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I'm on a wonderful Welsh adventure as I discover more

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about four outstanding artists influenced by this great land.

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During the series, as a tribute to them,

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I'll be creating drawings and paintings inspired by their art.

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I'm going to have to create in ways I've never done before.

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And at the end of it I'll probably turn to you and I'll say,

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"Can you tell what it is yet?"

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We're on our way to a magical island off the coast of North Wales

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to discover more about a little-known Welsh artist whose drawings

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and paintings have been a secret for far too long.

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This artist was one of a kind

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and her amazing art marked her out

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as one of the best of her generation.

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She combined painting with words and music and used brilliant

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blocks of colour in a unique style that was original and special.

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I'm on my way on a journey of discovery to find out

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more about the art

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and the personal tragedy of a fantastically talented artist,

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Brenda Chamberlain.

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Why don't we know more about Brenda Chamberlain?

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Well, if I'm going to paint a half decent tribute painting in her style

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I need to find out why

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she has been airbrushed out of the art history books.

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Next stop, the city where it all began.

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She was born in Bangor in 1912,

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painting and creating in this house,

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which was sort of like an artistic haven.

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Brenda embraced the free spirits who roamed the streets here

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searching for their next piece of inspiration.

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Growing up in traditional North Wales,

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she desperately tried to be more arty, upbeat and trendy.

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Her parents supported her through art school

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but they were a bit shocked by her wild, bohemian lifestyle.

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And it was the influence of a strong mother

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and a stern father that was to have the biggest impact on young Brenda.

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At every opportunity, she would try

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and escape from her stuffy conventional home life.

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And it certainly didn't take me long

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to find a few unconventional free sprits on the pier in Bangor.

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# Didn't we have a wonderful time the day we went to Bangor?

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# We had fun on the way

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# And all for under a pound A dollar, you know

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# On the way back, I cuddled with Jack... #

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'Amazingly, in Brenda's time, Bangor had an international reputation

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'for being the hip and happening city for all things arty.'

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After a few years, Brenda left for art college and the bright lights

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of London where she met and married fellow artist John Petts.

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They ran off to North Wales together to live here in this cottage,

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Tyr Mynydd, near Bangor.

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I headed off there with someone who knew Brenda,

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historian Ceridwen Lloyd Morgan,

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to find out how her passionate relationship

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with John Petts dramatically affected Brenda and her art.

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Oh, yes.

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Here's the original fireplace.

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Let me try and pronounce it before you go any further.

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ROLF READS INSCRIPTION

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"Let there be peace in this house."

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And I think it's John Petts who carved that

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while he and Brenda were living here.

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Brenda and John set up a printing press to create

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revolutionary art magazines with etchings and wood carvings.

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And the wonderful poetry

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and literature was dripping with Brenda's unique artistic flair.

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The idea was to bring art to the people.

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This meant that they wanted to have something affordable,

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that people could buy.

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The Penillion folk verses which were originally probably sung

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to harp accompaniment.

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I know a great Penillion to The Ash Grove. I don't know the words.

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Oh, right.

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ROLF HUMS

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Do the tune for me.

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THEY SING IN HARMONY

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Oh dear, sorry I went off tune at the end.

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-I don't care.

-Good.

-Nice Penillion.

-Right.

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And where was the press?

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Well, I think they were working mainly downstairs,

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which would be through that door, I assume.

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But the pressure of two artists

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living and working together became too much and their relationship fell apart.

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It's very difficult when you are an artist,

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and as single minded an artist as Brenda always was,

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to compromise in any way,

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and I think she found it very difficult to deal with the compromises

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that are required in maintaining a long-term relationship, perhaps.

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Brenda was heartbroken and needed to escape.

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She feared her parents would be incensed by the scandal

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of her failed marriage, so she fled the cottage.

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She became instantly drawn to the promise of solitude

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and safety on Bardsey Island, 40 miles down the coast from Bangor.

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It was here that Brenda produced

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some of her most spectacular works of art,

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but I'd heard that it all came at great personal cost to Brenda.

