Deaf Teens: Hearing World


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FAINT MUSIC

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MUSIC GETS LOUDER

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Imagine what it's like to grow up in a silent world.

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SILENCE

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Where even the most everyday sounds simply aren't there.

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SILENCE

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MUSIC PLAYS

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This is a film about five deaf teenagers taking their first steps into the hearing world.

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This is the deaf community right here - this dot...

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and then all of that is the hearing world.

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Facing the challenges that growing up brings.

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I'm going to be starting university in, like, a week,

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and I'm going to be going there with no hearing.

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Taking risky decisions that will shape their lives.

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-INTERPRETER:

-If someone offered me a tablet to fix my hearing, I wouldn't take it.

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And dealing with people who just don't get you.

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'Do you know how patronising it is?!'

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"Can you understand what I am saying to you?!"

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How much can you hear with a hearing aid?

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A lot more, surprisingly.

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I mean, if I had my hearing aid I would have heard you breathing,

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you know, that's how detailed it is.

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I would have heard the birds singing or whatever they do.

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And why do you not wear them?

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I don't want to become too dependent on them.

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I'm trying to learn to listen from my ears, even though

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I can't, entirely, but, like... lip reading, I'm trying to be

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more, you know...lean on that, I'm trying to lean on more of that.

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Without a hearing aid, you can't hear me talk though, can you?

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I like to think I can.

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But if I cover my face, can you still hear what I'm saying?

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A little bit.

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A little bit. Cos I kind of know... I kind of, like,

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expect what you're going to say - cos obviously you're covering your mouth.

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"But the turtles are green and the oranges are orange."

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No... No!

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-MUSICAL DOOR CHIME RINGS

-What...?

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-Can you hear that now?

-No.

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-It's the front doorbell, I think.

-Is it?

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MUSIC: "The City" by Patrick Wolf

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Christianah's 17 and is halfway through her A-levels.

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She's spending the last weekend of her summer holidays at Reading Music Festival.

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Although she's severely deaf, she can still hear SOME sounds.

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Christianah's come to the festival with a group of friends.

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All of them are deaf, and they mostly communicate through sign language.

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People see us signing, and I overhear them saying,

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"Why are they here? They probably can't hear the music."

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-And then we go up to them and talk to them and...

-No, no, no, no. I did it, like, four times today.

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These people were looking at you signing, and then I said, "What?!"

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And they were just like... And just kind of walked off. It was so funny!

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LAUGHTER

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MUSIC DROWNS OUT SPEECH

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At events like this, Christianah's deafness entitles her to

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a disability pass.

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"No way!"

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-No, I'm used to that now, so...

-"Do you have a hearing aid?" "Yes..."

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"Show me!"

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"Oh, my God, it's hidden!"

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"Oh, my God, you can't see it...

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"But you can hear me though - you're not deaf."

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And it's, like, "The point of the hearing aid is so I can hear!"

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A lot of people have said that I don't sound deaf,

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but I am, let me tell you, very, very deaf.

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Meghan is 19, and is on her way to hospital for a life-changing operation.

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If it's successful, it could radically improve her hearing.

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I want to hear more, because I feel I've hit a brick wall in terms of my hearing

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and maybe my speech, cos I know there's room for improvement.

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Meghan has grown up in a deaf family.

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Her mum as well as her sister and grandparents have all inherited their deafness.

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But tomorrow, during a two-hour operation,

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she'll be fitted with a cochlear implant -

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an electronic device that will give her a whole new way of hearing.

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Do you want to just stand up for me so I can have a look?

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Cochlear implants don't work for all deaf people, and Meghan has

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undergone a long assessment process to get to this stage.

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OK, that's fine.

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I just have to put a pen mark on your neck, that's just to

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show that it's the right-hand side that we're doing, OK?

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Remember I mentioned to you a while ago about the positioning

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-of the...the cochlear magnet, and that I didn't...

-OK,

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-you have a question about that, yes?

-Yeah.

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And how they didn't want it to be, like, too high up.

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And I'm quite happy about the position, just quite low down.

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Meghan is not the first member of her family to have a cochlear implant.

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-Her mum and her sister already have one.

-OK, I'll bear in mind what you've said.

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But generally, with your hair, I mean, it really doesn't show.

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The operation will permanently destroy any natural ability to hear.

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But Meghan will have to wait a month before her implant can be

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switched on - the very month she starts university,

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and during this time she will be more deaf than ever before.

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'I will be having my implant, and then I'll be starting university'

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a week later, going into unknown territory with no hearing -

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literally no hearing - and that'll be a big challenge.

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'I am really nervous for Meghan.'

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I've been through it. If it was me, it's fine, but because it's my little sister and

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I feel really protective of her, I don't want anybody to cut her open.

