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DISCORDANT ORCHESTRAL MUSIC | 0:00:02 | 0:00:05 | |
RUMBLING EXPLOSION | 0:00:49 | 0:00:53 | |
# Oh, we don't want to lose you | 0:00:56 | 0:01:01 | |
# But we think you should go... # | 0:01:01 | 0:01:06 | |
The Disabled Century came into dramatic focus with the First World War. | 0:01:06 | 0:01:12 | |
Where previously, disabled people were the isolated "deserving poor", | 0:01:12 | 0:01:16 | |
the war now created a disabled army - | 0:01:16 | 0:01:20 | |
one and a half million war-wounded losing limb or mind, or both. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:25 | |
We were getting ready to go over the top again when a shell burst overhead. | 0:01:31 | 0:01:37 | |
One fellow jumped out of the trench and went screaming down the line. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:43 | |
Screaming. We called it shell shock. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:46 | |
You get a shell-shocked man crying. | 0:01:47 | 0:01:50 | |
Crying for home. | 0:01:50 | 0:01:53 | |
His mind's gone... Completely gone. | 0:01:53 | 0:01:57 | |
I was the first ambulance driver at the local workhouse. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:03 | |
I had the job of taking a shell-shocked man to a mental hospital, | 0:02:03 | 0:02:09 | |
because he was past...past curing. | 0:02:09 | 0:02:13 | |
You always had an attendant | 0:02:13 | 0:02:15 | |
because a shell-shocked man was classed as mental. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:20 | |
He could get better, and on the other hand, if he was too bad, he'd be sent to a proper mental home. | 0:02:20 | 0:02:28 | |
But you could always tell. They can't walk straight. | 0:02:28 | 0:02:32 | |
And they get pains in the head. | 0:02:32 | 0:02:35 | |
And the face swells. | 0:02:35 | 0:02:38 | |
And they get all the symptoms. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:41 | |
All the symptoms...we'll call it, "as a drunk man", again. | 0:02:41 | 0:02:47 | |
Dick Trafford was war-disabled - | 0:02:52 | 0:02:55 | |
wounded in the Somme, Looes, Passchendaele, Verdun... | 0:02:55 | 0:02:59 | |
You felt you didn't want to get hit. You didn't want to be badly wounded. | 0:02:59 | 0:03:04 | |
You'd sooner get a bullet that would finish you off altogether. | 0:03:04 | 0:03:09 | |
I think that was the attitude. | 0:03:09 | 0:03:12 | |
There was this dark room, and there were soldiers - ex-soldiers - laying there. | 0:03:12 | 0:03:19 | |
No arms at all, no legs... and in total darkness. | 0:03:19 | 0:03:26 | |
They might as well have been dead, | 0:03:27 | 0:03:31 | |
like... There was no life at all. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:34 | |
They were what you'd call just "living". | 0:03:34 | 0:03:38 | |
Terrible. | 0:03:38 | 0:03:40 | |
The men were dropping round you like flies, | 0:03:40 | 0:03:44 | |
getting killed by the thousand - not by hundreds, by the thousand. | 0:03:44 | 0:03:49 | |
Horace Blackburn, himself disabled from childhood, recalls fitting the limbs to disabled ex-soldiers. | 0:03:49 | 0:03:57 | |
I got the job in the Cripple Aid and I remember one day this man was helped into the back shop. | 0:03:57 | 0:04:04 | |
He'd lost both legs in the war. | 0:04:04 | 0:04:07 | |
He pushed himself around on a little platform... | 0:04:07 | 0:04:11 | |
And had to have special things on his hands. He propelled himself along the pavement with his hands. | 0:04:11 | 0:04:19 | |
We would patch this contrivance | 0:04:19 | 0:04:22 | |
with a bit of waste material, anything we had left over... | 0:04:22 | 0:04:26 | |
One gun exploded as we were passing. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
And it caused my left ear to burst... and bleed. | 0:04:32 | 0:04:37 | |
When a German shell overhead exploded, one piece... | 0:04:39 | 0:04:44 | |
severed the end of my thumb. | 0:04:44 | 0:04:47 | |
..I remember I went home and told my mother, and said I'd seen these men like that, | 0:04:47 | 0:04:54 | |
and was told, "Well, that's what happens, son, with war." | 0:04:54 | 0:04:58 | |
They're just... Nobody wants them. | 0:04:58 | 0:05:01 | |
They've done their bit, | 0:05:01 | 0:05:04 | |
and they're just fobbed off with perhaps a little bit of pension, and that's it. | 0:05:04 | 0:05:11 | |
An arm, I think, were four shilling. An arm. | 0:05:11 | 0:05:15 | |
And... | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
I think a leg was about five or six. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:22 | |
My leg... My leg was on the Somme. | 0:05:22 | 0:05:25 | |
I was hit in the throat | 0:05:25 | 0:05:28 | |
by a sniper's bullet. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:31 | |
They said if it's mustard gas, going over to the Germans the wind could blow the wrong way, | 0:05:32 | 0:05:39 | |
