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This programme contains scenes which some viewers may find upsetting. | 0:00:04 | 0:00:09 | |
18th of October, 2012. | 0:00:12 | 0:00:15 | |
Across Britain, 100 cameras are filming the NHS on a single day. | 0:00:16 | 0:00:21 | |
This change will be a disaster. CHEERING | 0:00:21 | 0:00:25 | |
On this day, more than 1.5 million of us will be treated. | 0:00:25 | 0:00:30 | |
Three days ago, you had a stroke. | 0:00:31 | 0:00:34 | |
1,500 of us will die. | 0:00:34 | 0:00:37 | |
2,000 will be born. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:40 | |
The NHS is the largest public healthcare system in the world. | 0:00:43 | 0:00:47 | |
We want that to be in your voice all the time. | 0:00:49 | 0:00:52 | |
-We're going to help you. -We rely on it, | 0:00:52 | 0:00:55 | |
-complain about it. -In the bin. That's because of you. | 0:00:55 | 0:00:59 | |
Often we take it for granted. | 0:00:59 | 0:01:02 | |
-Lucas! -What we expect from the NHS is ever-increasing. | 0:01:02 | 0:01:07 | |
The money to pay for it isn't. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:10 | |
If we could see what this institution does in a single day, | 0:01:12 | 0:01:17 | |
what would it make us think? | 0:01:17 | 0:01:20 | |
This entire series tells the story of one day. | 0:01:21 | 0:01:25 | |
-So why isn't she waking up? -100 cameras | 0:01:25 | 0:01:29 | |
capturing the NHS as you've never seen it before. | 0:01:29 | 0:01:33 | |
Baby born at five to three. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:35 | |
JAMES NAUGHTIE: 'Six o'clock on Thursday, 18th... | 0:01:45 | 0:01:48 | |
'Plans by the government to...' | 0:01:49 | 0:01:52 | |
'I have a whole world of possibilities ahead of me. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:15 | |
'I feel anxious, but happy to be in the hands of such a good surgeon today. | 0:02:19 | 0:02:25 | |
'It's one enormous step on the way' | 0:02:28 | 0:02:31 | |
to where I'm going, so...it's going to be... momentous, really! | 0:02:31 | 0:02:37 | |
I can't wait to see the outcome, actually. | 0:02:37 | 0:02:40 | |
Um, yeah. It's going to be quite something. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:45 | |
My age is 62. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:57 | |
Morning, Boots. | 0:03:06 | 0:03:08 | |
Hungry, girl? Here you are. | 0:03:08 | 0:03:10 | |
No? All right. Maybe later. | 0:03:10 | 0:03:13 | |
My daughter tells me off terribly for doing this. She says, "How can you put purple eyeliner on?! | 0:03:13 | 0:03:20 | |
"It's atrocious." It's not the done thing at age 14. | 0:03:20 | 0:03:25 | |
She knows a lot about makeup. I say, "I know nothing about makeup." | 0:03:25 | 0:03:29 | |
When I first became a consultant, I had a makeover. An image consultant. | 0:03:29 | 0:03:35 | |
We spent a lot of time doing supervised shopping and learning what to buy | 0:03:35 | 0:03:40 | |
and how to do one's war paint. And she just taught me ONE method of doing it, | 0:03:40 | 0:03:46 | |
which is probably completely wrong now because I've done it this way without supervision for too long. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:52 | |
Tania is a plastic surgeon. | 0:03:59 | 0:04:01 | |
She splits her time between working for the Army and the NHS. | 0:04:01 | 0:04:06 | |
So just to remind me... | 0:04:08 | 0:04:10 | |
My plan for today is to open up your previous scar. | 0:04:10 | 0:04:14 | |
You've got the two bones inside the leg, the big bone and little bone. | 0:04:14 | 0:04:19 | |
We're going to shorten back the little bones on both sides. They're causing the trouble. | 0:04:19 | 0:04:25 | |
But leave the main bone the same length. That needs filing down. | 0:04:25 | 0:04:30 | |
I can't be any shorter because my daughter's getting too tall! | 0:04:30 | 0:04:34 | |
I've got this with one of my soldiers who used to be nearly 7 foot and had to lose two inches | 0:04:34 | 0:04:40 | |
because the prosthetist couldn't make him balance at that height. He had to accept a shortening. | 0:04:40 | 0:04:46 | |
Tania's first patient of the day is Claire, who lost her legs to bacterial meningitis aged 17. | 0:04:46 | 0:04:53 | |
The bones in her stumps have continued to grow, making it too painful to walk on false legs. | 0:04:53 | 0:04:59 | |
Tania will be operating on her so that she can walk again. | 0:04:59 | 0:05:03 | |
Claire has two below the knee amputations and has to have a different set of legs | 0:05:03 | 0:05:08 | |
depending on what she's wearing. She has a pair for flat shoes | 0:05:08 | 0:05:13 | |
and a pair of legs for high heel shoes. | 0:05:13 | 0:05:16 | |
The ankle position is different. If she wants to wear heels, she has to wear a different set of legs. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:23 | |
Tell me about your heart. Can you tell me about your heart? | 0:05:31 | 0:05:36 | |
Katie was involved in a road traffic collision yesterday evening. | 0:05:43 | 0:05:48 | |
She was a passenger in the front seat, wearing a seatbelt. | 0:05:48 | 0:05:52 | |
Last night, very shortly after she arrived, | 0:05:52 | 0:05:55 | |
she went to theatre because she had lost a lot of blood from a ruptured liver and ruptured spleen. | 0:05:55 | 0:05:59 | |
Our enduring hope is that her spinal cord has not yet been damaged, | 0:05:59 | 0:06:04 | |
which potentially could result in paralysis. | 0:06:04 | 0:06:07 | |
Her mum was driving and I'm sure very innocently, | 0:06:07 | 0:06:11 | |
but her daughter has these distressing and potentially life-changing injuries. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:17 | |
I've been doing this for donkeys' years and have children her age | 0:06:17 | 0:06:21 | |
and I still have no idea what she feels like. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:25 | |
As well as her mum, Katie's twin brother was also in the car when they collided with a van. | 0:06:25 | 0:06:31 | |
Katie was the only one seriously injured. | 0:06:31 | 0:06:35 | |
Doctors put her in a medically-induced coma to keep her safe | 0:06:35 | 0:06:40 | |