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'The risks are that it just may not work at all,

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'and I've heard of quite a few people that's happened to.'

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-INTERPRETER:

-I don't speak at all, because when I was growing up my parents were deaf,

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and so they never spoke, and I thought sign language was all there was.

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I signed growing up. Then at school they gave me speech therapy.

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I didn't know why I needed it. They said I needed to learn to talk.

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I said, "What's that? What does that mean?"

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I said to my parents, "What IS talk?"

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My parents said, "Ah - sign language is the way deaf people

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"communicate, but hearing people SPEAK to communicate."

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I hadn't realised.

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Sara is 19.

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She met Asher at a deaf school five years ago,

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and they've been going out together ever since.

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Because neither of them can hear or speak, they live in a totally silent world.

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SILENCE

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-INTERPRETER:

-I never hear anything. I'm fully deaf.

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With hearing aids, all I could hear was beeps, and I thought, "What's that?"

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So I took them off. I never use them. What's the point?

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Same for me.

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Like, if something's dropped, I'll feel the bang on the floor,

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but I don't hear the noise. I don't hear anything.

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Sara and Asher live with Sara's mum and brother in Nottingham.

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Everyone in the family is profoundly deaf.

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Sara's family communicate solely through sign language.

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They consider themselves to be very much part of the deaf community,

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and proud of their deaf culture.

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-INTERPRETER:

-I'm very strongly in the deaf world. I'm passionate about it.

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I can't imagine myself outside of that world. No, thanks.

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I'm happy where I am, because my parents brought me up deaf.

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Even though it might well help to improve their hearing,

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no-one in Sara's family has ever considered being fitted with a cochlear implant.

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INTERPRETER: I don't like to see children suffer, because it's not right.

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I think cochlear implants look awful attached to the side of your head.

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It's not right. I...I'd rather they looked normal.

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-INTERPRETER:

-Personally, thank God I don't have a cochlear implant,

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cos I wouldn't know where I belong - in the deaf world, or the hearing world?

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I know I'm in the deaf world, that's it,

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but with a cochlear I'd feel in between.

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We find it offensive when people come in and say,

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"Oh, we can change you into a hearing person."

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So that's why cochlear implants are a really sensitive issue for us.

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It's offensive to think you can fix it. You can't fix it.

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If you're born deaf, you're deaf, that's it.

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At home, Sara has no need for speech,

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but in a week's time she's starting a three-year university course.

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In the wider world, where few will understand her sign language,

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how will she make herself heard?

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So I put up a status last night - quite blunt about how I... how I said it,

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and I said, "I'm getting my skull hacked into in about 13 hours. Lovely(!)"

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The cochlear implant surgery is most successful

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when it's performed on the ear with the best hearing,

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which makes the operation all the more risky.

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'One of my main fears is having the operation on my good ear,

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'because if, say, it doesn't work

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'and I'm left with no hearing in that ear - which has happened to

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'one of my other friends - I'm not sure how I would cope.'

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The surgeon creates a small space on the surface of Meghan's skull,

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which is where the electronics will go.

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From here, an electrode will carry signals down into the inner ear.

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After the surgery, Meghan will have to wait four weeks

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before the implant can be switched on, as the area must be given time to heal.

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For a month, she'll have virtually no hearing,

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and will have to rely on lip reading and sign language to communicate.

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In four weeks' time, you're going to come back,

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and we're going to switch the implant on, OK?

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When you switch on it'll probably be quite strange - some beeps and buzzes -

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and you still might feel that you're not picking up speech, but with time,

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as you get used to it, it'll hopefully get better and better.

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For some people it can be six months, a year

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-before they really feel they're making progress.

-Yeah.

-OK?

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Right.

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Did the doctors come in and see you this morning?

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Hmm?

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I know, I've just realised you can't hear me properly.

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-That's us.

-Oh, yeah. It's not too bad.

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While Meghan comes from a deaf family,

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90% of deaf children are born to hearing parents,

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with little or no experience of deafness.

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Jake and Adam are identical twins,

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although one difference sets them apart.

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Jake is profoundly deaf.

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Go...!

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And Adam can hear.

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Good tackle. It was a good tackle.

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INTERPRETER: Sometimes I wish I wasn't the only one,

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that there was someone else in my family who was also deaf.

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That way I could explain to them exactly how I feel about being deaf...

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..and they'd understand what I meant.

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But there isn't anyone.

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My whole family can hear, and I'm the only one who's deaf.

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-Very lucky.

-Was it? Not true.

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I am really lucky to be hearing considering that Jake was deaf,

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and it could have quite easily gone the other way,

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Jake could've been fine, I could have been the one that had

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been deaf, and my life and the people I know and the way - the way

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that I'm going to grow up and live my life would have been so different.

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If you ask nicely, Dad might give you a lift to the train station

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cos he's on a late tomorrow.

