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Soak me! | 0:00:02 | 0:00:03 | |
Having nowhere to go but to live on the streets is a last resort, | 0:00:03 | 0:00:07 | |
and there are many reasons why people end up sleeping rough. | 0:00:07 | 0:00:11 | |
I'm in bits! | 0:00:11 | 0:00:12 | |
I'm film-maker Chris Rushton and together with Tracy Harris, | 0:00:14 | 0:00:17 | |
over a period that spans three years we have followed | 0:00:17 | 0:00:21 | |
the plight of the homeless in Swansea. | 0:00:21 | 0:00:24 | |
It's no fun at all. Honestly now. No fun. | 0:00:24 | 0:00:28 | |
Now, we want to understand the difficulties many homeless | 0:00:29 | 0:00:33 | |
people face when they try to break out of the cycle of homelessness. | 0:00:33 | 0:00:37 | |
I haven't been to bed since I got out of jail, do you know what I mean? | 0:00:37 | 0:00:39 | |
Get out of jail and then they expect you to stay on the streets. | 0:00:39 | 0:00:42 | |
I don't make sense. | 0:00:42 | 0:00:44 | |
We wanted to find out what had happened to some of those | 0:00:44 | 0:00:46 | |
we'd filmed in the most desperate circumstances... | 0:00:46 | 0:00:50 | |
..and to discover if those trapped on the streets by alcohol | 0:00:57 | 0:01:01 | |
and drug addiction can change their lives for the better. | 0:01:01 | 0:01:04 | |
Swansea is like many other towns | 0:01:12 | 0:01:14 | |
and cities where homelessness is on the increase. | 0:01:14 | 0:01:17 | |
Since we began filming here in 2011, | 0:01:19 | 0:01:22 | |
there's been a dramatic increase in people asking for | 0:01:22 | 0:01:25 | |
help from the charities that provide food | 0:01:25 | 0:01:27 | |
and shelter for those with nowhere to go. | 0:01:27 | 0:01:30 | |
We'd kept in touch with many of those we'd met over the past | 0:01:30 | 0:01:33 | |
three years, including one of our favourite characters. | 0:01:33 | 0:01:36 | |
-Paul Bell my name is. -Paul Bell. -Yeah. | 0:01:42 | 0:01:45 | |
-I'm feral, you know the word feral? -Yeah. -What does that mean? | 0:01:45 | 0:01:48 | |
-Is that a sweater, Fair lsle? -No, it means when you live off the land. | 0:01:48 | 0:01:53 | |
Paul was unique, the only one we'd heard of who spent his life | 0:01:53 | 0:01:57 | |
drifting from place to place all around Britain. | 0:01:57 | 0:02:00 | |
This is where I sleep. | 0:02:00 | 0:02:02 | |
He left Swansea and wandered all around the south-east | 0:02:06 | 0:02:09 | |
of England, as far as Canterbury, | 0:02:09 | 0:02:12 | |
through one of the harshest winters on record. | 0:02:12 | 0:02:15 | |
'Then, in July 2013, after 11 months on the road, | 0:02:17 | 0:02:22 | |
'he re-appeared in Swansea.' | 0:02:22 | 0:02:24 | |
How are we this morning? | 0:02:24 | 0:02:26 | |
Splendiferous and full of frivolity. | 0:02:26 | 0:02:29 | |
Now Paul is approaching his 50th birthday. | 0:02:29 | 0:02:32 | |
I'm getting on a little bit now. | 0:02:32 | 0:02:34 | |
My legs are going. | 0:02:34 | 0:02:35 | |
I can't walk like I used to. | 0:02:36 | 0:02:39 | |
And to me, Swansea is my home. | 0:02:39 | 0:02:42 | |
He'd only been back for two weeks and he had a surprise for us. | 0:02:45 | 0:02:49 | |
Come in, this is my domain. | 0:02:50 | 0:02:52 | |
He'd got a shared flat, a private rental. | 0:02:52 | 0:02:56 | |
This is my bed at the moment. | 0:02:58 | 0:03:00 | |
There's my TV, my lamp, but this is the interesting bit, out here. | 0:03:02 | 0:03:05 | |
This is our balcony. | 0:03:07 | 0:03:09 | |
What more could you ask for? | 0:03:11 | 0:03:13 | |
But despite his good fortune, he wasn't coping with four walls | 0:03:13 | 0:03:16 | |
and a front door. | 0:03:16 | 0:03:18 | |
Living here is a different sort of challenge, | 0:03:18 | 0:03:21 | |
which I'm not used to | 0:03:21 | 0:03:23 | |
and I find living here or anywhere...scary. | 0:03:23 | 0:03:27 | |
I can sit in front of the TV all day and watch TV, | 0:03:29 | 0:03:32 | |
playing music...whatever. | 0:03:32 | 0:03:34 | |
It's not what I want. | 0:03:35 | 0:03:37 | |