and blow the gas back on us. Didn't do you any good. I got a piece of shrapnel in my ankle. | 0:05:39 | 0:05:46 | |
Apart from that, they kept me in the army, in and out the trenches. | 0:05:46 | 0:05:50 | |
"We can't afford to sign you to Blighty. We want you back up the line." | 0:05:50 | 0:05:56 | |
FEMALE VIBRATO VOICE | 0:05:56 | 0:06:03 | |
# I'm going to be a lad I'm going to be a lad I will be a lad some day... # | 0:06:03 | 0:06:08 | |
The war brought disablement into the open at a time | 0:06:08 | 0:06:13 | |
when the Government was locking away learning-disabled people under the 1913 Mental Defectives Act. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:21 | |
Bill Surrey was locked away when he was seven years old. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:25 | |
He spent his life locked away. | 0:06:25 | 0:06:29 | |
I must've been like the others, the "low grade", if see you what I mean, | 0:06:29 | 0:06:34 | |
when I was younger. | 0:06:34 | 0:06:37 | |
"Helpless person". Helpless. Evil ain't it, something like that? | 0:06:38 | 0:06:44 | |
It's not THEIR fault, is it? I might have been one a little bit... | 0:06:44 | 0:06:49 | |
wanting help. | 0:06:49 | 0:06:52 | |
Bill Surrey's family tried to stop Bill being taken from them. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:58 | |
I did see a man named Mr Curtis. Someone said he was in charge of County Hall. | 0:06:58 | 0:07:05 | |
My mother asked, can she take me home. They said, "Very sorry, Mrs Surrey." | 0:07:05 | 0:07:12 | |
I said to my mum, "Don't worry about that. It's not your fault. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:16 | |
"I'm OK there for the time being." | 0:07:16 | 0:07:19 | |
Must be 70 years, if I went in in 1919. | 0:07:20 | 0:07:25 | |
I think it's 70, I'm not sure. | 0:07:26 | 0:07:29 | |
When I went there, the early days, they'd have silent pictures. | 0:07:29 | 0:07:35 | |
A film was called Pancho, Masked Rider. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:42 | |
I got put there when I was nine. | 0:07:42 | 0:07:46 | |
And they kept on saying in 13 years time I wouldn't be here. I was supposed to have left in 13 years. | 0:07:47 | 0:07:55 | |
Know what I mean? | 0:07:55 | 0:07:57 | |
Didn't hear no more. | 0:07:57 | 0:08:00 | |
I didn't talk to anybody for a week. I didn't know nobody, you see. | 0:08:00 | 0:08:05 | |
They give it a name. A lot of us didn't want to be "MD". | 0:08:07 | 0:08:12 | |
They had it in their mind to get away from the hospital. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:16 | |
Couldn't get out the lodge gate. They'd lock it up, see what I mean, | 0:08:16 | 0:08:21 | |
in case a patient escaped from their place, tried to get away. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:26 | |
They'd maybe run off. I climbed over the wall. Nobody see me. | 0:08:26 | 0:08:31 | |
I put my jacket on the wall, of course, in case I cut my hands. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:36 | |
They sent the staff after me, take me back. | 0:08:36 | 0:08:41 | |
In the end, the nurse who saw me said, | 0:08:41 | 0:08:45 | |
"I'm sorry, you have to go to ward nine." To see the doctor, you see. | 0:08:45 | 0:08:51 | |
In ward nine, if you'd run away... | 0:08:51 | 0:08:54 | |
you'd have a haircut like a convict, see, as a punishment. | 0:08:54 | 0:09:00 | |
If you'd kick up rough, they had a doctor who would give you a needle, | 0:09:00 | 0:09:05 | |
calm you down, put you to sleep. | 0:09:05 | 0:09:08 | |
In the night, four or five staff would hold you down. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:13 | |
Learning-disabled children were not the only ones sent away. | 0:09:13 | 0:09:18 | |
Many disabled children were segregated in the name of improvement and schooling, | 0:09:18 | 0:09:24 | |
like Bill and Peggy Dixon - sent away in the 1920s. | 0:09:24 | 0:09:28 | |
FEMALE INTERPRETER OF SIGN LANGUAGE: My mother said, "We're going off to the seaside." | 0:09:28 | 0:09:32 | |
We had to catch this train from Victoria Station - and there were all these other children there. | 0:09:32 | 0:09:39 | |
My mother met the headmaster to talk about me. The children were getting on the train, and the door closed! | 0:09:39 | 0:09:46 | |
I'm waving out the window, "Get on the train!" She said, "No." | 0:09:46 | 0:09:51 | |
The train started. I was banging on the window, and crying and crying. | 0:09:51 | 0:09:57 | |
-MALE INTERPRETER: -I got in and they closed the door. "I want my mum! I want my mum to put me on the train!" | 0:09:57 | 0:10:04 | |
They wouldn't let her. I was crying, and the train was pulling out. She was crying. I banged on the window, | 0:10:04 | 0:10:11 | |
wanting to get out. This woman said, "Don't worry. Here's your case. We're going to the seaside." | 0:10:11 | 0:10:17 | |
