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Hi, it's the midwife. | 0:00:04 | 0:00:06 | |
-That's it, that's it, you're doing it, you're doing it. -Little pushes, | 0:00:06 | 0:00:10 | |
little pushes. | 0:00:10 | 0:00:12 | |
Oh my gosh! | 0:00:12 | 0:00:13 | |
When we're at our most vulnerable, | 0:00:13 | 0:00:16 | |
we all need someone who ISN'T afraid. | 0:00:16 | 0:00:20 | |
I'm your midwife and I'm going to be looking after you. | 0:00:20 | 0:00:23 | |
Midwives are responsible for bringing our children | 0:00:23 | 0:00:25 | |
safely into the world. | 0:00:25 | 0:00:28 | |
-Hello world! -You have to make a very, very | 0:00:28 | 0:00:30 | |
intimate relationship with somebody you've never met in your life. | 0:00:30 | 0:00:35 | |
I apologise. | 0:00:35 | 0:00:37 | |
You've not done anything wrong. | 0:00:37 | 0:00:39 | |
You're having a baby, you've not killed someone! | 0:00:39 | 0:00:42 | |
But now, they are facing the highest birth-rate in 40 years. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:46 | |
BABY CRIES | 0:00:46 | 0:00:47 | |
Too many women having babies. That's the problem. | 0:00:47 | 0:00:50 | |
Oooh! | 0:00:50 | 0:00:51 | |
-Parents are more demanding. -I don't feel that she's getting any answers. | 0:00:51 | 0:00:55 | |
-And pregnancy is more complicated. -We're worried. | 0:00:55 | 0:00:58 | |
Do you know we're worried? | 0:00:58 | 0:01:00 | |
When you see a baby come out like he did, | 0:01:00 | 0:01:03 | |
you just think, "Oh no". | 0:01:03 | 0:01:05 | |
Yeah yeah, I'm fine. I just delivered my first baby. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:09 | |
That's the best feeling in the world! | 0:01:09 | 0:01:12 | |
This is what it's really like to be a midwife in Britain today. | 0:01:12 | 0:01:16 | |
SHE SCREAMS | 0:01:19 | 0:01:24 | |
Good, keep breathing, | 0:01:30 | 0:01:32 | |
keep breathing. Well done. | 0:01:32 | 0:01:36 | |
It's Sunday night on the delivery unit of St Mary's Hospital in Manchester. | 0:01:36 | 0:01:41 | |
-We just need to do what is best for baby, all right? -OK. | 0:01:41 | 0:01:44 | |
One of the busiest labour wards in the country. | 0:01:44 | 0:01:48 | |
So, what do you think is going to happen tonight, then? | 0:01:48 | 0:01:52 | |
Oh, I don't know. That's the joy of triage. | 0:01:54 | 0:01:58 | |
The unexpected. We don't know. | 0:01:58 | 0:02:01 | |
So, we just, sort of, watch him. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:05 | |
He's a really small baby and probably doesn't have a good outcome, if she delivers. | 0:02:05 | 0:02:10 | |
Last week, they delivered 136 babies. | 0:02:10 | 0:02:11 | |
This week, it could be anything up to 170. | 0:02:11 | 0:02:15 | |
A gorgeous girl. All done. Made my Mother's Day. | 0:02:15 | 0:02:20 | |
With every expectant mother, | 0:02:20 | 0:02:22 | |
the midwives have to work out how best to look after her and her baby. | 0:02:22 | 0:02:27 | |
But they also have to juggle the resources of a busy hospital. | 0:02:27 | 0:02:31 | |
-Hello everybody. -Hiya. | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
If you could do a urine sample for us, please. Not you, sir, | 0:02:34 | 0:02:38 | |
and not the child, but you please. | 0:02:38 | 0:02:39 | |
Some births will be straightforward. Others will not. | 0:02:42 | 0:02:45 | |
You never know what you're going to get. | 0:02:45 | 0:02:48 | |
Like a box of chocolates. | 0:02:48 | 0:02:49 | |
INTERCOM SOUNDS | 0:02:49 | 0:02:52 | |
Midwife Gill Barras has worked at St Mary's for 26 years. | 0:02:56 | 0:03:00 | |
Too much pain, OK, Jade, love. Let me have a look at you. | 0:03:00 | 0:03:03 | |
Tonight, she's manning the triage desk. | 0:03:03 | 0:03:06 | |
Yeah, room one, I think, Pam. | 0:03:06 | 0:03:07 | |
The first port of call for everyone who comes into the hospital. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:11 | |
As an midwife on the labour ward, | 0:03:11 | 0:03:13 | |
you have to very, very quickly | 0:03:13 | 0:03:17 | |
make a very, very intimate relationship | 0:03:17 | 0:03:19 | |
with somebody you've never met before in your life. | 0:03:19 | 0:03:23 | |
-Don't you? -You do. -Isn't that a challenge? A massive challenge. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:26 | |
That is the challenge. | 0:03:26 | 0:03:27 | |
INTERCOM SOUNDS | 0:03:29 | 0:03:30 | |
-What's the name? -It's Lindsay Hall. -Hey. We were giving up on you. | 0:03:30 | 0:03:35 | |
With delivery beds filling up | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
and a constant stream of women coming through the door, | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
it's up to Gill to work out who to admit | 0:03:40 | 0:03:42 | |
-and who to send home. -Into this room, darling, OK? | 0:03:42 | 0:03:46 | |
-What do you think then, Gill? -No. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:49 | |
I don't think she's in labour. | 0:03:51 | 0:03:53 | |
Lindsay's fifth child is due today and she's convinced she's in labour. | 0:03:53 | 0:03:58 | |
You look too relaxed for me! | 0:04:00 | 0:04:03 | |
But I think you've had four babies before? | 0:04:03 | 0:04:05 | |
-Plenty of practice. -Yes, | 0:04:05 | 0:04:08 | |
and practice means calmness, I think. | 0:04:08 | 0:04:12 | |
I'm just going to examine you very briefly. | 0:04:12 | 0:04:15 | |
-You're not in labour yet, you know. -You're joking, this is killing me. | 0:04:20 | 0:04:23 | |
No, I'm not joking, mate. I know you're not. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:27 | |
Your cervix isn't properly dilated. | 0:04:28 | 0:04:31 | |
It's slightly open, I'm not saying it will not dilate, | 0:04:31 | 0:04:34 | |
but at the moment, no, you're not in labour at the moment. | 0:04:34 | 0:04:38 | |
I would rather you went home. | 0:04:38 | 0:04:41 | |
-Could you cope at home? -No. -It's really hurting. That's why I came in. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:47 | |
I know she's in pain. Of that there is no doubt. | 0:04:47 | 0:04:51 | |
-Yep. -But, she needs to have some more pain, really, | 0:04:51 | 0:04:58 | |
before proper labour starts. | 0:04:58 | 0:05:00 | |
If you could, when she's ready to come out she can come out. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:04 | |
We cannot risk the dangerous practice | 0:05:10 | 0:05:12 | |
of filling the delivery unit up with people that are not in labour | 0:05:12 | 0:05:16 | |
when people might well come in that are very much in labour | 0:05:16 | 0:05:20 | |
or having various complications and they might well need to have a bed. | 0:05:20 | 0:05:24 | |
That's difficult. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:32 | |
She doesn't want to go home until the baby comes out. | 0:05:32 | 0:05:34 | |
Gill doesn't want to admit Lindsay too soon | 0:05:34 | 0:05:37 | |
but technically she can't send her home against her will. | 0:05:37 | 0:05:40 | |
-It's really hurting now. -You what? | 0:05:43 | 0:05:47 | |
It's really hurting. | 0:05:47 | 0:05:49 | |
You keep walking about, try and keep mobile, sweetheart. | 0:05:49 | 0:05:52 | |
I think go to the dining room | 0:05:52 | 0:05:54 | |
or every time you see me, have a contraction. | 0:05:54 | 0:05:57 | |
-It's never hurt like this before. -Oh, yes it has. -Not this early on. | 0:05:57 | 0:06:01 | |
What do you mean, this early on? | 0:06:01 | 0:06:03 | |
Like without doing anything. | 0:06:03 | 0:06:05 | |
It's not hurt this much. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:07 | |
Well you won't feel great cos it's the end of your pregnancy. | 0:06:07 | 0:06:10 | |
Get a drink of water in there and take two paracetamol. | 0:06:10 | 0:06:14 | |
I promise you, as soon as you go into labour you can have the gas. | 0:06:15 | 0:06:19 | |
My life. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:23 | |
Just by the fact that I've got five beds, | 0:06:30 | 0:06:33 | |
that means I'm not bed-blocked, | 0:06:33 | 0:06:34 | |
so my only issue at the minute appears to be staffing. | 0:06:34 | 0:06:37 | |
It's not just beds that are a problem. | 0:06:38 | 0:06:40 | |
-A midwife's called in sick. -Morning. | 0:06:41 | 0:06:45 | |
