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It's hard to believe that, just a few months ago, | 0:00:02 | 0:00:04 | |
streets like this went up in flames. | 0:00:04 | 0:00:06 | |
Homes and businesses were burned to the ground. | 0:00:08 | 0:00:12 | |
Britain went into lockdown. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:16 | |
It seemed like some people felt that looting was just a way | 0:00:20 | 0:00:23 | |
of getting their hands on the material possessions | 0:00:23 | 0:00:26 | |
that they were entitled to. | 0:00:26 | 0:00:27 | |
The finger was pointed at teenage gangs | 0:00:29 | 0:00:32 | |
and more than half the people charged with offences were under 21. | 0:00:32 | 0:00:36 | |
I'm Reggie Yates and tonight I'm trying to find out what makes | 0:00:41 | 0:00:45 | |
gang life the chosen path for thousands of teenagers | 0:00:45 | 0:00:47 | |
in Britain's inner cities. | 0:00:47 | 0:00:49 | |
But I'm starting off with some pretty firm views. | 0:00:52 | 0:00:54 | |
I've long believed that everybody has choices in life | 0:00:57 | 0:01:00 | |
and that no-one is forced to become a criminal | 0:01:00 | 0:01:03 | |
just because they grow up poor. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:06 | |
I grew up on a council estate, in a house that, | 0:01:06 | 0:01:08 | |
for a long period of time, was essentially living off benefits | 0:01:08 | 0:01:11 | |
and I believe that your surroundings don't define who you are. | 0:01:11 | 0:01:14 | |
I think it's you as an individual, | 0:01:14 | 0:01:16 | |
how much work you are willing to put in. That determines how well you do. | 0:01:16 | 0:01:20 | |
But I'm going to test my beliefs on a journey that will take me | 0:01:21 | 0:01:25 | |
to some pretty dangerous places. | 0:01:25 | 0:01:27 | |
Over the last three months, I've spent time with four young people | 0:01:28 | 0:01:32 | |
who've all been right at the heart of gang life in Britain. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:35 | |
It's not been easy for them, | 0:01:35 | 0:01:36 | |
but they have allowed me an insight into their world. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:40 | |
Aaron was a member of one of the most feared teen gangs | 0:01:40 | 0:01:43 | |
in South London and served time in prison. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:46 | |
'I've done a few things, you know, like robbery,' | 0:01:46 | 0:01:49 | |
but paid the price for it. | 0:01:49 | 0:01:50 | |
Talisa's been involved in selling drugs for another London gang | 0:01:50 | 0:01:54 | |
and was the victim of a vicious assault. | 0:01:54 | 0:01:56 | |
How many times were you stabbed? | 0:01:56 | 0:01:58 | |
-I was stabbed about 14. -14 times? | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
Shakeel lost a friend to a vicious gangland war. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:06 | |
People do get killed out here. I can't lie about it. | 0:02:06 | 0:02:09 | |
And Darren was a member | 0:02:09 | 0:02:10 | |
of one of the most ruthless gangs in Manchester. | 0:02:10 | 0:02:12 | |
Basically, you wouldn't look at us lot wrong, | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
cos if you did, you'd be the next one in the back of the ambulance. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:18 | |
So where does the responsibility lie? | 0:02:18 | 0:02:21 | |
Am I right that it is down to the individual | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
and the choices that person makes, or is it about their environment, | 0:02:23 | 0:02:27 | |
things that are often outside of their control? | 0:02:27 | 0:02:29 | |
I'm going to try and find out. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:32 | |
POLICE SIRENS WAIL | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
For four years, Aaron Rhoden was a member of one of the toughest gangs | 0:02:49 | 0:02:53 | |
in Stockwell, South London. | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
Now he's trying to put his energy to more constructive use. | 0:02:55 | 0:02:59 | |
Five days a week, he packs his sports kit | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
and heads down to the local gym. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:03 | |
But he misses the status and fast money that came with gang life. | 0:03:04 | 0:03:08 | |
You can never get used to having no money, | 0:03:08 | 0:03:11 | |
but it's just something what has to be done sometimes. | 0:03:11 | 0:03:14 | |
Obviously, it's depressing, but I've got to accept it. | 0:03:14 | 0:03:17 | |
Aaron served nine months of a 2.5 year sentence for ABH, | 0:03:19 | 0:03:22 | |
and, since April, he's been out on licence, but is finding it tough. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:26 | |
I might not have the strong enough willpower to stay off the streets, | 0:03:26 | 0:03:31 | |
and the influences come in from elsewhere, and they will just come | 0:03:31 | 0:03:35 | |
and overpower your willpower, you know. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
You got have the mind and strength to want to do it for yourself. | 0:03:37 | 0:03:41 | |
So what was life like for Aaron inside a gang and has he really | 0:03:48 | 0:03:52 | |
been able to put the fast money and prestige behind him? | 0:03:52 | 0:03:55 | |
-Hi, how are you doing? -Good, thanks. Upstairs. | 0:03:58 | 0:04:03 | |
-This is the penthouse. -Yeah, this is where it all goes down! | 0:04:04 | 0:04:08 | |
You've got loads of things. | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
All your hats on your wall. Are they like your prized possessions? | 0:04:10 | 0:04:12 | |
Yes, my hats are memories. Look at this one here. | 0:04:12 | 0:04:17 | |
-"031", what's that? -It was just my current gang at the time. | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
And what did you guys do? | 0:04:19 | 0:04:21 | |
Get into beefs, altercations, drugs, whatever it is. | 0:04:21 | 0:04:26 | |
You say drugs like it's a small thing. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:28 | |
But for most people, it really isn't. Were you dealing, selling? | 0:04:28 | 0:04:30 | |
It's, like, selling, innit? | 0:04:30 | 0:04:31 | |
You gotta go and get money, however you can get it. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:34 | |
That's the mentality of the young people. | 0:04:34 | 0:04:36 | |
There must have been a moment | 0:04:36 | 0:04:38 | |
when you decided to go down the wrong path that led to | 0:04:38 | 0:04:40 | |
actually being involved in an organised gang. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:42 | |
What was that moment everything changed? | 0:04:42 | 0:04:44 | |
I was about 14 years old and someone had just basically come up to me, | 0:04:44 | 0:04:50 | |
and he said to me, "I just stabbed someone. | 0:04:50 | 0:04:51 | |
"Quick. I got the blood on my knife and everything." | 0:04:51 | 0:04:55 | |
He brought out the knife. | 0:04:55 | 0:04:57 | |
He asked me to just to follow him to the bus stop. | 0:04:57 | 0:05:00 | |
It got to the point where I ended up following him about the whole day. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:04 | |
He, kind of, like, in a way, he kidnapped me. | 0:05:04 | 0:05:07 | |
He took my phone, he took my chain, he took my big diamond ring. | 0:05:07 | 0:05:12 | |
After that day, my trust for people, in general, just went down. | 0:05:12 | 0:05:16 | |
I didn't want to be so exposed like that again. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:20 | |
So after all of that, you started carrying a knife yourself, right? | 0:05:20 | 0:05:23 | |
Would you have used it? | 0:05:23 | 0:05:24 | |
I would have had to. Had to. There's no point in carrying it. | 0:05:24 | 0:05:28 | |
You can go to jail for just having a knife, | 0:05:28 | 0:05:30 | |
so I might as well use it, if I'm going to have it on me. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:32 | |
'Aaron's been upfront about his time with the 031 Bloods gang, | 0:05:34 | 0:05:37 | |
'but I wanted to know why he'd been sent to prison.' | 0:05:37 | 0:05:40 | |
It was a robbery, you know, kind of thing. Drug dealers and stuff. | 0:05:40 | 0:05:46 | |
Why don't you want to talk about what actually happened? | 0:05:46 | 0:05:49 | |
Because, really and truly, the people who were the victims of it, | 0:05:49 | 0:05:53 | |
could be watching right now and they might think justice wasn't served. | 0:05:53 | 0:05:57 | |
They might think, "Oh, I saw so-and-so there. | 0:05:57 | 0:06:00 | |
"He was on the TV there. Don't I remember him | 0:06:00 | 0:06:03 | |
"from the court case, there?" you know, kind of thing. | 0:06:03 | 0:06:07 | |
"Let's go after him, still." | 0:06:07 | 0:06:09 | |
They might be like that. You don't know how people are. | 0:06:09 | 0:06:13 | |
Aaron still has to look over his shoulder whenever he goes out. | 0:06:16 | 0:06:20 | |
He took me to the estate in South London where he grew up, | 0:06:21 | 0:06:24 | |
'and he seemed uneasy about being on the streets with the cameras.' | 0:06:24 | 0:06:28 | |
There's beef, real shoot-outs. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:31 | |
People have shoot-outs all the time. This is Stockwell. This is real. | 0:06:31 | 0:06:34 | |
