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Nick thinks he's puny, Scott's afraid he has overdone it in the

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gym. Matt hates his body. Martin crave as new ripped physique.

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Four men, four very different shapes and sizes. But one abiding

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hatred, their bodies. I feel like I'm being compared to

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the people in the magazines. I think that's what people want.

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You are a freak, you get stairs and the whist pering behind your back -

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- stares and the whispering behind your back. I'm shunned by society.

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80% of British men hate the way they look, as they pursue their

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ideal shape, they are splashing out more than a billion on gyms and

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health supplements. Now with expert help. I don't think my cuff will

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fit around your arm. Two skinny blokes and two pumped up body

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builders want to transform themselves in just 12 weeks.

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Temptation is all over the place, it is not easy to give up by any

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means, nobody can understand unless you have done it. A gym is a gym,

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you are going to get fit, not show off. It is a regime of no pain, no

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gain. I'm going to be sick. (reching)

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Hard facts. It is also known as man boobs. And uncomfortable truths.

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need him to up his game and show me what he wants from life. Can they

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achieve the perfect physique in 12 weeks. Let's cut the bullshit, if

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we miss a session, he will tell me and I will come back down here.

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What will they learn about themselves outside and in. He envys

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minusles and outside, if I could find someone to swap this with, I

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would do it in a heart beat. Four men have come to London on a

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mission. To try to achieve the body of their

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dreams in just 12-weeks. Two are bulging body builders.

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Two are skin and bone. Before they can start their rapid

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transformation, they need to have their health and fitness checked

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out. Right, I don't think my cuff is

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going to fit round your arm. Just pop yourself on the couch for

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In charge of their well being is elite sports doctor, Kay Brennan,

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who has come fresh from looking after Team GB's Olympic winners.

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These guys will have to adopt almost that elite athlete mentality.

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They will have to be focused and driven, and take knocks on the chin

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and get up the next day and carry on. Fitness guru, Mark Anthony, who

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has worked with Jordan, and the stars of TOWIE, will be creating

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mens' personal training programmes. I hope all the guys will be

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motivated and do whatever they can to achieve the goals.

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If they want to do it, they want to make a commitment and go for it.

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At six foot two t and weighing nearly 17-stone, Bristol-based body

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builder, Scott Francis, has spent the last decade pumping iron. He

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now has a massive 45-inch chest, and 18-inch biceps. When you are

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pushing heavyweights the feeling going through your head is a nice

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panic. Drive, go, come on Scott. You can

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feel the weights tearing at your limbs, joints and muscles. Yeah,

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mate, that is what I'm talking about, the last few. You really

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feel excited, you only finish when you really finish, that is the kind

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of mentality you need lifting weight. For 30-year-old entrepeneur

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Scott, keeping a big frame means eating big meals. There is

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breakfast, cereal, banana, six bacon, ten eggs, two toast, four

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sasauges, milk. Perfect breakfast for me. It is not just breakfast,

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he has six full meals daily, and has eaten 15,000 calories in a

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single day, six-times the recommended average. If I don't eat

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regularly I get terrible sickness, nausea, dizziness, it is nearly

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linked to diabetes, it is closely linked. The pursuit of the body

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beautiful has other unexpected side-effects. You are hot all the

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time. In the middle of the night I get shortness of breath. Your heart

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has almost a palpitation, it beats so hard all day, you wake yourself

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up. Scott's passion for the gym led to him taking part in competitive

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body building. He was a lovely little boy. But his

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physique has been hard for his mum to accept.

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That is not my son. To me, it looks like one of his Transformers that

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he had when I was little. This is what I don't like to look at.

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Scott's now a parent himself. Ska # I got muscles.

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Uhhh. He sees three-year-old Olivia several times a week, although he's

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no longer with her mum. You're fast!

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Too fast for me! I love kids, I love to do the other fathers do,

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run around all day, it would be nice to have that level of fitness.

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I feel bad sometimes when she has run up and down the hill and I have

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to say, hang on a minute, daddy is out of breath. Or daddy, I would

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love to be fitter than her. I want to do more now, if shedding

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some muscle and bulk is the only way I can be more productive in my

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daughter's life, that is what I have to do. While Scott wants to

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shrink down his Hulking frame, at only half his weight, eight-and-a-

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half stone Nick Sinnitt is desperate to beef up. After a year-

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and-a-half trying to bulk up on his own, student Nick, only has a 28-

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inch waist. If I could change now, starting from the bottom, I would

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tone up the abs, have the normal six pack, broaden my chest, and

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make it more toned. It is not at the moment, it is narrow. And

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broaden my shoulders and it makes you look bigger in every way, and

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arms being a bit bigger. When not at uni, 20-year-old Nick lives in

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Devon with his parents. He's so worried about how he looks

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all the time. Not all the time. even get dress today take the dog

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out for a walk, just in case he comes across someone he knows. You

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dress really well, just seems to me a little bit effeminate! He even

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borrows my jeans sometimes! I see these people in the magazines with

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the good bodies, I see that's what the girls want. I feel like I'm

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being compared to the people in the magazines, and I think that's what

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people want. So when they see me, they will be like, that looks

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pretty shit. I feel less manly than my bigger

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friends having a smaller frame. They are all big, muscley guys.