I said, "I don't know what you're talking about." We ended up at this huge school. I was really upset. | 0:10:17 | 0:10:24 | |
People were signing. I didn't know what was going on. They thought I was stupid because I couldn't sign. | 0:10:24 | 0:10:29 | |
Don't lip read, don't speak, you have to sign. | 0:10:29 | 0:10:32 | |
"We don't know what you're talking about." I didn't know what THEY were saying. It was so frightening. | 0:10:32 | 0:10:38 | |
I was really upset. I was crying. This woman said, "Oh, don't cry..." | 0:10:38 | 0:10:43 | |
We got there, and I didn't get any tea or anything. I had to go straight to bed, on the first day. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:51 | |
I got into bed, and I missed my mum. She was gone! I was crying. | 0:10:51 | 0:10:56 | |
I'd always had my brother to talk to before bed, | 0:10:56 | 0:11:00 | |
and these people were poking and signing at me in the night. I was frightened. | 0:11:00 | 0:11:05 | |
I know some of the children in this class. | 0:11:10 | 0:11:12 | |
I wasn't there, because these are the kids that were sort of hard of hearing. They had hearing aids, | 0:11:12 | 0:11:19 | |
and I didn't. Yes, this is our class. I know some of them. | 0:11:19 | 0:11:24 | |
I'm just on the side, here. I'm the fair-haired one on the side | 0:11:24 | 0:11:28 | |
Segregation was considered caring in a society which did not care for disabled people, | 0:11:28 | 0:11:34 | |
and it made strangers of these children when they returned home. | 0:11:34 | 0:11:38 | |
My mother said to me and my friends, "No, don't sign! It looks mad. Terrible." I didn't know what to do. | 0:11:38 | 0:11:46 | |
I could lip read, but not sign. At school I could, but I had to speak at home. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:52 | |
I'd get a piece of paper and blow it off to practise P and S. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:58 | |
She said, "I'm really proud of you. You speak really well." | 0:11:58 | 0:12:02 | |
Those were just exercises to learn to speak! | 0:12:02 | 0:12:07 | |
Gladys Brooks was one of many who had their childhood dominated by crude medical mistreatment. | 0:12:07 | 0:12:15 | |
Caught up in the idea of correcting disability, the doctors humiliated her and her body. | 0:12:15 | 0:12:22 | |
I was, as a baby, strapped onto a frame, | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
which was canvas on a steel frame. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:29 | |
And I was on that more or less permanently for about 2½ years, | 0:12:29 | 0:12:34 | |
hoping that the curvature of the spine, the "hump", as they called it then, | 0:12:34 | 0:12:39 | |
would go down...which it did. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:43 | |
But when the hump goes down, your bottom comes up. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:48 | |
At the hospital, the doctor said, "Yes, we can give him an operation, but it'll cost about £200, | 0:12:48 | 0:12:53 | |
"and it will ruin his face. It'll be distorted from the operation." My mother was upset. | 0:12:53 | 0:13:00 | |
There was a 50-50 chance whether I'd hear anything. My mother WAS upset. "No! Just LEAVE his ears." | 0:13:00 | 0:13:09 | |
You know. "He's deaf - let's just leave it at that." | 0:13:09 | 0:13:14 | |
Another thing they used was... I don't quite know what to call it. | 0:13:14 | 0:13:19 | |
It was a box affair, and it had... | 0:13:19 | 0:13:23 | |
From the roof part it had leather straps with a circle of leather | 0:13:23 | 0:13:28 | |
which was strapped around my neck with the two thongs going up. | 0:13:28 | 0:13:33 | |
And there, I had to lift my bottom off the floor... | 0:13:33 | 0:13:38 | |
They had, again... I could relieve myself with... There was two handles on the side. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:45 | |
But it was pretty gruesome. | 0:13:45 | 0:13:48 | |
They used to get me to climb up the bars, | 0:13:48 | 0:13:52 | |
and I hung. | 0:13:52 | 0:13:55 | |
And the idea of that was that they might stretch my spine. | 0:13:55 | 0:14:00 | |
The weight of my body would bring me up straighter | 0:14:00 | 0:14:04 | |
and so make me slightly taller. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:07 | |
But in fact it didn't. | 0:14:07 | 0:14:10 | |
When I was about four or five, we went up to Great Ormond Street. | 0:14:13 | 0:14:19 | |
We'd been going up there every year since they found I had some sort of muscular dystrophy. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:24 | |
The doctor said, "Well, Mrs Harding, we can do no more for your children. | 0:14:24 | 0:14:31 | |
"We doubt if they'll live to their teens." | 0:14:31 | 0:14:35 | |
Mum said, "Well, if that's the case, we'll go home and start living." | 0:14:35 | 0:14:40 | |