while they investigate the damage to her spinal cord. | 0:06:40 | 0:06:44 | |
You all right? | 0:06:46 | 0:06:48 | |
'This is the last ward you want to be in. Nobody wants their family in here. Why would they?' | 0:06:48 | 0:06:53 | |
They only get through the doors if they have a life-threatening problem. | 0:06:53 | 0:06:57 | |
One thing we tend to say at the very beginning when parents arrive is that we will be brutally honest. | 0:06:57 | 0:07:03 | |
We will also, quite shamelessly, worry people needlessly | 0:07:04 | 0:07:10 | |
because things can change suddenly, but if you expect something is going to get bad, | 0:07:10 | 0:07:15 | |
you're not doing anybody any favours by not telling them. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:20 | |
Right, we're scanning her head, aren't we? | 0:07:21 | 0:07:25 | |
Including neck. The whole spine. | 0:07:25 | 0:07:28 | |
If the MRI scan reveals that Katie's spinal cord is damaged, she might never walk again. | 0:07:29 | 0:07:36 | |
Is everyone ready? On roll. Ready, steady...roll. | 0:07:36 | 0:07:40 | |
Ready, steady, roll. | 0:07:40 | 0:07:42 | |
We're going to go on slide. Is everyone ready? Ready, steady, slide. | 0:07:43 | 0:07:49 | |
Stop. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:50 | |
-Can we tape her eyes? -Yeah. | 0:07:53 | 0:07:55 | |
OK. zero. > | 0:07:55 | 0:07:57 | |
-Just try the temperature of this on your head. -OK, that's good. | 0:08:30 | 0:08:34 | |
-Is that all right? -Yeah. | 0:08:34 | 0:08:36 | |
-Is that a nice feeling, Steven? -Having my hair washed? Oh, yeah. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:43 | |
It's lovely. That's two advantages of being a tetraplegic. | 0:08:43 | 0:08:49 | |
I never have to wash my hair again and I'll never have to shave again. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:53 | |
Scratch the top of my head as well, please. | 0:08:55 | 0:08:58 | |
Yeah, there. Oh, yeah. | 0:08:58 | 0:09:01 | |
That must be the worst thing, having an itch and not being able to do anything about it. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:06 | |
9 months ago, Steven fell down the stairs and damaged his spinal cord. He's been in hospital ever since. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:14 | |
He's paralysed from the neck down and fed through a tube in his stomach. | 0:09:14 | 0:09:19 | |
I can swallow, | 0:09:19 | 0:09:22 | |
but there's something deflecting what I swallow into my lungs. | 0:09:22 | 0:09:27 | |
-Have you given up eating olives, then? -I've given up olives, yeah. | 0:09:27 | 0:09:32 | |
We call it Olivegate. | 0:09:32 | 0:09:35 | |
My mother was eating olives with garlic in them and I begged her for an olive. | 0:09:35 | 0:09:41 | |
So she reluctantly gave me one and I ate it. | 0:09:41 | 0:09:45 | |
It came up one day when they were doing some physio. He coughed it up and they kept it in a little tube. | 0:09:45 | 0:09:51 | |
The smell just comes wafting over you and you're not in a good space. | 0:09:51 | 0:09:56 | |
You think if you eat an olive it will change the way you feel for a couple of seconds. | 0:09:56 | 0:10:02 | |
It's just that. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:04 | |
Take a deep breath. One, two, three. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:07 | |
OK, ready? | 0:10:14 | 0:10:16 | |
-Time for a fag soon! -I'll pretend I didn't hear that! | 0:10:18 | 0:10:22 | |
Ready? One, two, three. | 0:10:25 | 0:10:27 | |
In a month, Steven will leave the spinal injuries unit and move to a new home | 0:10:27 | 0:10:32 | |
with the 24-hour care he'll need for the rest of his life. | 0:10:32 | 0:10:37 | |
-Now go to Skype. -Yeah, yeah. | 0:10:37 | 0:10:40 | |
-OK. -OK. -Got it? -Yeah. -Double click that. | 0:10:40 | 0:10:44 | |
Hello, baby! How are you? | 0:10:44 | 0:10:46 | |
-I can't see you. Can you see me? -Yeah, I can see you. | 0:10:46 | 0:10:51 | |
How's Johnny been? Johnny's the rabbit. | 0:10:51 | 0:10:56 | |
-He's been good? -Yeah. -We're going out of the hospital today. | 0:10:56 | 0:11:00 | |
Caroline's going to pick you up, and we'll do a bit of shopping. I'll see you about 11.30, 12 o'clock. | 0:11:00 | 0:11:07 | |
OK? Is that a little heart you put for me, was it? | 0:11:07 | 0:11:10 | |
-Yeah. -It's beating as well. | 0:11:10 | 0:11:13 | |
Is it beating? I love you to pieces, baby. | 0:11:13 | 0:11:17 | |
-Bye-bye, darling. -Close it? -Yeah. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:20 | |
WHISTLES CALMLY | 0:11:39 | 0:11:41 | |
Sally is one of more than 3,000 people in Britain who are in the process of changing their gender. | 0:11:44 | 0:11:52 | |
The NHS spends around £2 million a year on gender reassignment surgery, | 0:11:52 | 0:11:58 | |
but before an operation, patients must live as their preferred sex for two years, undergo assessment | 0:11:58 | 0:12:04 | |
-and have hormone treatment. -I'm Iffy. Pleased to meet you. -I've heard all about you. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:09 | |
Have you? It's all lies. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:11 | |
-What are you currently taking? -Oestradiol valerate, Progynova. | 0:12:14 | 0:12:19 | |
-Yeah. -And Decapeptyl. -OK. -Once every three months. -OK. | 0:12:19 | 0:12:24 | |
And I don't take medicines. I'm from the pharmaceutical industry! | 0:12:24 | 0:12:29 | |
-OK. -I avoid them if I can possibly...! | 0:12:29 | 0:12:33 | |
OK, on a scale of 1-10, | 0:12:33 | 0:12:35 | |
1 being terrible, 10 fantastic, where are your energy levels at the moment? | 0:12:35 | 0:12:40 | |
-I would say probably 3-4. -OK. | 0:12:40 | 0:12:44 | |
And your sex drive, what's that like on a good day and a bad day? | 0:12:44 | 0:12:49 | |
-I was going to say zero! -You can say zero if you like. | 0:12:49 | 0:12:54 | |
-Between zero and 2. -OK. | 0:12:54 | 0:12:57 | |
-Horrible question, but do you see any erections any more? -No. -OK. | 0:12:59 | 0:13:03 | |
Now, from a surgical point of view, referral through, hopefully, | 0:13:03 | 0:13:08 | |
-for the labiaplasty. Is that correct? For the cosmetic... -That's right. -Lovely. | 0:13:08 | 0:13:15 | |
