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Rabbit Hole

Drama following a couple struggling to cope with the death of their young son and the conflict they experience over their differing attitudes to dealing with it.


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Becca?

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Becca?

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Oh... Hey, Peg.

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It looks so nice back here.

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Well, I'm just, you know, trying to get things back into shape.

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Listen, I don't know if you and Howie are free tonight,

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we're having a few people over for dinner.

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Oh, that's very sweet of you.

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I know it's really short notice.

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Actually, we have plans.

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Oh. Oh, well.

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But, uh, another time though. I haven't talked to Pete in ages.

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Well, you haven't missed much. He's still the same SOB he always was.

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Oh, God. I'm so sorry.

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-It's OK.

-I am so sorry.

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No, it's fine.

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These stupid feet.

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Well, have a great dinner, Peg.

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-We'll do it next time.

-Absolutely.

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Say hi to Howie for me.

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I sure will.

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Goodbye

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Bye-bye.

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Mmm! Smells good in there.

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If Peg asks, we went out tonight.

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Where'd we go?

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We saw the Stoppard play.

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Really?

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Did we enjoy it?

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Very much.

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She asked us to dinner again.

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She's just being nice.

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You're more than welcome to go over there.

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And abandon your risotto?

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Careful, Howie. The pan's hot.

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-Hey...

-Hey. I'm going to hop in the shower.

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Uh-huh. About 20 minutes.

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CLOCK TICKS

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PHONE RINGS

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Hello?

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What time is it?

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What's going on?

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You have nothing to say?

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Thank you?

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You were in a bar fight.

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It wasn't a bar fight.

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You were in a bar. Fighting.

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It wasn't a fight. Some drunk girl was screaming in my face,

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so I hit her and that was the end of it.

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Well, who was she?

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I don't know.

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People don't scream at you for no reason.

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Sure they do, you should get out more.

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God, Izzy, it's so Jerry Springer.

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What's that supposed to mean? You think I'm trashy?

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You can't keep doing this. You're not a kid any more.

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I didn't know there was a cut-off date.

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Well, there is. For acting like a jackass, there's a cut-off date...

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I want to stop worrying about you.

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Hey, don't worry about me. She was the one on the floor.

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Can I stay with you tonight?

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CHATTER AND LAUGHTER

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'Danny, let me tell you a secret.

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'When you go back down, why don't you give Mom a big kiss? Ready?

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'One, two, three.

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'Oh! That was high!

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'Woo!

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'Danny, look at me when you come back.'

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'He's getting used to it.

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-'Do you want any cake?

-Yeah!

-Oh, do we have cake today?

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-'Yeah.

-Oh, we do?'

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'Oh, my gosh. And you really want some?'

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Well, if it isn't Ma Barker.

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I'm sure that would be very funny if I knew who that was.

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Rick and I are going to play squash. I have my cell if you need me.

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Squash. You go play squash, Howie.

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-You don't even know what squash is.

-I don't care what squash is.

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PHONE RINGS

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Hello?

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Yeah! Yeah.

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I thought she was going to kill me!

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Yeah, I know. I think Auggie must have told her.

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Hey, I have got to go. Bye.

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Mmm. Thank you, Becca.

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I know what this stuff is now.

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-Ooh, I like the way it cracks.

-Of course you do.

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So you did know that woman?

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Oh, my God! Why are you listening to my phone conversations?

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You're sleeping with the girl's boyfriend.

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It's been over between them.

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They're just living together because of the rent.

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-Then why did she accost you?

-Because she's a lunatic!

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And Auggie must have told her that I'm pregnant.

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You are not.

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You're going to love him. He's a really great guy. He's a musician!

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That's terrific.

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He works. He gets work as a musician.

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How long have you known?

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-A few weeks.

-Did you tell Mom?

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Oh, come on. You told Mom before me?

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-I had to.

-Why didn't you tell me?

-Why do you think?

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I'm sorry, Becca.

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-I know the timing really sucks.

-Hey, what can ya do?

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I'm just glad you finally told me.

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Debbie's been driving me crazy with these kitchen renovations.

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The counter-top negotiations alone...

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I told you not to marry an agent.

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She still hasn't called, you know.

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No, I know.

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I don't mean to be a pest about it, but...

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I just know Becca would love to hear from her.

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I know. I tell her, Howie. I do. But she's still...

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I don't know freaked out, I guess.

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It's been eight months.

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I know. I'll talk to her.

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Thank you.

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Hey, how are the kids?

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They're good. Emily's doing ballet. Robby is in tee-ball.

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Wow. Tee-ball.

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Have you guys talked at all about having another?

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No.

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It's a little soon.

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Just be open-minded.

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I'm here, aren't I?

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How's it going?

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Good.

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-Yeah, good. Hanging in there.

-You sure?

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-Yeah. Hey.

-Hi.

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Yeah, we, um... We just... We found out

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that Becca's sister is pregnant. So...

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-Howie.

-What?

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That can be hard, I remember when my cousin got pregnant...

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Yeah, it's not really a big deal.

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OK.

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If you want to talk about it though, you know the group's here, so...

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Yeah, I don't think so. "Hey, everybody, fresh meat."

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Becca, be nice.

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Doesn't she remind of you of Lydia?

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There was this woman in our group a couple years ago.

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It was four. Four years ago.

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Well, it doesn't really matter WHEN she was here,

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my point is that she reminds me of Lydia.

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She really wasn't into the support-group model - at first.

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How long have you been in group?

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It'll be eight years in June.

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Oh, I didn't...I didn't realise it was that long.

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Yeah, we're the veterans. You know for us,

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it's a good way to touch base.

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Everyone's on a different schedule...

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Of course, of course.

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She, uh, she visits me sometimes in dreams.

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And she tells me it's OK. And she's with God.

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And we have some good days.

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Then you think that if you have enough good days

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it might actually get better. But then...

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it was her anniversary last week.

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A year last Tuesday.

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And it just starts all over again.

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We just have to remind each other

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that...it was just part of God's plan.

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And we can't know why.

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Only God can know why.

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God had to take her. He needed another angel.

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He needed another angel.

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Why didn't he just make one?

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Another angel. I mean, he's God after all.

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Why didn't he just make another angel?

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Just putting it out there.

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(I'd like to go.)

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I think we're going to go.

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(Is that all right?)

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Excuse us.

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They're talking, it's their time, and you have to respect that.

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-Come on.

-I mean, you sit there for weeks and you don't say a word.

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I'm sorry. I can't stand the God freaks. You know that.

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But they're not all like that. Kevin and Gabby aren't.

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No. Kevin and Gabby are professional wallowers.

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I mean, come on? Eight years, Howie.

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Eight. If that's what you want to become, then...

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-Look, if you want to take a break...

-No, not a break, I'm done.

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I know the Izzy stuff got under your skin.

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Please, don't do that. One semester of Psychology 15 years ago,

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and suddenly you can analyse...

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-Well, Jesus, Becca.

-I don't like the group. I gave it a try,

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-and it's not for me.

