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This programme contains strong language and some scenes of a sexual nature. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:06 | |
All over the country, thousands of women from 18 to 80 are | 0:00:06 | 0:00:08 | |
-signing up to work as online webcam models. -I have to take this off. | 0:00:08 | 0:00:11 | |
For the girls it's the promise of easy money, | 0:00:11 | 0:00:14 | |
the most successful models charge over £5 a minute, | 0:00:14 | 0:00:17 | |
and can make hundreds of pounds a day, | 0:00:17 | 0:00:19 | |
all from the comfort of their own bedrooms. | 0:00:19 | 0:00:21 | |
You absolute filth bag. | 0:00:21 | 0:00:23 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:00:23 | 0:00:26 | |
But the customer always comes first, | 0:00:26 | 0:00:28 | |
for the hundreds of thousands of men who have signed up it means easy | 0:00:28 | 0:00:33 | |
one-on-one access to their favourite fantasy girl. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:35 | |
Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it? | 0:00:37 | 0:00:41 | |
We take a look into the secretive world of adult webcamming | 0:00:43 | 0:00:46 | |
and meet three online performers - Sammie... | 0:00:46 | 0:00:50 | |
The more you talk to them the less they are wanking. | 0:00:50 | 0:00:53 | |
-..Carla... -I have never actually done an anal scene before. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:56 | |
-..and Olivia... -I was always destined to have big boobs. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:59 | |
..and find out what it is really like baring all | 0:00:59 | 0:01:02 | |
online for strangers all over the world. | 0:01:02 | 0:01:05 | |
It is so imperative to have good people around you, | 0:01:05 | 0:01:07 | |
when you do this job. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:08 | |
I shut my computer before anything could happen. | 0:01:08 | 0:01:11 | |
It's not glamorous like people think. | 0:01:11 | 0:01:13 | |
Every day up and down the country, | 0:01:23 | 0:01:25 | |
thousands of Britons are logging onto adult webcam sites. | 0:01:25 | 0:01:29 | |
The most popular category is solo women | 0:01:29 | 0:01:31 | |
and there is a story behind every girl. | 0:01:31 | 0:01:34 | |
Do you want me to give you a little twirl? | 0:01:34 | 0:01:36 | |
25-year-old Sammie wants to leave a troubled past behind | 0:01:36 | 0:01:40 | |
and hopes that webcamming is the ticket to a better life. | 0:01:40 | 0:01:43 | |
I can't wait to get my degree. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:45 | |
I will be helping people instead of emptying their balls. | 0:01:45 | 0:01:49 | |
21-year-old glamour model Olivia hopes webcamming can boost her | 0:01:50 | 0:01:53 | |
career, but just how far will she have to go to achieve her success? | 0:01:53 | 0:01:58 | |
The next thing would be doing fully nude webcamming. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
Where does it stop? I don't really know. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
And 24-year-old porn star Carla, who does the job | 0:02:05 | 0:02:08 | |
because she loves it, but life as a webcam girl means | 0:02:08 | 0:02:11 | |
she just isn't able to find the right man. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:14 | |
A cock is only pretty when the guy is really hot. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:16 | |
Yeah, that is what I mean. | 0:02:16 | 0:02:17 | |
That is true. It is true. | 0:02:17 | 0:02:19 | |
Otherwise you're looking at it and you're like, "Urgh!" | 0:02:19 | 0:02:23 | |
25-year-old Sammie has been working in the adult industry for over | 0:02:27 | 0:02:31 | |
seven years. She used to be a porn star but now just does webcamming. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:35 | |
Working from home means it she likes to keep her place clean and tidy. | 0:02:37 | 0:02:42 | |
I would advise it for any human being, not just a cam girl, | 0:02:42 | 0:02:46 | |
to be clean, because if you've got a clean house, | 0:02:46 | 0:02:49 | |
then you've got a clean mind. | 0:02:49 | 0:02:51 | |
It is a hard act balancing webcamming and trying to live a normal life. | 0:02:51 | 0:02:55 | |
Sammie is moving flat and is waiting for the estate agent to turn up | 0:02:55 | 0:02:59 | |
and show some potential tenants around but he is running late | 0:02:59 | 0:03:02 | |
and work is currently on hold. | 0:03:02 | 0:03:04 | |
I don't even know what is happening with these estate agents, | 0:03:04 | 0:03:07 | |
I think they are taking the piss. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:08 | |
PHONE DIALS | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
'Welcome to Orange answerphone.' | 0:03:11 | 0:03:14 | |
I am sat here thinking, "Can I get naked or can I not?" | 0:03:14 | 0:03:17 | |
I just don't understand where people's decency is. I don't get it. | 0:03:17 | 0:03:23 | |
I am going to get on cam. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:25 | |
Fuck it. Fuck them. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:29 | |
They can fuck off. | 0:03:29 | 0:03:31 | |
Sammie webcams through an adult website which gives her access to | 0:03:31 | 0:03:35 | |
over 100,000 potential customers. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
She charges £3.50 a minute, and for that she offers | 0:03:37 | 0:03:41 | |
a one-on-one, no limits, hard-core show. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:44 | |
To help draw in the punters, | 0:03:44 | 0:03:45 | |
Sammie uses her porn name Keisha for her online profile. | 0:03:45 | 0:03:49 | |
"Keisha and her naughty self is getting off on loving all the sexual action coming her way." | 0:03:49 | 0:03:54 | |
Now she is logged in, it is straight down to business | 0:03:54 | 0:03:57 | |
and not long before she gets her first punter. | 0:03:57 | 0:04:00 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:04:00 | 0:04:01 | |
MUSIC: "Shake Ya Ass" by Mystikal | 0:04:01 | 0:04:06 | |
# Shake ya ass Watch yourself | 0:04:15 | 0:04:17 | |
# Shake ya ass Some of us are working for the | 0:04:17 | 0:04:19 | |
# Shake ya ass... # | 0:04:19 | 0:04:20 | |
Don't know what he's doing now. When he's not typing, he's wanking. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:24 | |
# ..I kind of want a dick in my hand Or with my foot in ya ass... # | 0:04:24 | 0:04:27 | |
He's going to go in a minute as well because he is going to come. | 0:04:27 | 0:04:30 | |
DOOR BELL RINGS | 0:04:33 | 0:04:34 | |
Oh! As if! It's the estate agents! One minute! | 0:04:34 | 0:04:38 | |
Yes, just one sec, thanks for letting me know you were going to be so late. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:44 | |
Absolute jokers, mate, seriously. | 0:04:45 | 0:04:48 | |
As if we actually knew that was going to happen. | 0:04:48 | 0:04:52 | |
You'll just have to wait a minute. | 0:04:52 | 0:04:54 | |
I have had to log off. It's like... Oh, it is so annoying. | 0:04:54 | 0:05:00 | |
"OK, I will be back in five," he put anyway. He's a lucky man. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:04 | |
You like to not tell me when you're late, don't you? | 0:05:06 | 0:05:09 | |
INDISTINCT RESPONSE | 0:05:09 | 0:05:11 | |
Yeah, I know it is. You like to not tell me, you were supposed to be here at half six, no? | 0:05:11 | 0:05:15 | |
-Seven o'clock I was told. -Oh, God. You and your professionalism! | 0:05:15 | 0:05:20 | |
I got half six from your girl. | 0:05:20 | 0:05:24 | |
Being interrupted partway through a session is not ideal for Sammie | 0:05:24 | 0:05:28 | |
or her customer. | 0:05:28 | 0:05:30 | |
He might not even come back now because I had to do what I did. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:33 | |
I had to rush out. | 0:05:33 | 0:05:35 | |
I am not going to lie, I've got a bit of an anger issue. I lose my temper a lot. | 0:05:35 | 0:05:41 | |
I don't lose it a lot, I just lose it if a situation is... | 0:05:41 | 0:05:47 | |
is...is, one out of my control and, two, where I feel like I am being disrespected. | 0:05:47 | 0:05:54 | |
When I feel like that, | 0:05:54 | 0:05:56 | |
I literally can lose it and I don't want to lose it. | 0:05:56 | 0:05:59 | |
Like, who the hell wants to lose the plot? I know I don't. I nearly did then. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:06 | |
I hope he doesn't lock the door behind him | 0:06:06 | 0:06:08 | |
because I haven't got my key. I walked out with no key. | 0:06:08 | 0:06:13 | |
-Have you locked my door? -I haven't got a key. -You haven't got a key, nice one. | 0:06:13 | 0:06:16 | |