I can't grab you, then? I can't steal you? | 0:06:45 | 0:06:47 | |
There are now only 13 midwives on duty. | 0:06:47 | 0:06:50 | |
I could do with grabbing you for an extra pair of hands. | 0:06:50 | 0:06:54 | |
I've got this lady from upstairs who I can't leave. | 0:06:54 | 0:06:57 | |
-They've only got three up there. -Threes on the wards as well. | 0:06:57 | 0:07:01 | |
I can't pull from MLU. I've pulled Glenys from management already. | 0:07:01 | 0:07:04 | |
-OK. -Hello, my dear. | 0:07:04 | 0:07:06 | |
There might only be one midwife on induction of labour bay. | 0:07:06 | 0:07:09 | |
Well if she's actually here she needs to stay here. | 0:07:09 | 0:07:12 | |
I've not even checked over there yet. | 0:07:12 | 0:07:15 | |
Certainly when I've done the ward round I'll need to be letting | 0:07:18 | 0:07:21 | |
the deputy head lead midwife know what's going on, | 0:07:21 | 0:07:24 | |
just in case we get in a position where we can't provide care. | 0:07:24 | 0:07:27 | |
You soon realise when you look into midwifery | 0:07:30 | 0:07:33 | |
that it's about being with women. | 0:07:33 | 0:07:35 | |
Babies are a part of that, but midwife means "with woman". | 0:07:35 | 0:07:38 | |
That's what it means and that's what we're here for. | 0:07:38 | 0:07:41 | |
And the baby's the end result. | 0:07:41 | 0:07:43 | |
I would say it's more difficult to be with the women now, | 0:07:43 | 0:07:46 | |
than it used to be. | 0:07:46 | 0:07:48 | |
Obviously we give women as much time as they need, | 0:07:48 | 0:07:50 | |
but in the back of your head | 0:07:50 | 0:07:52 | |
sometimes you're thinking, "I've got a hundred other things to do." | 0:07:52 | 0:07:56 | |
And that's just your issue, you just have to deal with that, | 0:07:56 | 0:07:59 | |
cos that woman is the most important thing | 0:07:59 | 0:08:01 | |
and you have to give her the time she needs. | 0:08:01 | 0:08:04 | |
You have to make it your problem and not the lady's problem. | 0:08:04 | 0:08:08 | |
Are you all right there? | 0:08:10 | 0:08:11 | |
-Room one. Just through that door, first on the left. -Thank you. | 0:08:16 | 0:08:20 | |
Hello, Triage. Can I help you? | 0:08:22 | 0:08:24 | |
With her first baby, you have a lot of work to do. | 0:08:24 | 0:08:27 | |
It's five o'clock on Monday morning. | 0:08:28 | 0:08:31 | |
After an hour, Lindsay is still refusing to go home. | 0:08:31 | 0:08:34 | |
She needs to brave it out a little more at home. | 0:08:34 | 0:08:37 | |
Home is where you go into labour, hospital is where you have the baby. | 0:08:37 | 0:08:41 | |
All right darling, goodbye. Not in labour. | 0:08:41 | 0:08:46 | |
Oh, now this is a good one! | 0:08:50 | 0:08:53 | |
-What do you want me to do? -Make it stop. | 0:08:56 | 0:08:59 | |
Do you want me to put you on the induction bay and induce labour? | 0:08:59 | 0:09:03 | |
Do whatever you want to make this pain stop. | 0:09:03 | 0:09:06 | |
Make it stop? The only way to stop them is to have the baby. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:10 | |
-Make it bearable. -Make it bearable how? | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
Gas and air works but you won't give me that. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
I will but you need to be sat in a room and I can't keep you in. | 0:09:17 | 0:09:20 | |
-Why not? -Cos you're not in labour. | 0:09:20 | 0:09:22 | |
But I'm going into labour. | 0:09:22 | 0:09:24 | |
-You're going into labour. -I know I'm going into labour. | 0:09:24 | 0:09:29 | |
Right. OK. I know you can't cope. Neither can I. | 0:09:30 | 0:09:33 | |
And you know I can't. Don't you? | 0:09:33 | 0:09:36 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:09:36 | 0:09:38 | |
OK. I'll just find your notes. | 0:09:41 | 0:09:45 | |
OK. That's Thursday. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:50 | |
You've won. | 0:09:51 | 0:09:53 | |
Let's take you upstairs. | 0:09:54 | 0:09:56 | |
After two hours of pleading, Gill finally gives in and admits Lindsay. | 0:09:56 | 0:10:00 | |
I'll go and sort the baby out now. | 0:10:04 | 0:10:06 | |
Farhana Faruque and her student midwife have just finished | 0:10:06 | 0:10:09 | |
delivering their second baby of the night. | 0:10:09 | 0:10:11 | |
They're ready to look after Lindsay. | 0:10:11 | 0:10:14 | |
Her pains to me didn't seem to be labour as such. | 0:10:18 | 0:10:21 | |
But I can't not believe what they're telling me. | 0:10:21 | 0:10:24 | |
So I've got to act upon what I hear, | 0:10:24 | 0:10:28 | |
even if I may be thinking entirely differently. | 0:10:28 | 0:10:32 | |
Hello, Lindsay. I'm Farhana, I'm one of the midwives. | 0:10:33 | 0:10:36 | |
You've got me for an hour and a half, | 0:10:36 | 0:10:38 | |
so that's how long you've got to deliver this baby! | 0:10:38 | 0:10:41 | |
-OK. Do you want some gas and air? Is that what you want? -Yes, please. | 0:10:41 | 0:10:44 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:10:45 | 0:10:48 | |
INHALES GAS AND AIR | 0:10:48 | 0:10:52 | |
SHE MOANS | 0:10:57 | 0:10:59 | |
OK, that's fine. You're about nine. OK? So we know it's labour. | 0:11:03 | 0:11:09 | |
Lindsay's made surprising progress. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:12 | |
It just goes to show how mums know best. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:14 | |
She says she has quick deliveries when they do kick in | 0:11:14 | 0:11:17 | |
and she's gone and laboured really quickly. | 0:11:17 | 0:11:20 | |
Fancy standing up? | 0:11:20 | 0:11:22 | |
On your knees? On the ball? | 0:11:22 | 0:11:24 | |
No, cos it hurts. | 0:11:24 | 0:11:26 | |
She's like a little foetus herself, isn't she, like that? | 0:11:26 | 0:11:30 | |
No. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:35 | |
Just take a little, just take some breaths. | 0:11:35 | 0:11:40 | |
That's baby coming round the bend there. | 0:11:42 | 0:11:45 | |
GROANING | 0:11:50 | 0:11:52 | |
OK. | 0:11:52 | 0:11:54 | |
Lindsay , hold your breath. Hold it in and push. Right into your bottom. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:58 | |
You're doing really well. Come on. | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
Let's give the baby some room. Come on. | 0:12:00 | 0:12:03 | |
Is that one gone? | 0:12:03 | 0:12:05 | |
It's gone. Off the gas. | 0:12:05 | 0:12:07 | |
No, I don't think we'll manage that. | 0:12:10 | 0:12:12 | |
You're very easy going in labour, aren't you? | 0:12:12 | 0:12:15 | |
Just sometimes you say no to everything. | 0:12:15 | 0:12:18 | |
Let's give the baby some room. | 0:12:18 | 0:12:20 | |
Focus on your pushing. | 0:12:20 | 0:12:22 | |
-SHE MOANS -Is it stinging? That's baby's head! | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
-Tiny push. -Bit of room. | 0:12:25 | 0:12:28 | |
-Just breathe for me. -Breathe. -Just breathe. | 0:12:28 | 0:12:32 | |
Baby's there. That's baby's head! | 0:12:32 | 0:12:34 | |
Baby's head. Look. Have a feel. Be careful. There. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:38 | |
Just let us deliver the baby. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:41 | |
SHE MOANS | 0:12:41 | 0:12:43 | |
-There she comes. -That's it. Well done! | 0:12:43 | 0:12:45 | |
And a good cry for us straight away. | 0:12:47 | 0:12:49 | |
-Exactly half past seven. -Oh! | 0:12:49 | 0:12:52 | |
-Look at all that vernix on her! -Wow! | 0:12:53 | 0:12:56 | |
Hello, Eloise. | 0:12:56 | 0:12:58 | |
-Here we go. -There we go. -BABY CRIES | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
-So that's for you. -Thank you. | 0:13:05 | 0:13:07 | |
Just in between. Just in there. | 0:13:07 | 0:13:09 | |
OK, fab. | 0:13:09 | 0:13:12 | |
Didn't we ask for a baby by half past? Delivered right on time. | 0:13:12 | 0:13:15 | |
I know! Spot on! | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
It was very, very normal. | 0:13:21 | 0:13:23 | |
Just the way mother nature intended it to happen. | 0:13:23 | 0:13:25 | |
I think I tried to bully her a little bit but it didn't work. | 0:13:27 | 0:13:31 | |
No. She knew what she wanted. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:34 | |
-PRODUCER: How many is that tonight? -Three. Hat-trick. -Hat-trick. | 0:13:34 | 0:13:38 | |
