The Truth about Webcam Girls


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This programme contains strong language and some scenes of a sexual nature.

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All over the country, thousands of women from 18 to 80 are

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-signing up to work as online webcam models.

-I have to take this off.

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For the girls it's the promise of easy money,

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the most successful models charge over £5 a minute,

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and can make hundreds of pounds a day,

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all from the comfort of their own bedrooms.

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You absolute filth bag.

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INDISTINCT

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But the customer always comes first,

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for the hundreds of thousands of men who have signed up it means easy

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one-on-one access to their favourite fantasy girl.

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Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it?

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We take a look into the secretive world of adult webcamming

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and meet three online performers - Sammie...

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The more you talk to them the less they are wanking.

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-..Carla...

-I have never actually done an anal scene before.

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-..and Olivia...

-I was always destined to have big boobs.

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..and find out what it is really like baring all

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online for strangers all over the world.

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It is so imperative to have good people around you,

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when you do this job.

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I shut my computer before anything could happen.

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It's not glamorous like people think.

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Every day up and down the country,

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thousands of Britons are logging onto adult webcam sites.

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The most popular category is solo women

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and there is a story behind every girl.

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Do you want me to give you a little twirl?

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25-year-old Sammie wants to leave a troubled past behind

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and hopes that webcamming is the ticket to a better life.

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I can't wait to get my degree.

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I will be helping people instead of emptying their balls.

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21-year-old glamour model Olivia hopes webcamming can boost her

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career, but just how far will she have to go to achieve her success?

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The next thing would be doing fully nude webcamming.

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Where does it stop? I don't really know.

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And 24-year-old porn star Carla, who does the job

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because she loves it, but life as a webcam girl means

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she just isn't able to find the right man.

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A cock is only pretty when the guy is really hot.

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Yeah, that is what I mean.

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That is true. It is true.

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Otherwise you're looking at it and you're like, "Urgh!"

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25-year-old Sammie has been working in the adult industry for over

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seven years. She used to be a porn star but now just does webcamming.

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Working from home means it she likes to keep her place clean and tidy.

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I would advise it for any human being, not just a cam girl,

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to be clean, because if you've got a clean house,

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then you've got a clean mind.

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It is a hard act balancing webcamming and trying to live a normal life.

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Sammie is moving flat and is waiting for the estate agent to turn up

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and show some potential tenants around but he is running late

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and work is currently on hold.

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I don't even know what is happening with these estate agents,

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I think they are taking the piss.

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PHONE DIALS

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'Welcome to Orange answerphone.'

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I am sat here thinking, "Can I get naked or can I not?"

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I just don't understand where people's decency is. I don't get it.

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I am going to get on cam.

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Fuck it. Fuck them.

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They can fuck off.

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Sammie webcams through an adult website which gives her access to

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over 100,000 potential customers.

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She charges £3.50 a minute, and for that she offers

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a one-on-one, no limits, hard-core show.

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To help draw in the punters,

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Sammie uses her porn name Keisha for her online profile.

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"Keisha and her naughty self is getting off on loving all the sexual action coming her way."

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Now she is logged in, it is straight down to business

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and not long before she gets her first punter.

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COMPUTER CHIMES

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MUSIC: "Shake Ya Ass" by Mystikal

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# Shake ya ass Watch yourself

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# Shake ya ass Some of us are working for the

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# Shake ya ass... #

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Don't know what he's doing now. When he's not typing, he's wanking.

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# ..I kind of want a dick in my hand Or with my foot in ya ass... #

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He's going to go in a minute as well because he is going to come.

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DOOR BELL RINGS

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Oh! As if! It's the estate agents! One minute!

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Yes, just one sec, thanks for letting me know you were going to be so late.

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Absolute jokers, mate, seriously.

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As if we actually knew that was going to happen.

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You'll just have to wait a minute.

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I have had to log off. It's like... Oh, it is so annoying.

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"OK, I will be back in five," he put anyway. He's a lucky man.

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You like to not tell me when you're late, don't you?

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INDISTINCT RESPONSE

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Yeah, I know it is. You like to not tell me, you were supposed to be here at half six, no?

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-Seven o'clock I was told.

-Oh, God. You and your professionalism!

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I got half six from your girl.

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Being interrupted partway through a session is not ideal for Sammie

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or her customer.

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He might not even come back now because I had to do what I did.

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I had to rush out.

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I am not going to lie, I've got a bit of an anger issue. I lose my temper a lot.

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I don't lose it a lot, I just lose it if a situation is...

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is...is, one out of my control and, two, where I feel like I am being disrespected.

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When I feel like that,

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I literally can lose it and I don't want to lose it.

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Like, who the hell wants to lose the plot? I know I don't. I nearly did then.

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I hope he doesn't lock the door behind him

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because I haven't got my key. I walked out with no key.

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-Have you locked my door?

-I haven't got a key.

-You haven't got a key, nice one.

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-Finished?

-I recognise you. I've met you before, haven't I?

-Have you?

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Take care of yourselves. Don't worry about it.

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He says he's seen me somewhere before. He's a blatant perv.

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I know exactly where he's seen me. One of my foot fetish films.

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Definitely!

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They left all my lights on. What the hell?

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With the estate agent gone, Sammie returns to business

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and can finally start her shift uninterrupted.

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Webcamming work can be extremely variable,

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but Sammie can expect to satisfy around 20 customers per night.

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And it doesn't always take long.

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CASH REGISTER CHIMES

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2 minutes 27.

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So I made 4.88 I think.

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It's 2am when Sammie finally turns off her webcam.

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MUSIC: "Evening/Morning" by Bombay Bicycle Club

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Sammie's main source of income is webcamming,

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but it is an industry she is desperate to leave behind

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so she can go to college to study psychology.

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Ta, babe.

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I don't really want to be interacting with people by taking my clothes off.

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I'd rather interact with people on a one-on-one basis,

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get into their mind and help them.

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Not analyse them through a webcam

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because then I will only get one type of person, and that's a horny bloke.

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But in order to achieve her dreams, she's to really watch the pennies.

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Babe, can you do me a favour? Can you give me a few onions?

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So it's three for a pound. So you've got your lettuce,

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your cucumber, can I get a few onions and make it a pound?

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You're a diamond, ta.

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I've got my potatoes and onions and I got tomatoes and cucumber

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and lettuce and I just spent four quid.

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But saving alone is not enough,

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she needs to earn if she wants to go to college and that means clocking

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up the hours in front of the webcam, charging £3.50 a minute.

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How the system works, it takes 30%.

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So in order to get £4, I need to get...

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..like, what, £7?

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So all it needs to be is two minutes. Two minutes and I've got it.

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You all right?

