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A three-section ladder over a big crevasse.

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Thing is, I never practised it with one rope, OK?

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And it leans to the left, the ladder, OK?

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I'm going to crawl across.

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-I don't want to fall.

-No, you're good, man.

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If I fall, though, I'll just dangle on that space, right?

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Big gap.

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'When I was 15, I went blind completely.

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'I hated blindness.

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'I wasn't afraid to go blind and see darkness. I think that's a myth.

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'I was afraid to be swept to the sidelines and forgotten...

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'..to be obsolete.'

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It was a few months after that

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that I got this newsletter in Braille about a group taking blind kids rock-climbing.

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I took my hand and I ran it up the wall in my room and I thought, "That sounds insane.

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"Who would be stupid enough to take blind kids rock-climbing?"

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-So I signed up.

-LAUGHTER

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'There's one thing that hasn't changed

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'since that very first time I went rock-climbing almost 20 years ago,

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'and that's the reach.

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'The fear of climbing blind comes when I'm reaching out to the darkness,

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'when I don't know what I'm going to find.

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'But I reached out that day and I found what I was looking for.'

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We're on top of the world! We are on top of the world, the apex of the planet.

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-I can't believe it.

-The centre of the cosmos.

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You did it, man. So many people doubted you.

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You showed 'em.

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Thank you.

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We did it!

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Blindness in Tibet is a big, big problem.

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Buddhist pilgrims and nomads think that blind people are sinners

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or are possessed by demons

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and that they have done something really terribly wrong in their past life.

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Our kids, they had many difficulties to walk on the roads with their canes

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because a lot of people were looking at their infected eyes.

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And they were shouting

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really bad words like, "Blind fool", or something.

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In Tibetan, it's called "sha-goh!"

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You can hear really how mean this sounds.

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These kids are complete outcasts.

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So I got the idea to set up the first school for the blind in Tibet,

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to educate these blind kids, to give them confidence,

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so that they don't have to be ashamed to be blind any more.

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Now they can read, write and speak in three languages.

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'I talked about Erik Weihenmayer'

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and I talked about the book I read, his biography

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and I shared all his experience with the kids.

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And of course his experience, and also my experience,

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and I think the experience of the kids, are very similar.

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And I said, "Well, Erik started like you."

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He became blind at the age of 12 and he adapted to being blind

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and he even managed to climb Everest, which happens to be in Tibet.

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And this was something which made a big impression on the kids.

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ELECTRONIC SPEECH: "Dear Erik,

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"When I told the children in our centre how you have reached the top of the world,

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"not by holding the arm of a sighted friend, but with the help of two canes,

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"they all proudly decided to walk on their own.

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"Last week, I told them already that I wanted to write to you

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"to ask if you would like to come to Tibet..."

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Sabriye's first letter was the most powerful letter I'd ever listened to.

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I was just so touched by her work and by her description of the kids.

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She's a blind lady from Germany who tried to join the German equivalent of the peace corps,

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and they said, "We don't send blind people overseas," so she funded her own way to Tibet.

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She travelled through China and Tibet by herself.

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I mean, just her and her cane, and rode horseback through these remote villages and found blind kids.

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She asked their parents to send these kids to her centre.

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It is the most remarkable thing.

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I climbed Mount Everest and climbed mountains all around the world, and I felt like a coward.

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She just wanted me to come over and visit the school, but I wanted to do something.

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And then I said, "Maybe the kids could do their own expedition?

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"Maybe we could get them to the top of the peak next to Everest?"

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And she said, "Great!"

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She had six kids who were very interested and fit and motivated,

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and she thought could really handle the experience.

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I said, "What about permission from their parents?"

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MEN CHANT SOFTLY

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MUSIC PLAYS ON RADIO

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The major mountains of the world range from the Rockies, my hometown,

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that are about 14,000 feet,

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to the Alps that rise to just under 16,000 feet,

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Africa, a little above 19,000 feet, to the Andes, where there might be a handful of peaks above 22,000 feet.

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But the Himalayas, they're the big daddies.

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They're the rooftop of the world.

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The highest is Everest at 29,035 feet.

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The goal for this expedition is Lhakpa Ri.

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It's a 23,000-foot peak, right next door to Mount Everest.

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To get there, we'll travel west by bus

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across the Tibetan Plateau to Tingri,

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where, at about 13,000 feet,

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we'll start our trek to Everest.

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It may seem flat, but we're already into extreme altitude.

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The body is working very hard,

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because we only have about half the oxygen we'd have at sea level.

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You're gasping for air, you feel like you're suffocating

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and that's just part of the altitude experience.

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And then on top of that, you take away their eyesight - it's tough,

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there's no doubt about it.

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From Everest Base Camp, it's a long hard journey.

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It's 13 miles on rocks and scree, crossing rivers and over ice.

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And you gain over 4,000 feet

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till you reach Advance Base Camp, otherwise known as ABC.

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At this point, at 21,500 ft, we're just 1,500 ft below our goal,

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the summit of Lhakpa Ri.

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'In a way, you might argue, OK, there's one blind guy who can do it, he's some elite Westerner,

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'but can these kids that haven't had privileged lives?

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'And if they can climb their own Everest, God, what a statement that'll make throughout the world.'

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CANE TAPS

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Hello.

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-Erik? Hey!

-Hi!

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Wait, wait, wait. I have to give you something.

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'Some of my friends I've brought on this trip were with me on Everest.

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'They're the best blind guides in the world.

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'We've got Jack, he's our amazing team doctor.

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'We're gonna be going to high altitude, which is called the "death zone"

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'and Jeff's really experienced at making split-second life-and-death decisions about altitude sickness.

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'He'll also be guiding Tenzin.

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'We also have Stephanie.

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'She's an extreme endurance athlete, she's like the Energiser bunny, she never stops moving.'

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That should always be on the outside of your foot. Does that make sense?

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'She'll be guiding Kyila.

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'Sally's been in and around the mountains her whole life

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'but, more important than that, she's sort of...