-OK. It's not for you.

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Thank you.

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Do you mind if we not eat here?

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Nothing's really jumping out at me.

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BUZZER RINGS

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DOG BARKS

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Taz! Stop! Come here and eat! Come on!

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Sorry. He's not really dangerous.

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Hey, eat. Just kind of dumb.

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No, I know. He's my dog.

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Oh, you...you're Becca!

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Of course! I should've recognised you. I'm Auggie.

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-Oh. Hi, Auggie.

-Hi.

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Oh, my God, why didn't you tell me you were coming over?

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I would've picked up the house.

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That's Auggie.

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Yeah, we met. Is Izzy here?

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Oh, yeah, she's here. She got fired from Applebee's.

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I was planning on taking it all down to Goodwill,

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but now, I'm glad I didn't.

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Look at all these shirts, and the sweaters.

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I don't know, Bec. They're in baby clothes for so long

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before he could even fit into that stuff.

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It comes up very quickly. You'll see.

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You're going to be happy I saved them.

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Is he living here?

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He has to. His girlfriend kicked him out.

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Ex-girlfriend!

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-She knows what I meant.

-Did you see this one?

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Cute. Look at that! But what if it's a girl?

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I don't know, then I'll give them to someone else.

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You're going to thank me.

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A couple years' worth of clothes here.

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Think of the money you'll save.

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It's not about the money.

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Well, it should be. You need to start thinking about that.

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Especially if the dad's a musician. It costs a lot to raise a child.

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It'd be weird, Becca. If it's a boy.

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To see him running around in Danny's clothes.

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I would feel weird about it.

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Yeah...

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..I'm sorry. Of course it'd be weird.

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It was a nice offer.

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You're going to get a lot of clothes - Christmas, birthdays.

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You won't have to worry about that.

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It's probably a girl anyway. I'm a little psychic about these things.

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Remember I said Sheila was having a girl? And Karen?

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I think there's a girl in there.

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I hope there is. I mean, I want a girl.

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I want it to be healthy obviously, but I hope it's a girl.

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Me too.

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You want some coffee cake, honey? I got some coffee cake in here.

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I'm going to take off. I promised Howie that I'd pick up some dinner.

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Mmm, looks good though.

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Here. Eat some cake.

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CAR HORN HONKS

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When did Rick ever beat me in squash?

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Did he mention Debbie at all?

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You can call her, you know. Get the reports directly.

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I don't want to call her. She should call me.

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I would have been there for her

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if anything had ever happened to Robby or Em.

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I wouldn't have vanished the way she did.

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I wouldn't.

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Howie?

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You know what I mean?

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Yeah.

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MUSIC PLAYS

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Howie.

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Turn around. Come on, you need to relax.

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You're shoulders are all knotted up.

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Yeah, well...

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Forget about Debbie, and whatever else is bothering you.

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Oh, I know what this is. Dimming the lights.

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You're trying to seduce me. Plying me with liquor.

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It worked in college.

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That's enough. That's enough.

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Where are you going?

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I'm feeling kind of antsy tonight. I'm sorry. It was a weird day...

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-Right.

-What, now you're going to pout?

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-Well it's been eight months.

-But who's keeping track?

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I am. I'm keeping track.

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I'm just not ready yet, Howie. I'm...

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I'm sorry if you think that's abnormal.

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I don't. I don't think it's abnormal at all, but...

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So what's the problem?

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We need to at least head in that direction,

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which might feel strange at first, but...

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-But you want to have sex.

-Well, don't say it like that.

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You're trying to rope me into having sex!

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I am not. I wasn't roping you into sex...

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-Al Green isn't roping?

-No.

-Al Green?

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I thought it was nice. That's all. I was trying to make things nice.

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You can't. You just can't, I'm sorry. Things aren't "nice" any more.

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'Will you hold him for a second?

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-'Just hold him, just hold him like that.

-Dad, quit it! Quit it.

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'Cos Taz wants to go on the tyre.

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'OK, you ready? I'm going to let you go. Ready?

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-'Yes.

-Here goes. There! Whoa! Keep your feet up.

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-'Danny, look at me on the way back.

-Keep your feet up, Danny.'

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Oh. Hey.

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If you're not going to go to group, I think you should see someone.

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Uh-huh.

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Any plans for the day?

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You're looking at 'em.

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-Well, I'll see you tonight.

-Yup.

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I'm here to see Scott Bader in the Events Department.

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I don't have a Bader listed.

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Oh. Well, that's weird.

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Kate Finn. What about Kate?

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I have a Robert Finn in Dec Arts?

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If you have an appointment, I can just call up there. Who are you?

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Um...I'm just...I didn't have an appointment actually.

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I'm just an old friend. I used to work here.

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Becca?

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Gary?

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Hey. What are you doing here?

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Um...I had some errands in the city

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and thought I'd pop in and say hello.

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But apparently nobody works here any more.

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Oh, yeah, Scott went over to Christie's back in March.

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The traitor.

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Well, good to see you're still doing the coffee runs at least.

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Oh, no, I don't usually. Um, I'm in Scott's old job.

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Hey, how's the family?

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You know what, Gary? I know how busy it gets up there,

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-so I'm going to let you get back to it.

-Yeah, that hasn't changed.

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-It was great to see you though.

-You too!

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There are fines you know.

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No, I know.

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The book's quite overdue. We've sent out several notices.

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Yeah, that's why I'm here.

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Seven dollars.

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Thank you.

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Can I help you?

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Uh, yes, actually. Would it be possible for me to check this out?

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Certainly.

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"'I will become a fish in a trout stream

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"'and I will swim away from you.'" Look, he's...

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He's in the water.

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Yes, he is. "'If you become a fish in the trout stream,'

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"said his mother, 'I will become a fisherman and I will fish for you.'"

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Sorry.

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-Hey.

-Hey.

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I just scored Yankee tickets off Rowan. Tonight. You interested?

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I can't. I have group.

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You can't skip one night? They're behind home plate.

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Another time.

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If there is one.

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Going stag tonight?

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Uh, yeah.

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Becca's going to...take a little break. From the group.

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I'm going to get a coffee.

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Want to sit?

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Yeah.

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PHONE RINGS

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-Hello?

-Hey, Mom, it's me.

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What's wrong?

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Nothing. I was thinking about making Izzy's birthday cake.

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Would that be all right?

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Oh, honey, you don't need to do all that.

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I was just going to grab her one of those Carvel things.

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She likes those.

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I don't mind. It'll give me something to do.

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OK, then.

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No group tonight?

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Howie's there. It's too much God talk for me.

0:29:190:29:22

What?

0:29:260:29:27

Nothing. It's just...some people find that comforting.

0:29:270:29:31

Yeah, well, it pisses me off.

0:29:310:29:33

You know, Becca, when your brother died,

0:29:330:29:36

I found the church very helpful.

0:29:360:29:37

I know you did, but that's you, not me.

0:29:370:29:41

And Danny...isn't Arthur.

0:29:410:29:43

You know, brought you to church every Sunday...