And the teens come, | 0:14:40 | 0:14:43 | |
and the 20s come, and the 30s come and the 40s come, | 0:14:43 | 0:14:48 | |
and the 50s come and the 60s come! | 0:14:48 | 0:14:51 | |
And I'm still here. And even my sister lived till she was 65. | 0:14:51 | 0:14:56 | |
My father encouraged me to go to the clinic twice a week | 0:15:00 | 0:15:05 | |
and try these exercises out. But it was extremely painful. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:11 | |
And psychologically, one of the most painful things | 0:15:11 | 0:15:15 | |
was to be told very often when I walked in the clinic room | 0:15:15 | 0:15:20 | |
that my bottom protruded so much that if they put a cup of tea on it, it wouldn't spill over. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:26 | |
That, for almost a teenager... | 0:15:26 | 0:15:30 | |
I mean, it is mental torture, really, to think that you are never going to straighten up... | 0:15:30 | 0:15:37 | |
Nevertheless, my bottom still protrudes, but I've never been able to carry a cup of tea on it! | 0:15:37 | 0:15:43 | |
As soon as I left school at 14, my mother had a letter to say, | 0:15:43 | 0:15:48 | |
"Sorry, no more can be done for your daughter. No more trips to the clinic." | 0:15:48 | 0:15:54 | |
# Happy days are here again... # | 0:15:54 | 0:15:59 | |
If an able-bodied man with two arms and legs, two eyes and ears, | 0:15:59 | 0:16:03 | |
could not find work in the unemployed 1930s, | 0:16:03 | 0:16:07 | |
a disabled man whom society already considered useless had even less chance. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:15 | |
I tried many different kinds of jobs. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:18 | |
One of the jobs I thought would just suit me down to the ground | 0:16:18 | 0:16:23 | |
was the...bellboy, "Buttons" as they called them. | 0:16:23 | 0:16:28 | |
These young boys in hotels. | 0:16:28 | 0:16:30 | |
And they wore a nice uniform with a little pillbox hat on. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:35 | |
And I thought, "Well, I'll apply for that." | 0:16:35 | 0:16:39 | |
And they said, "I'm sorry, you're too small. | 0:16:39 | 0:16:43 | |
"The uniforms we have are four or five or six inches longer. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:48 | |
"Inches too long for you. I'm afraid it's no good." | 0:16:48 | 0:16:53 | |
Then... There used to be one or two "pillboxes" | 0:16:53 | 0:16:57 | |
at the posh picture houses. I went there. | 0:16:57 | 0:17:01 | |
I applied there for the job. Again it was the same thing. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:05 | |
"Sorry. The uniform we have is far too big." | 0:17:05 | 0:17:08 | |
There was an advertisement in the news. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:12 | |
My mother said, "This is for you. Surely they can't refuse you this time." It was a working jeweller. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:19 | |
He looked over the counter. | 0:17:19 | 0:17:22 | |
"No, I'm afraid not, son. You're too small." | 0:17:22 | 0:17:25 | |
My mother almost rolled up her sleeves and says, "I'm going to have a talk with this man. | 0:17:25 | 0:17:32 | |
"It doesn't require the physique of a Hercules to be a watchmaker." | 0:17:32 | 0:17:38 | |
# ..Your cares and troubles are gone... # | 0:17:38 | 0:17:42 | |
In the 1930s, one of the few places disabled men and women got work | 0:17:44 | 0:17:49 | |
was in the institution or charity workshops - | 0:17:49 | 0:17:53 | |
albeit for little or no pay. | 0:17:53 | 0:17:56 | |
Inside, there was a printer's. On the other side, a bookbinder's. | 0:17:57 | 0:18:02 | |
A carpenter's shop, they had... And I'll tell you what they used to make. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:08 | |
Coffins. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:10 | |
I worked downstairs. I was in charge of the dayroom and the lobby. | 0:18:10 | 0:18:16 | |
I had to scrub the kitchen out. | 0:18:16 | 0:18:19 | |
Under our staircase there were all, like, rats' holes round the sides. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:26 | |
I used to scrub it. No light under there. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:31 | |
I might've been 12. | 0:18:31 | 0:18:33 | |
I went to a couple of children's aid societies. | 0:18:36 | 0:18:41 | |
Oh, I got a job all right. | 0:18:41 | 0:18:44 | |
And I was fair with myself. | 0:18:44 | 0:18:47 | |
And at the end of the week, when I saw the ridiculously small pay... | 0:18:47 | 0:18:53 | |
I was supposed to get a small rise every six months. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:57 | |
And when I DIDN'T get that rise, my mother complained about it. | 0:18:57 | 0:19:02 | |
I remember a lawyer came and showed my mother a form, | 0:19:02 | 0:19:07 | |
