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What would a doctor discover if they lived with you 24 hours a day?

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-Hello!

-Hello.

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Come and meet the doctor.

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How much would you be willing to reveal?

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I'm scared that I may get bullied for how I look and my weight.

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I feel like I'm drugged.

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But, Nicola, you're right, you are drugged.

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Would they be shocked by what they find?

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Nobody's explained to her,

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in language that she understands,

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how to manage her condition.

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It's not acceptable.

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Most GPs only get about ten minutes with each patient.

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Dr Rangan Chatterjee wants to try a different approach.

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All the time in my consultation room,

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I'm seeing problems that are lifestyle problems,

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and they don't need a pill. They need a lifestyle change.

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He's about to spend time

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with families who struggle with their health.

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Everything we've tried has basically failed.

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SHE WAILS

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He'll gain insight into every aspect of his patients' lives.

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How do they eat? How do they sleep?

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How do they move and exercise?

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And how do they switch off and relax?

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He'll detect undiagnosed illnesses...

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It probably puts you at high risk of early death.

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..deliver some home truths...

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I think this fear is holding you back.

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Please, don't turn it into... this is a...

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This is because I'm mentally fearful.

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..and discover ways we could all live longer, healthier lives.

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It's amazing how many times, when you get those basics right,

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all of the other problems get so much better.

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Feeling good, energy up, I can even dance.

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Shall we have a dance?

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What is it doing, though? What's the purpose of it?

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This week, Rangan will attempt to help two families

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struggling with very different relationships with food.

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It's really hard.

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First is the Phillips family from north London.

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-Like this?

-Yes.

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50-year-old mum Rebecca works part time in a cafe.

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That's how I dance.

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42-year-old dad Mark works in retail.

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And their sports-mad 11-year-old son Kiki

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is still at primary school.

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The first sport that I actually done was mixed martial arts

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and the second sport that I done was football,

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and then it was basketball.

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I think I'm good.

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Kiki is a very active child who's been overweight his whole life.

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His GP and his family have tried him on various diets,

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but nothing has worked.

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'He is active,

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'and I can't understand how he hasn't lost the weight.'

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But as he's developing, he's realising that he's a big kid,

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his body's different.

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I want him to feel confident in himself, so if we can get him

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sorted right now, that would be fabulous.

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For the next two months,

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Rangan will try to find the cause and cure for Kiki's obesity.

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-Hello.

-Hello, hi.

-How are you doing?

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Today he is meeting Mark, Rebecca and Kiki,

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as well as Kiki's 22-year-old brother Cesar.

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You've come to sort out our ailments?

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I've come to certainly try and sort out your ailments.

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It depends what the ailments are, I guess.

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-Kiki?

-OK. So, with me, it's my weight.

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I was like this since I was a baby

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and all of a sudden, I'm trying to lose the weight,

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but it seems like I'm just gaining more weight, and it's really

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frustrating because I'm scared that when I'm in high school

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I may get bullied for how I look and my weight.

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So, if I could lose quite a lot of the weight, I'll be so happy,

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so that I may not get bullied about my weight and how I look,

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I may get bullied about other reasons.

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OTHERS LAUGH

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But at least...

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No, I'm just saying, at least the other reason would be

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because I'm smart or how I dress,

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because they may be jealous.

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OK. Have you been bullied so far because of your weight?

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-Um...

-REBECCA:

-Mm-hm.

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I want to say no, but, yeah.

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Kiki's now self-conscious about changing when he's at school

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because he has a bit of a belly.

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You know, being told that he's a fat kid isn't the nicest thing

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and, you know, kids nowadays aren't too nice with their insults.

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-REBECCA:

-Kids in general...

-Yeah.

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But it's not just Kiki who's battling health issues

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in this family.

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I have missed time off work due to a bad back,

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or I've gone to work with a bad back,

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to the point that I've had to go home or go to the hospital

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because the pain's been that bad.

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You've had to go to the hospital

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from work because the pain's been that bad?

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Yes. Obviously I've got a family to look after,

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I go to work anyway, and there's been odd times where my back's been

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so bad, I'm laying down in the office

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and if I hear customers come in, I roll up, serve a customer,

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wait till they're gone, then I'd roll back down onto the floor

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until the next time.

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Mark's back pain means he's losing days at work, and it's

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affecting the family's financial situation.

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I don't know nothing else apart from working

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and, financially, I still can't meet that demand

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-of trying to look after my family.

-It's fine.

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It pisses me off, pardon my French.

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But it pisses me off. Get them well,

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and if you could get me partially healthy afterwards, that's fine.

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As you keep reminding us, you're the head of the family,

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so if you're not right then we're not right.

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OK, just stand in front of me.

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Rangan begins to investigate the cause of Mark's back pain

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by looking at the position of his feet.

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-The important thing, for me, is that it's not symmetrical.

-Yeah.

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If they're not symmetrical, it's not going to be symmetrical further up.

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-Yeah.

-Does that seem reasonable?

-Mm-hm.

-Is it OK?

-I guess so.

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He then wants to look for any clues in their blood

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and test their saliva...

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Basically, it's a spit test.

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..as part of a thorough examination.

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It's 98 over 65,

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-which is well within what I would regard as normal.

-OK.

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-So, no need to be concerned about that at all.

-OK.

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But for Kiki, the most important thing is to measure his weight.

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So, your weight is 70.4kg,

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it's about 11st 1 lb.

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That is how much I weigh!

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That's a lot.

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That's really heavy for your age.

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His BMI was 33.

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What?!

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No. That's not good, babes.

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-OK?

-Yes.

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Yeah? Do you know what the good thing is?

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The good thing is, now I'm coming in, I'm hearing what's going on,

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I've got a baseline measurement,

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now I've got something to work with and something to help you guys with.

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-Are you OK?

-Yes.

-Yeah?

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I was shocked. I actually was wondering, "Is that scale right?"

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because an 11-year-old kid being over 11 stone?

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If we don't get on top of this now, he's going to be an overweight adult

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and he's going to have all the health problems

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that is associated with that.

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It's dinner time, and it's the first chance for Rangan

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to see for himself exactly what Kiki's diet is like.

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Is this a typical meal?

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-Yeah, more or less.

-Yeah? Great. Tasty and healthy.

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Thank you. This is why I don't understand

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why Kiki is so overweight.

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If we are having our five-a-day,

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-and some...

-Yeah.

-..how does that work?

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With no real clues coming from his diet at home...

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All right, is that bedtime?

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..Rangan is keen to see what Kiki eats at school,

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away from Mum's watchful eye.

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I've come to Kiki's school to get an idea of what he actually does

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at lunchtime, because he spends a lot of time here at school,

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he's having five meals a week here at school.

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If his friends are having sweet things and fizzy drinks,

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and I tell him not to have it,

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it's pretty hard for an 11-year-old, I think.

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So I need to really tread carefully, I think.

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Hey, Kiki. How are you doing? Good to see you. Are you all right?

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-Yes.

-Good. Very, very nice to see you again.

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You go in here? OK. Have you brought your lunch with you?

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-Yes.

-Can I sit with you guys? Is that all right?

-Yeah.

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What have you got with you today, Kiki?

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I've got plum, chicken and rice.

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Plum, chicken, rice and...?

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-Peas.

-OK. What do you have to drink?

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Usually, I have water from the water fountain.

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OK. Do you ever bring anything else?

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-No?

-No.

-OK, so you had some cereal at 7.30?

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It's, you know, 1.20 now,

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and you didn't eat anything in the morning?

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Were you hungry in the morning?

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-Not really.

-No?

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Wow, so that's a good five, five-and-a-half hours

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-you didn't eat for and you didn't feel that hungry?

-Hmm.

-OK.

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Oh, Kiki? He is my favourite, he always comes and says hello to me.

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-Does he? He's a nice...

-Yeah, he used to be on school dinners.

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What would Kiki eat before?

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Oh, everything. He was a big fan of vegetables. He always ate...

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He often went for the vegetarian option.

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What do the kids drink here? Is it water, is it juice?

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It is milk or water, they have a choice of milk or water.

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With the kids on packed lunch, they can bring what they want?

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They're allowed to have a fruit juice or a milk,

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as long as it's not high sugar, nothing fizzy.

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-No glass bottles, obviously.

-Yeah, sure.

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After a day at school, Rangan has drawn a blank.

