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90% of people would say their hair is everything to them, | 0:00:05 | 0:00:08 | |
especially a woman. | 0:00:08 | 0:00:10 | |
And if their hair's good, they'll look good and feel good, | 0:00:10 | 0:00:12 | |
and that's their whole image. | 0:00:12 | 0:00:14 | |
It's important. Very important. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:17 | |
Most girls, when they're going to buy an outfit, they'll try it on | 0:00:19 | 0:00:22 | |
in the store, but they'll look at themselves in the mirror and say, | 0:00:22 | 0:00:25 | |
"Well, it'll look better when I have my hair and make-up on." | 0:00:25 | 0:00:27 | |
My hair has always been part of who I am, part of your femininity, | 0:00:29 | 0:00:34 | |
your image. If you're having a bad day, | 0:00:34 | 0:00:36 | |
you just get up in the morning, | 0:00:36 | 0:00:37 | |
you can do your hair, you feel better. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:39 | |
Or if you want a change, what do you do? | 0:00:39 | 0:00:41 | |
You go to the hairdressers and get a new cut | 0:00:41 | 0:00:43 | |
or get a new colour and then change it up a bit. | 0:00:43 | 0:00:45 | |
It just makes you feel better instantly. | 0:00:45 | 0:00:48 | |
Hair is extremely important. | 0:00:51 | 0:00:53 | |
It defines you as a person. | 0:00:53 | 0:00:56 | |
That's until you lose it. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:58 | |
For years and years, the word "wig" | 0:01:02 | 0:01:03 | |
always had this, sort of, negative connotation towards it. | 0:01:03 | 0:01:06 | |
You don't realise until it's actually gone. | 0:01:10 | 0:01:12 | |
I've seen the look of shock on people's faces, you know, | 0:01:12 | 0:01:15 | |
that are completely took back that I've no hair. | 0:01:15 | 0:01:17 | |
It hit me - this is going to happen, whether I want it to or not. | 0:01:20 | 0:01:24 | |
My hair is going and there's nothing I can do about it. | 0:01:24 | 0:01:27 | |
I sell wigs. | 0:01:30 | 0:01:32 | |
And the first thing they think of is, my goodness, | 0:01:32 | 0:01:35 | |
it's going to be something that they had in the '70s or the '60s, | 0:01:35 | 0:01:38 | |
this horrible, shiny-looking thing. | 0:01:38 | 0:01:40 | |
But it's not like that now. | 0:01:40 | 0:01:41 | |
When I put a wig on, I do feel normal, | 0:01:44 | 0:01:46 | |
because it feels like I have hair again, | 0:01:46 | 0:01:49 | |
and it just makes me feel normal. | 0:01:49 | 0:01:52 | |
Emily was tired, she was up and down in her mood, | 0:02:11 | 0:02:13 | |
she was like not eating her food, and then she developed a wee rash. | 0:02:13 | 0:02:17 | |
Took her to the GP's, we had bloods drawn and... | 0:02:17 | 0:02:21 | |
We came back with a diagnosis of leukaemia, | 0:02:21 | 0:02:24 | |
and it was the last thing in the world | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
that we ever were suspecting, or ever even thinking about, so... | 0:02:26 | 0:02:32 | |
That was the world beginning to be blown apart. | 0:02:33 | 0:02:36 | |
We're going up to my room, which is up here. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:41 | |
It is my two favourite colours, pink and blue. | 0:02:43 | 0:02:48 | |
On the wall is a picture of me, my friend and my sister, | 0:02:48 | 0:02:51 | |
with Stephen Cluxton, the captain of the Dublin team. | 0:02:51 | 0:02:54 | |
I have Stephen Cluxton's football gloves. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:57 | |
These mean the world to me. | 0:02:57 | 0:03:00 | |
SHE GIGGLES | 0:03:00 | 0:03:02 | |
Being off school sounds like a lot of fun, | 0:03:02 | 0:03:04 | |
but when you're off it for seven months, | 0:03:04 | 0:03:07 | |
you actually can't wait to get back to school. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:11 | |
I can't wait for Confirmation, to see all my friends, to see everyone. | 0:03:11 | 0:03:17 | |
Because I haven't seen them in a really long time. | 0:03:18 | 0:03:21 | |
And that's going to be really exciting. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:25 | |
Every day, it's a worry in this house. | 0:03:25 | 0:03:28 | |
So, the Confirmation is a massive issue, | 0:03:28 | 0:03:30 | |
because it's going to be a chapel full of children | 0:03:30 | 0:03:33 | |
and little children that are maybe sick, | 0:03:33 | 0:03:35 | |
so we have to be very, very careful. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:38 | |
Everything is... is a risk of infection. | 0:03:38 | 0:03:41 | |