When was the last time you saw a shoot-out round here? | 0:06:34 | 0:06:37 | |
'08. 2008 was the last vivid one I can remember. | 0:06:37 | 0:06:41 | |
Little party in a pub and someone came and shot it up. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:48 | |
Two bouncers outside the pub, both of them got hit up. | 0:06:48 | 0:06:51 | |
One got shot in his head. Everyone in the club had to walk over | 0:06:51 | 0:06:55 | |
his dead body to get out of the club. | 0:06:55 | 0:06:57 | |
-That was the last real one I can remember. -How old were you then? | 0:06:57 | 0:07:00 | |
I was...17 or 18. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:03 | |
So at 17, you're stepping over a dead body to get out of a pub. | 0:07:03 | 0:07:07 | |
Did that not affect you in any way? | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
The shooting and stuff got so regular that things used to happen | 0:07:09 | 0:07:13 | |
and we got to look and laugh about it. | 0:07:13 | 0:07:15 | |
We, literally, came away and if no-one got hurt, you're laughing. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:19 | |
There's no doubt Aaron wants to turn his life around. | 0:07:19 | 0:07:23 | |
But how long will his resolve last? | 0:07:23 | 0:07:26 | |
Because he spent so much time before he went in | 0:07:27 | 0:07:29 | |
being used to the trappings of his former lifestyle, | 0:07:29 | 0:07:33 | |
'I'm not entirely sure he's going to be OK and be able to stick it out.' | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
I think that the temptation is massive and I really hope | 0:07:36 | 0:07:39 | |
that he doesn't fall to it. | 0:07:39 | 0:07:41 | |
One thing I want to get across is that | 0:07:44 | 0:07:46 | |
gangs are not just a black issue. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:48 | |
In most of Britain's big cities there are all sorts of gangs - | 0:07:48 | 0:07:52 | |
Asian, white and black. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
So I'm heading to the North West, once again to find out whether | 0:07:54 | 0:07:57 | |
people there choose to join gangs or are they forced into it? | 0:07:57 | 0:08:02 | |
Here in St Helens, | 0:08:02 | 0:08:03 | |
these young people are part of a rehabilitation scheme. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:06 | |
They've all committed serious offences, | 0:08:06 | 0:08:10 | |
most involving gang violence. | 0:08:10 | 0:08:12 | |
Darren Burns was a member of one of THE toughest gangs in Manchester. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:17 | |
Now he gets a kick out of helping out at this old gym. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:19 | |
How much are you enjoying this? | 0:08:19 | 0:08:21 | |
Erm, it is actually quite fun. You do get a few laughs. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:25 | |
-OK. -It's what you make of it yourself. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:28 | |
Boxing lessons are the most popular part of the course. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:33 | |
After watching these young people land some pretty fearsome blows, | 0:08:33 | 0:08:38 | |
I took the chance to find out what drove them into gangs. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:43 | |
Basically, you wouldn't look at us lot wrong, | 0:08:43 | 0:08:44 | |
because if you did, you'd be the next one in the ambulance. | 0:08:44 | 0:08:47 | |
That's how it was. | 0:08:47 | 0:08:49 | |
What were you known for? | 0:08:49 | 0:08:51 | |
Drug dealing, weapons, fighting. Everything. | 0:08:51 | 0:08:55 | |
Darren lived in 42 different care homes, from the age of five. | 0:08:55 | 0:09:01 | |
At 14, he joined up with Manchester's notorious Gooch gang. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:04 | |
Other gang members served time for murder | 0:09:04 | 0:09:07 | |
as they fought rivals for control of the drugs trade. | 0:09:07 | 0:09:10 | |
You don't look like the sort of person that would have | 0:09:11 | 0:09:14 | |
a gun in his pocket. What was it that attracted you to it | 0:09:14 | 0:09:17 | |
and did you not think, "This might not be for me"? | 0:09:17 | 0:09:21 | |
At the time, I'd gone through a stage of being bullied at school, | 0:09:21 | 0:09:26 | |
so it was my way of saying, "Listen, I'm not a muppet. | 0:09:26 | 0:09:29 | |
"I'm not going to let you trample all over me." | 0:09:29 | 0:09:32 | |
I wanted the reputation that came with it, the reputation whereas | 0:09:32 | 0:09:36 | |
if you did something, it wouldn't just be me coming to get you, | 0:09:36 | 0:09:39 | |
-it would be someone else. -You were bullied as a teenager? -Yeah. | 0:09:39 | 0:09:44 | |
What was the one moment you said, | 0:09:44 | 0:09:45 | |
"They won't mess with me again"? | 0:09:45 | 0:09:47 | |
I went up to the biggest guy in school | 0:09:47 | 0:09:49 | |
and just trampled him all down the stairs, because he was the main one. | 0:09:49 | 0:09:54 | |
I was only in year nine and he was year 11. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:58 | |
So, one of the oldest kids in school and you beat him up? | 0:09:58 | 0:10:00 | |
Yeah, I threw him down the stairs. | 0:10:00 | 0:10:02 | |
After that, did things change? Did people look at you differently? | 0:10:04 | 0:10:08 | |
-Yeah. -Did you enjoy that? -I loved it at the time. | 0:10:08 | 0:10:12 | |
I was thinking I was untouchable. | 0:10:12 | 0:10:14 | |
You get this, sort of, invincibility cloak over you, | 0:10:14 | 0:10:18 | |
like, no-one can touch you. | 0:10:18 | 0:10:19 | |
-Now that you're out the gang, do you see it differently? -Yeah. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:22 | |
Boys will be boys, but it's a completely different perspective now. | 0:10:22 | 0:10:28 | |
Do you not think it's a bit stronger than "boys will be boys"? | 0:10:28 | 0:10:32 | |
I know what you're saying, but when you're there, it's like a family. | 0:10:32 | 0:10:36 | |
You protect each other. | 0:10:36 | 0:10:37 | |
So, Darren believes he had to be in a gang, | 0:10:37 | 0:10:40 | |
as a way of finding security - almost a surrogate family. | 0:10:40 | 0:10:44 | |
His environment gave him no alternative. | 0:10:44 | 0:10:48 | |
But is he just an exception to my belief that it's all about | 0:10:48 | 0:10:52 | |
individual choices? I'm heading back to London, | 0:10:52 | 0:10:54 | |
for a meeting with someone else who's agreed to tell me her story | 0:10:54 | 0:10:58 | |
about life inside a teenage gang. | 0:10:58 | 0:11:01 | |
Talisa Kyei was in a gang from her early teens. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:09 | |
She was often involved in fights, | 0:11:09 | 0:11:11 | |
and earned money as a lookout for drug dealers. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:13 | |
She's moved out of her parents' house | 0:11:15 | 0:11:17 | |
and now lives on this estate in Morden, Surrey. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:21 | |
For Talisa, it's a key part of breaking away from the gang. | 0:11:21 | 0:11:24 | |
Her flat represents independence, | 0:11:26 | 0:11:28 | |
but it also shows the choices she now has to make. | 0:11:28 | 0:11:31 | |
-Hello. -Hey! -Welcome. -Are you all right? | 0:11:31 | 0:11:34 | |
She has to find £120 a month towards her rent | 0:11:34 | 0:11:39 | |
and that's the sort of money she doesn't have. | 0:11:39 | 0:11:42 | |
-This your place, yeah? -This is my room. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:45 | |
Not the messiest, but it's not the neatest, either. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:48 | |
Don't worry. I ain't getting the Hoover out. | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
This is the living room, right here. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:53 | |
'Talisa insists she's now out of the gang. | 0:11:53 | 0:11:55 | |
'The turning point came five years ago.' | 0:11:55 | 0:11:59 | |
One day, I got a phone call from my friend and then I came out | 0:11:59 | 0:12:03 | |
my house to meet them, but they wasn't there, | 0:12:03 | 0:12:05 | |
so I was thinking, "What's going on?" | 0:12:05 | 0:12:07 | |
So I saw this dude that I thought I was cool with and I went up to him | 0:12:07 | 0:12:12 | |
and all I remember was I saw a knife and he just went for me. | 0:12:12 | 0:12:15 | |
I didn't really thought anything. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:19 | |
All my emotions went. I was thinking, "How am I going to survive this? | 0:12:19 | 0:12:24 | |
"How am I going to get out? Am I going to see my mum again?" | 0:12:24 | 0:12:27 | |
-And how many times were you stabbed? -14 times. -Do you have scars? | 0:12:27 | 0:12:32 | |
I don't really want to show them. | 0:12:32 | 0:12:33 | |
-You don't have to show me, but do you have scars? -Yeah! | 0:12:33 | 0:12:37 | |
So what do you think when you see the scars from the stabbing? | 0:12:37 | 0:12:40 | |
When it's a bad day, I think, "Why didn't I just die with the scars?" | 0:12:40 | 0:12:45 | |
And then, when it's a good day I think, "I'll overcome this. | 0:12:45 | 0:12:49 | |
"This is what makes me today, and this is why I'm living today." | 0:12:49 | 0:12:53 | |