I want to be outside. | 0:03:39 | 0:03:40 | |
It worried me that he wasn't settling in. | 0:03:42 | 0:03:44 | |
He couldn't go wandering and carry all the kit that he needed to | 0:03:44 | 0:03:48 | |
survive like he used to because of his declining health. | 0:03:48 | 0:03:52 | |
New faces appear on Swansea streets all the time | 0:04:00 | 0:04:03 | |
and Barry is the latest addition. | 0:04:03 | 0:04:06 | |
That light's bright today. | 0:04:06 | 0:04:08 | |
For some reason, unbeknown to me, he carries a fishing rod. | 0:04:08 | 0:04:11 | |
Recently released from prison, he went to his home town | 0:04:12 | 0:04:15 | |
in the valleys of South Wales, hoping to stay close to his family. | 0:04:15 | 0:04:20 | |
The authorities in the valleys refused to help him, | 0:04:21 | 0:04:23 | |
so he decided to come here to Swansea. | 0:04:23 | 0:04:25 | |
Now Barry has teamed up with Dean. | 0:04:27 | 0:04:29 | |
Both are set on blanking out the realities of living on the streets. | 0:04:29 | 0:04:33 | |
I want to get pissed, don't get me wrong, | 0:04:33 | 0:04:35 | |
-I need to get the night over with. -Excuse me. | 0:04:35 | 0:04:37 | |
But I don't want cider cos it just rips you to pieces. | 0:04:37 | 0:04:41 | |
It does rip you to pieces, boy. | 0:04:41 | 0:04:42 | |
-Does it? -Yeah. | 0:04:43 | 0:04:45 | |
Just get me a can for now, we'll get more in a minute. | 0:04:45 | 0:04:48 | |
It's 24/7, isn't it? | 0:04:48 | 0:04:49 | |
So we can stop here at any time, so we'll be all right. | 0:04:49 | 0:04:52 | |
It's Barry's second night of freedom | 0:04:52 | 0:04:54 | |
since serving three years in jail, where drink isn't allowed. | 0:04:54 | 0:04:57 | |
I'm fresh out of jail | 0:04:59 | 0:05:00 | |
and I've got to go back to the drink cos I've got nowhere to live | 0:05:00 | 0:05:03 | |
and I want to take away all of the pain and the problems I've got. | 0:05:03 | 0:05:06 | |
Without having to realise it, do you know what I mean? | 0:05:06 | 0:05:08 | |
It's hard but that's the only thing I know. | 0:05:08 | 0:05:10 | |
Every time I get out I just start drinking again, | 0:05:10 | 0:05:13 | |
do you know what I mean? | 0:05:13 | 0:05:14 | |
His friend, Dean, is already the worse for wear. | 0:05:14 | 0:05:18 | |
I'll be that way soon, give me what...a month? | 0:05:18 | 0:05:22 | |
And now Barry's also on a slippery slope. | 0:05:23 | 0:05:26 | |
Now, he's ready to look for somewhere to sleep tonight. | 0:05:30 | 0:05:33 | |
What are you going to do? Coming with me, bruv? | 0:05:33 | 0:05:35 | |
Bruv, Dean? Dean? Coming? | 0:05:36 | 0:05:39 | |
-I'll be sat right by here, sir. -Don't fancy it? I'm going anyway. | 0:05:41 | 0:05:46 | |
Dean sleeps where he passes out, | 0:05:47 | 0:05:49 | |
whilst Barry heads off to find somewhere out of the way | 0:05:49 | 0:05:52 | |
where it's safer to spend the night. | 0:05:52 | 0:05:54 | |
After three years of filming homeless people, | 0:05:58 | 0:06:01 | |
I'd realised that for many of those living on the streets, | 0:06:01 | 0:06:05 | |
trying to change their lives was extremely difficult. | 0:06:05 | 0:06:08 | |
And that finally getting somewhere to live wasn't always | 0:06:08 | 0:06:11 | |
the solution to their deep-rooted problems. | 0:06:11 | 0:06:14 | |
Paul had moved back indoors after 30 years on the road. | 0:06:18 | 0:06:21 | |
But he could never escape the bad memories of his childhood. | 0:06:21 | 0:06:25 | |
His father used to beat him | 0:06:26 | 0:06:28 | |
and when he was 14 drove him from the family home. | 0:06:28 | 0:06:32 | |
And that's when Paul hit the road. | 0:06:32 | 0:06:34 | |
Over the years he's lost contact with his family. | 0:06:34 | 0:06:38 | |
Paul wanted to find out what had happened to his mother | 0:06:39 | 0:06:42 | |
and sisters and he needed our help. | 0:06:42 | 0:06:45 | |
Tracy and I trawled the internet | 0:06:46 | 0:06:48 | |
and now we had something to show him. | 0:06:48 | 0:06:51 | |
-I've got a family out there. -Exactly. | 0:06:51 | 0:06:55 | |
