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SINGING AND LAUGHING | 0:00:04 | 0:00:09 | |
Show me your mehndi, put your arms out. Other way. | 0:00:12 | 0:00:15 | |
It's like she got ready for a grand wedding. | 0:00:17 | 0:00:20 | |
She was so happy, full of smiles. | 0:00:20 | 0:00:22 | |
She said, "Oh, I feel like a princess." | 0:00:22 | 0:00:25 | |
This programme contains very strong language and some scenes which some viewers may find upsetting | 0:00:25 | 0:00:29 | |
She just wanted to be happy. She wasn't asking for the world. | 0:00:29 | 0:00:32 | |
I really don't know why she went to Pakistan. | 0:00:41 | 0:00:44 | |
It just shocks me. Like, she wasn't a daft girl. | 0:00:44 | 0:00:46 | |
She had the best of this world. She wanted the best of that world. | 0:00:48 | 0:00:51 | |
But things didn't work out the way she wanted it. | 0:00:51 | 0:00:54 | |
"Your Excellency, the Prime Minister of Pakistan, | 0:01:00 | 0:01:02 | |
"I am writing to you to bring to your attention a very serious | 0:01:02 | 0:01:05 | |
"allegation of an honour killing of a British citizen." | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
This case does fit that classic picture | 0:01:07 | 0:01:10 | |
and circumstances of an honour killing. | 0:01:10 | 0:01:13 | |
We're here to speak for her, because we know what she was like. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:18 | |
Because today, if we let this go with Samia, it could be anybody. | 0:01:19 | 0:01:24 | |
We are her voice, speaking for her today, | 0:01:26 | 0:01:29 | |
because I know she would have done the same. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:31 | |
Hey, you all! I love you all! Mwah! | 0:01:48 | 0:01:51 | |
She used to describe herself as tall, dark and handsome. | 0:01:51 | 0:01:54 | |
She was a just a Bradford girl. | 0:01:56 | 0:01:59 | |
Into her fashion, into how she looks. | 0:01:59 | 0:02:02 | |
Today I want to straighten and blow dry my hair. I've got nothing to do. | 0:02:03 | 0:02:08 | |
If I'm sat down, I'm thinking about food! | 0:02:08 | 0:02:10 | |
She was lively, bubbly, happy, smiling, laughing, joking... | 0:02:10 | 0:02:14 | |
Tall, beautiful, stunning. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:17 | |
She was a trendsetter, really. We used to copy her. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:20 | |
Minions! | 0:02:21 | 0:02:23 | |
She just wanted to be around people that loved her. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:27 | |
I could be upsetting anybody today | 0:02:51 | 0:02:52 | |
because it's such a sensitive matter within our community. | 0:02:52 | 0:02:57 | |
It's like something you can't even talk about openly. | 0:02:57 | 0:03:00 | |
Me, Nusba and Samia, we just always used to chill. | 0:03:17 | 0:03:20 | |
We were so free with each other, | 0:03:20 | 0:03:22 | |
and we could speak about literally anything. | 0:03:22 | 0:03:25 | |
She was cool. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:27 | |
We used to call her Samia Masee. | 0:03:27 | 0:03:29 | |
"Masee" means, like, your mum's sister. | 0:03:29 | 0:03:32 | |
She was a lot older than us, | 0:03:33 | 0:03:34 | |
only like five or six years, but she was such a big kid. | 0:03:34 | 0:03:37 | |
Like, she was a little wild one. | 0:03:38 | 0:03:40 | |
She used to love cars. | 0:03:42 | 0:03:43 | |
She loved driving. | 0:03:45 | 0:03:46 | |
But she wasn't allowed to drive. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:48 | |
Maybe that was their way of controlling exactly what | 0:03:48 | 0:03:51 | |
she could do, or where she could go. | 0:03:51 | 0:03:54 | |
Can you believe it? | 0:03:54 | 0:03:55 | |
Her family own a limousine place, a car hiring company. | 0:03:55 | 0:03:58 | |
She wasn't allowed a car! | 0:03:58 | 0:04:01 | |
She used to hire a car undercover. | 0:04:01 | 0:04:02 | |
That's how much lock-down she was on. | 0:04:04 | 0:04:06 | |
She's really like a crazy boy driver. | 0:04:09 | 0:04:10 | |
She was just living wild, reckless. She didn't care. | 0:04:13 | 0:04:16 | |
"This is what I am. What you see is what you get." | 0:04:17 | 0:04:20 | |
It was like... It's almost like she knew that her life-span | 0:04:21 | 0:04:26 | |
is quite short. | 0:04:26 | 0:04:27 | |
There's a lot of pressure in Bradford. | 0:04:34 | 0:04:36 | |
Because her family are so well-known there's a lot of pressure. | 0:04:37 | 0:04:40 | |
She loved her family. | 0:04:52 | 0:04:54 | |
Out of everyone in the family, she was closest to her dad. | 0:04:54 | 0:04:57 | |
The family is quite a big family. | 0:04:57 | 0:04:59 | |
Her mum has got, like, five brothers. | 0:04:59 | 0:05:02 | |
Her uncle owns a fish and chip shop, | 0:05:02 | 0:05:03 | |
one owns the florist, | 0:05:03 | 0:05:05 | |
one owns a car rental business, | 0:05:05 | 0:05:07 | |
so they are very well-known. | 0:05:07 | 0:05:09 | |
She loved her family. From her cousins, to her cousin brothers, | 0:05:09 | 0:05:12 | |
her cousin brothers' kids, she loved them all. | 0:05:12 | 0:05:14 | |
She never used to work. | 0:05:14 | 0:05:16 | |
Her dad used to, like, finance her. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:18 | |
She was Daddy's girl. Whatever she wanted, she got. | 0:05:18 | 0:05:22 | |
If her dad used to say anything, it's like she could not disagree. | 0:05:22 | 0:05:26 | |
She melted. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:28 | |
Her family is so complicated from any other family that I know. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:32 | |
Like, we've come from Asian families and we don't have that, | 0:05:32 | 0:05:35 | |
but she had it on another level. | 0:05:35 | 0:05:37 | |
The Pakistani values are, whatever happens, family comes first, | 0:05:41 | 0:05:44 | |
no matter how much they shit on you. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:46 | |