-Very good, hat-trick. -Yeah. | 0:13:38 | 0:13:41 | |
-PRODUCER: So what next? -Home! -Bed! -Bed! | 0:13:42 | 0:13:46 | |
Obviously, for mums, it's very special and, you know, | 0:13:51 | 0:13:55 | |
it's very exciting and sometimes very frightening for them. | 0:13:55 | 0:13:59 | |
But for a midwife, obviously, we'll know there'll be another one | 0:13:59 | 0:14:03 | |
right behind her and another one behind her | 0:14:03 | 0:14:06 | |
and another lady coming through. | 0:14:06 | 0:14:08 | |
OK, and how often are the pains coming? How long are they lasting? | 0:14:08 | 0:14:12 | |
And this one's 34 weeks but with tightening so they both need a CTG. | 0:14:13 | 0:14:17 | |
-Yeah, and whatever. -Yeah, three and four. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:20 | |
Right. Is... | 0:14:20 | 0:14:21 | |
-I couldn't see that name, then. Leonie Crawley? Yeah? -Right. | 0:14:21 | 0:14:26 | |
Are you on any medication at the minute, Carren? | 0:14:26 | 0:14:28 | |
If you put Miss Simpson in four then I'll know where I'm up to. | 0:14:28 | 0:14:31 | |
Just bear with me a moment and I'll find out. | 0:14:31 | 0:14:34 | |
-Come on, sweetheart. -Do you want to make your way in? | 0:14:34 | 0:14:36 | |
And we'll check you over and see what you're doing. | 0:14:36 | 0:14:38 | |
-Where's the midwife from triage gone? -She may be in with... | 0:14:38 | 0:14:42 | |
I thought she'd gone back. | 0:14:42 | 0:14:45 | |
It's Tuesday morning. | 0:14:47 | 0:14:48 | |
The number of women in labour is steadily increasing. | 0:14:48 | 0:14:51 | |
They pull a midwife off the triage desk, | 0:14:51 | 0:14:54 | |
leaving Ann Stapleton to look after four women at once. | 0:14:54 | 0:14:57 | |
We'll talk to you in a minute. Is that my lady? | 0:14:58 | 0:15:02 | |
BELL SOUNDS | 0:15:02 | 0:15:04 | |
-Yes, honey. All right. Come on. -PATIENT GROANS | 0:15:04 | 0:15:07 | |
The patients rock up without always telling us | 0:15:08 | 0:15:13 | |
and there's only so many rooms and there's usually, | 0:15:13 | 0:15:16 | |
there's usually three of us on as midwives. | 0:15:16 | 0:15:18 | |
It's like the slowest lift in the world. | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
Carren has travelled 20 miles to be looked after | 0:15:23 | 0:15:25 | |
by the St Mary's specialist teams. | 0:15:25 | 0:15:28 | |
She hasn't felt her baby move in the last 12 hours. | 0:15:29 | 0:15:33 | |
Am are going... Is this the right place? | 0:15:35 | 0:15:38 | |
-Is this triage? -It is. -SCREAMS | 0:15:38 | 0:15:41 | |
I'll go and see. She seems a bit more distressed. | 0:15:41 | 0:15:43 | |
I'll come and see Carren in a minute. Are you OK, honey? | 0:15:43 | 0:15:46 | |
I'll be back shortly. Are you all right? | 0:15:46 | 0:15:49 | |
Thanks for that! | 0:15:54 | 0:15:57 | |
SHE LAUGHS | 0:15:57 | 0:15:59 | |
Well, there's a position! I'm Anne. Hiya. | 0:15:59 | 0:16:02 | |
-I haven't met this one. -You haven't met this one? -I haven't met you. | 0:16:02 | 0:16:05 | |
-Sorry. -They all seem to know you. You either work here or you... | 0:16:05 | 0:16:08 | |
-I live here. -Oh, does she live here? Oh. | 0:16:08 | 0:16:11 | |
Right. Has anybody looked at you yet? Felt your tum? | 0:16:11 | 0:16:16 | |
Can I have a little look? Have a quick read. | 0:16:16 | 0:16:18 | |
I'll get up while I'm all right. | 0:16:18 | 0:16:20 | |
-So it's your second baby, then. -Third. | 0:16:20 | 0:16:22 | |
Oh, right. So your due date is the 15th. Lovely. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:27 | |
So tell me what's happened to you today, Carren. | 0:16:27 | 0:16:30 | |
Just gently seeing how baby is. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:33 | |
What did the last babies weigh, Dad? | 0:16:34 | 0:16:36 | |
-What's your name? -Barry. They weighed... | 0:16:36 | 0:16:39 | |
Just while she's chilling. I thought she was chilling, then. | 0:16:39 | 0:16:43 | |
-Seven pound six. -Sorry, love. Just relax, Mummy. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
-Seven pound five. -Six. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:48 | |
-No, she was seven pound five. -Six. -And eight pound seven. -Right. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:51 | |
-All normal? -Normal deliveries. | 0:16:51 | 0:16:52 | |
-Any problems after? -No. just the cardiac defect with the second one. | 0:16:52 | 0:16:57 | |
Right. Did it need treatment? | 0:16:57 | 0:16:59 | |
-She died. -Oh, sorry babe. Nobody told me that. | 0:16:59 | 0:17:02 | |
-We usually tell each other before we come in. -It's all right. | 0:17:02 | 0:17:05 | |
-Don't worry. -Right. Big breath in. | 0:17:05 | 0:17:08 | |
Take a big breath. | 0:17:08 | 0:17:10 | |
When you're ready. Just seeing how... | 0:17:10 | 0:17:13 | |
All right. You know, it is so busy out there. | 0:17:13 | 0:17:16 | |
I do apologise about that again but we do little things, well, | 0:17:16 | 0:17:20 | |
big things like that for yourselves... | 0:17:20 | 0:17:24 | |
-She was 15 weeks so we had surgery. -Oh, no, you don't have to tell me! | 0:17:24 | 0:17:29 | |
-No, it's fine. -But you don't understand. | 0:17:29 | 0:17:31 | |
We usually try and, within the madness of triage, | 0:17:31 | 0:17:34 | |
we usually tell each other if we can. | 0:17:34 | 0:17:35 | |
So I don't ask that question, I could read it. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:37 | |
-SHE GROANS -I do apologise. -It's not your fault. | 0:17:37 | 0:17:41 | |
Carren and Barry's second child, Lagan, | 0:17:41 | 0:17:44 | |
was born with a severe heart defect and died just a year ago. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:48 | |
Let's see if we can wake little'un up a bit. | 0:17:48 | 0:17:51 | |
Should he be moving, still? | 0:17:51 | 0:17:54 | |
Well we, we, it's obvious that there's... | 0:17:54 | 0:17:56 | |
-Let's see where your placenta is. -Where is it? To the back. | 0:17:56 | 0:17:59 | |
-Is it to the front? -To the back. -Right. | 0:17:59 | 0:18:01 | |
Cos sometimes if there's placental tissue to the front, | 0:18:01 | 0:18:04 | |
you don't feel it moving so well. | 0:18:04 | 0:18:05 | |
The death of their last child makes the lack of movement an even greater concern. | 0:18:05 | 0:18:11 | |
It could be a sign that baby's distressed for some reason. | 0:18:13 | 0:18:16 | |
So we need to do monitoring on the baby, | 0:18:16 | 0:18:20 | |
and it gives us a good signal of how the baby really is. | 0:18:20 | 0:18:24 | |
It might be that, if we're seriously worried about movements, | 0:18:24 | 0:18:28 | |
she might have to be induced. | 0:18:28 | 0:18:31 | |
Have you had extra scans this time? | 0:18:31 | 0:18:33 | |
I've had one extra scan... two extra scans. | 0:18:33 | 0:18:36 | |
Have you found it all a bit more stressful? | 0:18:36 | 0:18:39 | |
Yeah. | 0:18:39 | 0:18:41 | |
I think however reassuring we are, with every test in the book, | 0:18:41 | 0:18:43 | |
until you see your baby... | 0:18:43 | 0:18:45 | |
Until I've had it scanned I won't be certain. | 0:18:45 | 0:18:49 | |
No, absolutely. | 0:18:49 | 0:18:51 | |
-It's going to the baby unit, that delivery. -OK. | 0:18:51 | 0:18:53 | |
So she's on the monitor. | 0:18:53 | 0:18:55 | |
She just needs a VE then. | 0:18:55 | 0:18:58 | |
And she'll need a canula if she's going to go to 64 as well. I'll come and do that in a bit. | 0:18:58 | 0:19:02 | |
Worried about dips in the baby's heart rate, | 0:19:02 | 0:19:05 | |
Ann's called in the registrar. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:08 | |
Every now and again, when you're having a contraction, | 0:19:08 | 0:19:11 | |
baby's heartbeat is dipping down. | 0:19:11 | 0:19:14 | |
It's coming back up again but it is becoming a bit of a pattern. | 0:19:14 | 0:19:17 | |
So what I need to do really is pop you back on the monitor, | 0:19:17 | 0:19:20 | |
see if this is still happening, and if it is | 0:19:20 | 0:19:23 | |
I need to talk to my boss, about whether we can break your waters | 0:19:23 | 0:19:26 | |
and maybe bring labour on a bit quicker than it's already happening. Is that OK? | 0:19:26 | 0:19:30 | |
Yeah? I'll be back soon. | 0:19:31 | 0:19:33 | |