Since leaving the gang... | 0:12:53 | 0:12:54 | |
MOBILE RINGS | 0:12:54 | 0:12:56 | |
-Don't worry about it. It's OK. -Are you sure? -Yeah. | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
'Talisa's phone rings throughout our interview. | 0:12:58 | 0:13:01 | |
'Something is going on.' | 0:13:01 | 0:13:03 | |
-TEXT MESSAGE BUZZ I'll switch it off. -Popular girl. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:06 | |
-Who was texting you? -Is this on camera? -Mm-hmm. | 0:13:06 | 0:13:10 | |
He's actually one of my friends still, but I just... | 0:13:10 | 0:13:13 | |
-leave it a little. -Why are they texting you so much? | 0:13:13 | 0:13:15 | |
-Oh, I don't know. -No? OK. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
'I've only known Talisa a few hours, | 0:13:18 | 0:13:21 | |
'but I can tell she knows more than she's letting on.' | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
-PHONE BUZZES -What's going on? | 0:13:23 | 0:13:25 | |
Nothing, it's just, one of my friends, like. They just, like... | 0:13:25 | 0:13:29 | |
They are, sort of, on a grind, innit? They still do what they want to do. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:33 | |
I understand what you mean, but for the people that don't, | 0:13:33 | 0:13:35 | |
can you explain what you mean by "on the grind"? | 0:13:35 | 0:13:37 | |
They're still hustling, basically, to live, like, a nice life, | 0:13:37 | 0:13:40 | |
to live a decent life. Everyone deserves things... | 0:13:40 | 0:13:43 | |
What are they...? Hustling how? | 0:13:43 | 0:13:45 | |
-Like, just showing and stuff. -Selling drugs? -Yeah. | 0:13:45 | 0:13:48 | |
And why are they calling you? | 0:13:48 | 0:13:50 | |
Because they want me to get one of my friends to get it off them, | 0:13:50 | 0:13:53 | |
but I don't want to do that. | 0:13:53 | 0:13:55 | |
'She says she doesn't want to be involved, | 0:13:55 | 0:13:58 | |
'but explains some people believe | 0:13:58 | 0:13:59 | |
'they're entitled to a better lifestyle, | 0:13:59 | 0:14:01 | |
'even if it is funded by selling drugs. | 0:14:01 | 0:14:05 | |
'Talisa switches her phone off, but when she turns it back on | 0:14:05 | 0:14:09 | |
'it starts up again.' | 0:14:09 | 0:14:10 | |
I actually... PHONE BUZZES | 0:14:10 | 0:14:12 | |
-Oh, my God. -You just turned it back on again? -Yeah. -OK. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:15 | |
I don't want to answer and then he tries coming here. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:17 | |
Come on, answer your phone. You sure? | 0:14:17 | 0:14:20 | |
-'Now there's a knock on the door.' Who's that? -The boy. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:24 | |
Stay here. Shall I answer it? Yeah. | 0:14:26 | 0:14:29 | |
'It felt obvious that Talisa's friend | 0:14:52 | 0:14:54 | |
'would be coming back once we'd gone, | 0:14:54 | 0:14:56 | |
'but that wasn't quite what she told us.' | 0:14:56 | 0:14:59 | |
-SHE SIGHS -What happened? | 0:14:59 | 0:15:01 | |
-I just told him to go. -What did he come here for? | 0:15:01 | 0:15:05 | |
Just to talk to me, but I told him to go. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:07 | |
Is there a temptation, there, to get involved? | 0:15:07 | 0:15:09 | |
Not even a little one? | 0:15:10 | 0:15:12 | |
-Why are you so sure? -Why am I so sure? | 0:15:13 | 0:15:15 | |
-Cos I know where it can lead me to again. -And what can it lead you to? | 0:15:15 | 0:15:18 | |
Probably prison or death. This time, death for true, this time. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:21 | |
'You see, I like Talisa, but despite her good intentions, | 0:15:26 | 0:15:30 | |
'I'm worried that she might be letting her environment | 0:15:30 | 0:15:32 | |
'get on top of her.' | 0:15:32 | 0:15:34 | |
I want to say that she's being a better person and moving on, | 0:15:35 | 0:15:39 | |
but the fact that her phone continuously rings | 0:15:39 | 0:15:42 | |
and randomly you've got a guy turning up out of the blue, | 0:15:42 | 0:15:44 | |
knocking on front door, trying to get her to sell drugs for him, | 0:15:44 | 0:15:48 | |
says to me in her mind, she wants to move on and thinks that she is, | 0:15:48 | 0:15:52 | |
but I'm not sure if that's actually what's really going on. | 0:15:52 | 0:15:54 | |
'The next day, I met up with Aaron.' | 0:16:02 | 0:16:04 | |
'He'd agreed to take me to another estate close by | 0:16:08 | 0:16:11 | |
'that was territory of the All Bout Money gang. | 0:16:11 | 0:16:14 | |
'They'd had a serious beef with the 031 Bloods that Aaron belonged to. | 0:16:14 | 0:16:18 | |
'It's part of a turf war that has cost up to ten lives | 0:16:18 | 0:16:22 | |
'in the last decade. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:23 | |
'Aaron seemed nervous here, and sort of on the alert.' | 0:16:24 | 0:16:28 | |
A couple of years ago, you know, | 0:16:28 | 0:16:29 | |
we used to come and meet around here for football, | 0:16:29 | 0:16:31 | |
just chill around here at the little park at one stage. | 0:16:31 | 0:16:35 | |
Do you know what? I've heard about a place called the Hotspot. | 0:16:35 | 0:16:38 | |
-Is that anywhere near here? -Oh, that's right there, yeah. | 0:16:38 | 0:16:41 | |
-Just there? -Yeah, right across the road. | 0:16:41 | 0:16:43 | |
what's that, then? | 0:16:43 | 0:16:44 | |
Um, also called Stockwell Gardens Estate, also known as Hotspot. | 0:16:44 | 0:16:48 | |
Why is it called that, then? | 0:16:48 | 0:16:50 | |
-Um, I think because police always used to be round there a lot. -Yeah? | 0:16:50 | 0:16:54 | |
Yeah, it's just like a big strip, you know? | 0:16:54 | 0:16:56 | |
'It's hard to believe that this little parade of shops | 0:16:56 | 0:16:58 | |
'with a small courtyard | 0:16:58 | 0:17:00 | |
'could be such a prized piece of gang territory, | 0:17:00 | 0:17:03 | |
'but this can be a dangerous place.' | 0:17:03 | 0:17:05 | |
So, if we were to go there now with the cameras, myself and you, | 0:17:05 | 0:17:08 | |
would that be a problem for you? | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
-Um, yeah, I'm not really trying to condone any of that. -Why's that? | 0:17:10 | 0:17:13 | |
It's not my job to really do that, you know? | 0:17:13 | 0:17:16 | |
I'm not a reporter. However, you know... Yeah, it's just not me. | 0:17:16 | 0:17:20 | |
-It's not me. -You look really uncomfortable. | 0:17:20 | 0:17:23 | |
You look really uncomfortable about going over there. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:26 | |
What is it about this area in particular? | 0:17:26 | 0:17:27 | |
It's not even that, but it's like, because of my affiliates, you know? | 0:17:27 | 0:17:31 | |
-They had problems with these lot. -So, in a situation like this, | 0:17:31 | 0:17:35 | |
where someone who was once in a gang | 0:17:35 | 0:17:37 | |
got into an area that they shouldn't be seen, | 0:17:37 | 0:17:39 | |
even though they're out, is it still dangerous? | 0:17:39 | 0:17:42 | |
It shouldn't be. It shouldn't be, but it can be. | 0:17:42 | 0:17:45 | |
'I finally realise why Aaron's so nervous here. | 0:17:46 | 0:17:50 | |
'This area's at the heart of a postcode war between rival gangs.' | 0:17:50 | 0:17:54 | |
'To try and turn their lives around, Aaron and Talisa | 0:17:57 | 0:18:00 | |
'have signed up for a course of intensive personal coaching. | 0:18:00 | 0:18:04 | |
'I've come to see what they do and how they get on. | 0:18:04 | 0:18:08 | |
'It's not in the sort of place I'd expected - | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
'right in the heart of London's affluent West End, Covent Garden. | 0:18:12 | 0:18:15 | |
'It's called RAP Mentors, a private company which offers coaching | 0:18:19 | 0:18:22 | |
'to young people at risk of getting involved in gangs | 0:18:22 | 0:18:26 | |
'and to others who want to become mentors themselves.' | 0:18:26 | 0:18:29 | |
-Is it OK to take your mentee home with you? -No! | 0:18:29 | 0:18:33 | |
'The project manager is 41-year-old David Williams. | 0:18:34 | 0:18:37 | |
'He spent time in prison 20 years ago, | 0:18:37 | 0:18:40 | |
'but now wants to help other young people avoid a life of crime.' | 0:18:40 | 0:18:43 | |
-Is it OK to share a spliff with your mentee? -No! | 0:18:43 | 0:18:47 | |
'He knows it'll be a hard road for Aaron and Talisa.' | 0:18:47 | 0:18:51 | |
There will always be struggles | 0:18:51 | 0:18:53 | |
because they're living in the same environment, | 0:18:53 | 0:18:56 | |
they're in the same community, | 0:18:56 | 0:18:58 | |
they know the same friends and the peer pressure is very, very great. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:02 | |
'David believes that outside forces can be strong.' | 0:19:02 | 0:19:06 | |
Did anyone do any of that homework? | 0:19:06 | 0:19:08 | |
'At the group discussion, Aaron explains | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
'why he resisted the temptation to take part in the London riots.' | 0:19:10 | 0:19:15 | |
Even though I felt like I was missing out on an opportunity, | 0:19:15 | 0:19:18 | |
I wanted to be a part of history. | 0:19:18 | 0:19:20 | |
'His decision not to join in the looting | 0:19:20 | 0:19:22 | |
'suggests he's already moving forward.' | 0:19:22 | 0:19:25 | |