It's family, family, family, family, family, family, family, family, | 0:05:47 | 0:05:51 | |
and it's never going to end. | 0:05:51 | 0:05:52 | |
You want their approval at the end, no matter what decision you make. | 0:05:53 | 0:05:57 | |
Whether it's wrong or right, but for them to say, | 0:05:57 | 0:06:00 | |
"Yeah, it's OK, we're going to support you in this." | 0:06:00 | 0:06:03 | |
She actually loved her family so much | 0:06:07 | 0:06:10 | |
that she couldn't be open with them, ever. | 0:06:10 | 0:06:13 | |
Everything was a secret. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:15 | |
She was always like, "I love my dad, I'd do anything for my dad". | 0:06:19 | 0:06:23 | |
You know, "my dad's word's law", | 0:06:23 | 0:06:25 | |
and maybe that's why she actually went | 0:06:25 | 0:06:27 | |
and she married her father's choice in the first place. | 0:06:27 | 0:06:30 | |
What started happening was, | 0:06:43 | 0:06:45 | |
because her mum and my mum were really close, | 0:06:45 | 0:06:47 | |
her mum used to say to my mum, you know, "You talk to Samia, | 0:06:47 | 0:06:50 | |
"she listens to you, ask her to come to Pakistan and get married." | 0:06:50 | 0:06:54 | |
And that's when she opened up to us | 0:06:54 | 0:06:56 | |
saying she's not happy with this marriage. | 0:06:56 | 0:06:58 | |
From day one, she was not happy. | 0:06:58 | 0:07:00 | |
Shakeel's her first cousin. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:02 | |
Yeah, he's her first cousin, she had to marry him. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:05 | |
These Pakistanis think that, to keep the land back home in the family | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
that you should marry first cousins. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:17 | |
So the family inheritance is good. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:19 | |
It's like basically winning the lottery, but self-made. | 0:07:21 | 0:07:24 | |
Her mum give birth to her, and her dad helped to make her, | 0:07:27 | 0:07:30 | |
so she's property now. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
All your life, you've been choosing what you want to wear, | 0:07:39 | 0:07:42 | |
how you want to do your hair, how you want to portray yourself, | 0:07:42 | 0:07:46 | |
then all of a sudden, when you want to choose person to marry, | 0:07:46 | 0:07:48 | |
all of a sudden, snap. | 0:07:48 | 0:07:51 | |
It's like... It's like a mind game. | 0:07:52 | 0:07:54 | |
They know they've got you where they want you, | 0:07:54 | 0:07:57 | |
because they'll make you marry who they choose. | 0:07:57 | 0:07:59 | |
You won't have your choice. | 0:07:59 | 0:08:00 | |
Basically, it was just a marriage that had been arranged, | 0:08:02 | 0:08:05 | |
and she kind of agreed to it. | 0:08:05 | 0:08:09 | |
They went shopping with her, made sure she, like, | 0:08:09 | 0:08:11 | |
got everything got everything, whatever she liked. | 0:08:11 | 0:08:14 | |
They went up to Pakistani Bazaar and bought an outfit from there. | 0:08:14 | 0:08:18 | |
They did pay for everything, but she wasn't happy. | 0:08:19 | 0:08:22 | |
She knew that money could not buy happiness. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:25 | |
She just had to go along with it. | 0:08:25 | 0:08:27 | |
We dropped her off to the airport. She was totally heartbroken. | 0:08:48 | 0:08:51 | |
She was like, "This journey's just getting faster and faster." | 0:08:51 | 0:08:54 | |
I still remember she said that when she was sat on the plane. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:57 | |
Before she was going to take-off, she texted me saying, | 0:08:57 | 0:08:59 | |
"I can't believe this is actually happening." | 0:08:59 | 0:09:02 | |
She felt suffocated. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:07 | |
It's like you're losing yourself, it's like there's something | 0:09:09 | 0:09:12 | |
over you that's possessing you to listen to them, | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
but you're not following your heart, | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
and then you're stuck in the middle of both worlds. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:19 | |
I wasn't there physically with her, but I was always on the phone, | 0:09:58 | 0:10:02 | |
texting, voice mails. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:03 | |
She was telling me what's happening today, what's happened now, | 0:10:03 | 0:10:06 | |
what's going to happen. | 0:10:06 | 0:10:07 | |
Everyone went from here, so it was like a big wedding, | 0:10:48 | 0:10:50 | |
obviously she didn't want to marry him, | 0:10:50 | 0:10:52 | |
but she did it because she didn't want, you know, | 0:10:52 | 0:10:55 | |
to make, like, a laughing stock out of her family. | 0:10:55 | 0:10:58 | |
From her parents' point of view, | 0:11:04 | 0:11:06 | |
they were doing the right thing by her. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:08 | |
You know, you bring up your daughter, | 0:11:11 | 0:11:13 | |
you want her to be married in a good home. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:15 | |
You know, for her to make a life for herself. | 0:11:15 | 0:11:18 | |
Her mum and dad were cousins before they got married. | 0:11:23 | 0:11:27 | |
So she listened to her parents, | 0:11:27 | 0:11:29 | |
and it's just, sort of, just a circle that goes on and on. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:33 | |
My mum and dad are Pakistani, but I'm not. | 0:11:38 | 0:11:41 | |
I'm from the UK. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:43 | |
How can I change all of a sudden? | 0:11:44 | 0:11:46 | |
How can I be the villager from back home? | 0:11:48 | 0:11:50 | |
He knew she didn't want to marry him, | 0:11:53 | 0:11:55 | |
why couldn't he be the bigger person and say, "You know what? | 0:11:55 | 0:11:58 | |
"If she doesn't want to spend the rest of her life with me, I shouldn't marry her." | 0:11:58 | 0:12:01 | |