-So the next thing I'm going to do is put you on the weigh-in scales. OK? -Yes. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:21 | |
-OK. -My blood pressure's fine. -I will be doing that as well. -Good. | 0:13:23 | 0:13:27 | |
Yes, I will. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:29 | |
Hello. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:33 | |
I'm all right. How are you? | 0:13:33 | 0:13:36 | |
I'm going to start at the beginning. | 0:13:36 | 0:13:39 | |
Current medicines? | 0:13:39 | 0:13:41 | |
'On my very first appointment here, something very funny happened.' | 0:13:41 | 0:13:45 | |
There were a couple of trans women and a lady said, "Is this your first time here?" | 0:13:45 | 0:13:50 | |
I was like, "Yes." I thought maybe I seem really nervous. | 0:13:50 | 0:13:54 | |
She said, "I feel you could have made a bit more effort with your appearance." | 0:13:54 | 0:14:00 | |
Was I dressed too casually or something like that? | 0:14:00 | 0:14:04 | |
But then she added, "It's good to start looking more feminine at some point when you go outside." | 0:14:04 | 0:14:11 | |
I realised that she thought I was born male and was trying to transition to be female. | 0:14:11 | 0:14:18 | |
I politely pointed out that actually I was female transitioning to be male! | 0:14:18 | 0:14:23 | |
I think I hide it well, but I have double D breasts. | 0:14:23 | 0:14:27 | |
-How's your general health? -I'm just getting used to my face changing. | 0:14:27 | 0:14:32 | |
I saw some photographs of myself a year ago, before the testosterone. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:36 | |
I suddenly looked at a picture now and I was like, "Wow!" | 0:14:36 | 0:14:41 | |
And now I'm getting body hair everywhere. I'm getting it on the face, my belly at the bottom. | 0:14:41 | 0:14:48 | |
That's good news that you're getting it where you should be getting it. | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
-It's nice to see it here, isn't it? -I like my little wolf patch that I sort of get here. | 0:14:52 | 0:14:58 | |
Good morning, Sally. My name is Helena. Nice to meet you. | 0:15:01 | 0:15:05 | |
I'll be helping your anaesthetist. | 0:15:05 | 0:15:08 | |
-Can you just confirm your name and date of birth? -Sally Rivers. | 0:15:08 | 0:15:12 | |
BIRTH DATE BLEEPED OUT | 0:15:12 | 0:15:14 | |
And you are coming for cricothyroid approximation and thyroid chondroplasty? | 0:15:21 | 0:15:27 | |
-You understand the operation? -I do. -Have you signed the consent? | 0:15:27 | 0:15:31 | |
Today Sally is having an operation to change the pitch of her voice | 0:15:31 | 0:15:35 | |
and reduce the size of her Adam's apple. | 0:15:35 | 0:15:39 | |
Hello. Good morning. Can I come in? | 0:15:41 | 0:15:45 | |
If I could just have a little peep at your neck. | 0:15:45 | 0:15:49 | |
-There's a nice skin crease there so we'll use that. -OK. | 0:15:49 | 0:15:53 | |
Afterwards, you're going to rest your voice completely. | 0:15:53 | 0:15:57 | |
The odd word's not the end of the world, but rest your voice. | 0:15:57 | 0:16:01 | |
-In two or three weeks, you'll meet with Speech Therapy? -Yes. -OK. | 0:16:01 | 0:16:05 | |
'I was, in many respects, a normal child, but something started to happen. | 0:16:05 | 0:16:12 | |
'I just began to relate more to what girls were doing than what boys were doing. | 0:16:12 | 0:16:18 | |
'And it utterly horrified me. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:21 | |
'You are a prisoner in your own body. | 0:16:21 | 0:16:24 | |
'There are plenty of other people who have illnesses where they're trapped in their own body, | 0:16:24 | 0:16:30 | |
'but it's almost like I'm giving myself permission now to lead a full and proper life as other women do | 0:16:30 | 0:16:36 | |
'and rather than it being a dream, it's now becoming a reality.' | 0:16:36 | 0:16:41 | |
All the way. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:48 | |
I want big, slow breaths. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:51 | |
We're just reducing the laryngeal prominence, the Adam's apple. | 0:17:40 | 0:17:44 | |
We've exposed the larynx completely at the front and I'm going to do a little bit of a trim here. | 0:17:49 | 0:17:55 | |
15 blade, thank you. | 0:17:55 | 0:17:57 | |
Sally's vocal cord surgery costs around £2,000. | 0:17:58 | 0:18:03 | |
I'm probably the third generation of surgeon doing this procedure. The pioneers were in the early '70s. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:15 | |
We've been doing between 50 and 70 cases a year. | 0:18:15 | 0:18:19 | |
It's probably the largest number I know of any unit in the world. | 0:18:19 | 0:18:23 | |
But we're getting less referrals for this surgery through the NHS | 0:18:23 | 0:18:27 | |
and that relates to the current economic environment we live in, | 0:18:27 | 0:18:32 | |
but times change and I'm sure they'll rediscover its value. | 0:18:32 | 0:18:37 | |
In a moment, we'll tighten the sutures | 0:18:41 | 0:18:45 | |
and they should tension the cords. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:47 | |
-The analogy of a guitar string. -My colleague's just said the analogy is a guitar string. | 0:18:47 | 0:18:53 | |
If you tension a string, the pitch gets higher. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:57 | |
This is probably the most crucial part of the whole operation. Get the mosquito. | 0:18:57 | 0:19:03 | |
-Have we not got a mosquito rather than...? -No. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:07 | |
OK, go ahead. | 0:19:07 | 0:19:09 | |
-Got it? -Mm-hm. | 0:19:09 | 0:19:11 | |
-OK? -Yeah. | 0:19:11 | 0:19:13 | |
So basically the gap here was much, much larger a few minutes ago. | 0:19:16 | 0:19:21 | |
What the effect of this is is that inside the larynx, it's tensioning the cords. | 0:19:21 | 0:19:27 | |
I've got scissors here. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:29 | |
Most of the patients with gender dysphoria are of a working age. | 0:19:40 | 0:19:44 | |
Now if you are born the wrong sex, | 0:19:44 | 0:19:48 | |