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'It's insulting to say the team mom, but that's in my mind.

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'I thought she'd be perfect to guide Sonam Bhumtso.

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'We also have Michael.

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'He's a high-altitude monster.

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'He's been up Everest three times.

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'He'll be guiding Gyenshen.

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'Charlie has all kinds of experience in the mountain.

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'He's climbed K2, and three other 8,000-metre peaks.

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'He's also a dad, so he has just the right balance of love and toughness.'

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Wiggle your fingers, like this.

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'He'll also be guiding Dachung.

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'Gavin is my right-hand man.

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'He's got no ego, he'll do anything it takes to keep the team safe

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'and to get people up the mountain. He'll be guiding Tashi.'

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-Does it feel warm?

-Yeah.

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Pull, push, got it?

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So you fall down...OK?

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-Got it?

-Yeah.

-Try now.

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The worst outcome is that we all die in an avalanche,

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or someone falls into a crevasse.

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You've got to take a project like this so seriously.

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It is life and death.

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Good! Good!

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I knew we needed to train the kids and give them a taste of what we're gonna be doing.

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A little slippy, I'm slipping, help me. Good!

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And so we'll take these kids rock-climbing, work on their bonding and trust

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that has to happen in any climbing team.

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Good, how about right down there? For your foot? Good.

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Excellent.

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'Rock-climbing is very, very tactile.

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'You have to use your feet,

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'your feelings of the hands.

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'You're touching the different surfaces of the rock,

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'the very polished ones and also the rough ones.

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'And every moment you have a different input,

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'so, for the blind, the whole way is really full of experiences.'

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Not so close, maybe a bit down here.

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'I think, for the kids, the actual trek,

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'being together with Erik and the team is the main important thing.'

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Tenzin, stand up, stand up. Let go of the rock, lean back.

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Tenzin, let go of the rock, lean back.

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I thought these kids knew how to lower, so...

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I'll get up there and walk him down.

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No, it's easy. I'll go up and get him down.

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Stand up, let go of the rock, lean back.

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Tenzin, let go of the rock, lean back.

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That's it.

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Let go of the rock. That's it, that's it.

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Yes! There you go! Good boy.

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That's it. There you go. Good boy.

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ROCKS CLATTER DOWN

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(Oh, Jesus!)

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I thought these kids had rock-climbed before and knew the basics.

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I guess we underestimated a little bit, but they'll get it, they'll get it.

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One thing I really want to make clear is Tibet is not Nepal.

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And the thing is, like, you said in your e-mails you have an evacuation plan ready.

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We weren't so sure if you were informed about the circumstances here in Tibet.

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There's no helicopter.

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I totally hear you. Our goal is safety.

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We're on a climbing expedition. I don't want people to say, "I don't feel like going any more.

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"I'm just turning back cos I don't feel like it."

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We're committed, and if we're feeling good, that's what our goal is, to get to the summit.

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I'm sorry, if you're blind, I don't care whether you like it or not, you're a bit of an ambassador.

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What you guys have to realise is that Sabriye and me,

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we probably have most to lose.

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If something's gonna happen, if something goes wrong,

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there are plenty of people out there waiting for us to fall on our nose.

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If we bring our kids up to 7,000 metres and they just fall down

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and hit their bone on a rock and it's broken,

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then people tell them, "Why did you bring them up there?" Do you see what I mean?

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It's maybe not about breaking a leg. It's maybe about worse things.

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I'm sensitive of that, we're all sensitive of that.

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We talked about that quite a bit last night.

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We understand that and are sensitive to that.

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That being said, the thing that I want to make sure that the two of you understand

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and I speak for all of us, is that we are going to a place that is a little bit dangerous,

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by design, and I think Erik will tell you...

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I'd use the word, rather than "dangerous", "potentially dangerous".

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Tashi! Well done!

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'I guess we have different challenges in life.

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'The climbing team and Erik, their challenge is adventure.'

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Don't mind us, we're just here to take you on a trip.

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'They think we should risk something, we shouldn't be cowards. We should just do it, you know?

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'And if we've done it, then we feel even better.

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'And when I hear this,

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'then I get a little stone n my stomach.'

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You've got everything in here?

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-You've got your water?

-Yes.

-What else do you have?

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'The thing is, the challenge we have is to get the children here to see,

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'to understand, that they actually are equal human beings.'

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My name is Kyila.

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Kyila means "happy".

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Everyone feel my pack. Everyone has a top part of their pack.

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What is in here?

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Feel that.

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Hat. Fleece hat.

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And feel this - what's the next thing?

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Sunglasses.

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If I lay my sunglasses on the ground, I'll never find it.

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So always in the top part of your pack.

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And because we're all blind, we have to remember where we put our things.

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-OK?

-OK.

-Cool.

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# I can't see me lovin' nobody but you

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# For all my life

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# Me and you, and you and me No matter how they toss the dice

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# It's meant to be

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# The only one for me is you, and you for me

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# So happy together

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# How is the weather?

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# We're happy together. #

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-Are you happy, Sonam?

-Yes.

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Why?

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A little rocky. A little rocky here.

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There's a lot of things I'm concerned about.

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-You don't know him, man.

-He's a 60lb kid. He doesn't need to be carrying a heavy pack.

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That's a good point, but he's fine.

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If you've got a principle, it's not like you need to get them suffering.

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It's not training. That's not what this is about.

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This is what high altitude does to you.

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-No, explain it to me.

-Come on, guys. Let's not all get pissy.

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I just don't want the kid carrying any more weight than he has to.

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In my opinion, he's not.

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Enough. Relax. Come on.

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Come on. Please. I don't want to get in an argument. I don't want you pissed with me.

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Right, right, right! Left!

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'Gavin's been guiding Tashi for three days now.

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'And he's told me he's worried about his health, both physically and emotionally.

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'I think Tashi's always been a bit of an outsider.

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'The other kids at the blind school

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'didn't want to have anything to do with him in the beginning

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'because he came from the streets.

