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I've been on the street so long now I've give up. | 0:00:02 | 0:00:05 | |
I'm going to be on the street for the rest of my life, I think. | 0:00:05 | 0:00:07 | |
Cardiff is facing a housing crisis. | 0:00:07 | 0:00:10 | |
In just two years, | 0:00:10 | 0:00:11 | |
the number of people sleeping rough on the streets | 0:00:11 | 0:00:14 | |
has more than doubled. | 0:00:14 | 0:00:16 | |
Yeah, I sleep in here. | 0:00:16 | 0:00:17 | |
I'm film-maker Chris Rushton, | 0:00:17 | 0:00:20 | |
and together with Angharad Arnold we've spent six months | 0:00:20 | 0:00:23 | |
following the plight of Cardiff's homeless. | 0:00:23 | 0:00:26 | |
I want to understand why the numbers are on the increase... | 0:00:26 | 0:00:30 | |
I don't know what the council are going to do | 0:00:30 | 0:00:32 | |
with my particular case. | 0:00:32 | 0:00:34 | |
I've just got to sit there, bare it, grin and just keep on going. | 0:00:34 | 0:00:38 | |
..the risks they take sleeping rough... | 0:00:39 | 0:00:42 | |
There's dangers. I've been beat up. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:46 | |
Men offering me money for sex. | 0:00:46 | 0:00:48 | |
..find out how the homeless survive, and the prejudices they face. | 0:00:48 | 0:00:52 | |
-Get a life and get a fucking grip. -That's it. | 0:00:52 | 0:00:54 | |
-There's loads of work. -Grab yourself and do it. | 0:00:54 | 0:00:56 | |
And stop begging. | 0:00:56 | 0:00:57 | |
I don't like being like that. | 0:00:57 | 0:00:59 | |
They need to get me off the streets. I don't like doing this. | 0:00:59 | 0:01:01 | |
Following the lives of those with nowhere to go | 0:01:01 | 0:01:04 | |
would prove to be an upsetting story. | 0:01:04 | 0:01:07 | |
I can't live like this no more. | 0:01:07 | 0:01:09 | |
HE WHIMPERS | 0:01:12 | 0:01:15 | |
This is the reality of living on Cardiff's streets. | 0:01:15 | 0:01:19 | |
I'd followed the plight of the homeless in Swansea | 0:01:25 | 0:01:29 | |
on film five years ago, | 0:01:29 | 0:01:31 | |
but since then, Cardiff has overtaken Swansea | 0:01:31 | 0:01:34 | |
as the homeless capital of Wales. | 0:01:34 | 0:01:37 | |
When Cardiff seemed to be showing all the signs | 0:01:38 | 0:01:41 | |
of affluence and success, | 0:01:41 | 0:01:43 | |
I wanted to find out about those who were down on their luck | 0:01:43 | 0:01:46 | |
with nowhere to go. | 0:01:46 | 0:01:48 | |
Our journey begins in summer of 2016. | 0:01:50 | 0:01:53 | |
One of the main reasons for homelessness | 0:01:56 | 0:01:59 | |
is relationship break down | 0:01:59 | 0:02:01 | |
and having no-one to turn to in a crisis. | 0:02:01 | 0:02:04 | |
I've been on my own since I was 16. | 0:02:04 | 0:02:08 | |
I've had no family around me, no family contact, | 0:02:08 | 0:02:12 | |
so it's just something I've become accustomed to. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
Raymond has been homeless on and off for years. | 0:02:18 | 0:02:21 | |
Living on the streets and sleeping rough | 0:02:21 | 0:02:24 | |
has become his normal routine. | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
It's 7.30 in the morning. Raymond's asleep. | 0:02:30 | 0:02:34 | |
His bedroom, ironically, | 0:02:34 | 0:02:36 | |
is the emergency exit of one of Cardiff's biggest hotels. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:39 | |
I'm so tired. Bad night tonight. | 0:02:46 | 0:02:49 | |
What was keeping you awake last night? | 0:02:49 | 0:02:52 | |
The birds. | 0:02:52 | 0:02:53 | |
The bloody seagulls. | 0:02:54 | 0:02:55 | |
If I had a gun I'd kill the lot of them. | 0:02:57 | 0:02:59 | |
SEAGULL SQUAWKS IN DISTANCE | 0:02:59 | 0:03:01 | |
When he sleeps, both him and his possessions are a soft target. | 0:03:01 | 0:03:06 | |
I see you've got a bit of a deterrent there, with your bag. | 0:03:06 | 0:03:10 | |
Yeah, I tie it to the post. | 0:03:10 | 0:03:13 | |
'Being organised is half the battle.' | 0:03:13 | 0:03:16 | |
Battery pack. Travel charger. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:20 | |
But it's dead. | 0:03:20 | 0:03:21 | |
He's chosen this pitch partly because of this facility. | 0:03:21 | 0:03:25 | |
It's just an outside socket | 0:03:25 | 0:03:28 | |
for the people that is using the restaurant, | 0:03:28 | 0:03:30 | |
so you can charge your stuff. | 0:03:30 | 0:03:32 | |
