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Your grandparents are at church now? | 0:00:04 | 0:00:05 | |
-Mm-hm. -So they don't know we're here? -No! No. | 0:00:05 | 0:00:07 | |
-And they don't know you're using? -No. -That's weird, isn't it? | 0:00:07 | 0:00:10 | |
It's super weird. Nobody knows. | 0:00:10 | 0:00:13 | |
How did you get started? | 0:00:13 | 0:00:14 | |
Well, I was in a car accident and I broke my neck, | 0:00:14 | 0:00:18 | |
so I kept having all this pain and I was going to doctors and they just kept handing me pain pills. | 0:00:18 | 0:00:22 | |
Literally throwing them down my throat. | 0:00:22 | 0:00:24 | |
How did that lead to you being addicted to heroin? | 0:00:24 | 0:00:27 | |
I told the doctor, I said, "Look, I'm addicted to these, | 0:00:27 | 0:00:31 | |
"100% no doubt about it, I'm sick, I'm puking, I can't do anything, | 0:00:31 | 0:00:35 | |
"you've got to help me." The doctor cut me off cold turkey. | 0:00:35 | 0:00:38 | |
He says, "I don't know what to tell you, | 0:00:39 | 0:00:42 | |
"have a great day." | 0:00:42 | 0:00:43 | |
Shut the door and walked out. | 0:00:43 | 0:00:45 | |
In Huntington, West Virginia, I was spending time with heroin users. | 0:00:47 | 0:00:52 | |
I've heard you can OD on that. | 0:00:52 | 0:00:54 | |
Oh, yeah, yeah, if I did that there right there by myself, dude, | 0:00:54 | 0:00:58 | |
I'd drop dead. | 0:00:58 | 0:00:59 | |
The city has been swept up in the most deadly drug epidemic | 0:01:00 | 0:01:03 | |
in US history. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:05 | |
And for several weeks, I've been trying to get to grips with why. | 0:01:06 | 0:01:11 | |
You responded to Brenda's call? | 0:01:11 | 0:01:13 | |
-Yeah, we did. -And you found Brenda what, ODed? | 0:01:13 | 0:01:17 | |
-Yeah. -I just want to say thank you, | 0:01:17 | 0:01:20 | |
and not all of us want to be like this. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:24 | |
Honestly at this point, as far as this addiction has gone and to | 0:01:26 | 0:01:30 | |
lying to my family about having | 0:01:30 | 0:01:31 | |
a job and going to meetings | 0:01:31 | 0:01:33 | |
-and doing this and that, I'm -BLEEP -exhausted. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:35 | |
-I'm tired. I'm really -BLEEP -tired. | 0:01:37 | 0:01:40 | |
Really tired. | 0:01:43 | 0:01:44 | |
Huntington lies at the intersection | 0:02:01 | 0:02:03 | |
of West Virginia, Ohio and Kentucky... | 0:02:03 | 0:02:05 | |
..an area known as Tri-state. | 0:02:07 | 0:02:09 | |
Once home to factories and steel mills, | 0:02:11 | 0:02:14 | |
it is now a hub for heroin use. | 0:02:14 | 0:02:16 | |
Hi, there. Through the city's needle exchange, I'd made contact with | 0:02:21 | 0:02:25 | |
25-year-old Curtilia... | 0:02:25 | 0:02:27 | |
and her boyfriend Alvin. | 0:02:27 | 0:02:29 | |
You OK, Curtilia? | 0:02:29 | 0:02:31 | |
Yeah, I'm fine. | 0:02:31 | 0:02:33 | |
I just need to go to the rest room real quick. | 0:02:33 | 0:02:35 | |
I don't want to sound paranoid - but is she shooting up in there? | 0:02:38 | 0:02:42 | |
No, I don't think she's shooting up. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:45 | |
Are you OK? | 0:02:45 | 0:02:47 | |
Yeah, I'm fine. Did you ask if I was shooting? | 0:02:47 | 0:02:49 | |
She's shooting. | 0:02:49 | 0:02:51 | |
Are you doing it now? | 0:02:51 | 0:02:53 | |
Yeah. Yeah, it's not... | 0:02:53 | 0:02:55 | |
It's not, it's just something, it's like a rinse, | 0:02:55 | 0:02:58 | |
I've already done my morning shot. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:00 | |
It's something that kind of has a little bit of something in it | 0:03:00 | 0:03:03 | |
that will kind of relax me. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:05 | |
Do you use as well, Alvin? | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
-No, I don't use. -Not at all? | 0:03:10 | 0:03:12 | |
That's why it's so difficult to be with somebody who has an addiction, | 0:03:12 | 0:03:16 | |
cos you always, you love them, but it's like evil, | 0:03:16 | 0:03:20 | |
you know what I'm saying? You love them, but you wish they'd get off, | 0:03:20 | 0:03:23 | |
-but it's hard. -You would rather Curtilia was not using. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:28 | |
-Yes, absolutely. -How many times do you shoot up a day? | 0:03:28 | 0:03:31 | |
I mean, it's at least six, seven. | 0:03:31 | 0:03:35 | |
So in a day, how much would you typically say, | 0:03:35 | 0:03:38 | |
what money value would you be using? | 0:03:38 | 0:03:41 | |
I could give at least 150-200. | 0:03:41 | 0:03:44 | |
Does that sound right to you, Curtilia? | 0:03:44 | 0:03:47 | |
Oh, yeah, actually that's probably less. | 0:03:47 | 0:03:50 | |
-It's actually the minimum. -That's on the low end. -Yes. | 0:03:50 | 0:03:53 | |
Are you able to keep down a job, Curtilia? | 0:03:53 | 0:03:56 | |
No. No, I've never been able to keep a job. | 0:03:56 | 0:04:00 | |
You've never had a job? | 0:04:00 | 0:04:01 | |
-I've had jobs, yeah. -What kind of work have you done? | 0:04:01 | 0:04:04 | |
Jobs that take taxes has been just fast-food... | 0:04:04 | 0:04:07 | |
-..I...stripped. -Mm-hm. | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
I have tricked. | 0:04:10 | 0:04:12 | |
-Mm-hm. -I have... | 0:04:12 | 0:04:14 | |
-..robbed. -Tricked is prostituted. | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
-Yes. -Do you still do that? | 0:04:18 | 0:04:20 | |
I don't, not since I've been with Al. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:23 | |
Because he's providing? | 0:04:23 | 0:04:24 | |
Since we've been around each other | 0:04:24 | 0:04:26 | |
I've been able to find better quality | 0:04:26 | 0:04:29 | |
of the drug, too, | 0:04:29 | 0:04:31 | |
where I can not use as much. | 0:04:31 | 0:04:35 | |
So did I understand Curtilia to mean that you've been able to hook her up | 0:04:35 | 0:04:39 | |
with better quality product? | 0:04:39 | 0:04:41 | |
Yeah, I would rather go out to find her something that's going to at least be what she wants, | 0:04:41 | 0:04:47 | |
than something somebody put together that's going to kill her. | 0:04:47 | 0:04:50 | |
Would you consider yourself a dealer? | 0:04:50 | 0:04:52 | |
Consider? No, I consider myself, because of her situation, | 0:04:52 | 0:04:56 | |
I know people and I'd be like OK, they got something good that you want. | 0:04:56 | 0:04:59 | |
I know she won't get it, you know what I'm saying? | 0:04:59 | 0:05:01 | |
How old were you when you first | 0:05:01 | 0:05:03 | |
got involved in a serious way with opiates? | 0:05:03 | 0:05:07 | |
A serious way? | 0:05:07 | 0:05:09 | |
When I was about 17. | 0:05:09 | 0:05:11 | |
Was there anything going on in your life? I mean, were you just partying in a normal way, | 0:05:11 | 0:05:15 | |
or was there something else going on? | 0:05:15 | 0:05:17 | |
Well, growing up... My family does a lot of manual labour work. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:21 | |
A lot of people would take medicine here and there that would kind of keep them, keep them... | 0:05:21 | 0:05:26 | |
-Functioning. -Yeah. I seen them just being strong and... | 0:05:27 | 0:05:31 | |
You were trying, you saw guys around... | 0:05:31 | 0:05:33 | |
..taking it, you thought what's that all about, you tried it | 0:05:34 | 0:05:37 | |
and you felt... | 0:05:37 | 0:05:39 | |
Er... | 0:05:39 | 0:05:41 | |
Oh, gosh, I can't...! I don't know why I'm... | 0:05:42 | 0:05:45 | |
Don't worry. Maybe it's hard to express like, the... | 0:05:45 | 0:05:49 | |
Are the questions making you nervous? | 0:05:49 | 0:05:52 | |
No, no. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:55 | |
If he would walk in here and I can talk to you guys for a second, | 0:05:55 | 0:05:58 | |
then you can just... | 0:05:58 | 0:06:00 | |
do what you do. | 0:06:00 | 0:06:01 | |
OK, the man will help you, Jesus. | 0:06:01 | 0:06:04 | |
Oh... | 0:06:04 | 0:06:05 | |
Hello, there. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:05 | |
I'm starting to think now I want to get into town. | 0:07:06 | 0:07:09 | |
-What you talking about, what do you want to do? -Yeah. | 0:07:10 | 0:07:13 | |
A little later, I was invited along on an outing to a trap house, | 0:07:24 | 0:07:28 | |
where Alvin would be attempting to | 0:07:28 | 0:07:29 | |
rendezvous with one of his connections. | 0:07:29 | 0:07:32 | |
We were being chauffeured by a neighbour called Petty Betty. | 0:07:33 | 0:07:36 | |
It was all a little odd. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:42 | |
I wasn't quite sure what we were getting into. | 0:07:42 | 0:07:44 | |
Wow. | 0:07:51 | 0:07:53 | |
It looks...like it needs an extreme makeover. | 0:07:53 | 0:07:56 | |
Petty Betty, what should I call you, Petty, or Betty, or something else? | 0:07:58 | 0:08:01 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:08:01 | 0:08:03 | |
My name is actually Jessica. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:05 | |