There was actually a month, while I was at home, | 0:03:42 | 0:03:45 | |
my mum actually considered wrapping me up in bubble wrap. | 0:03:45 | 0:03:48 | |
I told her to take a chill pill! | 0:03:50 | 0:03:52 | |
SHE GIGGLES. | 0:03:52 | 0:03:53 | |
Hello? Good morning. How are you? How are you doing? You look lovely. | 0:04:02 | 0:04:09 | |
And the hair's all gone. Oh, goodness, you look lovely. | 0:04:09 | 0:04:13 | |
-Are you all excited? -Yeah. -Looking forward to the big day? -Yeah. | 0:04:13 | 0:04:16 | |
'Well, Emily came into my life recently, | 0:04:16 | 0:04:18 | |
'and I got a phone call from her mother. | 0:04:18 | 0:04:20 | |
'Her mother said, "She's dreading losing her hair." | 0:04:20 | 0:04:22 | |
'It's a big day coming up. She's making her Confirmation and, also, | 0:04:22 | 0:04:26 | |
'she had a birthday on the same day, so all I said was,' | 0:04:26 | 0:04:30 | |
"Leave it with me. And I will get together a few styles | 0:04:30 | 0:04:33 | |
"that I know will be perfect and wait till SHE'S ready." | 0:04:33 | 0:04:36 | |
Do you want to go long? Do you want to go short? | 0:04:36 | 0:04:39 | |
-Do you want to go curly? Do you want to go blonde? -No! | 0:04:39 | 0:04:42 | |
This is your opportunity. | 0:04:42 | 0:04:43 | |
'A couple of weeks before Confirmation, | 0:04:43 | 0:04:45 | |
'we sort of thought about what Emily was going to wear | 0:04:45 | 0:04:49 | |
'and the hair, and all the rest of it and Theres brought' | 0:04:49 | 0:04:52 | |
a whole suitcase full of wigs. | 0:04:52 | 0:04:54 | |
-That's quite nice. -I really like that. -So do I. | 0:04:54 | 0:05:00 | |
-Now, would be a good one. -Come on, we'll try a blonde. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:03 | |
At least she can have a good laugh. What do you think of that? | 0:05:03 | 0:05:07 | |
-No! -See, I think blonde washes her out. | 0:05:07 | 0:05:10 | |
'I was a mousy brown before' | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
and the blonde was just... not for me. | 0:05:13 | 0:05:17 | |
-Down. -Down. -Big down. -Big down. | 0:05:17 | 0:05:21 | |
I secretly knew what she would like, so I had my... | 0:05:21 | 0:05:25 | |
The one, as we say, that was up the sleeve. | 0:05:25 | 0:05:27 | |
Right, Emily. | 0:05:27 | 0:05:29 | |
I reckon this could be the one for the big day. | 0:05:29 | 0:05:32 | |
This is the Confirmation one, I think. | 0:05:32 | 0:05:34 | |
We've got a wee bit of curl and a wee bit of sparkle going on. | 0:05:34 | 0:05:38 | |
-That's what you're after, isn't it? -Yeah. | 0:05:38 | 0:05:41 | |
'When I saw the curly wig with the diamonds,' | 0:05:41 | 0:05:44 | |
I just thought it was amazing and was just the right one for me. | 0:05:44 | 0:05:50 | |
'Once I put it on, her face lit up and she looked in the mirror. | 0:05:50 | 0:05:54 | |
'Oh, my goodness. You could see this girl gaining ten inches in height.' | 0:05:54 | 0:05:59 | |
She became the person she was supposed to be. | 0:05:59 | 0:06:01 | |
I'm your hairy godmother! | 0:06:01 | 0:06:03 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:06:03 | 0:06:04 | |
I'm here to give you hair. | 0:06:04 | 0:06:06 | |
'I think it was very similar to the hair that she would have had | 0:06:06 | 0:06:09 | |
'previous to her illness and it probably just made her feel | 0:06:09 | 0:06:12 | |
'so normal again and just...' | 0:06:12 | 0:06:14 | |
Just made Emily feel...like Emily. | 0:06:14 | 0:06:19 | |
The day you get your chemo, you count 19 days and it's roughly | 0:06:23 | 0:06:29 | |
about that, 19 days. And on the 19th day, your hair starts falling out. | 0:06:29 | 0:06:32 | |
But the smart people, I always say, is the ones that decide, | 0:06:35 | 0:06:39 | |
"OK, I might not have had control over my chemo. | 0:06:39 | 0:06:41 | |
"I have no control over that." No control over their illness. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:45 | |
"But my goodness, I can take control over when my hair's | 0:06:45 | 0:06:47 | |
"going to fall out." | 0:06:47 | 0:06:49 | |
Had a shower. It was a Sunday. | 0:06:59 | 0:07:00 | |
Came out, was putting cream on, and I found a lump. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:03 | |
Thought nothing of it, because of my age. I'd just had a baby. | 0:07:03 | 0:07:06 | |
I always thought, I know people with cancer and I've heard | 0:07:06 | 0:07:09 | |
of people with cancer. Didn't think it would be me. | 0:07:09 | 0:07:12 | |
-Once you start to see... -Thursday night, I was just, tingling head. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
