiments and, funnily enough,

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most of them didn't work terribly well, but one worked amazingly,

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when we had the Caravaggio.

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-I think it's a man.

-I think it's a woman.

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I think it's a woman. There's no bristles even.

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Yes, but he hasn't got any bristles.

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-He's got a moustache.

-He hasn't got any bristles.

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Well, all of the...no, not quite all,

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but most of the boys thought that he was a man and most of the girls,

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you thought that she was a woman.

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-I'm not sure.

-You said she was perhaps both.

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'Because they were really looking and really relating what they saw to

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'their own experience,

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'they recognised something that most adults wouldn't.

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'Without knowing the artist's name,

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'let alone anything about Caravaggio's life

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'or the fact that he was a homosexual,

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'they immediately saw how sexually ambivalent

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'the principal figure was.'

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Caravaggio is, I think...

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he's my favourite painter.

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I mean, there are paintings by other painters

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which perhaps I prefer,

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but as a figure,

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as a life...

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..he is my...

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His life is my favourite life of a painter.

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Um... And why?

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Because he was consistently a rebel.

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You cannot predict the impact a series has, and not...

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I don't think it occurred to John and myself

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the effect the series was going to have,

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because it didn't certainly occur to the BBC

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that it might have any impact.

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To actually suggest at the end of a television film,

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"Be critical of what we're telling you,"

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that was also just something which was just so different.

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But remember that I am controlling and using for my own purposes

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the means of reproduction needed for these programmes.

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The images may be like words, but there is no dialogue yet.

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You cannot reply to me.

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I hope you will consider what I arrange, but be sceptical of it.

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From a very, very early age,

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really when I was a small kid at my first school...

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..um...

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I was...

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..sceptical about the world

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and what was happening around me.

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And...so...

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I became a conspirator against it.

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And then, now, I think, as soon as I'm really in contact with somebody,

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whether I know them very well and love them

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or whether it's a stranger,

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if there is that common feeling,

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I treat them as a fellow conspirator.

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As an accomplice? Complicity?

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An accomplice, and with a wink.

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I propose

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a conspiracy of orphans.

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We exchange winks.

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We reject hierarchies, all hierarchies.

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We take the shit of the world for granted...

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and we exchange stories about...

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ways in which we nevertheless get by.

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We are impertinent.

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Yes, we are impertinent.

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And I guess that I approach

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and chat up viewers and readers

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in the same way...

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as if you too were orphans.

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Get what I mean?

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I said to him, you know, I knocked the ball to him and I said,

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"Well, how can we start? How shall we start?"

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And then he said to me, you know,

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with a bang, the ball came back, and he said...

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"Why don't you just send me a colour?"

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And I said, "OK, great," and it was...

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But then of course I put the phone down and thought,

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"What's he talking about? How am I going to do that?"

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Send him a colour, I mean, would I send him...

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some powder, I don't know, some coloured powder? What would I do?

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So, here we have the very first letter I sent.

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"Yesterday I went to a funeral - someone I didn't really know

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"very well - and during the service, before the cremation,

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"I was looking at the flowers..."

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But when I got home I was still thinking about these flowers

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and I thought... I posed myself a problem

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to try and find the red colour which I liked very much.

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I tried to identify it and I went to my watercolour box.

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"And so, for no better reason than the memory of those flowers,

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"I send you this cadmium red."

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And then very soon I got a letter back from him.

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BERGER: "Red is not usually an innocent colour...

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"but the red you sent me is."

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HE CHUCKLES

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"It's the red of childhood,

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"a pretend red...

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"or, if you like, the red of young eyelids shut tight."

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It's like the colour, when you're a kid,

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when you shut your eyes and look up at the sky, and it's that colour,

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that red colour with the blood in your eyelids.

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And I thought, "Gosh, that's amazing."

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And then of course we went on from that where we were making and making

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these different letters and replies.

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We didn't start off with a proper list or anything,

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I mean the list of colours, "These are the ones we're going to do,"

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they were very much colours that presented themselves to us.

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It was John's question to do with Genevieve being pregnant -

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"What colour would you see inside her?"

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And so the colour I worked out or thought about was mother of pearl.

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And so, look, there's the photo.

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Genevieve's...

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Where is she? Hold on.

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Genevieve's there, this one little figure in the blue dress,

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and John described this,

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the bay, all the things leading to this figure.

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BERGER: "The world is spread out for her.

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"The waters break.

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"The bay opens.

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"The sand is skin-coloured.

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"The houses wait, watching.