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Kiki isn't a secret snacker

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and isn't gorging on sweets or fizzy drinks.

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His diet is... Frankly, it's not that bad. From what I've seen,

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it's actually looking pretty good.

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And it may not actually be his fault.

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There's kids who eat that way,

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and they're stick thin, no problem at all.

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But for Kiki, for some reason, he's not,

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and that's really, really hard.

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A few days later,

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Kiki's blood test results are back

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and they've given Rangan even more to worry about.

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Guys, can I sit there so you can...

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so you can see them?

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So, we did an insulin level with Kiki.

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You really want it under 15, some people say ideally under six.

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Kiki's insulin is 32.6.

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That's high.

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It's not just high, it's through-the-roof high, OK?

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-Hmm.

-I don't tend to see them that high.

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You know, really,

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this is the sort of thing that, unless we get on top of,

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-at some point...

-He'd be diabetic.

-It can go to type 2 diabetes.

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I'm not saying that lightly, I'm not trying to scare you.

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-I know.

-I'm just trying to be upfront.

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I can see the results there.

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-Are you a bit shocked by that?

-Yes.

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I'm actually really worried about Kiki.

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He's got a condition called insulin resistance.

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Now, Kiki's body is needing about three to four times

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the amount of insulin that a regular kid's body would need

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just to keep his blood sugar under control.

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But, you know, I don't think that's the whole story here.

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There's many different causes of insulin resistance -

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poor sleep, stress, a problem inside your gut.

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There's so many different things

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that I need to keep looking for the root cause.

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So, I think that's where the key to Kiki's obesity lies.

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In the meantime, Rangan puts Kiki on a strict elimination diet.

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No...

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My bread...

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White bread raises your blood sugar significantly.

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The diet is not about restricting calories.

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No!

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It pinpoints food that Kiki might be sensitive or allergic to.

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But the good news is,

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there's plenty of great, yummy foods that you can eat.

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Meat and fish that look like meat and fish,

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fruit and veg that looks like fruit and veg,

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nuts that look like nuts, eggs that look like eggs.

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So, for Kiki and the family,

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staple foods like bread and pasta are off the list.

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It's essential that we get you sorted.

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You have just got to make a conscious effort,

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and you know if you pinkie promise, that's...

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..that's a bond that can't be broken.

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Come on, pinkie promise.

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Yeah?

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OK.

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Kiki's insulin result, his blood sugar result, it's really worrying.

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I think the softly-softly approach is not going to work any more.

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We need to really go hard at it,

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but there's still a big part of this picture that I'm missing.

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What is actually driving Kiki's insulin resistance?

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I don't know yet, but I need to figure it out.

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-Go on.

-Have you got keys to get back in?

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With Kiki's diet plan under way,

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Rangan travels to meet his next family,

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the Garratts from the Wirral.

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44-year-old care home worker Lisa and her partner Adam

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have called in the doctor

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to help with their daughter Hoshi's eating disorder.

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I'm 16 now and I still eat like I'm a five-year-old.

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I'm scared of trying new foods.

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Would you not even like any egg? Scrambled egg?

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-Poached?

-No, I just don't want it.

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When was the last time you even tried egg?

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I'm not sure if I've tried it or not, but, like, I wouldn't want to.

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Hoshi's mum began noticing her unusual eating habits

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when she started school.

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Half the things you're saying now you don't like,

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you don't even know why.

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It rules your life, Hosh, it rules ours.

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Can I have a grilled-cheese sandwich, please?

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-Yeah.

-Without the salad.

-Yeah.

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I do want to change, and change for the better,

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because I know I can't carry on the way I'm carrying on,

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with this inside me all the time.

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It's not so healthy.

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-Good morning.

-Hi.

-Hi.

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-How are you?

-I'm fine, come on in.

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-I'm Dr Chatterjee, nice to meet you.

-I'm Lisa.

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Morning, Hosh!

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-Hey! How are you doing?

-Good. Hi.

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-Hi, I'm Rangan, nice to meet you. How are you?

-Nice to meet you too.

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-Yeah, I'm good.

-And what is it now? Is it breakfast time for you?

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-Yeah, I'm dying for breakfast.

-Are you?

-Yeah, I want my shake.

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Is this a special diet, or is it...?

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Yeah, I'm quite obsessed with weight,

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so then I think, if I have this of a morning,

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I'm not eating, like, a bacon butty,

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which could add to the ballooning feeling and, mentally,

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I think I've done something quite good.

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And that's breakfast.

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-Hoshi doesn't have breakfast at all.

-Right.

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We tend just to let Hoshi have Hoshi-food, we call it.

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-What she likes.

-I'd love to know what...

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-Hoshi-food is?

-Yeah. Hoshi's list.

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So, the last two weeks, what have you eaten?

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-Chicken.

-Chicken.

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What kind of chicken would you have?

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Plain chicken, that's not been seasoned or has stuffing in it.

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-Yeah.

-Bread.

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-Bread.

-Crisps, chocolate.

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All chocolate, or specific chocolates, again?

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Chocolate that doesn't have stuff in it, plain chocolate.

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Duck.

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Ham sandwiches.

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-Ham sandwich? OK.

-Sausage rolls.

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-Sausage roll. One, two, three, four, five... Yeah, seven things.

-Hmm.

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So, you're just having them over and over again, really, aren't you?

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Just cos they're safe and boring.

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And it is quite stark, because I probably have more than seven foods

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in one day.

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-Wow!

-Yeah.

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Having seen Lisa's breakfast and investigated Hoshi's diet,

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Rangan brings the whole family together to talk about food.

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Why don't you just tell me what you feel

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I should know about? Then I'll add in what I need to.

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OK. Issues with food started when I was much younger,

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before having Hoshi,

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just a girl growing up thinking I should be a certain size.

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I was bulimic for a while.

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It's awful to say this in front of a teenage daughter

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because I probably try and hide it all from her,

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but I probably think happiness comes if you're littler,

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which is awful, to be 44 and still feel like that but, probably, I do.

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-Did you make yourself sick?

-Yeah.

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-Sorry, Hosh.

-Have you ever made yourself sick?

-No, not at all.

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Ever been tempted? No?

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What do you think's causing your...

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..is it fair to say anxiety about food?

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Do you feel nervous about food, do you feel nervous before food time?

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What's up?

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Just that I'm anxious about food, that's all.

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It's all right. It's allowed.

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SHE SOBS

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What is it that makes you anxious, do you know?

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Do you remember when it started?

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I know it's upsetting talking about it.

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Do you think about it most days,

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in terms of how it makes you feel, or is it just your normal life now?

0:17:090:17:12

No, I don't think about it until I have to talk about it,

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and then it makes me upset.

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Do you know, what are you scared of? What are you anxious about?

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It's stupid, just that I won't like it, which isn't a bad thing,

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-I know it's not.

-Yeah.

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But when I actually have it in front of me, I think...

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-Yeah.

-Yeah.

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This is a huge, huge problem.

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You know? You're saying you've got issues with eating.

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It's definitely not just you,

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but it's your age group, actually, that get most of these problems.

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So it is emotional, but don't feel bad.

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It helps.

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I think it does.

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You really don't want to see a teenager have to go through that.

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You don't want to see anyone go through that,

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but you wouldn't expect that.

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When I first met her, you know, she's quite smiley, quite chatty,

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but once you start probing...

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..she's struggling on the inside, and I don't think her family

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even knew how much she was struggling.

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I actually think it's a really, really good thing

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that we did it as a family,

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because it's going to be as a family that they get out of this.

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Hoshi's limited diet means she avoids eating out

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and she'll only buy her food from a handful of shops.

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Do you buy different things when you're here or is it the same thing?

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It's the same thing.

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-Every time?

-Yeah.

-OK, well, let's go and have a look.

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Two large sausage rolls, please.

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-Would you like me to warm them up a bit?

-Just cold, please.

-Cold? OK.

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I can taste them already.

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Sometimes, if they change it, I can, like, taste the difference.

0:18:510:18:54

-Really?

-Mm-hm.

-So, when they last changed it, what happened?

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I kind of tried it and I was like, "Oh, that's not what I was expecting."

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-Did you get used to it?

-Yeah, yeah.

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Then they changed it back and I was like,

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"I'm glad they've changed it back."

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If I knew it was different, I wouldn't buy it.