As long as I'm not shaving outside like I did before | 0:03:32 | 0:03:35 | |
in the middle of the day when the restaurant's open. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
I like to have a change of clothes and be clean | 0:03:37 | 0:03:40 | |
instead of looking like a tramp every day. | 0:03:40 | 0:03:44 | |
If I'm on my own, it limits me where I can go, | 0:03:44 | 0:03:46 | |
but I just don't care. | 0:03:46 | 0:03:48 | |
I just take it wherever I've got to go anyway. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:51 | |
Oh! I've left my blooming charger around there! | 0:03:51 | 0:03:55 | |
Can't let that go missing. | 0:03:55 | 0:03:57 | |
Now, this, I need. | 0:04:02 | 0:04:03 | |
If I lose this, I'm knackered. | 0:04:11 | 0:04:12 | |
We were shocked by the numbers of people | 0:04:24 | 0:04:27 | |
who've made Cardiff city centre their home. | 0:04:27 | 0:04:30 | |
A survey by charities on one night counted 47 people sleeping rough. | 0:04:32 | 0:04:39 | |
Shoes. Spare trainers. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:46 | |
Another of the well-kitted rough sleepers is known as Smurf. | 0:04:46 | 0:04:51 | |
He's spent most of his life with no fixed abode. | 0:04:51 | 0:04:54 | |
That's the bag sorted. | 0:04:54 | 0:04:57 | |
I've got everything, yeah. | 0:04:57 | 0:04:59 | |
Very good, yeah. | 0:04:59 | 0:05:00 | |
31-year-old Smurf grew up in Derby. | 0:05:00 | 0:05:03 | |
I've been on the streets now... | 0:05:03 | 0:05:06 | |
It'll be 12 years on the 19th of August. | 0:05:06 | 0:05:09 | |
My little journey started when I was 13, | 0:05:09 | 0:05:12 | |
when I started to go downhill. | 0:05:12 | 0:05:13 | |
He had a falling out with his family | 0:05:13 | 0:05:16 | |
and wanted to make a new life here. | 0:05:16 | 0:05:18 | |
I've been here, what, eight years? | 0:05:18 | 0:05:20 | |
His real name is Stuart, | 0:05:20 | 0:05:22 | |
but the reason he ended up with the nickname Smurf | 0:05:22 | 0:05:25 | |
is to do with the blue-skinned cartoon characters. | 0:05:25 | 0:05:28 | |
I was sitting with a group of friends one day | 0:05:28 | 0:05:31 | |
and we was having a bit of a conversation, | 0:05:31 | 0:05:37 | |
and they just basically turned and said, | 0:05:37 | 0:05:39 | |
"Oh, you're well blue-minded, you are. You're like a Smurf." | 0:05:39 | 0:05:42 | |
And it stuck. | 0:05:42 | 0:05:43 | |
Look at Smurf's back garden! | 0:05:44 | 0:05:46 | |
It's Alexandra Park. | 0:05:46 | 0:05:48 | |
It's just a stone's throw away from the Civic Centre. | 0:05:48 | 0:05:52 | |
This, unknown to other people, | 0:05:52 | 0:05:54 | |
this little bush on this amazing garden, | 0:05:54 | 0:05:58 | |
is where you will find my Smurf workshop. | 0:05:58 | 0:06:01 | |
I've been on this park now two and a half, three months. | 0:06:06 | 0:06:10 | |
This is my little home. You have to duck down and stuff. | 0:06:10 | 0:06:16 | |
You sort of get in. It's not a lot, but it's my home. | 0:06:16 | 0:06:20 | |
It's where I live. It's where I sleep when I can get to sleep. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:25 | |
We were about to discover that his collection of junk | 0:06:26 | 0:06:30 | |
is the raw materials for making all kinds of amazing things. | 0:06:30 | 0:06:34 | |
This bike here is made from an office chair... | 0:06:34 | 0:06:37 | |
They're wheelie bin wheels, the back axle is off a pushchair. | 0:06:39 | 0:06:43 | |
We've got a BMX scooter, which is the main framework. | 0:06:43 | 0:06:47 | |
A unicycle on the front, | 0:06:47 | 0:06:49 | |
and the whole thing holding it together, | 0:06:49 | 0:06:52 | |
two planks of wood, and two bolts. | 0:06:52 | 0:06:54 | |
That is holding the whole thing together. | 0:06:54 | 0:06:57 | |
Yeah! That looks pretty cool. | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
It was truly an astonishing feat of engineering and up-cycling. | 0:07:06 | 0:07:13 | |
Use the breaks, always check the traffic. | 0:07:15 | 0:07:18 | |
Safety first. | 0:07:18 | 0:07:19 | |
With nowhere safe to keep his stuff, | 0:07:20 | 0:07:22 | |
his tricycle makes light work of having to lug it around. | 0:07:22 | 0:07:26 | |
Hello, lads. Hi! | 0:07:26 | 0:07:29 | |
Cheers. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:32 | |
What happens when I'm cycling around | 0:07:32 | 0:07:33 | |
on my lovely little contraption here | 0:07:33 | 0:07:35 | |