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In the webcam world nothing is as it seems.

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Despite having a legion of male fans,

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Sammie actually lives at home with her girlfriend, Mar.

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I met her out on a night out, I didn't really speak to her much then.

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Then one of my close friends came round here

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so I came round to see her and she was walking around just like this.

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She was on the cam as well.

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And then we...

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Then I just stayed here for a couple of days and we just got on.

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I just started talking to her

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and it kind of was that kind of love at first sight thing.

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-Not like the first sight but...

-It took a few days.

-We had that look at each other, do you know?

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Then everything has happened naturally since then.

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It may look like domestic bliss

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but it still has to fit around the webcam.

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If the cam goes off, the food gets put off, you know?

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you've got to take advantage of £2 or £3.50 a minute,

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do you know what I mean?

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That's the kind of thing food can wait for.

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COMPUTER CHIMES

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So I guess it's me taking over the dinner then, babe, yeah?

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I find it funny, the fact that Sam will be talking to them

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and I will be sitting next to her, I just find it really funny.

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I don't know.

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I think I kind of like the fact that they are getting off over my girlfriend. She's with me.

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I can touch her, she is right there.

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They're paying stupid amounts of money for that, just to see that.

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The fact that they are men and I am a female. Do you know what I mean? I've done well.

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It is nearly midnight and they finally sit down to dinner.

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Dear Lord, we thank you for blessing us with this food we put in front of us,

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I hope that every beautiful person gets to eat as well as we do and we thank you

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for constantly guiding us, blessing me and Mar in our bright future, and we hope

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that every beautiful person you put in our path gets blessed as well as we do.

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-Amen.

-Amen.

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-Did you look?

-Let's eat. Yes.

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-Oh, she looked.

-I did.

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Mar is a student and Sammie's working hours aren't always ideal.

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When I have uni, it is bad because now I'm going to go to sleep

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and Sam will come in and I will be knocked out so...

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-Mar sleeps, she does not wake up when I go in.

-I will be knocked out.

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No cuddles or nothing.

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Then I've got to get up at seven in the morning. Half six, really,

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so I don't get to spend any time with her in the morning.

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-I'm tired.

-Go and get ready for bed then.

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12 o'clock is bedtime for me.

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-It's 12 o'clock?

-Yeah, babe.

-Stop it.

-I have got to be up at...

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I have got to be up, man. Which is really bad.

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COMPUTER CHIMES

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Wait!

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COMPUTER CHIMES

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I am going to go to bed now.

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Her daily target is £150, peak time for webcam traffic is 11pm

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until 2am, so for Sammie it is when she makes the best money.

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CASH REGISTER CHIMES

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He wants me to pretend to suck his dick.

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This can get mind numbing. I can't wait to get my degree.

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Just being able to get up to work

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and know that I'm going to be helping people

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instead of just emptying their balls, helping them.

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Actually helping people in society.

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COMPUTER CHIMES CONTINUOUSLY

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After this guy, I am going to turn it off and go to sleep.

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I need to go to sleep. It's 2:25.

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Sammie has worked later than usual but she is pleased,

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she made £360.

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I did over double my target today.

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So it's been a good day.

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Right, I am going to go to bed now.

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Night then.

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24-year-old Carla is a webcam girl and hard-core porn star.

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I am open-minded, I will try anything, pretty much.

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So I have handcuffs, baby oil, very popular.

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You've got, like, your whips, this is my latex.

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Bloody hell is it hard to get on.

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And off. I have my dog lead. My rubber blindfold and ball gag.

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My nipple clamps. That's probably the most lethal one in there. Anal beads.

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Yeah, that's interesting.

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Obviously for webcam purposes it widens your audience.

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In the two years Carla has been webcamming,

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she's had all kinds of strange requests.

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This one guy wanted me sat on my sofa completely naked in Ugg boots

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and cover myself with cooking oil. Olive oil.

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And rub myself in it. And he was on there for about half an hour.

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I charge £3 a minute, so obviously that is a nice little half hour.

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With hundreds of webcam models available to the punters,

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Carla has to make sure they pick her, so she's come up with some

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unique ways to stay ahead of the competition.

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I am quite hungry now so what I am going to do,

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what I advertised was, basically, watch me cook my dinner

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while I am in my underwear.

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If I am doing this, sometimes I will get my leg up, keep the interest in there.

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I kind of make sure that I bend over

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and...

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kind of have a bit of height or do it with my mouth open slightly.

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Just touch myself like I am wiping something away.

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This is a group session and five punters have logged in,

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each paying £2 a minute.

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I know this is absolutely bizarre, but people pay for this.

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I can just imagine them sat at home right now, jerking themselves off.

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You've kind of got to use what you've got,

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you've got to realise that sometimes less is more.

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You don't have to show anything.

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Already I will have made about 50 quid from this already

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and I haven't even got my boobs out.

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With lunch taken care of, Carla retreats to the living room

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for a quick go on the Xbox.

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For God's sake. I am so rubbish.

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A thing I have just recently found out,

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I was on the webcam the other day and was bored

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and some guy was like, "You play Xbox!

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"And you're playing Xbox in your underwear! That's amazing."

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The next thing I know I have all these people coming in

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and I made I think, I got like 300 quid from that lot,

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something like that just for half an hour. It's absolutely bonkers.

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There's a fetish for everything.

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Hooray! COMPUTER CHIMES

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Hey there, are you OK? I was just playing Xbox.

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It's too hot, definitely, that is why I am not wearing any clothes.

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I have a personality, and I am able to connect with

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a lot of the customers or a lot of the punters, which come through.

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I like to just lay on my sofa in my underwear and play games.

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You meet a guy, to get them to spend their money on you.

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You have got to connect with them, you've got to form some sort of

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chemistry to make them want to spend time with you.

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Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it?

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With the webcamming, if you throw them a load of banter and show them

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that you've got a personality, they are going to want to talk to you.

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You just want to have a good look at my bum, don't you? Dirty boy.

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Nice juicy bum you could be watching bounce.

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CASH REGISTER CHIMES

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Easy as that.

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That guy alone was £12, that is a nice tidy sum for six minutes' work.

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Never give them too much too quick

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because if you do they are just going to... I am finished.

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It might look like easy money

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but it is no coincidence that Carla is a successful webcam model.

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She markets herself ferociously and is getting some explicit

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profile pictures taken for her webcam page.

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Hi. Are you all right?

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Carla is no stranger to getting naked in a studio.

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She's been working as a porn star for the last year.

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I have always wanted to do porn ever since I was really young.

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Like, stupidly young, like, 16.

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I am naturally a very sexual person anyway.

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And that's it, ready.

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Is that the model walk, yeah?