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13.8! 12.5! I have got quite a few friends who are into the whole

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rugby thing. I need to be a lot more drunk to be doing that. Don't

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be shy. He gets a lot of attention, but he doesn't have the confidence

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to return it. He sats at the bar. His size stops him being the person

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I know he can be. All four men will follow a strict

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diet and workout programme, designed to change their bodies in

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a safe way. But first the experts need to see what their muscles can

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cope with. About to have a body fat test is

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21-year-old, call centre worker, Matt Morley. Your body fat is

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really low. Is it really? Have you ever had it done before? No, I

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don't think so. It is really low, at the moment it is 4.5%. What

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should it be? Between 12-18%. As a healthy range.

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Despite being nearly six feet tall, Matt weighs in at just nine-and-a-

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half stone. With a 30-inch waist and ten-and-a-half-inch biceps.

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would describe myself as very slim, and to myself, a bit of an

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embarrassment. Although Norfolk boy Matt has a stick-thin body, it

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hasn't held him back with the ladies. He's living with his

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glamour model girlfriend, Carley. There is blatantly a lot better

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people out there than me. The one day she may find one of them and

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not bother coming home. He says walking around with me makes him

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feel more insecure, because people are looking at him thinking he's

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not very muscley, and skiny. He wants to be the man that holds girl

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on his arm all strong, and be able to pick me up and carry me around,

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that kind of thing. I don't think he should be under pressure because

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I like him just the way he is. Are you going swimming. Are you

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coming in? Not today. When not at work, all of their time is spent

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looking after their one-year-old daughter, Alana.

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I'm not too keen on going swimming, when I take off my top I'm little,

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there is nothing much to me, everybody else swimming there is

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something to them. I would be a bit wary about that one. It has caused

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a lot of arguments about me not spending enough time with her at

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the pool. I want to turn it all around and start again.

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Matt may dream of transforming his ten-inch biceps into 16-inch guns.

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That is a reality for Londoner Martin Sankah.

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Three years ago I weighed eight stone, approximately, 55kgs. You

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could see my cheekbones back then, and I had a neck. When I was eight

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stone there was an occasion when I'm walking in the town with my

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girlfriend, and a guy whistles, right in front of my face, couldn't

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do nothing about it, because of my size, couldn't say nothing.

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He started lifting weights, doubled his size, but lost his better half.

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However, he didn't lose his love for body building.

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If he's not in the gym, 15-stone Martin is preparing and eating

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meals. On a typical day he eats six full meals, including seven eggs,

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half a kilo of oats, one kilo of potatoes and more than a kilo of

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meat. Totalling a whopping 7,000 calories. Sometimes eating really

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does drag on, I get bothered and things like that. I just -- bored,

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things like that, I think why should I do this, then when I get

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to the gym it becomes so clear. It makes me think back to when I was

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eight stone, those guys that used to whistle, I will chuck you in the

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sky and leave you there, kind of thing. Martin now has a new

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girlfriend, Janie, but it wasn't his bulky body that won her over.

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When I was in university, did you prefer the way I looked then?

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you looked normal. What now, abnormal? No, just not right.

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love me regardless? No. All right. When you have had years and years

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of building up, it is so hard to just shift it at once, you have to

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be motivated. Nightclub bouncer Martin also needs a ripped body to

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start a new career. My dreams of becoming a personal trainer all

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began two years a I felt I could train people to achieve their

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fitness goals. I'm happeny with the strength department but not the way

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I look. I have to have the best of both worlds, I have to have the

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strength that being a big guy brings, and that definition and

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tone and speed that the small guy brings. They are both inside me,

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they just need to talk to each other, and have a better

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relationship with each other. To find out what's going on inside

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the mens' bodies, the final part of the assessment is an MRI scan.

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area here, this is right at the bottom of your back around this

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area here. They are also known as the muffin top. These are areas

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where fat is naturally stored in everybody, have you heard of muffin

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tops. No, I'm surprised to have them. These are your pec muscles

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here, these are almost abnormally large. For man of your size, and

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your build. But overlying those pecs as well is quite a thick layer

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of fat. So, what is also known as man boobs.

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It's the start of the 12-week plan, and the lads have just found out

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what they will need to do to achieve their dream bodies. It will

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be up to them to stick to their diet and exercise plans, but there

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will be help and support on hand if they need it, and regular check-ups.

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Steak for breakfast, that can't be right. Yeah, steak for breakfast on

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Monday, wow. To grow new muscle, Nick will have

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to provide his body with a constant supply of protein, that means

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eating six-times a day. I have never eaten that much food in a day

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really. This will be pretty hard trying to cram it all in, I will be

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eating every hour, pretty much. It seems like so much food. I'm happy

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to do it. My only worry is, that with only doing around an hour of

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gyming a day, will this put on weight in the right way, or will it

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just make me a little bit fat. Whilst the skinny boys have been

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set the target of gaining one-and- a-half stone of pure muscle. The

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body builders are starting their new light-weight workout, with the

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aim of reducing their bulk by 2-3 stone. Six-kg dumbbells, I'm

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normally 28kg, what am I doing here. Small weights may define the

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muscles, but are less likely to impress. Fab club, no? Not any more,

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if I was doing that with 30s maybe different, my fan club, you have to

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start somewhere. I don't think it will be easy for

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Martin to forget about the big weights. He will go to the gym

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looking to show off, making sure everyone can see how much he can

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lift. Martin may be missing his 28- kilo dumbbells. But in Norfolk,

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Matt is struggling to bench-press 20 kilos, using both arms. This is

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where it starts to get hard. ensure he doesn't injure himself,

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Matt's initially training for only an hour, every other day. That's it,

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heels up behind you, as low as you can. Extending the arms out, that

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is good. Bloody hell. We have four so far.