You know, he could have helped her, he's her cousin. | 0:12:01 | 0:12:04 | |
You know, he's known her since she's been a kid. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:06 | |
How can you marry someone that doesn't want to marry you? | 0:12:08 | 0:12:11 | |
Like, it's disgusting. | 0:12:11 | 0:12:12 | |
I don't want to say it, but it's disgusting, isn't it? | 0:12:12 | 0:12:15 | |
Every girl imagines to be with the perfect guy, have the perfect life. | 0:12:19 | 0:12:23 | |
But she... She didn't get that. | 0:12:23 | 0:12:25 | |
She just blocked the whole fact that she was going to get married, | 0:12:27 | 0:12:31 | |
and then she just let it be. | 0:12:31 | 0:12:33 | |
She just got married, and she just couldn't wait to come back. | 0:12:33 | 0:12:36 | |
She was a really good girl, and she tried to make her marriage work. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:07 | |
That's why her family say, "Oh, she was happy." | 0:13:07 | 0:13:09 | |
No, that was all fake. She was trying to be happy. | 0:13:09 | 0:13:13 | |
Do you know, with her, she's not a depressed sort of person. | 0:13:13 | 0:13:16 | |
She was doing it for the sake of her dad. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:19 | |
So it's not like she didn't give it her best shot. | 0:13:19 | 0:13:22 | |
She just thought, "Do you know what? Let's see." | 0:13:23 | 0:13:26 | |
She just thought, "We'll give it a chance." | 0:13:26 | 0:13:28 | |
It just did not bring her happiness. | 0:13:35 | 0:13:37 | |
She wasn't happy. The main thing was happiness for her. | 0:13:37 | 0:13:41 | |
She wasn't happy, how could she live the rest of her life? | 0:13:41 | 0:13:45 | |
Was she different when she came back from Pakistan? | 0:13:52 | 0:13:55 | |
She didn't change towards her friends, | 0:13:55 | 0:13:57 | |
but she became bitter towards her family. | 0:13:57 | 0:13:59 | |
She became really bitter towards them. | 0:13:59 | 0:14:01 | |
Well, she came back. She was, like, really low key. | 0:14:08 | 0:14:12 | |
I remember, she wasn't allowed out much. | 0:14:13 | 0:14:15 | |
And then we started talking, and she used to tell us she hates it. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:18 | |
She always used to be sad. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:21 | |
I'd go over to her house and he'd be on Skype to her. | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
And I'd be like, "Doesn't he ever give you a break, | 0:14:52 | 0:14:55 | |
"to be with your friends, or your family?" | 0:14:55 | 0:14:58 | |
She used to be like, "No, no." | 0:14:58 | 0:14:59 | |
She used to be like, "No, he doesn't. | 0:14:59 | 0:15:02 | |
"He just always wants to be on my tail." | 0:15:02 | 0:15:04 | |
That was her words "my tail". | 0:15:04 | 0:15:06 | |
To her, when they used to be alone, he used to terrorise her. | 0:15:08 | 0:15:12 | |
Your family will want you to go forward, to a limit. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:22 | |
They want to get you married and control who you marry. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:26 | |
But they don't care what they've done to you. | 0:15:27 | 0:15:30 | |
They just say, "I'm sorry, but you're married to him. | 0:15:30 | 0:15:33 | |
"You have to put up with it." | 0:15:33 | 0:15:34 | |
How can you...? | 0:15:36 | 0:15:37 | |
What can you do? | 0:15:37 | 0:15:39 | |
You can't do anything. | 0:15:39 | 0:15:41 | |
No-one's ever going to understand you. | 0:15:41 | 0:15:44 | |
So you don't have no help from anyone. | 0:15:45 | 0:15:47 | |
Your friends can't help you, and you're just stuck. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:50 | |
Sometimes you just wish you weren't even here. | 0:15:52 | 0:15:55 | |
You just want to be at peace, wherever it is. | 0:15:55 | 0:15:58 | |
You don't want to be here. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:01 | |
The first time when we met, we were in a restaurant. | 0:16:52 | 0:16:55 | |
I met her through a couple of my other friends. | 0:16:56 | 0:16:59 | |
For me, at that time, it was just some other girl. | 0:17:00 | 0:17:03 | |
Gradually, when she opened up, she had a big, big, big laugh, | 0:17:04 | 0:17:08 | |
very loud laugh. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
She was really lively, she was really loving. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:27 | |
She had a way with the words, | 0:17:28 | 0:17:31 | |
that she could steal away anybody's heart. | 0:17:31 | 0:17:34 | |
Very clean gesture. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:38 | |
Very naive nature. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:41 | |
Very deep talks. | 0:17:41 | 0:17:43 | |
I think these were the things, you know, which pulled me towards her. | 0:17:45 | 0:17:48 | |
I remember that first time she ever told me about Ali. | 0:17:53 | 0:17:57 | |
I was like, I knew there was some more to this! | 0:17:58 | 0:18:01 | |
I had never seen such a big smile on her face. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:05 | |
She wanted to take me to Piccadilly Circus, and so we took the Tube. | 0:18:07 | 0:18:12 | |
After a while, I was thinking to myself, | 0:18:14 | 0:18:16 | |
"Why not do I see any circus?" | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
So I asked her, "It says Piccadilly Circus, where is the circus?" | 0:18:18 | 0:18:22 | |
We laughed so hard that we were on the road, you know, | 0:18:25 | 0:18:30 | |
holding our tummies. | 0:18:30 | 0:18:31 | |
With aches in it. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:33 | |
Fun moments. | 0:18:35 | 0:18:37 | |
I think that was the moment, you know, | 0:18:41 | 0:18:43 | |
we knew there was something going on. | 0:18:43 | 0:18:45 | |
It wasn't intentional from both sides, | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