which was from the Board of Trade, | 0:19:07 | 0:19:10 | |
saying that as the employees were crippled, | 0:19:10 | 0:19:15 | |
they couldn't be possibly expected to earn...the same amount of work. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:21 | |
I hated it, I loathed it, it was dirty, | 0:19:21 | 0:19:25 | |
it was long hours, it was low pay - | 0:19:25 | 0:19:27 | |
but I stuck to it. I stuck to it for five years. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:32 | |
# When things go funny And there isn't any money Have a seaside holiday at home! # | 0:19:32 | 0:19:38 | |
Many people were poor in the pre-Welfare State 1930s, | 0:19:38 | 0:19:42 | |
but disabled people and their families were among the poorest. | 0:19:42 | 0:19:48 | |
I had no wheelchair - we couldn't afford one - so I crawled everywhere on my hands and knees. | 0:20:33 | 0:20:40 | |
I could run... Well, I couldn't "run", but I could keep up with every other kid in the block. | 0:20:40 | 0:20:45 | |
We lived on the fourth floor of a four storey block of flats. Don't ask me how come, | 0:20:45 | 0:20:52 | |
cos my mum had two bloody children, and we were both disabled. | 0:20:52 | 0:20:56 | |
And there was 53 stairs down, | 0:20:56 | 0:20:59 | |
which I could get down in two minutes. And it took me five minutes to get back again. | 0:20:59 | 0:21:06 | |
But I used to get down all them stairs, crawl out to the front. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:11 | |
Every Saturday morning was the cinema, with all the kids. | 0:21:11 | 0:21:15 | |
I used to crawl, oh, I dunno... | 0:21:15 | 0:21:18 | |
a mile and a half, | 0:21:18 | 0:21:22 | |
all over the pavements with all the other kids. | 0:21:22 | 0:21:26 | |
And... | 0:21:26 | 0:21:29 | |
Well, I could crawl as they could run or walk. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:33 | |
And we used to go to the cinema, sing our little songs, | 0:21:33 | 0:21:37 | |
then come out and play cowboys and Indians all the way back again. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:41 | |
And on Sunday afternoon, if we had the money, I'd crawl to another one, | 0:21:41 | 0:21:47 | |
which must've been at least 2½ miles, with the kids. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:52 | |
We went there on a Sunday cos it only cost us a penny. | 0:21:52 | 0:21:56 | |
I was just one of the kids and that was that. They never queried why I couldn't walk. | 0:21:56 | 0:22:03 | |
The build-up to war meant the evacuation of thousands of children. | 0:22:04 | 0:22:09 | |
Snowy Harding remembers how the able-bodied children left first. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:14 | |
When all the children started to be evacuated from all the area, | 0:22:14 | 0:22:19 | |
I remember one day sitting upstairs looking out of the window - | 0:22:19 | 0:22:24 | |
cos we had the main railway station in the street. | 0:22:24 | 0:22:28 | |
There was all these kids, hundreds of 'em, coming along three deep. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:33 | |
All had their little gas masks and little brown parcels. | 0:22:33 | 0:22:38 | |
All the mothers running alongside crying their eyes out. It was a scene I'll never forget. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:44 | |
After a few days the streets were SO quiet. | 0:22:44 | 0:22:48 | |
It was absolutely frightening, it was. | 0:22:48 | 0:22:52 | |
I used to crawl around the streets, and there wasn't anybody in sight. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:57 | |
It seemed as if the Pied Piper had been down the street and all the kids had gone. | 0:22:57 | 0:23:04 | |
And it was, well, "the war without children". | 0:23:04 | 0:23:08 | |
His able-bodied friends were evacuated to families, | 0:23:08 | 0:23:11 | |
Snowy - to an institution. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:15 | |
In the following April, the authorities come round and said, | 0:23:15 | 0:23:20 | |
"If you don't let your children go, we'll take 'em away." So we went. | 0:23:20 | 0:23:26 | |
Dad saw this place in Essex called Fairfield. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:30 | |
And there they were, waiting for us. | 0:23:30 | 0:23:33 | |
It was bloody AWFUL, it was. Two wheelchairs all ready for us. | 0:23:33 | 0:23:38 | |
And they were all SMILING as if, I dunno, "We've got you two at last!" | 0:23:38 | 0:23:43 | |
And it was a total shock, I tell ya, cos the children I'd left behind... | 0:23:43 | 0:23:48 | |
I was just a normal kid, although I crawled on my hands and knees. | 0:23:48 | 0:23:53 | |
And there was I, stuck in a wheelchair | 0:23:53 | 0:23:57 | |
with 40-odd disabled boys. | 0:23:57 | 0:24:00 | |
And it was a culture-shock, I think. | 0:24:00 | 0:24:03 | |
-And the next bit, I realised that -I -wasn't like everybody else. | 0:24:03 | 0:24:08 | |