And, obviously, I'm on licence as well, so I don't want to go out there | 0:19:25 | 0:19:28 | |
and get remanded straight away | 0:19:28 | 0:19:30 | |
and have to do my licence plus extra charges. | 0:19:30 | 0:19:32 | |
'But Talisa still has problems.' | 0:19:32 | 0:19:35 | |
Sometimes it's not the person, you know, that messes up - | 0:19:35 | 0:19:37 | |
it's their friends around you, cos they're jealous of you | 0:19:37 | 0:19:40 | |
for doing better than them, or whatever. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:42 | |
So sometimes it's people as well. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:43 | |
'Only a few days ago, she was involved in a row on the street | 0:19:43 | 0:19:46 | |
'with another girl in which a mobile phone and money went missing. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:49 | |
'She's still angry, | 0:19:51 | 0:19:53 | |
'and it quickly becomes clear that things haven't been resolved.' | 0:19:53 | 0:19:56 | |
Come in, come in, come in, come in. We're going to put you in the group. | 0:19:56 | 0:19:59 | |
'Julie, the girl from the phone row, walks into the class, | 0:19:59 | 0:20:02 | |
'face-to-face with Talisa. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:05 | |
'Try as she might, it seems Talisa can't escape trouble.' | 0:20:06 | 0:20:09 | |
'Everyone else tries to act as peacekeeper.' | 0:20:32 | 0:20:35 | |
I need to find out if Talisa's all right | 0:20:35 | 0:20:37 | |
and what's being going on. It seems like what's going on outside | 0:20:37 | 0:20:41 | |
of trying to better herself has come back and bit her. | 0:20:41 | 0:20:46 | |
How mad is that? | 0:20:46 | 0:20:48 | |
'I talk to both Talisa and Julie to get to the bottom of what happened.' | 0:20:48 | 0:20:52 | |
Basically, me and my brothers were standing by the station, yeah? | 0:20:52 | 0:20:56 | |
All these others, they came up to us, | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
sprayed me in my eye with a JuJu spray, yeah? | 0:20:58 | 0:21:01 | |
I wasn't there. She was giving her sister the money. | 0:21:01 | 0:21:04 | |
They was telling me what happened. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:06 | |
'It's a complicated story, to say the least of it, | 0:21:06 | 0:21:09 | |
'and even when I've heard both sides, I'm not much the wiser.' | 0:21:09 | 0:21:12 | |
I don't want to seem like a snitch, but she can't do this to me. | 0:21:12 | 0:21:15 | |
'This may seem petty and juvenile, | 0:21:15 | 0:21:17 | |
'but it's clear passions are running high. | 0:21:17 | 0:21:19 | |
'If they'd run into each other on the street, | 0:21:19 | 0:21:23 | |
'it could have blown up into something much more serious. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
'Eventually they make up...for now.' | 0:21:29 | 0:21:32 | |
Thank you very much, all right? | 0:21:32 | 0:21:35 | |
'The afternoon has been an eye-opener. | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
'I've learned that however much you want to change, | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
'things from the world outside can come and trip you up. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:44 | |
'I've also learned how different Aaron and Talisa are.' | 0:21:44 | 0:21:48 | |
They're both trying to turn over a new leaf. Aaron is well on his way, | 0:21:48 | 0:21:52 | |
whereas Talisa was distracted right in front of us | 0:21:52 | 0:21:56 | |
and the old Talisa was brought back out to play. | 0:21:56 | 0:22:00 | |
So how well they do and how much they progress, | 0:22:00 | 0:22:03 | |
hopefully we'll find out and hopefully it will be positive. | 0:22:03 | 0:22:07 | |
We shall see, I guess. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:08 | |
So far, it's been an education. | 0:22:11 | 0:22:14 | |
The more I see, the more I understand that that the reasons | 0:22:14 | 0:22:17 | |
people are drawn into gang life are complex and often very different. | 0:22:17 | 0:22:22 | |
I'm heading back to the Hotspot, | 0:22:22 | 0:22:24 | |
the home of the All Bout Money gang, where I'd been with Aaron. | 0:22:24 | 0:22:28 | |
'David Williams from the Covent Garden project is taking me there.' | 0:22:28 | 0:22:32 | |
I'm going to take this right here. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:34 | |
'He's trying to find gang members willing to talk to me. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:38 | |
'The Hotspot is dangerous, even when it isn't dark. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:41 | |
'The police always keep an eye on it | 0:22:41 | 0:22:43 | |
'and tonight, it looks like things may have kicked off already.' | 0:22:43 | 0:22:46 | |
-Are they on their way down there now? -Mate, I'm not even joking. | 0:22:46 | 0:22:50 | |
I'm serious. That's not even a joke, I'm telling you. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
-They're most likely going there now, you know? -What are the issues there? | 0:22:52 | 0:22:57 | |
Street robberies. Gang culture. | 0:22:57 | 0:23:00 | |
-OK, yeah. -A bit of hostility, rivalry. | 0:23:00 | 0:23:04 | |
Postcode wars and so forth. | 0:23:04 | 0:23:06 | |
What should I be expecting? | 0:23:06 | 0:23:09 | |
You might meet a few angry people, to be honest. | 0:23:09 | 0:23:12 | |
-When you say angry, what do you mean? -The riots, for instance. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:16 | |
People are still angry. Young people are angry. They want to be heard. | 0:23:16 | 0:23:20 | |
'They might want to be heard, | 0:23:34 | 0:23:36 | |
'but tonight they don't seem to want to talk to me.' | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
You want to talk to us, brother? No? | 0:23:39 | 0:23:43 | |
I don't think many people really want to talk to us right now. | 0:23:46 | 0:23:50 | |
I mean, the bright light probably isn't helping. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:53 | |
But hopefully David will find us | 0:23:53 | 0:23:55 | |
someone who's willing to talk to us soonish. | 0:23:55 | 0:23:57 | |
'It looked like it was going to be a frustrating visit, | 0:24:01 | 0:24:03 | |
'But I was beginning to understand why people wouldn't talk.' | 0:24:03 | 0:24:08 | |
I've just spoken to some guys here in Stockwell, | 0:24:08 | 0:24:11 | |
they keep using the same phrase, "dry snitching". | 0:24:11 | 0:24:14 | |
They believe talking to us on camera is basically a gentle version | 0:24:14 | 0:24:18 | |
of going to the police and snitching. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:20 | |
The incredibly frustrating thing about that | 0:24:20 | 0:24:23 | |
is that the things they are saying are so valid | 0:24:23 | 0:24:26 | |
and so bang on to what we're trying to talk about | 0:24:26 | 0:24:29 | |
and discuss in this programme, that I can't... | 0:24:29 | 0:24:32 | |
I think frustrating is an understatement. | 0:24:32 | 0:24:35 | |
Off camera, people told me they felt poverty and police harassment | 0:24:35 | 0:24:39 | |
drove them to seek security in gangs. | 0:24:39 | 0:24:41 | |
But they wouldn't tell me on camera. | 0:24:41 | 0:24:44 | |
I want them to say to you guys what they've said to me, | 0:24:44 | 0:24:47 | |
but they're never going to do it, on camera at least. | 0:24:47 | 0:24:50 | |
Oh, it makes me angry. It makes me so angry. | 0:24:50 | 0:24:55 | |
'Finally, one man does come forward.' | 0:24:55 | 0:24:58 | |
-You up for talking? -Yeah. What's up? -Hello, man. You all right? | 0:24:58 | 0:25:03 | |
'He's Shakeel Nascimento, aged 22 and a refugee from the Congo. | 0:25:03 | 0:25:06 | |
'He's lived in London since he was 14 | 0:25:06 | 0:25:08 | |
'and he seems to know about gang life from the inside.' | 0:25:08 | 0:25:12 | |
Would you say that you were involved in any gangs? | 0:25:12 | 0:25:15 | |
'He clearly knows a lot about tensions in the area.' | 0:25:25 | 0:25:29 | |
So how dangerous does it get around here? | 0:25:29 | 0:25:32 | |
-Do you know what it was over? -No, I don't know. | 0:25:36 | 0:25:39 | |
How easy is it to escalate from being just a normal kid | 0:25:41 | 0:25:44 | |
who's getting in trouble at school? | 0:25:44 | 0:25:47 | |
Shakeel wants to tell me more, | 0:25:59 | 0:26:02 | |
but thinks he's said enough in front of his mates. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:04 | |
We arrange to meet a few days later. | 0:26:04 | 0:26:08 | |
London is just one of many places where teenage gangs | 0:26:17 | 0:26:21 | |
have caused big problems. | 0:26:21 | 0:26:23 | |
Two days after last summer's riots began in the capital, | 0:26:24 | 0:26:27 | |
violence broke out on Merseyside too. | 0:26:27 | 0:26:29 | |
A different city, different people, but many of the same problems, | 0:26:33 | 0:26:37 | |
and teen gangs taking a large part of the blame. | 0:26:37 | 0:26:41 | |
Gang turf wars here have reached as far as cyberspace. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:45 | |
But they're also an alarming part of the real world too. | 0:26:47 | 0:26:51 | |
I'm heading for the place that became the focus of the battle | 0:26:51 | 0:26:54 | |
between the rival Nogga Dogz gang from Norris Green | 0:26:54 | 0:26:58 | |