You all right? | 0:19:38 | 0:19:39 | |
You sure? | 0:19:40 | 0:19:42 | |
You're going to wet the bed before you get on it. | 0:19:47 | 0:19:50 | |
SHE SOBS | 0:19:50 | 0:19:51 | |
Every baby I've had has been in heart distress | 0:19:59 | 0:20:02 | |
at some point during labour. What is that about? | 0:20:02 | 0:20:06 | |
It's frustrating. It's upsetting. | 0:20:06 | 0:20:09 | |
Because it suddenly puts a lot of pressure on me. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:13 | |
How long has this pain been coming for? | 0:20:17 | 0:20:19 | |
Since about half-past-eight. | 0:20:19 | 0:20:21 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:20:21 | 0:20:24 | |
Joanne and Steve wanted a Caesarean section | 0:20:29 | 0:20:31 | |
after a difficult delivery with their first child, | 0:20:31 | 0:20:35 | |
but Joanne's gone into labour early. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:38 | |
We were booked in for a... | 0:20:39 | 0:20:42 | |
Booked in for a section on Friday | 0:20:42 | 0:20:44 | |
but he's decided to play today by the sounds of it. | 0:20:44 | 0:20:47 | |
Breathe some fresh air now, all right? | 0:20:47 | 0:20:50 | |
I'm going to examine you. | 0:20:50 | 0:20:52 | |
-Is that pain going away? -No. | 0:20:52 | 0:20:54 | |
SHE GROANS | 0:20:54 | 0:20:56 | |
Ow! | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
-Ow! -Come on. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:02 | |
Joanne, you're about seven centimetres. | 0:21:02 | 0:21:04 | |
You're joking! | 0:21:04 | 0:21:05 | |
Your membrane's, I can still feel your waters intact there. | 0:21:07 | 0:21:10 | |
Right. | 0:21:10 | 0:21:11 | |
I'm going to get the doctor to come and talk to you. | 0:21:11 | 0:21:14 | |
Do you still definitely want a section? | 0:21:14 | 0:21:16 | |
-Am I too late for an epidural? -No. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:20 | |
If I can have an epidural and it works, | 0:21:20 | 0:21:23 | |
-because my last one didn't work, I'll give it a go. -All right. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:26 | |
If she can get an epidural in, no, she'll go for vaginal. | 0:21:26 | 0:21:29 | |
-14. -14. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:31 | |
I've not done her obs yet. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:33 | |
JOANNE GROANS | 0:21:33 | 0:21:38 | |
Joanne is rushed to the delivery unit for an epidural. | 0:21:38 | 0:21:42 | |
-Hello! Did we want to have a vaginal delivery? -No, we didn't! | 0:21:50 | 0:21:54 | |
She was booked for a section on Friday. | 0:21:54 | 0:21:56 | |
Just try and relax for me, take some really big deep breaths. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:03 | |
SHE CRIES OUT | 0:22:03 | 0:22:04 | |
All right, darling, try not to panic. | 0:22:04 | 0:22:07 | |
I'm going to sit you up a tiny bit. | 0:22:10 | 0:22:12 | |
When she's examined, there's a problem. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:16 | |
Because you've done so well and so quickly, | 0:22:16 | 0:22:19 | |
I'm not sure we can put an epidural in, | 0:22:19 | 0:22:21 | |
because by the time we sit you up to get it in, you'll be ready to push. | 0:22:21 | 0:22:25 | |
OK? All right? But that's not it for pain relief. | 0:22:25 | 0:22:28 | |
We've got lots and lots of better stuff. | 0:22:28 | 0:22:31 | |
Joanne, try and calm down for us and breathe. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:33 | |
Just breathe. | 0:22:33 | 0:22:35 | |
It's all a bit of a shock, isn't it? | 0:22:35 | 0:22:38 | |
You got yourself to seven before you got here, so you did well. | 0:22:41 | 0:22:45 | |
I know what's what with a section. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:49 | |
-Please. -Finish the pain. | 0:22:52 | 0:22:55 | |
-But you've done so well! -I don't care. | 0:22:55 | 0:22:57 | |
Ultimately it is her decision | 0:23:01 | 0:23:03 | |
but we're looking at the safety of her and her baby. | 0:23:03 | 0:23:06 | |
WOMAN: Do you think women in labour | 0:23:06 | 0:23:09 | |
are the best judges of what they want? | 0:23:09 | 0:23:11 | |
That's a tricky one. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:14 | |
Yes and no. | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
Yes because their body's telling them | 0:23:16 | 0:23:19 | |
what they want and what they don't want | 0:23:19 | 0:23:21 | |
and what stage of labour they're potentially at. | 0:23:21 | 0:23:23 | |
But then some women do get those premature urges and do get | 0:23:23 | 0:23:27 | |
a little bit out of control and restless, | 0:23:27 | 0:23:29 | |
and I think at that point decisions can be a little bit irrational. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:33 | |
Please let me have a section. | 0:23:33 | 0:23:35 | |
'I try and encourage women to be as open-minded as possible | 0:23:35 | 0:23:38 | |
'cos you're never always going to get exactly what you want.' | 0:23:38 | 0:23:41 | |
I know, I know, but the thing is you're fully dilated and you've been pushing | 0:23:41 | 0:23:45 | |
so if baby's come down we'll be able to give you a hand out from down below instead. | 0:23:45 | 0:23:50 | |
Obviously with better pain relief. All right? | 0:23:50 | 0:23:52 | |
And that's safer for you and baby than it is trying to do | 0:23:52 | 0:23:55 | |
a Caesarean when you're fully dilated and have been pushing. | 0:23:55 | 0:23:58 | |
All right? | 0:23:58 | 0:24:00 | |
Hiya, Joanne. My name's Ann, I'm going to take you to theatre, OK? | 0:24:00 | 0:24:04 | |
-Yeah. -I'll take good care of you, OK? | 0:24:04 | 0:24:07 | |
-Thank you. -We'll get this baby out! | 0:24:07 | 0:24:10 | |
Thank you. | 0:24:10 | 0:24:11 | |
With the baby in a tricky position, | 0:24:11 | 0:24:13 | |
the doctor wants to give Joanne a forceps delivery. | 0:24:13 | 0:24:17 | |
If you just go in there | 0:24:19 | 0:24:20 | |
and the midwife will come and speak to you in a minute, OK? | 0:24:20 | 0:24:23 | |
'We had a baby two years ago on Sunday. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:28 | |
'Matthew James.' | 0:24:28 | 0:24:30 | |
And he died in our arms the April 1st at 21-days-old. | 0:24:30 | 0:24:35 | |
Matthew was an IVF baby, | 0:24:36 | 0:24:38 | |
it's taken us five or six years to get him, | 0:24:38 | 0:24:40 | |
and obviously we had him for 21 days, | 0:24:40 | 0:24:43 | |
and then a couple of years of trying now, | 0:24:43 | 0:24:46 | |
we were saving up to have more IVF, | 0:24:46 | 0:24:48 | |
and managed to get caught naturally. | 0:24:48 | 0:24:51 | |
We found out while we were away on holiday. | 0:24:51 | 0:24:54 | |
And then it's just been like a rollercoaster. | 0:24:54 | 0:24:56 | |
Been subject to a lot more scans to make sure this baby's OK, | 0:24:56 | 0:25:00 | |
and touch wood, fingers crossed, everything's OK. | 0:25:00 | 0:25:04 | |
So just need to get him here now. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:06 | |
-No pain at all now the spinal's in, so she's fine. -Fantastic. | 0:25:06 | 0:25:08 | |
-Take a seat there, sir. -Certainly. | 0:25:12 | 0:25:14 | |
Hi, Sweetheart. How are you feeling? | 0:25:16 | 0:25:18 | |
A million times better. | 0:25:18 | 0:25:21 | |
Take a little bit of tilt off as well. | 0:25:23 | 0:25:25 | |
-I love you. -Love you too. | 0:25:29 | 0:25:32 | |
So, next contraction, | 0:25:39 | 0:25:41 | |
I'm going to pull and you're going to push like you've never pushed before. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:44 | |
Take a breath in again. | 0:25:44 | 0:25:47 | |
Right, now, just pant for me, Sweetheart, just pant. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:54 | |
Well done. | 0:25:56 | 0:25:58 | |
And you were worried about this childbirth malarkey! | 0:25:58 | 0:26:01 | |
Pain? What pain? | 0:26:01 | 0:26:04 | |
-Keep on pushing your bum. -I'm trying! I can't feel anything. | 0:26:04 | 0:26:08 | |
-Yay! -Oh, my God! -Look at his face! | 0:26:11 | 0:26:15 | |
He's trying to scream there. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:19 | |
-No sound. -BABY CRIES | 0:26:19 | 0:26:20 | |
There you go! | 0:26:20 | 0:26:22 | |
-Congratulations. -Thank you. | 0:26:25 | 0:26:28 | |