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Shall we sit here?

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SHE GIGGLES

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-Good?

-Mm-hm.

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As always.

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Did you know that your mum had an eating disorder

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when she was a teenager?

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Yeah, but she never really spoke about it in much detail.

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It was just kind of, like, brushed aside.

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So, were you hearing stuff this morning from your mum

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-that you'd never heard before?

-Mmm.

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Back at home, Rangan wants to know more about Lisa's own history

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of eating disorders.

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I see a lot of similarities between you and Hoshi.

0:19:440:19:47

-Yeah.

-I mean, it's amazing, actually.

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We were on our own for quite a bit, as well,

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because Adam's only been with us the past five years,

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so we are pretty close.

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So, it was a long time that you guys were together?

0:19:560:19:59

Yeah, me and her. Her real father's never been in the picture.

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But it's remarkable for me that some of the patterns

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-you were probably showing...

-She's showing in her.

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-She's showing.

-Yeah.

-And...

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Yeah. I'm trying to figure that out, because...

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Break the cycle, because I wouldn't want her to have that.

0:20:140:20:16

-No.

-That's probably the only thing I have never wanted her to have,

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yet she's ended up with that.

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Yeah.

0:20:230:20:24

-It's bizarre.

-How does that make you feel?

-Awful.

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When you have children,

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you just want them to be happy inside,

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and feel good

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and enjoy life,

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where I feel... Obviously she's had that and dealt with it herself,

0:20:390:20:42

-not really told me.

-No.

0:20:420:20:44

-That's remarkable, isn't it?

-Yeah.

0:20:440:20:46

Yeah. I've just probably shielded her.

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-Yeah.

-Because I didn't know what else to do.

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-You never know as a parent, do you?

-No, I'm just winging it. Yeah.

0:20:530:20:56

-Don't know.

-Everyone's trying to figure out what's the...

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-The best thing to do.

-You never know if you've done the right thing.

-No.

0:21:000:21:03

Rangan gives Hoshi a full health check,

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as a lack of nutrition in her diet

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means she's at risk of suffering from fatigue,

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poor bone density and immune deficiencies.

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This will affect the whole of her life.

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We've got to tackle it now.

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In two years, she might go to university.

0:21:210:21:23

How's it going to be then? She's sheltered here now.

0:21:230:21:25

She's sheltered in school now.

0:21:250:21:27

Wait till she gets out. And that's a lot of pressure, actually,

0:21:270:21:31

because she's not really trying to tackle this

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and I don't want to botch this up.

0:21:330:21:36

I really don't want to mess it up.

0:21:360:21:38

Rangan researches to find an expert in Hoshi's type of eating disorder.

0:21:410:21:46

I'm actually going to take her this morning to see a specialist

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to see, can we get a diagnosis,

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and can we get some more specific guidance

0:21:530:21:56

in terms of how I can help her going forward?

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She's a clinical psychologist.

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She's used to seeing loads of patients

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who've got anxiety around food like you do. Nerve-racking?

0:22:030:22:07

-A little bit.

-Yeah. I thought she looks a little bit nervous.

0:22:070:22:10

-But I'll be OK.

-Yeah.

-I've got thick skin.

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Rangan has brought her to see Dr Liz Shea.

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So, I heard you might have brought some of your foods with you?

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Can we put them out on the table and I can have a look at them?

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Anything else that you would normally have for your tea?

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-Like, chicken nuggets.

-Yeah.

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Which sounds, like, really boring,

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but I know I'll always enjoy it, so...

0:22:290:22:31

-Yeah. Is it boring to you?

-Yeah.

-Is it?

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OK. Do you get bored of your foods?

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-Really bored of them.

-Yeah.

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OK. That's really common with people. You're doing really well.

0:22:380:22:41

That's really common with people I see, Hoshi, OK?

0:22:410:22:43

Almost everyone I talk to says the same thing.

0:22:430:22:46

This is the sort of foods

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that people bring to show me all the time.

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I'm going to show you something else.

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These are the sorts of categories

0:22:520:22:53

that we see in the pattern of eating that Hoshi has, OK?

0:22:530:22:56

There is your carbohydrates.

0:22:560:22:57

-This is so weird.

-LISA:

-Isn't it!

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I'm just speechless.

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-That's, like, all the foods that I could eat.

-Hmm.

0:23:000:23:03

Yeah. I hope that makes you feel like you're not on your own with it,

0:23:050:23:09

Hoshi, yeah? OK? Yeah, OK.

0:23:090:23:11

Yeah. All right.

0:23:110:23:12

-So...

-These are happy tears now.

0:23:120:23:15

-Good.

-We're going through all types of tears.

0:23:150:23:17

I'm going to show you this as well.

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A new label that we have for the pattern of eating that Hoshi has.

0:23:190:23:23

It's called avoidant and restrictive food intake disorder.

0:23:230:23:27

We call it ARFID for short.

0:23:270:23:28

It's a lot easier to say that.

0:23:280:23:30

OK. So, at what point did this range of foods start to get smaller?

0:23:300:23:34

-LISA:

-Starting school.

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OK.

0:23:360:23:37

I let her have packed lunch.

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Hmm. Brilliant.

0:23:400:23:42

See, now I don't know if that was brilliant or not,

0:23:420:23:44

because it was maybe...

0:23:440:23:46

Cos I know the dinner ladies knew that Hoshi wouldn't really

0:23:460:23:49

-eat these dinners and...

-I think what you're actually asking me,

0:23:490:23:52

-is, "Did I do anything wrong and could I have stopped...?"

-Yeah.

0:23:520:23:55

Yeah. I don't think there's anything you could have done to prevent it.

0:23:550:23:58

Right, OK.

0:23:580:24:00

-RANGAN:

-It would be really good to have a clear understanding

0:24:000:24:03

of what we can all do to start moving on.

0:24:030:24:07

Choose two new foods. For babies, very small babies,

0:24:070:24:10

they only need to try a food once or twice and they'll learn to like it.

0:24:100:24:13

When you're 16 or over,

0:24:130:24:15

you might have to try it as many as ten to 14 times.

0:24:150:24:18

It's the second taste that's the hardest, not the first one.

0:24:180:24:21

Because the second one,

0:24:210:24:22

you've got a bit of a sense of what it's going to be like

0:24:220:24:25

and you might have to work a bit harder.

0:24:250:24:27

Yeah, take the foods.

0:24:270:24:29

See you now, bye-bye.

0:24:290:24:30

I feel like we've got so much more, like,

0:24:300:24:33

to work with and know what we're doing

0:24:330:24:35

-and where to go with it and stuff.

-Yeah.

0:24:350:24:37

How do you feel, Hoshi?

0:24:370:24:39

Yeah, exactly the same.

0:24:390:24:41

It's nice to actually know that there's people out there like me.

0:24:410:24:44

I think Hoshi now has got a few days just to let it settle in.

0:24:460:24:50

I hope she comes up with these two foods.

0:24:500:24:52

Can we try a new food not once, but maybe three, four, five times?

0:24:520:24:57

And maybe get to that magic ten to 14 times,

0:24:570:24:59

where it actually goes from being a novelty food

0:24:590:25:03

to actually being in her diet.

0:25:030:25:05

Yeah, I'm very hopeful at the moment. Very hopeful.

0:25:050:25:07

It's been a week since Kiki began his elimination diet,

0:25:130:25:17

and he's starting to get used to it.

0:25:170:25:19

So the doctor said I should eliminate wheat and dairy.

0:25:190:25:25

So I'm going to make a chorizo omelette.

0:25:250:25:28

I'm being good.

0:25:300:25:32

But he's still not losing much weight.

0:25:320:25:34

Rangan is researching possible causes of Kiki's obesity.

0:25:360:25:39

Hi, Professor Spector?

0:25:390:25:40

-'Hi, there.'

-I'm looking after an 11-year-old.

0:25:400:25:44

He's been exploring the latest research

0:25:440:25:46

about the bacteria that lives in our gut, known as the microbiome.

0:25:460:25:50

A sense that there is something more at play here

0:25:500:25:53

than just diet and exercise.

0:25:530:25:54

Hey. How are you doing?

0:26:050:26:07

But to test this theory,

0:26:070:26:10

Rangan needs to ask Kiki for another more intimate sample.

0:26:100:26:13

The composition of the bugs in here...