There's my sister. | 0:06:56 | 0:06:57 | |
HE LAUGHS | 0:06:57 | 0:07:00 | |
My sister. | 0:07:00 | 0:07:01 | |
I can't believe it! | 0:07:02 | 0:07:04 | |
Blew my mind, you have. | 0:07:04 | 0:07:07 | |
The internet is a mystery to Paul. | 0:07:07 | 0:07:09 | |
-You all right? -Thank you. | 0:07:11 | 0:07:14 | |
It's all right. | 0:07:14 | 0:07:16 | |
He asked us to send his sister, Lynn, a message. | 0:07:16 | 0:07:19 | |
-He says...? -I love her, I miss her, please contact me. | 0:07:19 | 0:07:25 | |
But we also discovered that Paul's mum had died. | 0:07:30 | 0:07:34 | |
And now we had to tell him the bad news. | 0:07:34 | 0:07:37 | |
HE SOBS | 0:07:43 | 0:07:45 | |
-My mum. -I know. | 0:07:49 | 0:07:51 | |
Never got the chance to say I'm sorry. | 0:07:56 | 0:07:58 | |
You've done it to her cos you've | 0:08:00 | 0:08:02 | |
said it to her and that's, you know, | 0:08:02 | 0:08:04 | |
that's the best thing you could have done, you know. | 0:08:04 | 0:08:07 | |
-Oh, Jesus Christ! -You made that contact, haven't you? -Yeah...my mum. | 0:08:07 | 0:08:12 | |
I know. | 0:08:12 | 0:08:13 | |
There was no reply from the message we sent and as the weeks | 0:08:18 | 0:08:22 | |
went by Paul's hope of renewing contact with his sister faded. | 0:08:22 | 0:08:26 | |
He tried settling in Swansea but after nine weeks in his flat, | 0:08:29 | 0:08:33 | |
he'd had enough and he set off on yet another journey. | 0:08:33 | 0:08:36 | |
For a few weeks Paul kept in touch but then his phone went dead | 0:08:39 | 0:08:43 | |
and we lost contact. | 0:08:43 | 0:08:45 | |
Barry's problems began ten years ago. | 0:08:49 | 0:08:52 | |
After a relationship breakdown he started drinking | 0:08:52 | 0:08:55 | |
and taking drugs, which led to him getting into trouble with the law. | 0:08:55 | 0:09:00 | |
But there was a time when he was up-and-coming. | 0:09:01 | 0:09:03 | |
From the age of 18 till the age of 21, I worked on security, erm, | 0:09:03 | 0:09:09 | |
I started getting in trouble when I was about 22. | 0:09:09 | 0:09:12 | |
Once I left her, I went off the rails and I was still young, | 0:09:12 | 0:09:15 | |
so I went wild. | 0:09:15 | 0:09:17 | |
I discovered that Barry stayed in his sleeping bag | 0:09:23 | 0:09:26 | |
for most of the day. | 0:09:26 | 0:09:28 | |
Can't get a place. | 0:09:28 | 0:09:29 | |
I will get a place, it's just waiting list now | 0:09:29 | 0:09:31 | |
because I've got to get into a hostel, haven't I? | 0:09:31 | 0:09:35 | |
But I ain't priority, see, because I'm not from the area, so... | 0:09:35 | 0:09:39 | |
You know, eventually they'll get me a place | 0:09:39 | 0:09:42 | |
but till then I'm in a sleeping bag. | 0:09:42 | 0:09:45 | |
As long as I'm warm and I'm fed, I'll be all right. | 0:09:45 | 0:09:48 | |
He told me that he'd been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia, | 0:09:49 | 0:09:53 | |
a lifelong mental illness. | 0:09:53 | 0:09:55 | |
Without medication, this condition can lead to suicidal behaviour. | 0:09:55 | 0:09:59 | |
I hear voices and I suffer with paranoia | 0:10:01 | 0:10:04 | |
but it doesn't get rid of it, the problem, | 0:10:04 | 0:10:08 | |
it just helps you concentrate and try and think clearer. | 0:10:08 | 0:10:12 | |
Slows you down as well, so you're not reacting so fast to things. | 0:10:12 | 0:10:17 | |
Astonishingly, over half of those who are on the streets suffer | 0:10:23 | 0:10:27 | |
from mental illnesses, which often go untreated. | 0:10:27 | 0:10:31 | |
Alcoholism too goes hand in hand with homelessness, | 0:10:33 | 0:10:37 | |
either as a reason for becoming homeless in the first place | 0:10:37 | 0:10:40 | |
or as an escape from the stress of it. | 0:10:40 | 0:10:42 | |
Over the years, I'd learnt much about both from homeless, | 0:10:44 | 0:10:47 | |
lifelong alcoholic Tim. | 0:10:47 | 0:10:49 | |
When was the last time you've seen it like this? | 0:10:50 | 0:10:53 | |
He got through last winter with the help of his friend, Scott. | 0:10:53 | 0:10:57 | |