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How are you feeling now? Dead! Whilst Matt wants to bulk up,

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girlfriend Carley is hoping for other changes. Alana is nearly 14

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months, and we have one photo, one photo of all three of us. If I do

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manage to get a photo it gets deleted. Yep. Doesn't it? Normally

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because they are awful. They are not. They are awful. They are

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natural pictures of you and your daughter. They are absolutely awful.

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It is sad that she will never be this small ever again, and it would

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have been nice to have you here, and holding our little baby for the

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first time for her first photos rather than just me and Alana.

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know. I just don't like pictures. So, obviously, after a little while

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maybe I will probably improve, and get more confidence back, at the

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moment it is just, no. This is moment it is just, no. This is

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probably the worst picture.. The first time I ever saw her, I'm in a

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T-shirt saying "doggy-style". just had a baby, he rocks up two

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hours late, wearing that T-shirt. Probably not the best start!

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this first stage of training, the most crucial element for all four

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lads is diet. The skinny boys' bodies are

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adjusting to double the calories. Working out rips apart the muscle,

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causing more cells to grow back. Eating provides the fuel.

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The musclemen were starving their muscles, causing them to shrink.

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The low-weight workout speeds this process up by burning calories.

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To support a motivate each other, the experts have suggested that the

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men regularly meet and train together.

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15-stone bouncer Martin has come to Devon, to work out with eight-and-

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a-half stone student Nick. Hello, man, how are you doing.

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Nick's local gym is a shrine to body building. Look at the size of

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this fucking guy, man. To bulk down Martin needs to stick

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to small weights and resist the urge to show off. How much is that

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you are doing? 30kg. Are you meant to be doing that high? That light?

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It is 15 reps. That is pretty much what I bench.

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He's not sticking to what he has been asked to do. If you are going

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to do something like this, there is no point in just going back into

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your old ways, I guess. But I think it might be the environment he's in,

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he doesn't want to push low weights because pushing high weights

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validates his masculinety. For me it doesn't really bother me.

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My bar, coming up! His confidence seems to stem from the fact he

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works out. I don't really like people like that, because it's just

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like their whole life is working out, their happiness comes from

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that. I'm not doing it for those reasons.

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That's what I miss over there, fuck me, I'll show them all something.

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What would you want to show them? What I can do.

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See that's why temptation is all over the place, it is not easy to

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give up by any means, nobody can understand unless you have done it,

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give up one rep max, and start doing 15 rep, it is not as easy as

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it looks, especially in a new gym environment. Martin's desire to

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work out has had a big effect on his lifestyle, and played a part in

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a break-up with an ex. I was in a four-year relationship, she has

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seen my entire process of going from eight stone then to ten stone,

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then to 12 stone, which was probably my favourite weight. I

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just was never satisfied. I just became 16-stone all of a sudden, I

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don't know what the hell happened. But it was like, you know, you are

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not spending any time with me, your priorities are somewhere else, and

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that was it. My wife became a dumbbell! Can I try and lift that

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and see how heavy it is. It is pretty heavy, actually.

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No, too heavy for me. Still determined to pump up is

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nine-and-a-half stone Matt. He's come to Bristol to train alongside

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former body builder Scott. Hello. Good morning.

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Come in. I like the place, mate, I'm jealous.

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Very jealous. How are you finding the training? I did miss a couple

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due to slack work. I would start at 11.00am and finish at 8.00pm, I

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should have gone in the morning. Rome wasn't built in day, 99% of

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people who don't stay consistent won't change. It is that

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consistency. Welcome to Scott's world. This is where the big boys

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come to lift big weights. Do you think people will be thinking as

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you walk out? God knows, I don't want to think about what they are

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thinking, probably, what the hell is he doing here, little man, shit

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like that! Now what do I do? all the weight on your heels, so

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you are not leaning forward, you are sunk back into it, drop the

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body weight backwards, so you are in a squat position, drive up.

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Back nice and straight Me lifting 30 with him next to me, made me

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feel like an idiot. All the boys in here are 20-times the size of me,

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everyone has to start somewhere. Carvery across the road, three days

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a week they do unlimited breakfast for �3.49. It is not just the

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weights, Matt has to get used to eating like a body builder.

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cheesebugers and eggs, please. meals are strictly off the menu for

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Scott. The slim breakfast without the cashes. See all the things I

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can't eat. Everything on that counter. Conversation turns to the

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other half during breakfast? missus is doing veryle well, she's

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in The Sportswriter, and a couple of people from Playboy have got in

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touch with her to go for an interview. What do you think about

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Carley modelling? I don't like her doing it, it fucks me off watching

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another bloke taking pictures of my missus topless. It is like being on

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a beach, what he sees in the newspaper is on the street. The

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thing you have to get in your head, when you get your physical body

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right, she goes home every night with you. It is a security issue.

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After a month of training, all of the men have received the second

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stage of their diet and exercise plans. Nick and Matt are being

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asked to consume 6,500 calories a day, while Scott and Martin have

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had their food intake cut to around 2,500 calories.

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All of the men are being asked to work even harder in the gym. More,

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more, rest. But Mark Anthony has become concerned about Martin's

:25:28.:25:32.

cheating. You know, if he wants that trim line athletic look, then

:25:32.:25:36.

he has to believe in the programme that I have set him, because this

:25:37.:25:41.

programme will really shift a lot of body fat, it will shift body fat

:25:41.:25:44.

fast. We take him out of the environment he's in, put him in a

:25:44.:25:47.

gym where he's actually the biggest, I think that's going to really

:25:48.:25:54.

shake him up. To help him reach his target of losing two stone, Mark

:25:54.:26:00.

has arranged for Martin to train at a very different type of gym.