you're uncomfortable going out, you're uncomfortable socialising, being involved. | 0:19:49 | 0:19:55 | |
'And some of these patients do not work. | 0:19:55 | 0:19:58 | |
'The simple fact is that if you're not working and paying your taxes, that is money lost to everyone.' | 0:19:58 | 0:20:05 | |
There are other ill health issues. Going to the doctor's with depression or they attempt suicide | 0:20:05 | 0:20:11 | |
and end up being treated on the Intensive Care Unit. | 0:20:11 | 0:20:14 | |
One day in there will cost far more than this whole procedure, | 0:20:14 | 0:20:18 | |
so if you think about it like that, it does pay for itself. | 0:20:18 | 0:20:23 | |
Let's get this. Follow that car, catch up with him. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:32 | |
Foetus inside, so the students can get a feel for where the baby is. | 0:20:32 | 0:20:37 | |
I'm not sure. I think it's here that's fractured. | 0:20:56 | 0:21:00 | |
-On both sides. Is that right? -There is spinal trauma. The rest is C2, isn't it? -Yeah. | 0:21:00 | 0:21:06 | |
-The cord looks fine. -That's good. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:13 | |
Greatly relieved. The spinal cord isn't damaged and she's not paralysed. | 0:21:19 | 0:21:25 | |
If you're going to break your neck, that's the way to do it - in a way that can be fixed in a safe manner | 0:21:25 | 0:21:31 | |
and also is not going to impact too much on the way we look after the rest of her injuries. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:37 | |
-I'll go and get Mum and Dad. -OK. Thanks. | 0:21:46 | 0:21:50 | |
No, I'll get the nurse to go and get them or they'll think something terrible. | 0:21:50 | 0:21:56 | |
Do you mind getting Mum and Dad round so the guys...? | 0:21:56 | 0:22:01 | |
-I can come round as well. -Or we talk to them there. | 0:22:01 | 0:22:05 | |
We had a discussion with the neurosurgeons. | 0:22:16 | 0:22:21 | |
She's got a fracture which is colloquially called a hangman's fracture, which isn't very nice, | 0:22:21 | 0:22:27 | |
but it's the one you get when basically her neck's done that. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:31 | |
What is good is that the spinal cord has plenty of room, nice and free. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:35 | |
So... | 0:22:35 | 0:22:36 | |
she's unlikely to have any kind of neurological injury. | 0:22:37 | 0:22:41 | |
We'd quite like to keep her asleep. It gives a little bit of time for the other injuries to settle down. | 0:22:41 | 0:22:47 | |
At the moment, we're looking at about Monday to wake her up. | 0:22:47 | 0:22:51 | |
I know you have a 16-year-old daughter with a broken neck, | 0:22:51 | 0:22:55 | |
-but it's a bit better this afternoon than it was this morning. -OK. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:59 | |
Thank you. | 0:22:59 | 0:23:01 | |
Look... | 0:23:37 | 0:23:39 | |
You might be having a heart attack. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:42 | |
Before I had my surgery, I weighed 25 stone. | 0:23:45 | 0:23:49 | |
I'm half the person I used to be! | 0:23:49 | 0:23:51 | |
For three months, Steven's been having daily therapy to help him cope. | 0:23:59 | 0:24:04 | |
This intensive therapy will end when he leaves the unit, | 0:24:04 | 0:24:08 | |
but his care will still cost the NHS £80,000 a year. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:12 | |
That sort it? | 0:24:15 | 0:24:17 | |
That feels good. As it runs past wherever it does, | 0:24:17 | 0:24:22 | |
-I'm more aware of... -Absolutely. It's about waking up all those senses, really. | 0:24:22 | 0:24:29 | |
-Is it nice to taste something? -Lovely. This is the highlight of my day. Definitely the highlight. | 0:24:29 | 0:24:35 | |
-Having a glass of orange. -Who'd have thought? -I know. | 0:24:35 | 0:24:39 | |
-I've actually brought some yoghurt. -OK. -Which will come in handy. | 0:24:42 | 0:24:47 | |
-Wow. -This is the big treat. -A big day today, eh? | 0:24:47 | 0:24:52 | |
-Ready? -OK. | 0:24:52 | 0:24:54 | |
-OK? -I felt good. -But that swallow is tiring. It's taking more effort to trigger. | 0:25:10 | 0:25:16 | |
I think I'm going to stop, actually. Everything's getting really tired. | 0:25:16 | 0:25:20 | |
-I'll just get you into trouble. -OK. -You won't thank me for that. -OK. | 0:25:20 | 0:25:25 | |
Do you want some suction? | 0:25:30 | 0:25:32 | |
-No, it's OK. -See? That's what I suspect is the yoghurt sliding down. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:38 | |
No, it's all right. No. | 0:25:40 | 0:25:42 | |
We'll get a SATs monitor on. | 0:25:42 | 0:25:45 | |
I think it's fair to say he'll probably never eat a full meal again. | 0:25:45 | 0:25:50 | |
For pleasure purposes, it would be really valuable to take a small amount so on any social occasion | 0:25:50 | 0:25:57 | |
he may be able to sit down and have a drink with some friends or coffee. | 0:25:57 | 0:26:01 | |
Eating, drinking is the glue of life, quite often. | 0:26:01 | 0:26:05 | |
If he can have something, he can be a part of the party. | 0:26:05 | 0:26:10 | |
-Hello. -Hello, Karma! Hello, baby. | 0:26:32 | 0:26:36 | |
Am I going to have a kiss? Am I going to get a kiss? | 0:26:37 | 0:26:42 | |
-Oh, I can't reach you. -Can't reach. -Come round here and see if you can. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:46 | |
You must be able to. Stand on the bed, then. | 0:26:49 | 0:26:53 | |
Oh...so close! | 0:26:54 | 0:26:57 | |
Ah, thank you, darling. | 0:26:57 | 0:26:59 | |
-Oh... -All right? -A bit chilly. -Do you want...? -No, it's OK. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:03 | |
-Do you want a rug or something? -No, no, no. | 0:27:03 | 0:27:06 | |
Looks uncool in a rug. It's bad enough being in a wheelchair. | 0:27:06 | 0:27:11 | |
As part of his rehab, Steven is taken out to help him get used to life in a wheelchair. | 0:27:12 | 0:27:18 | |
Steven's separated from his partner and sees his daughter once a week. | 0:27:20 | 0:27:24 | |
Today's the first time he's left the hospital with her since the accident. | 0:27:24 | 0:27:30 | |