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I just had to get to Bardsey to unlock the secrets

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of this magical island.

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Well, I know a little bit about Brenda's early life

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so it's time for me to start my tribute painting.

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The question is, what am I going to put in it?

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Obviously I should go to Bardsey Island

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if I want to be inspired the way Brenda was.

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But I've heard that it can be a tricky place to get to

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if the weather should turn rough.

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What you need is a skipper you can trust.

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Ahoy there, Captain Colin.

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Hey, Rolf. How are you?

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Good, take me to Bardsey.

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I couldn't wait to get to Bardsey to soak up the same atmosphere

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that influenced Brenda

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and meet the people who knew her well to find out what happened to her.

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On the short journey over I got chatting to skipper Colin Evans.

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He comes from a family of fishermen who have lived on the island

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and fished off the waters here for over 300 years.

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I asked him what to expect.

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The island's quite unique, really. It's still a living place.

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It's still a working farm, and in a way it hasn't changed much since Brenda's time.

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It was... There's less people living there,

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but in terms of the way the island looks

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and the atmosphere, I don't suppose it is that different.

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It's a fantastic place to live in, in many ways, and I challenge you

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not to feel spiritually enlightened when you get onto the island.

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It was the beauty and simplicity of Bardsey that led Brenda

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to produce her most spectacular and popular paintings.

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She began to use bold, solid colours

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and her art reflected the islanders' way of life, portraying them

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with an innocent beauty that was totally original.

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When they were shown in London during the 1960s, people loved them.

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Brenda won first prize twice

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in three years at the National Eisteddfod,

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which was unheard of at the time.

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Hello, Moll. Hello, Moll.

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I've arranged to meet Colin's mother, an award-winning poet

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who lives on the island, Christine Evans.

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Well, it's a marvellous-looking place.

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Right from the time I saw Christine and the dog

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walking along the skyline there.

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Magic feeling.

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Ah, come and meet my mother. This is Christine Evans, my mother.

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-She's been here for many years.

-Hello, what a pleasure to meet you.

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I want to find out as much as I can about Brenda's time here.

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I'll tell you what I know.

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I'm hoping Christine can be my guide to the wonders of Bardsey.

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She's researched all about Brenda's life on the island

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and the way it influenced her and her art.

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What inspired Brenda?

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Well, everything about the island, I think.

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And because it was an island.

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She'd come from the middle of land,

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living up in the mountains near Bangor.

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Yeah.

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And here, surrounded by sea and the moods of the sea, and the different

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creatures that you come across, the whole of nature.

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Perhaps, particularly, the nights are so different here.

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In what way?

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Well, you feel very close to the stars

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because there's no light pollution.

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And it's a secure place, it's a haven, but you're surrounded

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by the wilderness and wilds of nature,

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and that's what she started to paint.

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As well, of course, as her neighbours

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and the relationships going on on the island as well.

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When Brenda first arrived in 1947, life was hard.

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She was still recovering from the break-up of her marriage

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and with very little money left,

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Brenda was unable to buy materials and paint.

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But that didn't stop her.

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She took to drawing on the walls of her own home

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to keep that creative spark alive.

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Amazingly, some of these murals still exist.

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And Christine took me to see them at Carreg Cottage,

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the place where Brenda lived for 14 years.

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One of the things Brenda said about this house is it's full of light,

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and you can see that.

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Very strong use of colour, isn't there?

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Yes, and a nice line, too, gutsy.

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-Yeah, the curve of that boat.

-Strong.

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You see how the light comes in here.

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You can imagine her sitting here painting, coming out of her studio and painting.

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I think she said nearly all the walls in the house have been

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covered in paint, have got paintings on them.

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I think she said, not so much for decoration as because,

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you know, she had problems getting canvas.

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So you feel the urge to paint something or plan a picture,

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as of course we can be cut off here for weeks at a time.

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Yeah, and canvas that size, that's a huge...

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Brenda was truly inspired by Bardsey

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and she quickly began capturing the wildlife and the islanders

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at work struggling to survive in this barren and desolate place.