is people kind of laugh. | 0:07:35 | 0:07:38 | |
They don't quite understand the concept of the bike. | 0:07:38 | 0:07:41 | |
The bike was created to make people laugh, | 0:07:41 | 0:07:44 | |
to spread joy. | 0:07:44 | 0:07:45 | |
I want to see people laughing. Not hiding away from it, you know. | 0:07:45 | 0:07:50 | |
This is fun. | 0:07:50 | 0:07:51 | |
It's a fantastic way to exercise and keep your heart rate down. | 0:07:51 | 0:07:54 | |
See, that's the sort of bag I could do with, | 0:07:58 | 0:08:00 | |
cos it's waterproof. | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
Smurf chose a life on the street to escape his family difficulties, | 0:08:02 | 0:08:07 | |
but many end up here as a result of serious addiction | 0:08:07 | 0:08:11 | |
to drugs and alcohol. | 0:08:11 | 0:08:12 | |
In 2013, I'd filmed in Swansea | 0:08:16 | 0:08:20 | |
where most of the homeless people I met | 0:08:20 | 0:08:22 | |
were trapped on the streets by drink. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:24 | |
One of the people I'd filmed back then was Dean, | 0:08:26 | 0:08:29 | |
sleeping rough on the streets. | 0:08:29 | 0:08:31 | |
Oh, well. At least it's not raining! | 0:08:31 | 0:08:34 | |
He was in poor health because of his alcoholism | 0:08:34 | 0:08:38 | |
and was repeatedly collapsing on the streets. | 0:08:38 | 0:08:40 | |
You've got a head injury, that's the thing. | 0:08:40 | 0:08:42 | |
I can't release you. I won't be happy to release you on the streets. | 0:08:42 | 0:08:46 | |
I'm not Iron Man. I can't live like this for the rest of my life, | 0:08:46 | 0:08:49 | |
you know what I mean? | 0:08:49 | 0:08:50 | |
Now, four years later, I met Dean again. | 0:08:50 | 0:08:55 | |
He's come to the Huggard Centre, | 0:08:55 | 0:08:57 | |
one of the charities in Cardiff that helps the homeless. | 0:08:57 | 0:09:00 | |
-Hello, Dean. -Hi, babe. -All right? | 0:09:00 | 0:09:02 | |
The Huggard offers some of Cardiff's most entrenched homeless people | 0:09:02 | 0:09:06 | |
accommodation and support of all kinds. | 0:09:06 | 0:09:08 | |
-Ah, nice one. -There's your quilt, all right. -Huh? -OK? -Yeah. | 0:09:08 | 0:09:12 | |
They help him out with a duvet. | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
Dean hasn't put his name down for one of Cardiff's 43 emergency beds. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:20 | |
Being caught up in drink means his life can be chaotic. | 0:09:20 | 0:09:24 | |
I will be warm, because I've got this big quilt. | 0:09:24 | 0:09:29 | |
And the main thing is somewhere bloody safe. | 0:09:29 | 0:09:32 | |
Where people don't go past and spit on you | 0:09:34 | 0:09:36 | |
and kick you and stuff like that. | 0:09:36 | 0:09:38 | |
How do you do it, Dean, every night? | 0:09:40 | 0:09:41 | |
Like, looking for somewhere new every night to sleep. | 0:09:41 | 0:09:46 | |
It's not the easiest thing to do, but it's got to be done. | 0:09:47 | 0:09:52 | |
'Trekking past City Hall, | 0:09:52 | 0:09:54 | |
'he's looking for somewhere safe to sleep.' | 0:09:54 | 0:09:56 | |
There we are, look. See it? | 0:09:56 | 0:09:58 | |
What's good about this spot? | 0:10:00 | 0:10:02 | |
It's dark, it's out of the way. | 0:10:02 | 0:10:05 | |
I can't see nothing else. | 0:10:05 | 0:10:07 | |
'I'd witnessed homeless people bedding down many times before, | 0:10:27 | 0:10:32 | |
'but it was still upsetting to see.' | 0:10:32 | 0:10:34 | |
So, this is your good night, yeah? | 0:10:41 | 0:10:44 | |
It sure is, Chris. | 0:10:46 | 0:10:48 | |
Safe enough for me. | 0:10:49 | 0:10:51 | |
'I'd known Dean for five years, | 0:10:58 | 0:11:01 | |
'and it seemed to me there was little hope | 0:11:01 | 0:11:03 | |
'that he would ever be able to get off the streets | 0:11:03 | 0:11:06 | |
'and break the habit of a lifetime.' | 0:11:06 | 0:11:10 | |
At the weekend, the city centre is packed with people | 0:11:14 | 0:11:18 | |
on a big night out. | 0:11:18 | 0:11:19 | |
Some of the homeless make the most of it. | 0:11:19 | 0:11:21 | |
Any spare change, please? | 0:11:21 | 0:11:23 | |
Whilst others have to put up with the invasion | 0:11:23 | 0:11:26 | |
and the bad behaviour of some of the revellers. | 0:11:26 | 0:11:29 | |
The spot where Smurf was planning to sleep has lost its appeal. | 0:11:29 | 0:11:34 | |
That's normally my spot. | 0:11:34 | 0:11:36 | |