-Finished? -I recognise you. I've met you before, haven't I? -Have you? | 0:06:16 | 0:06:21 | |
Take care of yourselves. Don't worry about it. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:24 | |
He says he's seen me somewhere before. He's a blatant perv. | 0:06:24 | 0:06:29 | |
I know exactly where he's seen me. One of my foot fetish films. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:32 | |
Definitely! | 0:06:34 | 0:06:35 | |
They left all my lights on. What the hell? | 0:06:39 | 0:06:41 | |
With the estate agent gone, Sammie returns to business | 0:06:43 | 0:06:46 | |
and can finally start her shift uninterrupted. | 0:06:46 | 0:06:48 | |
Webcamming work can be extremely variable, | 0:06:50 | 0:06:53 | |
but Sammie can expect to satisfy around 20 customers per night. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:57 | |
And it doesn't always take long. | 0:06:58 | 0:07:00 | |
CASH REGISTER CHIMES | 0:07:00 | 0:07:01 | |
2 minutes 27. | 0:07:01 | 0:07:04 | |
So I made 4.88 I think. | 0:07:04 | 0:07:06 | |
It's 2am when Sammie finally turns off her webcam. | 0:07:06 | 0:07:10 | |
MUSIC: "Evening/Morning" by Bombay Bicycle Club | 0:07:10 | 0:07:13 | |
Sammie's main source of income is webcamming, | 0:07:20 | 0:07:23 | |
but it is an industry she is desperate to leave behind | 0:07:23 | 0:07:25 | |
so she can go to college to study psychology. | 0:07:25 | 0:07:28 | |
Ta, babe. | 0:07:28 | 0:07:30 | |
I don't really want to be interacting with people by taking my clothes off. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:33 | |
I'd rather interact with people on a one-on-one basis, | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
get into their mind and help them. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:38 | |
Not analyse them through a webcam | 0:07:38 | 0:07:40 | |
because then I will only get one type of person, and that's a horny bloke. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:44 | |
But in order to achieve her dreams, she's to really watch the pennies. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:49 | |
Babe, can you do me a favour? Can you give me a few onions? | 0:07:49 | 0:07:53 | |
So it's three for a pound. So you've got your lettuce, | 0:07:53 | 0:07:55 | |
your cucumber, can I get a few onions and make it a pound? | 0:07:55 | 0:07:59 | |
You're a diamond, ta. | 0:07:59 | 0:08:01 | |
I've got my potatoes and onions and I got tomatoes and cucumber | 0:08:01 | 0:08:06 | |
and lettuce and I just spent four quid. | 0:08:06 | 0:08:10 | |
But saving alone is not enough, | 0:08:11 | 0:08:13 | |
she needs to earn if she wants to go to college and that means clocking | 0:08:13 | 0:08:17 | |
up the hours in front of the webcam, charging £3.50 a minute. | 0:08:17 | 0:08:21 | |
How the system works, it takes 30%. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:24 | |
So in order to get £4, I need to get... | 0:08:24 | 0:08:28 | |
..like, what, £7? | 0:08:29 | 0:08:33 | |
So all it needs to be is two minutes. Two minutes and I've got it. | 0:08:33 | 0:08:38 | |
You all right? | 0:08:47 | 0:08:49 | |
In the webcam world nothing is as it seems. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:54 | |
Despite having a legion of male fans, | 0:08:54 | 0:08:57 | |
Sammie actually lives at home with her girlfriend, Mar. | 0:08:57 | 0:09:00 | |
I met her out on a night out, I didn't really speak to her much then. | 0:09:02 | 0:09:07 | |
Then one of my close friends came round here | 0:09:07 | 0:09:11 | |
so I came round to see her and she was walking around just like this. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:15 | |
She was on the cam as well. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:16 | |
And then we... | 0:09:16 | 0:09:19 | |
Then I just stayed here for a couple of days and we just got on. | 0:09:19 | 0:09:25 | |
I just started talking to her | 0:09:25 | 0:09:27 | |
and it kind of was that kind of love at first sight thing. | 0:09:27 | 0:09:30 | |
-Not like the first sight but... -It took a few days. -We had that look at each other, do you know? | 0:09:30 | 0:09:37 | |
Then everything has happened naturally since then. | 0:09:37 | 0:09:40 | |
It may look like domestic bliss | 0:09:40 | 0:09:42 | |
but it still has to fit around the webcam. | 0:09:42 | 0:09:45 | |
If the cam goes off, the food gets put off, you know? | 0:09:45 | 0:09:49 | |
you've got to take advantage of £2 or £3.50 a minute, | 0:09:49 | 0:09:52 | |
do you know what I mean? | 0:09:52 | 0:09:54 | |
That's the kind of thing food can wait for. | 0:09:57 | 0:09:59 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:09:59 | 0:10:01 | |
So I guess it's me taking over the dinner then, babe, yeah? | 0:10:12 | 0:10:16 | |
I find it funny, the fact that Sam will be talking to them | 0:10:17 | 0:10:21 | |
and I will be sitting next to her, I just find it really funny. | 0:10:21 | 0:10:24 | |
I don't know. | 0:10:24 | 0:10:26 | |
I think I kind of like the fact that they are getting off over my girlfriend. She's with me. | 0:10:30 | 0:10:36 | |
I can touch her, she is right there. | 0:10:36 | 0:10:39 | |
They're paying stupid amounts of money for that, just to see that. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:43 | |
The fact that they are men and I am a female. Do you know what I mean? I've done well. | 0:10:43 | 0:10:50 | |
It is nearly midnight and they finally sit down to dinner. | 0:10:54 | 0:10:59 | |
Dear Lord, we thank you for blessing us with this food we put in front of us, | 0:10:59 | 0:11:02 | |
I hope that every beautiful person gets to eat as well as we do and we thank you | 0:11:02 | 0:11:05 | |
for constantly guiding us, blessing me and Mar in our bright future, and we hope | 0:11:05 | 0:11:09 | |
that every beautiful person you put in our path gets blessed as well as we do. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:13 | |
-Amen. -Amen. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:14 | |
-Did you look? -Let's eat. Yes. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:19 | |
-Oh, she looked. -I did. | 0:11:19 | 0:11:20 | |
Mar is a student and Sammie's working hours aren't always ideal. | 0:11:20 | 0:11:26 | |
When I have uni, it is bad because now I'm going to go to sleep | 0:11:26 | 0:11:31 | |
and Sam will come in and I will be knocked out so... | 0:11:31 | 0:11:35 | |
-Mar sleeps, she does not wake up when I go in. -I will be knocked out. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:39 | |
No cuddles or nothing. | 0:11:39 | 0:11:41 | |
Then I've got to get up at seven in the morning. Half six, really, | 0:11:41 | 0:11:45 | |
so I don't get to spend any time with her in the morning. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:48 | |
-I'm tired. -Go and get ready for bed then. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:53 | |
12 o'clock is bedtime for me. | 0:11:53 | 0:11:56 | |
-It's 12 o'clock? -Yeah, babe. -Stop it. -I have got to be up at... | 0:11:56 | 0:12:00 | |
I have got to be up, man. Which is really bad. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:07 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:12:07 | 0:12:08 | |
Wait! | 0:12:08 | 0:12:10 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:12:10 | 0:12:12 | |
I am going to go to bed now. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:18 | |
Her daily target is £150, peak time for webcam traffic is 11pm | 0:12:22 | 0:12:27 | |
until 2am, so for Sammie it is when she makes the best money. | 0:12:27 | 0:12:32 | |
CASH REGISTER CHIMES | 0:12:32 | 0:12:34 | |
He wants me to pretend to suck his dick. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:36 | |
This can get mind numbing. I can't wait to get my degree. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:40 | |
Just being able to get up to work | 0:12:40 | 0:12:42 | |
and know that I'm going to be helping people | 0:12:42 | 0:12:46 | |
instead of just emptying their balls, helping them. | 0:12:46 | 0:12:48 | |
Actually helping people in society. | 0:12:48 | 0:12:51 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES CONTINUOUSLY | 0:12:53 | 0:12:58 | |
After this guy, I am going to turn it off and go to sleep. | 0:13:02 | 0:13:07 | |
I need to go to sleep. It's 2:25. | 0:13:07 | 0:13:11 | |
Sammie has worked later than usual but she is pleased, | 0:13:12 | 0:13:16 | |
she made £360. | 0:13:16 | 0:13:18 | |
I did over double my target today. | 0:13:18 | 0:13:21 | |
So it's been a good day. | 0:13:23 | 0:13:25 | |
Right, I am going to go to bed now. | 0:13:29 | 0:13:31 | |
Night then. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:33 | |