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If my tribute is going to be any way near half decent,

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I just have to start experiencing the wonders for myself

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and get it all down in my sketch book.

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SEAL HONKS

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ROLF MIMICS SEAL

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Brenda loved painting local fishermen

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and while on Bardsey she produced

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one of her most famous paintings, The Man With The John Dory.

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Christine introduced me to her husband Ernest,

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the local lobster fisherman and it gave me an idea.

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How are you?

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I'm very well, and you?

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I thought I'd ask him to take me out for a trip on his boat

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to see him at work and hopefully get some ideas for my tribute painting.

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So how long has your family been fishing this area?

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Oh, the fishing effort has been the same here for generations, I expect.

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The same number of pots being lifted.

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OK, there's less of us fishing now, just me.

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Did you actually know Brenda?

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Yes, I was quite small when she was here, sort of ten, twelvish,

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I think, that sort of age.

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You knew of her, rather than personally.

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I knew of her rather than, yes, yeah.

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Watching Ernest and the lobsters

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and seeing him working the boat

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and thinking back over the generations of fishermen before him,

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I think I can see how...

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..Brenda Chamberlain

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would've been inspired to do paintings of the local fishermen.

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Do you reckon it'd be OK to try

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and do a painting of you in the style of Brenda Chamberlain?

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Yes, I suppose.

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Yeah?

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Yeah.

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Very good.

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Well, I've found a lovely spot near the harbour

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and positioned my subject, Ernest.

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I've decided to base my tribute

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on Brenda's classic paintings of fishermen.

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But what's really worrying me is whether I'll be able to capture

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her terrific use of colour,

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shapes and that special bond she had with the islanders.

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Get that, the edge of that waterproof trouser thing there.

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-What do they call them?

-Chest waders.

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Ah good, chest waders. Good.

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I'll use that as the darkest colour.

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Brenda Chamberlain seemed to do very simplistic colours.

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Flat blocks of colour.

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And so I want to try and do the same sort of thing with Ernest here.

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And there's a couple of gorgeous lines that go down there.

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When I say gorgeous, I don't want you to get too excited.

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I think I'll do a bit of flesh tone on you now, OK?

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I'm going to start putting in some lighter colour on the cap,

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the top of the cap.

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I'll try some blue, bluey shadows, there.

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Yes, it's looking good.

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That's good.

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You know, Brenda was a fantastic artist

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but I understand she had another great passion writing.

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And she became almost as obsessed with words as she was with painting.

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Now I need to find out about this obsession with words that she had

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and see if there's some way that I can get some writing

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into my painting.

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Quite often Brenda included words and simple letters in her paintings.

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Such as these letters in her fabulous painting The Doves.

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I was amazed to find that Brenda also wrote a novel

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about her time on Bardsey.

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It was called Tide-race.

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The book sold thousands.

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It was sort of island fantasy-cum-soap opera

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and it mixed up the real goings on

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with made up yarns about the actual people who lived there.

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It was a recipe for disaster.

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The islanders were furious

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and it left Brenda's relationship with them in tatters.

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I asked Christine to take me back to Brenda's study,

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to tell me how one little book could cause such a storm.

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So this is the famous Tide-race I've heard so much about.

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Yes, this is the book she wrote.

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What was the islanders' reaction to this book when it came out?

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I think they felt just, in a sense, betrayed.

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The islanders didn't like being written about,

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even when they came off well, like my mother-in-law.

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And the only thing that was said about her

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was that she was pigeon-breasted.

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She never forgave Brenda for that.

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Yeah, understandable.

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What Brenda included devastated the islanders.

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It exposed to the world some pretty private personal secrets

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and there was one tragic event that was particularly upsetting.

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A baby died, aged three months old, in Cristin -

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which is now the bird observatory,

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and nobody ever spoke about this. And it was terrible weather and he had to be buried on the island

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and in fact Brenda said the words over his grave.

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The islanders felt she shouldn't have mentioned it.

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-It was something they wanted to keep among themselves.