I haven't made it properly, though. | 0:10:59 | 0:11:00 | |
Haven't put it on properly. | 0:11:00 | 0:11:03 | |
I am not a tramp, I'm a bum. | 0:11:03 | 0:11:06 | |
What are you trying to say? A bum is bum who just bums around. | 0:11:06 | 0:11:09 | |
We're not tramps, we're just bums. | 0:11:09 | 0:11:12 | |
I am a tramp...and a bum. | 0:11:12 | 0:11:14 | |
Don't insult me like that, now! THEY LAUGH | 0:11:14 | 0:11:18 | |
Now, ten months later, Tim was in exactly the same spot. | 0:11:22 | 0:11:26 | |
Oh, you're back again! | 0:11:28 | 0:11:30 | |
My friends! | 0:11:31 | 0:11:32 | |
I'm OK, lady, thank you. | 0:11:33 | 0:11:35 | |
I'm always OK. | 0:11:37 | 0:11:40 | |
But Tim isn't OK. Alcohol has take its toll. | 0:11:40 | 0:11:45 | |
I've got six months to live. | 0:11:45 | 0:11:47 | |
-Really? -Yeah, I was in Morriston Hospital. | 0:11:49 | 0:11:53 | |
Yeah, but I don't worry things about that. | 0:11:54 | 0:11:56 | |
Three weeks ago, Tim collapsed on the streets. | 0:11:58 | 0:12:00 | |
I'm aching in pain. | 0:12:05 | 0:12:07 | |
He was coughing up blood and was taken to hospital, | 0:12:07 | 0:12:11 | |
where he was kept in for eight days. | 0:12:11 | 0:12:13 | |
He told us that the doctors found | 0:12:15 | 0:12:17 | |
that he had an untreatable alcohol-related disease. | 0:12:17 | 0:12:21 | |
At the start, it depressed me. | 0:12:22 | 0:12:25 | |
But now I know I can't do nothing about it. | 0:12:27 | 0:12:31 | |
I have to be a man about it. | 0:12:37 | 0:12:40 | |
A man or a mouse? | 0:12:40 | 0:12:42 | |
I ain't going to be a mouse. | 0:12:43 | 0:12:45 | |
But because of his poor health, one of the housing charities has | 0:12:53 | 0:12:57 | |
fast-tracked him into sheltered accommodation. | 0:12:57 | 0:13:00 | |
So, I was puzzled why he still sometimes sleeps on the streets. | 0:13:00 | 0:13:04 | |
It's 7.30am and Tim's back in his favourite spot again. | 0:13:08 | 0:13:13 | |
Piece of shit! | 0:13:22 | 0:13:24 | |
That's getting on my nerves. | 0:13:30 | 0:13:32 | |
Soak me. | 0:13:33 | 0:13:34 | |
You get paid, | 0:13:37 | 0:13:39 | |
I don't get paid. Look! | 0:13:39 | 0:13:41 | |
Despite the harsh realities of street life, Tim prefers it | 0:13:43 | 0:13:47 | |
to life indoors - | 0:13:47 | 0:13:49 | |
it's not uncommon amongst those who have slept rough for a long time. | 0:13:49 | 0:13:53 | |
Another of the street drinkers we filmed last winter was Andy. | 0:13:55 | 0:14:00 | |
He's been sleeping rough on and off for over 15 years. | 0:14:03 | 0:14:07 | |
Are you aware this is an alcohol excluded area? | 0:14:08 | 0:14:10 | |
The police routinely issue street drinkers with | 0:14:10 | 0:14:13 | |
a section 27 order, banning them from the city centre. | 0:14:13 | 0:14:17 | |
I'm directing you to leave the area for 12 hours, yeah. | 0:14:17 | 0:14:20 | |
You need to leave straightaway. | 0:14:20 | 0:14:22 | |
The guy's a joke. | 0:14:22 | 0:14:23 | |
All he can do is pick on people, do you know what I mean? | 0:14:23 | 0:14:27 | |
I can't handle this life no more. | 0:14:27 | 0:14:29 | |
Last February, he got the chance of a lifetime - | 0:14:29 | 0:14:32 | |
a place in supported housing where he could tackle his addiction. | 0:14:32 | 0:14:36 | |
Most importantly it was in Yorkshire, | 0:14:36 | 0:14:38 | |
well away from the influence of his drinking pals. | 0:14:38 | 0:14:41 | |
Yes, I'm scared, but at the end of the day, I've got to do it. | 0:14:41 | 0:14:45 | |
I'm off to rehab! Take care, boys. | 0:14:45 | 0:14:48 | |
-You all right? Good to see you. -Thank you very much. -Good luck, Andy. | 0:14:48 | 0:14:52 | |
Take care, man! | 0:14:52 | 0:14:54 | |
The bus took Andy to Rotherham, where his rehab began. | 0:14:54 | 0:14:57 | |
In November, I was surprised that Andy had returned to Swansea. | 0:15:00 | 0:15:04 | |
I met him at one of the drop-in centres, where eight months ago | 0:15:04 | 0:15:07 | |
he'd been encouraged to go to rehab. | 0:15:07 | 0:15:09 | |