Someone's obviously had too much to drink, | 0:11:36 | 0:11:38 | |
thrown up all over the place. | 0:11:38 | 0:11:40 | |
One of Smurf's strategies for surviving on the streets | 0:11:40 | 0:11:43 | |
is to make friends with everyone. | 0:11:43 | 0:11:46 | |
-Hi. -Hiya, mate. | 0:11:46 | 0:11:49 | |
But there's no avoiding the dark side | 0:11:49 | 0:11:51 | |
of a night on the town. | 0:11:51 | 0:11:52 | |
This looks like a typical Friday of young people going out, | 0:11:55 | 0:12:00 | |
taking full advantage of cheap drinks in nightclubs | 0:12:00 | 0:12:04 | |
and kicking off. | 0:12:04 | 0:12:06 | |
Not homeless people, drunks. | 0:12:06 | 0:12:09 | |
Smurf's front room has become a battleground. | 0:12:09 | 0:12:13 | |
SIREN WAILS | 0:12:13 | 0:12:16 | |
-It's escalating, isn't it? -Yeah, it's kind of escalating. | 0:12:16 | 0:12:19 | |
It's, getting, you know, heated, | 0:12:19 | 0:12:21 | |
so let's get out of the way before we get pulled into it. | 0:12:21 | 0:12:24 | |
I mean, I've spent that long on the streets, you know, | 0:12:29 | 0:12:34 | |
it's nothing to me. | 0:12:34 | 0:12:36 | |
Pissheads fighting, pissheads throwing up on your front yard. | 0:12:36 | 0:12:39 | |
It's just everyday life. | 0:12:39 | 0:12:42 | |
I was seeing another side to Smurf. | 0:12:44 | 0:12:47 | |
Part of him actually wanted a way out of homelessness. | 0:12:47 | 0:12:51 | |
I want to get out of it now, you know, I've had enough. | 0:12:51 | 0:12:53 | |
I've done 12 years. I've had enough. | 0:12:53 | 0:12:55 | |
But, you know, I'm that far out of the system, | 0:12:55 | 0:12:59 | |
you know, it's... | 0:12:59 | 0:13:01 | |
It's just everyday life to me now. | 0:13:01 | 0:13:03 | |
Three months ago, Smurf put his name down | 0:13:06 | 0:13:08 | |
on a waiting list for a hostel that could offer him | 0:13:08 | 0:13:11 | |
the support he'll need to readjust to normal life, | 0:13:11 | 0:13:15 | |
but he's losing hope that it will ever become a reality. | 0:13:15 | 0:13:18 | |
Finding any kind of roof over your head in Cardiff | 0:13:23 | 0:13:26 | |
can be difficult. | 0:13:26 | 0:13:27 | |
The council's housing list has 8,500 people on it, | 0:13:27 | 0:13:32 | |
and over 800 of these have no fixed abode. | 0:13:32 | 0:13:35 | |
It's now been two months since Raymond first told me | 0:13:38 | 0:13:42 | |
that he was on the waiting list. | 0:13:42 | 0:13:44 | |
You start losing faith in people and faith in the system. | 0:13:45 | 0:13:49 | |
You know, I'm born and bred in Wales. | 0:13:50 | 0:13:52 | |
I've got nothing against any foreigners, nothing like that, | 0:13:52 | 0:13:57 | |
but they seem to get priority over anyone, | 0:13:57 | 0:14:02 | |
which I do think is wrong. | 0:14:02 | 0:14:05 | |
Spare a bit of change, please, ma'am? | 0:14:05 | 0:14:08 | |
The doorways where Raymond sleeps | 0:14:08 | 0:14:10 | |
offer little protection from the weather. | 0:14:10 | 0:14:12 | |
You know, I don't want to be out here, | 0:14:15 | 0:14:17 | |
especially with winter on the way. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:20 | |
Cos it's starting to get me down. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:24 | |
You know, feeling depressed a lot more, stressed. | 0:14:24 | 0:14:28 | |
Just...lonely, as well. | 0:14:33 | 0:14:35 | |
There's no way I'm going to be out here for Christmas. | 0:14:35 | 0:14:38 | |
Christmas is four months away | 0:14:40 | 0:14:43 | |
and I wondered if Raymond would manage | 0:14:43 | 0:14:45 | |
to get off the streets by then. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:47 | |
Living on the streets is both dangerous | 0:14:50 | 0:14:52 | |
and bad for your health. | 0:14:52 | 0:14:55 | |
In a recent survey of homeless people, | 0:14:55 | 0:14:58 | |
80% said they suffered from mental health problems. | 0:14:58 | 0:15:01 | |
Smurf is one of them. | 0:15:03 | 0:15:05 | |
When he was 22, | 0:15:05 | 0:15:06 | |
he was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. | 0:15:06 | 0:15:11 | |
The stress of living on the streets exacerbates his illness. | 0:15:11 | 0:15:15 | |
I'm just finding it really hard at the minute. | 0:15:15 | 0:15:19 | |
Yeah, it's just getting tough on me at the minute. | 0:15:19 | 0:15:21 | |
With my head, that's where my problems start. | 0:15:21 | 0:15:23 | |
I start getting agitated, and then, before you know it, | 0:15:23 | 0:15:28 | |