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The twins were born 12 weeks early,

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and it was complications from their premature birth

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that led to Jake's deafness.

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At first his parents found it hard to come to terms with the diagnosis.

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'We've come a long way from Jake being diagnosed.'

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And the early, early times, that was - that was the hard bit,

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and like we said, in sort of the first year or so.

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It's like having something very special given to you

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on Christmas morning and it doesn't work.

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It was a really strange time. It didn't last for long.

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And the good thing about having twins is we realised that there

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was absolutely nothing wrong with Jake's brain.

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Actually, his brain was exactly like Adam's.

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And if I drove in the car when he was in the car-seat,

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when he was quite small, and Adam used to ask me,

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"What's that, Mummy?"

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And it - say it was a cow in the field -

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I used to stop the car and tell Jake,

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because I knew Jake was the same age

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and I knew he was looking out of the window, and I thought,

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"I bet he's got the same thoughts as Adam, but he can't ask me that question yet."

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-Hmm!

-Don't scratch your plate, please.

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It's really loud and eehhh!

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I know you can't hear it, but it really...

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-THEY LAUGH

-It's bad for us!

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Because the twins are so close,

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no-one understands better than Adam the unfairness that Jake might face.

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Because you're deaf that restricts the jobs you can have.

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So, for example, you can't - like, you used to want to fly,

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be a pilot, and now you can't.

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Because you need to be able to hear what people are saying

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about the flight and things, that's something you can't do.

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Maybe you get a job at Tesco or something.

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For example, and you earn 20,000 every year.

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I might get a job as...

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a boss of a hotel, I might earn...

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..50 or 60,000 and you earn...

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..20. So I earn a lot more money than you.

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You think you should be able to fly a plane.

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Don't you think that would be difficult?

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Asher began driving lessons a year and a half ago.

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He's currently preparing for his test.

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His instructor is hearing

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and Asher is only the second deaf pupil he's taught.

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INTERPRETER: The instructor has two ways of telling me what to do.

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While I'm driving he uses hand-mime, handshapes like, for example,

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if I'm going round a roundabout,

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he says two,

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that means the second exit.

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He also says left, right,

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stop, go ahead.

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And this means go faster.

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But if he needs to explain something more complex,

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he tells me to stop and he writes it down.

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For deaf people obviously there's the issue where

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they can't hear sirens,

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they over-rev the engine

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because they can't hear the engine revs.

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You've also got big lorries and stuff that they can't hear coming up alongside them.

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So we have to make sure that they check their mirrors a lot more

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than somebody who can hear normally because, obviously, there's a lot of issues

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that they won't hear coming up surprising them.

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But it's pretty much the same as boy racers running around with loud music on,

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they can't hear nothing neither.

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Christianah lives with her family in Milton Keynes.

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They are all hearing apart from her sister, who was also born deaf.

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When they were younger,

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they were both...they were both

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embarrassed about being deaf because of their friends.

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Because when they were younger their friends used to laugh at them.

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I was really worried because I thought how are they going to survive after,

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when they get older, in the big, wide world.

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For the past seven years

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Christianah has grown up in the safe haven of Mary Hare,

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a boarding school exclusively for deaf children.

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But now she has only one year left before heading out

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into the hearing world and it's a crucial year.

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She must get the A-level grades she needs

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to have any chance of going to university.

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Unfortunately, last year didn't go so well.

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..was, erm...

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Ahhh!

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Oh, my God.

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'I think every deaf person has to try harder, you know,

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'to get where they want to be.

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'I'm constantly thinking, "What if?" you know,

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'because of my hearing.

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'What if I can't get to that particular stage because of my hearing?'

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Mary Hare is one of only 30 deaf schools in the country.

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It has 230 pupils aged 5-19.

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The school keeps classes very small to offer the students more support.

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'Good morning, everybody.

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'I hope you had a wonderful summer holiday.'

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There are only months left for you at Mary Hare.

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Every day, every hour, every minute is vital.

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Use your time and your help well

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and you can all have something special to celebrate next August.

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Mary Hare has a unique approach as it places so much emphasis

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on speech that sign language is actually banned from classes.

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Aooow!

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Loud!

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For most of their lessons the students wear headphones,

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which isolate the teacher's voice from any background noise.

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OK, so, The Handmaids Tale -

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they call the babies that are born with deformities "shredders",

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and they dispose of them,

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cos they're looking for this perfect baby

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and they don't know how to handle those kind of disabilities.

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And that's the kind of issue that the book explores.

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What about...a thought about your disability?

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-Because what did people used to believe about deaf people before technology?

-Deaf and dumb.

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And that's an insult.

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They thought they were possessed as well.

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You'd be locked away, I'm afraid,

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cos people had no understanding...

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Because of the emphasis on speaking and hearing,

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students are expected to wear their hearing aids as much as possible.