That's it. That's it. I can see it. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:17 | |
I can see it, I can see it, I can see it. | 0:07:17 | 0:07:19 | |
And, once you see it coming, like that, you know, | 0:07:19 | 0:07:22 | |
that's the beginning. And there's no stopping it. | 0:07:22 | 0:07:24 | |
I always said when I got cancer and I heard about chemo, | 0:07:24 | 0:07:27 | |
I'd heard of all these people shaving their heads, | 0:07:27 | 0:07:30 | |
I remember saying, "Oh, I will never be fit to shave my head. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
"I can't do that. I don't want to lose my hair. | 0:07:32 | 0:07:35 | |
Why would I shave it off? I'd just these visions of me holding on | 0:07:35 | 0:07:38 | |
to every last strand, as long as I could. | 0:07:38 | 0:07:40 | |
Is your mummy turning into an alien? | 0:07:40 | 0:07:44 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:07:44 | 0:07:45 | |
-An alien. Oh, you're laughing at that! -An alien mummy. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:48 | |
'When I made the decision that I was going to donate my hair, | 0:07:50 | 0:07:53 | |
I was like, right, OK. I am in control now. | 0:07:53 | 0:07:55 | |
I'm going to lose my hair on Saturday at six o'clock. That's it. | 0:07:55 | 0:07:58 | |
It's done. | 0:07:58 | 0:07:59 | |
Are you waving bye-bye to my hair, Erin? Yeah? Is going, it's going. | 0:08:03 | 0:08:07 | |
How did you know? | 0:08:07 | 0:08:08 | |
-Yes, I wish I was as happy as you are. -Here we go. Ready for it? -No! | 0:08:09 | 0:08:14 | |
Go for the first cut. | 0:08:14 | 0:08:15 | |
That's nice and close. That's a nice length of hair. | 0:08:19 | 0:08:21 | |
That's nice, healthy hair. | 0:08:21 | 0:08:22 | |
'At least some wee girl can get a wig made out of my hair, | 0:08:27 | 0:08:31 | |
'rather than just falling out in dribs and drabs' | 0:08:31 | 0:08:34 | |
and it going in the bin. Maybe if I can see that something good | 0:08:34 | 0:08:36 | |
is coming out of this, it'll help me deal with it a wee bit better. | 0:08:36 | 0:08:39 | |
She was great up until the hair went. And then she broke. She cried. | 0:08:46 | 0:08:51 | |
And it was from her heart and her soul. It's hard. | 0:08:51 | 0:08:54 | |
It is only a small part of your life and, hopefully, it'll pass. | 0:08:54 | 0:08:58 | |
A bit weird. I've just... I'm afraid of Erin being scared of me. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:02 | |
-Yes, yes, yes, yes, I know. -Because I've no hair. -Give Mummy a kiss. | 0:09:02 | 0:09:06 | |
We'll go upstairs and get ready. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:08 | |
-Oh! -Mwah. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:09 | |
Ah, goodness. | 0:09:11 | 0:09:12 | |
'That was the moment that I thought,' | 0:09:12 | 0:09:14 | |
"Oh, God, what if I get up in the morning and... | 0:09:14 | 0:09:17 | |
"she doesn't recognise me, or she just finds it really hard?" | 0:09:17 | 0:09:21 | |
It was hard. And it isn't easy. | 0:09:21 | 0:09:25 | |
My job is to make their hair look good. | 0:09:25 | 0:09:28 | |
It's sad. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:30 | |
I'll bring you over and we'll get rid of the last bit. | 0:09:33 | 0:09:35 | |
And then she said, "Right, Orla, we're going to shave your head." | 0:09:35 | 0:09:38 | |
And at that, I went... | 0:09:38 | 0:09:39 | |
GASPING | 0:09:39 | 0:09:40 | |
'It was easier for me to deal with getting my head shaved | 0:09:50 | 0:09:53 | |
'than having to go through a week of torture, basically. | 0:09:53 | 0:09:57 | |
So, I made the decision, so I had the control of when it was | 0:09:58 | 0:10:01 | |
going to happen and why it was going to happen. | 0:10:01 | 0:10:03 | |
We will get a phone call, "Oh, I'm suffering from a bit of hair loss, | 0:10:15 | 0:10:19 | |
"and I'm a bit afraid to come in. | 0:10:19 | 0:10:22 | |
"What way is it and is it confidential?" | 0:10:22 | 0:10:24 | |
And I will say to them, | 0:10:24 | 0:10:26 | |
"Listen. Come on. This is something to enjoy. | 0:10:26 | 0:10:29 | |
"Look at it as a positive thing." | 0:10:29 | 0:10:31 | |
We get all sorts. You do get your cancer patients. It's just natural. | 0:10:31 | 0:10:36 | |
Then, we get hair loss, which is your alopecia people. | 0:10:36 | 0:10:39 | |
People with just naturally bad, thin hair. | 0:10:39 | 0:10:42 | |
And we do get a lot of fashion people, who are in | 0:10:42 | 0:10:44 | |
the fashion industry, that are looking for a certain look. | 0:10:44 | 0:10:47 | |