Everyone knows me as Petty Betty. | 0:08:05 | 0:08:08 | |
-Petty. -Yeah. -Do you, um... do you have a job, Petty? | 0:08:08 | 0:08:12 | |
-No. -You're not in work at the moment? | 0:08:12 | 0:08:14 | |
-No. -Do you use? | 0:08:14 | 0:08:17 | |
-Yes. -Do you? | 0:08:17 | 0:08:18 | |
For how long? | 0:08:18 | 0:08:20 | |
I'll be 26 in three months and I've used since I was 12. | 0:08:20 | 0:08:23 | |
Since you were 12? | 0:08:23 | 0:08:25 | |
What did you start using when you were 12? | 0:08:25 | 0:08:27 | |
Lortabs. | 0:08:27 | 0:08:28 | |
-Huh? -Pain pills, painkillers. | 0:08:28 | 0:08:29 | |
Where did you get them from? | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
Um... Medicine cabinets from my grandparents, from my mom, | 0:08:31 | 0:08:36 | |
anywhere I could find them, really. | 0:08:36 | 0:08:37 | |
Why? | 0:08:37 | 0:08:38 | |
Everybody else was doing it. | 0:08:40 | 0:08:42 | |
This is like, I was raised as a spoiled little brat, honestly, | 0:08:44 | 0:08:48 | |
had anything and everything I ever wanted, but... | 0:08:48 | 0:08:52 | |
I don't know, I guess I just wanted to fit in with everybody. | 0:08:52 | 0:08:56 | |
And then it becomes, you know, | 0:08:56 | 0:08:58 | |
the sicknesses and the pains mean you've got to find something to get rid of it, basically and... | 0:08:58 | 0:09:04 | |
..they took all the pills away from everybody here, | 0:09:05 | 0:09:08 | |
so then you've got to find something else to cope with. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:10 | |
So... | 0:09:11 | 0:09:12 | |
It's a bad habit, it really is. | 0:09:16 | 0:09:19 | |
PHONE RINGS | 0:09:20 | 0:09:22 | |
I think that's the call, isn't it? | 0:09:22 | 0:09:24 | |
-I hope. -How do you know? | 0:09:24 | 0:09:26 | |
-Can I have that? -Let me see. | 0:09:26 | 0:09:28 | |
He wants to see! | 0:09:28 | 0:09:29 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:09:29 | 0:09:31 | |
That is it? | 0:09:31 | 0:09:33 | |
That's it. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:34 | |
That is it. It's so nothing. | 0:09:34 | 0:09:37 | |
-How much was that? -That... | 0:09:38 | 0:09:39 | |
40. | 0:09:39 | 0:09:41 | |
40? | 0:09:41 | 0:09:43 | |
Is that a, um? | 0:09:43 | 0:09:44 | |
I would have had to pay probably 180 for it. | 0:09:44 | 0:09:47 | |
-Is that a gram? -That ain't a gram. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:50 | |
-Is it less? -Less. | 0:09:50 | 0:09:52 | |
What would happen if I snorted that right now? | 0:09:52 | 0:09:55 | |
I guess you'd be on her level! | 0:09:55 | 0:09:57 | |
Probably, I don't know, that's what I'm about to find out. | 0:09:58 | 0:10:02 | |
This has a smell to it, too. Usually... | 0:10:04 | 0:10:06 | |
that either means they've re-cut it, or it's a decent, | 0:10:06 | 0:10:11 | |
decent quality. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:12 | |
It's got, I don't know if you want to smell it, | 0:10:14 | 0:10:17 | |
it's got like a vinegary... | 0:10:17 | 0:10:18 | |
-This is weird. OK... -I know! | 0:10:19 | 0:10:21 | |
-Vinegary, there's no other word for it. -I know. | 0:10:28 | 0:10:31 | |
Have you ever smelt that before? | 0:10:31 | 0:10:32 | |
I've smelled it before and then I've woke up with an overdose. | 0:10:32 | 0:10:36 | |
Uh-oh. | 0:10:36 | 0:10:38 | |
I feel weird watching you do something so dangerous. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:42 | |
And also I feel like you're going to slightly disappear after you've taken it. | 0:10:45 | 0:10:48 | |
You're going to become dopey and sleepy. | 0:10:48 | 0:10:51 | |
There's nothing I could say that would persuade you not to do that? | 0:10:52 | 0:10:55 | |
I'm going to add a lighter to that. | 0:11:01 | 0:11:04 | |
INDISTINCT | 0:11:12 | 0:11:13 | |
How will I know if you're in trouble? | 0:11:13 | 0:11:15 | |
I'll lose consciousness, pretty much. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:20 | |
I'll even start to probably change colour. | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
That's what I call a creeper. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:45 | |
It's a slow, slow... | 0:11:45 | 0:11:48 | |
A slow rush. | 0:11:50 | 0:11:51 | |
It's not bad. I've had better. | 0:11:53 | 0:11:55 | |
It's not bad. | 0:11:56 | 0:11:58 | |
How long are you good for now, do you think? | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
Probably with this, maybe a couple of hours. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:03 | |
Is he still physical with you? | 0:12:29 | 0:12:31 | |
Mm-hm. | 0:12:31 | 0:12:32 | |
Where do you see the relationship going? | 0:12:36 | 0:12:38 | |
Well, down the drain, but... | 0:12:39 | 0:12:43 | |
right now, it's going to be like this until... | 0:12:43 | 0:12:46 | |
Until I... | 0:12:48 | 0:12:49 | |
can try to overpower... | 0:12:49 | 0:12:52 | |
..my addiction. | 0:12:53 | 0:12:54 | |
He's the only way right now to get... | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
..what I want. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:13:07 | 0:13:10 | |
It's been estimated that in Huntington, | 0:13:17 | 0:13:19 | |
as many as one out of four adults | 0:13:19 | 0:13:21 | |
is addicted to heroin or some other form of opiate. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:24 | |
The rate of fatal overdose is 13 times the national average. | 0:13:25 | 0:13:30 | |
Bearing the brunt of the problem are the city's emergency services, | 0:13:32 | 0:13:36 | |
and in particular, the Fire Department. | 0:13:36 | 0:13:38 | |
Increasingly, their job revolves around reviving overdosing users. | 0:13:43 | 0:13:48 | |
Hey, honey. | 0:13:50 | 0:13:51 | |
All right? | 0:13:53 | 0:13:54 | |
He's breathing. | 0:13:54 | 0:13:56 | |
But not... You see actually, his colour's coming back a little bit. | 0:13:56 | 0:14:01 | |
We've popped him one, shall we go ahead and give him another Narcan? | 0:14:01 | 0:14:04 | |
-Thank you. -What does the Narcan do, Jan? | 0:14:04 | 0:14:07 | |
It reverses the effects of the opiate that they took, the heroin. | 0:14:07 | 0:14:12 | |
Does it stop them from overdosing? | 0:14:13 | 0:14:15 | |
Yeah. | 0:14:15 | 0:14:17 | |
Hey, buddy. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:19 | |
What happened? | 0:14:20 | 0:14:22 | |
Hey, honey, it's cold out here. | 0:14:26 | 0:14:27 | |
I'm going to pull your shirt down for you, OK? | 0:14:27 | 0:14:30 | |
Oh... | 0:14:32 | 0:14:33 | |
Jan Raider is the city's fire chief. | 0:14:34 | 0:14:36 | |
Could he have died just then? | 0:14:37 | 0:14:39 | |
Oh, yeah, did you see his face when we showed up? | 0:14:39 | 0:14:41 | |
Very, very pale. Almost blue. | 0:14:41 | 0:14:43 | |
Right. Now, he was breathing, | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
he was breathing, but not sufficiently. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:47 | |
The first dose of Narcan increased his breathing rate just a little | 0:14:47 | 0:14:52 | |
bit, but he probably had heroin that was laced with Fentanyl, | 0:14:52 | 0:14:57 | |
and so it took a full two milligrams | 0:14:57 | 0:15:00 | |
more intravenously to get him to wake up. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:04 | |
-What is Fentanyl? -Fentanyl is a synthetic opiate, | 0:15:04 | 0:15:09 | |
typically made in China and shipped to Mexico, | 0:15:09 | 0:15:12 | |
and that's where it's cut with the heroin, before it's sent here. | 0:15:12 | 0:15:15 | |
-And it's strong. -It's 100 times stronger than heroin. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:21 | |
Now he's in withdrawals. | 0:15:22 | 0:15:24 | |
Is he vomiting? | 0:15:24 | 0:15:26 | |
Yeah, he is. | 0:15:26 | 0:15:27 | |
That's what the Narcan has done, | 0:15:30 | 0:15:32 | |
it's knocked the opiates off the receptors in his brain | 0:15:32 | 0:15:34 | |
and now he's dope sick. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:36 | |
So tell me about Huntington. | 0:15:37 | 0:15:40 | |
Huntington, West Virginia, is a town of 49,000 people. | 0:15:40 | 0:15:43 | |
Last year we had over 1,100 overdoses | 0:15:43 | 0:15:48 | |
and probably 80% of the people | 0:15:48 | 0:15:51 | |
that we deal with started out with a legal prescription to either | 0:15:51 | 0:15:55 | |
Lortab or Percocet, | 0:15:55 | 0:15:58 | |
OxyContin. | 0:15:58 | 0:16:00 | |
-From a doctor. -From a physician, for legitimate pain. | 0:16:00 | 0:16:04 | |
It's sad. Once they can't get the prescription, they turn to heroin, | 0:16:04 | 0:16:08 | |
because it's cheaper, more readily available. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:10 | |
Addiction in Huntington | 0:16:17 | 0:16:18 | |
is in some ways a legacy of its industrial past. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:21 | |
Doctors, influenced by pharmaceutical companies, | 0:16:23 | 0:16:26 | |
prescribed pain pills for workplace injuries. | 0:16:26 | 0:16:29 | |
From early 2011, | 0:16:31 | 0:16:33 | |