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How many of you wear your hearing aids over the holidays?

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How many of you walk out of Mary Hare and go,

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whoosh, six weeks of not wearing them?

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Any student found without their hearing aids during the school day

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can find themselves in trouble.

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Christianah!

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-Yeah.

-No, no, no

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No, come here. Who's your form tutor?

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If you leave them at home in your room again, tomorrow,

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you'll be last for lunch.

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I'm going to have a little word with Miss Appleby...

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-No. Wait, wait, wait.

-..and make sure she checks on you in the morning.

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-You are 18. Grown up. Wear them.

-I will have - I will have it in the morning.

0:24:590:25:03

-I will! I promise, I promise, I promise.

-OK.

-I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

0:25:030:25:06

'I don't really like being viewed as deaf.'

0:25:120:25:14

"Oh, my God, she's deaf."

0:25:140:25:16

-I'm not, I just can't hear.

-That's the deaf girl.

-I can't...

0:25:160:25:19

Yeah! "That deaf girl, that small blonde one?"

0:25:190:25:22

Ohh! No. I have a name!

0:25:220:25:24

Have you noticed how hearing people have one, like, view of deaf people?

0:25:240:25:29

They always think that deaf people cannot hear at all

0:25:290:25:32

and cannot speak.

0:25:320:25:34

We are deaf and dumb.

0:25:340:25:35

Imagine just going to the shop and then you start,

0:25:350:25:39

"Oh, can I have a book, please?" and stuff. And then they're, like, "OK then."

0:25:390:25:43

And they see the hearing aid and they're, like, "Oh, you're deaf."

0:25:430:25:46

-"Oh, erm, you...want...a...book?"

-Do you know how patronising it is?

0:25:460:25:50

-SPEAKS SLOWLY:

-Can you understand what I am saying to you? OK?

0:25:500:25:54

Bus drivers are worst.

0:25:540:25:56

Cos, like, we have some, what do you call it?

0:25:560:25:59

-We have a Freedom Pass.

-A Freedom Pass.

0:25:590:26:02

We get on the bus and we show the driver, and the driver's just like, "You're not disabled."

0:26:020:26:07

They'll look at you as if you're a retard, as if you're supposed to look deaf.

0:26:070:26:11

What do you want me to do? Be in a wheelchair and have my head onto the side or something?

0:26:110:26:15

It's four days since Meghan's cochlear implant operation.

0:26:210:26:24

She has another three weeks before the implant can be switched on.

0:26:240:26:27

How is it being entirely deaf?

0:26:340:26:37

How is it being entirely deaf?

0:26:370:26:39

I don't know, it's quite strange really, and I feel a lot more deaf.

0:26:410:26:47

I'm not like... Normally, I can, like, hear sounds and stuff,

0:26:470:26:50

but since it's my left hearing aid it's really strange.

0:26:500:26:53

If I hear sounds, I can't define what it is,

0:26:530:26:57

and I can't tell where it's coming from, and it's quite annoying.

0:26:570:27:01

It's been weird here because she's not been playing music,

0:27:030:27:06

and normally it's on 24/7,

0:27:060:27:08

but because she's not enjoying it

0:27:080:27:10

with the hearing she's got in the other ear

0:27:100:27:12

it's been quite silent here.

0:27:120:27:14

As well as struggling with drastically reduced hearing,

0:27:160:27:19

Meghan faces another challenge.

0:27:190:27:21

She's about to move into halls for Freshers' Week at university.

0:27:210:27:26

Are you worried about university

0:27:260:27:28

and not being able to hear at the moment?

0:27:280:27:30

A little bit, yeah, because I'm worried that the first month,

0:27:320:27:35

when everybody's getting to know each other

0:27:350:27:38

and maybe going out to something,

0:27:380:27:40

the first month is maybe quite crucial.

0:27:400:27:43

It's actually quite scary because it's Freshers' Week

0:27:440:27:48

which is like a whole week of meeting new people.

0:27:480:27:51

I hope it's going to be a good week

0:27:510:27:55

that I'll remember for the rest of my life,

0:27:550:27:57

and it's not going to turn out completely horrific.

0:27:570:28:00

Meghan's friend, Laila, is also deaf, but has improved hearing

0:28:020:28:05

through a cochlear implant she's had for years.

0:28:050:28:09

She's going to help Meghan through her first few days at university.

0:28:090:28:12

Meghan's sister, Justine, started at university three years ago.

0:28:350:28:40

The transition to university, for me, was actually quite tough.

0:28:410:28:45

Having come from a deaf family where you know what everything...

0:28:450:28:48

what everybody is saying,

0:28:480:28:50

what...exactly what's going on, you're just overwhelmed.

0:28:500:28:54

And I was, more often than not, an observer.