I miss you. | 0:27:30 | 0:27:33 | |
-I miss you, too. -I miss you very much, Karma. | 0:27:34 | 0:27:38 | |
I miss you very much, too. | 0:27:38 | 0:27:40 | |
I miss... going swimming with you. | 0:27:41 | 0:27:45 | |
Do you know that? Probably that's the most... the most...the most missed anything. | 0:27:45 | 0:27:52 | |
Going swimming. | 0:27:52 | 0:27:54 | |
-Yeah? -Yeah. | 0:27:54 | 0:27:57 | |
Yeah, me, too. | 0:27:57 | 0:27:59 | |
What we see here, this is the right leg | 0:28:31 | 0:28:35 | |
and you can see that the fibula and tibia are fairly similar in length. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:39 | |
I would like to achieve 2cm difference between the fibula and the tibia. | 0:28:39 | 0:28:45 | |
I think the NHS's role is about making you function. | 0:28:48 | 0:28:54 | |
With the improvement in prostheses that we've seen over the last few decades, there are very few things | 0:28:54 | 0:28:59 | |
that an amputee can't actually do. | 0:28:59 | 0:29:03 | |
The only real thing you can't do is easily leap out of bed in the night to go to the loo | 0:29:03 | 0:29:08 | |
because you've got to put your leg on, but other than that, with a well-fitted below-knee prosthesis, | 0:29:08 | 0:29:14 | |
you can do an awful lot of the things that used to be considered to be impossible for amputees. | 0:29:14 | 0:29:20 | |
She's twitching. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:23 | |
It's not causing me concern. It was interesting that she was doing it. | 0:29:25 | 0:29:29 | |
I wasn't sure it was significant or anything. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:32 | |
Oh, that's why I wear a visor! | 0:29:54 | 0:29:57 | |
-Shall I take it off? -If you like. I don't mind. | 0:30:02 | 0:30:05 | |
-Will it be easier to clean that way? -Hmm. | 0:30:05 | 0:30:08 | |
I'm just having a quick clean. | 0:30:08 | 0:30:10 | |
And then we're going to need the saw in a minute. | 0:30:17 | 0:30:21 | |
LOUD DRILLING | 0:30:26 | 0:30:29 | |
OK, and the nail file. | 0:30:34 | 0:30:36 | |
SCRAPING SOUND | 0:30:36 | 0:30:38 | |
OK. The nice thing about having new instruments is they're all sharp. | 0:30:42 | 0:30:46 | |
So that's now quite a lot shorter than the main bone here. | 0:30:46 | 0:30:51 | |
We're just going to take a quick short cut. | 0:31:08 | 0:31:12 | |
I think a lot of what we do is about the whole patient, rather than just this operation. | 0:31:17 | 0:31:23 | |
I expect that I will need to do modifications to Claire for many, many years to come | 0:31:23 | 0:31:29 | |
and there may be other treatments that are more cosmetic, | 0:31:29 | 0:31:33 | |
but that's not cosmetic, i.e, making you look more like a film star. | 0:31:33 | 0:31:37 | |
That's bringing you in line with what is normal for the population as a whole. | 0:31:37 | 0:31:42 | |
My feeling is that what the NHS should be allowed to do is normalise people. | 0:31:42 | 0:31:48 | |
-Aaagh! -Just there. Sorry. -It's all right. | 0:32:16 | 0:32:19 | |
-How's that? -No, that's numb. That feels quite numb. | 0:32:20 | 0:32:24 | |
You've just had a special birthday. | 0:32:24 | 0:32:27 | |
40, plus VAT. That's what I was. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
-Where did you go? -Marbella. Me and the girls and it was absolutely fabulous. | 0:32:30 | 0:32:35 | |
-God, you see the sights there! -Oh, yeah. | 0:32:35 | 0:32:39 | |
-We've done the lap-dancing clubs and the poles. -What? Did you? -I struggled with that pole though, Ann. | 0:32:39 | 0:32:46 | |
-You didn't, really? -I did, yeah, Puerto Banus. | 0:32:46 | 0:32:49 | |
You've got to go to Puerto Banus when you're in Marbella. | 0:32:49 | 0:32:53 | |
Oh, yeah, it's fabulous. | 0:32:53 | 0:32:55 | |
For the past ten years, the NHS has been offering nipple tattoos | 0:33:00 | 0:33:05 | |
to patients who have had breast reconstruction as a result of cancer. | 0:33:05 | 0:33:10 | |
Today, over 300 hospitals across the country offer the service. | 0:33:10 | 0:33:16 | |
Back in 1999, a long time ago now, | 0:33:17 | 0:33:21 | |
I didn't have a lump or anything like that, just a bit of a hard boob. | 0:33:21 | 0:33:25 | |
How old were you then and how old were you? | 0:33:25 | 0:33:28 | |
Well, that was... I was 35. | 0:33:28 | 0:33:30 | |
-I was 11. -That must have been hard. | 0:33:30 | 0:33:33 | |
And just being on our own, a single parent, just me and Em, it was a bit...harrowing. | 0:33:33 | 0:33:40 | |
So, anyway, I went to see my GP, he sat me down, | 0:33:42 | 0:33:46 | |
stuck these X-rays, blah-blah-blah, | 0:33:46 | 0:33:50 | |
on this machine and said, "Yes, well, you've got ductal carcinoma in situ." | 0:33:50 | 0:33:55 | |
And I'm going, "Oh, that's good... | 0:33:56 | 0:33:59 | |
"That's great news." | 0:34:00 | 0:34:02 | |
"And you're going to have to have a mastectomy." | 0:34:02 | 0:34:06 | |
And I can remember just breaking down, crying, and saying, "Am I going to die?" | 0:34:06 | 0:34:12 | |
"Well," he said, "not if I can help it." | 0:34:12 | 0:34:15 | |
I wasn't really worried about waking up with a boob gone because... | 0:34:16 | 0:34:20 | |
..you don't worry about what you're going to look like. | 0:34:24 | 0:34:28 | |
I can remember then waking up, being very sick, | 0:34:29 | 0:34:34 | |
and, being the very vain person I am, looking for a mirror, | 0:34:34 | 0:34:39 | |
because I said, "I've got to put my lippy on. I may not have a boob, but I'm going to put my lippy on." | 0:34:39 | 0:34:45 | |
And looking in the mirror, I looked like I'd been knocked out. | 0:34:45 | 0:34:49 | |
I was violently, violently sick and I remember thinking, "No, I do want to die." | 0:34:49 | 0:34:55 | |
And I put that foam prosthesis in my bra, put my bra on, | 0:34:55 | 0:34:59 | |
put on the same black shirt that I'd come into hospital in | 0:34:59 | 0:35:04 | |
and I looked in that mirror and it was me. | 0:35:04 | 0:35:08 | |
-It's true. -OK? -Can I have a look in the mirror? -Yeah. | 0:35:08 | 0:35:12 | |
You've got to tread carefully with how much you do in terms of tattooing | 0:35:12 | 0:35:16 | |
-because you do ooze a little bit. -Yeah. | 0:35:16 | 0:35:19 | |