I've seen the footage myself and when I actually watch myself, I was crying. | 0:15:09 | 0:15:13 | |
Especially that part where I had a section 27 on the DVD last time | 0:15:13 | 0:15:17 | |
and I seen that part when I'm walking down the road saying, | 0:15:17 | 0:15:20 | |
"Forget this, I've hit rock bottom. I want to get out of this." | 0:15:20 | 0:15:23 | |
And then day I jumped on that minibus, | 0:15:23 | 0:15:25 | |
that was the part that hit me the most. | 0:15:25 | 0:15:27 | |
Four days later, I was out on the streets in the early hours. | 0:15:33 | 0:15:37 | |
I got here last night about...flipping hell, | 0:15:53 | 0:15:57 | |
I'd say it was about 11 o'clock-ish. | 0:15:57 | 0:16:00 | |
Found myself some lovely pieces of cardboard down there, | 0:16:00 | 0:16:03 | |
nice and dry. | 0:16:03 | 0:16:04 | |
Got this one, took it over the top of me, bang! | 0:16:04 | 0:16:07 | |
Good night, Irene, I went to sleep. | 0:16:07 | 0:16:09 | |
Andy did six months in rehab but now he's right back where he started. | 0:16:11 | 0:16:16 | |
He's not proud that he's drinking again and puts on a front. | 0:16:22 | 0:16:26 | |
Hello, how are you? | 0:16:28 | 0:16:30 | |
A Swansea homeless charity brings hot food to anyone sleeping rough. | 0:16:30 | 0:16:35 | |
Take it, in case we haven't got any left, yeah? | 0:16:35 | 0:16:38 | |
But after four nights on the streets, | 0:16:39 | 0:16:41 | |
Andy's keen to get indoors. | 0:16:41 | 0:16:43 | |
There may be a room going today, I don't know. | 0:16:43 | 0:16:45 | |
Last week they said there might be a room going on the Monday. | 0:16:45 | 0:16:48 | |
-Find out for me, will you? -Yeah, they normally phone me and Zaks. | 0:16:48 | 0:16:51 | |
His past records with some of the hostels may prevent him | 0:16:51 | 0:16:53 | |
from getting a place. | 0:16:53 | 0:16:55 | |
Am I still banned or what? | 0:16:55 | 0:16:56 | |
Yeah, but that's irrelevant. If you're banned, that will | 0:16:56 | 0:16:59 | |
have to be looked at again, won't it, Andy? | 0:16:59 | 0:17:01 | |
-You're not banned from Paxton Street. -No, no, no, I'm not banned from St Matthew's either. | 0:17:01 | 0:17:04 | |
-So, if there's a room, we'll try and get you an interview down there today...yeah? -Cheers. | 0:17:04 | 0:17:08 | |
But Andy didn't manage to put his name down, | 0:17:08 | 0:17:11 | |
so missed out on the chance of a bed. | 0:17:11 | 0:17:13 | |
I discovered that living on the street can be as stressful | 0:17:16 | 0:17:19 | |
as being a refugee | 0:17:19 | 0:17:21 | |
and many homeless people suffer from post-traumatic stress syndrome. | 0:17:21 | 0:17:25 | |
Barry's beginning to feel the pressure that | 0:17:26 | 0:17:28 | |
comes from sleeping rough and being constantly insecure. | 0:17:28 | 0:17:33 | |
Compared to how he was when he was first released from prison | 0:17:33 | 0:17:36 | |
a week ago, he's become withdrawn. | 0:17:36 | 0:17:39 | |
It's not the first time he's been homeless | 0:17:39 | 0:17:42 | |
and he's aware that drinking won't solve his problems. | 0:17:42 | 0:17:45 | |
I can feel myself getting pulled in by it, | 0:17:45 | 0:17:47 | |
so...I've had a couple of days off, about two days now. | 0:17:47 | 0:17:50 | |
I have had a drink, yesterday I think it was | 0:17:50 | 0:17:54 | |
but not...getting pissed, like. | 0:17:54 | 0:17:58 | |
I reckon if I use my head I should be off the streets within | 0:17:58 | 0:18:01 | |
a month and a half. | 0:18:01 | 0:18:03 | |
Takes about a month and a half, | 0:18:03 | 0:18:05 | |
as long as you keep going to access points | 0:18:05 | 0:18:08 | |
and accessing rooms and just keep on and on and on. | 0:18:08 | 0:18:12 | |
Keep going to interviews, keep going to interviews, | 0:18:12 | 0:18:14 | |
keep going to interviews, you know. | 0:18:14 | 0:18:16 | |
You'll get there but it just takes time. | 0:18:16 | 0:18:18 | |
Andy, though, can't stay away from drink. | 0:18:20 | 0:18:23 | |
In rehab, he did six months without drinking | 0:18:24 | 0:18:27 | |