I was disabled. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:11 | |
So I knuckled down to being disabled for the next two years | 0:24:11 | 0:24:15 | |
before I left. | 0:24:15 | 0:24:17 | |
# And a nightingale sang In Berkeley Square... # | 0:24:17 | 0:24:23 | |
Do I remember what I was doing at the outbreak of war? At the actual time of 11 o'clock, | 0:24:23 | 0:24:27 | |
I was sorting Braille books in the school library where I'd been evacuated. | 0:24:27 | 0:24:34 | |
I was just barely 15, and all at sea in a different school I hadn't been to. | 0:24:34 | 0:24:40 | |
But I became friendly with one of the masters, a very nice old chap. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:45 | |
He said, "Pye, you're interested in Braille. Come and help me sort out the library." | 0:24:45 | 0:24:51 | |
Then he said, "We'd better listen to this announcement by the Prime Minister, hadn't we?" | 0:24:51 | 0:24:58 | |
We heard these momentous words... | 0:24:58 | 0:25:01 | |
"I have to inform you that no such undertaking has been received, | 0:25:01 | 0:25:06 | |
"and so, from now, Great Britain is at war with Germany." | 0:25:06 | 0:25:09 | |
-PRIME MINISTER: -..Britain is at war with Germany. | 0:25:09 | 0:25:11 | |
You could feel it sort of... "Oh, God. What's going to happen?" | 0:25:11 | 0:25:17 | |
When I was evacuated, | 0:25:17 | 0:25:19 | |
all the boys used to wake up about 12 o'clock, when you heard the planes coming over. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:26 | |
One of the boys used to kneel down, and I'd get on his back | 0:25:26 | 0:25:30 | |
and we'd creep out, up the stairs, into the loo, | 0:25:30 | 0:25:34 | |
and used to stand on the loo where there was a little, tiny window... | 0:25:34 | 0:25:39 | |
Grilles over the windows, there was, as if we was going to escape. | 0:25:39 | 0:25:44 | |
And you could see all of the East End of London...just blazing away. | 0:25:44 | 0:25:49 | |
And I used to think, "Bloody hell, my PARENTS are out there." | 0:25:49 | 0:25:54 | |
But you never forget the sort of views we used to see, | 0:25:56 | 0:26:00 | |
when the sky was bright red everywhere you looked. | 0:26:00 | 0:26:05 | |
# Pom, pom, Get in your shelter. # | 0:26:05 | 0:26:08 | |
It was a very lonely time. | 0:26:08 | 0:26:11 | |
I was in this huge ward with roughly 40 other children. | 0:26:11 | 0:26:16 | |
On hearing the sirens, | 0:26:16 | 0:26:18 | |
I just knew that everybody would come rushing, | 0:26:18 | 0:26:23 | |
that there was a routine of taking the children... | 0:26:23 | 0:26:28 | |
I guess each child had been allocated to a particular person. | 0:26:28 | 0:26:32 | |
On the first occasion they took me with them. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:37 | |
That was the only time I went. They didn't take me after that. | 0:26:37 | 0:26:42 | |
I was the only child left in the ward. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:46 | |
It was a kind of punishment, really, because I was seen to be in the ward a long time, | 0:26:46 | 0:26:53 | |
and it was...almost that they were tired of me. | 0:26:53 | 0:26:57 | |
-CHURCHILL: -..Nothing to offer but blood, toil, tears and sweat. | 0:27:33 | 0:27:40 | |
The first year it started, I had a breakdown, see what I mean. | 0:27:42 | 0:27:47 | |
I worked in the workshop, | 0:27:47 | 0:27:50 | |
and Mr Prew said, "Bill, I better take you back to the ward. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:55 | |
"You've not had no sleep for two or three nights." | 0:27:55 | 0:27:59 | |
I saw the doctor - named Dr Barnes - who put me on a tonic. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:04 | |
Had it every night at 8 o'clock before going to bed. | 0:28:04 | 0:28:09 | |
The bottom floor, I slept. Didn't hear nothing at all! | 0:28:09 | 0:28:13 | |
I slept by a person, a sensible patient, he said, | 0:28:13 | 0:28:17 | |
"Now you have that, Bill, you won't hear nothing." I didn't hear nothing. | 0:28:17 | 0:28:22 | |
I had a nice sleep. The first year, I couldn't sleep - guns and that. | 0:28:22 | 0:28:27 | |
You had to carry your own mattress down the stairs. | 0:28:27 | 0:28:32 | |
I slept in the day. | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
# Moonlight becomes you | 0:28:35 | 0:28:39 | |
# It goes with your hair... # | 0:28:40 | 0:28:44 | |
I won't forget that night in 1944. | 0:28:44 | 0:28:47 | |
My sister and I were standing in the front door of my parents' home, | 0:28:47 | 0:28:51 | |
looking out towards London. | 0:28:51 | 0:28:54 | |
Air raid on - always exciting. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:57 | |
Searchlights criss-crossing in the sky, the drone of German bombers... | 0:28:57 | 0:29:02 | |
They went woom, woom, woom, woom. A most peculiar noise. Quite ominous. | 0:29:02 | 0:29:07 | |