but things started picking up from there. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:51 | |
Phone calls, then me coming back to London more often, | 0:18:55 | 0:18:58 | |
going to Bradford more often. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:00 | |
She was head-over-heels about him. | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
She was like, "This is what I want, this is... | 0:19:10 | 0:19:13 | |
"This is what I've prayed for." | 0:19:13 | 0:19:14 | |
Why did she choose Mukhtar? | 0:19:17 | 0:19:20 | |
Because she loved Mukhtar. | 0:19:20 | 0:19:21 | |
She loved the life that Mukhtar offered. | 0:19:21 | 0:19:24 | |
She filled my life with happiness. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
Everything was different for me. | 0:19:29 | 0:19:31 | |
Everything started making sense to me. | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
I was a shy type, she was a shy type. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:04 | |
One fine day, I said, "I think I like you, | 0:20:05 | 0:20:08 | |
"I want to get married to you." | 0:20:08 | 0:20:09 | |
And she was like, "Guess what? I want to marry you too." | 0:20:09 | 0:20:12 | |
I said, "Oh, no, I'm in trouble now." | 0:20:12 | 0:20:14 | |
She was in love, and that's what happens when you're in love. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:21 | |
I think what she tried doing, in terms of being with Mukhtar, | 0:20:21 | 0:20:25 | |
she tried to do it as sensitively as possible. | 0:20:25 | 0:20:29 | |
When did she tell you about her circumstances, | 0:20:31 | 0:20:34 | |
and what did you think? | 0:20:34 | 0:20:37 | |
By the time she told me, we had this connection between us. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:41 | |
We... | 0:20:41 | 0:20:42 | |
We were really close, as friends, and this was, kind of, | 0:20:42 | 0:20:46 | |
a deal between the father and this guy. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:49 | |
He's going to get married to his daughter, | 0:20:49 | 0:20:52 | |
and he's going to come to England for the passport, | 0:20:52 | 0:20:56 | |
and to stay, and blah, blah, blah. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
She always considered him as a brother. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:01 | |
How could a father do that to a daughter? | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
He raised up a child all his life with love, care, | 0:21:06 | 0:21:09 | |
he did so much for his child, and then one fine day, | 0:21:09 | 0:21:12 | |
he just decides that she's no more a daughter, she is a cow, | 0:21:12 | 0:21:15 | |
or a goat, I'm just going to go to the market and sell it. | 0:21:15 | 0:21:18 | |
This is how she got married, and then she was back in England, and... | 0:21:18 | 0:21:22 | |
..things were... Everybody knows how things were. | 0:21:24 | 0:21:26 | |
When she decided she wanted to divorce him, | 0:21:38 | 0:21:40 | |
she said to Shakeel that, "You need to divorce me", | 0:21:40 | 0:21:44 | |
and he was like, "I'm not going to divorce you." | 0:21:44 | 0:21:47 | |
I hadn't seen or heard or spoken to her. | 0:21:58 | 0:22:02 | |
Normally, you know, we'd see each other in town, in Primark. | 0:22:02 | 0:22:05 | |
So I knocked on the door. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
She wasn't there. | 0:22:11 | 0:22:13 | |
She must have heard. | 0:22:14 | 0:22:16 | |
She messaged, saying, "My family don't know anything. | 0:22:16 | 0:22:20 | |
"Don't mention anything." | 0:22:20 | 0:22:22 | |
I knew she were hinting at the divorce. | 0:22:22 | 0:22:25 | |
She was saying, you know, she wasn't happy, she was homebound, | 0:22:27 | 0:22:31 | |
she wasn't allowed to go anywhere. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:32 | |
I said to her, you know, you need to leave there. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:37 | |
And she thought, "I do anything yet, I need to divorce him first." | 0:22:37 | 0:22:40 | |
I'd say to her, you don't take life seriously, | 0:22:49 | 0:22:52 | |
and she used to say, "Life's too short. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:54 | |
"It's right, man, it's right, man. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:56 | |
"I'm just going to do it, there's no other choice." | 0:22:56 | 0:22:58 | |
She didn't have a choice. | 0:22:58 | 0:23:00 | |
She longed it out for way too long. | 0:23:00 | 0:23:02 | |
Once she received that divorce paper, | 0:23:17 | 0:23:19 | |
that's when she called Ali over from Dubai, and then that was it. | 0:23:19 | 0:23:24 | |
She wanted her life. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:28 | |
She wanted to be, like, she wanted to be a wife. | 0:23:28 | 0:23:31 | |
She didn't want to just be a normal girl living at home. | 0:23:31 | 0:23:34 | |
She wanted to move away and make a family. | 0:23:34 | 0:23:37 | |
SHE SINGS | 0:23:49 | 0:23:52 | |
GIGGLING | 0:23:52 | 0:23:54 | |
Where's Ali gone? | 0:23:54 | 0:23:56 | |
We got her ready for her wedding day with Ali, | 0:23:57 | 0:24:01 | |
and Samaira did her make-up, and I went with her. | 0:24:01 | 0:24:04 | |
It happened so quick, like, | 0:24:05 | 0:24:08 | |
it was like a secret, we were doing a secret wedding with her. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:11 | |
I was so badly shaking while I was doing her eyes, | 0:24:14 | 0:24:17 | |
and I kept making her cry. | 0:24:17 | 0:24:18 | |
I was like, "Are you really going to leave me?" | 0:24:18 | 0:24:21 | |
And she was like, "Can you stop it? | 0:24:21 | 0:24:24 | |
"You're supposed to be making me be brave and strong." | 0:24:24 | 0:24:27 | |
She made sure it was the best. | 0:24:28 | 0:24:30 | |
It's like she got ready for a grand wedding. | 0:24:30 | 0:24:32 | |
Show me your mehndi, put your arms out. Other way. | 0:24:42 | 0:24:45 | |
INAUDIBLE | 0:24:45 | 0:24:48 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:24:48 | 0:24:51 | |