and the Crocky Crew from neighbouring Croxteth. | 0:26:58 | 0:27:01 | |
In 2007, this pub car park | 0:27:04 | 0:27:06 | |
was the scene of one of the most notorious teen gang shootings | 0:27:06 | 0:27:11 | |
of recent times. | 0:27:11 | 0:27:12 | |
-RADIO REPORT: -'Breaking news this evening. | 0:27:12 | 0:27:14 | |
'An 11-year-old boy has died after being shot in the head.' | 0:27:14 | 0:27:17 | |
It was part of a turf war, | 0:27:17 | 0:27:19 | |
but the victim was a boy who had nothing to do with gangs. | 0:27:19 | 0:27:23 | |
He was just on his way home from football practice. | 0:27:23 | 0:27:26 | |
-RADIO REPORT: -'The 11-year-old boy had been playing football | 0:27:26 | 0:27:29 | |
'in the Croxteth area of Liverpool.' | 0:27:29 | 0:27:30 | |
Rhys Jones was killed by a bullet | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
which had ricocheted off a wall and hit him in the back. | 0:27:33 | 0:27:37 | |
The gun was fired by 16-year-old Sean Mercer. | 0:27:37 | 0:27:41 | |
He'd intended to shoot a rival from Norris Green | 0:27:41 | 0:27:44 | |
to earn his spurs. | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
The boys who played football | 0:27:47 | 0:27:49 | |
with Rhys Jones are now aged 15. | 0:27:49 | 0:27:52 | |
This is their team, Fir Tree FC. | 0:27:52 | 0:27:56 | |
I went to watch one of their weekly practice sessions, | 0:27:56 | 0:28:00 | |
supervised by coach Steve Geoghegan. | 0:28:00 | 0:28:03 | |
Although the dreadful night of Rhys' murder was over four years ago, | 0:28:03 | 0:28:07 | |
it still has very painful memories. | 0:28:07 | 0:28:10 | |
I remember it like it was yesterday actually. | 0:28:10 | 0:28:12 | |
I never heard nothing, I never heard any gunshots. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
I don't know why, everyone else in the area did. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:17 | |
I shouted to me dad | 0:28:18 | 0:28:20 | |
that Rhys was on the floor over there, what's happened? | 0:28:20 | 0:28:24 | |
Just before I got there, | 0:28:24 | 0:28:27 | |
a girl got there, and she was screaming, "He's been shot." | 0:28:27 | 0:28:31 | |
And nothing registered. | 0:28:31 | 0:28:33 | |
He was bleeding quite a lot | 0:28:33 | 0:28:36 | |
and I just remember I started crying, really. | 0:28:36 | 0:28:39 | |
It was just numbness. | 0:28:39 | 0:28:42 | |
I felt my whole body shaking | 0:28:42 | 0:28:45 | |
and I didn't know what to do. | 0:28:45 | 0:28:46 | |
I knew, you know... | 0:28:46 | 0:28:51 | |
I knew Rhys had no chance. | 0:28:51 | 0:28:53 | |
Fir Tree FC hosts an annual tournament in honour of Rhys. | 0:28:58 | 0:29:01 | |
Teams from all over the country come to compete for the Rhys Jones Cup. | 0:29:01 | 0:29:05 | |
That's a great ball. Well played! | 0:29:05 | 0:29:09 | |
But, even on the football pitch, there are reminders | 0:29:09 | 0:29:12 | |
that gang violence is only just below the surface. | 0:29:12 | 0:29:15 | |
Some teams were causing us some problems. One team actually said | 0:29:15 | 0:29:19 | |
they were going to come back and shoot us. | 0:29:19 | 0:29:22 | |
And by what's happened to our team, | 0:29:22 | 0:29:24 | |
we don't take threats like that lightly. | 0:29:24 | 0:29:27 | |
Why did they want to shoot you guys? | 0:29:27 | 0:29:29 | |
A bad tackle went in, | 0:29:29 | 0:29:31 | |
and their team got quite aggressive. | 0:29:31 | 0:29:34 | |
So what goes through your head | 0:29:34 | 0:29:37 | |
when you think something as small as a tackle could cause a shooting? | 0:29:37 | 0:29:40 | |
Like a bad tackle, they're obviously going to go in football. | 0:29:40 | 0:29:44 | |
Just the heat of the moment and the game and stuff. | 0:29:44 | 0:29:46 | |
But to say you're going to shoot someone because of a bad tackle, | 0:29:46 | 0:29:50 | |
I find that quite disturbing. | 0:29:50 | 0:29:52 | |
So a decent bunch of lads who want nothing more | 0:29:52 | 0:29:55 | |
than to enjoy their football can be threatened so casually. | 0:29:55 | 0:30:00 | |
I was learning that you can get drawn into street violence, | 0:30:02 | 0:30:04 | |
whether you want to be or not. | 0:30:04 | 0:30:06 | |
It seems like sometimes, you don't even have a choice. | 0:30:09 | 0:30:11 | |
It may be easy to get caught up in that world, | 0:30:17 | 0:30:19 | |
but what about getting out? | 0:30:19 | 0:30:22 | |
Is it possible for young people to break free of their environment | 0:30:22 | 0:30:26 | |
and leave the gang life? | 0:30:26 | 0:30:27 | |
I've got an appointment with a guy in East London | 0:30:27 | 0:30:30 | |
who I hope can give me some answers. | 0:30:30 | 0:30:32 | |
Sheldon Thomas runs a project in Stratford | 0:30:37 | 0:30:40 | |
to counsel and rehabilitate gang members. | 0:30:40 | 0:30:43 | |
It's called TAG - Target Against Gangs. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:46 | |
They use their strong Christian beliefs | 0:30:46 | 0:30:48 | |
to try and convince young people that there is a way out. | 0:30:48 | 0:30:51 | |
What we've done is to get the main players | 0:30:51 | 0:30:55 | |
in these particular gangs | 0:30:55 | 0:30:59 | |
and get them to change the guys in the gangs. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:01 | |
So we've got a philosophy of each one, teach one, reach one. | 0:31:01 | 0:31:05 | |
Today they are reaching out to a mother on this estate. | 0:31:06 | 0:31:09 | |
Her 15-year-old son has become heavily involved in crime, | 0:31:09 | 0:31:13 | |
and she's worried. | 0:31:13 | 0:31:14 | |
Both Sheldon and his assistant Gavin McKenna | 0:31:14 | 0:31:18 | |
are ex-gang members themselves, so they know the score. | 0:31:18 | 0:31:22 | |
But they're not the only visitors today. | 0:31:22 | 0:31:24 | |
Probably come to nick one of them. | 0:31:24 | 0:31:25 | |
This happens all the time, you know what I mean? | 0:31:25 | 0:31:28 | |
The 15-year-old has disappeared. | 0:31:28 | 0:31:31 | |
But I discover there's more to the case. | 0:31:43 | 0:31:47 | |
Last night, this house was visited by a gang | 0:31:47 | 0:31:50 | |
who shot up the windows and front door. It's a message | 0:31:50 | 0:31:53 | |
for the 15-year-old, and his family is living with the fall-out. | 0:31:53 | 0:31:56 | |
People think, "Oh, this don't happen every day." | 0:31:56 | 0:31:58 | |
-It happens every day. -No-one's doing nothing. | 0:31:58 | 0:32:01 | |
I was just sitting talking to the mother and father. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:03 | |
Look how distraught the mum was. "I have to live here." | 0:32:03 | 0:32:06 | |
The son that's caused the trouble's never here. | 0:32:06 | 0:32:08 | |
Sheldon's one of the people the government speaks to about gangs. | 0:32:08 | 0:32:13 | |
He's even had a meeting with David Cameron. | 0:32:13 | 0:32:16 | |
Today I'm watching him in action. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:20 | |
What's Sheldon's take on personal responsibility versus environment? | 0:32:20 | 0:32:24 | |
Does he think it's down to the individual, | 0:32:24 | 0:32:27 | |
or is it about forces beyond their control? | 0:32:27 | 0:32:31 | |
But before we get round to any of that, he receives an urgent call. | 0:32:31 | 0:32:35 | |
You don't need to worry so much about the six-year-olds. | 0:32:35 | 0:32:38 | |
It's more the 8, 9, and 10-year-olds. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:41 | |
A teacher in East London is worried about a gang problem at her school. | 0:32:41 | 0:32:43 | |
10-year-olds are very sneaky | 0:32:43 | 0:32:45 | |
because they are getting drafted in at that young age. | 0:32:45 | 0:32:49 | |
You are hearing it right. | 0:32:49 | 0:32:51 | |
Sheldon is talking about primary school kids. | 0:32:51 | 0:32:55 | |
In this particular school, they're already showing signs | 0:32:55 | 0:32:58 | |
that something's not quite right with some of the older guys | 0:32:58 | 0:33:01 | |
who are about to go to secondary school. They're ten years old. | 0:33:01 | 0:33:04 | |
How would you draw in someone that young? | 0:33:04 | 0:33:06 | |
Very rarely do you hear of a policeman stopping a 10-year-old. | 0:33:06 | 0:33:09 | |
They know that, so they give them young guys a little £10. | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
£10 to a 10-year-old is lots of money. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:15 | |
Before you know it, that's how they get trapped. | 0:33:15 | 0:33:18 | |
£10, another £10, now he's got money. | 0:33:18 | 0:33:21 | |
He ain't getting much money at home | 0:33:21 | 0:33:23 | |
because obviously Mum's maybe struggling or whatever. | 0:33:23 | 0:33:25 | |
So that's how these guys are getting caught up in it. | 0:33:25 | 0:33:28 | |
Wow. OK. | 0:33:28 | 0:33:30 | |
No wonder Sheldon thinks prayer is the answer. | 0:33:30 | 0:33:33 | |
HE PRAYS | 0:33:33 | 0:33:35 | |
Christianity is at the heart of his project. | 0:33:37 | 0:33:39 | |
Keep our mind focused on the young men that we have | 0:33:39 | 0:33:43 | |
to go out and sow a seed to. | 0:33:43 | 0:33:45 | |
Father, let us have our goals fixed on them | 0:33:45 | 0:33:47 | |
to bring them into the Kingdom. | 0:33:47 | 0:33:49 | |
Today, we're talking about, "Who am I?" | 0:33:49 | 0:33:52 | |
Because everything we do has to relate to what | 0:33:52 | 0:33:55 | |