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So, nice glamour, down to butt shots, down to on the floor

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and then we will get some on the bed.

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She wants about 300 for a set.

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OK?

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That's it, nice.

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The shoot has been organised by her agent.

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My mum is my agent.

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Naturally. Everyone's like, "Really?" My mum loves it, funnily enough.

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It's like she lives her life through me.

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She looks after everything, all my e-mails, everything.

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Finds all my work.

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Obviously she never wanted me to do it, but I think she can see how much

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I actually enjoy my job and I like being my own boss.

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I can do what I want and it's something that interests me.

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Underneath. Pussy in shot, Patrick, with her face as well.

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I personally don't see there's a problem in showing the world

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one of the most natural things ever. You know? So...

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Nice foot and mid shots on these,

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so they are quite arty. Put your phone in your crotch.

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Carla's career is flourishing, but being a webcam girl

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and porn star makes it difficult to find the right man.

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If I was to meet someone I liked,

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I would explain to them and I'd say...

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If I could see that there was something happening I'd tell them.

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"Listen, you need to know something. Take it how you want to take it.

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"This is what I do."

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And obviously, sometimes it can go, "Oh, God, no."

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Sometimes it can go, "Come on then."

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And some guys are like, "OK, I don't like it,

0:21:040:21:08

"let's just not talk about it and accept it to a point." It's hard.

0:21:080:21:13

-And if it happens, we'll see.

-But it's been a long wait.

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She hasn't had a boyfriend since she started webcamming.

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Ambitious 21-year-old Olivia is a newcomer to webcamming.

0:21:300:21:34

She's invested heavily in her quest for success,

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spending over £5,000 on cosmetic surgery.

0:21:400:21:44

Though not all the punters seemed to notice.

0:21:440:21:46

Usually it is someone like, "Bend over, let me do this to you,

0:21:460:21:51

"that to you. Will you take your stockings off."

0:21:510:21:53

As soon as they say that, I am like, "I've spent so much on my face

0:21:530:21:56

"and my boobs, why do you want to see my feet?

0:21:560:21:59

Just going to give him a little twirl of the outfit.

0:21:590:22:02

Olivia has gone to great lengths to pull in the punters.

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But unlike other webcam girls, she likes to keep something hidden.

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My ultimate limit is fully nude.

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If they were being really, really raunchy,

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I would probably do the hand cup,

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which is basically like, not the most nicest thing

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but it's kind of like that.

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So they can't see like any lips or anything.

0:22:290:22:33

Or any of it, they can just see that I am fully naked and holding myself.

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He's asked for a lap dance now.

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And she has very clear reasons for not revealing everything.

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It is the only bit of dignity that I have,

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not ever showing my downstairs,

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So I am trying to keep that dignity for like,

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obviously, people that I choose to see it - and not get paid - do.

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My mum thinks it is bad enough me

0:23:020:23:04

getting my boobs out, never mind anything else.

0:23:040:23:07

He's asked to see my bum.

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Whilst Olivia keeps something back,

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some of the punters are a little more forthcoming.

0:23:180:23:20

It's shocking when you expect someone's face

0:23:200:23:23

but you just see their penis straightaway.

0:23:230:23:25

Um, I will just let them get on with it,

0:23:250:23:29

at least I know that they are enjoying watching me.

0:23:290:23:32

Olivia's no nudity policy is working for now.

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CASH REGISTER RINGS

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But webcamming is not her only job.

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Mwah!

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Her goal is to make it big in the glamour world

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and she works around the clock as an adult TV presenter and model,

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appearing in lads' mags and national newspapers.

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MUSIC: "Strict Machine" by Goldfrapp

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This is a bit of latex, it's not the easiest thing to get in and out of.

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INDISTINCT

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Olivia has been, glamour modelling for two years

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and she thinks she knows the reason for her success.

0:24:150:24:18

I was always destined to have big boob., I remember

0:24:190:24:22

when I was little, I had this game, and it had these wired,

0:24:220:24:26

little catchers for these jumping frogs

0:24:260:24:29

and I used to put them down my top!

0:24:290:24:31

At a time when most young people are in debt or struggling for work,

0:24:330:24:38

she's single-handedly carving out her own career, but it's not easy.

0:24:380:24:42

I am probably not your average 21-year-old.

0:24:420:24:44

I don't know where my next job or money is going to come from

0:24:440:24:48

so you must be quite mature about it.

0:24:480:24:50

I can't keep blowing it on crazy nights out

0:24:500:24:53

and doing whatever all my friends my age do.

0:24:530:24:57

Olivia is on her way home for another webcam session.

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She's so focused on success

0:25:080:25:10

that even her flat is geared around making money.

0:25:100:25:13

I do try and keep my house very kind of plain and bland, so I do quite

0:25:130:25:19

a few photoshoots up against the big plain walls.

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I have done shoots where I pushed the sofa up against it

0:25:220:25:26

and shoots in the kitchen and bedroom as well.

0:25:260:25:30

Olivia is getting ready to go on the webcam

0:25:310:25:33

and wants to look her best.

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You have to look like a slag at the end of the day,

0:25:350:25:38

the sluttier the make-up the better. It's called slutty make-up.

0:25:380:25:43

Because of her busy schedule,

0:25:430:25:45

Olivia doesn't leave the meeting punters on the webcam to chance.

0:25:450:25:49

I generally book someone in, someone has asked to talk to me,

0:25:490:25:52

so they are generally a fan anyway,

0:25:520:25:54

so they will have gone out of their way to ask me to go on cam for them.

0:25:540:25:59

It's a good way to end the night, have a chat, earn some money.

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I don't have any housemates or boyfriend

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to keep me entertained for the last few hours of the night.

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# Talk dirty to me... #

0:26:080:26:10

The punter arrives and Olivia gets to work.

0:26:100:26:13

High, sexy, how are you?

0:26:130:26:15

But as things start to hot up....

0:26:150:26:17

..the Internet goes down.

0:26:210:26:23

I am so bad with technical difficulties like this.

0:26:230:26:26

I actually don't know what to do.

0:26:260:26:28

With the Internet down, she decides to pack it in for the evening.

0:26:300:26:34

And the unlucky punter will have to come again.

0:26:340:26:37

It's 2pm and Sammie has just started

0:26:480:26:51

her usual 12 hour shift on the webcam.

0:26:510:26:53

This guy has been on the webcam with me since I started doing webcamming.

0:26:530:26:59

He's a very simple guy, he always wants to be told he's got a big cock.

0:26:590:27:03

So he will pay £3.50 per minute.

0:27:050:27:08

I must get at least 150 quid a week off him.