:26:00.:26:04.

Jason. Martin. Breathe out as you are coming up, how are you feeling.

:26:04.:26:09.

Nice and easy. It is a bit quiet in here, it is

:26:09.:26:14.

bloody quiet. Where is all the testosterone here, God knows. I

:26:14.:26:20.

haven't got it any more. I saw a guy wearing a pair of jeans,

:26:20.:26:26.

shit, there should be a policy, you know. The gyms that I have been so,

:26:26.:26:32.

Jesus Christ, dumbbells going up to 80kg, people dead-lifting weight

:26:32.:26:35.

that humanely not be possible. I come in here today, people playing

:26:35.:26:43.

with their phones. So, fuck, man. How are you doing. After his

:26:43.:26:48.

workout, Martin has a date with girlfriend Janie. Are you OK? What

:26:48.:26:55.

have you been doing? Training. Check out.

:26:55.:26:59.

Oh please. No? How was everything today?

:26:59.:27:03.

is no noise, nobody doing nothing. It is good, it makes you

:27:03.:27:07.

concentrate. I was concentrating on the quietness, that is what you

:27:07.:27:11.

don't understand. Put headphones in. I have to listen to Jason. A gym is

:27:11.:27:15.

a gym. It has weights, that is why you go there. You will never

:27:15.:27:19.

understand. I will, I used to go to the gym, I like going to gyms that

:27:19.:27:23.

are quiet. You are not dead-lifting, and clean and pressing weights

:27:23.:27:27.

above your head. It doesn't matter, a gym is a gym, if you are going to

:27:27.:27:31.

use a tread mill or weights, gym is a gym, you are going through to get

:27:31.:27:34.

fit, not show off and start dancing and showing off your muscles to

:27:34.:27:39.

other people, like some sad person. What these! We are not in primary

:27:39.:27:42.

school any more. I don't know, you are too rude to me. Why? Because

:27:42.:27:50.

you are. You have no manners whatsoever.

:27:50.:27:54.

Whilst Martin is struggling to keep to his plan, Scott is giving his

:27:54.:28:04.
:28:04.:28:32.

all. I'm going to be sick! Are you OK, mate? That's me done.

:28:32.:28:38.

That was all I had. Pushing himself to the limit is a trait that Scott

:28:38.:28:46.

gets from his dad. What's the bet going to be, a pound? It should be,

:28:46.:28:49.

I don't want to take money off the elderly, or put a hip out swinging

:28:49.:28:56.

this, he's not as young as me any more. My father influenced me

:28:56.:29:01.

heavily growing up. How many balls have we got? Not enough for you to

:29:01.:29:07.

improve. My father had quite an alpha male ethose, it was always a

:29:07.:29:11.

battle to be faster or stronger than him. It was drummed in at a

:29:11.:29:15.

young age, that physical prowess was to be taken on board. With

:29:15.:29:20.

Scott, the idea of growing up is to see what level you can reach. Every

:29:20.:29:26.

child needs a competitive spirit, we can't always be equal, there has

:29:26.:29:33.

to be the best and there has to be the worst. I think sometimes play

:29:33.:29:43.
:29:43.:29:44.

to win is important. Nearly half way through training,

:29:44.:29:49.

Matt's diet plan of two weight-gain shakes and five meals every day is

:29:49.:29:54.

proving to be a problem. I can't mix that one well enough. This week

:29:54.:29:59.

has been a bad week, I have only been to the gym once, and I needing

:29:59.:30:03.

to once again this afternoon. Purely because I have managed to

:30:03.:30:07.

mess up some hours at work. As well as his job in the call centre, Matt

:30:07.:30:13.

also has to look after his one- year-old daughter. Fortunately,

:30:13.:30:19.

girlfriend Carley is on hand to help. I'm going to get up at 6.00

:30:19.:30:22.

and make his breakfast and lunch for him. As long as I take control

:30:22.:30:27.

of it, everything is going pretty good. It is a great help having her

:30:27.:30:30.

help prepare my meals and stuff like that f it is there in front of

:30:30.:30:35.

me, there is no two ways I can say no about it, she can cook as well,

:30:35.:30:39.

it always tastes better when somebody else cooks for you. It is

:30:39.:30:42.

like having another child, but it has always been that way, it is

:30:42.:30:50.

nothing different. Trainer Mark Anthony may be less

:30:50.:30:55.

forgiving, Matt goes for a check up. Fat weight has gone up from 2.7

:30:55.:31:03.

kilos to 4.7. We have actually increased muscle mass by only 0.4

:31:03.:31:08.

of a kilo, but you have put on two kilos of body fat. That is not good.

:31:08.:31:13.

It should be so much better, Matt. Although Matt's weight has

:31:13.:31:16.

increased, it is mostly fat, suggesting he's not working out

:31:16.:31:19.

enough to turn the extra calories into muscle. Because you are tired

:31:19.:31:24.

at the end of the day, and because you want to see the little-un, do

:31:24.:31:31.

you miss the workouts? I do. course you fucking do. Yes.

:31:31.:31:36.

Absolutely, how many workouts? Quite a few, I need to get it in at

:31:36.:31:39.

lunch, I have the fucking hour at lunch I need to get it in there.