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'It's bad enough being blind in Tibet, but there's an extra stigma attached to being a street kid.'

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'Tashi's moods have been hard to read and there have been fairly significant swings.

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'He'll go from laughing, joking and repeating things

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'and then there were a couple of times yesterday where he almost shut down on me completely.

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'And we'd stop for a break and he definitely was having a hard time, he was definitely tired.

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'And I went to talk to him and he would not answer me in any shape or form.

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'He just closed down into his own world.'

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-Tashi?

-Yes?

-Go ahead and get changed, please, and put that on. I'll come back in one minute.

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'He has some scars on his chest and his back'

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and they sure as hell look like cigarette burns to me

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and I don't want to jump to that conclusion but...

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they look like them.

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They look like them. It looks like he's got 20 or 30 burns on his chest and back.

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I think we all learned a lesson today.

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It's nice for us to just walk and cruise through these valleys. It doesn't hurt us at all.

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I think if you look at a couple of these kids, the distance of today is a lot.

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We need to start thinking about some objectives for a couple of the kids

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and the reality of where they're going to go.

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I don't mean bring it up in front of them but...

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There is a philosophy of "weed 'em out early", and I don't want to have that philosophy.

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I want to have the philosophy of inclusion,

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get them up as high as they can, realistically and safely.

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'I relate to Tashi a lot.

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'I know that's hard on him, being the last kid into camp.

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'And really wanting to be out there in front with the other boys.'

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-Tashi!

-Tashi! Tashi!

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Yeah! Look at the man running.

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Don't kill me now!

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When I was learning to hike, I struggled and I was awkward and I was kind of gangly,

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'trying to figure out how to make the system work

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'and really wanting to keep up with my sighted brothers.'

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Yeah!

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'At first, my dad would actually walk behind me.

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'He would take his hand and wrap my shirt and try to direct me, try to pull me left and right.

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'And there were a lot of days when we would be hiking on a narrow trail,

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'and I'd slip off the trail and he, with his hand wrapped up on my shirt...

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'he'd go bouncing down the trail behind me.'

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I was always thinking, "There's no reason why he can't do this

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"and he can't do that, and we'll work together

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"and find a way to do it."

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'I don't think it was so much about the mountains as about how to keep us close as a family.

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'I remember on McKinley when we stood on top, he was in a Cessna plane circling around us.'

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There they are, there they are! Woo! Woo!

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'He was always there, always there on the sidelines.'

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'The way he thought about us was that I was the broom and his mom was the dustpan.

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'Usually at some point in time, he would shatter

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'and his mom would be there to sweep up the pieces, put him together.

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'The toughest moment was when his mom was killed

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'because it happened, coinciding really, with his adjustment as a blind person.'

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I don't know how...I don't know how I would ever stay on track,

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not only losing my sight...

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..but losing my mom.

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And then when it gets steep down, come up.

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-When it gets steep up, go down. You know?

-Yes.

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Up and down, up and down. Left, right, left, right.

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Left foot, left pole, left foot, right pole.

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Good, Tashi. D'you want to keep going? Are you getting it?

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'Tashi's gotten stronger. I don't think he's doing that bad.

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'He's definitely slower than the other kids'

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but I even think we can get Tashi pretty high up this mountain if we allow him to go at a slower pace.

0:39:350:39:41

Turn slightly to your right.

0:39:530:39:55

That's Everest up there.

0:39:550:39:57

-Want to see it?

-Yeah.

0:39:580:40:00

I'll show you the top. It's a little lower, it's 15 miles from there, so it's about 20 kilometres.

0:40:000:40:06

That's the top. And then Lhakpa Ri Summit is going to be up there but it's behind a mountain.

0:40:060:40:12

-We can't see it yet.

-Uh-huh.

0:40:120:40:14

So, this is our expedition.

0:40:320:40:35

This is us going up just like those early men from all over the world

0:40:350:40:40

used to come right through here on their way up to get blessed,

0:40:400:40:43

to go climb the mountain, just like we're about to get blessed from the monks.

0:40:430:40:47

We're going to make sure that we are safe and that we are protected when we go on the mountain.

0:40:470:40:52

HORNS ARE BLOWN, DRUMS BEAT

0:40:520:40:54

CHANTING

0:41:080:41:10

'I was 12 years old when I became blind.

0:42:270:42:31

'I was in my school with sighted children and they started to tease me

0:42:310:42:35

'and they started to try tricks on me.

0:42:350:42:38

'I didn't know where I belonged.

0:42:390:42:42

'So I decided that I wanted to go to the special school for the blind and visually-impaired

0:42:440:42:51

'and to experience what is life as a blind person.

0:42:510:42:56

'We had teachers who said, "OK, we can give you all the techniques and all the methods you need."

0:42:560:43:01

'And they taught us very difficult things, for example, white water kayaking and downhill skiing.

0:43:010:43:08

'But they said, "OK, you have to try to figure out if the techniques we give you

0:43:100:43:15

' "are the right techniques, and you have to find your own limits."

0:43:150:43:19

'And this actually gave me the idea, if I had the techniques,

0:43:210:43:25

'then the whole world is open to me and I can do whatever I want to.'

0:43:250:43:29

'We're now at Everest Base Camp, at 17,000 feet.

0:44:070:44:10

'So far, we've used trucks to haul most of our gear but from here on we have to use yaks.

0:44:100:44:16

'But we've just been told our yaks are running late.

0:44:160:44:20

'As soon as we hear the sound of those little bells, we'll be out of here.

0:44:200:44:23

'We have to stay very sharp above here.

0:44:290:44:31

'It gets steeper, colder, the air is thinner and that lack of oxygen can really affect your judgment.

0:44:310:44:37

'This is the Mallory-Irvine Memorial.

0:44:530:44:55

'This is for all the people who have died on Everest to be honoured.'

0:44:550:45:00

There's BS Choi,

0:45:000:45:02

September 1997.

0:45:020:45:06

8th September.

0:45:060:45:08

September, wow!