24-year-old Carla is a webcam girl and hard-core porn star. | 0:13:46 | 0:13:51 | |
I am open-minded, I will try anything, pretty much. | 0:13:51 | 0:13:54 | |
So I have handcuffs, baby oil, very popular. | 0:13:54 | 0:14:00 | |
You've got, like, your whips, this is my latex. | 0:14:00 | 0:14:04 | |
Bloody hell is it hard to get on. | 0:14:04 | 0:14:06 | |
And off. I have my dog lead. My rubber blindfold and ball gag. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:12 | |
My nipple clamps. That's probably the most lethal one in there. Anal beads. | 0:14:12 | 0:14:18 | |
Yeah, that's interesting. | 0:14:19 | 0:14:21 | |
Obviously for webcam purposes it widens your audience. | 0:14:21 | 0:14:25 | |
In the two years Carla has been webcamming, | 0:14:25 | 0:14:28 | |
she's had all kinds of strange requests. | 0:14:28 | 0:14:30 | |
This one guy wanted me sat on my sofa completely naked in Ugg boots | 0:14:30 | 0:14:37 | |
and cover myself with cooking oil. Olive oil. | 0:14:37 | 0:14:40 | |
And rub myself in it. And he was on there for about half an hour. | 0:14:40 | 0:14:44 | |
I charge £3 a minute, so obviously that is a nice little half hour. | 0:14:44 | 0:14:52 | |
With hundreds of webcam models available to the punters, | 0:14:52 | 0:14:57 | |
Carla has to make sure they pick her, so she's come up with some | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
unique ways to stay ahead of the competition. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:03 | |
I am quite hungry now so what I am going to do, | 0:15:04 | 0:15:07 | |
what I advertised was, basically, watch me cook my dinner | 0:15:07 | 0:15:12 | |
while I am in my underwear. | 0:15:12 | 0:15:15 | |
If I am doing this, sometimes I will get my leg up, keep the interest in there. | 0:15:18 | 0:15:24 | |
I kind of make sure that I bend over | 0:15:25 | 0:15:29 | |
and... | 0:15:29 | 0:15:31 | |
kind of have a bit of height or do it with my mouth open slightly. | 0:15:31 | 0:15:36 | |
Just touch myself like I am wiping something away. | 0:15:37 | 0:15:41 | |
This is a group session and five punters have logged in, | 0:15:43 | 0:15:46 | |
each paying £2 a minute. | 0:15:46 | 0:15:49 | |
I know this is absolutely bizarre, but people pay for this. | 0:15:49 | 0:15:53 | |
I can just imagine them sat at home right now, jerking themselves off. | 0:15:54 | 0:15:59 | |
You've kind of got to use what you've got, | 0:16:01 | 0:16:05 | |
you've got to realise that sometimes less is more. | 0:16:05 | 0:16:08 | |
You don't have to show anything. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:11 | |
Already I will have made about 50 quid from this already | 0:16:11 | 0:16:16 | |
and I haven't even got my boobs out. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:17 | |
With lunch taken care of, Carla retreats to the living room | 0:16:22 | 0:16:25 | |
for a quick go on the Xbox. | 0:16:25 | 0:16:26 | |
For God's sake. I am so rubbish. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:30 | |
A thing I have just recently found out, | 0:16:32 | 0:16:34 | |
I was on the webcam the other day and was bored | 0:16:34 | 0:16:37 | |
and some guy was like, "You play Xbox! | 0:16:37 | 0:16:40 | |
"And you're playing Xbox in your underwear! That's amazing." | 0:16:40 | 0:16:43 | |
The next thing I know I have all these people coming in | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
and I made I think, I got like 300 quid from that lot, | 0:16:46 | 0:16:50 | |
something like that just for half an hour. It's absolutely bonkers. | 0:16:50 | 0:16:56 | |
There's a fetish for everything. | 0:16:56 | 0:16:57 | |
Hooray! COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:16:59 | 0:17:03 | |
Hey there, are you OK? I was just playing Xbox. | 0:17:05 | 0:17:11 | |
It's too hot, definitely, that is why I am not wearing any clothes. | 0:17:13 | 0:17:17 | |
I have a personality, and I am able to connect with | 0:17:19 | 0:17:23 | |
a lot of the customers or a lot of the punters, which come through. | 0:17:23 | 0:17:27 | |
I like to just lay on my sofa in my underwear and play games. | 0:17:27 | 0:17:35 | |
You meet a guy, to get them to spend their money on you. | 0:17:38 | 0:17:43 | |
You have got to connect with them, you've got to form some sort of | 0:17:43 | 0:17:47 | |
chemistry to make them want to spend time with you. | 0:17:47 | 0:17:51 | |
Does that mean your cock's twitching a little bit for me, does it? | 0:17:51 | 0:17:56 | |
With the webcamming, if you throw them a load of banter and show them | 0:17:57 | 0:18:02 | |
that you've got a personality, they are going to want to talk to you. | 0:18:02 | 0:18:05 | |
You just want to have a good look at my bum, don't you? Dirty boy. | 0:18:05 | 0:18:09 | |
Nice juicy bum you could be watching bounce. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:14 | |
CASH REGISTER CHIMES | 0:18:14 | 0:18:16 | |
Easy as that. | 0:18:16 | 0:18:17 | |
That guy alone was £12, that is a nice tidy sum for six minutes' work. | 0:18:17 | 0:18:24 | |
Never give them too much too quick | 0:18:24 | 0:18:26 | |
because if you do they are just going to... I am finished. | 0:18:26 | 0:18:29 | |
It might look like easy money | 0:18:36 | 0:18:37 | |
but it is no coincidence that Carla is a successful webcam model. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:41 | |
She markets herself ferociously and is getting some explicit | 0:18:41 | 0:18:45 | |
profile pictures taken for her webcam page. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
Hi. Are you all right? | 0:18:47 | 0:18:50 | |
Carla is no stranger to getting naked in a studio. | 0:18:50 | 0:18:53 | |
She's been working as a porn star for the last year. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:56 | |
I have always wanted to do porn ever since I was really young. | 0:18:56 | 0:19:03 | |
Like, stupidly young, like, 16. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:09 | |
I am naturally a very sexual person anyway. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:13 | |
And that's it, ready. | 0:19:13 | 0:19:15 | |
Is that the model walk, yeah? | 0:19:16 | 0:19:18 | |
So, nice glamour, down to butt shots, down to on the floor | 0:19:24 | 0:19:29 | |
and then we will get some on the bed. | 0:19:29 | 0:19:31 | |
She wants about 300 for a set. | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
OK? | 0:19:33 | 0:19:35 | |
That's it, nice. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:36 | |
The shoot has been organised by her agent. | 0:19:43 | 0:19:46 | |
My mum is my agent. | 0:19:46 | 0:19:48 | |
Naturally. Everyone's like, "Really?" My mum loves it, funnily enough. | 0:19:50 | 0:19:55 | |
It's like she lives her life through me. | 0:19:55 | 0:19:58 | |
She looks after everything, all my e-mails, everything. | 0:19:58 | 0:20:01 | |
Finds all my work. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:02 | |
Obviously she never wanted me to do it, but I think she can see how much | 0:20:04 | 0:20:08 | |
I actually enjoy my job and I like being my own boss. | 0:20:08 | 0:20:12 | |
I can do what I want and it's something that interests me. | 0:20:12 | 0:20:16 | |
Underneath. Pussy in shot, Patrick, with her face as well. | 0:20:16 | 0:20:19 | |
I personally don't see there's a problem in showing the world | 0:20:19 | 0:20:23 | |
one of the most natural things ever. You know? So... | 0:20:23 | 0:20:29 | |
Nice foot and mid shots on these, | 0:20:29 | 0:20:30 | |
so they are quite arty. Put your phone in your crotch. | 0:20:30 | 0:20:33 | |
Carla's career is flourishing, but being a webcam girl | 0:20:33 | 0:20:38 | |
and porn star makes it difficult to find the right man. | 0:20:38 | 0:20:41 | |
If I was to meet someone I liked, | 0:20:41 | 0:20:43 | |
I would explain to them and I'd say... | 0:20:43 | 0:20:45 | |
If I could see that there was something happening I'd tell them. | 0:20:45 | 0:20:49 | |
"Listen, you need to know something. Take it how you want to take it. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:55 | |
"This is what I do." | 0:20:55 | 0:20:57 | |
And obviously, sometimes it can go, "Oh, God, no." | 0:20:57 | 0:21:01 | |
Sometimes it can go, "Come on then." | 0:21:01 | 0:21:04 | |
And some guys are like, "OK, I don't like it, | 0:21:04 | 0:21:08 | |
"let's just not talk about it and accept it to a point." It's hard. | 0:21:08 | 0:21:13 | |
-And if it happens, we'll see. -But it's been a long wait. | 0:21:13 | 0:21:18 | |
She hasn't had a boyfriend since she started webcamming. | 0:21:18 | 0:21:21 | |
Ambitious 21-year-old Olivia is a newcomer to webcamming. | 0:21:30 | 0:21:34 | |