and even enrolled on a college course whilst he was in Rotherham. | 0:18:27 | 0:18:31 | |
But the temptation, when he went for an after class drink, was too great. | 0:18:34 | 0:18:40 | |
I picked up my first pint of shandy, I thought | 0:18:40 | 0:18:42 | |
"I'll have a shandy just to," you know, "shandy's not going to hurt." | 0:18:42 | 0:18:46 | |
So I drank that and then that, | 0:18:46 | 0:18:48 | |
after seeing everyone else having a good time, that was it. | 0:18:48 | 0:18:51 | |
I bought my first pint of cider. | 0:18:51 | 0:18:54 | |
And I knew then, from then, once I had that, | 0:18:55 | 0:18:57 | |
it was going to go further. | 0:18:57 | 0:18:59 | |
I had about five pints and basically after that, | 0:18:59 | 0:19:03 | |
erm, I got hammered. | 0:19:03 | 0:19:05 | |
I was drunk. | 0:19:05 | 0:19:07 | |
And just couldn't wait forward then to the next one. | 0:19:07 | 0:19:10 | |
Now, Andy's addiction to alcohol rules his life | 0:19:11 | 0:19:15 | |
and he is trapped, living on Swansea's streets. | 0:19:15 | 0:19:18 | |
The November rain has had one beneficial effect - | 0:19:23 | 0:19:27 | |
Tim didn't sleep on the streets last night, it drove him to seek shelter. | 0:19:27 | 0:19:32 | |
-The rain was wicked. -Oh, was it? | 0:19:34 | 0:19:36 | |
I wouldn't know, I'm up in my room, my flat now. | 0:19:36 | 0:19:40 | |
-Up by the train station. -Nice! Awww, so it's going well, yeah? | 0:19:40 | 0:19:45 | |
-Yeah. -Oh, good, I'm glad. | 0:19:45 | 0:19:47 | |
-Take care, young lady. -You take care too. Bye! | 0:19:47 | 0:19:50 | |
He was given the flat | 0:19:51 | 0:19:52 | |
because he has a life-threatening alcohol-related illness. | 0:19:52 | 0:19:56 | |
Yet, most nights he stays out with the other street drinkers. | 0:19:56 | 0:20:00 | |
Tim can't get used to having a place of his own. | 0:20:02 | 0:20:05 | |
You opened it. You'd already done it. | 0:20:10 | 0:20:12 | |
His support worker, Tom, catches up with him and wants to know | 0:20:12 | 0:20:15 | |
why he's missed a meeting about his health centre appointments. | 0:20:15 | 0:20:19 | |
And as well, on Friday, | 0:20:19 | 0:20:21 | |
we kind of did make a few arrangements as well, didn't we? | 0:20:21 | 0:20:23 | |
-To do a few things. -Yes. -And they're pretty important. -I need to. | 0:20:23 | 0:20:27 | |
We didn't see the nurse. | 0:20:27 | 0:20:28 | |
You didn't go and see the nurse on Friday. | 0:20:28 | 0:20:30 | |
I got an injection there, man. | 0:20:30 | 0:20:32 | |
-I know you got the injection on Monday. -Oh, and I hate them. | 0:20:32 | 0:20:35 | |
If you need to go off like you did, Tim, it doesn't matter either, | 0:20:35 | 0:20:38 | |
-does it? -Yeah, but I have to tell people about it. | 0:20:38 | 0:20:41 | |
Yeah, I would like you to let me | 0:20:41 | 0:20:42 | |
know that you're going to go on a little journey or whatever. | 0:20:42 | 0:20:47 | |
-Just so we know where you are. -I walk the streets, I don't mind that. | 0:20:47 | 0:20:51 | |
-But not sleeping on the streets. -Yeah, but come back here. | 0:20:51 | 0:20:54 | |
Come back here, just to have a safe night's sleep. | 0:20:54 | 0:20:56 | |
-I'll see you later on. -I'll see you later on. | 0:20:56 | 0:20:58 | |
-If not, I'll see you at quarter past eight in the morning. -OK. | 0:20:58 | 0:21:01 | |
-See you later. -Take care. | 0:21:01 | 0:21:03 | |
Andy continues to hit the bottle. | 0:21:12 | 0:21:15 | |
After he walked out of rehab in Rotherham, | 0:21:15 | 0:21:18 | |
he lived on the streets there and he had run-ins with the law. | 0:21:18 | 0:21:22 | |
The police paid for me to come back here. | 0:21:23 | 0:21:25 | |
The police in Rotherham paid for me | 0:21:25 | 0:21:29 | |
to come back to Swansea...they did. | 0:21:29 | 0:21:31 | |
115 quid. | 0:21:31 | 0:21:33 | |
Six days I've been back in Swansea, six days. | 0:21:35 | 0:21:37 | |
-What's it been like? -Feel shit! | 0:21:37 | 0:21:39 | |
Yes, all right, I'm under the influence. | 0:21:39 | 0:21:42 | |