..and the flash of anti-aircraft shells bursting. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:12 | |
Suddenly there was a brilliant blue flash. | 0:29:12 | 0:29:15 | |
A high-explosive bomb went off, a surface blast 15 feet from me. | 0:29:15 | 0:29:21 | |
Blew in the house front, killed my sister. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:24 | |
The front door had gone upstairs, taking part of my arm with it, | 0:29:24 | 0:29:30 | |
and left me on the floor, spitting ceiling plaster when I came round, | 0:29:30 | 0:29:35 | |
and looked down at my left leg, and saw it was in a peculiar position. Didn't like the look of that. | 0:29:35 | 0:29:43 | |
When I came to and saw this cage under the blankets, | 0:29:43 | 0:29:48 | |
I said, "What's that?" | 0:29:48 | 0:29:50 | |
It was a hell of a shock when someone said, "Well, I'm afraid your left leg's been taken off." | 0:29:50 | 0:29:55 | |
DOODLEBUG DRONE | 0:29:55 | 0:30:00 | |
It sounded like motorbikes. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:02 | |
You know - it was the noise of a motorbike, only it was non-stop. | 0:30:02 | 0:30:07 | |
It just didn't stop. It went on and on continuously. | 0:30:07 | 0:30:12 | |
And we thought, what on earth could this BE? | 0:30:12 | 0:30:16 | |
It wasn't until the morning, with the national papers, that we then understood they were doodlebugs. | 0:30:16 | 0:30:24 | |
# Just collect your family And quickly lead the way... # | 0:30:24 | 0:30:28 | |
They'd say, "You know so-and-so's street? Four houses were absolutely destroyed," etc, etc. | 0:30:28 | 0:30:35 | |
You got, filtered-through, what WAS happening, but... | 0:30:35 | 0:30:40 | |
I don't think I wanted to SEE it. | 0:30:40 | 0:30:43 | |
Glad I hadn't. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:46 | |
There ARE advantages. | 0:30:46 | 0:30:49 | |
In one of the major disability initiatives of the 20th century, | 0:30:49 | 0:30:55 | |
the wartime Government employed a third of a million disabled people for the war effort. | 0:30:55 | 0:31:01 | |
NEWSREADER: A remarkable triumph over infirmity is that of John Irwin. | 0:31:01 | 0:31:06 | |
a 34-year-old Northumberland farmer who has been blind from birth. | 0:31:06 | 0:31:11 | |
He does most of the principle jobs on the farm without help. Milking is one of many. | 0:31:11 | 0:31:17 | |
If there's a man who ever deserved a smoke, that man is blind John. | 0:31:19 | 0:31:23 | |
Babs Yule was called up for war work, firstly working on the land. | 0:31:23 | 0:31:28 | |
It WAS like a Land Girl. The first bit I did was singling a small field of sugar beet - | 0:31:28 | 0:31:35 | |
all by myself - and it was a very hot summer, then. That was 1940. | 0:31:35 | 0:31:41 | |
The Government brought many of the new disabled workers into the munitions factories. | 0:31:44 | 0:31:49 | |
BABS: I was in Marconi's from May '43. They decided I should go in the instrument part. | 0:31:49 | 0:31:57 | |
As soon as I got there, they had to find me something to stand on | 0:31:57 | 0:32:01 | |
so's I could reach the bench and the machines. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:05 | |
I found it an interesting little job. Later on, I heard that they regarded me as the best riveter they'd had. | 0:32:05 | 0:32:13 | |
Our firm was particularly good at taking disabled people. | 0:32:13 | 0:32:18 | |
They were particularly un-good at the pay! But they were very good to work with otherwise. | 0:32:18 | 0:32:25 | |
It was difficult for a blind physiotherapist. There was a prejudice then. | 0:32:25 | 0:32:31 | |
But, you see, I was trained BEFORE the war with that intent, that that was going to be my life's work. | 0:32:31 | 0:32:38 | |
We had LOTS of casualties from London. Bad casualties. | 0:32:38 | 0:32:43 | |
Mrs Clark was a young mother, had four children. Going shopping, she got the children ready. | 0:32:43 | 0:32:50 | |
The baby was in the pram. She heard a doodlebug, gathered her children, | 0:32:50 | 0:32:56 | |
bent across the pram, and the house was hit. | 0:32:56 | 0:33:00 | |
She had a broken back. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:08 | |
Paralysed from the waist downwards. I went to give her massage to keep the circulation going in her legs. | 0:33:08 | 0:33:16 | |
She told me what a good husband she had. One day, in the grounds, he stopped me and said, | 0:33:16 | 0:33:21 | |
"Will my wife ever walk again? Will she sit in a chair?" So that she could do her vegetables by the sink. | 0:33:21 | 0:33:30 | |
Then one day, one of the children came in and said, | 0:33:30 | 0:33:34 | |
"Daddy slept with Rita last night." | 0:33:34 | 0:33:38 | |
Rita...was a lady friend. | 0:33:38 | 0:33:41 | |
And I heard later that Mrs Clark had died, | 0:33:41 | 0:33:45 | |
and, they thought, of a broken heart. | 0:33:45 | 0:33:49 | |