She's invested heavily in her quest for success, | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
spending over £5,000 on cosmetic surgery. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:44 | |
Though not all the punters seemed to notice. | 0:21:44 | 0:21:46 | |
Usually it is someone like, "Bend over, let me do this to you, | 0:21:46 | 0:21:51 | |
"that to you. Will you take your stockings off." | 0:21:51 | 0:21:53 | |
As soon as they say that, I am like, "I've spent so much on my face | 0:21:53 | 0:21:56 | |
"and my boobs, why do you want to see my feet? | 0:21:56 | 0:21:59 | |
Just going to give him a little twirl of the outfit. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
Olivia has gone to great lengths to pull in the punters. | 0:22:06 | 0:22:09 | |
But unlike other webcam girls, she likes to keep something hidden. | 0:22:09 | 0:22:13 | |
My ultimate limit is fully nude. | 0:22:13 | 0:22:17 | |
If they were being really, really raunchy, | 0:22:17 | 0:22:21 | |
I would probably do the hand cup, | 0:22:21 | 0:22:23 | |
which is basically like, not the most nicest thing | 0:22:23 | 0:22:27 | |
but it's kind of like that. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:29 | |
So they can't see like any lips or anything. | 0:22:29 | 0:22:33 | |
Or any of it, they can just see that I am fully naked and holding myself. | 0:22:33 | 0:22:38 | |
He's asked for a lap dance now. | 0:22:43 | 0:22:45 | |
And she has very clear reasons for not revealing everything. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:50 | |
It is the only bit of dignity that I have, | 0:22:50 | 0:22:53 | |
not ever showing my downstairs, | 0:22:53 | 0:22:55 | |
So I am trying to keep that dignity for like, | 0:22:55 | 0:22:58 | |
obviously, people that I choose to see it - and not get paid - do. | 0:22:58 | 0:23:02 | |
My mum thinks it is bad enough me | 0:23:02 | 0:23:04 | |
getting my boobs out, never mind anything else. | 0:23:04 | 0:23:07 | |
He's asked to see my bum. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:13 | |
Whilst Olivia keeps something back, | 0:23:16 | 0:23:18 | |
some of the punters are a little more forthcoming. | 0:23:18 | 0:23:20 | |
It's shocking when you expect someone's face | 0:23:20 | 0:23:23 | |
but you just see their penis straightaway. | 0:23:23 | 0:23:25 | |
Um, I will just let them get on with it, | 0:23:25 | 0:23:29 | |
at least I know that they are enjoying watching me. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:32 | |
Olivia's no nudity policy is working for now. | 0:23:33 | 0:23:37 | |
CASH REGISTER RINGS | 0:23:37 | 0:23:39 | |
But webcamming is not her only job. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:41 | |
Mwah! | 0:23:41 | 0:23:43 | |
Her goal is to make it big in the glamour world | 0:23:44 | 0:23:47 | |
and she works around the clock as an adult TV presenter and model, | 0:23:47 | 0:23:50 | |
appearing in lads' mags and national newspapers. | 0:23:50 | 0:23:54 | |
MUSIC: "Strict Machine" by Goldfrapp | 0:23:54 | 0:23:58 | |
This is a bit of latex, it's not the easiest thing to get in and out of. | 0:23:58 | 0:24:05 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
Olivia has been, glamour modelling for two years | 0:24:12 | 0:24:15 | |
and she thinks she knows the reason for her success. | 0:24:15 | 0:24:18 | |
I was always destined to have big boob., I remember | 0:24:19 | 0:24:22 | |
when I was little, I had this game, and it had these wired, | 0:24:22 | 0:24:26 | |
little catchers for these jumping frogs | 0:24:26 | 0:24:29 | |
and I used to put them down my top! | 0:24:29 | 0:24:31 | |
At a time when most young people are in debt or struggling for work, | 0:24:33 | 0:24:38 | |
she's single-handedly carving out her own career, but it's not easy. | 0:24:38 | 0:24:42 | |
I am probably not your average 21-year-old. | 0:24:42 | 0:24:44 | |
I don't know where my next job or money is going to come from | 0:24:44 | 0:24:48 | |
so you must be quite mature about it. | 0:24:48 | 0:24:50 | |
I can't keep blowing it on crazy nights out | 0:24:50 | 0:24:53 | |
and doing whatever all my friends my age do. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:57 | |
Olivia is on her way home for another webcam session. | 0:25:03 | 0:25:06 | |
She's so focused on success | 0:25:08 | 0:25:10 | |
that even her flat is geared around making money. | 0:25:10 | 0:25:13 | |
I do try and keep my house very kind of plain and bland, so I do quite | 0:25:13 | 0:25:19 | |
a few photoshoots up against the big plain walls. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:22 | |
I have done shoots where I pushed the sofa up against it | 0:25:22 | 0:25:26 | |
and shoots in the kitchen and bedroom as well. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:30 | |
Olivia is getting ready to go on the webcam | 0:25:31 | 0:25:33 | |
and wants to look her best. | 0:25:33 | 0:25:35 | |
You have to look like a slag at the end of the day, | 0:25:35 | 0:25:38 | |
the sluttier the make-up the better. It's called slutty make-up. | 0:25:38 | 0:25:43 | |
Because of her busy schedule, | 0:25:43 | 0:25:45 | |
Olivia doesn't leave the meeting punters on the webcam to chance. | 0:25:45 | 0:25:49 | |
I generally book someone in, someone has asked to talk to me, | 0:25:49 | 0:25:52 | |
so they are generally a fan anyway, | 0:25:52 | 0:25:54 | |
so they will have gone out of their way to ask me to go on cam for them. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:59 | |
It's a good way to end the night, have a chat, earn some money. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:03 | |
I don't have any housemates or boyfriend | 0:26:03 | 0:26:05 | |
to keep me entertained for the last few hours of the night. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:08 | |
# Talk dirty to me... # | 0:26:08 | 0:26:10 | |
The punter arrives and Olivia gets to work. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:13 | |
High, sexy, how are you? | 0:26:13 | 0:26:15 | |
But as things start to hot up.... | 0:26:15 | 0:26:17 | |
..the Internet goes down. | 0:26:21 | 0:26:23 | |
I am so bad with technical difficulties like this. | 0:26:23 | 0:26:26 | |
I actually don't know what to do. | 0:26:26 | 0:26:28 | |
With the Internet down, she decides to pack it in for the evening. | 0:26:30 | 0:26:34 | |
And the unlucky punter will have to come again. | 0:26:34 | 0:26:37 | |
It's 2pm and Sammie has just started | 0:26:48 | 0:26:51 | |
her usual 12 hour shift on the webcam. | 0:26:51 | 0:26:53 | |
This guy has been on the webcam with me since I started doing webcamming. | 0:26:53 | 0:26:59 | |
He's a very simple guy, he always wants to be told he's got a big cock. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:03 | |
So he will pay £3.50 per minute. | 0:27:05 | 0:27:08 | |
I must get at least 150 quid a week off him. | 0:27:08 | 0:27:11 | |
Despite being an experienced webcam girl, | 0:27:13 | 0:27:15 | |
Sammie doesn't always get the chance to glam up | 0:27:15 | 0:27:18 | |
and this can sometimes lead to some wardrobe malfunction. | 0:27:18 | 0:27:21 | |
Oh, shit, I've got the wrong pants on. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:24 | |
I've got leggings on underneath. | 0:27:24 | 0:27:26 | |
I'll have to take them off. It's cold outside, innit? | 0:27:26 | 0:27:29 | |
# Mistakes, oh, my I'm turning red, ooh | 0:27:29 | 0:27:35 | |
# Who could this be? Oh, my | 0:27:35 | 0:27:37 | |
# Ooh, my... # | 0:27:37 | 0:27:40 | |
CASH REGISTER RINGS | 0:27:40 | 0:27:42 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:27:42 | 0:27:44 | |
To be a successful webcam girl, Sammie has to be ready to carry out | 0:27:44 | 0:27:48 | |
all kinds of requests from her punters. No matter how strange. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:51 | |
You want me to smoke for you, yeah? | 0:27:53 | 0:27:55 | |
You want me to go and get a little cigarette and smoke that for you? | 0:27:55 | 0:27:59 | |
Let me take you in here. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:01 | |
Hm... | 0:28:01 | 0:28:04 | |
She doesn't want to upset her girlfriend, so she takes the punter | 0:28:05 | 0:28:08 | |
into the bathroom to smoke. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:10 | |
That's, good... | 0:28:14 | 0:28:16 | |
Mmm... | 0:28:18 | 0:28:20 | |
Oh, that's great, you dirty fuck. | 0:28:23 | 0:28:28 | |
If anything, I could start seeing how sexy it can be, | 0:28:29 | 0:28:32 | |
cos when I am looking at the camera and I'm seeing the smoke, | 0:28:32 | 0:28:35 | |
I'm thinking, "You look quite hot," to be fair. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:38 | |
Oh, that's it, baby. | 0:28:44 | 0:28:47 | |