Oh, it's so much that video. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:52 | |
Her nose, her teeth, her smile, her laugh. | 0:24:52 | 0:24:55 | |
She's so happy. | 0:24:55 | 0:24:56 | |
She looks so alive. | 0:24:56 | 0:24:58 | |
That day was probably the best day. I felt like I was getting married! | 0:25:03 | 0:25:07 | |
That's how good I was feeling. | 0:25:07 | 0:25:08 | |
She said, "Oh, I feel like a princess." | 0:25:10 | 0:25:13 | |
She felt it, she felt it. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:15 | |
Nikah was a very fun day. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:20 | |
I was the chauffeur, I was the groom, I was the photographer. | 0:25:21 | 0:25:24 | |
As soon we stepped out of the Imam's house, | 0:25:26 | 0:25:28 | |
she looked into my eyes and she said, "You know what?" | 0:25:28 | 0:25:31 | |
I said, "What?" "We did it!" So, yeah... | 0:25:31 | 0:25:34 | |
We had tears in our eyes. We were happy and we were crying. | 0:25:35 | 0:25:40 | |
The Imam walked out of the door, | 0:25:40 | 0:25:42 | |
"Guys, relax, I think you're going to be fine." | 0:25:42 | 0:25:45 | |
I was, "Yeah, it's going to be fine." | 0:25:45 | 0:25:48 | |
That was it. They were done. | 0:25:53 | 0:25:55 | |
It was the Nikah, and then it was the English registry, | 0:25:55 | 0:25:58 | |
which, on both occasions, I wasn't able to make it, unfortunately. | 0:25:58 | 0:26:02 | |
Why didn't you go? | 0:26:02 | 0:26:03 | |
I'll be honest, I had other things going on, | 0:26:03 | 0:26:05 | |
and her family used to turn up at my house as it was, | 0:26:05 | 0:26:09 | |
and I felt like I shouldn't get too big for my boots and just, | 0:26:09 | 0:26:13 | |
you know, I'll just take a back seat, | 0:26:13 | 0:26:15 | |
but I'll always be there for her. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:17 | |
I was there throughout the whole... Through the whole journey. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:20 | |
It was nice. You know when you see someone go through a lot, | 0:26:21 | 0:26:24 | |
it's nice to see them be happy because you think, you know what, | 0:26:24 | 0:26:27 | |
they've had their hardship, now it's going to be easy, but... | 0:26:27 | 0:26:30 | |
it didn't get easy for her. | 0:26:30 | 0:26:32 | |
She was basically walking through a snicket with her cousin sister | 0:26:47 | 0:26:50 | |
and some guys attacked her. | 0:26:50 | 0:26:51 | |
And they started hitting her legs with metal poles. | 0:26:55 | 0:26:58 | |
Nobody touched her cousin sister, but she got battered, | 0:27:01 | 0:27:03 | |
so that was personal. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:05 | |
That was a personal attack. | 0:27:05 | 0:27:06 | |
Everybody hides secrets from families and friends, | 0:27:32 | 0:27:36 | |
but he was the biggest secret of her life. | 0:27:36 | 0:27:40 | |
And then, when it came out, it just didn't come out in the right way. | 0:27:41 | 0:27:45 | |
She used to report it to the police, and she used to tell us that. | 0:28:11 | 0:28:15 | |
So we used to get reassured, thinking they'll help her. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:18 | |
She reported everything, everything. | 0:28:18 | 0:28:20 | |
She used to argue with her family and have police on the phone, | 0:28:20 | 0:28:23 | |
and her family didn't know. | 0:28:23 | 0:28:25 | |
She was on top of it. She was very on top of it. | 0:28:25 | 0:28:28 | |
You know, especially when you have a big family, | 0:28:28 | 0:28:30 | |
so you have loads of cousins, | 0:28:30 | 0:28:32 | |
you have loads of uncles and aunties, | 0:28:32 | 0:28:34 | |
and they're all married in the family, | 0:28:34 | 0:28:36 | |
so so-and-so's married to so-and-so's brother, | 0:28:36 | 0:28:38 | |
so-and-so's married to so-and-so's sister, and it's so intense. | 0:28:38 | 0:28:42 | |
I can't think of one person that was by her side. | 0:28:42 | 0:28:45 | |
I knew she had an officer involved. | 0:28:48 | 0:28:50 | |
And I knew she had things going on, but, | 0:28:53 | 0:28:55 | |
I was so caught up in myself and my situation, that I never asked her. | 0:28:55 | 0:29:01 | |
And I just... I feel really selfish. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:05 | |
Towards the end of her living at home, she was really scared, like... | 0:29:08 | 0:29:13 | |
..petrified scared. | 0:29:14 | 0:29:16 | |
She was like a prisoner, really, in her own home. | 0:29:17 | 0:29:20 | |
I thought, you know, maybe they are angry, | 0:29:22 | 0:29:24 | |
maybe they will settle down, but they didn't. | 0:29:24 | 0:29:26 | |
I told Samia, I said, "Listen, | 0:29:28 | 0:29:30 | |
"things are not getting better, | 0:29:30 | 0:29:32 | |
"you come to Dubai and we'll settle it from here." | 0:29:32 | 0:29:35 | |
Behind the scenes, we were planning on getting her ticket, her passport, | 0:29:38 | 0:29:43 | |
getting her mehndi back on cos she's going back to her husband... | 0:29:43 | 0:29:46 | |
And then the next day, she just went. | 0:29:46 | 0:29:49 | |
It was going to happen, there was no other way. | 0:29:51 | 0:29:53 | |
Her family were never going to agree. | 0:29:53 | 0:29:55 | |
It felt right for her. | 0:29:57 | 0:29:59 | |
She thought, "This is what I want." | 0:29:59 | 0:30:01 | |
But, once she did, she was the happiest girl alive. | 0:30:02 | 0:30:06 | |
Wooo! | 0:30:18 | 0:30:20 | |
INAUDIBLE | 0:30:23 | 0:30:26 | |
She loved Dubai from day one. | 0:30:31 | 0:30:33 | |
She explored every corner in Dubai. | 0:30:34 | 0:30:36 | |
She was enjoying herself. | 0:30:36 | 0:30:38 | |
She'd want people to know that she was having fun, | 0:30:38 | 0:30:40 | |
so, yeah, she used to bash Snapchat. | 0:30:40 | 0:30:42 | |
She used to bash Snapchat badly. | 0:30:42 | 0:30:45 | |
Why are we getting free hot chocolate only in Dubai? | 0:30:46 | 0:30:50 | |
She used to drive there as well. | 0:30:50 | 0:30:52 | |