when authorities realised the drugs | 0:16:33 | 0:16:35 | |
were being abused in vast quantities, | 0:16:35 | 0:16:37 | |
they began cracking down, passing new laws against over-prescription. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:42 | |
Combined with disappearing employment, | 0:16:44 | 0:16:46 | |
the unintended result was a massive shift to heroin use. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:50 | |
Alongside the emergency services, | 0:16:56 | 0:16:59 | |
a variety of community and religious volunteers are attempting to address | 0:16:59 | 0:17:02 | |
the problem. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:04 | |
It's a battle every day, no matter where you're at. | 0:17:04 | 0:17:06 | |
I struggle as much as you do everyday. | 0:17:06 | 0:17:09 | |
No matter what, I've still got to wake up, turn it over to God, and do | 0:17:09 | 0:17:11 | |
the right thing every morning, no matter where I live. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:14 | |
Whether I live down here or I live in a house. | 0:17:14 | 0:17:16 | |
Jan had told me about an ex-user with a criminal past whom the Fire | 0:17:16 | 0:17:21 | |
Department had had to Narcan back to life many times, Mickey Watson. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:25 | |
He was helping a new arrival find a spot | 0:17:27 | 0:17:30 | |
in an encampment by the Ohio River. | 0:17:30 | 0:17:32 | |
How old are you, Edwin? | 0:17:32 | 0:17:34 | |
-I'm 42. -42. -I have a degree and everything. | 0:17:34 | 0:17:37 | |
I mean, I owned a business up until... | 0:17:37 | 0:17:39 | |
-..six months ago. -What sort of business? | 0:17:40 | 0:17:43 | |
A computer business - I was doing... | 0:17:43 | 0:17:45 | |
network auditing and penetration testing. | 0:17:45 | 0:17:47 | |
-That's a good living. -It's a great living. I made a lot of money at it. | 0:17:47 | 0:17:50 | |
Did you, how much? | 0:17:50 | 0:17:52 | |
At one point I was making over... | 0:17:52 | 0:17:54 | |
at least over 200,000 a year. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:56 | |
-Are you serious? -Yeah. | 0:17:56 | 0:17:57 | |
Did you hear that, Mickey? | 0:17:57 | 0:17:59 | |
Edwin's a computer boffin. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
Yeah. Hell, it kills movie stars, man. It doesn't discriminate on who you are. | 0:18:01 | 0:18:05 | |
-Getting off of it, it's always waiting round the corner for you to stumble. -Absolutely, it is. | 0:18:05 | 0:18:09 | |
And there's no chemical solution for a God-sized problem, man. | 0:18:09 | 0:18:12 | |
There is not. | 0:18:12 | 0:18:13 | |
You will not fill this hole inside you with anything other than God. | 0:18:13 | 0:18:17 | |
That hole, man, that hole is there. | 0:18:17 | 0:18:20 | |
There is a big hole. I see it right now, I'm in withdrawal, | 0:18:20 | 0:18:23 | |
I feel that big hole in my chest. | 0:18:23 | 0:18:25 | |
I ain't going to stand here and boast to you. | 0:18:27 | 0:18:30 | |
If it wasn't for God, I wouldn't be here right now. | 0:18:30 | 0:18:32 | |
God knows who I am and understands what I am. | 0:18:33 | 0:18:36 | |
God didn't plan for me to live down here. | 0:18:37 | 0:18:39 | |
He don't have that plan for him, either. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:41 | |
Right now, what he's got planned for him is this is a stepping stone to getting where he wants him. | 0:18:41 | 0:18:45 | |
-Shall we do it? -Yeah, let's go. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:49 | |
What were your convictions, Mickey? | 0:18:50 | 0:18:52 | |
I've only been convicted of second-degree robbery. | 0:18:52 | 0:18:55 | |
Dude had something of some value and, uh... | 0:18:56 | 0:18:59 | |
I ran up and snatched it from him. | 0:18:59 | 0:19:00 | |
-What was it? -He had a nice-looking laptop in his hands. | 0:19:00 | 0:19:04 | |
-You just snatched it? -I just snatched it and ran and they caught me. -And why had you done that? | 0:19:04 | 0:19:09 | |
I was high and I wanted some more body, so I could keep getting high. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:13 | |
I'm a completely different person when I'm high. | 0:19:13 | 0:19:17 | |
My wife tells me it's the very devil himself | 0:19:17 | 0:19:19 | |
that crawls out of my skin. | 0:19:19 | 0:19:20 | |
I'm very violent, I don't care who I hurt. | 0:19:22 | 0:19:25 | |
Or what I take, or who I take it from. | 0:19:28 | 0:19:30 | |
I've stolen from my own kids to get high. | 0:19:32 | 0:19:34 | |
I've let guys suck my dick to get high. | 0:19:35 | 0:19:37 | |
I mean, you'll do whatever it takes. | 0:19:38 | 0:19:41 | |
-Have you ever sucked a dick to get high? -I have never sucked a dick, | 0:19:41 | 0:19:43 | |
but I've let a guy suck my dick to get high. | 0:19:43 | 0:19:46 | |
So you do have SOME boundaries? | 0:19:48 | 0:19:51 | |
Yeah, I have some boundaries, you know. | 0:19:51 | 0:19:53 | |
There's the heart beating away. We'll measure it. | 0:20:12 | 0:20:15 | |
The heart rate is 151. | 0:20:16 | 0:20:18 | |
That's good. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:19 | |
At Cabell Huntington Hospital, | 0:20:20 | 0:20:23 | |
Alicia Phillips and Ronnie Rowe were having a baby scan. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:26 | |
He has some hair. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:30 | |
-Oh! -All that fuzzy stuff you see there on top. | 0:20:30 | 0:20:33 | |
A recovering heroin user, | 0:20:33 | 0:20:35 | |
Alicia had weaned herself onto a synthetic opiate called Subutex, | 0:20:35 | 0:20:39 | |
that is thought to be less harmful to babies. | 0:20:39 | 0:20:41 | |
It was part of a programme run by Doctor David Chaffin. | 0:20:43 | 0:20:46 | |
Well, all together, we're at the 26 percentile. | 0:20:46 | 0:20:49 | |
So baby's growth is good. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
-Fluid's good. -OK. | 0:20:51 | 0:20:53 | |
How much does he weigh? | 0:20:53 | 0:20:54 | |
Well, now, realise this is a guesstimate, OK? | 0:20:54 | 0:20:57 | |
-OK. -But... | 0:20:57 | 0:20:59 | |
..4lb 12oz. | 0:21:00 | 0:21:01 | |
-So... Good size. -Yeah. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
Doctor Chaffin? | 0:21:05 | 0:21:07 | |
You know, in the scenario in which Alicia was still using, | 0:21:07 | 0:21:10 | |
or abusing either heroin or prescription opiates, | 0:21:10 | 0:21:14 | |
what does that look like for the baby? | 0:21:14 | 0:21:16 | |
In that case, have several concerns. | 0:21:18 | 0:21:20 | |
Number one, there is an increased risk of growth restriction. | 0:21:20 | 0:21:23 | |
Babies just don't grow when they're being exposed to those opiates. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:27 | |
So what's really scary in the case of heroin is | 0:21:27 | 0:21:31 | |
the withdrawal can come on very quickly, if you miss a dose, | 0:21:31 | 0:21:35 | |
and acute sudden withdrawal | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
is dangerous for the foetus in utero and so sometimes, | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
those babies don't survive that withdrawal. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:42 | |
Any questions about what you just heard? | 0:21:44 | 0:21:46 | |
-No. I've heard lots about it. -OK. | 0:21:46 | 0:21:49 | |
Last year in Huntington, | 0:21:50 | 0:21:51 | |
one out of ten babies was born dependent on opiates. | 0:21:51 | 0:21:55 | |
It's hideous, the idea of a baby being born addicted to an opiate, | 0:21:56 | 0:22:01 | |
isn't it, whether it's Subutex or heroin? | 0:22:01 | 0:22:03 | |
Let's not use the word addicted. | 0:22:03 | 0:22:05 | |
They're going through withdrawal, | 0:22:05 | 0:22:07 | |
because they're physically dependent. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:09 | |
Everything that is warm and tingly | 0:22:09 | 0:22:12 | |
and brings a smile to your face when | 0:22:12 | 0:22:14 | |
you think of snuggling up with a baby, all right, a newborn, | 0:22:14 | 0:22:17 | |
is absent in these babies. | 0:22:17 | 0:22:19 | |
And yes, it is difficult to deal with these babies. | 0:22:19 | 0:22:22 | |
But they are feeling... | 0:22:22 | 0:22:23 | |
-They are... -Irritable, they don't want to be touched. | 0:22:23 | 0:22:26 | |
-Correct. -They are crying. | 0:22:26 | 0:22:27 | |
Correct. The good news is, there is an end. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:30 | |
OK? We are weaning them off of this medication | 0:22:30 | 0:22:34 | |
and there will be an end to this. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:36 | |
In her 16-year dalliance with opiates, | 0:22:43 | 0:22:46 | |
Alicia had been in and out of rehab | 0:22:46 | 0:22:48 | |
and had picked up multiple drugs charges | 0:22:48 | 0:22:50 | |
and a conviction for forgery. | 0:22:50 | 0:22:52 | |
She'd met Ronnie ten months earlier, when they were still using. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:59 | |
Now both in recovery, they were renting space in a friend's house. | 0:22:59 | 0:23:02 | |