The life of a webcam girl can be a lonely one. | 0:28:47 | 0:28:50 | |
During the day, Sammie's girlfriend Mar is at college, | 0:28:50 | 0:28:54 | |
but the two of them manage to keep in regular contact. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:58 | |
-Sammie receives a call from Mar. -Hey there. | 0:28:58 | 0:29:01 | |
And she's upset. People at college | 0:29:01 | 0:29:03 | |
have found out about Sammie's porn past. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:05 | |
I don't think that it is humiliating, babe. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:09 | |
MAR'S COMMENTS OVER PHONE INAUDIBLE | 0:29:09 | 0:29:14 | |
Babe, I'm not being funny, but they live with their mums, | 0:29:14 | 0:29:17 | |
like whoa re they to be saying anything? | 0:29:17 | 0:29:19 | |
What, they live with their parents and have a fucking nine to five job | 0:29:19 | 0:29:22 | |
and they think they can judge someone because they get their tits out? | 0:29:22 | 0:29:26 | |
Who's the bad one for looking? No, it is the point. | 0:29:26 | 0:29:29 | |
You say you're getting humiliated, what the fuck | 0:29:29 | 0:29:32 | |
are you humiliated about my past for? I ain't. | 0:29:32 | 0:29:34 | |
Babe, the fucking two-faced bitches, | 0:29:34 | 0:29:36 | |
you ain't going to have nothing to defend | 0:29:36 | 0:29:38 | |
cos they'll lick your arse to your face. | 0:29:38 | 0:29:40 | |
They'll fucking buzz off it | 0:29:40 | 0:29:42 | |
and ask for tips for their boyfriend in front of your face. | 0:29:42 | 0:29:44 | |
Don't get me vexed, Mar. | 0:29:45 | 0:29:46 | |
I am having a go. I am sick of you saying. | 0:29:46 | 0:29:48 | |
Why are you saying that you're humiliated? | 0:29:48 | 0:29:50 | |
Do you want me to show you what humiliation is? | 0:29:50 | 0:29:53 | |
(Fuck off.) | 0:29:53 | 0:29:54 | |
Seriously?! | 0:29:54 | 0:29:57 | |
Some people have said to her in uni about me, | 0:29:57 | 0:30:00 | |
"Do you want to see Mar's girlfriend's porn," and all this. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:05 | |
It's like, "Oh, for fuck's sake, what the hell is that?" | 0:30:05 | 0:30:09 | |
And I've just fucking gone off-cam, like, for that fucking bullshit. | 0:30:09 | 0:30:13 | |
Fucking bullshit, man. People are just so easy to... | 0:30:15 | 0:30:17 | |
I know people are watching this now, this documentary, | 0:30:17 | 0:30:20 | |
they're going to be fucking judging, | 0:30:20 | 0:30:21 | |
because someone gets their kit off for a living | 0:30:21 | 0:30:24 | |
and they're going to start judging. Do you know what? | 0:30:24 | 0:30:26 | |
It's either your husband that's watching us, and at the end | 0:30:26 | 0:30:30 | |
of the day, all these girls do is just make a living for themselves. | 0:30:30 | 0:30:36 | |
We're just normal girls, like... | 0:30:37 | 0:30:40 | |
Just cos we've done what we've done, it doesn't mean anything. | 0:30:40 | 0:30:44 | |
Like... | 0:30:44 | 0:30:45 | |
I can't be dealing with it, it's like I've had it all my life, like, | 0:30:45 | 0:30:49 | |
since I got into this industry when I was 18, like, | 0:30:49 | 0:30:52 | |
people don't have a clue. | 0:30:52 | 0:30:54 | |
They don't have an actual clue. | 0:30:54 | 0:30:56 | |
But there's no respite from the webcam. | 0:31:00 | 0:31:03 | |
Despite being in a bad mood, she has to continue with her shift. | 0:31:03 | 0:31:07 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:31:07 | 0:31:08 | |
But her next punter, a regular, cheers her up. | 0:31:08 | 0:31:10 | |
Oh, it's my little fetish boy. | 0:31:13 | 0:31:15 | |
He doesn't want to see anything. | 0:31:15 | 0:31:18 | |
He's a fetish type of guy, who wants to get beaten up. | 0:31:18 | 0:31:21 | |
Sammie does domination sessions where she abuses | 0:31:23 | 0:31:25 | |
and humiliates men at their request. | 0:31:25 | 0:31:28 | |
Can you hear me? | 0:31:28 | 0:31:30 | |
How about you tell me what you're good for, | 0:31:30 | 0:31:33 | |
so that I know what I'm going to use your pathetic little self for? | 0:31:33 | 0:31:38 | |
There's no sexual interaction whatsoever | 0:31:38 | 0:31:40 | |
because the only interaction with him is pain and humiliation. | 0:31:40 | 0:31:44 | |
That's the only interaction that they're going to get. | 0:31:44 | 0:31:47 | |
I don't take anything off. | 0:31:47 | 0:31:48 | |
You just see me sat here now like this. | 0:31:48 | 0:31:50 | |
If anything, he'd want to see my arse | 0:31:50 | 0:31:52 | |
and think about the thought of him being smothered by my arse. | 0:31:52 | 0:31:56 | |
You're a fucking mug, aren't you? | 0:31:58 | 0:32:00 | |
Be our little fucking slut whore. | 0:32:01 | 0:32:03 | |
Use you, like a little bitch, yeah? | 0:32:04 | 0:32:07 | |
I'll blackmail them and say, | 0:32:08 | 0:32:10 | |
"I'll tell your boss," or | 0:32:10 | 0:32:11 | |
"I'll tell your mum," or "I'll tell someone. I'll tell on you," like. | 0:32:11 | 0:32:17 | |
So they get off on that - the fact that you know their dirty secret | 0:32:17 | 0:32:20 | |
and that you could expose them to the whole world. | 0:32:20 | 0:32:24 | |
You aren't valued. You're a little bitch, deep down inside. | 0:32:24 | 0:32:27 | |
Not only do the punters get off on this, | 0:32:27 | 0:32:29 | |
Sammie particularly enjoys these sessions. | 0:32:29 | 0:32:32 | |
I like to do the dominatrix, fetish side of stuff, | 0:32:32 | 0:32:37 | |
cos I've formed, in a way, if this makes sense, | 0:32:37 | 0:32:39 | |
a sort of hatred for men, naturally. | 0:32:39 | 0:32:41 | |
When it comes to fetish and to domination, | 0:32:41 | 0:32:44 | |
that's when I really get my payback. | 0:32:44 | 0:32:46 | |
My hatred for men has grown through my job. | 0:32:46 | 0:32:50 | |
Even though I was blinded by money and misguided, | 0:32:50 | 0:32:53 | |
I was never actually saying, "Can I do this? | 0:32:53 | 0:32:57 | |
"Can I take that up there? | 0:32:57 | 0:32:58 | |
"Can I have that harder?" | 0:32:58 | 0:33:00 | |
It was never me. And I found that now I would never do that again, | 0:33:00 | 0:33:06 | |
I would never, ever, like, have sex for money on camera, | 0:33:06 | 0:33:11 | |
I'd never do any movies like that ever again, | 0:33:11 | 0:33:14 | |
but I would definitely... | 0:33:14 | 0:33:16 | |
I would definitely beat up a few guys for money. | 0:33:16 | 0:33:21 | |
Although Sammie no longer works in the porn industry, she still uses | 0:33:21 | 0:33:24 | |
her porn name Keisha for her webcam profile and even has some old DVDs. | 0:33:24 | 0:33:29 | |
There's a lot in her past that she regrets, but her life is changing | 0:33:31 | 0:33:34 | |
and her films are a constant reminder of how far she's come. | 0:33:34 | 0:33:38 | |
It's... | 0:33:38 | 0:33:40 | |
It's one of the last scenes that I did before I stopped doing it. | 0:33:40 | 0:33:44 | |
MOANING | 0:33:46 | 0:33:48 | |
Any of the porn I did, I didn't enjoy. | 0:33:49 | 0:33:51 | |
PANTING | 0:33:51 | 0:33:54 | |
Oh, the two masters are in now, the two "teachers". | 0:33:54 | 0:33:57 | |
When I hear myself, it just makes me cringe cos I know how fake it is. | 0:33:59 | 0:34:04 | |
It's making me a bit sick. | 0:34:04 | 0:34:05 | |
It's just cos I know I was doing it for the money, | 0:34:07 | 0:34:09 | |
do you know what I mean? | 0:34:09 | 0:34:11 | |
MOANING | 0:34:11 | 0:34:14 | |
I'm not watching this. | 0:34:14 | 0:34:15 | |
I know how much pain I was in, so I'm not watching it. | 0:34:17 | 0:34:19 | |
Sammie starred in over 100 hard-core adult moves as Keisha, | 0:34:29 | 0:34:33 | |
having sex with both men and women, but life after porn was tough | 0:34:33 | 0:34:37 | |
and at her lowest point she was sucked into the world of escorting. | 0:34:37 | 0:34:41 | |
Despite having made her last film three years ago, Sammie is | 0:34:44 | 0:34:47 | |
still dealing with her experiences of being in the adult industry. | 0:34:47 | 0:34:52 | |
I pushed myself to limits that I didn't even want to. | 0:34:52 | 0:34:56 | |
Slowly but surely I just lost it and I was just like, | 0:34:56 | 0:35:00 | |
"No, I'm not doing this any more." | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
I created Keisha cos I was like, | 0:35:02 | 0:35:03 | |
"Fuck the world, I'm going to do what I'm going to do," | 0:35:03 | 0:35:06 | |
but then I became HER, and that was scary. | 0:35:06 | 0:35:09 | |
If you become your act, then you're going to hate yourself. | 0:35:09 | 0:35:13 | |
And when you turn into that, | 0:35:13 | 0:35:14 | |
you start to think that a bag defines you as a person. You think that you | 0:35:14 | 0:35:19 | |
have to be this pair of fake tits and you start to question boys and think, | 0:35:19 | 0:35:24 | |