:31:39.:31:44.

You can't lie to me any more. You really can't, this is you now we're

:31:44.:31:47.

talking about, we're investing time in you. So no more telling me

:31:47.:31:51.

bullshit in any way at all. I want the truth, and if you have missed a

:31:51.:31:55.

workout, you better tell me. won't be missing one. He's clearly

:31:55.:31:58.

frustrated, I think he expected a miracle without putting in the

:31:58.:32:03.

effort, and this is the problem. To gain muscle, Matt really needs

:32:03.:32:07.

to feed up. Scott has been called upon to help, with his wealth of

:32:07.:32:13.

experience in mass consumption. How are we doing. Are you all right.

:32:13.:32:21.

Come on in. Freezing. Carley Scott, Scott,

:32:21.:32:31.
:32:31.:32:31.

Carley. Hello, good. How much of the whole thing would

:32:32.:32:36.

you get in that you see? I thought I was eating loads, but nowhere

:32:36.:32:41.

near. We should do is go out and get you a blender, we can try a few

:32:41.:32:47.

things, chicken, mozzarella, tomato, avocado, you would be surprised

:32:47.:32:55.

what blended food will taste like. Matt is about to be surprised by

:32:55.:32:59.

Scott's speciality a chicken, mozzarella and pesto smoothie.

:32:59.:33:03.

can't imagine that would be nice. When you can't get a certain amount

:33:03.:33:06.

of calories in you, obviously you will not grow or gain. This is an

:33:06.:33:11.

easy way, sometimes, of making sure that at least those newtents are

:33:11.:33:21.
:33:21.:33:22.

going in. -- NUTants are going in.

:33:22.:33:30.

-- nutrients are going in. Shit, oh. If you mix the potatoes

:33:30.:33:36.

with butter you will get mashed potatoes. It is making me gag.

:33:36.:33:42.

really like that, it is healthy drink. I prefer to brink drink that

:33:42.:33:47.

than eggs. I can't physically fucking drink

:33:47.:33:57.
:33:57.:33:57.

After their liquid lunch, Scott joins Matt and Carley for a family

:33:57.:34:07.
:34:07.:34:09.

outing. It makes me miss my little girl, it

:34:09.:34:13.

reinforces how amazing it is to be a parent, and how certain pursuits

:34:13.:34:17.

can be selfish. It has made me think more and more how important

:34:17.:34:25.

it is for me to have done this. Seeing Matt with his partner and

:34:25.:34:29.

having the quality time they have together to watch their child go,

:34:29.:34:35.

yes. I'm completely envious of him, he even vees minusles, but if I

:34:35.:34:39.

could have somebody like this to share my life with, I would swap in

:34:39.:34:49.
:34:49.:34:52.

a heart beat, this is quality and For student Nick, it is the part of

:34:52.:34:56.

his final year at Cardiff University. I have been looking

:34:56.:35:00.

forward to getting back for a while, summer gets boring at home. It was

:35:00.:35:03.

good seeing all my friends and stuff, but I was ready to get back

:35:03.:35:07.

now. Trying to fit training around his

:35:07.:35:11.

university social life is already taking its toll.

:35:11.:35:21.
:35:21.:35:22.

Just really tired. I might throw up in a bit. I shouldn't have gone out

:35:22.:35:28.

last night, really. To check up on his progress, Mark

:35:28.:35:32.

has come to Cardiff to pay Nick a visit. How are you getting on?

:35:32.:35:36.

picked the worst day to come down there. I think last night was a big

:35:36.:35:40.

one. I didn't drink, but it was a late one. A late one. I haven't had

:35:40.:35:45.

much sleep, but it is fine, I will push myself harder now. Give me

:35:45.:35:51.

five more reps, smooth and in rhythm. He should be smashing these

:35:51.:35:56.

workouts, not feeling sorry for himself, due to the fact he has had

:35:56.:35:59.

three-and-a-half hours sleep. That really pisses me off, really. He

:35:59.:36:06.

has to stay focused and push forward.

:36:06.:36:10.

Let's have a look in the fridge, first. Literally, there is nothing.

:36:10.:36:15.

We have tomorrow peppers. Some stuff. And some eggs. Back at

:36:15.:36:18.

Nick's house, Mark is seeing if he's sticking to his diet. And this

:36:19.:36:26.

one. I don't feel you are consuming

:36:26.:36:30.

6,500 calories, there is no way you are doing that. I'm not. If you

:36:30.:36:34.

were consuming it t I would see it right here. Everywhere I would look

:36:34.:36:38.

I would see it T I don't think we are consuming half that. We have to

:36:38.:36:42.

be right on this now. It is food, food, food. You have

:36:42.:36:51.

got to feed the machine. Yeah, I get you.

:36:51.:36:55.

With the clock counting down, Mark is checking on the progress of

:36:55.:36:59.

wannabe personal trainer, Martin. What I get from it is everything is

:36:59.:37:03.

cool, is that the case? That is what I get from him. I spoke to him

:37:04.:37:08.

on Sunday, I believe, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow, raring to go. And

:37:08.:37:17.

then, right, 9.00, where are you? All good? I'm in the zone. Well,

:37:17.:37:22.

obviously the zone is where I want you to be. But, I want you to be in

:37:22.:37:27.

the zone all the time. That means all the fucking time, Martin. I

:37:27.:37:32.

mean it. It really, really does. I have had a chat with Jason, and he

:37:32.:37:36.

has concerns, so let's cut the bullshit, we miss a session he will

:37:36.:37:39.

tell me and I will come back down here as well. I will. I appreciate

:37:40.:37:48.

that. With Martin struggling to keep to

:37:48.:37:52.

his programme, sports doctor Kay Brennan wants to talk to him.