0:26:130:26:16

in your gut, in my gut, in your gut, in everyone's gut,

0:26:160:26:20

can have a big impact on someone's weight.

0:26:200:26:23

I want to get an analysis done of Kiki's gut.

0:26:230:26:28

Basically, it's a stool test.

0:26:280:26:31

-Mm-hm.

-And see if it gives us some answers.

0:26:310:26:33

That would be so great, if you can help him.

0:26:330:26:36

Kiki will need to collect a stool sample once a day for three days.

0:26:360:26:41

Eight o'clock in the morning.

0:26:420:26:44

Yeah. So first test done.

0:26:440:26:46

Kiki's.

0:26:470:26:49

-Felt weird.

-Yeah.

0:26:510:26:53

-I don't think that's a profession we want to take up.

-No.

0:26:530:26:57

While Rangan waits to find out Kiki's gut bacteria results,

0:27:000:27:03

he turns his attention to dad Mark and his chronic back pain.

0:27:030:27:08

Hi, James.

0:27:080:27:09

Rangan has brought Mark

0:27:090:27:11

to see movement and back specialist James Jowsey.

0:27:110:27:14

James, this is Mark. Mark, James.

0:27:140:27:15

First of all, we're going to go through your sporting history.

0:27:150:27:18

I was doing a lot of athletics.

0:27:180:27:20

I eventually went on a school trip

0:27:200:27:22

and popped my right knee out of socket.

0:27:220:27:25

Right, OK. Let me write that.

0:27:250:27:27

Yeah. I couldn't bend my knee properly.

0:27:270:27:29

I think at one stage, it could only go that far.

0:27:290:27:32

A broken leg when he was just five

0:27:320:27:35

and a damaged right knee could be the cause of Mark's back pain.

0:27:350:27:39

He's lost a range of motion in that leg.

0:27:410:27:44

As soon as we stand him on the right leg, he's...

0:27:440:27:46

-He's just like that.

-Your pain's down the left,

0:27:460:27:49

but your left is being used more.

0:27:490:27:51

You've got two legs, you need to have two players rather than...

0:27:510:27:55

-OK.

-..rather than one player.

0:27:550:27:56

Right, first exercise of the day.

0:27:560:27:59

What we want to do is, I want you to get to your point

0:27:590:28:02

-where your hip has this range.

-Yeah.

0:28:020:28:05

Through targeted repetitive exercises,

0:28:050:28:07

it's possible to retrain our muscles and limbs

0:28:070:28:10

and change years of bad habits and alleviate pain.

0:28:100:28:14

-His foot's better, but...

-It's much... It's definitely better.

0:28:150:28:18

-Yeah.

-Appreciate it.

-Down to you now, mate.

-Definitely.

0:28:180:28:21

-Definitely.

-Down to you.

0:28:210:28:23

But treating Mark's back pain is only part of the solution.

0:28:230:28:27

Rangan has discovered worrying results from the saliva sample which

0:28:270:28:31

measured Mark's stress levels.

0:28:310:28:33

So, if you remember, when you did the saliva test,

0:28:330:28:36

you did it at four times during the day.

0:28:360:28:39

-Yeah.

-The idea is to give me a snapshot of what

0:28:390:28:41

your stress hormone cortisol is doing.

0:28:410:28:44

I want to see it at around 20 in the morning.

0:28:440:28:47

Yours is 43.

0:28:490:28:51

OK. That's really, really high.

0:28:510:28:54

And to put it in context for you, this graph only goes up to 35.

0:28:540:28:58

So this is actually up here, but the graph's got no room for it.

0:28:580:29:01

I haven't actually seen one in the last few years

0:29:010:29:04

-where every single level is high.

-Really?

-And I do this test a lot.

0:29:040:29:08

Yay...

0:29:080:29:09

OK. All right.

0:29:090:29:12

-Do you understand that?

-Yeah.

0:29:120:29:15

Yeah? So, I'm saying to you that your body is chronically stressed.

0:29:150:29:20

OK.

0:29:200:29:22

I don't pay attention to me in that way.

0:29:220:29:25

I don't... I don't care.

0:29:250:29:27

I know it's a negative thing to say, but I don't care about how I feel.

0:29:270:29:31

As long as my wife, my kids are cool, I'm not bothered.

0:29:310:29:35

So I can't really say I really pay that much attention.

0:29:350:29:38

I know there's times that I'm unhappy,

0:29:380:29:41

or there's times that I feel slightly depressed,

0:29:410:29:43

but I have to get on with it because it's all about my family.

0:29:430:29:47

You say you need to work for your family, I get that.

0:29:470:29:50

I need to work for my family, I understand that.

0:29:500:29:53

But if this keeps going,

0:29:530:29:55

I'm foreseeing a time in the not-too-distant future

0:29:550:29:57

where you won't be able to work for your family.

0:29:570:30:01

And then who looks after them then?

0:30:010:30:03

-Sorry. Are you OK?

-No.

0:30:080:30:11

No.

0:30:130:30:15

I don't know what more to do.

0:30:150:30:17

It is stress of the family, it is the stress of money.

0:30:180:30:21

You know, it is stress.

0:30:210:30:24

I don't know.

0:30:250:30:27

I'm not saying everything's going to magically disappear.

0:30:270:30:30

-I can't remove...

-Yeah.

-..your anxiety.

0:30:300:30:33

-I can't remove your financial situation.

-Hmm.

0:30:330:30:36

I can't do that. But what I can do is help you manage it,

0:30:360:30:40

help you switch off from it,

0:30:400:30:42

help you do things around it, so that you've got more energy,

0:30:420:30:45

you're sleeping better, maybe even get you out of pain.

0:30:450:30:47

-Are you OK?

-Yeah, my head's spinning.

-Is it?

0:30:470:30:50

Mm-hm.

0:30:500:30:52

Yeah, my head's spinning.

0:30:520:30:54

Actually giving yourself time can actually help you give others time.

0:30:540:30:57

And I really see that with you.

0:30:570:30:59

You need to give yourself something, something you love.

0:30:590:31:02

You need to carve out some time for you.

0:31:020:31:05

And I think that will allow you to give more to your family.

0:31:050:31:08

To tackle Mark's stress,

0:31:100:31:11

Rangan wants him to try a relaxation technique that combines

0:31:110:31:15

controlled breathing with his love of martial arts.

0:31:150:31:18

OK. Follow me.

0:31:210:31:23

T'ai chi is a martial art originating in China over 700 years ago.

0:31:240:31:29

It's sometimes called moving meditation, as it focuses on

0:31:290:31:33

gentle, flowing physical movements and the control of the breath,

0:31:330:31:37

both of which are proven to help stress.

0:31:370:31:39

I'm going to look at your feet

0:31:410:31:43

and check...

0:31:430:31:45

Relax here. Feel stronger.

0:31:460:31:48

There's a yin...yang.

0:31:480:31:50

We'll use the yin-yang service.

0:31:500:31:54

Yes. That's OK.

0:31:540:31:55

Relax. That's very important.

0:31:570:32:00

-I thoroughly enjoyed that.

-Oh, fantastic.

0:32:060:32:08

I understand how it can be very relaxing,

0:32:080:32:11

even though you're trying to concentrate,

0:32:110:32:14

but you still feel quite relaxed,

0:32:140:32:16

knowing that you're going through a very slow motion

0:32:160:32:19

and it's very controlled, and I really enjoyed that.

0:32:190:32:23

Let's see if we can come up with a plan for a daily practice.

0:32:230:32:27

In the Wirral, Rangan is tackling Hoshi's eating disorder.

0:32:300:32:34

He's following the advice of the psychologist

0:32:340:32:36

and trying to move Hoshi away from sausage rolls and chicken.

0:32:360:32:40

When was the last time you were in a fruit and veg shop?

0:32:400:32:43

I don't think I've ever been in a fruit and veg shop.

0:32:430:32:45

-Really?

-I don't really go food shopping

0:32:450:32:47

with my family, they kind of just go and then bring stuff back.

0:32:470:32:51

So they bring back stuff...

0:32:510:32:53

Hoshi-food.

0:32:530:32:54

Yeah.

0:32:540:32:56

One of the first steps the psychologist suggested

0:32:560:32:59

is to touch and smell different foods.

0:32:590:33:02

Is there anything in particular you think, "Do you know what,

0:33:020:33:05

"I wonder what that tastes like"?