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"I'd name that bay

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"Uterus Bay...

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"so conscious does it make us aware

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"of everything that is within, inside, moving, moving,

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"inside that tiny figure of Genevieve."

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So they were all things that came from really thinking about, um...

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just thinking about the show, I mean, I hadn't even looked at for...

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But cos I was writing about it to John,

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trying to make something interesting,

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I then discovered that things that I hadn't seen at all.

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-Now, don't you think it's John's son?

-Maybe.

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-Johnny?

-No, it's you!

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-It's not.

-It's you!

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No, no, no, it's not me.

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-No, no.

-No?

-No, no. Really, really, you're completely wrong.

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Look again. It's really not me.

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Serious.

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Of all the things we've done together, books anyway...

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I think I'm proudest of The Seventh Man.

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On one hand, it's a book that

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we were incredibly precise about,

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laying out every page,

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-considering every space, every juxtaposition of image...

-Mm-hmm.

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..seeing exactly where a poem should occur.

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So we actually made something with this maximum of concentration,

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which, in a certain sense, can be called aesthetic.

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And, at the same time, the book, once it's out,

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actually goes to its target, that is to say

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not really principally to sociologists

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but to migrant workers themselves.

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What I appreciate in him is that he goes up and down,

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I would be tempted to say, like a woman sometimes,

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but it's wrong because it doesn't belong only to women

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to be so expressive, so warm.

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But he's just outspoken.

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There are pictures of John as a young man,

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like that one,

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where he's very strong and certain of himself and...

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well, very positive,

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but it's more or less the public face he wants to give away,

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while in the last ten years

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I begin to catch on his face all kinds of other feelings,

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a certain anxiety,

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also doubts about some of his beliefs.

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OK, so here is somebody else travelling,

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and I know that this painting counted a lot for you

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in your whole life...

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-Yes.

-Are we approaching motorbikes here?

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Yes.

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Yes. Yes, yes.

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Here we're approaching motorbikes.

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Oh! Incredibly.

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And if course it's by Rembrandt,

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and it is called The Polish Rider.

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Who he was,

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where he was...

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I don't think Rembrandt called it Polish Rider, but...

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if I was a manufacturer of motorbikes,

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I would call one The Polish Rider.

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-Yeah!

-Bang!

-Use that publicity.

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THEY LAUGH

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If you're going to survive riding a bike,

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you have to be totally concentrated on the here and now,

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about everything observed of the here and now.

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You don't think about the past, you don't think about the future,

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you don't have memories, you don't have expectations,

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except the immediate ones which are to be negotiated.

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And this concentration on the here and now

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is curiously calming.

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Because...well, you are alive, you're moving...

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..and you notice what you're moving through and that's all that exists.

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When my father moved out of London, out of England,

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the few things I know just from what I heard of him,

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first that he never felt at home in England, and also, politically,

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the story of England and the years of Thatcher

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and all the conservatism going on there...

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Well, he couldn't...he simply...

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It was a war, a rather grey, sad war,

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and I think at that time, for him,

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France, in general, with its history and its politics

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- at least at that time - was quite the opposite.

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I think he says that he never felt really at home anywhere,

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but probably here more than anywhere else,

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because of his relations with the people here

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which was mostly based upon their work.

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When he had this project of writing this trilogy about

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the peasant community and this disappearing way of living,

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he started to basically offer help to those people and...

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..learn from them throughout this help

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he was trying to provide in his unexperimented way,

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because those people are so rooted with the land,

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the place, the time, the season, everything.

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I think that maybe made him...

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It allowed him to have some roots here.

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THEY MIME THE WHOOSHING OF SCYTHES

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I was looking at that time for a piece that I was going to make,

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and a friend of mine said,

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"Oh, but you'll remember what John wrote in Pig Earth.

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"Do you remember The Three Lives of Lucie Cabrol?"

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And I wrote to John and said, you know,

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"Would you consider letting me make this for the stage?"

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And John being John said, "Well, of course.

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"The only payment I would require

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"is if I could come and watch you work at some point."

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So then I went up to visit him for the first time in the mountains

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with my designer...

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..and we walked with John through the mountains,

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and he'd showed us the very places which had been inspirational

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to him in making Lucie Cabrol,

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and that really started what became a very deep friendship.

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And so, as a consequence, we've done many, many...

0:33:210:33:24

created many pieces together.

0:33:240:33:27

You know, the story of Lucie Cabrol,

0:33:270:33:29

there was really a woman, and most of the characters in the story are

0:33:290:33:34

people I came to know very closely.