-If we get you back again to get the colour that you want to be... -No, that looks really good. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:25 | |
- Yeah, chuffed. Chuffed. - It looks good. | 0:35:25 | 0:35:28 | |
Debbie's nips. | 0:35:28 | 0:35:30 | |
LAUGHTER | 0:35:30 | 0:35:32 | |
Dr McAllister, there's just another gentleman beside him, Mr Nelson, James Nelson. | 0:35:49 | 0:35:55 | |
I'll just let you pop your head in when you're here. | 0:35:55 | 0:35:59 | |
I'm looking at his monitor there. Everything looks normal on that. | 0:36:05 | 0:36:09 | |
I was tired after the operation, but I'm grand now. | 0:36:09 | 0:36:13 | |
And you can rotate it round and choose which prostate you would like them to examine. | 0:36:30 | 0:36:37 | |
So where are we going today... Start again. | 0:36:46 | 0:36:50 | |
Right, where's Daddy going today? | 0:36:50 | 0:36:52 | |
-"Hostipal". -"Hostital". -Why? | 0:36:52 | 0:36:55 | |
-To get a new hand. -To get a new hand. | 0:36:55 | 0:36:58 | |
-Are you guys excited about that? -Yes. | 0:36:58 | 0:37:02 | |
How much are you excited? THEY SHOUT | 0:37:02 | 0:37:04 | |
-If I can take that hand from you... -Mm-hm. | 0:37:12 | 0:37:15 | |
Thank you. | 0:37:18 | 0:37:20 | |
He's programming the hand now. | 0:37:22 | 0:37:25 | |
On the trial hand I had various grip patterns. | 0:37:25 | 0:37:28 | |
And so Bruce is now taking those patterns and putting them | 0:37:28 | 0:37:32 | |
on to the new hand via Bluetooth, which is incredible. | 0:37:32 | 0:37:36 | |
It's all wireless. | 0:37:36 | 0:37:38 | |
-No beep when it changes, just the vibrate. -Just the vibrate. -They're all in the right order. -Fantastic. | 0:37:38 | 0:37:43 | |
-This... -I like your knuckles. -A Chinese grip, yeah. | 0:37:55 | 0:37:58 | |
If you're going to be a robot, you need that. | 0:37:58 | 0:38:00 | |
-Ready? -I am. | 0:38:10 | 0:38:12 | |
I think I look chubby. | 0:38:14 | 0:38:16 | |
I know it's just my anorexia talking. I know that that's not real. | 0:38:17 | 0:38:22 | |
"Chubby, chubster, whale..." | 0:38:25 | 0:38:28 | |
-"Big bird?" -Oh, yeah, "big bird". | 0:38:31 | 0:38:34 | |
-That's not a bad day's shopping, was it, Karma? -No. | 0:38:45 | 0:38:49 | |
No? "Thanks, Dad." | 0:38:49 | 0:38:51 | |
Did you say, "Thanks..."? Did you say, "Thanks, Dad"? | 0:38:52 | 0:38:56 | |
Thanks, Dad. | 0:38:56 | 0:38:58 | |
You're welcome, baby. | 0:38:58 | 0:39:01 | |
You want a children's meal - chicken nuggets, | 0:39:01 | 0:39:04 | |
-a double burger... -Yeah. | 0:39:04 | 0:39:07 | |
-A wrap? -Yeah. -And a hot and cold chocolate? | 0:39:07 | 0:39:11 | |
-Yeah, and chips. -And chips. | 0:39:11 | 0:39:13 | |
You're not talking now. | 0:39:23 | 0:39:26 | |
-Are you really hungry? -Yeah. | 0:39:27 | 0:39:30 | |
-All right... -You're two minutes away now. -Let's get some food then. | 0:39:30 | 0:39:36 | |
OK? Have we got everything? | 0:39:37 | 0:39:39 | |
All right, don't drop those, Karma. | 0:39:39 | 0:39:42 | |
I don't think she will. | 0:39:44 | 0:39:46 | |
It smells delicious. | 0:39:46 | 0:39:48 | |
OK, right, OK... | 0:39:49 | 0:39:51 | |
-OK... -Can I take them out of your pocket now? -No, you can leave them in there. | 0:39:51 | 0:39:56 | |
-Right, see you later, baby. -Bye! | 0:39:58 | 0:40:01 | |
Take care. | 0:40:01 | 0:40:03 | |
-Bye. -Bye-bye, darling. -Bye. | 0:40:03 | 0:40:05 | |
Bye. I love you. | 0:40:05 | 0:40:07 | |
-Karma... -Yeah? -Don't forget to Skype me. All right? | 0:40:07 | 0:40:12 | |
Skype me tomorrow. | 0:40:12 | 0:40:14 | |
See you later, darling. | 0:40:15 | 0:40:17 | |
-Bye. -Bye. | 0:40:17 | 0:40:20 | |
Karma was a bit distant from me today. | 0:40:20 | 0:40:23 | |
Normally, she's all over me like a rash. | 0:40:23 | 0:40:27 | |
We were really close. I mean, you can see it in that photograph there. | 0:40:27 | 0:40:32 | |
She had a big grin on her face like that most of the day because we were doing such fun things. | 0:40:32 | 0:40:39 | |
I'm not the dad I was. | 0:40:40 | 0:40:42 | |
You know, I'm not the fun dad I was. | 0:40:42 | 0:40:45 | |
You feel yourself isolated, stuck in a wheelchair now. | 0:40:46 | 0:40:50 | |
And not even being able to put my arm around her, | 0:40:52 | 0:40:55 | |
I find it quite upsetting, really. | 0:40:55 | 0:40:58 | |
-What can I do with her? -You can help her do her homework. | 0:40:59 | 0:41:04 | |
-There's loads of things you can do with her. -Yeah, I know. -Just not active things. -No. | 0:41:04 | 0:41:09 | |
This is Roger's aeroplane that he had the accident in, | 0:41:27 | 0:41:32 | |
obviously, before. | 0:41:32 | 0:41:34 | |
It's not my favourite. | 0:41:34 | 0:41:36 | |
And that was how it was. | 0:41:40 | 0:41:42 | |
The front of the aeroplane is completely devastated by fire. Roger would have been sitting about here. | 0:41:42 | 0:41:48 | |
Had I been a passenger, I would have been sitting there, | 0:41:48 | 0:41:52 | |
so I may possibly have come off worse than Roger. | 0:41:52 | 0:41:55 | |
Anybody in that front seat would have died. There's no question about that at all. | 0:41:55 | 0:42:00 | |
-Do you remember anything about the crash? -Nothing. Nothing, I'm pleased to say. | 0:42:00 | 0:42:05 | |
The last recollection I have is saying "cheerio" to Kim on Thursday | 0:42:05 | 0:42:10 | |
and the next clear recollection I have of my own, other than from what people have told me, | 0:42:10 | 0:42:15 | |
is about seven weeks afterwards when I woke up from an induced coma in the Burns Unit at Chelmsford. | 0:42:15 | 0:42:21 | |
I see Roger as that man. | 0:42:25 | 0:42:28 | |
He's my first love and he always will be. | 0:42:28 | 0:42:31 | |
This is him at the nose wheel of an A300. | 0:42:31 | 0:42:35 | |
Roger's plane crash was four years ago. | 0:42:36 | 0:42:39 | |
He was trapped in the fire for half an hour. | 0:42:39 | 0:42:42 | |
Since then, he has been going to hospital every two months for reconstructive surgery. | 0:42:42 | 0:42:48 | |
This part of my arm here, as you can see, doesn't straighten. | 0:42:50 | 0:42:54 | |
I've had three operations on it already, so hopefully, with luck, | 0:42:54 | 0:42:58 | |