0:33:050:33:07

-Watermelon.

-Watermelon.

-Hmm.

0:33:070:33:09

-Right, so pick it...

-Shall I get it?

0:33:090:33:11

Yeah, yeah, get it, absolutely.

0:33:110:33:13

-What is it about it?

-I think it's the fact it smells really sweet.

0:33:130:33:17

-It smells sweet?

-Yeah.

0:33:170:33:19

Or like, I wouldn't really like those. They just look dirty.

0:33:190:33:22

Is that me being...?

0:33:220:33:23

Like, I do wash them, but they just look gross.

0:33:230:33:26

OK, so, I think you're right.

0:33:260:33:28

That is crazy, in front of me, isn't it?

0:33:280:33:30

Like, it looks cool, but I don't know how you'd eat it.

0:33:300:33:33

After an hour in the market,

0:33:330:33:35

Hoshi has chosen a bag full of new foods that she wants to try.

0:33:350:33:39

I never thought we'd come out with one, two...

0:33:390:33:42

seven new foods.

0:33:420:33:45

Me neither.

0:33:450:33:47

Hoshi may be trying to please me.

0:33:470:33:49

Hoshi may be aware that this doctor's here,

0:33:490:33:52

he's trying to help me,

0:33:520:33:54

I'm going to say all the right things.

0:33:540:33:57

I don't think that's happening here.

0:33:570:33:59

But I've got to be aware and alert to that possibility.

0:33:590:34:03

But I don't know, it gives me a lot of hope, actually.

0:34:030:34:06

I reckon I can get her eating this week.

0:34:060:34:09

I really do.

0:34:090:34:11

Why don't you see if, at least once this week,

0:34:120:34:15

you can have one of those foods?

0:34:150:34:18

Maybe once or twice or three... You know, as many times as you can.

0:34:180:34:21

-Yeah.

-I don't mind if I come back in seven days and you say,

0:34:210:34:24

"I just couldn't do it." That's OK.

0:34:240:34:27

-OK.

-That's cool.

0:34:270:34:29

I don't want you to do it out of an obligation to me.

0:34:290:34:31

-Do it if you want to do it, if you feel it.

-Yeah, I think I do,

0:34:310:34:34

cos I've actually gone out and picked them myself.

0:34:340:34:36

It kind of feels exciting to try them.

0:34:360:34:38

-Yeah.

-I don't know why, but...

-I really do think you can do it.

0:34:380:34:41

I think I can, too.

0:34:410:34:43

Yeah. I think you're stronger than you think and I think you can do it.

0:34:430:34:46

This is the chance to do it.

0:34:460:34:48

If I'm going to help Hoshi,

0:34:500:34:52

I need to look at the whole household, because Hoshi's mum Lisa,

0:34:520:34:56

she's had bulimia, she has diet shakes for breakfast and, actually,

0:34:560:35:00

she's always had a really difficult relationship with food.

0:35:000:35:04

At the moment, in this house, food is surrounded by anxiety and stress.

0:35:040:35:09

If I can make it a pleasurable experience,

0:35:090:35:11

it's going to help all of them, not just Lisa but Hoshi as well.

0:35:110:35:15

So, I've brought a book for you to help you,

0:35:150:35:18

just to give you a bit of guidance, OK,

0:35:180:35:20

in terms of recipes and things like that.

0:35:200:35:22

What you can have as much as you want is sort of good-quality meats,

0:35:220:35:26

-good-quality fish, good-quality eggs, OK?

-Yeah.

0:35:260:35:30

Fruit, vegetables, nuts, seeds,

0:35:300:35:33

-and there's no calorie control on this.

-OK.

-At all.

0:35:330:35:36

OK? Cos I know you've had issues with food and weight

0:35:360:35:39

-and all that kind of stuff before.

-Yeah.

0:35:390:35:41

-You can eat as much of this as you want.

-OK, yeah.

-OK?

0:35:410:35:44

And you won't put weight on.

0:35:440:35:46

-All right.

-Right? Because it's about the quality of the food

0:35:460:35:49

that you're having, rather than what calories.

0:35:490:35:53

Probably where I've only just ever looked at food as,

0:35:530:35:56

-will it make me fat or will it make me thin?

-Yeah.

0:35:560:35:58

Never beneficial.

0:35:580:36:01

Ideally, I'd love you guys to sit here and eat together.

0:36:010:36:04

-Yeah.

-Ideally, not eating in front of the telly.

0:36:040:36:06

That can really help get you back into food,

0:36:060:36:09

really nourishing your body.

0:36:090:36:10

Maybe Hoshi might join you the odd time? Maybe.

0:36:100:36:13

-Yeah.

-I think, with Hoshi, we've got a very individual case

0:36:130:36:17

and although my instinct is to throw you into something all together,

0:36:170:36:23

I think I've just got to make sure I'm careful with Hoshi.

0:36:230:36:27

-It's not too uncomfortable for her all in one go?

-Yeah.

0:36:270:36:31

Over the next week, Lisa leaps headfirst into her new diet.

0:36:340:36:38

I'm really getting into it now.

0:36:380:36:40

I'm making a chilli.

0:36:400:36:41

This morning, I was up quite early.

0:36:410:36:44

I made some breakfast muffins and then, after I've done this,

0:36:440:36:47

I'm going to be making a chicken dish.

0:36:470:36:49

We've been having fresh fruit.

0:36:490:36:51

-All good!

-Are you done, Nigella(?)

0:36:510:36:54

Done, Nigella.

0:36:540:36:56

Hi, I just thought I'd check in.

0:36:560:36:58

I'm actually going to put some dinner in.

0:36:580:37:01

Hoshi is sticking to what she knows best.

0:37:010:37:03

It's just a load of chicken nuggets, which is boring,

0:37:030:37:06

but I know I'll enjoy it, so...

0:37:060:37:08

Yeah.

0:37:080:37:10

But Lisa keeps on trying to tempt her.

0:37:100:37:13

We've got the cucumber, in case you want to try.

0:37:130:37:15

We've got some plums, got a pomegranate.

0:37:150:37:18

In that top one, there will be loads of mixed fruit already done,

0:37:180:37:22

cut up ready.

0:37:220:37:23

So have you thought about trying anything new?

0:37:230:37:26

You've not tried anything yet.

0:37:260:37:28

Erm... No.

0:37:280:37:30

It's just not really come up.

0:37:300:37:32

When I've asked you, you've been quite short about it,

0:37:320:37:35

-as if...

-It feels like you keep getting on me and it just makes me

0:37:350:37:39

-not want to.

-I've only asked a few times.

0:37:390:37:41

You've not! You've not.

0:37:410:37:43

I just say, when I'm out shopping, "Do you want to think about stuff?"

0:37:430:37:46

No, it'll be like, we're in the car

0:37:460:37:48

coming home from school, I'll be tired and you'll be like,

0:37:480:37:50

"What have you been thinking about this?"

0:37:500:37:53

and it makes me not want to do it.

0:37:530:37:55

OK. Probably the best plan is, now, the agreement between me and you,

0:37:550:37:58

I won't mention it...

0:37:580:37:59

-Yeah.

-You say to me, "Oh, Mum, I might have..."

0:37:590:38:02

You know, "I think I might want to try..."

0:38:020:38:05

Whatever it is, X, Y or Z,

0:38:050:38:07

then you can tell me if you either want me to pick it up

0:38:070:38:09

or you want me to take you to go and pick it yourself.

0:38:090:38:12

-That's what I wanted.

-You're totally in control of it, then, now,

0:38:120:38:15

and I'll just do what you kind of say.

0:38:150:38:17

-Thank you.

-It's all right.

0:38:170:38:19

Do you want a bit of chicken?

0:38:190:38:21

-No.

-No?

0:38:210:38:22

PHONE RINGS

0:38:220:38:25

-Hi!

-'Hey, guys. So, how are you guys getting on?'

0:38:270:38:30

-Really good.

-'Oh, brill.'

0:38:300:38:32

Absolutely love cooking.

0:38:320:38:35

-Like...

-'Oh, fantastic.'

0:38:350:38:37

-Yeah.

-Hey, Rangan.

0:38:370:38:39

'So, have you managed to try any yet or not yet?'

0:38:390:38:41

-No, not yet.

-'No? OK.'

0:38:410:38:44

I've not really been thinking about it too much.