Our programme is about misuse of opiates and heroin, | 0:23:02 | 0:23:07 | |
which has ravaged this area. | 0:23:07 | 0:23:09 | |
Can you tell me how it's affected your lives? | 0:23:09 | 0:23:12 | |
It ruined my life. | 0:23:13 | 0:23:14 | |
-Yeah. -It RUINED my life. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
How? How do you mean? | 0:23:16 | 0:23:17 | |
I dropped out of college | 0:23:17 | 0:23:19 | |
and then I started getting arrested and going to jail | 0:23:19 | 0:23:22 | |
and not being able to keep a job and... | 0:23:22 | 0:23:24 | |
You dropped out of college, Alicia? | 0:23:24 | 0:23:26 | |
-What were you studying? -Library science. | 0:23:26 | 0:23:29 | |
-Library science? -Yeah. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:31 | |
So how did you get involved in opiates? | 0:23:31 | 0:23:33 | |
My stepdad was a welder, a boilermaker. | 0:23:33 | 0:23:36 | |
And he had had a lot of surgeries on his back | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
and he was receiving OxyContin. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:41 | |
He didn't take his prescription that often, really, | 0:23:41 | 0:23:45 | |
so he had a stockpile of pills and I would, | 0:23:45 | 0:23:49 | |
you know, take them. | 0:23:49 | 0:23:51 | |
You would dip into it? | 0:23:51 | 0:23:52 | |
-Yeah. -Without him knowing? | 0:23:52 | 0:23:54 | |
It took him about two years to realise. | 0:23:54 | 0:23:56 | |
See I really was addicted by the time I was 16. | 0:23:56 | 0:23:59 | |
Yeah. I didn't understand. | 0:23:59 | 0:24:02 | |
Like I had seen, you know, movies about heroin, | 0:24:02 | 0:24:06 | |
you know, like people getting sick. | 0:24:06 | 0:24:08 | |
And I didn't understand that it was the same thing. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:13 | |
You thought because it's a pill from a doctor, it can't be that bad? | 0:24:13 | 0:24:16 | |
Safe. And you know how all the commercials on television for all | 0:24:16 | 0:24:21 | |
the big pharmaceutical companies, antidepressants and pills for this, | 0:24:21 | 0:24:24 | |
pills for that, you know? | 0:24:24 | 0:24:25 | |
How did it progress from there? | 0:24:25 | 0:24:27 | |
I started experimenting with heroin, too, | 0:24:27 | 0:24:29 | |
because at that time, they were starting to close the doctors down. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:32 | |
Started to drive drug dealers around. | 0:24:32 | 0:24:35 | |
Trafficking drugs back and forth | 0:24:35 | 0:24:37 | |
to...stay high. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:40 | |
I would get paid in crack and heroin to drive. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:43 | |
And I could have ended up doing ten years in prison. | 0:24:43 | 0:24:47 | |
So when did you sort of stop abusing drugs? | 0:24:47 | 0:24:50 | |
When me and her got serious. | 0:24:50 | 0:24:52 | |
And when she found out she was pregnant. | 0:24:53 | 0:24:56 | |
That's been a motivator for you to sort yourself out? | 0:24:56 | 0:24:59 | |
It's been a life changer. | 0:24:59 | 0:25:01 | |
So where do you keep your Subutex? | 0:25:01 | 0:25:04 | |
Just in the bathroom, but, if I have certain people coming over, | 0:25:04 | 0:25:08 | |
I hide them. There are people who will steal them from me. | 0:25:08 | 0:25:11 | |
-For real? -Yeah. | 0:25:11 | 0:25:13 | |
-Why? -Because they're addicted to them, too. | 0:25:13 | 0:25:16 | |
You take one of those in the morning? | 0:25:16 | 0:25:18 | |
-One in the morning. -And one in the...? | 0:25:18 | 0:25:20 | |
-And one in the evening. -And really, at this stage, | 0:25:20 | 0:25:22 | |
that's all your addiction... | 0:25:22 | 0:25:24 | |
-..is? -Yes. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:27 | |
And would the aim be to taper off that at some point? | 0:25:27 | 0:25:31 | |
Yes. Yeah. | 0:25:31 | 0:25:32 | |
Hello. | 0:25:47 | 0:25:48 | |
I was back with Curtilia. | 0:25:48 | 0:25:49 | |
She'd suggested we visit the house | 0:25:50 | 0:25:52 | |
she grew up in and the great uncle who raised her. | 0:25:52 | 0:25:55 | |
I'd been thinking about her | 0:25:56 | 0:25:58 | |
and the strangeness of her relationship with Alvin. | 0:25:58 | 0:26:01 | |
I was hoping the trip might be a chance to talk. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:04 | |
I'm actually really excited. | 0:26:04 | 0:26:06 | |
-About? -This is the first time that I've been able to be home | 0:26:06 | 0:26:09 | |
-since I've with Al. -Are you serious? | 0:26:09 | 0:26:11 | |
Yes. | 0:26:11 | 0:26:12 | |
The impression I had the other day was it was almost like he'd... | 0:26:13 | 0:26:16 | |
Almost holding you hostage, using the drugs. | 0:26:18 | 0:26:22 | |
Actually, I used to be scared. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:24 | |
I used to be scared of him. | 0:26:24 | 0:26:25 | |
But... | 0:26:25 | 0:26:27 | |
Aren't you scared now? | 0:26:27 | 0:26:28 | |
I'm scared... I'm not scared of HIM | 0:26:29 | 0:26:32 | |
as much as I'm scared of what he's capable of doing. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:37 | |
Whenever he gets angry, or gets in one of those bad moods. | 0:26:37 | 0:26:41 | |
Yeah, this is the house. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:44 | |
Curtilia's great-uncle lives an hour outside Huntington in Wayne County, | 0:26:45 | 0:26:50 | |
West Virginia. | 0:26:50 | 0:26:51 | |
It's kind of idyllic, isn't it? | 0:26:51 | 0:26:54 | |
He's the retired owner of an oil-well drilling company. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:57 | |
-Louis. -Louis? | 0:26:57 | 0:26:58 | |
-Yes. -Mike. -Mike, nice to meet you. | 0:26:58 | 0:27:01 | |
-Mike Davis. -Can we come in? | 0:27:01 | 0:27:03 | |
-Mm-hm. Yeah. -Thanks for having us. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:05 | |
You are actually Curtilia's great uncle by blood. | 0:27:05 | 0:27:08 | |
That's right, isn't it? | 0:27:08 | 0:27:09 | |
-But she calls you Dad. -Mm-hm. | 0:27:09 | 0:27:11 | |
-And you raised her. -Right. | 0:27:12 | 0:27:14 | |
We raised her from the time that she was 15 months old. | 0:27:14 | 0:27:19 | |
What was Curtilia like growing up? | 0:27:19 | 0:27:21 | |
Well, she was a happy child. | 0:27:21 | 0:27:24 | |
We went on trips, we went camping. | 0:27:24 | 0:27:27 | |
She used to be handy around the place and liked helping out? | 0:27:27 | 0:27:30 | |
Oh, yeah. Yeah. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:31 | |
I let her drive bulldozers and things like that. | 0:27:31 | 0:27:35 | |
Curtilia seems to me to have lots of potential. | 0:27:35 | 0:27:39 | |
-She has. -And that she would be someone who, | 0:27:39 | 0:27:41 | |
if she put her mind to it... | 0:27:41 | 0:27:43 | |
-..could, you know... -She's very intelligent. | 0:27:44 | 0:27:47 | |
-Do what she wanted. -Yeah. | 0:27:47 | 0:27:48 | |
So why did she get caught up? | 0:27:48 | 0:27:50 | |
Well, she got caught up because of, er... | 0:27:50 | 0:27:53 | |
basically, back... | 0:27:53 | 0:27:55 | |
..when we was, when my wife got sick, | 0:27:56 | 0:28:00 | |
and I was spending so much time | 0:28:00 | 0:28:02 | |
in the hospitals with her, | 0:28:02 | 0:28:05 | |
with my wife, | 0:28:05 | 0:28:06 | |
and Curtilia basically had too much freedom to do as she pleased. | 0:28:06 | 0:28:11 | |
Maybe I've been an enabler. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:14 | |
In a lot of ways, I blame myself for that. | 0:28:16 | 0:28:19 | |
I've been an enabler. | 0:28:19 | 0:28:21 | |
And right now... | 0:28:21 | 0:28:22 | |
..she's at a point that she depends on... | 0:28:24 | 0:28:28 | |
Curtilia, if I'm telling this wrong, you can... | 0:28:28 | 0:28:30 | |
-It's OK. -I'm not... Am I making you feel bad? | 0:28:30 | 0:28:33 | |
-No, you're OK, Dad. -I'm just telling you what I think. | 0:28:33 | 0:28:36 | |
-Well, you tell your... -I just don't want you to blame yourself | 0:28:36 | 0:28:39 | |
or feel like you had any part in any reason... | 0:28:39 | 0:28:41 | |
-Well, no... -..of me picking up... | 0:28:41 | 0:28:44 | |
..a needle. | 0:28:45 | 0:28:47 | |
I see that as... | 0:28:47 | 0:28:49 | |
You would love me to death. | 0:28:50 | 0:28:53 | |
I'd rather say it like that. | 0:28:53 | 0:28:54 | |
And I wouldn't say enabling. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:56 | |
You said that you thought you might have enabled. | 0:29:03 | 0:29:06 | |
I had enabled her, | 0:29:06 | 0:29:08 | |
after she got already on drugs. | 0:29:08 | 0:29:11 | |
She came to me and said, | 0:29:11 | 0:29:13 | |
"Dad, can I have 50 bucks?" | 0:29:13 | 0:29:17 | |
and she'd say, "I want to go down and buy me some shoes." | 0:29:17 | 0:29:20 | |
Instead of buying shoes, she'd buy drugs. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:23 | |
The whole situation must have caused you a lot of stress. | 0:29:23 | 0:29:27 | |
-It did. -Anxiety. | 0:29:27 | 0:29:29 | |