0:33:340:33:37

And now, to see those lives transported here

0:33:370:33:43

and actually speaking to thousands of people who are so,

0:33:430:33:48

so far away from the life of peasants in mountain villages

0:33:480:33:55

is still something which is very, very mysterious to me.

0:33:550:33:59

Lucie Cabrol, who is known as the cocadrille, is dead.

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SHE WAILS

0:34:190:34:22

In the writing of Into Their Labours,

0:34:240:34:26

he holds sort of the generations of all these people who don't...

0:34:260:34:32

who are nameless and who had no voice,

0:34:320:34:35

who don't exist, really, for us - they've disappeared -

0:34:350:34:38

and he brings them to life.

0:34:380:34:40

It's a girl!

0:34:430:34:45

Generations of labour,

0:34:450:34:49

a particularly precarious form of

0:34:490:34:55

very, very brutal agriculture.

0:34:550:34:59

I might say, "Well, what if we do this?"

0:35:070:35:10

and we change it and develop it,

0:35:100:35:11

or I might add something

0:35:110:35:13

or I'd found something or we missed something and

0:35:130:35:15

I would invent something else.

0:35:150:35:17

Whatever I suggested,

0:35:170:35:20

he would not only consider it or be open to it,

0:35:200:35:23

he would be immediately interested.

0:35:230:35:26

My father...

0:35:270:35:29

mother, brothers, sisters,

0:35:290:35:32

cows, horses, rabbits, chickens, goats,

0:35:320:35:36

all have gone.

0:35:360:35:38

And Lucie Cabrol...

0:35:410:35:44

-Is dead.

-..is dead.

0:35:450:35:48

I say that...

0:35:490:35:51

..but I do not altogether believe it...

0:35:510:35:54

And I don't altogether believe it.

0:35:540:35:56

Sometimes it seems to me...

0:35:560:35:59

..that I am nearing the edge of the forest.

0:35:590:36:02

I will never again be 16,

0:36:020:36:05

and if I am to leave the forest,

0:36:050:36:07

it will be on the far side.

0:36:070:36:09

..it will be on the far side.

0:36:090:36:11

Do I feel this because I am old and tired?

0:36:110:36:14

I doubt it.

0:36:150:36:17

But there are moments when I see something different...

0:36:170:36:20

Moments when a blue sky...

0:36:210:36:25

..reminds me of Lucie Cabrol.

0:36:270:36:31

For myself, he was my father, not John Berger the writer.

0:36:390:36:43

I didn't really notice almost...

0:36:430:36:47

..what my father was doing, or I didn't pay any attention anyway,

0:36:490:36:54

and I didn't read what he wrote until very, very late.

0:36:540:37:01

To think of the people here and the peasants...

0:37:020:37:07

the fact that my father was a writer,

0:37:070:37:10

and even if he was writing...

0:37:100:37:13

about them, they knew that...

0:37:130:37:17

but, to consider that as a real work,

0:37:170:37:23

that's a bit too much for them.

0:37:230:37:26

A week ago, I cleared out and buried the year's shit.

0:37:330:37:39

The shit of my family and of our friends who visit us.

0:37:400:37:46

Has to be done once a year.

0:37:460:37:49

Cow and horse dung

0:37:490:37:52

are relatively agreeable.

0:37:520:37:54

You could even become nostalgic about them,

0:37:540:37:58

even though they smell of fermented grain...

0:37:580:38:03

and somewhere on the far side of their smell there's hay and grass.

0:38:030:38:09

Chicken shit is disagreeable and rasps the throat

0:38:120:38:16

because of the quality of ammonia in it.

0:38:160:38:20

Pig and human excrement, however, smell the worst,

0:38:230:38:28

because men and pigs are carnivorous

0:38:280:38:33

and their appetites are indiscriminate.

0:38:330:38:36

Whilst shovelling, images of paradise come into my mind.

0:38:390:38:43

But from where I dug the hole,

0:38:470:38:51

a lilac tree is coming into flower.

0:38:510:38:54

I can smell the lilac through the shit.

0:38:550:38:58

It smells of mint

0:38:590:39:03

mixed with a lot of honey...

0:39:030:39:07

and this perfume takes me back to my very early childhood...

0:39:070:39:14

to the first garden I ever knew,

0:39:140:39:18

from long before I learnt

0:39:180:39:22

lilac or shit had a name.

0:39:220:39:26

My mother, Beverley, was...

0:39:440:39:48

played a great role in...

0:39:480:39:51

..in my father's work,

0:39:530:39:56

simply because she did everything else from writing.