I'm in jail for GBH, or something stupid. | 0:15:28 | 0:15:31 | |
He makes light of the voices in his head. | 0:15:31 | 0:15:34 | |
Luckily, I never feel alone. | 0:15:34 | 0:15:36 | |
I've always got somebody talking to me. | 0:15:36 | 0:15:39 | |
But it's a hard thing to live with, but if you know how to deal with it | 0:15:39 | 0:15:44 | |
and how to cope with it, you're all right. | 0:15:44 | 0:15:47 | |
And I've kind of come to terms with it. | 0:15:47 | 0:15:50 | |
I've got a grip on it. | 0:15:50 | 0:15:52 | |
There's the odd occasion that I lose my temper | 0:15:52 | 0:15:55 | |
and I'll have an episode, but I've not had one for a while. | 0:15:55 | 0:15:59 | |
You know, you find little ways to make yourself stand out, | 0:15:59 | 0:16:01 | |
so people smile and actually notice you. | 0:16:01 | 0:16:04 | |
It's a very, very lonely place. | 0:16:04 | 0:16:06 | |
Hopefully, it's not going to be for much longer. | 0:16:10 | 0:16:13 | |
Hopefully, I'll be off the streets soon. | 0:16:13 | 0:16:15 | |
One of Smurf's coping mechanisms is his creativity. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:27 | |
Chop the top off it first... | 0:16:27 | 0:16:28 | |
..cos you don't need the top. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:31 | |
With me being schizophrenic, | 0:16:33 | 0:16:36 | |
my head goes to a very dark place at times, | 0:16:36 | 0:16:39 | |
and it's nice to be able to do something like this. | 0:16:39 | 0:16:43 | |
I find it therapeutic, you know, doing something with my hands | 0:16:43 | 0:16:46 | |
and keeping busy, keeping me sane. | 0:16:46 | 0:16:50 | |
It helps my head. | 0:16:52 | 0:16:54 | |
It stops me from losing my temper, and it works. | 0:16:54 | 0:16:59 | |
It does the job. | 0:16:59 | 0:17:01 | |
Once he fixed cars for a living. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:03 | |
See, I'm a panel beater by trade. | 0:17:03 | 0:17:05 | |
I used to repair smashed-up cars for a living, | 0:17:05 | 0:17:09 | |
but that trade died out. | 0:17:09 | 0:17:12 | |
I'm a very proud man, and I don't claim benefits or anything. | 0:17:12 | 0:17:15 | |
And there we have it. | 0:17:17 | 0:17:19 | |
Any drinks can, candle holder, lantern. | 0:17:19 | 0:17:23 | |
I can literally get a 35p can and sell them for £15 each! | 0:17:23 | 0:17:28 | |
And he doesn't just sell these creations. | 0:17:28 | 0:17:31 | |
What I do, I go and I secretly hide them around town, you know, | 0:17:31 | 0:17:35 | |
cos nobody notices them. | 0:17:35 | 0:17:37 | |
But then when they see people pointing up at something, | 0:17:37 | 0:17:39 | |
then they notice. | 0:17:39 | 0:17:40 | |
I've planted them all around Cardiff. | 0:17:42 | 0:17:44 | |
They are, literally, absolutely everywhere. | 0:17:44 | 0:17:46 | |
But most of the long-term homeless aren't like Smurf. | 0:17:56 | 0:18:00 | |
Those who struggle with serious addictions | 0:18:04 | 0:18:06 | |
and end up homeless on the streets face the biggest challenges. | 0:18:06 | 0:18:11 | |
Dean's 37. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:16 | |
He's been on a downward spiral | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
for all the time that I've known him. | 0:18:18 | 0:18:21 | |
I've been an alcoholic for about 13 years. | 0:18:21 | 0:18:24 | |
It is my downfall, I'll be honest with you. | 0:18:27 | 0:18:30 | |
The booze is. | 0:18:30 | 0:18:32 | |
It's when Dean goes without drink that he really suffers. | 0:18:33 | 0:18:38 | |
Every morning, if I haven't got enough of the drink... | 0:18:38 | 0:18:42 | |
..either, you know... | 0:18:44 | 0:18:46 | |
..I'll spew a bile. | 0:18:48 | 0:18:50 | |
He told me that the only way he could stop the retching | 0:18:53 | 0:18:56 | |
is to have more to drink. | 0:18:56 | 0:18:58 | |
I know it sounds ridiculous, | 0:18:58 | 0:19:02 | |
but that's the way that an alcoholic works. | 0:19:02 | 0:19:07 | |
Why do you still want to go for a drink after that? | 0:19:07 | 0:19:10 | |
I'll never stop drinking. I'll never stop drinking. | 0:19:10 | 0:19:13 | |
Never, ever. | 0:19:13 | 0:19:15 | |
That's what's keeping me less depressed. | 0:19:18 | 0:19:22 | |
It was hard to bear. | 0:19:26 | 0:19:28 | |
In all the years I'd known Dean, | 0:19:28 | 0:19:30 | |
I'd never seen him in such poor mental and physical health. | 0:19:30 | 0:19:34 | |