All the time, I'd go to bed and I'd think, "Well, | 0:29:29 | 0:29:31 | |
"am I going to get a phone call that she's dead?" | 0:29:31 | 0:29:34 | |
But you gradually learn to live with that, | 0:29:35 | 0:29:38 | |
you know? | 0:29:38 | 0:29:40 | |
Do you have rules for her when she's here? | 0:29:47 | 0:29:50 | |
Oh, yeah. Mm-hm. | 0:29:50 | 0:29:52 | |
But, hey... | 0:29:54 | 0:29:56 | |
Rules don't count if you break the rules, or if you sneak. | 0:29:56 | 0:29:59 | |
Does he not realise when you're doing heroin, would he be upset? | 0:30:01 | 0:30:04 | |
He... Yeah, yeah. | 0:30:04 | 0:30:06 | |
Actually, one of the rules is to keep any drugs or paraphernalia | 0:30:07 | 0:30:12 | |
out of the house. | 0:30:12 | 0:30:14 | |
But you can sort of run rings around him. | 0:30:14 | 0:30:16 | |
Yeah. | 0:30:18 | 0:30:19 | |
He's going to give me money today | 0:30:19 | 0:30:21 | |
-to get a vehicle, or money to put on a vehicle. -He is? | 0:30:21 | 0:30:25 | |
-Mm-hm. -Today? -Mm-hm. -How much? | 0:30:25 | 0:30:28 | |
Well, it's 800 to go towards a used vehicle. | 0:30:28 | 0:30:32 | |
You'll just spend it on dope, though, won't you? | 0:30:33 | 0:30:36 | |
I mean, I'm kind of looking at it as I'm wanting to... | 0:30:36 | 0:30:39 | |
I really want to get a vehicle, | 0:30:39 | 0:30:40 | |
but I really do want to buy drugs with it. | 0:30:40 | 0:30:43 | |
I do. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:44 | |
But I could have so much more with a vehicle. | 0:30:47 | 0:30:50 | |
If I don't spend it, don't waste it, | 0:30:52 | 0:30:55 | |
but God help you if you do. | 0:30:55 | 0:30:57 | |
I told him to not worry, | 0:31:00 | 0:31:02 | |
that I really didn't have to spend money like that any more. | 0:31:02 | 0:31:06 | |
Things were a little bit easier on that aspect and... | 0:31:06 | 0:31:09 | |
..I should get a vehicle. | 0:31:10 | 0:31:11 | |
I made him a promise and I hate to break promises. | 0:31:12 | 0:31:15 | |
All right, so I'll say bye-bye. | 0:31:17 | 0:31:20 | |
Everybody take care. | 0:31:20 | 0:31:21 | |
God bless you all. | 0:31:21 | 0:31:23 | |
-You OK? -Yeah. | 0:31:23 | 0:31:24 | |
-What's the matter? -Huh? -What's the matter? | 0:31:38 | 0:31:41 | |
It just...hurts to leave him... | 0:31:41 | 0:31:44 | |
..and... | 0:31:45 | 0:31:46 | |
..go back into town to... | 0:31:48 | 0:31:50 | |
..to a place that I'm not as happy as I am here. | 0:31:52 | 0:31:57 | |
I just can't break the chain long enough to stay here and... | 0:32:01 | 0:32:05 | |
I don't know, I can't talk right now. Forget it. Thanks. | 0:32:07 | 0:32:10 | |
Leaving Mike's farm, I began to suspect that for Curtilia, | 0:32:14 | 0:32:17 | |
the main point of our visit had been to get money from her great uncle. | 0:32:17 | 0:32:21 | |
I felt torn, seeing her evident love for him, but also the way her | 0:32:23 | 0:32:27 | |
dependency was causing her to deceive him. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
I just want to be OK, right now. | 0:32:39 | 0:32:41 | |
So I just go around this little circle, round and round. | 0:32:41 | 0:32:45 | |
I'm trying to get HERE, but I'm constantly going back THERE. | 0:32:45 | 0:32:49 | |
Heroin addiction is notoriously tenacious, | 0:32:49 | 0:32:52 | |
and treatment very difficult. | 0:32:52 | 0:32:54 | |
In the wake of the epidemic, | 0:32:56 | 0:32:57 | |
the city has opened rehab centres, | 0:32:57 | 0:32:59 | |
but there are long waiting lists for beds. | 0:32:59 | 0:33:02 | |
One of the biggest facilities is Recovery Point. | 0:33:03 | 0:33:07 | |
It offers 11 months of residential treatment, | 0:33:07 | 0:33:09 | |
structured with military discipline. | 0:33:09 | 0:33:12 | |
God, grant us the serenity to accept | 0:33:12 | 0:33:17 | |
the things we cannot change, | 0:33:17 | 0:33:19 | |
the courage to change the things we can | 0:33:19 | 0:33:22 | |
and the wisdom to know the difference. | 0:33:22 | 0:33:24 | |
Less than 10% of its intake make it to the end of the programme. | 0:33:25 | 0:33:29 | |
Among its small cohort of successful graduates is Mickey. | 0:33:30 | 0:33:35 | |
How long have you been clean? | 0:33:37 | 0:33:39 | |
November of last year I picked up my one-year coin. | 0:33:39 | 0:33:41 | |
One year of sobriety? | 0:33:41 | 0:33:43 | |
One year of sobriety. | 0:33:43 | 0:33:44 | |
How did that feel? | 0:33:46 | 0:33:48 | |
Like, I never thought in a million years I could do that. | 0:33:48 | 0:33:50 | |
Where were you? What was the little sequence of events? | 0:33:51 | 0:33:54 | |
I was in my apartment on the west end, down there in Miami. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:57 | |
I overdosed again and... | 0:33:57 | 0:33:59 | |
How many times have you overdosed? | 0:33:59 | 0:34:01 | |
I don't know. Somewhere upwards towards 100. | 0:34:01 | 0:34:03 | |
-Come on! -I'm not kidding, dude. | 0:34:03 | 0:34:06 | |
You were hospitalised? | 0:34:06 | 0:34:07 | |
Like, ten times over it, yeah. | 0:34:07 | 0:34:09 | |
I have woke up with hoses down my throat, | 0:34:09 | 0:34:11 | |
I had my stomach pumped. | 0:34:11 | 0:34:13 | |
And then on the last time, what was different? | 0:34:13 | 0:34:15 | |
It got to the point that any more than a couple of hours, | 0:34:17 | 0:34:19 | |
I was already starting to shake. I couldn't even pass out, | 0:34:19 | 0:34:22 | |
because my body wouldn't allow me to sleep | 0:34:22 | 0:34:24 | |
without craving alcohol and drugs. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:26 | |
And I just had enough, man. | 0:34:28 | 0:34:30 | |
Called and got help and... | 0:34:30 | 0:34:32 | |
..I told my wife "Bye," I said, "I hope to see you again. | 0:34:32 | 0:34:35 | |
"If I see you again, we'll get married. | 0:34:35 | 0:34:37 | |
"If it's meant for us to be together, then we'll be together. | 0:34:37 | 0:34:40 | |
"If it ain't, than I love you, and thanks for everything. | 0:34:40 | 0:34:44 | |
"And I've got to save my life," so I had to leave. | 0:34:44 | 0:34:46 | |
Was she using at the time? | 0:34:46 | 0:34:48 | |
Yeah, she was using right along with me. | 0:34:48 | 0:34:51 | |
And she said the same thing to me. | 0:34:51 | 0:34:52 | |
We are talking mainly to people who are active in their addiction, OK? | 0:34:55 | 0:35:00 | |
Right. | 0:35:00 | 0:35:02 | |
Who are in many ways similar, | 0:35:02 | 0:35:03 | |
very similar to the person you're describing, that YOU were. | 0:35:03 | 0:35:07 | |
Yeah. | 0:35:07 | 0:35:08 | |
But recovery seems so out of reach for them. | 0:35:09 | 0:35:12 | |
So what I'm wondering is... | 0:35:13 | 0:35:15 | |
..whether there's anything you can... | 0:35:16 | 0:35:19 | |
say that...would explain how someone makes that leap. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:24 | |
It's kind of when the pain of change | 0:35:25 | 0:35:27 | |
becomes less than the pain of staying the same. | 0:35:27 | 0:35:31 | |
Then you'll change. | 0:35:31 | 0:35:33 | |
But they're locked into a physical state in which, | 0:35:33 | 0:35:36 | |
you know, it's like telling them | 0:35:36 | 0:35:38 | |
they have to crawl across broken glass to get to what they need. | 0:35:38 | 0:35:42 | |
Darn right I crawled across that broken glass. I wouldn't hesitate. | 0:35:42 | 0:35:45 | |
I feel like life's going the way it's supposed to, man. | 0:35:48 | 0:35:50 | |
I've got a full-time job. | 0:35:50 | 0:35:52 | |
I pay my bills. | 0:35:52 | 0:35:54 | |
And I got my kids back in my life. | 0:35:54 | 0:35:55 | |
I've got... | 0:35:55 | 0:35:57 | |
I got family that cares now. | 0:35:57 | 0:35:59 | |
It's amazing, man. | 0:35:59 | 0:36:00 | |
-May I come in? -For sure, man. | 0:36:11 | 0:36:13 | |
-Should I take my shoes off? -No, no, no. | 0:36:13 | 0:36:15 | |
You're more than welcome, man. | 0:36:15 | 0:36:17 | |
I was with a friend of Mickey's, called Nate Walsh. | 0:36:17 | 0:36:20 | |
You've got quite a bit of space in here. | 0:36:21 | 0:36:23 | |
-Quite a bit of space, here. -Yeah. | 0:36:23 | 0:36:25 | |
And you've got your glass coffee table. | 0:36:25 | 0:36:28 | |
Yeah, you like that? | 0:36:28 | 0:36:29 | |
A three-year veteran of the river bank, | 0:36:29 | 0:36:32 | |
he was also a dealer and something of a connoisseur of heroin. | 0:36:32 | 0:36:36 | |
I've definitely got some dope. | 0:36:36 | 0:36:38 | |
I've got the best dope in the city. The best dope in the Tri-State. | 0:36:38 | 0:36:40 | |
That right there...is that fire, | 0:36:40 | 0:36:44 | |
you know what I'm saying? | 0:36:44 | 0:36:45 | |
-Wow! -See, that's kind of pink. | 0:36:45 | 0:36:47 | |
-Like it's pinkish looking. -Yeah, a tiny bit. Tiny pinky-grey. | 0:36:47 | 0:36:50 | |
Cos that's not straight heroin, it's Fentanyl. | 0:36:50 | 0:36:54 | |
Cos I've heard you can OD on that. | 0:36:54 | 0:36:56 | |
Oh, yeah. Fuck, yeah. | 0:36:56 | 0:36:58 | |
If I did that right there by myself, dude, I would drop dead. | 0:36:58 | 0:37:01 | |
You know what I mean? And I do... | 0:37:01 | 0:37:02 | |
I have a tolerance higher than most people in the town. | 0:37:02 | 0:37:05 | |