0:39:560:40:00

She took care of everything which was needed to be done...

0:40:000:40:06

for my father to be able just to concentrate on writing.

0:40:060:40:11

So that goes from typing what he wrote,

0:40:160:40:21

because he writes by hand,

0:40:210:40:23

sending it out,

0:40:230:40:25

doing all the relation with the publishers and newspapers,

0:40:250:40:30

creating the archive gradually,

0:40:300:40:34

doing his accounting, his taxes.

0:40:340:40:37

And she did that out of...

0:40:400:40:45

not only out of love for him, of course...

0:40:450:40:50

but I think because both shared the same belief -

0:40:500:40:54

the belief that doing that was worth it,

0:40:540:40:58

that it brought something which was needed into the world.

0:40:580:41:03

She was the first one with whom he shared what he wrote,

0:41:060:41:10

and always when he was writing he was waiting for her response.

0:41:100:41:15

So they had this very strong complicity.

0:41:170:41:21

My father wrote his dedication to her...

0:41:210:41:24

"To Beverley, mistress of each page."

0:41:240:41:28

And he showed it to her when she was in the bed,

0:41:290:41:33

the bed where she died, just next-door,

0:41:330:41:38

and that made her very happy to see that dedication.

0:41:380:41:42

Since Beverley is gone, my father now mostly lives in Paris,

0:41:440:41:49

but we're in very close contact and

0:41:490:41:53

there's many ways by which we share

0:41:530:41:57

what we're doing.

0:41:570:41:59

There, this is a present for you.

0:42:170:42:20

I will show it.

0:42:210:42:23

Oh!

0:42:250:42:27

Wow.

0:42:310:42:33

Gosh. This is beautiful.

0:42:370:42:39

I think he's going upstream a river.

0:42:520:42:54

Yes, indeed. LAUGHTER

0:42:540:42:57

Exactly, exactly.

0:42:570:42:59

OK?

0:43:570:43:59

It was hot, perhaps 28 degrees centigrade,

0:44:020:44:06

and it was the end of the month of May.

0:44:060:44:09

An old woman with an umbrella was sitting very still

0:44:110:44:15

on one of the park benches.

0:44:150:44:17

She had the kind of stillness that draws attention to itself.

0:44:190:44:23

To whom was it addressed?

0:44:250:44:28

Abruptly, abruptly, as I was asking myself this question,

0:44:280:44:32

she got to her feet and turned and,

0:44:320:44:34

using her umbrella like a walking stick,

0:44:340:44:37

came towards me,

0:44:370:44:40

and I recognised her walk long before I could see her face -

0:44:400:44:45

the walk of somebody already looking forward

0:44:450:44:49

to arriving and sitting down.

0:44:490:44:51

It was my mother.

0:44:520:44:54

"All my books have been about you," I suddenly say.

0:44:560:45:01

"Books are also about language, and language, for me,

0:45:020:45:06

"is inseparable from your voice, Mother."

0:45:060:45:09

"Nonsense.

0:45:090:45:11

"Maybe you wrote them so I should be there, keeping you company,

0:45:110:45:14

"and I was.

0:45:140:45:16

"Yet they were about everything in the world but me.

0:45:160:45:20

"I've had to wait until now, until you're an old man in Lisboa,

0:45:200:45:25

"for you to be writing this very short story about me."

0:45:250:45:30

In The Economy of Death,

0:46:300:46:32

you said that the living are at the core of the dead.

0:46:320:46:39

They surround us and they depend on us,

0:46:390:46:42

like the passage that you read where you meet your mother in Lisbon.

0:46:420:46:49

Hmmmmm...

0:46:490:46:51

No, I mean, I follow what you mean.

0:46:510:46:53

Maybe I suggest that, but it's not really quite what I mean,

0:46:530:46:57

it's rather more the other way round.

0:46:570:47:02

I mean, it is that...

0:47:020:47:04

We need the dead...

0:47:040:47:07

Um...

0:47:080:47:10

to... um...

0:47:100:47:15

To recognise ourselves in any way,

0:47:170:47:21

the dead are essential to us.

0:47:210:47:24

And...

0:47:240:47:27

..that recognition begins with their company in mortality.

0:47:290:47:34

Not immortality, mortality.

0:47:370:47:39

Paul. It's a very curious painting.

0:47:400:47:45

-Isn't it?

-Very, very curious.

0:47:450:47:47

Do you have anything to tell me about this man?

0:47:480:47:51

I think the window is his life...