0:29:430:29:47

Let's not start this again, OK, Mom? I was just calling about the cake.

0:29:470:29:52

You're not right about everything, you know. What if there is a god?

0:29:520:29:56

Then I'd say he's a sadistic prick.

0:29:560:29:59

All right, Becca. That's enough!

0:29:590:30:00

"Worship me and I'll treat you like shit."

0:30:000:30:03

No wonder you like him, he sounds just like Dad.

0:30:050:30:07

I'm sorry.

0:30:130:30:14

You're going to do the cake then?

0:30:170:30:19

Yeah.

0:30:200:30:21

Right, I'll see you tomorrow.

0:30:240:30:25

Who has a birthday party at a bowling alley anyway?

0:30:290:30:32

Izzy thinks she's still 14.

0:30:320:30:34

If you're not up to this we don't have to go.

0:30:340:30:36

No, it's just a party. I'm fine.

0:30:360:30:39

I really wish you'd take that thing out of here.

0:30:450:30:47

-You're hardly in this car, what's the difference?

-It's weird.

0:30:490:30:53

What if we give it another try?

0:30:560:30:57

-Another baby?

-What?

0:30:590:31:00

Well, we're not getting any younger.

0:31:020:31:03

Is that what the sex thing was about the other night?

0:31:030:31:05

-No.

-You trying to get me pregnant?

0:31:050:31:07

Becca, no, of course not. I know it's scary, but maybe it might...

0:31:070:31:12

..help us get us back on track.

0:31:140:31:15

-"On track"?

-What, we can't talk about it?

0:31:150:31:18

I think we should sell the house.

0:31:200:31:22

I've been thinking about it, and since we're on the topic...

0:31:220:31:24

What do you mean, how were we on the topic?

0:31:240:31:26

I've talked to a realtor

0:31:260:31:27

and she thinks we can pull together an open house pretty quickly...

0:31:270:31:31

Why would you talked to a realtor without telling me?

0:31:310:31:33

I'm telling you now.

0:31:330:31:36

You want to get us back on track, I think it'd help if we moved.

0:31:360:31:39

We love that house.

0:31:390:31:40

He's everywhere, Howie. I can see his fingerprints on the door jambs...

0:31:400:31:43

I like seeing his fingerprints.

0:31:430:31:44

That's because you don't have to sit and stare at them all day.

0:31:440:31:47

You get to go to work. You get to escape!

0:31:470:31:49

-I don't want to move!

-And I don't want another baby!

0:31:490:31:51

-CAR HORN BEEPS

-Jesus!

0:31:510:31:53

SCREECHING TYRES

0:31:530:31:54

What are you doing?

0:31:580:31:59

What do you think I'm doing? I'm checking the cake. It's fine.

0:31:590:32:03

Are you kidding? The Kennedys?

0:32:070:32:09

With the assassinations...the lobotomy...?!

0:32:090:32:13

Yeah, but that's not a curse though. That's just bad luck.

0:32:130:32:18

The plane crashes?

0:32:180:32:20

Too much money, that's their curse.

0:32:200:32:22

If those Kennedys lived like normal people

0:32:220:32:26

most of them would still be alive.

0:32:260:32:28

I think it's sad.

0:32:280:32:29

All those good-looking people falling out of the sky like that.

0:32:290:32:33

It's a friggin' waste.

0:32:330:32:35

-Didn't I say no wine?

-She brought it herself.

0:32:350:32:37

Isn't this nice? Sitting around talking politics?

0:32:370:32:41

-I never do this. It's a nice change.

-Let's do gifts.

0:32:410:32:45

Yes! Pass 'em!

0:32:450:32:47

OK. It's heavy.

0:32:470:32:50

It's so pretty. I hate to ruin it, but I will.

0:32:500:32:54

It's a bathroom set.

0:32:570:32:59

Aw!

0:32:590:33:00

It's more of a practical gift...

0:33:000:33:02

Is this your way of telling me

0:33:020:33:04

you don't like my Three Stooges shower curtain?

0:33:040:33:06

-I didn't know what to get you.

-Seriously, this is great.

0:33:080:33:11

-Say thank you.

-Thank you, Becca. Thank you, Howie.

0:33:110:33:14

Don't thank me, Becca picked it out.

0:33:140:33:16

OK, now me.

0:33:160:33:18

I know it's a little early but...

0:33:210:33:23

Oh, my God! So sweet.

0:33:230:33:26

Thank you, Momma.

0:33:260:33:29

I thought we weren't doing baby stuff for...for the birthday.

0:33:320:33:35

I thought we'd wait for the shower.

0:33:350:33:37

No, honey, it's not baby stuff, it's mommy stuff.

0:33:370:33:41

This is perfect, Bec. I needed a bathroom set.

0:33:410:33:43

Yeah, but you need baby stuff more.

0:33:430:33:46

We can take it back.

0:33:460:33:47

That's right, we should. I'll get you a basket of Mustela lotions.

0:33:470:33:50

They prevent stretch marks...

0:33:500:33:52

Becca, let go. You can get me the lotion another time.

0:33:520:33:54

You can get me the lotion another time!

0:33:540:33:57

-CRASHING

-Oh!

0:33:570:33:59

It's OK, it's all right.

0:33:590:34:01

Thank you. Thank you, Becca.

0:34:020:34:04

Here.

0:34:090:34:10

Oh, I just remembered what I was going to say

0:34:180:34:20

about Aristotle Onassis!

0:34:200:34:21

It was about the son who died in the plane crash!

0:34:210:34:25

-You ready to go?

-Yeah.

0:34:250:34:26

You should've stopped me from going off on that Kennedy stuff,

0:34:260:34:29

because my point was about Onassis and how he put up a reward

0:34:290:34:34

to anyone who could prove

0:34:340:34:36

that someone had sabotaged his son's plane.

0:34:360:34:38

He was so desperate to blame somebody.

0:34:380:34:41

Did you read this?

0:34:410:34:42

He needed a reason for losing his son.

0:34:450:34:48

Mom, why are you telling this story?

0:34:480:34:50

I'm just talking. I can't talk?

0:34:500:34:51

You never just talk.

0:34:510:34:53

Thank you guys for coming to my party. Becca, the cake was so good.

0:34:530:34:56

You forget what I went through when your brother died.

0:34:560:34:58

You think I don't know anything, but I do, Becca!

0:34:580:35:01

Like who to blame?

0:35:010:35:02

You guys, this is my birthday party.

0:35:020:35:05

I'm not talking about blame, I'm talking about comfort.

0:35:050:35:09

-Oh, comfort(!)

-Where are you getting it?

0:35:090:35:11

-Comfort? I'm not.

-Well, I think you should.

0:35:110:35:14

OK. I'll get right on that then. See what I can dig up on eBay.

0:35:140:35:16

I'm just trying to help you, Becca!

0:35:160:35:18

I wish someone had given me a little advice when Arthur died.

0:35:180:35:22

You know what I wish?

0:35:220:35:23

I wish you would stop comparing Danny to Arthur!