0:28:540:28:58

It's hard to stop everybody and say, "I'm deaf,

0:28:580:29:01

"I have a cochlear implant, I need you to be aware."

0:29:010:29:04

You can't just do that.

0:29:040:29:06

Meghan will be studying veterinary nursing

0:29:100:29:13

at Edinburgh Napier University.

0:29:130:29:15

For the first year, she's moving into a flat in halls

0:29:190:29:22

with five people she has never met before.

0:29:220:29:25

It's not bad.

0:29:250:29:27

-Hiya.

-Hi.

-How are you?

-I'm Michaela.

-Pleased to meet you.

0:29:290:29:32

-What's your name?

-Meghan. My name's Meghan.

-Oh, hi.

0:29:320:29:35

-What room are you in?

-8.

-OK.

0:29:350:29:37

So I'll be in this room for the rest of the year.

0:29:370:29:40

I've met, I think, four people now in here.

0:29:400:29:42

-Really? I've not met anybody, you're the first one.

-OK.

0:29:420:29:44

So I'm just having a look around - really nice...really, really nice.

0:29:440:29:48

-I like the bed, it's very nice.

-It's big!

0:29:480:29:51

So just to let you know, I'm deaf.

0:29:510:29:54

-Sorry?

-I'm deaf. I'm a deaf student.

-Oh!

0:29:540:29:57

And I've just had a cochlear implant,

0:29:570:29:59

so I've just had an operation,

0:29:590:30:00

so I can't hear very much at the moment,

0:30:000:30:02

but I'll be getting switched on at the end of the month,

0:30:020:30:05

so just bear with me.

0:30:050:30:06

-OK. No, that's good to know.

-I can't hear very much,

0:30:060:30:09

but I'll try my best.

0:30:090:30:10

Laila said to me that deafness is like an invisible disability,

0:30:340:30:39

that people would never know that you're deaf unless you told them.

0:30:390:30:43

And obviously I'm from a deaf family,

0:30:430:30:45

went to a deaf boarding school, so it's, like, I was

0:30:450:30:49

in heaven for a few years,

0:30:490:30:50

and so now it's, like, this is the real world,

0:30:500:30:53

you've got to put yourself out there and make it known that you're deaf.

0:30:530:30:58

I love how in the fridges you've got, like, salad, eggs and stuff,

0:30:590:31:04

and my addition to the fridge is a bottle of Malibu.

0:31:040:31:08

To my, um...university experience, I don't know,

0:31:100:31:13

my first university experience.

0:31:130:31:15

MUSIC: "I'm Gonna Be (500 Miles)" by The Proclaimers

0:31:180:31:22

They're really, really nice, and, um...

0:31:430:31:45

Do you ever feel isolated

0:31:560:31:59

by yourself in, like, a group or feel depressed

0:31:590:32:04

because of being, like, the only deaf person in a group

0:32:040:32:07

-or anything like that?

-No.

0:32:070:32:10

-You're happy?

-Yes.

0:32:120:32:13

So you get frustrated but not depressed?

0:32:230:32:25

HE INHALES DEEPLY

0:32:260:32:28

Why do you get frustrated?

0:32:300:32:32

You wish you knew what they were talking about.

0:32:410:32:44

More involved in conversation.

0:32:440:32:47

Exactly. People feel uncomfortable.

0:32:520:32:54

Yeah, because it's strange to them.

0:32:560:32:58

We experience it every day,

0:32:580:33:00

and all my life I've been talking to deaf people, so I'm used to it,

0:33:000:33:05

but other people that have never talked to a deaf person

0:33:050:33:08

in their life, it's scary for them.

0:33:080:33:10

Today is Sara's first day at university.

0:33:170:33:20

She's beginning a three-year sociology course

0:33:200:33:22

at Nottingham Trent.

0:33:220:33:23

INTERPRETER: Sara really wanted to go to university -

0:33:270:33:29

it was her aim to get a degree.

0:33:290:33:31

She wanted to secure her future and get a really good job,

0:33:310:33:34

and I'm really proud of her, cos, well, you know, she's deaf,

0:33:340:33:38

but she CAN do it, she CAN go to university,

0:33:380:33:41

and that's really amazing.

0:33:410:33:43

-INTERPRETER:

-People think that deaf people are thick

0:33:450:33:48

and can't go to university, but they can.

0:33:480:33:52

But I am worried about making friends

0:33:520:33:54

and university life in general,

0:33:540:33:56

because it's difficult to be included in a hearing community.

0:33:560:33:59

To get by at university,

0:34:080:34:10

Sara will need two support workers at every lecture -

0:34:100:34:14

an interpreter to translate the lecturer's words into sign language

0:34:140:34:18

and a note-taker.

0:34:180:34:20

But there's been a mix-up with today's note-taker,

0:34:200:34:24

she's only been booked for half the lecture.