She used to drive her husband's car, and it was on the left-hand side. | 0:30:52 | 0:30:55 | |
She goes, "I've adjusted right well, you know?" | 0:30:55 | 0:30:57 | |
And she was really happy. | 0:30:57 | 0:30:59 | |
But she used to say, "I'm going to give birth to my kids in England", | 0:31:00 | 0:31:03 | |
because she wanted her kids to be British, like their mum. | 0:31:03 | 0:31:06 | |
She was British and proud. | 0:31:06 | 0:31:08 | |
MUSIC: Set Fire to the Rain by Adele | 0:31:08 | 0:31:12 | |
SAMIA SINGS ALONG | 0:31:12 | 0:31:15 | |
# But I set fire to the rain | 0:31:15 | 0:31:19 | |
# Watched it pour as I touched your face... # | 0:31:19 | 0:31:23 | |
Trust me, me and my husband are so eager to become parents. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:30 | |
Allah is testing our patience, | 0:31:30 | 0:31:32 | |
like hell, seriously. | 0:31:32 | 0:31:35 | |
She couldn't wait to have kids. | 0:31:36 | 0:31:38 | |
She was, basically just wanted a family. | 0:31:38 | 0:31:41 | |
She wanted that. In that picture of her and Ali, | 0:31:41 | 0:31:43 | |
she wanted a third person in it, basically. | 0:31:43 | 0:31:45 | |
And if we have a girl, we're going to get her this, | 0:31:47 | 0:31:50 | |
we're going to get her gold, | 0:31:50 | 0:31:51 | |
we're going to get her gold this and gold that. | 0:31:51 | 0:31:54 | |
Things will change so much. Everything will be about the baby. | 0:31:54 | 0:31:57 | |
When me and him start talking about babies, he gets so happy. | 0:31:57 | 0:31:59 | |
He'll be like, "We'll buy this, this and this." | 0:31:59 | 0:32:01 | |
And he's like. "But what are we going to buy for ourselves?" | 0:32:01 | 0:32:04 | |
And I die laughing. | 0:32:04 | 0:32:05 | |
Everything will change once the baby will be born, | 0:32:05 | 0:32:09 | |
when we'll come to know, the moment we'll come to know, | 0:32:09 | 0:32:12 | |
I think everything will change, Inshallah. | 0:32:12 | 0:32:14 | |
She used to say, "Oh, my make-up, I have to put this fixing spray on | 0:32:14 | 0:32:19 | |
"because my make-up melts, but I love it out here." | 0:32:19 | 0:32:23 | |
The thing that was so unfortunate | 0:32:25 | 0:32:27 | |
was that she just couldn't let go of her family. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
She had the best of this world. She wanted the best of that world. | 0:32:32 | 0:32:38 | |
But things didn't work out the way she wanted it. | 0:32:40 | 0:32:42 | |
She wanted to ask for forgiveness from her mum and dad, | 0:33:01 | 0:33:05 | |
and she started to feel bad for what she did. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:07 | |
We still continued talking to the parents, you know, convincing them. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:15 | |
She speaks to the family every day. | 0:33:15 | 0:33:17 | |
She tries to convince the sister, the mother. | 0:33:17 | 0:33:20 | |
She always wanted me to be the father's best friend. | 0:33:21 | 0:33:25 | |
She always used to tell me, | 0:33:25 | 0:33:27 | |
"He's really a nice guy, you'll like him, he'll like you." | 0:33:27 | 0:33:31 | |
As a girl, you think, shit, if I go to do what I want to do, | 0:33:32 | 0:33:37 | |
marry a guy of our own choice, without our mum and dad's blessing, | 0:33:37 | 0:33:40 | |
it's always in our mind, it's always on our conscience. | 0:33:40 | 0:33:43 | |
My mum and dad are not with me, and karma always get you back, | 0:33:43 | 0:33:47 | |
no matter what you do, that's what we believe. | 0:33:47 | 0:33:49 | |
They'll twine it in a way that it's like a hidden curse. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:57 | |
To the father, I literally begged him. | 0:34:02 | 0:34:05 | |
He was, like, saying one thing again and again, | 0:34:05 | 0:34:07 | |
"You leave her, you leave her, you leave her." | 0:34:07 | 0:34:10 | |
I said, "I can't leave her, she's my wife." | 0:34:10 | 0:34:12 | |
She would call, tons and tons of messages, | 0:34:14 | 0:34:18 | |
always messages on WhatsApp, everything. | 0:34:18 | 0:34:21 | |
He wouldn't call back. | 0:34:21 | 0:34:22 | |
The mother would tell, "OK, he's fine, he'll take some time, | 0:34:22 | 0:34:26 | |
"he'll be OK." | 0:34:26 | 0:34:28 | |
The sister would say, "He's really upset with you. | 0:34:28 | 0:34:31 | |
"He doesn't like you any more, he doesn't want to see your face." | 0:34:31 | 0:34:34 | |
Yes, reputation, honour is a big thing. | 0:35:28 | 0:35:31 | |
She used to say it. | 0:35:33 | 0:35:34 | |
Their family respect, that honour matters to them. | 0:35:34 | 0:35:38 | |
No-one's allowed to tarnish that respect that they've got. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:41 | |
People would say, "Look, your daughter's done this, | 0:35:41 | 0:35:43 | |
"your daughter's this". | 0:35:43 | 0:35:44 | |
That's why our parents feel like they're ashamed of what we've done, | 0:35:44 | 0:35:47 | |
so they're carrying on the norms and values, | 0:35:47 | 0:35:50 | |
and they're trying to embed them in so hard, | 0:35:50 | 0:35:52 | |
but they don't understand, we're in the UK, not in Pakistan. | 0:35:52 | 0:35:56 | |
It's the Pakistani culture against us. | 0:35:56 | 0:35:59 | |
I get a call from the cousin, asking about Samia. | 0:36:41 | 0:36:44 | |
And he told me that her aunt, | 0:36:46 | 0:36:47 | |
which was her ex-mother-in-law, she passed away. | 0:36:47 | 0:36:51 | |
She was really in shock. | 0:36:52 | 0:36:54 | |
She really loved her auntie, which she did, | 0:36:54 | 0:36:56 | |
she really loved Shakeel's mum, there's no denying about that. | 0:36:56 | 0:36:59 | |
When Shakeel's mum died, she cried a lot. | 0:36:59 | 0:37:01 | |
She wanted to go to Pakistan after that, | 0:37:05 | 0:37:07 | |
and we had this discussion, why she shouldn't go to Pakistan. | 0:37:07 | 0:37:11 | |
And then, after a few weeks, | 0:37:14 | 0:37:15 | |
she started getting these emotional dialogues from the family. | 0:37:15 | 0:37:20 | |