0:35:230:35:26

Danny was a four-year-old boy who chased his dog into the street!

0:35:260:35:29

Arthur was a 30-year-old heroin addict who OD'd!

0:35:290:35:32

Frankly, I resent how you keep lumping them together, Mom!

0:35:320:35:36

He was still my son!

0:35:360:35:38

We're going to go. I hope you enjoy the bathroom set.

0:35:490:35:52

I'm going to.

0:35:520:35:53

When Arthur died, I was just as upset as she was,

0:36:040:36:06

but I didn't take it out on other people.

0:36:060:36:09

What about Mrs Bailey?

0:36:100:36:12

Nobody's talking about Mrs Bailey!

0:36:130:36:16

Hey, did you call that guy about the roof?

0:36:440:36:46

I couldn't find the number.

0:36:460:36:48

It's in my phone. It's on the mantel.

0:36:490:36:53

What's his name?

0:36:550:36:57

It's not under his name.

0:36:590:37:01

Then how am I supposed to call him if I...?

0:37:020:37:05

It's under "Roof Guy".

0:37:050:37:06

Oh, "Roof Guy".

0:37:060:37:08

Well, what was I supposed to put it under?

0:37:090:37:11

I don't know how to use this thing.

0:37:120:37:14

It doesn't...

0:37:170:37:18

OK, now scroll down.

0:37:180:37:22

-Now what?

-Scroll down with your finger.

-You do it.

0:37:220:37:24

Roof Guy.

0:37:280:37:30

-Thank you.

-You're welcome.

0:37:300:37:32

Are you waiting for me?

0:37:490:37:50

Oh. Yeah.

0:37:500:37:53

Yeah, I'm sorry, I thought you took the bus.

0:37:530:37:58

I do.

0:37:580:38:00

But not today?

0:38:000:38:01

Not today, I skipped school.

0:38:010:38:03

Well, you shouldn't be playing hooky, young man.

0:38:050:38:07

Why are you waiting for me?

0:38:120:38:14

I thought we could talk?

0:38:160:38:18

About what?

0:38:190:38:21

Is this OK?

0:38:250:38:27

Yeah. It's fine.

0:38:280:38:29

It's not too weird?

0:38:310:38:32

Um, no. I mean...

0:38:320:38:36

No, I know. It's...it's weird for me too.

0:38:380:38:42

Don't you like school?

0:38:460:38:48

I like it all right.

0:38:480:38:50

OK. I just thought, you seem to not be going so...

0:38:500:38:53

I've been accepted to college already, so...

0:38:530:38:56

Oh. Not a big deal then.

0:38:560:38:58

No, it is a big deal, but...only if my mother finds out.

0:38:580:39:02

She said she'd confiscate my phone if I did it again.

0:39:040:39:06

Not that I use my phone anyway.

0:39:060:39:09

-Where are you headed?

-Connecticut College.

0:39:090:39:12

Oh, right. That's a good school. And not far.

0:39:120:39:16

I bet you parents are pleased that you're going to be close by.

0:39:160:39:20

It's just my mom, but, yeah, she's pretty happy about it.

0:39:200:39:23

She keeps saying she's going to apply to the grad programme

0:39:230:39:26

so she can keep an eye on me while I'm up there.

0:39:260:39:28

She's just joking though.

0:39:280:39:29

She's not really looking forward to it cos I'm the only one at home now,

0:39:320:39:34

but I told her I'd come back on the weekends if I could.

0:39:340:39:37

That'll be nice.

0:39:400:39:41

So...

0:39:480:39:50

I'm sorry.

0:39:520:39:53

Oh, I know, you...

0:39:550:39:59

you don't have to...

0:39:590:40:00

-I know that doesn't help.

-No, it does. It really does, but...

0:40:000:40:03

-And I know I should've tried to get in touch.

-It's fine.

0:40:030:40:06

I just really wish I had driven down a different block that day.

0:40:080:40:11

I know.

0:40:130:40:15

You know, I should maybe go.

0:40:210:40:22

It's all right.

0:40:240:40:25

No, I got... My mom's going to start to wonder where I'm at.

0:40:250:40:29

It's OK. You really don't have to...

0:40:290:40:32

Could we do this again sometime?

0:40:350:40:37

Sure.

0:40:400:40:41

OK.

0:40:420:40:44

DISTANT MUSIC PLAYS

0:40:590:41:01

# Don't give up on us, baby

0:41:150:41:18

# We're still worth one... #

0:41:180:41:21

-Oh, Jesus Christ.

-Hey, Gabby.

0:41:210:41:24

I can't believe you just saw me do that.

0:41:240:41:26

I didn't mean to sneak up on you. I thought something was wrong.

0:41:260:41:30

But obviously everything... smells fine.

0:41:300:41:33

You can smell it, huh?

0:41:330:41:35

God...

0:41:350:41:37

-Everyone in there is going to know.

-Nah.

-I swear I never do this.

0:41:390:41:43

Where's Kevin?

0:41:430:41:45

He's not coming to group.

0:41:450:41:47

And I blame your wife, by the way.

0:41:470:41:50

I think she put the idea in his head.

0:41:500:41:52

Well, he didn't seem to really like group all that much.

0:41:520:41:55

He's got me so upset.

0:41:550:41:57

I mean, look at me. I'm...I'm...

0:41:570:42:00

I am smoking pot in a parking lot.

0:42:020:42:04

It's like I'm in high school. I'm ridiculous.

0:42:040:42:07

You got any more?

0:42:070:42:09

Yeah! Come on in, partner!

0:42:120:42:16

Well, if today is rage day...

0:42:180:42:20

..most of you know that I am a little more comfortable with rage,

0:42:230:42:27

talking about rage.

0:42:270:42:30

I deal with rage every single day.

0:42:300:42:33

And I listen to guys at work, going on and on about...

0:42:330:42:39

..paving their driveways

0:42:410:42:43

or whatever, just the most stupid nonsense. They don't know.

0:42:430:42:48

They haven't had their lives ripped apart yet.

0:42:490:42:53

-They're not in the club.

-Exactly. Meanwhile, I'm like,

0:42:530:42:58

"Hey, guys, my daughter died of leukaemia!"

0:42:580:43:02

THEY SNIGGER LOUDLY

0:43:020:43:06

I'm sorry, I need some water.

0:43:060:43:08

You're one of those bad kids my mother warned me about.

0:43:150:43:19

Yes, I am corrupting you.

0:43:190:43:22

Don't worry, I won't tell Becca.

0:43:220:43:24

I'd appreciate that.

0:43:240:43:26

-Goodnight.

-Goodnight.

0:43:270:43:29

Becca?

0:43:390:43:41

Becca?! What'd you do here?

0:43:420:43:43

What?

0:43:430:43:44

Goddamn it, what did you do to my phone?

0:43:440:43:47

Jesus, Howie. I thought something had hap...

0:43:470:43:50

This morning. When you used it. What did you do to my phone?

0:43:500:43:53

-Nothing. I just got the number for the roof guy.