I am a bit drunk. I'm back to square one, like I used to be. | 0:21:43 | 0:21:47 | |
For the first time, I get a sense that he regrets quitting rehab. | 0:21:47 | 0:21:51 | |
Am I doing something really wrong? I mean, or...am I just being who I am? | 0:21:51 | 0:21:57 | |
I haven't got a clue. I don't know. | 0:21:59 | 0:22:01 | |
-Not a very nice feeling. -And that man there... | 0:22:01 | 0:22:05 | |
..knows I'm in bits! | 0:22:08 | 0:22:10 | |
Yes, he is. | 0:22:12 | 0:22:13 | |
I can understand, I know the way he feels but... | 0:22:15 | 0:22:19 | |
It's an awful feeling... | 0:22:25 | 0:22:27 | |
..to feel the way he's feeling now. | 0:22:31 | 0:22:34 | |
Come on! | 0:22:35 | 0:22:37 | |
We're staying here, we're staying here, we're staying here. | 0:22:37 | 0:22:39 | |
No, we're going into the flat. | 0:22:39 | 0:22:42 | |
But before Tim can take Andy back to his flat, there is | 0:22:43 | 0:22:46 | |
a small matter of a lost door key. | 0:22:46 | 0:22:48 | |
It's been a while, has it? | 0:22:48 | 0:22:51 | |
-OK, well, I'll let you in now. -Quite embarrassed. | 0:22:51 | 0:22:54 | |
So, one of the support workers has to let them in. | 0:22:54 | 0:22:57 | |
There you are, right. | 0:22:57 | 0:22:58 | |
-Thank you very much. -All right? | 0:23:03 | 0:23:04 | |
-There you are. -Thank you. | 0:23:04 | 0:23:07 | |
Tim's not allowed overnight guests but Andy stayed over | 0:23:07 | 0:23:11 | |
and the consequences were disastrous. | 0:23:11 | 0:23:14 | |
In the early hours, the residents were | 0:23:16 | 0:23:18 | |
awoken by the sound of a fire alarm and smoke coming from Tim's room. | 0:23:18 | 0:23:23 | |
A pizza box had been set alight and the fire brigade were called. | 0:23:25 | 0:23:29 | |
The fire was brought quickly under control. | 0:23:29 | 0:23:32 | |
It was an isolated incident which Andy regrets. | 0:23:32 | 0:23:36 | |
I was that drunk and I always do stupid things. | 0:23:36 | 0:23:39 | |
I just sort of went too far, I think. | 0:23:39 | 0:23:42 | |
It could have been a lot worse. | 0:23:42 | 0:23:44 | |
The whole place could have gone up. I'd be in jail, then, for arson. | 0:23:44 | 0:23:47 | |
I should have got arrested really but I never, | 0:23:47 | 0:23:49 | |
so...it was a very stupid thing to do. | 0:23:49 | 0:23:52 | |
And I still do feel bad about it. | 0:23:53 | 0:23:55 | |
The incident cost Tim dearly. | 0:23:55 | 0:23:58 | |
Say sorry. | 0:23:58 | 0:24:00 | |
It was so serious they had no alternative but to evict him, | 0:24:00 | 0:24:03 | |
even though Tim is ill and badly needs to be indoors. | 0:24:03 | 0:24:07 | |
He blames Andy for the loss of his flat. | 0:24:09 | 0:24:12 | |
He got me, being quite honest and truthful, | 0:24:12 | 0:24:18 | |
kicked out of my room. | 0:24:18 | 0:24:21 | |
My TV, my digibox... | 0:24:21 | 0:24:25 | |
and you know, ye seen it. | 0:24:25 | 0:24:29 | |
With nowhere to go, Tim is philosophical | 0:24:29 | 0:24:32 | |
and with winter on its way, sleeping rough becomes ever tougher. | 0:24:32 | 0:24:37 | |
He knows that one of these nights he may never see the day break. | 0:24:37 | 0:24:41 | |
I just... | 0:24:41 | 0:24:45 | |
I bless myself every night | 0:24:45 | 0:24:49 | |
and I say prayers to my family. | 0:24:49 | 0:24:52 | |
But when it's going to happen, I can't stop it. I can not stop it! | 0:24:52 | 0:24:58 | |
But there are consequences for Andy as well. | 0:25:12 | 0:25:16 | |
He will find it difficult to get a place in a hostel, | 0:25:16 | 0:25:20 | |
so he's teamed up with Barry. | 0:25:20 | 0:25:22 | |
With the winter weather beginning to bite, | 0:25:24 | 0:25:26 | |
they're desperate to get out of the cold. | 0:25:26 | 0:25:28 | |
So now they're trying to get a private rented property | 0:25:28 | 0:25:32 | |
and they're off to view a place. | 0:25:32 | 0:25:34 | |
Barry's happy to take anything. | 0:25:34 | 0:25:36 | |
I don't care, I don't really want to see it, I just want to sign for it. | 0:25:36 | 0:25:39 | |
What do you mean, you just want to sign for it? | 0:25:39 | 0:25:41 | |