0:38:440:38:47

We've had this discussion with my mum, like...

0:38:470:38:49

-'Have you?'

-The fact...

0:38:490:38:51

I've kind of felt like she's been pressuring me.

0:38:510:38:54

'Oh, really?'

0:38:540:38:56

I think Lisa's putting a lot of pressure on Hoshi

0:38:560:38:59

without realising it.

0:38:590:39:00

And, actually, it's stopping Hoshi from trying new foods,

0:39:010:39:04

so I've got an idea that may just help.

0:39:040:39:08

Hey, guys. How are you doing?

0:39:080:39:09

Hi.

0:39:090:39:11

I'd like you guys to close your eyes.

0:39:110:39:15

OK.

0:39:150:39:16

OK, you can open your eyes now.

0:39:210:39:24

-Oh, my God.

-Oh!

-Do you know what these are?

-No.

0:39:240:39:28

Crickets, edible bugs, insects.

0:39:280:39:31

Are you OK? You look a bit sort of...

0:39:310:39:33

-It's just disgusting, really.

-So you wouldn't eat it?

0:39:330:39:36

-No, never.

-It's amazing, the body language in many of you has changed.

0:39:360:39:40

You've closed up a bit,

0:39:400:39:42

you've sat back and you're just really looking uncomfortable.

0:39:420:39:45

-Is that the sort of thing you would eat?

-No.

-Why not?

0:39:450:39:50

-Because it's unknown.

-Yeah, I backed away.

0:39:500:39:52

-Yeah.

-Cos it's unknown?

0:39:520:39:54

-Yeah.

-Yeah!

0:39:540:39:56

Yeah, yeah!

0:39:560:39:57

Hoshi, is that a fair reflection of how you feel?

0:39:570:40:01

Yeah, exactly how I feel.

0:40:010:40:03

But it's about normal foods, not... maggots.

0:40:030:40:07

A lot of people would freak out when they saw this food, right?

0:40:070:40:11

-Yeah.

-But Hoshi feels similar to that with everyday foods.

0:40:110:40:15

And when we say, "Just put it in your mouth,

0:40:150:40:18

-"just try it..."

-It would be like...

0:40:180:40:20

Yeah, it's just like saying, "Go on, pick that up,

0:40:200:40:23

"put it in your mouth," but then the thought of me

0:40:230:40:25

putting that in my mouth...

0:40:250:40:27

But maybe I should because I'm asking my daughter to do something.

0:40:270:40:30

Yeah.

0:40:300:40:32

Go on, have one. Do it.

0:40:320:40:34

Delicious(!)

0:40:340:40:35

See, now... I'm doing what I say to Hosh don't do.

0:40:370:40:41

"Why are you smelling it? Why...?"

0:40:410:40:43

But in my head, I'm thinking...

0:40:430:40:45

I'm not mentally prepared to put that in my mouth.

0:40:450:40:47

And I get it now, because my heart is...

0:40:470:40:50

Although I'm trying to be dead calm and be, like, a role model,

0:40:500:40:54

my heart's beating.

0:40:540:40:55

-It's horrible, isn't it?

-Yeah, it's awful.

0:40:550:40:58

How you do it is beyond me.

0:40:580:41:00

Would you like me to eat this so I know?

0:41:020:41:04

Not particularly. It's all right.

0:41:040:41:07

If you want to experience what it's like, yeah, go. I think...

0:41:070:41:10

You're, like, shaking.

0:41:100:41:12

CRUNCHING

0:41:120:41:15

-Can you not even look? No?

-It's disgusting.

0:41:190:41:22

-What's it like?

-I can honestly say it's not as bad as holding it.

0:41:240:41:30

Exactly. That's... Whenever, like...

0:41:300:41:33

It's that step of...

0:41:330:41:35

Completely, because I'll try foods and I'll like them,

0:41:350:41:38

it's just actually having it in my hand and, like,

0:41:380:41:42

seeing it on my plate and having to actually do that...

0:41:420:41:44

-And the build-up.

-Yep.

-But I felt that

0:41:440:41:47

and to know that you do that every day, hats off to you, kid.

0:41:470:41:51

-Ta.

-No, it is. It's brave.

0:41:510:41:53

It's brave, Hosh.

0:41:530:41:55

I'm not putting you guys on the spot,

0:41:560:41:58

-but would any of you two have any of this?

-No.

0:41:580:42:02

No way?

0:42:020:42:04

I'm actually a bit nervous about how pale you're looking

0:42:040:42:07

with this in front of you. Honestly.

0:42:070:42:09

Is this the first time that people around you have actually...?

0:42:090:42:12

Understood properly.

0:42:120:42:13

-Yeah.

-Yeah. Because they can be like,

0:42:130:42:15

"Oh, yeah, you're just nervous about trying it."

0:42:150:42:18

But it's more than that.

0:42:180:42:20

It's like having that on my plate every day.

0:42:200:42:23

I couldn't put it any better myself.

0:42:230:42:25

That was critical, for her mum to see that.

0:42:280:42:31

I think that's quite hard for a mum, you know?

0:42:310:42:33

I think there's a bit of guilt there.

0:42:330:42:35

There doesn't need to be guilt there but I think there is guilt there.

0:42:350:42:38

She was welling up

0:42:380:42:39

because that's what her daughter has been going through

0:42:390:42:42

for over ten years.

0:42:420:42:44

Rangan has worked hard with Hoshi,

0:42:440:42:46

teaching her to pick up and smell different food

0:42:460:42:49

and helping her friends and family understand her condition.

0:42:490:42:52

But he's still struggling to get her to eat something new,

0:42:520:42:55

so he's asked her to return to see Dr Liz Shea.

0:42:550:42:58

The thing to remember is that ARFID

0:42:580:43:02

is caused by these sensory hypersensitivities, you know?

0:43:020:43:06

And those are things that Hoshi has had her whole life

0:43:060:43:09

and they probably won't go away, OK?

0:43:090:43:11

Because that's just you and your make-up.

0:43:110:43:13

So it's finding a way round those,

0:43:130:43:15

and that's why, you know, it doesn't just disappear.

0:43:150:43:18

-OK.

-Yeah. So I'm going to put my finger really high.

0:43:180:43:20

So what you have to do...

0:43:200:43:22

Dr Shea is teaching Hoshi a technique called food visualisation,

0:43:220:43:26

where imagining food brings you one step closer to eating it.

0:43:260:43:30

And in this room, because you're feeling safe and calm and relaxed,

0:43:300:43:37

you'll be able to eat if you want to

0:43:370:43:39

and perhaps you've brought some foods with you.

0:43:390:43:43

Maybe they're foods that you eat and enjoy.

0:43:430:43:47

Maybe there's even one or two foods that you haven't tried before.

0:43:470:43:50

Three, two,

0:43:500:43:53

one.

0:43:530:43:54

So, did you eat something?

0:43:570:43:58

I did, and it wasn't yellow.

0:43:580:44:00

-Ah! What was it?

-It was an egg.

0:44:000:44:02

-An egg?

-A fried egg.

0:44:020:44:04

A fried egg. I wasn't expecting that.

0:44:040:44:07

I wasn't either!

0:44:070:44:08

We went in my dream world and I, like, tried an egg.

0:44:100:44:14

It'll help me try stuff in real life.

0:44:140:44:17

Wow.

0:44:170:44:18

Rangan has the result of Kiki's gut bacteria test.

0:44:220:44:25

He hopes it holds the secret to why Kiki is obese

0:44:250:44:28

and his insulin levels are so dangerously high.

0:44:280:44:31

-How are you doing, Doc?

-Hey, good to see you.

0:44:330:44:36

I've got some new information for you, some results for you.

0:44:360:44:39

We know about our liver, our heart, kidneys, our brain.

0:44:390:44:42

-Our skin.

-Our skin.

0:44:420:44:44

Exactly. But not many people think about our gut bugs.

0:44:440:44:48

Inside us, inside our guts, live trillions of bugs.

0:44:480:44:52

-Yeah.

-And actually they've evolved with us

0:44:520:44:54

over millions of years, and the balance of those bugs

0:44:540:44:57

is critical for many things in our body - our mood,

0:44:570:45:01

how our gut is, maybe our skin.

0:45:010:45:04

-OK.

-But also our weight.