-For Christ's sake!

0:43:530:43:57

-What, you told me to call him.

-You deleted Danny's video.

0:43:570:44:00

No. No, I didn't. No. I just... you were right there.

0:44:010:44:04

I just got the number.

0:44:040:44:05

Yeah, and you kept pressing the screen.

0:44:050:44:07

Because I couldn't figure out how to use your phone.

0:44:070:44:10

-I checked already. It's gone.

-We have 100 videos of him, Howie.

0:44:100:44:12

That's not the point, Becca.

0:44:120:44:14

Then you should've put it on your computer.

0:44:140:44:16

Right, it's my fault.

0:44:160:44:17

I didn't say that.

0:44:170:44:19

-I said, it's gone!

-Jesus, Howie! I didn't do it on purpose!

0:44:190:44:22

Are you sure?

0:44:220:44:24

What does that mean? You think I deliberately deleted his video?

0:44:240:44:27

I don't know.

0:44:270:44:29

You don't know?

0:44:290:44:30

It's like you're trying to get rid of him.

0:44:300:44:32

I'm sorry, but that's how it feels. Every day, it's something new.

0:44:320:44:35

-Really?

-Yeah. It's like you're trying to get rid of any evidence he was ever here.

0:44:350:44:39

You took the paintings off the fridge.

0:44:400:44:42

To save them. They are in a box downstairs.

0:44:420:44:45

-His clothes?

-We don't need all that stuff.

0:44:450:44:47

You wanting to sell the house.

0:44:470:44:49

You sending Taz to your mother's.

0:44:490:44:51

There was a lot going on. The dog got under foot.

0:44:510:44:53

Right. And he was a reminder.

0:44:530:44:55

Yes, he is a reminder, and I wanted one less reminder around here!

0:44:550:44:57

-And since you never wanted the dog.

-Oh, for God's sake!

0:44:570:44:59

Well, if I hadn't bought the dog, Danny would still alive!

0:44:590:45:02

If I hadn't run in to get the phone, if I had latched that gate!

0:45:020:45:06

I left the gate unlatched!

0:45:060:45:07

I'm not playing this game again, Howie! I'm not!

0:45:070:45:10

It's no-one's fault!

0:45:100:45:12

Not even the dog's! Dogs chase squirrels, boys chase dogs!

0:45:120:45:15

-I know that.

-He loved that dog! And you got rid of it!

0:45:150:45:18

Just like I'm getting rid of the video, huh?

0:45:180:45:20

It's not about the video! It's not just the video!

0:45:200:45:23

It's about Taz, and the paintings, and his clothes and everything!

0:45:230:45:27

There's no pictures of him around!

0:45:270:45:29

There's not fingerprints, there's nothing!

0:45:290:45:31

Goddamn it! You have to stop erasing him! You have to stop it!

0:45:310:45:35

Do you really think I don't see him every second of every day?!

0:45:350:45:39

The video was an accident, Howie. And believe me,

0:45:410:45:45

I will beat myself up about it for ever, I'm sure.

0:45:450:45:48

-Just like everything else I could've prevented.

-That's not what I want, Becca.

0:45:480:45:51

No?! Because it feels like it is!

0:45:510:45:52

It feels like maybe I don't feel badly enough for you!

0:45:520:45:55

Maybe I'm not feeling enough!

0:45:550:45:57

What do you want from me?!

0:45:570:45:59

Something's got to change.

0:46:030:46:05

Because this...I can't do this... like this any more.

0:46:060:46:09

It's...

0:46:090:46:11

It's too hard. It's too hard.

0:46:130:46:16

And I want that dog back. Your mother's making him fat.

0:46:200:46:24

Howie...

0:46:240:46:25

I miss the dog. I'm sorry,

0:46:270:46:29

but I miss him. I want him back.

0:46:290:46:32

You really made these?

0:47:010:47:03

I did.

0:47:030:47:04

That's good.

0:47:060:47:07

Still warm.

0:47:090:47:11

I'm glad you like them.

0:47:110:47:12

I've been reading that book. The parallel universe book?

0:47:200:47:24

Yeah? Did you like it?

0:47:240:47:28

Yeah, it's interesting. I don't know if I buy it.

0:47:280:47:32

The whole alternate reality thing...

0:47:320:47:36

I don't know.

0:47:360:47:38

But it's interesting.

0:47:380:47:40

Did you have to do it for a school project?

0:47:400:47:44

No. It's research.

0:47:440:47:46

Oh...research.

0:47:460:47:49

It's a comic book.

0:47:580:47:59

Impressive.

0:48:020:48:03

-You did all this?

-Yeah.

0:48:030:48:05

Wow. It's amazing.

0:48:060:48:08

What's it about?

0:48:090:48:11

A scientist, I guess. And his son.

0:48:110:48:13

The...father discovers this network of holes

0:48:130:48:17

that leads to other galaxies and...

0:48:170:48:20

Parallel universes.

0:48:200:48:21

Yeah. And...

0:48:210:48:24

Well, the scientist dies. So, the son has to go...

0:48:240:48:27

into this rabbit hole to try and find him.

0:48:270:48:31

But it's not him, because he's dead,

0:48:310:48:34

so it's like another version of him.

0:48:340:48:37

-It's kind of stupid.

-No.

0:48:440:48:47

No? OK.

0:48:470:48:49

Not at all. I would love to read it.

0:48:490:48:52

-Yeah, it's, um...

-Sorry.

0:48:540:48:56

It's not done yet.

0:48:560:48:58

But when it is done, I will let you read it.

0:48:580:49:02

-OK.

-OK.

0:49:020:49:03

I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. I...

0:49:100:49:13

I might've been going too fast...

0:49:130:49:16

..that day.

0:49:180:49:19

I'm not sure, but I might've been.

0:49:210:49:23

So, that's something I've been wanting to tell you.

0:49:230:49:26

It's a 30 zone. And I might've been going 31 or 32.

0:49:280:49:33

I would usually look down to check,

0:49:340:49:36

and if I'm going over, then I'd slow down obviously.

0:49:360:49:39

But...I don't remember checking on your block.

0:49:390:49:42

So, it's possible I was going too fast.

0:49:430:49:48

And...

0:49:480:49:49

..the dog ran out really fast.

0:49:530:49:56

So I swerved.

0:49:560:49:58

I didn't know.

0:49:590:50:01

I didn't know.

0:50:010:50:02

I thought you should know.

0:50:060:50:08

I might've been going a little over the limit and...

0:50:100:50:12

..I can't be positive.

0:50:140:50:16

-It's OK.

-OK.

0:50:180:50:21

Well...

0:50:230:50:25

It's OK.

0:50:250:50:26

Thank you.

0:50:290:50:30

I don't want to go in there.

0:51:010:51:03

Yes, yes!

0:51:090:51:11

-Sorry. That was...cool.

-Be nice.

0:51:190:51:22

Oh, come on!

0:51:330:51:35

-I'm sorry, you suck.

-I'd be doing better,

0:51:350:51:38

but your pot messed up my depth perception.