At night, those living on Cardiff's streets | 0:19:42 | 0:19:45 | |
are at their most vulnerable. | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
As the clubs and pubs begin to empty, | 0:19:47 | 0:19:51 | |
Smurf's putting on his friendly face. | 0:19:51 | 0:19:53 | |
-How you getting on, guys? -Very good, mate. | 0:19:53 | 0:19:55 | |
He attracts the attention of some visitors to the city. | 0:19:55 | 0:19:58 | |
What are you doing here right now? | 0:19:58 | 0:20:00 | |
I'm homeless. I've been on the streets 12 years. | 0:20:00 | 0:20:02 | |
Why are you on the streets 12 years? | 0:20:02 | 0:20:04 | |
I got made redundant | 0:20:04 | 0:20:05 | |
and then I couldn't pay my rent on my flat. | 0:20:05 | 0:20:07 | |
Obviously, I lost my flat. | 0:20:07 | 0:20:09 | |
And you're 12 years...telling me... Come on. Be honest. | 0:20:09 | 0:20:12 | |
-12 years on the streets on the 19th of August. -No, no. | 0:20:12 | 0:20:14 | |
-You can't be on the street for 12 years. -12 years. -No way. | 0:20:14 | 0:20:16 | |
-No way. -12 years on the streets. -Why aren't you working? | 0:20:16 | 0:20:19 | |
I am. | 0:20:20 | 0:20:21 | |
Smurf usually tries to avoid situations like this. | 0:20:21 | 0:20:25 | |
-You've got your little jewellery. -Yeah. -You've got nice clothes on | 0:20:25 | 0:20:28 | |
and you're still a bum on the street. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:29 | |
Yeah, pull your socks up and do it. | 0:20:29 | 0:20:31 | |
-Excuse me, get a life and get a fucking grip. -That's it. | 0:20:31 | 0:20:33 | |
-Grab yourself and do it. -There's loads of work for you. | 0:20:33 | 0:20:35 | |
And stop begging, because you don't need to beg. | 0:20:35 | 0:20:37 | |
I'm not begging. I don't beg. | 0:20:37 | 0:20:39 | |
I don't ask anybody for anything. | 0:20:39 | 0:20:40 | |
-You've jumped to the conclusion, right... -You... | 0:20:40 | 0:20:43 | |
-THEY TALK OVER EACH OTHER -Anyone told you homeless people...? | 0:20:43 | 0:20:45 | |
-No, no, wait. -Whoa, whoa. -12 years. 12 years. | 0:20:45 | 0:20:48 | |
The trouble attracts passers-by. | 0:20:48 | 0:20:50 | |
..many people like you. And you don't bother me. | 0:20:50 | 0:20:52 | |
I don't drink, I don't do drugs. | 0:20:52 | 0:20:54 | |
I make things from cans. | 0:20:54 | 0:20:56 | |
I struggle my balls off travelling around Britain | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
taking shit from dicks like you. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:00 | |
-No, we're not. -So, go and finish getting pissed, yeah? | 0:21:00 | 0:21:03 | |
-We're not getting... -I don't give a toss. | 0:21:03 | 0:21:04 | |
Now we're seeing the real you. | 0:21:04 | 0:21:06 | |
The government take more drugs than he does. | 0:21:06 | 0:21:08 | |
-Yeah, a schizophrenic that doesn't give a fuck. -Right. | 0:21:08 | 0:21:10 | |
You think you can come to me and talk down to me? | 0:21:10 | 0:21:13 | |
Fuck off back to your house and be happy doing your shit. | 0:21:13 | 0:21:16 | |
-THEY TALK OVER EACH OTHER -Yeah. Oh, yeah. | 0:21:16 | 0:21:18 | |
-Go make your cans. -I will. I will. I will. | 0:21:18 | 0:21:21 | |
-Get a job, you stupid -BLEEP. | 0:21:21 | 0:21:23 | |
I've got a job. I've got a job. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:25 | |
-I've done it. -Do I claim benefits? No. | 0:21:25 | 0:21:28 | |
All this puts his mental health in jeopardy. | 0:21:28 | 0:21:31 | |
Yeah, I'm a bit shaken up. That guy's... | 0:21:31 | 0:21:33 | |
That guy's just affected my blood. | 0:21:33 | 0:21:35 | |
You know, that guy's just affected my karma | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
and I don't like that. | 0:21:37 | 0:21:38 | |
Stereotyping me, you know. | 0:21:38 | 0:21:40 | |
I don't like that. I don't like being like that. | 0:21:40 | 0:21:42 | |
That's what I mean. They need to get me off the streets. | 0:21:42 | 0:21:44 | |
I don't like doing this. | 0:21:44 | 0:21:45 | |
When I'm out at work, you know what I mean, I work. | 0:21:45 | 0:21:48 | |
I've never signed on in my life. Never will. | 0:21:48 | 0:21:50 | |
I'd thought Smurf could survive on the streets, | 0:21:52 | 0:21:55 | |
but now I understand why | 0:21:55 | 0:21:57 | |
he so desperately needs a place indoors. | 0:21:57 | 0:22:00 | |
For five weeks we've been trawling the streets | 0:22:04 | 0:22:07 | |