0:27:080:27:11

Despite being an experienced webcam girl,

0:27:130:27:15

Sammie doesn't always get the chance to glam up

0:27:150:27:18

and this can sometimes lead to some wardrobe malfunction.

0:27:180:27:21

Oh, shit, I've got the wrong pants on.

0:27:210:27:24

I've got leggings on underneath.

0:27:240:27:26

I'll have to take them off. It's cold outside, innit?

0:27:260:27:29

# Mistakes, oh, my I'm turning red, ooh

0:27:290:27:35

# Who could this be? Oh, my

0:27:350:27:37

# Ooh, my... #

0:27:370:27:40

CASH REGISTER RINGS

0:27:400:27:42

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:27:420:27:44

To be a successful webcam girl, Sammie has to be ready to carry out

0:27:440:27:48

all kinds of requests from her punters. No matter how strange.

0:27:480:27:51

You want me to smoke for you, yeah?

0:27:530:27:55

You want me to go and get a little cigarette and smoke that for you?

0:27:550:27:59

Let me take you in here.

0:27:590:28:01

Hm...

0:28:010:28:04

She doesn't want to upset her girlfriend, so she takes the punter

0:28:050:28:08

into the bathroom to smoke.

0:28:080:28:10

That's, good...

0:28:140:28:16

Mmm...

0:28:180:28:20

Oh, that's great, you dirty fuck.

0:28:230:28:28

If anything, I could start seeing how sexy it can be,

0:28:290:28:32

cos when I am looking at the camera and I'm seeing the smoke,

0:28:320:28:35

I'm thinking, "You look quite hot," to be fair.

0:28:350:28:38

Oh, that's it, baby.

0:28:440:28:47

The life of a webcam girl can be a lonely one.

0:28:470:28:50

During the day, Sammie's girlfriend Mar is at college,

0:28:500:28:54

but the two of them manage to keep in regular contact.

0:28:540:28:58

-Sammie receives a call from Mar.

-Hey there.

0:28:580:29:01

And she's upset. People at college

0:29:010:29:03

have found out about Sammie's porn past.

0:29:030:29:05

I don't think that it is humiliating, babe.

0:29:070:29:09

MAR'S COMMENTS OVER PHONE INAUDIBLE

0:29:090:29:14

Babe, I'm not being funny, but they live with their mums,

0:29:140:29:17

like whoa re they to be saying anything?

0:29:170:29:19

What, they live with their parents and have a fucking nine to five job

0:29:190:29:22

and they think they can judge someone because they get their tits out?

0:29:220:29:26

Who's the bad one for looking? No, it is the point.

0:29:260:29:29

You say you're getting humiliated, what the fuck

0:29:290:29:32

are you humiliated about my past for? I ain't.

0:29:320:29:34

Babe, the fucking two-faced bitches,

0:29:340:29:36

you ain't going to have nothing to defend

0:29:360:29:38

cos they'll lick your arse to your face.

0:29:380:29:40

They'll fucking buzz off it

0:29:400:29:42

and ask for tips for their boyfriend in front of your face.

0:29:420:29:44

Don't get me vexed, Mar.

0:29:450:29:46

I am having a go. I am sick of you saying.

0:29:460:29:48

Why are you saying that you're humiliated?

0:29:480:29:50

Do you want me to show you what humiliation is?

0:29:500:29:53

(Fuck off.)

0:29:530:29:54

Seriously?!

0:29:540:29:57

Some people have said to her in uni about me,

0:29:570:30:00

"Do you want to see Mar's girlfriend's porn," and all this.

0:30:000:30:05

It's like, "Oh, for fuck's sake, what the hell is that?"

0:30:050:30:09

And I've just fucking gone off-cam, like, for that fucking bullshit.

0:30:090:30:13

Fucking bullshit, man. People are just so easy to...

0:30:150:30:17

I know people are watching this now, this documentary,

0:30:170:30:20

they're going to be fucking judging,

0:30:200:30:21

because someone gets their kit off for a living

0:30:210:30:24

and they're going to start judging. Do you know what?

0:30:240:30:26

It's either your husband that's watching us, and at the end

0:30:260:30:30

of the day, all these girls do is just make a living for themselves.

0:30:300:30:36

We're just normal girls, like...

0:30:370:30:40

Just cos we've done what we've done, it doesn't mean anything.

0:30:400:30:44

Like...

0:30:440:30:45

I can't be dealing with it, it's like I've had it all my life, like,

0:30:450:30:49

since I got into this industry when I was 18, like,

0:30:490:30:52

people don't have a clue.

0:30:520:30:54

They don't have an actual clue.

0:30:540:30:56

But there's no respite from the webcam.

0:31:000:31:03

Despite being in a bad mood, she has to continue with her shift.

0:31:030:31:07

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:31:070:31:08

But her next punter, a regular, cheers her up.

0:31:080:31:10

Oh, it's my little fetish boy.

0:31:130:31:15

He doesn't want to see anything.

0:31:150:31:18

He's a fetish type of guy, who wants to get beaten up.

0:31:180:31:21

Sammie does domination sessions where she abuses

0:31:230:31:25

and humiliates men at their request.

0:31:250:31:28

Can you hear me?

0:31:280:31:30

How about you tell me what you're good for,

0:31:300:31:33

so that I know what I'm going to use your pathetic little self for?

0:31:330:31:38

There's no sexual interaction whatsoever

0:31:380:31:40

because the only interaction with him is pain and humiliation.

0:31:400:31:44

That's the only interaction that they're going to get.

0:31:440:31:47

I don't take anything off.

0:31:470:31:48

You just see me sat here now like this.

0:31:480:31:50

If anything, he'd want to see my arse

0:31:500:31:52

and think about the thought of him being smothered by my arse.

0:31:520:31:56

You're a fucking mug, aren't you?

0:31:580:32:00

Be our little fucking slut whore.

0:32:010:32:03

Use you, like a little bitch, yeah?

0:32:040:32:07

I'll blackmail them and say,

0:32:080:32:10

"I'll tell your boss," or

0:32:100:32:11

"I'll tell your mum," or "I'll tell someone. I'll tell on you," like.

0:32:110:32:17

So they get off on that - the fact that you know their dirty secret

0:32:170:32:20

and that you could expose them to the whole world.

0:32:200:32:24

You aren't valued. You're a little bitch, deep down inside.

0:32:240:32:27

Not only do the punters get off on this,

0:32:270:32:29

Sammie particularly enjoys these sessions.

0:32:290:32:32

I like to do the dominatrix, fetish side of stuff,

0:32:320:32:37

cos I've formed, in a way, if this makes sense,

0:32:370:32:39

a sort of hatred for men, naturally.

0:32:390:32:41

When it comes to fetish and to domination,

0:32:410:32:44

that's when I really get my payback.