Did you... You know, a lot of people | 0:37:05 | 0:37:08 | |
migrate from dabbling with pain pills, right? | 0:37:08 | 0:37:10 | |
That's what happened to me. I mean, it happens to everybody, you know. | 0:37:10 | 0:37:13 | |
-That's what happens... -Go on, how did it work in your case? | 0:37:13 | 0:37:16 | |
I got hit by a car and that almost killed me. | 0:37:16 | 0:37:20 | |
-How old were you? -It happened September 26, 2010. | 0:37:20 | 0:37:25 | |
So this is seven years ago. | 0:37:25 | 0:37:26 | |
You were about 26? | 0:37:26 | 0:37:29 | |
Yeah, exactly. The first time that I took them tabs, I mean, fuck, | 0:37:29 | 0:37:33 | |
I ate like ten of them. | 0:37:33 | 0:37:34 | |
You know what I mean? And it rocked my world. | 0:37:34 | 0:37:37 | |
I don't know, I mean... | 0:37:37 | 0:37:39 | |
I wouldn't, like, go back in the day, and like, you know, | 0:37:39 | 0:37:41 | |
become a heroin junkie, you know, as soon as possible, but I mean... | 0:37:41 | 0:37:46 | |
It's not as bad as I made it out to be and how I felt about it back then, you know what I'm saying? | 0:37:46 | 0:37:51 | |
You almost... That's kind of interesting and paradoxical. | 0:37:51 | 0:37:54 | |
A lot of people on heroin say they want to get off it and they loathe the addiction... | 0:37:54 | 0:37:57 | |
-I had a wrong opinion about it. -But I feel like you seem to be... | 0:37:57 | 0:38:00 | |
You seem to have made your peace with having a dependency on heroin. | 0:38:00 | 0:38:05 | |
Yeah. Because I'm different from your average junkie in the street. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:09 | |
You know what I'm saying? I don't spend most of my time... | 0:38:09 | 0:38:12 | |
..dope sick and broke and robbing motherfuckers | 0:38:13 | 0:38:16 | |
and struggling to get my fix on, | 0:38:16 | 0:38:18 | |
you know what I mean? I spend more of my time just fucking high and making money | 0:38:18 | 0:38:23 | |
and just comfortable and fine with it, you know what I mean? | 0:38:23 | 0:38:26 | |
Than I don't, you know what I'm saying? | 0:38:28 | 0:38:30 | |
Have you ever done rehab? | 0:38:30 | 0:38:32 | |
No, I haven't, | 0:38:32 | 0:38:34 | |
cos, er... | 0:38:34 | 0:38:35 | |
why would I? | 0:38:35 | 0:38:37 | |
You've got the air of someone who had opportunities growing up... | 0:38:37 | 0:38:41 | |
But yet, it's kind of like how it all fell into place, though, | 0:38:42 | 0:38:47 | |
is cos I had gotten... | 0:38:47 | 0:38:49 | |
I had a baby with this girl | 0:38:49 | 0:38:51 | |
over in Ohio and she ended up snatching my kid up | 0:38:51 | 0:38:55 | |
and you know, taking off and leaving with him and disappearing. | 0:38:55 | 0:38:58 | |
At the time, I had a nice job welding. | 0:38:58 | 0:39:01 | |
How many children have you got? | 0:39:01 | 0:39:02 | |
-I've got the one, just got one. -How old? It's a boy, did you say? | 0:39:02 | 0:39:06 | |
-A little boy, yeah. -How old is he now? | 0:39:06 | 0:39:08 | |
He will be 12 on 4th July, yeah. | 0:39:08 | 0:39:11 | |
And do you see much of him? | 0:39:11 | 0:39:14 | |
Not really, but I do see him every now and then. | 0:39:15 | 0:39:19 | |
I don't want to be judgmental, but what's stopping you | 0:39:19 | 0:39:21 | |
from being more involved, would you say? | 0:39:21 | 0:39:23 | |
That's definitely the heroin and the dope and all that shit I get. | 0:39:25 | 0:39:29 | |
I've missed so much of my son's life, | 0:39:29 | 0:39:33 | |
when he was really young, cos I definitely wanted to be there. | 0:39:33 | 0:39:36 | |
I mean, I loved my son, I mean, | 0:39:36 | 0:39:38 | |
fuck, I enjoyed having my kid, you know, | 0:39:38 | 0:39:41 | |
and when she took off like the way she did, | 0:39:41 | 0:39:44 | |
it fucked me up, man, like, | 0:39:44 | 0:39:47 | |
I was tore up about that. | 0:39:47 | 0:39:48 | |
I've got to do this dope, Bro - I mean, you're killing me, Bro. | 0:39:48 | 0:39:51 | |
Oh, yeah, yeah. Go ahead. I'm sorry. | 0:39:51 | 0:39:53 | |
I mean... | 0:39:54 | 0:39:55 | |
Why are you putting it in that scab? | 0:39:55 | 0:39:57 | |
That's where I shoot. | 0:39:58 | 0:39:59 | |
-You've got, like... -It looks like that because that's the only spot I've been using for a long time. | 0:39:59 | 0:40:04 | |
But, yeah, that's that. | 0:40:07 | 0:40:09 | |
-Anyways... -How do you feel now? | 0:40:10 | 0:40:12 | |
I feel exactly the same, Bro. | 0:40:13 | 0:40:14 | |
It hasn't even pumped through my veins yet. | 0:40:14 | 0:40:17 | |
I mean, it takes a second to get there, you know what I mean? | 0:40:17 | 0:40:20 | |
I can start to feel it now a little, tiny bit. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:24 | |
I know it's coming. I got that feeling of anticipation, | 0:40:24 | 0:40:28 | |
cos I know it's coming. | 0:40:28 | 0:40:30 | |
I love it. I mean, it's hard to explain. | 0:40:30 | 0:40:33 | |
-I mean... -What could you compare it to? | 0:40:33 | 0:40:36 | |
I don't know. I'm starting to feel it now. Ha! | 0:40:37 | 0:40:40 | |
But, um... | 0:40:40 | 0:40:42 | |
it's kind of like a, er... | 0:40:42 | 0:40:43 | |
Like a stick of dynamite that's just | 0:40:45 | 0:40:48 | |
going to do absolutely nothing in the world | 0:40:48 | 0:40:50 | |
except make you feel as good as you can possibly feel and... | 0:40:50 | 0:40:54 | |
..you light that fuse, and you see the fuse burning | 0:40:55 | 0:40:59 | |
and you know any second, | 0:40:59 | 0:41:00 | |
it's going to fucking blow your mind, you know what I mean? | 0:41:00 | 0:41:04 | |
It's a good thing, man. It's not bad. | 0:41:04 | 0:41:06 | |
You know what I mean, like? That's what I say, I mean, | 0:41:06 | 0:41:09 | |
why would I want to go to rehab and why would I want to get straight? | 0:41:09 | 0:41:13 | |
Clean my life up, and shit, cos I enjoy it too much, man, like, | 0:41:13 | 0:41:18 | |
who wouldn't, you know? | 0:41:18 | 0:41:20 | |
Police. Search warrant! | 0:41:34 | 0:41:36 | |
POLICE OFFICER SHOUTS | 0:41:36 | 0:41:39 | |
How much would you say is the street value of that heroin? | 0:41:40 | 0:41:43 | |
About 3,000, possibly in heroin, maybe more. | 0:41:43 | 0:41:46 | |
But you can see how much money's there. | 0:41:46 | 0:41:49 | |
We're seeing so much dope that to us, that's not that big a deal. | 0:41:49 | 0:41:53 | |
I mean, that's how bad our problem is. | 0:41:53 | 0:41:54 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:41:54 | 0:41:56 | |
That's another overdose. | 0:41:56 | 0:41:58 | |
By now, I was several weeks into my stay, and throughout the city, | 0:41:58 | 0:42:02 | |
the ravages of heroin were apparent on a daily basis. | 0:42:02 | 0:42:06 | |
I'm OK. | 0:42:09 | 0:42:10 | |
Looks all perky now. | 0:42:10 | 0:42:12 | |
Yeah, that's Narcan. | 0:42:12 | 0:42:13 | |
Riding on the back of the over-prescription of painkillers, | 0:42:15 | 0:42:18 | |
heroin has ripped the heart out of Huntington, | 0:42:18 | 0:42:21 | |
destroying lives indiscriminately... | 0:42:21 | 0:42:23 | |
..while the overstretched city workers do their best to turn the tide. | 0:42:24 | 0:42:28 | |
Those people in that car, you see how they were looking at us? | 0:42:30 | 0:42:33 | |
Step out. | 0:42:33 | 0:42:35 | |
Do you have a problem with opiates or heroin? | 0:42:37 | 0:42:40 | |
Yeah, I've struggled with it. | 0:42:40 | 0:42:41 | |
Yeah. | 0:42:41 | 0:42:43 | |
Like a contagion, it has left almost no-one's life untouched. | 0:42:43 | 0:42:47 | |
-Hello. -Hi! -Can I come in? | 0:43:07 | 0:43:08 | |
Yeah, sure. Come in. | 0:43:08 | 0:43:10 | |
I was with Alicia Phillips. | 0:43:10 | 0:43:12 | |
She'd had her baby, | 0:43:13 | 0:43:15 | |
but Ronnie, her other half, | 0:43:15 | 0:43:17 | |
was back in prison on an old warrant | 0:43:17 | 0:43:19 | |
and she'd had to move in with her father, Pete. | 0:43:19 | 0:43:22 | |
How was the birth? | 0:43:22 | 0:43:25 | |
I had a C-section. | 0:43:25 | 0:43:26 | |
I mean, it wasn't bad. | 0:43:26 | 0:43:28 | |
They had me kind of restrained a little bit. | 0:43:28 | 0:43:30 | |
He's called Archer. | 0:43:30 | 0:43:32 | |
Archer David Ivan Rowe. | 0:43:32 | 0:43:35 | |
But he's not home yet. | 0:43:35 | 0:43:37 | |
-No. -And he's ten days old, so what's going on? | 0:43:37 | 0:43:39 | |
So...they watch them for a minimum seven days, anyway. | 0:43:39 | 0:43:45 | |
He's on methadone. | 0:43:45 | 0:43:47 | |
So at the moment, he's going through a tricky phase | 0:43:47 | 0:43:50 | |
of basically kind of... | 0:43:50 | 0:43:51 | |
..weaning himself off the methadone. | 0:43:53 | 0:43:55 | |
Yeah. He's getting diarrhoea, | 0:43:55 | 0:43:57 | |
mottling - it's like red skin. | 0:43:57 | 0:43:59 | |
Excessive sucking. | 0:44:01 | 0:44:02 | |
-Sneezing. -You've met Archer, have you, Pete? | 0:44:02 | 0:44:04 | |
-Oh, yeah. -He got to hold Archer before I did. | 0:44:04 | 0:44:07 | |
Yeah. Like, handed him right to me when he came out. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:10 | |
I was the one that went in with her. | 0:44:10 | 0:44:12 | |