the man on the road's doing. | 0:33:55 | 0:33:56 | |
Sheldon's style is like a street preacher. | 0:33:56 | 0:33:59 | |
They step, one step, they're pulled right back... | 0:33:59 | 0:34:01 | |
He starts by getting his team of former gang members | 0:34:01 | 0:34:04 | |
to think about the things we can't control which upset us. | 0:34:04 | 0:34:07 | |
Just touch on it. What exactly are you angry about? | 0:34:07 | 0:34:09 | |
-A father figure. -What are you angry about? | 0:34:09 | 0:34:12 | |
-Things that happened in the past. -Exactly. | 0:34:12 | 0:34:14 | |
I've come to observe, but I'm being asked to offer my own thoughts too. | 0:34:14 | 0:34:18 | |
I guess, frustrations, various frustrations. | 0:34:20 | 0:34:24 | |
'Sheldon demonstrates how these outside issues can weigh us down.' | 0:34:24 | 0:34:28 | |
This is what they're carrying. This is them. | 0:34:28 | 0:34:32 | |
He believes we have to accept the hand we've been dealt and move on, | 0:34:32 | 0:34:36 | |
rather than letting outside frustrations hold us back. | 0:34:36 | 0:34:38 | |
I don't have to get up in the morning | 0:34:38 | 0:34:40 | |
and be angry at something I can't do nothing about. | 0:34:40 | 0:34:44 | |
What we can do something about, watch this, is about us. | 0:34:44 | 0:34:47 | |
'It's a persuasive message.' | 0:34:47 | 0:34:49 | |
The thing that came across for me was some of the stuff that he said | 0:34:49 | 0:34:53 | |
actually really applied to me, you know. | 0:34:53 | 0:34:55 | |
My start out isn't that different to some of the people in room. | 0:34:55 | 0:34:59 | |
Hearing what Sheldon had to say rung true with me in some places. | 0:34:59 | 0:35:03 | |
Although I'd experienced some of the frustrations | 0:35:03 | 0:35:07 | |
I'd heard here tonight, | 0:35:07 | 0:35:09 | |
I didn't join a street gang, whereas they did. | 0:35:09 | 0:35:12 | |
Should I take credit for that? Or had I just been lucky? | 0:35:12 | 0:35:16 | |
I left with more questions than answers. | 0:35:16 | 0:35:18 | |
It's been a week since my visit to the Hotspot in South London. | 0:35:28 | 0:35:32 | |
Remember I'd arranged to meet with Shakeel, the guy from the Congo? | 0:35:32 | 0:35:36 | |
The only one who would talk? | 0:35:36 | 0:35:38 | |
He's been in touch and agreed where to meet. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:41 | |
'Not at the Hotspot, but at a cafe in West London | 0:35:41 | 0:35:44 | |
'where no-one will recognise him.' | 0:35:44 | 0:35:48 | |
I'm hoping that away from the Hotspot | 0:35:48 | 0:35:50 | |
he'll open up further about whether or not he'd had a proper choice | 0:35:50 | 0:35:54 | |
about getting involved in gang life. | 0:35:54 | 0:35:56 | |
After an hour, I was wondering whether he would come at all. | 0:36:00 | 0:36:06 | |
When he finally turns up, there's an explanation. | 0:36:06 | 0:36:09 | |
The arrival of his new baby. | 0:36:09 | 0:36:10 | |
Shakeel. Hello, man. How you doing? | 0:36:12 | 0:36:14 | |
-You all right? -Yeah. -Good to see you, bruv. You OK? -Fine, thanks. | 0:36:14 | 0:36:18 | |
-You look tired. -Yeah. | 0:36:18 | 0:36:20 | |
Were you in the room when the baby was born? | 0:36:28 | 0:36:32 | |
Social Services were involved? | 0:36:37 | 0:36:39 | |
Do you think it may have come from | 0:36:49 | 0:36:52 | |
your reputation and what you do? | 0:36:52 | 0:36:55 | |
Shakeel's begun to open up, but I want to push him further. | 0:37:09 | 0:37:12 | |
He may live near the Hotspot in Stockwell, | 0:37:12 | 0:37:14 | |
but don't he and his friends have a choice | 0:37:14 | 0:37:17 | |
about getting involved in gangs? | 0:37:17 | 0:37:19 | |
Tell me about that t-shirt. | 0:37:19 | 0:37:21 | |
What happened? | 0:37:27 | 0:37:29 | |
Not far from the Hotspot? | 0:37:34 | 0:37:35 | |
He was a good kid? Do you think it was mistaken identity? | 0:37:39 | 0:37:41 | |
But Shakeel's gang hadn't just been victims of violence, | 0:37:51 | 0:37:55 | |
they were behind some of it too. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:57 | |
What sort of stuff did you do then? | 0:37:57 | 0:37:59 | |
Like what? | 0:38:01 | 0:38:02 | |
Are these violent things? | 0:38:04 | 0:38:06 | |
Are you proud of it? | 0:38:17 | 0:38:18 | |
Are you proud of what you did? | 0:38:20 | 0:38:21 | |
What's your view on gangs? | 0:38:24 | 0:38:25 | |
Why do you think there's so many in the city right now? | 0:38:25 | 0:38:28 | |
What's the right reason? | 0:38:35 | 0:38:36 | |
Shakeel had to leave. | 0:38:49 | 0:38:50 | |
I appreciated how honest he'd been with me, | 0:38:50 | 0:38:53 | |
but I was left wondering how he would manage away from his estate. | 0:38:53 | 0:38:59 | |
Could someone who'd been so deeply involved in gangs | 0:38:59 | 0:39:03 | |
ever really find a way out? | 0:39:03 | 0:39:04 | |
Having a daughter means that he's got a reason to turn a corner, | 0:39:05 | 0:39:09 | |
and I hope that he'll do it. | 0:39:09 | 0:39:10 | |
But with the level that he was in before, | 0:39:10 | 0:39:13 | |
and the fact that he's been through so much, the question is, | 0:39:13 | 0:39:16 | |
can he actually do that? | 0:39:16 | 0:39:17 | |
I'm heading back to the other side of London to see Talisa. | 0:39:21 | 0:39:25 | |
She's another one who's found it hard to escape the world of gangs. | 0:39:25 | 0:39:30 | |
She's trying, but is she succeeding? | 0:39:30 | 0:39:32 | |
Tonight I'm invited for dinner with Talisa and her mum, Juliet. | 0:39:34 | 0:39:37 | |
The family has had its fair share of problems. | 0:39:37 | 0:39:40 | |
As I was about to find out. | 0:39:40 | 0:39:42 | |
How you doing? | 0:39:44 | 0:39:46 | |
Yeah, good, thank you. I can smell dinner. | 0:39:46 | 0:39:48 | |
First I wanted to try and talk to Talisa's mum on her own. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:53 | |
On the menu was a Ghanian speciality. | 0:39:53 | 0:39:55 | |
-Hey, Juliet. Can I pop in? -Come in, Reggie. -How's it going? | 0:39:55 | 0:39:58 | |
-Lovely. -Nice. | 0:39:58 | 0:39:59 | |
-Can you smell the food? -It does smell good. Jollof, yeah? | 0:39:59 | 0:40:02 | |
-Yes, jollof. -Wonderful. | 0:40:02 | 0:40:05 | |
Jollof is... | 0:40:05 | 0:40:06 | |
The bombshell for Juliet was discovering | 0:40:06 | 0:40:09 | |
that Talisa was taking drugs. | 0:40:09 | 0:40:11 | |
I had no idea she was even smoking cannabis | 0:40:11 | 0:40:13 | |
until she came back from school one day | 0:40:13 | 0:40:16 | |
and I happened to be searching through her bags, just by chance. | 0:40:16 | 0:40:19 | |
And there was a card in there that said, "Girl, lay off the weed." | 0:40:19 | 0:40:22 | |
You know, it never occurred to me, none of my family ever smokes dope. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:26 | |
I didn't even know what was meant by "weed." | 0:40:26 | 0:40:29 | |
She described one of her lowest points as when she was stabbed. | 0:40:29 | 0:40:32 | |
After that happened, did you fear for your daughter's life? | 0:40:32 | 0:40:35 | |
I was... I went into a state of shock. | 0:40:35 | 0:40:38 | |
I allowed my daughter to go away from me so far, as to get into gangs, | 0:40:38 | 0:40:41 | |
and to be stabbed, as well. | 0:40:41 | 0:40:43 | |
Just showed me where everything was going, | 0:40:43 | 0:40:46 | |
and I had to take a deep breath and stop. | 0:40:46 | 0:40:49 | |
Do you feel that she's 100 percent away from the person she was? | 0:40:49 | 0:40:53 | |
I'd say 78 percent! | 0:40:53 | 0:40:55 | |
So, what about the remaining percent? | 0:40:55 | 0:40:58 | |
What is it that's still... what's keeping her? | 0:40:58 | 0:41:00 | |
She's not completely open to me, | 0:41:00 | 0:41:03 | |
but I've developed a sixth sense about her, | 0:41:03 | 0:41:05 | |
and I can tell when she's telling the truth, | 0:41:05 | 0:41:07 | |
and I tell when she's not telling the truth. | 0:41:07 | 0:41:09 | |
Juliet was clearly doing her best, | 0:41:09 | 0:41:13 | |
but I wanted to know how family life had affected Talisa. | 0:41:13 | 0:41:16 | |
Her mum and dad were divorced, | 0:41:18 | 0:41:19 | |
but now live separate lives under the same roof. | 0:41:19 | 0:41:22 | |
Over dinner, it didn't take long for the issue | 0:41:22 | 0:41:27 | |
of her parents' relationship to emerge. | 0:41:27 | 0:41:29 | |
I mean, knowing that you're close, and that you've got a relationship, | 0:41:29 | 0:41:34 | |
how do you feel about knowing that what you did in the past | 0:41:34 | 0:41:39 | |
hurt your mother so much and damaged your relationship with her? | 0:41:39 | 0:41:43 | |
Well, it's more complicated to say, but, I didn't intentionally | 0:41:43 | 0:41:48 | |
mean to hurt her, but through my child life, my mum and dad | 0:41:48 | 0:41:51 | |
never got along, and my brother's more close to my mum, | 0:41:51 | 0:41:55 | |
and I was more close to my dad, | 0:41:55 | 0:41:56 | |
it's like I didn't have to fight for attention. | 0:41:56 | 0:41:59 | |
But I know my mum cares about me, | 0:41:59 | 0:42:02 | |
but because my mum and dad always used to argue, it confused me about | 0:42:02 | 0:42:05 | |
who to like and who not to trust, and who to love and who to not. | 0:42:05 | 0:42:08 | |
So, when my dad left, I thought my rock left, | 0:42:08 | 0:42:11 | |