0:34:240:34:26

-INTERPRETER:

-I'm a little bit nervous about the note-taker

0:34:460:34:49

and the interpreter being there.

0:34:490:34:51

It's a bit embarrassing for me turning up with two other people.

0:34:510:34:54

LECTURER: I'm going to go round and give everybody our handbook.

0:34:570:35:01

And it's a real pleasure to see you all...

0:35:010:35:05

-INTERPRETER:

-But I need both of them

0:35:050:35:07

because when I'm watching the interpreter sign,

0:35:070:35:10

I can't look away to make notes for myself.

0:35:100:35:13

That's what the note-taker's for.

0:35:130:35:15

And talk a little bit more detail...

0:35:150:35:17

Hearing people can listen AND take notes, but I can't.

0:35:170:35:21

But I'm worried it might be off-putting for other students

0:35:260:35:28

and they might not come and talk to me.

0:35:280:35:31

They might think, "Oooh, special needs, can't she manage on her own?"

0:35:310:35:35

Christianah comes home from school most weekends

0:35:430:35:46

to see her mum and sister.

0:35:460:35:47

Her dad isn't around as he went back to Nigeria when she was four,

0:35:490:35:53

about a year after her deafness was recognised.

0:35:530:35:56

I don't know what my dad thought about my deafness.

0:36:010:36:04

I was too young to know,

0:36:040:36:05

but I have been told by my mum that he weren't happy at first...

0:36:050:36:10

..and now he's OK about it.

0:36:110:36:13

He doesn't mention it, though, it's like I don't have it,

0:36:130:36:17

I don't have the disabilities.

0:36:170:36:19

Christianah's dad, he didn't like the idea of them wearing hearing aid

0:36:190:36:23

especially when we are with the family

0:36:230:36:26

or with his friends, so we always have to take them off.

0:36:260:36:30

He wanted them to speak, he didn't want them to do any signing,

0:36:300:36:35

so I wasn't encouraged to...to learn sign language, and I never did.

0:36:350:36:41

-16?

-Yeah.

-What are you putting it on me for?

0:36:430:36:46

Size 10, but it's size 8...

0:36:460:36:50

Although Christianah has some hearing friends,

0:36:500:36:53

she's never had a hearing boyfriend.

0:36:530:36:56

But there's always the topic of what would the hearing guy's family think

0:37:020:37:07

and how would they react to the fact that he's had a deaf girlfriend?

0:37:070:37:12

Because they may have never met a deaf person before,

0:37:120:37:16

so to have one as your son's girlfriend would be a bit of a...

0:37:160:37:20

you know, shock.

0:37:200:37:22

It will always be a case of, "Oh, but she's deaf.

0:37:220:37:26

"But she's deaf, you know, what if your child is deaf?"

0:37:260:37:30

Some families have a husband deaf and a wife deaf,

0:37:340:37:40

some families like that wish for a deaf child

0:37:400:37:44

so the whole family's deaf.

0:37:440:37:46

Do you think that's fair? Do you think that's right or not?

0:37:460:37:49

It's not very fair, is it, to be wishing for a disabled child?

0:37:540:37:58

The mum and dad might be happy,

0:38:020:38:04

but the child might have a terrible life,

0:38:040:38:06

get bullied or something like that,

0:38:060:38:07

or he might have a fine life, we don't know, but...

0:38:070:38:10

I'm fine.

0:38:100:38:11

Yeah, you're fine, but it would be easier to be hearing.

0:38:110:38:14

Meghan still has no hearing following her operation,

0:38:280:38:31

but today she has to attend her first lecture.

0:38:310:38:34

MURMUR OF CONVERSATION

0:38:380:38:40

DISTORTED LOW RUMBLING

0:38:470:38:49

Can you all hear me up at the back? ..OK.

0:39:060:39:10

MUFFLED DISTORTED RUMBLING

0:39:100:39:11

With no hearing, Meghan's only way of understanding other people

0:39:140:39:18

is to read their lips, which is much harder in the dark.

0:39:180:39:22

MUFFLED DISTORTED SPEECH

0:39:230:39:25

HUBBUB OF CONVERSATION

0:39:560:39:59

DISTORTED RUMBLING

0:40:200:40:21

The main thing a deaf person could be embarrassed about

0:41:070:41:10

is their speech maybe, I don't know,

0:41:100:41:14

but they could...they could feel like...like, even me,

0:41:140:41:18

if I was to go up to McDonald's,

0:41:180:41:19

I would go in McDonald's, which I don't any more,

0:41:190:41:22

but if I was to say, "Oh, can I have a cheeseburger?

0:41:220:41:24

And they say, "Sorry, what?" "A cheeseburger." "Sorry, what?"