-Yeah. -Because Ronnie couldn't be there? -Right. | 0:44:12 | 0:44:14 | |
When did you first become aware there was a problem? | 0:44:17 | 0:44:19 | |
You know, I didn't know exactly what she was doing, but I did know that | 0:44:19 | 0:44:24 | |
things were disappearing from the house and getting hawked. | 0:44:24 | 0:44:27 | |
What was going missing? | 0:44:27 | 0:44:29 | |
Guns, anything that she could hawk. | 0:44:29 | 0:44:31 | |
So your attitude was...? | 0:44:32 | 0:44:34 | |
Hit the door. | 0:44:36 | 0:44:37 | |
Because... I mean, you could see she was in trouble. | 0:44:38 | 0:44:42 | |
You didn't want... What was your thinking, I mean - it's a big decision. | 0:44:42 | 0:44:46 | |
There's nothing that you can do to help them more than... | 0:44:46 | 0:44:50 | |
..stop... What's the word? | 0:44:51 | 0:44:53 | |
-Tough love. -Tough love, yeah. | 0:44:53 | 0:44:56 | |
One of the last things we had to do was | 0:44:56 | 0:44:59 | |
go through an intervention - had to write her a letter. | 0:44:59 | 0:45:02 | |
-That was awful. -Yeah. That was AWFUL. | 0:45:02 | 0:45:05 | |
Saying what? | 0:45:06 | 0:45:07 | |
HE SOBS | 0:45:15 | 0:45:17 | |
It was...a bad day. | 0:45:20 | 0:45:22 | |
Just saying, like, um... | 0:45:22 | 0:45:24 | |
..how, you know, how bad I had hurt him over the years and stuff. | 0:45:25 | 0:45:29 | |
It hurts you thinking about the stress | 0:45:36 | 0:45:39 | |
-and all the anxiety and anguish you went through? -Oh, yeah. | 0:45:39 | 0:45:42 | |
And her. | 0:45:42 | 0:45:43 | |
Yeah. | 0:45:43 | 0:45:45 | |
Couldn't do anything with her. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:46 | |
Do you have a sense of what it was that made her vulnerable to this? | 0:45:47 | 0:45:53 | |
Not really. | 0:45:55 | 0:45:57 | |
The frightening truth at the heart of Huntington's epidemic may be that | 0:46:01 | 0:46:05 | |
ANYONE can get caught up. | 0:46:05 | 0:46:07 | |
One bad choice can wreck a life. | 0:46:09 | 0:46:12 | |
Hey, Alvin. | 0:46:14 | 0:46:15 | |
With Curtilia, her early promise had been overtaken | 0:46:16 | 0:46:20 | |
by a litany of crimes | 0:46:20 | 0:46:22 | |
and a glaring gulf between what she might have achieved | 0:46:22 | 0:46:26 | |
and the harsh reality. | 0:46:26 | 0:46:28 | |
We finally, we finally got us some good stuff. | 0:46:28 | 0:46:31 | |
Yes. | 0:46:32 | 0:46:33 | |
And today some fresh needles and good dope. | 0:46:33 | 0:46:37 | |
We're doing good! | 0:46:37 | 0:46:38 | |
Oh! Well, hi, guys! | 0:46:38 | 0:46:41 | |
How are you doing? | 0:46:41 | 0:46:42 | |
Good, how are you? | 0:46:42 | 0:46:44 | |
We were on an outing to Huntington's needle exchange. | 0:46:44 | 0:46:47 | |
I couldn't help noticing that | 0:46:48 | 0:46:50 | |
despite the cash gift from Curtilia's great uncle, | 0:46:50 | 0:46:52 | |
there was no sign of a new vehicle. | 0:46:52 | 0:46:55 | |
And Petty Betty's car had gone AWOL. | 0:46:55 | 0:46:58 | |
-This time, -I -was driving. | 0:46:58 | 0:46:59 | |
In messages, Curtilia had continued to allege that Alvin was abusing her | 0:47:01 | 0:47:05 | |
physically and that she only stayed with him because of her addiction. | 0:47:05 | 0:47:08 | |
She'd given me permission to raise the issue with them both. | 0:47:10 | 0:47:13 | |
You were a couple, right? | 0:47:13 | 0:47:15 | |
-Yes, sir. -And would you say, like... | 0:47:15 | 0:47:18 | |
you're in a good spot as a couple? | 0:47:18 | 0:47:20 | |
You have your ways, | 0:47:23 | 0:47:24 | |
but for the most part, pretty much, yeah. | 0:47:24 | 0:47:27 | |
Life happens. Ain't nobody perfect. | 0:47:27 | 0:47:29 | |
Did you break Curtilia's nose? | 0:47:30 | 0:47:33 | |
-No! -She said you did. | 0:47:33 | 0:47:35 | |
I didn't break your nose! | 0:47:35 | 0:47:37 | |
Your nose ain't broke... | 0:47:37 | 0:47:39 | |
Your nose been broken? Has it been broken? | 0:47:40 | 0:47:43 | |
-Yes, it has. -It hasn't. | 0:47:44 | 0:47:46 | |
Now, put that on camera. | 0:47:46 | 0:47:48 | |
Look at that. Now, put that one on camera. | 0:47:48 | 0:47:50 | |
-Alvin... -Stop lying. -I was talking about the fight at Diaz. | 0:47:50 | 0:47:53 | |
You weren't talking about a fight. You're lying. Stop lying. | 0:47:53 | 0:47:56 | |
Your nose didn't get broke by me. | 0:47:56 | 0:47:58 | |
From my perspective, | 0:48:07 | 0:48:08 | |
there's never a good reason to be physical, to hit... | 0:48:08 | 0:48:11 | |
-..or be abusive. -No - there's not a good reason. -Physically abusive. | 0:48:11 | 0:48:15 | |
You don't just wake up in the morning and say... | 0:48:15 | 0:48:17 | |
"I'm a haul off and hit someone." Nobody does that. You can't do that. Ain't no way of thinking at all. | 0:48:17 | 0:48:21 | |
-You can't do that. -So you're talking about last night. -I ain't talking about nothing. Camera on you or me? | 0:48:21 | 0:48:26 | |
OK? Yeah. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:28 | |
You went to hospital while we were away. | 0:48:29 | 0:48:32 | |
-Yes, I did. -Why? | 0:48:32 | 0:48:33 | |
Well, yeah... There was another... | 0:48:34 | 0:48:36 | |
Me and Al got in another argument | 0:48:36 | 0:48:40 | |
and...I was wanting to leave. | 0:48:40 | 0:48:42 | |
I had my bags packed and he said some really mean things. | 0:48:42 | 0:48:47 | |
But I pushed his grill over, his barbecue grill. | 0:48:47 | 0:48:50 | |
It's something, though, to him that means a lot. | 0:48:50 | 0:48:52 | |
He likes to grill and cook. | 0:48:52 | 0:48:54 | |
And after he seen that I've done that, | 0:48:55 | 0:48:58 | |
he pushed me and kind of slammed me down. | 0:48:58 | 0:49:02 | |
He didn't intend for my back to break... | 0:49:02 | 0:49:06 | |
..but it did, and they said | 0:49:07 | 0:49:09 | |
-the impact, you know, was as much as being in a car accident. -Mm. | 0:49:09 | 0:49:15 | |
Are you aiming to leave the relationship? | 0:49:15 | 0:49:17 | |
I don't see myself... | 0:49:17 | 0:49:20 | |
It really is not healthy... | 0:49:20 | 0:49:21 | |
..but of course, now I have to say I'm happy and things are OK for me | 0:49:22 | 0:49:26 | |
to continue to get my dope, cos if I don't, then I'll be back on the street... | 0:49:26 | 0:49:30 | |
..doing things that I probably, this time, wouldn't make it alive. | 0:49:31 | 0:49:35 | |
What's stopping you from getting clean? | 0:49:37 | 0:49:39 | |
I'm complacent right now. | 0:49:39 | 0:49:40 | |
I'm comfortable with being able to... | 0:49:40 | 0:49:44 | |
not have to rob or steal or trick or do anything | 0:49:44 | 0:49:47 | |
for drugs and it's just right there. | 0:49:47 | 0:49:50 | |
So, 158. | 0:49:50 | 0:49:52 | |
-How are you? -I'm good. -I'm going to borrow your paper. | 0:49:52 | 0:49:55 | |
-So you got any needles for me? -Oh, yeah. Definitely, definitely. | 0:49:55 | 0:49:57 | |
All right. | 0:49:57 | 0:49:59 | |
So I'm going to get you some spoons, | 0:49:59 | 0:50:01 | |
and you're not sharing anything with anybody, right? | 0:50:01 | 0:50:04 | |
I hope to see you again. | 0:50:04 | 0:50:05 | |
It wasn't easy to see a way out for Curtilia. | 0:50:05 | 0:50:08 | |
15 years of using had left its mark on her body, | 0:50:09 | 0:50:13 | |
but perhaps more indelibly on her sense of who she was | 0:50:13 | 0:50:17 | |
and what she deserved. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:50:24 | 0:50:27 | |
I was with Jan on another call - | 0:50:32 | 0:50:35 | |
a former nurse had overdosed in a known drug house. | 0:50:35 | 0:50:38 | |
-Hey, Mallory. What did you take, honey? -Nothing. | 0:50:38 | 0:50:41 | |
No, that doesn't work. | 0:50:41 | 0:50:43 | |
We gave you some medicine that only works if you took something. | 0:50:43 | 0:50:46 | |
So did you do heroin? | 0:50:46 | 0:50:49 | |
Guess so, yeah. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:50 | |
Did you snort it? | 0:50:50 | 0:50:52 | |
-Mm-mm. -No, did you shoot it? -Mm-hm. | 0:50:52 | 0:50:54 | |
It's been busy, hasn't it? | 0:51:01 | 0:51:03 | |
Yes. We are on pace to be 1,000 runs higher | 0:51:03 | 0:51:09 | |
in 2017 than we were in 2016 | 0:51:09 | 0:51:12 | |
and the majority of it is overdose calls. | 0:51:12 | 0:51:16 | |
-You know, addiction exists everywhere. People are addicted to all kinds of things. -Absolutely. | 0:51:16 | 0:51:20 | |
Do you think if it weren't... | 0:51:20 | 0:51:22 | |
heroin and opiates, it would be something else? | 0:51:22 | 0:51:25 | |
Maybe, but this is an unprecedented area. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:28 | |
The majority of the addiction that we're dealing with now came about in a legal manner. You know, | 0:51:28 | 0:51:34 | |
I think the intent of developing synthetic opiates was good, | 0:51:34 | 0:51:39 | |
but it quickly turned...um, bad. | 0:51:39 | 0:51:43 | |
What do you think the pharmaceutical companies can do at this point? | 0:51:43 | 0:51:49 | |
Do you think they're doing enough? | 0:51:49 | 0:51:51 | |
I don't think they're doing enough. | 0:51:51 | 0:51:52 | |
I don't think they're doing hardly anything. | 0:51:52 | 0:51:55 | |