0:32:440:32:46

My hatred for men has grown through my job.

0:32:460:32:50

Even though I was blinded by money and misguided,

0:32:500:32:53

I was never actually saying, "Can I do this?

0:32:530:32:57

"Can I take that up there?

0:32:570:32:58

"Can I have that harder?"

0:32:580:33:00

It was never me. And I found that now I would never do that again,

0:33:000:33:06

I would never, ever, like, have sex for money on camera,

0:33:060:33:11

I'd never do any movies like that ever again,

0:33:110:33:14

but I would definitely...

0:33:140:33:16

I would definitely beat up a few guys for money.

0:33:160:33:21

Although Sammie no longer works in the porn industry, she still uses

0:33:210:33:24

her porn name Keisha for her webcam profile and even has some old DVDs.

0:33:240:33:29

There's a lot in her past that she regrets, but her life is changing

0:33:310:33:34

and her films are a constant reminder of how far she's come.

0:33:340:33:38

It's...

0:33:380:33:40

It's one of the last scenes that I did before I stopped doing it.

0:33:400:33:44

MOANING

0:33:460:33:48

Any of the porn I did, I didn't enjoy.

0:33:490:33:51

PANTING

0:33:510:33:54

Oh, the two masters are in now, the two "teachers".

0:33:540:33:57

When I hear myself, it just makes me cringe cos I know how fake it is.

0:33:590:34:04

It's making me a bit sick.

0:34:040:34:05

It's just cos I know I was doing it for the money,

0:34:070:34:09

do you know what I mean?

0:34:090:34:11

MOANING

0:34:110:34:14

I'm not watching this.

0:34:140:34:15

I know how much pain I was in, so I'm not watching it.

0:34:170:34:19

Sammie starred in over 100 hard-core adult moves as Keisha,

0:34:290:34:33

having sex with both men and women, but life after porn was tough

0:34:330:34:37

and at her lowest point she was sucked into the world of escorting.

0:34:370:34:41

Despite having made her last film three years ago, Sammie is

0:34:440:34:47

still dealing with her experiences of being in the adult industry.

0:34:470:34:52

I pushed myself to limits that I didn't even want to.

0:34:520:34:56

Slowly but surely I just lost it and I was just like,

0:34:560:35:00

"No, I'm not doing this any more."

0:35:000:35:02

I created Keisha cos I was like,

0:35:020:35:03

"Fuck the world, I'm going to do what I'm going to do,"

0:35:030:35:06

but then I became HER, and that was scary.

0:35:060:35:09

If you become your act, then you're going to hate yourself.

0:35:090:35:13

And when you turn into that,

0:35:130:35:14

you start to think that a bag defines you as a person. You think that you

0:35:140:35:19

have to be this pair of fake tits and you start to question boys and think,

0:35:190:35:24

"Are they with me because I'm this person or because I'm this person?"

0:35:240:35:28

And it's just not right, like, you don't need that, like...

0:35:280:35:32

You don't need it.

0:35:320:35:33

Erm...

0:35:350:35:36

you just don't need them things in your life.

0:35:360:35:38

You don't need to please anyone, your life's about being happy.

0:35:380:35:42

It's not about making other people happy, it's about making you happy.

0:35:420:35:47

Sometimes, with this job, there's things in the industry that

0:35:470:35:51

you're doing and they don't make you happy.

0:35:510:35:54

And you have bad people around you.

0:35:540:35:56

And that's why it's so imperative that you have good people around you

0:35:560:36:00

when you do this job.

0:36:000:36:01

Because people will fuck you up, man.

0:36:010:36:03

People will try and fuck you over

0:36:030:36:05

and they'll pretend that they like you

0:36:050:36:07

and they don't - they just want you for like fucking money.

0:36:070:36:11

It's horrible.

0:36:110:36:13

Sammie feels that the webcamming lets her have control -

0:36:160:36:19

something she didn't have with porn.

0:36:190:36:21

When you're being filmed for a scene, there's only

0:36:230:36:26

so much cutting you can do before the producer realises,

0:36:260:36:29

"I'm not going to work with this girl again."

0:36:290:36:31

So, you've then got to realise that you're trying to please that producer

0:36:310:36:34

and you're going to take some pain that you don't want to be taking.

0:36:340:36:37

That's why, with the cam, I love it because I literally can tell

0:36:370:36:41

someone to fuck off myself, if I don't want to speak to them.

0:36:410:36:45

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:36:450:36:47

Oh, God - great!

0:36:470:36:49

That's not good.

0:36:490:36:51

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:36:510:36:54

It's midday and webcam girl Olivia has just woken

0:37:120:37:16

up for a lunchtime session.

0:37:160:37:17

Your average guy will just be happy with stockings, suspenders

0:37:170:37:20

and a corset.

0:37:200:37:22

If not, we can easily remove it.

0:37:220:37:24

Start getting changed.

0:37:250:37:26

All the glamour shoots that Olivia does means a lot of travelling,

0:37:280:37:31

so she really enjoys the convenience of webcamming.

0:37:310:37:34

It's from home, so I don't have to go out my way to drive anywhere

0:37:340:37:38

and if...

0:37:380:37:40

..a client wants me to wear something else, then I've not forgot it -

0:37:410:37:46

everything's here.

0:37:460:37:47

I can do what I want. I'm free to roam around my house

0:37:470:37:51

and be a bit more adventurous with things really.

0:37:510:37:54

Put a little lipstick on for him.

0:38:000:38:02

They seem to like that.

0:38:040:38:06

Change position.

0:38:060:38:07

We get bored.

0:38:070:38:08

This guy's said he's with friends.

0:38:090:38:11

Like if they're getting me to try, like, get me to

0:38:110:38:14

do some crazy things - I've had people asking me to do handstands

0:38:140:38:18

and things like that before - so then it's just a bit like,

0:38:180:38:22

"OK, you're blatantly taking the piss."

0:38:220:38:25

Still, they're paying, so if they want to pay to watch me

0:38:250:38:28

do circus tricks, I'll quite happily do circus tricks.

0:38:280:38:33

Despite not going open-legged, Olivia's popularity has grown.

0:38:340:38:38

Apparently, he saw a photo of me in a paper that he likes

0:38:380:38:41

and he wants to send it in to sign.

0:38:410:38:44

I've got a little fanbase where he works.

0:38:440:38:47

Oh, he's asked how big are my boobs,

0:38:490:38:51

so that might be the next question - to get them out.

0:38:510:38:54

With her growing popularity, comes more

0:38:550:38:58

and more requests for Olivia to show more on cam.

0:38:580:39:01

If I do start going fully nude and showing everything,

0:39:010:39:05

then it probably...