"Are they with me because I'm this person or because I'm this person?" | 0:35:24 | 0:35:28 | |
And it's just not right, like, you don't need that, like... | 0:35:28 | 0:35:32 | |
You don't need it. | 0:35:32 | 0:35:33 | |
Erm... | 0:35:35 | 0:35:36 | |
you just don't need them things in your life. | 0:35:36 | 0:35:38 | |
You don't need to please anyone, your life's about being happy. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:42 | |
It's not about making other people happy, it's about making you happy. | 0:35:42 | 0:35:47 | |
Sometimes, with this job, there's things in the industry that | 0:35:47 | 0:35:51 | |
you're doing and they don't make you happy. | 0:35:51 | 0:35:54 | |
And you have bad people around you. | 0:35:54 | 0:35:56 | |
And that's why it's so imperative that you have good people around you | 0:35:56 | 0:36:00 | |
when you do this job. | 0:36:00 | 0:36:01 | |
Because people will fuck you up, man. | 0:36:01 | 0:36:03 | |
People will try and fuck you over | 0:36:03 | 0:36:05 | |
and they'll pretend that they like you | 0:36:05 | 0:36:07 | |
and they don't - they just want you for like fucking money. | 0:36:07 | 0:36:11 | |
It's horrible. | 0:36:11 | 0:36:13 | |
Sammie feels that the webcamming lets her have control - | 0:36:16 | 0:36:19 | |
something she didn't have with porn. | 0:36:19 | 0:36:21 | |
When you're being filmed for a scene, there's only | 0:36:23 | 0:36:26 | |
so much cutting you can do before the producer realises, | 0:36:26 | 0:36:29 | |
"I'm not going to work with this girl again." | 0:36:29 | 0:36:31 | |
So, you've then got to realise that you're trying to please that producer | 0:36:31 | 0:36:34 | |
and you're going to take some pain that you don't want to be taking. | 0:36:34 | 0:36:37 | |
That's why, with the cam, I love it because I literally can tell | 0:36:37 | 0:36:41 | |
someone to fuck off myself, if I don't want to speak to them. | 0:36:41 | 0:36:45 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:36:45 | 0:36:47 | |
Oh, God - great! | 0:36:47 | 0:36:49 | |
That's not good. | 0:36:49 | 0:36:51 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:36:51 | 0:36:54 | |
It's midday and webcam girl Olivia has just woken | 0:37:12 | 0:37:16 | |
up for a lunchtime session. | 0:37:16 | 0:37:17 | |
Your average guy will just be happy with stockings, suspenders | 0:37:17 | 0:37:20 | |
and a corset. | 0:37:20 | 0:37:22 | |
If not, we can easily remove it. | 0:37:22 | 0:37:24 | |
Start getting changed. | 0:37:25 | 0:37:26 | |
All the glamour shoots that Olivia does means a lot of travelling, | 0:37:28 | 0:37:31 | |
so she really enjoys the convenience of webcamming. | 0:37:31 | 0:37:34 | |
It's from home, so I don't have to go out my way to drive anywhere | 0:37:34 | 0:37:38 | |
and if... | 0:37:38 | 0:37:40 | |
..a client wants me to wear something else, then I've not forgot it - | 0:37:41 | 0:37:46 | |
everything's here. | 0:37:46 | 0:37:47 | |
I can do what I want. I'm free to roam around my house | 0:37:47 | 0:37:51 | |
and be a bit more adventurous with things really. | 0:37:51 | 0:37:54 | |
Put a little lipstick on for him. | 0:38:00 | 0:38:02 | |
They seem to like that. | 0:38:04 | 0:38:06 | |
Change position. | 0:38:06 | 0:38:07 | |
We get bored. | 0:38:07 | 0:38:08 | |
This guy's said he's with friends. | 0:38:09 | 0:38:11 | |
Like if they're getting me to try, like, get me to | 0:38:11 | 0:38:14 | |
do some crazy things - I've had people asking me to do handstands | 0:38:14 | 0:38:18 | |
and things like that before - so then it's just a bit like, | 0:38:18 | 0:38:22 | |
"OK, you're blatantly taking the piss." | 0:38:22 | 0:38:25 | |
Still, they're paying, so if they want to pay to watch me | 0:38:25 | 0:38:28 | |
do circus tricks, I'll quite happily do circus tricks. | 0:38:28 | 0:38:33 | |
Despite not going open-legged, Olivia's popularity has grown. | 0:38:34 | 0:38:38 | |
Apparently, he saw a photo of me in a paper that he likes | 0:38:38 | 0:38:41 | |
and he wants to send it in to sign. | 0:38:41 | 0:38:44 | |
I've got a little fanbase where he works. | 0:38:44 | 0:38:47 | |
Oh, he's asked how big are my boobs, | 0:38:49 | 0:38:51 | |
so that might be the next question - to get them out. | 0:38:51 | 0:38:54 | |
With her growing popularity, comes more | 0:38:55 | 0:38:58 | |
and more requests for Olivia to show more on cam. | 0:38:58 | 0:39:01 | |
If I do start going fully nude and showing everything, | 0:39:01 | 0:39:05 | |
then it probably... | 0:39:05 | 0:39:06 | |
I might as well go into porn and start making sex movies, | 0:39:06 | 0:39:11 | |
cos I'm sure if I started opening my legs and doing it for them, | 0:39:11 | 0:39:14 | |
they're going to ask to see toys being involved and stuff like that. | 0:39:14 | 0:39:18 | |
It's just a whole new level that you need to go into. | 0:39:18 | 0:39:21 | |
Olivia is sticking to her guns, but the temptation to go fully nude | 0:39:23 | 0:39:27 | |
and make more money may be hard to resist. | 0:39:27 | 0:39:30 | |
24-year-old webcam girl | 0:39:39 | 0:39:41 | |
and porn star Carla is hard at work waiting for the next customer. | 0:39:41 | 0:39:44 | |
Getting naked is something that always comes naturally to her. | 0:39:46 | 0:39:49 | |
I'm the type of girl to walk around the flat with no clothes on | 0:39:49 | 0:39:52 | |
and the lights on when it's dark outside. | 0:39:52 | 0:39:54 | |
I will cos I don't care. | 0:39:54 | 0:39:57 | |
I'm just like, at the end of the day, right, | 0:39:57 | 0:40:01 | |
I was born naked, | 0:40:01 | 0:40:04 | |
so therefore, it's my right to be naked in my own home. | 0:40:04 | 0:40:08 | |
If I want to walk around naked in my own home, I will. But on that note... | 0:40:08 | 0:40:12 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:40:12 | 0:40:14 | |
What makes you pick me today, then? | 0:40:14 | 0:40:16 | |
What are you hoping to see me do for you? | 0:40:16 | 0:40:19 | |
Do you want me to give you a little twirl? | 0:40:19 | 0:40:22 | |
Yeah. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:24 | |
What, sort of...? | 0:40:24 | 0:40:26 | |
You just sit and relax. | 0:40:26 | 0:40:29 | |
SHE GIGGLES | 0:40:30 | 0:40:31 | |
You like what you see? | 0:40:34 | 0:40:36 | |
SHE READS: "I would love to be in that room with you | 0:40:37 | 0:40:40 | |
"so you could see how hard my cock is." | 0:40:40 | 0:40:43 | |
Why don't you tell me how hard your cock is, mister? | 0:40:43 | 0:40:46 | |
Is it throbbing? | 0:40:46 | 0:40:48 | |
And is it big? How big is it? | 0:40:48 | 0:40:50 | |
"Eight inches"? Ohhh! | 0:40:50 | 0:40:54 | |
You'll be surprised how many people have eight inches. | 0:40:54 | 0:40:58 | |
"And dripping at the end"? Absolute filth bag! | 0:41:02 | 0:41:06 | |
I hope you have your fingers wrapped tight around that cock of yours. | 0:41:06 | 0:41:11 | |
Naughty, naughty boy. | 0:41:11 | 0:41:12 | |
And why don't you squeeze it as well? | 0:41:12 | 0:41:15 | |
CASH REGISTER RINGS | 0:41:17 | 0:41:19 | |
He's gone. | 0:41:19 | 0:41:20 | |
So, eight inches is usually the national average... | 0:41:20 | 0:41:25 | |
SHE GUFFAWS | 0:41:25 | 0:41:27 | |
..for men these days. It's shocking, that, isn't it? | 0:41:27 | 0:41:30 | |
Very rarely do they say anything less. | 0:41:30 | 0:41:34 | |
Sometimes seven, but eight seems to be the favourite number. | 0:41:34 | 0:41:39 | |
So, if you're one of those guys - I know. | 0:41:39 | 0:41:44 | |
Carla clocks off the webcam for the afternoon. | 0:41:49 | 0:41:52 | |
Being in the adult industry has made it tough for her to meet a man, | 0:41:52 | 0:41:56 | |
but she thinks she might have found someone. | 0:41:56 | 0:41:59 | |
It's a bit of a fiery relationship, but it's all right. | 0:42:01 | 0:42:04 | |
He's funny, though. We just have a laugh. | 0:42:04 | 0:42:07 | |
Carla met Rob, a 26-year-old tattooist, on Twitter, | 0:42:07 | 0:42:11 | |
and they hit it off. | 0:42:11 | 0:42:13 | |
They've just got together | 0:42:13 | 0:42:14 | |
and are in the honeymoon stage of their relationship. | 0:42:14 | 0:42:17 | |
When I'm sitting down watching a film, | 0:42:17 | 0:42:20 | |
you've got your boyfriend there, you know, I like to cuddle up. | 0:42:20 | 0:42:24 | |
No, doesn't happen. I don't get any, ever. | 0:42:24 | 0:42:27 | |
I'm not being funny, but in a relationship, do you not do that? | 0:42:28 | 0:42:31 | |
Yes. | 0:42:31 | 0:42:33 | |
I sleep next to you. Don't you think that's e-fucking-nough? | 0:42:33 | 0:42:36 | |
-Heartless, innit? -It's not heartless. | 0:42:38 | 0:42:40 | |
-You get to put your leg on my leg. -No, I don't. | 0:42:40 | 0:42:42 | |
I don't even go near you, because you're like, "Get off me. Get off." | 0:42:42 | 0:42:46 | |