provided the tendons and muscles themselves haven't shortened, I should be able to straighten my arm. | 0:42:58 | 0:43:04 | |
Do you get excited about operations? | 0:43:04 | 0:43:07 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:43:07 | 0:43:09 | |
-I'm sorry. -Do you look forward to them? | 0:43:09 | 0:43:12 | |
-No. -Not at all. | 0:43:12 | 0:43:14 | |
Honestly, I've had so many of the bloody things and I just want to move forward. | 0:43:14 | 0:43:20 | |
I'd very much sooner not look like an extra off a Hammer film, | 0:43:26 | 0:43:30 | |
which I do at the moment, but it's not a big priority. | 0:43:30 | 0:43:33 | |
The big goal is to fly again. I don't mean to fly as a passenger again, but as a pilot. | 0:43:34 | 0:43:40 | |
I was never, ever concerned about how he'd look. | 0:43:45 | 0:43:48 | |
That's never concerned me. | 0:43:48 | 0:43:51 | |
It was...whether or not Roger would be the same person | 0:43:51 | 0:43:55 | |
as he was before the accident. | 0:43:55 | 0:43:58 | |
If...Roger had had any brain damage, | 0:43:58 | 0:44:03 | |
I...I don't know how or what we'd have done. | 0:44:03 | 0:44:07 | |
And I can honestly say that I have absolutely no idea. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:11 | |
I think I'd be lying to say that there haven't been times that I wish I hadn't survived. | 0:44:11 | 0:44:17 | |
I suppose one of the most difficult things to bear | 0:44:17 | 0:44:21 | |
is losing, other than Kim, more or less everything that I enjoy doing, | 0:44:21 | 0:44:26 | |
losing my profession and hobbies... | 0:44:26 | 0:44:30 | |
..all of the things that are lost. | 0:44:31 | 0:44:33 | |
A lot of them are functions and bits of my body that are no longer there. | 0:44:33 | 0:44:37 | |
-How are you? -Pretty good, thanks. How are you? -Hi, Kim. How are things? -Not bad. -Had a busy morning? | 0:44:42 | 0:44:48 | |
It was slightly more interesting than it might have been. I've changed my suit. I'm clean. | 0:44:48 | 0:44:54 | |
The plan for today then... I'm going to do some releases on that elbow. | 0:44:54 | 0:44:59 | |
So how is it looking after last time? | 0:44:59 | 0:45:02 | |
So we've still got quite a lot of that. If we draw around that... | 0:45:02 | 0:45:06 | |
-That part has survived. -Yeah. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
That part is good. | 0:45:08 | 0:45:10 | |
-But we've lost a bit in the middle and that's contracted down a bit. -Yeah. | 0:45:10 | 0:45:15 | |
We are optimistic that we'll be able to get that arm out a bit straighter. | 0:45:15 | 0:45:19 | |
-I don't want to cut that biceps muscle because, obviously, you need that for power to flex. -OK. | 0:45:19 | 0:45:25 | |
But if we can encourage it to release some of its strands, that'll give you more movement. | 0:45:25 | 0:45:31 | |
-Good. You need to sign a consent form still, don't you? -I do. -Yeah. I shall get one. | 0:45:31 | 0:45:35 | |
Here. | 0:45:35 | 0:45:37 | |
-Oh, just there. -There somewhere. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:40 | |
Roger has had 36 operations since his crash, | 0:45:41 | 0:45:45 | |
around half of them carried out by Tania. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:48 | |
I must go back and tell the boys and girls we're ready to go. | 0:45:48 | 0:45:52 | |
-I'll get you down and I'll see you very soon. -Super. -All right? -Thanks. | 0:45:52 | 0:45:56 | |
Currently, we're very lucky in Burn Care. There are no specific restrictions, | 0:45:56 | 0:46:02 | |
so if I physically can provide an operation to improve the function, | 0:46:02 | 0:46:07 | |
sometimes the appearance of a burns victim, we would be allowed to do that on the NHS | 0:46:07 | 0:46:13 | |
and do so on a very regular basis. | 0:46:13 | 0:46:16 | |
OK. | 0:46:17 | 0:46:19 | |
Right, Roger. We're just going to give you a little bit of oxygen, | 0:46:19 | 0:46:23 | |
so we make sure your lungs are full of oxygen before we begin. | 0:46:23 | 0:46:27 | |
Can I just squeeze... Sorry. | 0:46:27 | 0:46:29 | |
You need a kiss first? That's fine. We're allowing that today! | 0:46:29 | 0:46:33 | |
See you later. | 0:46:33 | 0:46:35 | |
-Stay there. You might get another one. -Oh, mightn't I? -If you're lucky. | 0:46:36 | 0:46:40 | |
I'll definitely stay here then. | 0:46:40 | 0:46:42 | |
It's not the full anaesthetic. It's just going to make you feel nice, relaxed, chilled, drunk, happy, high. | 0:46:42 | 0:46:48 | |
Something like that. Most people quite like it. | 0:46:48 | 0:46:51 | |
We want you just to concentrate on taking some nice, long, slow, deep breaths. | 0:46:51 | 0:46:57 | |
The other thing is to think about something really nice to dream about. | 0:46:57 | 0:47:01 | |
Some people have some cracking dreams on this stuff. | 0:47:01 | 0:47:05 | |
Keep taking those nice, deep breaths. | 0:47:06 | 0:47:08 | |
There's probably time for one more kiss. One more kiss. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:12 | |
Before it starts going in, it can just be a little bit achy. | 0:47:12 | 0:47:16 | |
-All right... -See you later. -A little bit more of that oxygen. | 0:47:16 | 0:47:20 | |
So, all the time, | 0:47:50 | 0:47:52 | |
-if you can start really pushing on that as hard as you can... -OK. Yeah. | 0:47:52 | 0:47:58 | |
And sort of rocking backwards and forwards a little bit, so it's starting to release... | 0:47:58 | 0:48:04 | |
I'm just stretching him out to see how much more extension we can get. | 0:48:04 | 0:48:09 | |
The idea is clearly not to break Roger's arm. | 0:48:23 | 0:48:26 | |
OK, your turn. Lean on there for a bit. | 0:48:28 | 0:48:31 | |
Another knife, please. | 0:48:31 | 0:48:33 | |
To ensure that Roger's arm heals properly, | 0:48:35 | 0:48:38 | |
Tania uses a hi-tech, artificial skin. | 0:48:38 | 0:48:41 | |
It's made from bovine beef collagen | 0:48:42 | 0:48:46 | |
and shark glycosaminoglycans | 0:48:46 | 0:48:48 | |
which gives it something | 0:48:48 | 0:48:51 | |
that is rather like the human structure. | 0:48:51 | 0:48:57 | |
Apparently, it needs shark in it to really become completely like the human structure. | 0:48:57 | 0:49:02 | |