0:39:050:39:06

I might as well go into porn and start making sex movies,

0:39:060:39:11

cos I'm sure if I started opening my legs and doing it for them,

0:39:110:39:14

they're going to ask to see toys being involved and stuff like that.

0:39:140:39:18

It's just a whole new level that you need to go into.

0:39:180:39:21

Olivia is sticking to her guns, but the temptation to go fully nude

0:39:230:39:27

and make more money may be hard to resist.

0:39:270:39:30

24-year-old webcam girl

0:39:390:39:41

and porn star Carla is hard at work waiting for the next customer.

0:39:410:39:44

Getting naked is something that always comes naturally to her.

0:39:460:39:49

I'm the type of girl to walk around the flat with no clothes on

0:39:490:39:52

and the lights on when it's dark outside.

0:39:520:39:54

I will cos I don't care.

0:39:540:39:57

I'm just like, at the end of the day, right,

0:39:570:40:01

I was born naked,

0:40:010:40:04

so therefore, it's my right to be naked in my own home.

0:40:040:40:08

If I want to walk around naked in my own home, I will. But on that note...

0:40:080:40:12

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:40:120:40:14

What makes you pick me today, then?

0:40:140:40:16

What are you hoping to see me do for you?

0:40:160:40:19

Do you want me to give you a little twirl?

0:40:190:40:22

Yeah.

0:40:220:40:24

What, sort of...?

0:40:240:40:26

You just sit and relax.

0:40:260:40:29

SHE GIGGLES

0:40:300:40:31

You like what you see?

0:40:340:40:36

SHE READS: "I would love to be in that room with you

0:40:370:40:40

"so you could see how hard my cock is."

0:40:400:40:43

Why don't you tell me how hard your cock is, mister?

0:40:430:40:46

Is it throbbing?

0:40:460:40:48

And is it big? How big is it?

0:40:480:40:50

"Eight inches"? Ohhh!

0:40:500:40:54

You'll be surprised how many people have eight inches.

0:40:540:40:58

"And dripping at the end"? Absolute filth bag!

0:41:020:41:06

I hope you have your fingers wrapped tight around that cock of yours.

0:41:060:41:11

Naughty, naughty boy.

0:41:110:41:12

And why don't you squeeze it as well?

0:41:120:41:15

CASH REGISTER RINGS

0:41:170:41:19

He's gone.

0:41:190:41:20

So, eight inches is usually the national average...

0:41:200:41:25

SHE GUFFAWS

0:41:250:41:27

..for men these days. It's shocking, that, isn't it?

0:41:270:41:30

Very rarely do they say anything less.

0:41:300:41:34

Sometimes seven, but eight seems to be the favourite number.

0:41:340:41:39

So, if you're one of those guys - I know.

0:41:390:41:44

Carla clocks off the webcam for the afternoon.

0:41:490:41:52

Being in the adult industry has made it tough for her to meet a man,

0:41:520:41:56

but she thinks she might have found someone.

0:41:560:41:59

It's a bit of a fiery relationship, but it's all right.

0:42:010:42:04

He's funny, though. We just have a laugh.

0:42:040:42:07

Carla met Rob, a 26-year-old tattooist, on Twitter,

0:42:070:42:11

and they hit it off.

0:42:110:42:13

They've just got together

0:42:130:42:14

and are in the honeymoon stage of their relationship.

0:42:140:42:17

When I'm sitting down watching a film,

0:42:170:42:20

you've got your boyfriend there, you know, I like to cuddle up.

0:42:200:42:24

No, doesn't happen. I don't get any, ever.

0:42:240:42:27

I'm not being funny, but in a relationship, do you not do that?

0:42:280:42:31

Yes.

0:42:310:42:33

I sleep next to you. Don't you think that's e-fucking-nough?

0:42:330:42:36

-Heartless, innit?

-It's not heartless.

0:42:380:42:40

-You get to put your leg on my leg.

-No, I don't.

0:42:400:42:42

I don't even go near you, because you're like, "Get off me. Get off."

0:42:420:42:46

No, I'm not like, "Get off." You are. Just do it when I'm asleep. I can't say nothing if I'm asleep.

0:42:460:42:50

No, I'm all right.

0:42:520:42:54

So, you don't mind about cuddling, then?

0:42:540:42:56

-You know what I mean?

-Lucky me(!)

0:42:560:42:59

# For ever we tried to make it right

0:42:590:43:01

# Together we saw the end in sight

0:43:010:43:03

# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... #

0:43:030:43:05

Are my hands cold? Are my hands cold?

0:43:050:43:07

I'm so hungry, I would eat your bumhole right now.

0:43:070:43:11

Although not a professional, Rob has done a few porn shoots.

0:43:140:43:18

But it's the first time that he's been out with a porn star.

0:43:180:43:21

It's annoying when you're out and people want to stop and like,

0:43:210:43:24

"Oh, yeah, sign this, sign that." It's annoying.

0:43:240:43:26

It's all right, though. I've got something people want.

0:43:260:43:28

People always want stuff what people want, don't they?

0:43:280:43:31

Do you know what I mean?

0:43:310:43:33

It's like a new car, I suppose. It's like one of those.

0:43:330:43:36

Everyone wants it. It's like, "Oh, that's nice, that's nice."

0:43:360:43:38

And I've got it.

0:43:380:43:40

-Whoaaa!

-# ..Together we saw the end in sight

0:43:420:43:44

# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... #

0:43:440:43:47

Carla seems to have found her man

0:43:470:43:49

and for now, the future looks bright.

0:43:490:43:52

# ..No, I never believed in their insight. #

0:43:520:43:55

It's a new day and another photoshoot

0:44:050:44:07

for busy webcam girl, Olivia.

0:44:070:44:09

She wants to be a top glamour model and is promoting herself via

0:44:090:44:13

a guest appearance on her friend Jenny's website.

0:44:130:44:16

-JENNY ON PHONE:

-'Hello?'

0:44:160:44:18

Hiya. Whereabouts am I coming? I'm completely lost in the building.

0:44:180:44:23

-'Walk up three floors.'

-Oh! Oh!

-'Is that you?'

-Yeah.

0:44:230:44:27

Olivia is also keen to run her own website.

0:44:270:44:30

And that's not the only thing she has in common with Jenny.

0:44:300:44:33

We have exactly the same boobs. They're identical.

0:44:330:44:38

Yours are probably browner than mine.

0:44:380:44:40

Like her webcamming, Olivia has strict rules for glamour modelling

0:44:410:44:45

and won't reveal all.

0:44:450:44:47

-Have you got any idea what sort of images you want?

-Not really.

0:44:470:44:50

Just some nice hot girl-girls, maybe touching each other's boobs.