Well done, Sweetheart. | 0:26:43 | 0:26:46 | |
You did really well. | 0:26:46 | 0:26:48 | |
I'll try and watch. | 0:26:48 | 0:26:50 | |
Could you have been a bit quicker? Four-and-a-half hours since you started having pain, | 0:26:50 | 0:26:54 | |
and you think you're no good at this bit. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:56 | |
JOANNE LAUGHS | 0:26:56 | 0:26:57 | |
-Nine pound one! -He's a bruiser! | 0:26:57 | 0:27:00 | |
4.1 kilos. | 0:27:00 | 0:27:03 | |
Nine pound one! | 0:27:03 | 0:27:05 | |
Oh, my goodness. | 0:27:05 | 0:27:08 | |
It would have been his brother's birthday on Sunday, he would have been two. | 0:27:09 | 0:27:13 | |
It's a hard day for us but I'm glad he didn't come on his brother's birthday. | 0:27:13 | 0:27:17 | |
We want both the days to be special for each of them. | 0:27:17 | 0:27:20 | |
Your little brother's up heaven, isn't he? | 0:27:20 | 0:27:23 | |
Isn't he? | 0:27:23 | 0:27:24 | |
For that couple, I think what made it was because their first baby had died. | 0:27:28 | 0:27:32 | |
You think, now they've got a healthy little one they can keep, | 0:27:32 | 0:27:36 | |
and love, it's not got to be rushed off to SCIBU like last time. | 0:27:36 | 0:27:39 | |
I think it's just knowing how happy they are makes you really happy | 0:27:39 | 0:27:43 | |
to give that kind of gift to them in a way. | 0:27:43 | 0:27:45 | |
That really hurts. | 0:27:51 | 0:27:53 | |
Try not to worry. Try not to worry. | 0:27:53 | 0:27:55 | |
Remember, you don't have to press it, you know how to use it? | 0:27:55 | 0:27:59 | |
Self release. You don't have to press it. | 0:27:59 | 0:28:02 | |
You'll get too much, like Delboy. | 0:28:02 | 0:28:04 | |
Midwife Ann is looking after Carren and Barry, | 0:28:04 | 0:28:08 | |
whose baby has not been moving. | 0:28:08 | 0:28:10 | |
Carren Bell is going to room 5 on 64. | 0:28:15 | 0:28:19 | |
Carren's become a major priority | 0:28:19 | 0:28:21 | |
and will be transferred to the delivery unit. | 0:28:21 | 0:28:24 | |
Room 5, Carren Bell. | 0:28:24 | 0:28:27 | |
This lady is a para 2. | 0:28:27 | 0:28:30 | |
She had one neonatal death with the last baby in 2011 | 0:28:30 | 0:28:34 | |
and she had multiple congenital heart defects, that baby. | 0:28:34 | 0:28:38 | |
You OK? We're just going round the back way. | 0:28:38 | 0:28:42 | |
Carren's second child, who died, | 0:28:42 | 0:28:43 | |
was born a year ago on this very same unit. | 0:28:43 | 0:28:46 | |
Come on then! | 0:28:48 | 0:28:50 | |
Do you want to stay sat out a little while, Sweetheart? | 0:28:53 | 0:28:56 | |
MAN: Does it feel weird to be back in the same place? | 0:29:00 | 0:29:02 | |
Um... | 0:29:02 | 0:29:05 | |
It feels like we've never left actually, to be honest. | 0:29:05 | 0:29:07 | |
Now I'm in here it's upset me. | 0:29:07 | 0:29:09 | |
It was on the end of the corridor on the other side. | 0:29:09 | 0:29:12 | |
It was about twice the size of this room. | 0:29:12 | 0:29:15 | |
I'm glad it's not the same room because I'd be a bit freaked out. | 0:29:15 | 0:29:19 | |
Baby machine, routine in every room. | 0:29:21 | 0:29:24 | |
They're set up in every one, with a heater and a light, OK? | 0:29:24 | 0:29:29 | |
And a little bit of oxygen. | 0:29:29 | 0:29:32 | |
Cos remember you've got oxygen in your gas and air, | 0:29:32 | 0:29:35 | |
so sometimes babies are startled, born quickly, | 0:29:35 | 0:29:38 | |
need help to come, | 0:29:38 | 0:29:39 | |
so sometimes it's just a little way of giving them a kick-start. | 0:29:39 | 0:29:44 | |
They're all set up, all cleaned, all checked, twice a day. | 0:29:44 | 0:29:48 | |
All right, Darling. Nothing to worry about at all. | 0:29:48 | 0:29:51 | |
-Right, so if we pop you in bed then. -On the bed? | 0:29:51 | 0:29:54 | |
-We've got to do your waters. -Oh, no! Right. | 0:29:54 | 0:30:00 | |
-You've never had your waters popped. -Yeah, I did with Lagan. | 0:30:00 | 0:30:05 | |
Right. | 0:30:05 | 0:30:06 | |
I use my fingers to shield you from that little hook at the end | 0:30:06 | 0:30:10 | |
and protect you and it's there to pop waters. | 0:30:10 | 0:30:14 | |
It's just designed for that, not to touch you. OK? | 0:30:14 | 0:30:17 | |
We appreciate it's not a nice procedure. | 0:30:17 | 0:30:21 | |
There's been no let-up overnight. | 0:30:27 | 0:30:30 | |
Nine more babies have been delivered. | 0:30:30 | 0:30:32 | |
14 beds are now occupied, and the delivery unit is filling up. | 0:30:32 | 0:30:37 | |
Right, all sorted. | 0:30:37 | 0:30:39 | |
I've brought the midwife back to triage now, so they're fine. | 0:30:39 | 0:30:43 | |
Sorted. OK, see you later. | 0:30:43 | 0:30:46 | |
The lady in room two is a para 1 that's come across. Four centimetres, wanting an epidural. | 0:30:48 | 0:30:54 | |
The challenge is to try and free up beds. | 0:30:54 | 0:30:59 | |
She's going to try and come back into that room. | 0:30:59 | 0:31:01 | |
All right, let's see if we can have a look at that board. | 0:31:01 | 0:31:06 | |
With so many women in labour, | 0:31:06 | 0:31:08 | |
the hospital is in real danger of running out of beds. | 0:31:08 | 0:31:12 | |
If there is a problem, cos I can see there's a lady who's going down to Ward 66 | 0:31:12 | 0:31:18 | |
because she's developed raised blood pressure and proteinuria, | 0:31:18 | 0:31:21 | |
which we need to monitor much more closely. | 0:31:21 | 0:31:24 | |
She'll go down to the high-risk ward. | 0:31:24 | 0:31:26 | |
-Have you got any more discharges? No? -No. -OK, thank you! | 0:31:26 | 0:31:31 | |
Thanks very much, toodle-oo. | 0:31:31 | 0:31:33 | |
We've got two more on the induction bay to come across. | 0:31:33 | 0:31:36 | |
But I don't want to bring any over just yet. | 0:31:36 | 0:31:40 | |
In society we're very much, it's our next turn, it's our next turn | 0:31:40 | 0:31:44 | |
and sometimes situations evolve that don't allow us to do it like that. | 0:31:44 | 0:31:48 | |
It's about the safety of the mum and baby. | 0:31:48 | 0:31:50 | |
So, there's lots of decisions that have to be made sometimes | 0:31:50 | 0:31:53 | |
and you try to explain that to the families. | 0:31:53 | 0:31:56 | |
But obviously when it's their baby they're very anxious anyway. | 0:31:56 | 0:32:00 | |
Charlotte is overdue and needs to have her labour induced. | 0:32:05 | 0:32:08 | |
She's been waiting for a bed on the induction bay for the last six hours. | 0:32:08 | 0:32:12 | |
-Hi Charlotte, I'm Jackie. -Hiya. -Are you all right? -Yeah. | 0:32:18 | 0:32:21 | |
Good. I'll be looking after you. I'm going to take you into your bed. | 0:32:21 | 0:32:25 | |
I apologise for the delay in getting your bed. | 0:32:25 | 0:32:27 | |
There's been quite a lot of movement this afternoon. | 0:32:27 | 0:32:30 | |
It's so quiet. | 0:32:32 | 0:32:34 | |
The quiet before the storm! | 0:32:34 | 0:32:36 | |
The midwife needs to do an examination | 0:32:44 | 0:32:47 | |
to decide how best to get Charlotte's labour started. | 0:32:47 | 0:32:50 | |
Just stay nice and relaxed. Are you OK if I examine you now? | 0:32:50 | 0:32:53 | |
Excuse my hand, just shuffle your bottom down a little bit more. | 0:32:53 | 0:32:57 | |
Cold gel, sorry, Darling. | 0:32:57 | 0:32:58 | |
Someone talk to me. Seriously! About anything! | 0:33:03 | 0:33:07 | |
-OK. -Come on! | 0:33:07 | 0:33:08 | |
Nice and central, baby's head is bobbing away when I examine you there. | 0:33:08 | 0:33:12 | |
You're two centimetres dilated so we probably can break your waters. | 0:33:12 | 0:33:17 | |
OK, so it's time to start moving? | 0:33:17 | 0:33:20 | |
You can have a walk around. The trace is lovely. | 0:33:20 | 0:33:23 | |
We'll get you off the monitor. I won't give you any Propess or anything. | 0:33:23 | 0:33:26 | |
-Get you walking around. -Can someone get me up? | 0:33:26 | 0:33:29 | |
Yeah, of course. | 0:33:29 | 0:33:30 | |
-All right? -Yeah. | 0:33:31 | 0:33:32 | |
People are told that when they come in for their induction of labour | 0:33:37 | 0:33:42 | |
that they expect to be done and dusted within a day. | 0:33:42 | 0:33:45 | |
So the expectations... We really have to say, "I'm sorry, but no, | 0:33:46 | 0:33:50 | |
"that's not the process." | 0:33:50 | 0:33:52 | |