I'm getting these all lined up for Frankie, who is coming today. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:52 | |
Frankie's a model and she's looking forward to doing | 0:10:52 | 0:10:54 | |
a big photo-shoot tomorrow. | 0:10:54 | 0:10:56 | |
'I remember, I was sitting, I was just touching, like having | 0:10:59 | 0:11:02 | |
'a wee scratch, and I felt the tiniest little spot and, literally, | 0:11:02 | 0:11:06 | |
'within a couple of weeks,' | 0:11:06 | 0:11:08 | |
it was just, if you imagine going like this with your hair, | 0:11:08 | 0:11:11 | |
it was just coming out, like, as I was doing that. | 0:11:11 | 0:11:14 | |
And four months later, I was completely bald. | 0:11:14 | 0:11:16 | |
At the start, it was hard. I was so ashamed. | 0:11:27 | 0:11:29 | |
It ruined my personality, you know, for a good couple of months. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:33 | |
It killed me. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:34 | |
I was 18, nearly, and losing my hair. | 0:11:37 | 0:11:41 | |
Depression, anxiety - everything comes with it. | 0:11:41 | 0:11:44 | |
I deemed myself some sort of freak. | 0:11:44 | 0:11:46 | |
-Hello, how are you? -Good, good, thank you. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:49 | |
'Frankie's been coming quite a while. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:51 | |
'Unfortunately, she's lost her hair, due to alopecia.' | 0:11:51 | 0:11:54 | |
'Theresa has been my little fairy godmother.' | 0:11:54 | 0:11:58 | |
From the moment I walked into her shop, | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
she told me it was going to be all right. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:02 | |
'When I got to know Frankie a bit better, I discovered that' | 0:12:03 | 0:12:07 | |
Frankie had very bad burns. I think it's bad enough | 0:12:07 | 0:12:10 | |
that you've lost your hair. Like, that's a big thing. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:12 | |
But to be badly scarred... And she is. | 0:12:12 | 0:12:16 | |
Christmas morning, at the age of two, I got, like, | 0:12:18 | 0:12:21 | |
a little Cinderella pyjama set from Santa. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:25 | |
And a spark came off the fire and it just completely caught. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:29 | |
I suffered third-degree burns down the left-hand side of my body. | 0:12:29 | 0:12:32 | |
From the age of two, I have had an operation every year of my life. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:39 | |
Now, at the age of 23, I'm still going for surgeries. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:42 | |
I'm pregnant with my first baby, and having to go to physio, | 0:12:42 | 0:12:45 | |
because my skin's not stretching. So, growing up with burns, | 0:12:45 | 0:12:49 | |
it did hold me back, in certain aspects, | 0:12:49 | 0:12:51 | |
but a majority of it, it actually pushed me. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:54 | |
It's grew back, but it's absolutely hideous. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:58 | |
'It turns out now she's expecting a baby | 0:12:58 | 0:13:00 | |
'and this is a girl who thought she couldn't have a baby.' | 0:13:00 | 0:13:03 | |
This wasn't going to happen for her. Now this is happening. | 0:13:03 | 0:13:06 | |
This is just incredible. But believe it or not, | 0:13:06 | 0:13:09 | |
her hair's started to grow back. I never thought I'd be doing this! | 0:13:09 | 0:13:12 | |
My first haircut in six years! It feels strange. | 0:13:12 | 0:13:14 | |
'I have special sympathy for alopecia people, | 0:13:14 | 0:13:18 | |
'because it is ongoing, and it's hard for them, | 0:13:18 | 0:13:22 | |
'because they've worn it on a daily basis, | 0:13:22 | 0:13:23 | |
'but everything that life has thrown at her,' | 0:13:23 | 0:13:26 | |
she has turned it round and I just think she's an amazing person. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:29 | |
Now, this is Emily's favourite part. | 0:13:33 | 0:13:36 | |
Get you in there and get your messy fingers messy! | 0:13:36 | 0:13:40 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:13:40 | 0:13:41 | |
'Emily has been getting chemotherapy for nine months now.' | 0:13:41 | 0:13:47 | |
She has come through a really, really big journey. | 0:13:47 | 0:13:50 | |
Get away down! | 0:13:50 | 0:13:52 | |
-That'll test your strength today, won't it? -Mm-hm. | 0:13:53 | 0:13:56 | |
'The doctors have to give you loads and loads of treatment.' | 0:13:56 | 0:14:01 | |