And the idea is that it produces a scaffolding | 0:49:02 | 0:49:05 | |
that the blood vessels then grow into. | 0:49:05 | 0:49:09 | |
Right, wash hands. | 0:49:34 | 0:49:36 | |
All right, I'll be back fairly... Well, fairly soon. Soon-ish. | 0:49:38 | 0:49:42 | |
She's still on the answerphone, so we'll go this way. | 0:49:43 | 0:49:47 | |
-Can I ask you a few questions? -Yeah, if we walk and talk at the same time because I'm on a mission. | 0:49:50 | 0:49:56 | |
Hello. | 0:49:59 | 0:50:01 | |
Let's go through. OK... | 0:50:01 | 0:50:04 | |
Yes, so it is becoming sort of second nature, so... | 0:50:18 | 0:50:21 | |
-Here we go. -Perfect. | 0:50:24 | 0:50:26 | |
-If you just make a big leap on to the scales... -Yeah, why not? Let's do it. | 0:50:26 | 0:50:31 | |
INAUDIBLE | 0:50:46 | 0:50:48 | |
Sally has been advised not to speak while her vocal cords recover. | 0:50:49 | 0:50:53 | |
Once they do, she'll join a speech therapy group at the clinic | 0:50:53 | 0:50:57 | |
to refine the sound of her voice. | 0:50:57 | 0:51:00 | |
We hear the smile in someone's voice, don't we? | 0:51:07 | 0:51:11 | |
We want that to be in your voice all the time, to have that smile in your voice, | 0:51:11 | 0:51:16 | |
not kind of that..."euh", | 0:51:16 | 0:51:18 | |
but that bright... "Morning!" | 0:51:18 | 0:51:21 | |
"On either side of the river lie long fields of barley and of rye... | 0:51:21 | 0:51:26 | |
"Willows whiten, aspens quiver, little breezes dusk and shiver. | 0:51:26 | 0:51:31 | |
"And moving through a mirror clear that hangs before her all the year... | 0:51:31 | 0:51:37 | |
"Sometimes a troop of damsels glad, an abbot on an ambling pad... | 0:51:37 | 0:51:42 | |
"She knows not what the curse may be, | 0:51:42 | 0:51:46 | |
"and so she weaveth steadily, | 0:51:46 | 0:51:51 | |
"and little other care hath she, | 0:51:51 | 0:51:55 | |
"the Lady of Shalott." | 0:51:55 | 0:51:57 | |
61. | 0:52:02 | 0:52:04 | |
And 113. | 0:52:04 | 0:52:07 | |
Which is very good. | 0:52:07 | 0:52:09 | |
You've got a small waist now. | 0:52:09 | 0:52:12 | |
And that says... What have we there? 37. | 0:52:17 | 0:52:21 | |
-Very good. Oh, look, she's well organised. -Well, I was. | 0:52:37 | 0:52:42 | |
Hello! | 0:52:48 | 0:52:50 | |
It's just nice to sit here | 0:52:58 | 0:53:01 | |
and look at the fire. | 0:53:01 | 0:53:03 | |
Home at last. | 0:53:06 | 0:53:09 | |
What would you do if you could run the NHS? | 0:53:10 | 0:53:14 | |
SHE LAUGHS LOUDLY | 0:53:14 | 0:53:16 | |
If I could run the NHS? | 0:53:16 | 0:53:19 | |
Hmm... | 0:53:21 | 0:53:23 | |
I don't fancy running the NHS. I don't want to fly a desk. I quite like looking after patients. | 0:53:25 | 0:53:30 | |
One of the nice things about my job is that I do actually still look after patients. | 0:53:30 | 0:53:36 | |
That's what gives me a buzz. | 0:53:36 | 0:53:38 | |
MOBILE PHONE JINGLE Oh... | 0:53:38 | 0:53:40 | |
I wonder what that represents? It could be... | 0:53:44 | 0:53:47 | |
It's all right. It's my husband. It's not the Burns Unit. | 0:53:47 | 0:53:51 | |
Hello. | 0:53:52 | 0:53:54 | |
I'm sitting in front of the log-burner, | 0:53:56 | 0:53:58 | |
being filmed for the end... the end of the day shots. | 0:53:58 | 0:54:03 | |
It's like a reflection that I do at the end of every day. | 0:54:12 | 0:54:16 | |
I fancy a cigarette now. | 0:54:25 | 0:54:27 | |
-You're not allowed one. -Stop it. -I do. | 0:54:27 | 0:54:30 | |
-You caused trouble last time you had one. -Who gave it to you? I'll tell them off. -My aunt. | 0:54:30 | 0:54:35 | |
I managed to blackmail her. | 0:54:35 | 0:54:37 | |
How did you blackmail her? What did you say? | 0:54:37 | 0:54:40 | |
I said, "All these people ever say to me is, 'No, you can't do this, you can't do that.'" | 0:54:40 | 0:54:45 | |
-So I got... -You made her feel bad. -I did, yeah. | 0:54:45 | 0:54:48 | |
-That's terrible. -I know it is, yeah. | 0:54:48 | 0:54:50 | |
I know. | 0:54:50 | 0:54:52 | |
-So did you miss me today? -Loads. | 0:54:57 | 0:55:00 | |
-It's more like, "Didn't you miss us?" -I was too busy. | 0:55:00 | 0:55:03 | |
OK, we're in. | 0:55:06 | 0:55:08 | |
-I'm feeling pretty cold now. -OK. -We'll get you warm in a minute. | 0:55:15 | 0:55:20 | |
-You're nearly there, darling. -There you go. | 0:55:26 | 0:55:29 | |
Listen... Listen, did you finish all of that McDonald's that we got you? | 0:55:37 | 0:55:41 | |
You finished every single bit of it? | 0:55:41 | 0:55:44 | |
Where did you put it all? | 0:55:46 | 0:55:48 | |
In your stomach? Right. | 0:55:51 | 0:55:53 | |
'Have you had a nice day?' | 0:55:53 | 0:55:55 | |
I have had a nice day, although I am quite tired now. | 0:55:55 | 0:56:00 | |
All right? OK. | 0:56:02 | 0:56:04 | |
Yes, I did. I've had a very nice day, especially seeing you. | 0:56:04 | 0:56:08 | |
All right, are you going to bed soon? | 0:56:08 | 0:56:11 | |
I'm going... Do you know what? I'm in bed already. | 0:56:13 | 0:56:16 | |
All right, I miss you madly. | 0:56:17 | 0:56:20 | |
Take care, darling. | 0:56:20 | 0:56:22 | |
'I miss you more than you.' | 0:56:22 | 0:56:24 | |
No, I miss you more than what you miss me. | 0:56:24 | 0:56:28 | |
OK, take care of yourself, baby. | 0:56:28 | 0:56:31 | |
And give me a call. | 0:56:31 | 0:56:33 | |
All right? | 0:56:33 | 0:56:35 | |
Will you give me a call? | 0:56:35 | 0:56:37 | |
All right, take care. I love you. | 0:56:39 | 0:56:42 | |
-Bye-bye, darling. -'Bye!' -Bye-bye. | 0:56:42 | 0:56:45 | |
Bye. | 0:56:45 | 0:56:47 | |
Can you see my phone anywhere? Can you switch my phone off? | 0:56:47 | 0:56:51 | |
Yeah, thanks. | 0:56:51 | 0:56:53 | |
Just switch my phone... It's just the bottom... | 0:56:55 | 0:56:59 | |
Carry on going up here, then we do a right at the next bit. | 0:57:23 | 0:57:27 | |
To order your free copy of the Open University's booklet, | 0:57:52 | 0:57:56 | |
Working To Save Lives, which accompanies this series, call: | 0:57:56 | 0:58:00 | |
Or go to bbc.co.uk/keepingbritainalive | 0:58:03 | 0:58:07 | |
and follow the links to the OU. | 0:58:07 | 0:58:09 | |
Subtitles by Red Bee Media Ltd | 0:58:33 | 0:58:36 |