to find out what had happened to Dean. | 0:22:07 | 0:22:10 | |
When we finally caught up with him, he was very much in the limelight. | 0:22:10 | 0:22:14 | |
You're all right, boy. All right, Trick, or what? | 0:22:14 | 0:22:18 | |
His friend's been worrying about him. | 0:22:18 | 0:22:19 | |
I've been in detox. | 0:22:19 | 0:22:21 | |
Yeah, I've been in detox. Llandough. I'm looking well, ain't I? | 0:22:23 | 0:22:27 | |
Much better, much better. See you later, buddy. | 0:22:27 | 0:22:29 | |
-Take it easy, Trick. -Good luck, mate. -Ta-ra, mucker. | 0:22:29 | 0:22:32 | |
Dean looked like a completely new man. | 0:22:32 | 0:22:35 | |
I feel healthy. | 0:22:35 | 0:22:37 | |
Clean. | 0:22:38 | 0:22:40 | |
I can remember stuff what I done the day before, which is a plus. | 0:22:40 | 0:22:45 | |
I had to do it for myself, and there we go. | 0:22:45 | 0:22:50 | |
He'd collapsed on the streets again and ended up in hospital, | 0:22:50 | 0:22:54 | |
but this time he was referred to an alcohol detox unit. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:58 | |
Now he's completely off the booze. | 0:22:59 | 0:23:03 | |
You know, there's off-licences all around me. | 0:23:03 | 0:23:05 | |
I could just go in the shop now and pull out a can of special brew. No. | 0:23:05 | 0:23:09 | |
Why? Why, like? | 0:23:09 | 0:23:11 | |
What's the point in doing all those weeks in detox | 0:23:11 | 0:23:14 | |
just to bugger it up by drinking again? | 0:23:14 | 0:23:16 | |
But because he was in hospital, | 0:23:16 | 0:23:18 | |
he missed an appointment with probation, | 0:23:18 | 0:23:21 | |
and as a result he's been in court today. | 0:23:21 | 0:23:24 | |
And everyone, even the judge today when I had to go to court, | 0:23:24 | 0:23:28 | |
commented how healthy I look and how clean I am. | 0:23:28 | 0:23:31 | |
The judge decided to drop the case, so instead of prison, | 0:23:33 | 0:23:36 | |
Dean's heading back to the detox unit. | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
We're just filming Wales' Lost Millionaires, we are, like. | 0:23:40 | 0:23:44 | |
And that's you, is it, love? Yeah. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:45 | |
-You single? -Yeah. -Whey-hey, I'm your girl! | 0:23:45 | 0:23:49 | |
-Let's go to the church, then, is it? -THEY LAUGH | 0:23:49 | 0:23:52 | |
He's telling everyone about his transformation. | 0:23:52 | 0:23:55 | |
If you'd seen from then to now, | 0:23:55 | 0:23:57 | |
you wouldn't recognise me, put it that way. | 0:23:57 | 0:23:59 | |
-Aw! -You know what I mean? -So you've got your life together? | 0:23:59 | 0:24:02 | |
Yeah. I'm in the detox. | 0:24:02 | 0:24:04 | |
Put on a bit of weight, had a bit more faith, | 0:24:04 | 0:24:06 | |
-and I knew I could do it then. -Yes. | 0:24:06 | 0:24:08 | |
-Well, you're looking good. -And you are. | 0:24:08 | 0:24:10 | |
Pity you're not a millionaire! | 0:24:10 | 0:24:12 | |
Take it easy, ladies. | 0:24:12 | 0:24:13 | |
If I can do it then, basically, get off your arses | 0:24:15 | 0:24:19 | |
and you can do it too. | 0:24:19 | 0:24:21 | |
Dean has been at risk of dying on the streets, | 0:24:21 | 0:24:24 | |
so he was fast-tracked toward the help he needed. | 0:24:24 | 0:24:27 | |
There are over 450 supported accommodation places in Cardiff | 0:24:31 | 0:24:36 | |
that help people who've been homeless tackle their problems, | 0:24:36 | 0:24:40 | |
but accessing them can take months. | 0:24:40 | 0:24:42 | |
Since the Friday night altercation on the streets, | 0:24:43 | 0:24:46 | |
Smurf had disappeared from his usual haunts. | 0:24:46 | 0:24:50 | |
How you getting on, lads? You all right? | 0:24:50 | 0:24:52 | |
Now he's back, but minus his pride and joy. | 0:24:52 | 0:24:56 | |
I haven't got my bike any more, because the scrap man took it | 0:24:56 | 0:24:59 | |
because he thought it was scrap, | 0:24:59 | 0:25:00 | |
which I can understand cos it was made from scrap. | 0:25:00 | 0:25:04 | |
He'd given up on ever getting a place in a hostel. | 0:25:04 | 0:25:08 | |
I've been waiting, like, four months on the waiting list, | 0:25:08 | 0:25:10 | |
but, like, they've never got back to me. | 0:25:10 | 0:25:12 | |
And then they got back to me, and, yeah... | 0:25:12 | 0:25:15 | |
..the ball's started rolling. | 0:25:16 | 0:25:18 | |
He's moving in tomorrow, but he's not counting his chickens. | 0:25:19 | 0:25:23 | |