:37:52.:37:56.

there any of the parts of outside of the gym that you challenge

:37:56.:38:05.

yourself in? In terms of ...Anything? This new fitness.

:38:06.:38:10.

Ignore fitness. Ignore the gym totally. Ignore the gym totally,

:38:10.:38:16.

what other parts of life do you challenge yourself in? Yeah. There

:38:16.:38:20.

is nothing? There is nothing, really, to be honest. Is it really

:38:20.:38:26.

making you happy? You know, the buzz that I get I want to be able

:38:26.:38:31.

to give that buzz to someone back. That's why I want to become a

:38:31.:38:35.

personal trainer. My worry, and I feed back my worry, is that all

:38:35.:38:40.

there is is the gym. There is nothing else. Yeah, it has

:38:40.:38:44.

distracted me, and at uni. I think it is more than a distraction. It

:38:44.:38:48.

is like any addiction, addiction is not doing something a lot, and

:38:48.:38:51.

that's it, it is having an unhealthy relationship with

:38:51.:38:57.

something. You have an unhealthy relationship with the gym. I have

:38:57.:39:02.

always called the gym my first house, you know, where I go home at

:39:02.:39:05.

night is the place to sleep to be restful and cook for the gym. Which

:39:05.:39:12.

is crazy. That's how it was. She obviously sees that I'm a addicted

:39:12.:39:19.

to it. Take your top off and we will jump

:39:19.:39:22.

on the scale and see where we currently are.

:39:22.:39:26.

It is time for Scott's check-up, when he started training seven

:39:26.:39:31.

weeks ago, he was set the target of losing two stone, 13 kilos of pure

:39:31.:39:35.

muscle. We are still 4.7 kilo off target weight. As long as you keep

:39:35.:39:38.

this up and this momentum of exercise up as well, I think you

:39:38.:39:46.

are going to crush it! With Scott close to hitting his final target,

:39:46.:39:51.

weeks ahead of schedule, Dr Kay has concerns. Tell me how you have been

:39:51.:39:56.

finding it so far? Now, the fitter I get the more I want to do. I'm

:39:56.:40:01.

itching to get a lot fitter. I feel like I like the changes I'm seeing

:40:01.:40:07.

now, and I want that to continue. You don't really rest, you have to

:40:07.:40:12.

sit down and do nothing, I would love it if that was one of your

:40:12.:40:17.

goals, which was to rest. I have never ever thought of whether I do,

:40:17.:40:24.

even at home, if I'm sat on the sofa or looking at DVDsam 6 I

:40:24.:40:32.

chilling, I'm always on the phone - - amI chilling, I would agree, I

:40:32.:40:41.

don't ever chill. I'm hard on myself, I feel if I don't succeed

:40:41.:40:44.

I'm happy. The need to be the biggest, best or leanest, or suffer

:40:45.:40:48.

the most, or be sick the most when I'm training, or run the furthest,

:40:48.:40:54.

it has always been a self release for me, it makes me feel good about

:40:54.:40:58.

myself, that self-worth is important to me. Nowhere did Scott

:40:58.:41:04.

push himself harder than when competing as a body builder. It is

:41:04.:41:08.

some feat to be that big, but you are competing yourself against the

:41:08.:41:12.

iron in the gym and the food on the table. Preparing for a body

:41:12.:41:18.

building show reeked havoc in his relationship with ex-girlfriend,

:41:18.:41:21.

Caprice. When he was dieting for a competition that he did last year,

:41:22.:41:25.

it got to the point where he was eating nearly every hour-and-a-half.

:41:25.:41:29.

So we couldn't go out for the day. If we went out he would have to

:41:29.:41:33.

stop, and you just couldn't get into anything, really. I didn't

:41:33.:41:36.

realise it was a very selfish pursuit I was doing, and my

:41:36.:41:41.

girlfriend would say, you're moody, or God, you need to eat some cashes,

:41:41.:41:47.

thing is, maybe I -- cars, I should have. When he was into the diet I

:41:47.:41:52.

saw a different side to him. I wasn't used to him snap, I did

:41:52.:41:58.

notice him snap ago bit. And I -- snapping a bit. And I thought,

:41:58.:42:05.

that's not right, you don't snap at me. It was a direct result of my

:42:05.:42:10.

body building that the relationship broke, if I had the choice of

:42:10.:42:12.

having the relationship or stepping on stage, I would never step on

:42:12.:42:20.

stage. After nine weeks, it is time for

:42:20.:42:25.

the mens' programmes to be upped for the final time. The muscle men

:42:25.:42:30.

have been put to five sessions a week of intense cardio, they are

:42:30.:42:34.

only allowed to consume 2,000 calories a day. Whilst the skinny

:42:34.:42:38.

boys have now got five sessions a week of pumping iron, and are

:42:38.:42:41.

having to eat close to 7,000 calories a day.

:42:41.:42:47.

But Matt is falling even further behind. He hasn't really put the

:42:47.:42:52.

effort in that I hoped he would. And it makes me angry, it makes me

:42:52.:42:54.

angry because not everybody gets opportunities to do things like

:42:54.:42:59.

this. I think what makes me disappointed is the lack of

:42:59.:43:05.

motivation and he doesn't seem to have that passion and that sparkle.