0:51:380:51:41

All right.

0:51:440:51:45

I'm going to support that one. I'm totally going to support that one.

0:51:450:51:48

Thanks.

0:51:480:51:50

Hey, you know what? I have a confession to make.

0:51:510:51:53

Remember when I said Kevin left group?

0:51:530:51:57

Yes.

0:51:570:51:59

What I meant to say was...

0:51:590:52:01

..he left me.

0:52:040:52:05

He left me.

0:52:080:52:10

Yeah, I...

0:52:140:52:15

..I came home and was gone.

0:52:170:52:19

-God, no note or...?

-Oh, no, there was a note.

0:52:200:52:24

Well, not a note so much as a manifesto.

0:52:240:52:29

On all the ways that we were destroying each other.

0:52:300:52:33

Jesus. I'm sorry.

0:52:360:52:38

Well, this is generally how it goes, right?

0:52:380:52:40

It changes you.

0:52:420:52:44

It literally changes people.

0:52:450:52:46

You know, part of me thinks it was inevitable.

0:52:490:52:52

I love my wife.

0:52:570:52:58

Of course you do.

0:53:010:53:03

I love her very much.

0:53:040:53:06

OK.

0:53:080:53:10

BANGING

0:53:120:53:13

I think you're right. We should maybe...

0:53:270:53:29

..look into selling the house.

0:53:320:53:34

It's probably for the best.

0:53:350:53:37

OK.

0:53:380:53:39

Oh, don't do that.

0:54:020:54:03

Quick as a Band-Aid or we'll never get through this. Here.

0:54:030:54:06

-TOY:

-'Hi, kids! Welcome to the Light-Up Alphabet Apple...'

0:54:110:54:14

I don't know how to turn it off.

0:54:140:54:16

Only people without children give gifts like this.

0:54:160:54:18

-'Goodbye.'

-Goodbye.

0:54:180:54:21

'I hope you'll visit again soon.'

0:54:210:54:23

SHE GIGGLES

0:54:230:54:25

-Have you heard from Debbie yet?

-No.

0:54:260:54:29

That's too bad.

0:54:290:54:31

Though it can be worse the other way,

0:54:310:54:33

you know, I remember when Arthur died...

0:54:330:54:36

You can say his name.

0:54:360:54:38

-Can I?

-Yes.

0:54:380:54:40

I don't know your rules. I don't want to get scolded again.

0:54:400:54:43

You can talk about Arthur. I just don't like the comparisons.

0:54:430:54:46

OK.

0:54:490:54:51

So, how is it worse?

0:54:510:54:52

-You remember Maureen Bailey?

-Yes.

0:54:540:54:58

Well... I couldn't get rid of her after your brother passed away.

0:54:580:55:01

-She was always at the house.

-Yeah, I remember that.

0:55:010:55:04

Yeah, well, I never had a moment to myself.

0:55:040:55:07

So finally in the middle of coffee one afternoon, I said,

0:55:070:55:10

-"Maureen, why are you always here?"

-What'd she say?

0:55:100:55:14

She said, "I want to be there, Nat, I want to share in your grief."

0:55:140:55:17

And so I said "Well, it's not working.

0:55:170:55:20

"You plant your fat ass in that chair every frickin' day."

0:55:200:55:23

-You did not say that!

-I did!

-Mom!

-I said that.

0:55:230:55:26

-You said "fat ass"?

-"You suck up all my coffee.

0:55:260:55:29

"And I don't see you leaving with any of this alleged grief

0:55:290:55:31

"you're sharing.

0:55:310:55:32

"In fact the only thing you do take out of here are my cinnamon buns."

0:55:320:55:36

So, I never saw her again, obviously.

0:55:360:55:38

Oh, my God, I can't believe you said that!

0:55:380:55:42

I feel guilty now.

0:55:420:55:43

-You do not.

-I do.

0:55:430:55:46

You're right, I don't!

0:55:460:55:48

I don't miss her at all.

0:55:480:55:50

BOTH LAUGH

0:55:500:55:52

DOG BARKS

0:56:030:56:04

OK, moving right along.

0:56:070:56:10

That takes care of Taz.

0:56:100:56:12

Ah, the ol' apple pie trick, eh?

0:56:140:56:16

-Huh?

-For the open house.

0:56:160:56:19

Warm baked goods make it feel homier.

0:56:190:56:22

No, I'm just making a pie.

0:56:230:56:26

I thought you were doing it for the open house.

0:56:260:56:30

So...

0:56:300:56:31

-now you're not going to stay?

-God, no. No.

0:56:310:56:35

You shouldn't either.

0:56:350:56:38

-You shouldn't.

-Come on...

0:56:380:56:40

I'm not going to bother anyone.

0:56:400:56:42

So we have the garbage cans in the back, the sign out front.

0:56:420:56:44

I mowed the lawn. I thought we'd set the sign-in sheet here

0:56:440:56:47

and we could move through the living room.

0:56:470:56:50

That's fine.

0:56:500:56:51

My wife's going to go hide out, but I'll stick around

0:56:510:56:53

if that's OK with you.

0:56:530:56:55

Sure. However you want to do it.

0:56:550:56:58

-OK. Perfect.

-OK.

0:56:580:57:00

-Bye, baby.

-Bye.

0:57:000:57:02

I think that's everything.

0:57:040:57:05

-I know...

-Southwestern exposures. Sun all day.

0:57:330:57:36

-Why don't we take a look upstairs?

-That's a great idea. I'll show you.

-OK.

-Follow me.

0:57:360:57:40

-Come on, honey.

-It is the largest plot in the neighbourhood.

0:57:400:57:45

We can start with the master bedroom if you want to see.

0:57:450:57:48

Wait. What's in here?

0:57:480:57:50

Oh...well...

0:57:500:57:53

This is... This is...

0:57:530:57:56

This could be a good room for the little guy, obviously.

0:57:560:57:58

How about that, buddy? You like this room?

0:57:580:58:01

-Careful with that.

-That's not yours.

0:58:010:58:04

-Thanks.

-How old's your son?

0:58:040:58:06

This is your son's room, I assume?

0:58:080:58:10

Um...yeah. It was. It was his room.

0:58:100:58:14

But he died.

0:58:140:58:15

He died...

0:58:150:58:17

It was a car right out front.

0:58:170:58:19

Oh, my God.

0:58:200:58:22

Um...

0:58:220:58:23

-I'm so sorry.

-Thank you.

0:58:230:58:26

This must be so difficult for you.

0:58:260:58:30

It's...

0:58:300:58:31

It's pretty weird.

0:58:310:58:34

It's funny because I still...

0:58:340:58:37

I forget he's not here sometimes. Maybe he's just hiding under the bed

0:58:370:58:39

and he's going to pop out like he used to do

0:58:390:58:42

But...

0:58:420:58:44

..I still feel him here.

0:58:460:58:47

-Would you like to see the master bedroom?

-Yes.

-Yes.

0:58:530:58:56

Yeah, sure, I'll be there.