Most of the treatment is disgusting. I hate the treatment. | 0:14:01 | 0:14:05 | |
-You know you have to get it to make you better. -Yeah. | 0:14:05 | 0:14:07 | |
-But you really don't like taking any of it. -If it just tastes nicer... | 0:14:07 | 0:14:11 | |
It tastes like poo. | 0:14:11 | 0:14:13 | |
Hair is a massive thing for a ten-year-old girl. | 0:14:14 | 0:14:18 | |
Going out, flicking it about and dolling herself up. | 0:14:18 | 0:14:22 | |
Then, having none, it was a massive shock for her. | 0:14:22 | 0:14:26 | |
I was a real girlie girl, because I used to love playing with my hair, | 0:14:28 | 0:14:33 | |
I used to love to plait it and to put it in loads of different styles. | 0:14:33 | 0:14:38 | |
My hair has started to fall out again. | 0:14:38 | 0:14:41 | |
I'm going to think positively, | 0:14:41 | 0:14:43 | |
-because my hair grew back really fast the last time. -Yeah. | 0:14:43 | 0:14:48 | |
'My sister wants it to come back ginger and my mum' | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
thinks it's coming back blonde, but if it does come back blonde, | 0:14:52 | 0:14:56 | |
I'm going to the hairdressers and I'm getting it dyed back | 0:14:56 | 0:15:00 | |
to my original colour. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:02 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:15:02 | 0:15:03 | |
The one positive that Emily has taken out of all this is that she | 0:15:03 | 0:15:07 | |
-can get ready quick to go anywhere. -Mm-hm. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:10 | |
'Most of the time I don't want to go out when I'm taking treatment, | 0:15:10 | 0:15:13 | |
'because I feel really sick. I just watch TV | 0:15:13 | 0:15:17 | |
and sometimes I get really, really bored. | 0:15:17 | 0:15:19 | |
Good girl. This is amazing! | 0:15:19 | 0:15:23 | |
'Sometimes you have to weigh up a bit of risk and we sort of said, | 0:15:23 | 0:15:29 | |
'right, we'll go with Confirmation and birthday | 0:15:29 | 0:15:31 | |
'and we'll try and make a wee bit of a fuss,' | 0:15:31 | 0:15:33 | |
to give her a wee bit of... | 0:15:33 | 0:15:36 | |
..like, strength to keep on going. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:38 | |
ALARM BEEPS | 0:15:38 | 0:15:41 | |
If I stay above the shop on the days that I have to go to | 0:15:41 | 0:15:45 | |
Altnagelvin it's easier. So, Altnagelvin today. | 0:15:45 | 0:15:48 | |
We are all propped up in some way, shape or form. | 0:15:50 | 0:15:53 | |
We all create an illusion. We all have our insecurities. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:57 | |
I've always had fine hair. I'm always interested in, | 0:15:57 | 0:16:00 | |
how do you make it look thicker. I've spent most of my life | 0:16:00 | 0:16:04 | |
trying to get my hair... to look thicker. | 0:16:04 | 0:16:08 | |
So, I wear this wee thing here. This and the make-up. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:12 | |
Love it all. This is my armour. This is all armour. | 0:16:12 | 0:16:15 | |
Putting on your shield. Then, brush it up. | 0:16:15 | 0:16:19 | |
You just brush it all in with what you have. Two minutes puts it on. | 0:16:20 | 0:16:23 | |
On in two wee clips. Just nice. Snaps it down to what I have. | 0:16:23 | 0:16:26 | |
And there you go. Ready to go. | 0:16:28 | 0:16:30 | |
And then, you wouldn't believe how many times during the day | 0:16:30 | 0:16:33 | |
I take that off, to let other people see that I'm dealing with... | 0:16:33 | 0:16:37 | |
Listen, there's nothing to fear. I wear a piece. | 0:16:37 | 0:16:40 | |
I wear something. And they go, oh! | 0:16:40 | 0:16:42 | |
So they know if they see me and if I look good, | 0:16:42 | 0:16:45 | |
that'll give them hope that they can look good, too. | 0:16:45 | 0:16:47 | |
Molly, we're going to work! Come on! | 0:16:49 | 0:16:51 | |
Chemo's been really hard and I have been very sick after each one, | 0:17:05 | 0:17:08 | |
actually, getting worse. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:09 | |
Because fitness and exercise has always been part of my life, | 0:17:13 | 0:17:17 | |
I always wanted it to be, so if I couldn't be doing anything, it | 0:17:17 | 0:17:21 | |
would have been just another thing that cancer would have took from me. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:24 | |
So, I wanted to continue life with some sense of normality, I suppose. | 0:17:26 | 0:17:31 | |
I had... I can't keep working, so my goal is to run a 10k | 0:17:31 | 0:17:35 | |
at the end of May, for Cancer Research. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:39 | |