No, I'm not like, "Get off." You are. Just do it when I'm asleep. I can't say nothing if I'm asleep. | 0:42:46 | 0:42:50 | |
No, I'm all right. | 0:42:52 | 0:42:54 | |
So, you don't mind about cuddling, then? | 0:42:54 | 0:42:56 | |
-You know what I mean? -Lucky me(!) | 0:42:56 | 0:42:59 | |
# For ever we tried to make it right | 0:42:59 | 0:43:01 | |
# Together we saw the end in sight | 0:43:01 | 0:43:03 | |
# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... # | 0:43:03 | 0:43:05 | |
Are my hands cold? Are my hands cold? | 0:43:05 | 0:43:07 | |
I'm so hungry, I would eat your bumhole right now. | 0:43:07 | 0:43:11 | |
Although not a professional, Rob has done a few porn shoots. | 0:43:14 | 0:43:18 | |
But it's the first time that he's been out with a porn star. | 0:43:18 | 0:43:21 | |
It's annoying when you're out and people want to stop and like, | 0:43:21 | 0:43:24 | |
"Oh, yeah, sign this, sign that." It's annoying. | 0:43:24 | 0:43:26 | |
It's all right, though. I've got something people want. | 0:43:26 | 0:43:28 | |
People always want stuff what people want, don't they? | 0:43:28 | 0:43:31 | |
Do you know what I mean? | 0:43:31 | 0:43:33 | |
It's like a new car, I suppose. It's like one of those. | 0:43:33 | 0:43:36 | |
Everyone wants it. It's like, "Oh, that's nice, that's nice." | 0:43:36 | 0:43:38 | |
And I've got it. | 0:43:38 | 0:43:40 | |
-Whoaaa! -# ..Together we saw the end in sight | 0:43:42 | 0:43:44 | |
# I'm tired of fighting the good fight... # | 0:43:44 | 0:43:47 | |
Carla seems to have found her man | 0:43:47 | 0:43:49 | |
and for now, the future looks bright. | 0:43:49 | 0:43:52 | |
# ..No, I never believed in their insight. # | 0:43:52 | 0:43:55 | |
It's a new day and another photoshoot | 0:44:05 | 0:44:07 | |
for busy webcam girl, Olivia. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:09 | |
She wants to be a top glamour model and is promoting herself via | 0:44:09 | 0:44:13 | |
a guest appearance on her friend Jenny's website. | 0:44:13 | 0:44:16 | |
-JENNY ON PHONE: -'Hello?' | 0:44:16 | 0:44:18 | |
Hiya. Whereabouts am I coming? I'm completely lost in the building. | 0:44:18 | 0:44:23 | |
-'Walk up three floors.' -Oh! Oh! -'Is that you?' -Yeah. | 0:44:23 | 0:44:27 | |
Olivia is also keen to run her own website. | 0:44:27 | 0:44:30 | |
And that's not the only thing she has in common with Jenny. | 0:44:30 | 0:44:33 | |
We have exactly the same boobs. They're identical. | 0:44:33 | 0:44:38 | |
Yours are probably browner than mine. | 0:44:38 | 0:44:40 | |
Like her webcamming, Olivia has strict rules for glamour modelling | 0:44:41 | 0:44:45 | |
and won't reveal all. | 0:44:45 | 0:44:47 | |
-Have you got any idea what sort of images you want? -Not really. | 0:44:47 | 0:44:50 | |
Just some nice hot girl-girls, maybe touching each other's boobs. | 0:44:50 | 0:44:53 | |
Some nice bum shots. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:55 | |
-Yeah. -Don't know, whatever we think's going to look hot, really. | 0:44:55 | 0:44:58 | |
Whatever works. | 0:44:58 | 0:44:59 | |
Shall we go for it, then? | 0:44:59 | 0:45:01 | |
Now look in the camera for us. | 0:45:03 | 0:45:04 | |
There you go then. | 0:45:09 | 0:45:11 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:45:11 | 0:45:12 | |
You've got a sexy bum, miss! | 0:45:12 | 0:45:15 | |
High-five! Naked high-five! | 0:45:15 | 0:45:17 | |
Jenny's finished modelling for the day | 0:45:19 | 0:45:21 | |
and shoots some behind-the-scenes material for her website. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:24 | |
Work! | 0:45:24 | 0:45:25 | |
I can't do it standing up! | 0:45:27 | 0:45:30 | |
Olivia wants to achieve the same success as Jenny. | 0:45:32 | 0:45:35 | |
But there's a catch - Jenny bares all. | 0:45:35 | 0:45:38 | |
The money nowadays in the glamour industry's not great, | 0:45:38 | 0:45:40 | |
obviously, since the credit crunch. It is a tough industry. | 0:45:40 | 0:45:43 | |
It is a really tough industry. It's very competitive. | 0:45:43 | 0:45:45 | |
It's not glamorous like people think. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:49 | |
That's a wrap. Cool. | 0:45:49 | 0:45:51 | |
Well done, guys. Thanks. | 0:45:51 | 0:45:53 | |
For Olivia, there is still a temptation to earn more money | 0:45:57 | 0:46:00 | |
and go fully nude, but she's worried about where it might lead. | 0:46:00 | 0:46:04 | |
It would be so easy right now to walk into like porn or escorting | 0:46:04 | 0:46:08 | |
or some things like that, | 0:46:08 | 0:46:09 | |
and quite a few of the girls are like really, deeply, badly influenced | 0:46:09 | 0:46:14 | |
to go straight into that. | 0:46:14 | 0:46:15 | |
I know I've been like strong enough not to take anything like that on, | 0:46:15 | 0:46:19 | |
and I've been lucky enough | 0:46:19 | 0:46:20 | |
to be able to keep on doing what I do without that. | 0:46:20 | 0:46:23 | |
Olivia's paying a visit to her mum, Sandra, to discuss her career. | 0:46:23 | 0:46:27 | |
She's at the house where she grew up with her mum and stepdad | 0:46:28 | 0:46:31 | |
and where she first started webcamming. | 0:46:31 | 0:46:34 | |
Oh, thank you! | 0:46:34 | 0:46:36 | |
Sandra started her daughter's modelling career at a young age | 0:46:36 | 0:46:39 | |
and always had high hopes for her. | 0:46:39 | 0:46:41 | |
The first time I put you into that modelling competition, | 0:46:41 | 0:46:45 | |
when you was, I think, about seven or eight, oh, you hated it. | 0:46:45 | 0:46:49 | |
You forced me into a first catwalk and then it, like... | 0:46:49 | 0:46:52 | |
You stood there and there were so many people in the centre | 0:46:52 | 0:46:55 | |
and it was like, you was going, "I can't do it, I can't do it." | 0:46:55 | 0:46:57 | |
I was going, "You can, Olivia, you can. Go on, just walk down there." | 0:46:57 | 0:47:01 | |
It's all my fault, really. What have I created? | 0:47:01 | 0:47:04 | |
For Sandra, Olivia's work in the adult industry | 0:47:05 | 0:47:08 | |
is a far cry from the early modelling days. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:11 | |
I would like you to get out of the industry. | 0:47:11 | 0:47:13 | |
What would you want me to do? | 0:47:13 | 0:47:15 | |
I'd like you to do modelling in magazines. | 0:47:15 | 0:47:17 | |
Like a fashion model more? | 0:47:17 | 0:47:19 | |
Yeah, not glamour. No. | 0:47:19 | 0:47:21 | |
You know, obviously, about the webcamming. | 0:47:21 | 0:47:23 | |
I'd done it here, didn't I, | 0:47:23 | 0:47:24 | |
and you was like, "I don't want it going on in my house." | 0:47:24 | 0:47:28 | |
I didn't like it at all. | 0:47:28 | 0:47:29 | |
I think you probably did it when I didn't know about it. | 0:47:29 | 0:47:33 | |
I don't really know what you do on the webcam. | 0:47:33 | 0:47:36 | |
Don't really talk that much about it, do we? | 0:47:36 | 0:47:39 | |
I smoke on it. | 0:47:39 | 0:47:40 | |
Oh, Olivia! | 0:47:40 | 0:47:42 | |
I get couples. | 0:47:42 | 0:47:44 | |
What do couples want? | 0:47:44 | 0:47:46 | |
A make-believe threesome. | 0:47:46 | 0:47:48 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:47:48 | 0:47:50 | |
Or, like the guy just wants to like get turned on | 0:47:50 | 0:47:52 | |
by you talking to his wife, or whatever. | 0:47:52 | 0:47:55 | |
Or like, me telling him what to do to his wife. | 0:47:55 | 0:47:59 | |
Like the humiliation people, it's called humiliation, | 0:47:59 | 0:48:02 | |
like the more you can do to humiliate them, the better and then, | 0:48:02 | 0:48:06 | |
like, people like being dominated by like being hurt, | 0:48:06 | 0:48:09 | |
that kind of thing, like literally, | 0:48:09 | 0:48:11 | |
demanding them to do like the most painful of things. | 0:48:11 | 0:48:14 | |
-Yeah. -I just can't believe that people pay for this. | 0:48:14 | 0:48:18 | |
I do worry about you, because I do worry that you're going to | 0:48:22 | 0:48:26 | |
get forced into something that you don't want to do. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:29 | |
I know you like money. | 0:48:29 | 0:48:32 | |
And you like nice things in life. | 0:48:32 | 0:48:35 | |
And I just worry that if somebody offers you the right money, | 0:48:35 | 0:48:38 | |
-that you would get into something. -Do you? -Yeah. | 0:48:38 | 0:48:42 | |
But I've already had, like, every offer under the sun. | 0:48:42 | 0:48:46 | |
You don't tell me that, so I don't really know. | 0:48:46 | 0:48:49 | |
Right, see you later. It was nice seeing you. | 0:48:51 | 0:48:54 | |
-Love you. -Bye! -Bye. | 0:48:54 | 0:48:56 | |
-Bye! -Bye! See ya. Bye. | 0:48:56 | 0:48:59 | |
What she's going to show and keep private is going to continue | 0:49:01 | 0:49:04 | |