0:45:080:45:10

-Here's Bruce Andrews. Want to have a look at that one?

-Yeah.

0:45:130:45:17

He was one of my good friends.

0:45:210:45:23

Oh, right. It says, "In memory of."

0:45:230:45:26

-There's lots of them, eh?

-People make mistakes.

0:45:260:45:28

Everyone's human, so you get that fear that runs through you

0:45:280:45:32

and you just say, "Don't make mistakes."

0:45:320:45:35

But, you know, we wouldn't be...

0:45:350:45:37

..we wouldn't at all ever consider, you know,

0:45:380:45:43

-trying to make any kind of statement with these kids...

-No.

-..or any craziness.

0:45:430:45:48

Because here, you see, all these people died here.

0:45:480:45:51

-I think we've soaked up enough sadness.

-Yeah, I think so.

0:45:590:46:03

-Let's head back to camp, eh?

-Yeah.

0:46:030:46:04

What does this summit mean to the kids? Because we were talking about this a little while ago

0:46:170:46:23

and Tashi's co-ordination, once he puts crampons on his boots

0:46:230:46:26

is a very big issue, because when you're on steep terrain, you can't be bumbling around.

0:46:260:46:31

And communicate to them that this is about to get a lot more serious.

0:46:310:46:36

It's not just singing songs.

0:46:360:46:38

And also relate back to us, or help them figure out,

0:46:380:46:44

if it's appropriate for them to stop today or to continue on.

0:46:440:46:50

Sure.

0:46:500:46:51

I think we should be more willing - it's hard to think like this -

0:46:510:46:55

I think we should be more willing to pull the plug, than we should say, "Go up."

0:46:550:47:01

I feel ultimately, it comes down to that.

0:47:010:47:03

You've got to understand, this is the difference between Westerners and Easterners,

0:47:030:47:08

If you look at the Sherpas and the Tibetans,

0:47:080:47:11

they could care less about the summits.

0:47:110:47:13

They didn't climb them before Westerners came and started doing them.

0:47:130:47:16

Because it's not important. But for us Westerners, we want to stand on top.

0:47:160:47:20

That's what we want to do.

0:47:200:47:23

Because it's ingrained in our make-up.

0:47:230:47:25

That's why I think there's a difference in attitude and perception about a summit.

0:47:250:47:29

I'm going to say something, you might say this is shallow, but I don't think so.

0:47:290:47:34

With these kids being blind, and getting to the top of a mountain, it is sort of symbolism, I think.

0:47:340:47:41

It is just a great thing to ingrain into your mind and body

0:47:410:47:47

what you're capable of doing.

0:47:470:47:49

The top is not important. OK?

0:47:500:47:52

It is important that we're all together and having fun.

0:47:520:47:55

This is important.

0:47:550:47:57

-And be safe.

-And we are very safe.

0:47:570:47:59

And very happy together, OK?

0:47:590:48:02

This is very important. But the top is not important.

0:48:020:48:05

If you go up there, it's nice. If you don't, it doesn't matter.

0:48:050:48:09

Yes? Very, very important.

0:48:130:48:15

BELLS CHIME

0:48:150:48:16

All right, let's go, you guys. Let's walk this place.

0:48:230:48:26

Let's go!

0:48:260:48:28

Is that a drop-off?

0:49:110:49:12

It dropped off to the right.

0:49:120:49:15

Be really careful here, OK?

0:49:150:49:18

Really feel where the side of that ridge is.

0:49:180:49:20

-Great, OK? Really feel with your poles...

-To the left or right?

-To the right.

0:49:200:49:25

Listen very closely. It is very narrow, OK?

0:49:310:49:36

It drops away to the right.

0:49:360:49:38

OK, right here is a big rock. You want to step over.

0:49:400:49:44

Bring your right foot along.

0:49:440:49:47

When I'm walking, I see in my mind, Tashi stumbling over his own feet.

0:49:530:49:58

If he does it here, and it's narrow like this, then it's over.

0:49:580:50:02

But you're wasting energy by worrying so much.

0:50:020:50:06

At this point, you need to just trust us, OK?

0:50:060:50:09

We're going to take care of you.

0:50:090:50:11

We're not going to let anything happen to any of these kids.

0:50:110:50:14

Sabriye, I'm just going to say, I understand the whole concern.

0:50:140:50:19

I'm a parent, I know how you feel, but we're in good shape.

0:50:190:50:22

We want you guys to feel good and have fun, because this really is about having fun.

0:50:220:50:27

I'm not so sure. Where is the fun right now?

0:50:270:50:30

You're not having fun?

0:50:300:50:31

Give me a hug.

0:50:350:50:37

-I've four boys, so...

-OK.

0:50:370:50:41

-It's very difficult.

-It's very difficult.

-And dangerous.

-Dangerous, yes.

0:50:410:50:46

You have to think.

0:51:030:51:04

You don't have thought rights now.

0:51:090:51:11

'We had a last talk last time,

0:51:110:51:13

'and Tashi became really shy and he started to become very, very nervous.'

0:51:130:51:19

'And then we said, "OK, we'll just leave him. It's a big decision."

0:51:260:51:31

'After all, if I were treated like that by my parents,

0:51:310:51:35

'I'm not so sure if I'd have the guts to face them again.'

0:51:350:51:39

You don't know.

0:51:430:51:44

'But then,'

0:51:440:51:45

he came to us and he was saying, "Hey, I really have to talk to you

0:51:450:51:51

"and please don't get angry at me and I don't know how to do it."

0:51:510:51:57

And I said, "Tashi, what's wrong?" And he said, "I lied."

0:51:570:52:00

I said, "What about?"

0:52:000:52:02

And then he was really shy and he said, "Because I'm not half-Tibetan.

0:52:020:52:09

"I'm actually Chinese.

0:52:090:52:11

"I thought I'd better tell you that I'm half-Tibetan

0:52:110:52:16

"because I thought maybe you'd take only Tibetan children."

0:52:160:52:20

'And now he's someone totally different. He even changed his name.'