0:44:500:44:53

Some nice bum shots.

0:44:530:44:55

-Yeah.

-Don't know, whatever we think's going to look hot, really.

0:44:550:44:58

Whatever works.

0:44:580:44:59

Shall we go for it, then?

0:44:590:45:01

Now look in the camera for us.

0:45:030:45:04

There you go then.

0:45:090:45:11

HE LAUGHS

0:45:110:45:12

You've got a sexy bum, miss!

0:45:120:45:15

High-five! Naked high-five!

0:45:150:45:17

Jenny's finished modelling for the day

0:45:190:45:21

and shoots some behind-the-scenes material for her website.

0:45:210:45:24

Work!

0:45:240:45:25

I can't do it standing up!

0:45:270:45:30

Olivia wants to achieve the same success as Jenny.

0:45:320:45:35

But there's a catch - Jenny bares all.

0:45:350:45:38

The money nowadays in the glamour industry's not great,

0:45:380:45:40

obviously, since the credit crunch. It is a tough industry.

0:45:400:45:43

It is a really tough industry. It's very competitive.

0:45:430:45:45

It's not glamorous like people think.

0:45:450:45:49

That's a wrap. Cool.

0:45:490:45:51

Well done, guys. Thanks.

0:45:510:45:53

For Olivia, there is still a temptation to earn more money

0:45:570:46:00

and go fully nude, but she's worried about where it might lead.

0:46:000:46:04

It would be so easy right now to walk into like porn or escorting

0:46:040:46:08

or some things like that,

0:46:080:46:09

and quite a few of the girls are like really, deeply, badly influenced

0:46:090:46:14

to go straight into that.

0:46:140:46:15

I know I've been like strong enough not to take anything like that on,

0:46:150:46:19

and I've been lucky enough

0:46:190:46:20

to be able to keep on doing what I do without that.

0:46:200:46:23

Olivia's paying a visit to her mum, Sandra, to discuss her career.

0:46:230:46:27

She's at the house where she grew up with her mum and stepdad

0:46:280:46:31

and where she first started webcamming.

0:46:310:46:34

Oh, thank you!

0:46:340:46:36

Sandra started her daughter's modelling career at a young age

0:46:360:46:39

and always had high hopes for her.

0:46:390:46:41

The first time I put you into that modelling competition,

0:46:410:46:45

when you was, I think, about seven or eight, oh, you hated it.

0:46:450:46:49

You forced me into a first catwalk and then it, like...

0:46:490:46:52

You stood there and there were so many people in the centre

0:46:520:46:55

and it was like, you was going, "I can't do it, I can't do it."

0:46:550:46:57

I was going, "You can, Olivia, you can. Go on, just walk down there."

0:46:570:47:01

It's all my fault, really. What have I created?

0:47:010:47:04

For Sandra, Olivia's work in the adult industry

0:47:050:47:08

is a far cry from the early modelling days.

0:47:080:47:11

I would like you to get out of the industry.

0:47:110:47:13

What would you want me to do?

0:47:130:47:15

I'd like you to do modelling in magazines.

0:47:150:47:17

Like a fashion model more?

0:47:170:47:19

Yeah, not glamour. No.

0:47:190:47:21

You know, obviously, about the webcamming.

0:47:210:47:23

I'd done it here, didn't I,

0:47:230:47:24

and you was like, "I don't want it going on in my house."

0:47:240:47:28

I didn't like it at all.

0:47:280:47:29

I think you probably did it when I didn't know about it.

0:47:290:47:33

I don't really know what you do on the webcam.

0:47:330:47:36

Don't really talk that much about it, do we?

0:47:360:47:39

I smoke on it.

0:47:390:47:40

Oh, Olivia!

0:47:400:47:42

I get couples.

0:47:420:47:44

What do couples want?

0:47:440:47:46

A make-believe threesome.

0:47:460:47:48

SHE LAUGHS

0:47:480:47:50

Or, like the guy just wants to like get turned on

0:47:500:47:52

by you talking to his wife, or whatever.

0:47:520:47:55

Or like, me telling him what to do to his wife.

0:47:550:47:59

Like the humiliation people, it's called humiliation,

0:47:590:48:02

like the more you can do to humiliate them, the better and then,

0:48:020:48:06

like, people like being dominated by like being hurt,

0:48:060:48:09

that kind of thing, like literally,

0:48:090:48:11

demanding them to do like the most painful of things.

0:48:110:48:14

-Yeah.

-I just can't believe that people pay for this.

0:48:140:48:18

I do worry about you, because I do worry that you're going to

0:48:220:48:26

get forced into something that you don't want to do.

0:48:260:48:29

I know you like money.

0:48:290:48:32

And you like nice things in life.

0:48:320:48:35

And I just worry that if somebody offers you the right money,

0:48:350:48:38

-that you would get into something.

-Do you?

-Yeah.

0:48:380:48:42

But I've already had, like, every offer under the sun.

0:48:420:48:46

You don't tell me that, so I don't really know.

0:48:460:48:49

Right, see you later. It was nice seeing you.

0:48:510:48:54

-Love you.

-Bye!

-Bye.

0:48:540:48:56

-Bye!

-Bye! See ya. Bye.

0:48:560:48:59

What she's going to show and keep private is going to continue

0:49:010:49:04

to be on Olivia's mind for the foreseeable future.

0:49:040:49:08

I think the only way that I would do something like that

0:49:080:49:11

is if I got like a really great photoshoot

0:49:110:49:13

that offered a lot, a lot of money.

0:49:130:49:16

If a guy wanted to tip me a few grand to do it,

0:49:160:49:18

I'd probably consider it as well,

0:49:180:49:20

but until, like, a lot of money was offered and it was like,

0:49:200:49:24

made me have a second think,

0:49:240:49:25

then I wouldn't just quite happily get it out like that.

0:49:250:49:29

It's Friday night in Brentwood

0:49:390:49:41

and while most 24-year-olds are gearing up for a big night,

0:49:410:49:45

Carla is at home alone.

0:49:450:49:46

She's recently broken up with her boyfriend Rob.

0:49:500:49:53

I was actually really upset at first, because I really liked him.

0:49:530:49:57

I stood in the shower crying, you know.

0:49:570:50:01

I'd watch a film, cry.

0:50:010:50:03

Cos everything would just remind me of him.

0:50:030:50:06

But then when I sat down and I thought about it,

0:50:060:50:09

and I was just like, I was just thinking over the whole thing

0:50:090:50:14

and now I'm like, "What was I doing?!"

0:50:140:50:17

Do you know? I'm such an idiot.

0:50:170:50:20

It's difficult for Carla,

0:50:200:50:22

because it's her first relationship since getting into webcamming.