They certainly don't seem to be | 0:51:55 | 0:51:57 | |
willing to stretch out a hand and help us | 0:51:57 | 0:52:00 | |
in our plight and that's very sad. | 0:52:00 | 0:52:03 | |
Cos they've made billions of dollars on this addiction. | 0:52:04 | 0:52:08 | |
Even for those who are sober, in Huntington, life isn't always easy. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:21 | |
For Mickey, less than 12 months out of rehab, | 0:52:24 | 0:52:27 | |
his new routine revolves around work. | 0:52:27 | 0:52:30 | |
Here. | 0:52:30 | 0:52:31 | |
-Thank you. -You're welcome. | 0:52:31 | 0:52:33 | |
His charitable trips to the river bank | 0:52:33 | 0:52:36 | |
are like a little taste of his old life. | 0:52:36 | 0:52:38 | |
Hello! | 0:52:38 | 0:52:40 | |
Hello. Anybody home? | 0:52:40 | 0:52:42 | |
We've got some snacks and some goodies for you all. | 0:52:42 | 0:52:46 | |
-Want some ravioli? -Yeah. | 0:52:46 | 0:52:48 | |
I figured you would, man. | 0:52:48 | 0:52:50 | |
There's times in my life, to this day, I still miss living down here. | 0:52:50 | 0:52:54 | |
If you'd had unlimited money for... | 0:52:54 | 0:52:56 | |
..for substances, would you have | 0:52:57 | 0:52:59 | |
quite liked to have stayed down here? | 0:52:59 | 0:53:01 | |
No. Now, I'm a part of something that's unimaginable, | 0:53:01 | 0:53:04 | |
that I wished every individual down here could get. | 0:53:04 | 0:53:07 | |
-Which is what? -Peace of mind. | 0:53:07 | 0:53:09 | |
You OK in there, Nate? | 0:53:10 | 0:53:12 | |
-How you doing? -Huh? | 0:53:17 | 0:53:18 | |
-How are you doing? -I'm all right. | 0:53:18 | 0:53:20 | |
-Give me just a second. -Shall we wait? -Just for a minute. -OK, cool. | 0:53:20 | 0:53:23 | |
Thank you. | 0:53:23 | 0:53:24 | |
How you doing, Nate? | 0:53:26 | 0:53:27 | |
-I'm good, man. How're YOU doing? -Good. -Really good right now. | 0:53:27 | 0:53:31 | |
-Yeah, hell, yeah. -Are you high? | 0:53:31 | 0:53:33 | |
-I'm high as fuck, man. -Are you? -Oh...! | 0:53:33 | 0:53:36 | |
Have you got a friend in there? | 0:53:37 | 0:53:39 | |
Yeah, man. Ooh! | 0:53:39 | 0:53:41 | |
-She's not your girlfriend? -No, she's not my girlfriend, you know what I'm saying? | 0:53:42 | 0:53:46 | |
-You don't have one. -I don't have no girlfriend, like. | 0:53:46 | 0:53:48 | |
You going to leave me, baby girl? Don't leave me. You all go ahead. | 0:53:48 | 0:53:51 | |
-I'm going to speak to her for just one second. -I've been doing it for two years. | 0:53:51 | 0:53:54 | |
-I can't... I don't like... -I did it for 25. -I like keeping myself up, you know what I mean? | 0:53:54 | 0:53:58 | |
Like, I still eat, make sure I keep myself healthy, like... | 0:53:58 | 0:54:00 | |
-How old are you? -20. -God. | 0:54:00 | 0:54:02 | |
You've been using for about two years? | 0:54:02 | 0:54:05 | |
Yes. I'm sorry, I've got to go. | 0:54:05 | 0:54:08 | |
-I'm in a hurry. -I'll be right back. | 0:54:08 | 0:54:09 | |
Two seconds. | 0:54:09 | 0:54:11 | |
That's not the person I was expecting to come out of there. | 0:54:12 | 0:54:15 | |
Me, neither. That is not what I was expecting to come out of the tent. | 0:54:15 | 0:54:18 | |
She won't be looking like it very long. | 0:54:18 | 0:54:20 | |
-It's going to be bad. -It's kind of sad. | 0:54:24 | 0:54:26 | |
It's real sad. I see these girls all the time. | 0:54:26 | 0:54:28 | |
They'll start on the street. You can see 'em, they're real pretty. | 0:54:28 | 0:54:31 | |
They got all their teeth. Three months later, six months later, | 0:54:31 | 0:54:33 | |
they're covered in bruises and fucking teeth are missing. | 0:54:33 | 0:54:36 | |
Damn, she's good-looking! | 0:54:36 | 0:54:38 | |
Shit, I tried to tell her, she ain't going to be very good-looking very long. | 0:54:38 | 0:54:41 | |
I was going to say, it was kind of sad to see her in this situation, | 0:54:41 | 0:54:44 | |
-in a way. -How so? | 0:54:44 | 0:54:46 | |
I think it's just absolutely amazing to see her | 0:54:46 | 0:54:49 | |
any time, in any situation. | 0:54:49 | 0:54:51 | |
God! | 0:54:51 | 0:54:53 | |
Because I'm assuming she's in a high-risk lifestyle from her being | 0:54:53 | 0:54:56 | |
-down here. -That's why she... | 0:54:56 | 0:54:58 | |
..trusts me, that I'm not going to ever, you know, | 0:55:00 | 0:55:03 | |
try to hurt her in any way. | 0:55:03 | 0:55:04 | |
You know what I mean, and she puts her life in my hands. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
-A lot of people do. -You like each other, don't you? | 0:55:07 | 0:55:09 | |
Absolutely. We've been good friends, good friends for a long time. | 0:55:09 | 0:55:12 | |
-You're quite fond of Nate. -Absolutely, yes. | 0:55:12 | 0:55:14 | |
And we were sort of talking about it and you were saying, well, | 0:55:14 | 0:55:17 | |
Nate's actually quite a happy dude. | 0:55:17 | 0:55:19 | |
-He's happy... -And maybe Nate doesn't really... | 0:55:19 | 0:55:21 | |
-Doesn't really, maybe... -Not even know he's miserable? | 0:55:21 | 0:55:24 | |
-That's what I was telling you... -You think he doesn't know he's miserable? Is he miserable? | 0:55:24 | 0:55:28 | |
In a certain way, yes. | 0:55:28 | 0:55:30 | |
-In what way? -In the way that he's delusional. | 0:55:30 | 0:55:32 | |
He doesn't know right now the state of misery he's really in, | 0:55:32 | 0:55:36 | |
because he's delusional under the influence. | 0:55:36 | 0:55:38 | |
I mean, he is correct about that, because I mean, like... | 0:55:38 | 0:55:41 | |
-This is not a home, Bro. You know that. -Exactly, you know what I'm saying? | 0:55:41 | 0:55:44 | |
Like, I've had, I've had nice stuff. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:46 | |
I've had a crib, I've had, you know... | 0:55:46 | 0:55:49 | |
-Everything. -I've had it all, you know what I'm saying? | 0:55:49 | 0:55:51 | |
And I gave it all up and I don't really care about anything, | 0:55:51 | 0:55:55 | |
you know what I'm saying? Like, I don't even give a shit about MYSELF | 0:55:55 | 0:55:58 | |
no more, you know what I mean? | 0:55:58 | 0:55:59 | |
-Because getting high's important to me. -And your son? | 0:55:59 | 0:56:02 | |
Exactly, like, my own child and everything, | 0:56:02 | 0:56:04 | |
you know what I'm saying? I've put everything on the back burner, | 0:56:04 | 0:56:08 | |
because, I mean, none of that should even matter, | 0:56:08 | 0:56:10 | |
once you start getting high and letting it control your life. | 0:56:10 | 0:56:13 | |
What do you think you'd be doing if you hadn't got onto those pills and | 0:56:13 | 0:56:17 | |
-then onto heroin? -I don't know. | 0:56:17 | 0:56:19 | |
It's hard to say, Bro. | 0:56:19 | 0:56:21 | |
I bet my life would be a lot better, though. | 0:56:22 | 0:56:24 | |
You know. I wouldn't have fucked up. | 0:56:24 | 0:56:26 | |
I mean, shit... | 0:56:28 | 0:56:30 | |
Do you think you did fuck up? | 0:56:30 | 0:56:31 | |
Yeah. | 0:56:35 | 0:56:36 | |
Yeah, but not really, cos I mean, I never really had no control over it. | 0:56:37 | 0:56:43 | |
The fact that a drunk driver swerves off the road and, like, | 0:56:43 | 0:56:46 | |
hit my ass and knocked me in the street and all that shit. | 0:56:46 | 0:56:49 | |
That was completely out of my hands. | 0:56:51 | 0:56:52 | |
I had to do something, because I was hurting and I still hurt. | 0:56:54 | 0:56:57 | |
I hurt every day. If I ain't got none, I hurt. | 0:56:57 | 0:57:00 | |
It hurts bad. I mean... | 0:57:00 | 0:57:02 | |
..you ain't never seen me hurt, Bro. | 0:57:03 | 0:57:05 | |
Every time you see me, I feel good. | 0:57:05 | 0:57:07 | |
Cos I try to stay feeling good, you know what I mean? | 0:57:07 | 0:57:11 | |
-Yeah. -Just remember, man, if you ever... | 0:57:11 | 0:57:13 | |
-Say the word, Bro. -Oh, I already know, I mean, | 0:57:13 | 0:57:16 | |
I can get help any time I need it, | 0:57:16 | 0:57:17 | |
but I'd have to welcome all that pain back into my life. | 0:57:17 | 0:57:21 | |
I mean, shit... | 0:57:22 | 0:57:23 | |
And just knowing that if I can do this, Bro, you can, too. | 0:57:25 | 0:57:30 | |
God bless you, Bro. I love you. | 0:57:30 | 0:57:31 | |
Huntington is just one out of a growing number of places across America gripped by heroin. | 0:57:41 | 0:57:47 | |
The city is attempting to sue the distributors of the most abused | 0:57:48 | 0:57:51 | |
prescription opiates for tens of millions of dollars. | 0:57:51 | 0:57:54 | |
In the meantime, with overdoses continuing to rise, | 0:57:55 | 0:57:59 | |
each small victory is held dear | 0:57:59 | 0:58:02 | |
as an uncertain omen of hope and rebirth. | 0:58:02 | 0:58:05 | |
He looks like a healthy little chap, doesn't he? | 0:58:06 | 0:58:09 | |
-Yes, he is. -Pretty happy baby. | 0:58:09 | 0:58:11 | |
Careful, very precious. | 0:58:15 | 0:58:17 | |
Hello, mister. | 0:58:17 | 0:58:18 | |
I'm getting good vibes. | 0:58:22 | 0:58:23 | |
You know what time it is... Oh! Open your eyes. | 0:58:24 | 0:58:27 | |
Come on. | 0:58:27 | 0:58:28 | |
Take that from me. Come on. | 0:58:29 | 0:58:32 |