It just made me feel normal and that, OK, I have cancer, | 0:17:40 | 0:17:44 | |
but I can still do this. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:45 | |
It's not going to control my life or control who I am. | 0:17:45 | 0:17:48 | |
I think it's very important that they keep their sport going, | 0:17:50 | 0:17:53 | |
because it's great for them, it's a social thing, | 0:17:53 | 0:17:56 | |
they enjoy it and it's important that they don't let any part | 0:17:56 | 0:18:00 | |
of their life slip. | 0:18:00 | 0:18:02 | |
We're now open for business. OK. | 0:18:06 | 0:18:08 | |
Still a hospital, but we've taken the edge off it. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:11 | |
We've taken the hard edges off it. | 0:18:11 | 0:18:13 | |
'Obviously, when I met Theres and she gave me my wig, | 0:18:18 | 0:18:21 | |
'I was like, OK, this is great, this is grand,' | 0:18:21 | 0:18:24 | |
'but the wig, kind of, came with some restrictions.' | 0:18:24 | 0:18:28 | |
If I'm going for a run, I'm like, I can't wear this wig, | 0:18:28 | 0:18:31 | |
it's going to be ridiculous looking. And I wouldn't want to, | 0:18:31 | 0:18:34 | |
I wouldn't feel comfortable, but lo and behold, | 0:18:34 | 0:18:36 | |
Theres had some very ingenious ways to deal with that. | 0:18:36 | 0:18:41 | |
Here we go, Sinead. Anything, we don't like, you're getting it! | 0:18:41 | 0:18:45 | |
Anything we like, we'll hold on to, yeah? | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
Pass marks? It's exposing your head. OK, OK, it's exposing your head. | 0:18:50 | 0:18:53 | |
When Theres put it on, we were like, where, in the name of God, | 0:18:53 | 0:18:56 | |
is she going with this?! It's like... It's... | 0:18:56 | 0:18:58 | |
All I could do is laugh. Oh, my God. Me and Sinead just nearly | 0:18:58 | 0:19:03 | |
died laughing. I was like... Oh, my God, what is this? | 0:19:03 | 0:19:06 | |
I am not wearing this out of the house. Are you joking me? | 0:19:06 | 0:19:08 | |
And she was like, Oh, you'll be like Daddy! | 0:19:08 | 0:19:10 | |
-Daddy's hair. What? -Daddy's got a nice style. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:14 | |
-This is what's known as the... -A monk's head? -..the wee monk. | 0:19:14 | 0:19:19 | |
We nicknamed that week The Monk Den, after that! | 0:19:19 | 0:19:22 | |
'I was like, "Theres, I'm not putting this on," and she's like,' | 0:19:25 | 0:19:28 | |
"It's going to be lovely, and we can get a hat on and...' | 0:19:28 | 0:19:31 | |
She was giving it everything - "It's going to be amazing." | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
-I was like, "It's really not." -You'll either shoot it down... | 0:19:33 | 0:19:37 | |
-I'm shooting it down! -But the pig's nice. | 0:19:37 | 0:19:39 | |
Yes, the idea of, yes, a little pig hat. | 0:19:39 | 0:19:41 | |
No, like I get what you're saying. A nice plain hat. | 0:19:41 | 0:19:44 | |
But once you have a hat on, it completely transforms itself | 0:19:44 | 0:19:48 | |
into something that is very wearable and very comfortable, | 0:19:48 | 0:19:52 | |
actually, which is good. | 0:19:52 | 0:19:53 | |
I grew up as a confident young girl, with burns. It didn't faze me. | 0:20:01 | 0:20:05 | |
I lost my hair and it was a fight for my life, to be truthful. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:09 | |
I know people and girls have said it to me that, if they lost their hair, | 0:20:09 | 0:20:13 | |
they wouldn't have got up in the morning, | 0:20:13 | 0:20:15 | |
they wouldn't have went out of the house. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:17 | |
-It's so nice. -It's gorgeous, isn't it? -Amazing. | 0:20:17 | 0:20:20 | |
-It looks so natural, as well. -I love it. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:21 | |
'There is so many girls that want to do modelling | 0:20:21 | 0:20:24 | |
'and I just, sort of, gave up. | 0:20:24 | 0:20:25 | |
'I thought, you know, why would they pick me?' | 0:20:25 | 0:20:29 | |
And that was my mind-set for the first year of my alopecia. | 0:20:29 | 0:20:32 | |
'But I just had to get over it and just get on with it. | 0:20:32 | 0:20:34 | |
'I had to kick some ass.' | 0:20:34 | 0:20:36 | |
I needed to get out there. It was going to kill the person I am. | 0:20:36 | 0:20:39 | |
That is me. That was the way my hair was before, like, it all fell out. | 0:20:39 | 0:20:44 | |
'That injury must have been horrendous at the time, | 0:20:44 | 0:20:47 | |