Right, I've just come to let you know what's happening now. | 0:33:54 | 0:33:57 | |
Obviously you're two centimetres dilated, | 0:33:57 | 0:33:59 | |
so at this stage we won't do anything else for the rest of the night. | 0:33:59 | 0:34:04 | |
There's not a bed available on the delivery unit. | 0:34:04 | 0:34:07 | |
But there's other ladies who are ahead of you anyway, unfortunately. | 0:34:07 | 0:34:12 | |
There's nowhere for Charlotte to give birth | 0:34:14 | 0:34:16 | |
so the midwife can't break her waters. | 0:34:16 | 0:34:18 | |
She's left to see if her labour starts naturally. | 0:34:20 | 0:34:22 | |
Hello. Hi. | 0:34:31 | 0:34:34 | |
We've got a problem. We need to turn rooms around quickly. | 0:34:34 | 0:34:38 | |
We've got ladies that are going out of them and ladies waiting to come in to them. | 0:34:38 | 0:34:42 | |
And we have got - the domestic is going off now. | 0:34:42 | 0:34:47 | |
Its nine o'clock in the evening. | 0:34:50 | 0:34:52 | |
Liz has come on shift to take over from Ann. | 0:34:52 | 0:34:55 | |
-It's due. -She'll be all right. | 0:34:55 | 0:34:57 | |
-Feeling more pressure down below? -Not yet. | 0:34:57 | 0:35:00 | |
-MAN: -Carren you've always been critical of certain midwives. | 0:35:04 | 0:35:07 | |
-How was Ann? -Ann's lovely. So far! | 0:35:07 | 0:35:11 | |
-That's Liz. Ann's gone! -Oh! | 0:35:11 | 0:35:12 | |
Oh, Ann was like what I think a midwife should be. Absolutely 100%. | 0:35:12 | 0:35:19 | |
Spot on. | 0:35:19 | 0:35:21 | |
Excuse me. | 0:35:21 | 0:35:24 | |
Good night. | 0:35:24 | 0:35:26 | |
She's nice because she explained everything, she was calm. | 0:35:26 | 0:35:30 | |
She enjoys the one-to-one. | 0:35:30 | 0:35:34 | |
Just has...an eye for detail with people. | 0:35:36 | 0:35:40 | |
Unfortunately I've got a lot to live up to then, haven't I? | 0:35:45 | 0:35:49 | |
No, I think you've been good cos you've sat with me already. | 0:35:51 | 0:35:55 | |
In Carren's circumstances, she's come in with reduced movements | 0:36:03 | 0:36:06 | |
and she's had a suspicious trace | 0:36:06 | 0:36:09 | |
and also with her history as well, things are quite tense really. | 0:36:09 | 0:36:12 | |
So you are really being quite vigilant | 0:36:12 | 0:36:16 | |
and trying to be calm for Carren really. | 0:36:16 | 0:36:20 | |
Carren, are you all right? | 0:36:20 | 0:36:22 | |
They may have got all these anxieties going on | 0:36:22 | 0:36:24 | |
and you may feel a lot of this anxiety yourself, | 0:36:24 | 0:36:27 | |
but you can't show it. | 0:36:27 | 0:36:30 | |
CARREN GROANS | 0:36:32 | 0:36:34 | |
Am I OK to examine you, Carren? Yeah? | 0:36:56 | 0:37:00 | |
I'm just trying to see whether... | 0:37:01 | 0:37:03 | |
I can't really feel much | 0:37:03 | 0:37:06 | |
I apologise. | 0:37:06 | 0:37:07 | |
You are fully dilated. | 0:37:10 | 0:37:12 | |
Well done. | 0:37:12 | 0:37:14 | |
Oh, I hate this. | 0:37:17 | 0:37:19 | |
Liz has found meconium in Carren's waters. | 0:37:20 | 0:37:23 | |
The baby has opened its bowels, a sign that it may be in distress. | 0:37:24 | 0:37:30 | |
That's it. Excellent. Excellent. | 0:37:33 | 0:37:35 | |
Nearly there. You are so close now. | 0:37:35 | 0:37:38 | |
Can I have a paed as well, please? | 0:37:40 | 0:37:43 | |
-Is he all right? -Yes, yes, yeah. | 0:37:43 | 0:37:47 | |
You're doing a brilliant job, Carren, brilliant. Well done, well done. | 0:37:47 | 0:37:50 | |
Now just... Brilliant. Very well done. | 0:37:50 | 0:37:54 | |
Nice and slow. | 0:37:54 | 0:37:56 | |
Little pushes. | 0:37:56 | 0:37:59 | |
Blow, blow. No pushing, no pushing no pushing, no pushing, no pushing. | 0:37:59 | 0:38:04 | |
-Wonderful. -There's baby's head. | 0:38:05 | 0:38:08 | |
There you go. Baby's head is out. | 0:38:08 | 0:38:10 | |
Next contraction. | 0:38:10 | 0:38:12 | |
I've asked the paediatrician to come as well, just because of the meconium. | 0:38:18 | 0:38:22 | |
Yeah? | 0:38:22 | 0:38:23 | |
-Very well done. -Here he comes, here he comes. | 0:38:30 | 0:38:32 | |
-There we go. -Hiya, bubba! | 0:38:32 | 0:38:36 | |
Hello. | 0:38:40 | 0:38:42 | |
Oh, you're beautiful. Hello. Breathe again. Please. | 0:38:42 | 0:38:46 | |
-All right. -Hey, bubba. | 0:38:46 | 0:38:48 | |
We're just going to take him and dry him off. | 0:38:50 | 0:38:53 | |
Four minutes past eleven. | 0:38:57 | 0:39:00 | |
The paed's here. | 0:39:05 | 0:39:07 | |
They'll have a look in his mouth, give him a bit of suction. | 0:39:10 | 0:39:13 | |
He probably will just need a little bit of oxygen. | 0:39:16 | 0:39:19 | |
OK, but they're just going to give a little bit of suction in his mouth. | 0:39:19 | 0:39:23 | |
What's wrong with him? | 0:39:23 | 0:39:26 | |
He just needs a little bit of assistance. | 0:39:26 | 0:39:29 | |
OK? | 0:39:29 | 0:39:30 | |
Neonate. | 0:39:31 | 0:39:32 | |
-What are they doing to him? -They're going to give him oxygen. | 0:39:32 | 0:39:36 | |
-Can you hear him? -It's a long time two-and-a-half minutes when you're trying. | 0:39:44 | 0:39:49 | |
Did you just hear him then? He went, "Waaa!" | 0:39:49 | 0:39:52 | |
< He's having a cry under here. | 0:39:52 | 0:39:54 | |
-Is he all right? -His heart rate's fine. -His heart rate's good. | 0:39:56 | 0:40:00 | |
It's just doing all this pooing has just affected him, all right? | 0:40:00 | 0:40:03 | |
They've managed to get him breathing, | 0:40:04 | 0:40:07 | |
but they're concerned about his colour. | 0:40:07 | 0:40:09 | |
Very, very pale. | 0:40:09 | 0:40:10 | |
Just thinking with his heart rate | 0:40:12 | 0:40:15 | |
and the oxygen going into him that he would have pinked up a bit more, | 0:40:15 | 0:40:19 | |
so whether there's something else, I really don't know. | 0:40:19 | 0:40:22 | |
It could be another heart problem. | 0:40:22 | 0:40:24 | |
Baby was in a bit of shock when he came out. | 0:40:24 | 0:40:27 | |
His heart beat was always very good. It picked up. | 0:40:27 | 0:40:30 | |
He's needed a fair bit of oxygen | 0:40:30 | 0:40:32 | |
so he's probably going to need to go to the neonatal unit just for a little bit. OK? | 0:40:32 | 0:40:36 | |
Can I get a cuddle now or has he got to go now? | 0:40:37 | 0:40:40 | |
I think what we need to do is let the baby doctor decide, OK? | 0:40:40 | 0:40:43 | |
More baby people, OK? | 0:40:43 | 0:40:48 | |
Oh, God, why do all my babies do this? | 0:40:48 | 0:40:51 | |
Did you know that your baby had a problem last time? | 0:40:51 | 0:40:55 | |
-Mmm. We'd had him scanned and there was always this risk that he might have one. -Yeah. | 0:40:55 | 0:41:01 | |
-But he's crying and stuff, isn't he? He's not flat, flat. -No, no. | 0:41:02 | 0:41:05 | |
He is making some respiratory effort, | 0:41:05 | 0:41:09 | |
but he's just not doing enough, shall we say? | 0:41:09 | 0:41:12 | |
Last baby had a known congenital heart defect. | 0:41:15 | 0:41:18 | |
Last baby, last year. | 0:41:20 | 0:41:22 | |
It's unclear what's wrong. | 0:41:40 | 0:41:43 | |
The doctors decide to send the baby to intensive care | 0:41:43 | 0:41:46 | |
for an emergency blood transfusion. | 0:41:46 | 0:41:48 | |
When you see a baby come out like he did, | 0:42:08 | 0:42:11 | |
you just think, | 0:42:11 | 0:42:14 | |
"Oh, no, please..." | 0:42:14 | 0:42:17 | |
I hope everything is OK. | 0:42:17 | 0:42:19 | |
I hope there's nothing that's gone amiss | 0:42:19 | 0:42:24 | |
that I should have picked up on. | 0:42:24 | 0:42:25 | |
I worry all the time, all the time. | 0:42:29 | 0:42:32 | |
You do because there's always the unexpected that happens, like tonight. | 0:42:35 | 0:42:40 | |
We don't know what's wrong with baby, | 0:42:41 | 0:42:44 | |
it's just a waiting game, for all the results of tests. | 0:42:44 | 0:42:48 | |
It's one of the reasons we wanted to come back here, | 0:42:51 | 0:42:54 | |
because we know that, you know, if there is anything that does go wrong, | 0:42:54 | 0:42:57 | |
this is probably the best place to be, isn't it? | 0:42:57 | 0:42:59 | |
-Hi, are you OK? What's your name? -Charlotte, I'm just trying to find out what's... | 0:43:09 | 0:43:13 | |
Hi Charlotte, I'm Emma, I'll be looking after you tonight. | 0:43:13 | 0:43:16 | |
It's Thursday evening, | 0:43:16 | 0:43:18 | |