The father is not well, he's going to pass away any time, | 0:37:20 | 0:37:24 | |
you need to come. | 0:37:24 | 0:37:25 | |
Things might happen to the father. | 0:37:26 | 0:37:28 | |
Then she gets another phone call, you know. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:57 | |
"What if your father dies?" | 0:37:57 | 0:37:59 | |
Blah, blah, blah. | 0:37:59 | 0:38:01 | |
She was...out of control. She just wanted to get to Pakistan, | 0:38:02 | 0:38:07 | |
she wanted to see her father. | 0:38:07 | 0:38:09 | |
I mean, her dad, like he was quite ill for the past few years, | 0:38:12 | 0:38:15 | |
you know, with diabetes. | 0:38:15 | 0:38:17 | |
If anything happened to her dad, | 0:38:19 | 0:38:21 | |
she would never forgive herself for not going. | 0:38:21 | 0:38:24 | |
But she said, there's no reassurance, | 0:38:24 | 0:38:27 | |
so that shows that she feared for her life, | 0:38:27 | 0:38:30 | |
and she couldn't guarantee that she was going to come back. | 0:38:30 | 0:38:33 | |
Samaira Facetimed me, straightaway, she rang me, | 0:38:35 | 0:38:38 | |
she goes, "You won't believe it. Masee's going Pakistan." | 0:38:38 | 0:38:41 | |
I go, "Is she fucking stupid? Does she want to fucking get shot?" | 0:38:42 | 0:38:46 | |
Samaira's like, "I've told her she's going to get shot. | 0:38:47 | 0:38:50 | |
"You're risking everything." | 0:38:50 | 0:38:51 | |
She goes, "She's not having it, she wants to see her dad." | 0:38:51 | 0:38:54 | |
She was packing, and I asked her, "What's happening?" | 0:39:10 | 0:39:13 | |
She was like, "I'm going to Pakistan." | 0:39:13 | 0:39:16 | |
I said, "Where did you buy the ticket from?" | 0:39:16 | 0:39:18 | |
She said, "My sister sent it to me." | 0:39:18 | 0:39:21 | |
I was really upset about it. | 0:39:22 | 0:39:24 | |
I was helpless. What could I have done? | 0:39:25 | 0:39:28 | |
I'm going to face her the rest of my life, knowing that her father | 0:39:30 | 0:39:34 | |
was not well and I stopped her, and something happened to him. | 0:39:34 | 0:39:37 | |
Then I had to let her go. | 0:39:39 | 0:39:41 | |
You know, I stopped my car. | 0:39:46 | 0:39:47 | |
I said, "You still have time, think about it." | 0:39:47 | 0:39:50 | |
She hugs me, and she says, | 0:39:50 | 0:39:52 | |
"Nothing's going to happen to me, I'll be fine." | 0:39:52 | 0:39:55 | |
And that was the last time I've seen her. | 0:39:57 | 0:40:00 | |
Yup. | 0:40:00 | 0:40:01 | |
I really don't know why she went to Pakistan. | 0:40:33 | 0:40:36 | |
It just shocks me. She wasn't a daft girl. | 0:40:38 | 0:40:42 | |
That's the question. Why did she go? | 0:40:43 | 0:40:45 | |
Why did she go? Like, why? | 0:40:45 | 0:40:47 | |
Hi, I got my SIM, I called you. I don't have net. | 0:41:24 | 0:41:28 | |
I'll have net later on, but you can contact me on that number direct. | 0:41:28 | 0:41:31 | |
So, I'm going to leave this place now, head towards my place, | 0:41:31 | 0:41:35 | |
and, so, just ring me. | 0:41:35 | 0:41:37 | |
'Everything will change.' | 0:43:26 | 0:43:28 | |
'Wooo!' | 0:43:34 | 0:43:35 | |
I kept waiting and waiting. She didn't call me back. | 0:46:16 | 0:46:20 | |
I started calling her, texting her, nothing happened. | 0:46:20 | 0:46:24 | |
This was not Samia. | 0:46:24 | 0:46:26 | |
Then I started texting her sister, | 0:46:29 | 0:46:31 | |
and saying, "I'm trying to reach Samia. | 0:46:31 | 0:46:35 | |
"Do you know where she is?" | 0:46:35 | 0:46:36 | |
She kept on reading the texts. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:38 | |
She wouldn't get back to me on that. | 0:46:38 | 0:46:39 | |
10pm, my time, I get a call from her cousin. | 0:46:42 | 0:46:46 | |
He told me that she died of a heart attack. | 0:46:48 | 0:46:50 | |
I thought, "Maybe... | 0:46:54 | 0:46:55 | |
"Maybe this is one of the dirty games they are playing. | 0:46:55 | 0:46:58 | |
"Maybe they took away her passport | 0:46:58 | 0:47:00 | |
"and they don't want her to come back, and they will torture her." | 0:47:00 | 0:47:03 | |
I had a hope that she's still alive, and I might be able to find her. | 0:47:04 | 0:47:09 | |
I just... I was just shocked. | 0:48:12 | 0:48:14 | |
I remember later I fainted, after like an hour, when it sunk in. | 0:48:15 | 0:48:20 | |
I just couldn't grasp the fact that she's dead. | 0:48:21 | 0:48:24 | |
But what really got me was that I was there that time, | 0:48:26 | 0:48:28 | |
I was in Pakistan. | 0:48:28 | 0:48:30 | |
I was in the same clock. | 0:48:30 | 0:48:32 | |
Like, the clock was ticking, at the same time | 0:48:32 | 0:48:34 | |
whilst my mate was getting brutally abused, | 0:48:34 | 0:48:38 | |
I was, God knows, laughing with who, shopping, buying clothes... | 0:48:38 | 0:48:42 | |
Little did I know that a life's been taken. | 0:48:42 | 0:48:44 | |
One of my girls is dying. | 0:48:44 | 0:48:46 | |
Do you know what I mean? | 0:48:46 | 0:48:48 | |
Half of the cousins were saying something, | 0:50:09 | 0:50:11 | |
and half of the cousins were saying something else, | 0:50:11 | 0:50:14 | |
that she's died of a heart attack, or that she fell down the stairs, | 0:50:14 | 0:50:17 | |
she had an asthma attack, she's committed suicide. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:20 | |
And I just thought, "Here we go with all the stories." | 0:50:20 | 0:50:24 | |
Samaira's like, "You need to report it to the police, we need help. | 0:50:24 | 0:50:26 | |
"Pakistan, they've buried her, and no-one will help us." | 0:50:26 | 0:50:29 | |
She was screaming at me on the phone, | 0:50:29 | 0:50:31 | |
"You have to do something there!" | 0:50:31 | 0:50:33 | |
I was like, "I have to do it, I have to do it, I have to do it." | 0:50:33 | 0:50:36 | |
We went to the police station straightaway to report her murder. | 0:50:36 | 0:50:41 | |
I got a text message saying, | 0:50:50 | 0:50:51 | |
"Naz, there's a girl who's been killed in Pakistan, | 0:50:51 | 0:50:55 | |