because my dad was like the person I loved the most in the world. | 0:42:11 | 0:42:14 | |
So, when he left it just broke my heart, my world just went to an end. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:18 | |
For the first time, | 0:42:20 | 0:42:22 | |
I feel we are getting to the heart of Talisa's problem. | 0:42:22 | 0:42:24 | |
In her eyes, everything came down to her mum and dad's separation. | 0:42:24 | 0:42:27 | |
How did you feel about your mother at the time? | 0:42:28 | 0:42:31 | |
I didn't hate her, | 0:42:31 | 0:42:32 | |
but I just didn't understand why it couldn't work out. | 0:42:32 | 0:42:35 | |
I was ten when my dad left. I was still at that age. | 0:42:35 | 0:42:38 | |
It was just really about me trying to find myself, | 0:42:38 | 0:42:41 | |
and trying to scream out for attention. | 0:42:41 | 0:42:43 | |
She knew she had to get away from me, | 0:42:43 | 0:42:46 | |
because I was perpetrator of her unhappiness, | 0:42:46 | 0:42:48 | |
because her father had to leave. | 0:42:48 | 0:42:50 | |
But she was too young to understand the ins and outs, | 0:42:50 | 0:42:52 | |
she'd seen the police being called to this house before | 0:42:52 | 0:42:55 | |
and she knew what was happening. | 0:42:55 | 0:42:57 | |
But when the break finally came she wasn't ready for it, | 0:42:57 | 0:43:00 | |
and so she thought, "My mum's deprived me of my father, | 0:43:00 | 0:43:02 | |
"I'm going to be bad." | 0:43:02 | 0:43:04 | |
-You thought I didn't care about you? -Yes, 60 percent. Yeah. | 0:43:04 | 0:43:07 | |
At that time how important were your friends to you? | 0:43:07 | 0:43:10 | |
That was the only thing that didn't give me problems. | 0:43:10 | 0:43:12 | |
You saw your mum as a problem... | 0:43:12 | 0:43:14 | |
We were arguing a lot at those times and she kicked me out before, | 0:43:14 | 0:43:18 | |
so there was a lot of arguments, | 0:43:18 | 0:43:20 | |
and I didn't feel wanted here, and I felt like a dog. | 0:43:20 | 0:43:22 | |
It wasn't because I didn't want to be with her, | 0:43:22 | 0:43:25 | |
it was because I felt that this wasn't my house any more. | 0:43:25 | 0:43:29 | |
It must have taken a lot of courage for Talisa | 0:43:29 | 0:43:32 | |
and her mother to speak openly. | 0:43:32 | 0:43:34 | |
I've had a chance to meet a mum who understands | 0:43:34 | 0:43:37 | |
the importance of a stable family. | 0:43:37 | 0:43:39 | |
And how disruptive it can prove | 0:43:39 | 0:43:42 | |
if the influence of a parent is taken away. | 0:43:42 | 0:43:44 | |
So what does that mean for Talisa's future? | 0:43:44 | 0:43:48 | |
I think the fact that her mother has embraced her | 0:43:48 | 0:43:50 | |
in the way that she has | 0:43:50 | 0:43:51 | |
is a key part on keeping her on the straight and narrow, | 0:43:51 | 0:43:53 | |
and moving forward as she wants. | 0:43:53 | 0:43:55 | |
If Talisa is able to become the person she wants to be, | 0:43:55 | 0:43:59 | |
her mother is a key part in making that happen. | 0:43:59 | 0:44:02 | |
Back in the North West, there's someone else I want to see. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:11 | |
He lives on this estate in Skelmersdale, | 0:44:11 | 0:44:14 | |
15 miles outside of Liverpool. | 0:44:14 | 0:44:16 | |
He's the writer and lead rapper on this video. | 0:44:18 | 0:44:21 | |
The song warns about the dangers of carrying knives. | 0:44:24 | 0:44:28 | |
-JJ. -How are you? Nice to see you. -Nice to meet you. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:34 | |
-You all right? -Yeah, good. | 0:44:34 | 0:44:35 | |
JJ Hunter was once a member of a gang that terrorized this estate. | 0:44:35 | 0:44:39 | |
Now he's going straight. | 0:44:39 | 0:44:41 | |
He's got strong views on what drives young people into gang crime. | 0:44:41 | 0:44:46 | |
One word - money. | 0:44:46 | 0:44:47 | |
The people who are driving cars that are worth fifty grand, | 0:44:47 | 0:44:51 | |
and moving away into big houses, | 0:44:51 | 0:44:53 | |
so they start seeing what they're earning | 0:44:53 | 0:44:55 | |
and what they're doing, | 0:44:55 | 0:44:56 | |
and they want to progress with that, don't they? | 0:44:56 | 0:44:58 | |
I think that's where it starts, to be honest with you. | 0:44:58 | 0:45:01 | |
Seeing people with a lot of money and lot of respect, | 0:45:01 | 0:45:04 | |
and then you want to aim for that, as a child, | 0:45:04 | 0:45:06 | |
like you don't know any different really. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
So, when you were younger you saw the gang lifestyle as glamorous? | 0:45:08 | 0:45:11 | |
Yeah, to be honest with you, | 0:45:11 | 0:45:13 | |
it's stupid to say at this age now, but at the time, definitely, yeah. | 0:45:13 | 0:45:16 | |
I've been bouncing from one side to the other, | 0:45:16 | 0:45:19 | |
in terms of how I look at how young people get involved in gangs, | 0:45:19 | 0:45:22 | |
some people say it's environment, some people say it's attitudes, | 0:45:22 | 0:45:26 | |
and I came into this believing it's just about the person, | 0:45:26 | 0:45:29 | |
it's the individual. | 0:45:29 | 0:45:30 | |
What do you believe is the real reason for young people | 0:45:30 | 0:45:33 | |
getting involved? | 0:45:33 | 0:45:35 | |
I wouldn't say the person, that's just my perspective, | 0:45:35 | 0:45:37 | |
I'd say the environment and the family members. | 0:45:37 | 0:45:41 | |
Like I said, if you're living in an environment | 0:45:41 | 0:45:43 | |
where there's not much going on, | 0:45:43 | 0:45:45 | |
and you see people doing more than what you are, | 0:45:45 | 0:45:47 | |
and making a lot more money, I think, that entices you, doesn't it? | 0:45:47 | 0:45:51 | |
And that's part of your environment, not yourself, isn't? | 0:45:51 | 0:45:54 | |
It's a simple idea, but thinking back, the temptation of easy money | 0:45:59 | 0:46:03 | |
was something I'd heard from Sheldon and Aaron in London. | 0:46:03 | 0:46:07 | |
'You got to go and get money however you can get it. | 0:46:07 | 0:46:10 | |
'That's the mentality of the young people. | 0:46:10 | 0:46:12 | |
'Ten pounds, another ten pounds. Now he's got money.' | 0:46:12 | 0:46:16 | |
Then there was the gang in Stockwell, the All Bout Money gang. | 0:46:16 | 0:46:20 | |
Maybe money is really what it's all about | 0:46:20 | 0:46:22 | |
for many kids in teenage gangs. And what did Talisa say to me? | 0:46:22 | 0:46:26 | |
'Need to sell drugs. I didn't really care, as long as I got the money.' | 0:46:26 | 0:46:30 | |
As a teenager, I too was faced with the temptation | 0:46:31 | 0:46:35 | |
of earning fast money. | 0:46:35 | 0:46:37 | |
But I was also lucky to be given opportunities in the TV world. | 0:46:37 | 0:46:40 | |
So, personal responsibility versus environment. | 0:46:40 | 0:46:45 | |
What do I think now? | 0:46:45 | 0:46:48 | |
I came into this journey believing that it's all about the individual | 0:46:49 | 0:46:53 | |
and about a person believing that they can essentially take | 0:46:53 | 0:46:57 | |
their environment, ignore it, and move forward, | 0:46:57 | 0:47:00 | |
regardless of what's happening in their own lives, | 0:47:00 | 0:47:03 | |
but, off the back of spending some time out here in the North West, | 0:47:03 | 0:47:06 | |
my mind's starting to change a little bit. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:08 | |
I'm a very proud and stubborn person, | 0:47:08 | 0:47:10 | |
and I don't like to be proved wrong, but I definitely believe | 0:47:10 | 0:47:14 | |
environment is a massive part of how well a young person can do, | 0:47:14 | 0:47:17 | |
and whether a person gets pulled into drugs, gangs, | 0:47:17 | 0:47:19 | |
criminality or not. | 0:47:19 | 0:47:21 | |
I'm reaching the end of my journey, and it is time to say my goodbyes. | 0:47:32 | 0:47:36 | |
Back in London, Shakeel had told us he was on a decorating course | 0:47:39 | 0:47:43 | |
at this college in Greenwich, but he's gone off the radar again. | 0:47:43 | 0:47:46 | |
I was hoping this would be the best place to pay him a last visit. | 0:47:46 | 0:47:50 | |
I think Shakeel seems to be a guy who understands | 0:47:50 | 0:47:54 | |
what this opportunity actually represents, | 0:47:54 | 0:47:57 | |
and hopefully today, we'll see him embrace that. | 0:47:57 | 0:48:00 | |
-Hello, Benita? -Hello, Reg. -Reg... | 0:48:00 | 0:48:02 | |
Benita Ager runs the college and she was happy to show me around. | 0:48:02 | 0:48:06 | |
They're here from nine in the morning till about 3:30. | 0:48:06 | 0:48:10 | |
They specialise in offering opportunities | 0:48:10 | 0:48:13 | |
to young people from deprived backgrounds. | 0:48:13 | 0:48:16 | |
Just right for Shakeel - it was a place that could give him | 0:48:16 | 0:48:19 | |
hope and an honest future. So where was he? | 0:48:19 | 0:48:23 | |
He was excited about the course, we brought him on. | 0:48:24 | 0:48:26 | |
He only attended for a couple of days. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:28 | |
He did his induction. | 0:48:28 | 0:48:29 | |
Hang on a second, he only attended for a couple of days? | 0:48:29 | 0:48:32 | |
-Yeah. -So, is he not here today? | 0:48:32 | 0:48:34 | |
He's not here any more, he's off the course now. | 0:48:34 | 0:48:36 | |
Why is he off the course? | 0:48:36 | 0:48:38 | |