We want to get off the street. | 0:25:41 | 0:25:43 | |
Obviously, in this weather you can see it. | 0:25:43 | 0:25:45 | |
It's not fucking the best of weathers. | 0:25:45 | 0:25:46 | |
And it doesn't really matter, if it's warm and dry | 0:25:46 | 0:25:49 | |
and it's going to have electric in and everything, I can charge my phone up. | 0:25:49 | 0:25:52 | |
Cold, it's been cold. | 0:25:52 | 0:25:53 | |
This is the worst winter in four years. | 0:25:53 | 0:25:57 | |
It's a mile out of town, which is useful cos it would deter | 0:26:01 | 0:26:04 | |
many of the city-based drinkers from inviting themselves over. | 0:26:04 | 0:26:09 | |
Then we can come back, pick our feet up, put some telly on, | 0:26:09 | 0:26:12 | |
put the digibox on. | 0:26:12 | 0:26:14 | |
THEY LAUGH | 0:26:14 | 0:26:15 | |
I'm here to show you your property. | 0:26:15 | 0:26:17 | |
They meet the agent. | 0:26:17 | 0:26:18 | |
All right, I'll show you now, yes? | 0:26:18 | 0:26:19 | |
Come on, let's go. | 0:26:19 | 0:26:21 | |
It turns out to be a nice two-bedroom house. | 0:26:21 | 0:26:23 | |
They can afford it because, unusually, | 0:26:23 | 0:26:25 | |
this landlord isn't asking for an up-front bond. | 0:26:25 | 0:26:29 | |
Oh, I want the front bedroom, I told you that, right? | 0:26:29 | 0:26:33 | |
-Good? -Yeah, very good, nice. | 0:26:34 | 0:26:37 | |
-Can I ask you a question? -Yes, you can. | 0:26:39 | 0:26:41 | |
With the garden, we want to have a pet - are we allowed pets here? | 0:26:41 | 0:26:44 | |
-I'll have to find out. -Can you find that out? -Yes. | 0:26:44 | 0:26:47 | |
The rent of over £700 per month will be paid to the landlord | 0:26:47 | 0:26:50 | |
directly from Andy and Barry's housing benefit. | 0:26:50 | 0:26:54 | |
Now, they're desperate to move in. | 0:26:54 | 0:26:55 | |
Would you be able to let us move in tomorrow instead of leaving us on the street? | 0:26:55 | 0:26:59 | |
We're going to get somebody to clean it up. | 0:26:59 | 0:27:01 | |
-Can't you pay us to clean it up? -No, we'd rather clean it up. | 0:27:01 | 0:27:04 | |
It's going to cost somebody to clean it up, yeah, we are quite happy to do it. | 0:27:04 | 0:27:07 | |
-But we know with all our customers, we want you to be happy. -We will be happy. | 0:27:07 | 0:27:11 | |
But it's not fair to clean for someone | 0:27:11 | 0:27:12 | |
and then we don't clean for you. | 0:27:12 | 0:27:14 | |
-It's nice for you to come in and the place is nice. -OK, yes. | 0:27:14 | 0:27:17 | |
You'll like it then, and then after we're just going to sign | 0:27:17 | 0:27:19 | |
the paperwork and we can do it when you move in. | 0:27:19 | 0:27:22 | |
-Thank you. -OK, you're welcome. Now, I'll lock the door. | 0:27:22 | 0:27:26 | |
It seems they've got the place | 0:27:26 | 0:27:28 | |
but are disappointed they can't move in just yet. | 0:27:28 | 0:27:31 | |
So, it's back to the streets. | 0:27:31 | 0:27:34 | |
Returning to Swansea for a third time, | 0:27:38 | 0:27:41 | |
we'd seen how addiction to alcohol ruled the lives of many with nowhere | 0:27:41 | 0:27:45 | |
to go and how it's exceptionally difficult to escape its grip, | 0:27:45 | 0:27:50 | |
especially for those who have no choice but to live on the streets. | 0:27:50 | 0:27:54 | |
Next time on Return To The Streets, | 0:27:56 | 0:27:58 | |
we re-meet Tracy - back in 2011, she was at rock bottom. | 0:27:58 | 0:28:03 | |
Right, you didn't get the bed today. | 0:28:03 | 0:28:05 | |
Now, two years later, she's transformed... | 0:28:09 | 0:28:12 | |
There's the new me. The old me has gone, here I am. | 0:28:12 | 0:28:15 | |
..and there's yet another delay, | 0:28:15 | 0:28:17 | |
so Andy and Barry are still out in the cold. | 0:28:17 | 0:28:20 | |
It's not very nice for someone to give you false hopes, especially... | 0:28:20 | 0:28:24 | |
A dream, isn't it? | 0:28:24 | 0:28:26 | |
You light up a dream and then you let that dream go past, | 0:28:26 | 0:28:28 | |
it's devastating, really, innit? | 0:28:28 | 0:28:30 |