Ah, here we are. | 0:33:51 | 0:33:54 | |
This is me walking when I'd just got my leg. Very tentative. | 0:33:54 | 0:34:00 | |
Bit faster, there. | 0:34:01 | 0:34:04 | |
A few weeks later. | 0:34:04 | 0:34:06 | |
A bit later again, getting quite quick. This is all in the house we were evacuated to. My bombed house. | 0:34:09 | 0:34:16 | |
I didn't get depressed because, primarily, I thought of Douglas Bader. | 0:34:16 | 0:34:21 | |
He became my shining light for the future. "Well, hell, here's a bloke with TWO artificial legs, | 0:34:21 | 0:34:27 | |
"and he flies. He's fighting the Germans in the RAF. If he can do that, I'll certainly be OK. Great!" | 0:34:27 | 0:34:34 | |
The story I've always like about Bader - I think I've got it right - | 0:34:37 | 0:34:42 | |
was that he was shot down and became a prisoner-of-war in Germany. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:47 | |
They got so worried he'd be trying to escape, they took his legs away. | 0:34:47 | 0:34:51 | |
At some stage, a new pair of legs were dropped to him by parachute with the agreement of the Germans. | 0:34:51 | 0:34:58 | |
But they put springs in the ankles, so if he had to parachute again, | 0:34:58 | 0:35:03 | |
he'd get a cushioned landing. Rather nice! | 0:35:03 | 0:35:07 | |
Though disabled before the war in a flying accident, Douglas Bader was a disabled war hero, | 0:35:07 | 0:35:14 | |
a fighter ace who flew with artificial legs. | 0:35:14 | 0:35:18 | |
I then had a lovely picture of artificial legs as sort of shiny suits of armour, a Bionic Man touch. | 0:35:18 | 0:35:25 | |
I thought, "Get one of those - cor, you won't be able to catch me up!" | 0:35:25 | 0:35:30 | |
It psychologically boosts you and keeps you going. Till I GOT one and it was a bit slower than that! | 0:35:30 | 0:35:36 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:35:36 | 0:35:40 | |
-CHURCHILL: -Never, in the field of human conflict, | 0:35:43 | 0:35:45 | |
was so much owed by so many to so few... | 0:35:45 | 0:35:50 | |
Many were disabled on active service - | 0:35:50 | 0:35:54 | |
people like Bill Simpson and Jack Toper, who were, as they put it, | 0:35:54 | 0:35:59 | |
"mashed, boiled or fried" in action. | 0:35:59 | 0:36:01 | |
Boiled was quite good. Mashed - all chewed up by bits of metal and so on. | 0:36:01 | 0:36:06 | |
Fried, certainly, yes. Flame was always involved in it. It was very, very quick flash flame. | 0:36:06 | 0:36:13 | |
It was over Germany, Monchengladbach, on August 31, 1943. | 0:36:13 | 0:36:19 | |
We were over the target. Usual thing - bombs had gone, then were we attacked by fighters. | 0:36:19 | 0:36:25 | |
One engine was shot out immediately. We held a sort of confab on the intercom, whether to bail out - | 0:36:25 | 0:36:33 | |
cos the plane was in a bad state - | 0:36:33 | 0:36:36 | |
or whether to press on and try to get back to England. Naturally, the majority wanted to get back. | 0:36:36 | 0:36:43 | |
On May 10, 1940, the Germans started to move. | 0:36:43 | 0:36:47 | |
I was stationed in a single-engine bomber squadron. | 0:36:47 | 0:36:52 | |
We had to attack a vast column of advancing German armour going into Luxembourg. | 0:36:52 | 0:36:59 | |
We had to make two approaches to attack it, and while this was happening, we were being hit. | 0:36:59 | 0:37:06 | |
When the plane did come to a halt, | 0:37:06 | 0:37:09 | |
one of the crew I pushed through the hatch. | 0:37:09 | 0:37:13 | |
I then got the blast from the oxygen bottles which were lying up along the side of the fuselage. | 0:37:13 | 0:37:20 | |
They hit me, and I suppose that's the reason I got so badly singed. | 0:37:20 | 0:37:25 | |
I then got out onto the wing. I'd read that the thing to do if you're on fire is roll over, which I did. | 0:37:25 | 0:37:33 | |
And then a lovely Cockney voice running towards me, one of a few soldiers on anti-aircraft duty, | 0:37:33 | 0:37:40 | |
his first words were, "Don't worry, mate, you're back home now." And mate was very glad to be back home! | 0:37:40 | 0:37:45 | |
The engine caught fire, and so I had to try and find somewhere to land. | 0:37:49 | 0:37:54 | |
We made a forced landing, but by then the aircraft was virtually out of control. I just had to thump down. | 0:37:54 | 0:38:01 | |
The moment we stopped, the whole thing went right up. | 0:38:01 | 0:38:05 | |
The observer and the air-gunner pulled me onto the wing, or I wouldn't be here. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:12 | |
World War II proved a turning-point for disabled people. The "useless" disabled were now useful. | 0:38:12 | 0:38:19 | |
They worked in the factories, they served in the war. Many were created BY the war. | 0:38:19 | 0:38:25 | |
A fundamental shift in attitudes towards disabled people occurred... | 0:38:25 | 0:38:31 | |
for now. | 0:38:31 | 0:38:32 |