"she's British, one of your constituents. | 0:50:55 | 0:50:58 | |
"Can you help us, and if you can't, then tell us who can." | 0:50:58 | 0:51:00 | |
And immediately, when I heard the story, | 0:51:02 | 0:51:04 | |
I knew it, I knew she'd been murdered. | 0:51:04 | 0:51:05 | |
There was not a single question in my head | 0:51:05 | 0:51:08 | |
that she had not been murdered. | 0:51:08 | 0:51:10 | |
So what I did, was then I wrote directly | 0:51:10 | 0:51:12 | |
to the Prime Minister of Pakistan. | 0:51:12 | 0:51:13 | |
I took the risk of naming it as an honour killing, | 0:51:13 | 0:51:16 | |
saying it had the hallmarks of an honour killing, | 0:51:16 | 0:51:18 | |
because I was absolutely convinced. | 0:51:18 | 0:51:20 | |
That was when Pakistanis realised, | 0:51:20 | 0:51:22 | |
"Hang on a minute, we need to look into this." | 0:51:22 | 0:51:24 | |
Under light of the available evidence, | 0:51:49 | 0:51:51 | |
the court grants us custody of the accused. | 0:51:51 | 0:51:54 | |
They told us in the investigation how it happened. | 0:51:57 | 0:52:00 | |
Shakeel was hell bent on keeping her in Pakistan, | 0:52:06 | 0:52:09 | |
and breaking off this marriage | 0:52:09 | 0:52:11 | |
with a gentleman who was from outside the family. | 0:52:11 | 0:52:16 | |
Till 20th, they waited. | 0:52:16 | 0:52:18 | |
They went through the personal effects of Samia secretly, | 0:52:19 | 0:52:22 | |
this is what they told us in the investigation. | 0:52:22 | 0:52:24 | |
They were unable to find the passport and the ticket. | 0:52:24 | 0:52:28 | |
When, around noon, she came to that mansion | 0:52:28 | 0:52:30 | |
where her luggage was sitting, | 0:52:30 | 0:52:33 | |
Shakeel went into an argument, | 0:52:33 | 0:52:36 | |
trying to make her stay in Pakistan. | 0:52:36 | 0:52:39 | |
And, when she refused, then he forcefully committed sexual act. | 0:52:39 | 0:52:44 | |
And when he was done with that, she was running down screaming... | 0:52:45 | 0:52:50 | |
That is when Shakeel put the scarf around her neck, and killed her. | 0:52:51 | 0:52:56 | |
REPORTER: Samia was happy in her second marriage. | 0:53:28 | 0:53:31 | |
She conformed to law in Britain, why was she killed in Pakistan? | 0:53:31 | 0:53:33 | |
Was Samia murdered? | 0:53:43 | 0:53:44 | |
I've been talking about family honour for many, many years now. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:54 | |
There's a script we follow as Asian girls, as Pakistani girls. | 0:54:54 | 0:54:59 | |
What you have is, you have young girls who feel that they're | 0:54:59 | 0:55:03 | |
holding their parents' izzat, | 0:55:03 | 0:55:05 | |
and if they step out of line, they will be letting their parents down. | 0:55:05 | 0:55:08 | |
And the pressure of that is absolutely immense. | 0:55:08 | 0:55:11 | |
That because it's so culturally normal, | 0:55:12 | 0:55:15 | |
it doesn't seem like it's been coerced, it's what happens. | 0:55:15 | 0:55:18 | |
In Samia's case, there are classic hallmarks, | 0:55:18 | 0:55:21 | |
classic hallmarks of power, control, | 0:55:21 | 0:55:24 | |
the whole misguided concept of honour, | 0:55:24 | 0:55:26 | |
how it manifests around women, | 0:55:26 | 0:55:28 | |
the control of women. | 0:55:28 | 0:55:30 | |
You know, been there, done it, got the T-shirt. | 0:55:30 | 0:55:32 | |
I know what my community's about, and I know when it's wrong. | 0:55:32 | 0:55:35 | |
And in this case, it was wrong. | 0:55:35 | 0:55:37 | |
I'm not the same person any more. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:46 | |
Even if I smile, even if I laugh, | 0:55:46 | 0:55:48 | |
it's just a fake smile, | 0:55:48 | 0:55:50 | |
it's just a fake laugh. | 0:55:50 | 0:55:51 | |
She completed me, in many ways. | 0:55:52 | 0:55:55 | |
If I say all the ways, it won't be wrong. She did complete me. | 0:55:55 | 0:55:59 | |
You have to have two faces. | 0:56:02 | 0:56:03 | |
One for the world, and one for yourself. | 0:56:03 | 0:56:06 | |
Some people find a balance between the two, and others can't, | 0:56:08 | 0:56:11 | |
and they rebel. And...you just get stuck. | 0:56:11 | 0:56:14 | |
And then you get trapped. | 0:56:19 | 0:56:21 | |
This is what we were always scared of. | 0:56:21 | 0:56:24 | |
This was like the thing that we just knew was going to happen. | 0:56:24 | 0:56:27 | |
That was the sad part, that we knew. | 0:56:30 | 0:56:31 | |
We knew it was going to happen, | 0:56:31 | 0:56:33 | |
but we were oblivious to it at the same time. | 0:56:33 | 0:56:36 | |
To see someone so beautiful in so much pain. | 0:56:38 | 0:56:42 | |
She was dead laying there, | 0:56:42 | 0:56:44 | |
but I could still see pain through her. | 0:56:44 | 0:56:46 | |
It was like I could see "help" written on her forehead, | 0:56:48 | 0:56:51 | |
like "help me, help me". | 0:56:51 | 0:56:52 | |
And you know, she was proud of being British, but it didn't... | 0:56:52 | 0:56:56 | |
She's not got anything for being British. | 0:56:56 | 0:56:58 | |
She's in a better place. | 0:57:00 | 0:57:02 | |
She's definitely in heaven. | 0:57:02 | 0:57:04 | |
Definitely in Jannah. | 0:57:04 | 0:57:06 | |
I just want the truth to come out, and justice to be served. | 0:57:08 | 0:57:12 | |
Let justice... The word "justice" is not good enough | 0:57:12 | 0:57:15 | |
for what I want to happen. | 0:57:15 | 0:57:16 | |
She got murdered. | 0:57:21 | 0:57:23 | |
Everyone should be speaking about the fact that she got murdered. | 0:57:23 | 0:57:26 | |
Honour killing. | 0:57:26 | 0:57:28 | |
It's not a crime what she's done. | 0:57:30 | 0:57:32 | |
It's normal. | 0:57:32 | 0:57:33 | |
It's normal to fall in love. | 0:57:33 | 0:57:35 | |
She told us, she used to say to us, "If anything happens to me... | 0:57:41 | 0:57:45 | |
"you guys are my witnesses. | 0:57:45 | 0:57:46 | |
"I'm telling you lot." | 0:57:46 | 0:57:48 | |
But... | 0:57:48 | 0:57:49 | |
..our words are not good enough, are they? | 0:57:51 | 0:57:53 |