Charlotte has been waiting to have her waters broken for 29 hours. | 0:43:18 | 0:43:22 | |
She said that they're going to do an assessment over there | 0:43:24 | 0:43:28 | |
to find out how long it'll be before | 0:43:28 | 0:43:32 | |
the people from here move over there. | 0:43:32 | 0:43:35 | |
-WOMAN: -How are you feeling about it? -Pissed off. -Why are you pissed off? | 0:43:35 | 0:43:39 | |
Because I just don't feel that she's been getting any answers about what's happening. | 0:43:39 | 0:43:44 | |
One's telling us one thing and someone's telling us something else. | 0:43:44 | 0:43:49 | |
Charlotte's getting stressed with me because I'm getting worked up. | 0:43:51 | 0:43:55 | |
But all I want is an answer of when something's going to happen. | 0:43:55 | 0:43:58 | |
I think if you're firm but kind with people, they respond better. | 0:44:02 | 0:44:07 | |
If I have confidence then they have confidence in me. | 0:44:07 | 0:44:11 | |
We are always calm cos we're bred to be that way. That's just how we are. | 0:44:14 | 0:44:19 | |
She's not in there, is she? | 0:44:20 | 0:44:21 | |
-Anyone called Charlotte? -Me. | 0:44:23 | 0:44:26 | |
-I'm taking you over. -Never! | 0:44:26 | 0:44:29 | |
-Yes. -Oh, my God! -Have you been waiting a little while? | 0:44:29 | 0:44:32 | |
My name is Gill. I'm your midwife, I'm going to be looking after you. | 0:44:34 | 0:44:37 | |
-So, if you get your stuff ready. -Yeah. | 0:44:37 | 0:44:41 | |
Just get your bags packed and all that jazz. | 0:44:41 | 0:44:44 | |
Go and sort that out now. I'll help you. | 0:44:44 | 0:44:47 | |
-Oh, my God! -Don't be scared. | 0:44:49 | 0:44:52 | |
You haven't got much, really. | 0:44:58 | 0:45:00 | |
When the waters are broken, does that mean it'll happen tonight? | 0:45:00 | 0:45:03 | |
-It'll happen tonight. -The baby will happen tonight? -It will. | 0:45:03 | 0:45:06 | |
That's what I like to hear. | 0:45:06 | 0:45:08 | |
Nothing like positive thinking. | 0:45:08 | 0:45:10 | |
Finally, an answer. A direct answer. | 0:45:10 | 0:45:13 | |
-Yep, OK. -Good luck, Charlotte. | 0:45:13 | 0:45:15 | |
I'm telling you, you'll deliver tonight. | 0:45:15 | 0:45:18 | |
-I like you. -I do like that! | 0:45:18 | 0:45:21 | |
-I'm very scared now! -You'll be fine. | 0:45:21 | 0:45:23 | |
-I like this lady. -Anyone want to go back nine months and swap places? -Don't be scared. | 0:45:23 | 0:45:27 | |
Your bed. Do you want to change into a nightie of ours | 0:45:27 | 0:45:32 | |
or have you got something to wear to have your baby in? | 0:45:32 | 0:45:35 | |
-I'll get into that to break the waters. -OK. | 0:45:35 | 0:45:38 | |
Getting a bit of the daddy butterflies now. | 0:45:38 | 0:45:40 | |
Are you? Don't worry. | 0:45:40 | 0:45:42 | |
-I think it'll be nice and quick. -I know she's in safe hands with you. | 0:45:42 | 0:45:45 | |
-I think it'll be nice and quick. -Do you? -I think so. | 0:45:45 | 0:45:48 | |
How many babies have you brought into the world... | 0:45:48 | 0:45:50 | |
-What's your name again? -Gill. -How many babies, Gill? | 0:45:50 | 0:45:54 | |
God, I don't know. Thousands, I think. | 0:45:54 | 0:45:56 | |
Thousands! Wow! | 0:45:56 | 0:45:58 | |
Yep. | 0:46:04 | 0:46:05 | |
Oh, yes. | 0:46:08 | 0:46:09 | |
WATER SPLASHES | 0:46:10 | 0:46:12 | |
Whoa! | 0:46:12 | 0:46:13 | |
SHE WINCES | 0:46:13 | 0:46:15 | |
Wow, you are quick! | 0:46:15 | 0:46:18 | |
She is quick. You've got these socks on, they'll be soaking wet. | 0:46:18 | 0:46:23 | |
That was brilliant. | 0:46:23 | 0:46:25 | |
Now, you're not going to have a pain-free labour. | 0:46:25 | 0:46:28 | |
-I know. -But you will have, I think, a quick labour. | 0:46:28 | 0:46:32 | |
And a quick labour is better than a slow pain-free labour. | 0:46:33 | 0:46:37 | |
-Are you with me? -Yeah. -That's the truth of it. | 0:46:37 | 0:46:40 | |
I don't want to be... It's hurting! | 0:46:48 | 0:46:51 | |
I know it is. You can change to any position you like. | 0:46:51 | 0:46:54 | |
It's my hip! | 0:46:55 | 0:46:57 | |
Get yourself in a position where it's better, then. | 0:46:58 | 0:47:01 | |
Come on, son. Just get out. | 0:47:01 | 0:47:04 | |
Charlotte injured her pelvis seven years ago. | 0:47:05 | 0:47:07 | |
It's making her labour especially painful. | 0:47:08 | 0:47:11 | |
Don't know how I'm doing this with gas and fucking air. | 0:47:12 | 0:47:16 | |
Do you want some more diamorphine? | 0:47:16 | 0:47:18 | |
-Yeah. -You do? OK. | 0:47:18 | 0:47:20 | |
I'll get you some of that in a minute. | 0:47:20 | 0:47:23 | |
What time is it? | 0:47:27 | 0:47:28 | |
-Not home time yet. -No. | 0:47:30 | 0:47:32 | |
It's only us. | 0:47:35 | 0:47:36 | |
Charlotte, I've got you the injection. | 0:47:38 | 0:47:41 | |
I'm so tired. | 0:47:49 | 0:47:51 | |
I know. | 0:47:51 | 0:47:53 | |
Baby doesn't think very highly of these contractions. | 0:47:56 | 0:47:59 | |
Charlotte's labour is now progressing quickly. | 0:48:01 | 0:48:04 | |
Can I just check, please, there's no cervix there. | 0:48:08 | 0:48:11 | |
There's been bloody cervix the whole time. | 0:48:11 | 0:48:13 | |
-No, there's no cervix there now. -Fantastic, baby. | 0:48:13 | 0:48:17 | |
Thank God for that. | 0:48:17 | 0:48:18 | |
-That's all that's slowed her down, hasn't it? -It is. | 0:48:18 | 0:48:22 | |
OK, now, you're fully dilated, I don't want any panicking. | 0:48:22 | 0:48:26 | |
When you feel the need to push, just push. Baby will come. | 0:48:26 | 0:48:29 | |
OK, are you pushing now? | 0:48:29 | 0:48:31 | |
CHARLOTTE GROANS | 0:48:31 | 0:48:33 | |
Good girl. There he is. | 0:48:34 | 0:48:37 | |
Come on, another, bigger push. | 0:48:37 | 0:48:40 | |
Come on, big, harder shove. | 0:48:41 | 0:48:43 | |
That's it. That's it. That's good. | 0:48:43 | 0:48:45 | |
Arrgggh! | 0:48:47 | 0:48:50 | |
Come on. Big hard push, make it the biggest you've ever done. | 0:48:52 | 0:48:56 | |
If you've got one, I want you to shove it. | 0:49:01 | 0:49:04 | |
No. | 0:49:04 | 0:49:05 | |
Come on, big, big, hard shove. | 0:49:05 | 0:49:07 | |
Bit harder, bit harder. Come on. | 0:49:09 | 0:49:11 | |
Oh, yeah. | 0:49:11 | 0:49:13 | |
In your bottom, right down there. | 0:49:13 | 0:49:17 | |
Open up down there. | 0:49:17 | 0:49:18 | |
-I'm trying. -I know you are. | 0:49:18 | 0:49:20 | |
Come on, bit more, bit more. | 0:49:20 | 0:49:22 | |
Good, good, good. | 0:49:22 | 0:49:24 | |
Keep pushing, even when you feel it's too much pain, keep on. | 0:49:24 | 0:49:29 | |
Good girl! | 0:49:29 | 0:49:30 | |
Come on, Charlotte. That's it. Get yourself mad with it all. | 0:49:30 | 0:49:34 | |
Oh, that's it. | 0:49:34 | 0:49:36 | |
Would you take my glasses off? They're doing my head in. | 0:49:36 | 0:49:39 | |
Come on. | 0:49:41 | 0:49:43 | |
If you push really hard, the baby might come right out with this one. | 0:49:43 | 0:49:47 | |
-Argh! -Yeah? | 0:49:47 | 0:49:49 | |
-Get out! -Get out! | 0:49:51 | 0:49:53 | |
Baby's head is now out. The worst is over. | 0:49:56 | 0:49:59 | |
You'll get another pain | 0:49:59 | 0:50:01 | |
and when you do, I want you to give it a good push. | 0:50:01 | 0:50:04 | |
This is the one, it's only his shoulders. | 0:50:04 | 0:50:06 | |
Oh, hold on, there is cord. | 0:50:07 | 0:50:09 | |
-Is he OK? -He's all right. -He's fine. | 0:50:13 | 0:50:16 | |
He's fine. | 0:50:16 | 0:50:17 | |
And up and out. | 0:50:17 | 0:50:19 | |
-Oh, my God. -Oh, my goodness! | 0:50:19 | 0:50:22 | |
He's out and he's crying, look. | 0:50:22 | 0:50:25 | |
Oh, he's a lovely boy! Here you are. | 0:50:25 | 0:50:28 | |
And that all happened at 46 minutes. | 0:50:28 | 0:50:31 | |
Lovely, lovely. | 0:50:33 | 0:50:36 | |
Oh, no, no! Give me a bit of space. | 0:50:36 | 0:50:38 | |
I still need space for things happening down there. | 0:50:38 | 0:50:41 | |
-Why's he not crying? -He will. | 0:50:41 | 0:50:44 | |
He's all right, baby, he took a breath. I seen him do it. | 0:50:44 | 0:50:47 | |
-Is he breathing? -Charlotte, he's fine. -Are you sure? -Yeah, he's fine. | 0:50:47 | 0:50:51 | |
But why is he so dark? | 0:50:51 | 0:50:53 | |
It's just because he's been newly born. | 0:50:53 | 0:50:57 | |
I'll take him over to my machine and I'll give him... | 0:50:57 | 0:51:01 | |
He's fine. He's fine, he's fine. Hey! | 0:51:01 | 0:51:05 | |