0:41:240:41:28

That puts me down, I think, "Oh, am I not speaking clear enough?"

0:41:280:41:31

or, "Can you not understand me?" or, "Am I not saying the right thing?"

0:41:310:41:35

Christianah has now been back at school for five weeks

0:41:370:41:40

and her grades are starting to improve.

0:41:400:41:42

But she still doesn't wear her hearing aids all day.

0:41:420:41:46

HUBBUB OF CONVERSATION

0:41:490:41:51

CLATTER OF PLATES

0:41:510:41:53

Yes, please?

0:41:530:41:54

More fish.

0:41:550:41:56

SILENCE

0:42:140:42:15

SILENCE CONTINUES

0:42:270:42:29

Christianah is considering a degree in journalism.

0:42:330:42:37

I am concerned in how far I could go, cos I know anything I do

0:42:380:42:43

my deafness does interfere, no matter what.

0:42:430:42:46

I would like to think that I'd gone as high

0:42:500:42:52

as any other hearing person could go,

0:42:520:42:56

But I would hate to see my deafness

0:42:560:42:59

stopping it from going anywhere.

0:42:590:43:01

Hopefully, that's not the case,

0:43:010:43:04

you know, but we'll see.

0:43:040:43:06

We'll see.

0:43:070:43:08

Sara's now been at university for three weeks.

0:43:150:43:20

-INTERPRETER:

-University at the moment is kind of OK,

0:43:210:43:25

but I've started to wonder whether I should stay or quit.

0:43:250:43:29

But I feel under pressure because there are so few jobs around,

0:43:290:43:33

plus the fact that I'm deaf is going to make getting a job even harder.

0:43:330:43:37

So it feels like my only option is to stay at university.

0:43:370:43:42

If, by Christmas, I'm still not happy,

0:43:420:43:45

I'll have to think of doing something else.

0:43:450:43:48

Tonight, Asher is taking Sara out to talk things over.

0:43:480:43:52

CHATTER IN RESTAURANT

0:44:200:44:23

INTERPRETER: If there's no queue behind me

0:44:290:44:31

I feel much more relaxed ordering things.

0:44:310:44:34

But if there is a queue I feel a bit under pressure.

0:44:340:44:36

Hi there. What table?

0:44:360:44:39

OK. What can I get for you?

0:44:410:44:43

Because I'm deaf and I'm communicating with a hearing person,

0:44:450:44:49

it takes a little bit longer.

0:44:490:44:51

One funny thing when we were out for a meal together

0:45:150:45:18

is that we can't talk and eat at the same time.

0:45:180:45:21

Usually one person will start talking

0:45:210:45:23

and the other person will eat. Then, when they want to say something,

0:45:230:45:28

they have to stop eating and put their cutlery down

0:45:280:45:31

so that they can talk. We take it in turns to talk and eat,

0:45:310:45:35

and the trouble is, if you talk too much, your food goes cold.

0:45:350:45:38

A month has passed since Meghan's operation.

0:45:440:45:47

I'm going to get my implant switched on today.

0:45:480:45:53

It's been a long four weeks, but I've finally made it.

0:45:530:45:56

It should be quite interesting, exciting.

0:45:580:46:01

I'm a bit nervous as well.

0:46:010:46:03

It's going to be really weird hearing sounds through my magnet

0:46:030:46:07

right through here into my cochlea and not actually through my ear.

0:46:070:46:11

I've been told not to expect too much

0:46:130:46:16

from my first switch-on,

0:46:160:46:19

but I think I'm starting to expect a lot.

0:46:190:46:24

I remember the last time I was walking this way,

0:46:390:46:43

I was crapping myself. I had my overnight bag

0:46:430:46:45

and I was walking ahead, like I didn't want to speak to anybody

0:46:450:46:49

before my operation.

0:46:490:46:51

Now I'm like, "I'm going to get switched on!"

0:46:510:46:55

OK, so that's you switched on.

0:46:580:47:01

OK.

0:47:030:47:05

TAPPING

0:47:050:47:06

-Yeah, I hear that.

-Yeah? Good.

0:47:060:47:08

Yeah. And that's quite high pitched.

0:47:080:47:10

PEN CLICKING

0:47:100:47:12

Good, good.

0:47:120:47:13

-KNOCKING

-Good. OK.

0:47:130:47:15

-And can you hear my voice?

-Mm-hm.

-Good!

0:47:150:47:18

It's a little bit like robotic.

0:47:180:47:20

Right, that's fine though. That's great.

0:47:200:47:22

-RATTLING

-Can you hear that?

0:47:220:47:25

Because you won't have heard that kind of sound before,

0:47:250:47:27

-that'll sound a bit odd.

-Yeah.

0:47:270:47:29

OK. Good. Well done.