0:52:200:52:24

Tashi, what's your real name?

0:52:240:52:27

HE ANSWERS

0:52:270:52:28

SABRIYE REPEATS NAME

0:52:280:52:30

I think we have a little confusion about the village of, erm, of Tashi.

0:52:340:52:42

You go through.

0:52:520:52:54

You walk straight. You walk straight. OK?

0:52:560:52:59

BEEPING

0:52:590:53:01

Just so you know,

0:53:070:53:08

there will be a mask and you can put it in front of your mouth like this.

0:53:080:53:14

Then you can breathe.

0:53:140:53:16

-Tashi, do you hear the water?

-Yes.

0:53:290:53:32

-Your village isn't so far from here?

-Yes.

0:53:380:53:40

How long does it take to walk?

0:53:400:53:44

-Walk now.

-To your village from here?

-One day.

0:53:440:53:47

-One day.

-OK. Let's start walking.

-Yes.

-Yes!

0:53:470:53:51

There's the sink. Water.

0:53:530:53:56

OK. Toilet.

0:53:560:53:59

Here is the bathtub.

0:54:000:54:04

OK?

0:54:040:54:06

OK, take care.

0:54:070:54:10

We have arrived at Old British Camp ahead of our yaks.

0:55:150:55:18

This is where Mallory and Irvine came in the '20s,

0:55:180:55:21

on one of the very first expeditions to Mount Everest.

0:55:210:55:24

It also marks the beginning of what people call the "death zone",

0:55:240:55:27

and the very real danger of people getting cerebral or pulmonary oedema.

0:55:270:55:31

That's when your brain or your the lungs fill up with fluid

0:55:310:55:35

and you literally have got hours to get down, or you die.

0:55:350:55:39

Headaches and coughing are pretty common at this altitude.

0:55:390:55:42

But they could be signs of oedema.

0:55:420:55:45

Jeff is keeping a close eye to make sure no one develops any life-threatening conditions.

0:55:450:55:50

We should be OK if we move up slowly and we take time to acclimatise.

0:55:510:55:55

Today was a tough day for a bunch of reasons but we're here

0:55:560:56:01

and we're getting warmer.

0:56:010:56:04

Tomorrow is another day. That said, I'm going to handover to Jeff.

0:56:040:56:08

I think it goes without saying, we're over 18,000 feet.

0:56:080:56:13

Tonight, I'd say that at least one person will get a headache.

0:56:130:56:16

If you do get a headache that doesn't go away,

0:56:160:56:19

and you wake up in the middle of the night and get a headache

0:56:190:56:22

and it won't go away, and you can't go back to sleep,

0:56:220:56:24

you need to know where my tent is.

0:56:240:56:26

-Right, Tashi? Dachung?

-Yeah.

-Good.

0:56:260:56:28

There are things we can do to make it better

0:56:300:56:33

but I want to make it better before it gets worse.

0:56:330:56:36

Good bread, good meat, good gosh, let's eat!

0:56:390:56:42

-Paul?

-Yes, I'm here.

-Oh, yeah.

0:56:450:56:47

-Sabriye?

-Yeah.

-Cool.

0:56:470:56:50

So, you guys know that Michael has this thing that forecasts weather,

0:56:500:56:55

and it says that a storm will be coming in the day after tomorrow.

0:56:550:57:01

The consensus is that we should try to do

0:57:010:57:04

what we were going to do in two days, in one day.

0:57:040:57:07

It's about 2,000 feet.

0:57:070:57:09

It's a longer day

0:57:090:57:10

but we'll all probably be pretty tired when we get into camp tonight.

0:57:100:57:15

The Sherpas and the Tibetan staff are going to run ahead

0:57:150:57:17

and have the tents and everything set up by the time we get there.

0:57:170:57:21

We're just going to come into camp, pile into our tents,

0:57:210:57:24

eat dinner and go to bed.

0:57:240:57:26

It's still going to be a fun day and it'll be a challenging day.

0:57:260:57:31

You know, I'm happy. I'm excited. I think we're all good.

0:57:330:57:36

TIBETAN SONG PLAYS

0:58:080:58:10

-Tashi?

-Yes.

-I want to show you something.

0:58:200:58:23

Up there, is a very big mountain.

0:58:230:58:26

-Mountain?

-Yeah, which one?

0:58:260:58:28

Which is the biggest?

0:58:280:58:29

This is Erik's mountain.

0:58:360:58:38

This is Erik's mountain.

0:58:410:58:43

Tashi's mountain.

0:58:460:58:47

OK, are you ready for lunch?

0:58:500:58:53

-Lunch!

-Yeah, I'm hungry.

0:58:530:58:55

Legs tired?

0:59:050:59:07

Little bit. Chest tired?

0:59:090:59:11

Ask him if his legs are tired.

0:59:120:59:14

Sabriye, what do you think the best way for us to assess the kids is right now?

0:59:200:59:24

I think really tired is tired.

0:59:240:59:28

That's pretty much a sign.

0:59:280:59:32

We need to make a call.

0:59:320:59:33

Let's go.

0:59:330:59:35

All right, Sabriye?

0:59:470:59:49

Come on up, boys.

0:59:550:59:57

'For me, blindness has a lot to do with imagining things.

1:00:041:00:08

'It's a constant imagination, actually.

1:00:081:00:11

'You imagine everything - what you'd smell, feel or hear.'

1:00:111:00:15

We'll keep going up.

1:00:191:00:20

'Sometimes we want to really stop and enjoy with all our senses.

1:00:201:00:27

'The kids told me that it is not so much fun to just climb or to just walk,

1:00:281:00:35

'because they had never really time to tell a story or think of a story

1:00:351:00:40

'or to just smell or to listen.

1:00:421:00:44

'For example, icicles falling down.

1:00:441:00:47

'And the whole herd of yaks with the different bells.

1:00:471:00:51

'It's beautiful.

1:00:511:00:52

'And so I had the feeling, is it really the right thing,

1:01:011:01:05

'this goal to get every child to the summit?