0:50:220:50:26

I'm not going to lie, I feel used, yeah. I do feel used.

0:50:260:50:31

I just feel like this guy has walked into my life,

0:50:310:50:37

you know, and made me...

0:50:370:50:40

You know, got as far as getting in a relationship with me,

0:50:420:50:45

and then me getting all these feelings and stuff and then

0:50:450:50:49

he was just... It's not like he's just gone,

0:50:490:50:52

he's taken everything with it.

0:50:520:50:55

And she's under no illusions that meeting a man is tough

0:50:550:50:58

when you get naked for a living.

0:50:580:51:00

It does affect people I meet.

0:51:000:51:01

And I probably could have got in a relationship

0:51:010:51:04

with someone that I used to see in the past,

0:51:040:51:07

and it would have gone completely differently if I didn't do what I do

0:51:070:51:10

but...

0:51:100:51:13

that's what you get when you take your job, really.

0:51:130:51:15

I WILL meet the right guy one day.

0:51:150:51:18

Someone will be out there that's on my level.

0:51:180:51:21

Despite feeling down, Carla cracks on with the webcamming.

0:51:210:51:25

But to top it all, no-one is logging in to see her.

0:51:250:51:28

Absolutely dead.

0:51:280:51:30

It's not happening so far.

0:51:310:51:34

So boring!

0:51:340:51:36

With business so slow, there's no point waiting around,

0:51:360:51:39

and she shuts up shop for the night.

0:51:390:51:41

There's been no-one. No-one.

0:51:410:51:45

Not one to mope around, Carla decides she isn't going to wait

0:51:520:51:55

for the punters to come to her and takes matters into her own hands.

0:51:550:51:59

This is typically my personality coming out now.

0:51:590:52:03

I've said, "Get on my cam now, you boring sods."

0:52:030:52:06

Followed by my link,

0:52:060:52:08

and then I'm now going to tweet a picture but, like, a silly one...

0:52:080:52:11

..of myself, like...

0:52:130:52:15

..to show I'm pissed off.

0:52:160:52:18

And that's what I tweet.

0:52:180:52:20

And it works.

0:52:220:52:23

COMPUTER CHIMES There you go.

0:52:230:52:26

Right, take this off.

0:52:260:52:28

CHIMING CONTINUES

0:52:280:52:31

Can you hear me OK?

0:52:340:52:36

Oh, dear! You're hung-over?

0:52:360:52:38

How can you be hung-over still? It's ten to three!

0:52:380:52:43

Where did you go last night?

0:52:430:52:46

Carla may not have found the right guy yet,

0:52:460:52:49

so for now, a webcam man will have to do.

0:52:490:52:52

So you're an Essex boy then, yeah?

0:52:520:52:55

I'm an Essex girl.

0:52:550:52:57

So, did you not pull last night?

0:52:570:52:59

So you thought you would come on here and seduce me instead?

0:52:590:53:03

Someone's asked me before

0:53:050:53:06

if I could turn back the clocks, would I still do it?

0:53:060:53:10

The answer is, yes, I would

0:53:100:53:12

because it's just me.

0:53:120:53:16

I hope you're sat on your chair, or wherever you are,

0:53:160:53:19

and you're completely naked.

0:53:190:53:21

I'm not a shelf stacker or something like that, you know,

0:53:210:53:25

which my parents always used to think I was going to be.

0:53:250:53:28

They either thought I was going to be someone like that,

0:53:280:53:31

or on the dole for the rest of my life

0:53:310:53:34

and, yeah, it's in this industry, but I've done something with my life.

0:53:340:53:38

Are you going to come shoot your air down with me, mister?

0:53:380:53:41

CASH REGISTER CHIMES

0:53:410:53:43

Another happy punter,

0:53:430:53:44

and Carla rewards herself with her favourite hobby.

0:53:440:53:48

I think it's Xbox time.

0:53:480:53:49

Sammie and Mar have settled into their new flat together.

0:54:100:54:13

For Sammie, it's the first of a number of changes

0:54:130:54:15

she's making in her life as she tries to shake off her porn past.

0:54:150:54:20

I just want to leave all the negativity behind, you know?

0:54:200:54:24

I'll never forget my past

0:54:240:54:26

and I'm never going to be able to take away the fact that I am

0:54:260:54:29

Keisha, but I was Keisha, you know, so it's not like I'm hiding anything.

0:54:290:54:32

I would always admit to, yeah, that was me, but in the sense of it WAS.

0:54:320:54:38

It's not any more. That's not who I am.

0:54:380:54:42

Sammie still uses Keisha as her webcam profile,

0:54:420:54:45

but that's all about to change.

0:54:450:54:47

I'm just going to be changing my name today, sort of to my real name -

0:54:470:54:50

I'm going to change my modelling name to Sammie.

0:54:500:54:52

I just want to start afresh.

0:54:520:54:54

Now it's just time for Sammie to have some shine.

0:54:540:54:57

I've never believed in myself as much as I do now.

0:54:570:54:59

# Trapped in a prism

0:55:030:55:04

# In a prism of light

0:55:040:55:06

# Alone in the darkness

0:55:070:55:09

# Darkness of white

0:55:090:55:11

# We fell in love

0:55:110:55:13

# Alone on a stage

0:55:130:55:15

# In the reflective age... #

0:55:150:55:18

I'm going to change it now.

0:55:180:55:20

So, now it's going to get changed to Sammie.

0:55:200:55:24

# ..Entre le royaume

0:55:240:55:26

# Des vivants et des morts

0:55:260:55:28

# If this is heaven

0:55:280:55:31

# I don't know what it's for... #

0:55:310:55:32

That's it. Woo!

0:55:320:55:35

Good. I feel cleansed.

0:55:350:55:38

I'm feeling very positive about all this.

0:55:400:55:43

Very, very positive.

0:55:440:55:46

I think it's a good step for her, definitely.

0:55:490:55:52

I think it's better that she's gone to Sammie.

0:55:520:55:56

The next step for Sammie will be to leave webcamming behind her

0:55:560:56:00

and go to college.

0:56:000:56:02

But for now, it's keeping her busy.

0:56:020:56:04

COMPUTER CHIMES

0:56:040:56:06

There it is!

0:56:060:56:07

You have to run!

0:56:070:56:09

# ..It's just a reflektor

0:56:100:56:13

# Will I see you on the other side?

0:56:190:56:21

# It's just a reflektor

0:56:270:56:30

# Will I see you on the other side?

0:56:360:56:38

# Reflektor

0:56:380:56:42

# We all got things to hide

0:56:450:56:47

# Reflektor. #

0:56:470:56:52

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