'when it had just happened, and it was a shock' | 0:20:47 | 0:20:49 | |
to see that she must have suffered a lot as a child. | 0:20:49 | 0:20:51 | |
-That makes me sad. -Oh... -It does! Because you know why? I know that... | 0:20:51 | 0:20:57 | |
You can imagine, that I've said already, I know, cos... | 0:20:57 | 0:21:01 | |
That burn must have been some burn. | 0:21:01 | 0:21:02 | |
-It was bad. -It just wasn't a wee burn. That was a very bad burn. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:07 | |
When you the scars that she has lived with, | 0:21:07 | 0:21:09 | |
you think, my goodness, this is a very special person here. | 0:21:09 | 0:21:12 | |
Not only did she turn around, but, boy, did she turn it around? | 0:21:12 | 0:21:16 | |
I kept it secret because people are mean. | 0:21:21 | 0:21:23 | |
That's why I pushed myself into modelling, as well. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
I want to show everybody that every person's different | 0:21:26 | 0:21:29 | |
and beauty isn't what's on your body, it's what's inside. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:33 | |
It's a very strange paradox. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:40 | |
Most people would say this debilitating hair loss | 0:21:40 | 0:21:43 | |
is a negative. Instead of that, she actually takes it and says, | 0:21:43 | 0:21:47 | |
"OK, I'm going to be a beauty queen from this." You know, hello?! | 0:21:47 | 0:21:50 | |
She wears it with such style and she has such a positive outlook | 0:21:51 | 0:21:59 | |
on life, and she's now, I think, she's a poster child for alopecia. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:02 | |
You are who you are. | 0:22:05 | 0:22:07 | |
Your personality carries you off, your smile, your laugh. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:10 | |
Yes, hair does define you, until you lose it and, then, you realise, | 0:22:10 | 0:22:14 | |
you know, it's not even that important. | 0:22:14 | 0:22:15 | |
Race For Life is a sponsored run for Cancer Research UK. | 0:22:22 | 0:22:27 | |
We just said we'd go for it and we'd give it a go, and it was like, | 0:22:27 | 0:22:30 | |
yes, look, I want to run it, but if I have to walk it, I'll walk it. | 0:22:30 | 0:22:34 | |
But I am going to do it. | 0:22:34 | 0:22:36 | |
-Scare some wee child if they see me doing this! -No, you'll not. -I would. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:42 | |
Get me hat on now. Hide it. | 0:22:42 | 0:22:45 | |
Nobody in one million years would think she's going through chemo. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:47 | |
They'll just think she's here running for somebody else. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:50 | |
Unless my hat flies off! They'll be like, surprise! | 0:22:50 | 0:22:53 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:22:53 | 0:22:55 | |
It was just a beautiful day. It was absolutely gorgeous, like. | 0:22:56 | 0:23:01 | |
People were gathering and the atmosphere was building up | 0:23:01 | 0:23:03 | |
and there was like a board with all these tributes, I suppose, | 0:23:03 | 0:23:07 | |
to why people were running. | 0:23:07 | 0:23:09 | |
Cancer just affects everybody. There is no age. | 0:23:12 | 0:23:16 | |
You hear this thing, you're too young to have it. You're not. | 0:23:16 | 0:23:19 | |
It just really hit home that there's very few people out there now | 0:23:19 | 0:23:23 | |
that aren't affected by it. | 0:23:23 | 0:23:24 | |
-COMPERE: -Three, two, one, Mexican wave, make some noise! Hooray! | 0:23:24 | 0:23:28 | |
Five, four, three, two, one... | 0:23:28 | 0:23:33 | |
KLAXON BLARES | 0:23:33 | 0:23:35 | |
The monk hair, on the whole, it was quite cool to wear | 0:23:45 | 0:23:49 | |
and it just felt like my own hair in a hat, which was good, | 0:23:49 | 0:23:53 | |
so I never was really worrying about what my hair looked like | 0:23:53 | 0:23:56 | |
and I could just focus on trying to breathe! | 0:23:56 | 0:23:58 | |
The heat was unbearable. My head was sweating, my hat was... | 0:24:01 | 0:24:05 | |
It was just so hot. | 0:24:05 | 0:24:07 | |
Because I knew how bad she had been feeling this time | 0:24:08 | 0:24:11 | |
and for her to get up and actually still want to do it, | 0:24:11 | 0:24:15 | |
never mind do it, it was amazing. I'm proud of her. | 0:24:15 | 0:24:19 | |
Like, she has been amazing through this whole thing. Absolutely. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:22 | |
And I couldn't be more proud of her. | 0:24:22 | 0:24:25 | |