-Yeah.

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Brenda didn't come back after it was published.

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And do you think Tide-race brought a close to Brenda's time on Bardsey?

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Yes, I do, I think. I think she'd finished with the island, in a sense.

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She'd taken everything she needed from it, and she had moved on,

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and I think she probably did feel that she had in some sense betrayed confidences

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and trusts in respect of that.

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-Didn't dare come back, perhaps.

-Possibly.

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Her book has certainly shown me how important words were to Brenda

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and I've got to try and include some letters or writing

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in my tribute painting

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if I'm going to do her justice.

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But where am I going to get them from?

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I'm beginning to realise that Brenda felt

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she could paint pictures with words

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just as well as she could with a brush.

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And here on Bardsey she tried to capture the relationship

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between people and nature both in her paintings

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and in her writing.

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And I've decided that I've got to get some writing

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into this picture somehow.

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Either words or just individual letters.

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I asked Ernest's wife Christine to do me a favour.

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Don't ask me who it is or I'll thump you!

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Christine's a local poet

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and she's written a verse for me about Ernest's life as a fisherman.

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"He rides the swell with shoulders square and feet set firm

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"Focused on the coiling rope

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"The snatch, the haul and lift as the tide delivers

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"Part of the flow of the Earth's slow turn."

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That's lovely. The hands callu... What is the line?

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The line is, "His palms plated with callus,"

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because of these pads of callus.

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Ah, plated with callus.

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"Each finger muscled." Muscled.

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Is that Maria Callas?

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-Yes, of course.

-Of course.

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-Each finger muscled to grip the mackerel and the lobsters.

-OK.

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Look at those muscley fingers.

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-They are, they are.

-Yes.

-Grasp it.

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Ouch!

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Hearing Christine's poem was really inspirational

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but how can I get those words into my painting?

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Let's see if I can crack it.

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OK, now the sky goes right across there,

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and I'm going to try and work out some of the words.

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"Part of the flow as the slow Earth turns."

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I like that.

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Sounds like Victor Silvester, "Quick, quick, slow."

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Are you not that old? Not as old as me? Oh, OK!

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"Slow Earth, the slow Earth turns."

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After Tide-race the islanders felt betrayed.

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Brenda was shunned by the community

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and forced to leave Bardsey, never to return.

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With the money she made from the book, Brenda escaped and headed off somewhere even more exotic,

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the Greek island of Hydra where she started producing what many believed

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were her most eccentric and obscure paintings.

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I need to follow in her footsteps

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and I know just the place to go to find out what happened next.

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With no expense spared, I've jetted off for a foreign experience

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just like Brenda used to do.

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Actually, we've saved a bob or two by coming to this Greek taverna in, of all places, Bangor.

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On Hydra, Brenda became even more bizarre,

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working with dancers and musicians,

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combining what she heard with what she painted.

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GREEK MUSIC PLAYS

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I love retsina. It's really ice cold, it's magic.

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I joined some of the people who knew Brenda well

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to find out more about how Greece affected her life and her art.

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-She was quite a passionate person.

-Yeah?

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But very quiet.

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She didn't sort of express it outwardly

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as being an exuberant personality in any way.

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She was quite demure and quiet, wasn't she, really?

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But when you say she was passionate, she...

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-Passionate with her work.

-She felt strongly?

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-Strongly about things. Yes, she did, yes.

-Yes.

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To capture the passion of Greek dancers,

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she now started painting with her eyes closed,

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letting music guide her brush.

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But her new Greek paintings were slated by the critics.

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Many felt she'd lost her way and perhaps even lost her mind.

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Rejected by the art world, Brenda turned back to words,

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writing a controversial play called The Protagonists

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about the military coup in Greece.

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She came to a rehearsal on one occasion, for The Protagonists,

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and one of the actors wasn't there, so Brenda read in.

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Well, there was no call for this at all, but in order to get into the passion

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and feeling she suddenly got hold of her blouse and tore it apart.

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So suddenly, Brenda, who was really quite small,

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diminutive, quiet,

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suddenly there was something else going on. Yes.