1:01:051:01:09

'Is it really something we would do for the kids,

1:01:091:01:13

'or is it just something we would do to show something?'

1:01:131:01:18

Everyone got in safe last night

1:01:591:02:01

but the gap between the strongest and weakest is definitely widening.

1:02:011:02:06

At 20,000 ft, the oxygen is so low you have to stop every few steps to take a breath.

1:02:061:02:12

But Gyenshen is in high spirits and is motivating his buddies, Tenzin and Dachung.

1:02:121:02:17

I think these three guys will get to the top first.

1:02:181:02:21

How does your head feel right now?

1:04:221:04:24

All better? No headache, no headache at all?

1:04:261:04:30

-It's totally gone.

-Totally gone?

-Yeah.

1:04:361:04:39

We are packing up to move on to our last camp.

1:04:591:05:03

I know we've reached a critical point in the expedition.

1:05:031:05:06

The bad weather Michael is predicting hasn't materialised but I know it's coming.

1:05:061:05:11

Sabriye thinks Tashi and Kyila need a rest and wants to stay here for another night.

1:05:111:05:16

The yakkers are freaking out as there's nothing for the yaks

1:05:161:05:20

to eat up here and they're out of food.

1:05:201:05:22

They've said if they don't drop our gear off at Advanced Base Camp today, they are heading down.

1:05:221:05:28

So we have to get there tonight or we lose our shot at Lhakpa Ri.

1:05:281:05:32

He feels like he needs to throw up.

1:05:431:05:45

OK. I tell you what, Tashi,

1:05:451:05:48

today we've got at least three or four hours' walk uphill, OK?

1:05:481:05:53

Do you feel like you have enough energy in your legs

1:05:531:05:56

to walk uphill for three to four hours?

1:05:561:05:59

-You want to walk up?

-Yes.

-OK.

1:06:031:06:05

Do you have the exact name?

1:06:241:06:25

-OK.

-It's a family name?

-Yeah. OK.

1:06:301:06:32

It's not that easy, Tashi,

1:07:011:07:03

because there's nobody here called Dong.

1:07:031:07:06

OK. You got something.

1:07:311:07:34

-Really?

-Yes.

1:07:411:07:42

Really? They go looking for him?

1:07:441:07:46

He will first go in.

1:08:141:08:17

He will ask your parents to come out, OK?

1:08:171:08:22

Are you a little bit afraid?

1:08:231:08:25

-A little bit.

-A little bit!

1:08:261:08:28

Don't worry.

1:08:281:08:29

I think a little bit.

1:08:311:08:33

Don't worry.

1:08:341:08:36

Somebody is coming out.

1:08:371:08:40

-OK, Tashi?

-Yes.

1:08:541:08:56

Is this your father?

1:08:561:08:58

"Thank you," he says.

1:09:541:09:56

What does he say?

1:10:001:10:01

I'm... How do you say? Um...

1:10:011:10:04

Yeah. Here's your brother, here.

1:10:121:10:14

He's looking, like, "Whoa!"

1:10:161:10:17

You look very much alike.

1:10:171:10:20

-Like me?

-Yes, like you.

1:10:201:10:23

What's his name?

1:10:231:10:25

TASHI ANSWERS

1:10:251:10:26

His brother, yes.

1:10:271:10:29

Did you ask if your mother is around?

1:10:291:10:32

-She go to the shop?

-No, no, no.

1:10:361:10:37

So, he didn't know what happened to Tashi?

1:10:561:10:58

He didn't know what happened to Tashi.

1:11:031:11:06

-Would you like to...

-Would you like to tell him now what has happened?

1:11:161:11:20

Do you remember this, when you were little?

1:11:201:11:24

I know it's not really like it should be.

1:11:481:11:52

What would you do, if you were in his situation?

1:11:521:11:55

It's very difficult, huh? You understand their situation?

1:11:571:12:00

-Don't worry, yeah?

-It doesn't matter.

1:12:031:12:06

It's too important, everything, that you've found them, to be angry. Right?

1:12:061:12:11

A little bit. A little bit.

1:12:111:12:13

I really wish, without telling you I don't trust you, I trust you.

1:12:131:12:18

-Trust is not...

-But I really wish to have some opinions from the other guides as well.

1:12:181:12:24

Who do you want to bring in?

1:12:241:12:26

-I want to bring in Ollie.

-Ollie's never been to the Himalayas before.

-Sorry?

1:12:261:12:32

-Can you understand that?

-I understand that completely.

1:12:321:12:35

I've already given my input for how to get Tashi down,

1:12:351:12:38

-which is maybe he could get on a yak and go down.

-Yeah.

1:12:381:12:43

How about Tashi?

1:12:451:12:46

There's one boy who has no appetite,

1:12:461:12:49

-he didn't eat.

-We might send him down.

1:12:491:12:51

It's a logistical nightmare to split the team.

1:12:561:12:59

The only concern with me, with that, believe me, I'm all for us sticking together,

1:13:021:13:07

but medically, I feel like it is my responsibility to make sure that no-one gets really bad.

1:13:071:13:12

And I've seen people die from altitude illness before.

1:13:121:13:15

That's why I don't have any reservations about sending people down.

1:13:151:13:20

Tonight, we're way up there.

1:13:201:13:23

We're very, very high.

1:13:231:13:25

One option is that we all turn back right now.

1:13:251:13:28

Wait! Before you get frustrated,

1:13:281:13:30

when you come to the mountains, you come with a certain amount of a commitment.

1:13:301:13:34

You're doing something, because if you get cold feet and decide to go home,

1:13:341:13:38

nobody would ever climb any mountains.

1:13:381:13:40

And I don't think we're at the point -

1:13:401:13:42

I don't even think we're close to the point - where we consider turning the team back.

1:13:421:13:47

Look out for the rock.

1:14:091:14:11

Slow down a bit, Tashi, and concentrate.

1:14:211:14:25

Stop. Just stop.