BABY CRIES | 0:51:05 | 0:51:07 | |
There he is. | 0:51:07 | 0:51:09 | |
He's having a little cry. | 0:51:09 | 0:51:11 | |
He's fine. | 0:51:11 | 0:51:13 | |
Our baby's fine. Charlotte, he's beautiful. | 0:51:13 | 0:51:16 | |
He needs to have a little cry. | 0:51:18 | 0:51:20 | |
Do you need a paed? | 0:51:20 | 0:51:22 | |
Yeah. | 0:51:22 | 0:51:23 | |
He needs to have a bit of a cry. | 0:51:25 | 0:51:27 | |
Oh, no! | 0:51:27 | 0:51:29 | |
He needs to cry a bit more. | 0:51:36 | 0:51:39 | |
He's all right. | 0:51:39 | 0:51:41 | |
He's not! Look at them rushing around him! | 0:51:42 | 0:51:46 | |
They're just making sure baby's OK. | 0:51:46 | 0:51:50 | |
-Hey, honey, are you all right? -No, he's not OK! | 0:51:50 | 0:51:53 | |
-He is, he's fine. -He is. | 0:51:53 | 0:51:55 | |
Just recently had diamorphine? Yes. | 0:51:57 | 0:51:59 | |
In the last hour, was it? 40 minutes? | 0:51:59 | 0:52:01 | |
About the last hour. | 0:52:01 | 0:52:03 | |
He's just shocked at being in the outside world. | 0:52:03 | 0:52:06 | |
But he's breathing on his own? | 0:52:06 | 0:52:09 | |
-He's making a few whingey noises. -Can I have a bit of oxygen, please? | 0:52:09 | 0:52:12 | |
BABY CRIES | 0:52:12 | 0:52:14 | |
There you are. | 0:52:14 | 0:52:15 | |
He's fine, honestly. He is fine. | 0:52:15 | 0:52:18 | |
He was born at 46. | 0:52:18 | 0:52:20 | |
-Spilling his lungs, yeah? -Oh, he is. | 0:52:23 | 0:52:26 | |
He's fine. | 0:52:26 | 0:52:27 | |
There we go. | 0:52:30 | 0:52:32 | |
I'll just cover him up a little bit. | 0:52:33 | 0:52:36 | |
Hello! | 0:52:36 | 0:52:37 | |
Can you help me try and get him on the mobile? | 0:52:44 | 0:52:47 | |
Right, what I need to do... | 0:52:50 | 0:52:53 | |
-It's been lovely. -You've been fantastic. | 0:53:00 | 0:53:03 | |
BABY SCREAMS | 0:53:04 | 0:53:09 | |
Nowt wrong with his lungs. | 0:53:09 | 0:53:11 | |
I think I need a cuddle! | 0:53:14 | 0:53:16 | |
It's been lovely. | 0:53:18 | 0:53:19 | |
-Have you got name bands for this baby? -No, not yet. | 0:53:21 | 0:53:24 | |
Oh! | 0:53:24 | 0:53:26 | |
Obviously, the mum had had diamorphine within an hour of birth. | 0:53:29 | 0:53:32 | |
That does make the baby floppy | 0:53:32 | 0:53:35 | |
so that was why he took a bit of resuscitation. | 0:53:35 | 0:53:38 | |
Even after delivering thousands of babies, | 0:53:39 | 0:53:42 | |
things don't always go to plan for the midwives. | 0:53:42 | 0:53:44 | |
They're always learning. | 0:53:44 | 0:53:46 | |
It was floppier than I thought it would be, that baby, | 0:53:50 | 0:53:53 | |
so it did give me a fright. | 0:53:53 | 0:53:54 | |
Midwifery is a very challenging job. | 0:53:56 | 0:54:00 | |
If somebody told me, | 0:54:00 | 0:54:02 | |
"You're going to go in that room and this is going to happen," | 0:54:02 | 0:54:05 | |
I wouldn't want to go in the room | 0:54:05 | 0:54:07 | |
but because you're doing it at the time, | 0:54:07 | 0:54:09 | |
before you've had time to think about it, | 0:54:09 | 0:54:12 | |
it's done and you've dealt with it. That's just how it is. | 0:54:12 | 0:54:15 | |
-Right. Shall we go, then? -Yes, let's go for a walk. | 0:54:17 | 0:54:20 | |
If you need anything, Carren, press the buzzer, someone will come. | 0:54:24 | 0:54:28 | |
It's midnight. An hour after his son was born, | 0:54:29 | 0:54:32 | |
Liz takes Barry to see him in intensive care. | 0:54:32 | 0:54:36 | |
Got baby Bell? | 0:54:41 | 0:54:42 | |
-I shall see you in a bit. -OK. | 0:54:45 | 0:54:46 | |
As you can see... Oh, sorry! | 0:54:53 | 0:54:55 | |
That's to protect his eyes from the light. | 0:54:55 | 0:54:57 | |
He was quite anaemic when he first got here, | 0:54:57 | 0:54:59 | |
so we're just giving him some blood at the moment | 0:54:59 | 0:55:02 | |
and I think it's making a difference already. | 0:55:02 | 0:55:04 | |
He's a little bit more alert than he was. | 0:55:04 | 0:55:07 | |
They've discovered the baby's lack of movement | 0:55:07 | 0:55:10 | |
was due to a huge haemorrhage. | 0:55:10 | 0:55:11 | |
The baby was bleeding into the mother through the placenta. | 0:55:13 | 0:55:17 | |
I know it's a lot to take in. | 0:55:17 | 0:55:19 | |
Yeah, it is a bit, but... | 0:55:21 | 0:55:23 | |
If you don't feel your baby moving, | 0:55:24 | 0:55:28 | |
you must come in and get checked out. | 0:55:28 | 0:55:30 | |
If Carren had left it any longer, | 0:55:30 | 0:55:35 | |
then the baby may not have survived | 0:55:35 | 0:55:38 | |
and she may have come in with, unfortunately... | 0:55:38 | 0:55:42 | |
..baby have died inside. | 0:55:44 | 0:55:46 | |
'I think she's very lucky.' | 0:55:47 | 0:55:49 | |
So she's gone to 66? | 0:55:49 | 0:55:51 | |
She is, yeah. In a single room, room four. | 0:55:51 | 0:55:54 | |
-OK, see you later. -See you later. | 0:55:54 | 0:55:56 | |
So where are we going, 66? | 0:55:56 | 0:55:58 | |
A day later, Ann's back on shift. | 0:55:58 | 0:56:00 | |
She wants to find out how Carren and the baby are doing. | 0:56:00 | 0:56:04 | |
You see things that might have been peculiar to your own family history | 0:56:04 | 0:56:09 | |
and it just reminds you, when you get very upset. | 0:56:09 | 0:56:12 | |
We lost our first baby, actually, which is a long time ago now | 0:56:13 | 0:56:19 | |
and I know that gave me... | 0:56:19 | 0:56:23 | |
I wasn't a midwife then, obviously. | 0:56:23 | 0:56:25 | |
That gave me the push, I suppose, | 0:56:25 | 0:56:28 | |
to find out more about what happened to me | 0:56:28 | 0:56:30 | |
and to give some of my experiences back. | 0:56:30 | 0:56:33 | |
None of it was a bad experience, losing the baby was awful, | 0:56:33 | 0:56:36 | |
but I just wanted to be able to look after other women. | 0:56:36 | 0:56:39 | |
'In all the years I've worked, there's only one time' | 0:56:39 | 0:56:43 | |
I've ever shared it with a lady | 0:56:43 | 0:56:45 | |
because it's not about my experience, it's about their experience now. | 0:56:45 | 0:56:49 | |
So most women, I'll have that rapport and compassion and empathy | 0:56:49 | 0:56:54 | |
for what's going on around them | 0:56:54 | 0:56:56 | |
but I've never needed to disclose my own. | 0:56:56 | 0:56:59 | |
OK. | 0:56:59 | 0:57:01 | |
Hello? Hello, Carren. | 0:57:03 | 0:57:06 | |
Hello. | 0:57:06 | 0:57:09 | |
I did ring about half 11. | 0:57:09 | 0:57:11 | |
-So you didn't do too bad in time. -Didn't do too bad in time? | 0:57:11 | 0:57:15 | |
We did say you might not get another examination! | 0:57:15 | 0:57:18 | |
-Sit down. -Oh, thank you. | 0:57:18 | 0:57:21 | |
He was put onto Resuscitaire, and vented. | 0:57:21 | 0:57:24 | |
We were scared, if that had happened at home, he wouldn't have survived. | 0:57:24 | 0:57:27 | |
Yeah. No, there's no way, it's the resuscitation, isn't it? | 0:57:27 | 0:57:31 | |
Yeah, he would not have made it. | 0:57:31 | 0:57:32 | |
And we weren't to know that was going to happen. | 0:57:32 | 0:57:35 | |
Yeah, how do you pick that up? | 0:57:35 | 0:57:37 | |
So I'm so glad we were in. | 0:57:37 | 0:57:39 | |
He will get better, that's the good thing. | 0:57:39 | 0:57:41 | |
In the long term, he shouldn't have any lasting effects. | 0:57:41 | 0:57:44 | |
Carren's baby, Lochlyn, is recovering well. | 0:57:44 | 0:57:47 | |
In two days' time, they'll be able to take him home. | 0:57:49 | 0:57:51 | |
Very nice having you. | 0:57:51 | 0:57:54 | |
Thank you for looking after me. | 0:57:54 | 0:57:56 | |
-No, it's a privilege. -It made a big difference. | 0:57:56 | 0:57:58 | |
Thank you very much. | 0:57:58 | 0:58:00 | |
-I'm going to have a little cry now. -Ah! Going to cry! | 0:58:00 | 0:58:04 | |
Thank you very much. | 0:58:04 | 0:58:06 | |
-Tarara. -See you later. Thanks. -Bye. | 0:58:06 | 0:58:10 | |
Ah, ain't that lovely? | 0:58:10 | 0:58:13 | |
Very nice. | 0:58:13 | 0:58:14 | |
-You almost had a tear in your eye. -I did. | 0:58:14 | 0:58:17 | |
I will after, I know. I've left a lady, so I feel a bit stressed | 0:58:17 | 0:58:20 | |
because even though she's lovely, | 0:58:20 | 0:58:23 | |
you just are aware of your colleagues looking after your lady. | 0:58:23 | 0:58:26 | |
-The next one. -Yes, the next one! | 0:58:26 | 0:58:29 | |
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