0:58:570:59:00

-Who was that?

-Becca.

0:59:020:59:04

She wants to hang out.

0:59:040:59:05

-This was a good idea.

-Nice, right?

0:59:090:59:12

You're starting to show so early.

0:59:120:59:14

I know. I feel like a balloon.

0:59:140:59:17

I swear, once this kid is born I'm going right to the gym.

0:59:170:59:20

While Mom watches the baby.

0:59:200:59:22

What does that mean? "While Mom watches the baby."

0:59:230:59:26

While you're at the gym, Mom can watch the baby.

0:59:260:59:28

She loves that.

0:59:280:59:30

No, Auggie can watch the baby. He works nights, so he'll be home.

0:59:300:59:33

OK. Auggie, then.

0:59:330:59:34

I resent the feeling I get from you that I don't deserve this baby.

0:59:340:59:38

Or I'm not mature enough or smart enough to take care of it.

0:59:380:59:41

I mean, my God, if Mom could do it, how hard could it be?

0:59:410:59:44

-This all right?

-Yeah, it's fine.

0:59:520:59:54

LITTLE BOY CHATTERS

0:59:540:59:55

I've just got to pick up a few things and then we can do lunch.

0:59:550:59:58

-OK.

-I want strawberry,

0:59:581:00:01

Mommy, please can I have some Fruit Roll-Ups?

1:00:011:00:04

-No, Sammy, you know the answer.

-Please?

1:00:041:00:08

-Can I have some, please?

-Sammy, no.

1:00:081:00:11

-I want the Fruit Roll-ups.

-Not happening.

1:00:111:00:14

-Please, I'll be good.

-Stop it...

-Please?

-No.

1:00:141:00:16

-I promise.

-No, I'm not going to get 'em.

1:00:161:00:19

You know what? It's only three bucks,

1:00:191:00:20

why don't you just get him the Roll-Ups?

1:00:201:00:23

Not that it's any of your business,

1:00:231:00:25

but we don't allow candy in our house

1:00:251:00:28

-and my son knows that.

-Come on, it's just fruit.

1:00:281:00:31

-Why don't you give him a treat?

-Are you a mom?

1:00:311:00:33

Yeah, I didn't think so. Excuse me...

1:00:351:00:37

Go to the car.

1:00:391:00:40

Becca, go to the car.

1:00:401:00:43

It's OK.

1:00:431:00:44

She just lost her son eight months ago and she's not been dealing...

1:00:441:00:48

I don't care.

1:00:481:00:50

..Mommy's OK.

1:00:501:00:52

Hey, hey.

1:01:011:01:03

Hey.

1:01:031:01:04

Fun day out?

1:01:041:01:06

Uh...

1:01:061:01:08

How'd it go here?

1:01:081:01:09

Not so good. Not so good.

1:01:091:01:12

I think we need to, uh...clean out that room.

1:01:121:01:17

-OK.

-Maybe make it into a guest room or something.

1:01:181:01:22

Don't get any ideas.

1:01:221:01:24

Ha-ha(!)

1:01:241:01:25

DOG BARKS

1:01:251:01:28

Jesus...

1:01:281:01:30

Hello. Um...

1:01:321:01:34

the door was wide open, so...

1:01:341:01:36

DOG CONTINUES BARKING

1:01:361:01:39

And I knocked, but...

1:01:391:01:41

Taz! Shut up!

1:01:411:01:42

I saw the sign out front, so I thought it'd be OK to...

1:01:421:01:46

-You looking to buy a house?

-Howie...

1:01:461:01:47

No.

1:01:471:01:48

No, I just came to give you this.

1:01:501:01:54

I said I'd let you read it when it was done, so...

1:01:541:01:56

What...what is this?

1:01:591:02:01

Thank you.

1:02:021:02:04

We...bumped into each other, in the library.

1:02:061:02:09

And, um...

1:02:111:02:13

and we decided to meet.

1:02:131:02:15

You decided to meet?

1:02:171:02:19

Yeah. A couple of times.

1:02:191:02:22

-OK...

-I'm sorry. I didn't realise...

-It's...

1:02:221:02:25

Did you meet here?

1:02:251:02:28

No, we met in the park.

1:02:281:02:30

You met in the park...

1:02:311:02:33

Yeah.

1:02:361:02:37

So my wife...

1:02:371:02:38

..agrees to meet you in a public place, and you...

1:02:401:02:42

..and you, what? You apologise?

1:02:441:02:47

-I guess.

-You guess?

1:02:471:02:50

OK... OK, OK, you apologise, and, um...

1:02:501:02:53

-Come on, Howie, that's enough.

-And then what?

-That's enough.

1:02:531:02:56

-Look at me.

-Howie, that is enough!

1:02:561:02:58

-What is that?

-It's a comic book.

1:02:581:03:00

It's a comic book? A comic book?

1:03:001:03:03

Did she tell you to bring it here?

1:03:031:03:05

-No, she didn't.

-No, she didn't, because this is our house!

1:03:051:03:09

And just because there's a sign out front

1:03:091:03:11

-doesn't mean you can pop in.

-Howie, all right! All right!

1:03:111:03:14

No, it's not all right!

1:03:141:03:16

You just don't walk into someone's home like that.

1:03:161:03:18

You should show a little fucking respect!

1:03:181:03:20

(OK, I got to go...)

1:03:201:03:22

(You're an asshole.)

1:03:241:03:26

Wait! Jason, wait a minute! I'm sorry.

1:03:261:03:29

I'm an asshole?

1:03:291:03:31

Taz, stop it.

1:03:441:03:46

DOG BARKS

1:03:551:03:57

Taz!

1:03:571:03:58

Taz!

1:03:581:04:00

-Taz, stop it!

-DOG YELPS

1:04:001:04:03

Oh, buddy!

1:04:051:04:07

Why didn't you tell me?

1:04:411:04:42

Same reason you don't tell me why you come home reeking of pot.

1:04:451:04:48

Does it ever go away?

1:05:281:05:29

No.

1:05:331:05:34

I don't think it does. Not for me, it hasn't.

1:05:361:05:38

And that's going on 11 years.

1:05:381:05:40

It changes, though.

1:05:431:05:45

How?

1:05:471:05:49

I don't know.

1:05:511:05:52

The weight of it, I guess.

1:05:551:05:57

At some point, it becomes bearable.

1:05:581:06:01

It turns into something you can crawl out from under

1:06:011:06:04

and carry around like a brick in your pocket.

1:06:041:06:07

And you even forget it

1:06:091:06:11

for while. But then you reach in for whatever reason, and...

1:06:111:06:14

..there it is.

1:06:161:06:18

"Oh, right. That."

1:06:181:06:21

Which can be awful.

1:06:211:06:23

But not all the time.

1:06:251:06:27

It's kind of...

1:06:271:06:29

..not that you like it, exactly,

1:06:311:06:33

but it's what you've got instead of your son.

1:06:331:06:36

So...you carry it around.

1:06:361:06:39

And, uh...it doesn't go away.