1:14:471:14:49

-Does something hurt?

-No.

-Are you sure?

-Yes.

-Where did you fall?

1:14:511:14:54

Jeff, do you copy? Over.

1:14:581:15:00

Jeff, I have an extremely tired Tashi down here.

1:15:081:15:13

We've stopped several times. I would like a second opinion, please. Over.

1:15:131:15:17

I'm just gonna go up on to the top, Ollie, and just indicate our...

1:15:241:15:28

Just tell me if you get any colder.

1:15:371:15:40

How are your legs? Are they nice and warm now?

1:15:401:15:42

You don't think so?

1:16:131:16:14

I'm not being influenced by this.

1:16:171:16:19

-No.

-I'm going to make the call and I think we're gonna go.

1:16:191:16:22

OK, I'm with you. Saddle him up, let's get going.

1:16:221:16:25

Sitting right here's not doing us any good.

1:16:251:16:27

Mike, what's the story here?

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We could have turned back today,

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but I thought it was premature to turn back. So, we all kind of made this collective decision to push on,

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and, you know, we hope the kids really do well throughout the night and tomorrow,

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especially tomorrow and the next day, which are primarily rest days.

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And everyone will hopefully recover their energy and be ready to maybe look at a summit.

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But we're really going to have to take a hard look

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at who are the kids that have the co-ordination to wear crampons

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and manoeuvre around crevasses and be roped up.

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I don't want this trip to do the opposite of what we intended, which is to separate people.

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But so many expeditions of the past, there might be 20 people

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and if they can get one person to the summit, everyone succeeds.

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Yay, Tashi!

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We're here. Congratulations, Tashi.

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Let's bring him in here and we'll get a mattress.

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Do you want to lie down?

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You're here. You made history, 21,000 feet.

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I'm proud of you. We're here.

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The mountain right behind me is Lhakpa Ri. That's our target.

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Let's draw this together, real quick.

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We got very excited about the fact we were at base camp. We're at ABC.

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Come on, let's double the cheer!

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Base camp, yeah!

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And I would like everyone, with the exception of our young team members,

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to stand up, raise your glass, please, to these fine young people, these young team members.

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-Come on.

-Kyila's not feeling well.

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She's just got a really splitting headache.

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So we were just sitting in the tent with her.

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SABRIYE COUGHS

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He's checking her lungs.

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How are her lungs?

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-I'm walking her down tomorrow morning.

-OK.

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It's tough, it's tough, it's not good.

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So, after three hours of debate, we came up with a great plan.

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Sonam Bhumtso has a headache, the altitude is getting to her.

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We thought Kyila needed a companion as well.

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They like to walk together anyway.

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We're going to send Tashi and Sonam and Kyila down.

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They'll have two days to get down.

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She has many more peaks to come.

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And when you go down, you'll feel stronger.

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Your head will stop hurting,

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and your stomach will feel better.

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And you'll go down and you'll feel better and then you can go to Shigatse.

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We'll meet you. We'll come down and meet you in a few days. We'll be down there with you.

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We'll all go back.

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We'll all go back to Lhasa together, right?

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Are you excited to go down?

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It'll get warmer too.

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Do you know how high we are?

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21,000 feet.

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21...

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21,000 feet.

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So you can tell your families you came to 21,000 ft,

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Advanced Base Camp on Mount Everest.

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Smile, please.

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Don't be so sad.

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We have two sad girls.

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Anyway...

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We're going to do a couple of pictures.

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This is one of those where whoever wants to be in the picture gets in there.

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What's going on?

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-Someone help her sit down.

-Have you got something like a dam jacket that I can put under her, somebody?

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Kyila? Hey, honey, does your head hurt again?

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If you don't speak to us, we don't know.

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Please talk to us so that we know what's wrong.

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If she's this bad,

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I'm going to go ahead and give her an injection.

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Kyila, talk to me.

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Say something, please. What's my name?

1:24:101:24:12

Huh? What's my name?

1:24:131:24:15

Say something, please. What's my name?

1:24:171:24:20

Huh? What's my name?

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Is it your head?

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What's going on there?

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There she is.

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Stop crying and put a smile on your face, OK?

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OK?

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Say goodbye to Erik.

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OK, I hope you have a smile on your face today when you get down.

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Take care, huh?

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Goodbye.

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The most important thing, for me at least, was

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that the kids learn about solidarity

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and that they really get into the whole thing that we should look out for the weakest

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and that we should really be concerned about the weakest.

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Therefore, I'd have wished very secretly that we'd have all gone down today

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and down as a team.

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They are not here really because they wanted to climb on the top.

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They wanted to be with us and they wanted to be with the team

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and they wanted to get to know Erik and they wanted to get new friends.

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It's exactly what we wanted with this whole trip.

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Let's get out of here.

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We don't have to prove another 300 metres.

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We've proved 6,500 metres and that's enough.

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-And the kids, they climbed the mountains already.

-Exactly.

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And they've proved that they can survive in this world as blind people.

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Yes.

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Exactly.

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Good.

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What I want to make certain of this evening is that every single person in this tent

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is on the same page about where we're going over the next few days.

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I think it's critically important that we put our cards on the table

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and we're clear about where we're going and what we're doing

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and that we're saying the same things publicly as we're saying privately and honestly.

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We're saying privately, in front of the camera, and out on these meetings.

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I have an extreme level of concern that that's not always the case.

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-I think you're pointing at us.

-I'm not pointing at any one, Paul.

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Wait, wait, Gavin.

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Erik talked to us and I think you picked up a few words out of a conversation or an interview

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that might have pissed you off.

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What I heard was 45 minutes' worth

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of...of talk about the neglect that the guides had shown towards the kids.

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Gavin, we're not talking behind the scenes something different than we're talking here.

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If there's something which bothers you,

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we probably would tell it to you right away in your face and we'd say,

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"We mean it's like that and that and that."

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I don't know that you've trusted us from the start.

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We did.

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You asked everyone around us and I'm a little upset.

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Gavin, I want to say one thing.