0:47:520:47:56

..and he's trapped in it,

0:47:580:48:02

maybe wondering what's outside...

0:48:020:48:06

..and when he shuts his eyes...

0:48:090:48:11

..the window...

0:48:130:48:16

will vanish.

0:48:160:48:18

What does he tell you? About himself?

0:48:370:48:40

What does he tell me?

0:48:400:48:43

-Yeah.

-For some reason he tells me that, and I'll tell you why.

0:48:430:48:47

Because he actually looks like you and always made me think of you.

0:48:470:48:51

And there's something there, too.

0:48:530:48:55

Well, I mean, that's too flattering...

0:48:550:48:59

-..but his scepticism...

-Mm-hmm.

0:48:590:49:02

..which is never cynical,

0:49:020:49:05

is...

0:49:050:49:07

very close to me.

0:49:070:49:10

And you know, this is not to claim anything for myself,

0:49:110:49:15

but, I mean, that is really the image of the storyteller.

0:49:150:49:21

-Mm-hmm.

-Huh?

0:49:210:49:22

Not the novelist,

0:49:220:49:25

not the fashionable literary creator,

0:49:250:49:29

but the guy, often nomadic,

0:49:290:49:33

who goes from place to place

0:49:330:49:37

and tells stories that he has lived or that he's making up.

0:49:370:49:43

And that idea of a traveller...

0:49:430:49:47

that idea of...

0:49:470:49:49

..somebody who is completely free from institutions...

0:49:520:49:59

is something also which

0:49:590:50:02

is contained for me in this term, storyteller.

0:50:020:50:05

And which in all modesty...

0:50:050:50:09

I try to be myself.

0:50:090:50:11

I do mostly painting and my father mainly draws,

0:50:170:50:22

but the reason for that, for him,

0:50:220:50:26

he did paint when he was much younger and he went to art school,

0:50:260:50:32

then he wanted to become a painter

0:50:320:50:35

and he started to work as a painter,

0:50:350:50:38

but, from what he says, at some point he felt the urge

0:50:380:50:42

to write more important,

0:50:420:50:45

more politically, historically important at that point.

0:50:450:50:51

Hmmm.

0:50:580:50:59

But he kept on drawing.

0:51:010:51:04

It's a way of listening,

0:51:040:51:06

it's a way of understanding,

0:51:060:51:10

discovering the visible.

0:51:100:51:12

And I think that's why, in the last years, my father has

0:51:150:51:20

done a lot of drawings of

0:51:200:51:23

very simple things such as flowers or...

0:51:230:51:28

mainly subjects coming from nature.

0:51:280:51:32

"Dearest Yves,

0:51:330:51:36

"In answer to your last letter, I send two postcards.

0:51:360:51:41

"One is a photo

0:51:430:51:45

"of a terracotta by Della Robbia...

0:51:450:51:49

"..and the second is a sketch,

0:51:510:51:54

"primarily what I call a text, of a white rose from the garden.

0:51:540:51:59

"I noticed that it had a certain curious echo

0:52:020:52:07

"with the photo of the Madonna...

0:52:070:52:10

"..something a little similar in mood and rhythm, no?

0:52:110:52:14

"You see?

0:52:140:52:16

"Neighbours on the same table, that's all.

0:52:160:52:21

"And the rose doesn't offer consolation but resists -

0:52:230:52:29

"resists by itself the cruelty of life."

0:52:290:52:33

During the last week, I've been drawing.

0:53:080:53:12

Mostly flowers.

0:53:120:53:14

I've been asking myself whether natural forms

0:53:190:53:24

- a tree, a cloud, a river, a stone, a flower -

0:53:240:53:30

can be looked at and perceived as messages.

0:53:300:53:35

Messages, it goes without saying,

0:53:350:53:37

which can never be verbalised

0:53:370:53:40

and are not particularly addressed to us.

0:53:400:53:44

'Is it possible to read

0:53:460:53:49

'natural appearances as texts?' Hmm.

0:53:490:53:55

Well, that'll be a bit of fun amongst all the pretension.

0:54:010:54:05

LAUGHTER

0:54:050:54:08

Why don't you have some wine?

0:54:080:54:10

-Yes.

-We have.

-Or some whisky. LAUGHTER

0:54:100:54:14

JOHN MAKES A TOAST AND THEY CLINK GLASSES

0:54:140:54:18

Wonderful. LAUGHTER

0:54:180:54:20

That's incredible.

0:54:200:54:22

-It is wonderful.

-JOHN LAUGHS UNCONTROLLABLY

0:54:220:54:26

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