Sinead's just a breath of fresh air. She just makes me laugh | 0:24:27 | 0:24:31 | |
all the time. And... Oh, God. | 0:24:31 | 0:24:34 | |
(Don't get emotional.) | 0:24:37 | 0:24:39 | |
I'll be going, "Oh, Sinead, I'm really tired, | 0:24:40 | 0:24:42 | |
"I can't go any further," and she'll be like, "Of course you can, | 0:24:42 | 0:24:45 | |
"what are you talking about? Don't be ridiculous!" | 0:24:45 | 0:24:47 | |
You know, she'd make a joke out of it, you know, | 0:24:47 | 0:24:49 | |
"Are you sick or something?" It was supporting each other | 0:24:49 | 0:24:52 | |
all the way round. | 0:24:52 | 0:24:53 | |
-COMPERE: -Congratulations to everybody. Well done! | 0:24:53 | 0:24:56 | |
I got over the finish line and it was just like, I'm done, | 0:24:56 | 0:24:58 | |
I'm finished. I didn't care who seen that it all came off. | 0:24:58 | 0:25:02 | |
I just needed a minute to recuperate and just feel happy | 0:25:02 | 0:25:05 | |
that we'd done it and relax. | 0:25:05 | 0:25:07 | |
CHEERING | 0:25:07 | 0:25:10 | |
I didn't actually think I would make it here. | 0:25:10 | 0:25:12 | |
It's just a really big sense of accomplishment that I didn't | 0:25:12 | 0:25:17 | |
let cancer hold me back from doing it. | 0:25:17 | 0:25:20 | |
In many ways, it could, if you let it, but I wasn't going to. | 0:25:20 | 0:25:23 | |
I just was going to do what I wanted to do, and do it my way. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:26 | |
The morning of Confirmation, we had mostly everything organised. | 0:25:32 | 0:25:37 | |
We have the dress, we had the hair, | 0:25:37 | 0:25:39 | |
we had the invitations sent out and Emily woke up very early | 0:25:39 | 0:25:44 | |
that morning, about five o'clock, feeling very sick, | 0:25:44 | 0:25:47 | |
and it just put... It just brought reality into the house, that we were | 0:25:47 | 0:25:54 | |
not a normal family that could organise things | 0:25:54 | 0:25:56 | |
and just get on with things. We had a very sick little girl. | 0:25:56 | 0:25:59 | |
This time, she's just completely wiped, so it's so rubbish for her. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:06 | |
She has spent most of today in bad. | 0:26:06 | 0:26:08 | |
We're just going to play it as it goes. | 0:26:10 | 0:26:14 | |
So, we started making plans to unplan the plan. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:22 | |
And... That was... That was it. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:26 | |
About four o'clock, she just got out of bed and she came into | 0:26:31 | 0:26:34 | |
me and says," Mummy, you know what? I think I will go. | 0:26:34 | 0:26:36 | |
"I think I'm going to be all right." | 0:26:36 | 0:26:38 | |
I'm getting my nails painted, to look pretty for my Confirmation. | 0:26:41 | 0:26:45 | |
I'm very excited. | 0:26:47 | 0:26:48 | |
'Once she got that on, she just felt normal, | 0:26:51 | 0:26:54 | |
'and the sickness disappeared and she felt happy.' | 0:26:54 | 0:26:56 | |
'We got Emily all dressed up and her hair was absolutely beautiful.' | 0:26:58 | 0:27:03 | |
-Oh, you are gorgeous! -Oh, Emily, that is gorgeous. I love it. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:07 | |
How do you feel? | 0:27:07 | 0:27:08 | |
-Like a princess. -Like a princess! | 0:27:08 | 0:27:11 | |
And it was just so emotional watching her, | 0:27:23 | 0:27:26 | |
doing the things that any ten-year-old little girl | 0:27:26 | 0:27:30 | |
should be doing. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:32 | |
Nobody took notice that I was wearing a wig | 0:27:38 | 0:27:41 | |
and that was really nice for me. | 0:27:41 | 0:27:44 | |
She just was back in the limelight, being... Doing what Emily does best, | 0:27:46 | 0:27:50 | |
just shining and sparkling. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:53 | |
It's all about creating memories and life is about creating memories. | 0:27:56 | 0:28:00 | |
For us to get Emily looking good that day and that she could go along | 0:28:00 | 0:28:03 | |
with all her friends and just blend with the crowd | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
and be one of the girls... Wow. | 0:28:05 | 0:28:08 | |
ALL: # Happy birthday to you. # | 0:28:08 | 0:28:12 | |
CHEERING | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
We knew that confirmation was a risk and...nothing happened! | 0:28:15 | 0:28:19 | |
Thankfully. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:22 | |
My goal is to get all my hair back and to get back to normal life. | 0:28:31 | 0:28:36 | |
CHEERING | 0:28:37 | 0:28:39 |