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We talked to the kids, we talked to them today, these three here.

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We said, "There are a few options.

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"If you stay here, you've got to do the climbing, or we could call it off and then we go down."

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And they all said, "Then we go down."

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From the start, I think we were all clear that we were going to go to the summit of Lhakpa Ri

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and see how high we could get.

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I think that was always very clearly communicated.

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I think that you guys want to protect your kids so much that maybe the reality of what we were doing

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didn't quite equate with what we were all getting at, being mountaineers, and it scared you.

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OK, the one statement I want to make is I had the feeling right now

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that you were telling us we were over-protective.

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-No, we're not.

-No...

-I think the fact... Maybe you didn't say it, but I had the feeling you said it.

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-She had the feeling, she said.

-"I had the feeling," I said and I'm allowed to have feelings.

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If it's not like that, I'm very happy.

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But there's always a thin line between over-protection and and letting go, yes, there is.

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Finally, close to the last night of the expedition, we're finally communicating.

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Good. That's good.

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We're only 1,500 ft from the top of Lhakpa Ri.

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We had done...

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99 per cent of the journey.

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We just had one per cent to go.

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We weren't that far, but we were done.

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For me, I'm a traditional mountain climber,

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I want to get to the summit, so part of me felt like failure.

1:30:431:30:47

But for these kids I think it was different and I kind of had to change my perspective.

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Say something in Tibetan to get the kids to look over again.

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WORDS SPOKEN IN TIBETAN

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Come on, dude, just take a photo.

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'I think this summer should be something else.

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'There are other things which are much more beautiful.

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'I don't know exactly how to describe it,

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'but Erik came with the brilliant idea to visit the ice palace

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'right underneath the Lhakpa Ri Summit.'

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This could be a fish.

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It was something very special.

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The kids, they were destroying things with their ice axes,

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but also they made new things and new sounds.

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There was a big pile of ice which was discovered by the kids

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and the kids, they were jumping on those big piles and they said, "This is the ice elephant."

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And they were saying Dachung was the princess of the ice palace

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and Gyenshen was the big king and they had beautiful costumes

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and the costumes looked like silk, but they were actually made of ice and snow.

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You could feel everywhere where you put your hand, you could feel glass or ice sculptures.

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You could feel different things hanging down or coming up.

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That was the real blind summit.

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That's a dagger.

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And you climb holes like that?

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Oh, yes.

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How do you know it doesn't fall against you?

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It sometimes does fall down. Yeah. Yeah, but the whole thing doesn't fall down.

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Big chunks of it will fall down and they'll go past you.

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CRASH!

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'We woke up to one of the coldest mornings I've ever felt in the mountains.

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'Dachung can't feel his feet.'

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One degree Fahrenheit.

1:34:211:34:23

'The yaks are finally back and we're so ready to pack up and get down.

1:34:231:34:27

'I honestly thought in my mind when we were talking about coming down in one day,

1:34:341:34:39

'I was thinking, "About halfway, we're going to set up a camp." And it didn't happen.

1:34:391:34:44

'The kids were ahead of us by an hour the whole day.

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'We got down to about 8.30 at night, and walked into the tea house.'

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-The first blind female one-day descent.

-One-day descent.

1:35:021:35:06

'I think the kids have experienced the mountains to the fullest'

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and they worked as hard as they possibly could and gave everything they had.

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That's all you can ask for.

1:35:161:35:18

It's funny, because people always talk about freedom of the mountains, how it makes you feel so free.

1:35:211:35:26

But when I stand on the summit, I don't feel free.

1:35:261:35:30

The mountains make me feel human.

1:35:311:35:34

It connects me to all those human frailties, like the warmth that I need

1:35:341:35:39

and the food and the water and the friends around me.

1:35:391:35:42

Sabriye said something that has really sunk in over the last few days.

1:35:451:35:51

It's the idea that when you suffer together,

1:35:511:35:54

that's when you make the closest connections with the people around you.

1:35:541:35:59

For me, this trip has been a little different from what I thought.

1:36:001:36:04

It was a lot more about friendship and about togetherness than it was about mountains.

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GYENSHEN SINGS

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'Gyenshen has changed to a very, very different person.

1:36:341:36:38

'Before the mountain, he was rather shy. He easily cried.

1:36:381:36:42

'At the end of the whole trip, he started to laugh a lot.

1:36:421:36:47

'He started to sing a lot.

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'He was getting up, and playing the crazy rock star, you know.

1:36:491:36:54

"The Totnes School of English is pleased to invite Kyila from Lhasa, Tibet Autonomous Region, PR China,

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"to attend a general English course..."

1:38:201:38:23

'Kyila has a similar drive to do something, to change something, than me.

1:38:231:38:29

'Now, she's going to England to start her real future.'

1:38:291:38:34

Congratulations!

1:38:341:38:36

'When she comes back, I'm very confident that she,

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'together with our house parents and other staff members, that she can mainly run the centre.'

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Good night!

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# Imagine me and you, I do

1:39:101:39:14

# I think about you day and night

1:39:141:39:18

# It's only right

1:39:181:39:20

# To think about the girl you love

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# To hold her tight

1:39:221:39:25

# So happy together

1:39:251:39:27

# If I should call you up

1:39:271:39:29

# Invest a dime

1:39:291:39:30

# And you say you belong to me

1:39:301:39:33

# I lose my mind

1:39:331:39:35

# Imagine how the world could be

1:39:351:39:37

# So very fine

1:39:371:39:39

# So happy together

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# I can't see me lovin' nobody but you

1:39:421:39:47

# For all my life

1:39:471:39:50

# When you're with me

1:39:501:39:53

# Baby, the skies will be blue

1:39:531:39:56

# For all my life

1:39:561:39:58

# Me and you, and you and me

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# No matter how they toss the dice

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# It's meant to be

1:40:031:40:05

# The only one for me is you

1:40:051:40:07

# And you for me

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# So happy together

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# How is the weather?

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# Be happy together. #

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Thank you.

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