1:06:451:06:48

Which is...

1:06:511:06:52

Which is, what?

1:06:541:06:56

Fine...actually.

1:07:001:07:03

PHONE RINGS

1:08:081:08:11

Hello?

1:08:111:08:12

Hi.

1:08:121:08:15

Hi, it's Howie.

1:08:151:08:17

Howie Corbett. From group?

1:08:201:08:21

Hi, Howie.

1:08:241:08:25

Here you go, buddy.

1:08:321:08:34

-Hey.

-Hi. You're going to group?

-Yeah.

1:08:361:08:40

-You didn't want to go, did you?

-No.

1:08:401:08:42

NUMBER DIALS

1:09:291:09:32

-ANSWERPHONE:

-'Hi, it's Jason. Please leave a message.'

1:09:341:09:36

Did you find the house OK?

1:10:101:10:12

Howie?

1:10:151:10:17

I'm sorry.

1:12:051:12:06

Becca?

1:12:291:12:31

Becca?

1:12:351:12:36

Becca!

1:12:401:12:42

Becca!

1:12:451:12:46

KNOCKS ON WINDOW

1:13:541:13:56

Oh, God!

1:13:581:14:01

Sorry.

1:14:031:14:04

What time is it?

1:14:061:14:08

Almost six.

1:14:081:14:09

And you're just getting home?

1:14:101:14:12

So, how was it?

1:14:281:14:30

It was OK.

1:14:301:14:33

-Well, you look nice.

-Thank you.

1:14:331:14:35

Is she your girlfriend?

1:14:371:14:38

Nah, she's just a friend.

1:14:391:14:41

-She's pretty.

-Yeah.

1:14:421:14:45

She is pretty.

1:14:451:14:46

I, um, I liked this so much.

1:14:481:14:52

It's... It's beautiful.

1:14:531:14:55

Thank you. Thanks.

1:14:551:14:58

It reminded me of Eurydice and Orpheus.

1:14:581:15:01

-Do you know that myth?

-No.

1:15:011:15:03

Oh, Eurydice dies, and Orpheus misses her so much

1:15:031:15:08

that he travels to Hades to retrieve her and,

1:15:081:15:11

well, in the end, it doesn't work out.

1:15:111:15:14

Oh, I should read it.

1:15:141:15:16

So, is the scientist your dad?

1:15:181:15:22

The scientist that the boy's looking for?

1:15:221:15:24

No.

1:15:241:15:25

Is it based on him?

1:15:251:15:27

No. My dad was an English teacher.

1:15:271:15:30

Oh. I was curious about that.

1:15:301:15:32

It's just a story.

1:15:321:15:34

-No, I know. I was just...

-Reading into it?

1:15:341:15:37

Do you think they're real?

1:15:421:15:44

Parallel universes?

1:15:441:15:45

I think it's basic science.

1:15:491:15:50

You know, If space is infinite, then everything's possible.

1:15:521:15:57

So, somewhere out there, I'm, what?

1:15:571:15:59

I'm making pancakes?

1:15:591:16:01

-Or I'm at a water park?

-Sure. Yeah.

1:16:011:16:04

-Yes?

-Yes. Both, whatever.

1:16:041:16:06

I think, you know, it's laws of probability.

1:16:081:16:10

There are tonnes of yous out there,

1:16:101:16:12

and there's tonnes of mes, floating around.

1:16:121:16:15

Yeah.

1:16:151:16:17

And this is just the sad version of us.

1:16:171:16:19

Yeah, I guess.

1:16:191:16:21

But there's other versions,

1:16:211:16:23

and in these other versions, everything goes our way.

1:16:231:16:27

Assuming you believe in science.

1:16:271:16:29

I like that thought.

1:16:321:16:34

It's nice.

1:16:341:16:35

Somewhere out there, I'm having a good time.

1:16:391:16:41

RATTLING

1:16:511:16:53

I thought you'd left.

1:17:471:17:49

No. I didn't leave.

1:17:521:17:53

I was thinking we could invite Rick and Debbie over for a cookout.

1:18:001:18:04

Well, she's never going to call me.

1:18:091:18:11

She thinks I hate her. So...

1:18:111:18:14

I'll let her off the hook.

1:18:141:18:15

A cookout?

1:18:191:18:20

Mmm. It'll be good to see the kids.

1:18:201:18:23

We'll have to get something for Emily, though. It's her birthday.

1:18:231:18:26

She turned four last week.

1:18:261:18:28

Right.

1:18:281:18:30

OK.

1:18:301:18:31

Danny's is coming up.

1:18:361:18:39

I know.

1:18:391:18:40

That's going to be a tough one.

1:18:421:18:44

Yeah.

1:18:441:18:45

So, that kid...Jason.

1:18:491:18:52

Did you tell him we didn't blame him?

1:18:551:18:57

-We don't blame him.

-I know, but...

1:18:571:18:59

..did you let him know that?

1:19:011:19:03

Yeah, I guess so.

1:19:031:19:04

That's good.

1:19:041:19:06

-You could talk to him if you want.

-I don't want to.

1:19:071:19:10

OK.

1:19:101:19:11

It's so quiet.

1:19:171:19:19

That's because I slipped Taz a couple of Ambien.

1:19:191:19:22

Funny.

1:19:221:19:24

You think I'm joking?

1:19:241:19:26

So, what are we going to do?

1:19:331:19:34

About what?

1:19:391:19:41

I don't know.

1:19:411:19:42

I don't know.

1:19:431:19:45

Just pick something.

1:19:451:19:46

Well...

1:19:491:19:51

We could go to Village Toys.

1:19:551:19:56

Pick up Candy Land for Emily.

1:19:581:20:00

It's probably something she'd like.

1:20:001:20:02

Mmm, Candy Land, yeah.

1:20:051:20:07

And then what?

1:20:121:20:13

Then, we wrap it.

1:20:151:20:16

Mmm.

1:20:191:20:22

'And then we have the cookout...

1:20:221:20:28

'..and they'll come over.

1:20:321:20:34

'And we'll have a couple of other people over

1:20:381:20:41

'so it's not too awkward for anyone.

1:20:411:20:43

'And then, to make them feel comfortable,

1:20:451:20:49

'we'll ask a bunch of questions about what the kids have been up to

1:20:491:20:54

'and we'll pretend we're really interested.

1:20:541:20:59

'And then...

1:20:591:21:00

'And then, we'll wait for someone to bring up Danny

1:21:031:21:07

'while the kids are playing.

1:21:071:21:08

'And maybe that'll go on for a little while.

1:21:111:21:13

'And after that...

1:21:161:21:18

'..they'll go home.'

1:21:181:21:19

'And then what?'

1:21:241:21:25

'I don't know.

1:21:291:21:30

'Something, though.'

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Drama following a grieving couple struggling to cope with the death of their four-year-old son and the conflict they experience over their differing attitudes to dealing with it. After their child is killed in a car accident, Becca and Howie Corbett both find themselves choosing very different ways to express their devastation, and it threatens to tear their marriage apart.