:43:05.:43:08.

I'm not having a go, do you feel like you have done everything you

:43:08.:43:12.

absolutely can do? No, not at the moment, with work at the moment it

:43:12.:43:15.

is hard. I really want to see you happy, and to see you happy you

:43:15.:43:20.

have to be happy with your own performance. To do that you have to

:43:20.:43:26.

push yourself. Basically I have to become more motivated and less lazy,

:43:26.:43:31.

it is what I have to do, innit. Thank you, it means a lot to me

:43:31.:43:36.

that you realise how important it is to me for you to make something

:43:36.:43:41.

of yourself, and do something. Maybe I have made it too easy for

:43:41.:43:45.

him, and given him everything he really needs, I need him to up his

:43:45.:43:49.

game and show me what he wants from life, and hopefully it is a bit

:43:49.:43:55.

more what I want from life. 12 weeks ago, two skinny boys, and

:43:55.:44:01.

two muscle men came to London to change their bodies.

:44:01.:44:07.

Over the past three months, they have pushed themselves in the gym.

:44:07.:44:14.

Confronted their bad habits, and taken their diets to the extreme.

:44:14.:44:18.

Now they are returning to London to show their mentors what they have

:44:18.:44:24.

achieved. They will be measured and weighed

:44:24.:44:32.

to see if they have reached their targets. First up is Scott. Scott,

:44:32.:44:40.

how are you? You look great. I cannot believe this. Incredible,

:44:40.:44:44.

absolutely sensational, you have lost blundles of weight. It has

:44:45.:44:51.

been fun. 12 -- Bundles of weight. 12 weeks ago he wanted to drop

:44:51.:44:57.

three-stone of bulk. Let's strip, you are shredded, well done. Over

:44:57.:45:02.

the last three months, Scott has undergone a dramatic transformation,

:45:02.:45:06.

starting with a Hulking body builder's frame, he has lost four

:45:06.:45:15.

stone to achieve this. A more nimble, athletic body. This is

:45:15.:45:20.

remarkable, mate. Absolutely, well done. Really shit hot. So waist we

:45:20.:45:30.
:45:30.:45:36.

were 37 inches. Oh my good God. You started off at 103. Shit.

:45:36.:45:41.

I can't believe that, that is if he nominal. Scott's biggest change has

:45:41.:45:45.

been around his waist, with a reduction of six inches, he has

:45:45.:45:50.

gone from a 37 inch to a 31 inch waist. After pushing himself to the

:45:50.:45:54.

limit, Scott has achieved a dramatic transformation, but going

:45:54.:46:01.

below his target weight is a concern for Kay and Mark. We were

:46:01.:46:11.
:46:11.:46:12.

10.3%. Holy shit. Body fat percentage is

:46:12.:46:16.

3.2%. I'm shocked, but I'm not surprised. I think I will go back

:46:16.:46:26.

to the medical side of just saying, that body fat now is really at an

:46:26.:46:30.

almost unacceptably low level. That we need to have a certain amount of

:46:30.:46:35.

body fat, keep us warm, make sure that our immune system is able to

:46:35.:46:38.

function well enough. You want to go off, eat ice-cream, putting on a

:46:38.:46:42.

little bit is not a failure at all. I hope he does take away the

:46:42.:46:47.

messages that he needs to chill out a little bit about this, go away,

:46:47.:46:52.

enjoy himself, go on holiday. Really embrace him being a fitter,

:46:52.:47:00.

leaner person. While Scott is getting used to his fitter body,

:47:01.:47:10.
:47:11.:47:11.

he's yet to see the contrast side- by-side. Wow, Jesus, ha ha. I'm

:47:11.:47:14.

literally half the size. I look like a big body builder there, on

:47:14.:47:21.

the left I'm so lean and slick and just, I can't believe it. It

:47:21.:47:24.

literally look like a different person. I look at myself now and I

:47:24.:47:31.

think that's the way to be. I need a bit more of a tan. For Scott, who

:47:31.:47:35.

used to go to the gym every day, and eat every two hours, life is

:47:35.:47:40.

suddenly very different. I would say before the 12 week s I

:47:40.:47:43.

definitely had an obsession with the gym, obsessing about what to

:47:43.:47:53.

train and eat. The hardest thing to do is chill out. A what, a pirate

:47:53.:47:57.

ship. You can come on there too.. I think I can come on there. It is

:47:57.:48:01.

great to bond and be there with Olivia, she loves to go here, run

:48:01.:48:04.

around and play everywhere, chase me, play football, it is great to

:48:04.:48:12.

mess around, I'm fitter and leaner. I'm not hot all the time, I sleep

:48:12.:48:17.

so much better, my skin is perfect. Daddy, please come in. OK, have you

:48:17.:48:21.

got my tea ready. Smashing the goals was great, this is my main

:48:21.:48:25.

goal, now I can do everything with her that she can do, it is not

:48:25.:48:33.

limited by my size or how fit I am, I can do everything with her.

:48:33.:48:37.

There is more important things than gym, family, friends, love. I have

:48:37.:48:41.

been overly focused on my physical self, because I haven't been able

:48:41.:48:45.

to share it with someone. Now is a good time to have a little look out

:48:45.:48:50.

there and see if there is a potential Mrs Francis somewhere.

:48:50.:48:54.

It has been a more difficult 12 weeks for student, Nick, who now

:48:54.:49:02.

faces the moment of truth. Hello, how are you. Nice to see you.