Going from this being my house to a one-bedroom flat, | 0:25:23 | 0:25:28 | |
I'm a bit nervous about it, to be honest. | 0:25:28 | 0:25:30 | |
It's a bit weird. | 0:25:30 | 0:25:32 | |
Today's the day when Smurf begins a new life. | 0:25:37 | 0:25:41 | |
12 years on the streets, and it's actually coming to an end. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:46 | |
He's moving into a hostel where he'll get the help he needs. | 0:25:46 | 0:25:50 | |
Home sweet home. | 0:25:50 | 0:25:51 | |
-OVER INTERCOM: -'Hello, office.' -Hello, it's Stuart. | 0:25:54 | 0:25:56 | |
'Oh, hiya. Push the door and come up to the office.' | 0:25:56 | 0:25:59 | |
Okey dokey. | 0:25:59 | 0:26:00 | |
Smurf meets his support worker, Millie Griffiths. | 0:26:02 | 0:26:06 | |
Before he settles in, she helps him complete a benefits claim... | 0:26:06 | 0:26:09 | |
The main things we need to get done is your housing benefit form. | 0:26:09 | 0:26:13 | |
..so now his housing benefit will be paid directly to the hostel. | 0:26:13 | 0:26:17 | |
The idea is that we're trying to teach you how to be independent | 0:26:17 | 0:26:20 | |
and how to manage your own tenancy, OK? | 0:26:20 | 0:26:22 | |
He'll also get the support he needs for his mental health problems. | 0:26:22 | 0:26:26 | |
Good. I'm really pleased you got here. | 0:26:26 | 0:26:28 | |
I think it's been a long journey, and there's been a lot of heartache, | 0:26:28 | 0:26:31 | |
-hasn't there? -Yeah. -And disappointments. | 0:26:31 | 0:26:33 | |
But from here, let's hope you're finally safe and secure. | 0:26:33 | 0:26:37 | |
If you could just sign that for me. | 0:26:37 | 0:26:38 | |
-Thank you. -Took 12 years, but I'm finally here. | 0:26:38 | 0:26:42 | |
That's what I'm getting, one of them TVs. | 0:26:42 | 0:26:46 | |
The same as that, as well. | 0:26:46 | 0:26:48 | |
It's a Samsung, isn't it? Yeah. Same as that one. 32-inch. | 0:26:48 | 0:26:51 | |
Ready? | 0:26:51 | 0:26:52 | |
And we're in. | 0:26:56 | 0:26:57 | |
This is my lovely little one-bedroom flat. | 0:26:57 | 0:27:01 | |
Little single bed. | 0:27:01 | 0:27:02 | |
In my own bed tonight. | 0:27:04 | 0:27:06 | |
Yeah! | 0:27:07 | 0:27:09 | |
So, yeah, make it your home, basically. | 0:27:09 | 0:27:11 | |
-It's really important that you feel at home here. -Yeah. -OK? | 0:27:11 | 0:27:14 | |
-Congratulations, Stu. -Thank you very much. | 0:27:14 | 0:27:16 | |
-Your property. -Home sweet home. | 0:27:16 | 0:27:19 | |
My bathroom, which is really cool. | 0:27:22 | 0:27:24 | |
Only now does the reality | 0:27:26 | 0:27:28 | |
that he's actually got his own place hit home. | 0:27:28 | 0:27:31 | |
See, look, I've got new bedsheets and everything. | 0:27:31 | 0:27:34 | |
Look. Wicked. | 0:27:34 | 0:27:35 | |
I think it was more along the lines of I was that close to the end | 0:27:35 | 0:27:38 | |
it sort of didn't seem real, sort of thing, you know. | 0:27:38 | 0:27:40 | |
"Is it going to actually happen?" | 0:27:40 | 0:27:42 | |
And now I'm actually here and I've actually got my keys, | 0:27:42 | 0:27:45 | |
it's like, "Yeah, it's happened. I'm done." | 0:27:45 | 0:27:48 | |
So, I'm kind of happy. | 0:27:48 | 0:27:49 | |
Ah! Cool. | 0:27:51 | 0:27:53 | |
I think this blind doesn't work. | 0:27:56 | 0:27:57 | |
I am so chuffed. So chuffed. | 0:27:57 | 0:28:00 | |
Finally, my journey has ended. | 0:28:00 | 0:28:03 | |
Two months into our six months of filming | 0:28:09 | 0:28:12 | |
and we'd seen how people could end up trapped living on the streets | 0:28:12 | 0:28:16 | |
for months and even years at a time. | 0:28:16 | 0:28:19 | |
As well as getting a roof over their heads, | 0:28:19 | 0:28:21 | |
we were realising that solving the complex problems | 0:28:21 | 0:28:24 | |
of homeless people also needed specialist help and support. | 0:28:24 | 0:28:28 | |
Next time on Cardiff - Living On The Streets, it's autumn. | 0:28:30 | 0:28:35 | |
Those who end up with nowhere to go risk a run-in with the law. | 0:28:35 | 0:28:38 | |
I'm not doing nothing wrong though. | 0:28:38 | 0:28:40 | |
I'm picked on again. | 0:28:42 | 0:28:43 | |
And how desperate it can be for those who've given up on the system. | 0:28:43 | 0:28:47 | |
The more I try, the more I can't get somewhere to live, | 0:28:47 | 0:28:51 | |
so I've give up. | 0:28:51 | 0:28:53 | |
I'm going to be on the street for the rest of my life, I think. | 0:28:54 | 0:28:56 |