Because he just didn't attend. | 0:48:38 | 0:48:39 | |
We've rang him, he said he was ill one day, | 0:48:39 | 0:48:42 | |
then he said he'd definitely be in the next day, | 0:48:42 | 0:48:44 | |
and the third time we've rang, he switched his phone off. | 0:48:44 | 0:48:47 | |
-We rang him an extra four times, we just couldn't get hold of him. -Right. | 0:48:47 | 0:48:51 | |
That was a bit disappointing, wasn't it? | 0:48:54 | 0:48:59 | |
The idea was to see Shakeel at work, as it were, | 0:48:59 | 0:49:03 | |
and see him actively going out of his way to try | 0:49:03 | 0:49:06 | |
and do something with himself, and he's not here, | 0:49:06 | 0:49:10 | |
and he's not been here for a while, | 0:49:10 | 0:49:12 | |
and I'm a little bit disappointed, if I'm honest. | 0:49:12 | 0:49:16 | |
Hello, is that Shakeel? How you doing, mate? It's Reggie. | 0:49:20 | 0:49:25 | |
How you doing? Have you just woken up? | 0:49:25 | 0:49:28 | |
Why have you just woken up? | 0:49:28 | 0:49:31 | |
Why are you stressed out? | 0:49:31 | 0:49:33 | |
He agrees to meet by the river an hour later. | 0:49:33 | 0:49:36 | |
But I'm worried this might be another no-show. | 0:49:36 | 0:49:39 | |
When he turns up, | 0:49:46 | 0:49:47 | |
he looks like a man who really doesn't want to be here. | 0:49:47 | 0:49:50 | |
How you doing? You all right? | 0:49:52 | 0:49:54 | |
You sure? You don't look it. | 0:49:56 | 0:49:58 | |
Talk to me, man, what's up? What happened? | 0:50:00 | 0:50:03 | |
How come you haven't been going to your classes? | 0:50:03 | 0:50:06 | |
What is it that's so hard about putting yourself out there? | 0:50:15 | 0:50:18 | |
Do you know what, Shakeel? | 0:50:23 | 0:50:25 | |
There's people watching this right now that don't know you, | 0:50:25 | 0:50:27 | |
don't understand the choices that you're having to make right now, | 0:50:27 | 0:50:30 | |
they're going to be thinking, | 0:50:30 | 0:50:32 | |
"If he just grinds it out, | 0:50:32 | 0:50:33 | |
"gets himself a job, does what he has to do | 0:50:33 | 0:50:35 | |
"and just swallows his pride, everything will work itself out." | 0:50:35 | 0:50:38 | |
Well, you say you're being real, | 0:50:56 | 0:50:57 | |
have you stepped back into that world...? | 0:50:57 | 0:50:59 | |
The last thing I want to see you do is go down | 0:51:06 | 0:51:08 | |
a road that you don't want to go down | 0:51:08 | 0:51:10 | |
but it feels like everything is pushing you in that direction. | 0:51:10 | 0:51:13 | |
Where you going to end up in two years, bruv? | 0:51:13 | 0:51:15 | |
I don't want you to go the wrong way, brother, | 0:51:19 | 0:51:21 | |
but this might actually be the last time I speak to you, | 0:51:21 | 0:51:24 | |
and I don't want to walk away thinking | 0:51:24 | 0:51:26 | |
that you're going to go in the wrong direction. | 0:51:26 | 0:51:28 | |
What do you think is going to happen to you? | 0:51:28 | 0:51:29 | |
What do you really want for yourself? | 0:51:37 | 0:51:39 | |
And how do you think you're going to achieve that right now? | 0:51:44 | 0:51:47 | |
'I really want Shakeel to keep the promise he's just made to me | 0:52:03 | 0:52:06 | |
'to give it a go, | 0:52:06 | 0:52:07 | |
'but sometimes wanting isn't enough.' | 0:52:07 | 0:52:10 | |
Look after yourself. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:13 | |
'I'm sad to be saying goodbye, | 0:52:13 | 0:52:16 | |
'I feel that Shakeel needs long-term help, | 0:52:16 | 0:52:18 | |
'but he's also got to learn to help himself. | 0:52:18 | 0:52:21 | |
'Let's hope he makes it. | 0:52:23 | 0:52:25 | |
'Back at the project in Covent Garden, | 0:52:28 | 0:52:30 | |
'one person at least is trying to make the best of his opportunities. | 0:52:30 | 0:52:34 | |
'Not only is Aaron becoming a success as a mentor, | 0:52:34 | 0:52:38 | |
'but they've also given him a job. | 0:52:38 | 0:52:40 | |
'Three days a week he earns eight pounds an hour doing admin, | 0:52:40 | 0:52:43 | |
'but it's less than what he would earn in a street gang.' | 0:52:43 | 0:52:47 | |
It tempts me every day. I see it every day. | 0:52:47 | 0:52:50 | |
It's part of my environment, that's all I see, | 0:52:50 | 0:52:53 | |
but, erm...it's a conscious decision | 0:52:53 | 0:52:55 | |
I've got to make as to, you know, where I see myself, | 0:52:55 | 0:52:58 | |
my family, my friends, | 0:52:58 | 0:53:01 | |
the people what's gave me opportunities now. | 0:53:01 | 0:53:03 | |
I can't let everyone down like that. | 0:53:03 | 0:53:06 | |
And what about Talisa? | 0:53:06 | 0:53:08 | |
How is she coping with life away from her gang? | 0:53:08 | 0:53:11 | |
Is she strong enough to do the right thing | 0:53:11 | 0:53:13 | |
and resist the lure of easy money through drugs? | 0:53:13 | 0:53:17 | |
I want to help but I know it's up to her. | 0:53:17 | 0:53:20 | |
I said we'd go shopping | 0:53:20 | 0:53:22 | |
to see if she's managing to budget for herself, | 0:53:22 | 0:53:25 | |
but when we meet, | 0:53:25 | 0:53:26 | |
she says she's just had to pay £200 in rent arrears... | 0:53:26 | 0:53:30 | |
..so I lend her 20 quid. | 0:53:31 | 0:53:32 | |
I've got to ask you, if we hadn't have helped you out today, | 0:53:35 | 0:53:38 | |
erm, how would you have paid for your shopping, | 0:53:38 | 0:53:41 | |
or would there even have been any shopping today? | 0:53:41 | 0:53:44 | |
-There would have been no shopping. I'm not going to lie to you. -No? -No. | 0:53:44 | 0:53:47 | |
What do you do in situations like that? | 0:53:47 | 0:53:49 | |
You just depend on your friends. | 0:53:49 | 0:53:51 | |
That is actually expensive. | 0:53:51 | 0:53:53 | |
So with the money that you're living off now from benefits, | 0:53:55 | 0:53:57 | |
where is all that money going? | 0:53:57 | 0:53:59 | |
-Be honest with me here. -Yeah. -Are you smoking any of that money? | 0:53:59 | 0:54:03 | |
Not as much as before. | 0:54:03 | 0:54:05 | |
A little bit, yeah, but not as much as before. | 0:54:05 | 0:54:07 | |
So what would happen if you stopped smoking? | 0:54:07 | 0:54:11 | |
-Do you not think... -Save money. Save the money. | 0:54:11 | 0:54:13 | |
Even though I haven't smoked for three or four days, I feel fine. | 0:54:13 | 0:54:16 | |
It's just that when I get the money it's a bit tempting, but... | 0:54:16 | 0:54:19 | |
I hate to sound like an annoying art teacher or something, | 0:54:19 | 0:54:23 | |
but in the next 12 months, you're going to need to focus and not be drawn back in, | 0:54:23 | 0:54:27 | |
but, from what you're saying, | 0:54:27 | 0:54:28 | |
-there's a good chance you will be drawn back in. -I won't, I promise. | 0:54:28 | 0:54:31 | |
Well, tell me something that will make me believe | 0:54:31 | 0:54:33 | |
that you won't be drawn back in. | 0:54:33 | 0:54:35 | |
If I went back, I'd be a bigger fool than I am now, | 0:54:35 | 0:54:37 | |
and feeling like a fool I don't like that feeling. | 0:54:37 | 0:54:40 | |
I'm not saying, "Never say never," | 0:54:40 | 0:54:42 | |
but I know this is not going to happen. | 0:54:42 | 0:54:44 | |
You've just got to trust me on this one, Reg. | 0:54:44 | 0:54:48 | |
Trust me. | 0:54:48 | 0:54:49 | |
When I started this journey, | 0:54:58 | 0:55:00 | |
I thought that you make your own choices in life, | 0:55:00 | 0:55:02 | |
and that you just have to live with the consequences. | 0:55:02 | 0:55:06 | |
I'd always had to accept that, | 0:55:06 | 0:55:07 | |
and I believed that everyone else should do the same, | 0:55:07 | 0:55:10 | |
but what I've seen these last few months | 0:55:10 | 0:55:12 | |
has changed the way I feel. | 0:55:12 | 0:55:14 | |
I came into this process | 0:55:16 | 0:55:17 | |
believing that a person is in charge of their own destiny, | 0:55:17 | 0:55:20 | |
but since meeting people like Shakeel and Talisa, | 0:55:20 | 0:55:24 | |
I think environment has a huge say on how far someone can go. | 0:55:24 | 0:55:27 | |
I think, more than anything, | 0:55:29 | 0:55:31 | |
I've got a new-found respect for how fortunate I have been. | 0:55:31 | 0:55:34 | |
I found myself at a crossroads when I was younger, | 0:55:34 | 0:55:37 | |
and I had to make a very clear decision | 0:55:37 | 0:55:40 | |
not to go down a certain path. | 0:55:40 | 0:55:42 | |
I've looked at anybody who's made a bad decision | 0:55:42 | 0:55:45 | |
that's had a tough start as weak and as stupid | 0:55:45 | 0:55:49 | |
to a certain extent and... | 0:55:49 | 0:55:52 | |
..I think I've learned that there's much more to somebody | 0:55:54 | 0:55:57 | |
who's finding it tough, | 0:55:57 | 0:55:58 | |
especially somebody in a teenage gang. | 0:55:58 | 0:56:01 | |
This process has taught me | 0:56:02 | 0:56:04 | |
a hell of a lot about how hard it is to make a positive decision | 0:56:04 | 0:56:08 | |
when a negative decision can benefit you massively, | 0:56:08 | 0:56:10 | |
in the short term at least, | 0:56:10 | 0:56:12 | |
and when you're living hand-to-mouth, | 0:56:12 | 0:56:15 | |
the short term is so much more important. | 0:56:15 | 0:56:18 | |
Perhaps what the young people I've met really need | 0:56:20 | 0:56:22 | |
is a long-term future | 0:56:22 | 0:56:24 | |
that they believe is worth keeping out of trouble for. | 0:56:24 | 0:56:26 | |
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