0:47:290:47:31

So your brain's trying to sort out all of these different sounds

0:47:310:47:35

at the moment and, you know, it'll take time to be able to pick out

0:47:350:47:38

different sounds and to recognise sounds.

0:47:380:47:41

So don't worry if you can't hear some sounds

0:47:410:47:44

that other people can hear. It just takes time.

0:47:440:47:47

BABY SCREAMING

0:47:470:47:49

Can you hear that? Now you know!

0:47:490:47:51

Now you know what it's like to hear a child screaming.

0:47:550:47:59

It's horrible. It's like really high,

0:47:590:48:02

I was looking at the ceiling,

0:48:020:48:03

I thought it was an alarm of some sort.

0:48:030:48:06

For a month, Meghan has been unable to listen to her music.

0:48:070:48:11

Now is her chance to find out if she can enjoy her favourite songs again.

0:48:110:48:15

How's it sounding? Is it good?

0:48:160:48:19

I can hear. I can hear the music.

0:48:190:48:22

Over the next few weeks, Meghan will get better

0:48:350:48:38

and better at hearing ordinary sounds through the implant.

0:48:380:48:41

I can't really hear that.

0:48:410:48:43

A little bit, but it's not, like, loud.

0:48:450:48:49

TOILET FLUSHING

0:48:490:48:51

It's quite loud.

0:48:510:48:53

It sounds quite loud.

0:48:530:48:55

I can, like, hear the beeping at the end.

0:48:580:49:00

HIGH-PITCHED BEEP

0:49:060:49:07

Yeah, I can hear that.

0:49:070:49:09

RUSTLING

0:49:090:49:11

I know what you couldn't hear before.

0:49:140:49:18

She's going to try and put on the car park alarm

0:49:210:49:24

and see if I can hear it. Before, it was too high for me to hear.

0:49:240:49:28

But I'm not sure if I can hear a high-pitched sound.

0:49:280:49:32

CAR ALARM RINGING

0:49:320:49:33

Is that it?

0:49:330:49:36

Yeah, I can hear that.

0:49:360:49:38

To help with her career choices, Christianah has found herself

0:49:420:49:46

work experience at a media production company.

0:49:460:49:50

She has travelled to London

0:49:500:49:53

to visit the offices of Remark,

0:49:530:49:55

a company staffed mainly by deaf people.

0:49:550:49:59

Over the course of the day, Christianah will attend

0:50:240:50:28

briefings, help prepare stories

0:50:280:50:30

and operate the autocue

0:50:300:50:32

for the recording of this week's news programme for the deaf.

0:50:320:50:36

Like, when you rub your hands together,

0:52:250:52:28

I never knew that made a sound. It's just really annoying.

0:52:280:52:31

I'm constantly gushing over every time somebody asks me

0:52:440:52:47

"Oh, you've had an implant." I'm like, "Yes, I've got it."

0:52:470:52:50

I'm showing them and just saying, "Oh, you should have one."

0:52:500:52:53

Telling everybody that they should have one.

0:52:530:52:55

And, er...

0:52:550:52:57

And I amaze myself with what I can hear and it's amazing

0:52:570:53:02

with what a little piece of machinery can help you hear.

0:53:020:53:06

Sara and Asher have come down to London for a radical new club night,

0:53:100:53:14

designed specifically for deaf people.

0:53:140:53:17

It's called Sencity, and it's the first of its kind in the UK.

0:53:170:53:22

Around a thousand deaf people have bought tickets for tonight's event.

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-INTERPRETER:

-Sometimes there's a party and, you know, I can't make it

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or I'll go and my friends can't make it.

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but Sencity, everybody's going to be there.

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Meghan is also getting ready to go to Sencity.

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It's quite nice to go from,

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like, university where I've got to really, really work hard

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to follow what's being said

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to a deaf environment and having to just, like, sign

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and understand exactly everything that's going on.

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But I have... Right now, I've got no preference

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because I've made my first proper hearing friend

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and I love him so much already and I love my deaf friends.

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So it's good to have, like, a balance between the two of them,

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like two different worlds to be involved in.

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As Sencity is such a unique event,

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deaf people have travelled from all over Europe

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to experience what it has to offer.

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Meghan has come with her best friend Connor.

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Tonight is the first time that she's met Sara and Asher.

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Sencity offers an assault on all the senses.

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There's a vibrating dancefloor.

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Aroma jockeys mixing scents to match the music.

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And there are even taste sensations to be experienced.

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-INTERPRETER:

-When you first go in, it's like the whole place is vibrating.

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INTERPRETER: I can't hear the music, but I can feel the vibrations.

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The best thing about tonight is meeting friends,

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seeing lots of people, drinking and enjoying ourselves.

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Seeing friends from all over the place.

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-Yeah, I suppose so.

-Like a culture.

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-Definitely. Definitely. Definitely.

-Yeah.

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