0:45:040:45:06

Rangan believes these gut bugs may help decide how much of our food is

0:45:060:45:11

turned into fat and how much is used as energy.

0:45:110:45:15

And the more varied bugs, the better.

0:45:150:45:18

These beans inside

0:45:180:45:20

represent your gut bugs.

0:45:200:45:23

What I want to see...

0:45:230:45:25

-..is a gut that looks like this.

-REBECCA:

-Mm-hm.

0:45:260:45:29

We want to see it all the way up here, with lots of diversity.

0:45:290:45:34

Kiki, your results are down here.

0:45:340:45:36

That's crazy. How come he has no bugs?

0:45:360:45:39

In some people, a single course of antibiotics can cause this.

0:45:390:45:43

-In some people.

-OK.

0:45:430:45:44

The diet impacts this. There's all kinds of things.

0:45:440:45:47

Stress levels impact this.

0:45:470:45:49

Rangan thinks that having a smaller variety of gut bugs may mean

0:45:490:45:53

Kiki's body is less efficient at processing fat.

0:45:530:45:56

The fastest way you can get from that to that...

0:45:560:46:00

..is with food.

0:46:010:46:03

The more diverse the food you're eating,

0:46:030:46:06

the more diverse your gut bugs.

0:46:060:46:09

So look at these red foods that you've got here...

0:46:090:46:11

Rangan wants Kiki to grow a variety of gut bugs

0:46:110:46:14

through a daily rainbow diet of colourful fruit and veg.

0:46:140:46:17

Strawberries, beetroots, cherries, cranberries, guava, red peppers.

0:46:170:46:21

-Guava?

-Tomatoes, watermelon,

0:46:210:46:24

guava, carrot.

0:46:240:46:26

Every day, can you get every colour of the rainbow in?

0:46:260:46:29

In addition to the rainbow, he wants Kiki to focus on specific foods.

0:46:290:46:34

There's a study which shows that two apples a day in two weeks

0:46:340:46:38

change the composition of your gut dramatically.

0:46:380:46:41

But there's a way of actually cooking it.

0:46:410:46:43

I'm going to show you now.

0:46:430:46:45

-Oh, you need to cook it?

-Yeah, and you can have it every day

0:46:450:46:47

-and that in itself will start to make these changes.

-OK.

0:46:470:46:50

Increasing the fibre from fruit and veg

0:46:500:46:53

may enable Kiki's gut bacteria

0:46:530:46:55

to produce beneficial compounds that could help him lose weight.

0:46:550:46:58

-So it's not one apple a day.

-It's two apples a day.

0:46:580:47:01

It's two apples a day!

0:47:010:47:02

-Exactly!

-Keeps the doctor away, hopefully.

0:47:020:47:05

You can add raisins or sultanas.

0:47:080:47:10

And then these and apples can spike your blood sugar a bit,

0:47:100:47:14

so that's why we give cinnamon, because cinnamon helps reduce that.

0:47:140:47:19

-Oh, really?

-Yeah.

0:47:190:47:20

And you can just eat an apple, right?

0:47:200:47:23

But actually, we find that when you heat it,

0:47:230:47:26

it releases a lot of these compounds quicker.

0:47:260:47:28

-Oh, OK.

-And that's the point, really, of heating it.

0:47:280:47:31

Rangan is also using targeted nutritional supplements

0:47:310:47:34

to supercharge the process.

0:47:340:47:38

You can put the skin to the side.

0:47:380:47:40

-Good?

-Doc, are you going to try some?

0:47:420:47:44

-Yeah, I'd love some.

-This is good. Just tastes like baked apples.

0:47:440:47:48

-Next time, do you reckon I can see that all filled in?

-Yeah!

0:47:480:47:52

It's going to be very competitive and very difficult

0:47:520:47:55

but just a little bit of encouragement and I'll be there.

0:47:550:48:00

I think that went really well. Kiki's up for it, you know?

0:48:000:48:03

I think he's seeing it as a bit of a competition,

0:48:030:48:05

and if that's what it needs to get him to do it, I'm OK with that.

0:48:050:48:10

Two months ago, the Garratt family were struggling with their food.

0:48:160:48:20

Lisa lived off diet shakes for breakfast,

0:48:200:48:23

and 16-year-old Hoshi was limited to just seven foods.

0:48:230:48:26

-Do you want me to get up extra early and make you a bacon roll?

-No.

0:48:260:48:30

-Hi!

-Hey!

-How are you doing?

-I'm good.

0:48:330:48:36

-How are you doing?

-Some breakfast?

-Breakfast sounds good, yeah.

0:48:360:48:39

-Brilliant.

-Banana pancakes?

0:48:390:48:41

Yeah... Not the diet shake any more?

0:48:410:48:44

-No, no.

-No?

0:48:440:48:45

Pancakes made with just banana, and fresh eggs from the farmers' market.

0:48:450:48:49

-That's it.

-Let's do it.

-The only ingredients.

0:48:490:48:51

Let's go.

0:48:510:48:52

-It's proper food with proper nutrients.

-I like breakfast.

0:48:520:48:55

I can't tell you how happy I am to hear you say that.

0:48:550:48:58

-I know.

-You like breakfast.

-I like breakfast.

0:48:580:49:01

It's probably my favourite meal.

0:49:010:49:03

That is so great.

0:49:030:49:04

I just think I'm getting up and I'm ready for something.

0:49:040:49:08

What a turnaround.

0:49:080:49:09

I know. Breakfast in a tin - we don't think like that now.

0:49:090:49:12

We just think, "It's time to give your body something good."

0:49:120:49:16

It's just about food and nutrition

0:49:160:49:18

and it doesn't matter how you eat it or when you eat it,

0:49:180:49:21

-as long as it's doing you good.

-Yeah.

-It's like...

0:49:210:49:24

There's such a big change from a few weeks ago,

0:49:240:49:27

-what you're telling me.

-Yeah.

0:49:270:49:28

Rangan wants to know if Hoshi has introduced any new foods

0:49:300:49:33

into her diet.

0:49:330:49:35

So, Hoshi, I thought we might try and see if we can piece together

0:49:350:49:38

-what's in your diet now...

-OK.

-..compared to the start.

0:49:380:49:42

I can't think.

0:49:430:49:45

-I can help.

-You can help.

0:49:450:49:47

Yeah, yeah.

0:49:470:49:48

-Yeah.

-So she has Southern fried spicy chicken.

0:49:480:49:53

And then that's on the bone and then I have it off the bone as well.

0:49:530:49:56

Yeah. She has different bread rolls and croissants.

0:49:560:49:59

-Yeah, there's that kind of...

-Yeah, brioche, normal bread rolls,

0:49:590:50:03

like a sub roll.

0:50:030:50:04

Chapatis. She's had a pancake.

0:50:040:50:06

-Didn't you, that Adam done?

-Yeah.

-That's a new food, isn't it?

0:50:080:50:11

-Yeah.

-Different duck.

0:50:110:50:13

We used to only have one type of duck

0:50:130:50:15

but now she'll have a different duck, won't you, with pancakes?

0:50:150:50:19

You've had watermelon.

0:50:190:50:21

You had cucumber.

0:50:210:50:23

You don't know about this, but with Gem,

0:50:230:50:25

like, dried cranberries.

0:50:250:50:27

-Have you?

-Yeah.

0:50:270:50:29

-Wow. How was that?

-Really nice.

0:50:290:50:31

-Was that at school?

-Yeah.

-Pomegranate. You've had pomegranate.

0:50:310:50:34

Yeah. This is more than seven.

0:50:340:50:37

This is a lot more than seven.

0:50:380:50:40

I suspect there's more there.

0:50:400:50:41

-Yeah. I'm trying to think.

-I just can't remember.

0:50:410:50:44

Just in your first pass, I've put 12 different things down.

0:50:440:50:48

So add that on to the seven of last time, you know,

0:50:480:50:52

you're pretty much 19, 20 foods, compared to seven at the start.

0:50:520:50:56

I'm kind of proud of myself.

0:50:560:50:58

Yeah, it's a big, big change, that.

0:50:580:51:01

I'm pretty sure soon that, you know, we'll...

0:51:010:51:05

-We'll fill a whole book.

-Fill a whole book, exactly!

0:51:050:51:07

Fill a whole book.

0:51:070:51:09

To celebrate Hoshi's growing appetite for new foods,

0:51:090:51:13

everyone heads out for lunch.