to be on Olivia's mind for the foreseeable future. | 0:49:04 | 0:49:08 | |
I think the only way that I would do something like that | 0:49:08 | 0:49:11 | |
is if I got like a really great photoshoot | 0:49:11 | 0:49:13 | |
that offered a lot, a lot of money. | 0:49:13 | 0:49:16 | |
If a guy wanted to tip me a few grand to do it, | 0:49:16 | 0:49:18 | |
I'd probably consider it as well, | 0:49:18 | 0:49:20 | |
but until, like, a lot of money was offered and it was like, | 0:49:20 | 0:49:24 | |
made me have a second think, | 0:49:24 | 0:49:25 | |
then I wouldn't just quite happily get it out like that. | 0:49:25 | 0:49:29 | |
It's Friday night in Brentwood | 0:49:39 | 0:49:41 | |
and while most 24-year-olds are gearing up for a big night, | 0:49:41 | 0:49:45 | |
Carla is at home alone. | 0:49:45 | 0:49:46 | |
She's recently broken up with her boyfriend Rob. | 0:49:50 | 0:49:53 | |
I was actually really upset at first, because I really liked him. | 0:49:53 | 0:49:57 | |
I stood in the shower crying, you know. | 0:49:57 | 0:50:01 | |
I'd watch a film, cry. | 0:50:01 | 0:50:03 | |
Cos everything would just remind me of him. | 0:50:03 | 0:50:06 | |
But then when I sat down and I thought about it, | 0:50:06 | 0:50:09 | |
and I was just like, I was just thinking over the whole thing | 0:50:09 | 0:50:14 | |
and now I'm like, "What was I doing?!" | 0:50:14 | 0:50:17 | |
Do you know? I'm such an idiot. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:20 | |
It's difficult for Carla, | 0:50:20 | 0:50:22 | |
because it's her first relationship since getting into webcamming. | 0:50:22 | 0:50:26 | |
I'm not going to lie, I feel used, yeah. I do feel used. | 0:50:26 | 0:50:31 | |
I just feel like this guy has walked into my life, | 0:50:31 | 0:50:37 | |
you know, and made me... | 0:50:37 | 0:50:40 | |
You know, got as far as getting in a relationship with me, | 0:50:42 | 0:50:45 | |
and then me getting all these feelings and stuff and then | 0:50:45 | 0:50:49 | |
he was just... It's not like he's just gone, | 0:50:49 | 0:50:52 | |
he's taken everything with it. | 0:50:52 | 0:50:55 | |
And she's under no illusions that meeting a man is tough | 0:50:55 | 0:50:58 | |
when you get naked for a living. | 0:50:58 | 0:51:00 | |
It does affect people I meet. | 0:51:00 | 0:51:01 | |
And I probably could have got in a relationship | 0:51:01 | 0:51:04 | |
with someone that I used to see in the past, | 0:51:04 | 0:51:07 | |
and it would have gone completely differently if I didn't do what I do | 0:51:07 | 0:51:10 | |
but... | 0:51:10 | 0:51:13 | |
that's what you get when you take your job, really. | 0:51:13 | 0:51:15 | |
I WILL meet the right guy one day. | 0:51:15 | 0:51:18 | |
Someone will be out there that's on my level. | 0:51:18 | 0:51:21 | |
Despite feeling down, Carla cracks on with the webcamming. | 0:51:21 | 0:51:25 | |
But to top it all, no-one is logging in to see her. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:28 | |
Absolutely dead. | 0:51:28 | 0:51:30 | |
It's not happening so far. | 0:51:31 | 0:51:34 | |
So boring! | 0:51:34 | 0:51:36 | |
With business so slow, there's no point waiting around, | 0:51:36 | 0:51:39 | |
and she shuts up shop for the night. | 0:51:39 | 0:51:41 | |
There's been no-one. No-one. | 0:51:41 | 0:51:45 | |
Not one to mope around, Carla decides she isn't going to wait | 0:51:52 | 0:51:55 | |
for the punters to come to her and takes matters into her own hands. | 0:51:55 | 0:51:59 | |
This is typically my personality coming out now. | 0:51:59 | 0:52:03 | |
I've said, "Get on my cam now, you boring sods." | 0:52:03 | 0:52:06 | |
Followed by my link, | 0:52:06 | 0:52:08 | |
and then I'm now going to tweet a picture but, like, a silly one... | 0:52:08 | 0:52:11 | |
..of myself, like... | 0:52:13 | 0:52:15 | |
..to show I'm pissed off. | 0:52:16 | 0:52:18 | |
And that's what I tweet. | 0:52:18 | 0:52:20 | |
And it works. | 0:52:22 | 0:52:23 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES There you go. | 0:52:23 | 0:52:26 | |
Right, take this off. | 0:52:26 | 0:52:28 | |
CHIMING CONTINUES | 0:52:28 | 0:52:31 | |
Can you hear me OK? | 0:52:34 | 0:52:36 | |
Oh, dear! You're hung-over? | 0:52:36 | 0:52:38 | |
How can you be hung-over still? It's ten to three! | 0:52:38 | 0:52:43 | |
Where did you go last night? | 0:52:43 | 0:52:46 | |
Carla may not have found the right guy yet, | 0:52:46 | 0:52:49 | |
so for now, a webcam man will have to do. | 0:52:49 | 0:52:52 | |
So you're an Essex boy then, yeah? | 0:52:52 | 0:52:55 | |
I'm an Essex girl. | 0:52:55 | 0:52:57 | |
So, did you not pull last night? | 0:52:57 | 0:52:59 | |
So you thought you would come on here and seduce me instead? | 0:52:59 | 0:53:03 | |
Someone's asked me before | 0:53:05 | 0:53:06 | |
if I could turn back the clocks, would I still do it? | 0:53:06 | 0:53:10 | |
The answer is, yes, I would | 0:53:10 | 0:53:12 | |
because it's just me. | 0:53:12 | 0:53:16 | |
I hope you're sat on your chair, or wherever you are, | 0:53:16 | 0:53:19 | |
and you're completely naked. | 0:53:19 | 0:53:21 | |
I'm not a shelf stacker or something like that, you know, | 0:53:21 | 0:53:25 | |
which my parents always used to think I was going to be. | 0:53:25 | 0:53:28 | |
They either thought I was going to be someone like that, | 0:53:28 | 0:53:31 | |
or on the dole for the rest of my life | 0:53:31 | 0:53:34 | |
and, yeah, it's in this industry, but I've done something with my life. | 0:53:34 | 0:53:38 | |
Are you going to come shoot your air down with me, mister? | 0:53:38 | 0:53:41 | |
CASH REGISTER CHIMES | 0:53:41 | 0:53:43 | |
Another happy punter, | 0:53:43 | 0:53:44 | |
and Carla rewards herself with her favourite hobby. | 0:53:44 | 0:53:48 | |
I think it's Xbox time. | 0:53:48 | 0:53:49 | |
Sammie and Mar have settled into their new flat together. | 0:54:10 | 0:54:13 | |
For Sammie, it's the first of a number of changes | 0:54:13 | 0:54:15 | |
she's making in her life as she tries to shake off her porn past. | 0:54:15 | 0:54:20 | |
I just want to leave all the negativity behind, you know? | 0:54:20 | 0:54:24 | |
I'll never forget my past | 0:54:24 | 0:54:26 | |
and I'm never going to be able to take away the fact that I am | 0:54:26 | 0:54:29 | |
Keisha, but I was Keisha, you know, so it's not like I'm hiding anything. | 0:54:29 | 0:54:32 | |
I would always admit to, yeah, that was me, but in the sense of it WAS. | 0:54:32 | 0:54:38 | |
It's not any more. That's not who I am. | 0:54:38 | 0:54:42 | |
Sammie still uses Keisha as her webcam profile, | 0:54:42 | 0:54:45 | |
but that's all about to change. | 0:54:45 | 0:54:47 | |
I'm just going to be changing my name today, sort of to my real name - | 0:54:47 | 0:54:50 | |
I'm going to change my modelling name to Sammie. | 0:54:50 | 0:54:52 | |
I just want to start afresh. | 0:54:52 | 0:54:54 | |
Now it's just time for Sammie to have some shine. | 0:54:54 | 0:54:57 | |
I've never believed in myself as much as I do now. | 0:54:57 | 0:54:59 | |
# Trapped in a prism | 0:55:03 | 0:55:04 | |
# In a prism of light | 0:55:04 | 0:55:06 | |
# Alone in the darkness | 0:55:07 | 0:55:09 | |
# Darkness of white | 0:55:09 | 0:55:11 | |
# We fell in love | 0:55:11 | 0:55:13 | |
# Alone on a stage | 0:55:13 | 0:55:15 | |
# In the reflective age... # | 0:55:15 | 0:55:18 | |
I'm going to change it now. | 0:55:18 | 0:55:20 | |
So, now it's going to get changed to Sammie. | 0:55:20 | 0:55:24 | |
# ..Entre le royaume | 0:55:24 | 0:55:26 | |
# Des vivants et des morts | 0:55:26 | 0:55:28 | |
# If this is heaven | 0:55:28 | 0:55:31 | |
# I don't know what it's for... # | 0:55:31 | 0:55:32 | |
That's it. Woo! | 0:55:32 | 0:55:35 | |
Good. I feel cleansed. | 0:55:35 | 0:55:38 | |
I'm feeling very positive about all this. | 0:55:40 | 0:55:43 | |
Very, very positive. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:46 | |
I think it's a good step for her, definitely. | 0:55:49 | 0:55:52 | |
I think it's better that she's gone to Sammie. | 0:55:52 | 0:55:56 | |
The next step for Sammie will be to leave webcamming behind her | 0:55:56 | 0:56:00 | |
and go to college. | 0:56:00 | 0:56:02 | |
But for now, it's keeping her busy. | 0:56:02 | 0:56:04 | |
COMPUTER CHIMES | 0:56:04 | 0:56:06 | |
There it is! | 0:56:06 | 0:56:07 | |
You have to run! | 0:56:07 | 0:56:09 | |
# ..It's just a reflektor | 0:56:10 | 0:56:13 | |
# Will I see you on the other side? | 0:56:19 | 0:56:21 | |
# It's just a reflektor | 0:56:27 | 0:56:30 | |
# Will I see you on the other side? | 0:56:36 | 0:56:38 | |
# Reflektor | 0:56:38 | 0:56:42 | |
# We all got things to hide | 0:56:45 | 0:56:47 | |
# Reflektor. # | 0:56:47 | 0:56:52 |