:49:02.:49:07.

Looking well. When Nick started, he barely weighed nine stone, although

:49:07.:49:12.

he has been working out, he hasn't been so good with the diet. Take

:49:12.:49:18.

your top off, let's measure you up. It looks bigger than it is.

:49:18.:49:23.

looks good. Turn to the side. arms were 11 inches. Arms are much

:49:23.:49:30.

better, toned as hell. 12 and three quarters. Fantastic. Big increase.

:49:30.:49:37.

Arms up in the air. Chest was 33- inches. A little pair of pecs there

:49:37.:49:44.

I can see? 35. Great. Whilst Nick hasn't kept up with the sheer

:49:44.:49:48.

amount of food really needed to bulk up, his biceps have grown by

:49:48.:49:52.

an inch and three quarters and his chest has filled out by an

:49:52.:49:56.

impressive two inches. You put on four kilos of pure, lean muscle

:49:56.:50:00.

mass. Do you know how difficult it is to put on one kilo of muscle

:50:00.:50:05.

mass on, it is really hard, to put four on is great. When I started

:50:05.:50:10.

seeing the fat in areas that I didn't what to see extra fat, to

:50:10.:50:14.

counter that I cut down my food. I was an idiot not to trust the

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professionals. Whilst Nick's muscles haven't grown

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as much as hoped, in other areas there have been big changes. Nick's

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confidence has grown literally from there to there.

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This process has taught me that I needing to out, obviously I haven't

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been organised through this, and I haven't perhaps pushed myself as

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hard as I should have, and if I do that in real life, I'm never going

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to be successful. I think it is his sense of humour, he seems more

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relaxed lately. I think it is nice having muscles and looking better,

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but I don't think it makes the man, no, not at all.

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12 weeks ago, muscles were everything to Martin, and he

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struggled giving up the big weights. Recently he has been more dedicated,

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but will it be enough. Hello guys. Look at Martin. Look at

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me. Are you OK. Nice to see you. Wow.

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Different man. Different man. looks good. It really looks good.

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feel good, clean, fresh, fit, fast. When Martin started out he weighed

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16-stone, to get the body he wanted he need to lose two stone.

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-- he needed to lose two stone. Let's have a look, much better.

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cutting down from six meals a day to three, and swapping power

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lifting for aerobic exercise, Martin has bulked down from 16

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stone to a much leaner 14-stone. 21% body fat last time, we're

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hoping that you have lost quite a substantial amount, let's see.

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Body fat is 14.3%. You have lost eight kilos of fat.

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In 12 week, that is an exceptional body transformation.

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This is going to be your picture before here.

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What words come into your head? don't know, lost, confused. This is

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obviously the new man, now. Which is a remarkable

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transformation. Such a difference in the face. Your chest is so much

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better, your abdomen looks completely different here, your

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arms look like, you know, what arms should look like. If I ever walked

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down your way, and see you have turned into this man, I'm going to

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fucking kill you. It will never happen, trust me, I can't believe

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it was to that stage, live and learn. Very well done.

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Whilst Martin still dreams of becoming a personal trainer, he has

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decided he also needs a life outside of training. Being addicted

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to the gym has definitely kept me in a delusional state, and coming

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out of that now, it is kind of like I have been released from some

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institution, like prison or something like that. I have to

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become normalised now. If you are looking for a

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distraction from the real world, I found it in the gym. I hid there, I

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hid, scared, I hid there for a couple of years. Now that I'm out

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of it, I would say this is genuinely the happiest I have been.

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Last up is Matt. In the final stretch his girlfriend wanted to

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see more dedication and motivation. Having missed lots of gym sessions,

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Matt promised to turn things around in the last few week.

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Hello, nice to see you. How many sessions did you do?

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managed eight. You got eight in. I'm really proud, that is awesome.

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We will measure you. Top it off. weeks ago Matt weighed nine-and-a-

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half ston and had less than 5% -- stone, and had less than 5% body

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fat. I'm proud of the eight session. Arms were 10.5 inch inches. Now 11

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and three quarters. Weight before was 59.7. Our target

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weight was 76.5 kilo. We are 61.6. Matt has put on less than two kilos.

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But he has still managed to increase his biceps by an inch-and-

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a-half. There have been other gains. It looks like a bit more confidence.

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I do feel better in myself. I have never ever thought it would have

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been as difficult as it was. big thing is how you carry yourself.

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And going forward, really. This was only the start for you. Of making a

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big change. But the real test for Matt's

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confidence is outside the gym. you want to take her and I will see

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you in a bit. Before this I was always comfortable about taking my

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top off in public. Even putting on that little bit of weight I have

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put on has make me feel a lot better about myself. I'm looking

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forward to taking the little one swimming. No ribs, I used to be

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able to count literally all the bones, you can't see any of the

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bones now, how fucking cool is that. Alana comes first in everything I

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do, I wanted that to be the case with him too. Now I'm proud that he

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feels confident in himself to come here and put her first.

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I don't feel that people are still looking at me because I'm really

:56:18.:56:28.
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skinny. I feel like I'm just like a normal person again now. Even if

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his body hasn't changed drastically, his mind has. For me it was up in

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his head that needed alteration and change.

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It is pretty good to be in the pool instead of on the sideline, playing

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around around with her and having a giggle is better than thaank

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standing watching them both have -- than standing watching them both

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have fun. Him getting in the pool with me a is a big change for me,

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