0:51:130:51:15

I'm going to get the all-American chicken burger.

0:51:150:51:18

That's quite a quick decision.

0:51:180:51:19

Yeah, I saw it and I instantly thought that.

0:51:190:51:23

-That's really good, isn't it?

-Yeah, it's fantastic.

0:51:230:51:25

We're not saying,

0:51:250:51:27

"Can we have a side order of goujons to make it, like, a meal?"

0:51:270:51:30

-Cheers.

-And then another medium with salad.

0:51:300:51:33

That'll be for me, yeah.

0:51:330:51:34

You're ploughing through that.

0:51:340:51:37

-Is it that good?

-Yeah, it's amazing.

0:51:370:51:40

-Do you like it?

-Isn't it?

-Amazing.

0:51:400:51:43

Can you remember the last time you guys went out

0:51:430:51:45

-and it was a stress-free experience?

-Never.

0:51:450:51:48

-It's never happened?

-No.

0:51:480:51:50

-This is the first time?

-Yeah, first time.

0:51:500:51:52

-Brilliant.

-Yeah, it is, it's fab.

0:51:520:51:54

I can see the smile coming out...

0:51:540:51:56

-Yeah.

-Not from your mouth, it's coming out from everywhere.

0:51:560:51:58

I'm trying to contain it. I'm trying to be

0:51:580:52:00

cool and laid-back about it but, yeah, it's amazing.

0:52:000:52:03

Really, really good.

0:52:030:52:05

So proud of her.

0:52:050:52:07

I think Lisa and Hoshi are on the right road now.

0:52:080:52:12

Yeah, Hoshi's done a lot of hard work

0:52:120:52:15

but at the same time, I think Lisa changing her relationship with food

0:52:150:52:18

is actually impacting Hoshi.

0:52:180:52:20

And that's what I always say to people,

0:52:200:52:23

you've got to make changes as a family.

0:52:230:52:25

Try and do these things in isolation, no chance.

0:52:250:52:28

You've got to all get on board, all do it together.

0:52:280:52:31

You can see you get results like this.

0:52:310:52:33

Eight weeks ago, when Rangan first met the Phillips family,

0:52:360:52:40

they were struggling with their diet and lifestyle.

0:52:400:52:43

Two.

0:52:430:52:44

Three.

0:52:460:52:47

Four.

0:52:470:52:49

-What's it like, watching these guys again?

-I love it.

0:52:500:52:53

I love seeing them doing stuff together.

0:52:530:52:56

They look like different people.

0:52:560:52:58

Definitely.

0:52:580:52:59

It's pretty...

0:52:590:53:01

I'm hoping that the scales will tell us the truth later.

0:53:010:53:04

Yeah, we'll see.

0:53:040:53:06

Mark's back pain is feeling significantly better

0:53:070:53:10

and he's able to start doing mixed martial arts with Kiki again.

0:53:100:53:13

Yeah, look at the smiles on their faces.

0:53:150:53:18

It's just so nice to see, isn't it?

0:53:180:53:20

I love you.

0:53:200:53:21

But the bigger issue is Kiki and his weight.

0:53:210:53:25

Rangan first met him when he was over 11 stone.

0:53:250:53:28

What do you reckon? Shall we do the weight?

0:53:290:53:31

Yes, please.

0:53:310:53:33

Time to get on there.

0:53:330:53:35

I need to see if it says fat or not.

0:53:380:53:40

Last time you were 11st 1 lb.

0:53:400:53:42

Everyone was really worried how much that was.

0:53:420:53:45

It was pretty much the same weight as your mum.

0:53:450:53:47

And I think that alarmed all of you.

0:53:470:53:49

-Yeah.

-Your new weight...

0:53:490:53:52

..is 9st 7lb.

0:53:530:53:54

-No!

-What?!

-What?

-So that's pretty much a stone-and-a-half.

0:53:540:53:58

-Well done, Kiki.

-Get out of here, Doc.

0:53:580:54:01

I'm not kidding you.

0:54:010:54:03

Are you serious?

0:54:030:54:05

Deadly serious. Same machine as last time.

0:54:050:54:08

You can visually see a change.

0:54:080:54:10

That's good.

0:54:100:54:12

It's not good, that is just fantastic.

0:54:120:54:15

I've rarely seen stuff like that.

0:54:150:54:18

-That's amazing.

-Kiki, seriously, come on.

0:54:180:54:21

That is just super good.

0:54:210:54:23

That's good.

0:54:230:54:25

We're close together!

0:54:250:54:27

ALL LAUGH

0:54:270:54:29

Kiki's weight is down,

0:54:290:54:31

but it's his insulin level that's most important for his health.

0:54:310:54:35

-What do you think? Do you think it'll be good?

-Yes.

0:54:350:54:38

-Sure?

-Yes.

0:54:380:54:40

All right, I'll tell you what they are.

0:54:400:54:42

So your initial insulin was 32.6.

0:54:420:54:46

OK?

0:54:460:54:48

Your new insulin is 10.

0:54:480:54:50

What?! High-five.

0:54:500:54:52

MARK LAUGHS

0:54:520:54:53

-OK.

-Do you know how good that is?

-That's so good.

0:54:560:54:59

That's pretty much normal.

0:54:590:55:01

Oh, my gosh, that's fabulous.

0:55:010:55:03

That means your body is needing just a little bit of insulin

0:55:030:55:06

to do basic functions. That's the way it should be.

0:55:060:55:09

-MARK:

-That's good.

-Put it there, son.

0:55:090:55:11

-Hey! Feel good?

-Yes!

0:55:130:55:15

-Cos he was an active kid, right?

-Yeah.

-He was already an active kid.

0:55:150:55:19

So I was thinking, "Hold on, he's active, what's going on here?"

0:55:190:55:23

-Yeah.

-And the diet...

0:55:230:55:25

-REBECCA:

-Football, swimming...

-MARK:

-Basketball.

0:55:250:55:28

Are you OK?

0:55:280:55:30

-REBECCA:

-Basketball. Even just walking with me to work.

-Hmm.

0:55:300:55:33

Walking to Harlesden, not taking the bus.

0:55:330:55:36

Walking back. Cos we walk a lot.

0:55:360:55:38

If we didn't have Doc, can you imagine?

0:55:400:55:42

-We would have just gone on...

-I would have been diabetic.

0:55:420:55:46

That's just crazy.

0:55:460:55:47

-Do you want some tissue?

-No, I'm good.

-Are you OK?

0:55:490:55:52

We did it.

0:55:550:55:57

But we did it as a family, which is good.

0:55:580:56:00

I'm chuffed. I'm really, really pleased.

0:56:040:56:08

What Kiki has done in under two months is frankly phenomenal.

0:56:080:56:13

I didn't think I've had that kind of response from a child before.

0:56:130:56:16

And, yeah, really...

0:56:160:56:19

It makes you feel good, you know?

0:56:190:56:21

It makes you feel good as a doctor, as a person.

0:56:210:56:23

But as a dad myself, that feels fantastic.

0:56:230:56:26

You know, everyone's excited about the weight,

0:56:260:56:28

I get that, because that's the headline news, isn't it?

0:56:280:56:31

But, actually, what makes me happier,

0:56:310:56:36

he was on the road to getting type 2 diabetes

0:56:360:56:39

and he's not any more.

0:56:390:56:42

It's really that stark.

0:56:420:56:44

And that's not going to have just consequences for now,

0:56:440:56:46

the way he feels today, and what happens at secondary school.

0:56:460:56:50

If he can keep it up,

0:56:500:56:51

this is going to have consequences for the rest of his life.

0:56:510:56:55

-Hello.

-Hello!

0:56:550:56:56

Next time, Rangan tries to help a mother and daughter...

0:56:560:57:00

I obviously can't go on like this, can I?

0:57:000:57:02

..who are battling the same life-threatening issue.

0:57:020:57:05

It probably puts you at high risk of early death.

0:57:050:57:08

Hellish, hellish, hellish, hellish.

0:57:080:57:12

And he tries to help a lady

0:57:120:57:13

who lives with extreme pain and exhaustion.

0:57:130:57:15

I think this fear is holding you back.

0:57:150:57:18

Please don't turn it into, this is a...

0:57:180:57:20

This is because I'm mentally fearful.

0:57:200:57:23

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