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After the play, Brenda feared she would be arrested by the military dictatorship

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if she ever returned to Greece.

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Brenda was forced back to where it all started back to Bangor.

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Her art had been rejected and she was now penniless.

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Brenda's life began to fall apart and she had a breakdown.

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In 1967, she was admitted to hospital suffering from depression.

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It was a stigma Brenda's family had trouble coming to grips with.

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But I've been told there's one part of her life

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that's always been kept in the dark and that is how she died.

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Well I've heard all the rumours and the whispers

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but I need to know exactly what happened to this wonderfully creative artist.

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Brenda lived in a series of flats and Victorian terraced houses

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in this long, long street

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and I've come to meet up with a very close friend of hers

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who lives right here in the middle of it.

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Hopefully she can tell us all about Brenda

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and the last days of her life.

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-Ann?

-Rolf?

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It is. How lovely.

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Welcome to Menai View Terrace.

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Thank you very much. Can you see the Menai?

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The lady I've come to see is Ann Cooke.

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It's lovely to see some real paintings on walls.

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-Oh, yeah, quite a lot around.

-Wow, what a room!

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Yes, it's my husband's was my husband's study.

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Yes, come in. Here's a Brenda as we go past.

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I'm surprised so little is known about Brenda's remarkable work

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and I've been told that it may be because of the way she died.

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Come and sit down.

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Brenda always turned to Ann when she was low

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and I know it's going to be tough for her to talk about this,

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but I'm hoping Ann will tell me exactly what happened

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on that tragic summer's day over 40 years ago.

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What I would like to hear from you

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is what you said while the cameras weren't rolling earlier on,

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about that you will never forget the fact that she turned up on your doorstep

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and said, "I've taken an overdose."

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July the 8th, 1971.

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I remember the time. I was up here in the study...

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..the doorbell rang,

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and there she was on the doorstep.

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She said, "Ann, I've come to be with you."

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Ah!

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And I thought, "Heavens."

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So I put her in the car and we got her down to the hospital.

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But she didn't recover.

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And I had to go and tell her mother what had happened, which was...

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How did she react?

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She was stunned. She was totally stunned.

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Her brother was just stupefied.

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He just couldn't understand that she'd been at the point of despair,

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and I think he felt that suicide was just a bit of a social slur really.

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Sure.

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I feel that Brenda's family probably had real problems

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dealing with the social stigma

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of her mental health and the fact that she took her own life.

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But I'm sad that the truth of Brenda's life

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has been hidden for all this time.

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How would you like your friend Brenda Chamberlain remembered?

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She was quite a delightful person, really. She was...

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She was...just lovely.

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She was rather a fragile, little person but I was very fond of her

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and I think that most of the people I know who were her friends

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would say the same thing.

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The most special place for Brenda was Bardsey Island.

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It was there that this iconic Welsh artist was at her happiest

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and where she painted her finest works.

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Going on this journey,

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I've realised what a wonderful artist Brenda really was.

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How she craved a magical location,

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inspiring words

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and fascinating people to arouse her creative passions.

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Get some nice clean white and some nice clean blue together.

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Whee, isn't it good?

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-You're not fed up yet, are you?

-No, I'm quite happy.

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Won't be long now, eh?

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"Nice," they cried, "nice."

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Wow, it's looking good.

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You know, Brenda Chamberlain expressed herself so brilliantly

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through her paintings,

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and I'm just really saddened by the fact that her personal tragedies

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overshadowed her art.

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And I just hope that my little tribute

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has done something to redress that balance.

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Hope so. Let me sign it.

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Oh, you're back. Perfect timing. Come and see the finished article.

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Finished? Oh!

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Ernest, come and join us. See what you think.

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It's a lot different with the lighthouse, isn't it? And the words.

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And the words.

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Yes. I think it's almost epic.

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And he's at one with his environment as well, isn't he?

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-He's there, part of it.

-I hope so, I think so. Yeah.

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And that's what I've always felt about Ernest, really.

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Good.

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